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anyoneseenadam · 3 years

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That fenrys fic was divine 😭🔥 can I request something for him having a nightmare for the first time since he found his mate and she comforts him and reassure him ?a tiny bit of angst maybe 💔🤧

pairing: Fenrys x reader (throne of glass)

warnings: blood, violence, nightmares, character death (kinda), mainly fluff with a lil bit of angst

a/n: I completely stole the first half of this from a short story I wrote about Achilles lmao, also THANK YOU FENRYS IS AN ICON AND DESERVES ALL THE LOVE WHICH I AM HAPPY TO GIVE, hope u enjoy <3

(I did not proof read this because I am tired :))

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Fenrys hands shook as they refrained from touching her, from pulling her in and wrapping himself around her, drowning in her hair, her skin, her clothes, her laugh, eyes, smile. She turned with a smirk and a cheeky eyebrow raise, beckoning him in. He lunged, grabbing her, ready to make true on his wish, staring in wonder as her solid form turned to mist in his hands as she moved further away. Her laugh drawing him in. And of course, he followed like the lost puppy he was, begging, and whining to return to comfort, home, safety. She was his home, and he would follow her to the ends of the world if it meant she stayed that way.

She had moved again, this time into a series of winding corridors, the maze he called his heart, a maze she owned. He chased after her, but she was quick, twisting and turning through corridors and secret doors, the map laid bare for her to see as he stumbled blinding, led only be the light she left in her path and her infectious laughter. Finally, she reached a dead end, casually bracing herself against the cold walls, releasing an exhale of laughter through her nose. He slowed his pace to a walk as she smiled up at him through curling lashes, nothing but the faint smudge of rouge high on her cheeks concealing her natural face to him, which he proceeded to wipe with his thumb when he reached her, his build towering over hers.

“Finished running, are you?” he mused quietly,

“I knew you wouldn’t let me get too far,” she whispered back, lips tracing his jaw.

“That’s because you hold my leash,” he allowed himself to concede, “always have, always will my darling.”

She let out a sigh of agreement, before leaning to his ear, their bodies pressed so tightly together he could feel her heart beating in his own chest, as if they had swapped hearts giving the other all they were, all they could be.

“There is no me without you.” She uttered the vows they had made that beautiful day, where she dressed as the angel he was sure she was. He leaned down to express his love, but she did not allow him to rest in her arms for long, pulling away with a giggle.

“What?” he asked with a smirk, but she was already gone giggling behind him, the chase beginning again.

But as he turned, blessed by the smile she gave him, all pearly white teeth and rosy cheeks, the warning shout he cried was not quick enough as a wash of deep red replaced the once pure and untainted white of her smile. Her mouth filling with blood, the sword protruding from her stomach like a handle. She stared at him questions not asked soon enough as she splutters up blood onto her previously fresh clothes, eyes full of fear, splitting his heart in half, the ground crumbling beneath his feet.

He tried to run to her, hands grasping at air as he fell through the cracks in his own heart, a scream tearing from his throat as she was pulled from him, skin draining of colour and eyes turning black, full of hatred and contempt as she stared him down.

His own scream woke him up, sweat and tears blending on his face like paint on a pallet, as he gripped her pillow and sobbed on their bed. He herded himself into the far corner of the bed, afraid when he realised she was not lying next to him, comforting words, and gentle hands ready to lull him back to sleep. Fear and sadness battled in his heart, the heart he had given her during the war, the heart she had held safely as she cut her way through armies to reach him again. The heart she had put back together with soft kisses and words of undying love. The heart she had tied to her own the day they wed and had kept pressed safely in her chest since.

He looked now, tears blurring the image he was presented with, bookshelves filled with stories you promised you would read eventually, tubes of lipstick on the floor next to the frame of their mirror, tea left to go cold in mugs dotted around the room, sketches left to be forgotten on desks and ribbons tied haphazardly around bed posts.

He saw all these signs of you, the clues you left him as he navigated your shared life. His eyes darted around the room, breath picking up when he couldn’t see you, pressing a hand to your side of the bed and finding it warm, his breathing only slowing a little.

He stood, pulling on a pair of boxers, and grabbing two daggers he kept next to the bed as his mind filled with the worst possible scenarios. He slowly padded out the room, moving silently through the house and thinking of a million different ways to torture whoever had dared to touch you. The tears on his face had dried uncomfortably but it was the least of his worries as he stalked through his own home, fear clouding his judgement that argued you were probably safe.

He heard movement in the kitchen and walked that way, footsteps light as he rounded to corner to a beautiful sight. His arms dropped as he took in the sight of you in nothing but his shirt, sipping from a glass of water, illuminated by the moons glow. You turned when he walked in, smiling at his but furrowing your eyebrows when you saw his facial expression and the knives in his hands.

“Fenrys, what happened?” you asked, moving over to him as he threw his daggers down, arms encircling your waist as he breathed in your scent. “Fenrys please, you’re scaring me.”

He pulled away from you and you reached up, stroking a hand down his face and looking up at him with nothing but concern in your eyes, eyes that were searching his for any clues of why he was acting this way.

“I though you were- I thought someone had,” he struggled to get the words out, pulling you even closer, one hand tangling itself in your hair as you furrowed your eyebrows at him, kissing his sharp jaw.

“Slow down love, tell me what happened,” your soothing voice calmed him, his breath coming easier as you moved a hand to his shoulder, your loving grip grounding him.

“I had a dream, then I woke up and you weren’t hear and I- I thought someone had taken you,” he whispered, eyes filling with tears as he pictured your lifeless eyes and limp body.

“Oh my love, I’m sorry,” you pulled away from him, clasping his large hand in your smaller one and pulling him to your shared bedroom, “But you know I’m not easy to kidnap, I make too much noise.” You joked, holding his hand to your mouth, and kissing it lightly as you walked over to your bed.

He sat down first, and you stood between his legs, his arms wrapping tightly around you again. “Don’t joke about that,” he muttered into your stomach, but he couldn’t resist the smile forming.

You pushed his head back and climbed into his lap, arms resting on his shoulders. “I mean honestly, if I ever got taken hostage I’m pretty sure I’d annoy them into letting me go, I’d just start explaining my top three reasons why every Jane Austen novel contains gay subtext.”

“Or you could explain to them the tier list you and Aelin made of all the men you know.” Fenrys laughed as your eyes lit up.

“I forgot about that!” you exclaimed and Fenrys laughed, lying down, and pulling you with him as he tickled your sides, revelling in your squeals as you batted your hands at him.

When you calmed down, breathing quickly you rolled off Fenrys as he nestled himself between your breasts, holding you close.

“Please never leave me,” he whispered into your chest as he listened to the steady beat of your heart as it created a song just for him. The vulnerability in his voice broke you and you moved a hand to his head, stroking lightly.

“Never.” You spoke with such surety that Fenrys let out the exhale he had been holding in. “I am never going to leave you, I’m always going to be by your side.”

“I love you so much, so much when I thought you were gone, I felt sick. I can’t do this without you.” He whispered into your skin. “Sometimes I’m scared that one day I’ll wake up and all this will have been a dream. And I’ll have to lie with Maeve again and kill for her and watch her hurt Conall and it will be so much worse, because I’ll remember this softness, I’ll remember you and maybe one day I’d find you and you wouldn’t recognise me, and for the rest of my life I’d think of you, of the woman I never got to love.”

“This is real.” You whispered, kissing his head, and ignoring the tears welling in your eyes, “I’m real, you’re real. We’re real Fenrys.”

He didn’t reply, just buried his face deeper into your chest, addicted to the feel of your heartbeat. The constant reminder that you were here, you were alive. After he lost his brother you noticed Fenrys had become clingier, you initially presumed it was just because he was in mourning and needed comfort but one night he had drunkenly confessed his biggest fear to you. The nightmares he would have where you left him, told him you hated him, and the worst of all, the nightmares in which he watched your life be cruelly ripped from you. He could live with you hating him and leaving him, knowing that somewhere in the world you were safe and breathing, but everyday he feared your death.

The mornings he would wake up and find you wincing, a hot water bottle pressed into your lower stomach, the thought of you in any form of pain ripping into him, making his heartbeat faster and his palms sweat. The powerful warrior brought to his knees for you, but you were always quick to reassure him with kisses and promises of staying in bed all day.

As he breathed in your scent now and listened to your heartbeat, happily surrounded by you and only you, he allowed himself to relax under you soft touch, his own heart slowing to beat with yours as the fear slowly melted from him.

He needn’t fear your death, as he knew that he would never let you die. No, instead he would always fall before you, sacrifice his own life, any life if it meant you survived. You were a Goddess sent to bless him and he would fall to worship before you, always.

#acofas #acomaf #acotar #azriel #azriel x reader #acowar #acofs #acosf

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geges · 3 years

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I hope this isn't too rude or assuming, but I also wanted to know, if u had any favorite moments in any media u've liked that you're okay with sharing? (just asking since this also appears to be a fandom(??) / anime(??) blog and if u're ok with answering something really offtopic)

ANON I’M IN LOVE WITH YOU…. I WOULD LOVE TO INFODUMP ABT MY INTERESTS. PLS. sadly yes i’m mostly a fandom/interests blog, mostly cnovels and manhua, so this ask is pretty on-topic for my blog. obligatory disclaimer a lot of these things have Problems and Issues so this isn’t me saying i am an uncritical fan of the media this is just a list of scenes that make me incredibly hhghgnnneennn. some of them made me cry in the chicken feed aisle in a Tractor’s Supply once and im still upset abt that one. a lot of these have spoilers for various cnovels so i put it under a cut :)

additional warning that um. there's a lot of mentioned death/suicide. most of these are characters dying honestly

so, Media Of All Time favourite scenes:

(tgcf) legitimately every scene with qi rong im not joking i go crazy over him. notable mention of that scene in the Final Battle with gu zi……….. i’m insane

(liu yao) um. i don’t remember the main character’s name. but yeah him dying <3 jiayou! that one drives me insane i read it like once a week

(nan chan) mr human magikarp fucking dying and jin ling just….. losing it

(nan chan) jin ling’s subsequent imprisonment and isolation :)

(nan chan) JIN LING MURDER SPREE!!!!!!!

(huang jin tai) yan xiaohan getting drugged and immediately going to stab himself so that he doesn’t “betray” fu shen

(qian qiu) yan wushi hiding shen qiao in that buddha statue and running off to die

(teio) THE FUCKING EARTHWORM CRYING. GOD

(teio) everything with bai ruoyao. i love him im so homophobic

(mo du) fei du suffering for five entire books straight

(mo du) that scene near the end where he has to grasp the trigger handhold and his Immense Certified Trauma kicks in

(mo du) luo wenzhou NOT pokemon evolving into a big red flag the second he got one glimpse past fei du’s walls. Like that man saw Fei Du: Genuinely Unwell Extraordinaire, and not only did he not jab fd with a horse tranq, he just went and made the man dinner. what the fuck

(twwtadsl) the betrayal scene <3

(tsomd) sui zhou almost dying for tang fan like 2302984 times but notable mention of the First Time when he tried to die for tang fan in the fight against the tomb guardian

(missing sect leader) wei jiangyue going “I JUST CANT STAND IT WHEN HE’S NOT ALRIGHT……………..”

(missing sect leader) wei jiangyue making a bet with ye you that hinges the fate of the world or whatever and his terms for if he wins. instead of using the chance to ask for something large. he asks yy to just tell him something. anything at all. just tell him something

(missing sect leader) wei jiangyue telling ye you he will die for him to repent for his father’s mistake but hiding the fact that his willingness to die for yy comes from his love for him, not his guilt

(missing sect leader) that scene where yy reveals his identity and wjy realises that no matter what he has to leave yy alone and cannot even approach him again. and just sinking in shame and regret to spend his entire lifetime in pain from the fact that his presence causes yy pain

(missing sect leader) in front of the entire jianghu. wei jiangyue giving himself up to the threat of being brutally killed be ye you if it meant yy was given some sort of closure. jesus christ i don’t even like this book this much and yy/wjy isn’t even canon why do they have so much on this list

(tong qian kan shi) the insect cave scene <3

(tqks) xuanmin closing his eyes as he is put through incredible pain and torture, being literally killed, in order for xue xian to enact his revenge against the great priest

(tqks) the great priest forcing xx to recognize that his revenge will also kill xuanmin as collateral, xx not recognising xuanmin, and xuanmin just. closing his eyes and accepting his death

(tqks) xuanmin using his last dying action to dig out his own bones and bury them under the mountains to free xue xian.

(tqks) xuanmin making his way over to the unconscious xue xian, kneeling in front of him (really falling lmao), and dying while never looking away from his face :)

(tqks) xx regaining his memories, remembering xuanmin, and looking up to see xuanmin laying dead in his arms. then feeling fear for the first time in his life. man. man. ok

(qqgk) “MY DEAR, IF I LEFT MYSELF BY YOUR EAR, WOULD YOU BE ABLE TO HEAR ME? MAY WE MEET AGAIN IN A WORLD WHERE THE SMOKE IS GONE” THIS QUOTE MAKES ME INSANE. IM INSANE. JESUS CHRIST

(qqgk) the recurring imagery of snow. the snow. its about. it’s about. The devotion. oh god

(hsav) xiao yuan trying to die like. 6 times for yan heqing. also xya being tortured to save yhq. and then him trying to kill himself earlier . and then him killing himself for real later to make life easier for yhq

(tgcf) just. everything honestly. the “i am god” scene. the getting demolished by a ridiculous amount of swords scene.

(wushuang) cui buqu in the maze trying to die for feng xiao

(wushuang) feng xiao in the maze trying to die for cui buqu

(zhongji lanyin) su qing almost dying under the cave-in

(zhongji lanyin) hu bugui protecting su qing from the thorns

(谁动了我的骨灰坛) jiang xichu seeing chen man kill herself and not being able to do anything about it. literally the only scene i care abt from that book i ate that shit up

okay typing this out made me realise there is a very noticeable theme here. well. i really like tragedy so honestly i don't know know what i expected from this. if i re-read all my favourite books i would probably be able to give you a list of scenes i loved that have legitimate literary importance, value, and beauty, but sadly i have the memory of a goldfish and cannot remember most plots unless im Actively Looking At Them. so instead here is a list of scenes that are all candidates for making me cry during my next visit to a Tractor's Supply. thank you sm for the ask im in love with you

#ask #anon

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elai-okonma · 3 years

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Chapter 10. Jesus Wept

Thank you to @obeymekookie for always supporting my work<3

WARNINGS: VIOLENCE, TORTURE, SEXUAL CONTENT, ETC.

Word count: 2,064

Devildom

The brothers were still outside watching the light show in the sky when Diavolo spoke up, they had forgotten that he was even there. He looks to Lucifer, whose eyes were glued to the Celestial skies above.

“I don't understand, who would want to start another war??”

“Does anyone else think it suspicious that Simeon disappeared right before all this started?? I mean, it was very unlike him to leave the way he did. He looked really concerned.”

“Maybe so, we’ll just have to ask him when he comes back. Or better yet! Someone text him on his DDD!”

Asmodeus is the one who whips out his phone and sends the message:

Hey, do you know anything about what’s going on up in the Celestial Realm, right now??

Is it another war??

I hope you’re ok!

Simeon??

Hello??

…

No answer. Asmo tries to call him, but it goes straight to voicemail. Honestly, what the fuck is going on up there??

Another few minutes goes by, before the black sky goes quiet.

“Huh… well, it seems that the fighting has stopped.”

“Lord Diavolo, we need to finish our conversation about Belphie, but that will have to wait. If there is another Celestial war starting, then we need to find Satan, and then come up with a plan.” states Lucifer.

“Why would we need to do that?? If there was another war, why would we need to be involved?? We don’t know if it’s directed at us, or the human realm. It could even be just amongst themselves, for all we know.” replies Diavolo.

Lucifer is stern with his words: “That’s right we don’t know. We don’t know anything about what just happened up there, but what I do know is that, that was Celestial Ash falling down upon us, and in all my years as an Angel I’ve never seen that. And even more, what little I have read about it, was vague. There is little to no information on it. So yeah, it might not be directed at us, but wouldn’t you rather be prepared for if it were??”

Diavolo thinks on this. He knows Lucifer is right, his priority is the people of the Devildom. Every Demon is his responsibility. Including Satan, and Belphegor.

“Ok, you all continue to search for Satan, I'll be leaving with Barbatos to tend to other matters back at the palace. Try to stay in the house until we figure out a plan.”

The Lord and his butler turn to take their leave, making haste back to the castle. The two knew what they had to do. They were going to have to let Belphegor know what had happened, and even try to find out if he knew where Satan might be. They didn’t expect any type of cooperation from him though, and quite frankly the two didn’t ever want to see the youngest brothers face again.

“How do you suppose we go about this??” asks the Demon Lord, once they are back home.

“Any way you’d like, my Lord. I know you never wanted to see Belphegor for as long as he lived, which is why you exiled him from the Devildom. So, however you want to go about this, I will support you.”

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The Celestial Realm:

As you sit restrained on the shore, you hear Elai speak up quietly:

“MC….do you have any idea what the penalty is for attacking an Archangel…

You stare up at your friends, not knowing what to say. What was there to say?? What was going to happen, now that you betrayed what was technically your Celestial brother. You don’t get long to think nor answer Elai’s question before you hear a loud, booming voice come from the night:

“MC!!!!!”

Your eyes widen at the familiar voice, your hand shakily coming up to cover your mouth. The three Angels next to you flinch when they hear your name. Fuck, is the only thought you can form, the seriousness of the situation becoming more clear.

That familiar blue light piercing through the dark sky, as you look up.

“Father…”

It was the last word you heard before you covered your eyes to shield them from the light.

When you open them, you notice you’re in a dark, unfamiliar room. The only light source was from your halo. It’s only when you try to walk forward, you realize you can’t. Panic starts to set in when you try your arms, but those also fail you. Looking around frantically, you crane your head around over your shoulders to try to see your surroundings but it’s no use. However, you hear metal clanking and it dawns on you that the reason you can’t move is because you’re chained up. You didn’t even notice the cold of the cuffs around your ankles and wrists.

Ok, let’s try to get some bearings, here…

You tug at the cuff on your left wrist, then your right. Solid. I’m not going anywhere. Your shoulders start to ache from your arms being strung up above you, and your toes barely touch the ground. I’m suspended from my wrists. The chain, I'm assuming, goes up to the ceiling. The cuffs around my ankles are most likely chained to the floor.

The presence you feel behind of you now, interrupts your thoughts.

“Who’s there?!” you call out, voice echoing of the walls.

The warm breath you feel on your ear sends a shiver up your spine. It’s followed by a low, smooth voice that makes you sick to your stomach.

“Hello, MC…”

You don’t recognize the person, and that makes your breathing pick up, you’re scared now.

“W-w-who are you-u??” your voice falters, throat thick with panic.

A low pitched laugh, followed by an answer:

“You wouldn’t know me, would you?? I’m not very talked about down in the Devildom, huh??”

A hand runs through your hair, gripping the back of your skull. You feel another hand tracing your jawline and lips. Something warm and wet makes its way up your cheek, and you can’t stop the tears that start to flow from your eyes.

You try again, hoping for an answer, “who are you?!”

The person is in front of you, now. He leans down to your ear again, “the left hand of God, the Archangel of Mercy and Redemption, the One who told Mary she would birth the son of our Father...I could go on all day with who I am, but for now, you can call me Gabriel.”

You hear a loud crack, then feel a sting on your belly. A whip. You yelp at the sudden feeling but it’s soon followed by another, then another. You barely have time to catch your breath before you choke out:

“I-i-is t-this my punis-shment for-r attac-cking M-michael??...”

The laughter that fills the room makes your insides knot.

“I would suggest not asking questions, that you really don’t want the answer to…”

You try to steady your breathing, but with your skin itching from the welts it was almost impossible. Gabriel speaks again, this time sounding like a judge reading off a sentence.

“...MC, for the attempted murder and assault of Archangel Michael, you are hereby sentenced to the Seven Terraces of Purgatory…”

Another crack of the whip. You hang your head down as Gabriel continues:

“...and after that, you are to be sent to the Labyrinth of Judas…”

You didn’t understand what these places were, but that didn’t stop you from trying to put the words with the context.

Judas, yes, I know who he is.

Purgatory, I’ve heard little about it.

And Labyrinth, another word for a type of maze.

Putting everything together made you realize just how fucked you actually were. All you could do was stay silent as the whip kept cracking down all over your body. Do you regret doing what you did?? Absolutely not. Anything for them. What could Gabriel do to you that hadn’t already been done, being tortured before being sent to the void?? An easy road to walk if it meant getting home to your Demons.

Sensing your newfound willingness to accept your punishment, Gabriel cracks the whip down on your face this time. You let out another yelp, and you hear the Archangel snarl. When you ready yourself for another hit, it doesn’t happen. You relax your muscles and take a shaky breath. Gabriel’s voice sounds farther away, now:

“I bet you think you’re special, MC. I bet you think you’re going to come out of all of this unscathed. But you’re wrong. You see MC, it’s my job to send you off, but no one said when. Did you honestly think that I wouldn’t avenge my brother?? Our Father might be merciful, but I am not.”

You decide to take this opportunity and clear some things up;

“Michael asked ME to make a pact with HIM, not the other way around. Had I known what it meant I would’ve declined the offer! I don’t regret what I did to him, and I don’t feel sorry for him, either. I hope he loses the wing that I ruined.

You feel that same sadistic energy from before come over you, and you look right at Gabriel.

“I relish in the thought of you going through all this trouble for me. You asked me if I thought I was special, and though it was obviously a rhetorical question, I’ll give you an answer anyway. I don’t think I’m special, I know I’m special. I fuck Demons, and get marriage proposals from Archangels. Do you honestly think that there won’t be repercussions for your actions here today?? Because let me tell ya, as soon as I get back to Lucifer and the others, mmmmh, it turns me on thinking of what they’ll do to you.”

Gabriel is right in your face now, breathing heavily, and truly enjoying every minute of this interaction.

“Ohhhh MC, something needs to be done about that mouth of yours. I could shut you up in more ways than one, but the easiest option would be to just simply plug it up.”

Something soft but dense enters your mouth. A ball gag, how original. You roll your eyes. He was going to have to do a hell of a lot worse than this. You hear him walk away again, but then comes right back, holding something that you thought looked like a wreath in his hand.

“MC, you would look absolutely stunning if you wore this…”

You feel him slam down the sharp object onto your head, and you let out a muffled scream. A crown of fucking thorns. The action caused you to grip onto the chains that were attached to your cuffs. The feeling of your warm blood dripping down your face and head makes you laugh around the gag.

“You’re enjoying this way too much, MC. I didn’t know we had a masochist amongst us.”

I you mumble through the gag.

“Hmm?? You have something you wish to say??” Gabriel pulls the gag out of your mouth, drool spilling out onto your chin, and you’re quick to correct the Archangel:

“Sadomasochist.” you say with a confirming smile, eyes blown out and hooded with satisfaction.

A guttural moan slips past his lips, and you can’t help but throw your head back and laugh at him, the crown of thorns staying in place. You look back down at him, eyes meeting his gaze.

“My my, Gabriel, I didn’t peg you as the type to get off torturing your own kind.”

The instant you said it, you knew you struck a nerve. His eyes were dark and the features of his face were cold.

“First off MC, do not put yourself in the same ranking as me. I’m an Archangel, you are a human turned Angel. A gift given to you by my Father. Remember that when you fall. And lastly, I do not ‘get off’ on torturing my own kind, I get off on torturing you.”

As he shoves the ball gag back into your mouth, he draws his other hand back and slaps you across the face so hard, that the light from your halo dimmed out for a second.

“Now MC, what shall we do with all this time we have on our hands??”

You shoot Gabriel your most dirtiest look, a look that says; ‘let’s play’.

#obey me!#obey me fanfic #obey me luficer #obey me shall we date #obey me belphegor #Obey me beelzebub #obey me asmodeus #obey me satan #obey me mammon #obey me leviathan #obey me barbatos #obey me diavolo #obey me simeon

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bellamysgriffin · 7 years

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dana watches lucifer (2x13)

let’s do this i’m prepared for death

I DON’T NEED THE PREVIOUSLY ON HONESTLY I HAVE BEEN THERE

pls don’t make me look at chloe bleeding again

HOW DID HE GET HER THE POISON

i’m already hyperventilating

“who dies first, dana or chloe” <-- my dad

OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD

this scene is so beautiful and sad and oh my god i can’t be actually like comprehensible rn

ELLA MY LOVE I LOVE HER SO MUCH

i love her so much i would die for her

“just make out already and get it over with” GOD ME

HIS SMILE BECAUSE HE’S SO HOPEFUL I- WOW

OH GOD CHLOE IS SO BLEAK I LVOE HER SO MUCH

amenadiel get OUT THEY’RE BUSY

oh he was invited

OH HE’S ON THE WALL WOW

OH GOD “RIP YOUR SPINE OUT AND BEAT YOU TO DEATH WITH IT” wow he loves her that much i’m not surprised

i also love amenadiel though

“don’t you dare compare our situations” this scene is so intense i love it so much

“well my heart bleeds for you” i love lucifer

“then you can’t help her” HE LOOKS DEVASTATED I’M SO SCARED

PLS STOP COUGHING CHLOE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THIS EPISODE IS TOO MUCH FOR ME I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY

honestly, me as a prisoner

i literally don’t even remember him is this the guy freaked out

I LOVE CHLOE “that doesn’t really work for me”

it IS that guy

SHIT THIS IS SO BADASS

“you didn’t hurt him, did you” “physically no as a i promised” “too bad”

OH GOD

SOMEONE KILL ME PLEASE

I HATE THIS SHOW

AND MYSELF

AND CHLOE

AND LUCIEFR

AND COMMERCIAL BREAKS

okay i want a fic of lucifer bringing chloe to the hospital i want that

dan can you and lucifer like - um - like - switch places

oh thank god he left

“you look heaven sent” THAT HAS LIKE 3000 LAYERS TO IT

maze hasn’t been here yet and i am impatient

“my wife’s” “ex-wife” “ex-wife” HAHAHA

“if she’s anything like my ex i say let her die” THANK YOU FOR PUNCHING HIM IN THE FACE PLEASE

“so this isn’t some elaborate game of bloody possum” “of course not” “well in that case” I LOVE THIS SHOW

HOLY SHIT LUCIFER JUST GOES OFF

aw that is a sweet motive and i would like him if he wasn’t a dick

“really that’s it” i love you luci

this guy is a dope

charlotte go away i am so mad at you

he’s about to cry and so am i

OH GOD SO THIS IS WHY THIS HAPPENS

“ALL I NEED TO DO IS DIE” NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

maze is on screen :’)

LINDAAAAAAA

“what do you think” i mean.... she is the most important thinker

“celestial planning session” hahaha

linda is so short i love it

“quite frankly i prefer to uber there”

amenadiel pls pick lucifer

YES AMENADIEL BB I LOVE YOU

“this is the craziest plan i’ve ever heard i’m in”

“he’s the devil nothing’s really been sensible since i found that out”

I LOVE THIS SCENE

“now that the party pooper’s gone let’s get started shall we”

“okay who wants to kill me” MAZE AND AMENADIEL SLOWLY RAISE THEIR HANDS I LOVE IT

“the real reason amenadiel stayed” <-- my dad

OH MY GOD I’M CRYING THIS IS BEAUTIFUL

“i can’t do this” “neither can i these scrubs are so boxy even i can’t pull them off” um yeah you can maze

“you trust me with this” “why not” aw brother bonding

“LUCI” I LOVE THAT NICKNAME

i love you ella i love you

“you have illegal contacts?” “you don’t?”

“not what i thought i would be doing today”

“WHY AM I DOING THIS AGAIN” i love linda so much

painkillers - a flask i love it

OH GOD I’M GONNA SCREAM

LITERALLY KILLS HIMSELF THAT’S SO LUCIFER

HE’S REALLY DEAD OH WOW

I’M SCARED

trixie my love

“like a guardian angel”

honestly amenadiel + kids is so cute i want more

TRIXIE I’M GONNA CRY

THE TWITCH IN AMENADIEL’S JAW

“there might be bad ppl in the world, but you know what? there’s a lot more good in it”

“like you?” “i’m trying to be good” “i think ur good” this made me tear up i- what is this show it’s so important to me

LUCIFER HURRY OH MY GOD

THIS is his torture? wow

“it’s like i’m in hell” “there’s no like about it”

“someone who i care about very much” - someone you love, maybe? maybe?????

i love seeing devil lucifer

OK BRING HIM BACK NOW PLS I’M READY FOR THIS TO END MY HEART IS BEATING

WHAT’S HAPPENING

WHAT IS THAT ROOM

“don’t go in there” <-- my dad WHY NOT

“you know why, is he guilty about anything” OH OH OH OHO OH MY DAD KNOWS THIS STUFF OH GOD

OH GOD

I CAN’T DO ANYTHING

THIS IS TOO MUCH

OH GOD

THIS IS TOO MUCH

I WNATED HIM TO LOVE HIMSELF BUT NOT LIKE THIS

I’M SCREAMING LITERALLY

OH GOD PLEASE STOP

“cat burglars? what are you an old-timey desperado” wow ella is great

ARE WE GONNA FIND OUT WHAT HE WHISPERED

“luci luci luci”

oh GOD OH GOD OH GOD WHAT AM I GONNA DO I CAN’T WATCH THIS

CHLOEOEEEEE

linda u would get into heaven

“there are things you don’t know about me”

YES PLEASE SEND CHARLOTTE

DAMN MAZE YOU JUST KILLED HER

“maze” “oops”

amenadiel is standin his ground

“ella?” i love THIS

“meet ricardo my idiot brother”

YES

“i hate you” he says smiling

lucifer i am so sorry baby

i am literally shaking

TO SAVE THE DETECTIVE AND I NEED TO SAVE HER NOW

HE’S NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO GET HER TO GO

LUCIFER YOU JUST NEED TO GO OK

OH GOD THE MUSIC AND EVERYTHING

AMENADIEL DO NOT MOVE

LUCIFER WAKE UP

MAZE DON’T CRY

I JUST THOUGHT OF TOM ELLIS’ INSTAGRAM VIDEO

YES HE’S AWAKE PLEASE TELL ME IT WILL WORK OUT OK PLEASE PROMISE ME IT WILL

MAZE’S FACE

OH THEY SAVED CHARLOTTE TOO YES

OH GOD THIS IS GREAT

PLEASE BE ABLE TO FIX THIS

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE WHERE IS DAN AND ELLA

OH MY GOD YES OH MY GOD THANK YOU

THAT MAKES ONE OF US HAHA

I’M HAPPY

I CAN’T TURN CAPS LOCK OFF SORRY

“should we just pick up where we left off” YES

YES YOU SHOULD

“we’ll talk later, yeah?” YEAH

WHY DOES HIS FACE LOOK LIKE THAT

WHAT IS HAPPENING

OH LUCIFER ARE YOU STILL HUNG UP ON THAT STOP

SHE’S REAL OK

“AT LEAST HE DOESN’T PRETEND TO LOVE ME” OH GOD

WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY DONE

WHAT DOES THAT MEAN

I’M GONNA CRY

VOICEMAIL 337 THAT’S SO CUTE

I’M SCARED RIGHT NOW I GENUINELY AM

WHAT’S SHE GONNA FIND

IS HE GONNA BE DEAD OR SOMETHING

IS HE GONNA BE THE DEVIL

HE’S GONE OH GOD NO

SHE’S SAYING HIS NAME WITH TEARS IN HER EYES

MAY????

“I DID THIS” YEAH YOU DID CHARLOTTE

OH GOD I’M NOT EVEN ALIVE RIP ME

#lucifer #deckerstar #chloe decker #lucifer morningstar #mazikeen smith #linda martin #dana watches lucifer #amenadiel #charlotte richards #dan espinoza #ella lopez #dana watches stuff

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Golden Foreigner

CHAPTER 1: The Beginning

“AGAIN!”, someone screamed. You stared into the foggy mirror you couldn’t feel any body part. Aching pain shot through out your nerves as you tried to start the routine again.

“Did I not make myself clear the first time? I said AGAIN.”, your dance instructor stared deep into your eyes and made a threat.

“Do you really think you’re ready to be a kpop star? I’LL CANCEL YOUR FLIGHT TO KOREA RIGHT NOW IF YOU DON’T START AGAIN.”

He was hard on you but it was for the best. You couldn’t practice with your members since you were so far away. Your mom wanted you to say and finish the semester before leaving and you would record and learn the choreo by yourself until then. It was torture, you wanted to become close with your members. How were you suppose to do that when you're stuck across the world. They were so much older than you. Levi 23, Judy 21, and you only 15. You would talk to them everyday through texting or facetime but it didn’t feel the same. You would leave tomorrow but it felt like forever and the pain you were going through wasn’t helping.

“Alright I think that’s enough.” You sat down on the couch and drank some ice cold water.

“Hey you did good today, don’t get so mad because I yelled at you it's only for the best. At least you’ll get plenty of rest on the plane am I right?” You laughed and your instructor punched you in the back.

“There’s that smile. Are you excited for tomorrow?” He stood up. “SEOUL KOREA! Doesn’t that have a nice ring to it? Hey but don’t miss me too much ok?” You smiled back at him.

“What makes you think i’ll miss you?”

“Come on don’t be that shady to me.” He sighed. “I know it's gonna be hard for you at first being so young being so far away from California, your family, but you’ll do fine. Have fun for me ok? I swear if I text you and you leave me on read i’ll fly to Korea myself.” He stood up handed you your bag and gave you a hug.

“I’ll see you soon kid.” He messed with your head and you walked out the door into your mom’s car.

“How was practise?” You stared out the window and watched the street lights go by.

“Good.”

“Did you say by to all your friends yesterday?”

“Ya Sam cried.” Your mom laughed.

“Ahh I always knew that girl was a cryer.” You looked back at your mom.

“That’s gonna be you tomorrow you know.” You smiled at her and when you looked into her eyes then were flooded with tears.

“I don’t want my baby to go but it's for the best.”

“Awe mom don’t cry now.” She laughed under her tears.

“No it’s fine that means I won’t totally embarrass myself tomorrow when you leave.” You both laughed and cried the rest of the way home.

You stared blankly at the ceiling as you laid in bed. You thought about all the things that could happen. Your dream would finally came true and it didn’t seem like reality. You soon faded away from the real world and went into the land of dreams.

You got out of the van with your family behind you. All these flashes and people were before you. Everyone already knew who you were because Big Hit had released all the member and mv teasers and you were to debut in a week.

“Y/N!” One person shouted you turned around.

“Y/N! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!” You looked into the other direction, you soon got dizzy. Once inside you were in front of the escalator that lend up to the LAX airport luggage check. People continued to take pictures as your parents tightly hugged you. You tried not to cry but suddenly dug your head into your father’s chest and let the tears flow.

“We’ll miss you! Don’t forget to call us when you get there ok?” You nodded your head and looked at your parent’s faces one more time. It would be awhile until you saw them again.

(In Korean)

“Y/N are you ready to go?” You turned around to look at your manger. Both of you rode up the escalator and you couldn’t looked back at your parents or else you would start to cry again. Off to Korea we go to start a new beginning.

Everything was so bright and everyone was getting up while your manager woke you up.

(In Korean)

“Wow look at you, you almost slept the whole plane ride.”

“Lets just say I worked extra hard yesterday.” Your manager laughed and got up to get your bag. Both of you walked outside to where you would get picked up and you were surprised by what you saw in front of you. Both of your members were standing there waving at you with a sign that said “Welcome to Korea Golden Foreigner!!!”. All the fansites started taking pictures of the sign. This was a name people gave you as you were good at almost everything and “Golden Maknae” was already taking by Jungkook. Everyone and their grandmother knew you by that name even your teaser said “Y/N_Golden Foreigner_”. Your members ran up to you and hugged you tightly as you met in person for the first time.

(In English)

“Ah you’re even prettier in person!!!”

“I know right! She looks so small on screen but in person you're amazing!!!” They’re accent were so strong in person. Levi was from Australia and Judy was straight from Great Britain. You were all foreigners and were a big deal not only for that but also since BTS was so popular having Big Hit debut a new girlgroup was exciting.

“Oh but we need to tell you something.” Levi said Judy looked at you with a worried face.

“I hope you brought some clothes to dance in because CEO Bang Si-Hyuk wants us to take you to the SM building where you’ll have a monthly evaluation.” What? You couldn’t even have five minutes to relax before being under stress. What were you gonna perform with? What song would you sing? Questions spinned through your head as you felt like you were going to have a mental break down.

“Ah why at the SM building? That place just screams suffering idols once you walk in.” Judy said as a way to calm you down.

“Well not to scare Y/N or anything but YG and the SM CEO will be there too.” Your eyes shot at both at them. Were they being serious? Why did they have to be there? There was no need for other CEOs to be there.

“I don’t know who else is gonna be there but we better get going. Namjoon just texted me they’re expecting you soon and their ready.”

“OH MY- WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WHAT AM I GOING TO-” Judy slapped some sense into you.

“Hey! You’ll do fine. Just do what you normally do and bring your best songs that you can do. I know you can dance to “We are BulletProof Pt.2” like a beast and I know you sing Ariana Grande songs like and angel so you have nothing to worry about ok? We’ll be right there with you.” All of you rushed into the car as you went through your suitcase and found some shorts and a crop top hoodie. You got out of the car and stood before the SM building. It was the biggest building you have ever seen. The members pushed you into the building towards the nearest bathroom. You walked out and the members nodded in approval. They guided you to the room everyone was in. So many stairs and hallways it looked like a maze in here. Levi opened the door and you all bowed once you stood back up you saw the audience. BTS, Red Velvet, EXO, some Super Junior members and oddly enough the SM Rookies, boys and girls. Gosh there are so many. Technically it was NCT U and soon NCT 127 but same thing. They all stared at you as you member had to somehow forcefully pushed you to move forward.

(In Korean)

“Yes! Theres my golden foreigner!!!” Bang Sik-Hyuk said with a wide smile on his face. You bowed and he just laughed.

“No need to bow just show your amazing talent as you always do!” He smiled again. Levi grabbed your face so your foreheads were touching. She whispered to you.

(In English)

“Just do what you always do ok? Don’t focus so much on all the people just have fun and you’ll do fine.” They walked away and Judy turned around to look at you.

“Fighting!”

You felt as if your heart was going to burst right out of your chest. Nerves crept all over you as if you couldn’t move.

(In Korean)

“Let’s do dance first.” Your CEO was serious now and it was scary, you didn’t even want to look at the others on the panel. You nodded your head and took one deep breath then got into position. The music started playing and your body moved with the bass. You didn’t even have to think about what you were doing it was a natural instinct by now. Dancing was your passion. You kept making the best facial expressions at everyone like how BTS did in there music video. It was almost towards the dance break, you were tired but not tired enough. You could heard you instructors voice in the back of your head.

(In English)

“LAST PART GIVE IT ALL YOU GOT!” And that’s what you did. YOu dance like you never did before showing your impressive moves proving your name and why you were an idol. You did the last pose, the music stopped and everyone clapped sand screamed so loudly. Then they started laughing you looked into the mirror at your confused and surprised face from all the cheering. You look over at your CEO and wrote down on a piece of paper smiling and nodding in approval. As you looked over to the other members you saw the SM Rookies. Their faces were priceless and were covered in shock and amazement, but they haven’t heard your signing yet. You planned on singing “The Way” by Ariana Grande.

(In Korean)

“You plan on doing whistle notes for me today? I look forward to it.” Bang Sik-Hyuk nodded in approval again then the music started. You sang normally and soulfully as you always do. People were always impressed by your abilities because you were so young. In a flash it was already the end of the song and you were ready to hit your whistle notes. Breath and go for it. You hit those notes like you did them in your sleep.The song beat soon faded off and you stopped singing. You stepped forward again looking at the whole panel waiting for the harsh comments. Big Hit went first.

“Y/N you were beyond my expectation yet again, this time I have no criticism to give you. You’re ready to debut next week. I think everyone up here agrees right?” Everyone nodded even the audience watching you. You smiled to the floor full of happiness. “Alright good I’m hungry. Let's go eat!” Everyone stormed toward you. The members came up and hugged you so tightly telling you, you did a great job.

(In Korean)

“Hey looks like I finally got someone younger than me!” Jungkook looked down at you and he pushed your shoulder you pushed him back smiling. Soon everyone walked away after saying their compliments and it was just you and your members. Levi poked you on the shoulder and pointed behind you.

(In English)

“What?” You turned around standing in front of you was NCT’s Mark.

“Hey you did great today.” A smiled formed on his face. You looked at him carefully, you never heard him speak english before. He was so handsome and taller than you imagined. Judy interrupted your dreamland.

“Hey! Say thank you, you’re so rude.” You snapped back into reality and looked back at him again.

“Thanks” He laughed a bit then spoke again.

“You looked so cool! You need to teach me how to dance like that sometime.”

“Oh ok, ya sure.” you stuttered a bit and probably looked dumb and confused because he couldn’t stop laughing.

“Ok. Promise?”

“Um promise” He nodded his head, bowed to Levi and Judy then walked away back to his members. How were you going to see him again?

#Admin Jasmine #NCT #NCT Mark #nct u #nct 127 #nct dream #kpop

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