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I love the ending with Misa holding Rem's ashes and then letting them go. Bc yes she doesn't remember, she doesn't know why she has to carry that sand-like thing, but she does it anyways because she remembers the song Rem sung about giving her the chance to live her dream.
Misa wakes up right before the end of "A Foolish Love" and that's enough for her to feel that there's someone out there that gave their life for her. That's enough for her to hold on to.
#bc this song is a gods dispair and doubt and willingness to give her life for a human#even if that god didn't agree with that dream#cuz that kind of dream (ilogical and absurd and impossible and painful and worthy) is that of a human's heart#now excuse me while i go cry in a corner#death note musical#death note the musical#remisa#rem#misa amane#the remisa in this show truly is one of the greatest love stories ever told i'm--
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I don't think anthy even sealed the prince within her. It was just a lie to ward the angry crowd off him. He was alive and conscious in the barn after she went outside to face them. Her “powers” aren't real, they're only real because people believed they're real for so long. They believe that she holds the power of Dios within her and that's how the power came to her. Anthy was dehumanised by the nation into becoming a fairlytale archetype with magic powers. She's only a witch because they believe her to be
#you know like how in berserk the concept of god is a manifestation of the neverending human dispair and longing for punishment over the#-course of human existence and how humans basically created god and gave him the powers he has#rgu#very reliable posts#rgu spoilers
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#theres this feeling i get sometimes. i find it very hard to articulate. its part despair and part awe. dispair at how beautiful the world is#all those intricate little process coming together to organize the chaos. i dont kno y i feel it so deeply or y it hurts so much#because its just. no matters what horrible things r going on in the world. ur body is this miraculous collection of chemicals and reactions#mobile containers of water with a history that spirals back billions of years. and you can hear and see and experience and reflect#and when you die the world goes on spinning without you. if we as humans destroyed this planet past the part of our ability to inhabit it#it wouldnt even matter. there would be continued life past humanity. cosmically we r tiny and insignificant and we dont matter#but were beautiful and wonderful and infinity complex and knowing that leaves me in agony. because i want to kno everything right now but#mind is too small and i walk around with the disorientation of someone whos just been hit in thr face ans i cant focus enough to read#cant make the words make sense and i cant justify the time it would take to try. so i sit on my deck. in the sun. crying as i think about#how the light hit the grass in my front yard the last time i was home. how the cliffs in the backyard are ringed with red lines of iron#separated out as the water leached through the sandstone. how every avaliable surface is stained green as organisms reach upward toward#the sun. and its beautiful and i dont kno y im crying. maybe its bc i cant just throw everything aside and chase that feeling. im not#allowed to feel it. im not allowed to talk abt it in the way i want. bc im afraid no one cares as much as me in the same way. bc when i#talk abt what i study its obscure and academic and so far from what most ppl think abt that they get intimidated and dont try to understand#so i just try not to talk abt it. or maybe im just afraid. bc i have my 1st TA meeting tomorrow and i meet with my new advisor friday#and im worried and im afraid i wont b able to do this in a way that doesnt make me feel like im dying. bc i like to b busy and i like having#a strict schedule but if u throw me that knife im going to stab myself with it bc i dont kno how wield it as a tool without hurting myself#sure ill get the job done. but at what cost? whatever. ill try to b better this time. try to hold tight to the wonder. but that feels like#reaching out into forever. knowing ill never make contact. not knowing what im reaching for.#the closest approximation to the feeling i can find is that scene in the terror. where go0dsir is asking if god is there. any god. and it#doesnt matter bc he can see god in the landscape. in an environment that's so harsh and barren that its killing him slowly in the worst of#ways and its beautiful. its still beautiful to him. there is wonder here. and im wasting my time laying in a dark room crying bc i put#myself into a container so constrictive that the surface snaps and i come spilling out as an angry liquid. smearing away into nothing#unrelated
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quick question about your Sonic Forces rewrite since im curious; what would be the phantom ruby's origins and how would inverted chaos energy work? :0
my idea is basically like this.....
the REAL phantom ruby is essentially an 8th chaos emerald. the master emerald helps keep the other seven emerald in harmony- essentially, the master emerald is the emerald of positive chaos. the phantom ruby, however, has is powers based in negative chaos energy. the two of them are necessary to actually keep the emeralds in balance, but the phantom ruby is so harmful to people not chaotic in nature that it gets lost through history and time and space after misuses gone wrong
eggman comes in contact with it after sonic generations but doesn't have much time to study it until later
he creates these fake copies of it using inverted neutral chaos energy to try to mimic negative chaos energy. it creates very powerfiul but unstable prototypes. effectively, it's very similar to the fake emeralds tails made in sa2 except with negative chaos energy.
that's what infinite has- he has a prototpe lodged in his chest. the unstable energies ahve also been altering his mind, unraveling him and his body. his mental and physical homestasis have been unbalanced and he's almost literally insane by the time he makes his first apperance, overcome with wrath and hate.
because the phantom ruby is made of chaos energy, sonic's able to use the energy better than any machine eggman can make or any other mobian he can swindle into being his science experiments. when sonic uses the energy against infinite during an encounter (basically, infinite came to torture him while he was captured but sonic fought back easily because infinite is physcially weak after exposure to the unstable energy and because sonic has... fought gods...) eggman immediately puts two and two together and decides to combine the real phantom ruby with sonic
and that has........ potentially disastrous results
#sonic's more of a host ot positive chaos energy than negative enrgy#so when he's flooded with negative energy oits *ninties sonic voice* no good!#also we ahve the issue of sonic jsut burrying every negative feeling ever so this is basically an excuse for him to go Fucking Hog Wild#sega official speaks#the thing is i want to emphasise that the chaos energy#being split between positive and negativ#isn't inherently also good vs evil#negative chaos energy is inherently neutral in morality just as positive chaos enregy is#positve feelings aren't inherenlty good and negative feelings aren't inherently bad#which is the lesson i want sonic to learn by the end of the rewrite#he's allowed to feel all his emotions#because feeling bad emotions won't automatically turn you into the very villains you've been fighting over the years#it's natural and human and terrifying certainly but it's all about how you channel those emotions#it's about what you do with them#and sonic knows this about OTHER people but with so much power very heavily tied to his emotions at his finger tips#as well as seeing what happens when people lose control of their emotions#when they sink into dispair or wrath or greed#sonic doens't want to chance ending up like them
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It was a great mistake, my being born a man, I would have been much more successful as a sea gull or a fish. As it is, I will always be a stranger who never feels at home, who does not really want and is not really wanted, who can never belong, who must always be a a little in love with death!
Eugene O'Neill, Long Day's Journey into Night, 2 February 1956
#eugene o'neill#classical theatre#tragedy#existentialism#being human#realism#dispair#alienation#existential dread#dark acadamia aesthetic#books and libraries#american literature#play#world literature#quotation#literary text#death instinct#quotes
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Tell me how we're ripping ourselves away from each other because we have to for both of our sanities but i'm STILL out here wet as a fucking lake at the thought of you. I'm helpless
#i'm a useless gay#this life is a tease#this life dangles fruit and vegetables and grains and potatoes in front of the hungriest man on the planet and then he dies#maybe the point is that he had a human experience. he lived#he wanted#he endured. he craved and desired and yearned but all he got was the privilege of seeing it all in front of him#whether he could devour it and be sustained for a long time#he still learned the meaning of love and desire#to want and to crave something so badly that you're so sure will make you a happier man#but it's not yours to hold. not yours to taste.#maybe that's all it comes down to. being human#you live. you see. you want. you taste#you experience and then you shed your mortal flesh sack to become something entirely different#anyways my point is#personal#i'm sad#everything in life is changing and i have a lot of optimism but there's so so much fear and sorrow and dispair#so much turmoil and depression and the weeping of my soul#i need to heal. i need to heal. i need to heal#words
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The thing is, I can watch things like The Last of Us. I grew up on Bones and Supernatural and the Forensic Files, gore doesn’t necessarily bother me.
I just can’t watch them with other people because I do have to routinely pause in the middle of really emotionally intense scenes, like someone getting tortured or having just been fatally shot, just to like get through it.
Because it’s not the violence that bothers me, it’s watching something or someone, even something I know is fictional, in pain that gets to me. Like you may as well just stab me too, while you’re at it.
#crow rambles#there have been episodes that I’ve historically put off finishing because I to a really intense scene and just. needed a minute#tlou hbo#bones tv#worst part it doesn’t have to be human. show me an android or alien in intense pain or dispair and I’ll feel the same way#psychologically it’s probably related to how I’ll flinch if you throw or drop something like a book#not necessarily because of the noise (or at least not entirely) but because you might hurt him#(him being of course the book)#me: I take emotional damage seeing fictional characters get treated cruelly#also me: I’m not big on slasher flicks but gods do I love a mindfucking psychological horror. not the ‘mental illness is evil’ flavor#but the ‘hey wouldn’t this just be absolutely Fucked Up?
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06月5日
It’s been a while since the last time I did this. Lately it seems like God it’s been testing my patience and tolerance. I have changed. A lot. Being a different person is scary. Having more mentally healthy food day is strange. It’s kinda like my brain was washed and then I was put out there in the world again with a clear mind. I can be at ease with my thoughts and emotions. And I don’t like it. Deep down I’m still depressed. It’s a small trace of what it used to be. And I’m afraid because I shouldn’t be feeling like this. Because other people are expecting me to be someone new. Basically bury the child. I consider myself a quiet person. But lately I am afraid of re living situations that left a mark on me. I’m starting to act like I used to be in the past (unconscious). I’m afraid of being rejected again. Being treat as a child. I cannot really control that part of myself that get excited with other and starts to act like a literal child. And I cannot fully control de depressed me. It’s just a feeling. Justifying the feeling won’t make it go, it just can worsen it. It doesn’t make sense to go to the past and pick whatever bother me sometime to mask it as the one thing that bothers me in the present. But I’m like this, and sometimes it’s hard to tell “don’t do that/this”. I’m not a child, but... you know. It’s not easy. So I have to bury all and be an illusion or something like that. A daydream. I wish that my protectors and family and “friends” could accept this part of myself that is as real as the me being a literal child.
#kiddo.txt#I’m almost 22 I’m obviously not a child so why do I have to act and be treated as a child? idk#i want the feeling to settled down but I afraid of having it with me and being punished for it#i swear I’m doing my best doing the things right but sometimes it’s inevitable I’m supposed to be human right?#and human mind can also get sick can also get tired can fall in dispair I mean if I am having a good life and everything is going well#then why would I get depressed out of nowhere and even if it’s a small feeling it’s not nice not nice at all#it makes me even more sad and stressed I’m stressed and I don’t like it I hate feeling like this when my life is going well it’s not fair#just send help#trauma#d/nt r/b
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LOVE ME LIKE YOU
Seraphim!Reader x Lucifer Morningstar
(Angsty Fluff)
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Y/n stared at the scene unfolding before her, the person she loved the most, the person whom she hoped to spend her life with, the person who she would do anything for and helped him with all of the things he had wanted to do. holding someone else in his arms. She stood in their podium, her hands on her chest, feeling her world crumble beneath her.
"Lucifer morningstar, you are given a chance to repent to your sins. Choose wisely, child of God, to stay or to leave." Lucifer clutches Lilith in his arms, protecting her while glaring into the elder angels. "Very well." Y/n widens her eyes, not believing that he chose a human, instead of her.
she stood in the podium defeated as she looked at lucifer one last time. he was looking at her, whispering sweet nothings while caressing her hair. she only wished to have him do that to her one day, even if it was a mere delusion of hers.
while he was assuring Lilith, he then turned to y/n, he widens his eyes, seeing the seraphim that was made for him in a state of dispair. he stopped talking, his breathing got faster as the elder angels, about to cast them out. "Wait!!" Lucifer yelled out, his hand reaching out for y/n, but y/n refused to looked at him and she turns away, as the holy light cast them away.
"what do you mean dad? why can't you come outside?" Lucifers' daughter, Charlie morningstar asked him. extermination day was officially cancelled for good and The elder Angels finally agreed with the redemption Hotel. "Because! those angels are my "used to be closed friends" I don't wanna face them." Lucifer burries his face in his pillow.
the thing about the elders agreeing is that, charlie decided to host a celebration in hell for the Angels and all of hell for the redemption hotel being a success. to which, to lucifers dismay, he will unfortunately be seeing his brother and former partner, Michael and Y/n. lucifer groans as he peaks at charlie, who had this puppy eyes as she stared at her father. "fineeee, I'll go downstairs.." charlie sqeals and dragged lucifer out the room "you won't regret this dad! this will be super fun!"
Y/n was standing beside Michael talking about the hotel, drink in hand, to which, she only viewed as a prop, she wouldn't want to drink hell's alcohol anyways. "Hell has been different, it's more lively.." y/n said making Michael chuckle, "Yes indeed, it's very different from before, it's more city like and the views are quite relaxing." "Minus the killing of those unredeemable sinners" y/n joked which made the two laugh.
"well, what a beautiful sight to see, hello my beautiful angel." Alastor greeted and took y/n's hand and kissed it, y/n blushed alittle and giggles "Pleasure, I see you're alastor? the radio demon." Alastors smile widens, "why ofcourse, have you heard one of my Radio shows?" alastor said in a teasing tone, "Not quite, but I should know all of hell's citizen to make sure who to redeem." y/n teased back making alastor chuckle, "you are quite intriguing my dear!~" y/n giggles, "oh! this is michael, my bestfriend." y/n quickly introduces Michael to alastor and shook michales hand, "Pleasure to meet you, alastor, Seems like you guys finally noticed me~" Michael teased the two making them chuckle, "Sorry, Michael, This fellow has great charisma."
while the three of them chat, Lucifer arrives at the scene, with charlie, who left him to go see vaggie. He looked around and saw the scene infront of him, Michael, y/n and alastor, chatting oh so happily. lucifer's eye twitch alittle as he watches the scene before him unfolds. hearing y/n laugh with alastor joking around and michael also laughing with them. it felt like deja vu when the three of them would talk about their dreams and joke around with eachother.
he felt like he was being replace by alastor while the three of them are talking. so, without thinking, lucifer walked over. "HEYYY BITCHES!!-- ahem, I mean heyy, old friends! haha.. fancy.. seeing you guys here!" lucifer said awkwardly, metally slapping himself in the face for yelling instead of greeting them normally, y/n and michael stared at lucifer before smilling awkwardly, "heyy, lucifer, how uhmm.. how are you?" michael started making lucifer perk up, "well, uhhh, I'm quite alrightt, managing hell and such is uhh great, pretty great!" the four of them stood there in quiet as the music plays in the background and the chattering of other people could be heard.
"soo, as I was saying, cannibal town has one of the best dress store I could find, and you my dear, you most certainly love them!" alastor breaks the silence, making y/n smile, "oohh, I would love to visi-" "Oh hoo hooo! cannibal town isn't really THAT safe y/n, and I KNOW some prettier dresses right here in pentagram city!" lucifer butts in, cutting off y/n while holding her hand. "luci-" "and I know that old fashion isn't really your style ever since we were young and I KNOW that you love those pretty aesthetic clothing like those softcore or whatever and I KNOW the perfect plac--"
"lucifer!" y/n called out, making lucifer shut up, y/n breathes in and out and smiles at him, making his heart skip a beat. "Lucifer, I'm not that fond of softcore anymore, I love those vintage style dresses and my taste won't stay the same you know.." y/n said sighing. "oh.. well, in that case, I know this very nice place with-" "please, I know you're trying to connect again but you don't have to buy me dresses.." y/n said softly and took lucifers hands. "I only want to talk to you, how was your life here and... how are you and lilith." y/n said sadly.
lucifer looks at y/n in shocked and felt tears forming in his eyes. he closes his eyes and shooks his head, he then pulls y/n into a tight embrace. "I'm sorry I left.." "it's alright, atleast you were happy with lilith." y/n said softly as she pulls away from the hug. lucifer then sigh and looks at her, he scratches the back of his head and looked away embarrassed, "yeah.. about that..." lucifer trails off making y/n confuse.
"the thing is..... I could never find anyone who could Love me like you.."
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanfiction#hazbin hotel x reader#hazbin alastor#hazbin lucifer#hazbin hotel michael#lucifer x reader#lucifer morningstar#lucifer magne#charlie morningstar#hazbin hotel x you
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When I was a kid I found out pretty early how much I can’t do gore or horror I find it genuinely nauseating and disgusting and as a teenager I was fully convinced people into this shit were future murders and psyco freaks who got joy from seeing people in pain and things I found so disgusting I KNEW it was morally wrong because how could it NOT be? To me, it was so obvious because of how strongly I felt. Sexual media on the other hand I was completely baffled why people were weird about like feeling disgust toward nudity or erotisism or graphic sex that is beautiful and loving or just sexy and pleasurable so why the hell would people compare murder and death and dispair to love and romance and lust and desire?! Even fucked up lust and desire because obviously it’s just fiction??
Luckily as an older teen I realized how stupid and insane I was being about horror creators and enjoyers. Their brains are different from my brain and that’s okay! What makes me disgusted and what makes me happy are not universal all of our brains are unique to out own experiences which creates completely different responses to the same media. And that’s okay, that’s human. It’s the beauty and ugliness of art.
The truth is, people who want any type of art censored are unable and unwilling to cope with reality outside of their own responses or an approximation that can be molded to their internal morals. But basing your morals on disgust is not based in humanism, compassion, or logic.
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Man, you ever think about how so much of Vash’s suffering is tied to Knives? In the obvious, direct ways of course. But also in how the humans around him suffer and hurt him. People are afraid of what they don’t understand, sure, but the average amount of compassion on Noman’s Land would be so much higher if Knives weren’t constantly fucking everything up and people had basic needs met. Small communities and people in general aren’t so goddamn awful as a baseline in a lot of places. There are outliers, yeah, but if humanity could have recovered and made the best of things, had a chance instead of widespread dispair, there might be peace.
And if Vash didn’t have to fight so goddamn hard every second of every day, he wouldn’t be covered in half those horrific scars.
#Trigun#Like that's what Vash's concept of love and peace is based on#That humanity can fundamentally always make that choice#And often do#Even in REALLY messed up situations#But Knives constantly puts humanity through the meat grinder#And the shrapnel constantly slaps Vash across the face#Knives keeps trying to teach Vash a lesson#That life fucking hurts and people will hurt him#But NO ONE knows that better than Vash#Man I'm having emotions you can just ignore me#Trigun Meta#My Trigun Meta
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Guys I want to be crystal clear about something:
Venting is valid, but if your response to everyone is to always just be an asshole, then you’re going to lose people’s’ sense of sympathy.
Not wanting your disability or condition to be compared to another is one thing. But don’t start calling out specific disabilities that have nothing to do with yours, BECAUSE THAT IS LITERALLY DOING THE SAME THING YOU ARE UPSET ABOUT.
For instance. I have all of my limbs. I cannot possibly know what it feels like to lose my limbs. People missing limbs are allowed to complain about a missing limb. I am also allowed to complain about the intense pain I feel everyday, the number of surgeries I’ve had, and the fact that I sometimes black out just going to the bathroom.
I do not have seizures. I cannot know what it is like to have seizures. People with seizures are allowed to complain. Similarly, I am also allowed to complain about being overwhelmed by textures and sounds, forgetfulness, and how exhausting it is to keep track of my brain so I don’t fall into a pit of dispair all the time.
They are not the same. They are both valid experiences. How they’d come up as equated is generally beyond me. But I also know that sometimes people mean well and don’t know how else to show that their support. Empathy is not bad, it’s human. And it’s just a skill more than anything else.
Saying “wow that’s really intense” is an ok response. Saying “it’s absolutely not the same thing, but I experience xyz and I know what [insert common disability experience] is like” is an ok response too. It’s also ok to ask “do you want to vent, do you want sympathy, or do you want to problem solve?” It’s also ok to say to say “look I feel for you, but I don’t have the capacity to have this conversation right now.” All of these are valid.
Don’t fall into the trap of turning against each other. Our experiences are different and that’s why smaller communities exist to support each other. But if we battle over little things, we’re never going to make the systematic change we all need. That’s how they keep us divided.
And remember that if someone isn’t expressing sympathy the way you need, just tell them. Kindly. Because chances are that their heart is in the right place, and they may have their own reasons for not being a perfect supporter. You’re allowed to be angry when you’ve set boundaries so many times you’ve lost count. You’re allowed to have your trauma triggered by a similar situation.
But if you make them equal without even giving people a chance, then you’re no better than they are.
#disabled#cripple punk#actually disabled#invisible disability#physically disabled#physical disability#audhd#actually autistic#adult adhd#capitalist hell
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“Whatever it takes”
YanderePriest!KyojuroRengokuXYandere!AFABPriestess
TW: Mentions of murder, Stalking, Mentions of Kidnapping
A/N: this was inspired by an Anon ask and I was like….YEAH LETS TRY THAT. Shout out to that anon 🖤
The scent of your strawberry lip balm filled Kyojuro Rengokus nostrils as you come closer while fixing his crinkled stoles. Yours and his lips were so close yet so far away from each other that it drove him mad. They look so soft and smelled so divine that he thought not even an angel of God could resist let alone a measly human like himself. He knew what he was thinking—feeling—was wrong. Yet, he simply could not resist. If only he could taste them or even lick them. Would he be able to hold back? Would he want to even hold back? He didn’t want to ponder on the question because he already knew with all of his body he wouldn’t and that frightened him.
You were his kryptonite. The poisonous yet extremely appetizing apple being teasingly dangled in front of him by satan himself to taste. He knew if he took you in and indulged in you, his already spiraling mind will sink to the darkest depths. There would be no redemption at the end of the road, just obsession and dispair.
The despairing part being that there’s a chance you would completely stay away from him and fear him after finding out how obsessed he truly was when it came to you. He couldn’t allow you to find out and he WONT allow you to find out at all costs. He is a high priest after all and has a reputation to uphold and can not allow such devilish thoughts to surface. Especially the part where he is currently keeping your family and supposed fiancé locked up in a nearby underground hideout and burning ever letter you send them. Plus, he believes that you’re a sweet, innocent soul who’s completely clueless to his addiction with you so he feels like he won’t have anything to worry about and that you couldn’t know, right?
Wrong. The hilarious thing about all of this is that you are far from innocent and clueless, you were extremely aware. Too aware if we were being honest. Feigning ignorance and innocence is something you purposely do. After all, you can not under any circumstances allow the fact that you have been knowing about how Kyojuro feeling and stalking him ten fold for almost a whole year get out. That would mess up the fun.
He thinks that he is the only one that has secrets? Oh honey no, not like you do. Like for instance, how you purposely put on a lip balm and perfume that lets out and excessive amount of Pheromones. Or how you’re always touching him but in a way that makes it look appropriate but to him makes his curious. You know he is pent up from having to be abstinent so watching him slowly crumble makes your already soaked digits wetter.
How shocked he will be once he finds out how deranged and utterly insane you truly were. How you prayed to any and every entity there is to make him fall crazily in love with you and to what lengths you have gone just to have him this close. He has no idea that you were just as if not more obsessed over him than he is you that you killed the real person who was supposed to step in as the new high priestess a while back and is currently pretending to be her just to get to this moment. That the blood of the innocent really coded your hands and that you have not one once of remorse for it. It is for him so it doesn’t matter.
“All done. Goodness, I might as well do your laundry for you seeing it’s so wrinkly!” You say with a little giggle as you press down a bit more.
“Apologies! I might have to take you on that offer, y/n!” He beams while continuing to watching yours lips.
You finish up and you both shyly look away from each other, both thinking the exact same thing at the same exact time. Smiles both equally innocent looking but dangerous….
“Whatever it takes..”
#muvaginger#gingers backup account#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#kny imagines#kny#kyojuro rengoku#yandere!kyojuro rengoku#yandere!rengoku#yandere reader#yandere!reader#yandere kyojuro rengoku#Yandere anime#kny yandere#stalker
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Ok. Summary of the Dutch election results, which took place yesterday.
First the good news, because giving in to dispair is not helpful at all. The left-wing alliance of PvdA and GroenLinks, basically the labour party and green party, won more seats and is now the second largest party. Outspoken fascist Thierry Baudet with his FVD lost seats and the VVD, our liberal right wing party who has been in power for more more than a decade and is responsible for a lot of privatising, climate inaction and wellfare breakdown, did as well.
Then the bad. And it's really bad, so bad that the left really can't celebrate. PPV, a far-right party founded on islamaphobia, who also dipped its toes (more like up to the neck) in general racism/xenophobia, anti-climate action, queerphobia, anti-performance arts and sexism, won. Like, by a lot. They doubled in size and were already quite large, making them the largest political party right now.
Still, in the Netherlands there are a lot of political parties. Not sure exactly how this is reported abroad, but the PVV is far away from a majority of seats. What I'm most scared for is that other right wing parties will be willing to work with them rather than chose more left-leaning parties, which means pressing current social and environmental crises will be left unattended or made worse, hate crimes will spike, and that Geert Wilders will be prime minister. Urgh.
This PVV victory was quite sudden and I think had a lot to do with lack of afforable housing currently being widely blamed on migrants.
Yes, I'm tired and frustrated. But I mostly feel sad for every muslim in our country, who must feel really rejected and unsafe right now, especially while there is a genocide in Palestine going on that is anywhere between largely ignored to actively supported. They really must feel like they're not thought of as humans at the moment. I'll try my best to be extra kind and supportive
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I was reading this post where they mention Inmortal!Leon and Merlin meeting every 100 years to catch up and now I want a Dreamling!AU for them —
Merlin has been living as Emrys since the beginning and one day he hears Leon talking at a bar about his absolutely faith in humanity and how his king encompases all of it. Emrys, who has not feel that kind of devotion nor faith in a long time, bitterly dares Sir Leon to feel the same when everyone he has ever know is dead. Thus, inmortal Leon!
Who was, indeed, not very happy next time they meet (is honourable to die for something and someone, Merlin denied Leon that honour) but also finishes that reunion saying that Merlin also gifted Leon with the opportunity to keep the memories of his friends alive along with him.
Merlin is not happy with that. So they schedule another reunion.
And another.
And another.
Merlin waiting for the day Leon is in enough dispair to ask for mercy (death).
Leon does not. Even after he admits, crying, that he has started to forget all the friends of his "first life". Even his king. (It didn't feel like the victory Emrys had been waiting.) But, in that same reunion, along those same tears, he tells Emrys about all the new people he has meet and now gets to remember for the next few centuries. And isn't that great?
No, Emrys wants to say. It is not.
They schedule another meeting.
Long story short: I want Merlin to slowly start feeling interest in life again, against his better judgement.
#merlin#merlin bbc#bbc merlin#merlin/leon#i mean it could be since is based on dreamling#it could also go merthur if merlin or one of his siblings decided to bring arthur back as a form of test or reward to leon#there is so many ways this could go already and kinda want to write all of them lol
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What about yandere danny with a reader who gets possessed by a ghost
Ayo Bet
Hope you enjoy this [Might do a part 2 if yall want]
It depends on which ghost possesses you
If it's Sidney Poindexter
Sidney is on the lower end of dangerous ghost
It'd be easier for Danny to get Sidney out of your body
He would notice instantly that you're possessed because Sidney's not very 'Modern' if you know what I mean
He's not a big concern for Danny, but Danny would not be happy that someone else is inside you
You'll be so confused as they both fight in your body
If it's Skulker
Skulker needs to get close to Danny and quickly realizes you are a common denominator
Skulker is on the higher end of dangerous ghost, but Skulker is more willing to work with Danny if the time calls for it
He'll move strangely in your body, not used to having a human body, he doesn't possess humans much
Danny will notice almost instantly, because you're walking funny and talking weird
It's harder to get him out of your body, but Danny will trick him into leaving your body and then Skulker will be made into a fool
If it's Box Ghost
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Next
I don't even need to waste time saying that he was going to be made a fool of
If it's Penelope Scarlet
She was probably running away from Danny when she went into your body
She difference between her and all the other ghost is she has experience with teenagers, so she knows how to act like one
It'd be easier for her to pretend to be you and instead of feeding off of Danny's dispair, she feeds off his love for you
She's very intelligent and plays for a long time, until Danny slowly realizes that he's getting more depressed- The same feeling he gets when around
"Scarlet!"
She's surprised when he finally realizes, but isn't surprised
It's harder for him to get her out, but he's pissed
How dare she suck the emotion and feeling out of you?
She's going to regret ever thinking of being inside your body and devouring your soul
After this happens, he's way more violent with her
If it's Kitty
He probably knew she was going to possess you, because her thing is possessing humans, so he keeps you away from her and is always there to save you
But he can't always be around
Johnny probably was the one who helped Kitty posses you
Danny is annoyed with these lovers and is quick to get her out of your body
He has to figure out what you're wearing that belongs to Kitty
Once he figures it out, he's quick to get it off, but you fight him when realizing his plan [Well, not you- But Kitty]
She's not the most dangerous, but she does put off a fight
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