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#i mostly set it off to the side bc yknow how if someone uses too much anesthesia on a person itll kill them? yeah. that
nightseeye · 3 months
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Chappy 3 centaur time!! Post train crash Toma goes missing (hiding from Catnap, as the redsmoke probably outright kills smaller toys) for most of the chapter, and Player gets a leg injury! No more kicky for them :]
Lots of dream sequences are different, no Kissy Missy attack (though she still does surprise, shes just not trying to maul you this time). Probably Catnap tries to convince the Player to follow the Prototype at some point, idk
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surveillance-0011 · 3 years
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TBOI Headcanons: Horsemen
Death
He/him
He’s...nice. Not a good person by any means but he’s the most polite of the bunch. Kind of strange though. Creepily calm, a bit sarcastic, and he has a pretty morbid view on the world.
Reserved and usually grumpy. He can be rather chipper off-duty, though. Putting up with the others takes a lot of energy from him.
Tired....
A bit neurotic but good at coming off as a down-to-earth guy.
He’s the most book-smart of the bunch and he’s fairly wise. A bit emotionally stunted, but he tries his best to be mature and make the right choices.
Death is more than a bit nihilistic and pessimistic. He has a hard time just... caring, mostly about himself.
Not to say he’s completely apathetic, he can be pretty empathetic but he tries not to act on that too much because if he did his job would have broken him by now.
He likes to think he’s got it all under control, but he does not. He’s more prone to pettiness and stupid decisions than he’d like to admit.
That being said he’s been pretty good with like. Growing and maturing though. He’s changed more than he realizes in just in the past.... decade or so ago. A bit of a late start for an immortal but hey at least he’s slightly less of a scumbag.
It’s usually not easy to anger him unless he’s really tired or something’s already set him off. When something does piss him off badly he’s a bit prone to freaking out. He’s not very good at handling his emotions. 
Sees his own job as a necessary evil, because hey, someone’s gotta do it.
Interested in botany/gardening, as well as literature.
Genuinely nice- or at least polite- to the kids when he’s not supposed to be murdering them. He sees no reason to go out of his way to do so, especially since unwarranted cruelty towards others has only bit him in the ass.
Famine’s older brother. The two have always had each other’s backs.
Diligent, and always considers the logistics to things instead of acting on emotion alone.
Protective of the other horsemen.
Pretty short tbh
His horse’s name is Chili.
Famine
She/he (bigender). You can use both interchangeably or only use one set, she doesn’t care. Fine with they/them too but it’s never really clicked w/ him enough to be preferred.
Usually prefers more masculine terms (brother, sir, mr...) but fine with anything.
.Flips between bouncing off the walls and having no energy whatsoever.
Impulsive, she’s got terrible judgement and has the most idiotic of ideas sometimes.
Fairly easygoing, tries to forgive and forget and doesn’t let little transgressions get to her
Actually pretty damn sad. Needs some self care but never looks after herself.
I mean she’s optimistic and usually happy but like. There’s always just a bit of sadness, you know? He’s dealt with a lot and it’s definitely taken its toll on him.
Disaster Lesbian
Tries to be a graceful loser but she can get a bit more competitive than she’d like to admit.
Has a hard time relating to others and considering how they feel, at least when it comes to anything more complex than “bad thing happened now I’m sad/mad” He’s a drifter by nature, always onto the next big thing for a quick thrill.
Eats a lot. It’s never enough.
Plants and a good deal of food will decay if she touches them, or even gets too close to them.
Like his brother he has some interest in nature. Famine is more on the adventurous side, though. She’s tried to live off the land a few times with varying success.
Named her horse Frisk
Pestilence
He/him
Calm, quiet, but also a pessimistic jackass.
Always in a bad mood. I mean, he’s permanently sick with just about everything contagious and deadly. You’d be grumpy, too!
Surprisingly high pain tolerance. A good deal of his nerves have probably just.. shut down or something. Or maybe he’s just numb to everything after a lifetime of pain.
Sleeps a lot
Dislikes his situation a lot, but doesn’t mind the company of the others.
Lazarus is terrified of this dude. The other kids are mostly grossed out or annoyed by him.
Likes to be alone.
Fairly smart, but comes off as absent minded bc he’s pretty much too sick to function. He slips up a lot and he’s pretty damn clumsy
Probably the most rational of the bunch, when he’s not in airplane mode. 
He’s also got a fairly strong moral compass. He doesn’t really like fighting the kids unlike War and Famine. Or just having to go up against people in general. Hell he hates the fact people get sick because of him. At the very least Pest has higher standards and is fairly transparent
But that isn’t to say he’s a good person. Yeah he doesn’t go out of his way to hurt others for shits and giggles and He’s Not Conquest but he doesn’t ever object to any of the shit the kids are put through and well. Yknow he still does kill them. He will also encourage some of War’s antics when it’s against someone he dislikes.
Tries to be as supportive as he can for the others. He knows he can’t do too much without overexerting so he tries to be encouraging and comforting as he can.
This compassion usually isn’t extended to humans, though.
Not very emotive, the only emotions he ever really expresses would be disdain and mild concern.
Not very fond of Conquest but they don’t hate each other. They actually work together well, too.
Friends with Mahalath. They’re pretty close!
His horse’s name is Moses.
War
He/it
He’s not very friendly, he’s pretty defensive and always on edge.
Out of all the horsemen, he’s probably the one closest with the Beast.
Lots of scars n injuries, it’s practically stitched together
One gold tooth
Impulsive, prefers solving issues through violence than through reason.
He can be fairly clever, though.
Intentionally angers/upsets others, likes causing problems and ruining things for people.
Desires wealth and power
Gets burnt out pretty quickly.
Emotional, insecure, and sensitive, and he hates this part of him. Definitely overcompensates for it.
Explosive temper, quite literally. Catches fire when upset and explodes if it’s more intense. Damage done to him also makes it happen. It’s not entirely voluntary but can be held off, and his “sobbing” sprite is him doing exactly that (but he’s probably also trying not to cry lmao). In the Ultra War fight, however...
Its daily routine leaves a lot to be desired. It wakes up, goes to work, then it goes home and just. Sits and rots.
Also, his diet is god awful. Please just eat a fruit or vegetable for once maybe you’d feel better goddamn.
He cannot remember if his horse is actually a horse or not but uhh he named her Bellum.
Conquest
He/they.
High and mighty sort of attitude. Can be very selfish. Stubborn, set in his ways. Gets defensive if you call him out or tell him he’s wrong.
Gay + nonbinary but in the closet (and denial) about both of those things. They’re trying to unlearn years’ worth of internalized bigotry.
Used to be worse, now trying to unlearn his toxic behaviors. But he’s still awful.
Doesn’t remember anything before their death. However they’ve held very strong Christian (specifically Catholic) beliefs all their life and they have a pretty black and white way of thinking.
Very cold and clinical. He has a bit of a temper but there’s a sort of calmness to everything he does even when he’s pissed.
Just as argumentative and aggressive as War but like more of a threat.
The others call him Connie sometimes, especially Death, who practically almost always calls him by this nickname.
Doesn’t harbor ill will towards Pestilence. They might have been overshadowed, but it’s not Pestilence’s own fault. If anything, being out of the spotlight has been good for Conquest, even if they do miss the attention sometimes. The only reason the two dislike each other is because their personalities clash.
Now if there’s anyone he hates that would be the Headless Horseman. Fuck that guy amiright
Very protective of Death. The two are close, Death is probably the only person who is consistently nice to him.
Utterly terrified of needles (hypodermic, not sewing needles, though he’s not good with sharp objects tbh) and medical stuff makes him anxious
Seems very... off. Just weird vibes but no one can pin point what about him is wrong.
Oh uh and his horse’s name is Josephine.
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gamerwoo · 4 years
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Seventeen headcanons: seventeen as streamers (hyung line)
a/n: i watched the christmas in summer gose and now i need to make this or i’ll die lmao
maknae line
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Seungcheol
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this boy can and will rage at every single game he plays
has a set game that he typically plays but sometimes does variety if his friends nag him enough
but he won’t play horror games except one time when he hit a subscriber milestone and he made wonwoo sit in with him but he still got so scared he accidentally turned his stream off but decided to just not turn it back on lmao
he’s one of those dudes that like strictly plays cod or fortnite or overwatch yknow those kinds of streamers. he has one game he always plays and doesnt stray from it too often
but then like 5 of his friends will be in discord spamming him to play minecraft with them
and he still manages to yell because he keeps dying to creepers or soonyoung accidentally set their house on fire
tbh he can get kinda toxic,,,,,,
he’s one of those streamers that’s popular because he rages tho
like jay3
“CHEOL THERES A BUG ON YOU” *cue instant rage*
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Jeonghan
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he’s one of those male streamers that has a lot of subs bc everybody simps for them
not that he’s not good and/or entertaining, it’s just a lot of people simp for this man
and he knows it and he will openly fish for simps lmao he’s shameless
rages but at a lesser scale than seungcheol
it’s not really raging it’s more just like,,,,,quietly getting tilted lmao
lot’s of sighs and swearing under his breath and “are you serious/kidding me”
can also be toxic
plays whatever’s popular
plays games in cosplays randomly if he gets enough donations or subs or whatever
like playing overwatch in dva cosplay or ddlc in sayori cosplay or whatever
has a channel points thing where he’ll make an onlyfans but it was like an outrageous amount of channel points but somebody managed to redeem it so he ended stream lmao
people still ask him about it and it’s become basically a meme in his chat
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Joshua
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just ur typical streamer
has a few games he cycles through but will do other stuff with friends at least once a week
he’s a smaller streamer bc he’s just kinda doing it for funsies
not super rage-y but does get angy depending on the game
lots of talking to his chat and lots of meme-ing in games
it’s like 50% tryharding and 50% giggling and making content
probably has a Jarms (joshua arms) emote that a sub made for him lmao
his community may be on the smaller side compared to some of his friends but they’re very loyal and they’re kind and they’re fuckin hilarious
he often gets roasted/meme’d by his audience it’s great
he used to have a thing where if you got enough channel points you could redeem a thing where he’ll duo in a game w cheol and do poorly on purpose to make him angry for content lmao
but cheol found out and got even more angry so he had to get rid of it lmao
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Junhui
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you wanna know why he has subs?
it’s because he has half a braincell and just happens to get lucky when it comes to games
like with getting over it how he randomly yeeted himself up pretty far
he just accidentally does well and it’s fucking hilarious
he doesn’t need to create content on purpose, it just happens
he’s so wholesome he’s truly a family friendly channel
makes weird noises when he plays lmao
variety streamer but mostly plays with friends and doesn’t often play solo
gets really giggly and lowkey flustered when his chat compliments him
he checks chat often and tries to interact w his audience a lot but there’s a lot of people now lmao
he doesn’t understand how he got so many subs tbh like even he says he doesn’t know what he’s doing and he’s “bad at games” but everyone is like “NO NO YOU’RE DOING AMAZING SWEETIE”
his entire community and even his friends’ communities would protect him at all costs everyone loves jun
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Soonyoung
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like jun, he has a lot of subs simply because he is: dumb
has shut off his stream on accident multiple times
plays games that don’t require too much skill so basically not a lot of fps stuff where you have to be good to do well
only ever plays with friends so yes he’s a variety streamer
or he’ll play with his subscribers and stuff which he also really enjoys
plays a lot of like minecraft and fall guys and dead by daylight and things like that
stuff where he can be stupid and sometimes get lucky and win or do well lmao
gets excited bc he thinks he did something but his friends are like “bro u just died” lmao
or things where other people can do everything for him (like minecraft)
will play random games people suggest without looking into them so like the amount of times he’s gotten roped into playing horror games and just has a heart attack on stream is insane
but he always finishes whatever game he starts
nobody knows why he decided to become a streamer anyway like wonwoo had to teach this man how to use a computer ok
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Wonwoo
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yknow how some streamers get popular bc they’re genuinely good or they rage a lot or they’re just positive and nice or they’re funny?
wonwoo’s genuinely good so that’s why people watch him
like seungcheol he plays mostly like fps stuff and things that require mostly skill
but he will play other stuff with his friends
lowkey rages but he tries to not get too angry when he’s streaming
lots of “aaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!” when something bad is happening lmao
takes games really serious and gets competitive
there have been times though where he’s gotten so angry he just got up and left his desk
lots of huffing and there are some outburts of “WHAT!” and stuff like that
and mumbling under his breath
the amount of times he’s had to pause stream to help soonyoung figure his own shit out is far too much
there’s actually a counter for it lmao
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Jihoon
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despite playing games all the time, he doesn’t stream often because he forgets or doesn’t feel like turning the stream on lmao
so he also has a smaller audience like josh
he doesn’t talk much when he plays
he reads chat but he doesn’t reply much unless he’s like explaining something to someone or giving advice or something
will ban you for a day if you say he’s cute lmao
but his mods started calling him cute too and now his whole chat is just a mess lmao
but he’s started slowly opening up more and more
he’s picky about games he plays so he also has a set of certain games he’ll play
unless he’s really bored and all of his friends are nagging him to play something else with them
claims he hates goofy games but giggles up a storm when they play fall guys simply because “they run funny”
but overall he takes games pretty seriously and does get mad when he’s losing a lot or not doing well
nobody ever knows when he’ll stream again he’ll stream one day and then won’t ever again for like another 2 weeks at 1am out of nowhere
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Okay, so can I request for Belphegor and Beelzebub being soft yanderes? Like I love those bois so much- Also I wanted to ask, how do you have any tips for someone that's planing to start to write?
Can do bby. 
Personally I didn’t really get seriously into writing until I started my creepypasta blog (like 2-3 years ago) and before then I didn’t do too much writing. But the best tips I have are: 
Write what you love to read! It really helps with motivation to write. 
Read read read read read read read. It helps with finding the right words and descriptions for your own writing. It also helps with developing the kinds of writing styles you enjoy. 
If you can’t FEEL yourself in the scene while reading it then try re-writing or heavily editing. If you cant feel it your audience wont either. 
Time often helps with writers block. Take a moment, make something to drink, and then sit down to look over your work. I’ve sometimes had to delete works I’ve spent ages on bc I realized I was forcing a concept that didn’t work at all. 
Change the font/color/highlight of what you’re writing. Your brain often overlooks errors it sees a million times so by tricking it into thinking you’re reading something new you’re tricking it to actually proofread. 
Good luck!!
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Beelzebub x reader x Belphegor - Soft!Yandere: Some smutty stuff but mostly fluffy stuff. 
“Isn’t it kinda weird you guys share everything?” I hum, carefully sorting a comically huge pile of socks. The room smells of fast food and laundry detergent, perfectly matching the stupid amount of clothes needing to be folded. 
“Yeah but we don’t mind,” Belphie hums, sorting his shirts from his brother’s, “We’ve been sharing everything since we were angels, after all.” I nod, setting a lonesome sock into the single pringle pile. Beel carefully folds some pants, his stoneset features unmoving as he sorts. 
“Even lovers?” My eyes squint as I giggle at my own joke. The intent of course being to cause Beel to react in any way shape or form. The serious second youngest looks up, his tone smooth and calm. 
“Why? Are you applying?” I honestly can’t tell if he’s being serious and that makes my blush even worse. 
“What??” stammering, I search for a matching purple sock to go with the one in my hand, “I was just joking, guys...” Belphie lets out a lazy little snicker, stringing a shirt onto a hanger. Embarrassment blossoms in my chest like an overexcited squirrel in a pillowcase. Being around demons should teach me to not be so sensitive. After all, it’s not like they’d actually genuinely want to be with me in that way, right? I’m human??
“How cute,” Belphegor mumbles, one eye peeking out from his mop of messy bluish hair. I huff, glaring down at the socks like I’m about to avenge my family and complete my sock-based revenge anime arc. Having finished with the pants, Beel comes over and plops down by my side to assist in the sock avalanche.
“C’mon now Belphie,” Beelzebub huffs, delicately folding together two socks and tossing them into his own little pile, “Teasing them isn’t nice. They were kind enough to assist with our little laundry issue, after all.” How grateful can one be for a muscular demon who eats an ungodly amount? He is right, though. After Mammon’s little “get rich quick” scheme messed up and basically wrecked all of Beel and Belph’s clothes, nobody was willing to actually help them with the cleaning. Mammon is still suffering in Lucifer’s room listening to the lecture, Leviathan hid in  his room, Asmo is off being Asmo, and Satan....was actually fairly helpful in collecting the soiled clothes.  I couldn’t leave my boys to deal with this nonsense alone, I just can’t be that cruel. 
“I understand, Beel,” The sloth avatar nods, moving from shirts to dress clothes, “But you must admit, it is cute when (y/n) gets all flustered.” I cannot bring myself to look up and acknowledge what Beel’s reaction is, but judging by the pleased hum it wasn’t something I agree with. “Hey, that reminds me,” Belphegor’s sly little tone strikes a chord deep in my lungs, the feeling of a love unconfessed I suppose, “Do you have anything you’re going to do when you get back to the human world?” The question actually kinda melts my resolve a little, shoulders drooping as I focus on the task at hand. At first going home seemed like such an excitable event, but now I kinda don’t want to leave. 
“Well,” I sigh, “I’m probably going to enjoy some non-strange human foods. No offence but it’s odd being in a culture where you can just buy some brains at the supermarket.” Beel nods in understanding, the food in Devildom is quite bizarre when placed beside human food. “Then I’m probably going to cuddle up and sleep in my own bed. There’s nothing quite like the mattress at home yknow? Even if it kinda sucks. It’s just nice because it’s yours and it smells familiar.” Belphie gives a shy smile, watching me with his one looming eye. “Then maybe I’ll get around to the stuff I’d been putting off for so long.” 
“Oh?” The sleepy youngest hums, sitting down next to Beel and I to take a break, “What do you mean by that?” I hum, letting my guard down and focusing on the socks. 
“I was kinda putting it off,” I admit, blush creeping onto my cheeks, “But I think I’m gonna hop back into the dating game. I never really took it seriously, but being around immortal demons kinda puts the perspective on the shortness of human life.” at this point my companions have stopped sorting and are staring at me like I’ve murdered someone. “I was approached by an old friend of mine, someone I had once had feelings for, and asked on a date. And I think I’m gonna say yes. Could lead into something amazing for all I know.” I grin at the twins. “You never know unless you take the leap!” The boys stare, serious expressions painted onto their, in my opinion, perfect faces. 
“Huh,” Beel hums, “I guess you’ve got quite the to-do list. But I think your advice is sound. Sometimes in life you need to take the leap.” Belphie grins up at his brother, the two sharing a warm glance before Belphie clears his throat. 
“(y/n), you must be exhausted,” He hums, “You should go take a nap. Beel and I can finish up here.” 
“Are you guys sure?” 
“Positive.” Beel gives me one of his patented too-adorable-for-words-closed-eyes-smiles and I nod, standing up and giving my favorite set of twins a wave goodbye before leaving. 
The hallways are silent as could be, the chaos surely taking place in one of the boys’ various rooms within the house. But despite the eerie calm over everything, my chest remains warm and full. Helping the twins out always puts me in a ridiculously good mood. A sleepy, slightly peckish mood though. I walk off and grab a cookie from the kitchen before slipping into the serene blue-hued room I’ve come to call home. 
I know I’ll miss this bed. I’ll miss the mattress and the smell of the pillow. Even now as I wake up from my nap I still find joy in it’s warmth. The way the covers wrap around me so tightly, the way the warmth creeps up my neck, the way the pillow’s heartbeat pounds in my ear...
“hMm?” I grumble, opening my eye in utter confusion. Of course my pillow doesn’t have a heartbeat. It also doesn’t have arms and also doesn’t smell like fast food and laundry detergent. 
“Shhh,” whispers a voice from right by my ear, “let’s not cause a ruckus, cute little snugglebug.” Belphegor’s chest shakes from his contained chuckle as he holds me closer. 
“Your hair smells so good, (y/n),” Beel hums, burying his nose in my hair and humming, “Like a snack.” The weightlifting demon keeps me pinned between him and his younger smaller twin with one arm. 
“G-Guys?” I whisper, squirming and letting out soft little noises of struggle, “What’s going on?” 
“We’re taking a leap,” Belphie chuckles, “Taking advantage of things we’ve been putting off, so to speak...And I would stop squirming if I were you.” Of course, being a human being with an ounce of common sense, I begin to squirm harder between them. 
That is until I hear Beelzebub let out a deep rumbling groan. 
It’s at that point that I realize I have one leg wrapped around the gluttonous demon’s hip, a hot bulging something being pressed into my crotch through the fabric of the large male’s sweatpants. 
“Warned ya,” Belphegor hums, pressing something into my already sensitive being from behind. The sloth avatar lets out a pleased hum, peppering my neck in kisses as I squirm. 
“(y/n),” Beelzebub pants, gripping my hip in his large hand, “Please...You’re making it so hard to be composed.” I squeak as Belphie nips at the nape of my neck, my hands wringing Beel’s shirt as I wiggle.
“Why are you...doing this?” my voice is barely more than a whisper as I feel the throbbing half-arousal of my handsome demons press up close to me. 
“Simple,” Belph coos, snuggling up closer somehow, “We want you to be ours. At first we didn’t think you’d choose a demon we couldn’t dispose of....but when you mentioned a human we became rather...concerned.” 
“We don’t want to hurt anyone you love in the human world, (y/n),” Beel’s sweet voice adds in. 
“Yes yes! How could we make you cry? The thought alone kills us, (y/n). The only tears should be from happiness.”
“happiness caused by us of course.” 
“of course!” 
My silence is so thick I’ve almost forgotten how to speak. 
“So you don’t care that I’m human?...” An offended gasp comes from Belphie’s lips, a small bite being delivered to my earlobe soon after. 
“How could you say that?” his voice is laced with offense as Beel nuzzles my head, “We love you for who you are, dear (y/n). We love YOU.” a soft squeak exits my lips as Beel moves back a bit to cup my chin and stare deep into my eyes. Normally I’d be scared of prolonged intense eye contact with a demon but this? This is saddening. Beel’s deep purple eyes are laced with concern and heartbreak, as though I’d already rejected them. 
“You don’t have to accept our feelings,” Beel whispers, his voice a mere rumble like thunder in the distance, “We just want you to know we have them an-” his sentence, while touching, is cut off by my lips on his. Pained warmth consumes my core as I try to pour out my feelings in a kiss to the lovable giant. Beel’s hand comes up to caress the back of my head. Belphegor gasps softly in surprise as I press my butt into his hips, hoping to express some sort of positive feeling to the youngest brother. 
“I think they accept,” Belphie purrs, nuzzling between my shoulder blades and grinding up against me. I blush, feeling Beelzebub grip me tighter and push himself closer towards me, his tongue lapping at my lips hungrily. Excited sparks of joy and arousal rocket through my body as I realize my deepest hopes were coming true: that my beloved demons love me back...
And they’re willing to share.
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lunar-lair · 4 years
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More headcanons from my main doc? Why of course.
(God this doc is so long, ple ase help me it's like 6k-)
Remus and Roman eventually thought up getting tattoos. They both have half of a heart on their right and left wrists respectfully. Remus' is red and Roman's is green, so when they hold up their wrists together, it makes a heart that's red on the left and green on the right. Both are outlined with orange, since that's what green and red are mixed together. 
Of course, it wasn't too hard of a decision, since conjuring a tattoo for them is as easy as waving their hand.
The others, though, don't have it that easy, so they end up asking them for their own hearts. All of them are whole, and their own color, and they're on their left wrist, since they're all left handed.
Just as Roman and Remus have nicknames for the others, Janus has his own set. 
For Roman, of course, they have their little two sided thing. He also calls him Sir Roman or My Knight at times, and does the same for Remus.
When the King was around, he called him accordingly, often addressing him as 'My King', sometimes with a bow.
If or when the twins ever fuse again, he may dust off the old name and bow once again, taking his hand and simply saying, "Hello, my new King."
The twins don't mind. (Being called the same name as him is...undesirable, as they aren't him anymore, but...at the same time, together, they are more. And besides, My King is an excellent name, and simply makes them feel royal. And they adore feeling royal.)
For Logan, he sometimes calls him Dr.Who, The Brain, or Mr.Logic.
Logan himself has some rebuttal nicknames, calling him Jekyll or Hyde depending on whether he's being nice or fuckin with him, like Roman and Janus' system.
For Patton, he'll call him Heart or simply Pat.
He's been calling Virgil Stormcloud for ages, same for Little Spider. 
He'll sometimes call Remus Little Rat, because Remus loves rats in general and also really wanted him to call him that when he was younger. Now it's just another nickname, really.
When Roman jokingly asked for a version of it for him, Janus answered seriously with 'Little Lion', and now that's a thing too. 
The others have their own nicknames for Janus, of course; Jan, Snake, Mr.Snake (though that's usually Patton or Remus when they're being Silly), Roman also uses Jekyll and Hyde sometimes, Scar (which is usually Remus, for shits and giggles), and whatever the hell else they end up thinking of.
I like to think the rooms work almost like they do in canon
Like they have the same layout as Thomas' actual apartment
But they can be changed slightly, whether that be certain fixtures like chandeliers or even shifting the layout of the area itself, though the twins are the best as this, of course.
And then there's the extension garden that they can go out the front door to find, too; all it takes is them simply deciding whether they wish to leave their rooms to the halls or to their garden. Though, it's isolated from the others, somehow, even though their rooms are right next to each other. The logic in it all is rather odd, and Logan has been trying to wrench an explanation from the twins for ages.
Roman and Remus themselves made their rooms much more extravagant, with the door to the Imagination being the closet closest to the door instead of...you know, a closet, and their couches much bigger. Even their kitchen is a much more decent size. Both of them made their bedrooms bigger, too, with their own canopy beds and an extra loveseat nestled in there. Not to mention all of the extra decorations they have everywhere. And, of course, they've got their desk, covered head to fucking toe with papers. Remus' looks disorganized, but to him, they are. Roman's are just disorganized.
They also have Balconies, Of Course, with seats and hanging plants and all
Remus really likes hanging off the balcony railing 
Like just hanging himself halfway like a towel out to dry or even just holding on to the bars and swinging around on the outside edge
Roman was a bit 'idk dude :////' at first but eventually he was just like 'ok yeah he just does that' and even sits on the railing every now and then when he's feeling Dangerous
Remus will sit on it, yeah, but he'll also rock back and forth really hard and walk on it precariously for shits and giggles
Roman just holds his hand and waters his/Remus' plants, just to make sure he doesn't fall, cause he doesn't know what's down there or how their rooms really work with these balconies that somehow don't show the other sides' rooms beside them and a long field a story or two below and he does not want to figure out how it does work by watching his brother fall into the abyss, even if he could probably snap himself back up
Janus has absolutely used that balcony to dry clothes before, whether over the railing or with a clothesline
It's rare, but he still uses the twins' balconies for that to this day
Patton made his own kitchen a lot bigger-for baking!!!-and his living room, too-for cuddling!!!!!!-and his bed a bit comfier-for sleeping well!!!!!!!-and overall, the whole place is just. A bit more,,,,,,Homey. And as we know, there are all those old items scattered about, along with a absolute fuck ton of old stuffed animals stacked up in his room.
Logan's room is almost exactly the same as Thomas' apartment, since he didn't see much reason in changing much. There are, however, some more science-y posters and memorabilia, and that damned picture has been changed to one with squares instead of circles, which makes much more sense to him. He also implemented a decently sized desk to work at, but beyond the garden, there isn't much change besides that.
Besides the decorations we've already seen, Virgil's room isn't too much different, mostly cause he thought it was fine and it felt nice and familiar. He made his bed a bit bigger and nicer, though, and made his closets bigger, Just In Case. He also has extra cabinet space and a bigger fridge, for Snack Storing. There's also a blanket and pillow on the couch 24/7 for when he wants to go to sleep w the TV on (mostly for having smth on in the bg), but that's less smth that's part of the room and more somethin Virge set up for himself.
Janus' room isn't much different either, honestly. Bit bigger rooms, just for the sake of the place being less cramped, and a good sized kitchen bc A Bitch Gotta Cook. His closets are a bit deeper, too, for storage reasons. He also has his own washer/dryer/dishwasher for when the ones in the main area get full and things are still a goddamn mess. He'll just snap it to his room to deal with later. He also has piles of laundry scattered about-mostly in his bedroom, so it doesn't clutter up the rest of the place. The Vibe is a bit different, too, with how he's decorated it. It's very...like...classy. I guess. Just...lots of black and gold. Very like...old fashioned, kinda. 
He also has a huge bed, partially for the fun of it, but partially because the other two used to come to him when they felt bad.
Now they do again, and it finally serves a purpose.
Rarely, the other three will even come to him, knowing he has a solution for their problems; they all have so much trouble with caring for themselves properly, and he knows about that, is all.
He's happy to let them come to him, really. It's his job to help them take care of themselves, anyways.
So ik we all write Patton as knowing how to clean and shit
But we all know how he actually is in canon
I'll give him the ability to cook for Family Dinner Purposes but I'm also saying he doesn't know how to clean for shit
The only one that cleaned before Janus came around was Logan, and that was purely because a clean area is better for someone to live in, not for any actual desire for things to be clean 
He was usually too busy doing other Important Logic Shit to clean anyways
So the dumbasses lived in relative dirtyness
Until Janus came along and flIPPED HIS SHIT
Basically, Janus got a good look at the light sides' area and went 'oh my god what the fuck.'
See, he's got all the Cleaning Want, being self preservation and all. Aka, yknow, wanting to keep your area clean so you feel better about shit. 
So even with Remus around, the dark sides' area is usually relatively clean, and when Virgil was still around, he kept his room clean, too.
He tries his best with Remus, but Remus has that kind of chaos where he knows how it works anyways, so he just does his laundry and not much else.
The first time he happened upon the light sides' area, though, he,,,,,yeah, he highkey flipped his shit.
All the others were there, so it was a whole ass show. Remus just laughed his ass off and Virgil just blankly stared, thinking 'yeah, I expected this.'
He flitted around the living room for a good while, cleaning things and saying 'why is this confounded place so dirty? There's laundry everywhere and the couch is a mess and the carpet! The carpet! How are you even living here?!' 
And the others finally found out where every drop of cleanliness went to.
They're at Janus' whims for a couple hours, forced to help him tidy up the area. Virgil and Remus are sent off easily, like trained troops out to war. Jan says 'Remus, dishes, Virgil...check that fucking closet.' (It was filled with random bullshit. No surprise honestly.) And they're off, with salutes and all.
By the end of the session, the living room is clean and Janus is vowing to keep this godforsaken place clean for once. 
"I'll take care of whatever it is you all need me to," he says, sighing as he closes the closet. "Just as long as this place stays clean, and as long as I'm the one that's allowed to handle it." He shrugged, a smile on his face. "It is rather fun after all."
Oh yeah, that's exactly where all the cleanliness went to.
He even asks to be allowed to see about helping the others with tidying their rooms up a bit. Even Remus mentions that his has gotten a little out of hand, surprisingly, and unsurprisingly, Roman is basically worshipping the ground he walks on, because his room is a fucking mess and he just. Doesn't know what to do with it.
(Remus eventually helps Roman figure out a good organization system For Him when Janus' system didn't really...work. They end up with smth super specific based on themes of items and shit.)
Virgil is first, since, with what he represents, he honestly doesn't have the energy for cleaning most of the time. (And yet, a messy area just makes him feel worse.) It's one of the main reasons Janus used to come by and do it for him every now and then; he respects the fact that Virgil simply can't do it himself, and so he doesn't mind helping out a bit.
The mess hadn't gotten too out of hand without Janus around, so they mostly just have a nice chat while Janus makes some piles and finally makes use of the basket Virgil has in there for clothes again. They even trade some old stupid jokes for really specific shit, like saying 'cup' super excitedly when there's a cup. (Janus found one under Virgil's bed one time when he had been missing so fucking many from the kitchen and he got overly excited for a second.)
Remus was second, considering the fact that if he was saying it was getting out of hand, things were really getting bad. 
See, he usually doesn't keep things like dishes or clothes in there, surprisingly; usually the only mess is a hell of a ton of papers and different craft supplies, with some costumes here and there, but not actual clothes. He'd forgotten to haul some of that shit out recently, though, and it was fucking up his Chaos Organization.
Yet again, Janus had to fight off his need to Organize This Shit as he dug through stacks of papers to find the few dishes that were scattered around in the middle of them all.
At least they got to have a bit of conversation on their own again; it had been awhile. As always, they made the classic cup joke that all three of them knew (and would likely soon teach to the others) and generally talked about some other shit. 
Third came Patton. Now, this one's a little...special. Yes, Patton's room is a Whole Ass Mess that needs Organizing, but that organization honestly includes throwing out some...old things.
See, a part of self care is absolutely throwing away things that remind you of bad things or past relationships that you don't need to think of anymore, or even just things that are cluttering up your space.
So after they got the general cleaning out of the way, having a moral debate or two along the way, they had to take a good long couple of hours organizing things, and then a couple more making a 'trash' pile, which took an awful lot of convincing from Janus and even more discussion about what things are good things to keep and what weren't.
Like the difference between all the old guys and dolls pamphlets and the card Virgil gave him on Christmas.
One reminds him of a long gone relationship that needs to be forgotten and the other is a reminder of a great friendship.
There was certainly a small conversation around the second, though, where Janus mentioned all of the little things he had from Virgil and the relationship they used to have, the relationship they finally had back.
And there was certainly a long discussion on the emo they both know and care for almost like a parent.
Fourth was Roman, mostly due to how grateful he seemed at the idea in the first place and how much that worried Janus.
And boy, did he have a right to be.
Roman's room was simply chaos. And not even organized chaos like Remus', no, he has no idea where anything is ever. The whole place was covered head to toe with papers, clothing, dishes, books, any and everything. Walking was a hazard in itself.
Janus just sighed, sat down, and started his piles.
He gathered all the papers around him and said, 'get me a box and grab all the dishes you can find. After that, grab the laundry.
We're making piles.'
Janus ended up doing a 'throw shit away' method with Roman, too, because he had ended up holding on to way too many old ideas and costumes, etc. and it really needed to go. 
He also forced Roman to put some of his papers in binders, because for heaven's sa kes, there was so much loose leaf in that goddamn room that Roman didn't even know of. There were also some really fucked up notebooks they tried their best to salvage.
Lastly, and happily, leastly, was Logan. His room was mostly clean except for like 50 stacks of books and notebooks that he didn't know what to do with. 
He insisted on keeping most of them, surprisingly-'so many of these are informational, or have records of important information!'-and Janus actually let him keep most of them, believing him and his pretty-solid reasoning. He ended up throwing a lot of the notebooks in a box and finding a place for them in one of the closets in his room and fitting in a new bookshelf-he just called in one of the twins to throw one against the wall behind the couch-to fit all of the old books into.
He actually had to force Logan to throw away some stuff, too. Old college textbooks and even age-old children's books tucked away in his closet, rotting away. (He found them while looking for room for the notebooks.) Logan had to finally admit that he was attached to them because...well, Thomas just doesn't learn nearly as much these days, and while he listens to him a lot more now, there was a time when he didn't, and just...he just missed when Thomas listened to him more. He missed when Thomas was striving for something so educational. He still has that old diploma hanging up just above his desk. (It was one of the few old things he let him keep.) 
Janus had to drill it into him that Thomas does listen to him now, and holding on to the past, no matter how much better it may seem, simply isn't good. He ended up making a deal of sorts; "I'll listen to you rant about whatever you like, whenever you like, if you promise to let go of this all. Listening to you talk is usually fascinating anyways."
Janus ended up with a teary Logan in his arms and a whole box of old children's books and college textbooks to throw away, but he certainly didn't mind. (Remus had fun burning it all in a bonfire later anyways.
That was a fun night; all 6 of them at a little bonfire party in the Imagination.)
(Their chess matches were filled with explanations of astronomy and further chemical engineering knowledge after that, and Janus simply smiled and listened, making winning moves while Logan wasn't looking.
Janus wouldn't have it any other way.)
*Stumbles over myself* ok, hear me out here-
Remus and Virgil, one day, started calling Janus 'mom' as a joke in reference to how he was literally the mom friend among them.
Eventually, though, it was revealed that he actually...really liked the nickname. 
It is part of his purpose to keep the others happy and well, after all. And besides, it just...made him feel. Important. Recognized for trying to help them. 
Also it was a fun little in-joke and it gave Janus a reason to make up cute little nicknames like 'little spider', 'little rat', and 'stormcloud'. 
After Virgil left, though, he...stopped calling him that. Remus kept it up, of course, and Janus was grateful, but still…
It simply felt...wrong.
Eventually, Janus and Remus found their way to him again, and Janus began holding out hope...just a little.
The first time Virgil said it again, it was as a flippant joke after Janus had fretted over his lack of sleep, rolling his eyes and snorting. "Sure, Mom."
Janus immediately paused, tearing up, and a great big smile grew over Remus' face. The others simply watched in confusion, unknowing of their little joke.
Janus smiled softly. "Of course, Little Spider."
Virgil was then left with a crying Janus, an explanation that he didn't mean to but that it was probably fine anyway, and a bunch of confused friends who needed an explanation of their own.
This is gonna sound kinda weird but I like,,,,,have my own ideas for how The Dorks look
Like when I'm writing them I go 'yea they look like that, mhm'
Like Virge has a pair headphones around his neck, 24/7
Jan's hat has a yellow ribbon, Of Course
They switch up their outfits sometimes cause I like that idea and it makes writing more exciting cause I get to explain what they're wearing when they go to hang out and stuff uwu
Also....sides. In skirts
Specifically Jan
Lolo in button ups…...yes pls
Same for Jan tbh
If Pat's not wearing lil friendship bracelets, what's the point??
Ro? Green eyes. Rem? Red. That's it, no debate
*Vibrating* I'm listening to 'I Miss My Mum' by Cavetown and I'm only half a minute in, but,,,,,,
Janus leaving post it notes around to help Virge/possibly Remus/maybe eventually the others remember to take care of themselves is an immaculate concept
Like Virge moves in w the lights and he's like 'shit,,,,,I never realized how much l relied on Jan and his damn post it note system' and now he's just always forgettin shit
And it's not like the other dumbasses there are any good at remembering that shit anyways
Then Jan shows up and he starts up his post it note system again by pure habit, not thinking to tell the others
Rem is like 'business as usual', Virge is like 'oh thank god I missed these things', and the others are like '????'
Pat asks Jan if he knows anything abt the weird post it notes that have been showin up a couple days in and he's like 'oh yea, those are mine, sorry I forgot to tell you guys'
And he's got a color coded system, too
Like if it's a note for Virge, it'll be purple, Remus green, etc
And then notes for everyone are yellow
Yet again, you all have been laid bare to my stupid thoughts that I get at random times!! Hope they were at least a little cool.
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viktcrr-alt · 4 years
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MAXENCE DANET FAUVAL / NONBINARY — don’t look now, but is that viktor samuels i see? the 24 year old visual arts student is in their senior year and he/they are a rochester alum. i hear they can be observant, ingenious, reticent and dependent, so maybe keep that in mind. i bet he/they will make a name for themselves living in garcia row. ( james. 20. est. she/they. )
LAST INTRO WOOOO !! u know what to mf DO !!
TW DEATH, HEAVY GRIEF, OVERDOSE / DRUG ADDICTION, HOSPITALIZATION, HYPERSEXUALITY, RELIGION MENTIONS, MENTAL ILLNESS
a e s t h e t i c s
old tvs and their static, worn tapes, horror movie screams, spilled ink, a sculptor’s hands, clay-stained, chicken scratch handwriting, messy notes, messy hair, scoffs and eye-rolls, bruised knuckles, sore throats, funeral homes and a crying preacher, shattered ceramics, knife fights, high ledges, vertically-striped pants, red lights, the moon shrouded in clouds, cigarette butts.
general info !!
full name: viktor phillip samuels
nickname(s): icky vicky :/
b.o.d. - jan 2nd
label(s): the black hole, the crepehanger, the impious, the opaque, the tempest, etc.
height: 6′0″
hometown: rochester, new york
sexuality: uuuhhh god … probably pan tbh
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biography !!
okay so … born and raised in rochester, new york to the well known samuels family. preacher father, a mother, a twin sister born 15 minutes before him - aka tatiana samuels, who died back in january.
kinda … grew up as a really awkward, quiet kid? like … just didn’t really interact with other kids super well, preferred being alone and like … digging up bugs in the dirt. only friend was like … his own sister.
grew out of this as they got older, instead sort of … becoming a bit of a dick? to compensate for years of awkwardness? will bite the hand that feeds him. was a full on nuisance by middle school. tatiana was not, at least, noticeably.
has always been a fan of darker materials, y’know - grim and creepy, morbid shit. big fan of tim burton ever since he was a kid, which isn’t … a good look for a preacher’s son, but he’s never really felt ~in~ with the rest of his family, anyway.
drew disturbing pictures as a kid probably tbh that prompted one or two or five phone calls home 2 assure everything was fine.
has always been really … good at art, in general - from drawing to painting to playing with clay, that’s always been viktor’s Thing.
aNyWaYs. being tatiana’s twin brother was kinda hard sometimes. tatiana and him were near opposites besides their same mean-spirited trait. she was better in the public than he was, but viktor was arguably more talented than tatiana. they both loved each other deeply and found each other as competition for their parents’ attention - a rivalry, of sorts.
high school is when viktor really started to act out - started extreme, like losing his virginity in their church and vandalism around the neighborhoods. faked being possessed in the middle of sunday service. almost had an exorcism performed on him, probably.
the only redeemable trait was like … his sheer talent with art. was in a 3d art AP course, specialized in sculpting - could pretty much create anything he wanted with enough dedication.
because his parents would be focused on disciplining him for his antics, tatiana could sneak away and get away with stuff easier. so like, y’know, that’s on the bright-side of things.
never been particularly motivated to do much - wasn’t planning on attending lockwood but his parents kinda … did and sent in his application for him b/c they were Not on board with him Wasting Away (wanted him out of the house asap)
actually pretty smart !! just doesn’t like … want to apply himself ever. double majoring in english and visual arts because they’re like … two of his only interests :/ plus he wants to write and illustrate his own series of children books with a style similar to tim burton’s
he’d been experimenting since high school but college is where he really started to like … crack down on himself and figure himself out. was out as pan & nonbinary by his sophomore year of college, just … not to his family, necessarily. thinks tatiana always knew, but didn’t … really use it against him, blessedly enough
always felt like the whole twin - connection thing was … both wack and also not-wack? sometimes it felt believable but sometimes he had no idea what was going on in tatiana’s head. but he felt oddly transparent to her, always - like he was predictable to no one but her.
( TW DEATH, GRIEF, OVERDOSE / HOSPITALIZATION BEYOND THIS POINT )
but when tatiana disappeared - it was like, like viktor knew. the moment she had been kidnapped - felt something deeply wrong in his gut. and when tatiana died - viktor felt something cut so severely in him. he knew, he always knew exactly when. he couldn’t put his finger on how - but he knew. even when everybody else held out hope for her to be found - he knew.
went on a bender around the same time, had always struggled w/ drug addiction but it got worse the longer tatiana went without being found.
( also struggled heavily with his mental health, too ?? has manic and depressive episodes. will fixate on a sculpting project for six months and then purposely knock it off the table and destroy it in the matter of seconds once it’s finished for. no fucking reason. impulse spends A Lot. )
when her body was found, viktor went off the rails. ended up overdosing and being hospitalized where he spent the next like … however long months … until they deemed him better.
has been back since the beginning of fall semester in an attempt to finish his senior year - mostly out of his parents’ insistence that he did, because he very much did not want to. 
is still dealing with a lot of trauma & grief, which was only amplified with dean lockwood’s death - causing him to spiral and be unpredictable with his mental health. some days are good, and some days are very bad.
personality !!
the human embodiment of a gremlin, fed after midnight. a goblin, if u will. one of those cats with a narrow head and big ass ears. that’s him.
b i g horror & halloween enthusiast. loves the old campy horror movies. probably has an abundance of masks from different movies. dresses like a grimy millennial beetlejuice more than he should. love those vertically striped pants!
fashion alternates between e-boy (would b tik tok famous if he were like … 17), millennial beetlejuice, and like … goth in a crop top and sweatpants. big fan of crop tops. big fan of sweatpants.
he can be fucking mean. petty, aggressive, instigator. will literally spit in ur face or no reason. kind of person who’ll stick his gum into other ppl’s hair. other than that he’s like … pretty okay. he’s not always mean, he’s just a dick like … 70% of the time lmao
i mean yeah okay he’ll call someone a stinky bitch for no reason except He Feels Like It And Believes It. it’s fine he’s fine, we’re fine.
despite the fact tht he’s probably getting into fights whenever - considers himself 2 be a lover n not a fighter but that’s just because he Fucks a lot. kind of uses it like a coping mechanism, like he’s this big fancy carnival show that’s like ‘come one, come all! fuck the dead girl’s twin brother!’ may have a problem w/ hypersexuality but it’s nothing he’s fully. aware of.
the preacher’s whore son, basically
like i said he’s pan & nb, switches between he and they pronouns but like … he has such a fragile grip on his identity that u could call him ‘dog-faced bitch’ and he’d turn like hey wassup :)
vastly impulsive, like i’ve mentioned … destroys his own creations 4 the fun of it, spends all his money on useless shit, will cheat on someone bc he feels like it. screams into the night sky frequently, like a cat in heat.
i mean he also creates useless shit for no reason too. spent six months sculpting a hollowed out tree the size of him and then took a sledgehammer to it.
dramatic fuck. used to play the organ at the church like … when no one was looking after him and service was about to start. just these creepy as melodies. would do the same thing at home on his keyboard w/ the organ setting whenever he got grounded until his parents took away his keyboard sadjfkg
won’t talk about his time away b/c it’s not rly anybody’s business but ofc nothing is sacred to the watershed app, y’know, nothing’s private.
still like - he absolutely refuses to talk about tatiana’s death and like, his mental health or his addiction (he’s fallen back into it tbh but it hasn’t gotten bad again … yet) or like … anything involving his own emotions
will literally just change the topic! abruptly, no warning, asks about the jonas brothers instead.
that being said he’s obsessed with tatiana’s death. tatiana was very much a rock for him, kinda dependent on her in a way? just … being there, y’know, kept him grounded.
so he obv became a shepherd bc he wants to know Everything there is abt the app, wants to be deep inside it, wanted to know Who Exactly Killed Tatiana and like … not saying he wants 2 commit murder but :/ yknow. he’s very upset.
emotionally unavailable while also like crying twice a day.
will tell you straight up what he wants from you, no bullshit, no beating around the bush - just blunt. if he wants to just fuck, nothing else, then that’s that. if he feels deviation he’ll ghost in like. less than a second. kinda awful like that! feels no shame.
but like … also is emotional ?? as shit ?? it’s confusing. he’ll cry on a whim and then flip u off if u try to console him or like. ask him anything. will bite you.
he goes to therapy but he generally fucks around and wastes most of the time until the therapist threatens to like … idk what therapists r allowed to threaten. to send him off to another therapist? idk.
likes being intimidating but like … not with his body or nothing ‘cos he’s a TWIG, but like … uses his love for horror n creepy shit to his advantage. has an abundance of fake blood. has channeled the energy of jack nicholson and used it on tatiana’s boyfriends before.
( also a big fan of sfx makeup, has dabbled in it)
probably chases kids with a chainsaw (w/o the like … chain … or w/e … so it’s not actually Dangerous) around halloween
he’s generally never doing good, both mental health wise and morally.
would probably steal candy from a baby for the fun of it.
i don’t know if there’s a good to him, deep down, and i don’t know if he sees any issues with himself either !! nothing really breaks through to him anymore, the only person who ever really made him stop and Think about his actions was tatiana.
kinda introverted, recluse type who doesn’t rly like most people or going out, but he’ll go to parties if it means he’ll be high as shit.
pretty observant. likes to analyze people even though he’s probably not … fully right.
wanted connections !!
he lives alone currently but like … ex - roommates where viktor was just. a nightmare to live with.
feel like a lot of enemies is also a possibility !! viktor’s messy.
people that like … knew tatiana. dated tatiana, even, and viktor would pretty much try to intimidate / scare them at any given chance :/
close friends of tatiana too
people who hated tatiana but liked viktor. people who hated viktor but liked tatiana
people who take pity on him and he Hates it viciously and vocally.
a band of hooligan gremlin kids who do drugs and fuck shit up around town like they’re edgy teenagers even though they’re all early to mid 20s.
the girl he lost his virginity 2 in high school lmao … a distant memory
fellow rochester locals, from church or school or whatever
exes from the past !! good terms and bad terms, but i love bad terms a whole lot mainly b/c viktor’s a jackass.
don’t know if he’s soft towards anybody but we can try. we can Try.
friends, old friends, new friends, bad friends, good friends, close friends, frenemies, etc. etc. all of it
hookups !! so many hookups. fwbs, one night stands, whatever.
uuhhhh god. i don’t know. im so sleepy rn. people in the same major or similar majors.
maybe a ride or die.
people he’s a bad influence on / an enabler towards / all around toxic for them / each other.
people he’s fought !! people who’ve seen him get into random fights and were like ‘uh wtf’
fellow shepherds !!
literally anything im not picky.
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did you all think for a second i won’t keep on this ghost rider/poison ivy bickering?
because i have A LOT to say about it
the little exchange of words wasn’t the end
Mallory and you kept clashing her and there
all the fucking time
mostly bc you got assigned with her in class and well, someone had to help you catch up
everyone find funny how nuts you two drive each other
but Mallory is /this/ close to headbutt you into oblivion
which lead to her making a bet with the devil, aka you
if you lose, you’d shut the fuck up during her time tutoring you
if she lose, you two would have a date and you’ll make sure to make her not forget it 
which can be good or bad 
Mallory is so sure she will win, you always are dozzing off when she tries to explain botanics to you, it’s so easy she almost felt bad for you
you let her pick over what to place the bet and she decided to put it on the next botanic class with Misty, which would be a difficult one since they were getting ready for some big ass tests
it’s something...easy, the one that get more questions right until the end of the class wins
easy as fucking pie, am i right fellas?
everyone is buzzing with excitement (tm) and fear for some reason
Misty is so oblivious about this, it surprise her your behaviour but it’s really welcoming having more people being eager to answer her trivia
but she couldn’t help to give Mallory a puzzled look before giving her a little written test she had made
the motherfucking test that of fucking course counted for the bet
you had tricked her into thinking you weren’t paying attention to her lessons and soon you two were in a tie
and now you two were watching both marks in your papers
‘it’s really...weird having you second on a test’ Misty is like worried but amused at the same time ‘student beats teacher?’
The Silence (tm) in the greenhouse was terrifying
you fucking won the bet 
hOw’S ThAt EvEn PoSsIbLe!??!?!?!?!?
well it was and now she had a date with you
Mallory was that shocked that she barely remembers a single thing from that moment to the day you set the date
she didn’t talk to you since then, the first thing she says to you in four days is 
‘it doesn’t mean anything, it doesn’t mean i have to enjoy it, don’t get too ahead fo yourself’
you only decide to shake your head a bit before giving her a helmet
‘whatever you say princess, whatever you say’
she was too busy being moody to actually notice the little hurt showing in your eyes
like, okay, it was all a joke at first but as the time had passed it made you wonder if it was that bad the thought of having a date with you
you loved the bickering, you loved to have her attention, you loved just having her speaking to you for a matter of fact
and now that you two were riding your bike, you started to love having her arms around you that tight
you didn’t put much thought on where you were going to take her
so the first thing you came up with was taking her to a street market downtown
once you parked, you two walked side by side around the place
there were food stands but also some with trinkets and books
having a moody date was a hard thing to handle yknow? so you tried to put your whole being in trying to make her enjoy at least a bit
maybe making her smile?
even the smallest grin was enough for you
Mallory thought you were pulling her leg several times, only making her frown deeper or sigh a bit louder 
she wasn’t having it at all
but as the time passed she started to notice the little things behind all of your goofy demeanour
how you tried to make way for her subtly when it was crowded, using your arm to point at something but at the same time pushing softly people away
how you tried to stay put when she stopped in a stand, as if you were looking the stuff but you were giving her time to look at whatever she wanted
how you commented every now and then about how good something smell, as if you were trying to catch a cue as when she was hungry
and it was then, when she actually voiced that she was thirsty and you sprinted out to get something under the pretext that you were too, that she thought maybe it wasn’t that bad that you two were on a date
‘can we go back to the jewelry stand?’ she managed to mumble after taking a sip to her water bottle ‘I saw something i liked’
as you nodded, a happy shine in your eyes showing, she knew that she needed to apologize with you
for being a bit of a childish asshole
after that everything started to be less awkward
Mallory started to voice what she wanted
she walked closer to you 
and she laughed at one of your stupid jokes!
well, more than a snort and it almost made her choke with her food, but HEY WE STARTED WITH LESS
once you two got tired and it was time to get back to the Academy, you told her to go ahead and wait for you by your bike, having forgot something
Mallory didn’t put much thought to it
the ride back home she let herself enjoy it
and maybe she was actually liking the way you sped up and seemed to be in control of the machine you were driving
feeling you between her arms was kinda nice too
but she won’t admit that okay?
when you stopped by the fence instead of parking inside like you always did, she couldn’t help but give you a worried look
‘hmm do you want to park princess?’
maybe you are hearing Cordelia screaming in the back of your head about being that irresponsible to let someone drive that deadly machine without a drop of knowledge
c’mon it was only like two meters and you weren’t leaving her side at all
Mallory had Cordelia’s voice in her head too 
‘okay...but you help me’
and you two decided, for once, do something that you both agree
ignoring the Supreme
being a troublemaker was rubbing off on Mallory as much as being a good kid was rubbing off on you
she did amazing btw, with you helping her hold the handlebars and teaching her quick what she had to do and going really really slow
the shot of adrenaline had Mallory smiling like no tomorrow
which was a completely different view from when you two left the Academy in the morning
and god that was an S+ smile that got you wrapped around her finger immediately 
it was getting dark when you two finally turned off the engine
and the setting was perfect for you to give her the little thing you got her as an apology 
‘Mal?’ she blinked a bit confused because you never called her anything similar to her name, not even a nickname ‘I...well, hmm, I got you a-just-’ she never saw you like that and she decided not to tease ‘I’ll shut up when you explain stuff to me, we don’t need to bet anymore, I’m sorry’
when you placed the ring you caught her eyeing in her palm, awkwardly smiling at her, she felt the loudest pang in her heart
you didn’t let her say anything turning around to leave
and before you could manage to escape she raised her voice, much louder than you heard her before
‘go on a date with me Y/N’ when you turned around you both were sure that the other was burning in embarrassment ‘I’m sorry I was an asshole, let me make up for it’
Mallory’s heart was beating so loud she was getting self concious and she was getting more nervous when you only stood there watching her
she was starting to regret saying anything when you laughed loudly
‘okay, okay, this was the last tease, for old times sake’
you quickly closed the distance between you two again
you weren’t wearing a smug grin this time
but the same genuine smile you gave her back in the market
‘i’d love to have another date with you’
and maybe Mallory...
just maybe
felt like she was starting to deserve the good stuff coming her way
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indulgnces · 5 years
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hello! it’s jess again with my new final girl bb brooke under the cut! (AHS 1984 SPOILERS!) I’m playing her pre-prison for the most part, but legit after this next episode there are gonna be some new attributes given to her, so I’ll circle back and change as needed after Wednesday!
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❛  ( LILY COLLINS )  ◈  dude, shut up ! BROOKE THOMPSON from AHS: 1984 is on screen. their fans swear they’re just COMPASSIONATE & CLEVER, but we’ve all seen their RESERVED & SKEPTICAL side ! according to TRUMAN WIKIA, they’re TWENTY-FOUR years old, CLOSETED BISEXUAL, & identify as CISFEMALE ( SHE/HER ). they’re currently a VETERINARY ASSISTANT & are CONFUSED about life in truman. luckily they have THEIR ENGAGEMENT RING AND HER KNIFE with them & can visit THE ROLLER RINK whenever they want. penned by JESS.
so her bio is always subject to change depending on what happens, as her show is currently airing, so a final version of her won’t come around for another couple weeks. but below is a sketch of my sweet & badass final girl brooke thompson (spoiler warning for ahs 1984!!)
CANON LIFE 
(gun tw, murder tw)
“I, uh I had this dumb idea, this, this dream to-” “To be somebody?” “No. To be nobody.....I pretended for so long to be somebody that I wasn't. Now I don't even know who I am.”
was a smart child who liked to learn. top of her all her classes. goodie-goodie who I wouldn’t call a nerd or a teacher’s pet, just like a prepared student who kept to herself and aced all her shit
things were smooth but then there was this entitled jerky bad Nice Guy who kept coming in 2nd behind her, and instead of pushing himself to idk be smarter than brooke and be on top on his own, he bitched and straight up stopped talking to brooke
that wasn’t enough for the baby tho, and so he convinced everyone else in their class to stop talking to brooke too. fucking iced out by her entire class
brooke did not like that. v much did not like that. she is a bit of a people pleaser, and can be easily peer pressured, and the idea of people thinking of her in a negative light, the idea that she was making other people mad or upset for some reason, didn’t set well with her, so she started to fail on purpose
pretended to be dumber than she was until she fell into the #2 spot, then the icing out stopped and the mean Nice Guy asked brooke out and ....she said yes bc well, why not?
flash forward and he’s asking her to marry him and she says yes for the same reasons before and though they’ve been together for years, they’ve never had sex/were saving themselves 
did i forget to mention Nice Guy was a jealous guy? i feel like that was implied, but yeah he was a v jealous boy, and during their wedding he accused brooke of sleeping with his best man sam duke (montana’s brother wassup), then proceeded to shoot sam, brooke’s dad when he tried to protect brooke, and then aimed that gun at brooke before shooting himself instead
#traumatized 
brooke got the hell out of dodge after that. didn’t want to be that girl anymore. didn’t want to be the Smart Girl or the Girl Who Slept With Her Fiance’s Best Man or the Girl With The Crazy Fiance or the Girl With The Murder Wedding like she just didn’t want to be anybody, wanted to blend into a crowd of strangers and disappear
where better to do that than los angeles? 
moved to la, got into santa monica college to take classes towards becoming a veterinarian assistant, was just gonna chill
then the night stalker decided to break into her apartment and try to kill her, but she’s got Balls and is clever when in danger, so she beat him with a frying pan and made a lot of noise and her neighbors heard and saved her life so #bless
decided again to get the hell out of dodge and go with a group of new friends to be a camp counselor at camp redwood for the summer because fun!!!! and safety, mostly
except not fun OR safe bc their first night there and she’s nearly killed by THREE killers (richard, mr.jingles, and fucking MONTANA) on separate occasions, had a traumatized night all around, and when daylight broke, she managed to kill that bitch montana in an act of self defense
bad timing tho bc she gutted her when a bus full of children were driving by, so like, not a good look, and then that bitch camp owner & true serial killer psycho margaret decided to pin all the murders on brooke so (upside down smile face emoji yknow the one)
brooke was found guilty and, after five years in jail, was sentenced to death by lethal injection
sentence was carried, brooke died an Absolute Boss, giving no fucks to richard (this man terrified her before and now she doesnt give two shits my gIRL!!), spitting at margaret, just being a badass, and then afterwards donna gave her a dose of adrenaline and brought my girl back to life
donna brought her back to health, and during that time brooke bonded and began to trust her. she also found out about margaret returning to camp redwood for a festival, and has made it her mission to go back and gut that lying bitch for the hell she put her through before she can go on with her life
also on her one day of fun out of the hotel after her recovery, she had a brief run in with a psycho serial killer bc (donna &) brooke’s apparently just serial killer BAIT, but guess what? just like every time before my girl used her fucking brain and got both her and donna out of their situation, and because she’s a badass now, she didn’t run away this time, instead she stayed and finished the job - opting to tie the psycho up and cut off his hitchhiking thumbs like a fucking BOSS i love her
now walking the way to redwood with her girl donna
and that’s everything of brooke thus far in canon! I’ll add more when the series ends!
FUN FACTS & HEADCANONS
did not sleep with sam, thank you very much
lost her virginity to ray, the ghost, during that traumatizing night at redwood and it was only Okay
was kissed by montana during that traumatizing night before it came to light that montana fucking hated her guts, and um that split second kiss did more for her than sex with ray? (no tea no shade ray you got a shudder or two out of her okay (but not the o oof)) brooke didn’t know she could feel that way towards women until montana kissed her and that shit SCARED her so she freaked and ran
so you know how brooke told donna not to kill that psycho killer who tried to kill them when they were on the road? it wasn’t because she wanted to torture him. it’s because she didn’t want donna to have to go through the trauma of killing somebody. bc even though she knows she was justified in killing montana, and she had to do it to save her life, she still went through the trauma of knowing she ended someone’s life, and she compassionate and doesn’t want her friend to deal with it either. she’s not about that murder game now, she’s not gonna kill if she don’t have to. but she’s not the same as she was before, not gonna let ppl get off scotch free - aka why she took the man’s thumbs & tied him up: punishment for what he did, and she left him there vulnerable to either die, or more likely: be found by a passing car, and face the punishment for what he did
girl really is serial killer bait though. idk what it is. when she was an innocent girl just trying to get through life? encountered her joey her fiance (killed 3 ppl including himself), ramirez (killed 13? people and counting), montana (psycho killed at least 2 people, presumably more, and counting), and mr. jingles (killed 5+ people) - most of who just wanted to kill her to killer her. then she became a bad bitch. and again, serials killers took an interest in her, with both ramirez & psycho bruce hitchhiker both amused by her new thick skin smhhh, girl can’t catch a break one way or another with these killers.
TRUMAN
“I don’t know what’s real. I- I don’t even trust myself.”
ah, truman, brooke has been utterly confused about truman
because brooke, she buys the story the actors have told her 
okay, so she moved to truman after the Red Wedding nightmare, okay, sure
but like, she spent five years in jail for crimes she didn’t commit, and that shit has left an IMPRESSION on this girl and so she’s also like, something doesn’t add up
but she’s not suspicious by nature, and she’ll believe what she’s been told, because why rock the boat and say otherwise? 
so she got her degree in truman in biology, with intentions to pursue veterinary school for her doctorate and obtain her license, and she hasn’t spoken her doubts aloud 
but like, LATELY (*cough* with the season’s premiere *cough*), babe’s been more confused than usual, with intense bouts of memories coming back to her
and she’s expressed these distressing memories to the actors, who act the same way the redwood crew did to her when she told them she was being chased by mr.jingles that first episode: they mocked and laughed her off, got her to believe what they needed her to
but just like redwood, with each passing week the memories won’t stop, and she’s been Distressed and then her PRISON EPISODE hit her and the sensation of dying has fully convinced her that these are not just dreams, these events are real, and she’s not sure how to process it
since the memories have returned, her new experiences and thick skin from prison has returned, making her wary of strangers once again, but it’s battling with her current perception of the world, and it’s all especially especially in this place that’s filled with people trying to tell her that’s she crazy for her memories
PERSONALITY
okay so, before prison? girl was naive and dependent and trusting and believed n the best of people. she got scared easy, had trouble being alone at night, and relied on the people around her for protection in life. she went with the flow and had little agency in her life, as she allowed her controlling fiance to p much dictate her life tbh 
before prison but after her red wedding, brooke became more reserved then usual, because she had an intense desire to be alone, and to be away from the stigmas and the reputation she had in her old life following the nightmare event. it was her first taste of independence, though she was still dependent in nature, as the second a group of friends came into her life, she found herself following their lead, tagging along.
after prison? total change. five years - NO, 1825 DAYS - in prison absolutely changed her. she looked back at her life and that night and realized she was too trusting. she got warnings and scares multiple times that day and night at redwood, from the gas station employee to the hitchhiker to the mystery phone call to the news report to LITERALLY BEING CHASED and she still didn’t follow her gut - instead she tried to do what everyone else around her told her to do, which was relax because she was supposedly being paranoid. if she had pushed, if she had the nerve to walk away even, none of this would have happened. and she hates herself for that. 
she spent five years as an innocent victim with scary guilty criminals, and she grew a thick skin as a result. lost her innocence and her wide-eyed charm. 
not she’s skeptical, and even more reserved than before, and wary to strangers. she’s still compassionate and helpful, still feels for people and had an urge to help, but she doesn’t follow those urges as helplessly as she did before. she trusts her gut more.
carries around a knife too because, as said earlier, she’s some kinda magnet for killers and you can never be too safe!
I called her clever because my girl, when in life and death situations,is SO FUCKING SMART like she does not go out without a fight and it’s never full on “imma hit you with my fists” its “let me see what I have around me at my disposal” like she is smart and she is quick to grasp a new situation when her life is in peril, she out here wielding frying pans and canoe paddles and using two serials killers pushing her around in a net as momentum to grab a tree and climb out of her net like she’s so smart
when her life is not in peril, though, she be doing dumb shit like sleeping with her window open KNOWING serial killers take advantage of that shit and answering creepy pay phones in the middle of the night so, shes a naive bitch too
positive: compassionate, determined, honest, clever, resourceful, helpful, kind
negative: reserved, skeptical, resentful, paranoid, tense, touchy, withdrawn
SUBJECT TO CHANGE! as the season progresses.
CANON CONNECTIONS
i basically love brooke with all of the redwood gang tbh
montana? love it. angsty dark shit im game. xavier? love it. soft as fuuuck. richard? game, tell him to fuck off sis he don’t scare you no more. donna? bet, I need this badass duo in my life!!! chet? adorable babies, let them share more marshmallows together. ray? also cute, he may be a coward but he was soft with her so!, trevor? #letsmakebrookeblush2k19 bc that big dick interaction was funny and I wanted more moments of blushing virgin brooke becoming speechless around trevor (and montana, or the ultimate combo of trevor & montana) during a summer at redwood bUT THAT NEVER HAPPENED 
anyways
TRUMAN CONNECTIONS
once again, I’ll probs post smth separate for her connections!
and yeah! that’s everything on my new girl! if you’ve made it this far, you’re still the best my dudes!! if you’d like to do any kind of plotting with my girl, just go ahead and hit that like button, and I’ll slide in y’alls dms! ♥
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gg-astrology · 5 years
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if you’re still doing combos, libra sun + cancer moon 💕 thank you
Hey there! 💕 Yes I am!!💕💕 I hope u like it ;; 
[Below Cut: Libra Sun - Cancer Moon 🦀 ] 
phew these people!
I feel like with Libra/Cancer there’s a sense of ‘courage’ in them? They aren’t afraid to get messy and right into sticky business sometimes (areas where Capricorn/Aries might jerk away from)
It’s bravery, to face and figure out pieces of ‘truth’ from situation that requires them to get a lil messy and may sometimes ‘hurt’ other people’s feeling even if they don’t realize it
Like,,, sometimes truth hurts y know?? But the thing about these people is that they’re brave. So they aren’t afraid to question what they know, what they don’t, what they feel/don’t and then try to find something that ‘balances’ it all
In a way, Libra’s diplomacy makes them adept at deflecting and defending themselves. ‘Talk to me in a civilized manner and I’ll address you with such’ kind of deal
Can make them a ‘lil’ unsympathetic and snobby sometimes, but it’s mostly bc they work so hard to get it others have to ‘work’ to get it too yknow?
Can be lazy, but will never like to ‘easy way out’ to something. These people are cautious and astute, comfortable but also formidable.
They’re the crab and the scale, and the representation matters.
One is an inanimate object, it may make the person a lil unsympathetic even when they’re trying to be ‘civilized’ or fair-- it makes them cast judgement/rules/conditions on others without appealing to their compassion/human sense (people work best when you’re not being-- y know, defensive or guarded towards them, gate-keep somewhat)
While the crab represents a soft inner being, a softer more vulnerable, nurturing side that needs to somehow come through. It’s defensive tho, snap it’s claws even when there’s nothing there. It tells others to ‘stay away’ without the Libra/Cancer native realizing. Sometimes-- no matter how kind or knowledgeable they are, they can be somewhat unapproachable because they don’t know how to fully appeal to people in a healthy, sensitive, emotional way.
Give first before ye demand, although they may think ‘this is true’ in regards to how others treat them. They also need to realize they may rarely give to others without ‘conditions’ set on the things they give as well.
Think Pisces, the thing about Cancer Moon is that it’s highly perceptive and intuitive. But Cancer has great potential to be both ‘Scorpio’ in nature and ‘Pisces’ as well. Think of em’ as your shell and inner flesh. 
It’s easier to ‘Have a Shell’ than it does to ‘Open Up’ to others truthfully. This isn’t asking you to like--- expose your vulnerability or something you’re uncomfortable with. It’s asking you to be compassionate first, sympathetic and less conditional, more dreamy. Give others benefit of the doubt sometimes.
Your Libra will keep you inline-- just trust your water that if you let go and let yourself be kind and soft to others, you’ll get the same thing back. Maybe even more appreciation-- which you’d love-- even more with how you approach others socially.
In a way it’s like, Cancer is both your strength and your disadvantage? it empowers you, it gives you strength. But it also makes you lonely because it wants recognition but doesn’t know how to get it. 
Be gentle, be open. Try to think Pisces (I keep mentioning this bc Cancer may have a harder time with ‘lighter’ stuff than ‘darker’ stuff. They’re moody, always emotional but they have to learn how to be in-touch with their optimism/up-lifitng/’lighter water’ side as well. Swimming, fluid, flexible. It’s what the lesson is teaching you. Be adaptable. Be both, the hard and soft. Get to show and know the soft even more than the ‘hard’ and maybe you’ll help your Libra more)
The thing with these square signs is that Libra does want tranquility, to get along, to measure and let things come equally, naturally, fairly. Yet it can be quite passive (despite being cardinal) Libra can wait too long, expect others to come to them. Expect others to ‘realize’ how to reach/treat them without fully acknowledging how it’s treating others.
This ‘mirroring’ aspect of Libra only works to the extent where they don’t realize the slightest bit of opposition makes them ‘skrt’ away from it into the defensive/aggressive immediately. ‘Don’t follow me!! We’ll deal with it when I’m ready!!!’
Cancer can be part of Libra’s bad coping mechanism, bad habit they may need to face. Their emotional fluctuation makes them ‘not feel ready’ for things/people/situation-- can make them stiff, less flexible and stubborn against other people’s concern. 
But anyways, let’s talk about the good part too?
The good thing is---you never lose touch of your emotionality. It might sound like ‘wow big surprise (not)’ but trust me, if you were ever numb to your own emotions then you’re probably fucked (or fucked up pretty bad)
(*if you are tho, you’ll need to ground yourself. Find like a Taurus or Capricorn. They’re good at shaking your shoulders and making you come into consciousness again.)
To others, your outside persona is so charming?
Libra gives off an air of peace and serenity, while Cancer may act as your sharper edge sometimes (your moods will influence how receptive you are to others) but overall–generally, Libra/Cancer people tend to be kind and forgiving, nurturing and generous.
You may pride yourself on being a ‘realistically nice’ person. As in, you’re not a push-over and you have an edge, but you’d like to think there are ‘rules’ that are fair, and within that you can treat everyone equally ‘nicely’. 
You do your best to keep it optimistic, without over-balancing yourself with what you can/can’t do for people (again, not a push-over) -- Although sometimes, there can be opportunities where you hesitate, where you want to ‘take a chance’ with something but waited too long and became too cautious again. 
Go for it! Usually these opportunities are rare, and it’s not often that you’ll get to go on ‘adventures’ like this. You’re mostly concerned about being unprepared, maybe being useless/depending on the other person. But don’t worry about it?
It’s good to let yourself go. If your friend shows up at your house and say ‘lets get it’ -- you won’t have time to think and organize a backpack to take with you, y know? Trust, and rely on others sometimes. It will be ok.  
Ahh you always try to give other people realistic opinions, and options they can take with them (to make meaningful stuff out of it)--  making sure they don’t lead themselves (necessarily) down a darker/wrong path, that’s part of what you’re optimistic/try to exude out so others can take with them about (an angel 🧚‍♀️-- I know the emoji’s a fairy but it’s the only one I have ;; )
Maybe this is just from an outsider’s perspective….but mayhaps you’re the most reactive when someone goes against you (challenges you) than you are in ur everyday self (lovely, diplomatic, resourceful and caring)  
Very woe-is-me, did you realize you get really ‘:|’ about it??? You’ll obviously try to brush it off, not let it get to you ( ‘I have my own/more important shit to think about’)--- but you do care, and turning yourself away from that compromises your compassion and your integrity as well.
It’s ok to take it hard when handling confrontations/people challenging you, what matters is that you learn how to admit that there are things you’re bad at. Or isn’t good at learning.
I think a part of you knows that you don’t do very well with criticism....sometimes constructive criticism when you’re not prepared for it can get you defensive (bc you’re sensitive after all, no matter how much you ‘harden’ it or ‘hide’ it)
Learn how to admit.....and ask others for help, to be patient. Give yourself the space and time to work on this. Don’t expect yourself to just-- be good at it on the first go. But it’s better than denying this to your death bed you know? (I have no doubt you can and will if no-one points it out, you’re incredibly stubborn when you want to be after all.
If you noticed any pattern of you blaming others more than yourself-- it’s probably likely that you were closing off/acting up again some of those instances. Try to evaluate your sensitivity and-- again, take a deep breath and ‘think pisces’. 
Get in touch with keeping your eyes wide, being open and compassionate while being truthful even when it’s uncomfortable to open yourself up so vulnerably is necessary to learn. Remember-- Pisces is also ruler of Jupiter, and Libra can work better with that kind of energy than Cancer sometimes. So be the Best You You Can Possibly Be To Another Person.) 
One thing to note is that you are responsive, while you may also be assertive you are also responsive and much more easily swayed by responses than you’d like to admit. To learn that, take it with you atleast. Make it better for yourself, don’t close yourself off to ‘protect’ your vulnerabilities-- learn to strengthen it by being open, instead of closed-off instead. 
It’ll help you not take it harder on urself as well, Cancer can pent up some stuff y know? So it’s good to know how to ‘let go’ -- so you don’t have to resort to being passive-aggressive sometimes. 
If you need another take on Libra-Cancer squares: Cancer Moons can be quite moody and take responses to things pretty hard. And while the general attitude it exudes off invites mayhem— Libra Sun wants to keep peace, keep diplomacy, keep it’s stance. So it’s like.
If you want to attract good energy then BE that good energy. Your Cancer Moon has more emotions than just being skeptical or critical of something/someone— it could be used to garner attraction to you that would benefit and help your Libra Sun. 
You just gotta be conscious of it, of what you’re exuding out. Because /thats/ whats causing oppositions in your life (whether it’s people irl or on the internet) – people aren’t necessarily jealous or have an agenda out against you for some reason. It’s mostly to do with your own attitude that demeans and attract those kinds of things to you because you’re always ‘looking out in case it happens’ for it.
You are at your best when you are kind, understanding. NOT unrelenting and frustratingly constricted to just yourself. When your Cancer starts to deflect, and Libra tries to control the situation - this is why you’re ‘tense’ and ‘need to stew’ sometimes. 
Reach out to others and truly, learn how to let them guide you/be a good influence on you. If you can have it, let yourself learn/grow how to be open-hearted and open-minded to others as well.
The tension with this square aspect is that it can be the person somewhat moody, always emotional and use their intellect and passiveness as a defensive tactic. 
They think they’re hard but they’re rather soft. You’re the most successful when you are passionate about something, when you do care and realize that you care. You can approach people with genuine love and nurturing kindness. But that comes with the territory of learning how to get/heal past hurt and not let it jade you as well.
I hope this is helpful!! 💕 Thanks for sending this in~ 💕
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doublebabyboy · 6 years
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what got7 are like in bed
obv this is just my opinion, i’d happily discuss them w you if youd msg me or send me an ask but yeah
warning: smut (obviously)
mark:
probably a little flustered at first
but the more he warms up to you, the more of a tease he becomes
not exactly a hardcore dom or sub, just a top since he’s pretty lowkey
but would bottom for you if you asked
just likes being on top bc he likes doing all the work
giver > receiver
he gets off on whatever you get off on, not really any major kinks or turn ons on his part, except one i’ll get onto later down the list
knows how crazy his voice can drive you and takes full advantage of it
so therefore; dirty talk
doesn’t really know what to say tho so just focuses on how good you make him feel
“fuck baby you’re so tight” “mmm that feels good”
uses “baby” or “babygirl” a lot
relatively quiet apart from dirty talk, occasional quiet moans
but if you pull his hair he won’t be able to help a louder moan slipping out
now onto the part you’ve been waiting for, his one major turn on:
hickeys
have you fuckign seen his teeth?? his lil canines?? perfect for hickeys im tELLing you
loves marking (pun intended BAD UM TSS) all over your neck, collarbones, and inner thighs
not into like super dark large bruises but more like lots of small lovebites scattered all over the place
the reason why he’s mostly quiet is bc if his mouth isnt whispering dirty things in your ear, its on your skin
doesn’t really have a fav position as long as it gives easy access to your neck
can only go once but can last a looooong time; best at self control apart from jinyoung
pretty needy, doesn’t like vocalizing it tho
so he’d probably try to give you the hint subtly like casually rubbing your inner thigh and giving you that look with dark eyes as he bites his lip subconsciously
usually that’s all it takes but if you decide to tease him he’ll break eventually, he’ll lean close right next to your ear and whisper “please baby,” and move your hand to his bulge and fffuck you can’t resist that
jaebum:
sigh
yall know he’s a daddy
sorry if you dont like the kink but have you seen jaebum,,, hes a daddy
HELLA DOM
might sub for you like once a year but he won’t be a good boy
probably a huge brat that keeps trying to take control again so you’d probably have to handcuff him or physically restrain him from taking over somehow
if not, he will flip you over and fuck you into the mattress for even attempting
but anyways if you dont like daddy he’d settle for master or sir but if you’d rather just use his name he’d still want to be very in control
whatever name you’re using, you’d be screaming it
tells you to be quiet and not make a noise, but actually loves it when you’re vocal, he just tells you off so he can have an excuse to punish you or just tease you and see how far he can push you
loves pushing your limits
groans loudly when you clench around him
dirty talk
“you’re such a good girl for daddy” “don’t make daddy punish you” “i own this pretty little cunt, got it?”
likes marking you where everyone can see, the smug bastard
bondage (giving)
edging!! hes such a tease
orgasm denial if you’re being a brat
will not let you come unless you’re begging
if you come early he’ll rile you up again only to leave you hanging or with a dry orgasm
wants you to be his good girl but enjoys the challenge of a brat
“babygirl” “baby” “kitten” “pet”
prefers giving oral because he likes watching you squirm
makes you cum multiple times from his tongue
won’t deny a blowjob though
threads his hands in your hair and pulls harshly, letting out low grunts
likes to come inside you
jackson:
oh boy
switch but probably won’t be a whiny sub/good boy
very vocal either way
sweet talk and praise aaaaaaaaall the way
“you’re taking my cock so well baby” “fuck princess you’re so good to me”
pet names!!
“princess” “baby” “angel” “babygirl” you name it
b o d y  w o r s h i p
treats your body like a temple; loves every inch of it
kisses eeeeverywhere
likes marking your thighs
just loves your thighs in general hes a thigh man
thigh highs??? o o f he’s wrecked
loooves lingerie, will move your panties to the side and leave it on if you decide to wear it
sobs tHIGH RIDING have you seen this mans thighs
and the way he lowkey gave jinyoung a lap dance when he said he wanted to feel his “manly thighs”? he would so get off on watchin you get off on his thigh
loves receiving head but always insists on repaying the favour
shameless moaning; will tell you what youre doing good
likes it when you tell him what he’s doing right or just tell him what to do, he wants to do anything in his power to please you
im sobbing he’d treat you like a QUEEN
you’re more vanilla? he got it. you wanna be rough and kinky? gladly. you wanna tie his to the bed post? fuck it, sure. want it slow and romantic? any day of the week. wanna call him daddy? why not. the list goes on
would be okay with threesomes if it was with someone he was close to/trusted enough to know they’d treat you well, maybe even a poly partner
doesnt mind if its ffm or mmf i get the feeling he’s bi anyways
very caring and attentive to your needs
is quite needy himself tho
always dtf
“princess i’m so hard for you...can you help me out?”
king of aftercare
would clean you up and cuddle you
probably end up going for round four in the shower if you clean up int here tho
this man has stamina and WILL go multiple times, wants you to do the same
jinyoung:
soft dom
probably the most vanilla out of the group imo
really romantic
when he has time, likes to set up the mood by putting rose petals everywhere and like mood lighting maybe with some scented candles and like music??
wants the full experience yknow
not a huge fan of quickies but will do them if he gets a boner he cant get rid of at a bad time
still tho, a huge tease
intense eye contact
will smirk at you and just hover over you, waiting for you to cave in and beg him to touch you
always goes down on you before going in, he knows foreplay is important, plus he loves being in between your legs
mainly bc he lives off the sounds of your moans and whimpers
music to his ears
likes giving it to you nice and slow until you urge him to go faster
tends to only go once or twice himself but if you want more he’d happily go down on you again afterwards or use his fingers
body worship; but probably not to jackson’s extent
also quite quiet in terms of moans, mostly just low grunts and lots of erratic breathing
always asks if you’re okay
sweet talk sweet talk
literally the definition of whispering sweet nothings into your ear as he makes love to you
how pretty you look under him, how good you’re being, how much he loves you
most of the time loving and gentle but if you prefer more rough sex he’s down for that too
will leave hickeys in places where people can’t see, he likes knowing that you hide a dirty little secret under those clothes
has the most self-control in the group, can hold back for a long time because he always insists on you coming first and refuses to come before you
youngjae:
im already dying
ultimate sub
fucking fight me youngjae is the biggest sub ever he’s babyboy culture
might top for you if youre a hella sub too but never full on dom, ever
would be really blushy and flustered and always asking if he’s hurting you
seems pretty vanilla when he tops, lets his inner freak out as a bottom
extremely, extremely vocal
just can’t help the moans and whines tumble out of his mouth when you make him feel so good
he starts off biting his lip to try stay quiet but it does’t really work
eventually just lets it all out and is very loud
his moans would be the most delicious noises in the world
loves it when you talk dirty to him
just do it
talk dirty to him
it makes him feel so filthy and he basks in it
CALL HIM BABYBOY he’s so weak for that
likes being completely powerless and surrendering to you and letting you have your way with him
just loves it when you tell him what to do
pull on his hair pull on his hair he will go w i  l d
won’t bring it up or suggest it but if you used toys on him he’d go crazy
would love to use a toy you’ve already used on yourself, again it makes him feel dirty and he loves it
degrade him or praise him or a mix of both, either way he’ll love it
probably would struggle to form proper sentences so just moans a lot and lets out strings of curses and moans your name,, loudly,,
unless you havent gotten the message already HE LOUD
will ask you for hickeys, he loves when you cover him in them, he’ll just look at them in the mirror the next day in awe
pretty low self control but can come multiple times
highkey likes being overstimulated
needs aftercare; clean him up and give him lots and lots of cuddles
and food bc who doesn’t like food
tell him he did well and he’ll melt into a puddle if he hasn’t already
im so wrecked for sub youngjae oh y god
im not ok
bambam:
FUCKING HELP ME BAM IS MY ULT BIAS THIS IS GONNA GET LOOONG (much longer than the others im sorry im biased)
like his dick ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
no but fr
bambam is big
think about it ok on live tv he publicly said his iconic how do you know line then looked down at his dick like any horny teenager, and in the same episode, pointed at his dick repeatedly as his “sexy version” of just right and hip thrusted when meant to do a cute version of if you do
do you really think he’d be that confident if he didn’t have anything to back it up??? no ok BAMBAM IS BIG
anyways getting to it - bambam is the Ultimate Switch™ dont even @ me
he will be all cocky and say he’s a dom and heck he’ll be a dom and a damn good one
but he will jump at the opportunity to sub for you any day of the week
probably would start off really awkward leading to lots of giggly and playful sex
even once he’s gotten familiar with you, there would probably still be a fair amount of giggly and playful sex
has lots of turnons, likes both giving and receiving for all of them
he is a freak im telling you lemme just list a few things
hair pulling - moans really loudly if you pull his hair and probably swears, also pulls on your hair w/out realising it but once you respond by moaning he will take full advantage of it to hear you
hickeys - second to mark on the hickey loving list, only he loves receiving as much as giving, loves finding your sweet spot and concentrating on it
scratching - rake your nails down his back as he tops you, he loves the burning sensation it gives him, also will probably do the same if you’re topping
bondage, probably just restraining hands tho but i mean. if you whip out a harness or some kinky shit he wouldn’t be opposed to it
honestly he’s really livin the yolo life he’d try anything once bc why the fuck not
dirty talk dirty talk
his mind his filthy; his mouth is filthy
“babygirl you’re so tight around my cock” “do that again princess” “fuck you look so hot under me”
“babygirl” “baby” “princess” “kitten” again, you name it, he’s down
won’t ask for it, but will get a hella ego boost if you call him daddy
but still not as into it as jaebum
does anything he can to make you moan, he could listen to your moans all day
very observant of all the little things that make you tick so you can have the best experience he can give you
very shameless moaner after passing the initial awkwardness of the first few times
second loudest moaner next to youngjae fffuuuuck imagine his moans for a second just hjdksjk
as a sub: he loves it when you tie him up and overstimulate him with assorted toys and yourself, obviously
give him a vibrator and a vibrating cockring and ride him and pull his hair he will go absolutely insane, it overwhelms him so much and he loves it
says he hates being overstimulated but actually enjoys the pain
as a dom: he likes fucking you hard and fast, secretly loves when you’re a brat because he sees it as a challenge and loves the thrill of battling you for dominance (but sometimes lets you win bc its hot)
will probably use toys on you and make you come over and over again for him bc he cannot get enough of seeing you come, he’ll overstimulate you as well
either dom or sub: he loves oral, both giving and receiving, you could argue he likes it better than penetration
have you seen his lips oh my godddd those were made for giving head (and making out. or just kissing in general. help me i love bambams lips)
he loves the way his mouth can make you moan and writhe so much, he could probably live between your legs if you let him, making you come multiple times
also hella into face riding sit on his face oh god just sit on his face
pull on his hair pull on his hair pull on his hair he’ll moan into you
looooooooooves receiving head too, moans loudly and grips your hair harshly
doesn’t fuck your face but just pulls on your hair and moves at whatever pace you set
also loves coming inside you, but second favourite is on your face
also super needy, probably has the highest sex drive
his cocky ass would send you nudes if you weren’t around
if you were around, he’d come up to you and give you a back hug, pressing up his boner against your ass to not so subtly hint his problem
if you ignored him, he’d start kissing your neck and humming
and if you continued ignoring him, he’d whisper really close to your ear, his voice all raspy and low and say something like “don’t play hard to get babygirl, i know you want this dick,” then proceed to tell you in explicit detail all the things he’d do to you
at that point you wouldn’t be able to hold back anymore
this is way too long already but i hAvE to adD
r i s k y  s e x
he would be so into the thrill and adrenaline it got him he’d get off to that so hard
it would be like a game to him, see how many different places he can do it and get away w it
probably would do it in the same room as his members ngl
maybe even with his members, i also see him as the type to be open to threesomes or polyamory
loves making out w/ you which usually leads to sex unless its a rlly soft loving moment
probably still gonna lead to sex bc believe it or not, the kinky fucker is still capable of making love to u hdsjsk
ok i think i just wrote an essay here im so sorry ill stop
yugyeom:
97 line? maknae line? more like Ultimate Switch™ line
openly admits he’s a switch unlike bambam who tries to say hes a dom
actually i think he shares a lot of things with bambam
not even gonna lie they’ve probably hooked up once or twice when they got wasted
still friends tho with no regrets but it was a thing
either hella intense dom or whiniest sub with no in between
goes from daddy to babyboy in like 0.0002 secs
(probably not into being called daddy tho)
proooobably has a noona kink when he’s subbing
the only member who can beat bambam in his hair pulling kink, he love love loooves it when you pull his hair he lets out the softest moans
in general, his moans are high pitched and whiny and ughghhh h o t
will go crazy if you call him babyboy or pet but mainly babyboy
even if he’s subbing he likes to be the one doing the work bc he’s fast and damn those dancer hips so he’s probably too impatient to let you do it lol
but you like to tease him so sometimes you’d tie him up and ride him real slow until he’s begging you and whimpering to speed up
peg him he loves that shit
honestly he may be a hella switch but as soon as your mouth is on his dick he is a babyboy there’s nothing he can do about it
he will moan and pet your hair and pull it when he comes
doesn’t like blowjobs bc he’s embarrassed at how fast he loses it compared to his usual stamina
which is a lot btw, he can go on forever istg
perks of being a main dancer
speakin of main dancer
his s e x y  d a n c e s
would gladly give you a lap dance beforehand of just a full on fucking strip show this boy is wild
would gladly accept any lap dances or strip shows also lolololol
overall very rough and impatient bc he’s a horny boy
probably second highest sex drive next to bams
gets all pouty if you deny him too long
then fucks you into the wall out of frustration dAMN
unless you plan on punishing him for being so needy ohohohoh
okay im gonna call it quits before this becomes a novel
hope y’all enjoyed bc damn i sure did
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svtskneecaps · 5 years
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halloween hijinks
yeah the title’s p bad i made it up for posting and nothing but
uhh i was bored so i wrote a kim jisung x kim jihun semi unrequited story? like love’s not really the main focus bc it’s mostly two idiot friends doing dumb shit yknow
Group: TRCNG (look at ya girl stepping out of her comfort zone)
Warnings: Ouija boards, mentioned flying erasers, two kids being dumb, scented candles, probably language (i don’t remember for sure but knowing me), ooc things (let me emphasize this, OOC THINGS), and poor writing. i did my best
Words: a commentary’s worth (1725)
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best gif i could find in 5 minutes of searching my dudes i take what i can get and don’t throw a fit cr to bapwoo the owner as shown above. i’m not a giffer just a bad writer
“We should not be doing this.”
Jisung had been saying that for probably the last day and a half straight. One would think he’d have stopped by now, since the boy creeping around ahead of him with a Ouija board tucked under his arm still hadn’t listened.
“Yes we should, because who else is going to?” Jihun checked around the corner, looking like someone from a parody of a spy movie.
“The teachers probably, I don’t know! We shouldn’t be messing with this stuff.”
“Look, I did research. It’ll be fine.” (Jisung noticed he knocked on wood as he said that)
“You did less than a day’s worth. We’re messing in the occult here, what if we summon something?”
“Yeah, like what? The spirit of an angry old woman who flicks your forehead when you cuss?” Jihun crouched down, checking around a hallway intersection.
“Like a demon! This is serio- what are you doing?”
“I’m being stealthy.” Jihun laid flat on his belly, worming his way through the intersection.
“You- okay.” He was going to say you look ridiculous, but thinking about it this wasn’t the strangest thing he’d seen. Now crouching on the other side, Jihun waved for him to join. Checking both ways for any security or custodians, he crossed the intersection.
But not on his belly, because he kind of wanted to keep that last shred of dignity, thank you.
“You’re gonna get us caught,” Jihun hissed.
“I’m gonna get us caught?” Jisung asked, but the other boy was already moving, crouched in front of a classroom door and fiddling with the knob.
“Got it.” He pulled the door open. “Come on.”
The classroom was eerie in the dead of night. Even the cheery posters with cheesy motivational sayings seemed creepy. And the model skeleton their teacher had dressed up for Halloween really didn’t help the atmosphere any.
“You know what today is?” Jihun asked as he pulled the shades down over the windows.
“Halloween?” Jisung cleared a spot on one of the lab tables at the back of the room.
“No, that ended a couple hours ago.” He pulled the last shade down and moved over to Jisung, beginning to set up the Ouija board. “Today is the Day of the Dead. I read about it on Wikipedia.”
“You think that’s a trusted source?”
“Well I wouldn’t cite it on an essay but it’s pretty accurate a lot of the time.” Jihun pulled a stack of website printouts from of the box, setting them next to the board. Jisung squinted. “Anyway, Wikipedia says spirits come to visit the living world on November first, which is the second day of the festivities, and coincidentally,” he checked his watch, “it’s been November first for about an hour.”
“I thought it was the day of the dead,” Jisung emphasized. “Singular.”
“Me too. But we were wrong.”
“And anyway, what does that have to do with what we’re doing?”
“Halloween, which is the mainstream spooky ghost day, has just ended. According to the Mexican tradition, the spirits have just begun to walk among us. I figured now would be the best time to contact the ghost and ask it to stop throwing erasers at me.”
Jisung felt his jaw drop. “That’s why we broke into school in the dead of night? I told you, it’s probably Siwoo or Hyunwoo or one of the other back row kids!”
“I’ve been watching, it’s not,” Jihun insisted, setting the triangular planchette beside the board.
Jisung sighed. “Fine. So how do we do this safely?” “Well first we’re supposed to light candles.” Jihun took a couple out of the box and set them on the lab table, pulling a lighter from his pocket. “I could only find two at my house. They’re scented.”
“You’re sure they’re not going to set the fire alarms off and get us busted?” Jisung asked doubtfully, picking up one of the candles and breathing in the scent absently (it was vanilla).
“They’re tuned for heat, not smoke. We’re in a science lab, there’s going to be smoke sometimes.” Jinhun flicked the lighter, the flame finally catching on the fourth or fifth try. Jisung caught himself staring too closely and quickly asked a question to distract himself.
“What’s that one scented?”
“Apple cinnamon, I think.”
The distraction didn’t work. He needed a new plan. As Jihun turned to light the other candle, he lifted the first and checked the label. “Yeah. It’s apple cinnamon.”
Jihun finished lighting the candles and looked back up at him, then laughed. “Why are you glaring at the candle? Do you not like that scent?”
Embarrassed, he set the candle down, trying to think of an excuse. “No, I’m just tired.”
“Do you want me to hurry then?” Jihun shoved the lighter back in his pocket and placing the candles on opposite sides of the board.
“Please do.”
Jihun hopped up on the lab table, sitting cross legged and pulling the board onto his lap. “It said we’re supposed to balance the board on our knees, preferably touching.”
It didn’t sound that close until he experienced it in action. Hunched over the board, their heads were almost touching. Despite its purpose being to contact a ghost, it felt intimate.
“Okay, now we warm up the planchette and then we get started.”
“How do you warm up the planchette? Do we hold it over the candle flame?”
“No we just move it around on the board.”
“Sounds easy enough.” They moved it around in a circle. Well, it was mostly Jihun controlling it. “How do we make sure to get the classroom ghost and not a passing other spirit, or something evil?”
“We specify.” Apparently deeming the planchette sufficiently warmed up, Jihun stopped moving it. “And it said only one person should ask questions formally to the board, to avoid confusing the spirit.”
“So you’ll be asking the questions?”
“Yeah. And the other person just tries to keep their mind clear, because the mixing energies could break the connection.” Jihun glanced at him. “So don’t freak out or anything, and don’t take your hand off the planchette. If anything goes wrong, I’ll end the session. Okay?”
“Okay,” he said simply. “I trust you.”
Jihun flashed a smile. Jisung ignored the fluttering in his chest. They leaned over the board, and Jihun opened the session. “We ask of you no negativity and no profanity, only positivity, and we ask you to only communicate with us through the board and only the board, and that anybody here or near to us is not affected by anything negative.”
“Did you memorize that?” Jisung asked, eyes flicking up.
“Yeah.” Jihun slid the planchette over to the greeting in the corner. “Hello!”
“Hello,” Jisung echoed.
“Is there anyone who’d like to speak with us?”
They waited.
“It might take a couple minutes,” Jihun said.
“So do we have to wait in awkward silence until then?”
“I don’t know.”
They tried it. Time stretched on. Jisung wished he’d thought to grab his watch on the way out. Jihun’s was hidden by his sleeve, and the clock on the wall was never trustworthy. The planchette inched towards the U, but he was pretty sure that was gravity and not a spirit.
“Is there anyone in this room who wants to talk to us?” Jihun tried again, a little louder. Jisung winced at his volume, sure that someone was going to hear and come running, but his concerns were quickly forgotten as the planchette began to move, halting over the yes.
“That’s so cool.” The words came out breathless as he stared at the unassuming piece of wood.
“Do you haunt this room?” Jihun asked. It circled around and came back to yes. “Do you throw things?” It moved to no. Jisung resisted the urge to say, I told you so. “Do you know who’s been throwing things?” It moved to yes, then slid across the board, pausing over each letter. They leaned over the board, reading each letter out loud.
“Kangmin?” Jihun asked incredulously. He straightened up abruptly and hit Jisung’s forehead with his skull. It took an inhuman amount of willpower to keep his hands on the planchette. “Shoot- sorry Jisung.”
“No it’s fine.” He shook his head. “Did you get all the answers you wanted?”
“Yeah.” Jihun turned back to the board. “Thank you for your help, spirit. Do you mind if we say goodbye now?”
The planchette slid to no, and then to goodbye.
“Thanks again, goodbye~” Jihun sang. Jisung echoed him. “Okay, we can take our hands off now.”
“Guess you really did know what you were doing.” Jisung rubbed his forehead as he spoke.
“Yeah. Is your head okay?” Jihun leaned in, setting the board aside. “I really knocked it.”
“It’s fine, just hurts a little.”
“How does one check for a concussion?”
“Hyung really, I’m not gonna get a concussion because you sat up too fast.”
“You’re sure?”
Their faces were so close. Jisung wondered if the other noticed. “Yeah I’m sure.”
“Okay.” Jihun sat back, and the tension cleared from Jisung’s chest, although it was quickly replaced by some kind of empty longing sensation. What was up with him?
“I don’t mean to be overbearing or anything,” Jihun said, hopping off the lab table and starting to pack up. “I just worry about you.”
“Yeah, I get it.” Jisung hopped down and stacked up the papers, setting them in the bottom of the box. Jihun handed him a candle, and with a quick huff they blew them out at the same time. They returned the room to its original state and snuck back out of the school, heading for home.
“Do you ever want to do that again?” Jihun asked.
“What, use a Ouija board?”
“Yeah.”
“Maybe.” Jisung’s eyes trailed over the jack o lanterns littering the sidewalk. Taking a chance, he said what he’d been thinking, “If I was doing it with you, yeah.”
Maybe it was the excitement of using a Ouija board and not dying, maybe it was that he’d basically been asleep for the past ten steps, but he didn’t remember who reached out first. All he knew was they were holding hands all of a sudden, and Jihun was smiling at him.
And maybe he hated it but he knew he’d do it a million times over if it all led to this.
i probably did shit but hey i tried my sins are atoned for i have contributed to the trcng scenarios tag happy spooky day
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slommyyyy · 6 years
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marvel asks!!
this is rlly long folks prepare your asses
steve: are you small or tall?
im rlly fucking short!!! bitch!!! im like five two!! hopefully i get a growth spurt soon bc bitch i dont wanna climb shit
bucky: what’s your favorite memory?
i have a bunch actually!! im gonna limit it to three bc aa theres too many,, 
SO!!! i had met viv about two months prior, and it was the summer and i was outside!! stargazing bc!! damn b its fun!! and we were texting bc ahe just woke up, and then!!!! a neighborhood cat came, and we talked abt the cat and stars and it was so nice??
anytime from when i was little at night!! stars, catching fireflies, going to the local water park, being at the beach w my mom and eating pizza, grilling hamburgers outside w my brother... mmm man i cant tell you HOW happy summer makes me?? we used to sit outside and catch fireflies and swim in an old shitty pool, and have to go inside ONLY if the amount of airplanes that flew over us was had a factor of 3, bc that number was my fav hgckygvk
fjbueod this sounds stupid bUT!! i rlly love skyping my friends?? like watching vine comps w steph and izzy, or that one time most of us all got in one MASSIVE call and micah flipped me off in front of my mom,, but anyway i had a call w my friends, and they all went out/ to sleep, and by myself, i realized?? these people make me feel so happy?? like i had been really sad for a long time and everyone just made me... good??? i watched the sun rise that morning, and i felt rlly complete man, like a new chapter of my life was starting
sam: what makes you happy?
my friends, music, and art a lot!!! also dogs in general,,
peggy: what’s your favorite era?
dude have you seen the music i listen to?? 80s/90s are my shit
thor: what’s your favorite weather?
if im outside?? warm to the point where youre sticky with sweat, but its pleasant, and dont feel like youre dying. if im inside?? summer rain!! i like the calming patter of rain and the thunder kinda just?? being there man!! watch a movie and listen to music to that jazz!!! play a ukulele or read a book!!! that weather makes me so happy
valkyrie: what’s your favorite drink?
cherry cola!! BUT!! i like the kind from those cool machines at movie theaters!! since like the canned stuff??? tastes brown w a liiiiittle bit of magenta. the bottled stuff??? more magenta but still mostly brown. the theater stuf??? hoLY SHIT!!! ITS LIKE BRIGHT PINK!!! MUTED W SOME BROWNS AND TASTES SO GOOD!!
heimdall: where do you see yourself in 5 years?
dude i cant plan the future tbh?? like maybe at college?? maybe taking time for my mental health?? idk!! also lmAO w my luck id be dead,, have you SEEN how much i get injured??? i fell off one (1) stair and broke my ankle for three weeks fsuvbeieu
korg: are you optimistic or pessimistic?
im actually realistic tbh?? i have a bad habit of looking at things from a point where its realistic to the point where its apathetic and,,, i gotta fix that man,, (also im not including my anxiety inthat bc iF I DID LMAO IDK W H A T ID BE)
peter: are you good at keeping secrets?
yeah!! unless its smth serious, then i try to get the person help from someone im POSITIVE is trustworthy, unless im positive its under control :0
ned: who is your best friend?
no!!!! no picking!!! i love all of my friends in dif ways!!! my friend cc?? my meme-y jam bud who complains abt our english teacher!! em?? fuCKIN RAD!!!! izzy?? we talk abt girls and how we love our moms!! lui?? a badass bitch!!!! kyra and jo??? my b99 buds!!! my brother was my only friend for literal years!!! id say more but this would get way too long i love all of my friends!!
michelle: do you like to go to parties?
lmaO NO IVE GOT RLLY BAD SOCIAL/GENERAL ANXIETY,, that and im never invited to any uyebve
liz: who was your high school crush?
this rlly cute girl in a few of my classes!! im too scared to talk to her thOUGH HBCEUIBS
aunt may: who or what are you most protective over?
my brother!!! holy fuck man i nearly decked some kids when i was little,,, this sounds edgy but my brother had some issues w social settings, so he was bullied, so i helped stand up for him!! we took boxing lessons for two years bitch!! got pizza on thursdays after!!.
t'challa: what is the most important thing your parents taught you?
my mom taught me to always do what i love, and i love her man,, wonderful woman,,,
shuri: are you a good driver?
bro i cant even drive and have a fear of cars
nakia: what causes are you passionate about?
a lot actually!!! rn its mostly LGBTQ+ rights, immigration, and gun control!!! i rlly enjoy arguing, but only the kind where both sides listen to each other, yknow?? bc people yelling hurts my head efvhbied
okoye: do you speak more than one language?
no,, i only speak english and have the german abilities of a two year old
m'baku: are you vegetarian?
no, sorry!! i dont eat much meat tho so i could probably go vegetarian p easily lmAO
killmonger: sunrises or sunsets?
ooo!!! i love both!! i love seeing sunrises in the morning, but i think i gotta say sunsets!! the colors are rlly pretty
peter quill: what’s your favorite song from your childhood?
my brother and i used to SCREECH hooked on a feeling its a fuckin bop
gamora: do you like to dance?
its fun but i physically??? cant?? my body doesnt know how to move so i awkwardly sway to shitty 80s music uekfbs
nebula: do you get along with your siblings?
yeah!!! my brothers one of my closest friends, and even though hes older than me,, im still shook by how old hes gotten,,,, bitches stay off the roads hes got no coordination
groot: are you quiet or talkative?
it depends on who im with!!! or how my brain is working that day!! with large groups im rlly quiet but in front of a crowd or with one to four-ish friends i know well??? ill talk your ear off,,, also sometimes my brain says!! socializing is hard so oh well
rocket: have you changed a lot since you were younger?
hdfubvyuedsvbdsiUHDBSCUI HELL YEAH!!!! dude ive developed my own opinions and gotten a lot more bitchy.... but also ive stayed the same in a few ways!! i still love art and music, and have obsessions really deeply
asgard: if you could move anywhere, where would you pick?
anywhere w my friends!!! 
brooklyn: where do you feel most at home?
outside late at night chatting w friends tbh?? it just feels right
wakanda: what is your hometown known for?
peaches!!
thank u @prcngx for tagging me!!! ily!! but you tagged a bunch of mutuals so i dont rlly have anyone to tag!!!! you monster!! ily!!
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