Hej hej! Please dont worry about updating!! Honestly, reading your blog is already super fulfilling! I get really excited whenever I see youve posted on here <3 Like, tiny lore drops or RO asks or drabbles or literally anything, Im squealing like a cartoon teenage girl "Kal posted!.!.!" <33 Really, really love your story (stories, ig i love from the ashes we rise so much as well), and any smidge of info or content you give us of it :D Im obv excited and pumped for whenever the update might come out but its 0 rush! Please take whatever time you need for whatever reason! <3

I love you anon please accept this realistic picture of me while reading:

AND THE CIVIL WAR RAGES ON! AND I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO CONTEND WITH ANY OF YOU

shout to you for being the one wholesome anon here.

Out of curiosity, do you ever try to guess which anon is an account you see in your notifs? Like do you ever look through someone's blog and theorise "oh hey this guy seems like that one anon" or notice a sting of likes topped with an ask

Or are you more inclined to just imagine your anons are just small creachures/entities that occasionally drop by your house and leave it at that

*evil cackling* heheheheheehe

okay sooo i'm almost CERTAIN i know who the majority of my anons are because i do like matching up likes with anons aaaand because i kiiiiinda sortaaaaa... stalkallmyfollowersespeciallytheoneswholikeallmystuff no wait don't run away i promiSE I'M FRIENDLY *RATTLES CAGE DOOR*

soooo yeah~ i made post a while back with this gif

.... i was serious.

if you've liked my stuff a few times i've likely memorized your user

and oh my goOoOooooOOd do i love lookin at these usernames! SO MANY OF THEM MAKE ME LAUGH SO FUCKIN HARD ISTG 🤣🤣🤣 truly iconic~ *wipes tear*

but also as someone who has SEVERE social anxiety i also understand the beauty of anonymity so i would NEVER try to interact or call out someone who i suspect as being one of my anons. I'll just love them from a distance and give them a lil chicken nugget if they can eat them when they decide to pass by my inbox.

I have an arlecchino oneshot in the works (it's gone over 4k words cuz i have no self restraint) and will post it on Tumblr on my blog. I love your work and blog sm so gonna try and get this out on your bday but if not (wish arlecchino can screw me as hard as my academics does 😔), would you want to be mentioned whenever I do? And if I forget, happy early bday!!!!!

-🩸

HELLO YES OF COURSE MENTION ME!!! 4k??? sign me up!!

that is literally so exciting, and i cannot wait to read it. no pressure to post it by a certain date though. i really appreciate the gesture and your kindness 💕💕 it always makes me feel so happy to know people do enjoy my writing :]

also, thank you!! i can't believe i'm turning 20 😨

(and, yes, me too. school is kicking my ass these days 😭😭)

YESSSSSSSSSSSS

I DID ITTTT~~~

my mind is in the gutter but while we're talking abt nick fucking u, may i raise to you- you giving him a handjob, his other hand is in his hair and the other is trying to muffle out the moans of your name that are falling from his lips and he's bucking his hips to your hands

oh my god-

tell me about your blorbos from your brain...

i have this post where i said random stuff about my ocs

so now ill do more of that 👍

update! its 12 am and sun is my mind so so so so much

the sun is so close yet so far from earth. we literally feel its light every day and yet its like millions of miles away from us. then it just becomes night and theres just the moon, reflecting the suns light

ironically i never thought about sun being like the Actual Sun until now but. damn (she is so close yet so far but she could never come to earth) (the moon is only a reflection of the sun. it is still there, just barely. even when she's completely gone shes still reaching out for earth) (also she can be the earth too. a computer monitor and a star both emit light after all. and without a sun? the world ends) (...but the earth mostly represents people outside of unreality - all of x535/l corp but specifically mason, basil, miho, farrow and ex. but most of all mason and ex bc they have the most banger ask responses ever)

(AGH <- obsessing over a literal side character) (does anyone else even think about her. i mean either way i make up for it via this shit but still lmao)

also the opposite: darkness. 'binah' eventually cracks and cracks like glass until becoming a shadow, the opposite of sun.* and sun eventually kills her, finally gaining her power to control unreality. the light consumes the darkness, destroying it. even when she killed her she followed in her footsteps and her goals, and really the goal of unreality - destroying evil. but at this point, she knew that. and thats why she did it, to continue to her legacy and goals

*update! the sun makes shadows appear. hehe. there has always been a thing of unreality being made from peoples minds (which is canon - poussey and miku are able to meet in unreality by thinking of the same place. but you know that lol). 'binah' does bring sun into unreality to punish her for killing angela, which sprouted from paranoia. so she kinda is her shadow, like the dark parts of her mind ig

"i do not want to be in a cell and i do not want to mindlessly kill" <- lol. lmao, even (tbh this just lives in my head just bc. but sun is trapped in unreality and repeatedly killed, so this could totally match that. or she could say its about l corp. "arent you trapped, mindlessly killing others yourself? ill free you.")

also "murder happens all the time. sometimes as a necessity. maybe it does [mean youre a better person]." [!] sun will remember this (she's probably gonna repeat it to him when she eventually gets back to the facility as an arbiter ["arent i the better person for this?"])

im so normal. writing this just feels like this. i hope you understand these autistic swag beams directly from my mind

Hello you! In the light of the whole drama that is going on lately, I decided to stop by and drop my 5 cents by saying that I appreciate from the bottom of my heart what you do, your work, your effort and the time you take to give life to each idea, each request, each story. I really truly like your writing (habe also requested myself and i am patiently waiting for the day you maybe will discover my otjer anon request, hehe) and hey, I enjoy your posts, I am happy when you bless us with new stuff and honestly, I hope you keep it up, I love you, stay hydrated and beautiful and have a good night/day whatever when you are reading this! 🥰

Words cannot express how happy this anon ask made me feel.

I wanted to keep it all to myself like a pesky little thing and in my inbox forever, BUT I JUST HAD TO REPLY TO YOU

See mom?? There are people out there who like what I write 😤🤚

I am working very hard to fulfil all the anon requests I've gotten (right now I'm working on 20 fics at the same time, and how I manage them is a mystery to us all)! I hope I get to post your request very soon! 🥹💗

Please also make sure to take care of yourself, and live life to the fullest! I hope you had a wonderful day today :D

And once again, thank you for the kindness of checking up on me. With such wonderful people caring about my well-being, I can hardly ever feel let down or discouraged. 💗

I saw the other pregnancy story and I raise you MY parents pregnancy story

My mom is a nurse who works labor and delivery. My dad is well...my dad? He is a former stoner who somehow got a job as a security guard and got on the straight and narrow (can't risk his job if they drug test him!). Anyways, my mom also did not think she was pregnant right away because she is also very irregular when it comes to her period. Her best friend just announced she was pregnant. My mom's friend joked "maybe YOU'RE pregnant too". My mom was like ???....!!!!

Went home and tested and bam. Pregnant. My dad was panicking slightly (my mom's favorite story is how she told him he was so ecstatic and happy and they cried and hugged and after they calmed down he immediately pulled away panicked and said "WE GOTTA HIDE THE WEED" and she replied "you haven't smoked for a year there is no weed" and he just went "oh shit yea" 😭)

Then when it came time for the birth, you aren't allowed to eat or drink anything during. Just ice chips. So her water broke at my grandparents and she was just chilling whilst my dad was like "OH GOD ITS TIME GET JN THE VAN" and she did and he was so panicked he was like "wait how do I get there from here". So my mom is giving my dad directions and he's like a ball of anxiety until he realizes "wait we're in the middle of town now and the hospital is the opposite way". This bitch gave him directions to a Dairy Queen because she was craving a milkshake and French fries and knew they wouldn't let her eat when she got there 😭. He is not happy and is mumbling threats at her but gets her the food and off to the hospital they go! They arrive and according to my dad she "strolls in, sunglasses on, almost finished milkshake in one hand and the other on her stomach, looking like a goddess". And her coworkers looked at her and all she said was "its time" and everyone was like OKAY LETS GO.

After three hours of waiting (labor had started but I guess there are different stages idk like the water had broken but it still takes awhile if its your first?) My mother, my beautiful amazing snarky mother looks at my dad who is now mumbling about how he should have picked something up at the dairy queen, and tells him to get out. YES!!! He is sitting there like 😟 and she says "oh its gonna be many more hours go get something to eat then come back, cause you are NOT eating in this room in front of me". And my dad being my dad is like no I love you im going to stay and she tells him that his favorite local family diner opened back up after it had been closed for renovations. Mom jokes you could see smoke from how quick he ran out of there.

My dad then says while he was sitting at this diner eating a burger and humming, his waitress came up and asked what he was doing there (he did not realize she was flirting at the time but my mom yelled at him that the waitress was). My dad's reply was "Oh my wife is giving birth right now 😃" and this waitress immediately scoffed and the other diner patrons turned to look at him andglares at him! He realized his mistake but he already dug himself in the hole. He paid and left an extra large tip.

He returned to my mom, who was sitting watching TV and grumbling about how long this was gonna take. 8 hours later, j was born

(Ngl I think the story is cute but those are MY parents ljke ew. But I can totally see all the Eddie fans go crazy so enjoy. I prefer Steve but dabble in some Eddie)

Thank you for sharing this! I loved reading it ☺️

I know I said fuck them kids the other day but I really do love pregnancy stories and kids!! I just don’t want KARENS assuming I have a kid or should’ve had one already 🙃 and I found out my cousin is pregnant again and I can feel my auntie’s head spinning around 😭

And your parents are so cute! AND DAIRY QUEEN 😭😭😭😭your mom is a literal queen for walking in the hospital like the baddie she is!!

And the entire diner judging your dad 😭 like they could’ve at least let him explain. I’ve seen some guys take a ps5 to the hospital and ngl I think I’d be playing too if I was waiting around for 16 hours to give birth I’m sorry 😭

My mom made my dad get her fish sandwiches and taco bell 😭 and it’s funny because I’ve never been to taco bell ever in my life. And she had really bad preeclampsia so she was admitted like right after the visit. I was like 3 weeks early so idk if they even had stuff set up yet lmaoooo

To the Anon who just sent me a literal fic about Forian and Celia

Oh my god o.o my jaw dropped when I saw it, it's literally perfection! also how do you know what am I planning for them? xd You're a genius

But do you want me to write something about that scenario? Or can I just post your ask bc it's already a whole sickfic on its own.

What do you like about the Diasomnia boys if I may ask?

I always love hearing about the different reasons people enjoy characters.

I mean, c'mon. he has split custody over Sebek okay

also, Lilia in particular has maybe the best timeskip character development of all time

#so unserious 😂💖

jimmy stream watcher here i havent watched most of this stream but he did run into glass. like a bird

amazing. I'm so proud of him

Taking the current topic as an excuse to ask you to tell me all the reasons you love Rarijack. Your art for the ship is so sweet and intimate I'd love to hear any in depth thoughts you have.

Breathes in.

I think what makes their dynamic really strong is that they have opposing personalities but aligned values. It's deeper than just "opposites attract." Rarity's fancy, prissy, and femme while Applejack's modest, rough, and "masculine." But both value hard work (to the point of being workaholics), their families (both have guardianship over their little sisters), running successful businesses, and eventually each other. Their relationship can be boiled down to, "Despite our differences/disagreements, I still like you because we value the same things."

We see their relationship develop so much. In the first season, they can't stop bickering about surface-level differences. By season four, they still bicker, but will mend their relationship because they can't help but do nice things for each other. In Trade Ya, they start off arguing over personality differences (Applejack likes old junk and Rarity likes useless crap). Then they pivot and start arguing that they value their relationship more than the other. In the end, they mend things by sacrificing their needs and buying each other a gift. Even if they don't understand it, they know it'd make the other happy. And that's all that really matters. It's a genuinely sweet moment that shows how arguing can be healthy and necessary for relationships to strengthen.

We even see them dropping their hang-ups about each others' personalities. In Made in Manehattan, when Rarity runs off in dramatics about someone's fashion, AJ doesn't roll her eyes or scoff, she smiles. Oftentimes, their conflicts are very common domestic conflicts romantic couples face. Applejack's Day Off is about a woman's inability to balance work and life and find time to properly spend with her partner, causing her partner to feel neglected.

By season seven, they're actively participating in each others' interests. Any problems or conflicts that arise are dealt with, and they come out the other end stronger and closer. In Honest Apple, AJ pretty much spells out why their relationship works so well: even though she doesn't understand fashion, she can recognize and appreciate how much work it takes and wants to respect that. When she realizes her mistake in the episode, AJ goes above and beyond to fix things and apologize to Rarity. They care about each other so much.

The two go out of their way, sacrificing their personal desires and beliefs and doing things they normally wouldn't, to make the other happy. That's just love.

There's Simple Ways, where AJ gets stuck in an unwanted love triangle between Rarity and her hipster crush. And her frustration and anger can be so easily interpreted as AJ finding herself in a terrible position; the girl she loves wants another man, and that man wants her.

I dunno. I've always had a preference for opposites attract ships, but Rarijack's stuck with me like a brain worm because they have the perfect chemistry. The way they show they care, or do things for each other, I've always read it as the truest representation of romance in the show.

All the basils hanging out (stranger, rw basil, headspace basil, an au basil and a plushie one)

Omofalls Basil looks a bit suspicious but i swear he's mentally stable guys!!!! for real!!!

Colds are the worst. I'm a fucking war woman when I'm sick. In fact my current boyfriend refers to as 'the bad guy in Lotr' aka Sauron.

He's slowly learning my obsession with the fandon and Leggy.

Yes, Legolas is weirdo but he's my weirdo! Yes, Thrandy, I said it!

Treat yourself then! Read and watch things you love! I'm currently reading your latest fic. I know nothing about the silmarillion, 'I need to read it soon' I keep saying for the last 3 years. But I like them, they are cute 😍 but why do I have a bad feeling they will bite me if I said that? 😂 Leafy runs behind Leggy and Thrandy shakes his head

From Leafy 🍃

Erm...Most of them would bite you, I guess 🤔🤔🤔 They are a bite-y folk haha

I've also only finished reading it recently and I am knee-deep into stupid ideas that are haunting me...

I am presently rewatching the LOTR movies and Legolas is truly so strange looool (I shall read the books soon too haha)

But yeah, he's a fun character and to think that I've only started writing Elves in February and now I am drowning in them...

One day, when I've built up some confidence, I will write cross-overs of the Valar being super lazy and - instead of waiting for Arda to be remade - just dump all of those characters into the modern world.

Jeeez, we'd be in for a treat hahaha (not the story, just the situation)...Many of them are impossibly tall (Elves) or broad (Dwarves) and would NOT AT ALL draw attention...

muahaha, there goes another plot bunny...

My husband is - thankfully for him - at the office today and does not have to deal with my cranky ass hahaha