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stromuprisahat · 1 day

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girl why are you still reading these books if you hate them so much. treat yourself and dnf 😭

I think I've answered something similar some time before, but I can't be arsed to look for it at the moment, so...

I do not hate Grishaverse, it's merely incredibly frustrating in its unacknowledged bias, abandoned themes and wasted potential in general.

As for why am I re-reading it and don't intend to stop:

Sashka- the man I'd like to shake so he quits being nice and reasonable, and simply kills them all. Or kiss his forhead and gently force him to take care of himself for once.

Some of the delightful (or terrifying) fragments of worldbuilding I like to elaborate.

Sheer stubborness, because to quote my favourite (well-written) fictional Slav:

"I can't because I'm not a quitter! I'm a complainer, but I'm not a quitter."

#reply #Grishaverse #já a švábi #grishanalyticritical #The Darkling #anti Leigh Bardugo #Vasiliy was such a Slavic mood in that.#I miss him.

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nylongenesis · 5 months

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Here’s the thing about Timothy stoker

here it is the tim post

People who say tim is an asshole are partially correct.

People who say tim is ‘toxic’ are INCORRECT.

I am very strongly about this because. listen to me. okay.

SPOILERS UP TO TMA SEASON 3 AHEAD

Imagine BEING timothy stoker. After whats probaboy the secondmost traumatizing experience of your life in which you almost die if not by the worms then by the MEDICAL EMERGENCY (respiratory acidosis is a medical emergency :3) your body was put into- plagued with nightmares and the pain of your body being covered in holes and your medical issues, you come back to the archives expecting to see your best friend, That will make it all better. It’ll be so worth it once you can see her again.

And then she acts so distant. And you dont know why.

And you have just lost your friendship. The one that’s kept you going this whole time. The one you were starting to believe might have been unbreakable. And you Don’t. Know. Why.

Eventually after many failed attempts to reconnect, you resign yourself to the fact that she just got tired of you. That you were right this whole time. That she just pitied you. You still don’t know what you did wrong and it’s eating you alive, but she won’t tell you, so you have to settle with pretending to be glad that she’s at least alive, All while your boss is literally going insane and STALKING YOU???

Only to find out after a YEAR of believing you were just unlovable that this person? The person youve been trying to ‘reconnect’ with? That isnt your best friend, Your best friend dies and you never noticed. How could you not notice? But when you see the real picture of her she feels like a stranger and you realize you have no fucking escape from your horrible, unforgivable sin of forgetting your friend. Because no matter what you do, trying to look back at your memories, that *thing* is there instead. You can’t even enjoy your memories before she died.

So you sit there, alone and afraid. Angry, grieving, everything else. What are you supposed to do but make the thing that has haunted you since the disappearance of your Brother feel the kind of pain it is making you feel?

Tim isn’t toxic. Hell I wouldn’t even say he’s that much of an asshole.

He’s a hurt child.

Mentally, especially in season three, he’s having the equivalent of a child’s breakdown. The kind they have when they don’t know how to express the emotions they’re feeling. These emotions- this grief, this anger, this pain- it’s so big, it’s so much, and he feels so small, so incapable and weak, and he cannot properly handle it. He cannot cope. Especially since he’s still somewhat trapped in who he was when his brother was taken.

Now im not saying the way he went about this is at all great, but yknow. Everyone forgives reactions to trauma until they’re personally inconvenient or ugly.

Tim lost everything, and honestly i would be pretty damn similar if I was in his position! That’s DEVASTATING.

In the end, there’s such a horrible tragedy to his entire character that goes almost entirely unnoticed unless you’re like me and you’re insane and overanalyze someone based on one word in an extra audio thats not in the podcast.

Anyways, that’s why I love Tim.

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archaicden · 2 years

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TARTAGLIA : protector of what could’ve been.

#may you continue being the living being of contradictions #childe #genshin impact #tartaglia #childe genshin impact #ajax genshin impact #foul legacy #genshin #my art #I miss him.

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napsaps-archive · 11 months

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the return of dream minecraft will be awesome and legendary and i will cry tears of joy i hope to see you all there

#I MISS HIM.#.txt #d

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twomystdunstans · 11 months

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I always forget malevolent exists until its near the end/beginning of the month and something activates in me like a sleeper agent and im like WHWRE IS JOHN. WHERE IS HE. 👿👿👿👿👿

#screaming crying wailing where is he where is my goobie......#I MISS HIM.#GRRUAAAUUUU #malevolent

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darubyprincx · 8 months

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Gem squinted down at the figure lying facedown on the grass. "Hm. Yeah. I don't think that's normal or very good."

"Do you know who this guy is, or," asked Sparrow, who was wearing a pair of sunglasses since she was outside. "Because I have no idea who they are."

"Oh, yeah, I know him," said Gem cheerfully. "Not sure why he's doing this, though." She walked over to the figure and nudged him with her foot. "Hello? Are you awake?"

The figure did not move nor respond.

Gem crouched down, nose scrunched. "How long has he been here?"

"No idea," said Sparrow. "I just found him here 15 minutes ago. I think it's been a minute, though. Is that vine growing over his leg?"

"Oh, it is," said Gem, sounding suddenly marginally more concerned. "Well this isn't good. I wonder if I can ask Scott or Oli to help."

"I heard my name," said a voice immediately. "Hi Gem."

"Hi Oli," said Gem. "Didn't see you there."

"Most people don't," said the voice. Sparrow tried and failed to see the source of the voice, but could not, since they were silent, as was Gem. "Why is Pix dead?"

"I don't think he's dead," said Gem, checking his wrist for a pulse and standing up again without comment. "Just really, really asleep."

"Wait, are you Sparrow?" asked Oli. (At least, Sparrow assumed this was Oli anyways.)

"Yep."

"You're the warden guy!" Oli said triumphantly. "You can't see people if they're not making noises, right?"

"That is true," said Sparrow with a nod. "I also picked up these sick shades because light is way too bright for me otherwise."

"Wait, Sparrow," said Gem, turning to them. "If you can't see people if they're not making sound, then how did you know there was someone here?"

"Oh, uh," said Sparrow, who in all honestly had 1. not thought that far into its explanation and 2. tripped right over the body. "A bird landed on him and I could tell because it looked to me like it was floating above the ground."

Meanwhile, Oli had walked over to where Sparrow assumed Pixl's ear was and was poking various areas of his face. "Hello?" he said as he went. "Pix? Earth to Pixlriffs? It's Oli, your favorite bard. You went to my funeral. Remember me? Guys," he said, turning back to the two without skipping a beat, "I think he's dead."

"Went to your... funeral?" asked Sparrow.

"Yeah, I faked my death and then left with my son," said Oli.

"You have a kid?"

"I don't think he's dead," said Gem thoughtfully. "His body would have decomposed by now. Also, he'd smell a lot worse."

"That'd be a feat," grumbled Sparrow.

"He's got to have so many bug bites," said Oli in awe.

"Yep, which is why I wanted to talk to Scott to try and move him," said Gem.

"Are you sure you want Scott?" asked Oli. "He'd probably like, try to kiss him or something."

"I'm going to be there to make sure we don't get a Sleeping Beauty situation," said Gem confidently, her hands on their hips. "He's scared of me, and for good reason. We'll be fine."

"Okay," said Oli, walking back over to the body. "Wait. I need to try something." He took a deep breath, then, directly into Pixl's ear, voice breaking from the volume: "PIXLRIFFS!"

"Ow," hissed Sparrow, hands flying to his ears. "Dude, I'm a Warden. You have to warn me first."

"Sorry," said Oli.

"Ow," grumbled the figure facedown in the grass, hand reaching up to scratch its ear. "You could have at least given me a countdown first, Oli. Why am I on the ground?"

"Hi, Pix," said Gem cheerfully. "Good to see you! You've been passed out on the ground and bitten by so many bugs for the past four months."

Pix looked up, his glasses literally stuck to his forehead. "What?"

#ray's tag #mcyt #new life smp #nlsmp #writing #I MISS HIM.#keys' writing

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pendraegon · 6 months

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god i miss gawain. let's talk about gawain.

#i miss him.

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lostbutincognito · 2 years

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I don't think I realized how much I needed Techno's dad to share his memories of Techno with us until it started happening. There is a hole slowly, slowly healing in my heart, with every comment he makes and ever bit of Techno life lore that's revealed to us.

I wrote a post once about how none of us knew Alex but we knew Technoblade and now it turns out we maybe knew more of the actual him than we thought, and we are learning more, and we are blessed with the ability to remember and mourn and cherish and grieve him together with his family. This is something that they never, ever had to do in the first place. We are not owed any closure, and yet we're getting it anyways. I will forever be thankful to Techno's dad for that.

Technoblade truly never dies, not in our hearts, not in our memories. Not as long as his legacy is alive, not as long as on a random charity stream someone donates asking to subscribe to Technoblade.

And we will make sure it stays like this. I think he would be proud.

#technoblade #i saw that dono in hermits stream and broke down yesterday #i miss him.

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satoruvt · 1 year

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any Vernon bf thoughts? :) just read your other HHU headcanons and noticed he wasnt there yet...

damn so i have feelings for this guy. good to know good to know

one of the biggest things about vern is that he's chill asf. we all know this. but i think it'd travel into his relationship

genuinely just happy to be here bro. doesn't get weird about things -- respects and loves you and asks that you do the same, and that's kind of it for him

not suuuper big on pda, but will honestly kinda let you do whatever with him if you like pda LOL. probably won't initiate a lot but will definitely indulge if you do; feel like he def has limits but as long as you both feel comfortable

in private however ... i see him being a bit more touchy. just a lot more comfortable with initiating it. he'll usually put his arm around your shoulders or just grab for your hand, a few little kisses here and there

doesn't have an organized playlist for you but definitely has a list of songs that remind him of you

BIGGGG fan of movie nights and watching stuff with you; if theres a movie coming out soon that he wants to see he'll get tix for the theater and make a lil date out of it. or if theres one that you guys just want to watch at home, he's so down for cuddling up on the couch while it plays

you steal his shirts and hes like "cmon :/ i paid for that :/" LMAO but he'll never ask for them back

the idea of vernon in a kitchen um. kind of scares me. so while he doesnt cook without your supervision, he'll show his appreciation by cleaning up after you're done cooking... or you'll end up with take out lol

is so interested in hobbies you have. loves to see your works when you're done with them, if you feel comfortable showing him -- hypes you up in his own gentle way

i think when he's on tour or just away from you he'll send you pictures or videos of what he's doing... usually no caption. but it's sweet to know he's thinking about you

if you ask, he'll tell you all about the stuff he's currently working on. but like.. not in a way that will give you hints HAHA he's very meticulous about it, he wants it to be a surprise for you. when you asked him about black eye he was like "yeah the production was so fun to work on, the lyrics too. it's something i'm really proud of" and you're like Awe. but then you're like Let Me Hear It and hes like No

idek if he has his license (leaning towards no) but if you guys both happen to be free on a night, esp if you haven't seen each other in a while, hes always down for driving around and talking and sharing music. absolutely

making plans with him is soooo easy. will text you and be like "your place tonight? tacos? 6 pm?" and if it doesn't work hes just like "alright, tmr then."

doesn't Surprise visit you at work but he'll text u and be like "coming by" LOL. loves taking your break with you when hes able to

silently insists on paying for you anywhere at anytime for anything. will never really Fight you on it but you know better then to try atp. BUT HE ALWAYS IS LIKE "guess i'm paying again..." and you're like "i can do it" and he's like "absolutely not. put your card away."

we all know his gifts end up being So late but they're always very thoughtful and you know he tried with them, which is what matters most

u guys have matching bracelets i don't make the rules.

the more romantic songs he's written... some are definitely about you. you never have to ask, and vernon never says anything -- the songs speak for themselves, and you think you'd both know anyways.

pretends he doesn't know any of your frequented drink or food orders when you guys are together but then somehow remembers them perfectly when he gets takeout alone for the both of you

probably steals stuff of yours, like your bigger hoodies or shirts. will ask to borrow jewelry on occasion too

if he's having a rough time writing or getting a song started or just getting stuck on a certain part he'll always invite you to the studio. claims it helps. you think he just misses you

vernon are you free tonight around 6 pm i am available tonight at 6 pm if you are free at 6 pm tonight i am also free at 6pm if you're free at 6pm tonight we can do something together if we are both free tonight at 6pm.