#honestly I'm just chilling n sad tonight
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Dream Where
I went to her house (which was full of cousins and aunts n shit for some raisin) and she had a buzz cut for some reason(??) and we were just sitting on her couch watching a old ass TV talking about life. And having a really deep intimate revealing conversation. And somehow I ended up comforting her in her lap and teling her things will be alright. And we kissed and we meshed well. And then somehow she was in my lap and I lifting her up while fingering her. And we kinda got caught up kinda pulled it off... Then failed 😅. Then it kinda transitioned into a different weird dream but...
It's funny how I said I'd be less pressed but I have a dream then hangout and hope I see her then talk and make references knowing/wondering if she'd know them. Fuck.
I like her, like the music she sends me, the way she just turns her nerd on, the way we just talked through movies cause we just love talking to another-- bro lemme stop being gay.
... I like her. And I feel like a fool wishing I could be around her more. Cause I feel like such a stupid fucking puppy... Or Patrick lmao.
Cause I got other shit. And love the other shit. And want time alone. But I also want way more time with her. Or just a little. And I already hinted at wanting more of that time. Maybe I should be more explicit? But I also don't want to see desperate and scare the hoes like I normally do. Maybe she doesn't want that time.
Idk I just thought shit would be easier after we said we liked each other!?!? Maybe she thought it was platonic. Maybe she meant it platonically. It literally wouldn't be the first time 😣😩.
See why I reblogged that other shit?? Crushes turn you into a fucking fool. And I don't want clown makeup again? Having these feelings as an adult are also embarrassing. I just want to be nonchalant or to just gaslight myself into acting like shit isn't a big deal.
Thank god nobody's reading my wild ass frenetic thoughts. They don't make sense to ME let alone others.
I just know I like her, and want more time together but don't want to be pressed and scare her away and def don't want to have misread this. Imagine that bullshit happening again.
#i'm tired boss#just be the initiator so I don't lose my mind plox?#plox???#I'm gonna do an embargo on posts like these so I just... don't#i understand this is for journaling purposes and it's best to express all the noisy thoughts in your mind#but just let the thoughts flow huh?#some of it is real some of it are just ~emotions~#oh#i realize I never posted this#this was written yesterday night#idk if it's even relevant anymore#most of my impulsive emotional blogs aren't#honestly I'm just chilling n sad tonight#i mean I still REALLY miss her#even though I saw her today lol#but I don't want my sad pushing on her or anyone really#i want a hug n cuddles#i want to talk about a tiktok today but I took an edible to maybe be happier and also watch adventure time so I'm gonna do that
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Miami || Taeyong x Afab!Reader
Warnings ‼️ 18+ Mentions of Alcohol, Age gap! (Taeyong is 30 reader is 22), Divorced!Taeyong, Unprotected sex (dont be like this), Public Sex (They're on the beach), Missionary, Oral (reader receiving), cum eating, use of pretty girl & baby, Reader is black like always 🫵🏾 I in fact use the N word at least twice in here so like I said reader is black! Honestly it's actually very intimate, I was gone make this like a one night stand type thing but I can't write that I need my shit to have meaning 🌚 this also is very long....
Song: Poundtown by Sexxy Red (I find that song so funny bcs what are you even talking abt 😭) the song is loosely referenced only once
“I’m out here in Miami, lookin for the hoochie daddy’s”
"Girl it's spring break lighten up" your best friend Aaliyah say pushing you lightly. "You're 22 with no kids and you're single but you stressing like a single mother of 5" she says making you roll your eyes. Preferably you would be in your hotel room taking a nap, but Aaliyah was persistent on taking you out to the beach. There was a party of some sort going on and where there were party's in Miami there was alcohol and dudes ready to blow a couple bands on pretty females. And that's exactly what Aaliyah was looking for. For the two of you to be best friends you were in fact polar opposites.
"Too many bitches where the niggas at" she says making you laugh. This wasn't really your scene and you definitely didn't plan on going home with any dudes tonight. "Well you can go looking for them, I wanna sit and enjoy the water" you say. She looks at you eyes kind of sad. "Y/n, I promise if you want to go back to the room we can. I don't want you to be here and you're not happy" she says. You smile at her. "Aaliyah I'm fine, I don't wanna kill your fun I'm fine chilling out here while you do your thing" you say making her nod. "Okay but if at any point you wanna leave text me and I'll come find you" she says.
Normally the two of you would never split up like this, but you both wanted to do different things and you both were okay with that. You've spent the last 2 days doing things together this was you guys time apart.
You walk further towards the shore sitting down. You watch as the small waves crash into the shore which was much more peaceful unlike the loud drunken partying going on further up on the beach. Your white toes buried in the sand, gold anklet barely visible. The smell of salt water and alcohol clouding your sense of smell. The cool air making you wish you'd worn more than just a Bikini and Sundress. Your braids pulled back into a low ponytail as to keep them out of your face.
"Is this seat taken" you hear from behind you startling you. You look back to see a man, someone you definitely did not know. "It's not" you say turning your head back towards the ocean. "Guess your not the party type" he says. His voice was very attractive. "Nope, I'm here with my friend, you?" You say looking at him again.
"Same" he says looking at the water. "Just got divorced and the first thing my friends do is drag me to Miami." He states making your jaw drop. "You're divorced! You don't look a day over 20" you nearly yell making him laugh. "Thanks" he says still smiling. His dimples showing, who would be dumb enough to divorce this man. "If you don't mind me asking, why'd you get divorced?" You ask.
"She cheated on me" he says making you frown. He said it so casually as if he was used to it. "How long were y'all married?" You ask now just blatantly being nosy. "You sure do ask a lot or questions" he says shaking his head. You frown at him making him laugh. "Dont worry, it's very cute" he says. You feel your skin heating up, thank god it was getting dark out here. Everytime he smiled at you you felt yourself get weaker in the knees. You said you weren't planning on going home with anyone tonight but he might be an exception.
You mustve zoned out because a few seconds later he was waving his hand in front of your face. "I'm sorry" you say making him laugh. "You're a very pretty girl" he says, this time it was your turn to laugh. "Hey why're you laughing I'm serious" he says frowning. "Because, you're making me nervous" you rest your head on your knees which are now pulled up to your chest. "I can't possibly make you that nervous" he says making you smile. "I don't think a guy has ever made me this nervous," you admit making him curious.
"Well then I guess I'm doing something right" he says. The two of you sit and talk a little while more. You talked about a variety of things even talking about simple stuff like your favorite colors and food. He made you laugh harder than any guys had before. Soon you get a phone call from Aaliyah. You excuse yourself and take the call. "Ooo girl who you sitting with" she asks making you look behind you. There she was standing at the top of the beach with a drink in hand. "This guy I just met,” you tell to your best friend. “You must like him, I seen you smiling awfully hard” she says making you laugh. “I don’t know, kinda,” you admit. "Well are you going back with him?" She asks. "Probably not," you say making her scoff.
"And why not!?" She slurs clearly drunk. "Because you're drunk and who's gonna take you back up to the room?" You state. You watch her shuffle around a bit. "I'll go back up to the room right now and let you have your fun, stop worrying about me" she says. You sigh, she was even more stubborn when drunk and you knew she wasn't going to let you walk her back up to your room. "Fine Liyah, but I’m staying on the phone with you until you get inside the room" you say. "Fine" you could tell she was rolling her eyes.
Just like you said you stayed on the phone with her until she made it in the room and whole time you were on the phone Taeyong sat on the beach patiently waiting for you to finish. When you finally hung up you sat down next to Taeyong again. "I'm sorry that took so long" you say. "Oh no it's fine I understand" he says. This man was a literal angel and you met him what an hour and half ago?
The beach was beginning to clear out now. The only people left was hotel staff cleaning up what was left of the party. "You know, you don't have to stay on the beach with me" you say. "I know, but I want to" he smiles. "Why are you so perfect?" You say barely above a whisper. You weren't expecting him to hear you but he did. He looks at you, lips slightly parted. "When I came to Miami I had no intent of falling in love, but you've definitely changed that" he says making your eyes widen at his confession. He looks back at the water ignoring the fact you were litterally staring into his soul.
He just so casually said he was falling in love with you. You started to get caught up in your thoughts. Did he mean it? Taeyong was a charmer, he had you under his spell with just a few words and a smile. This can't be love. You were to young to be in love or that's what you thought atleast. Though this man was years older than you, you knew that there we're clearly feelings for him on your end. You were 22 and he just turned 30. It sounded so wrong, but felt so right making you want it more.
You look around, it was now completely dark; the only light was coming from the buildings around the beach. The hotel staff now gone. The silence between you and Taeyong had been going on for at least 2 minutes now. When you called his name to get his attention he jumped a bit. Right as he looked at you, you pressed your lips into his. The way his lips felt against your was intoxicating.
His hands gently find placement on your waist as he deepens the kiss. His tongue slides into your mouth as you let him take control. Your arms wrap around his neck pulling him in closer. He pulled away looking into your eyes. His eyes dark with lust. "I'm not fucking you on the sand" he says, the tone of his voice completely different from earlier sending chills down your spine and heat right to your core. He holds out his hand helping you up off the sand. He spots an empty Cabana and pulls you inside.
"Are you okay with us continuing?" He asks as you straddle his lap. You nod but he wasn't satisfied. "I need you to use your words baby" he whispered against your lips. "Yes, I want to continue" you say. His hands go to take off your sundress. He starts kissing down your neck stopping at your bikini top. He looks into your eyes as he slowly pulls at the strings holding your top together.
"Please stop teasing me" you whine grinding your hips into his. You could feel him getting hard under you. "I want to take my time, but I guess I could save that for another day." He says making your head spin at the thought of y'all doing all of this again on another day. He pulls off your top playing with your breasts before going to your bottoms.
He flips you over so now your back is against the beach chair. He takes off your bottoms running his fingers through your lips. "T's so pretty" he mumbles rubbing your clit. The way he looked at you made you shy. You tried to close your legs but his hands stopped you. "Sorry pretty girl, can't let you do that" he says. He continues to rub your clit as he dives into your pussy. He clearly knew what he was doing. The way his tongue skillfully sucked on your clit as his fingers slid in and out of you left your eyes rolling to the back of your head.
One of your hands goes to grip his hair unintentionally pushing him further into you. Your other hand goes to cover your mouth to keep from being too loud. "Baby you're soaking" he says making you moan louder than intended. "You must want people to hear how pretty you sound for me baby?" He asks, speeding up his fingers. He looks up at you eyes full of love. The way your brown skin was glowing under the moon light and the way you tried your best to stay quiet and be a good girl for him drove him crazy. "Mm coming" you whimper he uses his free hand to hold down your hips as he works you through your orgasm.
You moan his name as you cum all over his fingers drawing him in even more. He didn't think he could have such strong feelings for a girl so soon. He'd been married for 3 years, he didn't even think he was this in love with his wife. The energy you radiated just brought a sense of calmness to him. You were nothing like his ex wife, you were young and full of life. You showed interest in him, you were a sweetheart. The way you looked at him whenever he spoke made his heart flutter.
He pulls his fingers out licking them clean. "Are you ready pretty?" He asks. "Yes please fuck me" you whine making him chuckle. The way you begged for him turned him on. He pulled off his shirt and dropped his shorts in a heartbeat. He slides inside of you kissing your lips. He was a lot bigger than you had expected, the stretch was something you definitely weren't used to. His lips kiss all over your neck and collarbone as you get adjusted to him. Your fingers tangled in his hair, his hands holding onto your hips. "M' ready" you whimper.
His pace starts off slow but soon speads up. Your legs wrap around his waist and your nails scratch along his back. The way he fucked you was like nothing you'd ever had before. The way his hips rolled into yours consistently rubbing your walls the way you liked had your eyes rolling and your mouth open. You could do nothing but whine and whimper everytime his hips collided with yours. "So tight" he groans burrying his head in your neck. He was trying his best to not come so soon especially not inside you but the way you gripped his dick had his head in the clouds. Before everything else though, he wanted to make you cum first. He started to rub your clit making your brain go blank.
Being quiet was long forgotten as you were screaming his name as you came leaving a white ring around his cock. He fucked you through your orgasm before pulling out nutting on your tummy. "Fuck" was all he said before collapsing next to you. Your brain was foggy. So much just happened and you haven't even processed it all. "That was the best sex I've had in my life" you giggle looking at Taeyong. His eyes were closed though he clearly wasn't asleep.
"Tae" you mumble poking his side. "Hmh" he responds. "Are you okay" you asks concern lacing your voice. You were scared that he was regretting everythihg. Regretting saying he was falling in love, regretting fucking you. You didn't know what was going on in his head. "Moment of honesty" he says. You nod letting him know you were listening. He looks in your eyes, "ive genuinely never felt this way about anyone before" he says making you smile.
"Me neither, but I trust you. I met you what 4 hours ago" you say looking at the time on your phone. "I met you 4 hours ago and you've given me more in those 4 hours than a man has done in a relationship." You say making him frown. "You deserve the world" he says. "And so do you, if I was your wife I would've never did you like that" you say. He presses a kiss to your now swollen lips, "I meant what I said earlier. I want to see you again and take my time with you. Not just that, I want to get to know you seriously" he says. "I'd like that" you say kissing him one last time.
Once the two of you get up, you use your sundrese to clean the cum off of your stomach. Taeyong gives you his shirt to wear. You don't put your swimsuit back on opting to just carry it. Taeyong slides his shorts and boxers back on before picking you up bridal style and carrying you back to his room which conveniently was on the same floor as yours. He spent the rest of the night taking care of you, treating you like the princess you are.
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"Just let me take you dancing"
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Heizou x fem!reader (modern au)
Tw: a little spicy, just a little
A/n: I wanna thank you all beautiful people for liking, commenting, rebloging and following my blog. I especially want to thank you for the 372 followers. I still can't believe it. Love you all <3
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The week was long and tiring but finally, it was over. And you weren't planning on staying home that night so instead, you decided to go out and get drunk with your boyfriend, Heizou, but sadly things didn't go exactly as you planned.
"Sorry babe but I still have some work to do." He said after you called him and asked him to go out with you to drink. "Oh, ok... I'll call my friends then and ask them if they are free." The sadness was visible to your voice but you tried to hide it as best as you could from him. You didn't want him to feel guilty for canceling on you. But Heizou was still able to hear it. "Come on baby, don't let it ruin your mood, we can go out another time and have a lot of fun." You were quick to catch the hidden hint in his words and your cheeks turn red with embarrassment.
"Heizou" You scolded him as a goofy smile spread across your lips. "What? I know that your cheeks have that lovely red color that I love." His tone started becoming even more flirtatious so you had to stop him from saying anything more, you were too embarrassed to continue talking to him. "Sorry baby but I have to hang up. I need to get ready." You said. "Okay baby, but please do me a favor. Try and not be too sexy tonight because I won't be there to enjoy the view and also fight off the creeps that will hit on my girl." He said. "Don't worry Heizou, I'm yours, so if anyone tries anything with me, I have my way to make them stop." You reasured him. "Mine baby, only mine." A grin plastered on his face as your image popped to his mind. "Bye-bye baby." "Bye pretty girl, love you." He said, making your heart start to beat like crazy. "I love you too Heizou." You said, hanging up the phone and leaving it to your bed. "Gosh, I love him so much." You said to yourself as you started getting ready.
"Y/N that guy over there haven't taken his eyes off of you for a while now." One of your friends commented, getting your attention. "Who?" You asked, scanning the room, trying to find the guy that was starring at you. A big, bright smile appeared on your lips as soon as your eyes landed on his figure. "Heizou!" You called out to him as subconsciously you got up from your seat and walked up to him, pulling you closer to you as you placed a passionate kiss on his lips. He of course reacted to your gesture, wrapping his arms around your waist and pinning you against his body.
"Did you miss me baby?" He asked in between the kiss. "Yes, a lot. But how did you know I was here?" You replied honestly as you pulled back, lips swollen from the kiss. "I have my ways but now tell me, wanna show me how much you missed me?" He asked, a grin made it's way across his lips as you looked at him, an expression of comfussion was written all over yoyr face. "Follow me." He said as he took your hand and dragged you on the dance floor.
You didn't have to ask him anything more. The answer to your question came the moment Heizou's hands find their way to your waist. "Now show me how how much you missed me." He whispered in your ear as the next song started playing. It was "Take you dancing" by Jason Derulo. His favorite song and he had a specific reason for that and that reason was you or rather, your body. He just couldn't get enough of the way your body moved to teh rhythm of the music. It drove him crazy every time he saw you dancing.
And that's exactly what happened at that moment. Your body started moving to the rhythm of the music as Heizou's hands travelled wildly along your body, outlinding every inch of it. "You're so pretty y/n. So sexy." He commented close to your ear, sending chills down your spine. Your cheeks grew dark red as you tried to think of something to say or do but came up with nothing. Your mimd went completely blank.
Seeing your expression, Heizou chuckled as he ran his fingers across yourv cheek, putting some straids of hair behind your ear. "It's okay y/n. You don't have to be so shy." He said pulling closer once again and kissing your lips, a kiss that made you dizzy after he pulled away. "Now let's go somewhere else, more quiet so I can show you how much I missed you." His arm wrapped aroung your waist, guiding you somewhere else, more privately so he could show you how much he loved you. His baby. His girl. His everything.
#heizou x reader#genshin x reader#genshin scenarios#genshin heizou#heizou x you#heizou x y/n#genshin impact#genshin fanfic#heizou scenarios
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Can I please be left alone?
FFXV boys x gn reader
"My god, fucking finally" You say as you lean the front seat back with your legs crossed on the dashboard and close your eyes. It's been a while since you got the regalia to yourself without the boys being the most annoying thing to exist, expect for daemons. The car was parked perfectly under the shade with a nice breeze flowing through, honestly you could sit right here forever.
But, someone had to ruin it. You grimaced when you heard footsteps coming toward you. You pretended to sleep, relaxing your muscles, and slowing your breathing. The footsteps stop and you can feel the person's presence loom over you. "Y/N, why are you in my seat?".
Oh no, oh god no. You open your eyes slightly to see the blonde haired blue eyed gunslinger of the male quad staring down at you looking quiet sad.
"Did I do something wrong? You only sit up here when I make you mad" he softly asked.
You feel bad but then you remember, you all aren't going anywhere and that he hasn't been as obnoxious as Noctis. "No blondie, you haven't done anything wrong, I just wanted to sit up front alone for a bit" you start.
"I promise, when we set out on the road again, you'll get your seat back" comforting him, you mess with his hair. He crouches down to the sideview mirror fixing his hair, afterwards he smiles at you.
"Thank god, I really like it up here" he sighs in relief and stands back up.
"I know Prom, now if you will please? Let me rest, it's been a long week" you calmly ask with a small smile on your face.
"Oh yeah of course! See you Y/N! Love you" he yells while jogging away.
"Love you too!" You shout after. Finally, you close your eyes again. Maybe you can take a nap now.
But the clunking of someone else's shoes tells you that you probably can't.
You hear the back door open, shuffling, and small grunts. You decide to ignore and keep basking in the shade. Then a gruff voice catches your attention. "Where the hell did it go?" The voice says, sounding very annoyed. This continues for a couple more minutes before you get fed up.
"Who is there and what the hell are you looking for?" You asked angrily.
"Gladio and I can't find my book" he says and slams the door shut making you jump.
"I swear to the oracle if you don't stop being a whiny little baby I won't tell you where it could be" you snap at him.
"I'm not-! Fine where is it?"
"I would check inside the nightstand by Noctis' bed I keep catching him reading it"
"That son of a bitch! I told him not to touch it" Gladio curses.
"Please don't tell him I told you, he might warp me to the ocean" You ask getting chills.
"Yeah yeah sure whatever" he waves your request off stomping away.
"Love you too Mr.Mullet!" You yell after him. "Please Oracle Lunafreya, let me rest for 5 minutes in this comfortable seat not bothered by anyone else" you clasp your hands, pray and look at the clock, 2:38, okay you can do this.
It seems like the universe has a timer in it's hands. Someone knocks on the door of the car. You look at the clock again, 2:43, god damnit. You look go see who was knocking and disrupting you. "Hey Ignis, how can I help you on this dandy afternoon?" I ask with glaring eyes and a tight smile.
"Y/N I wanted to ask if you had any preferences on dinner tonight?" Ignis asks while readjusting his glasses.
"Wow, a good reason to bother me" you say in surprise.
"I'm not going to ask, anyways, any ideas?"
"Um, the thing we had at the last diner slapped so fucking hard" You drool at the thought of it. Looking back at Ignis who is kinda confused. "I'm assuming you wrote something down about it so if you will please, make it."
"I suppose I can do that" he responds pulling out his notebook. "We have enough gil for ingredients, I will be back soon"
"Thank you, you're amazing Iggy! Love you!" You call out to him.
"No need Y/N, I do what I can" He gives you a small wave.
"Okay that seems like everyone, let me put on some mus-"
"Y/N!" Another male voice screams.
You flinch, "Fuck, what is it now?" You turn over to see a roughed up furious Noctis running over to the car.
"You told Gladio that I had his book?" He just warped out his sword and is warping toward you.
"Shit shit shit shit!!" You yell and quickly scramble out of the car. Hopefully he will go into stasis before he can get to you.
Noctis after he finally grabs you:
#ffxv fanfic#fanfic#ffxv x reader#reader insert#prompto argentum#ffxv prompto#gladiolus amicitia#ff15 gladio#noctis caelum#final fantasy noctis#ignis ffxv#ignis#dear god this took awhile#none of my friends online or irl know this blog exist
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𝐀𝐫𝐚𝐧 𝐎𝐣𝐢𝐫𝐨
𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭➜ 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭
"Oh, He still don't make you feel beautiful
I know, but I do , just know I gotchu."
The song went on in the background. You were riding around with Aran chilling until your boyfriend, Atsumu, got done with practice.
You always knew Aran had something for you, and you? You started developing feelings for him recently. He's always there for you, he always was. Your boyfriend hasn't been acting like your boyfriend for a while, he'd always ignore you or contact you hours after you've reached out to him.
You understood he was busy but still, if he couldn't treat you correctly it made no sense him being with you. It wouldn't really hurt you but he should just let go.
"He said he's not coming by me tonight because he's going to be practicing longer so I shouldn't expect him." You said, reading the text message that was sent to your phone.
"Cool, do you wanna hang out for the rest of the time being?" Aran asked.
"Sure."
"He still don't even give you enough,
It's true, in my room, I ain't gon' stop you."
He sung the lyrics.
Curiosity peeked your interest because you wanted to know if he was trying to sneakily apply the song to your situation, and if he was trying to drop hints.
"Y/n." Aran called out.
"Yes?" You questioned.
"I honestly don't know why you're still with him. He doesn't treat you the same. He's changed." Aran voiced out.
"I know, I've noticed his change already." You said stating the obvious. "I still have some love for him though." You continued on.
"Time for you to let him go." He said grabbing your chin leaning in.
"Hol' up." You said, it's not like you didn't like Aran, you did, a lot. However you're not a cheater, it was against your morals.
"I just can't right now, carry me to Atsumu's please." You stated. You already had keys to his house, and you just wanted to snuggle into his bed and be around his scent.
"That's fine Y/n, whatever you want." He said driving to Atsumu's place.
His car was there, you guys didn't live far, plus he did say he was going to be at practice longer. The text was sent less than 15 minutes ago so it confused you.
Why was he home?
Exiting Aran's car you walked up to his front door. Unlocking the door quietly and entering you heard nothing but groans and moans.
"Aw hell nah." You said walking up the stairs, busting open his room door you were met with a girl riding him, she looked so familiar. She was. She was one of his fan girls, the most persistent one who'd always have him autograph some part of her body. Interesting.
Standing there in surprise rather than hurt you wondered how long it would take him to notice you, it wasn't very long.
You walked out his house, hurt? Nah. Angry? Maybe. Angry that he cheated on you, angry that he betrayed your trust, angry that he's been sticking his dick in that woman for more than two months, angry that he didn't even have the balls to leave you.
Aran noticed you storming out the house with a half naked Atsumu on your tail, the pieces had already clicked in his head, it was just a matter of time before you figured out.
"Y/n! Can you stop for a moment please!?" Atsumu yelled out.
"No but I am gonna make a couple things clear. Don't talk to me, don't breathe at me, don't look at me, you notice me in public and I don't notice you? Turn yo big ass and walk the other way. I'm coming to collect my things and when I reach in that car right there..." you said pointing to Aran's car, "You will be getting blocked, and we're done." You stated.
Instead of sadness it felt as though a big weight was lifted off your shoulder. Was his negative energy really that impacting on your life?
"How you feeling?" Aran asked.
"Alright, I'll pull through." You said smiling at him.
"That's good." He said pecking your forehead.
"Where do you want to go now?" He questioned.
"You can carry me home, thank you." You said facing the window.
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For the past few weeks you and Aran spent time together. You guys were closer and more comfortable with each other, each moment you spent with him you fell harder.
He understood you didn't want to rush into a relationship immediately, and he was glad you didn't use him as a rebound. You caught genuine feelings for him.
"So, where are you taking me?" You questioned.
"Be patient and wait." He said placing his hand on your thigh and rubbing small circles in with his thumb.
"Fine." You said
"We're here." He stated, pulling up to a beach house.
"Oh this is nice." You said longing your E's.
"Thank you." He said opening the door. The inside was gorgeous, the grey on black color scheme was beautiful. The most beautiful thing was the kitchen, it was one of the nicest kitchens you've ever seen.
"I'll be cooking for you." He said. He took off his shirt and placed it on one of the kitchen chairs, he then started grabbing the ingredients out the fridge and then the pasta out the pantry.
He made you some good shrimp Alfredo and for your drink he gave you a glass of red wine.
"Aran, I know it hasn't been a while since we brought feelings up, but I just wanted to let you know how much I appreciate you and your company and how you take care of me so well." You said giving him a hug.
"I appreciate you just as much. I'm glad you let me take you out." He said gripping your chin while looking at your lips.
"Yeah?" You questioned.
"Mhm." He grunted out. Before he got to say another thing you smashed your lips onto his.
Deciding to pull back, he grabbed your head pulling you deeper into the kiss, he bit your lip which caused you to groan and he slipped his tongue inside. After deciding that you both actually needed air you pulled away.
"Would you like to continue this?" He questioned, he looked as though he was in a haze.
"Yes, please." You panted out, latching your lips back onto his.
He proceeded to guide you both to his bedroom and started stripping.
"Aren't you gonna take off your clothes?" He asked, rubbing on your skin.
"I'm just a little insecure." You whispered out. He walked up to you and slowly fondled with your breast, his heat and affection making you slowly forget why you didn't want to take your clothes off.
After you both stripped you pushed him on the bed, he then got on top of you and started kissing you, from your ears all the way down to your clit. He started toying with it and blowing air onto it causing you to squirm and beg him to "stop teasing."
"Don't you enjoy it?" He said, pinching your clit. He knew you didn't have the energy to respond, and right when you did he plunged his tongue between your folds, sucking all your juices out.
"Aran... please.." You panted out, you didn't know what you were begging for but you need something to relieve the ache.
"Please what?" He asked with a cocky grin.
"I need you inside me." You rasped out, on the verge of tears. So desperate and needy for him, and he was happy to relieve your ache.
He got up and stood next to your head, waiting for you to lubricate his dick. As you soon realized what he wanted you spat on his dick, taking only the tip between your lips to tease him back. He got fed up with your teasing and pushed all of himself into you, causing you to gag.
After you got him nice and wet he went between your legs, placing his hands behind the back of your knees and resting them by your head. He toyed with your clit before roughly slapping his dick onto it.
He slowly slipped inside, not putting it all in at once and went slow with his strokes, watching his dick go in and out of you as if he was in a trance, he soon heard your groaning and decided to speed up, shocking the hell out of you.
"Don't cry baby." He said rubbing your tears away, but you couldn't help it when his dick was hitting your spot so good, it was so good that you was almost tempted to tell him to cum in you, but you refrained yourself from doing so.
"Are you close baby?" He said rubbing your clit. All you could do was pant, you were mot in the right headspace and him rubbing your clit made you feel brain dead, you couldn't focus on anything, you couldn't even warn him that you were cumming.
All Aran felt was a wet liquid soaking his bottom half.
"Oh shit." He moaned out. He started pounding into you harder, getting himself off. He finished and came on your stomach, rubbing some off and placing his finger your mouth.
You hummed out in approval letting him know he tasted good. He gave you a kiss and got up out the bed to run you a bath, in there he whispered sweet affirmations, telling you that you were more than enough and how good you did for him.
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hi it me uWu I read your first headcanon and can I just that I am surprised that's your first headcanon?!??? Because it's honestly SO good and you sound like a pro at this!! I want to request a headcanon with Kakashi if possible please (sorry I'm not a levi girl haha). I want it to be kinda like a domestic affectionate husband role while I am like a workaholic wife who always never seems to get a break from life. I look forward to what you will write!! (lmk if you need more details)
𝐊𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐢 𝐇𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐖𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧
text: Omg hey!! Thank you so much for your sweet words 🥺💙and yes it is my first headcanon post I have made and I'm so glad to hear that you found it good!! 😭✨. Well, I did say I am open to any request (but the things I post personally are usually Levi or other AOT characters but anyone is free to request a character!!) so sure thing Kakashi Hatake is it! (I really enjoyed writing this so ty for this request). now I'm simping for husbando kakashi- Also note I made it more like focusing how both y/n and kakashi are like a married couple and what they do/say to each other so hope that’s alright too ^^
synopsis: kakashi hatake is y/n’s husband, while you, as his wife, being a workaholic and how is both of your lives are like in a modern AU. (incoming some adorable headcanon-)
comedy and cute fluff ♡—
First off, you and I mean Y/N is the ONLY one who can see Kakashi without his mask. He feels that his wife is the only person in the world who is only allowed to see him without his mask and cause he loves and trusts you a lot. He feels only comfortable showing it to his amazing wife and no one else, not even Guy sensei (even though they were buddies since they were kids). His love for you is strong.
He would send you random messages during your work saying “Yo! make sure to take care of yourself alright?....Also, do you wanna order food tonight?”
You both work and I definitely see Kakashi in a modern AU with a job as a teacher and he would brag to you about his students. Especially Naruto (won’t shut the fuck up in the class) and Sasuke and how they always fight, making him slowly gonna lose it with them one day.
Also, he would talk to you about Shikamaru being such a rascal that gets on his nerves whenever he corrects him in class, or sleeps and whenever he says “Sensei, going to your lessons is such a drag..” and his friend Choji eats a lot of snacks at the back of the class but Kakashi secretly takes one of his snacks without him knowing.
Whenever he mentions them to you during dinner time, you feel at ease and even chuckle and start to relax. And he knows that cause he has seen you been so busy lately with work and he wants to always see you laugh and not tense up.
You both have the same timing of your break time so, you being such a workaholic, you try to even work during the breaks but someone stops you by doing that. Your awesome husband. Kakashi literally rings you even 5 minutes before your break from a video call.
You guys would defiantly match clothes and he loves that so much.
Kakashi catches you sometimes wearing his mask and he finds that so cute, it melts his heart. “Haha, you are so adorable!” and he would give you his happy face smile and hug you as you blush. You always get embarrassed and shy whenever he throws in comments such as “you look hot”, “you are my sweetheart” and etc.. and he knows that! but does it on purpose cause he likes to see how you get all red and especially in public ;)
During the weekends, he knows you wake up early to work and so he decided to change that and make the weekends to bake! Every morning in the weekend you guys would bake cookies and muffins and they smell and taste so good. (you eventually forget the load of work you had to do and Kakashi notices that and he gets happy lowkey-)
Okay, he is a big fan of reading, and so he loves reading comics and fanboys about it to you!
During your work, as you wait for the next customer you would get a random message from him and he would send screenshots of the comic and he’s like “Omg dear, did you read the latest chapter?!”. You know he is all excited so you texted him back. “Hm, No why?”. “Quick!! Go read it before I spoil it!”
Would chill and vibe with you for sure whenever you play some music and both of you are sitting at the balcony, stargazing.
He is in charge of cooking most of the time cause he knows you have more work than him and whenever he cooks, oh...it’s amazing and that’s one of the best things when you get back home after a long day.
He would brush your hair every time whenever you go out to work which is usually earlier than him
Whenever you sleep together, he would cover you up with the comforter while you sleep and would later hug you around your shoulders, he does that to hold you and also to shield you (it’s a habit of his and its cute)
He would give you also a thumbs up all the time before you leave and say “Good luck dear with work!” (it’s now your lucky charm before you leave work). Oh, and he would always remind you to take your lunch that he packs for you every early morning and he would usually put a cute little note there saying ‘Don't overwork yourself!’
I feel like he would get another small tattoo on his wrist after marrying Y/N.
During breaks if your work place is near his, you guys would have cafe break dates and he would literally recharge even if he sees a glimpse of you.
You guys have his pet dog, Pakkun, one of his smallest cute dogs who is usually grumpy but ever since Pakkun met you, they loved you instantly and listens to you instead of Kakashi. Ha....This damn dog. He would think and twitch his eyes as Pakkun is all over you. (The dog is doing that on purpose to piss Kakashi off).
Makes you stay up with him late at night reading comics and the stories you both like to spazz about it and he loves doing that with you.
All his students thought he is a lonely sad man who lives alone with his dog and reads comics.
He once caught Naruto using his phone in class and he was going to give him detention but....he was shocked to find him reading the comic that Kakashi and his wife liked the most.
Kakashi: “Naruto! I told you not to use your......Oh.” Damn he is in chapter 34 already?! I need to caught up, this little kid is fast.
“Hm...Sensei?...WAIT! YOU READ IT TOO!” Naruto would scream and get up from his seat. “Naruto, shut up you are being loud.” Shit.
He would text you immediately after that. “Omg...Y/N! Naruto reads our favorite comic!!”
Y/N: “NO WAY! Bond with this kid, he seems cool.”
After that, his favorite student is Naruto and they become pretty close but still finds him annoying, although Kakashi finds him as a good kid. And when they have parent teacher conference, Kakashi wouldn’t mention to Minato and Kushina that he uses his phone during class or skipping some classes.
Alright! I hope you enjoy this and you liked it :,) And if anyone else did do leave a like and reblog ♡ (I really had fun with this-)
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₮ł₮ⱠɆ: Dragon Mafia
BAKUGOU X BLACK FEMALE READER
CHAPTER 1- 😂🍺Suprise Ya Sad Bitch😆🍺😂
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You were just minding your own business in your house on a weekend just chilling, you were catching up on a series on netflix until you are interrupted, your peace was interrupted by a call, you picked up the phone to see that it was Mei Hatsumei.
Y/n= "Perra(bitch)😠, this better be good, I was catching up on f/s (Favorite series) and it was getting juicy😞".
Mei= "Can a girl check up on her one of her best friends forever to see how they're doing?😋"
Y/n= "Woman😒, you don't need to sweet talk me and sugar-coat it 🙄,what the hell do you want from me?🙁"
Mei= "Okay I kind of need a favour ?😟, As in you performing at a club tonight?😅", your eyes twitch at the nerve this woman had, you promised yourself to never ever sing again and yet here she is asking you."
Y/n= "Hell No!😤", Mei= "Come on it's just 1 gig, they're paying over $2,000 dollars😉, plus some extra cute guys will be there😏".
Y/n= "Yeah, No😑",you were not convinced and as you were just about to end the call, but then she something that piked your interest.
Mei= "I can ask the people to increase the price!?" ,she pleaded.
Y/n= "😒No" ,You bluntly replied and not caring at all. Mei= "PLEASE Y/N YOU NEED TO SING AGAIN I MISS YOUR SWEET VOICE!😫🙏", She was practically begging you.
Y/n= "Your seriously that desperate aren't you?😑", you asked her pleading voice almost getting to you.
Mei= "Yes😊, so Please?",You could tell that she was making a pouty face at the sound of her voice .
Y/n= "$6000?,then?🤨" , you tried to negotiate the terms of the price.
Mei= "$5000?" , Y/n= "$7000?"
Mei= "$6000?" ,Y/n= "$7000!" ,The two of you bickered back and forth, back and forth and you came up with something.
"How about $10,000?😒" ,you innocently asked basically jumping a whole lot of numbers.
Mei= "Are you out of your bloody mind?!", she screamed at you through the phone you basically had to take the phone away from your ear because she was so loud.
"Honey~🤭😏" ,You started with such a sweet little voice, your sly side showing, "you have basically known me for five years😉, yes I'm being serious🙄, unless you can make up to that price then you can might as well cut this call😜", you could basically hear her temper rising.
Yes, mei was a happy and joyous person ,but even she had her limits, "So maybe i won't be attending the club then?😊🤷🏾♀️, bye mei".
Before you could end the call, she said 'fine' and you were taken back by it ,'$10, 000,000 fucking dollars!' who in the bloody hell has that kind of money 💵🤨?' You thought to yourself.
"I'll text you the address and by the way it's tonight so wear something really cute",she innocently told you before ending the call, that sneaky little wolf.
You were pissed at the fact that you had to leave your house on a weekend, you honestly just wanted to sit down and chill like the lousy couch potato you are, 'Boy oh boy😔, Mei owe me one for this😠', you thought to yourself as you started to get ready for going to the club and took a quick shower.
You got ready and were looking pretty and feeling fly, you finished your look with some lipgloss and left the house to go to the exact address Mei texed you by getting there by an uber.
The club was somewhere around some building by an alleyway so the uber could only get you by one of the building alleyways so you had to walk the rest of the way.
TIMESKIP INTO THE CLUB cause im a lazy ass bitch.
You later found out that some of your friends came along with Mei.You and the gang walked into the club and this song was playing (the one on top)
"Ok now y'all can go out and dance and drink and do what ever while I go up there" he pointed to a balcony that way up stairs,"and I'm going to talk to the bosses and get the contract for you guys singing here and the money and all that business shit"he announced.
"But don't get too high or drink while I'm gone got it ", he asked us and we all nodded, once he was gone everyone went their own separate ways.
You went to the bar and sat on the chair and decided to have a bit of a drink before singing.
"What can I get you this evening miss" the bartender asked with his his back to you, "I'll just have a Hennessey on the rocks" you replied.
"Cool and here you go madam" he said turning around, I took the drink and took a sip," Damn this is good Mr....." I complimented and turned to him waiting for his name only to see him frozen in place.
"Umm.... Hello" you waved your hand in front of his face and then snapped your fingers, he shock his head snapping out if it.
"Sorry miss , the names Kenji Hamasaki and it's just that it's not everyday you see well ......."
"A black women"
"Yeah, I normally see white people"
"Let me guess tourists"
"Yep"
"So what a woman like you doing in a place like this"
"Me and my crew are singin tonight and the boss went upstairs to talk to the bosses about our payment and all that"
"You and your friends are gonna be singing up there?", he asked pointing to where your boss went.
"Yep", you bluntly replied,"Wow you guys must be really good if you are singing up there you know that's where the big bosses are"Hamasaki addressed impressed.
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༶ • ┈⛧┈♛ 1018𝕎𝕆ℝ𝔻 ℂ𝕆𝕌ℕ𝕋 ♛┈⛧┈ • ༶
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Hello! May I have a matchup for Haikyuu? (Y/N, she/her, 17)
I’m Infj/Capricorn/Ravenclaw, and I am often surprised that these three types represent my personality so well! People in my school say I’m organized, punctual and steady just like a typical Capricorn. Thanks to these traits, I am good at making steady efforts to solve hard, boring schoolworks for better results. I didn’t realized that I have high standards of things around myself, including my work ethics, until hearing this from others. They think that my life might be quite stressful and mundane, but I am fairly satisfied with my lifestyle! Like Infj, I am also good at catching others’ needs and empathising with them. So my friends usually text me when they struggle with something either emotionally or extrinsically, and I really appreciate them! Oh, and I'm usually calm and emotionally stable, but the general mood of the day tends to change depending on the weather! The things I like to do are watching light-hearted teen drama films, listening to chill playlists while studying, writing diaries and daily checklists, daydreaming, looking up at the sky for a long time on a fine day, etc! Thank you :)
Hello! Tysm for requesting, and for being so patient :)))
I pair you up with Koutaro Bokuto!
- Oh boy
- Bokuto adores you. A lot. He thinks it's amazing how you are so organized (because as we all know, this man does not know what organized even means)
- He always talks to you about his emotions, since Bokuto is a moody man, and he really appreciates that you take him seriously
- HUGS EVERYWHERE
- Bokuto is a cuddly man, so whenever you’re writing or daydreaming, he will randomly hug you
- He honestly thinks you’re a goddess because you solve all these problems without complaining? Bokuto is amazed
- He treats you like a goddess too. He often tries to make you laugh and always packs extra snacks to share with you at lunch :)
- You guys have a really cute and comfortable relationship!
- He texts you often, (using memes and emojis) to check up on you. He’s not amazing at communicating but he’s trying!
- You guys try to study together (key word: try), but you guys end up on the couch, cuddling and talking about life
- You always go to his games. Once you were late and Bokuto was in his “sad mode” until he saw you. You light up his day!
- Bokuto talks about you a lot with his volleyball teammates (according to Akaashi). His teammates believe that he can’t go for an hour without talking about you.
- Overall you guys have a funny dynamic relationship, filled with smiles and cuddles!
Scenario: Studying together!
“Koutaro, what are you doing..?” You ask. “Origami!” Replied your boyfriend. He folded his math homework into a triangle shape, opened it up, and placed it on his head. “See? I made a hat!” Bokuto smiled proudly. You sighed. It was almost 9 PM, and Bokuto didn’t even get past question number 4. “Bokuto… aren’t you forgetting something?” You said, trying to imply that he needs to unfold his homework. “Oh, right, I forgot!” Bokuto took off his ‘hat’, and to your surprise, placed it upon your head. “There! You got a hat now!” Bokuto grinned. “You look like a princess.” You blushed. Your boyfriend was childish sometimes, which meant he had no filter. But you found it cute. As you watched Bokuto make a paper airplane with his science notes, you cleaned up your papers. The homework wasn’t due until later anyway, might as well relax and have some fun with Bokuto now. It was rare to see Bokuto so focused on something other than volleyball. “(Y/N), How are you so good at this already?! I just showed you how to do it! You’re good at everything.” Bokuto whined. You chuckled. “No, These are all basic origami shapes. There are much harder ones. Like a paper sword.” Bokuto’s eyes lit up. “A paper sword?!” You blinked. Damn. Will you get any sleep tonight? Bokuto grabbed the rest of his notes and piled it in front of you, as if he was asking, “Please make a sword!” You laughed and shook your head. Bokuto was… something else. You spent the rest of the night building an origami sword with Bokuto, and fell asleep with your head on his chest after having a sword fight. How did you get such a rowdy boyfriend? But you don’t regret it for sure.
Song: Invisible by Linkin Park
Thank you for requesting, I hope you enjoyed it! Criticism is welcome, and I hope to see you again soon :)
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this is my first ask here so please ...... be gentle. 😖 S-so wha-what are your T-Top 10 favorite Charakters in TAS? a-and could you give me l-like 1 or 2 reason please. (sorry if I write it weird I'm a little nervous) and if somebody already ask you this ...... I'm sorry
Heyya hun no need to be nervous it’s totally chill!!! Always happy to ramble about favs! Honestly I probably have waaaaaaaay too many favorites to narrow down (but honestly don’t we all?) but if i had to narrow it dowwwwwwwnn-
(also these are in no particular order)
I like Mr. Triton specifically because of the gogo event. Being one of the first events i played I’m not gonna lie it’s one of my favorites - his special event after the main event too was just PEAK. ALSO IS RESPECT FOR THE OCEAN? As someone who both deeply fears and loves it I WISH I had that level to just scream how much i love smth like that - it’s a powermove and honestly iconic.
I really like Shiro too! I’ve probs said it before but I see a lot of myself in him especially the flaws - it was essentially “lmao man that’s pretty funny...WAIT A SECOND-” Also the way he treats the D-evils???? They’re his kids you can’t convince me otherwise - he celebrates their birthdays and goes to their recitals like the doting father he is and that’s the FACTS.
Also Ryota! Being one of the first people aside from Sal that you meet I naturally got attached - but honestly after hearing how he struggles with a desire to be important to someone and to have that one of a kind relationship whilst fearing being left behind??? Man that shit hit me WAY TOO HARD. Like damn talk about too close to home aasdfghjkl. Also just the fact that he just wants people to be happy and not fight? Seriously if everyone in TAS had that mentality the game would be a hell of a lot shorter im just saying.
Okay this one is probably super obvious BUT THE CRAFTERS. I LOVE EM TOO MUCH SO TO SAVE SPACE IM BUNCHING EM UP. Kurogane and Heph especially like they’re honestly my favorite guild in the game so ANY time they show up I get stupidly giddy like ‘THERE THEY ARE THERE’S MA BOYS’ so you can imagine how happy I am with the current event going on rn~
Honestly all of the Shinjuku teachers are cool too! Though I do wish we got to see more of them! I love the dynamic between Jinn and Triton and honestly Mononobe’s just a stressed dad of an entire school just trying to keep em all together like SOMEONE GET THIS MAN A MEDAL AND CHAIR TO REST IN ASAP. Also Ziz??? Goddd I love her sm!!! She’s so nurturing (even tho it’s potentially self destructive) and I loved her in the valentine event! Plus when she said we were known as the trouble child? Yikes just shoot me in the knees it’ll hurt less asdfghjkl
Zao is also a fav tho it started off veryyyy reluctant! Honestly every time he got exasperated with the MC even I got stubborn when he demanded we back down and this is coming from someone with the backbone of wet spaghetti! The cave scene in his event though??? I will admit my heart did melt a little bit. ALSO MOUNTAINS??? HELL YEAH I WANNA CLIMB A MOUNTAIN SIGN ME UP I say as someone deathly terrified of heights asdfghjk
I also love a lot of the Yoyogi academy characters! Gunzo is probs my top fav from there because just his whole thing is just so cute. ALSO HIS DEDICATED DENIAL TO THE SPIRITS ON HIS BACK ONLY TO TRIP UP SO MANY TIMES AND PRETEND IT DIDNT HAPPEN??? THIS MAN CAN BE SUCH AN IDIOT SOMETIMES AND FUCK ME IF IM NOT SMITTEN. We honestly love lack of braincells in this house can relate I’m dumb as shit.
Durga too!! she’s honestly so headstrong and I can appreciate her drive to always be number 1! Tho I can totally understand how she goes a liiiiil bit too far (ie most of her events asdfghjkl) Also ngl she is super fun to doodle.
MELUSINE. NEED. I. SAY. MORE. Like the more I learn about her the more I wanna find the person who broke her heart. Like dw just give me a name and location I just wanna talk. Her design is breathtaking and the more events I see her in the more I honestly just love her character.
GARMR. I CAN’T BELIEVE I DIDN’T MENTION HIM SOONER. ABSOLUTE BABY BOY. Like I KNOW realistically he’s a big ol rough n tumble guard dog who could break my bones with a too hard hug but that will NOT stop me from seeing him as a loyal fluffy child.
Idk if this counts but I also like the MC’s potential? like obviously the MC is mostly centered around what we as the player want them to be but they’re just so interesting to delve into??? especially because of their circumstances. Like they’re literally thrown into a world with nothing but a name and a phone and they’re flying through everything by the seat of their pants and because they’re ‘lucky’ enough to have 23 souls crammed into them??? LIKE THAT IS A LOT TO HAVE ON YOUR SHOULDER. if anybody needs to go to some kind of therapy its them - Also I personally hc that they probably have a severe attachment to all of the things that they have like photos and even little things like receipts and stuff just to know that they still have those memories to cling to because they dont have any prior - sad hours in this house tonight folks.
Okay I’m gonna stop here cause I know for a fact I’ve gone way over 10. Sorry about going a lil overboard there ^^’Thank you so much for asking darling and I hope you have a wonderful day~!
#quantumsbq#Juno ramblings#oooohh boy i got way too carried away again#im so sorry about rambling ya'll i know you're here for the content but i just couldnt help myself asdfghjk
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𝙻𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝙼𝚎 𝙻𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚕𝚢 : 𝙹𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝙶𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚔𝚢
↳ 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 : 973 (without lyrics)
↳ 𝘴𝘺𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘴 : you realise that jack isn’t providing the love you are giving and bring a end to whatever you both have
↳ 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦 : angsty but the songs message is this !! Enjoy :)
↳ 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦 : nasa
Dangerous love
You're no good for me, darling
Yeah, you turn me away
Like I'm begging for a dollar
Danger, oh, how you hold me
I get a chill inside
And nothing frightens me, baby, oh
Jacks perception to the world was very much big in partying and socialising with lower ranked internet celebrities. Rightfully so, he worked hard and was known all over the woeld for his duo with Jack Johnson. The constant drinking, smoking and nights out made me feel uneasy and make me feel like I wasn’t satisfying him in some way. This usually didn’t hit jack due to his state of mind being encapsulated in that lifestyle.
I was a little apprehensive to say a word to jack especially when intoxicated due to his sober thoughts pouring out and leaving the two of us feeling polar opposite if we were to have it dry in the morning. His friends were sometimes egging jack on and ok, fine but sometimes they would make jacks thoughts manipulated and think of different things like cheating and toxic stuff like that.
I thought to myself that I might as well tell jack how I’m feeling or this feeling will eat me up inside and end our relationship paired along with his lifestyle and barely visible giving in the relationship. I usually followed my heart but this was blindly seen as my heart was covered in my admiration for jack but for once my brain made me aware of the toxicity I was in.
Is it love when so easily said goodbye?
Is it love when we've given up before we tried?
Is it love when you stole my peace of mind?
Is it love when you cry, and cry and cry?
I woke up and there was jack laying trying to quickly recover from the drinks from the night before. I retrieve my robe and enter the kitchen where the island was and the seats to go along. Entering my daily dose of internet, I spot several candids of jack from last night with several girls and being blatantly drunk out of his face.
The hour or two passes and jack enters the room with his hand rubbing his eye along with his sentence “Mornin baby” in a gravelly voice. I smile at him as the picture made me sick as he retrieve a piece of fruit and sits alongside me. He asks “what you lookin at? Trying to tilt his head to be face front to my phone. I look at him aggressively and state “I need to talk with you jack”. We both readjust our seating and I start “you need to seriously have a reboot jack cause honestly, the constant going out, with girls and drinking has to stop or this thing we have, is coming to a end”.
His eyes widen at my previous statement as I continue “there’s literal evident jack of you with girls and I’m tired of it. I’m tired of feeling not good enough for you, of not feeling pretty enough and it’s seriously just fucking me in the head”. He takes a moment and replies “baby, you know I love you but sometimes it’s just for the cameras or my friends, why would I cheat on you? With a strong stare into my eyes.
So when you walk out that door
Don't you come back no more
My heart has had enough of the give and take
And as much as I want you to stay
I start “you know what jack, I can’t even trust you and to be honest, I’m sick of your lies and I’m done with you, I’m done with this thing we have whatever it’s called and I want you out my apartment by tonight or else”. He seems shocked and tries to apologise in some way “baby, you know I love you”. I make a disgusted face and reply “I don’t think you ever loved me jack, I’m in your little pawn and I’m done”.
His face was frowned as I continue “you know, I was better than this. I stooped to your level and that in itself is emabarassing.”. He walks into to fetch his clothes from the previous night and bundle himself together. I analyse my last comment and I was right, the fact that I put my heart in his hands was terrible and dangerous for myself. I was almost forcing myself to like or love him now and that just points at the direction of a end.
The hour passes and jack seems almost complete for his exit and he says “you know, I really am sorry y/n. I didn’t mean to hurt you, I do really love you”. My face was frozen still with the same expression of little effect of the current climate we were in. The face he made was sad but he added “y/n, I know you probably hate me right now and I get that but please, think about this”. He starts to walk towards the door and he looks back, almost to remember the environment.
You're a dangerous love
Baby, you're no good for me, darling
'Cause if you're gonna love me and leave me hanging here
Then I'd rather you leave, leave me lonely
Even though it hurts
Dangerous love, baby
He shortly leaves and I sit down and sigh deeply, letting myself stop the charge that was our relationship. He hadn’t noticed the damage he had caused but that’s for me to acknowledge and repair, although it’s his fault. His words of “think about it” really irked me. I had already thought about it, I’m done. No more acting like everything’s perfect and dandy when really my tears leave my eyes the majority of nights.
The night grew deeper as I had called my mum and said “me and jack are over”. He takes a moment and there’s silence until she says “oh honey, I’m sorry. I’ll come over Tommorow, how about that, a girls day”. I sniffle and reply “thanks mum, I love you”. She responds “love you honey. You have a good nights rest, ok?”. We later on end the phone call and I end up heading to my bed.
As my head rests on the pillow, I go back at the beginning and see the transformation of jack and it was scary. The character development of him was major and I scared myself thinking that I stood by that, whatever it was. The fact that I had the courage to end the thing breaking my heart made me proud of myself that I stood up to it and no fear had anywhere to conquer me now.
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Market Boy pt.2
Part 1
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Warnings: Eating squid, Super Fluffy!Jungkook, Kissing
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Jungkook was currently in his shared apartment with his brother, he was currently getting ready for his date tonight.
"Hey do I look okay? Is it too much or too little?" He asked his older brother.
"I think you're freaking out way too much and definitely need to chill the heck out. You said it yourself that she's not the person to care about appearance so who cares?" he asked ruffling his fluffy hair.
"Yeah I guess you're right. By the way can I borrow some money? I don't get paid until the end of the week. Please I'll cover one of your shifts with no back talk" Jungkook begged him.
"Yeah, but don't spend it like a dumb ass okay? Buy her dinner and dessert and maybe buy her a cute bracelet or something, I don't know what you kids are into." He says handing him $50.
"Hyung this is perfect. Thank you so much for everything. I love you so much." Jungkook gave him a sloppy kiss on the cheek.
"Ew stop, get the hell out of here you weirdo" he said gently slapping the younger boy's face.
"I'll see you when I get back!" Jungkook announced as he left the house and began his walk to the market.
On the other side of town, you were also getting ready for your tonight. You did a double take before leaving your apartment, and making your way to the market. You also decided to walk there since it's not that far.
You stood by your shop as you waited for Jungkook to arrive. In all honesty you forgot what time he said he wanted to meet up, so you decided to stand there and wait for him.
"Hey Y/N! You're here a few minutes early" he commented and you checked the time on your phone.
"I guess I am a little early, huh?" You mentioned as you looked back at him in slight embarrassment.
"Let me guess, you forgot what time we were supposed to meet, so you decided to just wait here?" he asked.
"Maybe I did, maybe I didn't" You said crossing your arms.
"Okay yeah I did, you caught me, I'm guilty" You confessed chuckling a little.
"That's okay, you said it yourself that you weren't the best when it came to timing things." He nudged your shoulder.
You gently hit his arm and held his hand in yours.
"I don't know about you, but I'm pretty hungry and excited for some seafood." You told him as you began to swing your hands back and forth.
"Well then let's go get some food shall we?" He asked enthusiastically.
You let him lead the way to the seafood restaurant located in the back of the market.
"Oh look, it's the love birds of this place. We were wondering when you guys were coming to see us!" Stephen, the owner of the restaurant, exclaimed when he saw you and Jungkook walk inside.
"How did you know we were gonna be here tonight?" You asked walking over to a table and sitting down across from Jungkook.
"Jungkook's mother told me that you guys would pay us a visit, and that I needed to take good care of you and watch out for you" he said and you frowned.
"Does his mom not trust me?" you asked slightly offended.
"No, she trust you. It the little Kookie monster across from you that she doesn't trust." he commented and you laughed loudly and covered your mouth.
"What! I'm innocent and have done nothing wrong in at least a week!" he said crossing his arms.
"You are so cute when you're upset Kookie." You told him to try and tease him.
"Yeah, but you're cute all the time."He raised an eyebrow at you.
"Someone is feeling flirty I see." You raised an eyebrow back at him.
"I can't help it when I have a beautiful woman sitting right in front of me."
This boy is trying to kill me, you thought to yourself.
"What do you cutie pies want to drink?" Miranda, Stephen's wife, asked the two of you.
"I'll have a mango lemonade" You said smiling up at her.
"And I'll have a beer" Jungkook said full of confidence.
"I need to see your ID" she said smirking at him.
"On second thought, I think I will have coca-cola" he said smiling up at her.
"Smart choice" she said walking to the back.
"Trust me, beer isn't that good anyway" You told him looking at the different food items on the menu.
"I forget that you're older than me sometimes. How does it feel to be twenty-two years old?" he asked and you simply shrugged your shoulders.
"I'm older than I was last year, and I'm still the same old girl, so I feel the same. Nothing to be excited about" You told him honestly.
"And what can I get you two to eat?" she asked.
Jungkook perked up at the mention of food.
"Can I get the salmon sashimi and the tempura sushi please with lots of wasabi. Oh! And the white radish please on the side. I like the crunch" He smiled over at you waiting for you to order.
You looked at him in surprise. The only remotely Japanese food you knew about was fried calamari. Grabbing the menu you did your best.
"I uh. Can I get the shrimp o-ni-gi-ri and um the California Roll please" You closed the menu looking away from the both of them knowing you sounded like a complete fool.
Jungkook tilted his head looking at you confused.
Why is she so reclusive all of a sudden? Did I do something? He thought to himself in compete and utter confusion.
"If it helps I thought your pronunciation was kind of cute" he told you and you smiled while still covering your face in embarrassment.
"Oh come on, show me that pretty face that I've been waiting to see. I've wanted to take you on a date for months and now and you're covering your beautiful face. It makes me sad" he leaned over and moved your hands from your face.
"There you are" he mumbled looking at you with a look that you have never seen before.
"You are so beautiful to me." he said sitting back in his chair.
"Oh please, I'm sure the girls back home are a lot cuter than me" You told him as you sipped my lemonade.
"I mean, not to sound like an asshole or anything, but for the time that I was in Korea none of the girls there caught my eye like you did when I first saw you." He confessed and you nearly choked on your ice.
"Jungkook wow I um. I'm flattered. I don't know what to say. I've never had someone say such nice things like that to me before." You simply chuckled and played with your nails.
It's an annoying habit of yours that you have been waiting to die out for a while.
"You don't have to say anything until the end of our date." he said and you raised an eyebrow up at him in confusion.
"What does that mean?" You questioned.
"You shall see cutie pie. Look at that our food is here!" he announced as Stephen and Miranda brought you both some more food and refills for your almost empty glasses.
"This looks absolutely amazing!" You commented a little too loudly.
Luckily for you and Jungkook the restaurant was empty, well except for Jungkook, Stephen, Miranda and, well of course you. Which is oddly strange considering the fact that this place doesn't close until 9:00 and it's only 7:20.
"Do you want to try the tempura sushi?" he asked holding it up to you.
"I don't know, I'm not a big fan of wasabi" You told him and he frowned.
"Please for me? Just a tiny little bite. You won't regret it, I promise!"
Damn this boy really knows how to be convincing.
"Alright fine, just for you Jungkook." You leaned over and bit into the food and was actually surprised at the taste.
"Wow that's really- Jesus Christ that's spicy!" You exclaimed quickly drinking half of your lemonade again.
"I know and that's what makes it great!" he said smiling as he stuffed two pieces into his mouth.
"Jungkook I'm calling the police and telling them you tried to murder me." You jokingly mumbled fanning your mouth reaching for one of your own wasabi free sushi rolls.
"Well I'll just tell them that you attacked me first with your good looks!" he retorted back.
You threw a napkin at him and playfully crossed your arms in defeat. You don't know who this boy learned to flirt from, but damn he's good.
"You can't beat me no matter how hard you try Y/N, I'm always six steps ahead of you"
"I'll say two steps ahead. Six steps is taking it a little too far."
You said as you stole some of his salmon sashimi.
"It's juicy isn't it?" He questioned looking at you with hooded eyes smirking slightly taking another bite of his tempura.
"Jungkook I want to go home." You said jokingly.
"Alright, so then you're paying for the bill?" he asked grabbing his jacket and you swear that it took about seven angels to hold you back.
"No, I'm just kidding. Please don't hit me." he reached over and held your smaller hand and you playfully rolled your eyes.
"Very funny Jeon, very funny. You almost had me there" You said pointing your chopstick at him.
"Hypothetically though, if I did just so happen to lose my brothers money that he gave me, what would you do?" he asked and you got nervous again, once again you pray to Jesus almighty above that this better be another one of his silly tricks.
"Well obviously I would pay for the bill and have you take me on two more dates until I feel better." You answered and he pulled out the money smiling widely.
"Well thank God I didn't lose it" he chuckled and you shook my head.
Suddenly Stephen walked over with a bowl of something.
"Stephen why is something moving in that bowl?" You asked moving to the other side of the table behind Jungkook.
Before Stephen could answer Jungkook rushed over closer to the bowl pulling you along with him.
"Ojing-eo!" I haven't eaten this since my 13th birthday party. My dad had fished it up for me." He smiled fondly at the memory and took his chopsticks taking the squirming tentacles out putting a dollop of wasabi on it before stuffing it in his mouth.
"It still tastes amazing"
You didn't even know what to say or do. Stephen chuckled nervously scratching the back of his neck.
"You two have a good night"
He grabbed the bowl and turned on his heel walking back to the kitchen.
"Did I do something wrong?" Jungkook asked looking at me as he sucked up the rest of the tentacle into his mouth.
"Not necessarily, but I will say I also wasn't expecting to see that." You said trying to hold in your laugh.
"Do you want to try this?" He asked holding the tentacle up to you.
You stared at it as it moved before looking back at him and shaking your head.
"I would like to politely decline your offer if that's okay with you." You said picking up some more of your own food before eating it.
"I'm sorry, that was kind of gross wasn't it?" He blushed in embarrassment and looked down.
"Not gross, because it's a cultural thing, but very different. But if you enjoy it then who am I to judge." You smiled at him and wiped the side of his face with a napkin.
"Yeah, we are definitely going on another date in the future. You are perfect holy crap." He said.
All you could do was chuckle and nod in agreement.
Once the dinner was over, Jungkook paid Stephen, and the two of you left the restaurant.
"What do you want to do now?" He asked, taking your hand into his.
"Well it's not too late to get dessert." You guys stopped in the middle of the market and just held hands.
"I've got the perfect dessert right here in front of me." He said looking down at you.
You both went silent before you both burst into laughter.
"Yeah that was cringy and I apologize." He shook his head and sighed loudly.
"I'm the worst."
You took this as an opportunity to lean in and place your lips onto his waiting for a reaction from him. You relaxed when he wrapped his arms around you and kissed back slowly pulling you closer to him. The owners of the restaurant clapped behind you two and you pulled away from his lips and giggled.
"You got your salty tears in my mouth!" you exclaimed and he smirked at you
"Jungkook if you say anything remotely pervy I will slap you and not look back" you warned him pointing at him.
He just shrugged and leaned in this time taking the initiative to kiss you slowly gliding his tongue across your lower lip.
"Alright Jungkook that's enough! I know who your mother is and she would not be proud of you right now!" Stephen said and Jungkook kissed your lips again before pulling away but still holding you close to his chest.
"I had a lot of fun tonight Jungkook, I really did." you mumbled rubbing his cheek with your thumb.
"Good, because I planned on taking you out again this week, if it's okay with you." he said rubbing your back and you nodded your head.
Suddenly Thinking Out Loud started playing and you two looked over to see Stephen and Miranda dancing in the middle of their shop. Jungkook stood back and bowed in front of you.
"Can I have this dance with a beautiful lady such as yourself?" He asked you and you curtsied him.
"Yes sir you may" you granted him permission and he walked back over and held your right hand in his and placed his left hand on your lower back.
"Tonight is truly like a fairy tale" you said
"The only thing we're missing is fireworks." he said and you both jumped at the sound of fireworks.
"Well what do you know?" He said and you both looked outside.
"Oh hey guys!" Namjoon, your neighbor, said waving at you guys from the outside of his shop
"Hey Namjoon" you and Jungkook said chuckling as you both looked at each other and finished the night with more dancing and kisses.
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I'm upset but
When I recap my day, there’s nothing to be upset about bc it was a fucking nice day
Except here I am
I woke up at my friend’s house at like 7am and drove my other friend home
We both left w our La Croixs, which doesn’t look right plural but there was more than one La Croix and they were peach pear
Ok, I gotta say it, peach pear is fucking 2/3 of a Joanna Newsom song so just add plum already bc that’s obvi what’s missing and then you can play the song fer that really specific commercial fer the really specific drink yer marketing and maybe that will satisfy me
But there’s more
I go home and sleep some more
Bc I can
Even better
Then I make myself a fabulous breakfast and COFFEE IN A FRENCH PRESS.
I sweeten it w HONEY
I take a quick shower and have just enough time to throw on a tee shirt and underpants
Then, my lover comes over fer coffee in bed and she looks so good since she was at the farm
She’s brighter and bronzer and just determined as ever
She’s wearing a muscle shirt and a tiny vest and I’m like melting bc she’s such a Fucking babe
She tells me about her world, she shares it w me, and I’m just in awe about all the things she can do // is doing
After about an hr of talking, she asks me if we are gonna cuddle or what and I fucking stumble w my words bc yes and of course and holy shit
I learn she is no longer stripping rn and I honestly wrote about it later on bc I had to process my happiness w her
I needed to write about how she listens to ramps and finds comfort in moss under her feet,
how she belongs no where to no one but she is connected to everything
She’s rooted and reaching
She is the water she seeks to grow
And we kiss and we make a date to go to Planned Parenthood together bc we’re responsible and I massage weird parts of her body that might be sore from being on the farm
But she says she’s still sore from stripping actually and the farm was real chill this time around
I try to keep up with her worlds but I decide to focus on the moment, on her teres muscles which I’ve been finding are really tight on most folx which is why I decided to work on hers
I really want to totally touch her boobs but decide now is not the time bc I have to work soon and that’s not cool fer either of us
I just lay on her chest and listen to her
It’s not that I didn’t have anything to say, I just wanted to listen
I missed her, she was sad when I last saw her, and so I was sad, too, in that way that one cannot help but feel the sadness of someone dear to them.
I carried it, too.
I feel hopeful fer what’s to come, fer her and me, and I drop her off before I go to work
I write about her at work, then i write an outline fer the blog I’m working on fer work
The New Moon just happened, so I frame it from that.
I also draw inspiration from how i left work at a toxic job, and now my lover has, too.
We’ve reclaimed ourself in our own ways.
I almost finish the Time magazine from the future (now a few days old)
I learn about Margaret Atwood and A Handmaids Tale, and I decide I need to read it before I see the show.
I do half a cross word; I’ve been mighty productive this shift but I’m eager to get off.
I have a vm from a work manager, so I call back bc I love my job and I feel v protective over it
I can’t help but get paranoid whenever work people call, I always think I’m in trouble
There are rarely bad things and mainly good things, and t'day was no different
My manager thinks I’m a strong worker and she’s taken to me
I call her my Morpheus bc she kinda is.
We get all of our biz outta the way in the first 10min but I’ve managed to meet somebody who talks as much as I do, if not more.
I try not to get annoyed w myself
But I can’t help but get annoyed just bc it’s my wind down time and I wanna wind down w my friends
Except she’s praising me really highly and telling me stories and I know that this isn’t all fer me,
it’s fer her, too.
So I listen on.
And I’m sitting outside of my friend’s house and then I’m walking and I’m trying to politely wrap up but I don’t know how bc she’s clearly trying to convey something to me and I’m like that child that’s too antsy to sit and listen
She’s telling me real shit about myself and I’m in it, you know?
She tells me all this shit I need to hear bc I certainly don’t tell myself often enough
Like how I minimize the work I do and the impact it has on people
Or how I tend to downplay my talents
Or even just rule myself out of nice things
And I can’t tell if I’m doing it that very moment by staying on the phone or not so I’m annoyed by the juxtaposition of it all bc yes, I do these things but it’s not like I mean to or I’m not trying to quit
All the sudden, I’m feeling all the efforts I put in as far as building myself and someone I look up to is telling me I’m shining, I’m Fucking shining
And it’s too much, it’s overwhelming
My eyes start welling up on my friend’s porch after sitting outside fer an hr bc my manager is randomly telling me I’m doing a good job yet all i wanna do is be w my friend’s and not think about any work
I just came out of work where I did two jobs worth and processed my life on top of it plus half a crossword
All I wanted to do was wind down w my friends
That’s all I wanted
But I always get so much more and sometimes I don’t even know what to do w it all bc I don’t always know how to contain them, let alone coexist w them
And I missed everything
I missed everything bc a voice on a phone was telling me what I needed to hear to feel like all the work I’m doing is worth it
But it is, bc I know
I don’t always know why my clients come back but they do and I honor them each time I see them
I don’t always know what I do good but it works out
And Morpheus was trying to tell me what it is that makes me special and I just wanted wine and to kiss my lover and to hug my friends
And I was frustrated bc I know I’m special but I don’t always know why or how, I didn’t know why we were talking about me so much
She was trying to convey something and I am v clearly struggling w it or not ready
I’m not meaning to sell myself short or anything I just can’t wrap my head around why I wasn’t able to do the thing I planned on doing tonight
Why tnight, yknow, to tell me all this about me?
Why was it so important to tell me all this?
I’m upset bc there is no reason to be upset besides being derailed and sitting outside fer an hour.
I’m upset bc my success is like a fucking secret life I don’t know how to share v well.
My family doesn’t hear this, and they're the ones who need to; it’s just not the same from me
I don’t get a lot of grown ups praising me like Morpheus was and it’s no wonder I both want to listen and to shake them off
It’s not v often I get a grownup who understands the work I do, we do, and praises me fer it
I am so used to working anonymously and letting my work speak of my earnest efforts
I’m upset bc I work so hard and barely know how to feel proud of myself fer it without first taking myself down a notch about the things I could do // could do better.
Which is everything, but that’s everybody and that’s also v subjective
I am upset bc I wanted to New Moon w my friends but I was on a work related phone call fer an hr instead and I already work a lot
My time is precious and my friends are precious and whether or not it mattered to them, it mattered to me.
And I was upset bc no amount of working proves anything but yer too Fucking busy to spend time doing other things that matter to you
Like spending time w yer loved ones
I’m upset bc my dad worked all the time and I told myself I’d be more present bc that’s just as important if not more
I’m upset bc I don’t feel like I’m fulfilling that promise even though I had a great day overall but it didn’t end like I planned and I was just tired of waiting
Bc sometimes I feel like I’m always waiting fer my turn to do what I want and then my turn never comes
And it doesn’t feel fair bc what I want feels so simple
But it never really is
I just wanted to share time w my friends bc it was wind down time and I was done working.
And I’m really upset about it bc it’s like I’m never done working sometimes
Then I get so crabby I need to be alone bc that’s not how I want to spend time w folx I love
Even when they are sweet n call me to check in n shit like
I need to take a fucking trip
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