wild that i can be bleeding internally for six weeks and it's just ... fine?? i just keep working like everything is normal?? that's cool. just like, let me know at what point to be really concerned .. i guess?!

Prezoh: So, two awards, huh?

Quackity: I can't believe it, I can't believe it. It's an absolute honor. This is crazy, this is absolutely crazy. Best international streamer, that's a huge, huge achievement, and um, this... I don't know what to say! I'm at a loss for words.

Prezoh: You- I'll be honest, like- you went against the entire world there.

Quackity: [Laughs] I know! I know, the nomination is a huge honor. Being nominated next to my friends, it's another massive honor. It just kind of shows that- yeah, I said it there- the work we put in, and the creativity we have, it can go worldwide, and that is an incredible feat that we have.

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Prezoh: Alright, sick. Alright, sweet. So I feel like I've known you for like, 20 years.

Quackity: Really?

Prezoh: I've known about you.

Quackity: I've been around for a while!

Prezoh: Yeah yeah yeah! How do you feel about after this win?

Quackity: Oh my gosh. My legs are trembling! I can't- I can't believe it, this is a huge honor. It's- everything I do is really- is a passion project, what I've been doing, so... This is- this is incredible.

Prezoh: How heavy is that?

Quackity: It's fcking heavy! It is fcking heavy!

Prezoh: Yeah, you'd think you could just like, throw it around?

Quackity: If you had brought me into this room to kick my ass, I'd be able to defend myself.

Prezoh: I feel like QSMP has been like, a lot of like, my following's page by the way.

Quackity: Really?

Prezoh: It's been a lot of it, yes. So like-

Quackity: Oh my god.

Prezoh: To be fair- not to be rude to everybody else, but I feel like I kind of expected you to win just 'cuz like, you have created like, a crazy universe.

Quackity: That's incredible. I got nominated with all my friends, and that's just- that's a- I mean, that's a huge pleasure and honor. I think- I think- uh. Yeah, this goes for me and for all of them too. This is, uh-

Prezoh: Oh yeah.

Quackity: I'm at a loss for words! I'm just shocked.

Prezoh: Alright, sweet. QT, back to you.

Quackity: Oh, oh is this...?

Prezoh: No. [Laughs as Quackity walks off-frame, visibly relieved]

Quackity: No fcking way! Oh, I was about to sht myself.

Prezoh: Sorry sorry sorry sorry, I've been doing that for everybody.

Quackity: That's so fcked! [Laughs]

Prezoh: Back to you!

Quackity: Bye bye!

[Cuts to a new clip]

Prezoh: All right, let's do this again. So, two awards, huh?

Quackity: I can't believe it, I can't believe it. It's an absolute honor. This is crazy, this is absolutely crazy. Best international streamer, that's a huge, huge achievement, and um, this... I don't know what to say! I'm at a loss for words.

Prezoh: You- I'll be honest, like- you went against the entire world there.

Quackity: [Laughs] I know! I know, the nomination is a huge honor. Being nominated next to my friends, it's another massive honor. It just kind of shows that- yeah, I said it there- the work we put in, and the creativity we have, it can go worldwide, and that is an incredible feat that we have.

Prezoh: Fckin' amazing! Dude, congrats man!

Quackity: Thank you so much! This is crazy.

Prezoh: And QT, back to you, eh?

[They both laugh]

Quackity: Oh man, that's crazy. Thank you so much.

Things that still haunt me to this day and desperately need answers to/want them to be addressed in S5:

1. How did this cutie patootie dodge the demogorgon in this scene (or rather, why didn't the demogorgon completely rip him to shreds like Barb?) and survive for a week in the Upside Down?

2. The destruction of Castle Byers. Destroyed in: S3, completely ignored in: S4. And in S5: ???

Well, wth happened here? Will this never be addressed again? Will and Jonathan build it together🥺; he spent time here with his closest friends🥺; he hid here during the UD🥺; this was his safe space🥺... sigh I'm haunted by memories that aren't even mine.

3. Uhm, does the Demogorgon have telekinesis now? I don't fcking think so, so why the heck was it able to move the door chain like that? The Demogorgon I know (and the other one we see in Season 4 AGAIN) doesn't have telekinesis, and certainly it's not that freaking civilized— it would've just ripped that door apart with brute strength. So, who's actually behind that door? Hummm, Ve-vec-- VECN—*gunshots*

4. Mike Wheeler's awkward hug and weird attitude overall towards Will the entire season, like, I wanna crack his skull open and study his brain and dissect his thoughts.

What's up, buddy? Scared to face those jumbled feelings for your bestie? Did your time apart make you realize something? Feeling a little, uh, gay perhaps?

Sooooo awkward.

Anyway, there's definitely a ton more I want the showrunners to address, but right now I can't think of them all. Just wrapped up my S4 rewatch, and I gotta admit, there were tears.

P.S. Couldn't help but roll my eyes at every St*ncy scene. I mean, Robin and Eddie kept pushing them like they knew what they were talking about—dude, you're both single AND losers, what could you possibly know?

For a long time I wanted to draw Donnie in this outfit but I just can't fcking draw Donatello so this was a real challenge 😔😭

Credits to //desertedinurban// on Instagram for the reference✨

That dude really gives me Donnie vibes with some of his outfits ideas

He's my headcanon of how Donnie would dress sorry

Btw have you seen Disney’s wish and if so what’s your review on it? And how would you Rewrite the story? To me it had interesting contact about your Wishes being a part of yourselves and without it you feel hollow but too bad it was written poorly. The “Villain” Magnifico kind of had the point of not all of the wishes are supposed to be granted Example “My Wish is to get a Rocket Launcher to aim that Talking Goat and the rest of This Freaking Kingdom!” With that said next is Asha! There is no reason for her to be “Adorkable” or “Quirky” we already have Princesses and Characters like that! let them have their own Personality Already!! One problem with Asha is she should have been Magnifico’s Apprentice for a long time in the start but instead of selecting her to Be His “Apprentice” throughout the Movie 🤦🏻‍♀️ and have you seen the Concept Arts?👀 Spoilers! King and Queen are supposed to be Evil Together! and The “Star” is supposed to be like a person or it? That comes from the stars? it would’ve been cool to named it “Stardust” instead of “star” the concept art looks so Amazing than the one we have now and Also No Comedy in this movie it’s to Boring and so as the Songs 😴 we’ve been ROBBED! (The Animation is Nice but I wouldn’t compare it to Spiderverse or TMNT or Puss in boots or The Bad Guys🤔) Anyways what do you think? I want to know your opinion, see you!🙋🏻‍♀️

I might write a review if I have time, but omygod Disney's Wish is SOOOOooooo bad. SO bad. The characters are flat, its nothing but forced in references to other Disney movies, the plot is boring, the songs have all this bravado and make them not catchy- the setting is supposed to be in the Mediterranean but all the animals are from the USA implying they are all invasive species brought over from the settlers of other countries- the comic relief characters aren't funny- the goat himself should be deleted he is so annoying- The star is like, ultimate magic. He made animals sentient, he can make things fly- he can change the size of things like a giant chicken- but he can't open a fcking roof? He can't grant people's wishes? He sort of implies he left that power to Asha, but she sucks at magic. She's the worst person to be handling it. The entire marketing campaign for this movie was about how the villain is "classic Disney". He's NOT???? He's just a narcissistic traumatized(?) control freak King. But then he touches a dark book of magic and now suddenly he's 100% evil and there's no going back for him. Even his wife implies that the book changed him, that the dark magic corrupted her husband beyond repair. The dark magic influenced his personality to make him darker, but he wasn't a legitimate true villain. Classic Disney villains have always been full of themselves. They always manipulated and abused people. They aren't afraid to hurt and kill people. They relish other people's suffering. This King is not like them. They were trying to make him sympathetic from the beginning with actual real reasons to control the kingdom as he does. They do a 180 on his personality. Dude fled from his previous homeland ravaged by war, and has been serving his kingdom for years, he's basically customer service and people can be demanding and needy. Asha herself takes the opportunity to try and weasel in her grandfather's wish through her apprenticeship application and the King is like "Yep. Here we go again."

But the way they show those reasons make his entire operation look stupid. They're like "Look how evil he is for not granting wishes because his judgment is slightly skewed. Look at how evil he is for not returning the wishes because he's------- idk, a control freak? Due to his trauma?" The concept art is definitely better than the final product. I feel like it would have been a decent movie with the original concept. But what annoys me the most is that Disney thinks this is a celebration of 100 years of Disney. It's not! They're only really celebrating the last decade of quirky flat characters, mostly 3D animation, and poor storytelling. The thing that makes me the most angry out of the whole movie? The wishes. The entire concept is nonsense. The bad guy claims that Asha's grandfather's wish is too dangerous to grant. The wish? He's singing to people. fcking WHAT. "I want to be an exclusive tailor." "I want to be a sailor!" "I want to sing to kids and inspire them-" THE PEOPLE OF ROSAS ARE SO STUPID.??????? THEY CAN ACHIEVE THOSE CAREERS ON THEIR OWN. THE KING OF ROSAS. IS A SORCERER.

We have TWO wishes that are actually physically impossible and magical. "I want to talk to birds!" "I want to fly!" ARE YOU TELLING ME. THAT NO ONE WANTS TO BECOME A FIRE-BREATHING DRAGON AT WILL? HAVE TELEKINESIS? BE A STRONG BODYBUILDER WHO CAN LIFT BUILDINGS? READ MINDS? SEE THE FUTURE? OWN A GIANT CHICKEN THAT GIVES GOLDEN EGGS? WISH TO BE A FAIRY TO CHANGE THEIR SIZE AT WILL?

THOSE. ARE ACTUAL DANGEROUS, UNACHIEVABLE WISHES WHY ON EARTH WOULD YOU HAVE A WISH OF WANTING A CAREER AS A FARMER WHEN YOU COULD WISH TO HAVE TOTAL CONTROL OVER PLANT LIFE AT WILL? THE PEOPLE OF ROSAS ARE SO DUMB I CANT WITH THIS IM SORRY IM SO MAD AT THIS MOVIE And the wishes themselves like- people don't have the same wish forever. Someone in the crowd even asked, "Can we change our wish?" It's implied maybe they can even have more than one. They also straight up forget their wish when they give it up to the King? This whole thing feels like a weird metaphor for real life in a magical setting. It doesn't make sense to me.

One of my friends said they heard a theory that this entire movie is secretly a jab at Corporate Monopoly Disney, how they won't let anyone else be magical (monopoly), how they only choose 12 wishes a year to grant (Internships), and how the wishes they choose to grant are useless to the kingdom because anything else more creative or inspiring is a threat (regurgitated sequels, uninspired stories, boring formula) and how the ending is about defeating the "villain" (Disney) and moving on to try and achieve your dreams yourself (Form a Union, start your own businesses, take back animated media) and viewing the movie through THAT lens is actually incredibly metaphorically genius and made the movie less terrible for me, intentional or not But yeah anyway, Wish is bad. I keep telling people. Disney is so dumb. THIS is what people want for a Disney celebration: CROSSOVER. DISNEY CINEMATIC UNIVERSE. Disney will probably do it badly but I'm telling you, people have been wanting this for YEARS.

They did it with House of Mouse, they can do it again.

Fuck it gonna put all my Tangled rants into a single thread that I'll just continue on if needed-

Oldest to newest btww (also spoilers most of these r about Eugene btw ik ik I'm a lil autistic spare me 💀)

That one part of Bruno is Orange but Eugene coded-

"Did you hear about that Father

Sent his own infant son away

And said "It's to *dangerous* for

you to stay so, I had to *save* you" "

I may be cringe but I am FREE

Yo omg ok so my brother is singin a Into the Woods song while I look at Tangled stuff n it made me remember a scene from the play where Gothel yells at the Prince "Rapunzel can think for herself!" n like- dude Cass said the same thing in Cassandra's Revenge to Eugene! Ooo girlll-

The way I would kill so many ppl if it meant getting a series about Lance n Eugene as kids like broooo imagineee-

Its crazy how like I'll be enjoying my day than suddenly I'll see a post of a mf going "Hey what if Eugene thought he was a yr younger cuz he was like a rlly scrawny kid?" Yeah ok sure n what if I hit u with a *metal pole*

My tangled ocs r so random its hilarious- like it goes from a bodyguard,a greedy businessman,a ringleader,n than that one serial killer who turns ppl into meat pies like how did we get here???? 😭🙏

I just remembered like just a few days ago my brother randomly said "vase" while playing Fortnite n my ass just said "vAHse" just to fck w/ him n like that kinda reminded me of that one scene of Eugene n Cass like damn they were sibling coded frrr lmao I miss em

Wdym there was a scrapped Eugene n Lance childhood episode??🧍And WDYM it's literally everything I ever wished for and more???????? 😃

Would love to see Eugene n Martin Kratt interact solely to see Martin be appalled n slowly lose his mind over how Eugene knows jackshit about animals 💀🙏

I think the Eugene genderbends look so weird to me because none of them kept the infamous goatee like cmon man don't be a coward give that girl some facial hair 🗣🗣

I should not be relating Heather's music to scenes from Tangled the Series yet here we r 😭

Omggg thinking about how Eugene proposing to Rapunzel in tts came from his abandonment issues n him literally not being able to see a life without Rapunzel omgg shut upppp leave me ALONEEE

Literally despise with every fiber of my being how the writers of the shitty Wreck it Ralph 2 movie had fcking RAPUNZEL of all ppl say "Do ppl assume all ur problems were solved just because a big strong man showed up?" They fcking HATEE the movie Tangled *so much* bro istggg

OMFG THE VOICE OF KING FREDRIC FROM TANGLED IS MR. FCKING KRABS WHAT?????

The way I wanna be bold n talk more about the "Over the Corona Walls" ep- esp about Staylan n Eugene n all the icky implications of that but I'm also so scared too cuz I fear ppl won't take me seriously or think I'm overanalyzing too much 😭🙏

Lowkey not over the fact Eugene was willing to trap himself back in an abusive relationship, "leaving" the one person he HAS died for n would die for again, all to save his best friend like bro don't TALK TO MEEEE

As u can tell I am totally normal n not at all ill about Eugene or this show 😁

What if I gave Eugene like- slight wedding trauma after the whole "Beyond the Corona Walls" incident??? I think it'd be kinda cool n in character ngll 🤭🤭

No but that prompt for the unaired Lance n Eugene episode STILL makes me so fcking ill bro stg can't STAND those mfss bro 😭😭

"And if I gave up on being *pretty* I wouldn't know how to be ALIVE" is SO Eugene coded idc idc idccccc

You think if I put Eugene Fitzherbert in The Amazing Digital Circus he'd be a walking dumpster fire considering he needs an identity to function n in TADC u like- quite literally don't have one??? 💀

Was listening to an audio last night n now I kinda wish we knew like- what Eugene's mom was actually *like* in a way considering I don't think her character was ever explored :((

Why is this plushie literally Eugene Fitzherbert omgg I want it nowwww

To the ppl who only see others as their pfps lowkey rlly hope y'all just see me as jester Eugene Fitzherbert cuz that'd be rlly funny n I'd love that 💀🙏 like yes I truly am just Eugene in a jester fit yappin my ass off on twitter dot com LMFAOOO (btw follow me @/theratbatjester)

// webtoon spoilers (ep 143)

... horse romcom filler episode... (ᄑ_ᄑ )

ok but why'd they go and make komanchi such a fcking creep?? like dude put that tongue back in your mouth and shut the fck up-

I know he's supposed to be the big bad here but eugh I'd shoot him with a horse tranquilizer and then beat his ass into the dirt he fcking sucks.

and here's the pure underdog shumahal (who's supposedly named after some sports car? but I have zero idea which one it is cause I'm not a car fanatic...) who could beat komanchi but can't cause he actually has morals and won't run over a kid that's in the way wow-

I'm not gonna show the rest of the episode cause it's just about shumahal breaking up with cheronin and saying she should be with a fast man and then lloyd talks to her and they hint at the speeding lecture coming next episode- nothing major missed really.

honestly this episode is rather forgettable at best but it did make me laugh with just how fcking stupid shumahal looks in his blue tracksuit ahdjdjsk-

like with the black leather pants (body suit? don't think about it too much..), the other centaurs look fine cause it kinda blends in but the bright blue just shows how bizarre their pants really are www,, horse pants dhdjsksk-

"You gotta enjoy every part of your transition, you're still becoming a man now - even without it."

-a very wise trans girl

I've been waiting almost a decade to start testosterone, and finally having a date for my gender appointment has made me... almost ignore all the euphoric changes (and all the weird and funny changes) happening in my transition as a trans man. So I thought I'd make a list of pre-t stuff! I might add more later - or y'all can add some too!

Socially transitioning

- feeling I gotta make sure to let ladies go first (on the bus, through doors etc)

- "Ma'am?" "Who??? Oh right. Uh yeah no." / "Deadname?" "DEADNAME?" "WHO ARE YOU TALKING TO RN - oh lol."

- oh god am I making her nervous DUDE STOP BEING WEIRD *I'm literally just walking home and it's dark* BE LESS WEIRD *aaaAaaAAA*

- *mmm boobs* *AAAA IM LOOKING AVERT AVERT AVERT*

- am i still allowed to say hi and pull faces at cute babies or is it weird cause I'm a dude now?? Am I creepy?? But kids! Kids are fun!!

- *on dating apps* oh god this is so different now I have to come up with conversation oh god oh no

- yes let me pick up these heavy chairs for you ma'am yes I am helpful I am a valid man now / yes let me get this thing off this high shelf even tho I'm only 5'7

- *watching videos of me a year ago* oh shit I actually speak lower now w/o T

- that crunchy morning / cold-ridden / drunk low rumbling voice 😩👌

With a (stp) packer

- *upon putting it on* oh oh it's a dick holy shit yes

- *upon taking it off at the end of the day* 😭 noooooo my dick my broski I miss you already

- the fcking toilet seat

- aim aIM GOD NO nOT THERE

- I really hope I don't look like I'm hard rn

- *need to adjust* *no I'm disgusting don't look at me*

- *upon crossing legs* oh shit I can't wait hold up it's in the way *has to change way to cross legs*

- manspreading?? Am I spread too much??? help

- these trousers as tight af but my dick looks amazing right now

- left or right. Too far up wait *searches pictures of dudes to find out where to put my dick

- *touches whilst sat chilling at home* fren. safe. i love u pp

- *squish* *wiggle*

- *I will hit you with my penis as an threat*

Minoxidil (pre-t beard growth)

- *stroking beard* hheeeeeee fluffyyyy

- RAZOR BURN ITCHY

- researching how tf to shave cause apparently i can't fuckin do it right

- stubble???? Itch???? Euphoria???

- *strokes* hmmm yes indeed

- gotta fuckin use twice the face wash cause I'm essentially shampooing at this point

Body

- huh yea guess that's me (instead of hatred/disgust)

- yeeeee hairy legsssss

- cis guys wish they had this ass dude

- need musle gib *too chronic fatigued to work out*

- mm yes men's clothes (on top half w/binder)

- mm no men's clothes (thighs and ass too strong 🥲)

- shoes make me taller let's fucking go

- men have tits too right? Ye man I just got man tits

- *stroking the mirror like I'm Mulan* am I just a gross man? Is this my fate?

- strapon. just. strapon.

this post is 100% a joke and none of it is to be taken seriously but WHAT if i let my imagination run wild and make up a buncha bogus clown predictions cos i need to get them out and i need sandray to be happy!?

i know it's silly to think about a possible happy ending for any of the three(or more) pairs in messy gays the show (idk who coined this but i love it and am copying it, thankyou) especially this early into it's run while we haven't even seen the half of it BUT i still want to put forward my two cents now so i can come back later and check this post out and laugh at how wrong i was. im going to go as wild as i possibly can (within the limits of the show) so i definitely will be going wrong. i can't wait to see just how wrong lmao.

lemme just put on my clown makeup real quick.

alright now that's done, without further ado.....

nick & boston

...are gonna blow the group up and mess everything up for everybody, they'll be fighting in front of everyone but they'll be in cahoots at some point, playing everybody off each other and then somehow riding off into the sunset with a buncha cash to a land where nobody knows them, boston is still sleeping around (i dont totally buy his words from the ep 5 preview) but so is nick now, finally having discovered the joys of non monogamy, the last shot is gonna be them setting foot in this imaginary land and its gonna be epic

sandray my beloveds....

....are gonna fall in and out of love one after the other, never at the same time ending in a huge fallout and they decide to part ways forever until fate (ray keeps showing up at places sand gets invited to sing at) intervenes and brings them back and gets them to fall in love at the same time once again and this time despite all the nickboston fuckery and every other mess the group gets to, they get together and decide to stay together, their last scene is ray taking sand to his mother's grave after having been proposed to on a beach or a boat (what up eclipse reference) and its gonna be so sickly sweet we wonder how we got here from where we started!

top & mew

i know im not writing a fic but its kinda similar so TRIGGER WARNING : mcd

ah topmew, ngl i have no fcking clue what these two are gonna be upto. i genuinely have no read on their future as a couple. it just doesn't seem plausible in the least. i wanna be dramatic and say top dies in a tragic fire accident that mirrors his childhood incident and mew gets his hotel business (this is real and i didnt dream this up right? i have a tendency to do that lmao) and he rescues a kitten and calls it mew and they live happily ever after or the kitten scratches him to death, eitherways i cant see them happier together than they were here in this silent disco scene, which could be surface level for all we've seen so thats them

cheum & april

these two are gonna show up together towards the middle of all the drama yell at all of them for being such dudes, dole out choice advice, leave until mess gets sorted and will bring everyone together for one last time during their wedding before they move away to another country, far away from the messy gays and their mess and then they'll write a story based on the messy gays and then sell the rights to a famous director duo and then they sit back and watch the money rolling in, happy, in love, and unbothered💅✨

NOW CAN I HEAR UR HCS FOR P1 AND P2? >:)

NHGRRRR STRAINIG MY BRAIN our hcs also kinda same buutt anywayyyyy

there is kindaa a longread sooo

P1

- Among all dudes only P1 and sch.. sc.. SHTOPOR were at war (p1) or served in the army (shtopor (airbone)) - has sufficient paramedical skills due to military service - his hobbies are playing guitar and singing. Punk-like singing. Grunge-like singing. Not even singing, I would say SCREAMING - he doesnt understand almost all jokes. And if hes trying to make a joke probably its gonna be dark as hell\unfunny\scary\obscure or dad puns*tm (rare) - "You cant sleep now. Monsters are nearby" - can speak german - "Demonic voice wont shut the fuck up. Please help me." - P1 is very diff in comparison to other dudes. He is so serious. He is the one at party who stays in the corner (meme ref they dont know that [...]) - scary mask amd skary voice is only a cover. Deeply inside he is very gentle and caring. But nobody knows this. - He IS an antihorny. He HATES nudity - my todays dream is revealed that he has Cain (like cain and abel ykno) vibes. Im not joking. It was in my dream. and Im gonna stick to it. I DONT KNOW BIBLE THO!!!!!!!!! my mom just once mentioned cain yesterday AND HERE WE GO - he struggles with religion SO MUCH. (im not gonna explain it rn. im doin a fcking comic on it) - Hes always on the verge of a mental breakdown. But he perfer to not think abt it and go VIOLENT that let his true emotions out - migraine survivor - imo he is a cleany one, and his own hygiene is GOOD, altho he doesnt use hairbrush that often. - "Gifted but lazy kid" in the past. "Academic perfomance flew off. You need to show him to a doc. He Could If He Wanted To." - p1 doesnt smoke or drink. He actually doesnt do all these unhealty stuff - oh GOD LORD am NOT your STRONGEST SOLDIER😭

P2

- Can you gib me an ibuprofen. My head are exploding rn (literally) - homophobic bisexual - lit had married his wife cuz he didnt know his bi and thats the reason why their marriage is SHIT - postal dudess (i dont like word doe :/) is his younger sister - he would kill for her and she would kill for him. I love them sm. - also has struggles with religion, but less intense than p1, p2 actually solved them later (gonn explain it laterrrr) - his organism is a fucking garbage but somehow his addictions doesnt damage him that much. - stinky rat. Shower? more like shower of deodorant AHAHSHAH - Hes always perked up, always joking and funny and unfunny, horny, shit, sarcastic etc jokes. - His language is Sarcasm - "im gonna кмs in front of them just to switch trajectory of their lives LMAOOOOO" - Also Lazy Gifted kid*tm - "Evil as weekend entertainment)" - Would like to play drums - p2, p3 and shtopor would drink together - His sunglasses is his trademark, he doesn't go anywhere without his sunglasses. - AND OF COURSE he has his own OPINIONS ON EVERYTHING. Even if hes wrong. He is stubborn as fuck. You can't argue with him. - He can sleep literally anywhere. Even in a ditch (he did). And you cant woke him up. - The three S bingo*tm - stupid sadistic and suicidal - Jack of all trades, master of none - He is very private, when it comes to touch, altho he has a touch starvation - therefore ^ his love language is touch and tactile connection

Idk for now thst all 😖

TOP 13 OVENBREAK COOKIES I WOULD LIKE TO BE IN KINGDOM (In no particular order);

Number 13 - Captain Ice Cookie

We already go insight that she IS in the CRK universe, so I wouldn't be surprised if she ever becomes playable.

Number 12 - Scorpion Cookie

Since she is a relatively recent character, I dunno if she will even made it in, but I just think she would be an interesting character to have in the cast.

Number 11 - Whipped Cream Cookie

He is one of those classic CROB cookies that I'm surprised aren't in Kingdom yet, like, it would be nice to see him in an event again after not being relevant for YEARS.

Number 10 - Birthday Cake Cookie

Here for nostalgia reason, I have very fond memories of playing with her in CROB when I first got it and I would cry if she ever gets in Kingdom. Will probably mess with the lore of the game tho but I don't care AAHHH-

Number 9 - Walnut and Rougefort Cookie

The obvious choice, they are on the same spot bc come on, you CAN'T have Walnut without Roguefort; ultimate sibling dynamic. Besides, Almond already made it into Ovenbreak and we got to see all of them interact in there, so I just think it would be very cool to see how those interactions translate into Kingdom. (Bonus; Rougefort's voice? *eyes*)

Number 8 - Cookiemals

I love these silly lil creatures and would had loved to see more of them after their debut event- Specially with the whole 'being friends with Wind Archer' thing, but then theres the question; how would they work in a game like Kingdom? Would they had to be separate characters or still be a 3 in 1 deal? If so how would they be coded? I definitely understand if they can't be in Kingdom bc of this, but they are still on my list anyway.

Number 7 - Cyborg Cookie

Like dude, dude hear me out I just think it would be very cool if Devsis gave them a robotic/autotune like voice AND expand on their backstory before becoming a cyborg and not just telling it in the comics asdfghjk.

Number 6 - Chess Choco

In Ovenbreak is LITERALLY revealed they are from the Dark Cacao Kingdom, CROB lore said that kingdom was destroyed but in CRK we know it's fine... So you know- Again, we have the same problem than with the Cookiemals, how would they be coded? But also I feel they are more likely to make it into CRK because of their connection to the Dark Cacao Kingdom.

Number 5 - Rose Cookie

Destroys evil by DANCING, need I say more? Also because she was one of my favorite CROB cookies when I started playing (Still kinda is) so I would love it she was ever to be in CRK. (Bonus; Rose and Raspberry interactions? Hell yes.)

Number 4 - The rest of the dragons

Even if they don't become playable, I would still like to see them in Kingdom as bosses for future story events just like Pitaya did in the Hollyberry update.

Number 3 - Lobster Cookie

We had been robbed and bamboozle from them and that is a crime. Now that Dark Choco left the CoD for good, it would be a great time for Lobster to come back at some point.

Number 2 - Mocha Cookie

Mocha is also here bc again, can't have one without the other! And also because Mocha could be introduced for a CRK Sea Fairy centric event (Something that we also got robbed out of) as a major character.

Number 1 - HERO FCKING COOKIE

You can @ me all you want but I JUST WANT HERO IN KINGDOM OKAY! HERO JUST DESERVES BETTER AND HE MEANS SO MUCH TO ME AND I JUST ASDFGHJKJHGFDHDFKHGKJ-

Thanks for reading! ^^

Done with build!

*deep breath*

Banjou and Ryuuga were my all time favorites. I just love their character and how they were written and how sometimes they share the same braincell and how ridiculous they get sometimes. They've lost a lot but continue to stand strong and be pillars of strength for others, i really really love them.

Sentos struggles and how he was portrayed throughout the show was a roller coaster of feelings. What he went through felt so relatable even tho i personally haven't experience the shit he went through. Whiplash and fucking hurt is what I get everytime this scientist was on screen.

Every time Misora spoke you feel how she is feeling like for real whenever her voice is shaking or she's crying I'm right along with her. It's like I easily fell into her shoes ever time she's on screen cause she says exactly what I want to say to sento and the gang. Ahhhhh kinda ironic really, cause like the first couple of episodes i  jokingly dub Sento's group the crying squad because they aren't shy when it comes to shedding tears but boy oh boy oh boy. You can't blame them really and it's quiet understable why they did cry and hey they made me part of that squad lol.

Gentoku, you bastard how dare you make me like you and your stupid shirts, man slowly realizing the wrongs you've done while under the influence of pandora drug and then everything you've fought for gone- big big oof. Dude be riding the guilt train till the end of the line and out of track (he's probably with Sento on that guilt train).

This post is fcking messy. I don't wanna go over episodes, they had their high points, lots of scheming and manipulation going around and everyone is just out there out manipulating the others in their manipulating that if I think deeply about it my heads going to spin, some were not at their best but you really don't notice it much since the series ties it up together well but I wanna say Episode  21 and 47 of build broke my heart. These two episodes were amazing. 21 was hard to watch and plenty of times i had to pause it because I'm just going wtf wtf out loud as i process the scenes. I was ugly crying muttering 'no' throughout 47 while my 10 yr old sister (who i watch kr with) kept laughing at me for crying over a kids show. Hah Build might be the kamen rider show that made me cry a lot. It's fucking sad that they're friends don't remember them but atleast sento and ryuuga has each other because i wouldn't know what to do if sento was left alone to remember their world, that dude is not meant to be left by himself.

*clears throat* In short, Build was an amazing show, well written - they gave such a wonderful way to showcase the dark parts of the series while trying to keep hope alive and the comedic portions were gold-, wonderful colorful characters and dynamics, bastard villain you love to hate whose taste in fashion you do love and amazing overall suit design throughout the series.

Bleh, cannot write a review to save my life, just a bunch of word vomit but ahhg just letting people know I love Build.

dude i love your art so fcking much i can't even. describe my love for it. im on my knees every time i see it. ty so much for blessing us. (sorry if that's weird, we never interacted, i just couldn't hold it in anymore)

a;lskdjflkaj thank u very much!! also this is so funny to me i just imagine you going red in the face not breathing until you broke down and sent this

God binging is just not worth it dude. Alcohol, food, drugs, w/e. I blew it again last night/today out of boredom and now I'm kicking myself for it. Physically miserable, pissing away money, not accomplishing shit. It's just. not. worth it. Idc how fcking bored or lonely or hopeless my stupid monkey brain gets anymore, now that I have a healthy state to compare against we're not doing this shit anymore and I'm serious. It's hurt so bad the last couple times I just can't go back to this as a regular thing. Fuck.

Hoping I'll recover by tomorrow and actually get tf out to the gardens like I planned. Might really have to become that annoying straight edge mf from here on out bc this shit ain't it man.

okay so this dream was from when I was obsessed with the Beatles so buckle the hYuck up

I was sitting in a really dimly lit room on a couch fiddling with the sleeve of my shirt and the door opened and some guy just walked in and sat next to me and pulled a giant newspaper from his very small pocket. now in my dreams I can't read because it's like I have dyslexia like the words just change and the letters move but I noticed on the paper was a picture of the Beatles so I politely asked the man what was going on with the Beatles and he said that they were doing a show (he was British?) and I got excited (this was embarrassingly during the time I had a crush on Ringo) and I thought I might be able to go see the show and stuff so I asked where it was and he looked at me like I had just asked him if it were legal to walk. "you're in the room where its happening dingbat." was what he said😭it was so meanly to, like the dude had no reason to be so mean. but I sat back and waited, then, like he said, the Beatles came in but I didn't cheer, I just waved and smiled, because let's be real if I just started cheering they would've been uncomfortable, right? but anywho they came in the room but had no instruments? and Ringo just squatted and began slapping his THIGHS SINCE HE HAD NO DRUMS and John and George started mimicking the guitar for I Saw Here Standing There while Paul sang....I was so uncomfortable. mostly because RINGO MADE EYE CONTACT WITH ME WHILE HE SLAPPED HIS THIGH-DRUMS and I kept looking at the guy next to me for some guidance but he was READING THE PAPER???? LIKE THIS WAS ALL COMPLETELY NORMAL. then when the song was over Ringo switched place with Paul and squatted again and kept slapping his thighs and sang Boys. (yeah still making fcking eye contact with me) then when that was over John said "aye George. are you hungry?" and George said "no. I'm George." then Paul LITERALLY FELL TO THE GROUND AND AT FIRST I THOUGHT HE WAS CRYING BUT HE WAS LAUGHING??? AND RINGO WAS STILL LOOKING AT ME ALL CREEPILY dude this was one of the most uncomfortable dreams I've ever had I swear, then Paul got up and walked over to me and grabbed me by the suspenders I was wearing(why tf was I wearing suspenders??) and brought me over to stand with them and asked me to sing with them. and when I asked what we were singing JOHN STARTED MASSAGING MY SHOULDERS FROM BEHIND AND IT WAS SO CREEEEEEEEEPPPPPPYYYYYY (plus I don't even like being touched especially my back and shoulders) BUT HE WAS DOING IT ALL SLOW AND INTIMATELY???? then Paul (who was still wheezing and giggling) said we were gonna sing Here Comes The Sun (even though this was like 64 Beatles but at this point I didn't even want to be alive anymore so I didn't notice) and they started doing the instruments with their mouths and bodies (RINGO) so I had to sing....and I don't even knoW ALL THE WORDS TO THE SONG so I literally add-libbed most of it😭then afterward they all simultaneously clapped each others back and invited me to lunch.

so now we were at a restaurant eating oatmeal but I was at a completely separate table, but I was still apart of the conversation?? but John kept bringing up how Ringo did a good job on drums, but he kept calling them Thumbs, and whoever he did Ringo would look straight at me and say "thank you. I am a very nimble guy." then turn back and keep eating his food.

anyways long story short I did not find Ringo attractive after this dream.

raya it took me five minutes to even start responding to this because i was laughing so fucking hard 😂. oh my god this is definitely my favourite beatles dream you’ve ever had. hands down. banger. i wish this was real (minus the super creepy vibes of the guys @ you). ringo fucking playing the drums (thumbs!?!?) on his thighs super aggressively is an image that won’t leave my brain for awhile 😔🙏

hi ryen!! it’s been quite an eventful day and i’m just sitting down reading new guy bc after sexy nukim and reading the lyrics??? i’m on the edge of going feral bc wym joon is over here talking about riding and painting?? like speak into the mic sir. elaborate. explain youRSELF!!! *insert meme of jungkook holding his mic out* LIKE PERSONALLY?? IM NOT EVER GOING TO RECOVER?? i never thought i would think a dude on a bike wearing a suit would be hot but here i am. going feral over joon. wearing a suit. on a bike🫠🫠 and i read a tweet that said joon pretty much confirmed his favorite position?? haha. i’m gonna go now🫠 new guy joon would probs very much would like to paint oc if you know what i’m saying😵‍💫 OKAY I’M GOING TO READ NEW GUY JOON WITH SEXY NUKIM IN THE BACK TO SET THE ✨mood✨

also, i hope you don’t feel too pressured to release 3tan9! pls take your time, do what you want, and do what feels right to you! i’m always going to support all of your works and releases regardless of when they’re released and which one is released. i’m always going to be just as excited for everything that you release :) there’s so much people here who will give sm love to your works, so just take your time, go your pace, and do whatever you want!! 🫶🏼

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AHAHAHAH HAVE FUN WITH ALL THAT, MOONCAKE... i hope today ends on a good note! SEXY NUKIM IS EVERYTHING I WANT IVE BEEN BUMPING THAT SHIT ALL DAY SDFJSDFH joon cannot do this to us. he can't keep getting away with it!! his favorite position............ omfg.....

also, i'm so glad you thought of new guy because when i read the lyrics... i was like "oh that shit fits" dskljfdskjfl it's actually so fcking funny. please, if you want to report back after you're all done.... i will be here to listen LOL

thank you for understanding, as well! i wanna keep having fun with writing and the series, so if that means taking a break to write other things, i'll do that<33 i'm glad you'll stick around! and i am so grateful to everyone else that's the same way you have no idea :((