so, apparently the finale is called “so long, farewell” which has so many layers and connections i can’t deal with it. firstly it’s another musical lyric as a title (this time unedited from its original text unlike the la cage episode) and we already know that ted loves a musical.

secondly it brings back the julie andrews conversation in episode three which was possibly one of my favourite interactions of the entire season.

but thirdly and (possibly most importantly??) the entire plot of the sound of music is that maria is sent somewhere she originally doesn’t want to go, she gets there and feels instantly out of her depth. the team children try to force her out and the adults don’t take her seriously but gradually, through her unwavering positivity and gentle care she makes an impact on every single person. kids and adults alike, all changed for the better because of her guidance. but then!! maria falls in love, thinks she is no longer needed and she Leaves. she runs, goes back to the convent where she feels safe but then, after a honest conversation and a realisation of her own purpose and the importance of being true to her heart she Returns! she comes back, her role slightly changed but still just as important and involved.

all this time I’ve been worried that ted will be like mary poppins and leave when he is no longer needed, when he’s served a purpose. but this episode title has me feeling (hoping) that maybe he’s like a different julie andrews character after all..

Ugh all of these changes I just can’t get behind this woke adaption like in the books Louis was a white plantation owner (and obviously that’s so bad like racism sucks 😔✊) but now that he’s [whispers]black …he has like no blame and everyone hates Lestat - AND Nicki now!! There wasn’t any racism in France especially by the 1900’s and like I just don’t get why everything has to be about race I think I’m gonna stop watching i can’t believe they’ve done this

like I really don't know how to describe how severely real and not at all melodramatic I am being when I say the continued state of my life for a long time now contains absolutely nothing worth living for like. genuinely throughout it and not in a the bad things overcome the good or I am filtered it through a bad state. there's just nothing good I am capable of experiencing. and I keep trying to fix it, but I am starting to worry it's delusional to think there's something else.

-“Just a flower, in the middle of the field at night, a light is turned on and reveals.. A day arriving with confident hope and silent happiness!”🌹🐝

So. Anyone else feeling a little unhinged rn?

Clari, how you feeling after watching Sukuna slick his hair back and have three people instantly bowing? 🤭

uGH ANON LIKE I WAS ALSO ON THE FUCKING FLOOR FOREHEAD PRESSED TO THE TILES (or his toesies hehehe) oh my good god he is so insanely attractive i can barely handle it!!! i need him inside of me in some way, shape, or form NOW!!!!!!

twitter and tiktok lgbts seriously need to learn to shut their fucking mouth and get educated on shit before they open it I am dead serious queer theory is not a fucking toy you can pull out as you please everytime something doesn't agree with you personally godddddd

RUMOURS THIS MORNING WE’RE EXTENDING TIMO’S LOAN

I was extremely anxious about the Rocky show this weekend.

But I just found out my friend Lacey is playing Frank!! A kind face and a kickass performance!!

Not gonna lie, I'm still a bit concerned about how it will all play out. (Understatement: I literally burst into tears and didn't realize it until I was already calming down. So I'm a lot concerned.) That being said, Joe will be with me since he lives within walking distance of the theater. I'm going to be okay in the end regardless.

I just hope I don't turn things into an actual mess.

what if aren did die and it was less ‘he actually survived’ but more of ‘they couldn’t accept his death, so they begged and begged the gods to bring him back to them in which they obliged but in a monkey’s paw way’ as in, sure he’s back but he’s back in a body not fit for life. we brought him back and that’s it. you said nothing about healing him to where he can actually help you. the absolute agony he felt & them knowing they were the cause of it. his body felt wrong, everything felt wrong. like it was no longer his, he wasn’t supposed to be there. he was robbed of something. healing magicks & potions refused to work like they should. his body healed slower than it should’ve. his suffering enduring. by the time he healed enough to be somewhat useful, it was too late to do anything

oh hi dad, didn't see you there!

covid is such an evil evil disease and an evil evil thing to live through lol

if self-ish by will wood wasn't a john gaius coded album, then why would the lyrics be like That.

anyway i hope everyone saw this picture of daya and aquaria and Instantly thought of me (as whenever they take pictures together it is solely for my benefit)

roommate currently throwing a 24 hour hissy fit bc i told her to shut up and stop being passive aggressive when she has a complaint. literally stomping around and slamming doors cus shes mad. you dont even pay for the lights bitch. anyway i maxed out the tags on this post stay safe down there

being a gay catholic is so hard sometimes why am i out here sobbing over my rosary because one of the mother mary accounts i follow on instagram cuz i wanna see pretty pictures of my Mom just posted stuff about how homosexuality is a sin