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itspileofgoodthings · 2 years

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starting to think that life is all about love

#actually though #I’ve been thinking so much about the way that I am #(or honesty the way that all human beings are. i don’t know that it’s particular to me)#but my heart is cold so much of the time. and there’s just this big distance between me and the things I should care about #and some of that is my analytical side and some of that is sometimes depression and sometimes it’s just human nature I suspect!#but i think so much about love as a choice. and it IS and it has to be when love isn’t something you can feel at will #and I’ve been thinking about the cold and rules-based relationship I have with God #the daily check-ins. the checked boxes. the given offering. and the lack of warmth behind it #and sometimes it’s just. man. that’s what conversion IS #the transforming of that into love. love that is warm and giving and that is my motive for moving forward #and I know those steps and check-ins and prayers and offerings are important #but I know they’re not the heart #and sometimes I see that I can’t create the warmth in me that I need #i can’t generate it #and then it all just sort of HITS #that I need to be thawed! that I am cold and distanced and uninterested and forgetful #and that I’ll never be any different until God draws closer and closer. until I can feel and understand the warmth #with which I am already loved! and held in being #and I know and believe it intellectually and most of the time I have nothing to give in return #definitely nothing emotionally #but if I WERE to. it would only be because I was thawed. because I was cracked open like an egg to use another metaphor #it would only be because Love that was greater than me would thaw out my cold cold little heart #and idk. I’m rambling and also missing big connecting pieces between these thoughts #but sometimes it hits me that the POINT of life is for that Love to change me so that I can love in response #and the actions are important because they keep me on the path. but it’s only about keeping myself in the place where the warmth of the love #of God can blast through me and change me #and that HASN’t happened. I am still cold and selfish and forgetful #but sometimes I know that that is what it is supposed to be #and it’ll probably take my whole life #but the point is: it isn’t about a scorecard or my analysis. it’s about love. it’s about love!

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stil-lindigo · 4 months

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SPREADSHEET OF PALESTINIAN ESCAPE FUNDS‼️TIME SENSITIVE

Operation Olive Branch is a continuously updating spreadsheet of Palestinian escape funds where progress towards their goals is being tracked. As of right now, there are over 100 funds listed there.

Any amount of money can make a difference. With their recent decision to bomb Rafah, the only remaining “safe” territory in Gaza, Israel has forced Palestinians into a corner by giving them nowhere else to go. The international community has given Israel the ability to act with impunity - it is long past the point in time to rely on those in power to hold Israel to any standard of compassion.

Today, I want you to look at this document, choose a fund, contribute to it, and share it. The people in Rafah are living on borrowed time. Free Palestine.

#there a few funds that have met their goal which is heartening #I can’t express in words how fucking disgusted I am that it’s come to this #the average joe will always have more compassion than those in power #but in a cost of living crisis the fact that it comes down to the general populace to give a single shit about Palestinian lives #the fury is paralysing and cold #free palestine #free Gaza #save rafah #palestine #mutual aid #fundraising

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acidgirl · 1 year

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#if one more person tries to act like netflix sending a mediocre band to a picket line as a form of retaliation #is an actual thing that could happen i will kill you #also if you guys can’t handle a little jab at one of the most milquetoast pop bands of the current era #iiiiiiii don’t think you’re ready for this website or the internet in general #just because somsone does good stuff does not mean i have to like their stuff

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brightgoldenstar · 1 year

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Reference:

#Please let this reach the right audience lol #I think he could be either a Barbie or Ken and I debated which one to put when making this #That’s my babyyy #Barbie #Barbie Movie #Barbie Film #Barbie Selfie Generator #Star Wars #Luke Skywalker #Star Wars Meme #Star Wars Memes #I can’t stop making these #Chanel Boots #Don’t Worry Mr. Skywalker I saw your Chanel Boots

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corffee · 2 months

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What’s up with the new bisexual flags recently?

#I just can’t put my finger on it-#sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #sonadow #sonic #sth #sonic x shadow generations #sonic prime

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cheese-water · 1 year

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Generation Loss is a comedic tragedy in every sense of the word. Every character we see exemplifies this fact, but no one other than The Austin Show proves its truth.

We begin at the carousel. Austin, Gay, takes his turn by pleading for himself to live because he has a wife and children back home. The rest of the cast interrogates him about his “wife and kids,” clearly suspicious of his truthfulness without even knowing his dubbed “title.” Everyone in the room treats Austin like a joke.

In turn, so do we.

Next, we reach the closet and shortly after the failed drag show, Austin remarks, “Look, I uh… I didn’t expect to die here.” It’s a moment of pure honesty, whether we like it or not. It happens again when the Puzzler tries to party with them, and Austin has to angrily remind him that they are his captives and are actively trying to kill them.

Austin: “What are you doing? What are you doing? What are you doing? We're trying to get out of here. I have children and wives— wife. One wife! What is this some sort of game? I’ve been stuck in hear for hours it seems. We’re trying to get out. Why is nobody else freaking out? We’ve got C4 strapped to our neck…”

It isn’t until Ethan’s death, his blood pooling out from underneath the door, Austin screaming at the others, begging them to have a reaction, to care about their circumstances, to care about death, that we finally understand Austin’s role in Generation Loss.

After all, in every great comedy, someone always has to play the straight man.

#generation loss #genloss #ranboo #ranboolive #austin show #I LOVE IMPROV STORYTELLING SO MUCH #You can pry genloss improv from my cold dead hands #yeah yeah the pacing was funky #But you can’t ignore the joy it brings when it creates accidental dramatic irony #I adore it so #remember the artwork of genloss characters as card suits?#Like Ranboo is the diamond Sneeg is the spade and Charlie as the club?#This is my formal application to make Austin the heart #he always talks about love and his family is his motivation to keep going and oof :(#he deserved so much better #gl!austin

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hanafubukki · 3 days

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Do you think General Lilia Vanrouge would leave the head of your enemy at your door?? You know, as a courting gift??

He wants to court you but doesn’t know how. So he asked the two that are in a happy marriage (his first mistake) and Baul Zigvolt (his second mistake maybe).

Meleanor and Levan’s response: “The head of your enemy.” (One of them is messing with him and the other is serious.)

Baul Zigvolt: “Anything from the Great Right General will be valued!” (He’s being genuine)

And…he listens to them like a fool.

You wake up to see a box by your door one day. Lo and behold, a head!

[Like a cat, he has brought you a gift. Look! Hasn’t he done well? See how capable he is?? Lolol]

#fae courting is different from humans after all #what’s the best gift than giving you your enemy’s head!!#shows how capable he if #I can’t stop laughing lmaooo #general lilia vanrouge x reader #general Vanrouge x reader #lilia vanrouge x reader #twst x reader #twisted wonderland x reader

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glfry · 7 months

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Can we agree that the "Thats two things" line from Mike was autistic as shit

#i love how William very clearly thinks he’s trying to play smart or something but. no he’s just like that #in general hes sooooo autistic. Same goes to Abby.#when aunt Jane noted how abbys meltdowns reminded her of mike I was cheering in my fucking seat #SO autism #fnaf movie #five nights at freddy's #Fnaf #five nights at Freddy’s movie #Mike Schmidt #can’t wait till this movie comes out anywhere that isn’t peacock. please I wanna watch it again but peacock doesn’t even have a free trial #also Just his general anti socialness??????? hello?#the way he just. walks off during the pharmacy scene #or the way he basically ignores max CANNOT be neurotypical #also with the former that his stand-offish nature is seen as rude #ALSO near the beginning of the movie where he tells his coworker about the dream theory-#-and he completely avoids eye contact and just fiddles with his Walkie-Talkie #like that cant be nt behavior

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funkii4-blog · 8 months

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I saw this template on Pinterest and got the most amazing idea

Original:

#I can’t believe I spent over an hour on this #shitpost #mortal kombat 1 #mortal kombat #mk1 #general shao #mk shao kahn #shang tsung #mk reiko

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dear-ao3 · 5 months

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#yes I KNOW THAT SOME PARTS OF OREGON YOURE NOT ALLOWED TO PUMP GAS #I AM A JERSEY GIRL AND THIS IS FOR THE JERSEY GIRLS #respectfully i don’t care about oregon gas laws #not a tag #from saph #use live in generally #and jokes on me i voted yes accidentally and i can’t pump gas to save my life

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microwavingfranky · 1 month

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Big bro 😭 finally got through all of Marineford… these guys make me soft

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mostly-natm · 2 months

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The student becomes the teacher.

#star trek #star trek tng #tng #star trek the next generation #the next generation #data soong #geordi la forge #star trek data #star trek geordi #daforge #me the other day trying not to come off as hostile after arguing and compromising with my group on our project: 😃#I can’t really tell how visually appealing this style actually is #but I enjoy it anyway 🥺💛✨

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otaku553 · 2 years

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#genshin impact #albedo #tighnari #I think they’d get along great actually #imagine tighnari being Concerned TM for Albedo bc most of Albedo’s survival knowledge is for the snowy mountains #but Albedo physically can’t really die because of homunculus shenanigans so he’s touched by the unnecessary concern #tighnari thinking albedo’s a practical dumbass but an intellectual marvel #but being glad nonetheless to find someone who shares his views on knowledge being a pursuit of passion #and generally enjoying the presence of someone who is skeptical of the Akademiya and also values hands on and free research environments #I enjoy them haha

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bleuarte · 5 months

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Lord Esen in she who became the sun

And General Ouyang in he who drowned the world

#finished the radiant emperor duology in December #AND I’M OBSESSED #And I can’t suffer alone #the way Esen no longer existed in the world anymore but haunts and echoes the narrative is so…#:(#and the bracelet thing ):#ah #she who became the sun #he who drowned the world #the radiant emperor #esen temur #general ouyang #ouyang #my art

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kyurochurro · 6 months

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TNG character sketches!! been wanting to draw this crew for a hot sec so I got around to it at 3 am last nite… LOL

(also I haven’t started tng yet but hey I dedicate this to my DAD big tng fan first Trekkie I ever met SHOUTOUT TO YOU DAD 🗣️)

#churro art #my art #digital art #fanart #doodles #star trek #star trek tng #star trek the next generation #william riker #will riker #deanna troi #beverly crusher #data soong #HMMMMMM CAN YOU TELL I REWATCHED ANASTASIA LATELYYYYY AGSHGAHJBKSO #anyways sorry for flat colors #i wanted to focus more on the shapes and lines!!#I’m so glad my first st drawing of Spock and Kirk got so much love #but even just one month after it I can’t look at it cus like. you can TELL it was the first time I had drawn them LMAOOO #i got the hang of their faces now so that first drawing I shall just ignore foreva! :D #BUT THESE IM REALLY PROUD OF THESEEEE #especially data!!!#i initially sketched these on paper in a big sketchbook I own #i won’t lie riker and data looked a bit off but the magic of digital is you can often really easily patch that stuff up :P #I’ll prob start tng with my dad then watch it by myself moving forward :D #ANYWAYS BEV AND DEANNA ARE SOOOOOO PRETTY THEYRE SOOOOOO PRETTY DRAWING THEM WAS SO MUCH FUN #riker was fun to draw too! I feel like I didn’t quite get his eyes right butttt I’m close enough :p #I’ll prob draw Geordi and Picard next or any other character once I pick up tng right >:3

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slythereen · 1 month

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i know we say it often but there is truly no beating the batshit crazy, could not make this up, absolute insanity of lestappen lore. wdym they’re about to start on the front row together on the anniversary of the inchident like what kind of fucked up coincidental magic is THAT

#god herself could not write this. it must be the work of satan #I just don’t get it man #every day I’m like okay lestappen has tapped out on crazy shit #it can’t get crazier #and then it does!#it must be so hard for whatever demon is coming up with this stuff #like imagine having responsibility of the decades+ lore of two generational talents #trying to kill each other rivals to homies in their spare time rivals #charles leclerc #max verstappen #lestappen

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