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‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡ secret little rendezvous / xiao x gn!reader, 4.4 lantern rite spoilers!
xiao waits for you by the cliff nearby pervases's temple.
the night is cool against his skin and as he gazes at the sky, watching the bright glow of xiao lanterns and the stars, he pictures your existence and smiles at the thought of your likeness to the ones littering the night.
he wonders for a moment, if you weren't going to show up. his pessimism almost always gets the best of him, and despite the evening merriment, even his demons refuse to rest.
eyes closing as the wind caresses his face, he feels the darkness inside him creep at the corners of his mind, seeking to cease the fluttering of his heart at the thought of you.
give in, the chorus of evil voices whisper in his ear. give in and be free.
and he almost does, if not for the sound of barbatos's flute; almost does, if not for the memory of a fond dream where he can dance without guilt amid a sea of flowers.
give in, they hum, but xiao refuses to. not when he feels your presence nearby. not when you smile at him like that and he feels his chest tighten at the sight, his lips curving softly in return.
he glances at you, illuminated by the soft, orange glow of the lantern, and forgets to breathe. his fingers brush against your skin while you both hold it and warmth travels across his body, his fingers tingling at the touch.
when you both let go of the lantern, the weight on his shoulders disappears and his mind quiets as his eyes follow the lantern flying up towards the clouds.
even though he will never be free of his shackles, this moment will eternally be embedded in his memories. the gentleness of your touch, the kindness of your smile, and your presence that makes him feel worthy of being treated tenderly, xiao vows to cherish them.
no matter what.
#i love him your honor#how can they do this to me#just went one level deeper being in love with him#xiao x reader#xiao x you#genshin impact#genshin imagines#xiao#genshin#lantern rite#lantern rite 4.4#genshin x reader#genshin impact x reader#alatus x reader#alatus#xiao x y/n#ashe.writing
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I finally made it home at 4am. I love these fuckers so much 😭
#how can they do this to me#fine just be really cute idc#also the hugs after the bows#I have so many good snacks#when I’m not dying I’ll share them allllll#the band ghost#nameless ghouls#reimperatour#Swiss ghoul#phantom ghoul#aeon ghoul#midnight moth ritual posting
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kdramas. reblog if you agree
#the FEELS#a love so beautiful#touch your heart#strangers from hell#beyond evil#the devil judge#her private life#bad and crazy#extracurricular#when the weather is fine#business proposal#the kings affection#forecasting love and weather#and so many fucking more like ????#how can they do this to me#i love them#kdramas#kdrama#my holo love
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No matter where you are momose I will always be watching over you
#What is with theeeeeeem#Not the see you soon#How can they do this to me#atarashii joushi wa do tennen#my new boss is goofy
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Someone please please tell me that was not the end of good omens and there will be a 3 and everything will end alright and they will end up together or I might have my third emotional breakdown this week I swear I need my gays to be together I was hoping for hapiness and all I got is sadness fuck I'm crying so much I cant why did they do this to me
#good omens 2#good omens#aziraphale#aziracrow#crowley#crowly x aziraphale#good omens 3#im devastated#i was already depressed and now i feel like ive fallen deeper#this cant be happening#they did not give me a bad ending i deny it#how can they do this to me#us gays already have enough everyday i just needed my fictive gays to be okay#and theyre not
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I’m pissed that the next time I see Geralt, it won’t be Henry Cavill. It will be L**m H*****rth 🤢.
#it aint right!!#also the second half of season three was so good omg#how can they do this to me#the witcher
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the way i gasped when i saw the sewis photos from the paddock today was not human sorry. i was not expecting this.
#HOW CAN THEY DO THIS TO ME#seb please come back this is not funny anymore#sebastian vettel#lewis hamilton#f1#formula 1#monaco gp
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ticketmaster my biggest enemy fr
#waitlisted emails AGAIN#how can they do this to me#they seriously need a better system bc this is so fucked up
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Part one of wtf is wrong with my school: They ran out of food when i got up there. So they ran put of main food so they only gave my friend sides. Wtf is this prison food?
Not the first time this happened but I'm HUNGRY- I JUST WANT FOOD MAN
For the record she had to get that orange herself.
UPDATE: I CANT BELIEVE I FOUND THIS? RIGHT AFTER THAT FOOD FIASCO TOO?
#prison#this is horrible#fucking gross#gross#how can they do this to me#school#wtf is happening#wtf is wrong with my school.#for you
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okay i get it now i’m sorry dennis you just have such big feelings i’m sorry i couldn’t see it before i’m sorry your mummy is a skeleton
#he’s one of my boys now#i love him#aside from all the rapey things he does#I UNDERSTAND NOW#I GET IT#I AM A MACDENNIS BITCH#the way mac looks at him wtf#how can they do this to me#he just#i have so many things to say#macdennis#iasip#it’s always sunny in philadelphia
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THEY'RE NOT READY YET
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Not a single day of peace…
📸: Greta Van Fleet via Instagram
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I WAS SO WRONG ABOUT THEM DELAYING FIREWORKS UNTIL NEXT YEAR I’M GONNA LAUNCH MYSELF INTO THE SUN
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The fact that Yuta was so gentle with Rika even if she was in a monster-like form, a curse; then, he talked to her so softly, smiled at her tenderly, and kissed her.
Before saying,
“I fight for love.”
#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen 0#yuta okkotsu#rika orimoto#HOW CAN THEY DO THIS TO ME#MY HEART HURTS
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last night i had a dream that i was playing minecraft and i noticed i had 77 blocks of cobblestone in one slot instead of it being capped at 64 and it was so jarring to me that it literally booted me out of the dream. like sure you can fly now and your childhood home is a pharmacy but 77 pieces of cobblestone? unthinkable. wake the fuck up.
#minecraft#tagged so i can find it ig#PROBABLY MEANS I PLAY TOO MUCH MINECRAFT TBH#IT WAS 77 COBBLESTONE DO U UNDERSTAND HOW JARRING THAT WAS#IT LEGIT WOKE ME UP BC I WAS LIKE 'that cant fucking happen.'#shark talks#l
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As a reminder that good exists out there, a coworker recently confessed to me that he found out his child is questioning their identity (kid's gender redacted for this post). The kid is keeping it from him, so he can't say anything to them or show that he knows, but he's doing his best to get mentally prepared and educated so that he'll be ready whenever his kid does feel comfortable enough come to him.
For context, this guy is a big, bulky middle aged dude who loves sports and typical outdoor "manly" activities. As his coworker and friend, I know he's a kind and sweet teddy bear of a person, but his kid probably views him as a stern, authoritarian figure, the way most teenagers view their parents. His family lives in a conservative area, so I'm sure between that, their dad's looks and interests, and the fact that their dad is a Figure of Authority, the kid is worried that they won't be accepted.
But you know what? When he found out about his kid, the first thing he did was reach out to his closest queer friend and ask for resources for parents of questioning children. His biggest fears are that his kid will be bullied or discriminated against and won't feel comfortable enough to be themself. His second action was to find himself a mentor in another parent who went the same situation (kid coming out in a conservative town). The other person is preparing him for some of the struggles his kid may face and the fights he may need to take on as a parent to make sure his kid is safe and treated well.
Something I want to emphasize for people focused on language as the primary method of allyship is that when we spoke, he used some outdated terms and thoughts about gender and sexuality. That does not make him bad. These were the terms and thinking used about questioning teenagers when he was growing up and he never needed to learn more current ones. But now that he does have that need, he's throwing himself in head first because that's his kid and he's darn well going to make sure that his kid feels welcomed and has a safe place to be themselves even if they never come out to him.
#I'm so proud and happy for my coworker and I've been trying to figure out how to let him know how amazing I think he is#what gets me the most is that he's keeping this super down low to avoid giving any hints to his kid#he has a lot of queer friends so he already is known as an ally but there's always a chance it will be different if it's family#and he took that chance and crumpled it up into a ball and slam dunked it into the garbage for three points#and decided that even if his kid wants to hide it from him for the rest of his life he will still do what he can to make their life better#pflag#parents doing their best#parenting win#good news#allyship
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