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#i love louis and it’s hard to feel otherwise about him
hyunjining · 1 year
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“sometimes when you’re closeted you have to do some fucked up shit” and “that doesn’t always make it ok” are two statements than can coexist
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agendabymooner · 10 months
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of long lines and names || cl16 fic
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charles leclerc x ofc (hearth sister!ofc)
Summary: Aimee Yael and Charles Leclerc are too young to have five kids under six, but those boys became the life and memories that the couple wanted to keep forever. OR a series of scenarios during Aimee’s pregnancies that Charles remembered the most.
Content warning: Pregnancies with twins/five kids, dad!Charles and the grid uncles, based on Charles’ long name, a crying Charles, mentions of Anthoine Hubert, Niki Lauda, Jules Bianchi and the Leclerc dad (nothing too graphic nor personal, mostly based on their names only), loss/grief, Toto being a d-bag for a moment, possible use of explicit language, family-centric/dad!Charles-centric content, mentions of other Hearth sisters children (Lewis Hamilton and Max Verstappen)
Note: This will be a flop but I love these fictional Hearth-Leclerc kids. I love all of their kids! In fact, I have a series of spreadsheets dedicated to the Hearth sisters, and other characters and the names of their babies. Enjoy xx
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2024 — Hervé Louis Sebastien René Mathieu and Jules Lorenzo Blaise Pascal Timothé Leclerc
Aimee Yael Edmunson (Hearth) had never been stressed before. She had no reason to be. As a woman from a wealthy family — the granddaughter of Scottish billionaires and a daughter of an FIA executive — she had no reason to stress over the little things that were in the area of her control. Like her half-sisters, she had the money and intelligence to handle things well.
All except for the two little things in her womb that were continuously developing as the fourth month of her pregnancy went on. It was hard to hide it from everyone if you were to ask her. She had already spoken to her mother about carrying this amount of children in one go— Amara Louise Edmunson had only given birth to one child, and it was her. Nobody knew the struggle, but her mother had comforted her as much as she could. 
Aimee was calm despite the disaster that happened to be an unplanned pregnancy, her rational mind thinking that she shouldn’t be in some form of distress or discomfort to avoid any complications in her body. 
Her boyfriend, Charles Leclerc, thought otherwise.
When her body hit the ninth-week mark, there was already a tiny bump that someone might have seen as bloated. A natural one, no? But Charles was known to overthink things, and when he somehow got his prediction right, he had never cried so hard about having not only one— but two kids. He cried as if he was the one with the uncontrollable hormones. Aimee watched him cry empathetically, feeling grateful that she didn’t have this much anxiety that could risk her health and her babies. Still, she wondered if the tears he shredded were tears of joy or something else. 
Charles said he was happy, but at the same time, he thought of how their families would react— minus Pascale, Blanche and Amara.
When her body hit the seventeenth-week mark, they couldn’t hide it from their families any longer, hosting a dinner at their home in Monaco where Aimee did all of the cooking. Everything she made were cravings that became stronger as her first few weeks of pregnancy went on—rice, pasta and somehow a good selection of desserts and pastries that Charles ordered before the dinner. 
Welcoming each family member into the house wasn’t the most significant part of the dinner. The maternal figures of Charles and Aimee’s lives — Pascale, Amara and Blanche Ford — were on standby just in case someone decided to act differently towards the two. 
Stevie and Lewis Hamilton were clearly (too obviously) shocked at the protrusion in Aimee’s stomach but hadn’t made any comment on it for a while. They merely spoke about their daughter Lottie, who would cuddle with Roscoe whenever her little crawling body approached him. They were talking about their child, all while their eyes peered down on Aimee’s growing body. 
Sylvie and her fiancé Max Verstappen were surprised. Still, the model had managed to pass off her shock as excitement over the invitation to the couple’s new home before she tried to maneuver through the huge bump in the road— or rather, in Aimee’s body. Max tried asking Pascale and Amara about it by mouthing, “Is she actually?” only to receive a glare from them. Blanche scolded him quietly to keep it shut while she served him a drink. 
Charles dreaded inviting his brothers into his new home because they always picked their timing. When Arthur and Lorenzo Leclerc saw Aimee’s bulging figure, they immediately turned away and snorted aloud. Charles wasn’t this anxious about anything as exciting as this, but Arthur’s offhanded comment, “I’ll be attending your funeral when Toto finds out,” definitely had him recoiling. Pascale had to smack both her other children for scaring Charles off. Aimee nearly cried on the spot when Arthur made the joke, to which Charles returned to his composure and glared at his youngest brother for making her feel so shitty. 
The mentioned man and his wife were met at the front by the three maternal figures. Toto Wolff wasn’t typically this intimidated. He was usually level-headed, but how they stared at him while they welcomed the couple left him asking what was happening. Tilly seemed to sense some sort of protectiveness towards whatever it was, and when she had gotten a glimpse of it, her eyes sparkled at the sight of Charles’ hand over her little sister’s stomach. She wordlessly grinned before tugging her husband down on a seat right across the two. 
Toto couldn’t say a word if he were being truthful. The moment his eyes settled on the bulging stomach, his glare toward the Monegasque driver hardened. This was Toto’s nightmare, but it wasn’t as if he could just say that in front of the most overprotective women to have existed. So he threatened Charles wordlessly, passing words back and forth with other people while he glared at the Ferrari driver whenever he piped up. 
“So…” Toto started after finishing what seemed to be his second wine of the night. “Aimee, you’re pregnant. How long?” 
“Uh,” Aimee shifted uncomfortably, scared even to look Toto in the eyes. “Seven- seventeen weeks.”
“She’s seventeen weeks and four days—“ Charles was thrilled. He was. But the stare that Toto gave him immediately had his mouth shut as he looked back and only settled to hold his girlfriend’s hands underneath the table. “Four days,” he murmured to himself. 
“So explain how,” Lorenzo started but had given up halfway through, gesturing at Aimee’s stomach, “how has she grown this much if she’s only that much?”
“Yeah, about that,” Charles’ grin widened continuously as he announced, “We’re having twins.”
Aimee and Charles’ siblings were cheering for the couple as a series of hollering escaped their mouths. Pascale, Blanche and Amara were grinning from ear to ear while Toto… he was a man that was hard to please.
“Two?” Toto uttered, already pouring himself another glass of cabernet sauvignon. “And you two are… getting married?”
“What?” Arthur blurted out with an incredulous look, shooting in Toto’s direction. Sylvie and Stevie looked at each other, asking themselves, ‘what the fuck is he on?’ 
“Uh no,” Charles nervously laughed, but no one seemed to understand the memo when Toto glared at him as the Monegasque muttered, “but I suppose this is a wrong answer to say aloud.” 
“We’re not going to get hitched,” Aimee laughed in confusion, “why do we have to?”
“Because you’re pregnant?”
“Do we have to get married?” Aimee looked at Tilly for some help.
Tilly, sensing the discomfort from the pregnant woman, reached to pinch her husband in his side, eliciting a groan from him as she glared, “No, you don’t have to.” 
“Yeah, you don’t,” Sylvie glared at Toto. “Tils and Toto didn’t get married until Tia came along.” 
“So, you’re just going to be waiting for the fourth child to be out until you marry?” Arthur asked bluntly, leaving him to cower when Stevie, Lorenzo and Sylvie shot him a look of annoyance. “Oh mon dieu, je pose juste une question.” Oh my god, I’m just asking a question. 
Toto wasn’t sold at the thought of his youngest in-law being pregnant with another driver’s children. He’d seen Stevie get married off to his own driver, Lewis, and it still never sat right with him to witness them being married or having a family with some men. Charles could agree on the same thing, because if his hypothetical daughter was to be courted and even have a boyfriend he wasn’t sure how he would act either. 
He didn’t think that he would have the same problem with vice versa until he found out that Aimee was carrying two boys. He wondered how to prevent them from having girlfriends or boyfriends at an early age because he was certain that Aimee would just play mother of the groom on the pretend wedding that the boys would have at a young age. 
But his worries withered away when he held Hervé and Jules for the first time. He could still remember realizing how strong they were from the grip they had on his fingers. He could still remember the sight of Aimee crying after she introduced them to their father— not wanting to see Charles cry again due to the tribute that she had given to Charles’ family that passed years ago.
Perhaps it was a good idea that she did the crying this time; she deserved it after watching him have a breakdown over the little things that he didn’t need to worry about — and Charles needed to have the backbone for thinking himself as a shitty father for his unborn children. 
“What’re their names?” Esteban almost laughed after seeing Charles stare at Pierre mindlessly. It really wasn’t a good idea for Gasly to have Charles repeat the babies’ names all over again especially when the Monegasque was way too tired for his friends’ bullshit.
Mick kicked Pierre lightly with a hush, rocking the baby in his arms as he quietly asked, “Do you not listen or do you just live to piss your best friend off?”
Charles glared at Pierre, whose smile stood out as he giggled. Scoffing quietly, Charles gestured to the boy in his arm, “Jules Lorenzo Blaise Pascal Timothé.”
Then he nudged his head at Mick’s direction before he introduced the other twin, “and the boy in Mick’s hold is Hervé Louis Sebastien René Mathieu.”
“Sorry, I didn’t listen, Shal can you—“ 
“Oh my fucking god. Shut the fuck up, Pierre.”
“I’m kidding,” Pierre snorted as he quietly cackled. “What do you call them though?” 
2026 — Sacha Niki Pierre Philippe Leclerc
Torger Wolff promised that he wasn’t going to squash Charles Leclerc’s head until it popped once that Hervé and Jules Leclerc were born. 
He loved his nephews after all and spoiled them as much as their Uncle Toto could. He made sure the boys had their bunk beds prepared at the Wolff home in Monaco or England just in case they came for a sleepover with his son Adelmo and his niece Lottie Hamilton — who were just about the same age as the twins. He spoiled them equally. 
But god, was he ever ready to get rid of their Da the moment he received a text from the Monegasque with the words, “She’s pregnant.” 
“Morning, Sainz, is your stupid teammate in the office?” Toto didn’t even listen to the Spanish man’s answer as he continued to make his way to Fred Vasseur’s in-site office at the Scuderia Ferrari area. “Charles Leclerc! I’ve warned you once—“
The Ferrari team principal turned to look at the entryway of his office with a scowl, crossing his arms in annoyance. Toto wasn’t even in his team’s area and he was still acting like he shouldn’t have to knock at the damn door. The man that he was addressing, however, was teary eyed when he turned to look at Toto. 
“Is this your third or fourth?” Toto asked, still glaring at the Monegasque. 
“Third,” Charles wanted to smile but the last thing he wanted to do was die in this damn motorhome. In the hands of Toto Wolff, of all people.
“And no ring?” Toto then found him holding whatever in his hand, peering down as his mouth opened slightly. 
In Charles’ hand was a gold ring, ruby sitting on top of it as he clutched on it tightly. It wasn’t just a gold ring. From what Toto had learned, it was Aimee’s grandmother’s engagement ring. 
“I was— proposing to her—“ Charles sobbed quietly, a smile now resting on his face as he begged himself not to ugly cry in front of the Mercedes team principal. “Then she said Herb and J were going to be big brothers. I was on my knees, Toto! I promise! I want to propose first but she just spewed that— oh god, I have three children now.” It didn’t even dawn on him that he was about to have three under five until he cut himself off. 
Then he was just crying hysterically in the middle of the office with Carlos barging in frantically. “What the hell, Charles?! Are you okay?” 
Toto smiled proudly at the Monegasque driver, clapping him on the back before he shrugged at Carlos Sainz and Fred. “Don’t worry about him,” Toto replied quietly to the other men, “he’s having his third child, that's all.”
Carlos and Fred were confused and scared. They weren’t sure if it was because of Charles’ breakdown on the floor of the Ferrari team principal’s office or if it was because of Toto’s calm demeanour. But regardless, if Toto said not to worry, then so be it. 
Baby Boy Leclerc was written on his little hospital bassinet. But Toto got the first glimpse of his birth certificate. 
Sacha Niki Pierre Philippe Leclerc.
Toto had no reason to be upset. He wasn’t. He was just as equally as annoyed at himself when he realized how overprotective he was when it came to Aimee - who, as of this point, had already given birth to her third baby. He had no reason to be protective especially when she was doing a damn good job at protecting her two children. Now, he had the chance to witness her protect Sacha — the boy that they named after Niki Lauda, who happened to be close to the Hearth sisters before he passed. 
Like Tilly’s second pregnancy, Aimee and Charles welcomed their son to the world with wedding bands in their fingers. Pierre almost had a stroke watching Charles boast about his wife and their third son— but the final nail in the coffin had something to do with Sacha Leclerc having Pierre as a namesake. It wasn’t everyday Pierre got to pass out over such a small thing— but to be a namesake and named the godfather of the child? Yeah, Pierre Gasly would boast about him too. 
Arriving back home was easy. However, according to the Leclerc children’s grid uncles, writing down the boy’s name into the banner (which said, “Welcome Baby Sacha Niki Pierre Phi—(with a gap) lippe”) was quite complicated. They had done a good job with the twins’ welcome banner two years ago, but according to them their handwriting got too sloppy. 
Lando groaned quietly, “Don’t give them such a long name next time. Look at Max! His name is just Max.” 
Max Verstappen reached for a balloon on the floor before hitting Lando with it, “It’s a Leclerc thing to give them six names, of course they have to have the long name.”
“Oi, don’t make fun of my name,” Charles called out from the kitchen, pouring his two boys some glasses of apple juice the toddlers babbled in protest against their Uncle Max’s response. “Even H and J aren’t happy with what you said. You’re not being kind to your own nephews the more you make fun of me.” 
Pierre chuckled, sitting next to Aimee as she fed Sacha. The Frenchman said, “I’m so convinced that those two are Charles’ minis.” 
“They are becoming more like their Da as days go on,” Aimee pulled her tank top’s strap back on and began to burp Sacha. “I’m so outnumbered as of this point.”
“Baby PJ’s going to be like his Oncle Pierre, I can tell you that much,” Pierre smugly said, reaching out to caress Sacha’s cheek as he said, “I’ll be his big mentor and I’ll make sure his Da doesn’t have much influence on him.”
“His name is Sacha, Pierre,” Aimee rolled her eyes. Pierre, from the moment he was told of Sacha’s full name, had decided that the baby’s nickname was PJ — or Pierre Junior. He hadn’t even held the baby yet when he walked in the room but he had already staked his claim and declared Sacha as a Mini Pierre. “And you said the same thing to Herb and Jules when you met them, look how they turned out. They’re so much like Charles.”
“We all have our trials and errors,” Pierre mumbled, “and you know what they say— third times a charm. Maybe PJ will be the same.”
2029 — Anthoine Charles Elio Perceval and Alain Marc Léonard Arthur Leclerc
“You have quite some swimmers,” Pierre cackled hysterically, slapping Charles in the chest as he tried to get his shit together instead of laughing at the fact that his best friend has five children under seven. He really couldn’t when he had to remind himself that Aimee had given birth to another set of twins just a day ago. 
Charles began to curse at him in French, already exasperated after the long night that Aimee had. She had a labour that lasted longer than the previous pregnancies that she went through and it annoyed her more than it made things painful. Charles’ five year olds and his three year old son were fussing about not being around their mother for longer than two minutes and were already on the way to the hospital with their Mamé Pascale and Mamma Blanche, eager to meet their little brothers. 
Pierre, Max, Lewis, and Mick were all standing in front of the glass window of the hospital nursery with Charles, eyes all trained on the twin boys that slept peacefully alongside other infants. Charles never wondered, but he was always surprised that Aimee was this strong to even give birth to five of their children— fuck that, she had given birth to five of his boys. He couldn’t even find himself to swear to his best friend when he was too busy loving the shit out of his newborn sons. His boys. 
On the men’s left was Anthoine Charles Elio Perceval, whose personality was already showing by the way his resting face wrinkles to a scowl. Pierre couldn’t afford to cry over the tribute to their friend who passed years ago that all he did was laugh at his best friend’s experiences in fatherhood. He could just cry later on, the Frenchman told himself while he continued to pester Charles about his five sons. 
Next to Anthoine’s bassinet was Alain Marc Léonard Arthur, whose soft smile had the men outside the nursery melting as he cooed softly and shifted around. Charles and the others could tell that out of the two of them, Alain would be the one to stop the Ferrari driver from ripping his hair out.
Anthoine would most likely give Charles a run for his money and raise hell with Hervé and Jules. 
Alain would be the one to be as angelic as PJ — whose nickname stuck after Pierre continued to visit the boys every other week — and his mother Aimee, whose youthful glow remained despite entering her motherhood five years ago. Aimee wasn’t that outnumbered after all.
Max scoffed next to Pierre, “You wouldn’t be saying that if you hadn’t known anything about protection.”
“I’ve had practices,” Pierre winked at Max, making the Dutchman grimace. “Just no luck yet. It’s not as if I’m shaming Charles for it.”
“Five kids are better than none,” Lewis shrugged, still looking at the twins on the other side of the window. “How you’ve done it— fuckin’ beats me— but I sure as hell am jealous.”
“Never hurts to try for one more,” Charles chuckled. “You really think Lottie and Leland would be satisfied to have each other? It doesn’t really make a good playhouse squad.”
Lewis huffed, “They’ve already got your boys, Adelmo and Max’s Millie. I don’t think Steve would appreciate having to push out one more.”
“What about you, Max?” Mick joked before nudging the Dutchman with a smirk. “Opting for one more?” 
“I’ve got a girl,” Max deadpanned, “and I’ve another one on the way. I’m not the kind to be greedy but I think Millia and Lila would make good big sisters to a little brother, don’t you think?”
“Are you two settling for the little girl’s name then?” Pierre asked. “Lila?” 
“Poor Sylvie doesn’t even have a child named after her,” Mick laughed. 
“She named our daughter Emilia,” Max defended himself, “I didn’t ask her to name the girl Emilia. She just said it’s too damn pretty.”
“Besides, Max isn’t really known for giving things good names,” Lewis teased. “Last I checked he wanted to call Emilia ‘Jane’.” 
“Fuck off, Sylvie loves Jane Austen,” Max scoffed, shoving Lewis slightly when the British man laughed. “Besides, her name would have been Blue or something.”
“All jokes aside,” Lewis paused before clapping Charles on the back. “I’m pumped to see your bunch hanging out with their cousins. It’s been a while, hasn’t it?”
“Four months,” Max murmured. “It’s been four months for all of us.”
“I know,” Charles rolled his eyes. “H and Jules are looking forward to the Australian GP— they’ve been wanting to wreak havoc in the paddock since Abu Dhabi.”
“Those kids of yours need to lose that energy,” Pierre chuckled. “Have you ever taken them for a walk?” 
“I always take them out for a walk,” Charles muttered. They just have a bad habit of running away from their Da. All the freaking time.
Speaking of.
“Da!” 
“Look at those little devils go,” Pierre and the other men turned to the direction of the sound of running feet, hoisting little PJ up in his arms while the eldest Leclerc children ran towards their father, who had immediately lifted them up and pressed a kiss on their cheeks. 
“Where are they? Where are they?” Hervé and Jules tried to keep their voices down, as they were told by their Mamé before they entered the hospital— begging their dad to show them the newborn babies as he pointed through the window.
“Oncle P,” Sacha reached for his godfather’s scruffy face as he murmured, “où est Maman?” Where’s mom? 
“Elle dort comme un bébé,” She’s sleeping like a baby. Pierre whispered to the boy, now pointing to the babies as he continued, “Like your little brothers.”
“Mm? Mais il ne dort pas,” But he’s not sleeping. Sacha pointed at the baby to the right. “He’s no sleeping?”
“He looks like you, Da. Look,” Jules pointed and said in awe while grinned at his father. “And he does too!” 
“He’s like me and Jules!” Hervé exclaimed in amusement. “They look the same, Da!” 
“Yes they do,” Charles grinned, “because they’re like you two. Twins!” 
“How come I don’t have twin?” Sacha asked, slumping against his Oncle Pierre. Max and Lewis turned to the boy and offered him a soft smile. 
Mick then reached out, “It’s better that you don’t,” he joked, “you’re one of a kind, little PJ.” 
“But he won’t have any driving partner for Ferrari?” Hervé protested in annoyance. Charles laughed at this. His sons were born to be Ferrari drivers, said once by Sebastian Vettel. They were born to a Ferrari driving father and a mother who worked for McLaren. Even the amount of papaya outfit never stopped the Leclerc children from aspiring to become the Prancing Horse’s next generation of drivers. 
All but one. Sacha turned to look at his eldest brothers and said, “Me and L’land are driving for Mercedes!” 
“No! You’re driving for ‘Rari, ‘member, PJ?” 
“Mummy said I can drive for anyone,” Sacha pulled himself away from Pierre’s chest for a second to cross his arms, pouting at his eldest brothers. “I wan’ drive for ‘Cedes!” 
Lewis looked at Charles with approval all over his face, obviously cocky at the statement made by the three year old.
“You don’t want to drive for Alpine like your Oncle P?” Pierre asked, goading his godson into joining his team.
“Hm, maybe! But I wanna be like Uncle Lew and Da!” 
“Mon chou, you are like Da,” Charles grinned widely. “You and your brothers are mini Charles.” 
Seeing his sons now — the two that he held in his arms, the toddler that Pierre had on his own pair and the other two that were just born yesterday — had him thinking about the importance of their names and their existence. Charles didn’t seem to think of himself as someone so sentimental, but his life with Aimee seemed to change his viewpoint. He valued his family more than he did before. 
He didn’t care much about carrying the family name as long as he could remember where his sons’ names came from. 
If his eldest asked, he was more than willing to tell them a story about how Hervé and Jules got their names from their late grandpa and uncle. If PJ asked, then Charles and Aimee would sit him down to tell the boy about Aimee’s Uncle Niki and great grandfather Philip Hearth. And someday when his youngest grew curious, he’d tell them all about Charles’ good friend Anthoine and a French driving legend named Alain Prost. 
He’d sit them all down to let them know about the people that he and Aimee loved and how they loved to keep their memories alive through the boys. 
But for now, Charles Leclerc was quite content with nurturing his boys with his wife. He was only looking forward to caring for Aimee Leclerc and their children. Then maybe someday, the Leclerc bunch would grow to care for their mother too.
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moondustinfj · 6 months
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MBTI AND ENNEAGRAM ANALYSIS OF INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE CHARACTERS
Part 1
Louis de Pointe du Lac
Mbti
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Introverted Intuitive Feeling Perceiving
Infps are highly idealistic, sensitive and driven by their values
Especially because their leading function Fi (introverted feeling) allows them to be in tune with their emotions. Very much so that they are driven by their inner compass. They have a clear sense of right and wrong and it's not likely or easy for them to change their mind about something, especially moral issues
Armand: I would have made this woman a vampire. But I thought it best you have a hand in it. Otherwise you would not give Claudia up. You must know you wanted it
Louis: I loathe what I did!
Armand: Then loathe me, not yourself
Louis: No, you don't understand. You nearly destroyed the thing you value in me when this happened. I resisted you with all my power even when I didn't know it was your force which was working on me. Something nearly died in me! Passion nearly died in me! I was all but destroyed when Madeline was created!
Armand: But that thing is no longer dead, that passion, that humanity, whatever you wish to name it. If it were not alive there wouldn't be tears in your eyes right now. There wouldn't be rage in your voice
Infps are very emphatatic and sensitive. They want to make the world a better place and they try hard to help others
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"But why, with this passion and this sense of justice, do you wish to call yourself the child of Satan!" - Armand
Louis: I'm incapable of your detachment. I know what it is, and I do not possess it and I doubt that I ever will. I accept this
Armand: I understand. I saw you in the theatre, your suffering, your sympathy with that girl. I saw your sympathy for Dennis when I offered him to you; you die when you kill
They are introspective and they desire to find their meaning in life
"It's a terrible feeling, not knowing, not understanding, not being in control of your own destiny" - Louis
"I would have to know from what... from what it comes. Whether it came from other vampires...or elsewhere" - Louis
They focus on the big picture and are very intuitive
"No need to tell him what to observe, or what to remember. He always knew such things. Years ago, when I'd done the dark magic on him, I hadn't had to tell him anything; he had savored the smallest aspects of it all on his own. Then later he said I'd failed to guide him. Didn't he know how unnecessary that had always been?" - Lestat
With their strive for authenticity and their sensitivity, they look for ways to express themselves through art and stories
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Basic fear: that they have no meaning or significance
Basic desire: to have their own identity and purpose, their meaning
Type fours are sensitive, self aware and reserved. They are also prone to be moody and self conscious. They can suffer from self pity and melancholy
Type fours see themselves as fundamentally different from other people. More than any other type, they are acutely aware of their weaknesses and defiances. They see themselves as uniquely disadvantaged or flawed
And because they see themselves as so different, they feel like nobody can see their true selves and therefore no one can love them for who they really are
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"For the first time in my life, I was seen"
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They might romanticize pain and bittersweet feelings
"I think to be this happy is to be miserable, to feel this much satisfaction is to burn"
Type fours often feel like there is something missing in them that others possess. This thing can't be properly identified but they feel like there is a hole in them that can not be filled
"If I ever thought we have souls, mine is gone forever"
So they feel like with this thing missing, everyone but them can fully understand who they are and their meaning
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Type fours struggle to let go of their feelings from the past. They nurse their old wounds and hold onto their feelings about people who hurt them
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4w5 (four wing five): The Bohemian
This subtype is combined with type five. So they're more reserved than the usual type four. But they're also more observant and speculative
"Louis, the watcher, the patient one, was there on account of love pure and simple"
Overall, infps and type fours are generally sensitive, creative, melancholic, empathatic, understanding, authentic, emotionally expressive and introspective people
"Louis, whose green eyes are soulful, the very mirror of patient misery, soft voiced, very human, weak; having lived only two hundred years, unable to read minds, or to levitate, or to spellbind others except inadvertently, which can be hilarious, an immortal with whom mortals fall in love" -Armand
" And it occured to me. If Louis does end his life, if he does bring his supernatural journey to conclusion, how will I ever answer for it to Lestat or Armand? It was the love of Louis which had at times crippled Lestat, and enslaved Armand" - David
"The first thing I'd ever noticed about him-well, after his green eyes that is- was his black hair. No, all that's a lie. It was his expression; the passion and the innocence and the delicacy of conscience. I just loved it!" - Lestat
"If I knew a mortal of that sensitivity, that pain, that focus, I would make him a vampire in an instant. But such can rarely be done. No, I've had to wait and watch for you. And now I'll fight for you. Do you see how ruthless I am in love?" - Armand
"Louis, my handsome Louis, in his dark wool and old fashioned high-collared linen, gazing down on us with a look of thinly veiled amusement, but with a secret in his hypnotic green eyes" - Lestat
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nalyra-dreaming · 12 days
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Helloo , I am actually wondering about how close they are adapting the first book into the series because now we all know that the trial scene is going to be a hard one for the Lestat and Louis’s worshippers like myself because somehow I want to see a possible “happy” ending for Lestat and Louis at the trial. Also I couldn’t wrap my head around the possible foreshadowing of the ultimate betrayal of Louis over Claudia, because the whole -you and me- ending of the first episode in season 2 was a lot. But how? Louis will be there on the trial stage, maybe they push Louis with the decision of choosing one over another as a punishment because they are the two most important figures for him. By giving Claudia a life and taking Lestat’s life he broke two rules and this choice is the biggest punishment for him, and also we see a little now that he is not feeling so good for killing Lestat so maybe Lestat’s hold over Louis leads to the ultimate betrayal. I just don’t know how. Daniel interviewing Armand and Louis also is not sitting right with me, where is Lestat to tell his side and also where is he in that time zone? A huge gap to fill for me. I have to see them together in real time if there is going to be a rockstar Les happily living with Louis. I don’t know, I need to see them being together forever. Sorry if there is a confusion with my words, I feel confused. I want to understand why there is no trace of Lestat’s while Louis is there with that snake Armand in Dubai.
Hey!
Well... first off - Armand does love Louis. Just as a note. (And I wouldn't call him snake either, he does what he thinks is best. Which... does not always align with what others think is best.)
Lestat is likely asleep or in a coma in modern Dubai. There are phases where he is "out of commission" in the books, so to speak, and I think this is one of them, because otherwise he would be there, if he knew about Louis' state of mind. Lestat will have time to tell his POV in s3, cast and crew have been very clear about that by now.
The trial... So, first off - s2 won't have a happy ending in Paris. It will be harrowing and brutal instead. There might be a (more) happy ending in Dubai, but I think we're going to get a cliffhanger of epic proportions instead. 😬
The show maybe foreshadowed the show making Louis... choose, maybe even as part of the punishment. Which will be... brutal. We'll see. But I actually think they'll stay close to the book there, and that Louis will be entombed, and Armand will free him and get him out through the catacombs (we saw in the trailers).
Lestat does not have a "hold over" Louis in the sense of the word (or as it may be in other vampire media). They're not ... linked to each other outside the sheer fact that they are maker and fledgling - and that they love each other, and fatally so. (The silver cord is a bit of a different thing and does not influence them like that.)
If that being in love will lead to (a) betrayal on the stage? We'll see. It might.
But, nonny... I personally do not think we will get modern day rockstar Lestat - I think that happened in the 80s. And even in the books Louis does not end up living happily with Lestat right away. There's too much history between them, and they're both not ready on their respective character journeys. That takes time.
Still, I think the dance in s1 foreshadowed the ending which we'll hopefully get, and which is in the books.
As per your confusion why there is no Lestat - that is the (deliberate) mystery at this point. They're building up to the trial and then to what will happen in Dubai.
Just... wait a bit. He isn't much in the second half of (book) IWTV after all, and they already give us much more content than is in the book. This will probably the longest you will have to go without Lestat in the show.^^
The happy ending will come, no worries, nonny.
But not in Paris.
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crybaby.
pairings. louis partridge x fem!reader
about. you’ve been hurt by louis many times, but you don’t want to let him go. 
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warnings. foul language, lil millie slander 😁, crybaby moment (not bad)
ricky rocks. this story was written at different points in time so 😭 forgive if it don’t make sense
you should have let it be.
ignorance is bliss.
but you weren’t ignorant. you never were and never would be and louis knew that since day one, but he always chose to ignore it, always hoping your love for him would blind you enough to let things go.
but he mistakes your love for something it isn’t, and time after time it kicks him in the ass
11:45 am — y/n: dinner at my house at six
he really only got back to you at later hours of the day due to his life conducting of sleeping, drinking, and sometimes working out if he really wanted; which was rare and almost never till his boredom killed his brain.
4:27 pm — lou: got it.
he didn’t show up. you weren’t surprised, but you still had hoped you would have caught him at a time where he was feeling considerate. guess not.
you didn’t see him for awhile after that, mainly because you were pissed and wanted to give him the silent treatment. otherwise you usually would have been at his house and in his bed within the same day he ditched out on you. the only thing that was different this time was the fact that he also ditched out on your mother too.
it was always hard to explain your dynamic with louis to people, especially your own mother, and even as she loved him dearly, she hoped better for you and urged you to end things with him. you had thought about it many, many times, but it just never happened.
you were attached to him, no matter how many times he broke your heart.
he called a week later, a call you missed, but lucky for you he had left a voicemail.
“eh, love, i’m going to be away from the next couple of days, don’t wait up on me, alright?” he laughs and you smile shamelessly at the sound while it echoed out from your phone for a good second. “i know you will anyways, but yeah, see ya, love ya.” the message is close to cutting off until it seems he remembers something just seconds before he’s about to hang up. “sorry about the other night. tell your mother i love her and your house is the first stop when i get back.”
lie. you knew he would forget that promise, but at least he apologized this time.
lou was an interesting person to say the least; he had no problem saying i love you, he said it before you did, but he hated affection outside of closed doors. any of it, there was a rare chance to ever catch him in such a touchy mood around friends, family, and in public.
he was shitty at communication, but almost couldn’t go a day without you when in the same rural area. he liked to flaunt your relationship all over the internet but got fairly embarrassed whenever the two of you went out on dates.
it was borderline hell.
sometimes you wondered if he even liked you, and you almost doubted it if it weren’t for times when you hung out and the reassurance was there… until he left again. you felt anxious without him.
when you first ever met louis, you tried hard for him. you were always on your toes about how you looked, what you did, what you said—all to make sure no bumps were hit. you spent a significant amount of time crying in the beginning, still did.
“lou, i’m calling,” you bit your lip hard, wondering whether or not you should even be calling. “calling, just wondering if you’re alright, it’s been a week and i just haven’t heard from you… bye love, call me.”
please call me.
he didn’t call.
“louis, calling again, please pick up.”
no pick up.
“i’m starting to worry for you, love. just send a message or something, bye.”
no message.
“louis, i have your life360 location on, you bimbo, answer your fucking phone.”
oh you were crazy.
things escalated fast after you recalled that you had his location, where you immediately checked to see that he was exactly at his house... and then her house.
millie, of course.
you had always had speculation that there was something going on between the two of them ever sense you had first met her and she could barely stay away from him for more than a minute.
he always denied, but you didn’t trust it. especially not now. millie was one of the most flirty girls you had ever met; she spoke with her hands, and could barely keep hers off his arms or shoulders, and even face.
they way he spoke about her never eased your thoughts. it seemed like he didn’t like her, but yet he always found himself at her house whenever he wasn’t with you. it was a punch in the face.
“louis, this is the last time i’m going to call you. i can’t do this. i know what you want, and it’s not me anymore.”
you were cursing at yourself for giving up already, so easily; without a second thought—but the thing was, you had given him so much time. you just didn’t want to let him go, no matter what.
the knock on your door was the answer to your prayers; because two days later, there he stood on your doorstep, smiling softly.
you were losing your mind at the sight, surprised, even though you should have expected him.
“hi, love.”
“oh, louis,” your hand pressed against your forehead, your eyes stinging from embarrassment knowing damn well that the only reason he was here was because of the voicemails.
“don’t cry,” he stepped in without invitation, pulling you to him with a sympathetic smile, “you’re worked up over nothing, baby,”
“oh, my god,” you shook your head, “i’m sorry.” you could feel your heart aching.
“don’t be sorry,” the hand he didn’t have around your waist was pressed against your cheek. his smile was soft but pressed into a thin line, not knowing what to make of you. “don’t be a crybaby, you’re okay.”
crybaby.
“you break my heart sometimes, lou,” you had your head pressed in the crook of his neck, regaining your composure. he held you, rubbing circles on your back as you spoke lowly.
“i know, sweetheart.”
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I watched The Eclipse (the series) and OMG I'm in Love?!?! ⚠️ SPOILERS ⚠️
Ya'll I watched The Eclipse the series over the last few days and... omg. I have so much to say so buckle up. Obv there will be spoilers! I also wanna mention that this will be full of very biased takes because I absolutely fell in love with Akk soooo imma be defending him.
Now that that's out of the way, first, can we talk about the couples? FirstKhao's chemistry?! I know I'm late to the game but man they blew me out of the water!!! They were so cute and wholesome (dw I've seen the OF edits, ik they're not always this way lol) and Akk and Ayan just pulled me all the way in! They both deserve the world and I will not hear otherwise! Now, the side couple, KanThua, were not my cuppa tea. I love Neo, I haven't seen anything with Louis in it but he's a good actor from what I've seen, and they look cute together, but they just didn't snatch me up unfortunately.
That leads me into the second topic, the plot (this is where it gets long, strap in). I believe this is the main reason the side didn't snatch me. They were definitely given the short end of the stick (this is before I found out that I hate Thua with a passion but we'll get to that). I would've loved so much more buildup than what we got from them. Thua's storyline just felt kinda off to me. We saw his stepdad say one or two messed up things to him, which ya eff him for that, but every other time he was pretty nice??? Maybe I'm just missing something but idk. Also the whole "Bruce Wayne" thing was eh to me. Kinda cute, kinda weird.
Now, Akk and Ayan's storyline???? Sign me uppppp! I love everything about it! I love that they are so there for eachother and literally picked eachother up off the ground mentally so many times. They need eachother and you can absolutely feel it. Then, also their individual storylines are just amazing. My poor babies. Ayan and dealing with his uncle's death and witnessing the terrible things at the school and getting bullied by the teachers and his declining mental health. Akk dealing with the manipulation of the teachers and his need to prove himself and his need to put everyone above himself and his declining mental health and ugh... sorry I could talk about Akk for ages, ya'll know how I get with my babies lol. All this to say I definitely came not knowing what to expect but stayed for Akk & Ayan.
The general storyline is... a doozy. The whole curse thing was so interesting and then it just... wasn't. But at the same time it was??? Idk it's so hard to place how I feel about this part of the plot. I don't understand the whole thing with Teacher Chadock's confession and that somehow affecting what was going on? Like sir, you still manipulated kids (specifically Akk) into doing awful things, I don't think all that happened is an excuse for that at all? Yes, it sucks and never shoulda happened but like... why act like that towards the students this whole time? And he didn't seem to show much, if any, remorse for his behavior either so... idk.
Now... let's get into ep 11 and Thua's whole thing. I will never ever ever forgive the character of Thua for what he did. I don't care how right he was (which he mostly wasn't), I don't care if he was speaking some facts, you don't ever out somebody like that!!! Esp as a character who we know has faced such bad discrimination and bullying for the same effing thing!!! It makes absolutely no sense and there are no excuses! The fear in Akk's eyes... ugh I wanted to punch Thua so bad ngl. The way that he also isn't even right about Akk 'creating the curse' and doesn't mention that he himself continued it after Akk saw the error of his ways and stopped. He made himself out to be squeaky clean when he honestly had the most blood on his hands after this whole thing. When he was cheering the episode before about finding the "one responsible for the curse" IT WAS HIM! AKK HAD STOPPED AT THAT POINT SO IT WAS ALL HIM! He also wasn't telling the truth when he said Aye was covering for Akk using their love as a cover! At first Ayan wanted Akk to tell everyone what he did... but then he saw what a fragile state of mind Akk was in and decided to try a different approach. Thua should've gone to Akk and Aye himself, he had no right to say anything he said without knowing the full story!!! THEN HE JUST IS FORGIVEN!!! NOO! I know that it's because of the cuts they had to make that we don't get to see the characters forgive him and whatnot but I don't care. He. did. not. deserve. to. be. forgiven. No one is changing my mind!
I could go on forever tbh so let's move onto the third topic... the pacing. I know this is the main complaint for this show and rightfully so. I really really wish they would've gotten the 14 episodes they were hoping for instead of the 12 they got. The pacing is just out of wack. The first half-ish is beautiful.... then it drags (slightly).... then it's rushed. Just disappointing, but not anyone's fault. The crew apparently thought they were working with 14 eps, we can't blame them, and we definitely cannot blame the actors.
Fourth, and final, topic: the acting!!! Uuuugh, ya'll! I'd seen Khao in a couple things and First in Not Me, but this is by far the best I've seen of them! They showed all the emotions and omg these dudes are professional criers, how are they both so good at it?! Btw, I see people talk about Khao's acting more than First's I feel like (could just be what I see idk), but First snatched me up! He killed every single scene, give me chills multiple times (Khao too obv) and showed Akk's character development flawlessly! All the supporting actors were obviously amazing too (special shoutout to my boy AJ cuz I love the twins)!
Anyways, if you sat through this half-rant, half-review, congrats! I honestly love this show and it's for sure going to be one I rewatch all the time and try to dig deeper into Akk's mind every time lol. Also if you read all of this and I didn't touch on something you wanted or you're just curious about my thoughts on anything (seriously anything at all), feel free to comment or repost or send me an ask, I don't mind!
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Fifty, one hundred, two hundred, five hundred, a thousand, two thousand.  Louis didn’t know — couldn’t know — how many times he and Lestat had made love over their years, how many times he had spread open his legs to accommodate Lestat’s slim hips slotting against his own, how many times he had held onto those broad shoulders and pricked the skin with his nails, how many times Lestat had muttered “I love you.  Je t’aime, Louis.  Je t’aime,” as those same slim hips started to stutter in their rhythm, how many times they had come apart in each other’s arms.  What he did know was that no amount of time was enough.  He always wanted more, even when he didn’t, and he never quite got used to it, never adjusted to the stretch of Lestat’s cock inside of him, of the feeling of their skin pressing against one another, of the all-consuming closeness of their hearts finding the same beat like two dancers falling into step.  Each time felt anew; a wedding night time loop of devotion, consummated by the ever-always spill of blood.  Tonight had begun no differently in the sense that Louis was so hungry, was starving, and Lestat had seen that hunger in his eyes and immediately went about sating it.  “Un bon repas doit commencer par la faim,” he had said to Louis then, the glint of his teeth almost menacing in the muted light of their bedroom, and it had been followed by a hotly whispered promise in Louis’ ear as he divested them both of clothes that he’d have Louis’ thighs shaking soon.  They’d kissed and kissed and kissed, kissed until their lips were swollen and wet, kissed until they were grinding in desperation, kissed until Louis — too far gone to be embarrassed about it — told, begged, demanded that Lestat get inside of him, that Lestat open him up and push the fat head of his cock in, that Lestat’s blood fill his belly, that Louis’ entire insides become him and only him.  And Lestat, unable to do anything but listen, had done just that.  He’d pressed Louis into the down of their mattress, continued to kiss him as he fingered Louis open, swallowing the whines he produced.  He’d kissed down Louis’ neck, kissed the hard bone of Louis’ sternum, took a nipple into his mouth and suckled at it, all while pressing his fingers, one, two, three of them, deep into Louis’ hole, bringing him just to the brink, before relishing in the cry, in the anguished blood tears welling in Louis’ beautiful green eyes, when he wasn’t allowed to come.  
But, always hungry too, Lestat hadn’t wanted to put off anything any longer and too quickly, not quickly enough, he had Louis’ left calf resting up on his shoulder as he pressed inside of him.   Louis had immediately wrapped his arms around Lestat’s shoulders then, needing him closer and needing something to ground him, as the weight of Lestat’s cock left him open, as his body lunged out to pull Lestat inside even further.  It had been rough then, the snap of Lestat’s hips, his faultless thrusts, the way he tried to take root in Louis’ body as though he could tie them together so they would never part.  Louis had taken it and taken it, repressing his cries into the space between Lestat’s neck and shoulder, too aware of the hummingbird-quick patter of Lestat’s pulse felt through his carotid artery and skin, too aware that he was asking for more, that he was meeting Lestat’s movements just to feel the way Lestat bottomed out, just to hear the sweat-wet slap of their skin in the otherwise quiet of their bedroom.  
As everything had come to a height, Louis instinctually bit down into Lestat’s skin, his fangs piercing the otherwise unmarred flesh.  He’d bit down and had been encouraged quickly to drink.  “Yes,” Lestat had groaned into his ear, his thrusts jackrabbiting for just a moment, “drink from me, Louis.  Take what is yours,” and Louis had done just that, had moaned deep in his chest as he swallowed mouthfuls of Lestat’s rich, warm blood, moaned as it warmed his stomach and settled in the same area within him where his pleasure was cresting.  When he had come, his thighs had been shaking, and they continued to as Lestat reached his own end, as he released deep inside of Louis’ welcoming body.  Moments had passed, moments where they’d lain there unmoving, Lestat still cradled in the spread of Louis’s arms and legs, but it ended quickly because Lestat had pulled back, had been intent on looking at his love’s post-coital glow, and had been pleasantly surprised and all too excited to see that hunger still there, still directed at him, still awaiting satiation.  
That led them to where they were now.  
Lestat was sitting at the edge of the bed, one hand pressed down onto the mattress for stability, the other wrapped around Louis’ lithe waist.  Louis was in his lap, had been there since Lestat had said in that teasing tone of his, “Gourmand, l’êtes-vous?” and Louis had grinned wildly at him before pushing him down and climbing atop of him, eager and wanting.  But that playfulness had quickly dissipated, had become something intimate, something more, and the shift of the mood was enough to have them both near tears.  They were entirely wrapped around one another now, Louis moving slowly as he rode Lestat, as he sunk down on his cock, his cock that felt even bigger at this angle.  Louis wondered if he could feel it in his throat, if it would meet the blood still coating his esophagus.  The air going into Louis was the air Lestat breathed, and vice versa, and they were kissing, were kissing and kissing and kissing, and only stopping so Lestat could pull back, pull back far enough that Louis could see the strand of saliva that kept their mouths connected glistening in the light, pull back far enough so Lestat could keep saying, “I love you, Louis,” as he always did.  The confession, the proclamation, was one Louis had heard in abundance but he never tired of it, never tired of the way Lestat’s blue eyes shone with the truth of it, and it made Louis — somehow, in some way — want him even more.  It made him want Lestat closer, and he found his hips moving on their own in the desire to make that happen, rising and falling quickly so he never had to go more than a moment without Lestat inside of him.  He could feel Lestat’s hand that was wrapped around his waist tightening its grip and, for a desperate moment, he regretted his vampiric healing, wanting nothing more than to stand up later when his legs were working again and see the bruises against his hip, see the possession of Lestat’s fingerprints in his skin. 
Once again, everything was coming to a height.  Lestat’s breath was deep, was low in chest, was coming out in harsh pants against Louis’ mouth, and Louis wanted the groan of Lestat’s climax inside of him too, wanted to swallow it the same way he swallowed his blood, wanted to consume it just so he could be consumed in return.  Louis was moving quicker then, just to make it happen, was using the strength of his thighs to push himself up, to drop himself down, to go faster and faster until Lestat’s bruising grip on his hip turned crushing, until Lestat was thrusting up into his body to try to take root again, until Lestat did groan into his mouth, hot and heavy, and the feeling of it, of his warm skin against Louis’, of his breath entering Louis’ lungs, of his come coating Louis insides, was too much and Louis groaned back into Lestat’s own mouth before tossing his head back, before he came against their stomachs, clenching down on Lestat’s cock as though he could still keep him entirely inside of him, could keep them together forever. 
Lestat’s hand wasn’t crushing in its hold anymore, but was soothing, running down Louis’ back, rubbing circles into the sensitive and thin skin at Louis’ groin, all while he placed kisses across the exposed skin of Louis’ bared throat, down his chest, and on the jut of his collarbone as he shivered with aftershocks of pleasure.  
Louis couldn’t keep his hands to himself either, found them tangling in Lestat’s blood sweat tinged hair, tracing along his cut jaw, pushing that same hair from in front of Lestat’s face.  He could feel Lestat’s spend inside of him starting to wet the inside of his thighs a little, most of it still plugged by the girth of Lestat’s cock, and the realization of it, the acknowledgement of how right it was, how filthy it was, was almost enough to get Louis going again.  He raised his head to say just that, wanting to hear Lestat groan again, wanting to hear the lust-drunk slur of his words as he said something like, “Are you trying to kill me, Louis?  Oh, what a way to go, pressed inside the heat of your body.  Do you ache for my cock that much?  Do you need to feel it inside of you always, need to be opened and filled, hm?” but he was stopped by the slowing of Lestat’s kisses against his skin, stopped by the way he could feel Lestat’s hold on him start to slacken.  “Do you miss this, Louis?” Lestat asked instead, murmured it against Louis’ skin.  “Do you miss me?” Louis tried to raise his head again and let out a confused and frustrated sound when he was stopped once more.  Why did Lestat sound so sad?  Why wasn’t he as pleasure-contented as Louis was then?  Louis’ limbs were heavy, the satisfaction bone-deep, and Lestat — 
“Why did you leave me there, Louis?” 
Blood.  Louis could feel it, could feel the familiar stickiness of it, could smell its familiar metallic tang all around.  It was all over him, all over them.  
“Les?” Louis said, that same confused sound escaping him.  He pushed back, refusing to be stopped once again, and looked down.  He wanted to search Lestat’s eyes, to find answers there, wanted to find where the blood was coming from, wanting to find what was ruining this shared intimacy, but everything turned cold the moment he did. 
It was Lestat below him, but it wasn’t.  This Lestat, this thing, was dead.  The hair that had just been wet with blood sweat was sopping with blood now, the redness of it turning blond to copper, and there was a gash in that throat, a gash that ran from one end to the next, canyon-like in its depth, and it was spilling blood, overflowing with it, the blood rolling down Lestat’s bare chest in rivers.  But worse than all of that were his eyes. Those blue eyes Louis’ found truth in always, those blue eyes that had been the first to ever see him, those blue eyes that held the galaxy within their color.   
They were rolled back in Lestat’s skull, the whites the only part visible in this death, the blue hiding, keeping the truth Louis so desperately needed right then hidden.  “Les?” Louis said again.  His hands were shaking as he brought them to Lestat’s face, as he hesitantly touched him, fingers resting underneath that strong chin.  Just as quickly as this all had changed, Lestat’s eyes rolled back, snapping forward, and Louis gasped, scrambled in an attempt to jump up and away, but that slackened grip was crushing again, was hard and horrible, and the blood was rolling even more now, was flooding their bedroom.  “Why did you leave me there, Louis?” Lestat asked him again, but it was angry this time, was asked in a terrible voice.  It didn’t even sound like Lestat, it sounded like a monster, like —  A flash of white fangs.  Louis jolted up, gasping for air, his hands violently reaching out for something, anything, to pull him out of the pool of blood.  Only…
Only he wasn’t drowning at all.  He felt untamed as he looked around him, trying to make sense of what was going on.  “We’re on the boat, Louis,” a voice said from somewhere across from him.  Claudia’s voice.  When he found her, she was sitting against the wooden paneling of whatever room they were in, a book perched on her knees, her stare unreadable.  The boat.  The boat.  The boat.  That’s right.  They were on a boat.  They were leaving New Orleans, were on their way to — He copied her then, scooting himself up against the wood paneling behind him too, settling all of his weight into his shoulders and resting them there.  The ship was moving, gently rocking them as it traveled across the ocean, as it brought them closer to the adventure that awaited them.  “We’re on the boat, Louis,” Claudia repeated, firmer this time.  Louis nodded, cleared his throat too loudly, fiddled with the hem of his shirt, and stared down at his clean hands.  “Yeah, I know,” he said.  He felt, more than saw, the way her eyebrows fell at the too-quiet way he spoke, at the way just those three words and the way he said them confessed everything.  “What’re you reading?” 
He asked it quickly, asked it louder, asked it so the silence wasn’t so loud.  It was obvious she knew he didn’t actually need or want to know in that instance what she was reading, but, gratefully — though not without allowing him to stew in the uncomfortable quiet for a moment longer — she answered, telling him all about the words scattering the pages of the well-worn novel in her hand.  
As she spoke, Louis did his best to calm his breathing, to bring it back to some semblance of normalcy.  He didn’t want to feel like this.  He couldn’t go on feeling like this.  He had to find some kind of peace again, he had to if he wanted to survive.    
Claudia was still talking, was getting more into iterating to him the plot of her book, as a voice in the back of Louis’ mind reminded him unkindly that he felt most at peace when his heart had Lestat’s to synchronize to.  And, like it was happening again, Louis could almost hear the familiar pulse of Lestat’s heart from his dream, could feel the pattern it beat in, could feel its strength.   “We’re on the boat, Louis,” Claudia repeated yet a third time when she noticed him entering a whole different world, and all Louis could do was nod again, hoping she wasn’t reaching out into his head, hoping she couldn’t hear him allowing himself to wonder for the first time if he’d ever know peace again.   
He made himself search his own luggage for a book, just to convince Claudia he was fine, just to assuage her worries, and, like it was inevitable, he found himself reaching for his copy of Frankenstein, or The Modern Prometheus.   It felt fitting then.  Claudia seemed to agree, snorting out a little laugh as he settled the novel into his own lap, though Louis was sure they agreed for different reasons. 
Claudia was, no doubt, thinking of the actual plot of the book, of its themes of life and death and creation.   
Louis was thinking of Mary Shelley and the way she kept the remains of her husband’s heart with her until the day she herself died. 
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twopoppies · 2 months
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Good morning Gina and Happy Weekend!
Disclaimer: I do not believe Harry and Louis are in a romantic relationship but I am also not about to criticize others that do. With that said, I am SO incredibly glad I at least looked into the relationship because I fell in love with the fan fiction in this fandom. It has been a lot of fun to read so many incarnations of the characters of Harry and Louis and the other boys as well.
With all that said, my perceived idea of who these guys are, based on the interviews they give is somewhat different than how they are usually (not always) portrayed in fan fiction and I was just curious if anyone else felt the same way or if I am a minority in this thought. Were many of these perceived personality traits shown in fan fiction formed at the beginning of 1D and just continue to carry on?
Harry: fan fiction: sensitive, loving, selfless, principled and unaware of his own magnetism. Somewhat insecure.
My perception: Calculated, strong businessman and very self aware.
Louis: fan fiction: strong, leader, selfless, a ball of pure sunshine at times. Likes to be the center of attention.
My perception: insecure. Still trying to find who he is. Loves to be center of attention. Does not like to follow others, sometimes to his professional detriment.
Niall: fanfiction: All around good guy. Loving, supportive, but almost shallow at times. The trusty sidekick.
My perception: Much more layered, very comfortable in his own skin.
Liam: fanfiction: strong, calm, peacemaker
My perception: Hot mess of anxiety and insecurity. I want to hold his hand in therapy.
Zayn: Fan fiction: Liam’s other half, whether as a romantic interest or a soulmate of sorts.
My perception: haven’t paid enough attention to him to form one.
Anyway, was just curious how others perceptions of the boys in real life is the same/differs from how they are usually portrayed in fan fiction.
For everyone: if you haven’t read it yet, go read Danger I can’t Hide by Celtic Sky! For me, hands down, the best historical fan fiction I have ever read.
Gina, thank you for your time and for keeping up with the fan fiction for everyone in the fandom. You have no idea how much it is appreciated!
Hi, darling. First of all, Danger I Can’t Hide is one of the best stories I’ve read, fic or otherwise. I would publish that book so fast.
In regards to everything else, I think what you’ll find is that the fan fiction changed as Harry and Louis’ public narratives changed over the years, as well as just changing with the times. For example, there was a period of time around 2012/2013 (IIRC) where Louis was very often portrayed as having intense internal homophobia and Harry was the pining friend who Louis finally admits his feelings to. 2013 also saw the rise of bisexual/internalized homophobia Harry, Uni fics and “Dark Harry” fic partly because the boys were getting older and because frat boy Harry was being pushed. 2014/2015 You’ll see a lot more mermaid/pirate stories because Harry grew his hair out.
Early days nothing was tagged and there were a lot more PWPs written. Then there was a period where BDSM, Daddy Kink, and rimming was in every fic (I think this mainly started after Ren wrote the driving instructor fic). When Fine Line dropped there was an increase in fics where mostly Harry, but sometimes Louis, was trans/non-binary etc.
I think what you’re picking up about how they’re written may depend in part of what authors you’re gravitating towards (for example, I can’t stand the “ball of sunshine” characterization of Louis. For me that’s just not who he is and I think I’d be hard-pressed to come up with a fic where that’s how he’s written). I agree with your perception of who Harry is now (although I think there’s a lot more to him that what you listed), but I wouldn’t have said his main characteristics were that he was calculated or a strong businessman back when people were writing fic about the boys 2011-2015. Additionally, I do think many authors idealize both of them as well as their relationship, which is often fun to read, but doesn’t always make for the most interesting or complex stories.
As for the others, in many Larry fics they’re just used as fillers and aren’t really well developed characters. Niall is often fun-loving and gives good advice, Liam works out a lot and has golden-retriever energy, Zayn is quiet and cool and an artist of some sort. None of that gives you much of a sense of who any of them are IRL or in a book. Personally, I don’t tend to write them into my fics except very peripherally, but there are many good fics where the rest of the guys are given bigger roles and are more fully developed.
Last, there aren’t a lot of authors who consistently write the guys as older men (the age they are now, or even aging them up), so what you may be coming up against are authors writing young versions of these men you know, but also many people just take the five of them and mold them into the characters that make their fics work best and don’t really care if they’re getting the characterizations “right”. If you’re talking about canon, that’s a whole other kettle of fish, but barely anyone writes canon these days, so I can’t really speak to characterizations there.
Sorry this got so long. Clearly I’ve got lots of thoughts. I’m also on the airplane and I’m really bored. 😂
Glad you’re finding my fic recs helpful ❤️
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Loved the flatmate series!! Can you write some more blurbs pls
I haven't written a flatmate blurb in a while, but enjoy! :)
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They were here again. Y/N knew it.
Every day she came home after a class, and every time her flatmate's friends were in her living room. At least she had her room to escape to, but she still paid rent every month, so she should be entitled to use the communal areas without the fear of being talked to.
Well, none of them actually talked to her, though, and that made her feel even worse.
"Hello, hello," Harry said when she came in.
He didn't even bother to turn his eyes away from the football game on TV. There might have been a goal, or one of the players did something outrageous, making him and the other boys -- Niall, Liam, and Louis -- scream and bury their faces in their hands.
"Oh, you ferking idiot!" Niall said.
"Should have been a penalty," Harry sighed, shaking his head.
Y/N rolled her eyes. She'd seen him play football, and even though she didn't know much about the sports, she still thought he was pretty shit. But clearly, he would know more than these professional players.
The sound of the front door open and shut caused her to turn around. Layla strutted in like her name was on the lease. "Hello, bitches," she said to the boys and breezed right past Y/N as if Y/Nweres a ghost.
Y/N's jaw was on the floor as she watched Layla head to the kitchen area and open the fridge to grab the milk before moving on to Y/N's mug collection in the cupboard and picking one of her favs.
"Harry, did you get herbal tea like I asked you to?" Layla asked, annoyed when she only saw the English Breakfast in the cupboard.
That's it, Y/N thought, fuming, and cleared her throat. Nobody batted an eye, so she raised her voice when she spoke, "Harry."
"Yeah?"
"A word, please?"
"Sure. Just five more minutes."
"Now."
Harry looked up, lips quivering, puppy dog eyes blinking at her, but she only stared back with a poker face until he dropped that fake expression and got up, sighing.
"Be right back," he said, moving away from the sofa now. "And Layla. Your herbal tea is in that Tesco bag."
"Yay!" Layla said and started digging through the grocery bag on the counter.
Y/N grabbed Harry's wrist and dragged him into his room.
"Hey, if we're gonna have sex, at least give me ten minutes to clear my bed," he said jokingly when she sat down on his bed.
She made a face, disgusted. Clearing your filthy bed would take at least a month." Then she looked around. "You know what? A flamethrower would fix the problem."
"What are you talking about? My room exudes manliness."
She didn't have time to argue with him as he clearly enjoyed the attention. "Let's get straight to the point," she said, squaring her shoulders.
He stood in front of her, arms crossed, back against his wardrobe. "Sure."
"This has to stop. Your friends can't be here 24/7."
"They're only here during the day."
"Yes! The only time they're not here is when we're sleeping. Otherwise I would be so sleep-deprived!" Y/N said. "Look, I have class in the morning and afternoon and my part-time job. I just want to go home to peace and quiet."
"You must be fun at parties."
"I'm really not. I don't go to parties for this very reason." She got up, staring up at him. She hated that he was tall because she never succeeded in trying to look intimidating while confronting him. But to be fair, it was hard to be intimidating when you had crippling anxiety.
"Your friends go or I will."
"What?"
"You heard me. Your friends go or I will move out after this month. This just gives me PTSD about my previous roommate in the student halls, and I don't want to go through it again."
"Alright, alright. I never thought it was this serious," he huffed, shoving his hand into his hair. "What if I tell them to be quieter?"
"That's impossible."
"Hey, my friends are capable of being quiet and respecting other people's boundaries," he said, but she didn't think he believed it himself.
Still, she agreed, "Fine. Talk to them then. Thanks for this efficient discussion."
Before he could say anything else, she pushed back him and went to her room.
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Something was definitely wrong.
Today, Y/N came home and saw Harry's friends' shoes in the hall, but it was so silent in the flat. She couldn't hear the sound of the telly when she came in, not even Layla's annoying voice talking shit about a different person as she did every week.
"Hi?" she said, stopping in the doorway to the living room/kitchen area.
"Hey," they said at the same time and went back to doing their thing. Niall and Harry were watching football, but the TV was on mute. Layla was on her phone, and so was Louis.
"No way," Louis gasped, and Harry immediately shushed him.
"Sorry," Louis whispered, going back to texting.
It took Y/N a minute to realise he was texting Layla, who was sitting right beside him.
"Why aren't you guys talking?"
Ding. Her phone in her pocket vibrated. She looked up to catch Niall staring at her, phone in his hand. Had he just texted her?
She quickly checked the message.
Niall: Harry forbad us from talking
"Harry, really?" Y/N said. "This is ridiculous. Are you seriously doing this to mock me?"
"No," he whispered, not taking his eyes off the game on the TV.
"And what are you even watching? How do you know what's happening when it's mute?"
"We know how football works."
"Don't sass me with your creepy whispery voice."
"Just go do your thing and let us be, please," he said like he'd just lost his voice.
It was making her very frustrated, so she decided to head back to her room. Before she shut the door, however, she heard Layla speak.
"I kinda agree with her. This is ridiculous. I'm literally texting Louis when he's right next to me."
"I promised her we'd be quiet. So try to act like you guys aren't really here now that she's home."
"We can just go hang somewhere else?" Louis said.
"As if that was an option," Harry said. "You and Niall share a flat with five other people. Layla and Trix live in the student halls and I can barely fit her tiny single bed."
"Ew, you'll never get into my bed."
"The point is," Harry lowered his voice. "I'm showing Y/N that I'll go to the extreme to keep my word."
"Or...you can let her move out and put up an ad for her room. I'm sure there would be a long list of applications for you to choose from," Louis said.
"Hey, Y/N is cool," Harry said, to Y/N's surprise. He thought she was...cool? Her? Cool? "Besides, she...knows me. And I don't think anyone new will tolerate me the way she does. She's given me so many second chances, and I really don't want to fuck it up. So when she's not here, do whatever you want, because I love you guys and I want you to feel comfortable. But when she's home, respect her personal space. And Layla, those mugs are Y/N's so the next time you make tea, use mine. Y/N never says it, but I know she hates people using her stuff."
"Wow," Layla scoffed. "Okay, Ryan Gosling from The Notebook."
"I respect your decision, Harry," Niall said. Then Y/N heard them silently cheering for a goal.
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while i'm feeling stabby let's talk about action scenes in the percy jackson show (bc i refuse to let this go i refuse i do)
bc the actions scenes otherwise were not unfortunately memorable for me i'm going to be talking about the first and last ones and why they don't work both on a cinematic level but also on a character level. did i want to address the disappointingness of the st louis arch fight? yes. but literally cannot remember it beyond the fact that it was disappointing. which says a lot imo.
so. let's start with the mrs. dodds fight shall we?
i'm going to say it. taking away the sequence where percy assumes that he's wrongfully in trouble kills a bunch of subtle character work in the series.
in the books percy has a short monologue at the beginning where he starts off with "am i a troubled kid?" and so the lead up to mrs. dodds attacking him does several things. we, the reader understand that percy didn't (consciously) do anything, so we feel the unfairness when he's pulled aside - this scene asks us, the readers, to sympathize with the kid, not the authority figure. it sets up a fundamental theme in the books, that authority figures, and more specifically adults, can be challenged, can be wrong, can be terribly unfair to children. and this is important considering the protagonist of this story is dyslexic and has ADHD???
and they take it out. and it's really really galling.
there's so many other things that i could say about the character work in this scene. so many, like the fact that mrs. dodds' monologue about the gods is misinterpreted at first to be about the school - setting up the connection between the school administration unfairness and the gods unfair attitudes towards their children. like the moment when percy thinks that it might have been his ADHD acting up when mrs. dodds got up the stairs quicker than humanly possible. there's also less foreshadowing for mr. brunner being chiron, like the pen turning into a sword isn't even properly shown hello the pen suddenly having magical properties could be completely divorced from mr. brunner gifting it to percy.
there's just. a lot. of character work I'M LITERALLY SCREAMING IT'S NOT EVEN A HARD SCENE JUST PLEASE WHY IS THE SHOW ALLERGIC TO TENSION LIKE PLEASE
but they don't add in the conversations, they don't add in the moment of self-doubt, they don't add in mr. brunner. mrs. dodds just approaches menacingly. in broad daylight. like sir. the mist can cover a lot but it showed ares as a kidnapper. it doesn't make that much sense that it completely erased people's perception of mrs. dodds. like please.
(also idk if this is disney, but i think that it was incredibly frustrating that they really just removed percy's being treated as a delinquent and as a troubled kid. the show begins with the monologue but the monologue is kickstarted by percy being at "Yancy Academy, a private school for troubled kids in upstate New York." HELLO??? you could have had the exact same monologue but you change it for subpar themes????)
ok so it doesn't work on a character level.
does it work cinematically?
HELL NO.
this scene has already been torn to shreds and back (BUT NOT ENOUGH) so i'll be short. EVEN THE SPY KIDS HAS IMPACT SEQUENCES. ONES THAT LOOK REALISTIC MIND YOU. there's no impact. percy isn't pushed down by mrs. dodds, he just. trips? ig? silently? without any noise? ahahaha the lack of noise??? someone else has already mentioned the lack of noise but yeah once you hear (or don't hear) it, you can't un-hear it.
ahahahaha
ok but surely the show improved as they went on, as the filmed more etc etc. sure. but like. also no. (and also though i'm sure they did film these episodes in order lets also keep in mind that filming is not always linear)
ARES FIGHT SCENE WOOOOO LET'S GO
ok i did lose the video (i looked for it i swear, i took 30 min trying to look for it, which really isn't that long but yeah) but a lovely tumblr user here (i think i know who it was but i don't want to be embarrassingly wrong) edited the ares's fight with his internal monologue and an awful recorder rendition of that one song from the titanic and it really does encapsulate my thoughts. but yeah if you aren't familiar with the video.
when i was watching the final episode i swear i was trying to turn all critical brain functions off but it was really hard for me not to notice the increasing amount of time that ares just lets percy get up. i just watched dune (second part) so i was spoiled for good fight sequences but something i did notice was that in dune, when there is a pause in a fight it is FOR CHARACTER REASONS. the characters are DELIBERATELY NOT ENDING THE FIGHT. and that was not the impression i got from ares. it really wasn't.
and that took away from his authority/menace as a god ngl.
so yeah was the fight better than the dodds fight. 100%. like 500%.
does that make it a good fight sequence.... ehhhhhhhhhhhh....
(why did the scenes with luke have more tension than the ares fight hello)
and character wise. assassination. all the assassination. THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THE CULMINATION OF PERCY'S CHARACTER ARC AHHHHHHHH. sorry. but like this was the point at which percy decides he's done running. and stands up to ares with all the taunts and quick thinking that we know him for. unfortunately the show thought itself better and erased that theme ahaha.
so this really is just a fight for the helm. no big reveals, no reading the actions and emotions of a god, no strategy, no trying to get to the water and ares stopping him. like
WOULD IT BE SO HARD TO JUST FOLLOW THE NICE LOVELY SCRIPT THE BOOKS GAVE YOU FOR EXAMPLE: shot of percy looking at the water, shot of ares looking at percy looking at the water, maybe a pan to the water here, percy moves towards, ares blocks. YOU CAN IN FACT SHOW BATTLEFIELD STRATEGY IN A MOVIE. BC BATTLE STRATEGY RESULTS IN STRATEGIC FIGHTING. WHICH IS WHAT THE VISUAL MEDIUM IS SUPPOSED TO BE GOOD AT. RIGHT? RIGHT???
ahahaha sorry just feeling stabby i don't really know why. anywho off to the senate meeting. i'm running a bit late but i did rsvp with a knife sooooo
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twobrokenwyngs · 2 years
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I just saw the ep and oh my goddd, some of this fandom needs to touch grass when it comes to their media. so many of y'all have been watching waaay too many cutesy, sweet, tender, sanitized queer love stories. like, y'all know this isn't Love Simon or some shit, right???
it is so SILLY to act like lestat did this catastrophic out-of-character thing that there's no coming back from. anyone who feels that way has a very disney-fied version of who lestat is in their heads. I realize that the guys have had moments of sweetness and romance but y'all really clung onto that so hard you forgot what show you're actually watching, huh?
please. pull yourselves together. for the following 4 reasons:
he is a spoiled fuck!! he's the brat prince!! he takes what he wants and reacts destructively to not getting his way! the fact that he's been as patient with Louis as he HAS for all these years has been a miracle unto itself. this act has been boiling under the surface and ultimately amounts to no more than a violent temper tantrum befitting of the character
louis! 👏 is! 👏 a! 👏 vampire!!! he's a goddamn immortal being, who is going to completely heal after a good day's sleep lmao. lestat knew that when he laid hands on him! he didn't actually do anything that could kill or maim or otherwise permanently disable louis, he wasn't TRYING to!
they are in a toxic relationship!!! did you guys think that was just an adorable expression? their relationship is fucked up and unhealthy, steeped in coercion and violence and manipulation and a massive power imbalance and literally always has been!!! hello?!!?
this is a tv show. it's a visual medium. it needs to comprise seven hours of compelling, exciting content, it needs to up the ante and take liberties due to the fact that it isn't a book and cannot sustain itself on louis' emotions alone. on top of that, the VAST majority of the violence that occurred still happened offscreen. they struck a perfect balance
so yeah, idk, I have absolutely noooo patience for some of the takes I've seen about this. none at all. either wake up and realize what genre of show this is or see yourself out tbh lol
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While I admit I am biased because I love Loustat and Daniel/Armand first and foremost, I am trying not to be negative towards Loumand (which I don't like very much in the books) and appreciate its role in the story, but the Loumand shippers (the ones that have popped up since S1 anyway) are making it difficult and I find them exhausting. I feel like so much of the extreme Lestat hate and takes like Daniel is too old to be a love interest or become a vampire seem to be coming from that corner along with other things. I also can't believe they actually like book Armand considering the way they feel about Lestat. I can't believe they would like any of the characters to be honest.
Hi anon . First of all I need to say I'm not a TVC expert I watched the show first & then read some of the books selectively 😅so I hope what I answer makes sense . 💜
Okay so all of the book readers already know that all of the vampires are horrible in their own ways & that's because most of them have a horrible past both as a human & vampire . That of course doesn't justify what they later but that clarifies why they're acting the way they do .
And I think from Ep 5 it is right to hate Lestat but I don't understand the hate towards old Daniel he literally didn't do anything to Louis or Rashid / Armand except to get something true out of their stories like a real journalist . And I need to mention here that I myself am a Armandaniel & loustat shipper first & in heart just like you . 🥰 The hate on Old Daniel is not justifiable for the show viewers bc I myself can't find a reason to hate him YET😐
And as for people should hate Armand or Loumand as much as they hated Lestat & loustat , I think that can't be decided by the show viewers only 🤷🏻‍♀️ cause they haven't seen any bad side of Armand towards Louis , they haven't seen their relationship in Paris or after Paris . And they hope Louis & Claudia are finally free of their abuser. So I give them the right to want that because they have no idea & it's a journey for them & new discoveries for them . And not just about Loumand about loustat too because Louis canonly considered loving Lestat more in the second half of the book so if the show runners know what they're doing & consider to take a darker path as JACOB said in an interview then we will definitely see Loumand to the extent & also loustat to the extent. 😊
And for those people who know about Loumand & Armand of the books & still love & adore them together I think that is also fine BUT AS LONG AS THEY DON'T HATE LOUSTAT FOR THE SAME REASONS 🙄 . If they hate Lestat for the manipulation & lies & withholding information then they must hate Armand or Loumand for the same reasons . 😉 Or even Claudia Otherwise their reasons for hating Lestat & loustat isn't justifiable to me . 🤷🏻‍♀️
And I want to add I don't hate Armand I didn't like Loumand though . I love Armand & Daniel their relationship makes more sense to me than Loumand . Although I have to add Loumand as great friends in later books makes so much more sense. I think Louis & Armand can calmly talk together & talk sh*t behind Lestat's back all they want .😂 I think they need each other simply because the way we all need someone in our life when we're tired of our relationship & our family & sometimes ourselves . Armand is probably Louis's escape from anything intense & Louis is probably Armand's scale of what he does as much as Lestat hates that Armand accepts that from Louis I guess . 🙂
Over all I think we should respect each other's favorite ships without judgement towards the person who ships other ships . And I think Loumand was & is the necessity of the story individually or as I myself think Loumand is a means to loustat . So if you're worried about how S2 might not be your favorite season because of Loumand then I can offer you to just enjoy the ride because you'll find something else interesting to like about season 2 . But as a respect for the actors & to the hard work they did I will definitely support S2 because they all worked really hard & I think that wouldn't be really nice to them to stop watching S2 because I don't like Loumand in the book . Who knows I might come to like it on the show . 🤩
Let the tale seduce you . 😉❤️
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dreamwritesimagines · 6 months
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Oh with Cherie and Benedict they start as friends and when she finds out about any one of the girls he's been with she think he has feelings for the girl but can't be with the her and tries so hard to be their matchmaker and Benedict too just goes along with it cause he gets to hang out with her more. I imagine a scene where Cherie is giving him a whole rant on what he should do to get the girl and how everyone needs love and theirs Benedict who just giving her heart eyes trying not to kiss her
Omg wait, this is such a cute idea! ❤️ I absolutely love this, thank you! ❤️
Let’s have a HC with this! ❤️
So I think you’re absolutely right, since Cherie is obsessed with finding love for everyone around her, she would definitely set her eyes on Benedict 😁Because like, he’s an artist, he’s romantic, he’s the perfect candidate for her to matchmake with someone ❤️ Meanwhile Benedict is head over heels for her, and Cherie is so so clueless❤️
So I think one day, she would march into Benedict’s studio with a list in her hand and go like,
“Benedict! Hello.”
“Hi there! I didn’t know you were visiting, I would’ve—”
“I was struck by inspiration so I simply had to come and find you.”
“Inspiration?”
“Of how you will get together with Miss Cordelia, of course! You have your art and I have mine.”
“Matchmaking?”
“Yes!”
“Cherie—”
“The idea hit me around dawn and I came up with a list of how you can conquer her heart, so to speak.”
“You made a list?”
“I always make lists, I get incredibly distracted otherwise.”
“Well—”
“As I told my friend Marie back in France, fate simply decides when we will get the love of our lives, but there’s no harm in making an effort to, you know, contribute to fate.”
“That’s not—”
“And honestly, it’s not that hard at all, but you must approach her and dance with her the next ball. Don’t think I didn’t notice how you didn’t ask her for a dance at the last ball, that’s no way to court the lady you love!”
“She’s not—”
“If you’re feeling rather shy about the issue like my dear friend Louis back in France, I can absolutely give you an encouraging speech beforehand! I did the same with him, and now he’s married to the love of his life, isn’t that sweet?”
“…It is.”
“See? I’m telling you, I have a gift! So now, I can boast about it when you marry the lady you’re in love with—”
“She’s not the lady I’m in love with. You are.”
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ohmaerieme · 8 months
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THINKING ABOUT LOUALPH SO MUCH IM GONNA KILL AND DESTROY. loualph hcs long-ish post because otherwise ill start beating up my laptop I NEED EVERYONE TO STOP MISCHARACTERIZING THEM RIGHT NOWWWWW YOU DONT NEED TO DO THAT TO SHIP THEM!!! ok im normal.
louie and alph are both ace, neither has actually come out to the other they dont even talk about it they just dont think abt that side of relationships or have any desire to it at all. like they just forget it exists do u get me
like many(?) loualph shippers i also believe they became friends and then grew feelings because alph pulled all nighters to work on the ship/take notes etc. and louie was the only other person awake to talk to.
^^ alph talks about his family and how he got into engineering etc and louie just kind of listens. he chimes in with a word or two now and then when something catches him. and alph is always surprised by it too he pauses for a second to look at him like 😯 and then continues talking
louie talks about his family too. kind of. more like vague comments or admitting he misses his nana .AND HE TALKS ABT COOKING TOO!! and his cooking show dream!! he doesnt ramble like alph does, mainly just speaks in a sentence or two every hour or so
louies feelings go from 'man this guys kinda annoying -> well its nice to have company i guess. i have nothing else to do -> i dont want to leave him alone ever'
alphs feelings go from 'this guys really strange but its some kind of company at least -> hes a really good listener wow. yknow what hes kinda interesting too -> hes kinda like my opposite and i cannot ever imagine not talking to him again'
alph tried making a love poem once and louie was just confused reading it HIS ASS DID NOT UNDERSTAND. alph was so embarrassed he never ever tried again. louie still thinks about it wondering wtf it was supposed to be about he does NOT understand poetry at all
louie gets overstimulated by touch easy and alph gets very flustered by any romantic gesture. together they make the ultimate autism 'our love language is quality time' couple.
louie also actually has gift giving as a love language too. hes kinda bummed when he learns koppaites can only eat fruit but he tries very hard to make fancy fruit plates for alph when they havent had time to talk in a while
unrelated to loualph but very important. he can in fact escape the restraints but he likes the tight pressure from them (sensory seeking mf)
that is all DO YOU UNDERSTAND. MY VISION
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LadyAJ’s 2023 Fics
This year I wrote 16 new stories (and one new chapter on an old one!) across five fandoms - One Direction, Endeavour, Kingsman, The Eagle and new-to-me Ted Lasso. Details below, I hope you’ll check some out - I like to think there’s a bit of something for everyone. 
One Direction
Bloom - T, 28k, Louis/Liam
Do you like historical AUs? Do you like awesome art by @whatagreatproblemtohave? Then you’ll like this, written for the One Direction Big Bang.
In early 1970s Oxford, Detective Sergeant Louis Tomlinson has to deal with the dual pressures of a case that hits too close to home, and the arrival of new colleague Liam Payne. Payne is both the bane of his existence and, uh... dangerous. Very dangerous. His eyes, that is. His lips. The way he stands.
A story of rain and cobblestones, cigarettes, and repression. And the sunshine after the storm.
In Shining Armour of Trackie and Trainers - T, 9k, Louis/Harry
Because who wouldn’t love white knight Louis coming to their rescue?
Online dating isn't exactly working for Harry. In fact, it couldn't really be going much worse. But then the door of the bar opens, and the pack of friends walking in parts and - that’s Louis Tomlinson.
Louis fucking Tomlinson.
Pageant Material - G, 6k, Louis/Zayn
Watch me throw Miss Congeniality and Kacey Musgraves together, shake it up, and give it a Zouis twist. Written for the Zouis fest.
Louis flicks a nearby switch, lighting the bulbs around his mirror in a soft glow. The buttery yellow catches on the edges of his cheekbones, sharpening the dip. He looks more grown up this year. Some of his baby fat has melted away, and he sucks in his cheeks to see what he might look like by twenty five if this pattern continues. Then he crosses his eyes and sticks out his tongue.
Or, the Zouis teen beauty pageant AU.
The Way to My Heart - T, 6k, Louis/Harry
Fluffy, funny AU Larry with lots of Nouis friendship on the side. Written for the a/b/o fest.
Louis' having a bit of a dry spell, until he bumps into an attractive alpha in the supermarket and leaves with his number. It was a hard bump. Very... muscular.
The only problem is, said alpha asks Louis to cook for him - which is not exactly his skill set.
Feeling Feline - T, 4k, Louis/Niall
Nouis, my beloved, with shelter-worker!Niall and magical cat transformations. Written for the Louis rare pair fest.
“I’m telling you,” drifts through the cracked door, and Louis’ ears prick, twitching with interest. “There’s something wrong with that cat.”
“Have you talked to Liam?” asks another voice, worried. Louis thinks it’s the tall one with curly hair. Taller one. They’re all tall when you’re ten inches high.
“Not medically wrong,” the blond one says. “But I swear, and I know this sounds nuts, but I don’t think he’s a cat?”
Fine Line - G, 1k, Louis/Nick Grimshaw
It’s present day, it’s canon compliant, it’s just long enough to read while waiting for the bus assuming it’s not got stuck in traffic.
Telling his family was always going to be a big deal, but doing it alone was a sacrifice he could make.
He never thought they’d fall about laughing.
In The Dark - T, 666, Gen
Choose your own character in this spooky snippet written for the trick or treat fest.
It’s the dreams.
He’d be fine without the dreams… suggesting things. If he could face all this - whatever this is - with a clear, rested mind.
Bound - G, 619, Liam/Zayn
Vampire AU? Check. 
Months should pass like hours for a vampire, but to Zayn they’ve felt endless. Now, finally, it has come. The day he takes his consort.
Endeavour
Tread Carefully into my Life - T, 29k, WIP, Morse/Jakes
See? I told you it’s not abandoned. Maybe 2024 is the year I finally finish this canon rewrite where Jakes stayed - in the meantime, enjoy nearly thirty thousand words of their on/off up/down shenanigans!
He can't help the way his eyes drift across the room, to Morse in his shirtsleeves, arms crossed across his body. It’s a defensive posture, which is no surprise, but otherwise he looks collected. Calm. Like facing down man eating beasts is all part of the job, and despite the evidence of today, it most certainly is not part of the job.
Tigers. For the love of God, give him an axe murderer any day.
Stepping Out - G, 9k, Morse/Jakes/Joan
Established polyamory with the Oxford disaster trio. Jakes didn’t leave.
“You know what I haven't done in ages?” Joan asks, punctuating her question by flinging her legs up and leaning dramatically backwards against the sofa arm. Peter almost spills his tea. “Gone dancing. We should go.”
Kindred - G, 2k, Gen
Ohhh series nine. Pre-slash Morse/Sam if you really squint.
Sam Thursday, Morse, and the power of orange juice.
Offcuts - G, 2k, Morse/Jakes/Joan
With this final instalment, the series is complete. As a whole it's almost 32k, so if you like Endeavour and polyamorous relationships, set aside a Saturday and dive in.
Snapshot scenes of life with the trio.
Adding it Up - G, 887, Morse/Jakes
Let’s return to series three, because Jakes.
Fred’s been a copper for a long time. It’s in his bones at this point, a habit so engrained he can’t turn it off. Like Morse with his beer and Jakes with his cigarettes, Fred’s addiction is piecing things together. Even when he’d rather not.
Ted Lasso
Would You Rather - G, 1k - Colin & Jamie, Roy/Jamie
It had to happen! Diving into a new fandom is always a pleasure.
"I’m talking about percentages. Like, yeah, you’re gay. So maybe you’re at like, eighty, ninety per cent. But if I say who’d you rather fuck out of Ms Welton, Keeley and Maisie from the canteen, you know what you’d say, right?”
Colin is beginning to think Jamie doesn’t know what gay is. "Erm, no."
Squeegee - M, 525 - Roy/Jamie
Short and snappy ;)
Jamie’s beautifully vocal in bed, but long, pitchy squeaking is new.
Kingsman
The Honeypots - T, 5k - Eggsy/Harry
Partial AU with undercover, honeypot spy shenanigans and obliviousness? I wrote it for a reason. I mean, it’s right up my street.
Eggsy is MI6. Harry is Kingsman. They have each been tasked to seduce a suspected rival intelligence agent.
The intelligence part may be overselling it.
The Eagle of the Ninth
Winter Sunlight - G, 1k, Marcus/Esca
I think writing a fluffy, happy gay farmers fic is actually a requirement of this fandom. Here’s my offering.
“How is it,” a familiar voice mutters drowsily, muffled by the drape of skins and fur, “that after all these years, you still can’t manage a proper lie in?”
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Hello Sea, Love your insights, they seem rational. I have one question to ask you - If Louis has a problem with Larry - his song choices - 7 , Where do Broken hearts go can you give your honest opinion on this
I think Louis is honest when he talks about his feelings re: Larries/ the Larry conspiracy/ how it has affected his mental health. He has always been consistent in his attitude, consistent when expressing his anger at Euphoria, and consistent when talking to fans or press about it.
Louis’ feelings have been reiterated by what Liam and Zayn have said in separate interviews from 2015 and 2016. Niall hasn’t chimed in only because he’s a fence-sitter.
Harry, as we know, is a coward and will benefit from Larry without saying a thing.
That said, Louis has also appealed to Larries himself. I think it’s part of his One Direction nostalgia (and marketing), and unfortunately old habits die hard.
Just remember that Louis took part in the rainbow bears in 2015, in a very active, personally involved way. He isn’t innocent— he led fans on in order to hang on to his fans.
While Louis has always loved Catfish & the Bottlemen, he could have chosen any song to cover, but he chose 7. Unlike some Louies, I don’t think this choice was random or innocent. He not only sang 7 on LTWT, but also in concerts for FITF tour (and at Tecate) when he’s needed extra fan support. It’s intentional.
However, I think Where Do Broken Hearts Go is one of those fast tempo, big stadium 1D songs that Louis chose not because Harry wrote it, but because he likes singing it— maybe because of Baba O’Riley too.
This is a funny 1D inside joke. When Best Song Ever was released, 1D were accused of plagiarizing The Who’s Baba O’Riley in the opening of the song. Pete Townshend wasn’t that bothered by it (his song is still better than Best Song Ever). By choosing to cover WDBHG, Louis gets to sing a popular 1D song and maybe make a funny commentary about a certain someone who continues to plagiarize older artists’ songs. I wouldn’t put it past his sneaky cryptic ass. Otherwise why sing Baba O’Riley?
Anyway, no one at the concerts gets this joke, apparently, because by their puzzled faces and silence, the Directioners have no idea what he’s singing anyway.
Now.
The difference between what Harry does and what Louis does is interesting.
Harry’s purpose is straightforward: it’s marketing for solo Harry Styles. There is no other purpose to anything Harry does publicly: he is a human billboard. There is no emotion so deep, nor a topic so intense or painful—from Fizzy to Jay to BLM to LGBT issues— that Harry Styles can’t find a Harry Styles marketing angle for it.
In retrospect, this is obvious from the first milk shake tweet in 2017. Harries try to explain it away but it’s obvious that Harry was using the combined 1D/ Larry fandom to launch his career. Even now, when Harry no longer depends on Larries supporting him, he can’t give up the old habits, and he won’t stop his team. It’s an addiction to a cheap drug.
For Louis, this is a bit more complicated, because he is so much the front face of his PR since a functional, positive PR basically doesn’t exist for him and never has.
Louis’ relationship to Larry is more complicated, like you pointed out. It’s intertwined with his nostalgia and warm feelings for One Direction fandom which he cannot sever. Louis has also been pushed into a corner where the industry that supports Harry has basically ostracized him. Louis is blacklisted from radio and streaming, and everyone seems to accept that this is normal for an artist who sells out arenas— it is very abnormal. Critics do not review his albums or shows. He isn’t invited to pop culture events. He doesn’t publicize high profile friendships. His own fans feel like they can punch down on Louis without any repercussions— and even fake “interviews” get written with no repercussions— like we just saw from Mark Boardman.
For good or bad, Louis and his team seem to rely on key One Direction marketing strategies to reach his audience. He doesn’t really have big support systems other than fans. This is unfortunately one of the consequences.
What Louis does is also, in a way, fairly private, almost as if he’s having a conversation with himself, and the intent is ambiguous. It’s obvious that the stage graphics of Back To You show “FUCK HIM UP,” but what does that mean? Is it larrybaiting? Does “him” mean Louis himself?
An aside. Today, seeing tweets from Harries once again attacking Louis, and after three albums from Harry and 7 years of being a solo artist, I have an observation.
Harry’s fans (Harries and Larries) have accepted that insider connections, celebrity status, and wealth are the most important values to Harry Styles. They accept the fact that he doesn’t care about them and his world is unobtainable, completely fenced off from them.
Instead of feeling neglected or hurt, his fans have learned to vicariously champion the goals of greed and selfishness. Harries love Harry’s operational strategy of [TPWK = the means justify the ends.]
Harries and Larries shame and criticize Louis for— wait for it— caring about the fans. For keeping prices affordable. For traveling to areas no one else goes to. For the promotional press tour to Latam.
They criticize Louis for not immediately getting higher ticket sales or higher streaming numbers from his trip, because why else would anyone do anything except to become wealthier and more famous?
Certainly not their idol Harry.
They laugh at AFHF 2021 for being free, when they have to pay exorbitant prices for Harry’s tickets because he datamines them.
They laugh at Louis for his fashion, when Harry’s wardrobe is strictly for marketing. Never misses an opportunity to sell.
Harries remind me of USA Republicans in the lower economic bracket supporting Donald Trump because he has the same values they do.
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