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sleepless-crows · 16 days

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im going to throw up over how much i have to study

#i have to review 4 years of all 4 science. and the test is in 3 days. someone said they passed with only stock knowledge but i cant do that #and i dont remember anything at all for chemistry and that part is 30% of the exam #i havent even started on reviewing this whole year of math which maybe i should prioritize because i have to memorize annuity formulas #i wont even study for the mock exams but omg theres so much to study #ive been trying to fix my sleep schedule because my body has been failing me and its probably because i might be anemic too #but i dont think i can afford to sleep early this week #my limbs are so weak and my head feels weird but i have so much to study im going to skfhkjlsdfkjsd #okay thats all im logging out again goodbye

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dizzybizz · 1 year

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he's so real for this

#god i wish that were me #i wanna sleep as a kitty cat #mylittleguys #also hi i am sick and i feel half dead and i can barely eat or drink i am not entirely sure that i am awake right now #so thats what ive been up to the past few days :))))))#ahahahaahahahahahahahaaaaaa wish me luck o7 #rly badly wanna draw but ive got a fever and im all shaky and my throat is all stuffy and i havent eaten much bc of it so i cant even rly c #concentrate at anything and i have been wasting away in my bed and i havent showered in too long and its shark week and :(((#im just being put through so many horrors rn 💪😐#when everything bad hits all at once 💪😐#this guys my new bff p sure -> 💪😐#hi sorry bout all that its been piling up :))))c #💪😐#<- for when ur on the verge of a shutdown and/or meltdown

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crescentfool · 11 months

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ohh the joy of videos and streams... i like listening to people talk about things they like/think about it’s very contagious... 🥺

#lizzy speaks #THIS IS BROUGHT TO U BY THE MINATO BRAINCELLS SHAKING BACK AND FORTH..#so so many of my interests feel like they're in some kind of hibernation lately in terms of the emotions they evoke #my brains been mostly gravitating towards formulating strategies and trying new things in splatoon right now... LOL.. so i havent thought-#a whole bunch about other things i like even if they do mean a lot to me..#so i really appreciate being around other people who really like the things that they like because its infectious and reminds me why-#i enjoy those characters / ships / whatever else #like oh... ryomina.. minato.. ryoji... i love them very much and i like hearing other people express their appreciation for them #also yosuke.... i like hearing my friends talk about yosuke his characters a very fun one for me even if i never took the time 2 personally #analyze him its just very nice to be around that kind of energy! im so grateful!#related but unrelated squid school made a video about the splatoon manga... which i havent thought abt in a month or two #yet somehow watching that revitalized my sleeping lil braincell that loves vintage coroika...#IDK i just feel like lately ive gotten to be around a very contagious positive energy of people who appreciate stuff and i like that!!#mayb ill stream again... something about talking about things out loud and not over text evokes a certain kind of insanity #i like to draw to express my love 4 the things i've come across but sometimes i think too much abt the quality.. LOL #so maybe ill just go FUCK IT we ball!! better to draw than to not draw at all. or ill just stream 2 outlet the 'hehe i love so many things'#there is so much love stored in my heart it hurts i lov So many Things and I love Being reminded of that god i love people loving things!!!

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bisexualdinahlance · 1 year

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I always think it's so interesting how so many fandoms will take a character who canonically sleeps around for better or for worse and goes out of their way to make excuses for why they didn't actually do that. Like i know sometimes it's projecting their own sexuality and stuff but sometimes it's just... It's okay for characters to be a lil slutty, it's okay for them to have enjoyed it while it happened and not want to do it anymore later bc they grew up or are looking for something more serious. Sometimes it's a way for characters to cope but sometimes they just like sex idk. It's just weird that it happens so much

#chatter #like the only slutty charavter i havent seen people try and explain their history away is jack harkness #but idk ive seen a lot of people do it with steve h latwly and like #yeah he was a teen so he probably shouldnt have been having as much sex as he supposedly did and some of it was probably exagerrated #but like idk its weird the excuses people will come up with to make it not have actually happened #people do it with dick grayson too #and dick grayson has a very complicated history with sex granted #but also its not like... its a bad thing for him to sleep around like?#its not actually a negative trait and i think some people treat it that way

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two-calicos-in-a-trenchcoat · 7 days

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You know

For once in my life

I dont dread going to work

#im counting school as “work” here too #like #i would still rather be doing other things (like sleeping)#but now that ive been doing it a couple weeks the anxiety has kinda cleared #im a lil annoyed at my dad rn cuz hes taking forever in the bathroom and i need to brush my teeth #but im not like. anxious.#i might be a lil late today but nobody cares #as long as i get my work done #and my boxes havent had any mistakes so far so i dont usually have to talk to anyone unless i have a question #omg #why is he taking a shower #DUDE #i havent left yet #i need to brush my teeth #eh #i wear a mask and dont talk to people much so its probably not a necessity #but fuck man #did you forget i got shit to do in there too???#you dont have any place you need to be this early you could literally wait until after ive left #youre interrupting the routine man i dont appreciate it #ugh alright no tooth brushing today

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be-good-to-bugs · 23 days

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you would think considering how much it loves sleeping that my body would, yknow, sleep when i ask it to. or even just when it has barely slept in days and im trying so hard to sleep

#the bin #uugghhhh i woke up at 1pm today bc my stupid idiot body refused to go to sleep at a reasonable time even tho i was alreday so sleep #deprived. i have to work at 6:30 tomorrow morning :/ so i guess i wont be sleeping till then bc i still have to clean stuff and shower #maybe maybe maybe ill get a nap in but idk. bleh. i hope after i get home my stupid body will sleep. its gonna have to bc i work 7 hours the #next day so i cant do that too sleep deprived. i really really hope i dont have to :( hhhh #i wanted so bad to get high last night mosty bc my body has been refusing to sleep this past week but my sister n her boyfriend didnt come #over so i wasnt able to get more edibles :( or boxes for packing. hhh. i need to move so soon! i have no idea what day its even gonna be yet #i badeky have an idea of how much its gonna cost either. they finally gave me a gas cost estimate afeyr ive been asking for 3 weeks #hhh. well. whatever. i only have 4 more shifts. im kinda sad tbh. i really like working here. my coworkers are so nice #tomorrow is probs the last time ill ever see my fav coworker. shes so nice. shes so nice she used he/him for me and calls me orb #i just mentioned the name in passing once after i changed my pronouns on my nametag and she noticed and she remember!#and before she used it for me she stopped and asked if i was comfortable with it or if i wanted to keep it private. i have never EVER met #another cis person who would even think to ask that. most cis people dont understand why you would care. shes like. the nicest person ive #ever ever met. why did i have to find such a great place to work in minnesota? well. even if i am super tired tomorrow morning itll probably #be ok. butbi really would prefer not to be.#i dont know why i havent been able to sleep properly. bleh. i do liek what edibles do to me its a fun time but its kinda annoying that i #cant use them very casually for sleep or pain. they incapacitate me for 14 hours minimum.#well. at least no matter how stressed i am abt everything. i will definitely be elsewhere in 18 days max. should be less than that.#i will miss this job and these coworkers but i am relived that i wont have to go to work for awhile. esp with this tooth pain.#and im so excited to be able to draw again! im glad im moving a month before artfight bc itll give me time to get shit prepped #i wanted so bad to participate last year but i wasnt able to come evn close to finishing any attacks bc i was too tired from working

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ronkeyroo · 2 years

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low spirits, tender hugs...

#been feeling low these days... ;; taking comfort in farkas #ive been writing a mini fic about how much he missed her when she went missing #so i wanted to illustrate that little bit too...a hug that whispers Youre here without letting go #im really tired...i havent slept well #i hope these sketches will inspire a tender sleep #farkas #farkas skyrim #Raven #dragonborn oc #Farkas x Raven #skyrim art shenanigans #my art #tes #skyrim

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scattered-winter · 11 months

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horrifying self recognition through the other aside this has been an actually not terrible start to The Family Gathering tbh

#my cousin who i havent really seen in a while came up to me and asked abt my pronouns because i came out to the fam a while ago #and he didnt really remember what id said (which. fair. its a big family w lots of things to remember)#and so he asked what my pronouns were and i told him and he promised that if he ever messed up i needed to make him #do like 5 or 10 pushups lmao #and ngl. its the sweetest thing anyone in this family has ever said to me abt that #everyone else has kinda just. moved on. and either forgotten that im not a girl or purposefully ignoring it.#and idk maybe i should stand up for myself a little more but ive been practically a doormat all my life #and idk. its hard using my voice and establishing boundaries when ive let ppl bulldoze over me for almost 20 years.#sigh. anyway.#im gonna be thinking about that all day tbh it was genuinely so sweet #and i am also being consumed by The Loneliness again <3 #just. i want someone to just talk to about all this??? someone who isnt in my family because they all have stakes in it too?????#we're all grieving. i aint special.#i just want to talk to someone about it in person so they can hold my hand while i cry myself to sleep because ngl #thats what it looks like we're doing tonight #im just. tired of feeling alone in this enormous family where it seems like im the only odd man out #and also ykw the Not Having Any Irl Friends loneliness too. thats also pretty significant.#not saying my internet friends arent great i love yall so so so much but it has just been .#a really really long time since ive had a good cry n hug session w someone.#sigh. im tired i need to go to bed #winter speaks #personal

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todayisafridaynight · 2 years

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‘you shouldnt play the kiwami games before Y3’ youre wrong but ok. we call that Skill Issue round these parts

#snap chats #FOR ALL INTENTS AND PURPOSES THIS IS A JOKE but if it means you play y3 at all then its not #watching someone play the y3 remaster for the first time and i went to the comments cause i wantd to see people dunk my Game Of All Time #and Soundly And Sagely someone was like ‘dont play the kiwamis before three unless you know what to expect’#well dear commenter i Did Not know what to expect i simply played the games in order #and now all i do is replay y3 #i know i already talked bout it but fr YIKES when it comes to the transition from YK2 to Y3 #they really set my baby up for failure like hes ugly and clunky so he wasnt gettin far anyway but CMON #why couldnt we save the cia plot for AFTER Y4 huh give my child a fighting chance maybe #i only replay y3 so much because im insane and my standards for taste are hell-deep low #speaking of i really do wanna play it with yall sometime.. but that means i need to actually stream..#ok shoot me down if i dont stresm this week- i wanna try to do an art stream this week #idk when but if its next sunday and i havent done one we can bully me #for now im sleeping and ill prob regret that promise in the morn but ive been puttin it off too long. time to step up etc etc #ok gn

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waloeders · 5 months

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and u know what i need to play xvi some more i havent in a while. see my bois. then more forspoken n when i finish it, try alan wake :3

#jupiter.speaks #> ive been busy so i havent had chance to do more than run around on forspoken for like. an hr. eughgh #> i do like that i dont have to put too much thought into it bc all the info is right there. i can consult the lore at any time 🙏#> like i looove ff16s active time lore for current relevant info. but i also wish i had an all info (w/o visiting harpocrates lmao)#> plus i think aw has lots of lore i need to have the brain togetherness for it #> and mr 3hrs sleep each night mcgee isnt togethered at all #> ALSO. i wanna play more xv arrughgh i havent used my deck in days #> i did install aw remaster on my ps tho so im ready to go hehes

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nerdie-faerie · 5 months

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Feeling a lil vindictive, a lil nasty this morning

So context, my brother had a work do last night and before he left he told my mum he'd becoming back here and doing so alone. So tell me why he called me at 3am when I'm trying to sleep but travel anxiety and says he's bringing two mates back? I tell him he can't I'm leaving at 6 tomorrow he just goes yeah they'll just be passing through your room. No I've gotta get up in 3 hours you can't be keeping up, yeah it's fine. The fuck it is not

Anyway so my alarm goes off 3 hours later I've barely slept, my brain already woke me up several times prior but that doesn't mean I'm turning my alarms off immediately or getting ready quietly after the prick disturbed my sleep

#Demon Spawn #travel tag #the rest of my siblings got a nice goodbye but im not a morning person on a good night sleep let alone when i havent been able to sleep #like i wouldnt have gotten much sleep regardless because of anxiety but i woulda been able to fall asleep sooner if i hadnt been dragged out #of bed kept awake by the rage induced adrenaline and the sounds of sports being played on tv and chatter in the next room #and hes gonna spend all day in bed anyway so i dont feel guilty particularly when hes had guests over constantly for the two weeks ive been #home which denies me access to the ensuite and kitchenette thats accessible from his room and he constantly keeps me awake #i dont get to enjoy my comfy non student accommodation bed because the fcker never lets me go to sleep and my mum wont let me sleep in #i did fix my sleep schedule minutely was getting tired at 12 instead of 2am from where i fcked it during assignment season so small mercies #had to wake my littlest brothers up to say goodbye and the babby started crying 😢 my mum wanted me to wake her and the baby up too #but the baba was still half asleep and definitely not processing that i was leaving 😂 she was so unbothered guarantee ill have to facetime #my dad dropped me to the bus stop and hes as bad at small talk and emotionally constipated as me but he was just coming back from a night #shift so i appreciate that that was him putting in extra effort and him checking i had enough money is as close to sentiment as he can do #everyone else? cute goodbye. my sister was already awake when i got up to the house pretty sure she had an alarm set.....#my oldest younger brother? i hope the hangover sucks

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parkeryangs · 5 months

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ive learned to kind of. accept my sickness a lot more this year but some days ET is just so fucking miserable :(

#taking meds every single day to fix me but they DONT fix me its just slightly less bad #if i dont take them at the perfect time at night i will get so dizzy i cant even move (but irregardless i will get sick and dizzy anyways!)#sometimes im like idk do i even NEED meds bc its still awful with them but its so much worse if i ever go without #and i really havent been sleeping well for the last month or so which ALSO does not help at all........#but i knoww my tremors are only going to get worse bc ive ALREADY declined a Lot since my dx #being this young with a disease common in middle aged + other adults is weird as fuck too like i've only been diagnosed for three years #i dont WANT it to keep getting worse for the rest of my life. i've hardly even LIVED any life. god #it makes me angry and i feel a bit bad for that but. nobody irl GETS IT #i literally cant do anything!!!!!! my eyes are shaking i cant read and w my hands i cant write rn. i dont have my guitar so i cant play tha

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racmune · 7 months

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bruhh i rarely finish games super quickly (it usually takes me within the realm of a few months to maybe a couple years cause of the adhd :() but i literally finished hi-fi rush in less than four days o_0

#havent started on the post-game stuff yet but im gonna put that on the back burner for a bit cuz ive been staying up too much playing it #andy rambles #hi-fi rush #goddd its such a good fucking game #its so fun and well designed #i love you chai i love you peppermint i love you macaron i love you cnmn i love you korsica i love you game devs i love you i love you i lo #theres just so much love that went into it and it makes me soooo happyyyy #like i have a couple nitpicks about some mechanics n things but theyre pretty minor #its just a fuckin solid game #you should play hi-fi rush. NOW #SORRY IM STILL TALKING BUT FUCK IT IS SO FUN #when u play it it feels like ur scott pilgrim irl it feels fucking awesome #speaking of which scott pilgrim takes off comes out tmrw AAHHHHHHHHHHHH #im so excited many good things are happening this week #^aside from the sleep debt #blackimus qna announcement...hifi rush...scott pilgrim... andd im gonna play jackbox w my friends this weekend tooooo :D #happy happy happy

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britneyshakespeare · 7 months

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im just gonna tmi-medication share in the tags real quick

#tales from diana #i want to preface this with i've been prescribed adderall as-needed for adhd for a fullllll decade now #don't come at me with anti-adderall or anti-adhd-medication bullshit im not here for it!!#but my health problems have been so bad and ive been getting the worst sleep of my life lately no matter WHAT i do #i can do everything right #and btw i do not take adderall every day. which is implied by as-needed but i want to stress again I DONT NEED IT EVERY DAY #only when i do like. work. which ive been doing less and less bc of health problems!#but even though i havent been able to physically work so much i still have been taking half-doses a couple times a week just to like. read.#just to have a brain to do ANYTHING when everything is so awful and my brain is so foggy #ive always *sometimes* cut my doses in half if im not doing so much. just to save it y'know.#and ive always also *occasionally* gotten worse or even a really bad night's sleep after taking adderall #most commonly i'll wake up absurdly early the next morning and not be able to fall back asleep #rationing sleep is always something ive been in the habit of doing anyway as a person w adhd.#sleeping 4-6 hours during the week and 10-12 hours on weekends. just to make up for the deprivation y'know.#but even lately cutting my regular dose in half. it's still too much.#my current dose btw is already half of what it was in high school! i decreased my dose already years ago #but yesterday i finally got the nerve to take. a damn quarter of my own pill #and i took the smaller quarter of the half i cut in half.#i was def taking less than 5mg of my damn medication #and i actually didnt sleep like complete shit! and i was also worried #it might not be so effective.#but it actually worked quite well. i had enough focus to read for several hours #i had energy throughout the day too #i sometimes try to do caffeine on days i cant/dont wanna take adderall but caffeine just does not do the addy things so effectively. iykyk.#i cant believe i have to be so skimpy w my own life-sustaining mental health medications just bc my physical health is so bad #but whatever. whatever!#im gonna take another quarter-dose today and finish pericles prince of tyre. have a great day everyone

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the-woild-is-y-erster · 8 months

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haha whoops! im super stressed <3

#i have so so so much homework to get done before tomorrow and i have a ton i have to get done before wednesday #not to mention i have to finish my costumes for trunk or treat halloween and ren fair #and also newsiestober! is a thing! i havent been doing thos either #and i have work again on saturday 8:30-5:00 yippee :|#like i love work and i adore my boss but that is a super long day for me #oh and i havent been sleeping well or eating a lot and i have two projects due on wednesday evening and a ton of late homework im trying #to make up because ive been too busy to turn it in on time #i have a D in world literature #and my piano teacher still wants me to practice two hours a day and i still have rehearsals for annie #oh maybe sometimes i would like to. yknow. eat? sleep? be creative and relax?#just a thought

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bibleofficial · 8 months

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so ive accidentally stayed up WAY TOO FUCKIN LATE w my ethiopian KING - i went to take pics for this class & baked & we ran into each other on the stairwell & then we went to his place to drop his bags & for ciggys (where we grabbed LI & GOT HIM TO SMOKE TOO before he went upstairs again) & the 2 of us sent on a walk so i could take pics for this one clase & boy howdy did i learn SO much, also btw ethiopia is currently, still, in a civil war

#stream #hes absolutely fascinating like girl we both chat SO much & hes also on topic bc i derail SO fucking much & then we’ll go on tangent then #subtangetn then he’ll get us back to what we were talking abt but i literally Cannot Do That im juts like oh um… what we were taling abt #anyway #yea its 3am & i need to be up at 10am #ALSO i had tea w the chinese flatmates bc i saw arthur & i got to learn so much & also yen je explained different parts of chinese grammar #etc & it turns out that he is INTERESTED IN LEARNIGN SPANISH SO WERK IM GOING TO HELP & ALSO I MET THE OTHER FLATMATE TODAY TOO #girl ive been playing the sims w myself i’ll be talking to someone then do the little like person+ (green bar) like frendshop increased #persuasion increase d #so albert(o) is from mexico city bc i also was like is ur name albert ? sick um yea is it like actually alberto just curious xx so hes #alberto now #& arthur told me his real mame but i forgot bc literally im still running on the 4hrs sleep i got last night like yall i was like wow i #pigged out last night haha - literally bc i ate an entire bag of baby carrots - so i thought im not hungry ? no girl ur colon just full so i #just havent eaten bc then i was going to after my irst class today but i saw the chinese & harassed them until it was like 15mins until i #had to haul ass to get to the japanese class & girl … i know i was such a bitch i was losing my mind it was 2hrs & she was like ‘we will #only use an hour !’ BUT NO WE USED THE WHOLE HOUR I NEED THESE WEEABOO AS MFS TO SLOW DOWN #i FULLY dont know what im doing & these bitches r soeaking sentences & also 1 guy was arguing w the professor like girl .. shes literally #japanese ur going to have to take this L like ur british thru & thru baby #so anyway #im going to go make french fries in the baking sheet that might give me cancer #ive also never used a baking sheet to make french fries im sry i just dont get to eat these in the states bc i love hating myself ?#ive been eating so much mayo i love peri peri omg … kewpie mayo …… im squatting

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