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Ryuji having the worst bi crisis of his fucking life bc his mom just had to fucking ask “oh, whats this young ladys name?” when he showed her a picture of Akira petting Morgana. Like okay yeah Akira is like objectively pretty, hes like the Classic Delicate Pretty Boy just like Yusuke which is like whatever; straight dudes have eyes, and they know what women like to see. But now hes like. Seeing things he likes in girls IN Akira now and he cant make it Stop like its genuinely keeping him up at night 😭
Pretty boy used to be A Face that would come up in his mind when he thought of the term. There was no specifics in mind, just like. Pretty Boy. Pretty boy! You say that and theres like a Face Template that shows up in ur minds eye and hed just attribute that to any dude who was like Vaguely Pretty. But now its Akira 😭 and he finds himself cataloging things that Akira does that he KNOWS he finds cute when girls do it. The hairtuck behind the ears. The headtilt when he mishears a question. The Actually Pretty Doe Eyes. The breathy, nearly inaudible chuckle he does in place of a Real laugh (thats made better by the fact that its so hard to get him to laugh in the first place). He likes cute snacks. He blushes easily. Ryuji is sitting here like ‘theres no fucking way man. Like theres just no way. That shit makes NO sense (a lie)’ lying in bed in the middle of the night looking like this vvvv w his phone in his hands (looking at pictures of akira)
It drives him insane bc like he did Not see any of these things as like inherently girly or whatever. Like thats just akira thats just his bro! And he does OTHER weird shit that cancels all that shit out. Hes like a messy engineer/tinkerer, he rolls out of bed and whatever situation his hair is is everyones problem. He wears that AWFUL gym uniform and doesnt tweak it AT ALL?? He likes baseball?? hes got a whole binder of trading cards that he will show off if u show any moment of weakness. Like hes just Some Dude but also manages to be Some Girl at the same time and Ryuji is like thats not fair. Life sucked ass but at least it made sense before Akira stumbled into it 😭
#persona 5#pegoryu#akiryu#chattin#long post#THIS one is almost a year old lmao its been in my drafts for a while#i at least tagged it as pegoryu before running away cutely so i think i was finished ??? well now i am throwing it into the world#anyway. akira is the guy ever. and ryuji is exploding#‘i have died. badly’#i like thinking of akira like this; hes ryujis first exposure to nb ppl and gnc adjacent stuff#even if akira is p masc by most standards hes still got a bit of. aloofness. about his gender stuffs#ryuji is just really into the way akira carries himself#and it takes him a while to go oh. oh i think its cause i like this dude#um.#😳.#also i wanted to clarify#but ryujis mom just doesnt know Who akira is in that picture#and in my head hes like. looking down at mona and petting him (while sitting)#(AND hes with ann and theyre both kind of a distance away from the camera)#so at a quick glance; hes just Some Girl#and even though shes wrong; it kicks off the mental chaos olympics in ryujis head#‘what hes not a girl’ to ‘where would she even get that from’ to ‘well akira said himself he didnt rlly care what ppl thought about it’#to ‘well. where DID she get that from?’ to lookin at what his homie does a little closer to ‘aw fuck. man.’#but i love that for him#ALSO. RYU/GORO IN TAGS…..#but ryuji going oh my GOD oh my godddd 😨😓😓😓 when something clicks in his head about goro#his voice is so practiced and naturally softspoken and his public facing persona is very demure#and once he gets past the initial anger over goro being a pompous prick who shittalks about the thieves. hes like. god fucking dammit.#There Is A Pattern and A Type He Has and Its Killing Him To Realize it.#hes literally sitting in his room w his head in his hands
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TW: Blood/Injury, Implied Death
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With you
Lil one-shot I guess...??
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After the dust cleared, it was dead silent. The air was thick with moisture from the dark clouds looming above them all. Someone, probably Raphael, yelled out something Two didn't quite process, his ears still ringing as his vision slowly cleared.
A faint blue glow flickered in the near distance, not too far from where Two was slumped on the ground. More muffled shouts rang out as Two attempted to collect himself, staggering to his feet and trudging over to the source of-
No.
Just the image alone was enough to bring Two collapsing back to his knees. Stupid, he thought.
"H-hey..." One's weak voice just barely got through to Two, snapping him right out of his thoughts.
He stared down at the dimming blue glow, watching it flicker and fade in and out. How the hell are you still here, breathing?
His thoughts became flooded in his head, even more so as he felt his arms cradle his brother's near-lifeless body.
"Did we win?"
Two felt his jaw clench at One's question, feeling frighteningly close to grinding his teeth until they were flat.
Did we win?
The question echoed in Two’s head, as if that would better help him process this moment. In any other instance, he would have deflected and scoffed at such an empty, meaningless question. Did it matter? he thought as he titled his head up, looking around briefly at the wasteland that surrounded them. It was over, that much was apparent.
"Yes,” he huffed, looking down at his brother in his arms as he continued, “Now, shut it and save your strength. Your heart-"
"I know," One croaked out in between a few sputtering breaths, interrupting Two in more ways than one. Two tried to ignore the cast-off of blood coming from his brother's mouth, despising the sickening feeling settling in his stomach as it hit his chin. One smiled weakly up at his brother, his eyes dull and unfocused.
How dare you, Two thought to himself.
His eyes flickered from One's exposed heart, bleeding out and hardly beating, and back to his brother’s face. His brother looked beaten, bloody...broken. It wasn't a look he saw from him often, if at all. It was that damn smile that he watched waver as One's heart beat softer and softer. What cruel irony, Two couldn't help but think, a metaphorical expression brought to life by his stupid, thoughtless, idiotic brother.
Two could still fix this. Even as he held his brother tighter against his own plastron and felt his shirt get soaked by the horrid mix of blood and empyrean; he thought to himself how he'd be the one to fix this.
There was no other choice left.
“Good…” One let out the softest of chuckles, “…we…we can s-start over.”
Something in Two’s own chest faltered, even just briefly. It was enough to shut out the feeling of One’s pathetic coughs and wheezes against him. He watched how One's eyes dulled further, his gaze wandering away from Two's face.
Starting over? That wasn’t ever an option, not one that Two had ever weighed in his mind. He wasn’t sure if that was even an option now. After everything he had done, everything he sacrificed, worked for…his brother still wanted to burn it, bury everything down and out of Two’s reach. One wanted this win, he wanted the impossible.
“Impossible…” Two muttered under his breath.
He heard yet another faint chuckle. And then the dense silence that followed.
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~bonus doodles~
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#emd fanart#acey doodles#i was in a mood#still in that mood#i'm just a goon with my angsty ideas..#letting that angst just simmer for now#oof#also i am not a writer so i'm cringing right along with y'all 🫣#i just wanted to draw and write something for this amazing au that inspires me endlessly ♥️#i'm at a loss for words at just how greatly this au inspires me seriously the story and the lore and the art just move me so much#i am a sad sap but i am free 🥲#also#i'm sorry for hurting your boy somni 😳 even if it's just a one-shot *bu-dum tsk*#*skitters away*#Spotify#:)
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oops all rock (springtime edition)
i’ll be able to draw digitally again soon! ;w; in the meantime i’ve been scribbling a lot on paper…
could not wait for Soon, so i resorted to coloring it using the markup tool in default iphone photos app (don’t do that ever again)
#my art#sos awl#debating whether to just dump my sketches from my soujourn to hell or save them to be transferred and finished as digital stuff#or like both idk. i don’t know how ppl feel about WIPs#i’m happy to post art again ;w; thank you everyone who welcomed me back i’m slowly getting through everything i missed while i was y’know#and thank you for the sweet messages while i was gone i am bbghkjh i need to calm myself and respond !!!! love#rock tumbling (sos)#story of seasons a wonderful life#bokumono#story of seasons#harvest moon#hm awl#harvest moon a wonderful life#bunny sighting 😳 i still have THOSE wips too#there’s certain things i wanna prioritize once i can use my tablet again and those are one of them#but i will also probably post new stuff alongside finishing old unfinished stuff….. i hope that is OK……#idk i’ll have to talk more later! right now i am nervous!!! i love you all!!!!#fanart#awl rock#bokujou monogatari#hm anwl#unfortunately this scum neet still has my entire heart so. most of the notebook is just him pulling goofy faces… sorry……..#also a lot of lumina and nami…. and molly…. they r really cool…#ceci is also cool and i’ve drawn a collage of her that i just. never posted#mostly drawing HMDS related stuff about the descendant characters#OK I’LL STOP TAGBLOGGING#i am once again back in DS for girl hell. i want to make a series of posts about differences in the English vs the Japanese version#and also fun secret things related to DS#this is all in the future i gotta finish all my unfinished stuff…. uuuu….#i love you all mmmmmwah (i cast sleepy time blanket and sleep forever)
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doodles of cliff at 29 years old, thriving while living in mineral town & making new friends during his delivery trips to forgotten valley!
#story behind cliff coming to the valley :#lou brought home some wine from adge winery and shared it w/ gavin who loved it so cliff brings shipments to the valley once a month#and he ends up becoming friends (or maybe more 😳) with matthew#they first meet when cliff is late to dropping off a delivery and bumps into matt as he's coming into the cafe#they see each other at the cafe a few more times before they actually start talking (thanks to molly & gavin's intervention)#when cliff isn't in town they end up sending letters to each other#i have more ideas for these two now#one of them being cliff naming one of the first wines he made himself after matt#manna & duke don't think anything about the name until ran hears about it and goes ''you named it matthew?'' ->#''isn't that the name of the guy you're close with from forgotten valley?'' and they're all like 😳 👀👀👀 🏳️🌈❓️#i am. deranged. truly.#also yeah there was no way i was gonna draw matt with straight hair#story of seasons#bokujou monogatari#friends of mineral town#sos fomt#a wonderful life#sos awl#sos cliff#sos matthew#cliff (fomt)#matthew (awl)#🎨 : mj draws
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mileskane In a shower in Paris x
📸 @ogden.ewan
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28/02/2024 and he just decides to drop this:
Oh do I hate him 🫶🏽
Oh he KNOWS exactly what he’s doing
#he’s just given up all pretense now huh just outright posting thirst traps no fucks gives 😭🤣#Miles Kane#he’s officially gone off the rails#the caption like SIR?!!!#bless our lord and savior Ewan#oh I am so sorry but his hand position suggest certain uhm things …cuffs…#19/02/2024#lord have mercy#if whoever he tried to impress with these didn’t go down on their knees 🫢🫢#that idiot honest to god uploaded a complication of them shower pics 😳💅#brain.exe has stopped working#he just had to upload these to insta; twitter & tiktok 😇#love how we’re all losing our collective minds over them pics#and like the red tile ain’t helping as well as the caption like what did he expect us to think he’s in some basement dungeon cuz honestly 🤨#and then as direct contrast the turtle charm bracelet
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just saw the first ep of blue eye samurai and i'm personally offended that the creators of the show broke into my brain to make a main character specifically engineered to appeal to me
#seriously how am i supposed to go about the rest of my day now 😳😳😳#like visually we've obviously got jinn from samurai champloo and caitlyn from arcane#then of course there are mulan vibes#but also zhu chongba *and* ouyang from she who became the sun#fucking hell#blue eye samurai
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i want madeline usher to do unspeakable things to me.
#not to be a lesbian but oh my god#i want that glamorous evil woman to rail me#and before anyone says anything i did get the point of the show i studied poe for both of my degrees#i am just a simple lesbian who has had been attracted to this woman since i was in the closet at 13 & watching sharon raydor on my screen#how is mary even more attractive now 😳#madeline usher#the fall of the house of usher#flanaverse#edgar allan poe
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Time spent being good to oneself is never wasted.
#LISTEN I DID NOT SEE THIS COMING. I only given my nectars etc to Moros so I only am seeing this now AND HOLY HELL.#HEADMISTRESS HELLO 😳😳😳😳😳#Hecate#Headmistress Hecate#Hades#Hades 2#Hades Game#Hades 2 Spoilers#Melinoe#Melinoë#buns.hades
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🔞 nsfw // monster!au // ribbed for his pleasure 🍆🍆 (twitter)
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#I am no longer mentally ill#FOR NOW#I do have tigerfish planned too hohohehe#the boys are switches to me but whewww I think my fondness for topjima is showing 😳#nsft#yakuza#ryu ga gotoku#kiryu kazuma#majima goro#my art#kazumaji#monster!au
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been working on answering a prompt i received in an ask the other day, and so i'm back thinking about... the Thing... 💖🎀 and thought maybe prompt doodles might help me work through this a little?
so uhhh.... if by any wild chance anyone has any ship suggestions for starstruck...??? feel free to send them through!
#this is *only* for starstruck and is not general requests! i'm just trying to figure out how i feel about this 😳#obviously no guarantees that i will be confident enough to draw any of these or that i'll enjoy them all but i just... am considering it?#idk idk idk is this stupid....#hope i won't regret this or won't get genuinely weirdass things.#just to be transparent this is sfw exclusively tho implied flirting is a-okay. please don't be weird....? i'm trusting folks to be nice!!#i would also happily take little prompts if you have thoughts about how it would work or whichever! like if you're a character Understander#if you have an idea how it would Work or what it might Be Like that would also help me to get a concept on how i feel about it!!#also i would.. consider ocs (only from their creator) if you... wanna??? character+artist *must* be an adult. starstruck is in her early 30#also with ocs preferably from folks who i've at least interacted with before and like.. not just bc u want art ;;;#like... do u geniunely think they could have a cute dynamic? i'm just wondering if she could be Cute w someone. AUUghhGHHHH#again no promises and also for now i need this all done on the assumption it's just for fun!! just funsies. i'm just... thinking i guess!#want to try and figure out what it might be like if she WAS involved in a little ship/romo space...? as a treat? auughghhggghGHGLLG#also fair warning i may just get super embarrassed/nervous about this all and delete!! but i'm.. yknow. trying!#also i figure you can kind of tell my faves and who i hardly know much about. might not have lots of feelings about most side chars!#delete later#probably#wheeeeeEEEEeeahahahah okay;;; just post it. just post it starflung. just do it. hit the button hit the button hit the b
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About the "who would laugh if you fell from the stairs ask" I find it funny that killer would check on you "if he cared enough" lmao.
Like there's an universe where you fell from the stairs and killer just goes "haha welp that was a good laugh" and leaves while you are bleeding and groaning on the floor.
💀 HHELP . but yeah i think i was thinking of a short silly haha where person falls, other person laughs, and that's it
i was probably also considering an asshole killer (who. isn't. close? to me?) that doesn't. care HSHFBXNS a bit extreme now that i think abt it;; 🧍 🧍 🧍
#ask#mblue talks#surely there are more dickish guys but my brain just went 'oh silly asshat? killer probs'#that is so silly man just fking laughs and fks off i guess??? HSBFBFND 💀💀💀#brain bonking me i will now shut up before i embarrass myself any further#speaking of killer good god i am getting the softies for him lately (😳) (perhaps more campus au doodles in the future......... :3c)
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stina on the book 10 cover (pleading)
#ough.. stina and sophie together..#shannon do you know how insane that would make me#i would never shut up#and stina in jason chans style? i would faint on the floor dead and gone and my wife would have to bury me and be a widow#shut up about dex he has the first book the box set and a decent amount of official art#stina.. holy shit..#batting my eyes at shannon#but also i am. delusional.#like with team valiant there was a slight chance but.#now that her character arc has been lost forever.#i doubt that it could ever happen#she could still look cool in the graphic novel though#bald stina 😳#kotlc#stina heks
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Kiss Me in Komorebi+ 🌸
[Episode Five] One Last Push!
We all knew it, but Rune is so much more than his looks! He’s been the most forward about wanting to know who the real Daniel Taylor is, and it shows! (Man loads up the “Get to Know” interaction like it’s pixelated oxygen!) Dan’s not used to being read like a book, but bless our dear Rune for not holding back!
[ Part 10/?? ] 🌹
@bionibots
#ts4#ts4 screenshots#ts4 gameplay#ts4 challenge#ts4 bachelor challenge#;kmik#sim: daniel#rune tegner by bionibots#||#here i am taggin u while i have whole dms i haven’t responded to i’m sORRY NOVA ILY 🥺✨#genuinely i would lay down my life for rune oh my GOD#he is an angel… he is genuinely so sweet#pls go read his application if you can bc this man???#national treasure#he really said IT’S OKAY TO BE SCARED SHUT UP WITH THE ‘I AIN’T’ BS#NOW TELL ME ABOUT YOUR MOM.#and dan said 😳 yes sir.#rune does make the most autonomous efforts to ask daniel questions#like get to know and ask about day#and its just so cute and in-character for him i just am overwhelmed#by these little pixel people#dan and rune really said!!! horrible relationship with homophobic controlling jackass dad??? HIGHFIVE!!!#(note how dan doesn’t even call him or want to refer to him as ‘my father’)#(i haven’t even made the guy even tho im tempted to fhdhdh)#(dan sr. can rot in hell where he belongs thank u 🫡)
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when you make an awesome bargain for a neat art program you wanted for a good while
#ramble#this is about Rebelle 5 Pro 😭#it usually cost 150$ but it's 10$ because of their anniversary!!!!! AUFHSHDGG#I am so in love with the program because it simulates traditional paints like oils/ acrylics/ watercolors etc. so well 🥹#it's easy to understand too and it you can pin refs and record your process ajsjfk I am so happy now 😭#it'a an extremely good sale and lasts til October 13th#sorry if I sound like a salesman sjfifjj but yeah if you enjoy painting digitally better grab it now!#god I think I will rework that one painting of renée in there 😳#lmk if you want me to drop the link to their shop!!
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She will not come,
She was torn apart by dogs,
Her hands were not ready for a fight,
And she did not desire to win
I will now be
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Hi, meet Noel (she/he), whom i decided would fit perfectly for my dark urge bg3 playtrough 🤭
The way I see it... the him before the nautiloid is dead, and the him after the nautiloid will make sure it Stays That Way.
She is here now, she won, she was the one to claw her way to the surface of the body they share, and she will maim anyone who threatens her newfound existence.
Resisting the urges not out of fear, but out of Spite💁♀️
and as always..............this was drawn with a song in mind:
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#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 dark urge#bg3 durge#tw blood#tw gore#i guess#noel dao oc#what if i tore you apart 😳and we were both the same person#i mean not the SAME same but u get the idea#bg3 character creator did not give me a shitty little mustache so ALAS she has to be mustachless in game#but its there ITS THERE#anyway. next in the programming are way more hinged bg3 arts planned so stay tuned?#lots more i could say. this was. AN EXPERIENCE.#considered cutting all but the very first one bcs i stared at it so long i started hating it#still not 100% on board but its here its done i am letting it out like a wild bird who has been thru rehabilitation n is now returrning to#the wild#ennjoyy#HEY TUMBLR???FUCKING TUMBLR?? WHY ARE YOU FUCKING UP THE TEXT FORMATTING. WEBSITES GONE TO SHIT CANT EVEN MAKE THE TEXT ITALICIZED PROPERLY
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The mental image that crossed my mind after seeing Jan's "umazane misli" pants is for me and for me only
#i am NOT opening my mouth this time#just know that i'm blushing agressively rn 😳#umazane misli are being misli-ed#joker out#jan peteh#mine#maca speaks#and now i'm going to bed because i'm exhausted#i'll rb the stuff tomorrow
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