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astarion, the man who was dying and offered eternal life, but had no idea that it meant becoming a slave to a sadistic master.
astarion, the man who had his freedom and bodily autonomy ripped away from him.
astarion, the man who was forced to befriend, seduce and sleep with people to lure them back to his master, resulting in severe sexual trauma and the struggle to form any sort of intimate relationship.
astarion, the man who was horribly punished whenever he refused his master’s orders (one punishment being sealed away in a dusty tomb, starving, for an entire year. he scratched his hands raw trying to carve his way out).
astarion, the man who was forced to eat rats.
astarion, the man who hasn’t even been able to see his own face since he turned.
astarion, the man who had his body mutilated as cazador carved scars onto his back, which he later found out was to bind him to a ritual.
astarion, the man who is so severely traumatised that he admitted he doesn’t know how to say “no” or ask for help (and he feels guilty when he does).
astarion, the man who waited two centuries to be helped and freed from torture, but no one came.
astarion, the man who was always treated like a monster when all he wanted was to be treated like a person.
astarion, the man who came up to you in the middle of the night just to thank you for defending him and allowing him to make his own decisions.
astarion, the man who said that no one ever looked out for him or showed him kindness, and that you’re the only one. “other people don’t have a heart like you. you’re you. no one is like that.”
astarion, the man who broke the cycle of power and terror that started centuries ago thanks to the love, care and compassion that you showed him when no one else did.
astarion, the man who confessed that he loves you and feels safe with you; something he has never felt with anyone before.
#my darling boy :(#astarion#baldur’s gate 3#bg3#bg3 spoilers#his backstory and character development make me want to bawl my eyes out#this is why i get so angry when people don’t even try to understand him#and when they reduce him to things he’s not#like do you pay ANY attention to anything he says??#or do you just stare at him and drool and then continue to sexualise him#sorry if that sounds dramatic but ughhhhhh man#it’s just incredibly annoying#like i don’t know why some people choose to pick up an intense game with really deep characters if they’re not gonna try to understand them#like they weren’t just made for you to treat them like they’re objects#and what gets me is the fact that astarion would HATE how people talk about him#and yes yes i know he’s not real i’m not dumb i am aware!!!!!#but he would absolutely hate it#that flirty sexy vampire image you have of him isn’t even real#it was a mask he wore#he was literally forced into doing those things#even in the game he has a reputation for flirting and sleeping around but that’s not even who he is or what he wants#it’s all an act#and it’s just so sad how everyone reduces him to that when it traumatises him every day#and apparently there’s a scene with raphael where if you haven’t seen astarion’s scars yet ->#raphael basically says he’s surprised astarion has kept his clothes on for this long and then he strips him naked in front of everyone#it’s so horrible and unfair#i just want to hold his hand and hug him tight. he deserves so much better in the game AND in this fandom#tw abuse#tw sa#my posts
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MY BRAINS NOT WORKING AND THE CUTE BOY I WORK WITH KEEPS CORRECTING MY GRAMMAR THIS IS SO AHAIWIAKSDHDGRRRRHRNE
#dhakaksdjs fuckdwkufeisfjsjajsueei#im using a translator and it keeps outputting 您 instead of 你 and he keeps calling it out like bro ur making it awkward#AND IM LIKE SORRY I CANT ACTUALLY WRITE IN THIS LANGUAGE IM REALLY DU M. BB#also he offered to take over the last part bc i was like hi its almost 9pm here and i literally cannot think anymore#like i am certain its a very easy last part my brain is just finished#i feel so bad bc i wanted to push this proj over the line#this company is so intense i am so baby i am so tired#hugging my cat and rubbing my gross face all over his gross body#me in vc trying to figure out how to say: it was broken earlier idk how it was fixed u saw it was broke tho right#but all that came out was: in the past it was….problematic… *20 yr silence*#before he awkwardly went: um its okay i dont think this is necessary also u have lint issues#and i was just like ya….i know 😭#its ambiguous to some of my teammates if i just dont understand them or if im fking dumb#its probably both im ngl#the blank stare i have on my face is first from trying to comprehend what the actual words they are saying mean#and then to comprehend what technical concept they are trying to convey#using like 50% of the information i managed to parse out#also im used to literally spending 30-40% of the working day talking smack#now i try to crack and joke and everyone is like three this isnt the time#three we are all gonna be hear past 9pm working this isnt the time
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HIS HAIR
#the tuft at the end#staring so intensely watching the race#why did he do the little shake of his head tho what happened#carlos sainz jr#f1#scuderia ferrari#jeddah 2024
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Panel one shows Tenzō having turned away from Kakashi. There's tears running down his face again, but his posture hasn't gotten tight and defensive again.
"Hah. That's a pretty big drawback," he says, half joking,
Panel two, Kakashi's arms enter the frame and grasp the edges of Tenzō's happuri. Tenzō, seemingly caught off guard, lets him do this, too surprised to even mind that Kakashi can see his tears.
"On the bright side, you have a home," Kakashi counters, "people you trust,"
"and a shiftless, good-for-nothing Captain, who's too lazy to fill out the paperwork for hospital-dodging." Kakashi says in panel three.
The image shows Kakashi smiling more convincingly, if a little apologetic, gripping Tenzō's happuri in his hand.
Panel four shows him holding Tenzō's happuri out with one hand, and Tenzō grabbing the metal sides of it with both of his own hands.
"Anyway, I'm pretty sure you're not a liability or a threat to Konoha," Kakashi says.
In the final panel of the comic, Tenzō ducks his head, looking up with one tearful eye as Kakashi reaches out. Tenzō is still gripping his happuri in his hands, close to his chest. Kakashi's back is drenched in the yellow light of the hall.
"My couch is yours, if you want to stay the night," Kakashi is saying as he ruffles Tenzō's long, now-unbound hair.
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#my art#naruto#comics#yamato#tenzō#yamato tenzo#kakashi#ok u can all breath a sigh of relief now#the situation is mostly over. tenzō is still coming down from his panic attack but its much less intense#and kakashi is going to set him up on the couch + probably put pakkun out there with him 2 help tenzō further if needed#and then kakashi is going to fix the wards that tenzō destroyed. hes going to flop down on his bed. and hes going 2 try his best 2 recharge#tenzō is going to tuck himself in on kakashis couch w/ pakkun resting on his stomach staring at him (its fine. its what pakkun does.)#and he's going to stare blankly at the ceiling for a few hours#occasionally flipping between thoughts of ''I'm the worst Kohai the world has ever seen. This was so inappropriate.''#or alternately just feeling impossibly lucky and warm and grateful and u know what. dare i say it. safe.#because. guess who just learned that he can rely on kakashi if he's out of his fucking depth. YEAH BABEEEYYYYY#not that he wants to put kakashi in a situation like this again. he very much does not.#anyway final tag notes:#thank u all for everyone whose been leaving their reactions in the tags and replies it has been soooo enjoyable to me#ive been slurping them up like noodles. yum yum yum. some of u have been right on the money and others of u have come up with#really interesting interpretations that i hadnt even thought of#and overall theres nothing like. being able to share ur work and see how people react to it kinda in real time? like page by page?#it was a pain to post it like this and i have no doubt it was a pain to read like this.#but it was lovely to recieve reactions to individual pages
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re: my last post
#LIKE????? HELLO?????? CAN ANYBODY HEAR ME#THE G R I P HE HAS ON HER ARM????? THE STARE???????? i’m ill#jal make me SO UNWELL#like ok we get it you’d do anything for each other. jesus christ#jay and his ten second long intense stare into his best friends face like they are INSUFFERABLE. I HATE THEM#descendants#descendants 3#jal#why am i so fucking insane. what is wrong with me
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i love how cesare is eyefucking everyone on the show like if i were one of those borgia family's enemies i would've started rumors of him sleeping with not only lucrezia but also with every single member of his family and it's highkey unrealistic that they didn't
#we need to study why he had a fulltime h0rn¥ face like what's wrong with you my dude#like he had chemistry with everyone it's unhinged in a very positive way#he's already a sister fvck€r so like it wouldn't be a problem for him if they were gossiping about him r@wd0gg!ng his father and brother ig#françois arnaud the man that you are though his pretty face and intense stares weren't helping ceasing the inc€st allegations!#well YEAHi'm censoring //these// words because tumblr literally flagged this post lmfaoo#cesare borgia#the borgias#text post
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"I was surprised you'd stick up for Astarion"
Shadowheart. GIRL. He's biting me every night. You sleep right next to us. I'm bending my goody-two-shoes paladin ass over backwards to get him to like me. Do you not have eyes? You tought I'd sell him out to a monster hunter??? Girl. Girl, I figured out what your hand wound does. It's selective blindness. Shar, goddess of darkness, makes perfect sense, girl, Shadowheart, listen-
#sari plays bg3#this woman! I swear!!!#driving me mad#I kind of hate that I've grown so fond of her??#like. shar worship? BAD! and she can be unkind and uncaring and also ruthless. BUT. she also ends up liking doing good#and she CAN be cautious and patient and measured when she puts in the effort#and gale? he's not without sins. obviously. he's also very in the 'I regret that it didn't work' stage still rather than 'I regret doing#that' stage. which. I do get honestly? and he LOVES power. and he keeps spinning every story in a way he never admits he does love power#but he's SO nice. I love the way he talks. he's so intense about magic. so sweet about mystra. he's insane about his cat.#he locked himself in his tower moping for a year. it's implied that said tower was MEGA cluttered with artefacts before that.#how can you not love him at least a little bit? right?#I love how complex the characters are in this game#like even astarion- am I insane about him? yes. absolutely. I talk to him just to look at his face. I stare at his hands when he talks. BUT#he can be an asshole. just AWFUL. but I'm getting to know him so much and honestly who wouldn't be like that after what he's been through..#I'm 20 hours into the game and already I can't wait for future playthroughs where I spend more time with different characters#karlach and halsin are so fun! wyll is such a disaster! lae'zel is such a bitch! I love all of them.
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Daguerreotype of a handsome youth with haunting eyes, circa 1850
#the wet plate process makes blues come out lighter so it is possible that this man's eyes were not quite this intensely pale irl#but what an incredibly striking effect! his name is unrecorded but here he is 170 years on staring into your soul#19th century#19th century fashion#19th century photography#daguerreotype#historical fashion#fashion history#men's fashion#1800s#1850s#this is probably my favorite piece from my own collection#absolutely nail-biting auction#my collection
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#personal#ladies... its lovesickness on the menu again tn NDNNDNDNDMDMDNDMDMDMDM#god help me#i made it like 29 years without this. why now NFNDNDNNDNDNDNDMD#like ok im happy to be experiencing this in the sense that like... now ik what it feels like to really like someone#but man oh man is it... A Lot#and like maybe its this intense at any age. but idk..... it feels like So Much.....#and im freaking out bc i talk to my mom about it ok. and shes like oh ya that reminds me of how i felt with ur dad in the beginning n im#just... like ... o#bc my parents were like friends first and are like in Love love and have a v happy marriage so im just#the... Potential of having that n like oh god idk. i just dont know its all too much......#and im also like what if its all in my head. but then again like why is he waiting around for me n messaging me out of the blue.#i also caught him staring at me n looking away after i caught him. i just..... idk like i wanna Believe so bad but im so scared too........#im all over the place JDJDDMDMDMDMDMDMDNJDND#but i also am just..... i'll be patient .... bc rushing is no good#like idk. i feel like things have been Moving. and its not super fast but its a pace i can handle#bc ok say i Do ask him out or he asks me.... then oh fuck. then all the Scary things happen. like ok not scary#i dint think itd be scary with him#but idk.... physical... things. would start happening n like. id l9ve to hold his hand n like k___ him ok OK. but at the same time i just..#idk !!!!!!! im v shy !!!!!@@@@@ and ya. ....... idk 😭😭😭#like i like him so much that i think id want him to .... i just .. ya idk.#getting kind of ahead of myself here but what else is new
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Me, aged 5. Spoken to my extremely Catholic grandmother, matriarch of the family, who had crosses and pictures of saints hanging in every room of the house: [little, uncannily-enunciated voice] “Grandma, when your church gets destroyed in Armageddon, you can come to our kingdom hall!”
#exjw#ex cult#I’m overly-conscious of how I speak now; but as a child I was about as blunt as a sledgehammer#Yeah my dad got SLAMMED for that one#There was no mistaking what I said because I spoke like a little adult#I was… something. Cute but weird and kind of manipulative.#At that age I enjoyed creeping out adult men in public by intensely staring at them#only adult men; not women#I also pushed boys down the slide and called them “scaredy-cat” until they agreed with me that they were cowards#I planned out in my head one time that my dad was going to walk into the living room with coffee in his hand#so if I scared him at just the right moment; he’d jolt and coffee would spill all over the floor#So I tested my hypothesis and it worked.#My goal was to get him to spill the coffee#I was around four or five but with the calculation of a serial killer (which isn’t saying much because serial killers are dumb)#I watched ET and wanted to see if I could hide in plain sight in my basket of stuffed animals#So I just waited in there very patiently until my dad went looking for me. Held my eyes open without blinking and remained very still#He walked in… looked right at me but didn’t see me; walked out. Walked back in#This time he saw me and got the crap scared out of him when he realized I was right there in front of him the whole time#But I never went into anything to prank anyone… I wasn’t in it for humor; I wanted to be smarter and more powerful than people#if only for a second#I wanted to see if I could come up with a plan involving other people and have those people do what I wanted them to do#But you see I was so sweet 90% of the time that no one thought anything of it — or even noticed what I was doing in some cases#Fortunately I grew out of doing that kind of thing without sufficient cause#But I still do enjoy messing with people from time to time if they REALLY deserve it#or benignly… I like it when people cry or get squeamish in reaction to my artistic work or acting or singing#The feeling of someone eating out of the palm of my hand creatively is great#Love it
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wait anakin looking at slugs fucking and telling obi-wan he wants to do that with him… he is such a weirdo he’s so gross i love him so much??? it’s so in character?? i can’t believe this is the boy obi-wan is in love with but i also can believe it??? GOD
oh anon, the person who can least believe it is obi-wan himself
and obi-wan's distraught.
not bc fuck he wants this boy (well, actually yeah that is part of it). but bc he knows that somehow anakin will find a way to do it. to do that with him. anakin will end up making them intertwine á la slugs fucking. he can feel it in his bones. and it's scary.
#anon that is literally my best post. i captured anakin's essence so perfectly in the fucking slug mating post#bc that's HIM. that's HIM!!!!#he's so gross and weird and creepy and intense and he wants his master so bad so bad so bad#he wants to just. run himself all over him. touch every piece of him. wants HIM to touch every part of anakin.#he wants obi-wan. he wants him WHOLE.#and anakin being anakin. he WILL find a way to have slug sex with obi-wan#and that's part of what scares obi-wan#bc when anakin stares dark eyes unmoving at the bodies slicking against each other#and his lips part to express his desire.#it's not only a statement. it's a promise.#sw#obikin#f.ask
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so. coyle.
#that's the best I can do right now I can't think of anything clever#I'm just sorta. WHAT is going on. what is kat not telling alice. what did jacob do. what is anything.#and kat being so close to seeing jacob?? only for the british to take him away??#I think that's why I'm just staring dumbly at my screen right now I can't believe it she was so close#chyler leigh you are amazing at communicating kat's emotions in the most devastating way#that last expression it looked like kat felt she could tear the british to pieces for taking her brother away#anyway. in other news#the way home hallmark#wouldn't be a hallmark series without a founder's day celebration#I'm a little wary of where they're taking del and what's his name? sam? if they're taking them anywhere#I hope they don't end up together partly because I don't like the idea of anyone replacing colton#partly because I don't really like him and partly because I don't think we need it#also have I missed something?? or have they not said that guy's name?? the one always at the coffee shop talking to alice#I still don't know if I like him or not he reminds me too much of brady (except for the fact he most definitely doesn't#have a five year plan) which is weird but he seems mildly interesting?#hmm parallels between the augustines and the town and the augustines and the time travelers? like always observing always something I don't#know I don't have coherent thoughts#elliot's father is. intense. to say the least. I have concerns#also not rita always trying to rip off tourists lol#and best for last: I like coyle tbh I'm so excited for the next episode because it looks like he'll be in a lot of it#I just really really hope they maintain his weird complexity and not be like oh you thought he was pond scum but he's not really it was jus#bad first impressions or whatever#I really hope they let him keep his paradox of sorta bad sorta good it's part of his charm#I was dying over that scene between him and kat like wow go off then#okay I think I've exhausted the tags enough#earl crow ramblings
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Did toddler Aiden do the thing where you look away for one minute and he's not there?
Henry definitely did it
Oh definitely. Both him and Henry were really curious toddlers.
You really had to keep an eye on him, he’d randomly run off if he saw something interesting.
He followed around cats. He followed around people (mostly just his family and their friends).
When he was fascinated with something, he’d sometimes stare at it very long with really big eyes. Sometimes he stared at something that even a half-fae like him shouldn’t be able to see.
He took things in his tiny hands and probably his mouth that a toddler has no business to take. Sharp objects, for example.
Just to name some things.
He could be quite the handful, sometimes. His family loved him anyway.
#toddler Aiden would be the first one to follow a will-o-wisp into the forest if you leave him unsupervised#top things for toddler Aiden to run after: his parents. Henry. cats. fireflies. insects#not to forget wood mice. lil Aiden’s ability to catch them outdid that of his family’s cat#speaking of cat you know how sometimes cats will stare really intensely at nothing like they see a ghost or something?#that’s Aiden with supernatural creatures#it didn’t happen often but there were at least two incidents where toddler Aiden scared the shit out of his family#because he saw a fae in disguise or something and stared at it but no one could tell why he stared#he once even had an ‘imaginary friend’ that turned out to be a wild fae child#can you imagine having such a baby? good thing his parents know about the other world#no wonder the parents of other human seers who are unaware of the other world get so scared that they kick out their child#this is just another reason why it was right to decide that Henry knew who he was#cause can you imagine witnessing your baby brother’s weird encounters with no idea what’s going on and stay sane enough to raise that kid?#writer speaks#writeblr#wip: the knights of the alder
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#so i wake up and find out that Escaping Virtuality got chapter 4!!!#very good chapter!#and theres sooo much to enjoy and talk about!#1) everyone still has difficulty remembering their past despite the familiar environment-#-and it seems that from Jax's part of the chapter theyd feel more familiarity with their circus names than real ones#2) who is the man ragatha found? who knows? but itll probably be revealed next chapter!#3) Caine's movement being eerie in his human body!!!! AMAZING!!!!!!#stiff and robotic. with a grin that seems too wide for a human. his unblinking eyes which stare a little too intensely.#human physically but moves in way that triggers uncanny valley#4) Caine Desdemona#Desdemona means 'ill-fortuned' or 'unlucky'#if you were implying that Caine is human then he got the worse end of the stick#he keeps his first name. but forgot everything else.#And if Caine was human then itd explain where he got his human body from!#this is more explainable than '' caine has a human body because it was made from pieces of the others' ''#...i wonder how Caine would react to seeing that document. jax IS carrying them so hes probably gonna give them to the others.#and how would everyone react to that file? they believe hes an ai so him being human would be shocking#or was Caine based off of Caine Desdemona and thats why Caine has his name?#and if there was a Caine Desdemona then was there a Abel Desdemona?#and what does C&A mean?#also pomni needs a russian name because 'pomni' is a russian word! :-)#who knows? who knows?#all i know is that is an amazing story and i cant wait to see how it goes! no matter how long i need to wait i have the peace of knowing-#-that itd release anyways eventually!#and caine angst is going to come soon enough!#seasalt speaks#EscapingVirtuality
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im literally so obsessed with pre and postgame danganronpa its not even funny anymore
#dgr#pointing chihiro survives the dr2 cast all have scars & such from the sacrifices they made as remnants did you know himiko kiyo and rantaro#all went to the same school did you know tsumugi and shuichi are actually twins did you know;#did did you know fuyuhiko is blind and mahiru uses a wheelchair did you know gundham gave up an arm#and hajime had did. or something similar look im a system and i dont care#did you know touko and komaru and chihiro are actually besties and did you know the dr1 survivors routinely have at least#1 person lowkey babysitting the remnants. did you know#kokichi gonta kirumi and ryome all live together because they dont have families anymore so they live in an awkward purgatory#and theyre all disabled. and kaito doesnt have a famoly either but doesnt want to invade and he wants to live with his friends but#shuichi is trying to patch up family things with tsumugi and maki is trying to live with her parents for awhile ;;;#aoi has to eat at akane and teruteurs restaurant when theyre trying to round up the remnants and kirigiri picks her up after#and shes like oooooohhh i have never loved apocalypse canned peaches so much..... and makoto walks in like lmao what? and kiri and aoi#just stare at him very intensely.#anyway i think about them a lot!
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