Tumgik
#i still remember exactly where i was and how my parents told us though
marisatomay · 8 months
Text
online buddy of mine (born in 2004) said “i strongly suspect the vast majority of ‘I'll always remember where I was on 9/11’ stories are not true. I simply don't believe that 75% of people were watching the news live at 8:45 in the morning on a Tuesday when the strangest thing happened.” and like. okay. we can talk about the aftermath in the 22 years since 9/11 and the horrific and evil jingoism that ruined countless lives in decades-long wars all we want. but i cannot overstate enough that 1) we still very much had a monoculture in 2001. most americans would watch either the today show or GMA. 2) as soon as that first plane hit every news station in the country was covering it. schools and businesses and break rooms turned on every tv. every radio. anything that had the ability to broadcast the news. (smartphones weren’t a thing. cell phones and the internet existed but they were new and fragile. unreliable. your best bet was still to sit there and watch. or listen.) and we all sat there and watched the second plane hit and the pentagon hit and the towers collapse and flight 93. so, yes: basically everyone who was alive and old enough to form lasting memories in 2001 remembers that day and the coverage. even people who weren’t near a tv or radio in real time remember where they were and what they were doing when they heard the news. they probably even remember the reason why they didn’t hear about it in real time. i was 5 years old in my first week of first grade and i remember it. it was like. the biggest thing to happen in this country since fucking. pearl harbor. bigger. there’s no need to downplay that.
748 notes · View notes
itsascreambaby96 · 10 months
Text
Summer Camp
Warnings: SMUT! 18+ mdni!!! Mentions of blood, death and stabbing, double penetration. Name calling. A little bit of somnophilia. Oral (m on f) . Pet names. Choking. Slapping. If I missed anything please let me know.
Pairings: Stu Macher x fem!reader x Billy Loomis
Word count: 5k
A/N: This technically wasn't a request. It can be read as a second part of this fic. But mainly it is its own fic no need to read the other one to understand this one. I also have no idea if the camp really exists, I made the name up. Please enjoy and leave feedback.
Tumblr media
"You've never been to summer camp when you were a wee kid?!"
Stu couldn't believe it, neither could Billy but he didn't make a big deal out of it, other than Stu. 
You just shrugged. "I didn't. Why is that such a problem?"
"It's not." Billy said, giving Stu a look. 
"Well it kinda is! I mean every child went to summer camp so their parents could have some time off of them right?"
That did leave a little peng in your heart. Poor Stu, he always had a rather complicated relationship with his parents. 
"You really should see a therapist because of that." Billy spoke again. Stu gave him a look.
"Yeah well if I should then you should too, because of your unresolved mommy problems!" Stu was not amused and now he was dragging Billy down too. 
You had to do something quick, or your boys would definitely kill each other. 
"So what did I miss while not going to a summer camp?" That got Stu's attention back to you. He went into great detail on all the things he had to do, shooting arrows, canoeing, even making friendship bracelets, the horror stories they told in their little cabin. How he was the master of horror stories, which earned him a snort from Billy.
"You went there together?"
"Jup, I always snuck into Billy's cabin cause it was more fun there." Stu gave you a wink. "Especially when we were older."
"And I clearly remember I got the badge for best Horror Story teller." Billy grinned.
"Pf in your dreams!"
"No no I clearly remember! How you almost pooped your pants when I told the story of the guy who slaughtered every kid in summer camp." 
"First, that was just your wishful thinking. Second, it is the plot of Friday the 13th." 
"So? Not my fault those kids didn't watch the movie."
"Yeah cause we were kids!"
"I watched it."
"Because you are not normal."
You laughed softly at their banter. You were so used to it by now. 
"What else did you guys do?" And so they went on with their stories. 
You thought with that the topic would end. And you were right. But a few weeks before you guys left for college, your boys came up with a camping trip. You weren't a big fan of camping but they were persistent. You couldn't really say no to their ideas. So you agreed. Maybe it could be fun. If only you knew how much fun it would be. 
You drove 3 hours to a big forest. Billy assigned you to make a mixtape for the journey and also let you drive shotgun. 
Stu was pouty for an hour, before his good mood returned. You might have given him one too many sweets. When you arrived you parked the car at the destined spot and got out. Both Billy and Stu had packed a big backpack making sure you didn't have to carry too much. Aren't they the sweetest? Then you three were off into the woods. It was very hot and you were glad for the shorts you were wearing, though you were sure your legs would be littered with insect bites. Oh well, the fun of going camping. What you failed to notice was that neither Stu nor Billy had packed a tent. They had a much different plan. It also seemed like they knew exactly where they were going, well at least Billy because Stu was next to you talking. It wasn't as bad as you expected it to go actually. 
After 3 hours though you were getting slower, your energy was dwindling. 
"Are we almost there?" You were whining at this point.
"Yeah, there should only be another hour." Billy was still as motivated as when you started. How, you didn't know. 
You were groaning at his reply, displeasure setting in. For the next hour you were grumbling about how "this better be worth it" and how "you were going to plan the next vacation". The whole time Stu only chuckled next to you at your attitude. 
"Don't worry it will all be worth it."
"You better be right."
After another half hour, thanks to you demanding a break, you saw a big clearing, cabins littered everywhere, and a big sign welcoming you to "Camp Silver Lake." The whole place seemed to be abandoned though.
"You are kidding." You looked at Billy who, like Stu, was grinning. 
"Nope. We thought it would be fun to show you what you missed." Stu was so excited about the whole thing. It makes you question how he didn't spoil the surprise at all beforehand. 
"So is this the one where you two went?" You were not going to ruin the fun. You actually believed this could be a great few days. 
"Pf no. We were at a more … luxurious camp. Though they are all the same anyway." Billy was making his way to a cabin, assuming you two would follow him.
"The place hasn't been closed for long. Only one or two years. So everything should still be in a rather good condition." Opening the door and going in you could see he was right. But you still didn't think it would be a good idea to sleep in those beds. Sure they were infested with bugs.
"We will put the mattresses down and sleep in sleeping bags on them." Billy saw your sceptical look. You gave him a grateful smile. 
"Enough talking. Last one in the lake is a stink bug!" Stu had already taken off his shirt running outside. Billy and you gave each other a look before darting out of the cabin. Laughing you took off your shirt while running, and somehow your shorts too. You almost fell over trying to undo your boots, giving a triumphant grunt as they slipped off. Billy wasn't far behind and Stu was a few feet in front of you struggling with his second boot. You were squealing, running past him. 
"Who is going to be the stink bug now Macher?!" Laughing you didn't notice him being done with his shoe and running after you. He's almost got you but you somehow slipped from his grasp. He was laughing too and you two almost stumbled over each other. Billy used that to his advantage and ran past the two of you onto the dock and jumped into the lake. You and Stu weren't far behind jumping in. 
Emerging from the depths of the lake you saw that Stu was dunking Billy, laughing. 
You enjoyed the mild temperatures of the water on your skin, floating on your back a little. You didn't see Stu staring at your glistening skin that was revealed from the water. He was subtly liking his lips. You were effortlessly beautiful. Suddenly two arms wrapped around your middle, pulling you under. You were trashing and swam up again looking at a grinning Billy. You pushed at his chest, huffing but not being mad. When he only laughed you splashed water at him and into his open mouth. He was gagging and coughing. 
"Serves you right." It was your turn to grin. 
"Oh you will be sorry for that!" 
Squealing and laughing, you swam away from him as fast as possible.
"Stu save me!" You were climbing onto his back.
"Oh of course princess." He swam away with you on his back, Billy hot on his tail. 
The three of you spend the rest of the day like this, mostly in the water, laughing and just having a good time. 
As the sun was slowly beginning to vanish behind the trees, Billy and Stu took care of gathering wood for a campfire, while you arranged the sleeping arrangement. You made sure you were going to sleep in between them. After getting dressed, you grabbed the food and went outside, seeing Stu and Billy fighting each other with sticks. You watched them with an amused look. 
"You can't win, old man!" It was Billy talking to Stu, trying to hit him. 
Stu blocked the attack, grinning.
"If you strike me down I will become more powerful than you could possibly imagine!"
"You should not have come back!"
They continued fighting. After a little more of this you stepped into their view, distracting Stu. This was Billy's chance to strike and he did. Stu let out a painful hiss and went down. You knew your part and screamed a dramatic "No!"
That made Stu laugh full heartedly. Billy was chuckling. "Oscar worthy performance sweetheart." You bowed, laughing sweetly. 
"Thank you. Thank you. You can get autographs later." As Stu got up and dusted off, Billy gave you a loving kiss, making you hum.
"Now can we please eat? I am starving."
"Of course." 
They were going back to their task, you sitting down on a log watching them. The soft pushes and the banter they shared made you smile. The good mood stayed for the rest of the evening. After eating you guys talked and talked for hours. You were leaning with your back against Stu, the night colder than you thought it would be, but Stu kept you plenty warm. Especially after Billy denied you his sweater that he was wearing. Stu was more than glad to jump in and be your hero, making Billy roll his eyes playfully. Your eyes were closed and you were already half asleep. You couldn't really make out the words they were speaking, and you didn't really care. You knew you were safe with them.
"Do you wanna do it tonight?"
"No, she's exhausted, let's give her some rest. Tomorrow will be better."
You would have wondered what they were actually talking about but sleep pulled you in. 
When you woke up you were in your sleeping bag, Billy and Stu snoring away on either side of you. Giving them both a soft kiss you carefully stood up, getting ready for the day. While you prepared breakfast a sleepy Billy emerged. His hair stood in all directions and his eyes were barely open. You offered him a cup of coffee which he took gratefully. You turned back to your task, Billy sipping his coffee and watching you like a hawk. His eyes moving over your every curve. The swell of your ass, resisting the urge to slap it like he so often does, playful or not. Your thighs which he loves to grab and squeeze and have his head between. He was getting worked up watching you be a cute little housewife in the middle of the woods. Wanting nothing more to bend you over and fuck you silly. He put his cup down and snug up behind you. Wrapping an arm around your middle and pulling you in, a soft gasp leaving your lips. Billy nuzzled at your neck inhaling your smell. A low hum left him as the beguiling smell of you hit his nostrils. You closed your eyes, enjoying the soft moment between the two of you. He was softly squeezing your hip as he gently placed kisses over your neck. Your head lulled to the side as he bit your neck like he so often does. 
"Billy…" his name was nothing more than a whisper on your lips. He only grunted in acknowledgement not parting from your neck though. 
The moment was ruined when Stu emerged from the cabin with a more than shrill "Good morning!" 
With a sigh Billy dropped his head onto your shoulder, you softly patted his cheek.
"Morning Stu." He gave you a big sloppy kiss, making you laugh as he slapped Billy's bubble butt. "Oi! Watch it!" Stu just grinned at him. 
The three of you ate your breakfast, Stu filling the silence with unimportant chatter. 
The rest of the day was spent exploring. You saw many squirrels and got excited every single time. How could you not with their cute little faces and their fluffy tail. 
It was almost dark when you got back to the camp. You were exhausted and hungry. Stu took care of preparing something, meaning hot dogs. After scarfing down your meal you enjoyed a bit of quiet. Billy started to tell some horror stories, to give you more of the summer camp feeling. You appreciated it but some of the stories were really terrifying and you wondered where he got them from. The one about a haunted doll freaked you out the most. You were never a fan of dolls. Stu chimed in here and there because he could see how stiff you were and wanted to lighten your mood a little, but it didn't help much. That's why you stayed even closer to them while sleeping tonight. You didn't mind horror stories usually but something about being in the middle of the woods alone, only with your boyfriends made you more jumpy than usual. 
It was no surprise that you woke up when you heard something outside, noticing that Stu was not next to you, Billy snoring on your other side. Stu was probably using the bathroom. But then you heard something again right outside the cabin. You jumped and woke Billy, who gave a grunt. 
"Billy, wake up! I think something's outside!"
"That's probably just the wind. Go back to sleep." He kept mumbling, not even opening his eyes. 
"It is not. It sounded like footsteps and groaning."
"That's probably just Stu trying to scare you."
"What if not? What if someone has already killed him and now he is coming for us?!"
"I am never telling you horror stories again before sleeping." You could hear the annoyance in his voice.
"Can we please just go check?"
"Can we please go check? Are you serious? Have you never watched a horror movie in your life? That's basically a death wish."
"I know! But I don't want our boyfriend to die!" You stood up and looked around for some kind of weapon. You found an old crowbar in the room and looked at Billy expectantly. He let out another groan and got up. 
"If I die I will haunt your ass."
"I can live with that. Now let's go."
"Give me the crowbar first."
"No. Get your own weapon. This is mine." You held the crowbar close to your chest.
"Are you serious?"
"Yes."
Billy rolled his eyes and went outside without anything to protect himself. You were following close behind. 
The both of you looked around carefully. 
"Stu!" Calling for him as loud as you could.
"Shut up! Are you insane? This will lead the killer right to us!"
"I thought there wasn't one!" You whisper yelled.
"There probably isn't but you don't have to shout either!" Billy hissed.
The two of you kept sneaking around looking for Stu. That was until you bumped into something, assuming it was Billy you went to apologise but when you looked behind you, you saw a white mask with big black eyes and a wide open black mouth. You let out a loud scream as the person lunged at you with a knife missing you only by a few inches as you ran away.
"Billy!" You were running for your life, looking behind you to see if the killer was chasing you, but he was gone. Frantically you were looking for Billy. Turning around the corner you bumped into him, clinging to him. 
"There's a killer! There's a killer here! We need to find Stu and leave!"
Billy looked at you with big eyes and nodded, taking the crowbar, that you've completely forgotten about, from your hand. His eyes widened when he saw the masked killer show up behind you. As quickly as he could he pushed you behind him and went to hit the killer with his weapon. But the guy wasn't stupid and saw Billy's attack coming, taking a hold of the crowbar. Billy tried to get him to loosen his grip but there was no chance. The killer pulled Billy closer and stabbed him into his stomach. You led out a scream as you heard Billy groan. The killer then went on to stab Billy multiple times. Over and over again. You started to cry. Billy's legs gave out and he fell to the ground. Your hand flew to cover your mouth, tears streaming down your face.
You looked back at the killer who was looking at you, wiping his knife off of Billy's blood with one hand. Then he came stalking over to you. Your legs felt like jelly as you stumbled back, your back hitting the cabin. The killer was right in front of you, lifting his knife to strike you down too, just like he did with Billy. You closed your eyes and looked to the side. But after waiting several moments nothing happened. So you opened your eyes only for them to widen. The mask was lifted and sat atop of Stu's head. 
"Stu?" Your voice was shaking.
"Surprise princess." He was grinning.
Coming back to your senses you started pushing him. "What the fuck is wrong with you Stu?! Are you insane?! You killed Billy!" 
Just as you said that Billy jumped out from behind Stu, scaring you half to death. You didn't understand a single thing. His shirt was stained with his blood but he looked as alive as ever wearing the same grin that Stu wore.
"How are you alive?" You felt stupid asking him that.
Billy licked some 'blood' off of his fingers. 
"Corn Syrup. Same stuff they used as pig's blood in Carrie."
You were in utter disbelief.
"Are you two fucking kidding me?! I thought you were dead! I was scared for my life! I thought I was going to die!"
"Awww babes we are sorry. But a prank is always played during summer camp." Stu got a sheepish look.
"That was some fucking prank Stu!" You were getting more angry by the second. 
They gave each other a look. Pushing past the two you stormed back to your cabin. The two boys are hot on your heels. 
"Sweetheart, come on, it was just a prank." But you didn't respond to Billy, way too furious.
"Don't be mad at us. We love you."
"If you'd love me you wouldn't have done this fucked up shit." 
"Ok ok we are sorry ok?" Billy got a hold of your wrist making you stop. He turned you around putting his hands on your cheeks, making you look at him. "We really are sorry." 
"I don't know if I believe you. I was so scared. I thought I lost you." Tears were welling up in your eyes at the image of Billy laying in his own blood. Dead. Stu's head popped up over Billy's shoulder. Giving you his best puppy dog eyes. 
"Please forgive us. We swear we will never do that again."
"You better not." 
"So are we forgiven?" They looked at you hopeful. 
"Ask me again tomorrow…" With that you went into the cabin and back into your sleeping bag. You laid there for a while, eyes closed. Stu and Billy took a little while to come inside. You could hear them talking outside. You pretended to sleep when they came in, laying down beside you. They didn't know if you wanted to be close to them so they refrained from their usual cuddly positions. You didn't fall asleep until dawn, when exhaustion finally took you over. 
You don't know how long you've been sleeping for but a very pleasurable feeling between your legs was waking you from your slumber. A soft moan left your lips and you fluttered your eyes open. Between your legs you could make out a tuft of blonde curls. Stu was eating you out lazily and softly. So different from his usual pace. Your hand crept into his hair pulling softly but it only made him release your clit from between his lips.
"Good morning princess." He gave you a soft kiss. 
"Morning Stu. What are you doing?" 
"What does it look like? I am apologising." He grinned at you and went back to work, making you arch your back softly.
"If this is the apology for last night you will have to do much better."
"Oh princess, this is only the start. We plan to properly apologise, don't you worry. If you let us of course." Billy spoke up beside you. You looked at him, nodding. 
"Of course." Realising that they took off your clothes completely. Billy was playing with your boobs. 
Stu continued to play your pussy like he so often did before. Two of his fingers already buried deep inside you, fucking you open for them both. His lips were wrapped around your clit, the tip of his tongue flipping your little bud of nerves in his mouth. He loved being messy even  when things were going slower than normal. 
Billy's lips wrapped around one of your nipples, his teeth gazing softly. Your other  hand that wasn't in Stu's hair went into Billy's, pulling them both closer to you. It was so easy to forgive them like this but you wouldn't tell them that. Stu slowly added a third finger, scissoring them to fuck you more, curling them to find your gspot. He was so attune with your body, that it didn't take him long to find the spot that made your toes curl and an almost pornographic moan to leave your lips. Billy pulled at your nipple with his lips, making you clench around Stu's fingers. When you looked down you saw Stu was humping the ground while eating you out. This puts a lazy grin on your face.  
"Stu… Billy please." You wanted them both desperately.
"What do you want, pretty girl?" Billy looked at you with his intense eyes. Stu's mouth never leaving your wet cunt as he looked up at the both of you. 
"Need you. Need you both. Please." You were begging a little. But you truly needed to be filled by them. 
"Where do you need us?" Stu pulled at your clit letting it pop out of his mouth. 
"Inside me. Need you both inside of me. Please." You were looking at them pleadingly.
"Think you can handle us both?" Stu asked teasingly. You nodded quickly. Stu gave your dripping pussy another kiss before standing up and undressing. Billy doing the same. You kept staring at them both. The both of them started to make out, Billy pulling Stu closer, biting his lip harshly. They got lost in their little make out session. You cleared your throat.
"I thought this was my apology here." 
They parted and looked at you, both grinning. 
"Of course."
"Sorry sweetheart we got a little lost." Billy came over to you first, laying down beside you and pulling you on top of him, your boobs pressed against his chest. He started to kiss you passionately as he entered you. You moaned against his lips. Taking the opportunity Billy slipped his tongue into your mouth playing with your own. He started to thrust into you. Slow but hard. Deliberately. Making you feel every inch of him. Your gummy walls stretch around him. Billy continued his thrusting for a moment before he stopped.
Stu got into position behind you. Getting ready to push into your tight cunt too. Slowly and carefully he pushed in. Your eyes squeezed shut, the stretch almost unbearable. Both Billy and Stu groaned at the feeling, both being in your tight cunt while having their dicks rub together at the same time. They gave you time to adjust to being filled to the brim. You were panting. Billy gave you a soft kiss. 
"Are you ok?" 
You nodded. "Yeah I'm good."
They both started to move slowly. Working in tandem. You couldn't keep your moans in. It felt so good. How they knew how to play your body. Stu was gripping your hips so hard, definitely leaving bruises. Your eyebrows were knit together. Billy was groaning underneath you, Stu moaning behind you.
The slick sound of your juices mixing with your guys' moans. It was so lewd but it turned you on all the more. Billy kissed you again, sloppily. He kept sucking on your tongue. When he let go of your tongue you felt Stu leaning over your back, down, his head next to yours. He gave you a particular hard thrust making you scream in pleasure. Stu and Billy kissed again, just as sloppily as you two did. You were moving against Billy with every hard thrust. 
Somehow they managed to roll around, a squeal leaving your lips. Stu now under you. Your back on his chest, Billy on top of you. Billy gave your tits a hard squeez, now more in control of his thrusts. You felt like a rag doll how they handled you, and you loved every second of it. 
Billy laid a few quick slaps to your tits making you moan loudly. Your head fell onto Stu's shoulder. One of his hands wrapped around your throat. 
"You looked so cute being all scared last night. Really wanted to fuck you there." Stu's voice was deep, laced with lust. You whimpered at his words, his hand squeezing around your throat, cutting off the bloodstream, slowly becoming lightheaded. It only added to your pleasure. 
Billy's thumb gazed over the little scars you had on your hips, where you let them carve in their initials, while angling his hips a little differently. His thrusts only became harder. 
"You know we would never let anything happen to you princess." Billy's voice was equally as deep as Stu's. The same ounce of lust in them. 
"You are ours. And we protect what's ours." 
You looked at him with glossy eyes, the pleasure almost too much. They fluttered close when Stu's other hand went between your body's and he started to rub your clit deliberately. You didn't keep your eyes closed for long, because Billy took hold of your face, squeezing your cheeks together. 
"Do you understand sweetheart?"
You nodded dumbly, way too fucked out.
"Say it."
Stu's hand left your throat making you take in a deep breath, your head clearing up a little. Stu's thrusts got faster, your eyes rolling back. Billy gripped your cheeks harder, matching his thrusts into your soaking pussy.
"Say. It." His words were harsh, his thrusts emphasised his words, but you knew it was because he wanted his anwer.
"I'm yours. I'm all your Billy, Stu. Only yours." Your words were slurred. Partially from pleasure and partially from still having your cheeks pressed together.
"And?"
"You protect what's yours. You protect me." You were so close. But you knew better than to come without permission even if this was meant as your apology. 
"And we take such good care of you don't we?" 
You nodded, tears now streaming down your face all from the pleasure of their cocks inside of you and Stu's relentless pace on your clit. 
"You take such good care of me."
"Good girl. Isn't she Stu?" Billy looked a little behind you, directly at Stu who, in return, gave him a shit eating grin.
"Oh she is the best girl. Aren't you, pretty thing?" He gave your cheek, that Billy finally released from his grip, an exaggerated kiss. 
Billy's hand wrapped around your throat now making you gasp. Both their pace is becoming faster. Sloppier. Stu gave your nipples a hard pinch making you sob in pleasure. You were clenching around them so hard trying not to come without their permission. 
"Aw I think she is close Stu."
"Mh you think we should let her come?"
"I don't know. What do you think sweetheart? Do you think you should come?" Both their voices were teasing, condescending even. Billy gave your throat a squeez after you didn't answer immediately. 
"Please."
"Please what?" Billy's tone got harsher.
"Lemme come…" Your voice was hoarse from the moaning and screaming.
Billy looked at Stu again.
"You think we should let her?"
"I don't know man. Seems like she doesn't really want to." 
"Yeah I was thinking the same thing. But it is our apology after all."
"You are right. I think we should give her that."
They talked about you like you weren't even there. It should be embarrassing but it only got you more wet. 
"Go ahead doll. Come for us."
"Yeah, soak us in your juices."
It only took a few short moments of their hard, precise thrusts, Stu's thumb rubbing your clit the right way and Billy squeezing your throats not too tight, for you to finally come. It was earth shattering. Your legs started to shake uncontrollably and your eyes rolled back so far into your skull, your ears started ringing. You were clenching so hard around Billy and Stu that it didn't take them long to come right after you. Both groaning in unison, shooting their seed right into you without a care. They rode out their orgasms before Billy collapsed on top of you. You weren't completely back to your senses yet. 
You didn't really notice how they carefully slipped out of you, some of their joined load dripping out of you. Your thighs slick with your own arousal. 
Billy took a good look at your dripping pussy. 
"Damn. Still the most pretty pussy even all fucked out." 
You only came back to reality when the both of them started to clean you up, already dressed again after cleaning up themselves. 
"You back with us sweetheart?" Billy's voice had nothing of the harshness from earlier. 
"Yeah. That was mind-blowing. We should do this more often." Your voice was still hoarse but you kept smiling at them, utterly satisfied. 
"Sure thing, pretty girl."
"So does this mean we are forgiven?" Stu plopped down next to you, offering you something to drink. You thankfully took it and gulped it down.
"Mh I will consider forgiving you after some more mind-blowing orgasms."
You gave them a cheeky smile. 
They grinned at you in return. 
"That can be arranged."
They were on you again in seconds. You didn't leave the cabin the whole day. They really made you forgive them wholeheartedly. To be fair though you think there wasn't much of your brain left after they fucked you stupif all day
906 notes · View notes
moonmeg · 9 months
Text
Tumblr media
"So, tell me! Where have you been all this time?", Cat asked handing her old friend a mug while sitting down on the sofa herself.
Breena accepted the mug smiling and crossed her legs before she began telling her tale.
"Well, it started with me traveling around the Isles. I wanted adventure, I wanted to see new things and so I packed my things and went."
"Your parents never told us that.", Catherine frowned.
When Ahana and her noticed Breena was gone not even Breena's parents knew where exactly their daughter was. All they had was a note saying to not worry, she'll be fine. Breena didn't have the best relationship with her parents and Catherine remembered the red-haired girl as a fierce and quite rebellious individual - the fact Breena left was not as big a surprise as it should've been. Yet Catherine and Ahana couldn't believe their trio was down to a duo over night and the news hit them hard. The hurt healed over the years whenever they convinced each other Bree is alright wherever she was. They knew their friend after all. Breena was perfectly capable of fending for her own.
"Prolly cause they dinna know either. I dinna tell anyone where I went. Even though it hurt me to leave Ana and ye behind.", Bree mirrored Cat's frown. She took a sip from the mug.
"Without a goodbye.", Cat added. Though what had happened was almost twenty years in the past by now the aching in Cat's heart upon learning she lost a friend, unknowing if she'll ever see her again, still lingered deep.
Breena glanced at Cat. She saw the hurt her friend was feeling and found herself confronted with one of her greatest fears: Having brought pain to a person important to her. It's what she tossed and turned around in bed for even years after she had left. She never wanted to see Cat or Ahana be sad through fault of hers, yet here she was facing the consequences of her own betrayal to herself.
"Forgive me, please. I regretted it every night.", she leaned forward urgently.
Cat looked up at Breena and softly smiled. She reached for her hand and reassured her friend: "Bree... no hard feelings. I forgave you years ago."
Breena sighed in relief. It seemed a big rock finally loosened from her heart. At least she could have Catherine back as a friend. Whether or not Ahana has forgiven or would forgive her and accept her as a friend again she couldn't tell -neither could Cat- but Breena would try to gain it.
Genuine smiles of happiness and gratitude were exchanged before Cat asked Breena to please continue with her story. It had been sixteen years since they last saw each other and Breena had at least one child now. Cat was beyond curious on how that happened. She remembered that in the trio Cat was the only one to ever positively speak of having a family and children. Neither Breena nor Ahana mentioned the wish to become mothers one day. And yet Robyn was playing with Micah down the hall in Robyn's room.
The red-haired woman smiled and continued:
"On my travels I landed at a small tavern. I originally only wanted to get a drink and maybe ask where I could find more provisions. There... there was this pretty lad who caught my attention. We started talking and learned the tavern belonged to his aunt. He himself was son to a farmer at the same village. He offered me a stay at the farm for the night as it was gettin' late, I accepted and one night turned into two, two into three and three nights into weeks."
Bree began to smile sheepishly. Her cheeks slightly flushing a light pink, causing her freckles to stand out more. It was obvious she told this from a feeling of fondness and genuine love. Whoever that "pretty lad" was, he had Bree's full adoration.
Catherine smirked kmowingly and tilted her head: "I doubt it was the fields and animals of the farm that made you stay."
"Course not.", Breena laughed, "I stayed because of my sweet goldie."
"Goldie?", Cat raised a brow in curiosity.
Breena gave her a glance and then stared into the mug. She ran her finger up and down the porcelain surface. Her lips never broke the smile. On the contrary: her face only softened at the image of her husband before her inner eye.
"Aye, his eyes are golden. So I started callin' him that and it kind of developed into a pet name.", she chuckled.
"Well, time went by and things started takin' their rolls. Pinin' turned to a relationship, a relationship turned to an engagement, engagement to a pregnancy and so on and so on."
"So you weren't married yet when you had your first child, eh?"
Cat took a sip as she continued to listen to her friend's story attentively.
"No, no, by the time the bairn was born I was already Mrs. Bower. But I take no shame in admitting Makenna was conceived before that. Titan, some people have a lover and bairns but never married and there's nothin' wrong with that."
"No, of course not!", Catherine held up a hand in defense, "I'm surprised you got married and had children at all. The Bree I remember never seemed like the type to do so."
Breena shrugged.
"People change. 'Specially once love is involved.", her lips curved into a small, fond smile again. The type of smile you wear when you think of your beloved. "My 16 year old self wouldn't believe I'm a wife and mother either.", she turned to Cat again with a laugh.
Catherine joined in on the laugh. Suddenly it felt like they were children again. Sitting by each other and laughing together. Breena may have changed as person but her laugh remained as contagious and loud as ever.
"You have how many?", she asked. The curiosity once again got the better of her.
"Three. Micah's the youngest. And the only boy.", Bree chuckled and sipped from the mug.
Cat, thinking she is sly, replied: "So there's two copies of you waiting at home, huh?"
Her friend scoffed.
"The only thing they copied from me are the freckles. They are copies of their father. Brunette, golden eyes, the same smile, the same face. Micah's the only one to get my red hair additionally to the freckles.", she laughed and sat down more comfortably on the sofa.
Tilting the mug around in circles on her lap she grinned. "Seems our sons take more after us. Robyn is like a carbon copy of ye. A few differences here and there o' course. Surely from the father?"
"Yeah.", Catherine stiffened. She hated that she did. She hated she was still so affected by Caleb's death. She hated her facade of the strong, single mother was so thin and easily breakable. Thankfully, she thought, Breena didn't notice it.
Instead, the freckled woman gleefully leaned back on the sofa, placing her arm on the back of if.
"It's yer turn now. Tell me what I missed in yer life.", Bree tilted her head as she let it rest on her knuckles.
Cat stared blankly and almost automatically started tapping her nails on the mug. She quickly gathered herself again and stuttered:
"Ah- uhm... well, I'll uh I'll spare you the first sob story of my first relationship. Let's just say I was left a heartbroken fool when mh partner left me for another."
"Left ye?", Breena's smile faded.
"For another?", her brows furrowed.
"How dare they?! What's their name? I'll-", she drew a circle into the air and the mug loudly hit the little table in front of the sofa.
Much like Ahana, Breena was ready to hurt whoever dared to hurt Cat. They knew Cat was able to take care of people like that herself but it was just this urge to defend and stand up for Cat no matter what.
"It doesn't matter, Bree. I was twenty when that happened after all.", Catherine cut her off and hoped Bree would let it go. She almost pleaded her to with the look on her face.
Breena kept her angry face but sank into the sofa again. Catherine spoke of that first relationship with such ease that it left Breena to believe she had moved on from it a long time ago and so she calmed down and loosened up the tension in her body.
Cat broke the eye contact with Breena as she thought about how much into detail she wants to go with the love story she shared with Caleb. How much she could go into detail without suddenly breaking into tears uncontrollably.
"Four years down the line, I had put a wall around me and swore off love to avoid being hurt again. Little did I know, the walls I built could so easily be crumbled... and all it took was a young man with short blond hair and the warmest brown eyes. A little frail but handsome. A bit awkward but kind and affectionate. I didn't want to admit it at first but had to give in to the fact that my heart beat faster and louder when he was with me... my blondie. My Caleb.", she smiled in a mix of melancholy and fondness. The images flashing before her when she closed her eyes were so vibrant and clear still. They always were.
She reached for the ring on the silk band around her neck.
"I loved him. I loved him like I never thought I could love someone. Titan, I still do!"
A moment of silence.
Bree eyed her friend worried. It was obvious now that this story does not have a happy ending either.
"But he's not here anymore, is he?", Bree asked.
Catherine shook her head slowly.
"Some people...", Bree scoffed again and crossed her arms in front of her chest, "the audacity they have! You don't deserve that, Cat! To be left alone with a child to raise! The least he could do is show himself to the child he partook in creating."
"Oh, no, Bree, you got it all wrong!", Cat leaned forward towards the other woman, "He didn't abandon me and is now living a life without me and Robyn! He... he was taken from us. Brutally and coldly. By someone he trusted."
The grip on the ring around her neck fastened, as if cenching to it would bring Caleb back.
Breena sat in shock, mouth ajar. It took her a little to get another sound out. She wasn't sure what to say. Wasn't sure what to do.
"Ye- ye're a... a widow?", she asked with hesitation. The information still not fully processed and still in a bit of denial that her friend had to experience her husband dying. That she had to bury the love of her life...
Catherine nodded in confirmation.
"Oh, sweet Titan...", Breena breathed and looked her friend up and down, unsure where to focus on, "Cathy, I-", she began and didn't know how to continue the sentence.
"I'm so sorry!"
"It's alright. I learned to live with it.", Cat tried her best to give a smile.
"But ye shouldna have to! A widow at thirty! That's horrible!", Breena grabbed Catherine by her arm in haste. She began stroking her thumb on Cat's sleeve in an attempt to show comfort.
She projected the situation her friend was in on her own life. The thought of being widowed, of losing her husband, the father of her children, someone so dear and important to her was torturous enough. To actually live through it is something Breena couldn't fathom.
Cat took Bree's freckled hands.
"It's alright, Bree, really. It- it still hurts but Roby and I visit his grave every weekend. I tell him stories and we pretend Caleb is with us, sitting and listening.", she genuinely smiled. However, there was a certain sadness lingering in her teal eyes, Bree noticed. It was almost painful to see Cat like this. It felt worse knowing there was barely anything she could do to help Cat. And it felt worst when she realized she was not there for her friend when she had needed it most.
"Did Robyn ever meet his father?", Breena asked quietly. She hoped Catherine would say "yes, he did.". She hoped the little boy was held in his father's arms at least once. She hoped he had felt the warmth of his father's cradling arms and she hoped he had heard his father's heart beat at least *once*. But Cat's face didn't seem like that would be the answer. Catherine looked down and let out a dry sob.
"I wish he did..."
274 notes · View notes
loupy-mongoose · 6 months
Text
Fuji stood in silence, the two Mews and the little Mewtwo floating in front of him. Randy's widened, horrified eyes locked onto Fuji's, neither seeming sure how to go on.
Finally, Fuji shook his head lightly and turned away. No... It... I-It has to be a dream... It's too... too surreal... Another Mewtwo, with Mo of all Mews... It has to be a dream...
Lavender floated toward him, casting a nervous look at her parents. I-It's not... I'm sorry... She gently reached out and touched his arm. We're real, and we're here...
Fuji steadily met her gaze. Then the gentle man turned from her to Randy. He looked long and hard at the pink Mew, and in the little bit of his consciousness that wasn't panicking or wishing to wake from this sudden nightmare, Randy thought he saw a lifetime flash in the man's eyes.
Finally, Fuji spoke. You aren't Mo, are you...
Randy felt as if his heart had been stabbed, and his blood went cold. Thoughts flooded uninvited into his mind.
How many times had he tried to convince himself that over the last five years?
How many times had he looked at himself in the mirror, wishing he would one day wake up with his old brown eyes, to find it had all been a cruel dream?
How many times had he been fine, only to be slammed with the fact that he was Mo...?
In his hesitation, Akoya answered for him. He's not... But we knew him...
Fuji's gaze darkened. Suddenly it makes sense why you'd know about Nico...
Randy, who could feel his attention being washed away by his anxiety, snapped back at those words. He vaguely noticed his wife's pelt puff up again.
His voice shook. ...What do you mean...?
Fuji looked at him questioningly. ...Wait, you didn't learn about him from Mo?
Randy felt a twinge in his mind. Mo... hadn't told him... right?
Surly he would remember that...
He... never mentioned him, no....
Fuji's eyes grew sad. I guess that makes sense too... He wasn't exactly happy about Nico...
So Mo knew him? How?
Fuji's gaze drifted into a time long passed. He took a breath and closed his eyes. Mo's DNA was used to create Nico... As an attempt to find a way to bring Mews back from extinction...
But... when he saw what was coming from it... He left...
And... I don't blame him...
His eyes bore into Randy. Are you related to him, at least? You look so much like him...
Randy's ears fell back, and his brows creased together. His voice was shaky and hoarse. ...I.... ah....
Akoya floated close to him and placed her hand on his shoulder. He turned to her, fighting his daze of rising anguish, and anchored himself in her rich, sapphire eyes.
As he took a reassuring breath, Akoya turned back to Fuji. Are we still welcome to stay in your guest room? Or has that offer changed, now that you've seen what we are?
Fuji gave her a warm smile, though his eyes were still clouded with questions and his old memories. My arms and house are open to those in need. People and Pokemon alike. An eyebrow raised questioningly. Or... In between...? He shook off that train of thought. And I'd say you guys are in need of at least a place to rest.
Here you are.
The room was pleasant. A good sized bed loomed in the center, painfully inviting, with a short dresser at the foot of it. Two side tables flanked the head.
There are extra blankets and pillows in the dresser there. Make yourselves comfortable.
He gave them a deep, finalizing nod.
Have a good rest.
Akoya smiled at him. Thank you so much, Mr. Fuji. We really do appreciate it. It's just a... Well, it's been a weird day for us, too.
Fuji smiled back at her. He waved farewell, and they close the door.
Randy, now in human form, trudged over to the bed, leaning heavily on his cane. He fell onto it without a word and lay still.
Akoya, still in Mew form, hovered over and psychically repositioned him to be more comfortable. By the time she covered him with the blanket, he was fast asleep.
Lav, also still in her Mewtwo form, asked her mom quietly, Where are the twins?
Akoya looked at her, filled with a warm love and encouragement that Lav hadn't felt in quite awhile. They're with Persim, outside of Lavender. She thought for a moment and giggled. ...I'm not used to saying that word and not having it be about you.
Lav gave a light chuckle, but her mood wasn't lifted. She hugged herself, her tail resting on the floor around her feet. Her expression dropping, Akoya floated over to her.
I messed up, Mom... I didn't want you and Dad to get hurt... She looked at Randy, sleeping soundly on the bed. But he's still the one paying for it.
Akoya wrapped her tail around her daughter's two necks and gave her a hug on the head. She sighed. We all make mistakes, Lav. Some bring more weight than others. But we'll bare it together, okay? We'll work through this. Just remember, we've got your back. She glanced at her mate. And we've got his back.
Lavender gave a small scared smile and nodded.
Akoya pecked her on the cheek and floated away from Lav, toward where her best friend lay sleeping. She stopped and turned to Lav. You're welcome to join us on the bed, if you want.
Lav's tail flicked, and her ears went back. Thanks, Mom, but I think I'll pass...
Akoya gave her a sad but understanding look. Okay. Hey... We love you. Both of us. Very much.
Lav smiled, half-forced. I love you too, Mom.
She watched her mom fly over and disappear behind her dad. She hesitated, then floated over to him herself. She gave him a small kiss on his head, though she wasn't sure he would be aware of it.
Then she gathered some extra blankets and pillows, and floated over to the corner of the room, where she curled up in a makeshift fort and drifted off to sleep.
~~~~~~
PREVIOUS NEXT
ARC START | CHRONO
245 notes · View notes
allthelovehes · 1 month
Text
Field Day Reunion
Summary: Harry agrees to volunteer at his son's school and he is surprised to see the teacher is his long-lost high school girlfriend.
Pairing: Singledad!Harry x Teacher!Y/N
Word count: 3.2K
Warnings: None, this is pure fluff.
Taglist: @justmystyles @bitchybabyharry @harrysslut7 @swiftmendeshoran @lucasandharold @harrysbabycherry @htaylor18 @rose-garden-dreamz @myalovesharry @mellamolayla @hsonlyangelxo @yousunshineyoutempter @heartateasee @blueheisenbergtragedy @bikestyles @bohemianrhapsody86 Let me know if you want to be added to my taglist! 🤗
Support my work by joining my Patreon!
A/N:  Just a fluffy little one shot about Harry reuniting with his high school lover. Let me know if you want a part two because I can totally see that happening!
Tumblr media
As Charlie comes home from school with a piece of paper in hand, asking for volunteers to visit a local farm, Harry is eager to sign up. His 4-year-old is currently learning all about farm animals, so it seems like the perfect opportunity to see his enthusiasm first-hand.
Harry is a single parent to Charlie, and while parenthood is far from easy, he's found himself becoming an avid learner in the art of parenting as his son is growing up. The last year especially, since his girlfriend had left them both in the dust and moved away.
But while Harry's been focused on his son and their life at home, Charlie's growing up and becoming his own little person. He's also learning more about the world and how people fit into it, and Harry thinks that volunteering at his school is a perfect example of that.
And so, Harry fills out the permission slip and sends it back to Charlie's teacher.
Charlie is very excited when Harry tells him about the trip, and even though he's still very young, Harry can tell he's already forming his own ideas about the kind of person he wants to be. And that means the world to Harry. It's one thing for him to shape his son, but he's determined to give Charlie a voice, as well.
Later that week, Charlie is sent home from school with another letter. One that explains how the class will be visiting the farm, what the schedule will be like and what exactly they need help with from the volunteering parents. With this insight, Harry has a much better understanding of the day, and can teach Charlie about things he might see. Teaching him new words and showing him the pictures in the books that Harry has at home.
On the morning of the trip, Charlie is a bundle of excited nerves. He's practically vibrating as Harry helps him get dressed, and when Harry makes sure he's got his raincoat, he almost bursts.
“It's not going to rain, daddy.”
“Oh yeah? Then what's that.” Harry asks, pointing out the window where the clouds are hanging low and grey.
“It's not gonna rain” Charlie states again. “Promise” Harry huffs out a laugh because of course, the boy is going to be stubborn today
“Okay, little man. We'll see.” As they get ready to leave, Harry puts a light jacket on and grabs an umbrella. When Charlie notices, he pouts, making his father chuckle.
Harry is supposed to drive to school first so a few more kids can fit in the car, and then drive them all to the farm together. Charlie is excited to sit in the front, which gives him a perfect view of the sky and a chance to show Harry how wrong he is.
He's quiet for a while, just staring out the window, but Harry doesn't pay too much attention. He's too focused on the road and making sure the other kids are safe. But soon, the clouds part and the sun shines through.
“See? Told ya.” Charlie grins. Harry hums and nods.
“I suppose you did.”
Harry parks his car on the school grounds. They walk towards Charlie's classroom and when the door opens, Harry sees a young woman standing in the middle of the room, facing away from him. If he remembers correctly, his son's teacher used to be in her fifties, so who is this woman?
“Char? Did you get a new teacher” Harry asks his son as he puts his coat away, but Charlie shrugs.
“No. Miss Green is gone. This is Miss Y/L/N.” Charlie answers, pointing to the woman. At the sound of his son's voice, she turns around and Harry can finally see her face. She locks eyes with him and it feels like time stops.
“Y/N” Harry asks confused, his heart beating faster. She looks exactly the same as she did all those years ago, the only difference being the hair length and a few laugh lines on her face.
“Harry. Hi. Um... I wasn't expecting to see you here.” She says. Her voice sounds a little strained.
“Well, I wasn't expecting to see you either.” Harry chuckles. “How... are you? I didn't know you were a teacher.”
“Oh, I just started this year. And I'm doing great. How are you?” She smiles. It's a little awkward, but it's real.
“Good, good.” He smiles back, scratching the back of his neck. Y/N used to be his girlfriend in high school, until they broke up because of college. They've only seen each other a couple of times since then, mostly when their paths crossed in their hometown. He always knew he loved her, but as they grew older, the distance between them had grown too, and now they're basically strangers.
“Daddy, are you okay?” Charlie tugs on his jacket, looking up at him. Harry blinks and shakes his head a little.
“Yeah, yeah, I'm good, little man.” Harry says and runs a hand through his son's curls.
“Daddy?” Y/N asks, sounding amused. Harry can feel the blush spreading on his cheeks.
“Uh, yeah. Charlie is my son.” He tells her, putting a hand on the boy's shoulder.
“He's a lucky kid to have you, Harry.” Y/N smiles, and for a second, he's a teenage boy again, completely infatuated with her.
“Thank you.” Harry clears his throat.
“Are you ready to go to the farm, Charlie?” She asks, kneeling in front of the boy.
“Yep! Can we see the horses?” He asks excitedly, jumping a little. Y/N giggles.
“There aren't going to be any horses on the farm we're going to today, but I'm sure we can find a different animal. Okay?”
“Okay.”
Harry is a bit distracted for the rest of the day, and Y/N's eyes keep meeting his over the children's heads, making him blush and smile. He can't believe she's back in his life, and a teacher no less. He really hopes he'll see her more often, now that his boy is in her class.
“Okay kids, gather 'round!” Y/N calls as she stands in front of the pigpen. Charlie and his friends hurry over, giggling and talking excitedly. “Can you all say 'hello' to the pigs?” The children repeat her words, and she gives them all a warm smile. “Great job! Now, if you all take a step closer, you'll be able to pet the pigs. Remember to be gentle, okay?”
Harry can't believe his ears. Y/N was never a fan of animals, especially when they were close to her. Yet here she is, standing in the middle of the mud, smiling and laughing. It warms his heart to see her so fond of the kids.
As the kids pet the pigs, Harry steps next to Y/N, who smiles and waves.
“This is incredible, Y/N. I can't believe you're doing this.” Harry laughs.
“Yeah, it was a little weird at first, but the kids seem to love it. It's nice to see them all together and have fun.” She admits. “And it's also a great learning experience.”
“It really is. I don't think Charlie will be able to talk about anything else but pigs for the next few days.”
“It's great though, isn't it? Their little minds are constantly absorbing information and figuring out how the world works.”
“Yeah.” Harry smiles and nods, looking at his son, who's happily petting the pig with a huge smile on his face.
“Okay guys, I think it's time for lunch. Can we all thank the pigs?” She calls and the kids cheer.
“Thank you, pig.”
“Thank you, piggy!”
“Thanks, pig.”
They all wave at the pig and walk towards the picnic area, where a couple of parents are setting up the food. Y/N instructs the kids to wash their hands, and they all run to the bathrooms. Harry joins her, and they fall into a comfortable silence as they wait for the children.
“I'm really happy to see you again, Harry.” She admits, glancing at him from the corner of her eye.
“Me too, Y/N. It's been a long time.” He nods.
“Yeah.” She says, but doesn't elaborate. There's so much Harry wants to say to her, but the kids are coming back and he knows it's not the right time. He'll just have to find another opportunity.
Lunch is a fun affair, filled with laughter and the occasional mess. Afterwards, the kids play in the meadow for a while before heading back to the farm building.
“Okay, let's all sit down on the floor and I'll tell you a story about the farm.” Y/N instructs, and the kids all follow her. Harry sits with the parents, keeping an eye on his son and watching the woman he used to love.
Y/N talks to the kids about how the farm started, who built it, and what happened over the years. She has a way with words, and the children are hanging on to every word she says. After the story, they head over to the goat pen and watch as the baby goats jump around, chasing each other and bleating.
“Daddy, can we get a goat?” Charlie asks.
“Maybe, buddy. But I don't think we'd have a place to keep one.” Harry replies.
“Aww, but it's so cute.” Charlie whines, and Y/N can't help but chuckle as she picks up on their conversation.
“It is very cute. But maybe you can come here and see the goats, instead.” She suggests. Charlie nods and smiles, he walks back to the adorable creatures.
“Thanks, you just saved me there.” Harry laughs.
“Don't mention it. I'm glad I could help.”
“So, um... Charlie's mom. How's she doing?” Y/N asks, and he can see the hesitation on her face.
“Oh. She's fine, I think. We haven't seen each other since she left.” Harry answers.
“Sorry, I didn't mean to pry. I was just curious.” She says, wringing her hands together.
“No, no, it's okay. I just didn't expect it.”
“Oh. Well, that's good.”
“Yeah.” He smiles. They look at each other for a moment before someone calls for Y/N, and they're pulled out of the moment.
The rest of the day passes quickly. There are many games and activities for the kids to try out, and lots of running around and laughing. Charlie is completely worn out when it's time to go, and he falls asleep in the car.
When Harry pulls up to the school, he lets the other kids out of his car so they can go home but makes sure to let Charlie have his nap. 
“Thanks, Harry.” Y/N says as she walks up to him.
“For what?” He asks.
“For being such a great dad and helping me out. I had a lot of fun today.” She explains, smiling at him.
“Anytime, Y/N.” He replies, giving her a small smile back. They look at each other for a while, both hesitant.
“Well, I better get going. See you around!” She asks.
“Definitely. See you.”
With that, Y/N walks away and Harry gets into his car. As Harry watches her go, he can't help but wonder what the future will bring and he realises he's not wanting to wait for it all to happen. He quickly opens the door and calls her name, stopping her in her tracks.
“Yes?” She asks, confused.
“Can I please have your phone number? I'd love to catch up.”
“Oh, yes. Of course.” She says, pulling her phone out and giving him the number.
“Great. Thanks.”
“Sure thing. Have a nice evening, Harry.”
“You too, Y/N.”
He watches as she walks away, feeling a sense of calm wash over him. It's like he's found something he didn't even know was missing, and he can't wait to explore the possibilities with her. ***
Ever since the field trip when Harry would drop Charlie off at school, he can't stop thinking about Y/N. She's always been on his mind, but this time, it's different. Now that they've reconnected, Harry can't help but notice everything about her. The way she smiles, the way she laughs, and the way her eyes sparkle.
He hasn't dated since Charlie's mother left. He was too busy raising his son and working, and it wasn't really a priority. But now, as he watches Y/N interact with his boy, he can't help but want more. He wants her, and he's not sure what to do about it.
One afternoon, as Harry is waiting in the parking lot after picking up Charlie, Y/N approaches his car. She gives him a small wave and a smile, and he quickly gets out of the car.
“Hi.” She greets him, a slight blush on her cheeks.
“Hey. What's up?” He asks, leaning against the car.
“Um, I was wondering if you'd like to grab a coffee with me? You asked for my number but never called, so I thought I'd ask you in person.” She asks, her voice laced with nervousness.
“Oh, yeah. I'm sorry, I've been... I got kinda nervous.” He admits.
“Really?” She asks, her eyebrows raised in surprise.
“Yeah.” He says. He doesn't explain himself further, and they just stand there, looking at each other for a minute. “Let's change the coffee for dinner and you've got yourself a deal.” He smirks, making her laugh.
“Deal.”
They agree on a time and place and then Y/N leaves, her smile growing wider with each step she takes. Harry watches her, his heart beating faster with every passing second. As he's driving home, Harry can't stop smiling. He's finally going on a date with the woman of his dreams.
He decides to make an effort and dresses up a little, putting on a nice pair of jeans and a shirt. It's not much, but it's more than he usually wears. He even brushes his hair. When he's done, he goes into the living room and finds Charlie sitting on the couch, watching TV.
“Hey, little man. Are you hungry?” Harry asks. Charlie shakes his head. “Are you sure? I'm going out for dinner and I can pick something up for you on the way home.”
“Can I come?” Charlie asks, looking up at his father with big, puppy eyes.
“Oh, um... Maybe next time, buddy. Grandma is coming over to watch you. This is kind of an adult thing.”
“What is it?”
“I'm having dinner with a friend.” Harry explains. Charlie frowns, and his brows furrows in concentration.
“Do I know her?” He asks, his voice curious.
“Yes, you do. But you can meet her another time, okay?”
“Okay.” Charlie says, seemingly satisfied with the answer. “Daddy?”
“Yes, little man?”
“Do you have a girlfriend?” He asks, tilting his head to the side. Harry almost chokes on the air, his eyes going wide.
“What?” He manages to squeak out.
“I heard the other kids talk about it at school. They said you're supposed to have dinner with your girlfriend.” Charlie explains.
“Oh. Well, no, buddy. I don't have a girlfriend.” Harry says. “Not yet.” He adds, thinking about Y/N.
“Oh. Okay.”
Charlie's questions stop and they sit in silence until his grandmother comes. Once Anne arrives, Harry leaves the house, and heads towards the restaurant. The place is busy, but not packed, and Harry manages to find a table easily. He orders a drink and sits down, his leg bouncing nervously. He's not sure why he's so anxious, it's just dinner with an old friend. He has no reason to be worried.
Y/N shows up a few minutes later, and when their eyes meet, she smiles. She looks beautiful, her hair loose and a soft dress hugging her curves. Harry feels his heart rate speed up.
“Hi.” She greets him as she approaches the table.
“Hey.” He smiles, getting up to hug her. “You look gorgeous.”
“Thank you. You look good too.” She blushes.
“Thank you.”
They order food and talk about anything and everything. They talk about the past and how they've changed over the years. They talk about the present and their jobs, their likes and dislikes. They also talk about the future and their hopes and dreams. It's a nice, easy conversation, and Harry is glad she had the guts to ask him on a date.
After they finish eating, they go for a walk, taking in the fresh air and talking about the most random things. Y/N talks about the kids and the crazy stories she's heard and Harry laughs at her tales, especially when she imitates their voices. He can't believe how easily they fall back into a rhythm, and he finds himself hoping this will continue.
After their walk, they go back to his car, and Harry drives her home as she took the bus on the way here. He parks outside her apartment building and they sit in the car, neither of them knowing what to say.
“Well, I had a really nice time tonight, Harry.” Y/N breaks the silence.
“Me too.” He says, a soft smile on his lips. “I'm glad you asked me out.”
“So am I.” She says.
They sit there for a few moments, just looking at each other before Harry finally pulls her cheek to the side so their eyes meet. They lean in slowly, their lips almost touching.
“Thank you again for a wonderful evening, Harry.” Y/N whispers.
“It was my pleasure.” He replies, his voice low and husky.
Their lips meet, and a fire ignites within him. They kiss deeply and passionately, his hands exploring her body. She moans into his mouth, her fingers tangling in his hair. Harry knows he shouldn't do this, not on the first date, but he can't help himself. He needs her. They kiss until their lungs scream for air, and they have to break apart. They stare at each other, both panting.
“Wow.” Y/N whispers, licking her lips.
“Yeah.” He replies, his heart racing. “I'm sorry, I didn't mean to-.“
“No, it's okay. I wanted this too.” She interrupts, a soft smile on her face. “Can I ask you something?”
“Sure.”
“How do you feel about dating with Charlie around? I can imagine it's not easy, especially since he's only four.”
“Well, I've never dated anyone, so I'm not sure.” Harry shrugs. “But I can't stop thinking about you.” He adds, looking into her eyes.
“Really?” She asks, surprised.
“Yes. I've been thinking about you ever since I saw you again.”
“Me too.”
They lean in again, their lips meeting once more. They kiss until their bodies ache and their lungs burn, and then they part. Harry can't believe he's doing this, but he knows it's right.
“Let's just take things slow.” He says, his voice husky.
“Okay.” Y/N smiles.
They kiss one last time before saying their goodbyes. As Harry watches her go, he can't help but smile. He's not sure where this will lead, but he can't wait to find out.
108 notes · View notes
yuri-is-online · 1 month
Note
...so you just threw this beautiful idea of Fyuuture kid, and left me with a brainrot? Especially after you answered one ask with i quote "he loves his parent so much and was really fighting it to keep it together when he saw them alive again" end of the quote. WHAT DO YOU MEAN AGAIN? WHAT? HOW?
ask 1 and ask 2
Oh 👉👈? I wasn't expecting to get an ask about this au ever again actually, but I am so glad you did, I like it a lot. I mentioned Fire Emblem Awakening in the first ask I got about it but for those of you who haven't played the game, the plot features the children of your army traveling back in time to try and prevent the end of the world. That's more or less what happened in the fyuuture kid au, at least in my first draft... I always end up associating the "future kid meets their parents" trope with either FE: Awakening or I guess Golden Sun? Which I think is the name of the jrpg where something similar happens idk I just like there being a reason for the kid to need to meet their parents.
In my original draft of the au, Yuu was told by Crowley there was no way home for them, so they settled down with Yutu's father and started building a life together. This turned out to not be true, as the Magical Marshall's office began investigating the overblots that happened while Yuu was in school and came to the conclusion Yuu had something to do with them; so they were secretly arrested, cursed to forget everything about Twisted Wonderland, and sent home. The curse was meant to trigger every time Yuu vaguely remembered their time in the otherworld, with the idea their brain would prevent them from thinking about it after a while. They would have justified it, if anyone had been there to ask, by saying Yuu wouldn't know they were missing anything and would be able to live a happy life. When Yutu was born that made that outcome impossible, but the Marshal's office didn't think to check if Yuu was pregnant...
Shortly after they did that though strange things started happening. Monster attacks got more frequent, blot levels started rising, not to extremes immediately but still enough to be concerning. Reports of a strange, abyssal magic using beast, started pouring in to S.T.Y.X. suspiciously close to Grim's description. While Yuu was busy trying to put their life back together in their world, Twisted Wonderland slowly began to fall apart drowning under an ink colored sky. The overblot phantoms they fought come back and begin hunting in their respective homelands, and rumor has it they can turn certain mages into their thralls...
The curse slowly eats away at Yuu's brain, every time they see something that reminds them of their friends, their time at NRC, every time Yutu does something that would make them think about how much he takes after his dad, they feel a great deal of physical pain and temporarily lose the ability to function. It's killing them, and no doctor or specialist can figure out the cause, so Yutu just has to sit there and watch his parent slowly die and not be able to do anything about it. I was uncertain of where exactly I wanted Yuu to die in the story, but it always was around when Yutu gets isekaid to NRC, either before and he had to leave them behind or after when they both get to go home finally! But Yuu doesn't completely make it, they're able to have one moment of peace with their son and Professor Crewel before passing on.
Yutu's dad changes depending on who you want it to be of course, as does whether they met before he and his friends decided to go back in time to prevent this version of the future from ever happening, but his feelings about Yuu never changes. Yutu really admires his parent, he did even before he learned about them facing down overblots! They were really close and the more he learned about their curse, the more responsible he felt for their death. He's very determined to keep Yuu alive and safe in Twisted Wonderland in this timeline, even if it costs him his life.
His opinion on his dad really changes depending on who it is and what he learns about them. Like can you imagine learning your dad was known for being obsessed with teeth and no he had no intention of being a dentist? Clown behavior 💀💀💀 His friends were all ocs I made but never really developed... I do remember that one was a younger sibling of Kalim's (who could be his aunt if you like Kalim and absolutely embraces that role), her retainer, Crewel's son who also sees himself as Yutu's uncle (the feeling isn't mutual) because he is old enough to sort of remember Yuu and thinks of them as a sibling, and a random oc I based off of the kid from Up for no reason other than I like the movie. They also came back in time, but only Yutu ended up in the right place, just like fire emblem awakening.
idk I should probably do something with it. like writing the reactions for the other dorms...
108 notes · View notes
wondrousmay · 23 days
Text
SPYxFAMILY CODE: White movie review (spoilers ahead)
Tumblr media
I finally have some time to gather my thoughts so here’s my belated review of the movie!
I had a really good time! I did my best to avoid spoilers and my efforts paid off. A lot of scenes would lose some emotional impact if I had knew about it beforehand. I think one important thing to keep in mind is how the movie is essentially a filler movie (an original story that is not from the manga) so the status quo of the main plot in the manga can’t be changed too much. The movie aimed to appeal to fans of the manga, anime-only and for new fans so some of the plot points might feel repetitive. I personally didn’t mind it since the movie had its own interpretations of events.
Major spoilers under read more!
I did think the plot was the weakest aspect of the movie. The incident that kickstarted the plot was how the higher ups at WISE wanted to replace Twilight’s role in Operation Strix. However, no explanation was given on how the replacement would actually work. I know this isn’t important in the grand scheme of the story but it did bother me a lot lol. I didn’t mind the Eden cooking competition though because it gave us the excuse for the Forgers go on a family trip. The villains were also pretty weak (writing-wise). They were quirky and served their purpose as obstacles for the Forgers but they weren’t compelling as the characters in the manga in my opinion.
The movie biggest’s strength is the focus on the Forgers (individually and together as a family). Each member of the Forgers got the chance to shine in their own way. Personal highlight for me was Yor. She’s my favourite character and the movie emphasized her importance in the Forger family. She is irreplaceable to both Loid and Anya and it made me really emotional to see how far she has come. Of course, she still has insecurities of being replaced but this is just a small part of her character.
While Yor’s fight scenes with Type-F was really hype-worthy, my favourite scene with Yor is a simple conversation between her and Loid. It was when she told Loid that they should all go with him to find the last ingredient together and explained to him that Anya was probably feeling lonely and wanted to be with him and the family since they came on this trip together. I can’t remember what she said exactly because the subtitles were quick but it was a really emotional scene and the fact that Loid listened to her meant a lot to me.
I also liked how the movie handled Loid’s character. The writing did a good job of balancing Twilight the spy and Loid the father. Twilight’s priority was to show progress for Operation Strix because he didn’t trust another agent to handle the mission. We saw his dedication to find the ingredients for Anya’s cooking competition but in doing so, he neglected his family during the trip. I really liked seeing this kind of conflict. Anya called him out on it and Yor had to convince him that Anya was being lonely too. It was a very interesting character journey for him. I loved that he didn’t hesitate to rescue Anya too.
My favourite Loid scene was his reunion with Anya! Loid figured out that the reason Anya ran away was because she went searching for the last ingredient (the syrup/wine thingy) but we never found out what he was actually thinking despite Anya reading his mind. We only see his fond smile and Anya having a happy expression. I really liked this kind of open-ended scene because it feels really personal and intimate for the characters.
The other instance where this happened was after Twiyor’s Ferris wheel scene. Anya read both of her parents’ minds after they cleared up the misunderstanding but we didn’t get to know what they were thinking. Just that Anya was happy about it. Again, I liked that their thoughts are kept private and open to interpretation.
Another favourite scene was the one where Loid, Anya and Yor were reunited after Anya was rescued! It was very touching and emotional! I also loved when Yor and Anya came to help Loid with the steering wheel to steer the airship away from the city. The aftermath of this scene (Yor asking Loid how he knew to pilot the ship) reinforces my theory that both Loid and Yor know that the other is hiding something/is more than what they say they are but they decided not to think too much about it.
Another little scene I want to mention is Yor and Anya playing together when they got to their hotel room. The way Anya’s expression lit up when Yor played along with her was too adorable for words!!!
I guess I should also mention the poop god scene lol. This sequence gave me secondhand embarrassment but it got so much laughter from the audience though. It felt like it went on forever too.
Since the main focus of the movie is the Forgers, the supporting characters do show up but they didn’t have any major scenes. The production value of the movie was fantastic. The aerial scenes and Yor’s fight scene with Type-F were the highlights for me! It was also wonderful to see the Forgers on the big screen!
Overall, I do recommend this movie to both old and new fans of SxF! I can guarantee that you will fall in love with the Forger family even more!
45 notes · View notes
heavyhitterheaux · 1 year
Text
Favorite Son-in-Law
First Lady of Private Garden Fic
Tumblr media Tumblr media
Gif by @jackharlowgifs 💕
AN: First Lady's family absolutely adores her husband
Synopsis: First Lady's parents explain why Jack is their favorite son-in-law 🤭
Pairing: Husband!Jack Harlow x Wife!Reader
Requested by: a beautiful anon 💕
First Lady of Private Garden Masterlist Part 1
First Lady of Private Garden Masterlist Part 2
Please Do Not Repost My Content Anywhere
“Baby! You almost ready?” You heard Jack ask you from the bedroom as you were in the bathroom trying to finish curling your hair.
“Give me five more minutes!” 
Just then Jack came into the bathroom behind you and wrapped his arms around you and then leaned down to kiss you cheek which you gladly accepted.
“I’m not rushing you mamas, but you told me to give you five minutes twenty minutes ago. I could have been eating you out for all that.”
“Jackman! Behave!”
“I am behaving! We were supposed to meet up with everyone at 2 and it is now 3:15.”
“Pookie.” You said as you turned around to look at him since you had finally finished putting the last curl in your hair.
“Yes, princess?”
“How long have we been together?” You asked while placing your arms around his neck.
“Umm ten years.”
“And you know your wife is black, correct?”
“What? Where are you going with this?”
“Since when has my family EVER started anything on time? Trust and believe that my parents will be pulling up at the same time we do.”
“I-.....”
All you did was look at him and smirk as he was trying to come up with an answer for when your family had been on time for a function.
“Exactly. Now give me kisses so we can go.”
“Now, don’t start anything you can’t finish.”
“We’ll finish when we come back! Kisses please!”
Jack leaned down to place several kisses all over your face and you couldn’t help but laugh.
“Now it’s time to go see my favorite in-laws.”
“Jack, baby, they’re your only in-laws.”
“They’re still my favorite.” Jack answered you while shrugging before leading you both out of the bathroom.
The two of you were now walking hand-in-hand in Cherokee Park to the spot where your parents told you everyone would be. You quickly spotted them along with your grandparents, Dani, Drama, all of Private Garden since your parents considered them their sons, and a lot of your aunts, uncles, and cousins.
“It’s about time you two got here!” 2fo said while walking up to the two of you while eating with his plate in his hand.
“You know what they were probably doing! We actually started at 2:45 this time!”
“Shut up Urban! Or should I say Big Whore!” You exclaimed and he made a face at you.
“Hey! Don’t act up in front of company!” He responded and all you and Jack did was shake your heads.
“The princess took an hour curling her hair.” Jack muttered and you pinched his side. 
“Jackman, don’t start.”
“It looks pretty on you though.” 
“Aww, why thank you, baby.” You said while reaching up to kiss him. 
“See? That’s the type of shit that made yall late in the first place.”
“AHHH! Is that my baby and my favorite son-in-law?” Your dad exclaimed while making his way over to the both of you. He quickly embraced you and then hugged Jack.
“HE’S YOUR ONLY SON-IN-LAW DAVID!” Your mother Ivy said and you couldn’t help but to laugh.
“Is that? Is that what I think it is?” He asked and motioned to the bottle of Hennessey in Jack’s hand.
“Of course, I know it’s your favorite.” He said while handing it over to him.
“Baby girl, keep him around FOREVER. Now I have to make sure your Aunt Cassie don’t see this. I know you two remember what happened last time.” He responded while eyeing the two of you. 
“Daddy, I am so done with you.” You said as you simply shook your head and all Jack was doing was laughing next to you.
“Y/N! Why you always keeping Jack from us?!” Your Aunt Keisha asked as she quickly walked up to hug you both.
“Because yall are embarrassing and I can only take yall in doses. 2FO! THAT BETTER NOT BE THE CHEESECAKE MY MOM MADE FOR ME!” 
“I SAW IT FIRST!”
“Not the white boy bringing the Hennessey to the black function.” Shloob said and immediately busted out laughing.
“I thought it was understood that he was just light skinned! He’s been around us since he was fourteen!”
“Wait, Jack’s white?” You heard your grandmother ask and you looked at her in disbelief.
“What the? Yes nana! My husband is white!” You said while laughing and shaking your head.
“Oh, I thought he was a rapper?”
“Jesus, have mercy. He is nana!”
“You know I heard that First Class song on the radio the other day. Maybe Jack can do a collaboration with him one day.”
“NANA, THAT IS JACK! THAT’S HIS SONG!”
“SINCE WHEN?!”
“I-... baby come on so we can get food because I CANNOT with them.” You said while grabbing his hand again and leading him towards the food.
The both of you made your way over to where your Uncle Julius was on the grill while you saw your Uncle Jason, the youngest of the triplets that your grandmother had making his way towards you.
“Oh shit.” Jack muttered because he immediately knew what was about to happen.
“Ignore him and maybe he’ll go away.”
“JACK! BABY GIRL! LONG TIME NO SEE.”
“Mm hmm.” Both of you said as your Uncle Julius simply handed the both of you plates and went back to flipping burgers.
“Aye! Let me hold something! I got yall the next time I see you! Oh wait, actually Jack lemme get them New Balances off your feet. Those the new 550’s ain’t they?”
“JASON! Get away from my babies and leave them alone! You always acting like a damn fool!” Your mom exclaimed while reprimanding her younger brother while you and Jack stifled a laugh.
“I just need twenty dollars! Oh better yet, Jack can I give you my mixtape? Been working on a few things.”
“Then get a job! And no he doesn’t want to hear your dried up crusty ass bars! You’re over 60! It’s time for jazz music now. The rap career as a goal ship has SAILED!”
“IVY, you always been a damn hater!”
The two of you piled your plates high before making your way over to your best friends and sitting down with them while your parents, sister, and Dani were at the opposite end. 
Urban was currently talking to your younger cousin Demi while 2fo had gotten his fourth plate, Quiiso was talking to your cousin Cierra and you’ve been trying to hook them up for the longest, and Shloob and Ace went to go play basketball with your old ass uncles and put money up to see who would win.
“Now, Demi, go to your grandma Kat and ask her for an eight and give her this entire thing. Don’t short change her now. I’ll give you ten dollars when you come back.”
“Okay, be right back.”
“URBAN!” You exclaimed while shaking your head in disbelief.
“What?!?! Your grandma got some of the best weed I ever smoked in Kentucky! I’m not messing up this business deal.”
“I… I gotta agree baby.” Jack said as he took your soda can from you and opened it and slid it back since he knew you would have trouble doing it with your long nails.
“Yall are a hot ass mess and fit right in with my family.”
“OH LOOK! IT’S MY FAVORITE WHITE BOYS, JACK AND URBAN!” Your Aunt Marisa said while coming over to the table and all you could do was laugh. 
At the other end of the table, your mom was watching the two of you with nothing but admiration in her eyes as the two of you were feeding each other and Urban was making gagging gestures before you threw a spare fork at him which hit him on the forehead. 
“At least one of our kids had a successful marriage.” Your mother said as she eyed Dani and Drama.
“Mom, seriously?” Dani asked as she took another bite of her food.
“Yeah seriously and look how well she turned out. All thanks to me and your dad. Because if it was left up to you, she’d probably be doped up somewhere.”
“Now Ivy…” Your dad David started to say but all she did was shrug.
“Don’t Ivy me. She’s successful because of what we instilled in her and I damn sure will never let you two take credit for it. We raised her, not you.”
“I-...” Drama started to say but was immediately cut off by Ivy.
“Now don’t either of you start with me. I said what I said and you two need to come clean to her because I can already sense that this is about to turn into a shit show. Been telling you two that for years and now the girl is 24.”
“We will when the time is right.” Drama said while looking at them.
“There isn’t ever a right time but she needs to hear the truth and hear it from the two of you. And you know what this means right?”
“What? What does it mean?” Dani curiously asked while glancing at you and seeing you laughing at something Jack whispered in your ear.
“I highly doubt that she’ll ever forgive you two for this.”
Marisa was telling you her latest products that she was selling and Jack was listening to her intently while you were intrigued.
She’s been selling sex toys and anything that has to do with sex for as long as you could remember. 
“So, it’s like the rose toy? Jack bought me that already.” You asked her and she shook her head no.
“No, it’s even better. Rose toy takes about what? Three to five minutes for you to hit your peak? I give this one two minutes and don’t let Jack be in you too, bitch you will see HEAVEN, okay?!”
“Now Aunt Marisa…” You said while trying not to laugh but Jack was all for it.
“How much?!” He eagerly asked and you looked at him like he was crazy.
“You’re my favorite nephew and niece so it’s on the house, just leave a good review for me. You two won’t be leaving the bed the entire night.”
“They don’t do that anyway.” Urban added as Demi came back up to him with his weed in her hand.
“Demi! My girl! Okay, here you go.” He said while handing her a ten dollar bill.
“Grandma Kat said the price went up but since you’re one of her favorite customers, she’ll keep the price the same.”
“Damn bestie, I love your family.”
“I do too even if they are a bit crazy.” You confessed. 
The day was winding down and the sun was starting to set since it was now around eight and your father had gathered everyone around as he was sipping from his Hennesy bottle.
“Now Jack is my favorite son-in-law ever and baby girl, you aren’t allowed to marry anyone else, okay? We just had to make sure that was clear.” Your dad said while throwing his arm around Jack and you knew he was tipsy.
“I just wanted you two to know how proud I am of the both of you and that I admire the way he takes care of you and you do the same exact thing for him. I never worried about you growing up, but that Danielle? Whew, story for another day. Anyway, Jack you better not hurt my youngest and baby girl you better not hurt Jack, understood? Because you damn sure not moving back in with me. Whatever goes down between the two of you, you better fix it! No take backs Jack! You snuck and married her so now you’re stuck with her!”
“What the? DADDY!”
“And since you two finally got caught! Been married since you were nineteen!” Your mom exclaimed while eyeing the two of you.
“But that was URBAN! His fault!”
“I didn’t say I do like the two of you!” Urban said while sipping on his beer. 
“Might as well had, since you are definitely a part of that relationship!”
“But on a serious note, we love the both of you so much and can’t wait to see the success that will come. The way you two love each other is evident in everything that you do and I know this marriage is meant to be.” Your mom said and the both of you went over to hug her.
“Appreciate you saying that, mom.” Jack said and all she did was nod and you knew for a fact that she was about to cry.
“Now… I want my grandbabies so get a move on!”
“I’m trying, but I swear your daughter is dodging me!”
“I am NOT!”
“Then let me get you pregnant!”
“Give me another year!”
“See what I mean?!” Jack said as he threw his hands up in disbelief and all you did was laugh.
Your Grandma Kat then came next to Urban and motioned for him to open his hand.
“Got another eight for you and don’t you go telling all my grandkids. I don’t like them the way I like you, Jack and baby girl. Tell them I’m out if they ask you.”
“If I was older we would have definitely been married. You stay looking out” Urban said while quickly slipping it in his pocket.
“If I was thirty years younger, I might just take you up on that. Just don’t let my husband hear you say that.”
“GRANDMA KAT! STOP TRYING TO SHOOT YOUR SHOT AT URBAN!” You yelled while looking over at them in disbelief.
“HE DID IT FIRST!” 
“I do like cougars though. No shame in it.” Urban said while shrugging.
“Like I said before, all of you fit right in with my crazy ass family.”
Taglist:
@harlowsbby
@babyharleezy
@hoodharlow
@stefansalvatoresgf
@jackiehollanderr
@primadxna-girl
@dessmxsworld
@cockslutslurper3000
@raelorns21
@variety-fangirl
@gbaabyyyy
@kamorsstuff
@harlowthot
@sinsandsuccubus
@curlyhairclub
@bootlegroach
@haylexo10
@thinkingaboutjharlow
@fluidsentiment
@charli123456789
@moody4world
@yourstrulymayah
@yana4life
@beanbagbitch
@alinaharlow
@carma-fanficaddict
@minaxcarter
@arination99
@xjup1t3r
@venusvinc
@jacksmoviestar
@jackharloww
@midnight-star47
@minkookie95
@inluvwithladybug
@exoticr0ses
@jharlowsangels
@jackierose902109
@jackmansbabymama
@cmalass
@megawhoree
@softtcurse
@sia2raw
@miniaturehideoutmentality
@hoya122
@nattinatalia
@jackslover12
@skyesthebomb
@jackharlows-world
@louisianalady
@fdl305
@automaticpeachsong
@harlowcomehome
@gassyandsassy1
@babygirlwilly
@amethyst09
@harrycanyonmoonn
@toocriticalharlow
@tattered-tales
@sisiking99
@dessxoxsworld
@gillybear17
@jacksdaycare
@iheartharlow
@disaster-rose
@babyvinnie
@evansxchalamet
@chtkmyharlow​
@itsyagirljaz
@neon-lights-and-glitter
@awhore4moree
@a-moment-captured
@jackmans-poison
277 notes · View notes
Text
Single Hearts Part 3- Play Dates That Turn To Real Dates
Summary - Sage and Jack have a play date for their kids, Charlotte and Melody, and during the play date, Jack asks Sage on an actual date.
Tumblr media
As much as Jack and Sage wanted Charlotte and Melody’s play date to be that weekend, Sage had already made plans to go to Lexington, Kentucky for the weekend with Charlotte to visit family. Luckily, they were both free the next weekend, and Jack ended up renting out a nearby children’s arcade for a couple of hours.
Jack and Sage pulled into the arcade’s parking lot at the same time, helping their kids out of the car before Charlotte and Melody ran to hug each other. They had recess together at school and ever since they learned about their play date they had been best friends. Jack and Sage followed closely behind their daughters.
“Hey, how are you?” Jack asked as he approached Sage.
“I’m good, how are you?” Sage asked.
“I’m great, Melody has been talking non-stop about this play date,” Jack said and Sage laughed softly.
“So has Charlotte. Are we here early?” Sage asked, since the usually full parking lot was empty.
“No, I uh, I rented out the arcade for a few hours. Since I’m in the music industry, sometimes people recognize me, and I didn’t want you or Charlotte to have to deal with that. Melody and I are used to it, but it can be weird at first.”
“You didn’t have to do that, but thank you. Can I pay you back for half?” Sage asked and Jack immediately shook his head.
“No, don’t worry about it.”
“Daddy, can we go in now?” Melody asked, pulling on Jack’s arm.
“Yeah, let’s go,” Jack said as Melody and Charlotte cheered, running to the door. 
Once they were inside, Jack confirmed their reservation, getting both kids their bands. They let the kids run around, playing whatever games they wanted, as they sat on a nearby bench so they could supervise.
“So, if I remember right, you said you were from Nashville?” Jack asked and Sage nodded.
“Yeah, I grew up there, my parents moved to Lexington when I was 19, and I stayed behind but ended up moving to Lexington shortly after I had Charlotte, then a couple of years later I’m living here now.”
“You know, I can totally hear a slight Tennessee accent when you talk,” Jack said, and Sage laughed.
“That’s so funny that you pointed it out because everyone else says I’ve lost my accent over time.”
“It’s slight, but it’s there.”
“So, you say you’re in the music industry, what exactly do you do?” Sage asked, bringing the topic off of herself.
“Uh, I’m a rapper,” Jack said. He wasn’t planning on telling Sage exactly what he did until she got to know him better. “It’s not a big deal or anything though.”
“That’s so cool, though, what’s the thing you’re most proud of? Or like your biggest achievement?” Sage asked.
“Off of the top of my head? Probably my Grammy nominations.”
“Wait, that’s so exciting and a huge deal Jack. Don’t underestimate yourself like that.”
“I just don’t want to, I don’t know, sometimes it’s hard to meet people when you’re famous.”
“Yeah, I understand that, but you still don’t have to downplay yourself. You’re allowed to brag about your accomplishments.”
Melody and Charlotte came running over to where Jack and Sage were sitting.
“Mommy, come play with us!” Charlotte said, pulling on Sage’s arm.
“Yeah, Daddy, help us with the basketball game,” Melody said. Jack and Sage got up, following their daughters. Once they reached the game the girls wanted to play, Jack picked up Melody so she was tall enough to throw the ball into the hoop.
“Mommy, pick me up too!” Charlotte said and Sage picked her up. As soon as the game started counting down, the girls started throwing the basketballs. They both got one in.
“Mommy and Melody’s daddy’s turn!” Charlotte said.
“You can call me Jack,” Jack told Charlotte, and she nodded.
“Mommy and Jack’s turn,” Charlotte said. 
“Yeah!!” Melody agreed. Jack and Sage set their daughters down. 
“Just so you know, I’m a pretty good basketball player,” Jack said, teasingly.
“I haven’t played basketball since elementary school when we were forced to,” Sage said, both her and Jack laughing.
They started the game, both of their daughters cheering for them to win. Jack purposely missed a couple shots, letting Sage win. Charlotte cheered excitedly, celebrating with Sage, before the girls ran off to play another game.
“You let me win, didn’t you?” Sage asked Jack.
“I couldn’t let you lose in front of your daughter,” Jack said, pushing her shoulder jokingly. Sage leaned against the arcade machine.
“Yeah, or you’re not as good of a basketball player as you claim to be,” She teased.
“Okay, okay, now that’s going too far,” Jack joked.
“I’ll apologize when I see proof otherwise,” Sage joked.
“To be fair, I’m better at soccer, but I’ll prove it to you one day.”
“I’ll be waiting.”
“And I’ll be waiting for you to let me take you on a date. A proper date, without the kids.” Jack said, and Sage looked at him confused.
“Aren’t you and Penelope married, or dating, something?” Sage asked, and Jack laughed softly, shaking his head.
“No, we used to be married, but we got divorced about five years ago when Melody was two,” Jack explained.
“Oh, I just assumed since you two seem so, I don’t know the word, you just don’t seem divorced.”
“A lot of people think that at first, but nothing really happened between us, we just both realized we weren’t right for each other, I mean, it was awkward for a little while of course, but we’ve gotten over that now.”
“Well, in that case, I’ll go on a date with you.”
“How about tomorrow night? If Charlotte’s dad can’t watch her, or anyone else, since it's so last minute, Penelope offered to watch her, if you’re comfortable with that.”
“Yeah, if she’s okay with it, I think that would be best. Her dad’s not involved and all my family is in 
Lexington, I’m sure one of my friends would watch her, but Melody and her seem to be enjoying their time together, so I’m sure they’d love another play date.”
“Her dad isn’t in the picture at all? Sorry, that’s inappropriate of me to ask, forget I even said anything.”
“No, I don’t mind talking about it. Char’s dad and I broke up shortly after I found out I was pregnant, he had cheated on me. He stayed involved for most of my pregnancy, until maybe a month or so before I had her. He chose to not be involved since. I’ve given him several opportunities, I let him know when I was in labor, when she was born, everything, but I can’t force him to be involved. I still give him opportunities to this day to be involved, but he always chooses not to be, so I just don’t tell her about it.”
“I’m so sorry, I can’t even imagine doing that to someone and just living my life like my own child doesn’t exist.”
“I don’t get it either, but I can only do so much, and I guess it’s better that he’s not involved rather than being in and out so she doesn’t know about it.”
“Yeah, and I can already tell you are an amazing mom, neither you nor Charlotte need someone like him anyway.”
Before Sage could respond, Melody and Charlotte ran up to their parents.
“You ask.” Melody said to Charlotte.
“No, you. You’re older.” Charlotte argued and Melody sighed.
“Can we get ice cream?”
“Yeah, we can.” Jack agreed before looking over at you, you pulled out your phone to look at the time.
“Yeah, we have time to get ice cream,” Sage said, and the girls cheered.
“Want to go now? You can keep playing, but we only have about 10 more minutes here.”
“Now!” Both girls said excitedly. Jack and Sage nodded as Charlotte and Melody ran to the door. Jack held the door open for them and as Sage walked out the door, her hand brushed Jack’s, both of their hearts fluttering as they pretended not to notice.
Tag list @jackharloww @harlowcomehome @nattinatalia @hoodharlow @itsyagirljaz @heavyhitterheaux @harlowsbby @awhore4moree @harlowslefttoe @twerkforambrose @jackmans-poison @ilovenudy @taniapri @killatravtramp @easternparkway @macey234 @toocriticalharlow @lightsoutstyles @rachxc13 @iknowdatsrightbih @idktbh101 @blossomluvv @middlechild404 @hufflewhore128 @christinabae
46 notes · View notes
darthpastry · 4 months
Text
Welcome to part two of my official Henry-hate crusade. Time to cover the true ending of Pizzeria Sim! For this one, I want to take one of the fandoms favorite moments, the connection terminated speech, and shred it to piece while explaining why Henry isn't really a hero in this instance. So! Let's go over certain lines. Maybe compliment some of my favorite ones so this isn't just hating and recognizing he isn't the absolute worst.
"And to you, my brave volunteer."
Idk about you, but it doesn't exactly seem to me like Michael knew what he was volunteering for.
"Who somehow found this job listing not intended for you."
If it was anyone else, they probably would've died. The only other person by this point who was known to be able to survive the animatronics was Jeremy and I doubt that even if he was still around, he would be able to fend them off due to brain injury. Also, not so much a complaint, but did Henry have someone else in mind or just threw the job listing into the void?
"Although, there was a way out planned for you, I have a feeling that's not what you want. I have a feeling that you are right where you want to be."
Why not ask. Or at least tell him what the way out is instead of just assuming he hasn't found anything to live for and effectively murdering him?
"I am remaining as well. I am nearby."
Yep. Just make sure everyone who knows what's going on dies even though it's not like William hasn't escaped a fire before. Very responsible of you.
"This place will not be remembered. And the memory of everything that started this. Can finally begin to fade away. As the agony of every tragedy should."
I'm a firm believer in when history is forgotten it repeats itself, so quite frankly wanting people to forget seems a bit stupid. I agree that they shouldn't be trapped in the agony of it, but "this place will not be remembered" seems wrong.
"Although, for one of you. The darkest pit of Hell has opened to swallow you whole. So, don't keep the Devil waiting, old friend."
I can complain about Henry all day, but William is objectively far worse, and this line is absolute fire. Pun intended.
"My daughter, if you can hear me. I knew you would return as well."
Might be due to that animatronic you made to capture her and deliver constant controlled shocks and also somehow ended up in a magazine? Idk though. Just a theory.
"I'm sorry that on that day. The day you were shut out and left to die. No one was there to lift you up in their arms. The way you lifted others into yours."
But why. I get that being a parent can be hard and you can't have an eye on your kid 24/7, but he should've at least made there was a responsible adult present.
"Not my daughter. I couldn't save you then, so let me save you now."
Yippee. Negligent dad who can only making up for leaving his child without a responsible adult which led to her early death by using Lefty so that she can finally move on. Yayyyy /extreme sarcasm ofc
“Congratulations on completing your work week. We apologize if your situation wasn't presented to you In a completely honest fashion when you first started, but it was important that your intentions and actions be genuine.”
I cannot emphasize enough that Michael was not told what was going to happen and given the last sentence it seems like he didn't even feel the need to be suspicious of what was going on.
“Please accept this Certificate of Completion. Goodbye for now, and thank you for taking this journey with us.”
More of theorizing but it's kind of weird that this whole monologue was recorded and delivered if Michael is supposed to be actually dead. I know it's for the player, but I feel like they could easily spin this and bring Michael back.
Tune in next time where I cover the other endings, possibly rant about how everything in FNaF is awful for everyone, and miscellaneous if there's any!
@uvanuva
71 notes · View notes
kenny-the-ken · 1 year
Text
Y O U + M E |Pt 3|
A LOT OF WARNINGS WITH THIS ONE!!!! ALL AGED UP CHARACTERS AND IN HIGH SCHOOL/COLLEGE!! Loosely based on the Netflix show YOU, if y'all have seen it,,, then you know what Kenny's gonna do. If you haven't seen it,,, strap yourselves in, it's a lot!! Yandre Kenny, strong language, sexual content, violence, mentions of blood, gore, stalking, obsession and narcissistic thinking, so please beware!! I warned y'all!!
ALSO!!! A lot of this fic is written as Kenny's internal monologue and from his perspective so bare that in mind!!
Tumblr media
Spring break. The literal bane of my existence. I mean, don't get me wrong, I love parties, I've taken more drugs than most people I know, excluding my parents of course, but Spring Break in the US was known for crazy parties, girls half naked in bikinis, guys chugging 2% alcohol content beers thinking that they're the shit, and copious amounts of drugs.
I don't care about any of that though, no, not at all, which you may be extremely shocked to hear, the only thing I cared about was, what were you doing for spring break?
Were you going to any parties? Were you meeting any friends, old or new? Were you planning to show yourself off in a tiny bikini, not that I'm complaining, but I'd rather see you like that alone, without other men's wondering eyes glaring at you as if you're a piece of meat. I can promise you y/n, that would not end well for anyone involved.
I had texted you this morning, like we do every morning. We fucked but after that it felt like we drifted apart. Or rather, you drifted from me. So here I sit, in my bathroom, cock in hand with my face buried in your used panties that I'd stolen from a while back, I assumed you didn't miss them much, and anyway, they were currently in use.
I'd give anything for another taste, your lips were soft, plumped, and oh so red from how aggressive I can be, your h/c cascaded perfectly down your back, and your breasts.
"Fuck." I knew thinking about you like this would make me cum faster, and that's exactly what I wanted, for reasons you'll find out soon enough.
Your pierced nipples and how perfectly shaped they were, your ass was round and perfect for slapping when you needed taught a lesson. Your hips were perfect for gripping, and oh how I'd grip your hips and fuck myself deeper and deeper and shit.
And just like that, here I am, hand covered in my own jizz, cock twitching between my legs and your panties still in my hand.
I have a box, I keep it under lock and key behind my wardrobe, just some little souvenirs, your panties, some nude Polaroids I'd found of you in your bedroom. Oh yeah, and one of Clyde's teeth. Just to remember him by.
You see, although we weren't dating, that didn't mean that you weren't in need of protection, you see, I'd overheard Clyde chatting to Jimmy about how he was thinking of asking you on a date. Now, I've known Clyde for a long time, he uses women like they're nothing, fucks 'em, leaves 'em.
What did you expect me to do? I mean, I did this for you! He was going to take advantage of your kindness and use you for his own sexual gratification and desires and then throw you away like you're worthless, and you are far from worthless. I'd kiss your feet as you walked the earth if you'd let me, oh how I'd worship you, like you deserve to be.
It wasn't too hard to kill Clyde, you see, when you've been known as a fuck boy before, which I unfortunately have been, other fuck boys, they tend to trust you more. So Clyde was pretty easy to reel in. I told him the truth, how I was working on an English project with you and I fucked you in your bedroom, and Clyde was all over that shit like a dog on heat. He was so focussed on what he was planning to text to you, obviously with my keen eye proof reading it for him, he was too distracted to notice me coming behind him with a brick. He only realised just as it was too late, sorry dude, your skull's caved in.
We needn't worry about the details of where his body is, let's just say... I've taken care of it. And tonight was our date, and also the first night of spring break, I would ask you what you were up to, and of course I wouldn't demand to come, unless you chose to invite me, no, I would just hang out in background, you won't even notice that I'm there. And I dare anyone to try anything, they would be dead men walking.
It didn't take long for the time of our date to roll around, and I stood on your doorstep, politely knocking on your door a few times, before smiling as the door cracked open.
You were breathtaking. I'd worked my ass off at City Wok to be able to afford to take you out to dinner, and my god, no food could ever look as delicious as you looked right now. Your tits, your hips, your ass, your legs, your hair, your face, everything! We were destined to be together, and when you smiled back at me I swore my heart swole in my chest.
"Hey, Kenny. You ready to go?" You asked, pulling your leather jacket on over your short, black dress that was showing off way too much cleavage for me to control myself for the entire evening, god I'd take you right here right now if I could.
"I was born ready, baby. I got these for you." I replied, bowing to you and holding out a small bouquet of flowers, your hand clutching your chest, and a gasp leaving your red stained lips.
"They're beautiful, Ken! Oh you shouldn't have! I'll just go get these into a vase, please come in." You spoke like an angel, and who was I to say no to an invitation into your home?
"I wanted to. I really do mean what I said last time, I've had my eye on you from you moved here, y/n, and you're different than those other girls, you're special, I can tell." You cheeks were flushed which meant that my charm was working. You'd be mine soon, and as much as I wanted to show you off to the world, I also wanted to hide you from it, so no one would dare to try and steal what's rightfully mine, or they'd end up like Clyde. Buried in the middle of fuck knows where.
"Had your eye on me? Not a little stalker are you, McCormick?" You joked, and I hoped it was a joke, you were laughing and so was I, so that was a good sign.
"Not at all! I mean, how could my eyes not go to you when you walk past me? I mean, look at you!" And slinging my arms round your hips would surely make you see that I was nothing but a pure gentleman.
"You're such a flirt, Kenny." God the way you looked at me, it was no surprise that to me that you'd stolen my heart, god the things I would do to you, the things I would do for you, oh they were criminal, but in this moment as I stood staring into your perfect e/c eyes, I couldn't care if my crimes caught up with me, I mean, getting away with it would be easy, trust me, I'm not that stupid.
Around two hours had passed and so far, our date seemed to be going perfectly, you were laughing at my jokes, I flirted, and you flirted right back, you'd told me about a huge spring break party at Tolken's house, you'd asked me to be your plus one, of course I'd gratefully accept, I needed to keep you safe, you even took my hand within your own when we were leaving the restaurant, my plan was working a charm, and you'd invited me in to your house for a quick night cap, no doubt I'd be staying the night.
And when you led me to your bedroom wearing nothing but some skimpy lingerie, I knew that your panties that were in my safe would be getting a much needed night off from being pressed against my face.
You were on top of me, grinding on me, fuck you were so needy, and my cock was growing by the second, I couldn't help but groan and pull your hips down against my own.
I'd swapped the positions, and now you lay beneath me, I'd left dozens of hickeys all over your neck, your breasts, your stomach, thighs, and now I was going to taste your sweet cunt again, god I couldn't wait, it had been too long from I'd tasted you, had my tongue inside you, claiming your insides, god I was starved, and I couldn't wait any longer, and just as I pressed a closed mouth kiss against your parted lips, your fucking phone rang.
"Ignore it. Don't answer." I ordered, my tongue lapping up your wetness, a moan coming from your lips as your phone started ringing again, and of course, being the kind person that you are, you answered.
And this couldn't have been a worse time, your face was worried, and you moved my head from where I wanted desperately to be for the past week, it was your mother.
Drug overdose, she was in hospital and you had to be there to take care of her, not that she ever did the same for you. No, you'd told me previously that our lives were similar in a lot of ways, and that's where my need to protect you came from. You were like a delicate flower awaiting to bloom, but others put you in the dark, stopped you ever from doing so, from ever reaching your full potential, but I was here now. I was going to care for you, I'd put you in the sun and give you all the love and support I could, the perfect partner, a soul mate some may say.
And as you hurried to pull your sweatpants and T-shirt on to your small frame, tears welling in the corners of your eyes, you gave me a hug, whispering sweet apologies, and I offered to come with you, which you declined. And I understood why, I hated people meeting my parents, seeing my sorry excuse of a home, fitted with built in meth lab in the garden. You were embarrassed, ashamed of your drug addict mother, and I felt that pain, I knew it personally. I was strong enough to deal with it, but you darling, you're too fragile, far too good to be feeling that way, and by god would I protect you from anything.
I'm so sorry to say this baby, your mother will never get clean, she's never been clean your entire life, it truly is a miracle that she's lasted this long. I'd be doing you and everyone else a favour. You'd told me this wasn't the first overdose she'd had, and every one made you feel the same way, like you were the parent, like you were at fault, you didn't keep an attentive enough eye on her, the pain you were feeling was soul destroying, not just for you, but for me too! How dare that woman who brought you into this world make you feel so awful, how dare she cause you pain and misery, if she died it would mean she couldn't cause any more of that, sure you'd be sad, but you'd realise in time that life was better without having to worry every time you left the house if you would come back to your mother, her skin blue and covered in her own vomit, which she choked on in her drug idled state.
And I would care for you, I'd be your shoulder to cry on, your support network, your lover and your boyfriend all tied into one, the whole package, you'd fall straight into my lap and I swear, I'd never ever let you go.
I'm sorry hunny, but your mother needs to be dealt with, and it would be easier than you'd think, one bad batch could wipe out hundreds of drug addicts, and besides, it's not as if I'd never used this method before. My parents died of an 'overdose', well, at least that's what the coroner's report said on the matter, Karen was put into my care, and the home was given to us, and life had been so much happier from I did my whole family a favour and took them out of the equation, and I know you will feel the same, in time at least.
As I drove you to the hospital you told me about your childhood. How you'd been in foster care, then your mother cleaned her act up and for a long time she was stable and in recovery, till she met some douchebag when you were ten, and she was back to using again, and your life had never been the same since.
When we pulled up outside the hospital, you hugged me tightly and kissed me twice, telling me that you'd text me later, and thanking me for the lovely evening, I assured you that this was to be the first of many of these delightful evenings, and even in the deepest depths of your pain, you still smiled at me.
I watched you till your figure disappeared inside the hospital, and I knew there and then what had to be done. I'm sorry baby, but your mother isn't good for you, she's not good for you, not good for us!
She had to go, and I had to be the one to kill her.
182 notes · View notes
a-heart-attack-ow · 22 days
Text
The Arrangement. Part Twelve
Tumblr media
Part Eleven
Warnings: Smut, unedited. I tried to add more fluff to this part and I truly hope you like it.
Part Twelve:
Only a week had passed since the move, but it already felt like a lifetime ago. Colby had worked fast to get everything done without stressing me out, but as a result, he'd taken on all of that stress alone. He arranged everything, picked the house we moved into, and made sure that the smaller three-bedroom house tucked directly behind ours was to my father's liking. He'd used my Pinterest as inspiration for every single room of our new six-bedroom cottage. When we moved in only a day ago, everything was fully furnished and designed exactly as he instructed it to be. It was the perfect dream home, but I couldn't help but worry about how Colby was doing with everything. In such a short amount of time, he'd taken over the family business and Sam took over the position Colby once held. He was on his computer more and more, working from home in the office he'd built for himself. And when he wasn't working, he was doing something around the house. He'd baby-proofed every surface he could, even though we were only 19 weeks along and we still had a ways to go. It was nonstop and I knew that he was only doing this because he didn't want to think about what was really bothering him. 
The death of his parents. 
I couldn't even begin to think about how traumatic it had all been for him. It was even worse when the media had caught wind of my pregnancy. After the incident in the garden, I’d been taken to the hospital to make sure I hadn’t been harmed. In the weeks since that trip my patient files had been hacked and now the world knew we were expecting. Now cameras were stationed at every entrance and exit of our new home. Whenever I walked outside to get fresh air or attended an event, I was met by men with long lens cameras waiting to strike. All of this made him paranoid, bodyguards were required to go with me whenever I left the house. When I was in the house, they were stationed outside. Sometimes it felt very claustrophobic, but it made him feel safe, and that was all that mattered to me. What had happened at the garden had changed everything in the span of a few seconds. Yes, we were relieved that his parents no longer ruled over us, but the event was deeply unsettling. I kept thinking back to the man who'd made sure to help me to the ground after harming my mother-in-law. How he'd told me he wasn't there for me and kept his aim locked on the monster beside me. I kept thinking about how he'd turned his weapon on himself and the pain he must've been going through to do that. I kept thinking about the blood and the way it coated me when the paramedics found me passed out in the grass. I kept thinking of how Colby's face had looked when I came to and saw him in the hospital. 
The look of true fear, etched into his face. 
I thought of all of that, even now as I awoke from my dream with a start. Something had changed within me in the time that had followed since the incident. Time had made the trauma affect my body differently than I’d expected. A small gasp falls from my lips when my eyes flutter open and I take in my surroundings. Sometimes I didn't know where I was when I woke up and sometimes I woke up screaming. I tried not to make my own PTSD about me when my husband's own family were the ones that ultimately got hurt, but seeing everything happen in front of me. 
Only an arm's length away.
It was too much and I was still processing it. 
I feel my eyes glance around the room as I try my best to calm myself down. To stay silent so no one else can hear me. It's only then that I remember that I'd fallen asleep on the couch in our living room. The black suede sectional is weirdly comfortable. I sit up slowly and realize there's a blanket covering my body, the book I'd been reading still next to me. I groan as I look around the room and notice that I'm alone. Colby must've been the one to cover me with the blanket, a kind gesture that I greatly appreciated. I glance around the room looking for wherever he could've gone and stop when I realize one of the doors down the hallway is open. Our house was one level and the living room connected to the hallway that led to our bedrooms, the door that was open led to the only unfinished room in our house, the nursery. My brows furrow as I stand from the couch, resting my book on the arm. Slowly I make my way down the hall and as I do I hear the muffled sound of music. I realize the muffled sound is because the music is coming from a pair of wireless headphones, headphones that my husband is sporting when I reach the doorway of the nursery. The sight before me immediately makes me want to smile. Colby, I only wear black designer clothes, is standing with his back to me in a pair of overalls. He's not wearing a shirt with the overalls, instead each muscle is as defined as ever as he starts to paint the wall before him. I don't know how long I'd been asleep, but he managed to paint all three of the other walls and was working on finishing the fourth. Sage green paint peered back at me as my husband started to dance to the music he's listening to. He moves along to the rhythm as he rolls the paint roller along the momentarily white walls. In the year that we've been married I'd never seen Colby dance and now I can't look away. I can't help by grin as he moves along like no one is watching, my hands moving to cover my mouth. I highly doubted he'd be able to hear me if I did speak, due to his music being so loud, but I didn't want to miss this. Instead, I reach inside the pocket of my long knitted cardigan and pull out my phone. I quickly decide to film the sight in front of me before he can catch me, my smile widening when he really starts to move his hips. I record the evidence for around a minute before I decide I have enough blackmail and when I do, the song ends. 
As if on cue, he finally realizes that someone is watching. 
His blue eyes meet my gaze the moment the song finishes, his gaze playful when he sees the look on my face and the phone in my hands. 
"Smile all you want baby, you know these moves do it for you." 
I can't help but giggle, my cheeks turning red as I look away from him, slightly embarrassed that he caught me watching him. I hear him put the paint roller into the paint tray before I dare to look up at him and when I do I feel the blush forming once more. Everytime he looked at me it felt like the first time. He places his headphones in the pockets of his overalls and walks over to me, his hands pulling me in against him. His lips find my forehead, breathing me in as he holds me close. 
"You're so fucking cute."
He rasps, his voice low. The sound of his voice makes my breathing hitch. I feel his arms wrap around me, his right hand slowly snaking its way toward my ass. I peer up at him, wide eyed when I realize what he's doing and am met by a look of mischief overtaking his face. 
"I love it when you get bashful around me. As if you haven't already seen every inch of me naked. As if every part of me doesn't fully belong to you."
The air leaves my body when he says this, his left hand moving to rest underneath my chin as he tilts my head back slightly. His thumb rests on the bottom of my lip, quietly contemplating what he wants to do with me next. Slowly, his thumb parts my lips and suddenly I feel my chest heave up and down. A part of me was always a little embarrassed by how instantaneously he was able to affect my body. It was almost cruel how little he had to do to make me want him. And the worst part was that he was fully aware of this fact. I might've been a good actress when we were in front of the cameras but I could never fake anything with Colby. Never. 
"You have no idea how intimidating your face is...'
I whisper, my hands coasting along his overall covered chest. Going lower and lower until I can palm him through the denim. 
"... How sexy every single inch of you is."
My voice is more of a breath when I say this, earning a groan from him as his blue eyes fixate on me. His pupils are dilated, his face dangerous as I toy with him. My palm pressing hard enough to earn another groan. My husband goes to speak, but when he does another voice interrupts from down the hallway.
"I'm announcing myself so I don't accidentally walk in on something I don't want to see..."
Jake's voice echoes down the hallway, but he reaches us before I have the chance to pull my hand away. Both Colby and I glance over at him when he reaches the doorway, Jake's face amusingly unimpressed. 
"...Damn it Emilia. I expected this from him, but not you."
I quickly move my hand away from Colby and I feel my cheeks redden once again. This embarrassment is different from the last. I feign innocence and stare back at Jake with a look of apology. Colby on the other hand makes sure to stare at Jake as he squeezes my ass. An action that causes me to roll my eyes as I pull away from his grasp. 
"Sorry Jake."
My apology makes Jake smile, even though I can tell Colby is less than enthused by the fact that we were interrupted. He glares back at his friend and associate, his eyes narrowing in expectation of some sort of explanation. 
"Sorry boss. But the delivery van is outside and I thought you asked us to meet you here to help you with the plan."
He gives Colby a fake wink that is the furthest thing from subtle. An action that makes me realize that whatever they were up to they didn't want me to know. For a moment I feel dread wash over me. Normally whenever they had planned something I was supposed to know about it was work related. A thought that didn't bring me any comfort. Colby sees the way my body involuntarily tenses up, and offers me ease when he places his hand on my shoulder. He gives me a look of sympathy the moment I glance back over at him. 
"Don't say too much Jake. I don't want Emilia to see what we're up to just yet. It's a fun surprise..."
He pauses for a moment to give my head a light kiss. 
"...A non-serious surprise."
The dread that had washed over me subsides slightly when he says this and I offer him a nod of confirmation before looking back towards Jake. Jake, who is smiling from ear to ear. 
"So I shouldn't tell her about the massive truck full of surprising things? That it’s all things she's going to love?"
His amusement spreads through him like an infection he can't slow down. I shake my head and place my hands over my ears, jokingly pretending to not hear a word he says. 
"Yes, don't tell her about that..."
Colby gives me another kiss before turning his attention to me once more.
"... While we do our super secret thing. I was thinking you could go out with Katrina and get to know her since you're working with her for PR. You can go out with one of the guys, maybe Nate for security, and take some candids for the paparazzi. Make sure to wear something fitted enough to show off your little baby bump."
From the corner of my eye I see Jake tense up. Katrina was supposed to start being my PR person over a week ago, but we'd decided to wait until after the move to actually meet. Colby already knew her from when she dated Sam and, from Jake's response, he knew her too. He knew her too and wasn't impressed by the mention of her. I want to ask Jake why he suddenly looks like the life has been drained out of him, but another thought tugs at my heartstrings. The fact that, even with his parents gone, we still had a public image to uphold. Because of the media surrounding our entire relationship, we'd built something that we couldn't ignore. The interest grew into something bigger than the both of us. But there was something about what Colby said and how he said it that made me feel uncomfortable. I didn't want to use our daughter, or my body, to promote our business. I wanted to focus on charity work and showing how the multi-billion-dollar business he was now in charge of was more than its cold exterior. The Brock Family Estate needed to be more than a pill pushing corporation who didn't care about the people who used their product. We needed to be more than that and we needed to give back to the community. 
I want to protest, but I think I'm in too much shock to do so. Instead, I'm met by another voice coming from behind Jake, a woman's voice that I didn't recognize. 
"What did I hear about going out?"
Jake's tense body turns to the side, revealing the shorter, dark haired female. She was beautiful and she had a kind smile. I give her a little wave and suddenly feel overwhelmed by her beauty and the fact that I didn't know her. With a loving nudge forward Colby prompts me to leave, clearly on a schedule for whatever he was planning. Mentally, I decide that I'll have to talk about this with him later. Instead, I walk towards Katrina with a small smile that I've forced onto my face. Unimpressed by where the day had taken me. 
--
I was thankful that Kris and Celina had gone and added maternity clothes to my wardrobe. Subconsciously, I tell myself to remember to thank them because if it hadn't been for them I wouldn't have picked out something so comfortable. I'd chosen a pale pink summer dress. Short Sleeve and long enough to reach my knees. The fitted belt along my waist highlighted the baby bump, just as I'd been instructed to, and I carried a small white, floral Kate Spade crossbody bag. I left my long black hair down in its naturally curly state and did my makeup. Just as I've been trained to do, I made sure to hold my purse against me with my left hand so the paparazzi could see my wedding rings. I kept my head held high and made sure to keep my smile bright. I tried to keep everything in mind as I walked with Katrina, along the streets of the outdoor stores of the shopping center. Behind us, Nate stood close enough to stop anything that could happen, but not so close that it felt like he was breathing down the backs of our necks. I'd made the executive decision to make sure we were seen and then have us stop for food. I wanted to get to know Katrina better if we were supposed to be working together. I guided us along the semi-crowded streets, my arm linked with Katrina's. Along this street was a local soup kitchen that I always loved to work for, before I married into wealth. I pull her with me as we reach the outside of the building and look inside. On the other side of the door is a woman, Olivia, who ran the soup kitchen. When she sees me through the window a big grin moves to her face and she waves. I wave back and I can hear the shuttering of cameras from behind me. I glance at Katrina and smile. 
"I thought maybe we could work and then eat. Olivia makes the best soup I've ever had."
From my side Katrina's grin widens and I can see that she knows what I'm doing. If Colby was going to make me do a pap walk, then I was going to do something with that walk. Katrina nods, her smile seeming to grow. 
"Let's do it."
Katrina and I must've spent close to two hours serving the people who came by for the dinner rush and in that time I'd had the most fun I've had in a while. Katrina turned out to be a really kind person and I could see that the people we served felt the same way too. She and I served until our arms felt like they were going to fall off and laughed the entire time. Afterwards we ate with the people we served, all of whom shared different stories about their lives and what it was like growing up in the community. This was what it's all about. No manufactured smiles, just people helping people and it was so rewarding. I knew the paparazzi were watching, but this was different than standing in front of the group like I was some sort of princess serving commoners. Posing with my husband and pretending everything was perfect. This was impromptu and authentic and I hoped that it was something I could do more of now that I was working with Katrina. She and I talk for hours with the people before it's the end of the night and Nate tells us it's time to go home. It's only then, when we are walking back to the car, that Katrina and I truly speak to each other.
"I see why you were chosen to marry Colby..."
She whispers for just me to hear.
"...You captivate people and work hard to help. The Brock family isn't known for that. They're cold and calculated, but you're a breath of fresh air. I'm excited to work with you."
She sounds genuine when she says this and I'm hopeful that we can form a friendship. Because I honestly really enjoyed her so far and there was something about being able to spend time with someone who knew what it was like to live in this family that made me feel less alone. 
"I'm excited to work with you too. Not to be weird, but I feel comforted to know someone who understands this family and what the expectations are."
Katrina looks back at me, her face sad as she reflects on her time in the family. Colby never told me what happened with her and Sam, so I had to look it up online. They'd dated for seven years and things abruptly ended only two years ago. She'd been part of the family though, they seemingly welcomed her in with open arms and I saw all the events she went to with the family. Whatever had happened hadn't been good and I can see it in her eyes as she tries her best not to cry. Her jaw tightens as she presses her lips together in an attempt to choose the right words. 
"I am glad that I can be here for you. I just need you to remember that it wasn't just the parents that were the problem in this family. I'm not going to say anything else, but I just need you to remember that."
I nod, and feel a sinking feeling form in the pit of my stomach. I didn't know what she was talking about exactly, but I had a feeling that I needed to take her advice. 
-- 
When I get home from the pap walk and the soup kitchen, Nate and Katrina head back to their homes. The sun had set well over an hour ago and the other cars that had been here when we left were now gone. All that remained now was Colby's car. From where I'm standing I can see my father's house and I see him sitting at his table in the kitchen. His head low as he reads the paper, if it wasn't so late I'd stop in, but I decide to wait to do that in the morning. Instead, I walk up the path leading to the front door, sliding my key in to let myself in. Once inside, I place my purse on the top of the coat rack and slide off my shoes. For a moment the house is quiet, but after a few more steps further into the house the sound of two voices echoes down the hallway.
"Of all the people you could hire to replace me, you had to pick Kat?"
Sam's voice bellows down the hall, nearly stopping me in my tracks. I can tell that they're in the living room, so I wait in the hall and listen for a moment. 
"What? She's good at her job and I thought it would be good for Emilia to have someone to talk to that has lived through what it's like to be in our family."
Colby's response is even toned, controlled and on the verge of spilling into something dark. I can mentally picture the look that's probably on his face as he says this and it fills me with dread. 
The same facial expression he'd had when he confronted his ex.
Not that he knew that I'd witnessed that. 
"You know exactly what. You knew it would hurt me and I had to find out by scrolling on Instagram? There's pictures of her with Emilia all over the place, I've been tagged in a million different articles because of this. And you made Emilia go out with her in front of the paparazzi. All because I started to fall for Emilia. All because I did the right thing and told you about how I felt. You decided to not only hurt me but drag Kat into it and take it a step further."
I feel my heart beat faster.
"You need to find someone new to have feelings for. Emilia is mine and only mine."
His voice cuts like a knife and I feel it deep inside of myself. I was only his and I didn't have the desire to be anyone else's, but hearing Sam accuse him of being calculating and Colby not denying it doesn't sit well with me. I know Sam has messed up a lot and he was the reason I was stuck in this mess, but that didn't stop the mixture of emotions running through me. 
"You know, I think the reason you're acting like this is because you know that the feelings I have for Emilia aren't completely one-sided. I think you've seen how she and I interact and some small part of you is afraid she'll decide to leave you. I think you know that you've hurt her before and she came running to me for a friend. I think you're afraid that one day she'll want more than friendship from me." 
I hear the couch skid across the hardwood of the living room, as if someone stood up really fast and with great force. I hear the faint sound of someone gasping for air and that's when I move forward. My feet carrying me into the living room and presenting the two brothers who stand, chest to chest. Colby has Sam's shirt balled up in his fists, his face unimaginably angry. 
"Stop this..."
I gasp, my heart pounding in my chest so hard that I fear they can hear it. Neither man moves from their positions, even though both pairs of blue eyes now stare back at me. 
"... I said stop this. Let Sam go and knock it off."
I speak with more command in my voice. Hoping that my tone conveys how serious I am. With a clenched jaw, Colby's fists let go of Sam's shirt. Sam takes a few steps back from Colby once he's been released and tries to control his breathing. 
"Sam, please go home. You both need to cool off and talk about this at another time." 
Sam doesn't speak, only nods as he pushes his body forward, his feet carrying him down the hallway and out of the house. He slams the door behind him, but neither Colby or I speak until we hear the sound of Sam's car pulling away. The same car that I hadn't seen when I walked into the house. Once we are alone, I shake my head in honest disgust and attempt to walk past Colby. Seeing me completely dismiss him pisses him off and I can tell because he grabs my hand as I'm walking past him. His touch is light as he forces me to look over at him. The anger he'd had still etched into his handsome face. 
"Emilia, I-"
He stops himself when he realizes that he doesn't know exactly what he wants to say. 
"What Colby? What else do you have to say? Because I heard what was said both earlier today and now and I am not thrilled."
His brow furrows for a moment as he contemplates what happened earlier, the look of confusion washing away as he remembers. The first tug at my heartstrings that had set this whole day in motion. Using my body and our baby to generate press was something I never thought he'd think to do before today. I'd always believed that was what his parent's doing, but now I don't know what to believe. 
"Emilia, like it or not you have improved the way that our family is perceived. People love you and they like that there's finally a good person in the family. I get emails all of the time with different headlines that rave about how good you are. How you care for the elderly and how you always take your time with the people you meet. I mean, today you chose to take Kat out to dinner at a soup kitchen. I gave you my card and told you to go wherever you wanted and you still chose to do something with the community. Like it or not, people feel connected to you and it's impacting our business. Sales are up and our social media is doing better than it ever has. For the first time, our family is in the news for good things."
I look back at Colby silently, contemplating how to process his words. On one hand, I believed in using the family name to do good with it. On the other hand, I didn't know how I felt about being used to generate publicity for the family. We had more money than we knew what to do with and it felt like we had publicity to spare. It didn't feel like we needed any more of it. I contemplate how I should feel and settle on an emotion when he opens his mouth again. 
"I thought you understood our arrangement." 
He whispers, the backside of his hand lightly brushes the side of my cheek. A feeling that normally felt comforting, but suddenly didn't anymore. Suddenly I'm angry. I take a step back from him, my arm out of his grasp. I know my face portrays the hurt I feel. 
"Is that all I am to you? Is it all she's going to be? An arrangement?"
The ‘she’ I'm referring to is our child, and the accusation causes him to look back at me blankly. I don't think he realized how his words came out, but now that he does, he's unsure of what to say next. 
"You're my entire world. My wife, my lifeline, and the mother of my child. But yes, there is an arrangement that we made from the start of our marriage and we have to see it through. I want us to do good things with this company, but I know that part of promoting a company is doing PR for it. What I said, I meant, I thought you understood that to do this we have to do other things. Like pap walks, public charity events, family photographs, and all the other bells and whistles. I didn't mean to make you think that I only saw you as an arrangement. You've always meant more to me than that."
Instantly, I feel guilty for interpreting his words the way that I did. Instantly, I feel like a complete asshole and I realize the only reason I interpreted things this way is because I didn't communicate with him. I feel silly and utterly ashamed of myself. I'd spent so much of my time trying to not communicate with him because I didn't want to bother him when he was dealing with so much shit that I ended up being the one in the wrong. The tears move to my eyes instantly, my head hanging low as I try to cover my face from him. I turn my back to him and fully allow myself to break down, a sob escaping me before I have the chance to silence it. I feel Colby's hand reach out to me, the palms of his hands light along my back, but I move away from him.
"No, I don't deserve comfort. I was the one who's been trying to not bother you with my shit and all I did was take it out on you. All I did was misinterpret what you said."
A faint humf passes his lips as he pulls me in against him, a bit more assertive this time. His chest is flush against my back as he breathes with me and lets me break. He doesn't say a single thing as I do this, not until I've finally calmed myself down a little. 
"Darling, I need you to talk to me. I can't help if you don't talk to me."
He kisses the side of my head as he says this, his voice calm. All traces of anger seem to have vanished from him. I lightly place my hands over the top of his as he keeps his arms wrapped tightly around my waist. I don't know where to start and I fear that I don't have the right to feel what I feel. 
"I'm not doing the greatest. I know that your parents did bad things, but I can't shake what happened that night out of my head. I still see it all. The bodies, the blood, I hear the pop of the gun whenever there's a sound that's even remotely like it. I dream about it every night and sometimes I wake up screaming or gasping. I keep thinking I should've done something. I keep thinking that I don't have the right to be sad about this because it's your pain. I have to be strong for you and I'm not. I keep letting you down." 
I feel ridiculous when I say it. I feel selfish and above all, I am disappointed in myself. This was a really sensitive time in Colby's life and I was the one in need of comfort. I truly meant what I said when I told him I didn't deserve the comfort. But instead of getting angry with me or punishing me with a cruel remark, he continues to hold onto me. His lips are still at the side of my head as he continues to breathe with me, riding out the storm wrecking me from the inside out. 
"You've never let me down. Not once. Ever since you came into my life you've risen to every challenge that's been thrown in our direction. You've shown me love, kindness, and have supported me even when I didn't deserve it. If anything I've let you down and I'm sorry about that..." 
He pauses, loosening his grip on my waist so he can turn me to face him. He looks at me and the tears that had slowed but still existed. Sympathy finds his face, his hands moving to either side of my face. 
"...What happened in the garden was traumatic. Anyone who witnessed what you witnessed would be shaken up by it. I'm just happy that you weren't hurt too. When I found out what happened and the fact that they found you covered in blood I thought I was going to lose my mind. The paramedics wouldn't tell me what happened or if the blood was yours and I was so angry because you're my wife and I had the right to know what happened. It shook me to my core and I've been trying. I have noticed that things have been bothering you and I didn't want to say anything because I was worried I would bother you. I haven't been sleeping because I wake up in the middle of the night to make sure you're still next to me. To make sure you're still breathing. Sometimes I even have to touch your baby bump to make sure Nellie is okay. This entire thing has been a shit show, but no one is letting anyone down. We are getting through this and it's not going to be easy, but we are going to do it."
The tears in my eyes threaten to spill over again as I study him closely. I knew that we were both dealing with things in our own way. The week after the incident in the garden hadn't been as debilitating as it had become. The longer that time went on the harder it was to ignore the effects of everything that had happened. It was like a festering wound that neither of us wanted to admit was there. It was eating at the both of us and I was thankful that we were finally talking about it. Even if how we got here had been more dramatic than it should've been. With shaking hands I pull Colby in against me, giving him a firm hug. Hard enough that he makes a little 'oof' sound before resting his head on top of mine. I don't think I'd ever hugged him this tightly the entire time we've been together and I wish I'd done it sooner. Hugging him made me forget, even if it was for a moment, the pain I'd been feeling. 
"I love you so much Colby."
He lets out a hearty laugh, pulling back to look at me once more. 
"I love you too. So fucking much."
The longer he looks at me the more I feel like my heart is going to burst out of my chest. The love I felt for him was unlike anything I'd ever felt before and sometimes that scared me, but I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. He peers down at me and a look of mischief flashes in his eyes. A look that tells me he has something he wants to show me. Without saying a word he takes my hand in his and he guides me from the living room to the hallway leading to our bedrooms. The door of the nursery that he'd been working in earlier, was now closed and there was a massive bow on the outside of the door. My brows furrowed in confusion as he stopped me in front of the door. I look at my husband, still shirtless in his overalls, and can't help but wonder what I'm going to find on the other side of the door. 
"Open it." 
He whispers in excitement, his eyes bright and vibrant as if he's going to burst if I wait a second longer. Not wanting to make him wait a moment longer, I move my hands to the door knob and turn it. I'm unsure of what to expect as the door slowly swings open, but when I reach for the light inside the door and illuminate the room I'm in utter shock. The nursery, that had once been four white walls and bare floor boards, had completely transformed into my dream nursery. Just like one of the pinterest boards I'd created around the same time I started planning for the garden party. When I'd created it weeks ago, I had no idea that Colby would take those pictures and turn it into reality. The sage green walls that he'd painted earlier were finished. Along the walls, were different framed pictures I'd fallen in love with. The crib was completely built, the changing station, the two dressers, and chairs to sit and rock the baby. I see organizers filled with every single thing I was going to need. The diaper genie, the bottle heater, the towel warmers, and so much more. Along the ceiling are fairy lights and flower garlands, with pink roses. I can't believe that he did this, all for our little girl. 
"Do you like it? The guys and I worked hard on putting it together for you. I spent hours stressing over how to find everything you wanted. I know we are still early, but I wanted to get it done now so we wouldn't have to worry about it when it gets closer to having her." 
I'm too stunned to speak, my eyes moving to the completely filled closet of baby clothes. The door is ajar so I can see how much is inside. Along the floor of the closet are diapers. Everything is perfect and I feel myself getting emotional again because I didn't expect all of this. If you would've told me the first night I met Colby Brock that this would be where our lives took us I wouldn't have believed it. I never imagined the man I met that night would be so thoughtful and kind. 
"If you don't like it, I can fix it. I can redo whatever you want. Kris and Celina picked out all of the baby clothes because I know you like the way they dress you, but if you don't like it I can fix it-I"
He rambles, suddenly insecure with the work he'd done. But I don't allow him to continue his trip of self-doubt because I stop him by pressing my lips to his. At first he's still, his mind taking a second to process what is going on. However, once he does, he kisses me back with all that he has. It takes only seconds for me to rake my hands through his hair, earning a groan from him. It might've been because of the high tensions of the day, but all I wanted was him and I couldn't stop myself. From the moment I saw him in his overalls without a shirt I was doomed and now I just wanted to show him how much I appreciated everything he'd done for me. I break the kiss when I decide that another moment without air might make me faint. When I do, he looks at me through a glazed look of pure lust. His eyes are a darker shade of blue, his lips swollen from the kiss. He wants more and I can feel it. 
"If I'd know surprises made you this hot and bothered, I would've done it sooner."
My eyes move from his and down to his lips before returning to his eyes. Our chests are heaving in anticipation, both of us waiting to see what the other plans to do next. Both of us are waiting to see who makes the first move. I decided I can't wait for him to make that move because I need him and I need him now. So I move my hands to the overalls he's wearing and undo each strap, making the denim fall to his hips, completely exposing his torso to me. He watches me in quiet amusement as I slowly drag the fabric down, and I realize he'd not been wearing anything underneath the overalls. My lips part at the sight of his hardened cock as I pull the bottoms of the overalls down his legs. Once they’re completely down, he steps out of the fabric. He doesn’t allow me to make another move, instead he lifts me up, and carrying me bridal style. 
“If you want to have your way with me baby doll, we’re going to have to move this to our room.” 
The words fall from his lips in a heated, gruff groan. He holds me tightly as he carries me to our bedroom, four doors down. The second we are inside he locks the door behind us, guiding his lips to mine. He deepens the kiss and his tongue finds mine instantly. In the heat of the moment I focus on his lips, unaware of the fact that he’s walking us over to the bed. Without moving his lips from mine, he lays me down on the bed beneath him, my back lightly presssing against the comforter. Once he has me laid beneath him, his body straddles mine. I feel his fingers lift my knee length dress up my legs at a tantilizingly slow pace. He chuckles when he feels me shudder beneath him. Chills moving up my spine from the way that his fingers ghost along. When he reaches my underwear he wastes no time sliding them down my legs, breaking the kiss to lock eyes with mine. Slowly he pulls back away, his eyes never leaving mine as he decides to turn his attention to my soaked sex. I feel him pull the underwear the rest of the way off tossing them to the side carelessly. With the underwear off, he uses his hands to firmly pull my legs apart. 
“Come on baby, show daddy how wet I’ve made you.”
He rasps as the coolness of his rings on my exposed legs causes another chill to move up my spine. His head disapears between my thighs, he carefully licks my soaked folds. Earning a moan from me as he starts to eat me out. His tongue careful and deliberate as he works his magic on me. Each flick of his tongue delightfully sinful. He grips my thighs forcing them to stay where he wants them, not allowing me to move from this spot. Another moan falls from my lips as his tongue plays with my clit. I attempt to move my hands to his hair, but when I do he still his actions. He peers up at me from his place between my thighs, a look of warning burninge deep within his eyes. 
“Now baby doll, I want you to keep your hands to yourself. I’m doing what I want to this sweet little pussy tonight. If you touch me, I’ll stop, got it?”
He waits for me to nod in response, but my mind is hazy as I try to focus on doing whatever I can to get him to continue. 
“I got it Colbs. P-Please just f-fucking keep going.” 
A smirk moves to his lips when he hears how desperate I am. How willing I am to listen to whatever he says. After a moment his head disapears between my thighs once more. He resumes his actions, his tongue more demanding than before. Going deeper than before. Each flick of his tongue brings me closer to the edge. Helplessly I grab the fabric of our comforter, holding it as tightly as I can as my nerves build up in the pit of my stomach. I feel my legs getting weaker and shaking as I feel myself getting closer to the edge. At any second I knew I was going to cum and I can tell that he knows it too. I can practically feel his smirk as he flicks his tongue deeper and I find I cannot stop myself from letting out a breathy whimper. 
“Darling, be a good girl and cum all over daddy’s tongue.” 
His words are slightly muffled as he says them against my clit. The moment that he gives me permission to let go I can’t help but comply. The feeling of unfiltered bliss washes over me as I cum all over his tongue. He laps it up like it’s the best thing he’s ever tasted, not stoping until he’s gotten every last drop. It’s only once he’s gotten his fill that he returns his lips to mine. His kiss firm and assertive.
 I taste myself on his lips.
And I’m wet all over again. 
“Do you like how your little pussy tastes?” 
He asks in between kisses, his head dipping into the crook of my neck. The tips of his hair brushes lightly along my skin as he starts to mark me. 
“My wife’s sweet, needy, pussy that belongs to me and only me.”
I lay there and let him wage war on my skin, my neck tilting to give him better access. God he felt so good, but I knew he’d feel better buried inside of me. I gasp as he bites down on my collar bone, my body compelely at his mercy. 
“C-Colby…” I whine.
“.... Please.” I can’t formulate actual words, I can’t think of anything other than his mouth on my neck. Carefully he pulls my dress up along my body, exposing more skin with every inch he reveals. Again, I feel his smirk on my skin without needing to see it.
“Please what baby? You need to use your words.” He speaks with such a condescending tone, but I can’t bring myself to care as I feel my need for him growing more desperate. I feel my dress lift up, Colby stilling his actions long enough to pull the dress off of my arms and up over my head. He doesn’t show that much care to my bra as he rips it off of me. 
A thoughtless casualty of Colby Brock’s ruthless desire.
At the sight of my exposed chest, his eyes seem to darken a few shades. His left hand reaches for my right breast as his mouth moves to my right nipple. He playfully tuggs at my nipple with is teeth and I’m reminded of how much I wanted him inside of me. How I still hadn’t finished my previous request. 
“C-Colby I need your cock inside of me. Please.”
I sound pathetic, but the whine amuses his him. He moves hand from my chest to push me slightly to the side, his mouth never leaving my breast. He positions me so I’m laying on my right side, my legs carefully facing away from him. Forcibly pulling his mouth from my breast he lays behind me, his hardend cock ready to fuck me from the side. He places his lips on my back as he pushes inside of me slowly. The angle allows him to fuck me deeper and I can’t help but gasp. 
“Since you asked so nicely. I guess I’ll give my girl what she wants.”
He starts to thrust inside of me. He holds my body on its side, keeping me in place. He places sloppy kisses up my spine until he pushes my hair to the side and his lips find the back of my neck. He moans, his hands firm on my hips, his cock thrusting inside of me at a feverish speed. He feels so good fucking me, my walls start to tighten around his cock, naturally getting closer to the edge. He groans as he feels me tighten around him and his actions quicken. 
“I’m going to fill you up with my cum. You got that baby doll? You’re my girl and I’m going to fill up your sweet pussy with my cum.”
I whimper as I feel my sex tightening around him, my body seconds away from coming apart against him. 
“Yes, daddy. Please fill me up with every drop of your cum.”
He breathes against the back of my neck, the sensation hot. I wait to feel him cum before I let myself do the same. I loved to feel his cock twitch inside of me, to feel him fill me completely. I enjoy the feeling for only a second before allowing myself to cum. He holds me tightly as our bodies lay there exhausted. 
“I love you.” 
I state after a few minutes of silence, our ragged breathing filling the room around us. I feel him pull out of me, my body suddenly feeling empty without him inside of me. Slowly I sit up in the bed, my hair a complete mess of curls that fall to the middle of my back. I feel his eyes on me as he remains next to me on the bed. I give myself a moment to collect myself and as I do I feel the weight of everything that had happened today hit me all at once. 
“I love you too…” He whispers, his hands reaching for me. I glance over my shoulder and give my husband a smile. I wish that things had been easier for the both of us. But I had to believe that all of this happened for a reason. It was the only way that I could make sense of it. Seeming to sense what I was thinking, Colby sighs.
“...Whatever happens next Emilia. It’s you and me. Until death we do part.” 
37 notes · View notes
hollowed-theory-hall · 3 months
Text
The Riddle of Tom Riddle: Part 4/7
(Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, part 5, part 6, Part 7)
Home Sweet Hogwarts
Continuing with Tom's life at Hogwarts. He learns magic, makes Horcruxes, and is still as lonely as in the orphanage but probably isn't yet as evil as Dumbledore likes to make him out to be.
This is the post where I finally explain why Tom would ask Slughorn how to make a Horcrux after he already made 2 of them.
This turned out a little longer than I was expecting, but... 🤷‍♀️
Slytherin's Legacy and the Chamber of Secrets
We know Tom opened the Chamber of Secrets and we know Myrtle Warren died. But I want to ask why he opened the chamber? I mean, if he really wanted to kill muggleborns, I'd expect someone competent and intelligent like him to kill more than one.
“To ask you how you died,” said Harry. Myrtle’s whole aspect changed at once. She looked as though she had never been asked such a flattering question. “Ooooh, it was dreadful,” she said with relish. “It happened right in here. I died in this very stall. I remember it so well. I’d hidden because Olive Hornby was teasing me about my glasses. The door was locked, and I was crying, and then I heard somebody come in. They said something funny. A different language, I think it must have been. Anyway, what really got me was that it was a boy speaking. So I unlocked the door, to tell him to go and use his own toilet, and then —” Myrtle swelled importantly, her face shining. “I died.” “How?” said Harry. “No idea,” said Myrtle in hushed tones. “I just remember seeing a pair of great, big, yellow eyes. My whole body sort of seized up, and then I was floating away. . . .”
(Chamber of Secrets, pages 276-277)
Myrtle graciously describes her death for us. And all in all, this doesn't sound planned. Far from it. She was crying in a locked stall and went out becouse she heard a boy and wanted to tell him to leave. She saw the eyes of the basilisk the moment she left the stall.
I'd hardly call this well planned or intended. And the fact Tom doesn't kill anyone else supports this even more.
“Sit down,” said Dippet. “I’ve just been reading the letter you sent me.” “Oh,” said Riddle. He sat down, gripping his hands together very tightly. “My dear boy,” said Dippet kindly, “I cannot possibly let you stay at school over the summer. Surely you want to go home for the holidays?” “No,” said Riddle at once. “I’d much rather stay at Hogwarts than go back to that — to that —” “You live in a Muggle orphanage during the holidays, I believe?” said Dippet curiously. “Yes, sir,” said Riddle, reddening slightly. “You are Muggle-born?” “Half-blood, sir,” said Riddle. “Muggle father, witch mother.” “And are both your parents — ?” “My mother died just after I was born, sir. They told me at the orphanage she lived just long enough to name me — Tom after my father, Marvolo after my grandfather.” Dippet clucked his tongue sympathetically. “The thing is, Tom,” he sighed, “special arrangements might have been made for you, but in the current circumstances. . . .” “You mean all these attacks, sir?” said Riddle, and Harry’s heart leapt, and he moved closer, scared of missing anything. “Precisely,” said the headmaster. “My dear boy, you must see how foolish it would be of me to allow you to remain at the castle when term ends. Particularly in light of the recent tragedy . . . the death of that poor little girl. . . . You will be safer by far at your orphanage. As a matter of fact, the Ministry of Magic is even now talking about closing the school. We are no nearer locating the — er — source of all this unpleasantness. . . .”
(Chamber of Secrets, page 227)
This isn't exactly regarding Slytherin's legacy, but I found it important nonetheless for Tom's character. Tom really hates the orphanage. And for good reason, not just what I mentioned in the previous post, but WW2 started by this point.
For context, Tom opened the chamber in his fifth year, which was in 1942. 1942 was at the height of World War II. In the past two summers (1940 and 1941) Tom was in London during the Blitz. He was there in the rubble and the bomb shelters and he is quite rightfully pissed that Dippet calls that being "safe".
It's not exactly related but Dippet even asked if he was muggleborn, to tell if the monster of the chamber would go after him. Which I find curious. It is relevant for something I mention later in this post, but it generally means most of everyone assumed him to be muggleborn during his school years and treated him as such.
The point is, Tom is unsafe in the orphanage, we're now it not only ridicule and loneliness that awaited him, but starvation, death, and air raids. This helplessness against death he faced in the two years leading up to his first Horcrux was probably the final push for him to try and search for a way to be immortal.
Becouse all his magic does no good against the bombs.
“It was my word against Hagrid’s, Harry. Well, you can imagine how it looked to old Armando Dippet. On the one hand, Tom Riddle, poor but brilliant, parentless but so brave, school prefect, model student . . . on the other hand, big, blundering Hagrid, in trouble every other week, trying to raise werewolf cubs under his bed, sneaking off to the Forbidden Forest to wrestle trolls . . . but I admit, even I was surprised how well the plan worked. I thought someone must realize that Hagrid couldn’t possibly be the Heir of Slytherin. It had taken me five whole years to find out everything I could about the Chamber of Secrets and discover the secret entrance . . . as though Hagrid had the brains, or the power! “Only the Transfiguration teacher, Dumbledore, seemed to think Hagrid was innocent. He persuaded Dippet to keep Hagrid and train him as gamekeeper. Yes, I think Dumbledore might have guessed. . . . Dumbledore never seemed to like me as much as the other teachers did. . . .”
(Chamber of Secrets, page 288)
Here I mostly want to note 2 main things.
The first, Tom mentions how the teachers saw him. Remember the act of politeness I mentioned in my previous post, this is it. Tom became so comfortable in his mask thanks to Dumbledore's lack of empathy. Brilliant, perfect, and polite.
The second is that he mentioned he searched for the Chamber for five years. As this is his fifth year, it means he searched for it during all his Hogwarts years. It means that eleven-year-old, young Tom Riddle discovered his parseltongue is related to Salazar Slytherin and he became obsessed with finding more of its legacy.
And, it's easy to see why. He knew nothing about his family besides his own name, he, like any orphan, was curious. And when he realizes how important his family, and by extension he, is he becomes obsessed with learning more.
He searched for the Chamber of Secrets not just to gain power or to kill muggleborns, he just wanted to know about his family. To feel part of a legacy. He also wanted power, he likes being powerful and being able to defend himself from those who scorn him. But even when he had the power — he didn't use it to kill anyone. Only by accident. And once the accident happened, he made use of it.
We'll keep seeing this crop up in Tom's life. He wants to be special and important. He wants to be treated like he's better, becouse that's what he always told himself. Him being special validates all the hate he got growing up and his beliefs that jealousy motivated it.
The other thing we're seeing crop up here and later is Tom's sentimentality. Dumbledore may say Tom lacks the capacity for love, but I think Dumbledore is bullshit. Tom is an incredibly sentimental person (he even calls himself out on it in GOF). There's a reason he chose the Founders Artifacts as his Horcruxrs, there's a reason he hid them all in Britain even when they could have been safer abroad — he's incredibly sentimental.
He loves Hogwarts. He loved that first place that ever felt like a home to him so much that he placed pieces of his soul in artifacts related to it, even if simpler items like a coin would've been safer and easier to hide.
Now, to further proof, it's never been about muggleborns for Tom:
“Haven’t I already told you,” said Riddle quietly, “that killing Mudbloods doesn’t matter to me anymore? For many months now, my new target has been — you.” Harry stared at him
(Chamber of Secrets, page 289)
The final note from this section is about the diary Horcrux less than about Tom. But this is important because we see Tom follow that same behavior pattern later in during the second Wizarding War.
Harry tells Tom he failed to kill any muggleborns and Tom agrees with him. During the second book, the diary didn't care about muggleborns, the same as the real Voldemort, he only cared about killing Harry.
Throughout the series Voldemort is obsessed with killing Harry Potter. Less becouse of who he is and more what he represents.
Becouse young Tom searched for validation and found it in academics at Hogwarts. The teachers loved brilliant prefect Tom Riddle, so he put all his effort into that. Into being the perfect model student.
This perfectionism is seen in his obsession with Harry, too. Diary Tom is interested in Harry because he failed to kill him. Harry is his one failure on his perfect record — and that is why he must die. To rectify his failing.
I'll expand on this more in the future, but the fact this obsession with correcting his failiur named Harry Potter is true for both Voldemort and Diary Tom just strengthens this point.
Horcruxes and Immortality
Moving ahead in Tom's life, I want to talk about Horcruxes again. Honestly, I'll probably keep coming back to this becouse it's a big part of Tom's character. Specifically, I want to talk about Slughorn's conversation with Tom about them.
Half a dozen boys were sitting around Slughorn, all on harder or lower seats than his, and all in their mid-teens. Harry recognized Voldemort at once. His was the most handsome face and he looked the most relaxed of all the boys. His right hand lay negligently upon the arm of his chair; with a jolt, Harry saw that he was wearing Marvolo’s goldand-black ring; he had already killed his father. “Sir, is it true that Professor Merrythought is retiring?” he asked. “Tom, Tom, if I knew I couldn’t tell you,” said Slughorn, wagging a reproving, sugar-covered finger at Riddle, though ruining the effect slightly by winking. “I must say, I’d like to know where you get your information, boy, more knowledgeable than half the staff, you are.” Riddle smiled; the other boys laughed and cast him admiring looks.
(Half-Blood Prince, page 369)
You know what's weird about this conversation? That a lot of fans speak of it as if that's when Tom learned how to make Horcruxes when in fact, Harry notices the Gaunt family ring and comes to the currect conclusion — Tom already killed his father.
It means this talk with Slughorn happened after Tom already made 2 Horcruxes. It means he knows how to make one and knows it's possible to make more than one. So why ask?
Why potentially implement himself in dangerous illegal magic? Why hint he might be a murderer? Why risk it all for something he already knows?
Well, let's look at that conversation:
“Sir, I wondered what you know about . . . about Horcruxes?” Slughorn stared at him, his thick fingers absentmindedly caressing the stem of his wine glass. “Project for Defense Against the Dark Arts, is it?” But Harry could tell that Slughorn knew perfectly well that this was not schoolwork. “Not exactly, sir,” said Riddle. “I came across the term while reading and I didn’t fully understand it.” “No . . . well . . . you’d be hard-pushed to find a book at Hogwarts that’ll give you details on Horcruxes, Tom, that’s very Dark stuff, very Dark indeed,” said Slughorn. “But you obviously know all about them, sir? I mean, a wizard like you — sorry, I mean, if you can’t tell me, obviously — I just knew if anyone could tell me, you could — so I just thought I’d ask —” It was very well done, thought Harry, the hesitancy, the casual tone, the careful flattery, none of it overdone. He, Harry, had had too much experience of trying to wheedle information out of reluctant people not to recognize a master at work. He could tell that Riddle wanted the information very, very much; perhaps had been working toward this moment for weeks. “Well,” said Slughorn, not looking at Riddle, but fiddling with the ribbon on top of his box of crystalized pineapple, “well, it can’t hurt to give you an overview, of course. Just so that you understand the term. A Horcrux is the word used for an object in which a person has concealed part of their soul.” “I don’t quite understand how that works, though, sir,” said Riddle. His voice was carefully controlled, but Harry could sense his excitement.
...
“. . . few would want it, Tom, very few. Death would be preferable.” But Riddle’s hunger was now apparent; his expression was greedy, he could no longer hide his longing. “How do you split your soul?” “Well,” said Slughorn uncomfortably, “you must understand that the soul is supposed to remain intact and whole. Splitting it is an act of violation, it is against nature.” “But how do you do it?” “By an act of evil — the supreme act of evil. By committing murder. Killing rips the soul apart. The wizard intent upon creating a Horcrux would use the damage to his advantage: He would encase the torn portion —” “Encase? But how — ?” “There is a spell, do not ask me, I don’t know!” said Slughorn, shaking his head like an old elephant bothered by mosquitoes. “Do I look as though I have tried it — do I look like a killer?” “No, sir, of course not,” said Riddle quickly. “I’m sorry . . . I didn’t mean to offend . . .”
...
“Yes, sir,” said Riddle. “What I don’t understand, though — just out of curiosity — I mean, would one Horcrux be much use? Can you only split your soul once? Wouldn’t it be better, make you stronger, to have your soul in more pieces, I mean, for instance, isn’t seven the most powerfully magical number, wouldn’t seven — ?” “Merlin’s beard, Tom!” yelped Slughorn. “Seven! Isn’t it bad enough to think of killing one person? And in any case . . . bad enough to divide the soul . . . but to rip it into seven pieces . . .” Slughorn looked deeply troubled now: He was gazing at Riddle as though he had never seen him plainly before, and Harry could tell that he was regretting entering into the conversation at all. “Of course,” he muttered, “this is all hypothetical, what we’re discussing, isn’t it? All academic . . .” “Yes, sir, of course,” said Riddle quickly.
(Half-Blood Prince, pages 496-499)
So, let's recap this conversation:
Tom asks about Horcruxes and gets excited when Slughorn seems to know about them, the moment Slughorn starts speaking of how vile and evil Horcruxes are though, Tom changes his demeanor, more apologetic, hesitant, and polite. The mask is back. Tom continued and prodded a bit further, but not with the same hunger and excitement as before.
So, what does that tell us? Why is Tom having this conversation? What does he stand to gain? Not new information obviously...
In my former post, I mentioned Tom is looking for connections as he never really had any.
He's excited at the possibility of talking about magic he is interested in with someone, specifically — a teacher. Tom, who was scorned all his life in the Orphanage gets to Hogwarts and the teachers love him because he's polite and brilliant. And he loves all that positive attention. He boasts about it to Harry in the Chamber in an earlier quote I mentioned.
This is him seeking that attention and validation again, from Slughin, a person who praised his magical academic accomplishments often before. Tom is trying to open up and connect with Slughorn over another magical accomplishment.
But Slughorn shuts him down, and so he retreats from the conversation. Making it seem like he doesn't know how Horcruxes are made so as to not raise suspicions after he saw Slughorn didn't really know much about Horcruxes.
This scene isn't a future Dark Lord trying to learn how to become immortal — this is a sixteen-year-old boy, who was only ever recognized for academic magical accomplishment trying to gain praise for figuring out the impossible — how to become immortal. That's what he built up to, he mentioned the number so he could tell Slughorn how he figured out you could make more, how he went farther in magic than anyone else.
On the same note...
Tom doesn't really mention friends often, and I want to talk about that a bit about why he is so desperate for connection.
Think about it, he came poor, an orphan, and seemingly a muggleborn into Slytherin, the house of blood purism, during the height of Grindelwald's blood purity war against muggles. I can imagine the first few years until he proved he was the heir of Slytherin and incredibly magically powerful were not pleasant to him, and that's an understatement.
So afterward, when he does interact positively with his housemates, yes, he calls them friends, but it isn't friendship.
It was a name I was already using at Hogwarts, to my most intimate friends only, of course
(Chamber of Secrets, page 290)
“Listen to me, reliving family history . . .” he said quietly, “why, I am growing quite sentimental. . . . But look, Harry! My true family returns. . . .”
(Goblet of Fire, page 646)
“My friends,” he said, after a moment’s pause, “will carry on without me, I am sure.” “I am glad to hear that you consider them friends,” said Dumbledore. “I was under the impression that they are more in the order of servants.”
(Half-Blood Prince, page 444)
He refers to his followers as friends and family repeatedly, even after graduating from Hogwarts. Now, I don't think Tom actually considers them real friends or family, but he never really had either, not in any deep sense.
I'll delve more in a later post about how he does feel affection and does have some bounds he cares more for (like Bellatrix, whom he does care for), but none of them is an example of a healthy meaningful relationship. So no wonder a sixteen-year-old Tom Riddle is so desperate for connection that he almost implicates himself in murder — because he never had any real meaningful connection.
26 notes · View notes
Text
what they’ll say about us (j.h.s.)
a/n: this is my new hockey AU! i danced and ice skated as a kid but was only ever able to do it recreationally and i know nothing about hockey so this has taken some research but there is still going to be inaccuracies. please bear with me! a lot of this will be explained as the story progresses but in order to understand this story, you need to know that the reader is Bradley Bradshaw’s little sister. Goose lives but Carole dies of cancer when Bradley was 8. Goose left the Navy to care for his kids, but Maverick and Ice stayed & are still in the Navy at the time of this story (me writing Icemav in again lol). also, Charlie had a promising ice skating career that she gave up for her contract work - she ends up re-locating in San Diego to work as a coach. Cyclone is ex-Navy and coaches a hockey team (because I said so). that should be everything; please enjoy!!
summary: (Re-)Meeting Jake Seresin and every moment after. 
touch | main masterlist | top gun: maverick masterlist | house of gold masterlist 
warnings: food mentions, mentions of depression, parent death, cheating, i did research but i still made shit up anyways
word count: 2,354
Tumblr media
The cool bite of the air around the ice nips at your skin as you push away from the edge of the rink, calling out for your duo partner. He turns, offering you a grin. “Well, if it isn’t my favorite Bradshaw.”
You smirk, accepting his hug as you glide over to him.
Just three months younger than you, you and Tyler had skated in the rink together forever, it seems like. There wasn’t a day since you had started skating in the first place where the two of you hadn’t skated together, whether it was competitive or performative or just for fun. 
Off the rink, the two of you had known each other since you were in diapers practically. Bradley befriending Natasha Trace on the first day of kindergarten had meant the Trace and Bradshaw families were fast friends. 
Tyler had been an ever-present constant. His family had been there since your Mom’s cancer diagnosis, even though you were far too young to remember those years, and everything that came after. It was his family who had suggested you take your ballet training and put it towards something useful when you got diagnosed with depression at just 11. It had been you Tyler had come out to when you were 16. 
As you had gotten older though, as your skills progressed, your coach, Charlotte Blackwood, had pulled you for more solo performances every year. She talked a big game, planting ideas of the Olympics and national titles into your head, much to your father’s dismay. She knew you had the most potential when you stepped out on the ice alone, commanding everyone’s attention to you and you alone. 
Meaning that this year would be the first time in a few years that the two of you would skate a competitive piece together, along with a solo piece. When Charlie had told you the news, calling to schedule the practices, you had been thrilled.
You hadn’t seen Tyler as much as you would’ve liked over the last year, focusing more on your routine that would end up making you one of the highest-ranked skaters in the state of California than you did anything else, including your graduation from high school. 
Charlie always told you to have your eye on the prize, to think long-term, and you knew exactly what long-term she was thinking of.
Charlie didn’t need to know just yet that somewhere eulogy the way your long-term had diverged from hers, a whole new goal on the horizon. 
“How was New York?” You ask, pulling away from him. 
He shrugs. “You know how it is.” 
You laugh, reaching out to nudge his shoulder. “Actually, I don’t know how it is. Never been to New York, remember?” 
He gives a half-shrug as he grins. “Well, maybe you will someday soon. You still thinking about Juilliard?” 
You nod. “Yes, but shush about that in front of my brother. And Charlie. No one knows I’ve been talking to one of their scouts. It’s a surprise.” 
He tilts his head. “Surprise or secret?”
“Secret.” You say, giving him a look. “And we aren’t discussing Juilliard anymore, so quit asking me about it.” 
He sighs, nodding as he accepts your statement. “Speaking of your brother, I heard from Nat that the team’s getting a new co-captain.” 
You raise an eyebrow. 
The accomplishment your brother treasured most in this world was leading his team as their Captain for what would be the third year in a row. The team had done well under him, looking up to him and following his lead, even beating out the rival team for a spot at the regional tournament last year. 
Having to give up that sole responsibility to share with someone else was not something he would take lightly. 
“Brad’s not gonna be thrilled.” You pause, biting your lip as you think through his words again. “Wait, how does Nat even know about that?” 
“Coach Simpson texted their group chat to warn them of their new arrival today. Bradley got the text while he was at my house.” 
You furrow your eyebrows, a pit settling in your stomach at the look in his eyes. “Why do I get the feeling there’s more to this that I’m not gonna like?” 
Tyler offers you a knowing grin, crossing his arms. “Word on the street is that it’s Jake Seresin.” 
-
The sound of lockers opening and closing echoing through the locker room greets his ears. He takes a deep breath for the storm he’s about to walk into, shouldering the locker room doors open. Simpson’s already waiting for him, glancing up from his watch. 
“Ah, Seresin, you’re right on time.” 
“Hey Coach.” He says, taking a step forward into the locker room as the team takes notice of his presence. “Thanks for having me and letting me join.” 
“Well, I’d be a fool not to take someone of your caliber, kid.” Simpson clears his throat, cutting off the muttered whispers echoing through the row of players. “As you all saw in my text to you earlier today, we are joined by a new co-captain this season. I expect you all to treat him as you would any other player. Bradshaw-” Simpson calls out, waiting for the brunette to meet his eye. “I expect you to behave in the way I demand from my captains. That means no fights on and off the ice. Do we understand?” 
Bradley nods, even as the way his eyes narrow at Jake says otherwise. “Yes Coach.” 
“Good. Any rivalry that the two of you might have had between one another is behind you, do you understand?” 
“Yes Coach.” Both he and Bradley say, pulling themselves up to their full heights. 
Simpson sighs, in a way that signals he probably knows trying to get Jake and Bradley to put their differences behind them is futile. 
“Welcome to the team Jake.” 
-
Your face dropped. 
“No.” 
Tyler smirks, nodding his head. “Yes. your favorite-” You make a noise of disgust in the back of your throat. “-rival captain has come to join the team this year.” 
You groan, reaching up to rub your temple. “I don’t even know what to say to that.” 
“I’m just not sure what’s going to be worse. The fact that he knew you personally and still kept Robinson’s cheating a secret or the absolute beating your brother is going to give him.” 
“I never should’ve dated Brett.” You mumble. 
He snorts. “Dating someone on the rival team was not one of your smartest decisions, I’ll give you that.”
“I’m not ever going to live it down, am I?” 
He sighs, shaking his head. “’M afraid not.” 
“Okay, you two.” Charlie voice echoes form across the ice. “Sorry I’m running behind, there was a bit of confusion as to who had the ice and for how long today.” 
“’S okay.” Tyler calls out. “Baby Bradshaw and I were just getting caught up on the drama of the new hockey captain.” 
You toss him a withering look while Charlie sighs. “Don’t even mention their new Captain, Trace. You know how I feel about the two of you hanging around Cyclone’s team.” 
“I’m never dating another hockey player ever again, cross my heart hope to die.” You saw, raising a hand. 
“Why would you, after the hell Robinson put you through?” 
“That’s enough Ty. Have you guys warmed up yet? I want to start in on our choreography for the routine as soon as possible.” 
“I warmed up before I got on the ice.” 
“Same here.” 
“Great. Take a couple laps you two, and then we’ll be getting into the skills.” 
The two of you push off, skating away from her. 
“Well, you excited to be back? Even with Juillard on the mind?” 
“I said we weren’t talking about that anymore. As of this moment, forget I ever even told you about it. But yes, I’m excited to be back on the ice. Never stops feeling like home.” 
-
He claps Javy on the shoulder as he walks past. “Good to see you Machado.”
The man squints at him as he walks past. “Saw you last night, Jake.” 
He chuckles, shaking his head as he steps over the bench in between Javy and another player known by the nickname Fritz. “That you did Machado.” 
Javy shrugs, standing up as he pulls his locker open. “That happens when you live together. You know, you see one another.” 
He pushes the man’s shoulder as Javy laughs. He pulls the locker next to Javy open after Javy gives him an affirming nod from the questioning look Jake shoots him. 
“Don’t worry, we’ll get you a plaque with your name on it soon enough. Then everyone will know exactly which locker belongs to the esteemed Jake ‘Hangman’-” 
“Seresin.” 
Both he and Javy turn, facing Bradshaw. Bradley’s drawn up to his full height, eyes dark, voice firm. Fritz mumbles something under his breath, earning him a nasty look from the brunette. 
“Yes Bradshaw?” He says, forcing a sickly sweet smile. It’s polite, but it’s fake, and everyone in the locker room knows it. “How may I help you?” 
“Don’t get too comfortable here, Seresin. You’ll be out of here before you can say boo.” 
He cocks his head. “Is that a threat?” 
“It’s a promise.” 
-
“Ay, Charlie! You were supposed to be off the ice fifteen minutes ago!” Cyclone shouts as you skate past. You pause, slowing down as you turn to see the approaching hockey team. 
She narrows her eyes, skating over to the edge of the rink. “We have it for another fifteen minutes. I checked.” 
“That’s not possible.” 
She tilts her head. “Can’t help it if you got your ice times mixed up Coach.” 
“Bradley.” You hiss. Your brother turns his head away from the normal occurrence of the two coaches bickering to where you’re standing on the ice. “Are you still driving me home after practice?” 
He nods. “Yes, because Dad’s having dinner with Ice and Slider tonight, remember?” 
You nod. “Yeah, I vaguely remember him telling me that.” 
He shakes his head. “Jesus, I think you need to pay attention more when Dad talks to you.” 
“I don’t think it’s a matter of paying attention. Dad really only communicates with me via group chat.” 
“You’re so dramatic, you know that right?” 
“Baby Bradshaw.” A voice calls from behind your brothers shoulder, the boys moving to reveal Jake Seresin. Bradley half-turns, giving Jake a look that would put him six feet under. Jake doesn’t seem to care too much, his gaze burning you as he holds eye contact. “Good to see you again.” He says, offering you the charming smile he offers any girl he’s trying to woo. 
You would recognize the mega-watt smile from anywhere, memories of him flashing it to girls who was trying to bed at after-game celebrations you shouldn’t have been at in the first place flashing through your mind. 
“Funny Seresin, can’t say the same about you.” 
His hand flies up to his heart. “Ooo, you wound me baby. Dost thou really hate me so much?” 
“Hey!” Charlie calls, catching your attention. She snaps towards the ice where Tyler is practicing his triple quad jump. “Go.” 
You sigh, skating away from the ice. Distantly, you hear Reuben chuckle. 
“Man Seresin, if you’re gonna survive on this team, the first and foremost thing you need to know is to stay away from Bradley Bradshaw’s baby sister.”
-
You yawn, tucking your knees up to your chest as you realize your phone is about to die. A quick glance up to the rink tells you that they are deep into a play, and even if they got off the ice at that exact second, it’ll be at least another half hour before Bradley’s ready to leave. 
You click the device off, slipping it into the side pocket of your bag as you curl further up into yourself. A dying phone was a problem that could not be solved without a phone charger and you were straight out of luck there, having left yours on the floor of your bedroom this morning. 
You could probably sleep, the practice running into the late hours as you waited for your brother to finish up. You close your eyes, the sound soft of the whistles and hockey sticks a comforting noise, a familiar one you welcome as you begin to doze off.
“Hey.” A voice calls, and you yawn again as you blink, clearing the sleep from your eyes. You look up to see your coach pulling her car keys from her bag. “You’re not home yet?” 
You shake your head, stretching out your legs. “No, not yet. Simpson kept them late. Again.” 
“And your Dad?” 
“He went to dinner with Uncle Ice and Sli. You know how it is.” She nods, frowning slightly as she glanced at the time on her watch. 
“They’re still out at- 11:33?” 
You shrug. “I didn’t think to ask. I’ve waited later for Brad.” 
You would’ve asked had you not already known he wouldn’t have responded.
She sighs. “Well, I’ll drive you home, okay? It’s late and I know you have ballet early in the morning.” 
You nod, grabbing the bag of gear from the bench it was resting on as you waved a hand to your brother. He caught the movement, raising a hand back, before he focused in on practice, zeroing in on the play. 
“You haven’t had dinner yet, have you?” 
You shake your head as Charlie holds the door of the rink open for you. “No. I think Brad and I were just gonna eat leftovers or something when we got back to the house.” 
“Well, how about we stop at McDonald’s on the way to the house?” 
You raise an eyebrow at your coach. “Oh, it’s a McDonald’s night, now is it?”
She offers you a soft smile. “Why not? It is the first practice of the season. Might as well reward yourself before the hard work begins.”
You don’t miss the fact that Jake’s eyes are on you the whole time. 
153 notes · View notes
shuttershocky · 1 year
Note
Whats the phillipine's most famous cryptid?
Alright so before we start let me reiterate that the creatures that get passed off as Filipino mythology are still living beliefs for many people, especially those that live away from the big cities. These are not mere scary stories to them, but real threats that you must take seriously, and specialists that deal with the supernatural are very much still a thing.
So the most famous creature would probably be the aswang, but what an aswang actually is depends on who you ask. They could be were-beasts, undead, evil sorcerors/witches, etc depending on the province, and it's come to be almost an umbrella term for monsters that don't already have a name. Every time someone strays too close to the woods and goes missing? Aswang attack. Wikipedia will tell you that stories of the aswang are mostly popular in the South of the Philippines, but my dad's family comes from the North and they're just as well-known there. Ask a grandfather or grandmother whose family came from Ilocos, and there's a decent chance they can tell you stories of how someone the family knew was taken by an aswang because they didn't hurry home when the sun was going down, or how they themselves had a close call when they ignored their parents' warnings about what was out there. When we would visit my grandmother's home province, she would tell me very seriously that if the night is too dark, I should never leave the indoors even if we're at a hotel at the beach, you could never tell how daring a monster might be.
The CIA even actually used the belief in aswang stories to crush a local communist guerilla movement called the Hukbalahap, where they would kidnap Huks and drain their blood then leave their corpses for their comrades to find, terrifying the people and killing public support for the movement.
I think the funniest story that I personally know though is technically not an aswang attack, but shares a lot of the same elements with the monster stories that involve dark magic. It's also particularly interesting because it was told to me by a mentor from the gamedev industry and who was not a superstitious person.
When I was a kid I already knew that no matter what, I wanted to work in video games. My friend and I would attend all the local dev meetups and talks and seminars trying to learn as much as we could about the industry before getting out foot in the door, and one of the developers we befriended was a very experienced artist with some international successes under his belt already. He's now working at a big name European studio, but before that he shared with us the story about his own dangerous encounter.
It started when my friend asked for advice on love, like many young adults would to a cool, older mentor. Rather than give wise sayings about patience and communication or whatever, he said "When they invite you over to your house, keep your eyes open in case they try to eat you."
See when he was our age he was dating this art scene girl who kept telling him that she was dangerous and a practitioner of curses, which he had brushed off as being a quirky art thing and kept seeing her despite her warnings. One time, the girl invited him over to her house saying she was going to eat him, and my mentor, thinking it was his lucky day, walked right in, went into her room, and then stood there when she pulled out a knife and suddenly declared that actually, she was possessed by an evil spirit and was going to kill and eat him now.
Despite the now very clear sign that eating him did not mean anything sexy, he said he was okay with this. She attacked him with the knife and only then did he finally realize that maybe he was not okay with this, but at that point she was making inhuman sounds and was also overpowering him with absurd strength. It's been years since I heard the story so I don't remember how exactly he survived. If I remember correctly, the girl's mom burst into the room and said that this happens often, then promptly pulled the girl off of him and began exorcising her on the spot while the girl began screeching, and the mom insisted while struggling that my mentor and her daughter shouldn't see each other anymore and so he escaped from that house, never to go back.
He ended that story there, insisting it was completely true and that he had already told this story to his peers in the gamedev industry (he actually did) while my friend and I stared at him completely dumbfounded.
"What the fuck" I said, "Why did you keep going when she clearly said she was cursed and was also going to eat you for real?"
To which my mentor just shrugged his shoulders and said "I mean, she was so hot. I just thought it would be okay anyway."
208 notes · View notes
thatlovinfeelin · 2 years
Text
Flightless Bird | four | Bradley Rooster Bradshaw X OC
Synopsis: Josephine Wilson Miller is alone for the first time in her life. She got married after her first year of college and became a housewife, but that life is gone now. So she runs to San Diego, to her childhood best friend Jake, where she meets the man who could very well be her salvation.
series warnings: unplanned pregnancy, just pregnancy in general, talks of infertility. past mental and emotional abuse. anxiety. talks of women's reproductive systems (idk)
Tumblr media
“You need to eat something,” Jake told Josephine less then ten minutes after she walked back into the house, “I made my mom’s old chicken broth.”
“Is it a peace offering?”
“No, that would be the cookies in the oven,” He said softly, “But for the record, Jose, I really am sorry. I crossed a line, well I crossed a few actually.”
“Yeah you did,” She replied, slowly taking a seat at the small kitchen table. 
Her feet were starting to hurt. She was sure they were starting to swell too. The first of many things that would change over the next couple of months. She wondered just how many things would change. 
“Nice and warm,” Jake set down a bowl of broth in front of her, “I even called my mom to have her talk me through everything, didn’t tell her exactly why though.”
“Thank you.” 
For more than just the broth, Jake knew that. There were some things that just didn’t need to be said between the two. They always seemed to have a deeper understanding of one another, it always annoyed their other friends during their school years. 
“Just eat up, will you? No way in hell you’ll be malnourished while you’re under my roof,” There was a hint of humor, but a lot more love. 
Some of the few people they were still friends with from high school always found it weird that Jose and Jake went from fucking like bunnies their junior and senior year, to somehow loving one another like family. There was nothing romantic left between them, not an ounce of attraction like that. But for Jose and Jake, it felt like the most natural thing in the world. They trusted one another, that’s why they loved the way they did in high school. Because they trusted one another, they could love the way they did now. 
“Think we should probably leave out the fact we used to date,” Jose shrugged, “I’ll already hear enough from Michael when it comes to the divorce, don’t need your friends here judgin me too.”
He nodded slowly in agreement, “I mean, Phoenix knows. She laughed her ass off for a while, actually. I could handle all of the shit jokes from the guys, but I don’t want that for you. Some things are better left in the closet.”
“Cheers to that,” She took a small spoon full of the broth, “How much does she know about us?”
“Just about everything, aside from all of the details about your situation,” Jake answered, “As promised, that stays between us until you say otherwise. You call the shots.”
“I feel like you’re waiting to shout from the rooftops,” She rolled her eyes. 
“I’m just being excited for you until you can be excited for yourself,” He shrugged, “I mean, remember the stupid parenting project we did our senior year? I would’ve failed if you weren’t so amazing. That baby is pretty damn lucky to have you as a mother.”
“You and I both know this isn’t an ideal situation, so don’t try to make me feel any better,” She sighed, “But you were right when you said I can’t admit it. Because then it becomes something I could lose, and I didn’t even know this was possible until that stupid test came back positive. I took five more just to be sure. If I say it, then I have to really care, and if I care it’ll ruin me if something happens.”
“When is your first appointment here?”
“End of the week. My doctor from New York set it up, it’s an old colleague of hers. I’m supposed to go twice as often as a normal patient with my…condition. I’m more than high risk.”
“We’ll figure it out,” Jake assured her, “You aren’t alone anymore.” 
She nodded slowly, eating more of the broth. She liked the feeling of the warmth in her empty stomach. It reminded her of cold winter days spent at Jake’s childhood home. His dad might’ve been an ass, but his mother was the warmest most loving person Josephine ever met. 
“This is really good, by the way. You did good.”
“Oh thank fuck,” He sunk down in the chair across from her, “I was shitting a brink the whole time, thinking I was gonna fuck it all up.”
“You didn’t, I promise.”
“Good, because I accidentally made a shit ton,” He admitted. 
“Well, lucky for you, I have your mom’s actual soup recipes saved in my phone. Plus, I don’t need step by step instructions,” She joked, poking his shoulder, “Really though, I can’t thank you enough Jake. I mean it.”
“Well, you don’t need to thank me, as long as I’m the godfather,” He shrugged, “I’m only half joking.”
“We can talk about it later.”
A week later, Jake was out with Phoenix while Jose was setting up the guest room. Though, Jake swore the room was now Josephine’s. She wasn’t going to stay there forever, so it wasn’t her room. Just a space she was occupying for a little while. 
She glanced out of her window to see Bradley, or Rooster whatever he really wanted to be called, walking towards the house. She glanced down at herself quickly, she could potentially start to somewhat show any day now, according to her doctor. Though, she supposed to anyone that didn’t know her she would just look bloated. The heavy sweatshirt she was wearing worked to conceal anything that could be amiss though. 
She slipped out of the front door in time to catch him walking up the front porch. Bradley’s cheeks were tinted pink and he had those same sunglasses on again. They looked old, Jose wondered for a moment if he found them at a second hand shop. Maybe he would tell her where. She liked more vintage pieces. 
“Hey, there you are. I was just coming to check on you.”
“Here I am,” She was nervous, rocking on her feet.
“Do you want to go to the park for a bit? Phoenix and Hangman probably won’t be back for hours,” He offered, a hint of a smile under that stupid mustache. 
Jose hated mustaches. Michael tried to grow one once. He swore it would make him look older and more distinguished. It looked horrible on him. After that he tried to grow a beard to match, but he just couldn’t manage it. The little bit of fuzz made him look like a child, or a laughingstock. Maybe even both. She hated them because they reminded her of the fights that came in the weeks that followed. 
But Bradley…god how could something she hated look so right on him? It was like he was meant to have a stache. Like the simple bit of facial hair completed him somehow. She wasn’t sure if she could even imagine him without one, or if he would even look right. 
“I promised Jake I would stay in the house,” She replied quietly.
He took a step further, suddenly becoming worried, “Is this him being too overprotective? Because if he’s forcing you to stay here-”
“No, no, it’s nothing like that,” She interrupted with a shake of her head, “I’ve been feeling a bit sick, I’m not supposed to exert myself at all. So, walking like that is out of the question.”
A half truth. Her doctor recommended limiting it to one walk a day, especially since Jose hadn’t been able to keep down more than one or two small snacks here and there. She was worried that with all of the movement around the house today, she would be risking too much. Jose couldn’t yet admit it to herself, or anyone else for that matter, but she already cared about this tiny little baby more than she ever thought she could care about another human being.
“Are you,” Bradley started to reach for her before he stopped and took a tiny step back, “Are you okay?”
She thought about it for a second. There was no simple answer to his question. Because yes, she was okay, but at the same time she wasn’t. She heard a heartbeat at her last appointment. Jake wanted to put the pictures on the fridge, until he realized that meant anyone could see and he knew Jose didn’t want that. He settled for slipping one in his wallet instead. Jose saw the baby, her baby, for the first time. She couldn’t bring herself to look at the last appointment. It was easier to detach herself from the blurry pictures they printed out. But seeing it in real time, seeing the heartbeat and the little tiny movements that she couldn’t feel yet…that was harder to deny. 
“I will be,” She finally replied, “I’m supposed to meet with a divorce attorney soon. I never thought I would actually be thankful for a divorce. Thank god my mama doesn’t know.”
She watched as Bradley’s face changed, a few times actually, but she couldn’t tell what he was thinking at all. Maybe she shouldn’t have brought up the divorce, but the sooner that was over the sooner she would be able to really breathe. She didn’t realize how much she wanted to be rid of Michael until the park the other night. 
“If I was in your place, I think I’d definitely want to talk to my mom about all of this,” He sighed. 
She swallowed a large lump in her throat. She didn’t know what it was there, or why her heart felt like it was going to sink all the way to her feet. But the way he looked now, well it made her feel like someone was going to punch her square in the chest. 
“Not every mom is a good one,” She was so quiet he almost didn’t hear her, “My mom…well I think she was always too worried about what the church thought, you know? Everything always had to be just so. If it wasn’t, well that was a very bad day. I think she was so caught up in all of that, that she didn’t know how to love her own daughter right.”
“And you father?” He seemed almost scared to ask. It didn’t matter to Jose, the word didn’t mean anything to her. 
“Don’t know. She never talked about him, she still won’t. I don’t know if he died, or left…hell I don’t even know if she knows who he is. She’s worked hard to stop being the person she was before I was born, and here I am being the exact same. Only I know who-”
She almost said she knew who the father was. She knew, but he didn’t want any part in this life they made. She snapped her eyes shut. She brought a hand up to wipe across her forehead to move hair out of the way before getting her mind back together. Move on, deflect. 
“The rules haven’t changed though, Bradley,” She said, opening her eyes again, “I’m still off limits. And as much as I appreciate you coming to check in on me, you shouldn't have. I’m fine, and I’m pretty sure you would be able to tell if I wasn’t because Jake would be unbearable.”
“I’m not scared of him, you know? I’ve handled him for a good few years before you came around,” Bradley joked. 
“Pretty sure you aren’t supposed to be fighting with the guy flying next to you,” She raised an eyebrow, “I think that’s bad tactics. Plus, I don’t think your superior officers would like it very much. So, I’m going to go back inside and you’re going to go back to your house, and once again we’ll pretend like this never happened.”
He seemed to laugh silently as he shook his head. But he still stepped backward down the steps, “You know, I’m not sure if I like being your dirty little secret, Miss Josephine.”
He was joking, she knew that, but she felt her heart sink again all the same. She took one step back towards the door, hand reaching out for the handle, “You aren’t my dirty little secret, trust me.” 
I already have one of those, she wanted to add. 
Before she could do or say anything else, she slipped back inside, firmly shutting the door behind her. With a long sigh she leaned against it, her mind might as well be scrambled right now. The change in hormones, along with everything else was enough, but something about Bradley made it ten times harder. 
“I’m trying to do right by you,” She said softly, talking to her baby for the first time in three months, “I’m trying not to be like my mama, I don’t want you to grow up with me sneaking men in and out of your life. But he is making it really damn hard, so please don’t hate me if I fuck this up. Because he really makes me want to fuck up.”
218 notes · View notes