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yanderepuck · 7 months

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Kinktober Day 13

WELCOME BACK SLUTS. It's that time of the year you've been looking forward to. As always, Kinktober is hosted by your local Napoleon simp @xxsycamore

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Day 13 - Hypnosis/Aphrodisiacs | Begging

Dazai is sitting in an arm chair in the library while you are sitting on the floor with your head in his lap pouting at him.

"Don't look at me like that."

You pout harder... if that is possible.

"Stop that."

"Then let me."

"I'm busy trying to find something," he looks back at the book he has in his hands.

You keep your head on his leg. "Come on... pleeeease. You can read while I do it. You can just completely ignore me. It would be hotter if you did ignore me."

You start to get excited hoping he will say yes. He leans forward to brush his hand through your hair.

"If you really want it. Then beg."

Your arms wrap around his leg tightly. "Please, Dazai-sama. You dressed so nicely today how could I see you and not want you."

The moment you spotted him in clothes other than his kimono you lost it. He's in dress pants, a dress shirt and a vest. You didn't get the chance to ask why, and honestly? You don't really care why.

Your hands start to slide up his thighs, getting closer to where they meet.

"I really ... really ... really want your cock in my mouth," you inch your way closer, looking up at him with your head still in his lap. "Let me make you feel good, Dazai-sama. I want to help you relax."

Dazai has his arm propped up on the arm of the chair, his hand holding his head as he looks down at you. His book closed and in the other hand.

"Pleeeease. I'll be good for the rest of the day, I promise," you look up at him with begging puppy dog eyes.

Dazai glances towards the direction of the library door. It's not like he cares if anyone walked in, but he imagined that you would. But if you're this desperate.

He looks back down at you with a smirk. "You promise?"

"Yes!" Your eyes light up, thinking he's going to agree, and the moment he does you open up his pants.

Dazai gets comfortable again in the chair, shifting his body weight as you pull his cock out. It took only moments for him to get hard. You can tell he was getting excited for this too. There was no way he was actually going to say no.

You lay your arms on either side of his thighs and take his cock in your mouth with a moan. Dazai is opening his book back up and moans with you.

You suck on the tip before moving down his shaft. You begin to bob your head, taking his precum in the back of your throat.

Dazai tried to start reading again, but his head was too distracted and ended up looking down and watching you.

Your fingers loop around the belt loops of his pants to give yourself something to hold onto.

Dazai couldn't help but moan at the feeling. He couldn't take his eyes off you; watching his cock disappear into your mouth, your lips stretched around his shaft.

You got to the base of his cock and stayed there, deep throating him for a couple of seconds, being his personal cockwarmer.

You moaned the more you tasted him. Swirling your tongue around him.

Once you stayed still he was able to go back to reading. You looked up at him to see that his attention wasn't on you and you found it even hotter. You just want to pleasure him. As much as you love his attention, somehow being ignored like this got you turned on.

You rubbed your legs together and continued to suck him. You got to hear a sharp intake of breath from him when you did.

You moan more and take your time. You might want to have his cum all over your tongue, but you're doing this the pleasure him. Pleasing yourself is just a bonus.

#ikevamp #ikemen vampire #ikevamp dazai #kinktober

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explosionshark · 1 year

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hiii i just wanted to ask two things: 1. how do you find so much time to read as much as you do? i have several books on my shelf that i'm going through at a snail's pace, lol. and 2. with as much music you listen to, do you ever get a song stuck in your head distracting you as you read? i feel like this happens to me all the time

Hey! The answer for the first question is multi-part, so I hope you don't mind me rambling a bit.

The shortest possible version is that it's a mix of routine and the fact that (aside from listening to music) reading is my primary form of entertainment. I mean, I DO watch movies and TV, but usually with other people. When I'm alone and relaxing after work, it's usually with a book.

Tbh over the last handful of years I've noticed myself having a harder time focusing on watching shows or movies without being distracted. I'll go into something with the intention to focus and absorb and find myself eight minutes in with my phone in my hand, having to rewind bc I got distracted scrolling through my messages or my Tumblr feed or whatever and I've missed something. Reading is easier for me to focus on when I'm by myself because I can't multitask it. I'm doing it or I'm not.

Another thing that helps is mixed mediums. I'm pretty lucky in that the job I have allows me to wear headphones, so I can take advantage of audiobooks. Reading shorter books and novellas also helps make that book count bigger at the end of the year and shorter formats like that can help if you feel like you're intimidated by or struggling with a longer work. At the end of 2022 my final count was 71 total books - broken down it's 36 novel-length books (ebook or physical format), 13 novellas (sub 200 pages) and 22 audiobooks.

All this is very practical but a huge part of this is like motivation, right? Part of the reason it's easy for me to make reading into a habit is I stay excited. And a big part of that is quitting.

I love quitting! I think there's no wrong reason to quit a book. It sounds counterintuitive but when I was first getting back into reading, allowing myself to seek out books that were entertaining to me and to drop books I wasn't enjoying very much was a huge factor. I'm not saying there's no reason to read challenging books or push yourself, but people read for different reasons and since I'm reading primarily for entertainment, it's nice to give myself the freedom of not having to meet some arbitrary standard for "important" work and just to read about what if a lady fell in love with her hot boss or what if there was a monster in your spaceship or whatever.

Lastly, I'm always looking for new recommendations. There's a few booktubers I like, there's some subreddits for horror and SFF I keep up with, a couple podcasts I'm into, book review websites I check in on and, of course, stuff my friends push in front of me. It's easier to stay motivated or hyped up to keep reading if you're plugging into a shared experience, right? It's fun to share in someone else's excitement!

Anyway I know that's a long, messy answer but hopefully it's thorough. If you're having a hard time bc you're not really thrilled with what you're reading, I'd try putting it aside for now and looking for something to get you really excited. If you're into it but struggling anyway, I think you could try starting small by just setting aside 30 minutes or an hour every day at the same time and reading as much as you can within that timeframe! Make it something that's just part of your day.

And as for the second question - not really. I like having music on in the background while I read, so I don't usually have songs in my head distracting me. The only thing I can't really tune out is speech - it's really hard for me to read in a room where people are talking. If you're struggling with this a lot maybe try listening to some ambient music in the background while you read? Could help with distracting your brain enough to stifle the part that wants music, but hopefully not enough to keep you from paying attention to your book. Idk. (If you want ambient suggestions I'd say The American Dollar, Rachika Nayar, Olafur Arnalds, and Helios are all good places to start)

Anyway hiiiii happy new year, I hope something nice happens to you this week 💖

#explosionreads #happy to talk books with u any time u need a rec or want to rec something to me

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kpopjust4u · 2 years

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Life out of control - Lyric Scenario

Post Date: 13th September 2022 Content: Angst(ish)/ Slice of life - GOT7 Mark x Reader WC: 0.6K TW?: Long-distance relationship/ Break-up Request?: Yes

Masterlist Prompt list

Lyric references are highlighted in bold.

It always breaks Mark's heart when he has to leave you behind to go on tour, but it was his job, he had no choice in it. He didn't want to let the group down, but he felt so guilty for always leaving you behind all alone.

"I just want to know," Jaebum takes a seat next to Mark in the lounge at the hotel whilst the others played pool, oblivious to their eldest friend sitting alone, wallowing in his frazzled mind.

Mark turns his head to look at his friend with a fake smile on his face, waiting for him to finish his sentence.

"How are you actually doing? You've been a lot quieter than usual," Jaebum continues as Mark's face drops, knowing that there was no point in hiding anything from his friend, just having to re-live the moment all over again.

Mark sighs as he looks down at his phone, the lock screen still a photo of you as he just can't let go, "She said she's leaving, leaving me".

You'd had an argument the night before about how little time he actually spent with you in comparison to his work. It was from the get-go that you were going to struggle with his schedule.

"I know it's not fair, doesn't mean I don't care," Mark replies down the phone, attempting to keep his cool as you start to rip him to shreds over him being too busy for you all the time.

It was bad enough that he was struggling with the day he'd had, everything was going wrong for him with every practice, he just wanted a couple of hours of peace to relax.

"But, it seems like you don't care," you bite down the phone as he takes a deep breath, "You always catch me at the bad time, Babe," he replies almost instantly, rubbing his temples as your scoff was very audible.

"You know what, it doesn't matter. I'm done, I'm leaving. Good luck with the tour, Mark," you hiss down the phone, and then all he could hear was the beeping sound of the call ending.

"She became a victim to my busy schedule," Mark sighs as he turns his phone off, placing it down between him and Jaebum, Jaebum placing a caring hand on his shoulder.

Jaebum kept quiet, silently consoling his friend, letting Mark come around on his own to the reality of how harsh life really can be, "Talk to me, I'll listen," he finally says breaking the silence.

Mark hesitates to speak, though he knows he shouldn't have fear of judgement, he couldn't help but seal the bottle of pent-up emotions even more.

"When I know you probably think it's a lie, but if you truly love each other, you'll find your way back to each other," Jaebum smiles as he looks at his friend almost at the breaking point of tears.

Mark shakes his head, in denial about that possibility, "It's like my heart's bleeding, it hurts so bad". Jaebum pulls him for a hug, letting him find his own time to calm down.

The next day, Mark had something planned for the moment they go on stage before they started their plan for the concert, needing just to get something off of his chest.

A song that he stayed up all night writing, losing sleep to get his emotions out on the little piece of paper just for the one he loves so much.

A moment of hesitation strikes him, the minute he looks over the sea of fans filling up the venue, his heart shatters a little, knowing you're not amongst them.

Though he knew he could get this out for you somehow, "This one's dedicated to the girl out there, who I want the world and more for. I love you, always have, always will".

Despite his heart breaking with every word that he sang, knowing this was broadcasting on social media and you were bound to see it, he looked at the ocean of green lights and hopes what Jaebum said was true.

Tags: @scuzmunkie, @ateezreactionsandscenarios, @trashlord-007, @fanfictrashlord-007

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thelifeofnosilla · 2 years

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Monday, September 12, 2022

Happy 30th Birthday Anthony! I know there is a huge party going on in heaven! ❤️

Day 2 of me working out, Tuesdays & Wednesdays will be my rest day since I commute to work on those days. Hopefully I can find a way to get 10,000 steps in on those days though to make up for some activity in my life. I am really trying to take this weight loss thing serious. Believe it or not but I weighed myself this morning and I was already down 1 pound or I guess you can say 0.06 pounds. I do not know if I will weigh myself everyday because they say you should not but it feels good when you see you have lost a couple of pounds. I guess I need to find a day to schedule that.

Remember how I said my mind lingers sometimes, well I just read this..."If you're really committed to losing weight, weighing yourself every day can be helpful. Research shows that people who weigh themselves every day have even more success with weight loss than those who weigh in once a week." I guess maybe I can weigh myself everyday. The one thing I do plan is to do it before I get dressed to work out in the morning.

So I was wrong about the game time yesterday, it definitely was not at 1pm, it was at 4:25pm. We were a little worried the Giants would lose but we won 21-20! Ayyy! That was basically my Sunday after I journaled. Well I spoke to one of my best friends, went on a walk with my boyfriend, watched some tv, watched the game, did his hair and relaxed to go to bed. A Sunday I do not mind AT ALL. Sometimes we do go out on Sundays and have lunch somewhere and pick up some stuff if we need anything but it was nice to stay in for the most part.

I am pretty happy that I stood with this for two days, the real challenge is skipping Tuesday and Wednesday and coming back to my routing on Thursday. That is where I really can test myself.

I do want to say congratulations and good luck to my boyfriend today who starts his new job. I know he is dying to leave his current job which I do not blame him because it sucks. I know what it is like to leave a toxic place and end up in a better job. Like myself, even though my job now is filled with bullshit, it is the longest job I have held because it is not as toxic as my prior jobs and the hybrid schedule definitely helps, giving me work life balance that I have never had.

Well I think I am going to end here this morning, I want to shower and relax before I start my day at work. As well as plan my day of course.

Goodbye all your beautiful people. Hope you all have a great week! 🥰

#ny giants #weight loss #weightlossjourney #weight #self improvement #self care #healthier #i wanna lose weight

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treasureswordsgirl55 · 2 years

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Mine

Character: James "Bucky" Barnes

Pairing: James Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader

Warnings: Fluff. Mentions of Angry about work. Sexual tension. So fluff. Mentions of intimacy. Mentions of Spicy. Couple moments.

Inspired By: Underneath Your Clothes - Shakira

Author's Note: Hello everyone!! This is the first post of 2022! I hope that you're having a great great begging of 22'.

Here I go with Bucky again... Yep. I have a problem with this man. But... He's my personal experiment 🥼🧪.

I'm writing a novel with my best friend and I'm trying to write some scenes with description and other things more 🔥, you understand me...

And this fic begin in a particular way and end of this.

So, don't be so rude, please!! Let me know if you like it or my writing skills are better. Any comments or reblog are really appreciate!!

I hope you're having a good day! Stay safe XOXO 😘

Underneath you clothes, there's an endless story, that's the man I choose, that's my territory and all the things I deserve for been such a good girl...

I put the glass on the table as soon as I hear the sound of the locks moving, I turn to the kitchen clock and it greets me with it's hands indicating 11:40 p.m.

I don't need to see him to know that he is tired and that it was a very long day.

It is always my habit to wait for him even if I am too tired to stand up without falling asleep, but I like to see him arrive, to see hidden behind the small column that separates the kitchen from the living room as he repeats the same routine every night: First he closes the door with delicately and makes sure that everything is closed as it should be, then he stands for a few seconds in search of sounds that give away my presence, but he smiles because he knows that I am hiding there since I learned not to make noise when I'm walking and he can notice it and finally drops his backpack somewhere on the couch to look for this little fugitive who loves to observe him secretly.

And despite being tired as hell, he takes the time to sit next to me to hear how was my day.

What did I do to deserve this man? Just being a damn good girl.

- Doll? - I stay in silence for a few seconds, while I take another sip of my glass and look at the same time that he approaches to see in the kitchen, he smiles, surely for my disheveled image of an unarmed bun, light blue pajamas and a glass pink plastic and lets out a sigh. His blue eyes, which always remind me of the ocean, are soften as he leaves the backpack on the ground to get closer but I stop him with my hand while I take a cup of tea that I had prepared in advance.

- Stay, I'm coming - He leans against the armchair and smiles when I approach, but Bucky is faster, he takes the cup and the glass from my hands to leave them without delicacy on the table next to the door and turn to press his lips against mine.

I let out a sigh as I allow myself to be invaded by the mint smell that comes off his clothes at the same time that I enjoy the softness of his lips, that of which I have become addicted since the first time I taste them and I feel like the heartbeat of his heart as well as his breathing are coupled to mine and I lose myself in the sensation of having him in my arms. I kiss him back by entwining my fingers in his hair, trying to bring him a little closer, but he pulls me away instantly to leave a kiss on my forehead while he hugs me.

- Is that bad? - I begin to caress his hair, which is somewhat damp, at the same time that Bucky turns his head towards my touch and leaves a kiss on the palm of my hand as soon as I reach his face.

- Don't even remind me, that every time I do I want to hit Sam for having gotten into this - I laugh as I let my hand take on a life of its own and go down his neck, leaving a trace of caresses that he enjoys as he closes his eyes and I feel it relax under my hands - Don't stop what you're doing, please.

- I didn't know you were a cuddling man, Barnes.

- Only with you, darling.

We both laugh as he turns away just to see the cups and frowns, looking to see the clock as I continue to draw circles at the base of his neck, near where his vibranium arm begins, the element that makes him even more human for me.

- Don't you think it's half late for something strong? - He takes the glass to take a sip and when he does, he leaves it in the same place with a small smile on his face - You're the only one who drink tea in a glass.

- It's what makes me unique - I shrug and feel his grip tighten around me.

- And mine. Don't forget - he wants to get away from him but I take it by the lapels of his black jacket - I know it's hard for you to be away from my wrist, but let me change so we can go to bed.

- Can you let me do it? I wanted to help you.

I feel like he stays still under my hands, as if my statement has pinned him to the ground.

I always liked the idea of watching him undress, but taking the fact of all sexual implication out of the act, I just enjoyed watching him take his time removing his clothes and becoming the Bucky that I enjoyed all the time, outside of that position of superhero who I also loved but was not my favorite.

- I do not know what to say...

- Say yes, let me pamper you a little Bucky.

He lets out a laugh and drops his arms to his side as I clap like a little girl at a Sea World show.

- I'm all yours, darling. Do with me what you want.

I bite my lower lip as I unzip the red jacket under the jacket until I notice his blue jacket underneath him and frown. I still don't understand his habit of wearing so many clothes when he has no notion of the cold. I gently remove his jacket as he just stretches his arms or turns to make my job easier.

He doesn't say anything but I know he enjoys it all, because he smiles every time I see him. I entertain myself with the little white strips of his red jacket and he let my hands caress his shoulders, trying to relax a little the tension that is accumulating in them, and I begin to slowly descend while I take the jacket with each step that I give. For every place I touch I feel my heart beat harder against my chest, in the same way that I feel his heartbeat increase every time I find his pulse in my path. I let out a sigh when I ditch the jacket that ends up anywhere on the ground and when I turn to face him, Bucky pulls the sweater over his head in a hurry, not taking his gaze from him from mine.

We speak without even saying a word, our looks say everything, what we feel is this desperation to feel the other, but with each step he takes, closing the distance between us, I know that he would do anything to make him happy. I would face the most horrible being in the universe just at the thought that I was in danger.

He is everything to me and I don't know if he is fully aware of it.

That intimacy is a line of fire that we are discovering before which we will fall before realizing it.

I run my hands up his chest, taking the time to observe and admire every part of him as if it were a newly discovered treasure. I reach for his vibranium hand and intertwine his fingers with mine.

- You know, I always liked the contrast of the cold of your hand with the warmth of mine - I admit as I look at our clasped hands and I feel his chest rise and fall against my other hand, as if my words altered him more than he was used to - It's so different that I like it. It's unique.

- I like that you like it - His voice sounds agitated and breathy, and I enjoy having that control over him - Just to talk about secrets, I like to see how you surrender to my caresses - I feel that his free hand goes up the side of my hip even sneaking under my pajama top to caress my stomach without barriers - even more so, when I see the contrast that my arm makes against your skin, or the fact that I feel like the luckiest man in the damn universe every time I name my name leaves your lips every time we are together. Or how good it feels to have your body under mine, how I feel like we are two pieces of the same puzzle destined to be together. I know it sounds cheesy and maybe old-fashioned but you make it that way every time I think of you, baby.

- Bucky ... It's not the way I expected this conversation to take - I let out a murmur as I wrap my arms around his neck at the same time that I feel his lips leave a trail of soft kisses under my ear. If he keeps doing that, I'm going to melt into his arms like jelly without the slightest hint of shame.

- Me neither but ... Now all I think about is showing you how much I love you. I want the space between us and everything else to disappear - I hold his shirt in my hands as if it were a life preserver and I feel the heat begin to take over me as his words echo deep within me - I want to feel your legs intertwined around my waist and hear my name leave your lips while I show you what you do in me and what I feel for you in the best way that I can think of. I am yours, doll. I always have been, from the moment I saw you, my heart and my mind only belong to you.

- James ... - I let out a whisper at the same time that my lips seek his and I barely touch them, I feel that my heart seems to stop - You're going to kill me.

I hear him laugh against my lips as he deepens the kiss, and he pushes me slightly until I feel my back hit the nearest wall and the body of my favorite soldier corners me against it.

- It is not my intention, I just want to have fun with you and give you all of me.

- And what are you waiting for, a permit? - A moan escapes my lips as soon as I feel that his hands play with the buttons of my pajamas. You fucking bastard ... - Do whatever you want with me, Barnes. But do it once and for all.

- Now who is the anxious one here?

His laugh makes me look at him and feel safe, happy and most of all, loved.

- Come here, soldier - I take it by the neck of his shirt as I kiss him, ending our conversation.

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natashaelara · 2 years

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୧ 12/1/2022

I can't think of anything more romantic than a stargazing date, where you and me are alone outside under the night sky. What more could I ask for than the pleasant weather, a comfortable blanket, a pair of hands to hold and someone special by my side?

I hope we could drive into the night, away from everyone and our thoughts, away from the city light, and have no idea where we're going or when we'll be able to stop. Perhaps we'll come across a site where we can lay the mat we took with us, a spot where there are no trees or anything over our heads, allowing us to see the shining stars and moon.

What is it about this type of date that I enjoy the most? It's relaxing, and it helps us get our minds off of everything. We get to chat about what's on our minds, how you feel about me, and how you feel about us, but most importantly, it's because I adore the night sky, so I'm sorry you have to put up with a girlfriend who insists on going on a stargazing date with you because I know it's actually boring.

I have song that describes me perfectly so you might want to give it listen before you continue your reading.

💿ˀˀ

Okay so I guess enough with my random blabbering. The contents I'll be making after this are just mostly what I feel about you because you know, my love language is words of affirmation so I love writing this kind of stuff for someone that I love. Please don't fall asleep while you're reading or else I'm going to kidnap your anabul.

First of all, happy first month to both of us. I know I've said this a lot but time really flies and I'm honestly surprised we have reached our first month in a blink of an eye. I feel like it's just a few days ago when you confessed to me out of nowhere and I was too nervous to even write you a proper acceptation. I had a lot in my head that time. I wasn't sure if I'm about to do the right thing, or if I'm going to end up destroying the friendship that we have. I gave it a lot of thoughts that night when you were asleep, I was thinking about the pros and cons and I know it's just a virtual relationship but we're still a person behind this gadget and I'm 100% sure that I don't want to hurt you. I accepted you because you really seem like a nice person, you've been treating me well even before we got into this relationship, I can see that you were trying so I guess why not I give it a shot right? And in another hand, of course I have feelings for you but you know that time we just met for a few days and I'm not going to lie that it wasn't that deep at first. Yeah sure I had a crush on you but if you didn't confess to me that I may or may not confess to you. But after we became something, the feelings keep on coming every single day. I feel more and more comfortable with you, I enjoy spending my time with you, you make me feel like I have someone to rely on to and you make me feel home. I can't lie to myself or to you that it felt overwhelmed at first. I was doubting myself like "am I really ready for this" but thank you for proving me wrong.

Lastly, I just want to say some appreciation words to you for keeping up with me for this one month we're together. It was going smoothly so far, we didn't have a fight yet but hopefully we will never get into one! I had so much laughter when I'm with you and of course I smiled a lot too! Please always keep up with your bapak-bapak vibes but worry not, I'll be the one to take care of you too. We will take care of each other because we're superhuman couple.

Happy first month again for us! I love you, Dillon. Sayang kamu banyak-banyak.

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