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dittydipity · 29 days

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going INSANE. what is he thinking. why did he say this. why does he do all of this. i am thinking so hard.

we know he's seeking arceus to recreate the world bc in his eyes the world is cruel and unjust and it needs to be destroyed and remade. he's set himself on a mission to create the better reality he's envisioned for his whole life.

but everything else he does. the way he spends his time on pasio making people smile with togepi. even if he justifies it as something purely transactional to get more customers, we know he doesn't really take his merchant job seriously. the way he loves his pokemon so much that they will pop out of their pokeball to excitedly tell whoever will listen how much they love volo back. him trying to capture these moments of happiness tangibly because they never last long and can be wiped away any second.

he still hangs onto hope so much despite what's implied to have happened to him. in spite of all the anger and bitterness that's festered in him, he doesn't really want to destroy everything as he says.

it all started with a wish for the world to be a better place, for the good in the world to outweigh all the cruelty. he's still trying to spread what happiness he can.

but at the same time his past drags behind him and reminds him that he can't afford to trust in the goodness of the world.

that self-assigned mission to usurp arceus's power and rewrite everything.. to him, it's his duty now. he has to do it for himself and, as he rationalizes to himself, for the world.

so he ignores the flaws and holes he finds in his own reasoning. he can't help but seek out the brightness and happiness and goodness that does exist in the world, yet he has to dismiss it to justify his goals.

... all this to try and explain to myself why volo's asking all these questions and making all these comments that seem to go against what we'd expect given his ulterior motive and plans. and it's like he's asking the few friends he has to remember him as the one who seeks joy, even when he does the worst to fulfill his dreams

#am i coherent #can anyone hear me #does anyone else see my vision #does- [i am dragged outside and thrown into the trenches]#pla volo #pla #pokemon #pokemas #.d #realized 10 min later that i used the word “wish” and am once again getting hit by the celestic-lake guardian trio naming themes so hard #i feel nauseous #volo meaning “wish/want” and being a twisted version of azelf's motif of willpower #next to cogita and cynthia's respective roles for uxie and mesprit #never getting over this!!!#i'm crazy i'm CRAZZY #realization even later: can't believe i almost quoted kyubey madoka magica #when the Character makes you go #*kyubey voice*#“Even though you shouldn't have wanted to know the truth you can't help but chase after it. Human curiosity is really illogical.”

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schadentekkers · 4 months

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#slapped my hand over my mouth and squealed...#i feel nauseous #chris brookes #drew parker

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myfriendtheghost · 1 year

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twins in Greenville 🧍🏻‍♀️ (x)

#i feel nauseous #I don’t like thinking abt us being in the same area #as if it hasn’t happened countless times lol

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spaceandfiction · 11 months

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roman roy brutal weeping cry going viral followed by roman chasing the hit and being trampled. this is such good fucking television

#send the weak dog away #succession #I feel NAUSEOUS #succ stuff #succession spoilers #txtpst

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mo0nyy4siir1us · 7 days

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My cousin doesn't like Drarry, she HATES it, and that's okay. But the other day I asked her "if someone put a gun to your head and asked you to choose between Drarry and Dramione...?" AND SHE SAID DRAMIONE

Like she doesn't like Dramione, she just said she "can't see Draco as anything but straight"... Mmkay...

Please tell me I'm not being crazy, straight Draco????

#i feel nauseous #ewwww #yucky #drarry #NOT dramione #anti dramione #please am i crazy

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tagapagsalaysay · 11 months

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look man

#post #Alienating my audience to hell #doodles #homestuck //#taskmaster #i spent too long on the damn classpects i will kill myself.#the suit looks like the joker baby #i feel nauseous #shock art #israeIis dni

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thefirstlioveyou · 1 month

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internalized transphobia is eating me alive. its 3 am can it like… just go away please

#please #thank you #i feel nauseous

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exc-lsior · 9 months

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“moonshine needs me” 😭 of course it’s moonshine who pulls him out of his funk.. of course it’s her, it’s always her 🥺

#naddpod #naddpod spoilers #ba2mia #i feel nauseous #I’m frankly experiencing too many emotions at once rn #I’m spiralling #it’s always her 😭😭😭😭😭#they’re just so !!!!!#this is too much #murph and emily have ripped my heart from my chest with this scene #and jake’s reaction is just repeat stomps on it 🥺😭🥺😭#naddpod lb #hardwon surefoot #moonshine cybin #hardshine

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girlbossx · 2 years

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Is anyone surprised that the judge ruling on this was a man? A 15-year old human trafficking victim killed her rapist and was found guilty of first degree murder. The police and prosecution didn't even argue that the man she killed was innocent or that she wasn't trafficked -- they just said that he wasn't an immediate danger to her because he was sleeping. The judge even "peppered Lewis with repeated requests to explain what poor choices she made that led up to Brooks' [her rapist] stabbing". Now she has to pay $150k to his family.

The justice system will never be just as long as men like this are in charge. They will choose the worst, most vile man over an innocent, victimized girl. She isn't even a legal adult yet and a dead rapist's life is still worth more than hers. Absolutely fucking sick.