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naamahdarling · 2 years

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#i would give ANYTHING to be out from under the duress of SSDI and i simply cannot achieve that and my boyfriend simply cannot achieve that #and i honestly don't know what to do #the constant anxiety #the fear of SS punishing me for begging for help #of holding my boyfriend's income whether earned or unearned against me if we choose to marry and possibly even if we do not #i just don't know how to exist in this world that wants to punish me out of existence simply for trying to survive #everyone says OH don't try to lie to them they'll find out #and i'm like well i'm fucked because for the last many years i thought unearned income was NOT counted against you #but it turns out is is #and it is penalized even more harshly than earned income #to make sure that those of us who CANNOT work know our wretched and worthless place #and if they come at me for having BEGGED for help in the past and my benefits get yanked #guys that's game over for me #that's suicide time and i am not lying because without what meager help they do give i WILL not survive for long #and if they choose to jail me that's also not survivable #so im just looking at this hideous bleak future where i live in fear all the time and can never marry my boyfriend #and it has soured everything #i cannot work #the idea of getting married is sour now and almost disgusting because it's so tainted by fear and oppression #and no a civil ceremony isn't the answer as they consider that the same as legally wed #so i just don't know what to do #i just don't fucking know how to go on #when the rules they play by are so obscure and so rigged against me #i can't do what i love most and make ponies because the very idea fills me with grief and anxiety #i don't have the spoons to chase down the answers or the solutions #i am so tired #and i so very much wish i could just be a regular person and do normal things and care for myself #i am one crisis away from utter dissolution and i barely know who i am anymore #god help me i want to live so very fucking badly but i look at the future and see nothing changing #not going to hurt myself but i wish to god i knew how to make my meager income safe and how to fucking beg so they won't want to take it

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lilybug-02 · 3 months

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Pain is a great motivator…

Part 26 || First || Previous || Next

—Full Series—

Meanwhile Toriel:

(Loud noises don't wake her up usually.)

Artist note: I’m so proud of this :))) I know it’s a lot of dialogue and reading, but dialogue is grueling work for me. I’m glad with the art and for the amount of pages I made in such a relatively short time span -w- page 5 was super fun to work on. A lot of blood, sweat, and hours here... :) The backgrounds were a big bore tbh, but I finished them! Yippie!

#CHARA WTF DO YOU MEAN “COMPUTER”????#lol i hope you guys dont hate me for what im doing in the next update.#IS THAT A MAC OS???#Yes......owo''#Kris and the Gang are LITTLE now. I've pixelated them and turned them into little game characters!#FINALLY!!#I never thought I would be going so far in the story to explain WHY Kris pulls out their SOUL and opens Darkfountains even when they killed #Berdly in Chapter 2. Pain can make people do horrible things.#Uhhhhhhhhh anyways. :3 I hope you liked it! I made this post a little too long for my liking and didnt get it out when i wanted too-#but thats okay! As long as people enjoy it :)#bread #art #deltarune chara timeline #deltarune chara timeline comic #seriously though #long post #man am I glad I switched over to the limited color palet! It helps me feel alot more relaxed uwu #This is....way over 16 hours of work q-q #chara #asriel #susie #kris #asriel dreemurr #kris dreemurr #kris deltarune #susie deltarune #deltarune #comic #my art

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ninyard · 28 days

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fox tweets (pt.2)

#sorry the relationship I’ve created between Kevin and Allison in my head is fantastic #I love them #just laughing at my own jokes over here once again guys #I don’t know why I’m cracked up so bad at the last one it’s really not that good #but just the idea of it has me cackling #Neil josten #kevin day #Dan wilds #Renee walker #Allison Reynolds #Nicky hemmick #andrew minyard #Aaron minyard #aftg #all for the game #tfc #the foxhole court #jeremy Knox #mine

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egophiliac · 4 months

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CROWLEY SSR THOUGHTS

there is zero basis for this, but I can't get this thought of my head

I don't know why I decided to draw it this way

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #(these will be relevant in a moment)#this isn't going to happen. but WHAT IF.#anyway i didn't get him (damnit birdman come home) so i had to look up his story #and let me tell you friends my findings were SHOCKING #crowley canonically likes vegetables which means that the crowley is revaan theory = BUSTED #crowley is sailor venus = CONFIRMED #(i know 'whip of love' is a saying but that's where my mind always goes)#DISCLAIMER: this is (mostly) a joke please continue to hold whatever theories and headcanons you want #but look. c'mon. look over here at this whiteboard i've covered in red yarn.#revaan being a picky eater has come up multiple times and there is an entire whole bit about how much he hated jerky and refused to eat it #and now they've made a point of talking about how crowley will eat almost anything and loOoOoves wild game meat especially #it's SO stupid but i can't help but read way too much into it #(this is tumblr if you don't want to see incredibly stupid overanalysis of anime guys then why are you HERE)#and i gotta hold on to something because otherwise whenever malleus and crowley are onscreen together i just keep going 'same hair color...#unless this is like. some kind of deep cover thing.#lilia doesn't recognize him because he saw him eat a green bean once and revaan would NEVER #crowley's secret is safe for another day #(serious hat on: i do think they're probably connected in some way)#(but there's something deeper going on that we're just not clued into yet that will hopefully explain things)#man forget revaan what if crowley whips off his mask and it turns out he was meleanor this whole time #wait hold on meleanor loves jerky. IT ALL FITS...

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heartorbit · 5 months

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always by your side

#couuugh. whehezze #hold on #project sekai #emu otori #pjsk #prsk #proseka #ok thatsg enough RANK 96 COOOOOGUH WHEEEZE #literlaly cough wheez ei have fucking covid. i wanted to draw something nicer for the event but my hands rlly hrut snd my throat hirts and #i was sticking my head in the freezer in between matches.#omfg i didnt think the end sprint was gonna be so insane i didnt have enough energy. mfers made me spend 700 gems. nene please.#i never wanna open the game agaon.(guy who will open it tomorrow and sunday) 16 MIL POINTS.. pimh was only 9mil. for rank 80smth.#the hatsune miku colorful stage tiering economy is in shambles #'im never doing that again' [will do it again in august]#event was insane. started out ill -> only 1 rate up card -> charger broke -> assignments -> covid on the last day. Be fr #to my beloved sakurako and fixer i wub you. ill try to finish my nice profile but well honk mimimi.#NSIFFLKE. SNIFFLE. WAAAAAAH #this is so lazy but i havent drawn for myself literally in a week. other than doodles i did between matches #actually theyre like little bobblehead emus all over my sketchbooks i should collage them into anpost #idk how people get that subtle gaussian blur on their lines i tried it but it looks so obvious to me here.. maybe bc i used a thick brush..#ok wonderhoy i need to lay down so bad tylenol save me. I ACCIDENTALLY SWALLOWED MY LOZENGE IN THE MIDDLE OF A GAAAAAME

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musubiki · 3 months

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danmarch 🐉💎

#honkai star rail #dan heng #march 7th #danmarch #fanart #hsr #what else do i tag. i have no idea #anyway. im breaking my VERY LONG oc art streak to post my one(1) contribution to star rail #i care them very much #ive been playing this game so religiously and they have not left my team #tragic past(emo) vs tragic past(girly pop)#theres NO WAY with marchs very teenage girl mind that she does not have a crush on the hot cool mysterious yet caring dragon guy #who stays in the room right next to her #and the fact that he teases her so much........#the whole ass belabog quest he throws in little harmless march roasts every so often #he fucking CARE her #i bets shes like a filipino mom with that camera. every oppertunity (picture!!!!)#and dan heng gets dragged into it #he is honing his photography skills against his will #any nice place? shes like (lemme pose can you get a photo of me?)#dan heng just sighs #they bond over silently judging stelle rummaging through the garbage #cast each other that best friend glance as half her body is sticking out of a trash bin #i like to think you see them hanging out on the train together #with dan heng reading some obscure 8th century book on civilization pattern and development #and march is humming and putting stickers and aesthetic shit in her scrapbook #taping a piece of antimatter legion loot in the middle of a page #and with bubbly handwriting (we beat some bad guys today!!! <333 so fun!!)

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kaiminluu · 10 months

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"when you slam the door i think you know, that you won't be away too long, you know that i'm not that strong"

hi @campbyler you destroyed me

#byler #acswy #filed under events that make me know i'm living in the right timeline #i love you guys #also i'm really connecting over your use of mamma mia #MAMMA MIA! it's a game we play SHUT UP #bye bye doesn't mean forever SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!#i genuinely fear the possibility of winner takes it all being in future chaps #abbyler #<- thank you tumblr user genius demobatman for this genius tag #camp byler #byler fanart #mike wheeler #will byers #stranger things #my art

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vriskira · 4 months

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akimina.... save me akimina....

#persona 3 #persona 3 reload #akimina #akihiko x minato #is akimina their only ship name thats all ive seen... whateva #akihiko sanada #minato arisato #makoto yuki #junpei iori #yukari takeba #i JUST finished p3 (reload) for the first time last night and man. what a great game #checked out akihikos social link after that and it was so over for me. i love that guy hes awesome #enough yappin im done now bye bye

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skitkattl · 4 months

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you love it when it's about you, don't you?

+ up close standalone portraits

#who's lila #who's lila?#whos lila #william clarke #detective yu #fanart #i drew something that isnt pokemon fanart are u guys proud of me (please say yes)#i've been reobsessing over this game for the past like month lord help me #also i've been reattempting realism lately and this was kind of an excuse to practice that idk.. does it fuck #IF U KNOW ABOUT THIS GAME PLS TALK TO ME. PELASE PELPALSAPLEPEL #skitty sketches

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lemonadeslice · 2 years

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oh the armor atreus made himself has red stitching meant to mimic his father’s tattoos? voice cracking that’s kinda cool i guess

#atreus #kratos #god of war #god of war ragnarok #gow ragnarok #all i'm saying is it was a missed opportunity to not have atreus with blood over his left eye at any point. the Imagery my guy.#i will hopefully be posting more art because this game rammed a blender into my skull and scrambled my brain.#in a good way mostly.#and i've had the HOZIER. song stuck in my head for days. why'd they have to do that to me? HOZIER? WITH THE GOW CHORUS?? evil.

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cozylittleartblog · 9 days

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when valve has enough money to buy god, but they let bots ruin their game for 5 years and dox people 🤖🔫 #FIXTF2

everyone who signs this 100k+ petition will have their name printed and sent to valve HQ. this shit is unacceptable.

#fixtf2 #savetf2 #team fortress 2 #valve #i know hashtags dont work on tumblr in text posts but thats what the movement is called yknow #why are you - as valve - getting pwned by basement dwellers #art #tf2 fanart #scout #scout tf2 #artists on tumblr #tf2 #the bots were bad and annoying but then i found out they were literally committing felonies. i love valve but i hope they get sued now #TF2 is statistically and objectively one of THE most iconic FPS games of all time. it defined the genre. it persists at over 15 years old #it deserves so much better than this. its been five fucking years #TF2 basically got me *into* video games. it's art humor and characters have been MASSIVELY inspirational for me #i've made lifelong friends through TF2. this goofy hat simulator means A Lot to me and thousands of other people #2024 marks 10 years since I got into TF2 - late july 2014. it hurts to see the game in such a sorry state #but it's so nice to see people fighting for it again. if the world of warcraft guys can win maybe we can too #give it everything you've got boys o7 this is mainly a twitter movement but post it Everywhere You Can

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kinokoshoujoart · 1 month

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Marrying Carter in Harvest Moon DS Cute! (North American version)

oh… sorry no not the archaeologist, i mean Pastor Carter from Mineral Town!

(or is it Pastor Curdy….?)

teeechnically his descendant, and it causes a game over… but this is the only time we’ve been able to marry him right?

so in the girl version of HMDS, there’s two “secret” Mineral Town bachelors that you can marry by talking to them enough times on the phone. one is Mason, the guy who runs May’s Tailoring… but the second, Pastor Carter, is a bit more obscure…

i couldn’t find them uploaded anywhere so here are his 2nd* thru 10th conversations+his proposal+proposal rejection in english! if you want to see it on youtube instead here you go

*i failed to record the first conversation when it happened, and there’s no way in hell i’m resetting my whole game again (…yet), so…just know the first one was like “oh you want to talk? what should we talk about…….. …… ….. …. i can’t think of anything. well see ya………” extremely riveting stuff

he’s so obscure that i didn’t even realize that he was a bachelor until i found out about the mechanic from this japanese wiki!! (here’s an archive link to the page on him in case the page doesn’t work) all i did was test whether it worked in english since i couldn’t find any english info at all mentioning it. i’m sure others have found him… right……..

in case the links above don’t work, a small guide to holy matrimony below the cut since i can’t find one in english

it works essentially the same as the Mason marriage (so it’s just a game over, sadly…), and the steps are pretty tedious and counterintuitive, so you’re unlikely to just stumble across it… but you too can get a priest to break his vow of celibacy for you or whatever!

you will need:

at least 2,050,000 G

20 cursed tools/accessories

if you really don’t want to dig up 20 cursed things you can substitute 100x “remove a cursed tool/accessory” for blessing a cursed tool…

but, including all the cursed tools and accessories, there’s only 16… which means you will need to go dig up 4 duplicate cursed accessories using this method! yay!!! extremely pointless since you can’t sell blessed accessories until after marriage in DS for girl (at which point you can’t trigger pastor carter’s proposal)

you unlock a conversation with cardi when you spend at least 205,000 G. which means the quickest thing to do is to order removal of a cursed item five times, then bless 2 cursed items.

**be careful when blessing accessories to only equip one at a time!!! if you equip a stack of duplicate accessories, blessing that stack destroys the duplicates!!!! :( so just take 1 out of the stack and equip it!!!**

you also can’t unlock more conversations until you’ve seen the one you unlocked, so like even if you spend a million G you’ll just unlock one conversation, and you’ll need to finish that conversation and then spend 205,000 G to unlock the next one…yeah….

on the tenth conversation he abruptly reveals that he’s fallen in love with you and asks you to marry him! it ends your game, but….! on the bright side, it ends your game!!! you’re finally free from Hell Simulator!!!!

#my art #why is his name localized as CURDY…..#i was making fun of it being cardi in the japanese version but……. CURDY #bokumono #harvest moon #story of seasons #harvest moon ds #harvest moon ds:cute #harvest moon ds cute #hmds #hmds cute #pastor carter #now everyone knows i always name my farm ram ranch. shameful #ladies……. he’s broke and possibly an alcoholic….(can we save him?)#the proposal really comes out of nowhere lmao #i’m sorry i’m still not over this his name is CURDY…… aaaaaaaagh #pastor carter is such a funky little guy to me. i have him in my acnh town he has a basement full of flame machines and a single wheelchair #why did the video crop like that when i appended the recordings together. i’m getting so old #sorry for the excessive babygirlism my tablet works again and i went a little ham #of course marrying a man of god causes the game to end. since the programming language for hmds is ancient evil curses #heh….. hex code

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gold0kapi · 5 months

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I did it, I downloaded the game.

#call of duty #soap mactavish #modern warfare #video game #this is it #its 2024 #i've accepted this as my personality now #its been YEARS #and i'm back in call of duty #all because of soap #also i'm playing call of duty mobile #for hazmat soap #its over for me guys #there's no hope now

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withdenim · 1 month

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Lullaby <3

#one day I’ll learn to draw feet/shoes lmao #anyways they’ve been killing me the last few weeks #I can’t think about them and be normal I have to pick one #Kai RAISED her guys…. they were both so LITTLE #when Nya said my brother was always my hero #god. what if my heart shattered into one billion pieces #now imagine this is after a game of countershot #they’re eepy!!! they’ve been running around!!#ninjago #my art #lego ninjago #dragons rising #ninjago Kai #ninjago nya #Nya jiang #Kai Jiang #ninjago fanart #the scars are just burns amassed over time as Kai tries to figure out blacksmithing with literally no guidance #he was like five. rip girl

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createandconstruct · 8 months

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Thinking about Peter's absolute cry of anguish after the final boss battle when he finds Harry unresponsive. Thinking about how all he can say is I'm sorry. Thinking about the fact that in Peter's head it was him at May's side sobbing I'm sorry. Thinking about how "with great power comes great responsibility" can never be separated from the guilt Peter feels. Thinking about how that guilt extends to May. How it extends to Ben. How it cripples Peter so much that he tells Miles that he can't do this again. Thinking about Peter's voice as he'd begged Harry to fight - pleaded with him to not make him do this. Thinking about how when consumed with the symbiote Peter had screeched out I'm the hero, I don't get saved! Thinking about how that's not just pride, how that's not just responsibility, how it's guilt. How it's always been Peter and the weight of the world, the life of his loved ones, and their blood on his hands. And now it's Harry's and Peter just breaks. Always the hero, he's done the right thing, but this time it's the last straw. His best friend. The last sacrifice Peter Parker can take...

...and it's then... that Miles saves him.

#peter parker #miles morales #marvel's spider man #harry osborn #insomniac spider man #spider man 2 ps5 #guys the ending blew me away it was so good #I am so tired and overworked but i want to write for this game so badly holy fuck #I just cANNOT get over Yuri's voice acting in that final cutscene is fucking 'harry im sorry' and then his absolute y e l l of pain #aND i DIDNT GET SPOILED THIS TIME SO I WAS LIKE Oh fuck Dont do this to him #like Miles is fucking incredible idgaf #Miles did what Spider-man could never do: Save Peter #spider man 2 spoilers #spider man 2 ps5 spoilers #i just keep thinking about and watching the ending im forever changed

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canneddolts · 10 months

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yesterday twas my mission to completely memorize the (mark 4) hev suit

#something took over me idk #ive been incredibly art blocked lately #its not completely accurate but yk..#my stuff #half life #hl1 #gordon freeman #halflife #half-life #also sims 1 music is so good……#one part of one of the songs is used again in the later games as a sound effect #if i remember right #and it jumpscared me so bad #YEAG WHEN YOU COMPLETE A WANT IN TS2 ITS 26 SECONDS INTO NEIGHBORHOOD 3 #i should show u guys my sims2 black mesa dorms omggghghg #ok Bye #also this made me realize i always put the circle (flashlight??) on the left instead #why did i do that???? idk #maybe some mirrored promotional art Idk

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