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disney-rapunzel-merida-vanellope · 3 years

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Eternals thoughts, speculations, guesses, wants wtv

I am so excited for the Eternals!!! I mean, I was since they announced it cause I love superheroes teams, marvel, space, gods on earth and the cast was amazing but the more I see the more I get excited, the better it looks but also the less I know what the movie is actually about and I wanna keep it that way, I wanna go in knowing the bare minimum. I have these early premieres so much spoilers are already out everywhere (did they use to do these so earlier? Cause i think ive always avoided spoilers fine but this year ive been fighting for my life ugh). It’s gonna be the longest mcu movie after endgame and I have high hopes it’s gonna make my top10 mcu movies (doesn’t look like a high position but ws, cw, iw and eg have a grip too tight on me and I’m hoping nwh joins them in the top5).

I just ugh I’m so excited. This whole post is a mess but i just wanna ramble about the eternals before i see it.

From the get go my fave has been thena cause 1) warrior princess; 2) can manifest weapons like erza scarlet my anime goddess!!!!!!!; 3) Angelina Jolie; 4) Angelina Jolie with the exact opposite aesthetic as her maleficent but i love both aesthetics so much.

But the more footage i see the more i fall for sersi and ikaris, which good cause i bet they’ll have the most screentime and plot relevancy. I don’t know much about Gemma but shes really pretty and i like namaari so I’m rooting for her. I love what I’m seeing of sersi’s powers, her green nature loving vibe. Aaaaaaaaaand she will have the identity reveal trope attached cause i bet her human boyfriend doesnt know shes an alien. Ikaris is just ugh so handsome. What if Prince Charming was a superhero on the side. It’s not even cause of cinderella, i just think the way Richard is playing ikaris gives hero prince vibes and I’m in love 😍 that man is gonna be a fave mcu man of mine i just know it

Really excited about all the female characters overall. I was really intrigued by Ajak but it looks like she wont be doing much, at least from the trailers and cause shes a healer, but I’m still looking forward to her, shes still my 4th place

There was a tweet that said 40% of the movie takes place in the past, and other tweet that said which historical events and places we’ll be seeing, and honestly that’s the thing I’m most excited about. I can’t reação a single movie that takes place in such a large amount of time. When I heard that it occurs during a span of 7000 years I was shocked but so so ready. Seeing the Eternals ship arrive in from of those primitive people in the first trailer gave me goosebumps. I usually don’t like when movies kinda rewrite history (Hercules breaking the statue’s arms and aladdin and jasmine making that man break the Sphinx nose this has NOTHING to do with you, but those are examples of what I mean), but since the Eternals can’t exactly interfere it will be super cool to watch them watch these important events and places of human history. They’ll probably interfere a bit but it’s ok. But 40% of past it’s so much movie time and we haven’t seen all locations mentioned in the tweet in the trailers so there’s big things still to see.

I haven’t seen nomadland but I trust Chloe anyway. Everything I’ve seen visually so far is incredible. The woman really has a sense for these things. I’m expecting a slow character driven movie different from the usual mcu but still very much an mcu movie. Ive been seeing such bad faith criticisms on this movie on Twitter and it’s cause it’s marvel and an easy target, cause diversity pisses some people off but I genuinely believe the biggest reason is cause this is the first marvel movie that might break the mold and be regarded as a genre defining movie and maybe even win some awards. Even if this turns out to be the best movie of all time, I highly doubt it will win or even be nominated for anything in a major category but I think this movie is getting some haters so insecure that they just started shitting on it all over and can’t stop.

The costumes is something I’m in love with. They look so good, so fine. I specially like those that have gold in them but I am super biased by thena’s elegant pearl kinda suit and sersi’s cute green short dress. The texture looks incredible. Such intricate designs, each one gets a different shape and color palette, ugh I’m in love.

I wonder what happened to make them go their separate ways. Probably interference with humans that couldn’t have happened. But why didn’t they stay together or at least in touch? Why did sersi and ikaris go their separate ways after getting married? Why are some of them living lives as humans with human partners and family when they are immortals? How are the thinkers gonna help in a fight? Will they just stay absent? There’s so many interesting questions to be explained and revealed but people only care why they didn’t help with thanos 💀

I didn’t even consider any of them dying until I saw some people mention that yeh some might. I don’t want that. I want this wholesome family to live together after all this. I don’t know how a sequel would work, (they are looking at this like a standalone but lets be honest, it’s marvel) so I hope they haven’t killed anyone whose actor’s contract only included 1 movie or something. If a sequel does happen how will they explain sprite growing older in 4 years but not 7000? 😟 Just speculation here, nothing serious

But ugh I’m so excited so excited so excited

#Eternals #marvel #mcu

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shuatoyou · 4 years

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one last summer - l.c

[day 38 of a tct summer collection]

✗ pairing; chan x reader

✗ genre; fluffy fluff and angsty angst :p

✗ wc; 3900

✗ summary; each day is spent counting down until the end of summer, you do this every year but this time around, its harder to watch the days go down knowing once the count hits zero, its time for him to go.

✗ song; pink skies by LANY <3

✗ a/n; i cant believe this is my longest fic yet ?? i hope u guys like it !! i chose to write for chan kinda on a whim bcos i dont do that a lot and he is just the best angel ... also i thought i should involve a little bit of my signature angst for my first writing collab with my best friends if u wanna see amazing stuff click below to travel to . . .

A TCT SUMMER COLLECTION *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

the alarm ringing at a time you would never find yourself awake during summer, it could only mean you had an important day to look forward to.

today was the beginning of the countdown to the last day of the last summer you had together.

“chan, wake up,” you mumble sleepily at the boy, who was in a deep sleep at the foot of your bed. he scrambled about for a second before going completely still. of course he was back asleep.

you groan at the sight of him cuddling into the blanket, even more in spite of your attempt to wake yourself up and him at the same time. although, it was cuter than you wanted to admit. perhaps your heart went slightly crazy... but that was another issue for another day. or never.

“fine don’t wake up loser, i’ll eat pancakes on my own.”

hearing that, he jumps straight up “i don’t think so.” he glares at you while you sit under the warm blankets amused at his reaction.. he sighs in defeat once he realises it was all a play for him to wake up. of course you wouldn’t indulge in a beautiful breakfast without him.

morning flies by, and before you know it noon comes around. the clock reads three pm and you’re both sprawled over the couch binging ‘a silent voice’ for the nth time. the entire movie makes you sad but after watching it so many times you become immune to the tears.

chan on the other hand, doesn't. like always he finds himself getting teary at the same scenes every time. perhaps that was one of the qualities you adored in him: he never hid how he felt even if he hated the teasing that came with it.

after deciding on a whim you didn’t want to waste the day inside, you switched off the tv and threw a box of tissues at the emotional boy.

“what was that for?” he whines, throwing the tissue box off him.

“wipe your tears. i wanna go out,” you smile cheekily before skipping off to get your shoes on, shortly followed by chan.

“we’re going out in sweats?” he questions, pointing at the lazy attire you had both become accustomed to everytime you were together.

you shrug, grabbing the keys off it’s special hanger. special because it was made by chan himself when you were both in the second grade and making matching key hangers for each other's houses was sentimental you could say. or as your parents said.

when you were both younger, they were convinced you two would grow up together and maybe get married in the future. the two of you became inseparable over a short amount of time - all because of the one day he offered you his juice carton after yours had been stolen by the class bully in the first grade. that was almost twelve years ago now and that same boy was still standing in front of you.

“what are you thinking about?” chan nudges you as the two of you walk down the same road to your usual frozen yoghurt place.

“just some stuff,” you shrug.

“like?”

“pre-school.”

he hums in response, and you take this as an indication to go on.

“our parents really dealt with our crazy friendship the daily playdates... imagine if we ended up how they wanted us to.” you smile fondly, the thought of it all was enough to plaster an expression on your face.

“don’t remind me, they would’ve married us the moment we turned 18 if we left it up to them.” he chuckles. “they think we were meant together”

“do you?” you retort.

“do i what?”

“think that?” you ask not facing him. you would rather not have him fully see the crimson building up on your cheeks.

“i don’t know, i guess. we've been friends for so long, i've never thought about it.”

you nod understandingly and walk the rest of the way in silence, a comfortable one at that. there was never anything else when the two of you were together.

maybe that’s why you didn’t want to let go yet.

“BEACH DAY!”

“ugh, do you seriously have to scream that down the entire hallway, y/n?”

“yes because it’s beach day!” you yell one more time, forcing a reaction out of him but your amusement quickly dies down after feeling the soft impact of your pillow in your face.

“heh”

chan proudly walks out the room leaving you dumbfounded but you quickly scramble back onto your feet and chase after the boy jumping on his back earning a grunt from the much taller male.

“you suck.” he groans

“be careful you are in my territory little boy” you snicker signalling to your house which had been the location of the endless sleepovers for the summer holidays.

“speaking of, i really should go back home and pick up some more of my stuff before we leave for the beach.” he mentions as he lets you down from his back and the two of you take your seats by the kitchen island.

“oh that’s fine, want me to come with you? i miss your mom anyways.”

“don’t you have your own beach bag to pack?” he asks, grabbing a plate which mimics his actions and starts piling up your plate with his favourite breakfast stuff before passing it over to him.

“i can do it later” you smile now making your own breakfast plate. chan looks down hesitating with it.

“nah it’s okay, i’ll be back quick anyways” he mumbles, picking at the food making you lift a brow without saying anything as you delve into your own happily.

he didn't want to upset you but the small little things you had been doing for him had been harder to let go of as time went by.

however it's not long before breakfast is over and chan waves a quick goodbye before leaving for his own home for the first time in ages. it was quite normal for the two of you to spend a large amount of time at one and others houses both families gave up in trying to send you two back to your respectable homes.

meanwhile you spent the time he was gone packing your own beach bag consisting of the usual tower, sunscreen and one of the disposable cameras you bought for summer memories documenting. chan had laughed at the big box that arrived at your house a month ago especially when you told him it was a box of eight disposable cameras.

“you have your phone plus a polaroid camera, why do you need disposable ones?” he asks curiously prodding at the box.

“these ones come out cuter don’t judge. plus i’ll give you one or two that we use during the many adventures for you to process and hang up the pictures in your new room” you look up at the boy hopefully as he sighs in defeat.

giving yourself a little round of applause you open up the box and immediately grab one of the cameras pulling chan closer to get a selfie.

“this one is to mark the start of our summer adventures documented by a disposable camera.”

shaking your head you pull yourself out of your daze right on time as the doorbell rings. you only assume it’s chan and you’re right as you open up the door to the boy with his hands filled.

you take one of the bags from his hand letting him into the house.

“what’s all this?” you ask curiously trying to look at the bags as best as you could through the little openings.

“extra clothes, stuff for the beach and snacks my dad brought back from japan for you. he said he forgot to give them the last time”

excitedly you rush over to the bag he held up to you, japanese snacks were one of your favourite and chan's father had made it a regular occurrence to always bring you back some after his long work trips away in osaka.

which was where the family would be moving by the end of summer hence why the two of you spent each day doing something new counting down the days till the moment he stepped onto a plane without you.

noticing the sad look on your face while you looked at the snacks longingly chan threw an arm around your shoulders.

“what’s with the look? come on we’ve got waves to catch y/n”

“i'm gonna miss you” you pout and his gaze softens pulling you away from the bags and into his embrace allowing you to relax in his arms for a bit. he thought this would happen one way or another but he only expected it when it was the last day.

“are you ready to go?” he whispers while rubbing your back and you almost wanted to say no just to be able to stay like this a little longer but nevertheless you pulled a way nodding beginning to walk over to the bags so you could put them away into the car.

the drive to the beach was only peaceful, which was normal when it came to you two. just endless music and comfortable silence but you knew the tension in the air would not decrease anytime soon due to the nature of this entire summer.

“will we still talk when you leave?” you blurt out, failing to face the boy currently sat in the driver's seat.

“why the sudden question?” his face evidently changed to the questioning look he’s always had when he was confused about something.

you shrug and he doesn’t question furthermore which you appreciated because it would’ve been tough having to explain the endless worries in your mind.

reaching forward for his phone you scroll through his playlists until you find the one song that the two of you often found comfort in when together or apart.

“we have seriously got to get over this song”

‘shut up, i love you’

you laugh at his statement but that doesnt stop the two of you from singing along to the lyrics like it was your own song. you occasionally turned to the other watching him nod along to the song, your heart was in pain. how could you let go of him so soon?

‘you're my best friend’

another morning, another day crossed off till chan had to leave by the end of summer. the thought of him leaving soon made your stomach churn to the point you wanted to scream. so many unexplained feelings and yet you had to act like everything was okay and making the last few memories this summer would be nothing. you had no energy to get out of bed and do anything today even if you knew that the day would just go to waste.

“so what are we doing today? making more memories?” chan asked right on point with your thoughts almost teasingly.

“you ask that as if i have no reason to do this.” you mumble turning away from the boy and nuzzling further into your blanket.

“there's still time before i leave y/n”

“not enough though, chan.” you finally turn back to him, frustrated that he couldn't understand why you were so keen on spending time with him.

“yeah but i don't want to do all this just for the sake of time, i want to do it because we both love spending time together. don't we?”

you nodded pitifully, struggling with the real reason why it was harder to get through summer. your feelings were a factor in it all but you couldn't find it in you to tell him.

“can we just spend today at yours?” you asked softly, scared if you raised your tone it might betray you somehow.

this time it was his turn to nod before moving closer to you, unsure of what he was going to do. you looked up at the boy who only brought you into his embrace once again, causing your heart to do countless backflips.

“you’ve been giving me a lot of hugs recently.”

“mind your own business”

you giggle, letting your breathing steady at the pace of his. your mind drifts to the fact somehow you only felt this way when he was the cause of it.

he couldn't help but smile to himself when you let go in his arms, allowing him to hold you, physical affection was never a common thing in your friendship.

‘i think our hearts are starting to show’

“let's get ready to leave, hm?” he spoke, almost in a whisper as you pulled away and met his eyes. they had that usual sparkle in them. the one you adored.

his house, you were always warmly welcomed by mrs lee who treated you like her own child, perhaps that's why you and chan’s friendship was able to last as long as it had, your families ordered each other as much as the two friends did.

“i was wondering when he would bring you around again, how’s summer been so far?” his mom asked as you took your seat on one of the island chairs like you usually would while chan went to grab a bottle of water for you and him.

“it's been okay” you smiled at the woman now sitting across from you with a kind smile waiting for you to continue. “we’ve just been chilling you know how it is.”

“has he confessed his undying love for you yet?”

“mom! what the hell?” chan exclaims in shock trying not to choke on his sip of water and you sit there stunned.

“i'm joking sweetheart” she reassures the two of you noticing the red on either of your faces, giving you a knowing smile before turning away which lingers on your mind slightly longer than you would have wanted.

it takes a moment for chan to calm down and when he does he drags you out of the kitchen to his game room hoping to get away from his mother's endless teasing.

“god, i'm sorry i hate when she does this.” he runs a hand through his hair expressing his frustration and you chuckle nervously.

“does she say this stuff all the time?” you wonder, taking your seat on chan’s gaming chair making him sit on the bean bags on the floor. but he doesn't seem to pay any attention to it while he recovers from the past events.

“sometimes, it's always stuff like when am i going to ask you out or confess or something crazy you know?” he explains, fanning himself.

something crazy… the words stung momentarily as you thought about anything happening between you guys would be crazy to him. nothing would happen anyways, not now.

he shakes his head while walking over to plug in his monitor, “my mom truly believes we’ll end up dating.” he laughs to himself but you only go red at his statement, turning around on the gaming chair dangling your legs trying to distract yourself.

he frowns at the way you turn around but does not question it any further, instead, he picks up two of his game controllers and puts one in front of you before settling back down into the beanbag.

“what are we playing?” you ask finally turning back around

“mario kart?” he states more like a question though and you agree, leaving the gaming chair to sit beside him on one of the other beanbags.

you couldn't help but think how much you were going to miss this, zoning out as you think of the last time you two played.

“if i win, you have to fulfil one of my wishes, and if you win then… whatever you want.” chan writes it all down on paper kind of like a mock contract and you laugh as he slides it over to you to sign.

“please don't wish for anything crazy or expensive” you beg jokingly.

the only response you get from the boy is a simple wink which directly sends the butterflies into your stomach like every other time he does something.

you guys start your game and immediately the tension rises as the two of you compete for first class, occasionally nudging each other to throw the other off.

“i am going to win this, i promise you.”

your words lose all meaning as the big number two appears beside your character and you huff, mad at the fact you lost to chan once again who had managed to secure first place. it was frustrating how good the boy was at this game.

“what was that?” he lifted his hand to cup his ear teasingly waiting for you to repeat your previous statement.

you shove him away from you and cross your arms still salty at the loss.

“i think i choose to use my wish now.” he looked at you now.

“fine, what is it lee chan?” you kept your arms crossed as you also turned your body to face him.

“i’d like a kiss.”

you never expected to kiss him that night, and even if it didn't make things too awkward afterwards it only made you sure of the feelings that grew for the boy.

“wanna make a bet if one of us wins?”

you look at the boy stunned at his suggestion.

“did you forget what happened last time?” you ask fiddling with your fingers.

“yeah we kissed, no big deal right?” he turned away to turn on the game and you sat with your face evident with disbelief.

“really? no big deal?”

“huh?” he looks at you, puzzled.

“friends dont just kiss…” you try your best to explain but it felt like it was going over his head from the way he looked at you with so much confusion.

standing up, you unwantedly raise your voice “all summer you keep filling your head up with these things like we can never date and all of that rubbish after we literally kissed not so long ago, does that not mean anything to you?”

“it wouldn't matter anyways, i'm leaving. i’ll be gone soon.”

“that doesn't mean we won't stop talking. you said so yourself.” you fretted with a pleading look.

he looks at you saying nothing and you can only scoff feeling all the blood rush up to your head in anger before opening the door to leave. staying would only make things worse and you knew he wouldn't try and resolve anything if you did.

“where are you going?” he calls out as you’re about to go down the stairs with tears of frustration filling up your eyes.

turning around, you respond quietly to the boy, “is that all you’re going to ask?”

“what do you want me to say, y/n?”

you laugh in disbelief and struggle to keep yourself from choking out any tears, “i’ll give you time to think about it.”

with that you make sure to compose yourself enough to wave at mrs lee with a big smile by the time you’re down the stairs and she responds with a pitiful one, she most likely had heard you both. letting yourself out, you also let out the breath you’d been holding, leaving your childhood best friend all alone for the first time this summer.

walking home all alone was the worst part because your overwhelming emotions would not stay inside of you causing you to spill every sadness filled tear onto the pavements you walked on.

you made your way inside your house and without greeting your parents you locked yourself away to wallow in your sorrows for that entire weekend occasionally letting your mom in to comfort you without telling her the reason to your sadness unaware that at one point your parents worriedly notified chan you weren't feeling good sometime, it was only till you heard your mom softly knock on your door to tell you the said boy was waiting for you downstairs.

your heart wouldn't quit racing in your chest as you opened the door to her soft eyes begging you to talk to him after realising whatever happened was something to do with him. so you follow her downstairs, making your way into the living room where chan was sitting uncomfortably on the couch hoping for you to show yourself. you walked as slowly and quietly as you could trying not to notify him of your presence but that didn't work when you heard his voice call out your name making you shut your eyes tight in pain.

“i know you’re there y/n please talk to me”

freezing on the spot you decided not to go further into the room in fear of bursting into a sob at the sight of him. so you sit on the floor behind the wall separating you two.

“im listening.” you call out as quietly as possible.

“i'm assuming you’re not going to come in, that's okay.” he nods to particularly no one, perhaps himself.

it was silent as chan inhaled deeply, thinking about how what he was going to say would change things.

the atmosphere got more awkward by the second which was a new feeling for the both of you, never once had there been such a moment together.

“i'm sorry”

“i’m sorry we never sat down to talk about our feelings much lately. i feel like everythings been about me and the fact i'm…” he stopped mid sentence he was hesitating although it was inevitable one way or another you would be hearing this out loud again.

“i'm leaving y/n and i don't want to leave without telling you that you do mean more to me than just a best friend.”

your eyes widened in shock as you stood up hoping to run away from this situation but chan was one step ahead of you as he held onto your wrist, a gentle but burning touch that pulled you back towards him.

“maybe i'm too late but i'd like you to know later than never. so please say something?” he pleads, searching your eyes for some sort of a non verbal answer while waiting for you to speak up.

“you’re leaving next week… good luck.” you whisper, straining your voice enough so it wouldn't break. “im sorry too.” you pull out from his grip and walk off to your room without making eye contact with your mom who stood by the staircase with a pitiful look, all meant for you and the boy you left standing alone in your own house.

and when he left you knew that was the last time you’d see him.

“chan? you’re home quite early. how was y/n’s?”

he looked at his dad with a blank expression and shrugged his shoulders, his mom hadn't told him she saw y/n leave upset.

“it's going to be tough but i hope you’re both ready to say your goodbyes soon,” he smiled, giving his son a pat on the back.

if only it was like that and if only he could go back to reverse all the stupid things he said.

the blank feeling burdened you also as you caught a glimpse of the photos you had already gotten processed from your disposable camera.

letting go now would make it easier for the two of you when the time came though in your heart he would still be the most important person for a while until he wasn't. maybe in another world something would be different so the two of you wouldn't be where you are right now, instead in a much happier place.

perhaps in that happier place you would’ve said goodbye…

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letsboldlygomotherfuckers · 5 years

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How about all 25 of those "Of The Year" asks? Or as many as you like. I WANNA KNOW!

ahh i lov u,u know I always wanna talk abt myself, I’ll stick em under a cut~

Song of the year?This is not a party - the wombats (which is literally from 2015 but I only discovered it this year and I Do What I Like)

Album of the year?Beautiful people will ruin your life - also the wombats bc u cant tell me what to do!!!!

Favorite musical artist / group you started listening to this year?the w-

Movie of the year?Bohemian Rhapsody

TV show of the year?Oh i spent the entire goddamn year binge watching always sunny on fucking repeat

Episode of tv or webisode that defined the year for you?Charlie Work - iasip

Favorite actor of the year?Charlie Day tbh

Game of the year?I don’t game!

Best month for you this year?March probably!

Something that made you cry this year?S T R E S S it was my final year of uni I barely fuckign survived it

Something you want to do again next year?work on more films again!

Talk about a new friend you made this yearI met Tay at a film festival we were both volunteering at and he just sort of decided I was his friend now and then took it upon himself to make a group with the two of us and another friend of his and now we’re this weird lil trio that works so much better than I was expecting it to

How was your birthday this year?oh lord it was my 21st and I crowdfunded my drinks on the whetherspoons app by putting my table number on facebook and Lemme Tell You. I Got Drunk.

Favorite book you read this year?Probably Artemis by Andy Weir!

What’s a bad habit you picked up this year?Falling asleep on top of my bed still wearing my clothes at like 9pm then waking up at 2am and properly getting ready for bed

Post a picture from the beginning of the yearthe best pink my hair has been

Post a picture from the end of the yearmy kitten falling asleep on me backwards on christmas day

A memorable meal this year?when me and dan made hoisin duck wraps at my house and then got incredibly drunk

What’re you excited about for next year?I just started Actual Proper Adult Life and I’m hoping to get a proper adult job in the industry I wanna work in wow that answers LAME sorry I'm also excited to cosplay hiccup from how to train ur dragon 2

What’s something you learned this year?that I’m not *quite* as introverted as I thought and even so you gotta put real effort into leaving your house and seeing people to stop you from going mad, like its an ongoing effort to be mentally well it doesnt all just click into place for you I'm afraid

What’s something new about your place of residence (room, home, or general location) now vs the start of the year?oh well I was still living in cheltenham at uni at the start of the year, I moved back home in summer and now I’m living in a shared house in London!!!

Favorite place you visited this year?we shot our graduation film down in cornwall near the sea and it was gorgeous

If you could send a message to yourself back on the first day of the year, what would it be?the day after you get back from the bloodbound shoot dont go out with dan. also dont take shit for as long as u do on the crew

Did you keep any New Year’s Resolutions?I didn’t reeeaaally make any last year, I guess I just wanted to work on my mental health a bit more which i definitely put effort into doing, even if my mental health took an absolute nosedive due to external factors

Did you create any characters (in games, art, or writing) this year? Describe oneI didn’t create any but this was the year I started properly writing fanfic and wrote 22k in november for nanowrimo (I was aiming at 25k to do a half nano rather than a full one seeing as I’d just moved city and was busy but i literally didnt have a single hour to myself the last 3 days because I had people staying round so couldnt make it I'm rly mad)

#ask #anon #no ones gonna read this but idc!!#Anonymous

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actualbird · 7 years

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//downs entire cup of coffee ok. ok so uh. au where jeremy is a movie (movie!) actor who just landed his first major break as the male lead in a romcom with fellow co-star christine canigula, part-time actress, part-time broadway star, fulltime america's sweetheart. hollywood LOVES jeremiah heere, even if he's a lil overwhelmed by the sudden red carpets and paparazzi swarms. chloe works as head makeup stylist, brooke is in the costuming department, (CONT)

sfhdkjJJSFHSDHFDSHHHH DAMN SUNNY BACK AT IT AGAIN WITH THE INCREDIBLE AUS IM GONNA YEET

i CANNOT BELIEVE michael mell does not know who jeremy heere Is because everybody knows who he is. the hype for the movie (which is named Play Rehearsal because why the fuck not) is A Lot and jeremy gains a dedicated fanbase who watches every episode of an obscure tv show he’s been in, digs up shots of him doing various theatre productions through college, and one (1) shaky hand camera video of jeremy dressed a door in a pre-school play. jeremy is charming and kind and just the perfect amount of shy that makes people fall in love. when he gets signed on for the movie, everybody goes nuts.

jeremy is really fucking happy because here he is!! filming a movie!! (MOVIE!!) with christine canigula (CHRISTINE!!). he really is an incredible actor and he and christine have fantastic comedic and romantic chemistry. he loves acting and he loves his job and usual stress/doubts aside, he’s loving working on this film

but also ACK the attention is really overwhelming. logically, he knows that it comes with the job, but he went from basically a nobody to Rising Star. jeremy blended in seamlessly throughout his childhood, almost a professional at being a background character you overlook, and now. he’s getting recognized when he goes out to do groceries. he loves his fans so much!!! but also it’s rather nervewracking!! he didnt think he’d start fantasizing about days where he could go out and not get noticed, but here he is. he just wants a donut.

when he brings this up to chloe, she tosses him a pair of sunglasses. brooke takes those sunglasses and gives him a pair of much cheaper much less inconspicuous Not Designer sunglasses. jeremy gets the concept and digs out an old faded hoodie from high school and a cap (because he’s watched the scene in ca:tws. it’s incognito time) and makes that his Going Out And God I Hope Nobody Notices Me outfit. despite making it look like an idiot, it actually works.

until michael mell, the dude who doesn’t know who jeremy heere is cuz his media consumption is stuck several years back and even if he was watching movies from the present, isnt the type to give any fuck over hollywood/actor buzz. he’s just a guy who’s lost on the streets somewhere in los angeles and he’s never gonna make it to—oh nvm yo dude can i have some directions

it has been SO LONG since somebody’s looked at jeremy and just kinda looked at him like a normal dude. no eye widening. no asking for a picture. this guy just flashes a bright smile that’s totally movie worthy, thanks jeremy, and leaves.

thatd be the end of that but they just keep meeting.

jeremy gets a coffee? oh hey it’s lost guy! (this is where michael introduces himself to jeremy. he’s a programmer and he’s a bit new around here and when michael shakes his hand jeremy swears he understands that bit in the script of Play Rehearsal about heartbeats and hitched breaths. jeremy introduces himself as jeremy. jeremy heere. he waits for the pin to drop, for the recognition to come, but it doesnt. michael just quirks an eyebrow and says, “alright then, james bond.”)

(they share a table at the coffee shop and end up talking for the entire afternoon)

3am and jeremy’s at the corner store because Snacks and oh god hey it’s michael with a basket full or energy drinks oh god, what are you DOING. they criticize each other’s 3am food choices and it’s so much fun. the cashier stares at jeremy (Jeremy Heere) a little awestruck, but doesnt say anything. michael doesnt notice.

they finally exchange numbers when michael literally fucking runs into jeremy while theyre on location for filming and STILL. NOTHING. jeremy doesnt mind anymore and is just happy he’s got a friend who doesnt know or care about celebrity shit.

but then of course you cant get out scot free 100% of the time. paparazzi gets a shot of jeremy, in costume, looking dashing, the perfect romcom lead, laughing and smiling at an Unknown Man.

(”He isn’t my boyfriend, oh my god,” Jeremy says into his hands. “I literally just met Michael a few weeks ago. We’re friends. He’s really nice.”

“And you’re telling me,” Jenna says very slowly. “That he has no idea who you are?”

“I mean, he knows I’m Jeremy Heere but he doesn’t know I’m Jeremy Heere.“ Jeremy’s life is so surreal that that sentence can make sense.

“Was he living under a rock?” Rich asks, disbelieving.

“Under a Gamecube, probably, I don’t know.”)

idk how long i wanna push michael not knowing but my point is that jeremy Really Likes michael and totally doesnt wanna scare him off. the jeremy michael knows is nerdy jeremy who likes video games and not celebrity jeremy who makes people swoon with perfect smiles.

so jeremy doesnt Tell him. and michael says just figures that jeremy likes hanging out at really weird times and loves hoodies and caps and sunglasses and always looks over his shoulder because of his anxiety. oh the fun these two will have…

SECRECY!! JEREMY PINING BECAUSE HE FEELS THAT MAYBE HE MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO DATE MICHAEL IF HE’S A CELEBRITY TYPECAST FOR ROMANCES!!! POSSIBLE MEDIA SHITSTORMS!!! MICHAEL MELL THE CLUELESS PROGRAMMER!!!

THE POSSIBILITIES FOR THIS ARE ENDLESS BUT I NEED TO STOP THIS RIGHT NOW BC THIS IS TOO LONG. FUCK. THANKS FOR THIS AU WHICH WILL NOW HAUNT ME

#bmc #boyf riends #celebrity au #marshall #i cant believ how good this au is sunny fufucfk #hc #this au is off limits for writing okay it's our baby thanks

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ALL of the questions

im putting a read more for this you heathen

Sunrise or sunset? sunrise!!

Are you mentally ill? yea p much

Are you physically ill? think so

What is the most expensive thing you have bought? my pc!! fuk!!

Do you have a job? i do not. im gonna sound like a bum.

Are you in school? nope

Are you a dropout? nope

Are you in college? not for the moment

Introvert or extrovert? i think myself an introvert

What do you think when you look at your body? pls dont look at my body unless u want me to cry

What have others said when they look at your body? oh boy idk if u wanna know this one, let that suffice as an answer

Do you have a particular song that you feel deeply? yeah!! it changes sometimes, but atm its this song: pvris - seperate

Talk about a time in your life where you have felt most alive? i hope this doesnt sound cliche or anything but i honestly dont remember.

Are you confident wearing a bikini? hell no

Can you look people in the eyes while talking? sometimes

Has anything terrible happened to you? lmao yeah you bet

Has anything wonderful happened to you? my friends

Favorite part of your personality? ive been told im empathetic

Least favorite part of your personality? most of everything yeah

Favorite part of your body? eyelashes

Least favorite part of your body? all of it

Favorite quote? sure. “I aim to be lionhearted, but my hands still shake and my voice isn’t quite loud enough.”Michelle K., Earning Your Roar

Do you have friendships with all genders? hell yea

Do you have a good relationship with your father? i guess, im distant from most of my family though.

Do you have a good relationship with your mother? as good as it can be until she’s pissed off.

Do you have a good relationship with your siblings? nah, they hate me and keep trying to convince me im adopted.

Have you ever been hurt physically or mentally by a family member? looks at parents.

Have you ever had a near death experience? ive almost drowned twice in my life time, when i was much younger.

Do you know anyone who has taken their own life? yeah, i do.

Have you ever tried to take your own life? no.

Biggest lie you have told? ill do better.

Do you follow any conspiracies? not really

Do you believe in a New World Order? eh?

Do you respect your government and the way your country is run? oh boy i have a lot of issues with this bullshit im not gonna dive into

Is there currently any strife in your country? a lot???

Have you ever been displaced within your country? ehhh

Are your friendships healthy? id like to hope so.

Are you currently fighting with a friend? no, i am not.

Are you jealous of a friend? Why? most friends, but its because they are happy, but its not like i dont want them to be or anything, i just wish i could be too.

Do you believe in the Illuminati? ahhhh!!!

Do you think any celebrities are associated with the Illuminati? Who? me. yes its me.

How can people tell you are nervous? Visibly tense, unable to make much eye contact, shaky voice, fidgeting my fingers.

How can people tell you are sad? i cry. lmao. or i distance myself for long periods without wanting to talk to people. but uh, i do this when i need to take a break from being social too.

Do you ever express your true feelings? no i shove them inside a paper bag and stomp all over them. i try to avoid most human emotions.

Regrets in your life? a lot, no joke.

Achievements in your life? i graduated highschool lmao.

What did people say about you in school? OHHH BBBBOY. i was weird or a freak, made up random shitty stories about me to a point where i just didnt talk to anybody my last year.

What did you say about people in school? i dont have anything to say about them. idk. fuck that school.

Is there something you have never told anyone? ya probably.

Have you committed an illegal act? my uncle let me puff a cig once when i was 5. i never did that again.

If you had two days to spend one million dollars how would you spend it? PAY OFF BILLS!!!! GET NEW THINGS!!!

What were your aspirations at age 5, 10, 15, 18? to answer all of them: to be a dragon. k? ok.

Describe your first kiss? Was it how you imagined? it was gross, and no it was not.

Growing up were you in a wealthy, average, or low income household? i think my family started out with low average but once dad lost his job we became low income, etc.

Are you from a broken marriage? my parents are still together

Have you been raised by a solo parent? no

Do you know both your parents? yes

What colour eyes, hair and skin do you have? blue eyes, brown hair, vampire skin

Have you abused drugs or alcohol? no i have not.

What languages can you speak? english. AND VERY POORLY: german, spanish. idk if i can really count those yet.

Do you conform to your societies standards? i gotta if i wanna stay alive i guess

Do you cry often? a lot, actually.

Do you tell people what you think of them? yeah, i certainly try to let people know how i feel.

Are you comfortable accepting compliments? no, i have a very poor self image and im used to thinking the worst about myself.

Are you comfortable giving compliments? yes!!! i try to give my friends compliments

Is any mental illness hindering your life? depression. could be more, but im not sure in all honesty.

Is any physical illness hindering your life? i need to see a doctor lmao

Do you keep up with current events? not really, i kinda drift along time and space and hope for the best.

What’s the latest news in the world you have heard/read? the hurricanes and the fires, flooding in other countries, and the possibility the bees are making a comeback.

What have you done today? I ATE, SLEPT, AND SAT AT THIS COMPUTER. i am totally productive.

Do you sleep well? lmao no

Do you sleep badly? yes

Have you ever hurt anyone because you were hurting? i think that depends on the situation. i can lash out at people sometimes if i felt they’ve really struck a low cord with me, but you really have to be trying tbh.

Has anyone ever hurt you because they were hurting? god, probably, i dont remember. i guess my mom counts. she takes out her emotions on everyone.

Have you ever had to end a friendship/relationship? Why? yeah. idk for various reasons? like it didnt work out, there wasnt really anything there, or i was too boring, we stopped talking, we kept arguing, or i just didnt feel strongly towards them anymore and vice versa.

Have you ever stopped someone from hurting themselves? ive tried.

Has anyone ever stopped you from hurting yourself? they’ve tried.

Do you like your laugh? its a pretty random laugh, but its ok i guess.

Are you preparing for an apocalypse? And what kind? no. but im waiting for nuclear winter.

Do you have any funny family stories? most of them are my dad going into a store and making cat noises, so people end up looking in the vents and shit.

Are you religious? no

Do you like to watch true crime shows or movies? not really

Are you interested in cults? no thnx

Would you like to raise a family in your country? uhhhh i dont wanna have to raise any child ever. and idc about the location where i try to be happy at.

List some things you wanted in your childhood but never got? to be a dragon. seriously isnt that fucked up??? realism is fucking rude.

Is there a large age gap between you and a sibling? im 24 while most of my siblings are well along into their 40s, so yea.

Are you from a blended family? no

Do you believe in marriage? Why/Why not? idc. get married or dont it really doesnt make a difference to me.

What is the nicest thing anyone has said to you? literally any little compliment.

Do you keep a journal? nah, i dont write down shit at all.

Would anyone be hurt by reading it? if i wrote things down in it? probably.

Do you have children? HELL NAH

Have you been pregnant? FUK NAH

List your favorite movies? Lord of the Rings, Interstellar, Arrival, The Fountain, and most Disney movies.

List your favorite people? MY FRIENDS.

Talk about the birthmarks and scars on your body? my biggest scar is no more, i got it when i was 11 from falling off a tree i was climbing, but its near impossible to see now. ive got stretch marks.

Do you look after yourself? lmao no tbh

Do you put yourself or others first? i always try to do things for everyone else.

Are you happy today? im alright.

Are you loved? i try to tell myself that i am. it keeps me going.

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adelia-adelia · 6 years

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Just silly feelings || doyoung - k.dy - NCT

Type: boyfriend au! High school au!

Paring: doyoung x reader

Warnings: uhh it’s just fluff a guess :) maybe a tiny tiny TINY bit of angst but Ye me dudes

Summary: being very close family friends had a huge impact on your feelings. Entering high school sure did too. Sealing the relationship you were happy that you both felt the same towards each other...or so you thought.

‘ here’s to another boring class ‘ you thoight as you rested your chin on your arms. You sighed quietly , floating off into your own little world. “Y/n? Y/n...y/n?” Doyoung waved his hand in front of your face and quickly you snapped out of your daze. “You okay?” He asked , smiling over at you with the cutest face. Your heart started to beat rapidly and your cheeks turned to a tinted pink. You were definitely sure he could kill you with his smile one day. “I’m fine!” You answered a little too quickly. He raised a brow at you and chuckled “alright,”.

Leaving the class shifted your mood to a whole new level, you were so excited to just eat your food. “Hurry hurry hurry!” You bounced around as you not-so-patiently waited for doyoung to pack his school equipment away. “What’s the rush for , y/n?” “One word. Food!” You said happily , he just smiled at you and shook his head. After he zipped his bag up you grabbed his hand and speed walked all the way to the rooftop. While climbing the stairs you recognised one of your classmates with a senior. You quickly waved at her with a smile and continued to pull doyoung up the stairs.

“Welcome to the rooftop!” You exclaimed with a big grin. You pushed open the door and ran to one of the benches to sit on. As you sat down you let out a yelp “what’s wrong?” Doyoung looked at you with worry and you shivered “it’s so cold,” you whisper yelled. Doyoung rolled his eyes , he sat down and he too , let out a gasp “bahahaha, I told you it was cold!” You pointed at him and laughed “I didn’t think it would be this freezing!” He mumbled. “Well it’s metal so it can get really cold...whatever I’m sitting on the ground,” you chuck your bag on the floor and just as you sit down doyoung grand your hand. “Hold on,” he says , he sat down against the wall and looked up at you “come here,” he opened his arms for you and you blushed. You sat down between his legs and leaned on him , he wrapped his arms around you , you soon were warm from the help of his jacket.

“I like this...” you mumbled “me too,” he said. You looked up at him and smiled. He leaned down and connected your lips , it was soft and sweet just like always. “Let’s eat,” you grab your bag and take out the two lunch boxes. “Feed me?” He asked , arms still wrapped around your waist. “Here , my mum made cream cheese bread and since I know you like it a lot I brought some for you,” you lifted the little roll up and put it in front of his mouth. “Open your mouth will you? My arm hurts,” you complained.

He shook his head “feed it to me cutely~” “I hate doing cute stuff though...but fine I’ll try,” you sighed and mentally prepared yourself before starting “open up doyoungie oppa~” you said in a slightly high pitched voice. It was quiet for the next few seconds before he burst out into laughter “do you wanna die!” You shouted as you elbowed him with an annoyed face. He coughed a couple of times before giggling “I’m sorry but please never do that again I think I might pass out!” He didn’t stop laughing and you hit his thigh “I told you I wasn’t good , whatever shut up!” You whined in embarrassment. “Aw is y/n all shy and embarrassed?” He poked your cheek and you could feel yourself going red , so to chuck your feelings out the window you chowed down on the food , ignoring doyoung in the back who was making fun of you.

Suddenly you felt his hand under your chin and he forced you to look at him “I’m sorry if I hurt your feelings babe , I love you and I just wanted to see if you could extend that cuteness of yours,” he looked at you with the most loving eyes and you sighed , mouth still full you muttered out a small ‘I forgive you’ you leaned your cheek against his hand and he kissed your forehead.

The school day ended and you guys were now pushing through the hallway to leave the campus. “Let’s go to the arcade,” you suggested , he nodded “when does your mother finish work?” “Around seven to eight it depends on how busy she is and dad doesn’t come back until next weekend,” “So we can play for about three hours...” “shouldn’t it be four?” “We’ll see,” he smiled at you. Hand in hand you walked to the mall which had the arcade located in it.

Three hours were spent on nothing but game time and competitiveness. He had decided to take it ‘easy’ on you but that didn’t really change anything because he won all the games you played. “Gee doyoung even guys in movies know when to stop and let their girlfriend win because she’s so talented at losing,” you scratched your head and looked up at the dart board. “Let’s go with an easy one....like Pac-Man,” “I’m offended.” You cross your arms and shake your head. “Ohhh I know! Let’s do that gun game that I never knew the name of,” “sure?” “Yeah!” You exclaimed with a happy face.

Once again he won. As expected. But you shrugged it off as you didn’t want to seem like a party pooper. “Alright what now?-actually what’s the time?” “It’s five fifty seven...let’s go for ice cream?” You looked at doyoung before nodding “sure , I could go for that creamy goodness.”

“One mango and vanilla?” The ice cream man called out , doyoung went to go grab the ice creams and you both walked to a nearby park.

“That was great!” You swung back and forth on the swing after finishing your ice cream.” I’ll walk you home okay?” Doyoung said , more as a statement rather then a suggestion. “Alright” you got off the swing and sat down on the grass. “Sit!,” you patted the spot next to you , doyoung sat silently and played with the grass. you laid down , putting your hands behind your head. “The stars...beautiful, don’t you think?” You asked , you took a glance at doyoung and he was staring at you he opened his mouth but you gave him a quick glare “if you say that cheesy ‘ not as beautiful as you ‘ I will actually get up and leave,”. “Why can’t I say it?” He laughed “because we are not going to be a cringey couple. I forbid it.” You sternly said. Doyoung laid next to you and you turned on your side to look at him. “Do you think we were better as best friends? Or do you like this new couple thing?” You were curious and you didn’t want it to be just you who held strong feelings , so to get it out of the way you courageously asked him the question. Doyoung shifted his gaze away from you and cleared his throat. “Did you like the ice cream?” He tried changing the subject and you stood up. ‘So he really doesnt like me as much....did he just agree to be in this relationship because he didn’t want to hurt me? I can’t believe myself’ your mind blew up , you took a deep breath and faced him. “Thanks for tonight...I guess...I-I’ll see you later , I need to get home,” picking up your school bag you walked off quickly.

“Shit. I’m an idiot.” You slapped your cheeks walking home you thought about all the things you did together in the short time you ‘went out together’ . He always seemed as if he loved you very much , there was never a moment where he didn’t treat you with love. Turns out he’s just a great actor. “Ugh I’m skipping tomorrow,”

“Where’s the key,” you searched your bag for your home key. Eventually you found it , unlocking your door you went straight to your room. You chucked your bag down on the floor and changed out of your uniform. “Tonight’s going to be shit.” You sighed and look at your phone. Texts from doyoung were placed on the screen , too many to count. You turned the phone off and locked it in your drawer. You grabbed your towel and putting on swimming clothes you walked outside to your pool.

“If he felt like he was being held back he could have just said so...he didn’t have to hide it from me,” once again you took a deep breath and submerged your head under the water for bit. It felt soothing to be there , like nothing could touch you. You swam a few laps of the pool and just played there like you were 8 years old again.

Suddenly you heard the footsteps You looked over to door and saw your mother there. “I thought you were working late tonight , what happened?” You swam to the edge , resting your arms up on the side of the pool. “Well , my boss let me off early. I Don’t know why but I know I’m happy,” you mom walked over to you , sitting on the beach chair she placed her bag down on the floor. You sat up on the edge of the pool , letting your legs sway in the water. “I remember when you used to pretend to be a mermaid , you’d spend all day just swimming around in that pool,” she laughed and you smiled down at your legs. “Those were the fun days,” “they sure were,” you got out of the pool , sitting in the chair next to your mother you smiled at her.

“So , doyoungs father told me that he planned to take you on a date, what happened? Was it good?” She leaned back and relaxed. “It was fine, we went to the arcade and got ice cream...” “really? Nothing else? No goodnight kiss?” You started to tear up “no...it ended badly,” you could see your mother frown “tell me what happened bub,” you mom sat next to you and hugged you. “We went to the park and it was all great until i asked if he liked us better as best friends or a couple and he dodged the question,” your breathing got more ragged as you cried. “ hunny , you guys just got together , give him some time. I promise you he loves you.” She patted your head and held you close as you sobbed. “How do you know?” “I’ve watched you guys ever since you first met , the looks he gives you when you’re not looking says it all , he likes you very much. Maybe he’s still sorting out his feelings , but he looks at you with so much love it’s hard to think he doesn’t love you,” you calmed down at what your mother said , “if you say so...” you didn’t want to get too excited because what’s the point of getting your hopes up if it didn’t end up the way you wished it to? “Can I skip tomorrow? I don’t want to go to school knowing he’s in my class and I’ll see him all day,” “alright. Only this once.” She got up and took her bag “I’m going to get some sleep , when you’re done just turn the lights off. Good night,” “night,”

After a few more hours you went inside , you took a shower to get rid of all the chlorine and got into bed , sleeping the night away.

You were finally in school again after taking a day off and apparently you missed a whole lot. You were told by doyoungs friends that he wouldn’t stop crying over you during school , your heart hurt hearing that he had cried but you didn’t want to help him because you had done your fair share of crying too. “We hung out at his place after school and his room was a mess , there was paper scarred everywhere with letters to you , apologising for whatever he did,” Johnny explained , “what did he do anyway?” He asked “he indirectly told me he didn’t love me,” “oh , y/n you have to know he loves you a lot....more then you know , do you know how much he talks about you? I don’t think he ever shuts up about you...but I don’t want to get between you two so I’ll leave it at that,” “thanks Johnny,” you waddled away , your heart was warm and fuzzy after hearing about doyoung but you didn’t want to forgive him so easily.

You walked around the campass for a while before you eventually found yourself standing near the old storage room. You just looked at the flowers that were blooming on the grass. You heard a girl scream out a name but you didn’t pay attention to it. You sighed and tilted your head to the side , all of a sudden you felt a gust of wind and you turned around “are you fucking done?” The random girl whispered , you assumed she was talking to the guy she was hugging. She whispered something else but you couldn’t quite hear it well enough. “Sorry If I got in your way,” you apologised before walking off. Your feet took you to the schools theatre , no one was inside so you just enjoyed the quietness.

“Y/n?” You looked back at whoever called your name and you saw doyoung standing there , “that’s me...” you said quietly. “We need to talk—I mean I need to say something to you,” “I do too,” your feet dangled off the desk and you patted the spot next to you. He sat next to you , leaving a bit of space for awkwardness to fill.

“About what I said at the park...I didn’t mean it , I really didn’t. I promise you I love you and I don’t know why I didn’t reply or go after you when you left but I really do love you,” he looked miserable , you had never seen him so sad and broken. “You must have doubted your feelings...I don’t blame you I’d have a rethink of my feelings if I was stuck with someone like me—“ “y/n , it’s not that I doubted my feelings , it’s because I doubted that you wanted this. I thought that if I said ‘I loved you and I wanted this relationship because I really like you rather then just doing this for our familys’ you wouldn’t feel the same , what if you just did it to make the family happy? I was scared of how you would answer...” “Doyoung you idiot , if I didn’t like you I would say no straight away.” You kept eye contact , making sure he was listening and he knew how you felt. “I’m sorry , I really am,” you watched as his tear filled eyes kept looking at you , slowly they started to flow out, god he looked cute even when he was crying. “I’m sorry too,” “why are you apologising?” “I didn’t answer any of your calls or texts,” “that’s fine...I think this was better to sort out in person.” “Doyoung , I love you...” he immediately hugged you , “ I love you too , y/n....so much”

You hugged him back tightly , you never wanted to let go of him. Your sweet and adorable Doyoung.

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