the gods we can touch [3/6]

pairing: Ava/Beatrice (Warrior Nun)

rating: T

chapter word count: 5,567

chapter summary: 

Despite common opinion from nearly everyone around her at some point in time (which — ouch), Ava isn’t stupid. She knows — as they stroll down the narrow aisle of the single grocer in town, Beatrice murmuring to herself as she goes through their list yet again — that she’s at least a little infatuated with her best friend. Sometime around the moment Beatrice’s palm had first pressed to her cheek, when she’d finished one of her puns, when she’d laid down alongside Ava in the dark and told her it wasn’t like before; sometime during one of these moments or another in between, Ava had noticed — tucked away deep in her chest — the persistent and low heat of affection she held for the girl featured in all of them.

notes: No notes. I'm a mere shell of a woman.

chapter link: AO3

playlist link: SPOTIFY

I really, really hope I'm misreading and did not just see a post that swapped indigenous Irish people into the role of the Violent Oppressor doing Violence to an Ethnic Minority during The Troubles.

But if I did read it correctly, this is the sixth instance of hibernophobia that has crossed my dashboard in less than a week. What the fuck is this, 1875???

been in so much pain since stopping the meds giving me bad side effects, and i went to my pain management clinic today hoping to get some relief. instead i was told that ive tried all the meds they can offer me and that basically there's nothing else they could do. so i guess ill just continue being in level 7-9 pain daily :^)

Just making this post before I forget, I had a dream where I saw a Ravio-themed Monopoly (yes, just Ravio and not a Zelda franchise-themed game), another Ravio-themed board game I didn't pay too much attention to and he also had a neat little figurine with his rupee bag, separate from the other board games but it was crazy expensive. Anyway, the store where I found the Ravio merch (?) also had his own little shelf where all of his merch was, and there was a funny little sign of him at the top of the shelf.

That's all, oh and I also felt my wallet in my dream being tortured into oblivion the longer I looked at the Ravio stuff.

Personally I think the most bizarre experience as an online artist is seeing people favorite your completely innocuous art of your OC literally just standing there, and then checking out their faves gallery and it's just absolutely littered with nothing but fetish art

rare that i see my full personality blatantly posted right in front of me

i hate the concept of platonic and romantic as a binary i hate the concept of platonic and romantic as a sliding scale of "less" to "more" i hate the concept of platonic and romantic as the only two options i hate the concept of platonic and romantic as significantly different things i hate the concept of platonic and romantic as all encompassing i hate the concept of platonic and romantic as the two halves of a shallow concept of love that doesn't actually encompass anything at all i think we need to overhaul every popular conception about "types" of love so we can talk about things that are real and true for once

Impulse: talking about how cool it was to reach 1 mil subs Someone in chat: Skizz is gonna overtake you soon

Impulse, no hesitation, with his entire impussy:

G O O D.

I can't wait. I can't wait! Honestly I would LOVE- I would ABSOLUTELY love to see Skizz pass me in everything. Subs, views, everything. Dude deserves it. I've been dreaming about that since I started. Him coming along and making his way up and overtaking me and me riding- I'll ride his coattails for a while, you know!

buggy who turns to shanks one night after they've reunited and says softly, with indecipherable look in his eyes and says, "i'm not in love with you anymore." and shanks, shocked beyond belief, heart aching with a want he didn't even know he had, with a need he hadn't even realized was there, thinks quietly to himself, i didn't know you ever were

is it just me or did the last episode of kinnporsche suck ass??

I'm so tired and scared.

Man, I miss the internet when you could just freely browse all sorts of niche blogs and fan sites without having to have an account anywhere... There was so much to explore! Now you need to have an account with Instagram and Tiktok before they'll let you see anything, or it's locked behind a paywall on someone's Patreon.

We used to "browse," like we were wandering free in a big pasture, and now it's a "feed," where someone keeps shoveling stuff into a trough in front of your face and you have to keep choking it down.

I miss "Free Range" internet is what I'm saying, I guess. Not this Content Factory Farming crap.

I love it when women hate men. I love it when women are allowed to vent to each other about how horrible and creepy men are. I love it when women form friendships with and prioritize each other over relationships with men(whether they're attracted to them or not). I love it when women put men dni in their bios and on their nude photos and on posts on their blogs. I love it when women refuse to mollycoddle and accommodate entitled male feelings with "but this doesn't mean I hate all men, I know a few men who are great, I love my father/sons/brothers/uncles/male cousins/guy friends" I love it when women complain about men WITHOUT "not all men" being a disclaimer. I love it when women avoid socializing with/refuse to be around/befriend/get close to men because they know men can't be trusted. I love it when women make "kill all men" jokes. I love it when women offer absolutely no concern or care for men's feelings and if their misandry offends men whatsoever because why should we, men are the oppressor class who have raped and killed and abused us and kept us as subjugated as second-class citizens for millennia, they regularly mistreat us and the women in their own marginalized communities still every single day and make this world so much harder and more awful for us to be in, and if we choose to hate them and not spare them any sympathy then so be it, and I don't just mean "men as a class" either, you can be a woman who doesn't want to have anything to do with any man on an individual basis and completely cuts off men from her personal life too and ykw I will love and fucking support you in that because men deserve absolutely NOTHING from us. If they're so tough and strong then they can handle it just like they can handle being lonely. If you are a woman who hates men, ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE A LESBIAN AND/OR A TRANS WOMAN, then just know that I love you. I love you, I support you, and you are safe here.

Vlad: Would you like to form an alliance... with me?

Ghost writer: Absolutely. Absolutely, I do.

Now, Vlad should know better than to ally himself with someone who broke the Christmas truce, buuuut. The call for DnD is so tempting that he just had to do it.

He then dragged Daniel and his friends into it as well. Daniel dragged his sister along and then the Fenton parents found out and, well.

It suddenly became a thing.

Oh well, both Vlad and Ghost Writer sculpt up some lore from each of their character sheets, weave a world from words and then drag a random number of people to act as their 'players.'

It was supposed to be people from Amity Park, but there was a miscalculation on that part, and honestly you can't even blame them because they've been weaving nonstop and Vlad ignored quite a bit of sleep to try and make this perfect as he could.

So instead of civilians they dragged in a few members of the Justice League and, well.

As long as they play by the rules nothing would hopefully go wrong...?

why do you draw the same dude over and over again. I love your art but I’m getting sick of seeing the same thing.

The reason why I draw Miguel over and over again is because I really want to, lmao. No one pays me to draw any of the stuff I post, it's all just for my own entertainment and for practice. I'm sorry, but if you're getting sick of seeing the same thing, then you're gonna have a tough time

If you'd like me to draw something else though, you're more than welcome to commission me! But otherwise, it's kinda Karen behavior to think you can be both a beggar and a chooser in this scenario 🤷‍♀️