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starglittersystem · 8 months
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i find it very funny that the way our brain differentiates between me and minnow is post-time loop homura vs pre-time loop homura considering. neither of us are homura akemi introjects
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haechannielove · 2 years
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                                               good game (M)
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preview - What could you possibly want from me jaemin? There's no reason for you to want to talk to me. we have nothing in common.” he looks at you and chews on his lip before opening his mouth. “you're wrong about that. I saw that you joined the baseball team. You're the only female on the team, yet you're the best ranked.” Why does he know this? “Yeah?’ your brow raises. “I'm the captain.” he says to you. You're shocked to hear that.
pairing - brat tamer!jaemin x brat!reader
rating - 18+, angsty if you squint
word count- 2.1k
warnings- LOTS of dirty talk, jaemin loves calling reader ‘bunny’, humiliation, lots of name calling from both jaemin and reader, sub/dom dynamics, spanking, voyeurism, restraints on readers hands (jaemins belt lol), throat fucking, overstimulation, cum eating, if i missed anything lmk
au - non-idol, uni, baseball ⚾️
A/N - dedicated to notifications anon ! THIS LITERALLY TOOK ME DAYS. My first time with sub/dom ish dynamics LOLL hope you enjoy 🤭🤭
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Na jaemin was someone you didn't have to know well to get annoyed with. Him and his stupid friend group. Nobody knew them well, because nobody really cared. All they do is play clash of clans and act like they have all the smarts in the world.
You walk to the library to find a book you've been looking for for a while. It's a romantic comedy. You walk the isles, you pass endless rows of books. You drag your fingers along them and feel the different textures of each spine on the tips of your fingers.
You finish observing the titles of the books, unable to find the one you were looking for. You spot a filled, 4 seater table at the back of the hallway and see nonother than jeno, jaemin, renjun, and haechan.
“y/n '' you thought about ignoring the voice calling your name from the direction of the table. The owner of the voice being jaemins. By no surprise in the world, he wants your attention. His circular lensed glasses slipped past the bridge of his nose. “What could you possibly want from me jaemin? There's no reason for you to want to talk to me. we have nothing in common.” he looks at you and chews on his lip before opening his mouth. “you're wrong about that. I saw that you joined the baseball team. You're the only female on the team, yet you're the best ranked.” Why does he know this? “Yeah?’ your brow raises. “I'm the captain.” he says to you. You're shocked to hear that.
It takes a moment for it to all settle in for you. “I’d never guess that a nerd like you would be captain of the school baseball team.” he smirks after hearing you call him a nerd. “Listen baby, I'm not as much of a nerd as you and the rest of the school thinks.” you're slightly taken aback by the nickname he's decided to call you by. “Well see about that… captain.” you take a long pause and look him up and down before calling him ‘captain’.
It's your first game with your team and you're up against a pretty gifted opponent. They are a team who likes to call themselves lightning. “Pretty corny name for such a good team, don't you think?’ you say warming up while talking to your fellow teammate and pretty close friend , Chenle. He giggles at you and nods his head. “Yeah I thought the same thing when jaemin told us about them yesterday.”
“Good luck guys, do good. It'll be good for our reputation.'' Jaemin says, throwing a thumbs up. You roll your eyes at him and walk away. “Shut the fuck up already” you say under your breath as you’re getting in position. Jaemin looks you in the eyes and licks his lips. “Fucking brat” he whisperes to himself.
As you are on the bench jaemin comes over to you. “Drop the attitude, there's no reason for you to be so moody. Is it that time of the month?” you scoff. Why would he say some stupid shit like that? “Don't you know not to say that to a girl? And to answer your dumbass question, no. I just don't want you in my face while I'm trying to focus, go away. Go bother mark or something.” with that he pokes the inside of his cheek with his tongue and walks away.
The game ends and your team wins by 2 points. “Good game” Jaemin says all smiley. Something about him just ticks you off and you don't know why. “Okay we get it you're happy we won. You have to stop being all giddy all the time, its fucking annoying.” he looks at you with widened eyes and you walk away with the rest of the team.
You all head back to the locker room. You wait for the guys to get done getting dressed until you go in too.
Your shirt comes off and you look in the mirror. You were sliding to second base and accidentally scraped your side.
As you are looking in the mirror you see jaemin walk in. you quickly attempt to cover yourself but he walks over to stop you. “Why are you here? I'm trying to get dressed fucking weirdo” you pout at jaemin.
“You look so good without a shirt on. Your boobs are so pretty.” you squint at him confused.
You look down and see his dick hardening in his pants. you can't hide the arousal building up in your core. It's pretty visible.
“you’re so wet y/n.” jaemin says looking down at the wet patch in your panties. You shake your head and scoff “Stop being weird, jaemin.”
He walks over to you slowly until your back meets the wall behind you. “you would look so pretty with my hands around your neck while I fuck you dumb” he looks you up and down. the butterflies in your stomach going wild, but why?
“where’s all of this coming from? We don't even know each other like that. Plus you’re a fucking dork” you look back at him with a judgmental look on your face.
“Then let's get to know each other, hm?” you’re astonished by the duality he possesses. you would think he's a completely bitchless unskillful dude with no game, but he's the complete opposite. you’re completely shocked by his behavior.
“don't give me that look y/n, you know you want my cock.” He puts his hands on your shoulders and turns you around. The next thing you feel is a smack to your left asscheek. The burning feeling makes you moan and jolt forward. Still in shock as jaemin rubs his hand over the spot that he previously abused.
“I don't think you were on your best behavior today bunny, I think I have to teach you a lesson. One thing about me is that I don't like brats.” ''And you're not gonna do anything about it jaemin, now get out of my way so i can get dressed.” you walk away but he grabs your wrist and pushes you back up against the wall. He puts his lips up to your ear and whispers “Watch me.” he then reaches behind
you and unclasps your bra. He takes one of your nipples in between his fingers and plays with it. You bite your lip and let out a gasp.
You reach your hand down to his painful bulge and start palming him. “Take your pants off.’’ you say tugging at his waistband. “Do you really think you deserve it after your gross attitude today?” he says tugging your pants and panties down. Arousal drips down your leg because of the lack of material to absorb it. “Bratty whores like you need to earn cock.” you're now naked while jaemin is fully clothed. He takes 2 of his fingers and runs it through your folds, rubbing past your clit making you shiver.
“Touch yourself for me. If you make yourself cum in under 10 minutes ill fuck you until you forget your own name.” he pulls his belt off. “But after i bend you over my knee” he adds on. you look at him as he grabs your hand and guides you to a bench in the middle of the narrow walking space in between the lockers on the left and right side.
He sits down first then bends your body over his lap. You can hear the sound of him folding his belt. While readying yourself for the impact, you suddenly feel him stop moving, or so you thought. All you did was blink then suddenly feel your ass burning as if it were on fire from his leather belt coming in contact with your delicate skin. Blood soon rushed to the spot that was hit, making your ass as red as a newly bloomed rose. “Oh bunny, you're going to be sore after I'm done with you. Hope this teaches you a lesson not to be a spoiled fucking brat.” hit after hit, your ass became more and more roselike. The sting of jaemins hits, making tears fall down your face, hitting the tile floor.
“Jaemin i can't handle anym-” “yes you can'' he takes one more big hit. This one was the worst of all. Your ass is now completely numb and aching. “Get up” jaemin spits at you. You get up and look at him with your red and tear stained face. Your legs are threatening to give out on you due to the pain. “Sit on the bench, and make yourself cum.”
You sit on the bench, you struggle to stay still due to the feeling of your hot ass coming in contact with the wooden bench. You spread your legs open and you hear a groan come from Jaemin’s throat. He's taking his pants off as you're reaching down to rub your clit.
His eyes stuck on your pussy as you use your other hand to plunge your fingers inside of yourself. As you rub circles on your bud and curl your fingers inside of yourself hitting your g-spot. Jaemin is pumping his cock to the sight until he walks over to you. He stops stroking himself and taps his cock on your lips. “Open your mouth” and you do. He slips his cock into your mouth and you suck. He slowly slips it in farther and farther until the tip of his cock meets the back of your throat. You’re nearing your orgasm as he slowly fucks your mouth.
“You feel so good bunny, I need to be in your pussy soon so hurry up and cum. It's been 7 minutes already.” you moan on jaemins cock while building up to your climax. “Does my little bunbun like when I talk ? yea? Don't think I haven't noticed your little whimpers every time I say something.” He takes his cock out of your mouth and kneels down to your level. “I would love to have my dick inside of you. You know I think about this a lot. Considering how you talk down on me so much. Calling me a nerd, a weirdo, a reject. But now look at you. You're trying to orgasm so that i can fuck you. pathetic. “ With that, you hit your orgasm. Your fingers work inside of you and your legs are shaking. The whole room filled with the sound of your wet pussy and sweet moans.
Jaemin grins and picks his belt up. “Turn around.” he demands. You comply and turn around. He harshly grabs your hands and ties your hands together, using the leather strip as a restraint. He pulls on the tail of the belt to make sure your hands are really stuck. “Bend over.” is all he says and you do so. The next thing you feel is jaemins hard cock ramming into your core, fucking you into oblivion.
He keeps his steady pace as you choke on your own tears and cry out because of the overwhelming pleasure. He’s holding your trapped hands while he smacks his hips into yours. Every time the tip of his cock meets your cervix he lets out the prettiest moans. His eyebrows are furrowed and he’s focused on chasing his high. “w-wanna cum on your face bun” you moan in response. He reaches his hand down to your clit and rubs at it, making you yelp because of the overstimulation.
Minutes later and you’re both on the edge of your orgasms. You orgasm first. Your legs nearly give out on you because of the sensitivity.
As you’re coming down from your high, jaemin pulls out and pushes you to your knees. You open your mouth and immediately ropes of white cum shoot out. All over your pink cheeks and into your opened mouth. You swallow all of him down and look at him with innocent eyes. He helps you stand up and takes his belt off from around your hands. A red rim is formed around your wrists due to the pressure of the belt.
“Let’s go take a shower together y/n” he suggests to you. You nod and you both get under the running water together.
After this day, when you and jaemin were in front of others, you still fought all the time, made sly comments, inappropriate jokes and all that jazz about each other, but when it was just the two of you, Jaemins dick was always pounding in either your pussy or your throat. I don’t make up the rules… 🤷
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mysecretlittlelibrary · 10 months
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Battle Of The Knights Pt. 4: And The Winner Is...
Pairing: Moonknight trio x Reader
Word Count: 1.9k
Warnings: nothin- you're safe
Genre: fluff- still just fluff lol
Summary: "So let me get this straight, you all like me, so you each want to take me on a date and let me decide what to do after?" You can't believe the words you're hearing even as you repeat them back.
What happens when the relationships you've built with Marc and his two alters are turned on their heads by a proposition that is anything but simple? How can they expect you to risk blowing up the carefully crafted dynamic you've worked so hard to create? And why do you agree to such an insane suggestion?
A/N: is anyone actually interested in reading the alt endings for this story 🤣 cuz ik nobody actually wants to pick
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You took a week to mull it over. To really consider your options and what the best approach to this conversation with them would be. Eventually, when you've given yourself headaches from trying to predict the future, you cave in and text the trio knowing you can't continue to delay the inevitable.
Hey guys. I've made a decision. Meet me at our usual cafe for lunch tomorrow. How's 3?
You're not sure who responds to you. It's short and whoever it is doesn't sign off like they usually do.
sounds great. see you then
Maybe Marc or Jake. When the trio is anxious Jake usually has to deal with things but it's possible Marc is taking the wheel since he's known you the longest. You're almost certain the text isn't from Steven, he always uses full sentences with proper punctuation and capitalization when he texts. He's also pretty fond of exclamation marks and emoticons. A text from Steven would probably look more like 'Sounds great! See you then! :)'
Jake seems the most likely sender of the text, but it really doesn't matter either way. They'll be there and you need to address all three of them anyway. When you walk into the cafe, they're already there and they stand up when you walk over to them.
"Y/n! Hey!" It's Marc who greets you and gives you a hug.
"Hi, Marc. Thanks for coming." You say taking a seat across from him.
"Wouldn't miss it for the world. We're happy to see you. Steven was starting to get super worried." Marc says.
"Oh was he?" You chuckle.
"Yeah, you know how he gets." Marc shrugs.
"How I get?! I wasn't the one checking our phone every ten minutes. He was way more anxious about this than I-"
"Steven. I know." You cut off his rambling with a chuckle even though the sudden switch caught you by surprise.
"You know?" Steven blinks at you.
"Of course I do. Marc isn't as subtle as he thinks he is." You muse.
"Oh- okay." He says.
"Would you like to stick around for this or do you want Marc or Jake to come out before I get into the details?" You ask.
"I- I take it I'm not going to like how this conversation goes? If you're offering me an out?" He frowns.
"I'm not sure actually."
"You're not sure? I thought you called us here because you made a decision?" He tilts his head.
"I did. Kind of. Actually, I have some questions to ask first. I'm only offering you an out because I know you don't like dealing with unfamiliar territory and I don't think this will be a very comfortable conversation." You say.
"Questions for who?" Steven asks.
"Well, technically all of you."
"I'll stick around then." He says hesitantly.
"Okay then. Well, I guess my main question is, out of curiosity- what was the plan? Like- long term, for the three of you?" You ask.
"What do you mean?" He shakes his head.
"If I choose one of you, even if best case scenario it doesn't alter my friendships with the other two- what about their romantic lives? Did you all plan to just have three completely separate dating lives for the rest of forever?" You ask. There's a moment of silence as Steven registers your question. You can tell from the look on his face he's never even thought about it before.
"Do you have a mirror?" Steven asks. You reach into your bag and pull out the compact you usually carry.
"Here." You hand it to him and he opens it and puts it on the table in front of him. You know it's so Marc and Jake can easier communicate with him.
"We- never really thought about it. I guess so." Steven says.
"See that's the thing. I was thinking about it and logistically how would that even work? I mean you guys are of course individuals but you do share a body. It's a strange situation to put someone in, sharing their boyfriend with one or two other people even if it's just physically because it's not like you can tell every first date you go on that you have a personality disorder and one of your alters already has a girlfriend but if you hide that information for too long it would totally screw up your chances with that person." You explain.
"So- instead of focusing on the decision you were supposed to make you've been worrying about what your choice could mean for the others?"
"Well, yeah. I care about all of you was that not obvious?"
"It's always been obvious but-"
"What are you suggesting muñequita?" Jake interrupts whatever Steven was going to say with his question.
"Jake." You say as a way of acknowledging the switch. 
"Before you ask, Steven didn't run off, I took over because he's gonna beat around the bush and I want to get to the point already."
"Well it wasn't nice of you to cut him off like that Jake." You frown.
"He'll be fine. Y/n, what are you suggesting?"
"I'm suggesting that you learn how to share. All three of you."
"Share?" Jake raises an eyebrow at you.
"The best chance for all of you to have a happy, healthy, fulfilling, long-term relationship is to date one person. That or you- take turns for the rest of your life for who will be able to pursue romance. This separate but equal life y'all have been trying to maintain will not work here. You date one person, who knows all of you and loves all of you or only one of you gets that happy ending because you can't expect three women to date three minds in one body. In that scenario, nobody is getting it all and you are spread entirely too thin." You sigh.
"So, what does that mean? For you." Jake crosses his arms.
"For me? Nothing. It doesn't have to be me that you choose. I just think it would be better for you all to find one person that you're willing to go through that kind of experience with. I mean clearly, despite having very different personalities there are interests that you share in a partner evidently. So I think you should look for- for somebody that could love all of you because you are a system- you work best together even if you don't think so. I've seen it."
"So you will not make a choice? Is that what I'm understanding here?" He asks and you shake your head.
"I won't choose one of you. I can't do that because it creates a very complex situation for everyone involved. Have you even thought about dating the same person before?"
"This is as intertwined as our dating lives have ever gotten. I mean- you know I don't date for a myriad of reasons and Steven can hardly start a conversation with a woman and Marc- he's equally as hopeless in a very different way. We haven't talked about dating really because we don't think about it. Too much else is going on." He shrugs.
"Are you against it?" You ask.
"Sharing a partner? We- we have never thought about that until just now when you brought it up." Jake says. You watch his eyes flick down to the mirror and he makes a face at something Marc or Steven said.
"What if we wanted to do it- with you?" It's Marc that asks you this question. You're surprised they switched out, since Marc was really only around to say hello you almost thought he'd stay inside for the whole conversation.
"What?" You blink.
"What if we wanted to date you? All of us. I mean- you've already been on dates with each of us, you've always cared for all of us- do you think, do you think you could be that person we choose to try that experience with? You said you won't choose one of us over the others so- what if we didn't want you to choose?"
"Just to be clear I didn't bring this idea to you as a loophole for me. You don't have to date me. I want you all to be happy and this just seemed like the most reasonable way to ensure that." You say.
"I know. We know. But we also don't want to look for someone else. We- our hearts, heart? Our feelings are for you. We have no interest in suppressing them or trying to replicate them with someone else. We think- we, us and you, work well together. Plus I honestly don't think Jake would consider dating anyone else anyway." Marc says and you can't help but chuckle at the last bit.
"And you're sure? This is what you want? All of you?"
"Do you want to hear each of us say yes?" Marc asks. You pause for a second trying to decide if his suggestion is serious.
"That would help honestly." You nod.
"Okay. I dunno if you wanna hear me say it since I'm the one suggesting it to you but I want this." Marc says.
"Yeah, I gathered." You giggle.
"I hate to admit it but he's right I have no interest in dating anyone else. It's you or no one. At least for me." Jake says albeit a bit grumbly.
"Just so we're clear, you understand I'd be not only your girlfriend but Steven and Marc's too, right?" You ask.
"It was me you brought up the sharing a partner thing to in the first place muñequita, I get it. I think you're right, but I'm only in if it's you. We are best with you." Jake says.
"I don't think you need me to be your best, but I appreciate the sentiment."
"Do not start with me." Jake warns but before he can say anything else, Steven nudges his way to front.
"I'm in as well. I'm not- assertive the way Jake is or smooth like Marc, but- if you'll have me-"
"Steven I have never thought of you as less than Jake or Marc. I care for you the same as I do them and you don't need to be like them. I want you to be you. I don't need two Jakes and I certainly don't need two Marcs. I do need one Steven though. Okay?" You look at him and hope your eyes show the sincerity of your words.
"I can definitely work with that."
"I hope so- I've already hand-picked you for it." You smile which Steven returns.
"So, will you be our girlfriend? Mine and Jake's and Marc's? Now that it's clear we're all on the same page about being with you."
"I would love to be your girlfriend." You giggle.
"We should take you on a date. As a unit this time as opposed to what we did before." Steven says.
"Sounds good." You nod. "This time I'm planning it." You add after a moment.
"Now wait a damn minute-" Marc scoffs.
"Nope! You each got to plan a date for me. It's my turn now that is only fair." You say.
"We asked you though." He says.
"We're dating now who cares? We'll take turns planning dates." You shrug and stand from the table. You walk over and kiss his cheek. "I have to get back to mine. I have work to finish. Since you're no longer in competition, you can discuss your dates with each other. I'll text you when I've figured out our plans for the next one." You tell them.
"We can see you before then, right?" Marc asks.
"Of course, you can. Come over later if you like." You say grabbing your bag and your mirror.
"We'll call!" Steven shouts after you as you leave. You blow him a kiss over your shoulder and then you're gone. As nervous as you were about it, this is the only outcome you were hoping for when you texted them last night. You can't imagine another way this ended that would have you as happy as you are right now.
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Taglist: @queerponcho @avengersinitiative2012 @stressed-cherry @animechick555
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stanley578 · 19 days
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Helluva Boss 2024 trailer
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I watched the trailer for episodes 8-12 of season 2 this morning. Tonight, I watched it again and I've captured the quotes from Stolas, Blitz, and Octavia and will explain them one by one and make predictions on what's going to happen.
"This transactional thing we have. It's not right anymore. It hasn't been. I just want someone to care. I want someone to want me." - Stolas (This will be when Stolas realizes that his dynamic with Blitz is no longer healthy and that it's not right for Stolas to treat Blitz as an object of desire. He wants to have a genuine relationship with him and see him as a person.)
"You fucks think you can do this everytime, like you can just play with our feelings because we're smaller and not as important." - Blitz (I don't blame Blitz for calling Stolas out because of the way upper-class demons treat and look down on lower-class demons. Also, because at the beginning of the show, Stolas was flirtatious towards Blitz and he used colourful language to express his desires towards him. Blitz has had enough of being only seen as Stolas's toy.)
"Do you feel any kind of remorse for what you do?" - Stolas (I have no idea who Stolas is talking to, so there's no full context as of the moment, but if I could take a guess, either he's asking that question to Stella or Andrealphus.)
"You never loved mother and you don't love me. You love him." - Octavia (This will be when Octavia finds out about the relationship between Stolas and Blitz, but she doesn't realize the truth that Stella never loved Stolas as she was abusive towards him and they were both in an arranged marriage.)
"I destroy everything. I make everyone's lives worse." - Blitz (Blitz will go through an emotional breakdown, beating himself up, and hating himself even more due to the accident in the circus, his breakup with Verosika, and other traumatic events.)
"I don't want to be this way. Not forever." - Blitz (Blitz wants to move forward with his life and become a better person.)
"Thank you, Blitz, for making me so happy. Even if only for a little while." - Stolas (I don't want to assume the worst, but I'm guessing this will be when Stolas finally lets go of or breaks up with Blitz, even though he doesn't want to.)
That wraps up my predictions and make sure to mark your calendars on when the episodes will be released.
Here are the release dates.
The Full Moon - May 2024 Apology Tour - June 2024 Ghostfuckers - October 2024 Mastermind - November 2024 Sinsmas - December 2024
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camzverse · 22 days
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CASSIDY MICHAEL AND ROXY!!!!!
YAAYYY
sorry for answering like two weeks late btw 💀💀💀💀 ignore rhattt
(i wanted 2 do all three but like theres practically no canon information about cassidy.. this shit a travesty forreal. like what do we even know about her besides some logbook and ucn stuff. Sighh............ so just mikey n roxy i GUESS)
michaelllll
favorite thing about them: either the way he just watches that little vampire soap opera every night (So silly) or the fact he can draw. his little drawings in the logbook...
least favorite thing about them: him being a little BITCH in fnaf4. he was straiggt up INFURIATING. if i ever encountered 1983 mike its ON SIGHT
favorite line: "he tripped and fell on freddys teeth not our fault" <-ITS SO FUNNY TO ME WHAT IS HIS PROBLEM . that or his whole "i should be dead but im not im going to come find you" speech it was pretty cool tbh. he ate
brOTP: Does he even have friends. wait do him and helpy count theyre so silly. freak corpse father and little toy bear son... im not sure what does and doesnt count as a brotp lmao
OTP: dont really care that much for shipping him but jeremike is soo fun :3 i like them
nOTP: ummm idk i guess just. Not the icky stuff yk. cant really think of anything else
random headcanon: i personally lov the idea that he kinda designed foxy. like he came up w the idea in like a drawing. i think its neat
unpopular opinion: idk exactly how unpopular this is but ive seen a loott of people saying it and. i dont think mike was mean 2 evan bc elizabeth died and he took it out on him or Whatever tf it is people think (i also dont even think she was dead at this point. imo) i think he was just mean bc. he just was mean yk. he just enjoyed being mean to ev and scaring him. as older brothers often do. i just dont think there was some deeper reason i really believe he was just being mean for the sake of fucking w his sibling. side note i dont think he ever wouldve taken it as far as the bite incident on his own i think that was jst a special case bc his bullying was being super enabled by his equally dickheaded friends. ykwim? not like he wasnt at fault he absolutely was but like i think it was a mob mentality kinda thing. if thta even makes sense. Anyway
song i associate with them: cop car by mitski.... something something "i will never die" Also michael afton + dog metaphor makes me insane
favorite picture of them:
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he is Lookingg..
roxyy!!!
favorite thing about them: i LOVE her design. and also her personality. shes just a really cool and interesting character as a whole i like what theyve done in creating her. Ok thats not really a fav thing ermm im gonna go w her design cuz it goes so hard
least favorite thing about them: shes a gregory hater and i cannot get behind that !! Sorry queen u fell off
favorite line: def either "sign up today and be a WINNER! nobody likes a loser 🙄🙄" (i love the way she says it its so funny 2 me) or "i remember because you are number one—twice :)" (aww CRIES)
brOTP: do her and cassie count. Theyre everything. i really do not think i am understanding brotp correctly but its not like theres that many options either. whatevr. OOHhhh yk what i really fw roxy-freddy friendship. their dynamic intrigues me....
OTP: also not big on shipping for roxy but i yhink roxica is cutee ^_^
nOTP: umm i have no idea actualky. lmao
random headcanon: she is a #lesbian she kisses girls shes a big fan of women etc u get it. also hc that when kids go in her green room and they play the racing arcade machine she starts backseat gaming them like crazy . shes just mad she cant play the game herself lmao
unpopular opinion: umm i dont think i really have one Question mark.. tbh i feel like people dont talk about roxy that much so im not sure what Is a popular opinion. people should talk about her more shes interesting
song i associate with them: what you waiting for by gwen stefani!!!!! actually bc of that one roxy drawing u made that had that song LOL
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shes so cool..
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nokistar · 8 months
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I keep seeing a bunch of revisionism regarding Apollo Justice: Ace Attorney (and it's followups), so let's do a quick review/recap of it and see why the rest of the Apollo Justice Trilogy was spent trying to get rid of Apollo Justice.
This is written by Shu Takumi, who wrote the original trilogy. It was also written with the hand of Capcom on his shoulder, kind of ruining everything.
Originally the game was going to focus on Apollo alone, with no involvement of Phoenix at all. They also wanted specific plot points to be implemented like the jury system in the final trial. They also gave him absolutely no time to actually write anything.
However, this doesn't excuse the game we got from being bad. It just means it didn't have the chance to be good, no matter how hard the creators tried. It's not a reflection of their abilities, it's a reflection of Capcom being terrible.
Plot-wise, Apollo Justice begins with the victorious ending of the original trilogy pretty much instantly being undone and Phoenix being disbarred because everyone in the courtroom is an idiot (a recurring theme with this game, especially in the third case). Phoenix takes evidence from a strange little girl, his defendant runs away in the middle of a trial leaving his daughter behind, nobody looks into the circumstances of the forged evidence presented, and so on.
It feels like an incredibly contrived situation to hoist a new character into the spotlight.
Apollo Justice is a guy. He's supposed to be a more straight-laced version of Phoenix, but that and the rushed writing of the story lead to him just kind of going along with the story while leaving no mark on it of his own. I the original trilogy, Nick and Maya would barge in to confront culprits outside of court, investigate old cases they think are relevant, and just generally being proactive. Apollo and Trucy are just kind of there, but at least Trucy has her magician stuff going on and a fun dynamic with her adoptive father.
Our prosecutor this time around is Klavier Gavin, a rock star. Other games in the series have prosecutors who whip you, attack you with birds, condemn you to hell, drink wine in court... and yet Klavier is somehow the most baffling one of all because his whole gimmick is... he has another demanding job. It has nothing to do with his character journey (it actually causes a plot hole because he shouldn't be prosecuting a case he has a personal stake in, being a possible witness to a murder case that happens at one of his concerts) and just feels like they needed to spice up his character in some way.
So what exactly is his character journey?
Nothing.
Klavier is an antagonist in the strictest terms, as he isn't a bad guy. He's simply opposing you. Even when you're the one who got his brother sentenced to jail. Even when his own brother is on the stand for murder, he keeps a cool, boring head. He has an unwavering sense of justice in his heart.
In other words, he's just there to give you evidence and question prompts. He has no character arc despite how close he is to the plot. He's even the one to go up against Phoenix on the case he got disbarred because plot contrivences.
Speaking of plot contrivances, Apollo and Trucy are half-siblings now. It doesn't affect the story in any way shape or form (other than giving Apollo his awful gameplay gimmick) and is just a last second plot twist for the sake of a last second plot twist.
If I were to be generous, I'd guess future games Takumi planned to write had a larger theme of family and this would impact that. Even in AJ, the theme of family is all throughout it. You have the 'mystery' of Phoenix suddenly having a daughter, you have the second case being about a Yakuza family, you have the Gavins. If the team had the proper time, this could have been important even just thematically.
But as it is, it affects nothing. As it is the game is bad. No amount of what ifs can change that.
And, this is where I really toe the line of being controversial, but I don't think it would have been good even with those what ifs. Why?
Because the Great Ace Attorney duology reran a lot of these problems over the course of two games.
A jury system with no effect on anything. A pointless family relationship reveal. A defense attorney who is pulled along at the whims of his mentor figure. A mountain load of plot contrivences.
So it's no wonder when a new writer came on board afterward, they pivoted so hard away from it.
However, with Dual Destinies, they do follow up on the biggest theme of AJ: the corruption of the justice system. The game is about bringing an end to the Dark Age of the Law. Undoing Phoenix's disbarment, weeding out corruption, focusing on a new generation of attorneys and judges. Even if you think the cases are weak, the thematics are strong. There's a reason why the final trial takes place in a ruined courtroom aside from it being a cool setpiece.
It also introduces Athena Cykes, who is her own character. She has her own motivations, her own way of doing things. She's bold, she can lose her temper. She's a fun character that contrasts Phoenix and was brought into the agency through Phoenix's character motivations.
Apollo, meanwhile, they didn't have anything to work with. A big theme with Apollo as a character is the wild contrivences they have to make to keep him relevant and I think that with the characterization and backstory given to the team by Apollo Justice: Ace Attorney, this was all they could do aside from making him Athena's straightman.
This is why they spent Spirit of Justice getting rid of him. If he's got nothing going for him, they might as well write an entirely new backstory just to resolve that hanging plot thread because his backstory has to be something.
I don't want to dislike Apollo, but he wasn't introduced well and that introduction gave him no ground to stand on in future games. He's too straight-laced to work in a cast and world that's always been as vibrant as Ace Attorney's. And most importantly EVERYBODY hated this game when it came out.
That's why Dual Destinies and Spirit of Justice, despite their new tone, saved the series after Apollo Justice: Ace Attorney. The only reason people are so willing to fight for AJ is because these two did their best to fix what AJ broke.
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Hi, aj!
How are you?
This will be about ER. Who is your favorite character and why?
hi, anon!
i'm well! how are you doing?
honestly, i have a hard time deciding on one single favorite character on er, just because a) there are so many characters i absolutely adore (mark, susan, carter, benton, lucy, and neela among them), and b) my answer tends to change based on the era.
that said, forced to choose, i'd say my all-time favorite er character is abby lockhart.
while certainly there are some parts of abby's storyline i enjoy more than others—i've never really liked any of her canon romances, tbh—in terms of her personality and overall arc, i find her so endlessly compelling.
given what her background is, she reads exactly as she ought to.
she is so real and three-dimensional and dynamic!
watching the way she evolves over the course of her nine years on the show is one of the great delights of er's later seasons for me.
and, of course, maura tierney is such a consummate actress! i can only imagine that had she not been in direct competition with west wing-era allison janney for most of her er career, she probably would have much more major award show hardware on her mantel for this role.
just on a pure character design level, i love abby's wry, sardonic sense of humor; that she is a fellow minnesotan and has that "well, i guess this may as well happen—" kind of fatalistic midwestern outlook; how she occasionally is possessed of a streak of "bored housecat" naughtiness; how deeply she cares about her patients and will go out on limbs for them, oftentimes literally; her complicated relationships with her family members; how steel-trap clever she is; the way she struggles with her self-esteem; how she has to really work to initially find her confidence and speak up but then becomes such a firebrand (and sometimes rebel) in the department; her love for dead flowers; her deadpan comedic scenes; that she has some of the deepest, most fleshed-out female friendships on the show (particularly with kerry and neela); the way she so often self-sabotages and then has to deal with the consequences but always does deal with them, however roughshod the effort; how she gradually overcomes her hard start in life and eventually grows into this really graceful, wise, centered person, both professionally and personally; etc., etc., etc.
i also love that her story isn't a linear one: that she starts and stalls, not only along her path to becoming a doctor but also with her own recovery from alcoholism and her mental health issues; her interpersonal relationships and her struggles with her own self-doubt.
the way she is written is remarkable in a good way.
she is allowed to make mistakes to a degree that few female main characters on primetime television ever are—to fuck up royally and even at times be downright unlikeable—and yet she is also allowed to progress, however slowly and unevenly, and to grow.
to me, her long-in-coming triumphs are that much sweeter and more earned because of her numerous setbacks and failings along the way. you really do travel a wending road with her, and by the time you reach the end of it, the destination is so welcome.
there are multiple abby-centric episodes that are among my favorites of the whole series, including episodes 07x07 "rescue me," 10x12 "nicu," 11x10 "skin," and 14x08 "coming home."
i've said it before, but i have never seen such a well-done character sendoff episode on any series as episode 15x03 "the book of abby," which serves as a bittersweet, beautiful forty-five minute love letter to our much-beloved protagonist as she leaves county general for the last time.
her overall arc is one of the best examples of character development i've ever had the pleasure to watch.
thanks for the question! please feel welcome to send another any time.
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Ryuko’s Thoughts on Roppongi Division
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Kai Quinlan
“Ha! This guy and his wife really got on aniki’s nerves. That's all in the past though and we were just doing our job so I don't really hold a grudge… Okay, maybe I am still a little butthurt, but can you blame me? None of us expected them to have people actually volunteer to stand up against a yakuza gang. That was enough for aniki to call it quits… After some of the others talked him down. I imagine he’s still probably fuming about that loss today.”
“Still, I had no idea this Kai guy was a DJ or whatever. I’ve been having to work with him in my new job. Which like… Whatever fucking entity watching over me has some fucked up sense of humor. I didn’t think I’d have to work with people I’ve antagonized with in the past and yet, here we are. At least he isn’t a pain in the ass to work with unlike my shitty coworkers. It’s the people like him that keep me from losing my shit during these projects. Besides, his music is pretty good all things considered. Can't shit on his talent if he's actually good at it.”
Mireya Quinlan
“Tch, speak of Kai’s wife. I guess it would make sense for them to team up. Especially with how aniki had described how heated she got just at the business proposal alone. Anyways, whatever I’ve said for Kai can be said for Mireya. I have no personal problems with her. The past was just work and even now if we meet in battle it’s just business.”
Zakari Hiroya
“Hah? This is their adopted son? I mean… Good on him, whatever. But ‘extreme stuntman’? What the hell are they doing at Gypsy’s Palace? I guess it makes sense I would have no idea what they do since I was effectively banned from ever entering... Not that I even have the time to go see this kid’s stunts. Wait, kid… He’s 21? And he’s still in high school? How the fuck does that line up?”
Private Party
“Putting aside their fucking question mark of a son, I mean… This isn’t the worst of the family dynamic teams? And that’s saying a lot with some of the freaks in the D.R.B. Still, they’re like us, pretty new in the field so we’ll just have to wait and see how they do. Wonder if Kai and Mireya can actually hold their own like they were bragging back then.”
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Hi author, anon about the ask over your CTF Jace and Aemond characterization here ✌🏾
First of I want to say that you are very kind to answer all of our asks, questions and comments. I of course left various comments on your fics but I often wonder if I or we, aren’t annoying you … but then I guess that is also the beauty of fanfiction over regular fiction novels,right ? the access, the direct line of communication the readers have with the writer. anyway a very tiny paragraph to say that I’m very grateful for your interactions with us on your tumblr.
To go back to my ask & your answer … I hope you didn’t think I was disparaging your Aemond and its characterization (if it came out that way I really apologize). I think he’s very likable and comes out as any individual who lost his eye & didnt get too see the perpetrator punished, and finally got a dragon and saw himself being reprimanded for it. Meaning he’s bitter, angry and slightly closeted. Also the yearning he has for Jacaerys that you made us peeped in the last chapter made him a very compelling character.
I like what you say abt still maintaining Aemond’s (book canon and show canon) darkness and his thoughts being as dark as his heart. Now I imagine CTF!Aemond’s yearning for Jacaerys is not all rainbows and flowery hope of a courtship. I figure at night, in his room … he must think abt all he could to Jacaerys …🫣
I also like what you say abt Aemond having to change for a place next to Jacaerys. It also parallel how Jacaerys will have to accept Aemond and his not so savory parts too (& also how the throne will inevitably change Jacaerys in some capacity). Ultimately both Jace and Aemond will have to make concessions to be together but also put a lot of trust in one another and love, lust and trust don’t often go together. They have a long way to go … which is probably very fun for you to write as the author.
Sending you good vibes for your college classes !
don't worry, you aren't annoying me at all!! in fact, it's always incredibly touching to me that you guys care abt something i've made so much that you're so curious abt it. i'm grateful for interacting with you too!!💕💕
also absolutely no need to apologize, it didn't come off like you were disparaging my characterization of aemond, i was just running off 3hrs of sleep that day and answering your ask at almost 1am so i misread and didn't realize i went off on a nearly unrelated tangent until after i'd posted😅😅 even when i was delirious tho, i just thought you were commenting on book!aemond's dark traits and wondering how much of them i would be incorporating (part of that whole spiel was also just me preemptively responding to any future issues readers might have with my interpretation)👍🏼
"bitter, angry, and slightly closeted" is such an excellent description of aemond in general but CTF!aemond especially😂😭 let's just say he thinks some very...colorful and impassioned thoughts abt jace frequently😳🫣 i'm glad you find my characterization of him compelling!!
since the FMF/CTF universe is supposed to be a fix-it, i'm really trying to get jacemond's dynamic to be as healthy as possible. not necessarily perfect by our modern standards of course, it is still westeros, but healthy all the same. and i personally think it's a mark of a healthy/equal relationship when you don't try to change one another but rather, your love inspires each other to change. (otherwise, what are you there for? just find someone who already fits your necessary criteria lol, trying to build-a-bear a relationship you're already in just sounds like a recipe for endless fights and disappointment+disaster) but yeah i'm a romantic what can i say🥲🤷🏻‍♀️ like you mention, there's still a long way to go before both them get to being completely level with each other; trust, i think, must preclude love - it has to be there for it to form in the first place, otherwise it's just lust/obsession - and neither of them are really at trust yet. it's def equal parts fun to flesh out but also frustrating bc i know all of us just wanna be there already😂
thank you for the good vibes, i'm sending you some too! i hope life treats you amazing!!♥️
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Why do you think Tatiana kisses Tommy at the end of their deal? Os it to fuck up his mind? Or just a way of her handshake to mark the end of a deal?
All of the above? It felt like a power move to me. Right before this Tommy offers her his hand to shake, as he would to complete any business deal, and Tatiana then moves to kiss him. After he turns to talk away, she calls out "Also, 5,000 pounds for the sex."
So it's a reinforcement of the blurring of business and sex that has been the dynamic between them since the beginning. He pays her (his reaction is sort of a wearily annoyed 'fair enough'), then when she asks for more money 'for helping you through the grief of losing your wife' -- when she crosses the sex/business boundary into the emotional and personal -- he draws a line. Tells her she didn't even come close.
This exchange is more interesting to me than her kissing him -- it gets at the heart of their dynamic. The whole khlysty scene was very much *not* part of their original deal, it wasn't something Tommy particularly agreed to or was in any shape to have fully consented to even if she'd told him about it in a less emotionally fraught (and intoxicated) moment -- and her motivation for doing it was pretty messy and probably unclear to him.
I like the way the actress plays the scene, because with Tatiana there's always this question. She comes across as a mix of genuinely wanting to help him by giving him this experience she has knowledge of, toying with him for the fun of it, and hoping to draw him closer to her so that she can better use him. Her aunt and uncle order her to seduce him in the first place in order to help their cause; Tatiana clearly changes up the plan once she does, to get his help with the robbery of the treasury, though I'm a little unclear what he thought she was getting out of this given they were selling the jewels and he was walking away with all the money, originally. If I had to guess (and there's no canon evidence of this so idek) in the robbery, Tommy only took the jewels that he'd already been promised as payment, and in the chaos Tatiana managed to hide the remaining jewels and make it look like they were stolen with the rest. That's what would make the most sense to me, especially since she'd have known the robbery was going to happen. But I digress.
Anyway, at the end of the khlysty scene she says she's opened another treasury for him; in the scene you asked about, she demands he pay her for it as if it was part of their original deal. You could see sex as something she was using as a tool the same way he was -- which makes her asking him to pay her for it interesting. He didn't particularly want to have sex with her any more than she did him, which was what the whole nail in the tire line was about. He was working, he tells Polly, and it's the truth. But he pays her what she asks anyway, because I think he understands on some level.
But her asking him to pay her for something that wasn't part of their deal, something emotionally devastating to him, something that really crossed his boundaries in a moment of vulnerability and fucked with his head? Yeah, that's too far.
And I do wonder at her motivation for asking for money for this, as well, when you look back on that weird genuine emotion she had in the khlysty scene. As if this was her way of wresting whatever she found herself feeling there back, making it just about the deal, about money. I think maybe *because* Tommy made it clear he wasn't actually interested in fucking her but felt he had to (her expression after he says 'so that neither of us can change our minds' is a little surprised, I think, because she realizes he's telling the truth) she did find herself genuinely connecting with him in a way that she didn't know how to deal with.
First, when Grace was alive, he resisted her attempts at seduction, which causes her to fail in her mission but also is a bit of a blow to her ego, I think. So after Grace dies she keeps turning that blade of his grief against him (the comment about how he didn't really love her after all, going to his marital bedroom that night in Arrow House, provoking him about wanting his wife at a debauched orgy) but at the same time, maybe there's a bit of longing or even understanding there. Some part of her seems to *want* to give him this, to actually help him with his grief, even as the rest of her has these other motivations.
So in the last scene, she tries to make it only about money, as if she never felt that genuine connection/sense of compassion for him. I think it's her way of taking control back; even his rejection of this helps her take back control, because it just further denies there ever was that genuine moment, and ensures that he only ever sees it as her playing games with him rather than something else, something far more dangerous to her.
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Alrighty, I'm curious, soo here it comes:
How do the people around Skz!pack - e.g. the guys at their universities- react to their relationship-dynamic? Are there people around them that are jealous of their dynamic? Has there ever been a problem, e.g. rumours about certain pack members made by those people?
(@author nim: sorry for such a long question, I'm just a sucker for drama haha)
Love,
Kim :)
"I'm a sucker for drama." Hyunjin raises a hand, as if answering a question for the class. His face sours, brow furrowing. "But everyone else's. From very far away. I don't wanna be involved. That just makes me hella stressed."
"Ironic." Minho remarks dryly, not looking up from his phone.
"I think most of the personal drama that surrounds me has to do with me being a female alpha." You muse. "People on campus automatically assume I'm omega until they get a whiff of my scent, I guess because of old stigma or something?"
"She gets hit on a lot." Felix nods, glancing over at you with a slight smile before he continues. "Until she scares them off."
"I always worry about the omegas on campus when they don't have their scent blockers." Changbin admits, his arm slung loosely around Hyunjin's shoulders now. "People can be creepy at the best of times, and sometimes the alpha frat guys push the line a little too far-with omegas especially-for my comfort."
"Ah yeah." Chan is nodding now, brow furrowed, lips pulled into a thin line. "One time we had a particularly nasty run in with one of the football captains. He wouldn't take no for an answer."
"He did after I showed up." Minho's eyes are fiery, his arm slipping around Felix's waist protectively. "Asshole never gave Felix a problem again."
"Thanks, hyung." Felix murmurs, nuzzling against the older boy's scent gland for a brief moment, purring contentedly in his chest.
"A lot of people judge us for forming a pack and mating so young." Jisung points out, looking more serious than you've seen him so far. "I know personally I get a lot of snide, judgmental comments on that."
"Yeah." You agree, shooting the beta an affectionate, comforting smile. "People don't really get it. They think we should've finished college and gotten our lives together a bit more before settling down."
"Especially me." Jeongin pipes up, waving his hand around, as Felix dodges getting smacked in the face by the younger omega. "I had just graduated high school and turned 18 when the pack found me."
"You can't pick when you find your soulmates." Changbin shrugs nonchalantly.
"Wolves don't do well alone." Chan shrugs as well, glancing around at the nodding packmates. "We need a pack to really thrive."
"We've had our fair share of ex drama too." Seungmin rolls his eyes, hand firmly in Jisung's. "They usually seek us out just to make a scene when they find out that we're mated now."
"One time, the cheer captain asked me if my mating mark was a birth mark at basketball practice." Jeongin grins, breaking out into giggles. "I didn't wanna explain it to her so I just told her I got burned by boiling water as a kid."
"Oh my god." You laugh, picturing the scenario, before clapping your hands in sudden remembrance. "One time one of my professors was lecturing about innate vs learned biology, and he asked our class what they thought an example of learned behavior was and one of the guys-who had some sort of unknown pissing contest with me I guess?-raised his hand and looked directly at me, before he said 'I would say a learned behavior, and correct me if I'm wrong, professor, would be bitch alphas thinking they can do everything male alphas can do.'"
"Damn." Jisung shakes his head in disbelief.
"Anyway." You go on, trying not to laugh now. "I think my professor was stunned? He like, kinda didn't respond right away, and so, holding eye contact, I just said simply, loud enough for all the class to hear, 'you're wrong.' And went back to taking notes."
Jeongin laughs, clutching his sides. "Bad. Ass."
"God, I hate the general public." Minho sighs out, rolling his eyes. "And about 99.9% of our university's student population."
"We know." Felix giggles, and Minho shoots him a glare, but it doesn't hold any bite, as he ruffles his hair and pulls the omega to him affectionately.
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i am not up to date on this spideysona au whats up with your sinister six roster?
OHHH this is a fun question!!
The Sinister Six isn’t fully pictured in my drawing, because it’s Civilian designs and Rhino is sort of… bonded to his villain outfit so.
But let me go over it!
Our leader of the Sinister Six and the one who brought them together is Otoha Octavius, the daughter of Otto Octavius. In this AU she is Doc Ock. Her father was a former Oscorp scientist who was laid off, and Otoha’s best friend Anna Maria Marconi passed away after taking money to participate in an experiment at Oscorp, so Otoha is pretty pissed off with Oscorp and Norman Osborn. Using her father’s old blueprints and designs, she creates Doc Ock’s arms and becomes Doctor Octopus. Otoha is based of Otoha Okutomiya from Octopus Girl, where she inhabits a body with Otto Octavius. But here she’s his daughter instead. And instead of Anna Maria being an Otto love interest, she’s Otoha’s.
Next up we have our first recruited member, Adrian Toomes or the Vulture! Adrian is a frail old man who is also a former Oscorp scientist who was laid off, in doing so he stole Oscorp tech that they were creating for the military and became the Vulture. In attempts to make Norman pay, he attempted to kidnap Harry Osborn, but failed when Spider-Man intervened. Adrian accidentally disabled another student, Peter Parker in the attack, and because of this and the events of the finale of arc 1, he quits the Sinister Six and turns himself in.
After this we have Aleksei Systevich, or the Rhino, a broke immigrant who was involved in an Oscorp military experiment for cash and was bonded to the Rhino armor. Which when Otoha informed him that the scientists were lying to him and didn’t actually know how to get it off? He went ballistic and was recruited to the Sinister Six by Otoha. He’s very much the muscle of the group and in the family dynamic I’ve built for the Six is sort of like Otoha’s older brother.
Our next recruit is Mac Gargan, or Scorpion. He’s very much an outlier here- a “we’ll work with him until we get our goal and then we’ll exile him” because Mac is actually a serial killer who stole the Scorpion armor from Oscorp. He doesn’t have a grudge against Norman or Oscorp or anything- he just enjoys human suffering and sought out Otoha and the others on his own. Everyone treats him like a weird distant cousin and are too scared to really say anything to him at all.
The second to last recruit is former VFX artist, Quincy Beck, also known as Mysterio. She’s been around for a while causing chaos, but it’s never really hurt anyone or been for a specific goal until Oscorp stole her technology she made for practical effects to use for the military. They distorted her holographic projecting tech drones into drones with weapons, able to create illusions to throw off opponents. Being completely opposed to the use of her tech in this way, as Mysterio she became violent towards Oscorp and was eventually recruited by the Sinister Six, where she took on a mother like role to Otoha. Eventually becoming so close to her that she’d be willing to abandon her own ideals just to protect her.
And our last member is Mark Allan, or the Molten Man. He was recruited during the middle of the first arc after an outburst. He’s yet another experiment of Oscorp and is unable to find a cure for his condition, becoming the Molten Man at any sort of emotion other than complete and utter numbness. He joined the Sinister Six after his brother, Spider-Man discovered his identity and he ruined his reputation at school, he had nowhere else he thought he could go. And he could get revenge on Norman Osborn in the process.
So that’s everybody! At least the first roster, a few of the members change out but I’m refraining from spoiling too much although it’s pretty easy to guess.
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the-iron-orchid · 2 years
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Synopsis: Jinana and Alexander examine a few things about their friends-with-benefits relationship, leading to a somewhat different sort of encounter for them, with a startling result. (~3k words)
Notes: Alexander belongs to @devoraqs and appears with permission!
Warnings: Some discussion of D/s dynamic and bondage. Vanilla😱, oral, PiV, biting, marking, General Feels don't look at me lmao
🔞🍋 MINORS DNI!
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Jinana leans against the railing of the rooftop garden of the Scarab and Lotus, looking out over the lights of the nighttime city. S/he tugs hir shawl more closely about hir shoulders, though the breeze is warm.
“I feel like things have been different between us, since we started having our… sessions,” s/he says.
Alexander does not respond, though this is not dismaying by itself. More concerning to hir is the way he holds himself, as if he is bracing for something.
“Please don’t get me wrong… I've been enjoying myself a great deal. I hope you have, too.”  S/he smiles briefly, hoping to set him more at ease. Alexander merely watches hir, the lines between his brows deepening.
Get to the point, s/he urges hirself. Do not chatter to fill his silence.
S/he does not think it was a mistake, taking up with him in this manner. Jinana is not a creature of regrets. It is entirely reasonable to act upon a tension, in order to alleviate it.
It’s only that it seems that some other tension has grown between them in its place, less explicable… and less readily dismissed.
“I suppose I feel like… there is something else, something you’re not saying. Maybe something you can’t say. And I want you to know… It’s all right if what we’ve been doing just isn’t what you want from me.” A low ache is spreading itself through hir chest, but hir gaze on him is level and sure. “Your friendship is far more important to me. I don’t want to lose that.”
Silence again hangs between them for a time, each wordless second tightening hir throat more, firmly ignored. More is at stake here than hir own feelings.
When Alexander finally speaks, his voice is rough-edged, uncertain. “Do you want to stop?”
Jinana blinks; this is not the response s/he expected. “...no? But I would never want you to feel… obligated, out of fear of hurting my feelings. I do want you to feel free to speak your mind.”
He seems to consider, silent again for a time. Then, “For all the things we’ve done…you’ve hardly let me touch you at all. I never get to do, well, much of anything in return.” His frown deepens, just a little. “Is it that you don’t want me to?”
Taking his meaning, s/he gives a weak chuckle. “It isn’t that, I just… I have to be careful.”
Alexander’s expression does not change. “Do you think I would hurt you?” The question isn’t even accusatory, so much as genuinely wondering. A pang of conscience wrings through hir, nearly painful in itself. Jinana goes to him, taking his hand into both of hir own.
“Oh, Laal, it’s nothing against you! It’s just… a habit, I guess. To keep control, because other things can happen, besides.”
“Other things?” he repeats.
“Magical things. It’s nothing harmful, really, but…you know how I feel about having my magic manifest like that.”
He looks down at their hands, then back up at hir. “Aye, I do. But I’ve seen those kinds of things happen before. Do you really think it would trouble me?”
“I… suppose not.” Jinana lowers hir eyes. 
For a moment, neither of them says anything, then s/he heaves a great sigh, blowing the wisps of hair off of her forehead. “I’ve been doing this all wrong, haven’t I?” 
Alexander gives a curious tilt of his head. “How so?”
“I’ve been treating you like… well, like a submissive. But that isn’t the whole story, is it?”
“It’s… not my only interest. But you made it clear that you don’t switch.”
S/he shakes hir head. “I was taught that I can never afford to lose my control. I can’t possibly lay that down.”
“Does that mean that your partners can never please you? Do you never just… well, enjoy yourself, without worrying about who’s on top?”
Jinana feels hir eyes widen. “No, no, I do… sometimes. I can’t give you the kind of submission you’ve given to me, but… of course you would want to do more than just let me tie you up.” S/he chuckles, then sobers. “Like I said… I fell into habit. A bad habit, meant to keep my distance. But you are my friend, someone I care about.” S/he looks down at his hand, rather large in hirs. “Someone I’m already close to.”
S/he lifts his hand to hir lips, pressing a kiss to the backs of the fingers. “What I’m trying to say is, I’m sorry if all of this made you feel… unwanted. I promise you, that is not the case.” S/he smiles, and this time his expression softens in return.
“I should have said something,” he offers. “But I… wasn’t sure how to approach it. I’m not the best at communication, you may have noticed.”
S/he gives a wry little smile. “To be fair, I suppose I don’t leave much room for conversation, do I? If I’ve done things right, anyway.”
They both laugh, though color rises in his cheeks, remembering. “Well then, I’m saying something now.” Alexander curls his hand in hir grip. “Next time… will you let me please you a little?”
S/he pretends to consider, one finger tapping hir chin. “Oh, I think that can be arranged.” S/he arches a brow at him. “When do you want the next time to be?”
He gives hir a certain look from under his dark-red lashes. “Your bedroom is just downstairs, isn’t it?”
Jinana gives a delighted laugh. “Cheeky.” S/he allows hirself to be pulled closer, standing just between his knees as he looks up at hir. It only takes a small movement of hir head to bring hir lips to his, feeling him respond in kind - it seems that the thought of having freer rein has kindled his interest, as s/he must admit it has for hir.
When they finally break for air, Jinana slips hir hand up the back of his neck, releasing his hair from its tie, a signal. Alexander shakes it out around his shoulders, a response. He does not resist at all when s/he draws him to his feet, leading him down the stairs and into the living space above the shop, to hir own room.
He has been here before, of course, but he looks around as if seeing it for the first time - the shelves with their many curios, the rows of journals, the strands of tiny magical lights like stars. The curtains are made up of layers of sheer silks and cutwork; the lone chair is piled with colorful silk lehenga and dupatta. It smells of incense and precious resins, and Jinana’s own salves and pomades.
They have always been intent on some singular goal here; it feels a little strange to just be. For a brief moment, without the dynamic to guide hir, Jinana’s confidence falters. S/he sees this mirrored for an equally brief instant on Alexander’s face, and then they both move to kiss again, Jinana’s hands tugging his billowing shirt from the waistband of his pants.
He pulls back, laughing, and s/he pauses. “What’s so funny?” s/he asks, and he shakes his head.
“It’s just… I realized that I’ve never even seen you completely naked, have I?” He quirks a brow. “You really do have me at a disadvantage, here.”
“Oh?” Jinana laughs. “Here, then… it’s only fair.” S/he steps back and extends one hand, giving a sharp snap of hir fingers - and all of hir clothing falls into a sudden pool of fabric at hir feet, even the ties holding back hir hair. S/he steps lightly out of the pile, assuming a languid pose. “Well?” s/he teases, still laughing. “Do I meet with approval?”
For an answer, he steps forward to hir even as s/he rises onto hir tiptoes, meeting like a point of ignition. One of his arms pulls hir closer while the other fumbles the hem of his shirt the rest of the way out, neither of them willing to break their kiss. Jinana slides hir hands over his waist, his back, wrapping hir legs around him as Alexander lifts hir up, moving purposefully to the bed.
“Very cheeky,” s/he says against his mouth, nipping his lower lip. 
He sets hir down upon the multicolored quilt that tops hir bed, and s/he reaches out to help divest him of the rest of his clothing before taking his hand and urging him onto the bed with hir.
It’s so very tempting to take control, to restrain him with words as s/he has with cords or magic. But Jinana sinks back among the pillows, trailing one hand in an idle caress over his flank as he settles next to hir, coming together in another urgent kiss. His hands move over hir body and his mouth follows, hir fingers threading through his curls.
S/he knows what he wants: the pleasure of discovery, of finding out another, of feeling them react. S/he so often takes the role of provoker during sex, an observer, detached. Surely there’s no harm in relaxing a little, in letting him have this.
Gentle fingertips trace over the curve of hir breast, finding one of hir nipples. A bright little bolt of pleasure comes to life in hir, and s/he sucks in hir breath.
“Sensitive,” he says. Of course, he knows what that’s like.
After all of the ways s/he has taken him to his limits in the bedroom, s/he wonders if he is surprised, or perhaps even disappointed, to find that s/he hirself requires a fairly delicate touch.
But Jinana ceases to think about such things as Alexander replaces the fingertips with his lips, the soft sliding sensation of his tongue. There is no reason to withhold, and every reason to communicate. His fingers occupy the other nipple, twinning the sweet, sore pleasure until s/he cannot help but to respond, hir hips starting to move slowly against the bed.
All the same, s/he cannot yield hir control entirely. Hir grip on his hair guides him - when to back off a little, when it all threatens to become ticklish rather than pleasurable, when to return. Presently, his hand wanders down hir body, over hir hip, pausing there with a light squeeze - a silent question.
S/he answers him by relaxing, parting hir thighs for him. The hand continues, seeking between, finding in a light caress. He doesn’t try to push into hir, only exploring with a gentle touch, no doubt feeling the wetness already there.
He begins to move down hir chest and belly in a trail of kisses - s/he can feel the light grazing of his teeth, here and there, perhaps the urge to bite - but he does not. In turn, s/he does not attempt to prevent him as he parts hir thighs further, resting between them, his goal clear.
He looks up at hir as an idea seems to strike him, and he takes hold of hir hips, pulling hir along with him as he slips off the bed, until s/he is perched at its edge. Still watching hir, he resumes his journey, kneeling down on the little plush rug so that he can kiss his way along the inside of one thigh. Occasionally, he takes the skin between his teeth, but only lightly, leaving no marks.
Jinana realizes that he has chosen this position not only to give himself more access, but to make hir feel more secure… more in control, as he kneels before hir. He lifts hir legs to rest on his shoulders, one at a time, and s/he braces hirself with hir arms. S/he tips hir head back, letting the languorous waves of sensation wash over hir, giving soft voice to it, to let him know that s/he is enjoying hirself. He knows what he’s about, making little sounds of his own in response, until Jinana’s legs are trembling with it, hir breathing light and quick. It would be easy to let it crash over hir, to let go… 
“Mmm, wait.” Alexander pauses in what he’s doing as s/he speaks, looking up at hir quizzically. S/he smiles in reassurance, beginning to ease hir legs back to the bed. “Come back up here. I want to feel you inside me.”
His eyes go wide, and he obeys, perhaps not graceful in his haste, but that hardly matters. It may be reckless of hir, but s/he finds that s/he does want this - not simply the pleasure of the act, but the closeness of it. S/he pushes him back a little, so that he is seated up against the cushions, and climbs easily into his lap, hir legs to either side of him, poised just above his waiting cock.
This isn’t something s/he does often; for the moment, s/he must take control. Alexander closes his eyes briefly as s/he begins to guide him into hirself, slick from his attentions, hir own excitement, and his. Even so, s/he must take this carefully, give hirself the time to accommodate him. His throat gives a little click as he swallows.
“You feel so good,” he says, his hands moving over hir thighs, hir buttocks as s/he pushes hirself slowly down onto him, a fraction at a time, taking as much of him into hirself as s/he can. When their hips finally meet, he slides his arms around hir, drawing hir against him. Jinana drapes hir own arms around his shoulders, tilting hir head to kiss him as s/he begins to move, eliciting a groan from him, a whispered curse or two in another tongue.
His own hips begin to move with hirs, and this is what s/he wanted to feel, the two of them striving together in a shared embrace. The closeness of their bodies allows hir to grind against him with every movement, adding to the deep thrill that goes up hir spine with every thrust.
S/he leaves the marks of hir own teeth at his throat and shoulder, pressing hir nails into his back. Alexander’s hands take hold of hir hips again as he begins to move instinctively faster and deeper, following hir movements and his own pleasure, muttering softly against hir skin as he mouths at it.
There is a sort of tender ferocity to it all, tempered for him by knowing that s/he does not wish to be marked or bitten, increased for hir by the knowledge that he does.
It all crests sharply for hir, almost unexpectedly. S/he buries hir face in Alexander’s neck and hair, muffling hir own inchoate cries as hir inner muscles contract strongly around him, as his arms tighten convulsively around hir. He isn’t far behind, his own groans and curses picking up even as the orgasm begins to let hir go. S/he holds him to hir as climax takes him, too, pulsing inside of hir, shuddering in hir arms.
For a few moments afterward, there is only the sound of their breathing, then s/he feels him go strangely still.
“Oh,” he says, rather prosaically.
This one syllable only confirms hir suspicions, that her magic momentarily manifested while s/he was overtaken by pleasure. “...I’m afraid to look,” Jinana admits, hiding hir face in his hair once again.
“Don’t be,” he says, and some quality in his voice makes hir lift hir head to see.
The room is filled with stars, a galaxy of them, the ceiling totally obscured by the entire night sky in miniature.
Alexander laughs, and s/he can feel it where they are still joined. “That’s just… it’s accurate, did you know that?” He looks down at hir, still in his arms, with an expression of such wonder that s/he cannot even answer to it, momentarily stunned. “That is so amazing. You’re amazing.” Impulsively, he leans in and kisses hir, cradling hir face in his hands, and something lances through hir, a strange almost-pain.
“How long will it last?” he asks, earnestly curious.
“I’m not sure… it may have something to do with your own magic. The accuracy, that is.” S/he suspects that it does, and wonders what it means.
“Do you think so?” The thought seems to please him, and he looks up at the shower of stars again. They reflect back to hir in his eyes, like twin galactic pools. 
“Here… you don’t have to crane your neck like that.” Jinana lifts hirself from him, and they lean back against the pillows together, gaining a better view as the cosmos rotates slowly around them. Alexander points out various landmarks as it does so - prominent stars, the constellations.
“That’s Libra, right there. The bright star there is Beta Librae, forming the beam of the scales with Alpha Librae. And right there is Scorpius, see the tail? That red star in the middle is Antares.”
Jinana rests against his side, feeling his voice resonate against hir own ribcage. S/he doesn’t know half of what he is talking about, but it doesn’t matter. He enjoys talking about it, sharing what he knows, and s/he enjoys his enjoyment in turn. There is no hesitancy, no stumbling or stammering, only his clear passion for the subject.
S/he could listen to him all night, though of course the light show will fade long before then.
Don’t let them too close. Keep them safe. Keep yourself safe.
S/he wonders if he has any idea how many of hir own rules s/he has broken this evening, if he knows what it means. S/he wonders if s/he even knows what it means.
He has been hurt so badly. S/he is unwilling to add to that hurt, even to protect hirself… even if it might be better for him in the long run, safer.
But Jinana is not a creature of regrets.
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drbased · 2 years
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You know how people are like, my kinks started in childhood? By watching tv, experiences in the playground etc? etc.? Well, I’m formulating a theory.
So, I think kids have a problem with the world that by the time we’re adults we sort of forget: and that the world is confusing and violent and horrible and people do horrible things.
Children’s media is written by adults, children’s products are produced by adults, basically everything society deems ‘child friendly’ is done so by adults. So adults are going to depict things in their media that they already understand and have peace with as ‘part of life’ but to children... seeing all these fucked up power dynamics, violence and just general meanness is deeply confusing. And then meanwhile, in their personal lives, they’re also experiencing and witnessing fucked up power dynamics and general meanness.
I think when a lot of people say ‘my rope kink started when my friend tied me to the bed in a game’ or ‘my hypnotism kink started when the cartoon villain hypnotised the good guy into to betray their friends’ what they’re actually expressing is that their deep existential confusion started when these things happened. They essentially witnessed and experienced things that they were deeply horrified by at the time, but because society downplays our emotional responses to things so we don’t (ahem) question the roles of power dynamics and general meanness in maintaining societal structures, these children didn’t think they were ‘allowed’ to be upset. And if the brain doesn’t think it’s allowed to be upset about something, it seeks other rationalisations.
And years later, the option of sexualising it is presented to them, at which point it all clicks. Now, the question of why sexualising comes to mind, and my guess is that:
1. It’s the primary option that our current society gives to us; if there were another ‘role’ in society where it were socially and emotionally acceptable for us to be flogged or tied up, we’d probably do that, instead. And this brings to mind religious rituals which often involve pain or punishment of some kind - and note that it has a lot to do with (surprise surprise!) making sense of the horrors of the world under a simplistic narrative. So I would definitely argue that kink fits into the same category (there’s literally a 50s housewife kink, FYI).
2. Sex is very primal in a way we already don’t seem to understand fully. It feels beneath us as humans; something that marks us as animalistic. So it’s a useful thing to fall back on when we’re dealing with something we can’t comprehend. If a woman is raped, she may develop a rape kink in which she can imagine that the man is merely an animalistic beast driven by lust alone (not a human being wishing to torture and oppress another).
And this isn’t even going into the big problem with literal porn artists involved in children’s animation, who can very easily groom an entire generation of children with basically no accountability at all.
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raine-kai · 5 months
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Hanakoi Tsurane
I like a lot of Natsume Isaku manga, and I had bought the first 6 volumes on kindle during some kind of discount deal a while back, but hadn't actually started reading it properly yet. I started it today (yesterday, I just haven't slept yet) and blew through not only the 6 volumes I had, but the remaining 3 which I bought before I was even done with volume 6.
It's this gorgeous love story about the two high school age successors of their feuding kabuki royalty families. I learned a lot about kabuki reading it, but also the love story is far more interesting and dynamic than it appeared for all of volume one, and at 9 volumes in, it is still ongoing. In addition to a relationship where lack of communication is given just a proportionate amount of angst before being communicated and resolved, with the communication improving as the story goes on, both main characters also have relationships with best friends and family members that are vital to the plot. The story currently spans about 3 years.
I highly highly recommend it. If you want to read it without spoilers, stop here and read it because I'm about to spoil something hinted in vol. 1, which finally starts unfolding in vol. 7.
I guessed in the first volume, seeing the complete difference in how Kikuemon remembers Juichirou versus how the other characters talk about their feud, that they were exes.
And yet the story delivered a far more poignant story by making them be not exes, but partners who were too in love to hide it, but too scared to do anything about it.
The "history repeats itself" trope is so incredibly common in stories, yet somehow, the way this story delivered it did not feel at all cliche or tired.
Part of the beauty is that it's not merely depicted as our protagonists succeeding where their grandfathers failed, but also that Kikuemon/Masaomi, who was the one to reject the possibility of acting on their feelings, is also the one who watches over them. His thoughts are not often made explicit, but when they are, it seems to hint that he kept his past with Juichiro/Akio locked away, and that watching his grandson actually making this thing work with this boy who is the spitting image of Akio at his age, it is dawning on him for the first time that the path he saw as impossible was not quite so impossible as he thought at the time.
I love those little moments with Shuugo and Junpei, who have no idea that Shuugo's grandpa knows they're dating, when Masaomi's words and thoughts are ever so slightly revealing to us, the readers who know the secret that, now that Akio is dead, Masaomi is the only one who knows. The moments that stick out the most to me are Masaomi seeing Akio in Junpei before anyone else and calling Kuma to train him; Masaomi picking up that Shuugo is still dating Junpei after two and a half years, that he's just gotten better at hiding it; the response Masaomi gives to Shuugo when he asks why he stopped performing with Juichiro: "未熟だった" ("[I/we/he] was unripe/young"), which we are told is a marked shift in how he's ever answered that question to anybody else.
The love that Masaomi and Akio never acted on is threaded through the story: Akio's reflections on his partnership with Masaomi on his deathbed are what motivated Junpei to start pursuing Shuugo with as much fervor as he did, and Masaomi's lack of an overt response to the knowledge that his grandson is dating Akio's grandson is itself a stunning revelation, even as he keeps his own internal journey under wraps.
I was so invested in this storyline that when I reached the end of volume 9, I almost had a panic attack before realizing that it said "continues in volume 10" and was not actually over.
I want desperately to see Masaomi tell Shuugo at least what really happened. Or maybe even someone else. And yet at the same time, he has never put words to what was between himself and Akio, not even in his own mind. I wonder if it would actually be a comfort for him to talk about it now, when Akio is gone. Shuugo and Junpei already know they're fighting a fight of optics, and they've learned to be conscious of it that; they've learned to be mindful in their interactions in public; they have friends who validate them, and they don't expect validation from family. The thing that looms over them is the issue of succession of their respective families. And I wonder if the realization that their grandfathers stood at the same intersection as they did and chose succession at the expense of ever being able to share the stage again will help or hinder them. I like to believe it would make them realize that succession isn't everything—because in exchange for the continued bloodlines, they eradicated from the world their performance duo in what the entire kabuki world agrees was a travesty.
I cannot wait to see how this story continues, but in the meantime I am writing fics about the tragedy of Akio and Masaomi. I just hope that, whether or not he finds it in himself to tell anyone about it, Masaomi is able to find his own peace by the end of the story.
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scotttrismegistus7 · 2 years
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THE QUESTION OF THE RETURN OF THE JEWISH OR THE CHRISTIAN MESSIAH, THERE CAN BE ONLY ONE.
SO I CAN ABSOLUTELY SEE WHY THERE IS THIS RAGING BATTLE BETWEEN THE LEARNED ELDERS AND THE JESUITS, AND I CAN ALSO SEE WHY IT WOULD DEFINITELY BE AGAINST THE INTERESTS OF THE JEWISH PEOPLE IN GENERAL FOR THE JESUITS TO GET AWAY WITH HIJACKING THE SECRET SPACE PROGRAM, FOR MANY DIFFERENT REASONS.
SO I GUESS IT'S A REALLY GOOD THING THAT THE LEARNED ELDERS AND THE JEWISH PEOPLE MADE A DEAL WITH ME, BESIDES THE FACT THAT NOBODY WANTS TO SEE WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF THE CATHOLIC CHURCH USED BACK ENGINEERED ALIEN TECHNOLOGY TO TRY AND TAKE OVER THE WORLD, AND THEN VIOLENTLY FORCED EVERYBODY TO CONVERT TO CHRISTIANITY. BELOW IS THE DOCUMENTARY BY DR STEVEN GREER WITH THE MARKED QUOTE IN ALL CAPITALS WHERE IT IS STATED THAT THEY WANT TO TRY AND FORCE THE SECOND COMING OF CHRIST WITH THE TECHNOLOGY OF THE SECRET SPACE PROGRAM.
ON A SLIGHTLY DIFFERENT NOTE, OUR SIDE WANTS ME TO ACKNOWLEDGE ZIONISM AS PART OF OUR AGREEMENT, WHICH IS FINE. AS I HAVE TOLD THEM BEFORE, THE GERMANS ARE GOING TO BE MOVING UP TO A NEWLY CREATED 13TH HOUSE, TO CONDUCT GOVERNING AFFAIRS OVER THE ENTIRE TIME SPHERE. THAT LEAVES THE HOUSE THEY CAME FROM OPEN, WHICH WE WILL GIVE TO ISRAEL. THAT WOULD LEGITIMIZE ISRAEL IN THE EYES OF THE GODS AND GODDESSES, AND THE SPIRIT WORLD IN GENERAL. AS FAR AS SPECIFIC PLOTS OF LAND, WE MAY HAVE TO TRY AND WHEEL AND DEAL WITH THE ARABS ONCE WE GET MORE FULLY INTO THE AGE OF AQUARIUS WHERE THE ENERGY PATTERNS OF OUR TEAM ARE MORE DOMINANT. THE SECTOR BOUNDARIES OF THE 12 HOUSES OF THE TIMESPHERE SHUFFLE AROUND ALL THE TIME, BECAUSE IN FOURTH DENSITY THERE IS ALREADY A UNITED WORLD AND GOVERNING SYSTEM, SO IT SHOULDN'T BE A BIG DEAL. BASICALLY, WE WOULD END UP CREATING THE HOUSE OF ISRAEL, WITH WHATEVER LAND ENDS UP BEING ITS OWN PLACE, IN FOURTH DENSITY ONCE WE GET THERE, AS ONE OF THE LEGITIMATE 12 HOUSES OF THE TIMESPHERE. UNTIL THEN, BECAUSE OF THE PLACEMENT OF THE DOME OF THE ROCK, THERE MIGHT HAVE TO BE A SHARING DYNAMIC, UNFORTUNATELY. JUST PLEASE TRY NOT TO BLOW EACH OTHER UP, AND EVERYBODY JUST RELAX AND BE CALM AND HAPPY. THE PAGANS AND THE REAL ALIENS DON'T REALLY LIKE WAR OR VIOLENCE, SO WE'D MUCH RATHER FIND A PEACEFUL SOLUTION, BY WHEELING AND DEALING OR WHATEVER WILL WORK.
OBVIOUSLY, THE PAGAN WORLD, WHICH INCLUDES THE REAL ALIENS THAT ARE NOT THE MAN-MADE ALIENS BY THE BACK ENGINEERED TECHNOLOGY HERE ON EARTH, DO NOT WANT THE SECOND COMING TO BE THE CHRIST OR EMPOWERING TO CHRISTIANITY IN ANY WAY, BECAUSE THEY MADE IT VERY CLEAR THAT THEY ARE OUR VIOLENT ENEMIES. HOWEVER, IF ISRAEL AND THE JEWISH PEOPLE HAVE COME BACK UNDER THE PROTECTION OF YAHWEH-ENLIL, AND THE REAL ALIENS, GODS AND GODDESSES, ARE ABOUT TO BRING ON THE FULL AND FINAL END TO THE AKHENATEN AND THUTMOSE REBELLION, WITH ALL OF ITS OFF SHOOTS, THEN WE MIGHT BE ABLE TO STOP THE JESUITS WITH THEIR EVIL PLAN, REGAIN CONTROL OF THE SPACE PROGRAM HERE ON EARTH, AND ULTIMATELY HAVE A SECOND COMING LEADER THAT ACKNOWLEDGES ISRAEL AND THE JEWISH PEOPLE. THIS INSTEAD OF A CHRISTIAN SECOND COMING, AND IT WOULD ALSO BE INSTITUTED BY THE REAL ALIENS FOR WHAT THEY WANT, BUT LIKE I SAID, THEY WOULD ACKNOWLEDGE AND GIVE FAVOR TO ISRAEL AND THE JEWISH PEOPLE OVER THE CHRISTIANS, CHRISTIANITY BEING A RELIGION WE WANT TO DECONSTRUCT FOR BETTER THINGS. HOORAY FOR COMPROMISE!
JUST THINK ABOUT IT, THINK ABOUT WHAT THE CATHOLIC CHURCH AND THE CHRISTIANS HAVE DONE BEFORE! THEY WENT ON A SPREE OF RAPING, MURDERING, AND PILLAGING, INNOCENT NATURE LOVING PEOPLE, AND ANYONE AND EVERYONE IN GENERAL THAT WOULDN'T DO WHAT THEY SAY, IN THE NAME OF THEIR GOD THAT THEY WANT YOU TO BELIEVE IS A GOD OF LOVE AFTER THEY'VE HIT YOU UPSIDE THE HEAD WITH SOME VIOLENT STUPID STUFF. DID YOU KNOW THAT THEY HAD A HEADDRESS WITH A TONGUE COMPRESSOR TO KEEP PEOPLE FROM SCREAMING OUT AGAINST THE CHURCH WHEN THEY WOULD BURN THEM ALIVE FOR SOMETHING STUPID LIKE THE NUMBER 13? WE HAVE TO STOP THE JESUITS AND THE CHRISTIANS, THEY CANNOT WIN THIS. FIRST THEY'LL GO AFTER THE JEWS AND THE PAGANS, AND NEITHER ONE OF US WILL CONVERT SO IT'LL BE A BLOODY WAR TO THE FINISH. THEN, ONCE THEY'VE USED THAT TECHNOLOGY IN THAT ARENA, THEY'LL GO AFTER THE WOMEN. THEY'VE DONE IT BEFORE AND THEY WILL DO IT AGAIN, THEY ARE THAT EVIL THOSE CHRISTIANS! THEY WILL THROW ALL THE WOMEN IN THE RIVER AND IF THEY DROWN THEN THEY'RE NOT A WITCH, YOU KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING! THEN AFTER THEY'VE KILLED ALL THE WOMEN, THESE EVIL CHRISTIANS ARE GOING TO START HAVING SEX WITH FARM ANIMALS AND WILD ANIMALS BECAUSE THERE ARE NO WOMEN, AND HAVE YOU EVER SEEN A DONKEY MAN BABY BEFORE ALIVE AND WALKING AROUND WONDERING WHY IT WAS BORN AND HATING ITS OWN EXISTENCE? IT'S THE MOST UNNATURAL AND CREEPY THING YOU'VE EVER SEEN IN YOUR LIFE! THESE DONKEY RAPING CHRISTIANS HAVING DONKEY BABIES BECAUSE THEY KILLED ALL THE WOMEN! THEN THEY FIGHT EACH OTHER AND THEY EVENTUALLY KILL EACH OTHER, AND THEN THE LAST ONE LEFT WILL START GNAWING ON HIS OWN HAND AND SH*T UNTIL HE HAS EATEN HIMSELF AND HE DIES. THEY'LL DO ALL THIS IN THE NAME OF THEIR SICK GOD OF CRAP AND LIES! WE HAVE TO UNITE AND STOP THE EVIL JESUITS AND THE EVIL CHRISTIANS, AND TAKE BACK THE SECRET SPACE PROGRAM BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE, BECAUSE THIS IS BEYOND MESSED UP!
CLOSE ENCOUNTERS OF THE FIFTH KIND
Some years ago I had a meeting with the crown Prince of Liechtenstein, Hans Adam Van Liechtenstein. He had reached out to me through some of his contacts. He said look Dr. Greer we have to meet but we can't talk about this on the phone. Your efforts to affect disclosure are noble, but they will not be able to be permitted, and not for the reasons you think. I said well this is interesting. Finally we got together in New York City in July of 1994. He said to me, in 1989 a group of us were trying to do disclosure, and it involved Gorbachev, President Bush Sr. himself, and the UN Secretary General Javier Perez de Cuellar. IN THE COURSE OF US PUTTING TOGETHER HIGH LEVEL PLANNING MEETINGS TO DO THIS, PEREZ DE CUELLAR, SECRETARY GENERAL, WAS ABDUCTED OUT OF HIS LIMOUSINE IN MANHATTAN. HE WAS TOLD BY THE ALIENS THAT IF THEY DID NOT CEASE AND DESIST FROM THEIR PLANS TO DISCLOSE THIS INFORMATION, THAT EVERY WORLD LEADER INVOLVED, INCLUDING THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES, WOULD BE ABDUCTED. THIS BLEW UP LIKE AN ATOMIC BOMB IN THE BUSH WHITE HOUSE, AND IT DID NOT GO FORWARD. I SAID OKAY, WELL TELL ME MORE. HE SAYS WELL, WE'VE CONCLUDED THAT WE HAVE TO PREPARE THE PUBLIC FOR AN INTERPLANETARY WAR, AND IN DOING SO WE CAN THEN ALSO FORCE THE RETURN OF CHRIST, I'M QUOTING, AND I JUST LISTENED. He didn't know that I knew that the means for that abduction for Perez de Cuellar were run by a counterintelligence unit out of the National Security State, that had the technologies to simulate an alien craft and aliens, run completely by military assets. That there was a deeper part of these unacknowledged special access projects that were zooming even people like Bush Sr., who were on the committee, but had lost control of some of these renegade factions. It is a very complicated story. Perez de Cuellar being abducted caused them to stop that process. It manipulated these leaders into going on to a war footing. He he confessed to me that the reason he was funding the work of the abduction groups, was because they wanted to put information out to the public that would scare the public, so the people would make the sacrifice in blood and treasure to have an interplanetary war. Now this is 25 years ago. It was not a happy meeting for me. If there's any one thing that is going to mobilize people to allow the National Security State to establish full spectrum dominance over our planet, it is this. The beings themselves, interestingly and very importantly, aren't putting out their own story. They're not doing that yet. They're trying to get us to understand it. They're trying to give us warnings or trying to help raise our consciousness, which is a critical part of this entire operation going on, and trying to get us to do this for ourselves. That's what this is all about, but the National Security State realizes that that's a slower process, so they're now trying to hurry this up. There's a kind of an emergency process underway right now, make no mistake about that.
The National Security State people, and potentially working with and through the To the Stars academy, are going to be pitching this problem. Say well, you know we can't just let our whole civilization know that there's this highly advanced technologically superior society out there, because our whole culture will collapse. Whereas in fact it's quite clear that it's their defense of the elite. Their defense of this 1% of the human family that basically ends up controlling over 40% of all the wealth on the planet that they're really defending, and it's their world that they're trying to defend. So that you see that this is a a subset of a larger question about how spiritual consciousness, and the evolution of consciousness, is a threat in itself to this elite, because that is the dissolving away of these kind of differences among ourselves, and this coming into a full ownership of our proper place in the universe puts these people out of business as the ruling elite. So that that the raising of consciousness of our human family is so closely related to the opening on to the extraterrestrial experience, that both of them together are viewed as a threat by the elite. What they're afraid of is that this is such an accelerator, as people have repeated in contacts with the extraterrestrials, their whole consciousness starts to rise. They start becoming aware of the fact that we're damaging our environment, they can become aware of the fact that nuclear weapons are kind of an insane thing to have. Wars are really bad idea. This is a spiritual experience. It's a spiritual stimulation, that's coming.
~Close Encounters of the Fifth Kind, by Dr. Steven Greer, with Daniel Sheehan. 34 minutes in and then 41 minutes in~
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