#i just KNOW sora would be crazy about this movie I KNOW IT IN MY HEART.
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What do you think of Yuya and his friends so far? They're so silly and I like 'em a whole lot
I LIKE THEM SOOOO MUCH 😭 theyre just such a delightful group of zany little theater kids--Yuya continuing the beautiful trend set by Yuma of "yugioh protagonist who's kind of a loser (slash pos.) I love that Yuya's fanbase consists of 3 nine year olds and a 12 year old, he's like a minecraft youtuber.
I really like Yuya and Zuzu's dynamic so far, and REALLY like Yuya and Sora's dynamic, it's so fuckin funny. this fnaf kid is your best friend now whether you like it or not
#ygo posting#asks#anonymous#sora perse#sora shiunin#yuya sakaki#zuzu boyle#yuzu hiiragi#i just KNOW sora would be crazy about this movie I KNOW IT IN MY HEART.#(for the record i think yuya is just a big fan of the gene wilder WWATCF and is being a hater for no reason here)#(he's gonna sit and actually watch COTCF and end up really liking it because HES A LITTLE WEIRDO TOO)#is this ship art? hell if i know. vote now on your phones#ygoart#dana art
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Just remembered that I have the Coded novelization, and while it doesn't add that much in the way of depth I thought it'd be fun to share some bits from it that I found notable
For example, here's some moments of Data Sora actually thinking about his real-world counterpart:
The other world with another Sora, data, bugs - Sora still didn't really get it all, but he felt just the tiniest bit of warmth in his chest when he was with these two.
"Well, that right there is a sign you've found true friends!" Donald crossed his arms and said with a nod.
"It's kinda fun to make the same friend twice," Goofy added.
That did sound like fun. Sora wasn't sure what his counterpart in the real world was like, but he had to thank him for friends like these.
I'm me, so that other Sora is and isn't me, I guess. What's he like, I wonder?
"Gosh, you sure went through a lot of trouble."
"I'm sorry." Namine bowed her head. "I wish I could have told you all this in person. But the real me is gone now."
The "real me"...? So where's the real Namine? Um, and if this is a world inside some data, then... huh? Then where - who is the real me? I'm this guy Sora, and Sora is me, but then this is a world made from memories, so...?
Sora let out a long sigh, then smiled. "Um... guys? This is all way over my head... Am I dumb?"
Then there's this scene that might have been in the DS version? I haven't played it yet, but either way it's different from the movie in the collections:
"It's so... empty," Sora whispered uneasily, looking at his feet. Suddenly, a shock ran through him, as if something very heavy had been dropped onto his shoulders.
"Aaah!" Sora cried as a ball of light shot out of him. The burden on his shoulders remained. His knees felt like they were about to give out under him.
"Wh-what's going on? I feel k-kinda funny."
It was like the energy had been sucked right out of him. What just happened?
"Sora! You okay?" Riku came running up.
"Riku! What about you? Are you all right?"
Sora was still worried for his friend, though his legs were so wobbly he could barely stand.
Riku gave him a small nod in reply. "You shouldn't be here. I can fight the bugs off a little longer... but they're spreading. Pretty soon they'll take over all my data."
The bugs were starting to win. What would happen once their control was complete?
"You feel weak, right? It's because the bugs have stolen your data. You won't last long in here. Take this and escape while you can."
I think it makes sense that there would be some kind of complication with Sora while trying to save Riku; it gives his warnings some more weight.
Speaking of Riku, they added a cute little high five between him and Sora when he clears out all the bugs in Riku's datascape:
"Thanks!" Sora held up his hand, and Riku gave him a high five.
"The bug tried to use my power for itself, didn't it?"
"Yeah... How'd you know?" Sora asked in return.
In general, characters are more prone to physical contact with each other in the novels compared to the original versions; Donald and Goofy give a few different hugs in this book alone. But because I'm a simple person who likes Soriku, this scene in particular made me happy:
"Wait, Sora! Where are you going? Sora!" Riku grabbed Sora by the arm as he started to run off. "The datascape won't hold together much longer! Sora, stop!"
Sora had no intention of doing that.
"Sora, are you crazy?" Riku urged, still with a firm grip on his friend's arm.
"We can't just leave them! You heard Mickey. I'm going to find them!"
"Find them where?! Do you have any idea where they are?"
"Somewhere!" Sora snapped.
Riku took hold of Sora by both shoulders and gazed into his eyes in an effort to get through to him. Sora stared right back.
"Aren't you afraid?" Riku asked softly. "We're not just talking about losing some memories here. We could get erased. This whole world could get erased!"
"Sure I'm afraid. Weren't you?"
"Hmm?"
Sora slowly removed Riku's hands. "You've been in my shoes. You've gone up against the impossible alone. Because you knew that was less scary than just sitting around and waiting for the end."
Like what was the REASON for this. Did the author realize that she omitted the specific detail of Sora holding Riku's shoulders like in the movie version and decide to make up for it here. That would be hilarious
We also get Sora threatening Pete, which was way funnier to me than it should've been:
"This is where it ends, Pete!" Mickey brandished his Keyblade.
"It ain't fair! Sproutin' a new Keyblade is cheating. Better make a strategic retreat, before--"
"Not so fast! First, hand over Riku... or else." Sora readied his Keyblade, too.
"Uhmmm... Now let's talk about this..."
And finally, the scene that shook my perspective the most:
"Don't ever talk about Sora like that. He's our friend in this world and every other one, too!" Donald shouted, wriggling in the tiny space between his body and the wall to strike the blocks with his staff. the wall didn't budge, though.
"Donald..."
I'm so happy to hear you say that, but... I really am useless now.
"Hmph, maybe on the outside, but he's just an empty shell. The kid don't got a heart," Pete continued.
A heart? What's a heart?
Guys. No one's explained to Data Sora what a heart is. This automatically makes him one of the funniest characters in the series, because it means he's been dodging all of the emotional turmoil that's been the driving force of the series through a simple lack of information.
He has his own struggles of course, but out of every character that's been a protagonist in one of these games, he understands Heart Lore the least, and I find that incredible
#kingdom hearts#kh coded#kh recoded#data sora#data riku#soriku#data soriku#I haven't seen people post about the Coded novel which is. understandable but it needed correcting#Edit: every time I try to fix the small text into being entirely small and not have random words/letters be regular it just#makes different words and letters be regular after I've saved#so the post might look wonky but that's because I don't know how to solve this game of whack-a-mole
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FEM! TRAFALGAR LAW HEADCANONS BECAUSE I LOVE WOMEN
a/n : sometimes i just wish law was actually written as a girl cuz DAMN
first off, CLOTHES SHE'D WEAR!!
i'm getting major streetwear/chola style vibes from fem! law
like i mean ripped up baggy jeans, croptops, hoodies, oversized t-shirts, sports bras, long clickity clackity nails (if she really wanted to but very occasionally), and of course (his? her?) their hat
she got her earrings done when she was too little to remember so it's just annoying to have to redo them every so often
i have no clue who'd do her tattoos since she most definitely wouldn't trust some sketchy guy to do them
maybe herself but i don't think that's it either
and whenever you ask her, she makes up a different story (like that one blond guy in "ratatouille" who has a criminal record)
"woke up with it" "they're stick n pokes" "this guy i knew who would only wear bucket hats" and of course "nunya"
she is half german and half mexican (may or may not be self projection with the mexican part)
i get HUGE ymir from aot vibes with fem! law
she appears rude, hardheaded, and pessimistic, but she really does care about others and does have some hope in her (wishing her crew likes her horrendous hawaiian shirts)
her music taste is rock, rap, indie dream pop (tv girl), and then sad spanish songs that slap way too hard (i'm thinking "no me queda mas" by selena, a bunch of vicente fernandez songs my mom loves to play at full volume, and "amor eterno" by rocio durcal)
def not straight i mean just look at fem! law fanart on tumblr bro like honey... and man, am i glad she isn't straight cuz GODDAMN
if you go out with her, you need to order for her pls she can't do it on her own
but she will take the bill, no excuses
i think the type of person she needs as a partner would have to be okay with silence, they have to be outgoing and fun but mature with intense situations, and yeah
plays the bass guitar and has been for years
also plays the drums but her main instrument is bass
really wants to be in a band but not really since she hates the idea of having to be nice all the time for the public
at a mall, she either hangs out at hot topic, barnes and nobles, or justice the whole time
got a bunch of piercings all over her but that's a secret lol nobody knows...
UNTIL I TELL YOU: bellybutton, industrial, conch, ear lobe, tragus, bridge, middle tongue, hip, nipple, and then a bunch of genital piercings i will not be discussing any further XD
her most used apps are photos, notes, tumblr, pinterest, depop, and....... ao3
OKAY OKAY as hard as it might be to believe this, this is NOT self projection it is TRUTH
she doesn't religiously read fics or anything, just occasional oneshots about her nerdy crap when she's bored or something
my girl out here reading her "sora, warrior of the sea" 10k+ fics 💀
if you take her home to meet the family, at first they'll be thrown off by her intimidating looks, but soon enough they'll realize what a little loser she is! the cutie patootie she is <3
LOVE LOVE LOVES cringy 70s/80s/90s movies (think "grease", "the princess bride", "pretty in pink", "10 things i hate about you", etc.)
she doesn't know why. she hates the dumb stereotypes and all that stuff, but she just can't help it! she's so real for it too
idk why but i feel like she'd LOVE spiderman???? like as an obsession?
she is pretty normal about the live action movies, it's just SPIDERVERSE THAT MAKES HER GO CRAZY
she also wants to be good at art but never has motivation to do it
she def has an upside down smile (that what it's called? i think of it more as a "oh that's cringy look and stare y'all" smile)
is she scrawny? muscular? i can't decide honestly. like yeah guy law has some brawn, but he is still a pretty lanky guy, so that's why i see fem! law as a lanky chick. but i love muscular women... goddamn she is just lanky. she obviously has some meat on her bones, but not much.
that being said, i don't think she's very curvaceous either (let's pretend oda didn't draw her the way he did). she is no doubt an a cup, and while her butt is fairly larger, she's still pretty flat.
she also only ever wears sports bras since she thinks regular bras are uncomfy and a hassle.
for a va to replace masc! law's, i would say for japanese romi park. for english, i'd say either trina nushimura or elizabeth maxwell.
for one piece live action, i would want like zendaya as fem! law 😭 aye anything for queen zendaya
only bepo knows this, but she wears socks and sandals on sundays no fail.
has a tattoo somewhere of bepo's name inside a heart with an arrow through it (think those tattoos that tough guys get, with instead of bepo, "mom" is what's written)
fem! law still wears ugly ass hawaiian shirts, don't get it mixed up ✊
that's all for now :)
likes and reblogs are appreciated <3
have a good day!!
#one piece#one piece fanfiction#one piece imagines#trafalgar law#trafalgar d water law#op law#fem trafalgar law#law x reader#trafalgar law x reader#one piece headcanons#trafalgar law headcanons#law headcanons#genderbend#she's so real#pathetic loser
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character opinion bingo!! rottmnt donnie, draxum, and cassandra 🥺
BESTIEEEE HELL YEAHHHHHH. my writting gets worse in my excitement please persue the alt for clarity. OUR FIRST TRIPPPPLEEE BINGOOOOOOO
[ALT] DONIIIIIEEEEEEEE MY BOYYYYY my special special shaped boyyyyyy. everyone is wrong i THINK ive disscussed. his autism doesnt present like urs or some other guy just cause u realise hes autistic. HE LOVESSSS HIS FAMILY. he has VARIED interest in hugs and textures and flavours and cleanliness. the fandom meanness isnt actually that bad MORE. they looooove to hit him with the angst hammer. well. by all means. scraped s2 and 3 EPSIODESSSSSS GUH. hessss a botantist hessss going on a journey with his mystics hissss ARCSSSSS. WAH. best donnie design we all know this. u can like other ones (I DO!!) but we all know hes best. look at his eyebrows. groovying donnie still my discord icon <3. I WANT EP WERE HE PASS AWAY. the sacred text. IS LITERALLY ABOUT HIM. DID i cry at rise movie i think so. ALSO. famously. well i never know if any of u know. BUT bnf super popular au comic. I DEF CRIED.
HAVE I MENTIONED. how much of a perfect addition he was to turtles character villian/ally roster. HESSSS SOOOOO GOOD.
[ALT] HES THE HOT VILLAIN REDEEMED BABY TRAPPING GOAT MAN!!!!!!! he was evil and scary and evil and scary and used and then pathetic and wet and then running this lunch room like the navy and then PROTECTIVE COOL DAD. in a hot robe. actually maybe the au evil draxys have calmed down now. or i just check the tag less..... HE WAS. suppose to HELP HIS KIDS. with their MAGICS. there was an EP he was supposed to help RAPH they were supposed to BUILD UP as a FAMIBLY. CRIES FOREVER. hessss so silly hes such a perfect fun cartoon villian i have EVEN more opinions than previously about the laws of cartoon villians. which is that if their fun they can do whatever they want. this is not a contradiction. its the purpose of a cartoon. sorrrrrry sorrrry mr cena sorrrrry i really want to hear his villian song with the second va. think he woulda had the range. tho i dont know. silly bastard man.
(sung like sweeny todd joana) I SEEEE U, CASSANDRA.
[ALT] HER NAME IS CASEY JONES SHELL BUST UR BONES
broooooo. BROOOOOOOOOO. THEY MADE CASEY A CRAZYYYYYY 18 year old GIRL DUDEEEEEEEEEEE. and then REPLACED HER IN THE MOVIE. forrrr normiessss. WITH SORA???? shes a great turtles character fake out moment shes a great CHARACTER. its GREAT that she gets added to the group by being mentored by splints cause he sees a upset child hes like. well no thats not good. DO U KNOW? what ususally happens with caseys and aprils in TURTLES?? U GET ME??? crazy girl 4 crazy girl. she issss SO silly. shes drawn and written and VOICED soooo fucking spectacularly so perfectly executed. frankly. where the hell else are u getting a female cartoon character this buck wild. es arcee... maybe. kdjfgnjdf. WE SHOULDA GOTTEN MOREEEEE. she and raph were gonna be the best of fucking bros U_U. they would fucking BREAK. EVERYTHING <3. her fucking gay dads and their cupcake shop. etc
#some shit#turbles...#SO SO SO CRAZY FUN THANK UUUUUUUUUU#if it needs must be said i say got hcs and dont list em. these characters simply live in my mind and my head. i can picture them at any tim#and also on a different blog. lol#AND ALSO. thaat one time at work i was msg the other guy and we did en.canto au. with baby trapping drax im SURE lol. well hes just that#guy okay. end tag#OH ALSO. ig cause i shouted out casey va. i woulda caveated like wellll caseys ambiguously asian#and like so should zel.da williams have. but then SHES part filipino on her moms side SO thats a lvl of granularity that im just. presentin#the facts and im not gonna do anything else. lmao
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Thoughts on: Digimon: The Last Evolution Kizuna (and 02 musings)
Tomorrow I'm going to go see Digimon 02: The Beginning in the theater! I'm so glad I decided to do this. It's been a while since I got out and did something, and the timing is perfect to see my favorite Digimon team again!
I try to imagine that Kari sounds the same though. That...can't be helped I guess. 😮💨 They couldn't afford her VA apparently.
To get myself caught up, I finally watched Last Evolution Kizuna! This is definitely my favorite Digimon movie now.
Okay, I've only watched two. And Summer Wars is probably my second favorite Digimon movie.
Okay yes, I like the Fox Kids Digimon Movie. But more in a nostalgic way. Last Evolution Kizuna (and on a different subject Summer Wars) are really enjoyable as an adult. Maybe I should watch the original Japanese Digimon movies that Fox Kids cut up.
There's one glaring flaw in the premise of the movie though. How is it that Digimon disappear when their chosen kids run out of potential when almost every member of the team BESIDES Tai and Matt already settled on a career path and their Digimon are fine?
That's supposed to be why Sora's Digivice was already rusting. She had already grown up, embraced flower arranging, and decided to stay with Biyomon until she disappeared.
Izzy's already a freakin' tech tycoon. (Calls to mind Cranston Industries from Power Rangers Once and Always.) I'm pretty sure he's not going to change his mind and go into basket weaving.
Unless "run out of potential" has a darker meaning, and Tai and Matt are out of potential career paths.
They also said it had to do with Omnimon using up their power - and that would make sense considering Agumon and Gabumon fought a lot more than the other Digimon...but that doesn't explain Sora and Biyomon.
The premise was a good idea though, and I thought they handled the emotion of it skillfully. That last moment where Tai and Matt look over and their Digimon have already vanished...you could see it from a mile away, but that doesn't lessen the moment.
How can you write a thesis about Digimon and people coexisting? What professor can possibly check that paper?
There was a part in the movie where Tai is talking about what each of the Digidestined are doing with their lives, and as he lists them, he mentions "Kari and Davis". Excusez-moi? Are they...dating?
I know Kari and TK don't necessarily get together in the 02 epilogue, but...did she date Davis?!
*gapes*
I heard that 02: The Beginning gives the new character more screen time than the actual 02 kids. And that's fine. I'm looking forward to seeing this new character's story, which will hopefully have 02's brand of horror. Kizuna had some fun scenes with the 02 team, and it was nice to reminisce, even if Davis sounds wrong.
And Kizuna's story felt like it could fit in 02! It's really unsettling that Menoa messed with Morphomon's data, nevertheless that she had the "lifeless" data of her partner at all. She must have been mistaken about what that data represented — Digimon never die. The way she says Morphomon's voice talked to her reminded me of Myotismon talking to Oikawa.
It never explained where the aurora came from, and I have trouble believing that the real Morphomon wanted her to do this, so either Menoa accessed some real craziness power inside her, or there was a Digimon that came through the aurora and pulled the strings. I expected the source of that voice to be the final boss, just like MaloMyotismon at the end of 02. Then again, Eosmon did smile at Menoa at the end, suggesting that it was Morphomon, so...maybe it was Morphomon who came through the aurora. Maybe they were villains together.
My favorite 02 movie would be...just more of 02, I guess. More Ken grappling with his identity. More Kari fighting off the Dark Ocean. A confrontation with Dragomon and the Daemon Corps. And some actual stories with the international Digidestined! I loved seeing all the cameos of the international Digidestined in Kizuna. It would just be cool to develop some of them.
The thing is...02 was the season to get a literal epilogue. Even though Adventure had that teary goodbye (the first of many 🙄) 02 actually ended with the truth that life just keeps changing and moving forward.
It wouldn't make sense for Ken to still be plagued by his days as the Digimon Emperor, or for Kari to still be running from Cthulu. After all, she definitely has a restraining order on him now. The 02 kids have grown and changed; that's not what they're dealing with anymore. And in that sense, even though the characters aren't, 02 is over.
So when it gets a new movie, it only makes sense to make it about a new character, with the old characters to help them.
That's the other problem with Kizuna that 02 technically does better. Growing up is one thing, but when you get older, your past doesn't just disappear, it's a part of you that develops with you as you change and grow. Our memories richen with new meanings as we gain new perspectives. And you also don't suddenly lose all your potential either! People change careers and they learn new things throughout their whole life. The fact that Matt had to keep asking TK to babysit Gabumon seems more realistic than Agumon and Gabumon conveniently disappearing.
Despite this, I do like the idea that potential is what powers the partner Digimon. This is why Digimon Digivolve when their partners learn something new. It makes sense.
And Kizuna does not contradict the 02 epilogue. Digimon never truly die. They'll meet again, but they'll just be normal Digimon, leaving the battle between good and evil to the next generation.
Or the franchise will drag them out for another adventure. 🤷♂️ I'd watch it!
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Crazy thought. What if we got a Jogress in the final movie connecting one of the first season Digidestined to the second season?
Hear me out. Omegamon is the main heroic figure-strongest figure so far yes?
So Taichi and Yamato would be excluded because they are already from the same generation.
So that would leave Jou, Mimi, Sora, and Koushirou.
I think they would be paired with if it came to Jogress Daisuke, Ken, Miyako, and Iori.
I’m sure Ken would be paired with Sora because of her motherly kindness.
Miyako would be paired with Mimi because they are basically nearly sisters who are sensitive and headstrong.
Iori would be paired with Koushirou as both are curious and have values.
Daisuke would be paired with Jou because he needs discipline and can’t be relied on if his life is out of whack.
…
Yes, that is all of them to be paired from the two generations.
…
You’re giving me that look again.
…
What, you’d think I’d forget about them? And you want to know why I didn’t include Takeru and Hikari in this?
…
Well my friend that’s the best part! They are both from the older generation AND the newer. I think that they could finally become jogress partners this way. I mean you always see it. Takeru supports her and she confides and supports him. But that’s not all. Hikari helps Takeru stay on track to what’s going on around when he agonizes about losing Patamon.and Takeru helps Hikari maintain a positive outlook in life when she gets down on herself.
Since they are both from the first and second seasons what a finish to the Digimon Adventure series if we saw this Jogress to defeat the ultimate evil Digimon that they could connect between all their adventures.
Imagine if they took the spot light again together. Imagine a jogress so powerful it would one shot a viral Digimon or even rip through space and time to reach an arch villain.
Perhaps even…Milleniummon? And hey, why not a guest Digidestined like Ryou to finish off the movie, but have the focus on these two?
And maybe we can see some canon romance because the Digidestined as they are after all adults?
Maybe meet the non Digidestined spouses? Or maybe-just maybe get surprised with a Takari canon ending.
It’s probably going to be another three years for the movie, but what a finale THAT would be!
Is it so crazy though? If we look between the lines of what is not seen you can kind of see it…right?
………….
RIGHT?
I know I can…
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We talked about Ven’s dream, but are there any other moments in the series that stand out to you as potential KHUX references?
Okay, so, this is gonna all be from memory — with the occasional reference to the novels (I have bookmarks lol) so take the things I say with a grain of salt…
Also it’s kind of long so, under the cut we go!
The first one that comes to mind is something exclusive to the novels but when Ven and Vanitas re-fuse in the BBS an unspecified voice says this:
Which feels very Darkness coded. The “I’m home” part especially, since it’s most likely that it was removed from him at the same time as Vani (this specifically is also why I still believe Vani and Darkness are separate entities, even if they might share a body).
It doesn’t really make sense why they’d refer to themselves in the third person like this, especially since we do have another plausible explanation.
On a different note
You cannot convince me that it was not intentional that the Dream Eater Theme is one of the only tracks in the franchise to have vocalizations (the only others I can think of would be ML Dearly Beloved and One Winged Angel? Could be forgetting some tho).
Like what kind of twisted foreshadowing is that?
And the fact that it’s so ‘childish’ too. Obviously the Dandelions weren’t that young (like not under 10 I mean) but it still drives me crazy. Just AHH.
I’m not very confident this one is intentional (I have no idea when KHUX started being planned. I doubt it was all the way back pre-2008, but who knows?) but in Days (only the game, not the cutscene movie) both Marluxia and Larxene consider recruiting Roxas in their coup.
I believe Marluxia is the first one to bring it up and I can only imagine that was because of his connection to Ven. Not really much else to say here lol
Last but certainly, nearly, tangentially on topic is the Keyblade War story Yen Sid tells Sora and Riku before their Mark of Mastery Exam.
And like, yeah, no kidding CQ, but hear me out, I think it’s how it connects to Union X that makes it interesting.
So my idea is that the story actually mixes the Keyblade War MoM presumably fought in (the one ‘when he was a boy’ he tells Luxu about) with the one that he made the Foretellers cause (the one in Chi).
Green and Bold are the former
Pink and Italics are the latter
Blue, Bold, and Italics are ones that could plausibly be both
“Long ago, in the age of fairy tales the world was filled with light — a gift, many believed, from an unseen power known as ‘Kingdom Hearts’. You see, Kingdom Hearts was protected by its counterpart, the ‘X-Blade,’ so that none could ever lay hands on its mysteries.
But in time, the world was overrun by legions who wanted the light all for themselves, and the first shadows were cast upon the land. These warriors crafted ‘Keyblades’ in the image of the original X-Blade and waged a great war over Kingdom Hearts. We call this the Keyblade War.
But though the war extinguished all light from the world, the darkness could not reach the brightness inside every child's heart.
With that light, the world was remade as we know it today, with countless smaller worlds shining like stars in the sky.
As for the real X-Blade, it did not survive the battle. The two elements that created it, one of darkness and one of light, shattered into twenty pieces — seven of light, thirteen of darkness.
And as for the source of all light — the one true Kingdom Hearts — it was swallowed by the darkness, never to be seen again. As long as it remains there, even the brightest world will have its dark corners. After all, light begets darkness, and darkness is drawn to light.
For this reason, some decided to use the Keyblade — a weapon designed to conquer the light — to defend the light instead. These were the first heroes of the Keyblade.” - Narration by Yen Sid, Dream Drop Distance Novel, Page 165
So I’m gonna go over each coloured line one by one just to clarify what I think they’re referring to.
Anything said about the X-Blade is automatically about MoM’s ‘childhood’ Keyblade War to me (Green) as we do not see it or hear any reference to it at any point in the X Saga. Not even when MoM is talking to the Foretellers. Hell, I’m not even sure it’s ever mentioned in Dark Road.
The mythos could just be made up. But the X-blade is real and does summon Kingdom Hearts (a real or a fake one is yet to be decided). But also if this was a MoM Keyblade War thing, and he never told anyone about it, how would the rest of Keyblade society know? Maybe at some unseen point during MoM and Xehanort’s meeting he was told. I’m not sure. It’s a little rocky but I’m using what we have to go off of
And I am pretty sure that the X-Blade would be a thing MoM was exposed to considering it’s status as the thing all Keyblades are based on.
For a comment on the first few blue lines. I personally believe this is true for both wars, but that the wording leans a bit more into the Chi war.
The pink lines afterwards are obviously referring to the Dandelions and restoration of worlds
The next blue line…
So, we have no heccin’ clue which Kingdom Hearts is real. Like, is it yellow? Is it blue? Is it the god damn door from KH1? (It’s not the door from KH1. The door from KH1 is the Kingdom Hearts of Worlds and not the one we’re talking about lol) Not even some people working on the games are entirely sure according to one interview lol
And because of that I cannot tell you during which war the true Kingdom Hearts disappeared.
Most people, including myself initially, would assume it was in the war we see in Chi, and, honestly, I don’t think they’re in the wrong for thinking that. I think that’s what we’re supposed to think. But Yen Sid says that “the one true Kingdom Hearts” was “never to be seen again” and all instances of Kingdom Hearts appearing (both colours I mean) have shown up on at least 2 occasions.
In Fragmentary Passage (I think???) there’s a cutscene of Luxu watching the (Chi) war and the Kingdom Hearts shown there is blue. The same blue as in BBS. In KH3 its yellow the same colour as the confirmed fake Kingdom Hearts shown in Days.
If either of those Kingdom Hearts were real then they both would’ve very much shown up again by the time Yen Sid is speaking to them.
The last pink line is most likely referring to MoM taking on the Foretellers as his apprentices and them forming the Unions.
See I spent all that time explaining my thoughts about that Keyblade War legended and now I look at them so unconfidently… but it took so long to write it all out I’m gonna keep it in anyways lol
Anywho, that’s all folks.
Feel free to either add on to my points or tear them to shreds, if you’d like. I love a discussion. And prefer to be corrected if I get something wrong.
#sorry if this wasn’t what you had in mind but I hope it was interesting anyways#a lot of novel stuff here since it’s easier to look back into than#like… over 40 hours of cutscenes lol#I might’ve missed some things because It’s been a while since I’ve consumed games that would have the references#these are all from memory#I literally spent all day brainstorming things for this lo#lol*#khux#kingdom hearts#sometimes i think about khux
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Kingdom Hearts x New Princesses 👑
Okay! This next KH4 post is about the new princesses of heart! Now I know there were alot of princesses in the last few games, although most of them were from the classic Renaissance movies. But since KH3 we learned that there are some new princesses joining the games! So here is my list of who might be the new 7 Hearts in KH4!
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🐻 Merida : Okay this one is more for me lol, since I think Merida is really cool! But since KH is diving into more Pixar worlds and movies, it would kind of make sense to put her in KH4. The way I think the KH gang(s) might meet Merida is if they happen to see her at the archery contest first. They see the contest happening and how amazing she is at archery. So, after the contest, they decide to head into town and ask around. Maybe to ask for information about Sora, or perhaps Kairi feels a connection coming from the castle. Since what I've gathered from the games is that Kairi still is a PoH? But anywho, Merida runs away, and boom! Movie plot happens!
I can feel this kind of route going similar to the Tangled world, where the gang gets separated from Merida for a little bit. But then they run into Mama Bear Elenor and find out what happened. I feel like having the player saving everyone from Mord'u when Merida finds the castle ruins would be an intersting fight, or maybe there would be a mini-game where you have to help Merida catch fish in the river. Although I can see the main point of this plotline being where the player has to help change Merida's mom back. With either Mord'u or even King Fergus as a boss fight near the end.
🌊 Moana : Okay this one I've seen everywhere, and I can see why this would make a cool world in KH! Moana is a really popular princess and she has such a cool story that I feel would fit Kingdom Hearts really well! I can imagine going similar to POTC world, where the gang ends up in the middle of the ocean. Although maybe instead of finding an island or finding Moana, they accidently arrive at the Realm of Monsters tower and fall in. Soon after, they find Maui and Moana and you have to fight Tamatoa. I can imagine that being a pretty crazy fight.
As for mini-games and special mechanics added to this world, one has to be sailing. That's the main mode of transport so maybe it can be similar to the Pirates of the Carribean world, but instead of a ship you have to maneuver Moana's boat. As well as take a look at the correct constellations in the sky so can move in the right direction. Kinda of like a "find-the-clue" game except with a starry sky! Although, as another boss fight, or maybe even a mini-boss, you have to outrun the Kakamora who are throwing coconuts or little arrow thingies at you.
🪶 Pocahontas : This one I’m kinda excited for too! Seeing as, in my opinion, Pocahontas is super underrated. Plus, it'd be cool seeing Sora and the gang dressed up like formal English men/women arriving on the ship! Although, since I don’t want a repeat of Moana or Jack Sparrow’s world maybe instead of arriving on a ship, they just kind of show up in the forest? Or by the camp and get mistaken for some do the crew mates? 😅 I feel that would make sense but it would also be cooler so have everyone meet Pocahontas first.
However, it would be interesting to get another forestry area or exploring along the rivers would be cool. I think it's been awhile since we had once other than Winnie the Pooh; I know we had Arendelle and Corona but I mean a world that's all vegetation! Such as the Deep Jungle or the Enchanted Domain, those ones were so amazing looking! Plus they looked like larger terrains so I feel like there's more to explore. Although, if we further look into mini-games for this world, I'm not really sure? Especially since the Pocahontas plot is a little more serious than most Disney Princess movies.
🍬 Vanellope : Okay this prompt won't be too long, but this one I feel is just a guess as well? I saw a video on YouTube saying that since Wreck-It-Ralph was a supporting summon in KH3, we might see Game Central Station at some point. And I can agree with it that would be awesome! But for some reason I feel it's kind of a stretch to have Vanellope be a Princess of Heart?? I think?
🐸 Tiana: This one I have to put on here and I can almost guarantee Tiana is going to be in the next KH game! She's one of the last princesses to get a classic 2D movie, so it would be so magical to explore New Orleans and the Bayou! Plus, even though this setting takes place in modern day-ish America, it still has the colorful atmosphere that fits the Kingdom Hearts vibe perfectly! Plus, it would be funny to see the main cast as animals again like in the Lion King. Not necessarily frogs but other woodland or swampy critters!
Now I feel most of this section of the game would be navigation as well since Tiana and her friends have to get through the swamp in the movie. But I feel entering the Mardi-Gras would be pretty fun, maybe even at the end for dancing like in Rapunzel's world! Although, unfortunately that's all I can think of at the moment...
#kingdom hearts#kingdom hearts 3#kingdom hearts 4#kh 4 theory#kh#kh 3#kh 4#kh sora#kh donald#kh goofy#kh aqua#kh terra#kh ventus#kh sea salt trio#kingdom hearts headcanons#kh headcanons#heroinecrossoverheadcanon
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Jou Week 2022 - Day 7: Free Day
Days: [1] [2] [3] [4] [5] [6] [7]
Title: First Anniversary Celebration
Characters: Jou Kido, Gomamon, Himawari Mizushima (OC), Sora Takenouchi and Yamato Ishida.
Summary: Jou turns to Yamato and Sora for ideas for presents to give on his first relationship anniversary with Himawari.
Jou felt his heart beating fast and his palms sweating when he walked into the flower shop at the end of that day. He had turned to both Sora and Yamato for help with things to do for his first anniversary with Himawari and they gladly agreed to help.
“Sorry I’m a little late.” He apologized as soon as he spotted them. “Things were a little crazy today at work.”
“It’s okay. We just got here too.”
“Oh great.” Jou sat down next to them. “Thank you for agreeing to meet and help me.”
“You’re welcome.” Sora said with a warm smile. “We’re very flattered you came to us for help.”
“So, you and Himawari are about to have your first anniversary together, huh?”
“That’s right.” He blushed a little.
“It’s a big deal.”
“It is. So…” The med student bit his lower lip, still unsure about how his couple of friends would take this situation. “What did you do for your first anniversary? I really hope you don’t mind me asking this because it’s something private, but I honestly have no idea what to do.”
“That’s fine.” Sora assured him. “We don’t mind sharing it with at all.”
“I second that.” Yamato leaned back on his seat. “So, on our first anniversary we had a movie session at my apartment. If I remember correctly, my father was working that night, so we had the whole apartment for us.”
“That’s right, we did.”
“Did you… you know?” Jou was blushing even more now.
“Oh, come on, Jou. There’s no need to blush, we’re all adults here.”
“Yamato, you shouldn’t talk to him like this. Maybe it’s something he’s not comfortable talking about.”
“You’re right. I’m sorry.”
“That’s okay, apology accepted.” He smiled.
“No, we didn’t. We were only fifteen back then, too young to be having sex. Besides, our parents would freak out if they ever found out about it.”
“This is a really good point.”
“So, do you have any ideas for presents?”
“Not really. I’m not creative enough for these things.”
“It doesn’t have to be anything super fancy.” Yamato stood up and walked to a flower vase he thought was pretty. “The meaning is worth more than the present in this case, believe me. What do you think of this?”
“In any case, actually.” Sora corrected him.
“Got it. I think it’s very beautiful, but I’m not sure if it’s her favorite flower.”
“This is just an example, you can choose another one for her.”
“Flowers are a good gift to give. They aren’t expensive and often make people happy.”
“If the one you’re giving them to loves flowers, by the way.”
“Exactly. You don’t want to give a wrong present on your first anniversary.”
“I think it’s a much safer bet to give her a book then.”
“Himawari doesn’t like flowers?”
“She does, but not everytime. She’s an avid reader, so…”
“Okay, books are good choices too.” Yamato put the vase away and went to sit down next to Sora again.
“What does she like reading?”
“Mostly self-help books or biographies.”
“Geez.”
Sora gave her boyfriend a death glare and he immediately realized he was rude.
“I’m sorry.”
“That’s fine. These aren’t my kind of books as well.”
“So do we agree on books?”
“I guess so. It’s the thing I can buy and know I can’t go wrong with.”
“Don’t you want to at least give her a flower?” Sora looked around hopeful.
“The ie-moto blood is still strong.” Yamato couldn’t help but laugh.
“Shut up.” She playfully hit him in the arm. “I just think you can’t go wrong with flowers too.”
“This is true, I have to agree.”
“It’s so sweet to see how comfortable you are with each other.”
“Thank you.” She felt a little embarrassed, but still offered him a smile. “I would really buy a flower too, even if it’s just one.”
“I guess it wouldn’t hurt.” Jou shrugged. “Alright, so which one do you suggest?”
“We’re gonna be here all night.”
“Hey!” Sora gave a light slap on his back and laughed.
“Ouch! That hurt.”
Keep reading it on FFN or AO3
#jyouweek2022#Jou Kido#Gomamon#OC#Sora Takenouchi#Yamato Ishida#Digimon#Digimon fanfic#Digimon fanfiction#Fanfic#Fanfiction
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Report on KH20th Special Stage
I went to the KH 20th anniversary event!
Here is a report on the content of the special stage.
I am Japanese and my English is not that good yet, but I am writing this so that everyone can know about these precious talks.
Please do not mind if my writing is not correct.
(Please see my previous post for the special exhibition!)
Our emcee is Kairi's voice actress, Ms. Uchida!
Development Team Talks
The speakers were game creators Mr. Nomura and Mr. Hazama.
The video interview with Mr. Nomura and the first demo movie submitted to Disney were shown for the first time.
“I realized that KH has become well known over the past 20 years, even though it wasn't well known at first.”
“Now that I'm famous, I can't do as many crazy things as I used to do. But although there are changes, the development philosophy has not changed ("the heart is connected" and "everyone can be the main character").”
When Mr. Nomura was a student, there was an ocean near his house and he would eat ice cream with his friends in the countryside, like on Distiny Island. Such memories influenced KH.
Mini-concert of chamber music composition
【Dearly Beloved】 Video of Sora and Kairi
【Sora】 Video of Sola
【Vector to the Heavens】 Images of Roxas, Xion, and Axel
【Nachtflugel】 A video mixing the Battle of Yozora and VELMREX movies
【Link to All】 Footage of Sola and Riku
Moderator Ms. Uchida and composer Mrs. Shimomura on stage
Reasons for selection as stated by Mrs. Shimomura
【Dearly Beloved】
I thought this was a song I couldn't miss.
【Sora】
This is also the main character Sora's song, so I couldn't miss it.
【Vector to the Heavens】
This song is very popular among fans.
【Nachtflugel】
I had never performed this song on such an occasion.
【Link to All】
Because it is my favorite song and it is appropriate for the last song
“This is the first time I have created a chamber music arrangement. I still want to do something new, and I also want to do another concert.”
Development Team Talks
Mr. Nomura and Mr. Hazama on stage again
There were many requests for a live broadcast this time, but the reason it was not possible was largely due to Mr. Nomura's personality.
(To distribute, he has to speak according to the script because he has to add English subtitles, but he can't, and he sometimes accidentally talks about things he shouldn't.)
Dark Road new trailer
The production team for Dark Lord has been disbanded, so now it is being made by just two women from the animation team that was originally there.
Despite this, Mr. Nomura has been making significant additions to the scenario and giving difficult orders for the animation, so the production has been taking a long time.
Some have asked for updates to be made in smaller pieces, but since the team has been disbanded, there is no one to make the updates in the first place, so we have no choice but to release them all at once after they are completed.
If you watch the Dark Lord scenario all the way through, quite a lot will be resolved.
New Goods
【Tamagotchi】
Supervision comes every week. They are very particular about each dot picture they make.
【Ichiban-kuji】
A few images have been released.
【Zoff】
Information about the collaboration glasses has already been announced.
Due to Zoff's strong desire, quite a large variety of products were developed.
【Spargloopers】
Supervision has begun on 45 different items, including watches.
They are very particular about the logo on each product tag, which is Nomura's favorite.
The logos of Sora, Riku, Kairi, Roxas, Xion, Axel, Aqua, Ven, and Terra were displayed at the venue, so will the new items be goods of these 9 characters?
【Samantha Thavasa】
CocoLabo wallets are now available. The keyblade charm is a motif that has been used on various products in the past. This one is also said to be highly finished.
Mr. Matsushita of the Product Development Department took the stage.
Here are the goods to be released by Square Enix.
【Namine plush toy】
A product that was highly requested by fans.
【Alba & Ater Set】
It took three years from development to release. It was very hard work.
【Various types of Japanese tableware】
The 20th anniversary monogram illustrations could be applied in many different patterns, so many ideas for goods were proposed.
Mr. Nomura likes the Japanese modern style, so he adopted all of them.
【Light-up Keyblade】
A hand-held size keyblade was commercialized because of the desire for a hand-held size keyblade.
The light intensity is good, but the smartphone light is brighter, he said with a laugh.
【Edo faceted glass】
glass made of Edo faceting, a traditional Japanese craft.
The black color was created at the request of Mr. Nomura, but it is very difficult to see through the black because of the way faceted glass is manufactured.
(Please take a look at the Edo faceting production process)
The price is a little high because of the addition of sandblasting of the emblem in addition to faceting.
【Automatic watches】
So many clocks have already been produced that Mr. Nomura is not sure which one is which.
This is a very elaborate clock.
【Cafe Artnia】
Reservations have now expired, but the company has announced that it will extend the time period
Missing-Link new trailer
The production was started before the Ux was finished.
The game can be played in both portrait and landscape screens, and the staff is particular about combat and other aspects of the game.
Using AR technology, they can go anywhere in the real world while at home.
(They say you can actually go there with your own feet, like in traditional AR smartphone games, or you can use in-game points to get there.)
They can collect "pieces" scattered around the world to enhance their skills.
The game is played in an open-world-like world, where players collect pieces and go on quests to progress through the storyline.
Multi-battles with up to 6 people are possible.
A beta test will be held in the fall of 2022, and the company plans to conduct multiple beta tests in order to create a more complete version of the game.
Q&A Corner
Moderator Mr. Uchida took the stage.
Mr. Nomura will answer questions solicited via Twitter.
Q. Is the Nobody symbol attached at birth? What about for a humanoid Nobody?
A. It is attached at birth. However, human-shaped nobodies do not have them. Like pure blood in heartless?
Q. What are demix?
A. If I answer here, I won't be able to draw in the future. Please look forward to the future.
Q. Do you get any inspiration from Hikaru Utada's music?
A. We make the opening movie after receiving the song each time. So, in that sense, I am inspired every time.
It is indispensable.
Q. Have Ux players always been in the heart of Xehanort?
A.If you play Dark Road to completion, you will understand.
Thinking that way is my trick.
Q. Where did you get the keyblade that Riku gave to Kairi in KH2?
A.I will reveal something in the future.
Q. Is there any significance in the branching off based on victory or defeat in the battle of Yozora?
A. I put it in because I thought it would be better to see something even when you lose than in terms of the storyline.
I made Yozora so difficult that you can't win no matter how many times you try.
Q. At the end of the Ux, was Ephemer aware of the player's true intentions?
A. It was a sad goodbye. As for Ephemer, it will be involved in the scenario again this time.
As for the past story, the mystery may be solved in the Missing Link.
Q. When and at what point did Namine and Ansem the Wise meet?
A. The timing is that everyone has left the Castle of Oblivion and Namine is alone. I didn't write it down because I thought you would be able to guess.
Q. Who cut Riku's hair? What happened?
A.Because during KH2, fans told me to cut Rikku's hair.
Especially Roxas and Xion, there was a route that did not revive them, but the strength of the fans' wishes led to that story.
Sometimes I look at the fans' opinions for the parts that trouble me.
Q.Is the "*" in "world of *" that Master of master mentioned a foreshadowing?
A. It is a foreshadowing. The script has the official name.
You will know eventually, but if you are perceptive, you may have already figured it out.
Q. When Ephemer and Skuld escaped the data world in Ux, why was there noise even though it was the real world?
A. There is no great significance. You can think of it as an effect.
Q. When and who put the scar on Isa's forehead? Why is it in the shape of a heresy mark?
A. Good question. As for Lea and Isa, there is a story about a girl they both wanted to help, and I plan to draw on their past stories in the future.
Q. The Master Xehanort took over Terra's body, but why didn't he cause things to happen when she was younger? Seems to me you have been strong since you were young?
A.Because I did not have that power when I was young. As for Xehanort, you can find it in the Dark Road.
Q. What is the difference between falling into darkness like Aqua and Riku and becoming heartless?
A.To fall into darkness is to fall into darkness with your heart
Heartless is the phenomenon of the heart slipping away.
Totally different.
By the way, I wanted to let Dark Aqua stay in that state for a while because he is cool, but then the story would get complicated again, so I decided not to.
Q. Why does Maleficent think the contents of the black box is a prediction book?
A. We can guess from the conversation between Darkness and Maleficent in Ux.
If it was too hard to understand, I will put in a description to have Maleficent say it in the future.
Q. In KH3, Xemnas shatters Lea's Keyblade and says "Your Keyblade is no more", but Lea uses it normally after that.
A. It does not mean that you have lost your keyblade forever, but that you have it and cannot use it.
It is a message from Xemnas that no matter how many times Leah takes out the keyblade, she will destroy it.
Voice Actors Talk
Mr. Irino, who plays Sora, Ms. Uchida, who plays Kairi, and sound director Mr. Shimizu took the stage.
More than 120 people participated in the recording of KH1 as they traveled through the various worlds.
We wanted to cast Sora, Riku, and Kairi as actual boys and girls, so we auditioned a lot of children.
Mr.Irino doesn't remember anything about the audition, but he laughed and said it was very Sora-like in that way.
Ms. Uchida auditioned for the sea scene, and she said she definitely wanted to play this role because she herself lives near the sea and loves the ocean.
Mr.Miyano, who plays Riku, is currently far away on stage work, so he sent us a video letter.
He told us that KH is the work that made him who he is and that Mr. Irino and Ms. Uchida are very special to him.
He said that Mr. Irino has always been the main character for Mr. Miyano and is like a light to him.
He said he was very happy to be able to work with Ms. Uchida on another stage job after his experience.
He said he would be happy if there is a game in the future where he can control Riku again.
Mr. Irino does her best to have fun and play Sora intuitively.
On the contrary, Mr. Uchiyama, who plays Roxas, is the type who thinks and acts.
But they have something in common, says Shimizu.
When they make mistakes in the recording, most of the child actors turn around to look at the adults. Because they are made to do it by adults.
But Ms. Irino and Mr. Uchiyama were frustrated. Mr.Shimizu says they are the only child actors they have ever seen who do not look at the adults.
KH4 new Trailer
Mr. Nomura and Mr. Hazama took the stage again and the video was shown.
All the footage in the trailer is real-time rendering, not movie.
The production is currently being made with Unreal Engine (UE) 4, but they plan to eventually release the game with UE5, and the quality of the footage is still being improved.
Sora had a very realistic appearance, but that is because he is in that world. He said that it is the same thing as the appearance changes with the magic of order, and if we go to another world in kh4, we will be able to see Sola in many different appearances.
Since this is after Melody of Memory, Sola is a year after KH3. She has grown up a bit.
They can't say anything about where Disney World will be chosen because they are currently deliberating. It will be a while before we hear more; there will be no announcement at E3.
The logo will be redesigned from 4 as the Dark Seeker chapter is over and we are now in the Lost Master chapter.
They have been wondering for a while whether to make VERUM REX or Sora's story. Since they cannot make two big titles at the same time, they decided to make Sora's story first, which everyone is probably wondering about.
The same person narrated both Missing Link and KH4 with a different voice tone. He said that this is a character that has appeared in the past, but he is not the Blaine that appeared in the video.
Message from Hikaru Utada
“It is very difficult to create a song with two patterns, one in Japanese and one in English, every time!”
“I am not good at games, so I have never played them, although I have received the software that has been released.
However, my son has shown interest in it, and I would like to try it with him when he is old enough to play games.”
The special stage ended with closing remarks.
As we left the venue, we saw a completed 20th anniversary illustration of KH4 with Sora added to the newly-drawn illustration!
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𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 – 𝐤𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐢 𝐤𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮 (𝟐)
— pairing: Kyoutani Kentarou x female Reader
— genre: smut, angst, little bit of fluff to keep the balance; tattoo artist!kyoutani, inexperienced!reader, strangers to lovers!AU, SLOW BURN
— word count: 9.6k
— warnings: swearing, mentions of infidelity and violence, as well as the consumption of drugs and alcohol; smut: corruption kink, degradation and dumbification, dacryphilia, praising, spitting, (soft) dom!kyou, oral (m. receiving), fingering, dry humping, unprotected sex (dont do that kids), impreg kink, iwaoi say hi-
— (A/N: and here’s part two! thank you SO much for all the love you sent my way after i published the first part. ngl i was a little nervous bc i thought it was boring and not interesting at all but you guys easily pushed me out of that hole so thank you for everything. i love and appreciate you with my whole heart. all the love, zade xx)
[ part one ]
— summary: after fucking up, you make it your mission to get him back..(im so bad at this pls just- okay.)
"He's not picking up, Hana", you say, another soft cry falling from your lips before you bury your face in your pillow.
“Once in my fucking life a guy treats me good and the way I've always wanted to be treated and I had to fuck it up. Why the fuck am I like this, Hana? Why can I not enjoy one fucking good thing in my fucking mediocre life", the profanities keep coming just like the tears and the amount of frustration and anger rushing through your veins is nowhere near normal anymore.
"Calm down, love", Hana sighs and makes you sit up so she can look into your tear stained face as she tries her best to make sure her words actually find their way to your pain clouded mind, "at this point you shouldn't worry too much because you do know Kyoutani, don't you? He does lose his temper a lot, so give him the time he needs and then you'll show up at his doorstep, suck his cock and make up with him, yeah?", she explains calmly.
"If this hurts you so much, why the fuck did you even say he's just a friend, Y/N? I really don't understand", Hana mumbles and lets out another sigh, her hands caressing yours softly, managing to calm you down a little bit.
“You're right, I should just– give him some time and things will eventually fall into place", you reply after crying a little more and with an encouraging smile your best friend nods at you before she suggests a movie marathon to which you happily agree.
At least something to distract you from all the demons inside your head.
After changing into your pj's and doing your night time routine, you plop down onto the couch next to your bestie again, her eyes focused on the phone in her hand and knowing she's probably either sexting or inviting her new boyfriend has you shrugging at her lack of attention as you start looking for a good movie to begin the night with.
However, just when you're about to read the description of some kind of french rom-com, Hana puts her phone back into her lap and starts staring at you with her pretty eyes widened in shock.
"What's wrong?", you ask and turn to look at her, reaching for her hands but before you even get the chance to touch her, Hana unlocks her phone and holds it up for you to watch someone's instagram story.
The video begins with loud music, a crowd full of young college students whose faces definitely are familiar.
Everyone in the video is dancing, making out, smoking and just chatting in a random living room and every now and then there's someone yelling in the back – a typical college party.
However, just as the video is about to end, the camera shifts to a tall male leaning against the wall, obviously standing really close to the person who's filming and it takes you a full blown thirty seconds to realize who said male is.
Kyoutani Kentarou.
You stare at the phone for another minute, your throat dry and your head empty as a thick veil of tears slowly starts blurring your sight before you finally decide to pay attention to the username.
"He can't be fucking serious", you hiss, fisting the blanket beneath you, the urge to punch something or someone becoming unbearable, "what the fuck is he doing at a random college party with – Sora?"
"Y/N, don't–", "Whose party is that?", you interrupt your best friend, not giving a single fuck about her attempts to calm you down; not anymore. Hana gulps harshly and strictly avoids your gaze as she mumbles a name and you roll your eyes, asking her to speak up with an annoyed sigh.
"It's one of Yuuji’s frat parties", and as soon as your best friend says the name of your ex-boyfriend, a cold shiver of disgust runs down your spine and you can feel yourself getting lightheaded from all the emotions rushing through your overwhelmed body.
"Don't follow me if you're going to stop me from leaving, Hana", you say and stand up before quickly disappearing inside your room.
You have no idea how you manage to get dressed, your outfit consisting of a pair of jeans and a hoodie you can't even remember buying and you don't even wanna think about what your hair and face look like when you end up leaving the house with your keys and your phone.
After driving this route for over two years on an almost daily basis, it takes you less than ten minutes to arrive in front of the huge house your ex-boyfriend lives in.
The memories start finding their way back into your head way too fast, taking away your breath and numbing your whole body because even if you didn’t love Yuuji anymore, the bitter feeling of betrayal still manages to hit you in just the right way.
It takes you a lot of willpower to actually approach the house and eventually get in. And after being in between the crowds of drunk, stinky college students, you remember why you hate college parties so much.
"I – Wow”, a familiar voice manages to break through the loud music, your instant reaction just an annoyed eye roll, “you were the last person I expected to see at one of our frat parties", Yuuji says and comes to stand in front of you.
His blonde hair messily falling into his handsome face and from the way his whole face seems to be covered in the deepest shade of red – including his eyes – you know that he's probably higher than the stars and you can't help but sigh.
"I'm not here to party, Yuuji", you hiss, feeling the anger crawl up your spine again the longer you look at your ex, "my boyfriend is here and I have to talk to him."
"So you and that tattooed guy are actually a thing? Didn't think so since he, you know – showed up with another girl", Terushima mumbles and pulls out a cigarette from his pocket, a mischievous smile on his lips.
"Oh, shut the fuck up, Yuuji", you spit back and roll your eyes, taking in the way the pretty boy arches his brows up in pure shock at your rather new attitude, "go and get high or whatever you do to feel proud of yourself", are the last words you say to him before you walk away, your heart thrumming inside your throat.
Your eyes roam the huge crowd, desperately searching for the only face you wanna look at right now and you try to remember where they were standing in the video Sora had posted only to realize that you can't remember.
After all you only watched the video once, your whole attention laying on Kyoutani. And after almost fifteen minutes, you find yourself slowly giving up.
Maybe this was just not meant to happen or maybe Kyoutani has left already.
He probably left with Sora- something you can’t and won’t ever blame him for.
After all she's literally one of the prettiest and hottest girls you have ever seen – anyone who rejects her would be out of their mind (or not attracted to girls which isn't the case when it comes to Kyoutani).
You give it another ten minutes of desperately looking around before you let out a deep sigh which gets lost in the loudness and thick air of the party before you finally start making your way back to the front door.
You quickly walk back to your car, trying your best to ignore everyone around you, especially all the drunk guys who are currently about to get into a verbal fight over something totally random and the last thing you want to experience those threats becoming reality.
At some point you're scared they might even include you which is probably why you end up literally sprinting and even though you always park so far away from frat houses just because you've heard way too many stories of people getting their cars stolen during parties, but right now you just wished you would have listened to your gut feeling and parked in front of the fraternity like every normal person.
However, to your life long luck, you spot a tall figure standing a little too close to your vehicle just as you’re about to unlock it. You slow down your movements almost instantly upon seeing the stranger, yet your eyes still try to figure out if it's someone you know despite the darkness surrounding the two of you.
He has probably spotted you by now, after all you're still panting like crazy from speed walking down to where your car is and it takes you a full minute to realize how loud you're actually being.
"Y/N", the male suddenly says, his deep voice sending shivers down your spine and even though it could have been everyone, it sounds a tad bit too familiar to your ears which is probably why you end up approaching him slowly.
"It's me, Kyoutani", he adds and at the same moment the words leave his lips, you finally recognize his pretty features which seem extra beautiful underneath the bright moonlight.
And then realization hits you.
"How did you know–", "Hana called me and asked if I could make sure you got home even if I didn't want to talk to you. So, here I am. Get in the car so I can tell her I did my part of the job", he interrupts you quickly, obviously not having the intention to interact with you and the way his usually so tender-filled eyes and calming voice are nothing but ice-cold has a thick veil of tears blurring your sight.
Never ever did you think about the moment, where Kyoutani puts the cold mask on he loved to hide behind when he had first looked at you all those weeks ago.
And the longer he avoids your gaze, the heavier the burden on your chest becomes.
"I'm sorry, Tani", you whisper, your voice breaking at the end, easily giving away how much his cold demeanor has gotten to you.
“Of course you're not just a friend to me and I d-don't know why I introduced you like that, everything happened so quickly and I – panicked. It's not an excuse and does not justify my behavior but I just wanted you to know that you've always been more than just a friend to me", you continue, managing to keep talking upon realizing that Kyoutani won't interrupt you and the way he even listens to you with his eyes looking everywhere but yours is absolutely enough for you.
"What am I to you then, Y/N? Am I the guy you're casually fucking? Your booty call? Am I your second choice? Like what the fuck do you expect me to say? I know we never put a label to – this", he starts pointing at you and then himself, "but you knew I was serious about it, about you. So, I just don't understand why you would even think about considering me a friend. I told you that I am not one for that friends with benefits kinda shit and you agreed yet you did this and now I can't help but be convinced you just used me to get that Yuuji fucker.”
Kyoutani is angry and he doesn't even try to hide it as he spits out those words, the ones he’s probably been dying to say out loud for the past few days and you know he has every right to actually be mad at you, his words still hit you in a way you didn't expect them to.
"I'd never do that to you, Kentarou; I'd never use you like that, please believe me", you say quickly, a little surprised you're even able to form proper sentences.
“You m-mean so much to me and I just don't know how to put it into words. My heart hurt so much when I watched you type your number into Sora's phone but the demons in my head, they just kept talking over my heart and – I'm just really sorry, Kyou, I really am", you sigh and after realizing that he's not going to look at you, you finally manage to shift your gaze away from his pretty face.
"Go home, Y/N. It's been a long day for both of us and I think some more distance will help me get my mind straight", Kyoutani replies after a long, torturous beat of silence lingering in the cold air and even if it wasn’t the reply you had hoped to hear, you're glad he's at least not completely ending it.
"Okay b-but at least let me drive you home?", you ask softly, wiping away the few tears which had managed to escape and when you look up at the beautiful faced male in front of you, his eyes meet you for the first time since what feels like forever and you feel yourself melting away.
"I don't think that's a good idea, pretty girl", Kyoutani sighs, the soft pet name sending your mind into the sweetest haze of comfort just like that, "it's only been a few days but I am craving your touch and I just know I'm going to lose it and fuck you against the next best surface if we get into that car together, so I have to decline this offer", he adds and takes another step back, his lips stretching into a tiny smile and you can’t deny how much his words have you gotten you worked up, but you have no choice but to nod.
"Have a good night, baby", Kyoutani sighs and deep down you're hoping for a kiss, after all it's been way too long since you got to feel close to him but instead, he just lifts his hand up and starts waving at you and just as he is about to turn around, you find yourself reaching for his wrist. The fear and despair inside of you making you a little too brave for your personal liking but you know you can't just let him walk away like that.
"Please, Tani- Kyoutani", you whisper and let out a soft sigh of relief when he turns around to face you again, "I won't try anything, I just want to spend a little bit more time with you."
Kyoutani takes a deep breath, his dark eyes roaming your face and wandering down your body and even though it feels like he's literally devouring you alive, you enjoy his burning gazes regardless, a hidden part inside of you even craving them.
A solid minute passes by before he lets out a sigh and gives you a nod, his plump lips pressed into a thin line.
It takes you another deep breath and a couple of seconds to actually calm yourself down from the rollercoaster of emotions you've been through within the time span of an hour and as you sit there in your car, inhaling the cold air of the night, your mind starts replaying everything that went down, starting from the day you met Kyoutani, to your first and most recent kiss, as well as the encounter with Sora and your deep anger towards Yuuji.
The drive to Kyoutani's apartment passes by in a blur, way too fast for your liking and you can't help but pout when you pull up in front of the huge building, knowing very well that this will be the last interaction with the handsome tattoo artist for the upcoming few days and you can already feel tears pricking at the corners of your eyes.
He's been awfully quiet, not like you actually said anything but Kyoutani's silence was intense, boring into your soul and actually suffocating you to a point where the urge to just jump out of the car became overwhelming.
You know he's probably going through everything just like you, yet the feeling that his thoughts are more on the negative side just won't leave you alone and you hate the way your assumptions are being confirmed as soon as Kyoutani turns to look at you.
"I – love you, Y/N", he suddenly says, his voice soft and calm, yet still deep and the way it's filled with tenderness and the sweetest bit of longing makes the effect of those magical words even heavier.
Your lips part in shock, your head having a difficult time actually processing his confession and you can feel your whole body going into a standby mode.
"But you're not good for me."
You remember the way your heart broke into thousands of pieces when you found out the alleged love of your life was cheating on you without even batting an eye.
The pain was so intense and heavy, you didn't know how to deal with it and at some point you were convinced that your heart had stopped beating for a solid minute. It was bad, left you speechless and threw you into a hole of darkness you barely managed to escape from, yet still leaving you grateful for the experience.
You thought your first heartbreak would be able to prepare you for what's to come in the future, but what you went through as soon as those words had fallen past Kyoutani’s lips, can't be compared to anything you've ever felt before.
Your heart starts clenching as his words keep replaying inside of your head and your throat so is going absolutely dry from your desperate attempts to gasp for air as the feeling of being suffocated comes back.
Everything around you seems to disappear, your eyes still focused on Kyoutani's intense gaze as the feeling of emptiness starts filling up your whole body.
You easily lose track of time, your heart beat so slow and heavy and when the wave of reality crashes you yet again, an almost inaudible sob falls past your lips.
"B-But...", you can't get yourself to speak, the words getting stuck in your throat and soft cries the only thing filling the inside of your car.
And yet, there are so many things you want to tell him, so many things rushing through your mind at the highest speed, almost impossible to grasp them and actually put them into proper sentences.
"You have too much control over me. I lost myself trying to fit into the picture of a lover you need and deserve. But – I am not who I used to be anymore”, Kyoutani explains, nervously rubbing the sides of his pierced node with his thumb as he avoids looking in your direction at all costs.
“I am scared of losing what's obviously not mine. You make me feel weak and vulnerable and I just can't deal with it. You've become the center of my world, and I can't control how much it affects me. How much you affect me and – I hate it", he continued, his voice is still incredibly calm, yet a bittersweet tone of fear coating every single one of his words.
"B-But...", yet again, the whole of your vocabulary seems vanished, not one word to say as the knot in your throat tightens even further.
"I'm sorry, Y/N. I thought I could do it but – I am not meant to love and you deserve to be loved in the most special way possible”, he takes another quick break, letting out a sigh of exhaustion, “and that's why I'm letting you go. Please, don't hate me. Take care and – goodbye, my love.”
Those are his last words before he presses his lips against your forehead, making your head spin like crazy because of the contrast of his heartbreaking words and his soft kiss.
Kyoutani leaves without saying another word. He doesn't even look back once as he walks away and enters the apartment building, while you can't stop staring at the door with hot tears streaming down your cheeks and loud sobs filling the suffocating air surrounding you.
There you are, yet again.
Your eyes staring into the dark night as your body tries to cope with the intensity of pain you've thought you had overcome.
The constant breaking of your heart starts numbing every part of your body and you slowly start losing yourself in this certain kind of darkness.
Seconds turn into minutes and without even realizing, a whole hour has gone by with you staring into nothing.
Your mind plays games with you as it keeps replaying his words, his behavior, his kiss and the feeling of slowly but certainly going insane as you get out of the car a little too fast.
You tumble back, the sudden coldness hitting you right in the face and the mental as well as physical exhaustion has your body trembling.
And then it hits you.
The wave of anger, wrath, frustration and hatred literally wakes you up, pulls you back into reality and ends up taking over you completely.
Your eyes find the huge apartment building Kyoutani lives in, staring at it as if you could set it on fire and you know what you're about to do is a bad idea but your body acts before your mind can even get the chance to intervene.
And that's how you find yourself almost brutality slamming your fist against Kyoutani's door, your heart hammering against your rib cage way too fast for it to be still physically healthy and ten thousand different thoughts rushing through your chaotic mind.
"What the fuck is going – Y/N", Kyoutani looks at you with his pretty eyes slightly widened in shock, his lips parting as he struggles to keep his eyes on you and a disgusting feeling of shame and embarrassment starts filling you up.
You know this is pathetic, you are aware of how stupid you look standing in front of him like this but you just can't get yourself to actually care about it.
"Y/N, please don't-", "No, I listened to what you had to say and now I'm going to talk and you're going to listen to me. Before that I am not going anywhere because I deserve this", you cut him off, hands balled into fists as you try to stay calm but the more you think about his words in the car, the angrier you get.
"I–", Kyoutani sighs, his eyes nervously roaming your face and upon noticing the way you seem to shiver from the cold and your lack of clothing, he lets his conscience get the best of him, "alright, come in then.”
You follow him inside, the familiar scent of vanilla and Kyoutani's favorite febreeze scent filling your nose and you hate the way how comfortable you are.
After all you've been spending quite some time in this apartment; visiting him after your classes so he could bury his face between your legs and then offer you some homemade food, followed by a good old ghibli movie and lots of cuddles has become some kind of routine.
Oh, how you hate him for ruining all of those memories.
"Do you want something to drink? You're probably freezing", he offers, his voice filled with concern and you know he is right and you'd definitely give everything for a cup of tea and maybe some water, you still shove all of your body’s basic needs into the very back of your head and try to regain your composure.
"I – you – we", you take a deep breath, your mind struggling to put all of those racing thoughts into some kind of order, yet failing miserably.
But there's so much you want to say to him; so many things you want him to hear and now that you are actually standing in front of him, your body betrays you.
"You're a fucking coward, Kyoutani Kentarou", is the first thing you finally manage to let out, "and I hate you for leaving me like this. I fucking hate you.”
Deep down, you hate yourself for saying those words; the choice of words and the incredible heaviness they come with are usually not your way of expressing yourself yet you're not regretting them.
You don't know how this night is going to end, maybe this will be the last time you get to see Kyoutani or he'll eventually fuck you into oblivion and you finally end up together; but nevertheless you want your words to hurt him; you want them to wake him up just like his did to you.
"How dare you confess your love to me and tell me I basically ruined your life in the same breath when you're the one who's fucking all of this – us up. Yes, I’ve made a mistake and I've been regretting my choice of words for the past four days, even came to the point where I accepted your distance and decided to let go because I know how much my words hurt you. But us ending like this? Definitely not going to happen", Kyoutani stares at you with his pretty eyes focusing you attentively, barely blinking, not moving at all; he’s just listening to you.
"I just – don't understand how you can be this oblivious."
"Oblivious? Oblivious to what?", he asks, his voice a little deeper and raspier, sending goosebumps straight dow your spine as if your body needed to remind you the effect he has on you.
"Oblivious to everything. This is what love does to people, Kentarou. Of course you're going to feel weak and vulnerable because of me - because of the one you love. After all the point of being loved and loving someone else is showing those vulnerabilities and weakness to the person you trust the most because you know, or at least you hope, they won't take advantage of it.”
You take a deep breath, your mind slowing down as you ease yourself into his calming embrace and subconsciously losing yourself in the comfort it comes with.
“I'm yours. I've been yours since the very first day and we both know this, that's why you are so scared of losing me. And that's why my words hurt you so much”, you can tell that he’s already processing your words as much as he can; his habit of scratching the back of his head giving him away easily.
"You said you've lost yourself trying to fit into this picture of someone who I deserve but – you are the one who created that picture in the first place. Just because my first boyfriend was an alleged goody two shoes doesn't mean that you have to be like that too. Fuck that", you hiss, the thought of Kyoutani changing even the slightest bit about himself sending jolts of anger through your veins, "I don't care if you dropped out of college or that you have tattoos and piercings and bleach blonde hair. None of that matters to me because it's you, your kind heart and your pure soul I fell in love with.”
And suddenly - you can feel the burden on your shoulders disappear when those certain words leave your lips and the second Kyoutani raises his eyebrows in slight surprise before he locks eyes with you again has another breath of fresh air run through your suffocated lungs.
"Yes, I'm in love with you, Kyoutani Kentarou. Believe it or not, but for me, you're perfect just like this, with all your tiny habits and every single tattoo. There's nothing I'd change about you and I'm genuinely, truly sorry if I ever made you feel like you needed to change for me. You're a great guy and I guess that's why I ran back here after sitting in that car, crying for an hour because I couldn't stop thinking about the way you confessed your love to me”, you feel the thick veil of tears appear before they manage to block your sight, making the pretty face in front of you turn into bourry little pixels as your emotions overwhelm you.
“And yes, you are meant to be loved; maybe not meant to be loved by me but you deserve to be loved, do you hear me?"
You go up to him, closing some of the distance between the two of you before your finger darts out and poke his strong chest, trying to ease the tension after letting go of all those thoughts, "you deserve to love and to be loved because you're a good person. And I just – wanted to thank you for letting me into your life. Meeting you, getting to know the beautiful person you are has been one of the best things that has happened to me and I will cherish these memories forever."
And with those words you take a deep breath, let out another sigh, goving away your acceptance of defeat before you lift your head and prepare yourself to say your last goodbye no matter how painful it is.
"Take care, Kyoutani Kentarou and thank you, for everything", the words fall past your lips in the form of a whisper solely because you're too scared to break if you raised your volume just slightly.
You turn around and feel the first tear find its way down your cheek before you even get to walk away.
And just as you wrap your fingers around the doorknob, the sound of rushed footsteps approaching you makes you halt your movements.
"D-Don't go", Kyoutani suddenly says, his voice breaking when he comes to stand behind you, so close you can actually feel the warmth he's radiating, "I need you...so bad", he whispers into your ear, pressing his forehead against the back of your neck and it's like everything that happened tonight becomes irrelevant.
You turn around, not expecting Kyoutani to push you against the door with his whole body, yet still embracing him as much as you can.
With a soft sob, you start inhaling his unique scent, grazing his soft skin with your fingers and letting the warmth blossom inside of your chest after feeling his rapid heartbeat beneath your palm.
"Don't leave me, please", he cries, the tears running down his flushed cheeks despite his desperate attempts of holding back, "let's do this whole love thing.”
You stand there for what feels like an eternity, just hugging each other, taking in each other's presence and calming down from everything that has happened in such a short time. You finally calm down completely, Kyoutani's soft touches and tiny kisses give you the last bit of energy you needed and for the first time in almost three months, there's not one demon in your head trying to make you overthink something.
Because this feels perfect; there's literally no other word to describe the feeling of holding Kyoutani Kentarou and being held by him.
But nevertheless, you've been on a constant adrenaline rush for the past four hours and the exhaustion has been killing you, making you grow tired a lot faster than usual.
"What about moving this to your room, hm? I'd rather fall asleep with you in your bed than against the door; especially because I know the boys are out and will be coming home soon", you say softly, lifting Kyoutani's head from the crook of your neck and looking at him.
He sighs and gives you a soft kiss, giving you a nod in response before he gets himself to let go of you; his warmth leaving with him and it's almost disgusting how you literally crave his presence.
After Kyoutani makes you drink two glasses of water to avoid the dehydration of your body, he hands you one of his thick hoodies and leaves you to get ready in his bathroom.
You come back to the sight of him sitting against the headboard of his king sized bed, his oversized shirt revealing the perfect amount of collarbones and you enjoy the sight of his pretty skin and the dark lines covering most of it as well as the way his sweats hug his strong thighs in the best way possible.
And as you watch his eyes lazily roam your body, a hot jolt of arousal finds its way through your veins and right to your cunt.
"Don't look at me like that, sweet girl", Kyoutani suddenly groans and cocks his head to the side, his tongue poking out to wet his lips before he gulps harshly; his eyes never once leaving yours.
"B-But Tani...", you reply, approaching him with tiny steps become you come to stand right next to his tall figure, feeling yourself growing needier because of the way your body is craving his touch now more than ever.
“Baby…”, he replies and gulps harshly, knowing your body better than yourself after weeks of getting to know you in a way nobody has ever before.
"Please, Tani...please, fuck me. I need to feel you inside of me. I've been waiting for so long...", you plead, your fingers coming to graze his pretty lips as memories of all the times he had turned you into a crying mess with those lips.
Kyoutani is just as affected by the change in tension as you, the slight bulge in his grey sweatpants as well as the hunger burning in his eyes giving him away.
"You're such a pretty angel girl, aren’t you?", he whispers and sits up, pulling you closer to make you stand in between his legs as he starts caressing your hot cheeks with his fingers.
“Yet you're saying all those naughty things”, Kentarou chuckles deeply, “imagine how people would react if they knew what a cockhungry little slut you actually are", upon hearing those degrading names, your cunt starts clenching around nothing and a high pitched whimper escaped your throat.
"For you...", you whisper, pulling your bottom lip between your teeth the second Kyoutani starts placing open mouthed kisses on your neck.
Your fingers dig into his shoulders, pulling the material of his shirt a little too tightly.
"Of course, baby, you're mine after all and this sweet cunt", the sudden feeling of his palm pressing against the damped fabric of your panties has you gasping for air, "belongs to me, and me only", Kyoutani grunts, pulling the skin of your neck between his lips before he starts sucking gently as well as slowly moving his fingers against the lacey fabric between your legs.
"Yes, it's yours", you reply, after several weeks of being intimate with Kyoutani you've learned one thing and that's how much he loves hearing you say all those dirty and lewd things, "please fuck me."
"Patience, my love, patience. I am going to fuck you", Kentarou replies calmly and suddenly pushes you away, his hands disappearing from your body and when your lid flutter open because of the lack of touch, he shoots you one of his cocky smirks, "but let's not forget the whole friend situation, hm? What about you make it up to me before I fuck you like the little whore you are?"
His words have excitement rush through your blood, your head literally spinning just from the thought of finally getting to be on the giving end after weeks of him playing the selfless lover.
You nod eagerly, anticipation sparkling in your eyes as you watch him palm himself over his sweats before you get on your knees and wait for him to let go of his now fully erect cock.
However, the more seconds pass by like this, the more nervous you become because for some reason you suddenly remember that you've basically never sucked dick before.
Your head shoots up with slight panic written all over your face and of course Kyoutani notices your change in demeanor right away.
"What's wrong, angel?", he asks you and stops the movements of his hands.
"I don't know how to do it, Tani", you whisper, knowing there's no point in being shy about it, after all he happens to be the guy you've experienced your most firsts with.
"It's okay, baby, I'm going to help you”, Kyoutani replies and actually loses his composure for a second, “fuck baby, don't look at me like this when I'm literally about to fuck your throat", he hisses, throwing his head back as he grunts and his hips desperately bucking into the air.
Kyoutani takes another deep breath before he finally pushes his hand underneath the waistband of his sweats and with your eyes focused on his movements, you watch him pull out his hard length, a soft hiss falling past his plump lips when the coldness of the room grazes the slightly wet tip of his cock.
You gulp harshly, his impressive size in girth as well as length has your pussy throbbing like crazy, yet you can't help but wonder how the hell he's going to fit inside of you.
“Don't worry, baby, I know you're going to take all of my cock like the good girl you are", Kyoutani says after observing your facial expressions for some time.
"Give me your hand", he asks you softly, his voice still raspy and incredibly hoarse yet still soothing and you appreciate his attempts to calm himself down so you won't feel too nervous. With your heart slamming against your rib cage, you lift your hand up and are slightly overwhelmed at the sudden feeling of Kyoutani's warm spit pooling inside your palm. Without adding anything, he straightens himself and motions you to stroke his hard cock.
Not once do you stop looking at him as you wrap your fingers around the base of his impressive length and slowly start jerking him off.
Kyoutani cocks his head to the side, his bottom lip pulled in between his teeth and his eyes constantly fluttering close.
"Start with the tip, angel- just wrap your lips around it and start sucking, but be careful with your teeth, yeah baby?", he grunts, his hips thrusting into your fist every time the pace of your strokes slows down.
You give him yet another nod before look up at him one more time and do as he says.
The feeling of his cock between your lips is – different.
It feels like it's not supposed to be there, yet the salty taste of his precum coating your tongue has you sighing softly. Your tongue darts out, giving his tip a tiny kitten lick before you go back to sucking on it eagerly.
And while you seem to enjoy it a lot, Kyoutani is going absolutely crazy. You can see the way he's tensing his body as his grip in the bed sheets tightens and the vein on his neck pops out.
"F-Fuck, baby, just like that", he praises you "now try to take more of it in a-and use your hand for the rest", Kyoutani's voice is shaky, his eyes are nervously roaming your swollen lips and the string of spit connecting them to the tip of his cock.
Without giving it another thought, you take a deep breath and take more of him, trying your best to not graze his sensitive cock with your teeth and despite your initial struggle, you still enjoy the feeling of his cock on your tongue.
You subconsciously wrap your fingers around the part of his cock which you can't fit inside your mouth and suddenly it's like your body knows exactly what to do.
Kyoutani's moans grow louder and the soft thrusts of his hips become a little less controlled. You look up at him every now and then, trying your best to keep the steady rhythm as you bop your head.
And then he suddenly thrusts his length all the way to the back of your throat, your gag reflex just about to go off when he pulls back which is the moment you take notice of the tears streaming down your cheeks.
You give him a soft smile before going back to wrapping your lips around his tip, but you don't get very far.
Kyoutani pulls you back, his grip on the back of your neck not firm enough to hurt you.
"I promise I'm going to fuck your throat properly and even cum in your mouth the next time we do this but right now I just can't stop thinking about that tight cunt of yours", he says, helping you get up and almost instantly pulling you onto his lap; his wet cock rubbing against your panty covered core as Kyoutani pulls you in for a kiss.
It's sloppy and rushed, the way his tongue grazes over yours before he pulls it between his lips and starts sucking at it. Your hips start moving against his cock, your sensitive pussy craving some kind of friction as the arousal has your head spinning like crazy.
You start moaning and whimpering into his mouth when Kyoutani’s hips start meeting your desperate movements, applying the perfect amount of pressure onto your needy clit.
You feel the knot in the pit of your stomach tightening, the clenching of your cunt becoming worse the more you hump Kyoutani's cock like a woman starved.
But nothing prepares you for the feeling of one of his large digits entering you. Your hole start clenching around his finger Kyoutani pushes another one in, both digits buried inside of your little cunt.
"Such a good girl for me, aren't you, baby? I'm going to finger you nice and slow so you're ready for my cock. Now come on, my love; show me what a good whore you are and ride my fingers", Kyoutani encourages you, his hot breath fanning against the sensitive skin behind your ear and without missing a beat, your hips meet the skillful thrusts of his fingers.
Kyoutani continues to whisper naughty things into your ear, his other hand eventually wrapping around your throat as he makes sure you look into his eyes when you stumble over the edge.
Your high hits you hard and fast, the intensity knocking the breath out of your lungs and leaving you gasping for it; something you should be used to by now yet still can't believe is even possible.
He pushes you off of his lap softly, helps you get rid of his shirt as well as your ruined panties before he makes you lay down in the middle of his bed; eyes locking with yours when he also starts undressing.
"My pretty girl", Kyoutani sighs, his hand caressing the soft skin of your thighs, spanking you every now and then just because he's absolutely obsessed with the way your whole body tenses whenever his hand meets your skin.
“Look at me", he orders and almost instantly your head shoots up to meet his gaze, the sight of his naked body distracting you a lot more than you expected but after all this is the first time you get to see the rest of his tattoos; the ones you usually only get a tiny glimpse of depending on his outfit choice.
Kyoutani spreads your legs apart, his eyes never leaving yours even when he starts jerking off again and you can't hold back the soft whimpers and begs leaving your lips.
But also something about his flushed cheeks and swollen lips as well as his messy hair falling into his face has you incredibly turned on.
"We've never talked about this before but are you on the pill, baby?", he asks, pushing one of his thumbs into his mouth before he brings it down to your clit and starts rubbing soft circles into it, making you arch your back off of the mattress as you bury your face in the pillow to keep your noises down.
"N-No", you whisper, a deep sigh coming from Kyoutani and even though you know you shouldn’t do it, you stop him from bending over to the drawer of his nightstand, making him look at you in confusion.
“But I still want you to raw me, please...", you add and gulp harshly when his whole body seems to go into some kind of haze once the words leaveyour lips.
Kyoutani looks at you, his eyes darkening even more as he pulls his bottom lip between his teeth and lets out a loud moan of your name.
"I can't just raw you, baby", he presses through gritted teeth, his mask slowly falling apart the more you rub yourself against his cock, "you've never had sex without a condom and my pull out game is weak, even weaker when it comes to you because fuck – the thought of filling you up with my cum sounds so fucking good", Kyou groans when you scoot up a little, taking his length into your hand before you line him up with your entrance.
"B-But what if you get pregnant, sweet girl?", he sighs and tries to pull away, making you wrap your arms around his neck as you look into his pretty eyes.
"That will just show everyone around us how well you've fucked me", you whisper and elicit another deep moan from him, his whole body shaking slightly as he tries to hold himself back from just pounding into you.
"Such a cockhungry whore", he hisses and – finally – starts pushing his fat cock into your tiny cunt, the slight stretch making you both gasp for air.
“If that's what you want, then that’s what you get, you little slut. I'm going to fucking raw you and fill you up with all of my cum, make you my cumslut", Kyoutani grunts, pulling your bottom lip between his teeth before he harshly grabs your face and looks into your eyes as he buries more of himself inside of you.
"F-Fuck, you're big", you whimper, throwing your head back and trying your very best to stop clenching around his cock.
“We're almost there, baby- you got this, s-stop clenching", Kyoutani grunts against your parted lips. Without a warning, Kyoutani pushes the rest of his huge cock inside of you, bottoming out completely.
“F-Fuck...you’re so– tight”, Kentarou grunts, his fingers digging into the flesh of your hips as he buries his face in the crook of your neck, “it’s like you’ve never been fucked before.”
“S-So good...so fucking good, nngh-”, your little whimpers and whines are slurred, barely coherent as the feeling of being filled to the brim pushes you into a haze of pleasure.
You feel the pulsation of his cock against your spongy walls, his hands nervously roaming your body and groping one of your tits, as he obviously tries to calm himself down.
And then he finally starts moving.
A deep, guttural moan leaves the both of you when he pulls himself out of your tight hole, dragging his huge cock along the walls of your little cunt in the most delicious way possible before he almost brutally shoves himself back in again.
“Mhm, just like that, you little brat”, he grunts, sitting up on his knees as he pushes your legs further apart, his eyes focusing the way his fat cock stretches your hole just how he’s been imagining it all this time, “coming up to me and talking about having your little cunt rawed like some cumhungry little whore.”
You start nodding almost instantly at his words, your brain barely recognizing them, the only thing you can focus on being the way the tip of his cock grazes the entrance to your womb with every harsh, brutal thrust of his hips.
His thrusts find a steady rhythm, hard and so, so deep.
“Open your mouth”, Kyoutani grunts, a single drop of sweat finding its way down the center of his tattooed chest, the sight making you whimper and whine for him even louder as you part your lips as soon as you process his words.
“You know what? I’d rather have you say it”, he suddenly hisses, pulling his cock out of your spasming cunt before he presses your legs together and shoves himself back inside of you with one skilled thrust of his hips.
You have no idea at what point you start crying but by the time Kyoutani's moans and grunts start picking up their pace, you're a sobbing mess.
“S-Say wh-what?”, you sob, hiding your tear and spit stained face behind your hands, not daring to look up at him.
“I want you to ask for my spit and beg for my cum”, Kentarou’s voice grows raspier, the dominance seething through every single one of his words makes it so easy for you to fall even further into the hole of absolute submission, “and stop hiding yourself, angel girl..I wanna watch the way I’m fucking your brains out.”
A row of loud, high pitched whines and a combination of sobs and moans are the only thing you manage to respond with, your brain clouded with the feeling of his thick cock dragging along the spongy walls of your cunt.
And before you can even comprehend his next movement, you hear the loud sound of skin meeting skin followed by the delicious feeling of a sting sending jolts of pain through your body, something you’ve come to love after so many hours with the tattoo artist.
“I told you to ask and beg for it, angel girl..you’re making me wait”, Kentarou spits, never once halting the movements of his hips as he watches the way you start sobbing even more, your cunt spasming around his cock after his painful spank.
“Please...f-fuck, please spit in my mouth and my face and on my cunt- want it all”, you start brabbling, another row of incohrent begs following right afterwars as your hips sloppily meet his harsh thrusts, “I want you to stuff me full of your cum, too- please, Daddy, wanna be your little c-cumdumpster.”
“There you go..”, Kyoutani’s plump lips stretch into a big smile as his cock throbs at the sound of that one forbidden little word he’s come to love even more after hearing it from you only a handful of times.
He didn’t hesitate to tell you about how much it turns him on around two weeks after the two fo you had started dating and even though he never really expected you to use it, he was secretely hoping for you to overcome your shyness.
You had used it only twice before when the pleasure had gotten too much for your brain to handle and Kyoutani knew you’d stop holding yourself back as soon as you got a taste of his cock.
“What did you just call me, pretty girl?”, he cooes, giggling softly at the way you whimper and cry even harder, knowing oh so well what he wants to hear.
And for the first time you just can’t get yourself to argue with the little voice in the back of your head; the feeling of his cock stretching your tiny cunt making it so, so easy to just let go of all those doubts and worries.
“Please, Daddy”, you reply and look into his eyes, groping your own tits as you arch your back to feel him even deeper inside of you, “n-need your cum inside of me...please- want everyone to know who I belong to.”
You don’t really expect it, yet your pussy almost instantly start clenching around his cock when kyoutani harshly grabs your face, making you part your lips before he spits into your mouth.
The loud, lewd sound of it rings in your ears in the best way possible and acting like a literal aphrodisiac in combination with the delicious taste of his saliva coating the hot muscle of your tongue.
You hum softly before you swallow it all, a gentle sob escaing your lips before you look up at him again.
"Now go on, angel girl”, he growls, pushing his hand in between your legs to rub circles into your hardened clit, “I want you to cum for me. Be a good little dumpster for your Daddy and show me what only I can do to you.”
You can barely process his words, the lewdness just fueling the fire in the pit of your stomach as you lose yourself in the feeling of your upcoming high. But you still start nodding, cringing at the feeling your saliva dripping down your jawline.
And with one last thrust, you feel your high crashing down onto you with such heaviness, you're left absolutely breathless.
Your whole body is trembling as the waves of your orgasm hit you, a row of incoherent words leaving your lips before you stop trying and just start crying for your precious Daddy.
"That's my baby”, is the first thing your brain manages to process again, everything still a blurry mess and when you look at Kyou, you realize you’re still cumming.
Your cunt is almost painfully spasming around his big cock, your juices dripping down the sides of his length as he helps you ride out your orgasm.
“You’re such a good, good girl for Daddy, aren’t you? I'm so proud of you", Kyoutani praises you, his thrust a little sloppier than before and from the way he's digging his fingers into the skin of your waist, you can only assume that he's also quiet close, "you're also going to take all of Daddy’s cum, right, baby? We gotta make sure I fill you up nicely..."
You take a deep breath, your slightly overstimulated cunt sending shivers down your spine as your eyes focus on Kyoutani's parted lips.
"Please, Daddy...need you to fill me up with your cum", you encourage him and when you slowly push two of your fingers into his mouth, knowing how much he loves to suck on them no matter what situation you’re both in, you finally get to see his whole face crunch up in pleasure.
His body tenses up as his grip on your waist becomes firmer before he starts cumming inside of you with a deep, raspy moan; coating the walls in several shades of white with three thick spurts of his cum.
Kyoutani buries his face in the crook of your neck as he slowly calms down, loud breathing and rushed gasps for air the only thing to fill the inside of his empty room.
"I love you so much", he whispers and gives you a soft kiss, his cock still firmly buried inside of your sensitive cunt before he shoots you a soft smile; looking almost boyish with his glossy eyes and flushed cheeks.
"I love you, too, D-Daddy”, you whisper, gulping harshly as the words leave your lips, feeling yourself grow even smaller underneath his strong yet comforting gaze, “thank you for giving us a chance", you add and pull him into for another kiss.
"Kyoutani Kentarou, your favorite group of walking disappointments is back and better than ev - oh", Iwaizumi Hajime, Kyoutani's High School best friend, fellow tattoo aritst and roommate suddenly yells and almost brutally slams open the door, startling you to the last bone in your body.
Kyoutani is quick to cover you up with his body, his hand reaching for one of the blankets on the floor as he grunts in annoyance.
"I'm so sorry, I didn't know–", "What is it, Iwa-Chan? Is he jerking off again? Kyoutani Kentarou you little piece of shit, just go and fuck that–", just like Iwaizumi, Oikawa – who also happens to be his best friend, felow tattoo artist and roommate – comes to stand in the doorway, bumping into his best friend before he finally spots the two of you.
"You're naked", he points out, closing his eyes almost instantly after realizing what he has just come to witness and despite the disgusting feeling of wanting to disappear and never come back again, you can't help but giggle at their shocked and slightly disgusted faces.
Kyoutani takes a deep breath and pulls out of you, still making sure to hide you behind his body before he hands you the blanket and lets his eyes shift to the door, looking at his best friends in pure disbelief.
"Kawa stop fucking staring and – can you two please fuck off?", he yells, pulling the boys back to reality and the way both of them shift to look at you only to blush from their necks to their ears has you chuckling softly.
This type of situation is nothing you’re not used to – unfortunately.
"Uhm – of course! Oh, my fucking God! So sorry, Kyou", Iwaizumi stutters and wraps his fingers around the doorknob, avoiding your eyes as much as he can before he pushes Oikawa away and then closes the door with another row of apologies.
Kyoutani just looks at you apologetically as he shakes his head and face palms himself, making the both of you burst into loud laughter.
And after taking a shower together and actually eating some late dinner with the boys, you fall asleep with Kyoutani's arms tightly wrapped around your waist, his face buried inside the crook of your neck and one last love confession.
And when those sweet words fall past his lips yet again, you realize – you're finally home.
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Funny! Hcs ~ Luffy, Law, Kidd, Zoro & Sanji At The Movies
Hi!! I was writing one of your requests (SMUT on a cinema, yes) and somehow I imagined about them at the movies. My bestfriend laughed like crazy at them so you might like them too! Remember this is just funny writing ♥
TW: none. Maybe just maybe a little of Zosan.
WC: 600
He will use his gum gum skills to steal food from all of the people. And if one of his nakamas was affected by such robbery the fighting will start… and oh boy, chances are they will be kicked out of the movie in no time.
Luffy wouldn’t understand the plot, he just doesn’t really care. So, be prepared to endure endless questions about the movie.
He will get REALLY hyped by the movie, SO much he would be jumping over Kidd and Law.
“Nami, is this the movie where they kill the main actor?” ... “LUFFY!!!”
Luffy cannot stay still on his seat, oh no. He would be moving around constantly. Not a good place to go if you are his S/O at all.
He will spread all of his anatomy over the chair, prodding everyone who dares to use “his” armchairs.
If he is with his S/O chances are that after a few minutes he would get bored and get touchy, if you know what I mean.
Law, Kidd and Luffy together at the movies? well…they would get SO excited with an action movie that probably people would try to shush them constantly.
Funny movie? He would laugh his ass off without any restriction!
“Kidd, why did Killer come to our date, too?”. “He wanted to see the movie; we are a combo. Take it or leave it”
He won’t emit any sound. He is there to watch a movie, not to talk or whatever.
Law is a HUGE nerd, so when “Sora, the Warrior of the Sea against Germa 66” movie was released he was the first one to go see it, alone but WEARING A FUCKING COSPLAY of Sora. You can’t change my mind. The thing is that he actually was enjoying being all alone sitting on his spot when two noisy groups of people sat around him… “Torao???!!!”, “TRAFALGAR?” He was surrounded by none other than Mugiwara-ya and Eustass-ya laughing at him. “Such a good cosplay, Torao!!!” Franky shouted. And Killer laughed... Law never ever again went to any movie wearing a cosplay.
But, when the movie got to its peak, he enjoyed it with Kidd and Luffy, shouting with a twinkle in his eyes. Soon he realized he was being too loud and quickly hid under his hat, blushing… UwU
“Such a comfortable chair to take a nap…”
“No sir, you cannot enter with alcohol to the movies”.
He simply doesn’t care about the film; he is there just because someone took him. (Alone he would be lost, and the movie would end by the time he gets to cinema) so not a good place to visit if you are planning on a romantic night with him.
He would end up asleep, drooling over Sanji who for some reason is sitting next to him. Yeah, nobody knows why...
“Where is Zoro?”. “He went to the bathroom… 20 minutes ago… DAMN MARIMO HE IS LOST AGAIN!”
He would cry. Cry like a motherfucker. He chose the romantic movie, just to cry.
“This popcorn tastes like shit” he says and takes off from his backpack bento boxes for everyone.
For some reason he won’t get mad at Zoro snoring and drooling over his fine yellow shirt.
Date? he is the one who invited you there, no touching but he will try desperately to get a kiss from you. Or any other girl next to him. Anyway, he would end up probably kissing Zoro instead.
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Thought process and easter egg on the Digimon Anniversary Illustration!
Hello everyone, today I feel like explaining some stuff over my Digimon Illustration, mostly why I drew thing this way or point out some little details and easter eggs you might have missed. ;)
Click on read more if you want a LENGTHLY explanation with a lot of rambling from me, or if not you can just enjoy the process gif. <3
The Digimon illustration was a special one for me for different reasons. Firstly, obviously, Digimon! It was a show I grew up with, and I find it quite fitting that after a tough year of graduation movie under a pandemic, in which I really experienced the pain of growing up, I ended up finding back Digimon.
Secondly, as a child, I remember spending HOURS looking for fanarts online! I would save all the ones I found pretty and keep them preciously, i still have the folders actually haha. While pursuing art, I always had in mind thatI wanted one day to make a fanart my child self would have gone crazy over! And, i think I achieved that with that one haha.
Anyway LET’S START! Shall we?
First off : the illustration process
When I do an illustration I always do a quick draft first, and most of the time, in colors. I think I’m more of a “color” person than a “line” person, I tend to need to see colors quickly in order to see if it’s ok.
For this one, I’ve always had in mind it would be a double illustration, with the older Tai’s silhouette acting as a frame for the children illustration. It was a bit tricky, I had to make the children illustration fit nicely into his silhouette, it was hassle around the neck area, that’s why I made little Taichi stand up haha. Also used Mimi’s hat to balance the picture : the bottom part is very heavy and there’s only sky in the upper part, adding the hat helps making it more balanced.
The character were the longest and the most challenging part by far. As you can see I had 3 different steps : super rough, they’re almost like stickmen and smiley face, a more detailled one in which I figure out their actual pose and anatomy, then a last one in which I fix some proportion, add details and clean. Fun fact I don’t clean over a new layer... i just erase the unwanted part of my sketch. :’D
I did a quick pass over the BG after that, then I colored the characters in flat colors before rendering them. It was a back and forth between the BG and the characters to make sure everything was working together nicely.
Now was the time to render the BG, I did the tramway first, the flower field after. Fun fact, I did my flower field study in order to know how to approach the flowers in this illustration! If your have the time, i totally recommend finding a photograph close to the kind of BG you wanna do, and make a study of it so you can try your hand at it first and go into your own BG later with an idea of how to approach this.
Adjust colors, add flower petals and butterflies and emotional text, slap over a paper texture, and THERE. You have it! On to the next part now...
The meaningful details and easter eggs
Be aware there will be spoilers for Digimon Adventure 01 (but I assume you already know it), but also for Digimon Adventure : Last evolution Kizuna, which is the conclusion of the first serie. So read at your own risk!
The tramway is obviously a reference to the end of Digimon Adventure 01. The kids used it to go back to their world, so It was their goodbye to their Digimon at this moment. In Kizuna, Tai and Matt find the tramway trapped in crystal in Menoa’s fake memory world. Hinting that had they been caught by her, their memories would have brought them back here.
Tailmon has Kari’s whistle! At the end of Digimon Adventure 01, Kari gives it to her as a memento.
When I drew Sora, I had in mind how she was in Kizuna, very stressed out by her mom’s expectation, which led her to neglect Piyomon. She realized it too late, and after that she refused to fight because she wanted to keep Piyomon with her as long as possible. Tragically, she was the first one to lose her Digimon. Here I tried to convey a softness and a kind of “I won’t forget to appreciate you” vibe in the way she holds Piyomon’s hand. As for Mimi and Palmon, in Digimon adventure 01 Palmon was very emotionally affected by Mimi’s departure, so, a hug was fitting. :’)
The screens on the Tramway display DA for Digimon Adventure, and also 01.08.1999 which is the date of the children’s journey’s beginning. :)
The little drawings also show the 8 crests.
There are butterflies flying over the illustration, it’s a reference to Butter-fly, the first Digimon opening, by the late Koji Wada.
"I'll become a happy butterfly, and ride on the glittering wind, I'll come and see you soon. “
Now, let’s the see the counterpart of the illustration. The one with the grown up Tai from Kizuna.
I made him wear the hoodie he had in his very last adventure with Agumon.... but truthfully the reason is that I think hoodies are cool lol. And the hood’s volume gave me more space in the silhouette, which made it easier for me to do the other illustration inside.
You don’t see it clearly, but he is holding his Digivice, albeit the darkened version once his partner bond with Agumon is broken. The Tai in this illustration has already lost Agumon. (Yes it was painful for me to go fetch the screenshots)
He is also holding his dear signature google he used to wear as a child. Fun fact, I rewatched the older movies, and as a kid he even used to sleep with it, how cute haha.
Also yes, the crest of Courage over his hand, which is his own. I’m so dumb I realize I should have made the time counter from the movie instead of the crest for a maximum emotional hurt impact.
And the quote is from one of the trailer for Kizuna, I think.....................
But then you go : Oh that illustration is so depressing then! Well. Yes. But no. but yes. But not really.
One of my favorite shot of the movie is this one : this is after Tai and Agumon learn their time together is limited. Agumon asks him if they will have to go separate ways once Tai is all grown up. Tai doesn’t answer, and takes him to eat something instead, as Agumon was hungry. In this shot Agumon eats to his heart content next to Tai, who’s not eating at all and just watches him fondly. I love that the framing doesnt show agumon. It’s a foreshadowing of their unavoidable separation.
At the very end of the movie, Tai write in his thesis about Human and Digimon’s relationship that Agumon was like a part of himself.
In a way, Agumon symbolizes childhood, the carefree days we would spend as a kid, with our big dreams and hopes. When you grow up, you tend to forget those simple emotions because you get swallowed into the stress of studies, figuring out your carreer, your life path. Just like us, Tai forgot this part of himself. In the madness of growing up, he lost Agumon.
However, it’s not the end. He will pick himself back up. He will move forward in life despite his worries and incertainities, and he will find himself again. Therefore, he will find Agumon again. The kids in the illustration are waving goodbye, but it’s not goodbye, it’s a see you later.
In the meantime, Tai is holding on to these precious memories, until they meet again.
#Digimon#Digimon adventure#Yagami Taichi#Digimon adventure : last evolution kizuna#illustration process#kinda analysis#listen im actually writing this for myself#I spend 4 days on that illu with a lot of feels and I need to write them down#This is basically what my close friends have to endure each time I get an obsession
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age doesn’t matter (i’ll always be crazy for you)
header by: @/earlgreymon
“You can’t just turn back time.”
“Why not?”
- 13 going on 30
here’s my february entry for my own challenge + mimato 2022 february! this one is a little longer than i expected but i think i like it! it took me a few days of the last week of the month and i’m glad i was able to make it before the day ends (here).
so again, this is part of the it’s just like in the movies series, and obviously a mimato fic. let’s go!
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age doesn’t matter (i’ll always be crazy for you) | main characters ; mimi tachikawa, yamato ishida | inspiration ; 13 going on 30 | pairings ; yamato x mimi | genre ; au, slight angst | word count ; 4,200 | rating ; pg | edited ; twice - forgive me for any mistakes | warning ; the word “boob” used 2 or 3x
For Yamato, life was pretty good. Above-average grades, bassist and main vocals in a band, and a good set of friends.
But for his best friend Mimi, life was…just okay.
She had average grades, she was not part of a band despite Yamato encouraging her to share her voice, and a few friends. But that was fine by her. She knew Yamato’s other group was not the best, but at least she was sure that hers were honest and liked her for who she was.
She had tried telling Yamato about his side, even his younger brother Takeru agreed with her. But he would not have it. She gave up at some point, at least he still hung out with her. What would she do if her childhood and best friend stopped talking to her? Although he was a year older, he did not treat her as if she was a kid.
“Are you going to the gig?” he asked, leaning on her desk.
Mimi sighed. “I don’t know.”
“What do you mean you don’t know, of course you’re going.”
She pouted. “It’s Valentine’s Day.”
“So?”
“There’s going to be a crowd,” she replied. “And they’re each bringing their own dates, which is twice the crowd.”
Yamato snorted. “I’ll save you front row seats.”
Mimi thought for a while. “On the house?”
He smirked.
“Okay, I’m going.”
He grinned. “Great!” He stood up straight and began to walk away. “I’ve got practice, I’ll see you later.”
She brought her hand and gave it a slight wave. When he had disappeared, her friend Koushiro replaced him. “Taichi and Sora are waiting for us outside,” he said. “Or are you going to wait for him?”
She looked at Koushiro then at the door. “No, let’s go.”
It was not unusual for her and Yamato to head home together. After all, they were next-door neighbors. However, it was getting rarer and rarer. With him having band practice and hanging out with his friends, she would find herself either going home alone or with her other smaller group.
When she arrived home that day, she peeped out her window, splitting the blinds with her two fingers, and looked for any signs of Yamato. Albeit she knew that he was still practicing, it was sort of a habit of hers now. When she first started going home without him, she would take a peek to see if he had arrived home, she was excited to know what had been going on with him.
Unfortunately, often he would come home too late and she would be too tired to talk. So she stopped waiting. Well, that was what she would say to herself.
When she saw no signs of him, she walked away from the window and flopped on her bed. Grabbing a magazine from her floor, she flipped through it before pausing at a headline.
“Thirty, flirty, and thriving,” she murmured. “Hm.” She scanned the cover and found attractive women, seeming to be in their thirties, who had their own little story to share. She twisted the magazine sideways and down before throwing it back down on the floor. “If only.”
Later that night, after dinner and back in her room, Mimi heard Yamato’s voice. He was talking to someone and laughing at what the other person had said. She frowned before shaking her head. She pulled up her blanket, turned off her lamp, and closed her eyes.
Valentine’s Day had arrived and Mimi tried her best to push her way to the front of the bar where the mini-stage was. When she finally reached it, she let out a sigh of relief as she sat down.
“Hey, you made it!” Yamato grinned while he approached her. “Are you doing okay?”
She nodded. “Big crowd,” is all she said.
“Yeah.” He nodded as he scanned the place. “Hey.” She looked up at him as he took out his phone and focused it on her. “Smile.”
Mimi giggled and did as she was told.
Yamato had a knack for taking pictures of her. It all started when she admitted that she liked cameras, she loved cameras. Because they help keep fond memories together. Yamato surprised her once, with a small, colorful camera. She was the first one he ever took a picture of…and so far the only.
“I’ll be up in a bit. Need anything?”
She shook her head. “I’m good.”
He smiled. “Come backstage for me after the show.”
“Would they let me in?”
He chuckled and then leaned down and whispered, “The password is ‘harmonica’.”
She let out a soft laugh. “Okay.”
The show was great. The band was getting better and better, she had to admit. Yamato was the best among them all and she was proud to have him as a best friend. She grinned the whole way through the gig, feeling very, very proud.
When it was done, she took a few minutes to allow the crowd to disperse before walking to the back. The security had held her back but when she used the word “harmonica”, she was surprisingly let in. She found Yamato chatting with a girl, she did not know her so she probably was not from school. What surprised her though, was when he leaned down and kissed her.
Mimi did not know what was happening. One minute she was standing backstage. Next, she was on a bench underneath an oak tree. She replayed the scene over and over again, taking deep breaths as she did. Her hands gripped the edge of her skirt and she suddenly began to sniffle.
What was happening to her?
She sobbed. If she was more than who she was now, would he notice her?
Oh no. She wanted Yamato to notice her. Oh no.
She shook her head. Remembering the magazine she had flipped through a few days ago, she wished to become like one of those successful women. She needed to be one of those successful women.
“Thirty, flirty, and thriving. Thirty, flirty, and thriving,” she chanted as the wind became stronger and stronger. Continuing her mantra even with tears and quivering lips, she hugged herself. “Thirty, flirty, and thriving. Thirty, flirting, and thriving….”
And again, she found herself in a place she did not know where.
She stared at the ceiling. That was not her ceiling. The bed she was lying on was too comfy. And there was a man sleeping beside her.
She froze. There was a man sleeping beside her.
She slowly pushed herself up from the bed, careful not to wake up her companion, whoever he was. Thankfully, she was fully clothed, as was the man. There were glasses on his bedside table and she wondered if she knew anyone wearing them.
“Um…hello?”
He did not budge.
She poked him. “Hello?”
Again, no movement.
She frowned and finally shook him. “Hello!”
The man jerked away and turned around to face her. “It’s still so early, Mimi.”
“Early?” she wondered. She looked around and found an alarm clock on her side table. It was 10:34 A.M. on a Thursday. “I’m late for school!”
The man sat up and rubbed his eyes. “What are you talking about?”
“It’s ten-thirty on a Thursday, my attendance record is ruined!”
The man looked at her quizzically. He grabbed his glasses and put them on. “It’s too early for jokes, Mimi.”
“I’m not—wait, I don’t even know who you are! Who are you? I don’t know where I am! Where am I?”
The man sighed and rubbed the bridge of his nose, his glasses hanging by the tips. “I’m not in the mood for jokes, Mimi.” He stood up from the bed and headed out of the room.
It was then that Mimi became terrified. What was happening? She looked down. She was still in her body but were those…did she have boobs now? Her eyes widened. “No way.” She turned her head left and right and found a full-body mirror nearby the window. Scrabbling off of the bed and running to the mirror…she nearly screamed, or maybe faint, whichever, at what she saw.
It was her. Definitely her. Just taller. Looked a little older. And with boobs.
She looked around the room. “This is a dream,” she murmured. She dashed out the room, barefoot, and inspected the whole place. It was obviously an expensive flat. Were her parents here, too?
“Mama! Papa!” she called. “Mama! Papa!”
A door opened and out came the man looking less sleepy. “Why are you calling for your parents?”
“Aren’t they here?”
“You’re acting really weird, Mimi.”
“Stop calling me by my name! I don’t even know who you are!”
The man groaned. “I’m going to prepare for work.”
‘He didn’t answer me!’
She was just about to march towards the man again when a phone rang. She recognized the ringtone. So she knew it was hers. It was loud and ringing but she had no idea where it was.
“Mimi!” the man shouted.
“I’m looking!” she shouted back.
She did her best to follow the ringing and she found the phone on the couch. She looked down at the caller and saw Hikari Yagami on the ID. She grinned and then answered. “Hikari!”
“Oh, good morning, Mimi. I’m sorry to call so early but—”
“What’s happening?” Mimi demanded.
“Um. Your meet and greet session was moved to one P.M. rather than its later schedule, and a song re-recording, too. But you’re free the rest of the day.”
“Hikari! Do you know what’s happening?”
“I…what do you mean?”
“Can I see you now?”
“Of course. Would you like to meet at the office?”
“I don’t know where I am.”
“I don’t understand….”
“I don’t know where I am,” she repeated.
Hikari stayed silent. “Maybe I should come to you.”
“Good. Great. Good idea.” She sighed in relief. “Please hurry.”
“I’ll do my best.”
Even though it only took half an hour, Mimi felt as if she was waiting for thirty years. The man was still inside the room and so she could not get changed and was instead pacing by the door.
Finally, a knock and she opened the door all too quickly.
“You know better than to open the door without looking, Mimi,” Hikari deadpanned as she entered.
“Sorry,” Mimi said with a nervous chuckle. Once she had closed the door, Hikari was already in the living room. “Hikari.”
“Are you okay, Mimi?” Hikari asked once she had settled down on the couch. Mimi followed and sat close to her. “You seem out of it. And you aren’t…dressed.”
“I am out of it,” Mimi replied. “I don’t know what’s happening.”
“That’s alright. It was a pretty late night when we brought you home. What don’t you remember?”
“Everything!” Mimi nearly yelled. “One minute I was in a park, the next thing I knew I was waking up with a man beside me! And I look much older!”
Hikari cocked her head. “But we didn’t go to the park. And Jyou stayed over to tuck you in properly. And you don’t look any older to me.” She squinted. “You’re perfect, as always.”
Mimi pursed her lips. “Hikari,” she said quietly. “I think my wish came true.”
“What wish?”
Mimi sighed and whispered, “Thirty, flirty, and thriving.” But Hikari heard her clearly as she raised an eyebrow. “I saw it in a magazine a few days ago and…,” she trailed off. “I wished it after I saw…well, it’s embarrassing really.”
Hikari smiled. “You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to.”
Mimi shook her head. “What is happening, Hikari?”
Hikari stayed quiet, she looked as if she was thinking. “I’m still confused. I don’t know what’s really happening to you. Could you start from the beginning?”
And so Mimi did. She repeated the magazine slogan and recalled what had happened the night before…or whenever that was. When she had finished, her head was bowed down, a frown on her face. She waited for Hikari to laugh or tell her that she was losing her mind, but she heard nothing. She looked up and saw her biting her bottom lip.
“So that’s how it is,” she said.
Mimi nodded.
They were silent until a door closed and she looked up to see the man, whom she remembered Hikari saying was Jyou, stepped out and walked over to her. He nodded at Hikari and greeted her. “You’re here early.”
“Mimi needed some help.”
“Oh. Well, that makes sense. She’s been acting a little weird this whole morning.” Jyou shrugged and kissed Mimi’s forehead when he was close rough, making the girl blush. “I’ll see you, okay. I’m not sure if I can stay over tonight.”
“Um…uh…well….” She did not know what to say. She turned to Hikari for help, the younger girl nodded slowly as if telling her to keep up the charade. Mimi cleared her throat. “Yeah, sure. That’s fine. I’ll see you.”
Jyou lowered his head and kissed her, making her jerk slightly, surprised. When he had stood up straight, he waved goodbye, and headed out the door. When he closed it from the outside, Mimi whined. “That was my first kiss!”
Hikari smiled, looking amused. “I’m sorry he stole it.”
“And I don’t even know who he is!”
“That’s Jyou Kido. He’s supposed to be your boyfriend. He’s a very successful doctor. You met when you had a bad accident on stage.” She tilted her head. “But…I think you’ve always liked someone else.”
Mimi looked at her. “I don’t know what you mean.”
Hikari shook her head. “So, where do you want to start.”
It turns out, Mimi was now a successful singer. She had begun singing when she reached high school, finally succumbing to the pressure of her family and friends cheering for her to share her voice. She ended up enjoying it and was discovered by a producer. She remained friends with Taichi, Hikari’s older brother, Sora, and Koushiro. Hikari had become her PA, which Mimi wondered about knowing that she had always wanted to become a teacher. Hikari had married Takeru, Yamato’s younger brother. Which led to the question she had dreaded.
“What about…Yamato? He’s your brother-in-law now, right?”
Hikari cast her eyes down. “You two…just drifted apart.”
“Oh,” was all Mimi could say. Hikari looked back at her. “What’s he doing now? Is he still part of a band?”
Hikari shook her head. “No. He stopped playing. He still has his harmonica, but he’s now a photographer.”
“Photographer?” Mimi asked in surprise. “Why?”
Hikari shrugged. “He suddenly found a new love for it. He’s very good at it, too. You should see his works. I mean, you’ve seen them but why not see it now?”
But Mimi was not thinking about his photos. Instead, she was wondering why she and Yamato had fallen apart. What had happened? Did she do anything wrong? Did he do anything wrong? ‘There’s got to be some explanation.’ She returned to listening to Hikari talking about his achievements. “Do you know how we drifted?” she interrupted. “Or why?”
Hikari paused. “I…um…you…well.”
“Well?”
Hikari took a deep breath and exhaled. “It was after that Valentine’s Day gig. The one you said you were in before you woke up at this moment. He looked for you after, but you left. At first everything was fine, but you suddenly started to become distant, then avoided him. We all wondered about it but you never told us why. Yamato gave up when he graduated and well…you guys just never spoke to each other again. You never even asked me for updates.”
Mimi sat there, mouth slightly agape. She tried to process the story. There has got to be a mistake, right? She would never distance herself away from Yamato, she would never avoid him. In fact, if they did drift apart, she was pretty sure that it would be him distancing himself away her, it would be him avoiding her. But her do that to him? No way. There must have been some understanding.
“That…maybe there was a misunderstanding? I’m sure there’s an explanation.”
Hikari shook her head. “You’d never say.”
Mimi sighed. Maybe that kiss between Yamato and the girl hit her more than she thought. No, it definitely did. “Where does he live?”
Hikari’s eyes widened. “You want to see him?”
“Of course. Maybe…I can fix things. Did he say anything about me, since we…you know, went our separate ways?” It hurt just to say that.
Hikari lowered her head and squirmed in her seat. “Not…really.”
Mimi felt her stomach drop. “Oh.”
“Do you think it’s a good idea to see him again?”
“I can try,” she replied without much thought. “Who knows, right?”
Hikari nodded. “I suppose.”
Later that day, after she pried the younger girl for the address, pressured her to cancel the day’s plans, helped her with her outfit to make sure no one would recognize her, suggested some choice of words and filled in some blanks between her middle school self up to the “present”, and a pep talk, Mimi was ready to go.
Luckily, the city did not change much, and she knew the building Hikari had given her. It was a bit far from the hustle and bustle, it was very Yamato. When she had arrived and stood in front of the door, she shifted from foot to foot before knocking lighty. She heard nothing for three seconds, and it made her change her mind. Just as she was about to turn, the door opened, the chain still in tact.
There stood Yamato. He looked older, and much taller. But he was still very handsome.
“Uh. Hi.” Mimi was nervous, she gripped her purse tightly. She was not even sure if he would se through her disguise. “I…um….”
But then he shut the door. Mimi blinked, wondering if he was that mad at er. Then he heard a clank of the chain and Yamato opened the door once again, this time, wider. This surprised her. Yamato leaned on the door, his eyes scanning hers.
“I…it’s me,” she started. “I don’t know if–”
“Mimi Tachikawa,” he said softly.
“Uh. Yeah.”
Yamato sighed. “What are you doing here?”
“I…it’s a long story really. But I don’t think you’d believe me.”
“Try me.”
Mimi opened her mouth but closed it at the last minute. “It’s my fault isn’t it,” she said instead. “That we’re in this situation.”
He sighed. “I guess you can say that.” They heard voices along the hallway and he instructed her to get in. She did as she was told and he apologized for the mess. Or, what he called a mess.
“Do you want anything?”
“No, it’s alright.”
Yamato nodded and gestured towards his sofa. Mimi sat down and then watched as he followed.
“What can I do for you?” he asked.
Mimi stared at him for a while. When he gave her a questioning look, she laughed nervously. “It’s so nice to see you.”
He looked taken aback, but his face softened and he said quietly, “Likewise.”
“I heard you were into photography now.”
Yamato blushed but nodded. “Yeah. I realized I’m better at it then I thought.”
“You were always good at everything.”
This made him smile. “Thanks.”
Mimi took a deep breath and said, “I’m sorry about what happened between us, Yamato. I think we should start over again. We can rekindle our friendship, pretend nothing had happened in these past years. Hikari told me it was my fault and I’m sorry.”
“What do you mean Hikari told you it was your fault? You didn’t know?” His gritted his teeth.
Mimi shook her head. “That part isn’t important. But I do want to be friends with you again. If this situation is going to go on forever then I don’t want to be in bad terms with you.”
He huffed. “You can’t just turn back time.”
“Why not?”
“It doesn’t work that way, Mimi!” he shouted.
Mimi jerked back.
He sighed and ran a hand through his hair. “What you did hurt, Mimi. What happened hurt. You were my best friend and you just left me. You might think it didn’t bother me but it did. It really did. And I never got an explanation! You just up and left! I forgive you, Mimi, I really do. But I don’t want to get hurt again.”
“I’m not going to hurt you,” she said softly.
Yamato shook his head. “You’re a successful singer, Mimi. And I’m just a photographer. Whatever happens…our relation–friendship, wouldn’t work. And anyway, you’ve got Jyou Kido now.”
“So?”
Yamato looked away. “It doesn’t matter,” he muttered. “I think you should leave, Mimi.”
“But, Yamato–” But before she continued, a picture behind him caught her attention. “Is that me?” she asked. She stood up and walked over to the wall. “It is me!” It was her in a recital, probably from high school, recognizing the uniform. She looked beside it. It was her on stage. Then another. And another. And another. They were all her.
“Why do you have pictures of me framed on your wall?”
Yamato turned away. “It’s creepy, I’m sorry.”
Mimi looked at the photos again. “You took all these?”
He nodded.
“They’re…perfect.”
“They’re not that great.”
“I think they are, and–” Another picture caught her eye. It was on his sidetable by his bed. She walked over to it while Yamato told her to stop. She did not. Instead, she picked up the picture frame. “It’s us.”
Yamato sighed. “It was the last photo we took of us together.”
“Oh.”
“I think you should go.”
“But–”
“Go, Mimi. Please.”
Mimi felt her heart ache. “Okay,” she said. She placed the picture frame back on the table and walked past him. But just as she did, he heard her say, “I’ve always loved you.” Her eyes widened but her feet did not stop moving. She opened the door, closed it behind her, and walked away.
She did not break down until she sat on the bench under the big oak tree. If only she could turn back time again, she would. She wanted to make everything right. She did not want this future, or present, or whatever this was. She did not want it.
“I want to go back,” she whispered. “I want to go home.”
The wind was strong and her hair was flying all over the place.
“I want to go home.”
And when she opened her eyes, it was night time again. There were no people around, but she was in the same spot. She looked down at her clothes and smiled when she saw the they were the same as the night of the Valentine’s Day gig, she stood up and jumped for joy.
“I’m back!” she shouted with glee. “I’m back!”
“Mimi!”
She turned to the side and saw Yamato sprinting towards her.
“Mimi!” When he stood close to her, catching his breath just a little, he said, “I didn’t see you backstage.”
“I…um…,” she began. But the memory of Yamato kissing the unknown girl flashed in her head. After taking a few deep breaths, she smiled and shook her head. “I had to clear my head. Too stuffy in there.”
Yamato nodded. “Yeah, it was. I was worried. You should’ve at least messaged me.”
“Sorry.”
He walked closer to her. “What did you think of the last song?”
“Perfect for the day,” she answered. “Crazy for You is such a classic. I’m actually surprised you guys did a good rendition of it.”
“Yeah. It was, wasn’t it…,” he trailed off.
“Listen,” she started, “whatever happens, we’re going to be best friends forever, okay?”
Yamato blinked. “Where is this coming from?”
She sighed. “I…know that after what I saw I was going to make a huge mistake, probably the biggest mistake of my life.”
“What did you see?” he asked.
She realized what she had said. Although she wanted to make something up, she knew telling him the truth was the best. “I saw you kissing someone backstage,” she said quietly. “I…I got jealous. And…I did things I was not happy with.”
“What do you mean ‘did’?” He sounded very confused. “What are you talking about?”
“It’s a long story,” she groaned. “What I’m trying to say is, I promise nothing is going to come in between the two of us, okay? Not even that girl I don’t know.”
Yamato stayed silent. “It was a test.”
“A test?” Mimi cocked her head.
“I wanted to see if there could have been something between me and her.”
“And was there?” She did not want to know the answer but here she was asking anyway.
“None.”
“Oh.”
He stepped forward. Mimi did not step away. Then, he leaned down and caught her lips. It was sweet and innocent. She liked it. She loved it. When they had separated, she asked, “What was that for?”
“That was another test.”
“Did I pass?”
He nodded.
“Do you think I’ll still pass when we’re older?” She remembered the relationship she had with Yamato in the future, she definitely did not pass back then.
Yamato raised his arms and held onto her shoulders. “No matter what age, young and lively, or old and gray, you’ll always pass.” He leaned down again, this time she met him halfway. “Don’t leave me,” he whispered, his lips hovering hers.
This startled her, as if he knew what was going to happen if she had walked away. “I won’t,” she responded just as softly. “I won’t.”
“Happy Valentine’s Day, Mimi.”
“Happy Valentine’s Day, Yamato.”
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Hey Winter can you please do Kingdom Hearts Character's reaction to an s/o when there loved one's has passed away? I'm sad because my grandpa has passed away in his sleep. 😢😭
When you tell him that a loved one has passed. (KH boys x Female reader AU)
(A/n: I’m so sorry for your loss.)
(This is going to be a sad one. So please prepare yourself.)
You would be in your room crying. Sora didn’t quite understand what happened. Because he was making dinner. But,he knew that something was up. When you didn’t come down to help him. He would knock on your door. “C-come in.” You said trying not to look too sad. You didn’t like it when he was worried about you. You had the blankets around you and Sora pulled you into a hug.
“Shhh...it’s okay.” He whispered hugging you. You told him what happened. Upon hearing this Sora began to tear up as well. He was very close with all your family members. Even your mom who didn’t like him at all. Sora loved you and your family. In fact he always made sure that he talked to everyone during gatherings. He just sat next to you and hugged you. Because you need love right now. He dried his tears. “W-What do you want for dinner? I’ll make you anything you like.” Sora asked trying to be strong. You didn’t say anything. “Want to watch a movie?” He asked looking at your shelf. You shook your head. “Please just go away.” “Okay...” He said. He had to get a smile back on your face. He dug though the hamper and found it. Later he came into the room with his pjs on. The ones that made him look like a teddy bear. You thought that he looked adorable in them. “I’m That was when he began tickling you. “S-Sora bear! W-what are you doing?!” You began laughing. He knew that you were ticklish. “Stop it.” You said hitting him with a pillow. “Oh I see how it is.” Sora said laughing. He then hit you with a pillow. The two of you began to have a pillow fight. Sora didn’t care if he got hit by the pillow. As long as you were smiling and laughing again that’s all that mattered. If you ever thought about your family member. He would make sure that you remembered the good times.
Roxas wouldn’t know what was going on. All he knew was that something was wrong. You would go crazy on Saturdays. Because he always made you a special breakfast. But,now you would barely touch it. “Is there something wrong with the food?” He asked. Maybe he didn’t use your favorite fruit in your smoothie or maybe the waffles were too cold? “Would you like something else to eat?” He asked you. You shook your head. Roxas was always too good to you and you looked like you didn’t appreciate this breakfast. “No. It’s okay. I was just waiting for you.” You said. He sat across from you and began eating. You tried to eat. But, you couldn’t. You were too sad and hurt. Maybe if you drank some of your smoothie you would feel better. You took a sip of it. It was your favorite. He even put some paopu fruit in it. It went well with your favorite fruit. Only it didn’t help. In fact you were more upset. You looked down. “Honey bunny what’s wrong?” He asked looking concerned. Normally you would get a bit upset by that name. But, you didn’t feel like fighting it. Not now.
Roxas grabbed his chair and moved it next to you. You were crying. He held your hand and said. “Let’s go over to the bench swing.” You sniffed and got up. You sat there and told him everything. He hugged you gently and kissed your head. “I understand what it’s like...losing someone special.” He said looking at you. “R-Really?” You asked him. He nodded. You didn’t know if he wanted to talk about it or not. The two of you rocked back and forth. This made you feel better. You needed him just to be there for you. Roxas held you close as you sobbed. He could hear cheerful music. Roxas dried your tears and asked. “Would you like some ice cream?” You nodded and smiled. “Y-Yeah. But,I haven’t had breakfast yet.” “Don’t worry about that. You look like you need an ice cream.” He said smiling. “Okay...” You said. After that the two of you enjoyed your ice cream bars while holding hands.
Ven knocked on your door. Every Friday after work he would come over and the two of you would watch a movie. He didn’t know what movie that you got. But,he really didn’t want it to be scary. Because he didn’t want you to laugh at him. You looked out the window. Ven smiled and waved. However you closed the blinds. You didn’t want to see him? This was weird because you are always so welcoming. Did he do something to hurt you? So he knocked on your door a few times. You didn’t want to open the door. Because you just wanted to be left alone. “Are you okay?” He asked in a worried tone. “N-No..” You said with tears. “Can you unlock the door?” He asked. He heard a click before opening the door. There you were in your favorite pjs and your eyes were red. He dropped everything and hugged you. “W-What happened?” He asked. You were still crying while you told him. “Oh (Y/n)....I’m so sorry.” He said drying your tears. You looked down. “What is that?” You asked looking at the bag on the floor. “It’s was stuff for our movie night...But,I understand if you want to cancel.” He said frowning. “It’s okay...it might make me feel better.” You said.
You just stood there looking down. “I think that I’m going to make a cup of tea first.” You said sighing. Ven-Ven wanted to make you feel better. “I can make it for you.” He offered. “Are you sure? It’s not to much trouble for me to make it.” You said. After all he didn’t know how to use your tea kettle. It was brand new. “But,I want to help you.” He said looking like a little kid. You sighed. Ven-Ven knew how to make you feel a little better. “Okay. I’ll teach you how to use the kettle.” You said with a sad smile. After teaching him the two of you decided to watch the movie. He sat next to you with a bowl of popcorn. Suddenly a commercial for a scary movie came on. “Ah!” He said hugging you. He closed his eyes and held onto you. But,you didn’t do anything because you weren’t paying attention. “I-Is it over dear?” He asked you. “H-Huh?” You asked frowning. You were acting weird and not paying attention to him. Normally you would giggle before comforting him. But,now you looked like you didn’t care. “Y-Yeah...” You said frowning. He looked at you and hugged you gently. His face completely red. You looked up at the movie. You were now a bit scared of losing him. No you couldn’t think that way. “I-I love you toasty muffin.” He said looking away shyly. You began to cry. The last breakfast you had with your family member included a muffin. Ven-Ven looked sad. He didn’t mean to make you cry. Honestly. “(Y/n).... I’m sorry.” “J-Just...please Ven....don’t leave me.” You said hugging him back. “I won’t. I promise.” He said drying your tears.
Riku knew that something was up when you didn’t answer his messages. You didn’t even let him into your house. Were you mad at him? Was there something else going on? He tried calling you again. “I hope that she picks up..” he said frowning. Still no answer. He sighed and left another message. “(Y/n) it’s me Riku.I haven’t heard from you in a while. If you get this message please call me back.” He said frowning. He then put down his phone. What was he going to do? Riku sighed before texting Kairi. You’re really close to her. So,there might be a chance that you will talk to her. Maybe if he picked up your favorite cake and ice cream. You might want to talk this out. He didn’t want to lose contact with you. Whatever he did wrong he was going to fix it. Because he loves you too much. Meanwhile you were in bed crying. You looked at your phone with tears. Apparently you got a message from Riku. You listened it and sighed. You didn’t want to become a burden to him. Riku called again. This time you picked up. “Hey (Y/n). I just picked up your favorite cake. Would you like to share it with me?” He asked. “S-Sure. What time would you like to come over?” You asked. “In fifteen minutes. If that’s okay.” He said sounding a bit surprised. “O-Okay.” You said frowning. You hung up and got ready.
You heard a knock on the door. Before answering it you took a deep breath. You had to act like everything was okay. Because you didn’t want Riku to ask questions. As soon as you did. Riku could tell that something was wrong. In fact you looked a little sickly. Just a little bit. You let him in and smiled. “I’ll put this in the kitchen. Make yourself at home.” You said taking the tub of ice cream from him. You went into the kitchen and got the dishes out. You tried to make sure that you didn’t act differently. But,it failed. Because Riku knew you so well. He put his arms around you. “If I did anything to hurt you...I’m sorry.” He whispered kissing your head. You looked down. How did he know? “It’s not you. You didn’t do anything wrong.” You said. “Then why have you been avoiding me?” “One of my family members passed away...I didn’t want to become a burden to you. Y-You do so much for me. I thought that if I pushed you away you couldn’t help me. I wanted to figure this out on my own....But,I realized that I need you!” You said tearing up. “It’s okay. I want to help you and care for you. Because I love you. That won’t change even if you push me away.” He said looking into your eyes. “R-Riku. I’m sorry.” You said frowning. “It’s okay. Let’s try to figure this out together.” He said before drying your tears. You gave him a smile. After that you enjoyed your cake and ice cream. If you needed to cry some more he would be there for you. Because he knew what you needed.
Terra knew something was wrong when you weren’t in the kitchen making dinner. You loved cooking and making sure that he got a good meal. Even when you made a dessert you made sure to make sure it wasn’t too sweet. You spoiled him. But, he spoiled you also. He knocked on your bedroom door. “C-Come in...” You sniffed. You hugged yourself. “What’s wrong?” He asked frowning. You told him everything. He didn’t say a word as he hugged you. “Shhh. It’s going to be okay.” He said patting your back as you cried. “It’s all my fault...if only went to visit. Then I could have have saved him from the fire.” You cried. You were too sick to visit your grandpa last weekend. “It was out of our control. You had a fever and there was no way that I would let you go.” He said kissing your head. Your cold was really bad and you didn’t want your grandparents to get it. So,that’s why you didn’t go. “It’s all my fault.” You cried. “No it isn’t. Don’t think that way.” He said drying your tears.
He handed you a tissue. You blew your nose. “Are you hungry? Do you want me to make you something?” He asked looking at you. You slowly nodded and told him what you wanted. “Okay you stay here. I’ll go make it.” He said kissing your cheek. While you were waiting you closed your eyes for a minute. You heard a fire truck and an ambulance outside. You opened your eyes and became hysterical. Immediately Terra ran into your room. He embraced you. “(Y/n)....calm down.” He said frowning. He was scared for your safety. Because you were very confused. Was this real or a dream? You didn’t know. You were screaming. “It’s alright you’re safe. I’m right here.” He said trying to calm you down. You were starting to. “Shhh. It’s okay. You’re safe.” He whispered kissing your head. “Terra....Is this real?” You asked. “Yes. You’re safe.” “Please protect me.” You said frowning. “Of course.” He said smiling. You stayed in his arms as the two of you swayed. This helped you a lot. He knew what you needed. “I love you (Y/n).” He said. “I love you too.” You said smiling.
It has been a while since he last saw you. Were you actually hiding from him? He was walking to the park. After all this was one of your favorite spots. Because you could see the stars. “I hope that she’s is okay.” He said frowning. He said looking at your photo. He liked you. But,because he worried that you would reject him he kept this a secret. That was he saw you walking slowly. “Hey (N/n). Have you been hiding from everyone? Being a coward I see.” He teased you. You didn’t care. This was odd you would usually have a funny come back. One that he would want to laugh at. But, you just didn’t care. “Oh hi Vantias. Go ahead make fun of me all you want. I just don’t care anymore.” You said looking down. “W-What? I-I mean fine! You have a huge head I don’t know why though. Your brain seems small!” He asked. “You’re right. That’s a good one. I-I’ll see you later Vantias!” You said turning around and you ran away. “W-Wait!” He yelled afraid for your safety. It was getting dark out and you looked very gullible. Someone could come and hurt you. He couldn’t let that happen. You were sitting at the park crying. Your favorite family member just passed away and Vantias was getting to you. “Hey.” He said said sitting next to you. You got up and walked away except he grabbed your wrist. “Let me go. I’m not in the mood for your pranks Vantias!” You said with tears. “Will you just tell me what’s wrong? Before I get angry.” He asked frowning. “Why would I tell you?! You hate me! So,why would you care?!” You yelled crying. “When did I say that I hated you?” He asked frowning. “Oh,please! It’s obvious you always make fun of me!” You said. “I don’t hate you. It’s just I-I don’t like you.” He said turning his head. It was the same thing. You walked away with Vantias behind you. “So,annoying. I can’t believe him.” You said frowning. “Why is she so cute even when she’s mad?! I hate cute!” He said frowning.
A few days later he hasn’t seen you. You were walking in the park. Until you accidentally bumped into him. You didn’t want to see anybody. You just wanted to go for a walk. “Hey watch where you’re going.” He said frowning. “Sorry...” You said frowning. “(Y/n). Listen I’m...uh, you know..” He said. “No. I don’t know.” “I’m...well, I’m...” He just had a hard time saying it. You gave him a confused look. Why must you be so cute?! “I’m sorry! Okay!” He said frowning. He knew about your family member passing? “It’s not your fault.” You said sighing. “Yes it is.” “No really it isn’t.” You knew how your family member passed away and Vantias had nothing to do with it. “I was extremely upset that day and I shouldn’t have been that angry with you.” He admitted. “Oh? I thought that you were apologizing for...” You stopped. If Vantias knew that you were sad because of this. He would tease you for being a baby forever. “For what? Did something happen?” He asked trying to understand. You sighed and told him everything. “(Y/n)....” He actually called you by your name. Normally he would tease you by calling you (N/n). “Thank you for listening Vantias.” You said drying your tears. You then hugged him. “I-It’s not a big deal you know! Anyone can listen to you. With your loud voice.” He said hiding his blush. He wasn’t going to lie to himself he was enjoying this. You let go and Vantias left for a second. “Here isn’t this your favorite kind of crepe? Take it already.” He said looking away. “Yes thank you. How did you know?” You asked. “You always talk about it.” He said before trying his. “Oh?” You said looking down. “I can listen still. So,continue.” He said. You were confused about Vantias. Was he trying to be nice to you? Maybe he did like you and just didn’t want to tell you. You took a deep breath before telling him what was on your mind.
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2021.02.16 2nd session of Meguro Rock-May-KanGIG at Zepp Yokohama
The encore of the recorded concert changed, it was such an awesome surprise! Felt a bit more like an actual concert, I love the idea of the changing setlist!😆
When they prepared the stage again for the talk session, Fujieda and Takabayashi came first. F jokingly started the introductions with 'hi this is Fujifuji~ and...' but T didn't realize what's F is doing (or did he?😂) and didn't join😂 after a moment of F waiting he finally joined with '...I'm T'.
Then F invited the band members on the stage and again Die and Kyo came on stage!
Die stayed in the same outfit, but Kyo changed! He had a long oversized greengrey-ish coat and shirt with a scarf thing.
D: はい、Dieでっすー
K: 京です🦊
F started to talk about Kyo's birthday again, but then K casually turned to the side and very casually without a comment pointed his phone at F.
F: are you filming me?!
K: I can't? (あかん？)
F: Ah no, it's okay...
*K continues*
F:... so Happy Birthday Kyo!
...
K: you know, I'm not that happy with the waiting time between the sessions, I'd prefer to do the talk part at the beginning and then go home. I don't want to waste time. We should have two patterns, one with the talking first.
(I guess some fans would be happy with that too😂)
F: (moved to the Rock-May-Kan film topic) so you played your new song, Ochita koto no aru sora there, how was it?
K: it was okay, it went smoothly
D said something like the song was ok, it will likely change/transform when the tour comes (?)
F: so it wasn't hard.
D: the hard part was that the stage was so narrow there was only space for few extra people (cameramen), all other staff were waiting in the audience area
F: so when you had to change guitars etc they had to climb the stage?
D: also with guitar tunning, especially the 7 string one, it's really tough and takes time, so it felt there wasn't enough time during short breaks between the songs. Toshiya always does tunning humself, I don't, I guess I should improve that a bit.
F: any songs that stood out?
K: I guess Jealous
F: in what way?
K: the arrangement was too old, it's actually embarrassing (how bad it is), the lyrics too. I changed the lyrics, I was laughing internally at myself, but I couldn't change the arrangement. it was like hell.
He also complained that some parts were too high, they were hard to sing. Some parts changed the piano intro done by Takumi etc, he didn't want to listen to the CD, old version, because it was too embarrassing.
F: and it became a 2021 version?
K: I want to change it even more, make it less troublesome for me.
D: it wasn't hard for me, but it is old, so the song's speed doesn't match my body anymore (not too fast, just wrong speed), it was easy to play though.
K: but it was hard to know how to move during the song.
*Kyo then showed us a movement he got unhappy with*
K: So I moved as little as possible
F: it didn't look like you had this much trouble
K: I'm a pro in the end.
😆
F next talked about the release of Oboro on April 28th.
F: K, you said that Oboro is refreshing. How about TDFF?
K: てんでだめなぶしぶし (TendeDamenaFujiFuji can translate to 'utterly useless Fujieda')
🤣
F: D, you said it's powerful, what about Oboro?
D: the music video is good. The filming took quite a long time, the way we used to do it in the past.
K: it was [refreshingly] cool, too fresh (light).
D: it got refreshing from about halfway?
F then talked about the merchandise. He started with the travel poach, he held it up and moved it closer to the center of the table so fans could see it on the screen in the back. But by doing that it ended up quite close to Kyo's head. K gave F a super bewildered look, turned to check the screen in the back and then continued to give F evil glares of 'why you doin this to me'😂
K: I thought that rubber keychains are so cute! We should release the older costume versions as well (he got applause from the audience for that).
K then commented it looks so cute that they all got beheaded with their heads so low, like they're holding their heads.
D grabbed the rechargeable heat pack and said (totally sarcastic): ah so wa~rm...
😂
F: the highest temperature is 40℃.
K: (gets the pack) Can you charge devices with it? Huh, it just gets hot? When you're in trouble or sth you can't use it as charger? People would have wanted that in December...
F: ...(passes it to Die)
D: it's exactly the same temperature as the charging phone...
F next showed us the usb power strip holding it over Kyo, K got uncomfortable again😅
After that they moved to the questions from fans.
D: "anything you were particular about when creating the setlist?" We added songs we were thinking about playing at SOGAI, so also some older songs.
F: do you have any good questions?
K passes one paper to F.
F reads: "did F do anything to make you angry?"
and K replied with a list😂 the main was again F's easy ﾊｲﾊｲﾊｲ ( like yeayeah) or biting his lips.
F: how about you D?
D: nothing really.
F: " do you have favourite ramen?"
K (immediately): Jiroken. And it has to be smaller noodle portion with more toppings (麺少なめ全マシ), it's the best.
D: I don't really eat ramen.
F: you also said no McDonald.
D: yeah
F: Have you tried Jiro?
D: once or so
K (concerned😂): did you eat normal ramen? Which shop?
he made sure Die knows which ramen to order and which shop is the best😂
T: "which venue would you like to play at next?"
D said not exactly a venue, he would like to go to prefectures they haven't been to yet.
K: Nagoya Music Fan.
F: in Fujigaoka?
T: Does it still exist?
F: yeah.
T: let's discuss it in the future (aka not very likely?😂)
F: but it's not impossible!
F then picked a 'combo-question': "do you use any perfumes? What are you crazy about now? What kind of BGM do you play at home?"
K: I don't use perfume. I have a bar soap I like, the old style one with an image of cow on it. It doesn't have a strong smell.
F: how about BGM?
K: I only play Fortnite. Ah, but now the Chinese buns skins are on sale. I've been playing for a year and only saw someone using it once. Somehow I like the least popular skin.
K: at home I also eat cookies. Chocolate cookies.
F: what kind/brand?
K: Any.
D: I use perfume / he said he got Fueguia (but then there was some thing wrong with the frangrance after a while, it went away???)
And no crazes or BGMs.
D: "when you travel on work to other cities, are your seats on bullet train decided? Do you sit next to someone?"
D: it's not really decided, we travel by ourselves (??), most of us prefer aisle seat. So I was surprised when once Shinya asked if we could swap so he can get the window side.
F: and you K, window or aisle?
K: Definitely aisle. If you're on the window side and someone next to you falls asleep it's really rude to wake them up if you need to get up. I prefer to be woken up than wake someone up.😇
D: There's also the table.
K: aaah, Shinya likes window seat so you could put the table down with some food on top of it and then pretend to be dead sleeping.😈
The change😂 he was laughing so much at the idea too😂
F: "what's your preference for the food at venues?" (??)
K: sushi.
D: like in Shinkiba.
K: yeah, I get so excited.
F: We also had sushi in the US.
K: We got it from a fan.
D told us a story how he was able to start eating eel/unagi, he doesn't like fishbones but once in Nagoya everyone was having hitsumabushi backstage and saying how good it is, so he tried and actually liked it.
F: "Did you watch any good movies recently? I watched Miike's 'Imprint'". Do you know this movie, K?
K: Yeah, it as good.
F: you watch movies often.
K: Recently I watched Rob Zombie's '3 from Hell'.
F: how about you, D?
D: a movie with Tachi Hiroshi, a new one, about yakuza (he didn't remember the title, but most likely ヤクザと家族 The Family (2021)).
F: "Do you have a favourite fruit?"
K: melon.
F: do you eat it at home?
K: no・食べない
F: do you eat it if it's backstage?
K: yes・食べる
F: but at home?
K: no・食べない
F: melon...
K: like・好き
👨👦
F: do you eat melons at home, D?
D: I don't.
T: "who do you like from Fist of the North Star?"
D: I saw it, but I don't remember details.
K gave a very detailed answer but as I haven't seen it I didn't really get it (the only name I caught was Shuren)😅 but he compared one character to F?😆
And then came Kyo's biggest laughing fit.
The question was about some story about other members they remember the most. Kyo talked about how once Kaoru had trouble with the mic stand and guitar cable, the cable got twisted around the stand and Kaoru ended up empty handed which Kyo found very amusing. Then Kyo just kept gesturing the 'round round・ぐるぐる' bit and he was laughing so much he started crying🤣
But then Die said he had a similar situation once and F replied he remembers that. Kyo burst out again and then it was also Die's turn to just lose it🤣
The laughers to the point of tears continued for a while as they tried to calm down😂
But then.
Then.
Suddenly the backscreen went black with a message 'battery empty, please change battery' and the venue that was giggling because of band members also exploded.
The timing was just too much🤣🤣🤣
F said it's time to finish anyway and asked them for the last comments for the fans, starting from Die.
Die: ... 🤣... can't think of... anything🤣...I'm crying🤣
F: ... let's go from Kyo
K: ... I don't have anything to say... all...
(a moment)
Kyo: I don't have any big message. But please wait a bit more for the new single. It will be like Taiyou no Ao 2.0, in a good way. ...or Taiyou no Ao remix.
Die: Thank you for coming today. ... I'd really love to do a normal tour soon, shows with audience. For now please enjoy the concert film from Rock-May-Kan, but in the future let's enjoy the show all together... I still can't stop tearing up🤣 ok, I'm done.
A marvelous ending of even more marvelous day😆💚❤️
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