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yuujisuku · 2 months

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a little bit about me !! ⋆˚✿˖°

i'm hispanic, but i live in, fl usa!

enfp, 2w1!!

im very soft and sensitive, so i like soft things like plushies and anything in the color pink!! love shopping for things like cute clothes, plushies, and makeup!! (I have like 5 makeup bags and i wish i was lying)

despite being sensitive, i love things like horror movies! mainly slasher movies and anything that isn't too psychologically traumatizing! I love movies like ghost face, hush, micheal myers, and chucky!

please ask me to share u pics of my room and plushies because I will scream and show u all the pics I have saved (I swear I spend way too much money on plushies its a curse) DA TISM HAS ME IN A CHOKEHOLD

im chubby and curvy!! but I love my body and looks hehe

i might over share a lot because I talk a LOT

i love animals!! i have a few pets!! a dog, a cat, and a crested gecko!! i have a stray cat named eleven who vibes by my house too and she comes in to get food (there's a ton of stray cats in my neighborhood and I'm a cat person SO I GO INSANE BECAUSE I WANNA PET THEM BUT I HAVE TO GIVE THEM TREATS OR THEY WONT LOVE ME) ive had so many hamsters in the past too!! ive cared for so many animals and i love reptiles too!! im not afraid of snakes and i hope i can afford more reptiles in the future so i can get a pet snake!! :( (god it's so unfair u didn't make me rich Frick u!!!)

i love jjk, sometimes it is hard to watch my faves d!e, but it's so special to me! otherwise i just watch shoujo anime and manga! i love books too especially romance books! i've been writing since i was 11!

byf !! ⋆˚✿˖°

i mainly write for yuuji n sukuna

it's okay to spam like my fics or any of my posts I PROMISE U WILL NOT ANNOY ME *smooches*

i write mainly soft and smut fics, but occasionally i could write dark content like yandere or dubcon

i mainly write female reader with a coochie

i dont mind aged up fics and most of my fics with yuuji are aged up if not all honestly

i dont mind writing for the other characters (yuuta is such a cutie) but id probably do that in a request instead of on my own!

im usually not selective in who i follow and i usually dont block, but if i do its just because im very specific in the kind of content i wanna look at! if i feel like the content you post i'd rather not see i might block or unfollow but my blocking is never personal, unless ur rude!

i will probably interact with u A LOT if ur my mutual because i just love chatting and talking! u don't have to respond to everything i say but i prefer it if ur okay with me interacting! i try not to be annoying tho and i wont spam eee but I am a chatter box so if were close expect me to send lots of messages if we're in an active convo hehe

there's a lot of things i dont mind writing! im open to certain aspects in fics but i probably won't write incest (unless step sibling maybe?) or like scat fics or like SUPER angsty like literal character death or suicide because my fics are made to make me feel better and super angsty fics that don't have a happy ending make me wanna cry!! so i don't do that♡

i don't mind u tagging me in discourse if the person is stealing fic ideas or they're being SUPER RUDE to one of my mutuals!! im very protective of my moots and people that i talk to because yall are precious to me

im a girlie who has a job so i might not always be online to chat and sometimes i just wanna have me time so i might reply late!! or i literally might not reply cus im working on fics and i have to concentrate LOL

if ur a minor i won't follow u back or interact because i post a lot of smut fics and reblog them, i just don't feel like minors should be interacting with me at all!! A LOT of my fics are just smutty or they might be fluffy AND smutty!! so please dni

i usually don't reblog dark content bc I get scared to make my mutuals/followers uncomfy (its engraved in me to be a people pleaser) but ur fics are so great and all of u are so talented!

im a new writer so there might be a small list but I have so many ideas and please request if you'd like!

i talk like I'm a teenage girl and I keysmash and use a lot of caps!! plus I've never grown up honestly everyone in my life tells me I still talk and act like a teenager which is weird but maybe its my autism idk!! so just be aware I will be silly and make lots of weird jokes about how much I love yuuji n suku

i am very mentally ill and im in the process of being diagnosed with autism and adhd, but right now im in the process of healing! this doesn't have to do with anything, just wanted u guys to know hehe

requests are open and u can send me thirsts and ideas as well!!

please don't be fatphobic, homophobic or transphobic or racist on my bloggie!! just try not to be disrespectful!! I'm kinda whatever about things like discourse though so I just block but if ur fatphobic to me I will probably call u out and be mean about it I am nice until someone disrespects me IM SORRY I have a potty mouth when im mean so beware!!

I OVERSHARE WAY TOO MUCH AND I TALK ABOUT MYSELF A LOT SO I APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE IF I JUST START RAMBLING!! sometimes im good at chatting to other people and making them feel comfortable and sometimes ill just make them listen to me ramble for hours there is no in between. but i always try to make u and others feel included if ur in dms with me!! also i might spam messages if u dm me i am sooooo sorry i can never keep a ton of my thoughts in ONE or TWO messages it's a CURSE

if u steal my content and get outted I will probably hex you, try to get ur own ideas and branch out! I promise I believe in u and u don't need to take other peoples works to be successful!!

#byf #about me

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menalez · 3 months

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I’m a crypto and I’ve been slowly following more and more radblr accounts, but Jesus Christ the amount of white radfems that have been showing their asses lately has been insane! I’ve had to unfollow so many accounts! The amount of Zionism and Islamophobia has been insane, on top of the rampant lesbophobia, but then I find out one of my fave accounts is an antivaxxer and anti masker and it’s just like Jesus Christ what is in the water on tumblr right now? Anyway, I appreciate how loud and unapologetic you’ve been about Palestine 🥹

whattttt who is an antivaxxer and anti-masker??😭😭 and it’s bc they’re mostly centrist & conservative women at this point… which i could say i couldn’t see that coming but it’s to be expected

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slutnali · 10 months

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From my understanding the people on twitter were more upset with her response to biblegirl, who tweeted something along the lines of “the sooner we accept that most adults do cocaine the better” (not the exact wording, she deleted it now cause the response was overwhelmingly negative, but the sentiment was normalizing cocaine use bc it’s prevelant) and Denali responded “tea”. To me that’s a lot more 🤔what do u mean by that🤔 than anything she said on the podcast.

This is long so I'm adding a read more out of curtesy and also because we are talking about drugs [not very descriptive but still]

I remember seeing that earlier while I was out but don't remember it word for word, wish I did tho

But from what I remember, I thought there was some truth to it. Many people do it, it's not just rampant in the lgbt+ community but everywhere else. Does it make it okay? Absolutely not but from what I took from it is that there's just so much shaming for it and I think harm reduction should be discussed. That's not to say that you should glorify it and I don't think they are, however its such a delicate & complicated topic that people are quick to jump at each others throats defending their stance, etc.. With Nali replying 'teaaa' I think also it has to do with the fandom's reaction to it as well.. like, it always gets weird?

I remember when s13 had been announced and people did their digging and found out about her mugshot etc.. the fandoms reaction gave me an ick because people were very much 'omg how scandalous teeheee 🤭" gossiping and theorizing it... and then again when she'd made a joke about her mugshot on the GITMS segment and then people were actually thirsting over it on twt.. like it was weird imo.. and yeah, she was open about it and to some extent you could argue "she made it our business" but I think this'll probably be the last time she does share about it and I don't think she owes us any more stuff about it if she doesn't want to. That's just me though.

Could the tweet have been worded better? Yeah, but again, the tweet from Biblegirl was deleted and I can't really go in depth. But tbh I don't want to go further into depth or back and forth after this ask and another i have, because this blog is mainly for reading [and occasionally writing] drag race fic and thirsting over my faves.

There def is a discussion to be had when it comes to people who have used it and people entirely against it, and there's many points to be shared on both sides. I've seen some of it while I was scrolling twt a while ago bc I follow a bunch of dr girls [obvs] and local queens.

As for Denali, if you no longer want to support her that's fine and your right. If you need/want to separate yourself from that, do it and if you're a follower or mutual of mine that wants to unfollow me there's no hard feelings. If you do wanna keep following me you can black list 'denali foxx' and 'denali' so you wont see posts with her tag. I cant speak for everyone else who may not tag but I can for my blog because I always use them and tag accordingly.

Drug use and talk happens and it's not a cancelable offense, in my opinion at least. There are many many queens who openly talk about substance use but I rarely even see anyone bring it up: Willow and a bunch of s14 girls doing shrooms, Camden talking about how blackout she was while touring last year and not knowing how she got safe to her hotel room, Sasha C mimes sniffing coke or smoking on stage, all the open stoners, etc.. when it comes to this and other topics people are very pick and choose when it comes to their faves so idk..

but again, this is all my opinion and ramble and its okay if we have a difference.

#answered

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bearsbeetsbeskar · 1 year

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Thank you to @amywritesthings for the tag as I acclimatize to being back on tumblr lol

nickname: don’t really go by a nickname? Other than Nicole my family members call me Lovey, it’s been a nickname since childhood. I cannot STAND being called Nicki.

sign: (literally had to Google this bc I only know my sign as Scorpio, not my sun or moon or that other stuff). Scorpio sun/ aries moon/ pisces rising -> aka passionate as hell, feels emotions very deeply, hella impatient, loyal and determined to a fault, give me deep conversations no surface level shit (basically I am swell lmao)

height: 5’9 (she is a tall queen)

last thing you googled: how to read astrology chart report LMAO

song stuck in my head: Blue Monday by New Order (search Din Djarin on Youtube and look for the short Blue Monday - Din Djarin, you’re welcome)

number of followers: around 330? I have not been active on this blog for a good 8 years so I have no doubt many people in my previous fandoms have unfollowed lol, but thats okay. I’m looking to make new friends in the Mando/Pedro fandoms :)

amount of sleep: I have to get 8 or 9 hours to be a pleasant functioning human. Do I ever actually get this much on a day to day basis? Nope. Otherwise I am having at least two cups of coffee to get me through the day. I really don’t know how most people function on 7 hours or less.

dream job: currently working towards my dream job in social work. The goal is to become certified in practicing equine assisted therapy a.k.a. using horses to facilitate the therapeutic process and heal trauma (it’s life changing once you get to experience it)

wearing: brown workout leggings and a baseball tee. The vibe nowadays is comfort and athleisure wear, emphasis on the LEISURE part

movie/book that summarizes you: I don’t know if there is any one movie or book that summarizes me, I can only conceptualize that as my favorite books or movies. I think my core traits are passion, determination, introspection, independence, and thoughtfulness, so if there is any one movie or character that embodies all of those then that would be it!

fav song currently: Moth to a Flame by Swedish House Mafia and The Weeknd (constantly on repeat in the background, much to my partners dismay)

aesthetic: I’m so shit at describing myself so I really can’t say??? I think my aesthetic is classic, whatever that means. Clothes wise, anything black with gold jewellry. If I can wear combat boots with anything that is a bonus. I like beautiful scenery and old architecture, anything from rap to 80s disco, to new wave, reggaeton, soca and classical music. I feel like my outward appearance embodies resting bitch face, so I guess a pretty classic bitch but soft on the inside? (I am so bad at this I apologize)

favourite author: No current fave authors which really tells me I need to start reading again now that I am out of school and not consumed with academic material.

random fun fact: Is this supposed to be a random fun fact about myself or a random fun face in general? random about me, I can wiggle my ears without touching them, random in general, I will give you a horse related fact, horses cannot throw up! Their digestive system makes it so that food only goes through their esophagus valve, which runs one way. Hence if they choke or get indigestion, they have to get immediate medical attention or surgery otherwise their digestive system becomes blocked. (you needed to know this info right?)

I don’t know anyone else well enough to tag on here but feel free to comment hehe.

#about me #dash games

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thecreelhouse · 2 years

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re: being exhausted by fandom. i’m also in the 25+ crowd and i see a lotttt of people my age acting so fucking tiresome on here and twitter etc and it resulted in me trying to ~curate~ my social media experience and unfollowing an absurd amount of people. but i just have to say- you are one of the few people out there who make it bearable and fun and a joyful experience to still be a part of 💓💓💓

Omg babes you are BRAVE for dealing with the twitter side of the fandom….. there’s pockets of good but I come across some really insane shit on there (and that’s saying a lot coming from me and my goofy takes). I hate to sound like such an old fart but I can’t hang with the 18-24 crowd most of the time, which is so fine, bc what the hell do I even have in common with them lol. I have a handful of pals and mutuals I’ve been lucky enough to form a bond with where they’re in their younger twenties, bc we’re all v open minded and empathetic (or try to be at least?), but I unfollowed the majority of the younger fans, and I know a good chunk of them don’t care for me either. All good, you can’t be liked by everyone!

And I’m the same, I try really hard to curate a good fandom experience for myself. I think a lot of us that are 25+ seem to do that, bc we just wanna be a part of the genuinely enjoyable aspects of fandom! A lot of us grew up in fandoms, and even newer folks who get into fandom at a later age are valid too! So it’s nice to be among others who are on the same wavelength. I had a hard time finding any friends on the ~bad side~ of 25 (sry that Patrick stump song is stuck in my head gjfhgkjdslfjslg), but it’s been nice to connect with more mutuals and pals closer to my age! Though i do respect that someone being younger doesn’t automatically mean they’re not smart or anything like some older fandom folks think. I respect a lot of the changes the younger crowd has brought into fandom in general the last several years, and some of my fave takes from people come from like. Those that are 20/21.

Sorry I’m rambling i just wanted to clarify that for anyone reading these, pls nobody start an age war in my ask bonks pls.

Anyway. Thank you for sharing this anon, it helps a lot to know we’re not alone with this stuff, even if it is silly fandom stuff! So many of us use this as a way to escape and cope with our real lives, it should be fun, it should be creative, it should be respectful, and i really wish some fans, both young and old, would get that. :(

Also thank you wow omg??? I try my best, though i know i’m not perfect either, nor are my own takes. But I’m glad you can have a fun time here and still feel at ease anon :’)

#answered #sorry 2 like. use ur ask as a springboard for a different thought anon lol

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j1nsgf · 6 years

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if you think there's no problem with the line distribution as a whole in bts, then you're wrong

#please tell me why i had to read someone defending this with my own two eyes in 2018 #and not name dropping doesn't help when there's only so many ppl you can possibly be referring to lmao #please unfollow me if you think jin's lines throughout the years has been 'fair' or 'okay'#i'm tired of ppl saying we shouldn't get mad bc bts is okay w the way it is #yeah. as long as your faves are getting lines and center time it's okay right?#personal #bts #seokjin

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aerltarg · 2 years

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1, 3, 7, 14, 19 + asoiaf 👀 (go off queen 🔥)

1. What OTPs in your fandom do you just not get?

oh boi where to begin 😭

ok i really don't understand what's up w shipping your absolute fave w someone you don't like or straight up hate. bonus points if canonically these characters are not just indifferent to each other but hate the type like the other / is very dismissive towards the other. so you can't even get the love/hate spice from there lmfao, it's literally so bland and sad 😭 also the amount of twisting both characters need to endure to make this at least seem to work out!! what's the point even if in the end of such “ship” you get basically ocs w the names of canon characters?

and what's the point in such “shipping” if you only use the other one (literally the half of said pairing) to prop up your fave? does it really bring ppl joy to turn the whole fucking well-written character into someone else's accessory? relationship goals?? especially in cases when you just know they just have an agenda and want to hide another case of mischaracterizing of certain character.

literally who these ppl are lying to 😭 the funniest shit is that i can get the aggressive hetero shippers more than the ones who hide behind their faux activism shield. the first ones are at least not as hypocritical lmao

there also are some personal pet peeves of mine like smth from the kind of torturer x victim. tho funnily enough enjoyers of such problematic stuff more oft than not are actually very aware of this and are very chill. so while i don't ship this myself i am very cool w their shippers and don't feel any need to wage a holy war on them or smth lol. the same can't be said abt the certain crackshippers who feel the need to drag through dirt any possible “rival” to their *cough*very crack and very straight*cough* otp to “prove” the ~canonicity~ of the said ship. so in the end of the day i think the attitude of real ppl towards other real ppl matter more. i might not ship many things in this fandom and not get maybe as many but i am honestly so okay w them until they are self-aware and stay in their lane.

3. Have you ever unfollowed someone over a fandom opinion?

in the fandom like this one? jfc of course 😭💀 it was mostly in the beginning though, now i know better and just don't hit follow button until i'm really, like 100% sure it's worth it lol. this fandom is the best in giving the trust issues i'm afraid

7. Is there anything you used to like but can't stand now?

i used to be a total stark stan and then a martell stan lmao 💀 yes, i confess my sins. back in these dark days when i was young and delusional i enjoyed stark/martell supremacy iirc. what i think of this now? embarrassing 😭 i mean i still have enough warm feelings for canon starks and martells, i've just become extremely allergic to the ~northern independence~ and ~revenge power fantasies~ and all this stuff. bless their unhinged fanbases for scaring me off so fast w their anti dany sentiments (whom i've always dearly loved) and f&b for turning me into complete targ stan lol

14. Unpopular opinion about your fandom?

the distinction between two sides is truly hilarious. there are many different subfandoms ofc but generally it boils down to having certain opinions abt certain characters, the main ones and the ones fandom made more relevant than they canonically are. and these opinions are really so, SO opposite that's it's just killing me 😭 how can two ppl look at the same page and see two completely opposite things? when one person is like 97% right and the other is SO TOTALLY WRONG ZERO READING COMPREHENSION DETECTED LMFAO

imho, meta culture has done unrepairable damage there. you realize this when you see some random ppl using quotes from mf fanfiction as canon proof in a discussion abt canon having NO IDEA it's literally non-existent in the books. yeah, bc they had read somewhere on quora or reddit or tumblr some “analysis” and never once fact checked. you also realize this when you see some total, like absolutely ridiculous crack posted as serious (or in some really lost causes “almost canon”) “theory” and taken as such by other ppl simply bc it looked like a serious essay. ppl buy into this confident tone and quotes in between (but still don't check these quotes even if they don't remember them in canon since they're so blissfully naive abt the certain parts of the fandom that absolutely and shamelessly can change canon quotes just to spread their agenda lol), ppl see bnfs blogs getting asks abt even tiniest details and these bnfs answering oh so confident as if they were grrm himself abt smth that can't even be taken as analysis simply bc of the lack of canon material on the issue. they step on the territory of pure fanon and headcanons but never change the tone and some ppl take this bullshit for granted without blinking.

so yeah my unpopular opinion. for such serious, interesting and complex book series, asoiaf fandom is fucking dumb and deranged and, unfortunately, many really smart ppl have left leaving us w this lot that refuses to use their own brains and that prefers to read some biased “metas” online than actual books and the hypocrites who boost their egos in this dead fandom, freaking out every time anyone tries to challenge them.

special cry out for those who still make this fandom bearable aka content creators whose gifs, edits, arts, metas (i mean real honest metas, not whatever bullshit clown colleges are eager to reblog lmao). despite being paid dust from local pretentious bitches, who forget who is the real customer there all the time, you are still w us and thank you so much for keeping this fandom alive!!! once you leave we will have only satansas' hallucinations posed as smth canon related and unfunny lame jokes 😭

19. What is the one thing you hate most about your fandom?

hypocrisy and double standards. they're literally everywhere lmfao, can't even count. also some really weird shit like harassing real life pocs over headcanons abt fanon pocs lolol, but that's a whole another conversation lmao. but most of all i hate the lack of basic human decency. some ppl there can doxx, gaslight, lie, go running like cockroaches caught in 4k doing this all but never once apologize to the ppl they harassed and lied abt and still be cool for some fandom places while others will be automatically cancelled for shipping the wrong ship or stanning the wrong character. bc apparently for asoiaf fandom opinions on fiction matter more than the treatment of very fucking real human beings 🤡 how glad am i for seeing which ppl have their priorities straight istg

play with me in the salty ask game!

#thank YOU queen!!!🔥👑#asoiaf #mypost #aerea-targaryen #.txt #ask game #*answered #asks #fandom wank #lol feels good to get off my chest gsyshxuwsh

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chanelandcloves · 2 years

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I have been tagged by @utsuu and I’d rather do this than work or study for my certification LMAO

Sharing personal information on the internet... let's goooooo:

Nickname: Nikki or Cole

Star Sign: Libra Sun. To be extra I’m Taurus Moon and Sagittarius ascendant

Height: 5’4

Time: 11:00am

Birthday: Sept. 28

Favorite Bands: BIGBANG, BTS, AFI. Stray Kidz, TXT, SHINee…I don’t have many faves. I enjoy many different groups/bands but my brain says brrrr and can’t think of others

Favorite Solo Artists: G-Dragon, AGUST D, J-Hope (those 2 are of course in BTS but as solo artists they are *chefs kiss* but ot7 always), BEWHY, Oceanfromtheblue, Wooks, Hoody, MIYAVI…I know there’s more but 🙃

Favorite Foods: I don’t really have any tbh bc I enjoy many

Favorite Colors: Black and then neutrals

Last Thing I Googled: an orthodontist for the chompers and also Plasma donations

Last Show I Watched: Bad Buddy and currently watching Semantic Error

Last Movie I Watched: encanto with my cousin and her twin boys lol

Lucky Number: 3 & 7 I think. Cant say for sure tho.

When Did I Create This Blog: ages and ages ago. When tumblr was first hella popular and had more hype. Then I dropped it for a bit and came back bc of The Devil Judge.

Do I Have Any Other Blogs?: negative. I just have le IG and Twitter where I yell a lot lol

Do I Get Asks?: nope. But it’s cool

Why Did I Choose My URL?: Chanel is a dream designer and I’d love to own a bag one day. But with the rate at which they’re increasing their prices, I’d rather save for a Birkin bc goodness. And cloves bc I like clove cigarettes tho quite unhealthy duh. I don’t actively smoke and they are not legal in MD I don’t think but I can cross into the next state and snag some if I wanted to lol

Blogs You Follow: 808. Probably gonna unfollow some bc I’m sure many are deactivated at this point

Dream Trip: back to Korea but this time for an extended amount of time. Saving the funds. And from there I wanna visit Japan and Singapore

Instruments: none.

Average Hour Of Sleep: maybe the most 8hrs 🙃

How Many Blankets Do You Sleep With: tis winter so like 3 bc I hate being cold. Yes there is heat but still.

Tagging: whomst do I tag idk idk umm I shall pick at random. @xxcaribbean @sashkitty ummm and whoever comes across this have fun 😌💜

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sweetaspiesammy · 3 years

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I'm a destiel shipper. Not hardcore but I am. Jensen's my favorite. But after what he did I just can't, I'm on Jared's side. So yeah fuck hellers that enjoy the drama cause Jared gets stab in the back, your ship is no fucking excuse to be mean to a human being WTF PEOPLE??? I had to unfollow like 20 blogs because they were hardcore hating on Jared and enjoying him getting hurt

Yeah the fact that they’re laughing at jared being literally betrayed by so many people he knows bc they like a fake ship is ridiculous. Misha didn’t know either?? But he was begging for a job and not expressing sadness, but if he had I’m sure they’d be just as sad for their fave

#asks #prequel gate

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iampikachuhearmeroar · 3 years

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y’know the wildest thing still to happen to me on this hellsite was my first experience of sexting, sans nudes, that was done in front of at least 250-500 followers because of those horny anons i had in early 2013 when i was 17. instead of being exposed to it on my phone privately with a partner at that age, it was done publicly for the internet to see lmao. i remember begging the anons to stop and “come off anon” because i was “losing followers” at the time too bc i was so insecure about my follower count lmao. and then yeah when they came off anon they were both 28 years old.

to write the responses, i just consulted cosmo mag sex pages for ideas hoping that the anons would like the options i chose. in one i detailed doing anal- a sex act i hadn’t even done yet irl- let alone every other thing i suggested in them (head, idek long, drawn out foreplay, some stupid fancy sex moves that cosmo was all like “use these moves to spice up your sex life 🔥🔥”, sex in a bath, i’m pretty sure i had some lines about tying or handcuffing them to a bed (????) etc etc etc)….

when again, i had never even done any of those above sex acts in real life. i was a naive teen who was incredibly shy in regards towards her love life because she’d “never been kissed” and had never had the “hot emo boyfriend whose in a band and is covered in tattoos” she’d always wanted, let alone even a boyfriend that she had actually fucking liked (ie clear braces boy, for like a month in year 9/2010 vs the popular boys that made fun of her, that she always had unrequited crushes on)…. hell, my blog title when i first started on here in 2011 was “the perfect epitome of being forever alone” because of these very reasons. but here she was, writing explicit sex acts to strangers like she knew what the fuck she was doing, to an audience of 250-500 people- and then to fucking grown ass men in inboxes. i was just parroting the shit i’d read in cosmo (both sex advice and sometimes excerpts of erotica/“sexy, steamy reads” they had some months) and also heard repeatedly in the porn that my high school stalker/creeper at public school loved to show (harass) me with to flirt with me, whenever we were alone together at school in 2012/2013.

like you could tell how naive i was….. because i used ridiculous lines like “like a gentleman entranced, you lead me to the bath for our next foray” and dumbass prose-y things like that. because what the fuck does that even mean 😂😅????

and this is why i think minors should be careful with their online experiences. like yeah, you could say that i wasn’t a minor anymore- more of a “young adult”- who should of made the smart decision to not engage with these anons. but i was a kid. i thought it was fun. and when the dudes came off anon, i thought to myself “it’s not like i’m ever gonna meet them if i ever go to the US or puerto rico at any point. it’s not like that they’ll ever recognise me in person or ever reach out to me again in the future. i might as well do it.” and i did eventually end up ignoring the guys in my inbox, due to my mental health kinda plummeting from the middle til the end of 2013 because of my end of high school exams and stuff… and also the puerto rican guy’s infamously inappropriate “hot PE teacher fucks HOT female high school student in the girls change room showers” fantasy which fucking disgusted me, when he full well knew that i was STILL IN high school.

and obviously again, there’s the point about using the “block” button function. but as i’ve stated several times over my years on here, back in my early days of tumblr, i never wanted to block or unfollow people (even if they were trash like these two men), because it seemed so “mean” and “final”. obvs now i have no qualms about blocking people, and actively encourage younger people on here to use the block button with reckless abandon towards creepy people or people who can hurt them in some way. but to high school teenage me, the whole “using the block button” thing seemed to go against me being a “nice girl/person” so i never used it, no matter which social media platform i was on.

this is why i’m hella scared for young teen girls on tik tok wanting to have onlyfans accounts: because it’s where they’ll be exposed to ACTUAL CREEPS AND PREDATORS incredibly quickly; all because they can make money off selling images of just their feet or eventually their body….. depending on what these creepy strangers demand from them….. and they’ll feel like they’ll have to do it…. but to do it before you even start experimenting properly with relationships and sex is even worse. like. yeah. i’ve admitted before that i originally started this tumblr to possibly post nudes, to see if i’d get the positive feedback that i so desperately wanted/craved from the boys in my year at catholic school- eg. to be called “sexy”, “hot”, “fuckable” possibly “beautiful”- like some of the so called “popular girls” got on their hella basic bikini photos back then (like i remember one girl i knew ended up with like 500 likes and a fair amount of comments on one of her bikini pics and i was INCREDIBLY BITTER because not even a pic of me with a nice outfit on, my hair done and makeup on could EVER get those numbers, let alone even break over the double digits).

but i decided posting nudes or other explicit images on here was an absolute no go, because i realised that i never wanted people that i knew digging up barely clothed/naked pics of me and sending them to me all like “hey, is this you?” and then possibly mocking me, all because i would’ve been dumb enough to put my face in them probably at the time. now when i take nudes and send them, i never show my face. because i know now, that even in relationships, your partner can use nude pics as leverage for arguments or to abuse you in such a way that they’ll upload your pics without your knowledge to god knows where on the internet probably as a way to get back at you in a horrible breakup.

this is what i sincerely hope some young girls who ever contemplate starting onlyfans accounts take some time SERIOUSLY CONSIDER. please know that if you share shit on onlyfans, it can shared and re-shared (i think idek how OF works tbh) to god knows who- and eventually end up in the hands of people you know. i don’t fucking care if it’s a “good way to make money!” or if people think that im trying to stop teen girls from being “girl bosses” and the other dumb as fuck internet memes you want to throw at me. because this shit isn’t “haha internet meme funny” material. it’s some fucking serious stuff. and also, i’m not saying “don’t become a sex worker when you’re older” or whatever either. you’re free to make that choice when you’re in your 20s (no i even mean 17-19 year olds in this post as “young teen girls”- sorry you’re basically kids to me at almost 26). just please consider where the fuck your stuff can be shared to. who it can end up being shared with or to.

this is why i was so fucking adamant with my infamous old follower mr adelaide fuckboy/MAF that i personally would NOT consider becoming a camgirl for him or just generally… because i had no idea where the fuck my images or videos would end up. and do you know the places i’d never want them to fucking be??? in the hands of my high school stalker/creeper. in the hands of those two 28yo men from 2013 (who’d now be in there late 30s or early 40s). i absolutely don’t want them in the hands the mid-to-late 20s and early 30s men that that girl i met at public school in 2012 who was pissed that i didn’t believe that were “adults” because we were finally over the legal age of consent (16) in our state of australia, and so we were apparently fine to “fuck” literal grown ass men because “just fuck them and they’ll be nice to you!!” which i knew was fucking bullshit.

i absolutely don’t fucking want explicit videos/images of me ending up in “why the fuck won’t you let me give you “sex lessons” in the back of my car as a “favour” and as payment for teaching you how to drive you stupid, stuck up & frigid, virgin bitch!?” guy’s hands from 2014 (when i was 18/19 at the time and he was 25… he ended up being the first person of many i’d EVER block on social media lol). or i don't want them in the hands of those weird early 20s dudes (one of which was trying to set me up with his friend) who hit on me at 16/17 (2012) who were angry that i didn’t like and watch porn as much as they did…. and who promptly asked me at the end of their period of harassing of me: “do you know any sluts we could add?” because i kept refusing their suggestions etc.

hell, quite frankly i don’t even want them to go to mr adelaide fuckboy/MAF either, but the very few and far between nudes that i sent on snapchat to him back in 2016 are some nudes that i’d rather forget lmao. hell. i don’t even know if MAF ever deleted my nudes or shared them somewhere else or not, after he fucking wheedled them out of me with “i’ve followed you for 4 years, don’t be a shit! you owe me nudes!” so he’d just shut the fuck up about my social life decisions and leave me the fuck alone.

i don’t want ANY ONE of the guys i mentioned above to get their hands on photos of minors either…. because i definitely know my hs stalker/creeper would… because his fave “make her jealous” tactic that he’s always used on me is that “hey…. i’m dating a *insert teenage girl’s age here*! be fucking jealous that you don’t fucking have me and feel guilty that you won’t fuck me like this girl does!!!” just like he did in 2015, when i ran into him on the home from uni… when i turned 20 the next week and he turned 20 that december. at that time it was a 14yo girl he used as an example of him “dating”/“fucking” to make me jealous. instead, i was completely and utterly fucking disgusted. like any fucking sane and normal human being would/should be at that horrible age gap. that is literally a fucking child that he was fucking grooming. and we were literal adults. back the fuck away.

just please. PLEASE CONSIDER the types of people that trawl these kinds of sites and their intentions. please consider that you are young. very fucking young. you literally DO NOT need to upload nudes to the internet because it’s apparently a “lucrative” business. fuck the jokey “boss babe” rhetoric around it all the way to fucking hell.

because if you’re a minor: i do not want you to have your first experience of sexting or sending explicit images literally in front of god knows how many total strangers for the whole world to see (okay i know only fans is like subscriber/follower based or whatever. but i don’t care)…… even when you (depending how good you are with relationships etc) haven’t reached the common supposed milestones of your “first boyfriend/girlfriend/partner” or “first kiss” or have even “lost your virginity” (which isn’t real anyway- don’t buy this fucking bullshit)…. just like i stupidly did with my exposure to sexting here on my tumblr back in 2013. these people don’t/won’t give a flying fuck about your privacy or safety. they don’t/won’t give a fuck about your boundaries either.

please don’t possibly scar yourself for life, just because you’re being told that it’s a quick & convenient way to make some money for weirdos on the depths of the internet. you will regret it in future. just like i do now with mine. it should’ve been something personal between me and and a guy i trusted and liked at the time. not to some random 250-500 random strangers on this hellsite (okay the notes on these posts were literally single digits or non-existent, but still… and also some of my irl friends who had tumblr saw these posts as well) for a show….. and then privately with two 28yo literal grown ass men…. who should’ve been fucking hitting on women their own goddamned age and in their own countries and NOT a 17yo high school KID (at the time) from australia; who, now in her 20s, needs therapy to sort this shit out lmao. mind you they both reeled me in with the “you’re so mature for your age” bullshit line…. which i fell for a little bit, even if it did make me feel kinda gross at the time, too. don’t fall for that bullshit either.

#life #about me #shut up ilona #relationships i guess #internet stuff #this went in a bigger direction that i thought it would lmao #but anyway

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senso1954 · 3 years

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okay this is the second one @hotdustyroads tagged me in... kisses

nicknames: usually just raph... portuguese-speakers have been knows to go for rafa. that's it i cannot change this

zodiac: pisces sun aquarius rising virgo moon. aries venus if that helps you understand

height: 5'9. medium af

last movie: okay it's still the new james bond unfortunately

last thing i googled: "in a lonely place dorothy hughes bestellen"

fave musician(s): many such cases

song stuck in my head: well i'm listening to sawdust & diamonds rn but the last one was johanna from sweeney todd :( i'll steall you johanna i will take to the grave your precious long face

other blogs: i had a sideblog for posting about musical stuff as a teenager and two for teen poetry (i dont know why two). i had a secret supernatural sideblog while my groupchat was talking about it a lot but it made me irrationally upset at people so i had to stop. live love laugh

blogs following: okay. well. 1248 but i may have to actually start unfollowing people some time. i've had this blog since i was 13

amount of sleep: i don't know i don't like doing the maths... okay amounts

lucky number: this is hard but when i am working i always choose even numbers for time stamps. so maybe even numbers

what i’m wearing: black jeans, light grey jumper with a picture of roseville bridge on it, little orange-yellow crop underneath so it goes over my collar and keeps my neck warm. will be wearing my denim jacket out for dinner at my mother's podcast co-host's place

dream job: okay i like movies but theatre director if we are being honest. no i've never done anything remotely like it

dream trip: i've just been on two trips in a row i've had enough for a while. doing drugs in new york or something idk i don't have it in me right now

fave foods: roast potato

play an instrument: piano but not for ages

languages: english, german, "spanish", "latin", and i technically learned ancient greek but i fear that's all gone

fave songs: this is hard :( non-exhausively ezekiel 7 by the mountain goats. farmer in the city by scott walker. professional widow by tori amos. aprés moi by regina spektor. hood by perfume genius... many more. check out my spotify if you have the chance

random fact about me: i used to be so into stop-motion animation i made my own little plasticine people and gave them to my parents and neighbours and such

describe yourself using aesthetic things: "bottle blond" has to be enough here

not tagging anyone bc i just did two in a row. everyone is tagged <3

#raph.txt #tag thing

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piningeddiediaz · 3 years

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The "crying club" here on tumblr, which is embarrassing in itself but ok, is totally bullying people for not believing in the same things (trc related) they are, or for seeing a character differently. My friend got attacked bc she likes gansey!!!!!! Those people are insane imo. They are 25-30+ years old abd behsve like children. It's just books, it's fictional characters, everyone interprets things differently. But to be attacked over liking a character and only putting adam on a pedestal is so stupid. Adam is my fave too but this worshipping what they do is seriously embarrassing. Those are grown ass women. It sucks that on so many pynch blogs or trc blogs you are confronted with them. I'm sure some are nice and don't mean harm but a few of them, they think they the elite and they are the only ones who can say something about characters. And they dont seem to have many hobbies outside of tumblr and their weird group, they dissect the books like there is no tomorrow and come up with the stupidest theories. They are what make the experience on here strained. If they stick to themselves and do what they want it's fine but bullying or attacking people is not ok. They should block them too.

alright you know what, since y’all are so keen to get me involved i might as well. why the hell did you think you could come to me and say shit about my friends? what exactly do you think i will do here?

by bullying do you mean calling out people on their problematic opinions which they, as members of the community, feel uncomfortable by? because there is a word for that sweetie and it’s not bullying. it can escalate into something when people refuse to let it go, which is kinda exactly what’s happening over here. y’all are so quick to say everyone has different opinions and to respect everyone when it’s your opinions that are being attacked, but when someone else does the same y’all are so ready to jump down their throats.

and get that shit out of here. you have no right to come to someone and attack them because they -boo hoo - have interests outside a daily 9-5 job. they’re adults on tumblr? big fucking deal. i am also an adult on tumblr, fyi, and i’m pretty sure i’ll still be here when i’m an old fucking woman on my deathbed. what’s it to you? believe it or not, you don’t have a monopoly on tumblr. you don’t know anything about anyone’s lives on here, so i don’t know on what authority you’re concluding whether they have a life outside of tumblr. have you ever even spoken to them before or are you just stringing words here?

and look, i’m not trying to say the fandom on here is picture perfect bcos i know they’re not. and maybe i dont see it bcos i make sure not to interact with anyone i might disagree with. you’re right, we all have our own opinions and likes and dislikes and we should be able to enjoy them in peace privately. key word is privately! the scroll button is free (i like gansey. julia doesn’t like gansey. i’m willing to admit gansey had done many problematic things i like him less for. neither of us have tried to change the other’s opinion or argue with the other, which is why we get along fine. it’s called being mature it’s pretty a pretty good thing to do). the block button is free. the unfollow button is free no one will care if you unfollow someone because their opinions don’t match yours. you have the right to curate your experience on here to match what you want. what you don’t have a right to do is send these to anyone, let alone someone else. this is called talking behind someone’s back. plus you had to have known i will send this to them, right?

i get you, i do, but i think you’re targeting the wrong people here buddy. because from where i’m standing, i can see pretty clearly who were expressing an opinion on their blog for which they repeatedly get attacked for, and who has been going to other people to accuse someone of bullying, and who are the ones going beyond fandom drama and saying personal shit :/ primary school may have been a while ago for me but my memories aren’t that bad. i’m pretty sure i know what bullying is

#i’m sorry your experience is strained but you dont get to come to me and attack my friends

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troybarnesbucky · 3 years

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tagged by @sabitchhh :)

Why did you choose your url?

troy barnes (community) and bucky barnes (mcu) are two of my fave fictional characters who happen to share the same last name!

Any side-blogs? If you have them, name them and why you have them

i do but I will not elaborate because I dont use it anymore and its a cringy fandom. the account was weirdly popular and I hate it lol.

How long have you been on tumblr?

on and off since like 2012-13, but ive had this account since 2018 or 19, I dont remember.

Do you have a queue tag?

nope, too lazy to start one and dont care enough to.

Why did you start your blog in the first place?

I was lonely, didnt have any friends and needed a vacuum to scream into about my dumb fandom things.

Why did you choose your icon?

donald glover is hot... next question.

Why did you choose your header?

was too lazy to make a cool one and I found this edit that went well with my theme so.

What’s your post with the most notes?

nothing fun lol its my post about sarah halimi and how antisemitism is ignored by everyone.

How many people do you follow?

303 but I'm constantly unfollowing and it seriously went down after the increase in antisemitism on here. also most of them are inactive anyways.

Have you ever made a shitpost?

I don't know what counts as a shitpost but probably?? I would say I used to on my side blog but I mostly reblog or vent on here.

How often do you use tumblr?

sometimes I'll go a day or two without checking, but I deleted insta and tik tok on my phone so I've been on tumblr a lot more.

Did you have a fight/argument with a blog once? Who won?

actually yeah I have but it was awhile ago, it was about antisemitism and I reckon I lost because��I essentially left the fandom because of it.

How do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this post’?

fucking annoying, a symptom of this performative activist mentality that has been so pervasive online in the last few years and I hate it.

Do you like tag games?

yeah I love talking about myself im a jewish virgo, but I always feel so embarrassed when I do them and tag other people bc I feel like im bothering them :/ if I ever tag you and you dont wanna be tagged anymore pls lmk !

Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

a few ! but also I had a lot more mutuals that I unfollowed bc antisemitism that were pretty popular accounts.

Do you have a crush on a mutual?

I haven't had a crush since 2013 lmao but lowkey yes, on a few <3

Last song you listened to?

45 by bleachers ! psyched for his new albummmm.

What’s your phone background/lockscreen?

a collage my friend made me that matches my phone case, it’s cute but a bit cringy and I'm never getting rid of it.

tagging @pointeful @smores100 @labelma @kosher-catboy @officialhannahmontana @malka-nediva @moodyyehudi @afterafternoons @gfbucky and of course anyone who sees this and likes talking about themself as much as I do lmao

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tales-of-magic-and-chaos · 3 years

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Fandoms & Me

Spoiler: this is gonna to be a long-ass post

OK so I did a not-so-little list of questions about fandoms because I needed an excuse to talk and I wanted to do a sort of a recap for 2020.

Feel free to use it, as a tag game, as a 1 like= 1 answer.. Whatever you want!

Also yes the format is inspired by another list of questions about shipping lmao. (I have to finish it btw....)

I had been reading Fairy Tail and One Piece fics before but the first fandom I really got into is Harry Potter!

Well technically I started reading on Skyrock lmao. But the first true platform dedicated to fics I used was FFnet

I think it was Tomarry and Drarry

I'm really focused on the MCU and its fandom currently but I do enjoy content from other fandoms sometimes (like HP, SPOP, Lore Olympus…)

FROSTIRONSTRANGE. Ironstrange and frostiron are my second faves. I discovered frostiron while I was watching the MCU (I mean.... IT'S SO EVIDENT????) and started reading fics about it. Ironstrange was also evident but frostiron was first. For frostironstrange it was with the @frostironstrange blog (and their fic on Ao3) and it's later that I really jumped on the ironstrange and strangefrost wagon.

Yep. I'm very focused on my main ships but I'm always ready to enjoy good content about other ships I like. Especially beautiful fanarts and cool headcanons.

Obviously. I could die for polyships. They make my little heart go doki doki *loud sniffles*. Apart for frostironstrange there is also Draco/Harry/Tom, avengers OT6 (or more), Sam/Steve/Bucky......... Basically if I can polyship I will.

I love the 2012 avengers fics' headcanons. And I think I have a lot of headcanon I like for HP but it's because the fandom basically rewrote the whole universe. HP belongs to the fandom and Mrs Dementor can eat my ass.

I'm firmly pro-ship: ship and let ship, your kink is not my kink and it's okay, I'll never condone harassment and hate in fandoms. I encourage ppl to use tools they have blocking, muting unfollowing, to curate their online experience.

Well 2020 basically brought me everything. A new fandom, a new ship to dedicate my whole soul to. I discovered Ao3 (and THAT'S amazing). I started actively reading and talking in English (very proud). And most of all: I started WRITING FICS and even tried to DRAW. I mean. There was so little content, I had so many ideas for this ship. I decided to start creating the content I searched for. ALSO I COMMISSIONED FOR THE FIRST TIME AN AMAZING FANART SKXJSKXJSK. And I discovered amazing people to talk with and share about ours ships 💖💖💖💖

Huum... It's really rare for me to like a fic writer so much that I go read everything they wrote. But there are some French fic writers in the HP fandoms who's fics I absolutely love (one of them is Magouille on FFnet). And I think I admire Rosae on Ao3 a lot.

I discovered Rosae (@frostironstrange) year! Their works introduced me to frostironstrange, the amount of content and headcanons they created for frostironstrange is truly amazing. It really inspires me and encourages me to create as much content as I want to.

Yep. I'm thinking about several fics. One of them is Vlad Kemenov ou la Vengeance des Potter, a French Harry Potter fic written by Magouille on FFnet. It's truly excellent! It starts as Vlad Kemenov growing up in the Russian magic mafia's circles and the author creates a whole universe around it. The characters, the ideas, the plot, the several political/diplomatic etc intrigues over the years are so well written. It's truly captivating and a fabulous jewel.

There is also The Black Heir by FirePhoenix8 on FFnet, an excellent Tomarry fic in English.

Revenge is so sweet in French by Elisabeth Canden on FFnet. SO GOOD but alas abandoned.

Very known, it's the most famous HP fic but Harry Potter and the Methods of Rationality. I only read the first 20 chapters of this last Fic but trust me. In the first chapter I understood why it was one of the most popular HP fic. Genius.

And also An Aunt's love by Emma Lipardi on FFnet in English is excellent as well.

I didn't read a lot this year but I loved:

Worldbuilding is important by Rosae on Ao3 (amazing frostironstrange smut)

Kinktober 2018 fics by Meshkol on Ao3 (god-level written smuts...... Just. Wow. It takes my breath away)

Iron infinity by DuncanIdaho2014 on FFnet, this is an infinity War fix it fic with Tony being an atrocious Gary Tsu. It's one of the first mcu fics I read and I have a fond spot for epic Gary Tsu (and Mary Sue as well).

Poetic Justice by Limmet. OF COURSE, a true frostiron reference. the first longfic I read in English.

Collared by HogwartsToAlexandria, an amazing ironstrange fic....... Wow. WOW. So well written..... And I love D/s fics......

Il souriait by Asrial on FFnet in French.... It's Tony being Ares' reincarnation and WOW. WOOW. BAMF Tony Stark, homoerotism, interesting spiritual vision

Shit I forgot to put this number. It's the ghost-question.

My favorite fanartists are @sed269, @Kraionis, @Blackrain1019 (on Twitter), @hackedmotionsensors, @fu-king-liar, mokonosuke7, @batwynn..... OH MY GOD THERE IS SO MUCH INCREDIBLY TALENTED AND AMAZING ARTISTS I WANT TO THANK THEM SO MUCH. Their art is always breathtaking 😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖💖💖 I honestly can't list all the awesome fanartists we're blessed to have.

Literally all of the fanarts of the artists listed above lmao. ❤️ But ok, I'm fond of every frostironstrange fanarts, I always keep a list of them lmaooo. (especially fond of the one I commissioned of course 💖💖💖)

I love all these ppl giving recs and headcanons for their ships. It's so precious. Thank you so much.

I also love ppl creating incorrect quotes like @shinindragon for frostiron, @salty-ironstrange-shipper and @stark-strange-love2 for ironstrange.

Currently my wallpaper is this absolutely breathtaking and gorgeous fanart by @sed269 💕💕💕💕 I can't express how much this is truly an outstanding work of art. My love for it is unlimited.

20. Okay, to be perfectly honest I almost created this list of questions only for this question and the next.

21.

22. Well. I always have so many ideas I'm overwhelmed most of the time but I love creating things (fics, headcanons, incorrect quotes...) with these ideas to share them.

Content call content. Ideas call ideas.

Also, my advice is: ALWAYS NOTE YOUR IDEAS. ALL OF THEM. even the silly ones, the embarrassing ones, the most self-indulgent ones... Bc no u won't remember clearly all of them without noting them. Bc they can always grow into more. Bc the more you note, the more you have ideas

23. There are so many WIPs I'm excited for.... I think one day I'll dedicate a whole thread/post about them. (I feel too lazy to talk about all of them rn lmao)

#Me monologuing #Fandoms & me #If you read everything wow. You're very brave.#I like to talk #The advantage of doing myself the questions is that I talk only about what I want

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