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lillupon · 3 years

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Hey! I'm the anon who sent in the ask on Friday or Saturday about losing AEV and going on a whole ordeal trying to find it again. I'm also the one who told you the name of Grind by abnegative. I didnt think that I'd be sending this many asks in but then I read chapter 11 of Aev and I had so many things I wanted to comment about. So here we go, this is gonna be a long one.

1. Let me know what you think of Grind when you finally get around to reading it. I love it a lot and I'm constantly re-reading it.

2. Mr. Jeon and Mingyu are so awkward together. It's so cuuuute!!! I wonder what's gonna happen to get them past that barrier. I dont want any spoilers but it's fun to imagine all the different scenarios that could happen.

3. I wonder what mingyus reaction would be if he found out that Wonwoo prepared himself in the shower and with the clothes he picked out hoping that ~things~ would happen. I like to think that he'd be sooo turned on at that tidbit of information. Also seeing wonwoo in casual clothes AND without the scent blockers! Mingyu is definitely wrecked. I'd love to see his pov for this scene.

4. Mr. Jeon telling Mingyu to call him wonwoo!!!! Yes please!!!! I've been waiting for that moment to happen! I thought it would happen the 1st time they had sex but this is better! They've finally crossed a line that was definitely there. Before it was obvious that they definitely were not just teacher and student but this has solidified that.

5. The way wonwoo smashes their lips together at the very end of the chapter! Yes!!!! I would loooove more of Wonwoo initiating things!!!! It does things to my heart ♡♡♡♡

6. I love how they're scenting each other and at 1st I was like that's fine cuz they dont go back to school for a few days but then I remembered that mingyus sister is in wonwoos class and could possibly recognize the smell. Theres definitely a chance of things going wrong there.

7. Also sims anon was so accurate! I love it. And sims anon updated their twitter!

8. The more I think about it the more I want to see a spinoff entirely in mingyus pov! That would be amazing.

9. I started drawing fanart of chapter 11... I don't know if I'll get around to finishing it. I hope I do, so you can see it. Right now the proportions between the boys and the car is all wrong

10. OMG I CANT BELIEVE I ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT THIS. The day after I 1st started reading aev I had a dream about it. Except wonwoo was a professor and mingyu was a college freshman. Wonwoo ended up going to an outside restaurant bar after school to get a drink. He thought he wouldnt see any of his students because none of them were of legal drinking age yet, but Mingyu showed up. Wonwoo sighed in disappointment that he wasnt able to get alone time but Mingyu turned to him and said "dont worry, I'm not here to bother you." Then he turned to the bartender and just said "the regular please." Wonwoo watched as Mingyu began pulling notebooks and textbooks out of his bag, along with a few worksheets. The bartender returned with a glass of ice water and Mingyu said "Thank you" with a smile to him. Minuets passed and Mingyu was working on homework while Wonwoo stole a few glances at him every now and then. After a while Wonwoo noticed that Mingyu was struggling with something, so he moved over to sit directly next to Mingyu and said "What are you stuck on?" Mingyu explained what he wasnt getting and Wonwoo was able to help him out. Eventually they both had to leave, Mingyu left 1st and then Wonwoo a little while later. But the following day, they found each other in the same position. This continued for weeks. The two of them would meet after school at the outdoor restaurant bar and wonwoo would help mingyu with his homework. Eventually the conversations would shift and become more personal. They got to know each other outside of a teacher student relationship. One day, Mingyu didnt have any homework, but he still showed up. Wonwoo bought him an alcoholic drink (the bartender let it slide becuase 1, he knew mingyu and 2, it's illegal for people underage to buy alcohol but it's not illegal for them to drink it). The two ended up having a bit too much, they let their gaurds down and one thing led to another. They ended getting a taxi back to wonwoos house.

And then I woke up... but it was very heavily implied that once they got to wonwoos house, they learned the intricate details of each others bodies.

Anyways... that's a lot... sorry. I guess if I'm gonna keep submitting things I might as well have a sign off sooo

Sincerely, 🦊anon (fox anon) (she/they)

Hi and welcome back, fox anon!

1: Yes, I will let you know if I get around to reading Grind. I had someone recommend it to me again yesterday through twitter DMs! It must be very good, but I haven’t been in much of a mood to read or write lately. But I hope other folks will check it out if they have the time and are looking for something to read.

3: “I wonder what mingyus reaction would be if he found out that Wonwoo prepared himself in the shower and with the clothes he picked out hoping that ~things~ would happen” reminded me that I FORGOT TO POST THE BONUS FOR THIS CHAPTER! Ahh thank you. It’s a small crumb that I decided to remove from the final version; I’ll get it up shortly (´ ∀ ` *). But yes, haha, Mingyu would be extremely turned on at the thought of Wonwoo preparing and pampering himself for their carpark date.

6: Yes, Wonwoo’s pheromones will be on Mingyu after all that scenting and sexy times (it probably drives Mingyu crazy, being able to smell Wonwoo’s slick on him). However, no one actually knows what Wonwoo smells like! So they won’t be able to associate the omega pheromones on Mingyu with Wonwoo.

7: Yes, simsminwon is spoiling me with AEV content omg my eyes have been blessed... IT FITS AEV TO A T (╥ω╥) (╥ω╥) (╥ω╥)

8: It would be pretty fun(ny) to see the contrast between Mingyu and Wonwoo’s point of view! The moment when he realises that he has a big fucking crush on Mr. Jeon would be so cute ;-; Like, he’s probably thinking about Mr. Jeon all the time, even when he’s with Momo! I’ve tried writing some major events in Mingyu’s POV, but I haven’t really done that lately; I haven’t been doing much reading or writing in general lately, haha.

9: GASP (♡°▽°♡) FANART?! I’m also really hoping you’ll finish it, fox anon >.<!!! I would love to see it.

10: I LOVE THIS! Lmao! What is Mingyu doing, working on assignments at a bar?! Dude, I wish I could have some minwon dreams. A pity you woke up before they banged (; ω ; )ヾ(´∀`* )

See you around!

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benhardyisdaddy · 5 years

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Royal Protection - Part 5

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(fluffy ben is MY FAV SJWDOAJDD also that gif is what i imagine ben wearing ugh hes so cute i cant right now)

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Kentucky, USA.

You had finally arrived.

That plane ride was the most gruesome eight and a half hour flight you had ever had to be on. The only good thing was having Ben to look at every so often. He wasn’t much of a talker. In fact, when you do try to spark up a conversation with him, he doesn’t respond at all and you know he hears you. It’s not that he’s being rude, he’s just trying to stay focused on his job. This is sort of a big deal and he can’t mess this up. Believe me, he so badly wants to talk to you and get to know you better, but he was hired to do his job. Not sit around and talk about his favorite color, which you’ve asked him about ten times now. You’d ask him something, watch him closely and frown when all he does is stare forward. There’s no emotion on his face, just a blank slate. His poker face was brilliant, you were almost jealous.

As soon as the jet landed, you weren’t allowed to get off of it for another hour. More security had to do a thorough walk through, making sure everything was all clear for you. Terminals got put under inspections, bags were checked over again and flights were put on hold until every inch of that tiny airport was covered. You were beyond embarrassed, but nobody knew what the lock down was for. They didn’t know the princess was arriving and they surely wouldn’t recognize you as being her. Your outfit was plain, your hair was pulled back and a giant pair of red heart shaped sunglasses covered your eyes perfectly. Now nobody would notice you. You slipped the glasses on and admired yourself in your tiny mirror that’s stashed away in your purse. You dart your eyes over and watch as Ben looks at you. Obviously just staring at the glasses, you think to yourself. Definitely not just wanting to look at me. I mean his job is to protect me, why wouldn’t his eyes be glued to me.

“Are you ready, princess?” he asks, walking up closer to you.

You stand up quickly and stretch your sore, tired muscles. The time here was going on 6:45pm and back home it was already 11:45pm, almost midnight. This time change was going to mess with you. You were already exhausted and it was only dinner time.

“I will be when you start calling me y/n and not princess.” you sass, walking past him and to the planes exit.

He’s behind you in a second, looking around frantically. Ben also had to wear normal clothes and not his usual all black suit, which you will miss him being in, if you’re being honest. He changed on the plane and slipped on a pair of dark jeans and a grey sweater, resulting in you practically drooling in your seat. Who’s idea was it to hire the model as your guard again? You want to thank them over and over and over and over. You walk off the plane and allow the warm breeze to hit you.

You close your eyes and take in a deep breath, happy to finally be on the ground. The air was different than back home. It was more stickier and warmer, the breeze having no cooling effect whatsoever. It was nice. You’ve never seen an airport this tiny in your life. What, did one or two planes fly out per day? You were in shock. You walk down the jets steps and make your way to the building, noticing an open door. Ben speeds up a bit and stands beside you, looking around secretly. You’re scared people would stare at you and notice (like usual), but they don’t. That’s a first.

“We have a hotel booked for tonight, but this isn’t the town we’re staying in.” says Ben as he leans over to whisper to you. “Permanent location is a town over. More secluded.”

You roll your eyes and dryly laugh.

“Oh, great. As if any place could be more secluded than this.”

Ben watches you and fights back a smile as you both walk to the front entrance of the airport and outside. Another large, black SUV is waiting out front for you. Ben opens the back door and you slip inside. Your luggage had already been retrieved and placed in the car. You’re buckling your seat belt when your phone cellphone goes off.

“Oh, my love! We miss you so much.” says your mother, obviously teary eyed.

You sigh and smile to yourself, looking over to Ben quickly.

“I miss you too, mum. How’s dad?” you ask fast.

“I’m right here, darling.” you hear him shout out.

You close your eyes and feel your heart break as tears threaten to spill. You can’t stop smiling in fear of if you did, you’d end up sobbing.

“I miss you all so much already.” you whisper.

“And we miss you even more!” says your mother. “We promise to check up on you every day, alright? You need to go get some rest.”

You agree with her as you all say your goodbyes. You hang up your phone and stare at it, wishing you could tell them goodnight in person. You look back up and over to Ben, who’s watching you.

“You alright, princess?” he asks, almost worried.

You smile at him and sniffle a bit, trying to hide your once sad emotions. You were now happy and smiley.

“Y/n is doing just fine, thank you.” you tease him.

You look out the window and huff to yourself as it feels like you’ve been driving for forever.

“Are we there yet?” you ask, causing Ben to smirk.

***

Motel sign with a pink flamingo next to it. That’s how you were introduced to the place you were staying the night at. A sketchy building with questionable people standing outside, staring as the car pulled up. Maybe they should have picked a different vehicle for this. You swallow hard as large, scary man stares as Ben helps you out of the car. He’s smoking a cigarette as his other three friends turn to stare at you as well. You stand closer to Ben, his eyes secretly watching them.

The men all smirk and look you up and down, practically devouring you with their eyes. You shudder and without thinking, you reach down and take Ben’s hand tightly. You hold it and don’t want to let go, causing him to look down at you. He wasn’t expecting that at all, but he wasn’t going to pull away. You were scared and he knew it. You were use to palaces and five course meals, not one star motels and McDonald's. He just squeezed your hand gently, telling you it was going to be okay. You relaxed a bit as you finally get to your room. The driver of your car brings up yours and Ben’s bags as he thanks him. They speak for a moment before he leaves.

“Lock the door!” you tell him. “Bolt it too! Maybe put a chair in front of it. Does the glass window break easily, do you think?”

You keep rambling on about safety as Ben just smiles and walks closer to you.

“Princess, I promise everything is okay. I’m here to protect you. I will protect you.”

You stare at him and finally take in a deep, calming breath. You look down and smile as you nod.

“I know. I’m acting silly. I’m acting like the rich, snobby girl who’s never had to fend for herself.” you look up to Ben.

“I don’t think you’re acting anything like that.” he starts. “I think you’re out of your comfort zone and in an area you’re not familiar with. Anyone would be just as scared if they were in your position.”

You smile to him and feel warm by him defending you and making you feel better.

“Thank you,” you say quietly. “But I’m not scared.”

A soft smile is on his face as he watches you, knowing you’re lying. Your face heats up at his staring, causing you to look away and around the room. You heart falls when you finally realize something. How had you not noticed that the moment you stepped inside? There was only one bed.

“It’s all they had.” he says, as if he had just read your mind.

You whisper an ‘oh’ as you look back around once more. As sketchy as this place may seem, the room was actually very nice. Everything looked clean and brand new. Brand new TV, brand new mini fridge, the carpet was spotless and you can tell the bed sheets had been washed. You were impressed really. You stand up from the bed and walked over to the bathroom, impressed once more. Clean and upgraded. You purse your lips as you dig through your luggage and retrieve some pajamas.

“I’m gonna shower.” you tell him, grabbing a towel.

He nods as he types something into his phone.

“I’ll be right here, princess.”

You roll your eyes and walk into the bathroom, but not before yelling out a ‘it’s y/n!’ You turn on the shower and allow the hot water to steam up the bathroom, fogging up the mirror. You wipe away the residue and stare at yourself. You looked tired, which you were. This hot shower would soothe your sore muscles and more than likely help you relax. You undress quickly and make sure the door is locked once more. You get into the shower and sigh when the water hits you. You smile and allow it to cascade all over. You wash your hair and yourself, feeling much more clean and better. You finish up and wrap a towel around yourself. You step out and suddenly realize you forgot your pajama bottoms. You mentally yell at yourself as you walk to the door and open it up just slightly.

“Ben?” you whisper out, hoping he’d hear you.

You wait for a moment, but no response.

“Ben?” you say louder, knowing he would definitely hear you.

But still, nothing. You knit your brows together, a bit freaked out he isn't responding. Where could he possibly be!? You open the door up just a little more and listen. You don’t hear anything. No footsteps, no talking, nothing. Just silence. You tense your jaw hard as you open the door even more and take one step out, trying to peer into the room, but not able to see it all. You take in a deep breath and decide to dart to your bag, hoping maybe Ben had stepped outside for a moment. You hold the towel close to yourself as you sprint towards the luggage, but suddenly you’re colliding with something. You slam into it hard, almost taking your breath away. You gasp and fall backwards, your towel riding up a bit. You pull it down quickly and watch as Ben pulls his headphones out of his ears, a horrified look on his face. His mouth is wide open as he leans down and tries to help you stand up, but you swat his hand away.

“What were you doing!?” you shout. “I called out your name!”

“Princess, I’m so, so sorry! I was listening to a voice memo and was just using my headphones. I apologize. I’m so sorry. Are you alright?” he asks sincerely, looking you up and down to make sure you’re okay.

As he’s staring, his face goes red. He finally realizes you’re in nothing but a towel, something you had forgotten as well. You blush hard as you cross your arms against your chest, looking away from him.

“I, uh, I’m fine. I just forgot my shorts, that’s all. Really, I’m okay. It’s okay.”

You hurriedly walk around him and find your shorts in an instant. You turn back around and awkwardly smile as you show Ben them. He smiles back and nods, moving out of your way. You walk back to the bathroom and locked the door. You stare at yourself in the mirror once more and mentally curse yourself for all of that. You wave your arms around like crazy and act like you’re screaming, helping you take out some of your anger towards yourself. That was beyond embarrassing.

***

You slip under the covers and moan at the feel of the soft mattress beneath you. Your head lands on the pillow and you swear you could fall asleep at that very moment. You open your eyes and watch as Ben grabs a blanket from the tiny closet near the bathroom. He walks to an open space one the floor and spreads out the blanket, making sure it’s even. He then walks to the other side of the bed and reaches for a pillow.

“Um, what exactly are you doing?” you ask him, eyes narrowed.

He looks to the blanket on the floor and then back to you.

“Making my bed for the night?” he says, confused.

You sit up on your elbows and raise a brow.

“You’re going to sleep on that hard floor all while there’s a comfy bed right here?” you ask.

Ben’s eyes go wide for a moment, before he purses his lips.

“Oh, um…” he doesn’t know what to say. “This is your bed, princess. I’m not going to take it over.”

“Take it over? You mean you want your back to kill you in the morning? Your back hurting means you’re focused on it, which means you’re not paying enough attention to your job.” you say while you smile smugly.

You know damn well what you’re doing.

“Princess,” he starts.

“Y/n.” you correct him once more.

He freezes and tightly smiles before speaking again.

“My back will be fine, I promise. It’s not the first time I’ve slept on the ground before and I can assure you it won’t be my last.”

He grabs his pillow and begins walking back to the blanket.

“Ben!” you call out, making him spin around. “As your princess and future queen, I demand that you sleep on this soft, cozy, warm, comfy, amazing, spectacular, wonderful-”

“Okay, okay. I understand. I’ll sleep on the bed.” he says, laughing at you.

You smile proudly as he walks back up and places his pillow next to yours. The bed was a queen, but it felt more snug than that. Ben slipped under the blankets and sighed at the softness.

“Told you.” you whisper to him, before turning your lamp off.

He lets out a breathy laugh and nods.

“You were right,” he starts. “Much better than the floor.”

You laugh and roll on your side to face him even though you can’t see him in the darkness. You may not be able to see him, but you can feel that he’s looking at you too. You smile to yourself and continue staring.

“You can thank me in the morning.” you whisper back.

A few minutes pass as you both laid there quietly. The only sounds you hear are some cars driving by and the slight hum coming from the mini fridge. You roll onto your back and stare forward, realizing you’re suddenly not tired. Maybe it’s because adrenaline is running through you or because Ben’s currently sleeping in the same bed. A man you barely know and just met is sleeping in the same bed as you. For some reason, you quite liked it.

“So,” you whisper out, enough for him to hear you. “Are you the big spoon or little spoon?”

You smirk as you hear him gently chuckle to himself.

“Goodnight, princess.” he whispers to you, clearly amused by your question.

“Goodnight, Benjamin.” you whisper back, not able to stop smiling.

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scarlette-joel-writing · 6 years

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Erased Pt. 10

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Avenger!Reader

Warnings: Torture.

A/N: It is totally reasonable that you guys probably hate me. It has been forever since I updated Hopefully this makes up for it a little bit.

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I am in pain.

And not the “I went a little hard during training yesterday and I am really feeling it today” kind of pain.

No. This is the “I have been tied down to a metal slab for god knows how fucking long, and I have people constantly cutting me and burning me and pushing my bones to the point of breaking,” kind of pain. This is the “I kind of wish that they would just kill me already,” kind of pain. This is the “I can’t believe that my body hasn’t given out yet,” kind of pain. That is the type of life that I am living right now. This is the “I wish I could just tell them what they want they know so that the pain can end” kind of pain.

But I know that I cannot do that. I cannot tell them what they want because that would mean that I would have to tell him about Bucky and that will never happen. It will never happen. I would rather let myself die than to give them the information that is needed to make Bucky the crazy super soldier that they want him to be. It is a life that I don’t want him to live and I will do anything to protect him from that. Anything. Even if it means dying. I have to protect him.

The machine that he has attached to my head keeps the jolts of electricity bursting through me every few seconds though my body has gotten used to the little jolts of pain. They remind me that I can still feel things. That I haven’t become completely numb to his tactics. I don’t know what would happen if I did.

“Good Morning Miss!” he says as he enters the room and I can feel my entire body stiffen at the sound. This is the boss man. The man that came in and told me that he was going to torture me until I told him exactly what he wanted to know. We haven’t spoken much since I got here, but maybe that is because he keeps shoving knives into me. I don’t know, just maybe. “Are we going to talk today?” he says as he leans over me.

I have noticed in my time here, however long that has been, that this man is not from this time. He talks like he is from a different century and the way he holds himself is the same way that I see Bucky and Cap hold themselves: like they were pulled out of time and don’t know how to act in this new era.

I have also learned that Dr. Orlov is a Russian scientist/doctor and has extensive knowledge of the human body. Especially all of its weak points. I have gained that knowledge through person experience. He seems to enjoy cutting me open.

“Look at you. So beautiful,” he laughs and I feel him swipe a finger over my cheek, causing it to sting from the multiple bruises and cuts that rest of my face already. I want to spit at him. I know I look like shit. I haven’t showered in forever, there is dried blood all over me, and bruises are my new foundation color. Some are yellow, some are brown, and the newer ones are a dark dark purple that hurt like a bitch every time that he touches me. More like punches me.

“I am not going to tell you what you want to know, so fuck off,” this time I do spit at him but he quickly dodges it and laughs at me. A deep and booming laugh that sends a shiver up my spine. But not in the good way. Definitely not in the good way.

“Y’know, you are a lot more stubborn than the woman in my days,” he smiles at me and steps away from me and to the other side of the room where his table of toys is waiting. I try to pull at the restraints, once again, and once again there is no way that I am going to escape from them. They are stainless steel and bolted to the concrete floor.

My mind is strong. My body is not.

“I don’t care about your stupid monologue,” I sneer back at him and I watch a he picks up a knife that is easily bigger than my forearm and turns back around to face me. The fear shoots through my body and I don’t even want to think about what he is going to do with that knife.

“Really? But don’t you wanna know who I am? Where I came from? How I know about your precious James Barnes?” the way he says Bucky’s name is a direct taunt to me and it makes me struggle against the restraints again.

“Fuck you!”

“A little touchy now aren’t we? Did I hit a soft spot?” and at the same time he says that, he slips the knife into the soft part of my flesh at the bottom of my stomach. I scream out in pain and he just digs the knife in a little farther before he pulls it out and a rush of relief floods through me before the searing pain sinks in.

“Fuck you,” is all I can say back to him and he smiles again. Digs the knife in again. Pulls it back out slowly.

“Let’s tell you the story anyway. The story of a young doctor working for the Russians. They had brought in this boy from the mountains. Badly bleeding. His arm was mangled and had to be amputated immediately,” I let the tears roll down my body as he looks over the blood covered knife then stares back at me. “We were thinking about letting him die but we obviously found a much more suitable position for our Mr. Barnes. I wasn’t the lead doctor on the project but I was the one that they decided to put under to make sure that everything went well with our asset in the future,” his words cause me to pause and to look at him. He has a smug smile on his face that tells me that he is enjoying this interaction very much.

“Put under?” I stammer out, and I watch his eyes alight with a flame before he wipes the blood from my stomach on my dirty and torn t-shirt and sets it back down in its initial resting spot.

“Surely you know what put under means. Barnes went through it as well as Mr. America. Though, Rodgers wasn’t intentional like Mr. Barnes was,” he picks up a pair of pliers that have already caused me enough pain and fidgets with them a bit before coming back over to stand above me. “I guess timelines got a little messed up because they pulled Barnes out a lot faster than they did me,” he grabs one of my fingers within the pliers and begins to add light pressure to it with every few seconds that passes. “You can imagine my surprise when I wake up to find out that no in this era knows anything about the asset that I had helped to create,” more pressure and more pain.

That’s how he remembers Bucky. Because he wasn’t technically alive when I went in and erased everyone’s memories,

“But that doesn’t explain how you knew about-“ I cut myself off with an ear piercing scream that comes out of me when he closes the pliers all of the way and I can feel the bones in my fingers being crushed. The pain radiates throughout my whole body and it send black spots into my vision.

“How I knew about what? About you? Well, you Avengers aren’t the only ones that have powers in the world. One of my men, a true genius, has a photographic memory. And he distinctly remembers a girl that looks just like you prancing around his memory. He cant remember what you took from him, the knowledge that he had, but I guess you forgot to erase yourself from his memory before you left,” he moves onto the next finger and repeats the same torturous action with my left middle finger. I scream again as he shatters the finger and he laughs. “You gonna talk now?”

“Never,” I mumble, taking deep breaths to try and calm my heart down. The electricity is still running through my head and the tears that are streaming down my face blur my vision. I can only see the basic outline of the man that is slowly killing me.

“You do know that I am not opposed to breaking every bone in your body to get what I want, right?” he moves onto my ring finger and puts my finger between the pliers.

“Fuck you,” I spit at him again and this time, my blood colored saliva hits him directly in the face. I can feel myself smile a bloody smile that hurts like a bitch.

And that is when the pliers slam shut and the searing pain floods through me and I finally go black.

Bucky’s POV:

“What if this has nothing to do with the enemies of Shield and the Avengers? What if it is more specific than that?” Bruce says as we are sitting back in the conference room for the umpteenth time in the past 2 and a half weeks. 2 and a half weeks od Y/N being gone and none of us are any closer to finding her. For all any of us know, she could be dead already.

“what do you mean?” Cap sits forward a little bit and I can see that he looks just as tired as everyone else does in this situation. People working as much as they can to bring Y/N back.

“Well, think about it? What does someone want with Y/N? She isn’t a true part of the Avengers. Has never been out on a proper mission with the team. Her whole job was to take care of Bucky. To bring him back from that state And then it just so happens that she gains someone’s attention after she has pulled all memories of Bucky from everyone? That doesn’t seem like a coincidence to me,”

“But no one on the planet remembers Bucky. It would have different if they had come after her before she took all of their memories away. Unless someone from Bucky’s past suddenly arose from the dead, I don’t think that it has anything to do with him,” Romanoff gives me a sympathetic smile that I don’t return. Everyone knows that I am not handling this well.

Suddenly an idea pops into my head and I sit up in the chair. Everyone suddenly stops talking and all eyes turn to me.

“What if they didn’t arise from the dead? What if they dethawed?” I am searching through all of my memories. Who was that man that they put me under with? Their was a little doctor that said that he would be more than happy to wake up in the future and make sure that everything worked out fine..

I pull myself through all of my old memories. And then I get his head stuck in my head.

Dr. Orlov.

Nice to see you again.

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deeeelightfuldee · 3 years

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Are you mad at your best friend right now? I haven’t a clue how to answer this. I’m really not close to Kile now. my other friends I’m not mad at.

Do you know anybody with a pet snake? ugh. yeah. I would never ever ever go to their house.

Do you buy your underwear in a pack or seperately? depends on where I buy the underwear. I’m tryin to replace all the ones I was gifted so it just depends.

Have you ever made fun of anybody and later became their friend? lol nathan i would rag on him only to his face, never behind his back.

Is the lamp on in the room you're in? no. I have like twinkle lights on and a candle on.

Do you have a pair of shoes that you can only wear with one or two outfits? to be entirely honest I have to purge my shoes

Is there any drink that you absolutely MUST drink cold? water, water, water

Did you sleep in past noon today? no. I typically sleep like 3-4 hours. Right now tho I take sleeping pills to try and let my body recover and i seldom do so until like after 1-2 am

Did your grandma ever tell you about her love life? once and she thinks its whats made her so bitter.

Have you ever painted anybody's nails aside from your own? yep. used to always paint my friends nails

Anything exciting happening in the month of September? moms bday! i love that!!!!

Who is your last missed call from? umm, honestly no idea. I’d have to look

When was the last time you ate Frosted Flakes? man its been a hot minute

Did you ever NOT want a substitute in a certain class? never really had one

Do you ever donate to the less fortunate? yes

Did you buy an American flag after 9/11 to put on your car/house/ whatever? Personally I did not because I did not have money I was a child, but my family had flags all over

Do you know any songs that are older than you are? of course

Are there framed pictures of you anywhere in your house? Yep. plenty. we like pictures here.

Compared to other people of your age would you be considered 'NORMAL'? normal? what is that even like

Honestly, do you have any Hilary Duff on your MP3 player? I don’t have an mp3 but of course I have her on my spotify

Who is worst in your family about calling people back? MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I hate phone calls unless its like mom or kile or someone I’m like into to lol

Do you like peanut M&M's? yes

When was the last time you had an ice cream sandwich? a long time. that was never really my thing but shoot now i want one

When was the last time you ate jelly beans? yikes a long time ago

When was the last time you had hot chocolate? last winter and I CANT WAIT for some now

Have you ever caught a friend cheating on their bf/gf? yeah

What was the last song stuck in your head? lol a song kara was singing

Do you enjoy doing math? I truly despise it.

Do you think your mom has secrets she’s never told you? not many. she knows I know her well

Do you own anything you don’t want your parents to know about? probably yeah

Do you pose in your pictures or just smile? both! definitely

Are there any colors you will NOT wear? the really like nude colored tshirts or like yellows/golds look rough on me I think.

Do you use scented soap in the shower? yep!

Did you ever want to be a fashion designer? no, not that I can recall. not my thing

Who was the last person you danced with? Enjoyable? my nephew lol of course it was enjoyable

Do you like convertibles? yes of course but I don’t want one every day cus of the sun damage

Have you ever yelled at the television? plenty of times lol

How many songs on your MP3 player are about sex? who has mp3′s anymore. my spotify playlist has plenty of sex songs lol

Do you like water parks? they kinda freak me out

Dark or light colored jeans? dark

Can you take apart a computer and name all the parts? nope. def not

Can you take apart a car and name all the parts? um no but some of it

Would your friends describe you as nerdy? yes lol

How many different colors are you wearing right now? im just in a tshirt and panties at the moment. so pink and blue

Have you ever purchased a lotto ticket? yes

Are you double-jointed anywhere? nope

What is the longest amount of time you've spent playing Monopoly? a couple hours I think

Have you ever witnessed a tornado first-hand? yes but i wasn’t aware of it at the time

Did you play in the sand box as a kid? my dad would have lost his mind. I really only ever did that at my friends house but her family let them put like gross stuff in the sandbox and i was pretty grossed out by it

How about on the monkey bars? I did like those

Have you ever made an alarm go off? probably yes

Have you ever colored your eyebrows? yup. my brows are naturally SUPER blonde. nothing wrong with that, i just prefer a darker brow

Did you ever own a pop-up book? yes

Have you ever honked at a biker? i am not sure, I doubt it. I seldom honk

Have you ever taken another person's prescribed medication? once a muscle relaxer cus my mom was like seriously you need this lol

Have you ever played golf (not miniature golf)? I mean like top golf and the driving range but not like a genuine 18 holes or anything

Do you use gel in your hair? not usually but I am curious to do so

Do you own a garden gnome? def not. kinda creepy

Are any of the rooms in your house painted blue? yes

Do you kick off your shoes as soon as you walk in the door? usually yes and then I switch to my slippers

Have you ever judged a book by its cover? oh im sure

What is the most effective device at the gym? I dont go to the gym

Can you drive a stick shift? I used to be able to but I wouldn’t trust it now

Have you ever picked on a substitute teacher? definitely not

How good are you at giving directions? I’m not always great at recalling street names but I’m very good at giving landmarks and general ideas of how far and such.

When was the last time you looked out the window nearest you? last week sometime. I keep them covered up because its too hot with sunshine in this room so all summer long I like to keep it cool

Have you ever got dressed with the windows open? absolutely. but it would be extremely hard for anyone to see into my room. not like i’d care

Have you ever given a foot massage? i dont like getting touched like that

Do public restrooms freak you out? not freak me out no, but i dont love it

Have you ever taken a shower outside? not that I can think of. I can’t imagine where I would have

Have you ever been to a junkyard? yes. my dad was a garbage-man for a long time so I was familiar

What do you think of Brad Pitt? no real opinion

Have you ever watched the History Channel willingly? yeah.. ehhh, maybe?

Have you ever used pennies to pay for something that cost over 50 cents? HA yes to my siblings

If a place makes you pay for delivery - do you still tip the driver? yes

Without the aid of a cell phone - do you know your parents numbers by heart? yes. I have no reason to know my dads but its the same number hes had since I was a kid

Is your bedroom carpeted? no. I do have a rug down, but no not a carpet

Right now, what color is your tongue? pink?

When was the last time you had a Tootsie Pop? probably years ago

If you could get the cell phone of your choice - what would it be? i love my phone. this is like my dream phone. I’ll have to consider getting rid of it cus its kiles line but ugh. that stresses me out

Who is your favorite super hero? no real preference

How about your favorite villain? --

Do you know anybody who works at a bank? yepppppp i do

What do you usually order from your favorite fast food place? a chicken sammich on gf pita omfg its so good

Do you hand out candy to kids on Halloween? yeah mom is usually working so its me. I usually bake cookies and watch Christmas movies lol. but this year I have a broken oven

What perfume/cologne do you wear the most? right now very sexy nights

Can you name all 7 dwarfs? i always seem to miss like 2

Does the early bird really catch the worm? I think usually yes

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guidingthulite · 7 years

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A very, very long tag

tagged by: @deira-luv

rules: answer these 92 statements and tag people (i’m not tagging though)

THE LAST:

1. Drink: Pineapple Juice

2. Phone call: My dad I think?

3. Text: My dear dear Amaury. Or @srta-double. Can’t remember

4. Song you listened to: LOVE! LOVE! LOVE TOGETHER BABY

5. Time you cried: I can’t remember? I think it was last Friay but you’d need a bit of info to understand why.

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: Bro. Not even once, much less twice.

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Nope, not that either.

8. Been cheated on: No relationships, no cheating UwU

9. Lost someone special: You mean to death or that we just... Lost the bond or something?

10. Been depressed: ;v;

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Not really, no.

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14: Blue, Red, Orange

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: Yes!!! And I love them!!! With my soul!!!

16. Fallen out of love: *looks out the window and that flute cover of My Heart Will Go On plays in the distance*

17. Laughed until you cried: I think?

18. Found out someone was talking about you: People do, and I know that, but I haven’t caught anyone talking about me yet.

19. Met somebody who changed you: (AH, SHUSH, YOU ARE) Definitely.

20. Found out who your friends are: Specially in this year, yeah

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: My Facebook is dead my dude. Doubt it was even alive.

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: As I said before...

23. Do you have any pets: My brother is half cat! That counts, right?

24. Do you to change your name: Yes ;v;

25: What did you do for your last birthday: I think I kind of died because I got too much love and I couldn’t handle it. Also I chatted with my cousin. Have I ever talked about my cousin? She’s one of the most purest and sweetest people on Earth and we do not deserve her.

26. What time did you wake up: 7 am, and it was horrible ;v;

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Either reading fanfic or sleeping. Maybe studying? I don’t know

28. Name something you cant wait for: MARRYING MY WIFE I don’t think there’s something in specific? I guess you’ll know when I am excited XD

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: *peeks from the door* Hi, mom

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I want to meet my online friends, come on, I wanna give all of you a big hug ;_;

31: What are you listening to right now: IT’S STILL LOVE TOGETHER OOOOPS

32. Have you ever talked to a person named tom: Not as far as I remember...

33. some thing that is getting on your nerves: Me and my drama that I, might I add, INNECESSARILY put onto myself.

34:most visited website: Tumblr and YouTube, I guess

35. mole/s: I have lots of those... And I have a big one... IN MY FFFAAACEEE

36: mark/s: That weird stretch thing all over my torso. My mom’s been freaking about it but meh.

37: Childhood dream: I wanted to be a singer, or an actress, or a teacher, or a reporter, or...

38: Hair color: Do you know why I paint my hair blonde when I draw myself? Because IRL my hair color is a MESS

39: long or short hair: Short is best!

40: Do u have a crush on anyone: Bro, if I told you...

41: What do you like about yourself?: I am very spontaneous. I like weirding out people I don’t like.

42. Piercings: No? Seems like a very uncomfortable thing to be honest ;v; If you want one then go for it though!

43. Blood type: A-

44. Nickname: Lulu, Lou, Blueberry, Alma, Lula... I think I’m forgetting some.

45. Relationship status: Singler than a... Uh, what rhymes with Single... Pringle?

46. Zodiac: Gemini

47. Pronouns: She/Her

48: Favorite tv shows: Emotion-Connection-Wise it’s definitely Adventure Time, but my current obsession is VLD (Jeremy Shada is an angel though)

50. (did we skip 49?) Right or left hand: you’re Right keit

51. Surgery: No?

52. Hair dyed in a different color: Mmmmaybe

53: Sport: Rollerblading, the only thing I’m decent at. And swimming.

55. Vacation: I don’t care the place, I just want to be with my friends ;-;

56: Pair of trainers: On... My Feet?

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: Homework Nothing at the moment

58. Drinking: Nothing

59. I’m about to: Keep doing Homework

61: Waiting for: sleep. my bed. what a bless

62: Want: The sappiest thing you can imagine. Like, imagine sappy, then turn it sappier, then more and more and that’s not even the beginning. I’m cheesy.

63. Get married: I would really, really love to.

64. Career: Translation is where I’m headed, apparently. Which now that I think of it is kinda useless. I want to move to USA. Why do I need that.

WHICH IS BETTER:

65. Hugs or kisses: I want to be showered in both you can’t make me choose

66. Lips or eyes: EYES. THEY ARE LIKE GALAXIES AND THEY’RE ALL BEAUTIFUL. I LOVE EYES

67. Shorter or taller: I don’t mind, really

68. Older or younger: Older maybe?

70. nice arms or nice stomach: arms arms arms arms

71: sensitive or loud: Sensitive? I don’t like loud soooo

72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship!!!

73. troublemaker or hesitant: Wha?

HAVE YOU EVER:

74: Kissed a stranger: No kisses means no strangers, duh

75. Lost glasses/ contact lens: I don’t wear glasses, sooo

76. Turned someone down: Yes, and it haunts me to this day (it’s part of my lore my friends)

78. Sex on the first date: No? Unless you already were into that kind of relationship and you’re just trying out dating. But I think it kind of defeats the purpose.

79. Had your heart broken: Buddy my love life is a MESS, you could write a novel about it.

80. Broken someone’s heart: Oh gog I hope not.

81. Been arrested: I don’t think so? I mean, no, not really, no

82. Cried when someone died: I can’t. Like, I am unable to cry when someone dies. I don’t know why.

83. fallen for a friend: uUUUUUUUUUUUHHHHH... Yes. Maybe. Definitely. More than once. Yeah. Affirmative. Positive. Yes again.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. yourself: Sometimes ;v;

85. Miracles: CAUSE I STILL BELIEVE IN MIRACLES I SWEAR I’VE SEEN A FEW

86. Love at first sight: Kinda, but not really. It’s... Complicated.

87. Santa Claus: I played detectives when I was 8 and found out that he didn’t exist and it was super dumb but I am proud of it

OTHER:

90. current best friend name: Alma is not my name! I wish ;-; Alma is a super cool name I COULD have had, but no, my parents decided to name me Lourdes after my mom. And I don’t like it so maybe that’s why I like nicknames so much ;v;

Anyways I can’t choose a best friend aaa ;-; But Internet Best <> Friend <> Award goes to Deira and IRL BFF Award goes to...

I don’t really have an IRL best friend, @sweetdemon933 doesn’t count, she’s my partner in crime ;-;

91. Eye color: Brown as the bitterest coffee you can find. Like, really brown

92. favorite movie: You could never guess. Really. No one expects it. Ever.

Well that was all! Gotta keep doing Homework then ;v; See ya :D Have a pleasant day and all

#about me #tags!

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reallycalum · 5 years

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Hey love! This is the second part to the blurb I wrote you the other day, and it is quite longer so beware of that! Just as last time, look out for the blurb starting with a (

The next morning was peaceful as you woke up to the light pattering of rain against the windows and the gentle strum of a guitar playing in the other room. It was 10 am this time around, not the rude awakening of the middle of the night. Calum was nowhere to be found again, and you sighed, yet with a smile on your face. (1?)

You were used to waking up alone in the bed, as Calum's mind raced constantly with new lyrics and ideas that needed to be written down. Getting out of bed, you made your way to the shower, deciding to give Calum the space he needed to fully write his ideas out.Turning on the water and letting the sheet around you fall to the ground, you let your brown hair down, shaking it slightly. The strum of the guitar was faint in the background, [...] (2/?)

[...] although the tune sounded slightly familiar. It was probably a song that you had heard him plan out before, although not make it to any studio albums. You stepped into the shower, letting the water run over your body. Closing your eyes, you let your mind wander to an endless train of thought. You thought of last night: the warm press of his body against yours as you guys laid down together, the feeling of him as he kissed you and told you everything that you loved to hear. (3/?)

The feeling of him as he kissed you and told you everything that you loved to hear, the feeling of falling asleep to the love of your lif- "Love?" His voice scared you, causing you to jump and bump into the shower wall next to you. He peaked at you through the small opening he made with the shower door. He chuckled, his eyes crinkling as the smile lit up his face. "Sorry, love. Happy Valentines Day?" You breathed out a sigh of relief as he pulled out a small note from behind his back. (4/?)

It was a piece of notebook paper ripped from his journal, folded up into corners. "I'll leave it on the counter for you, when you get out." He left the bathroom at that moment, shutting the door behind him as he exited. You closed your eyes yet again, a smile ghosting your lips as you thought about the implications of the small note that he had left. The thing about your guys' relationship was that you two never celebrated anything. (5/?)

You began the relationship really casually: from friends to casual hookups to lovers to maybe a relationship to no, yes, this is a definite relationship that none of us were prepared for. Anniversaries weren't a thing for you two because there was no official start to anything. Calum had a thing against Valentine's Day because of a previous relationship that had him believing he would never find love again. (6/?)

The fact that he wrote you a small gift on this day means the world to you because never would you have imagined him taking time out of his day to celebrate something he vowed to never do again. Yet again, this was Calum Hood you were in a relationship with. Everyday was full of surprises, and you never knew what to expect. Getting out of the shower, you toweled down your body and wrapped it around you. You grabbed the note, opening it carefully so not to get it wet. (7/?)

""Once upon a time, I found the perfect girl. A connection stronger than I've ever felt before. She's stuck with me as I have with her. This vow I've put upon myself, to show you the world."" You smiled as you read the note, a small gesture but meaningful none the less. Only then did you notice a small white box placed to the side of the note. It had a "wait for me :)" scrawled on top, and you frowned slightly, turning it over in your hand. You held it in your hand, not opening it yet. (8/?)

You thought of all the possibilities of the box, as you walked over to the room to get changed. You changed into a white dress with small pink hearts over it. Even though you two never really celebrating the holiday, you still thought you should get into the spirit. You finished getting ready, throwing your hair into a braid as you walked through the halls. "Baby?" You called out, not hearing the strum of the guitar playing anymore. (9/?)

You called out again, rounding the corner to the living room. He was nowhere to be found, but you gasped slightly as you took sight of the living room. There was rose petals leading to a trail to the patio, small decorations filled the room as the Valentine's Day holiday took over the atmosphere. The entire room looked as if you stepped into a romantic comedy, not anywhere close to the home that you were used to. (10/?)

You followed the trail of flowers to the patio, taking sight of Calum with a guitar smiling brightly at you. Before you had a chance to say anything, he began to strum away. The song was gentle and sweet, nothing like he had ever written before. The sound was familiar to you though, a style that you knew was reserved for you and you only. Before you knew it, you had tears in your eyes, and the song was coming to an end. (11/?)

"Rylie... you know what type of person that I am. Caring when I'm around the people who matter most to me. There were previous things preventing me from opening myself to others, although with you, I feel like a brand new person. You've shown me what it means to love others, and fully embrace what it feels like to be in love," he started, placing his guitar aside and walking to stand in front of you. He took a hand of yours into his, and took the box from you. (12/?)

He positioned it to open it, the diamond rock beginning to shine as the light hit it. You began to freak out, a huge smile breaking out across your face as you ran your fingers through your hair. "Cal-" You exclaimed, tears being brought to your eyes. He fully opened the box, tears being brought to his own eyes as he took in your reaction. "Would you take my hand and make me the happiest man alive?" His words were choked up as he spoke, a hand reaching up to wipe away a tear. (13/?)

You rambled out the word yesyesyesyes over and over, your hands on either side of his face as you kissed him repeatedly. You both were overcome with joy as you both kissed each other as the words "I love you" were exchanged back and forth. He grabbed your hand, slipping the gold band over your ring finger. He chuckled, shaking his head slightly, "I guess this makes me a Valentine's type of guy, right?" You giggled, nodding as you intertwined your fingers with his. (14/?)

"This is quite possibly the cheesiest way you could have done this." (15/15)

Alrighty love!! That happens to be all of the blurb I just sent you, and I hope that you got all of the parts!! Last time I forgot to put a (4/?) but I just miscounted!! Hopefully, I did not do the same this time around!!!! I hope that you enjoyed this blurb and it was all that you hoped it would be!! Once again, happy valentines day! I hope you enjoyed this day, and your blurb!! I can't wait to show you who I am tomorrow!!!

OH MY GOD i just- I literally want that so hard like I’d marry his ass so quick Thank you so much for this 😭😭😭 this fuels my want to fall in love with him ugh I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHO U ARE OMG IM SO EXCITED

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