today is my birthday and idk why but i cant fucking shift to my dr and celebrate it with the people i love fucking most and im so fucking frustrated i just wanna cry :'/

AAAAAAAAAAAAA

You know what it’s fine, I’m fine. Everything is fine.

Im gonna go to bed. Before my house is over taken with baked goods.

Like, I get that one of the bad points of the dark academia aesthetic is that is too white, but the truth is that there's no f*ing way a black person (or any person from the global south, really) would ever get themselves into the kind of shit in The Secret History or IWWV

I mean, come on, we fought like crazy to be here studying with these rich ass kids and now I'm going to throw it all away bc YOU want to murder someone? F*CK this bro

Or like: you want to do an ancient ritual that you don't don't know how to do and use a ton shit of drugs and be without eating my delicious seasoned food for three days??? No thanks, I'll pass on this one

We'd be like: don't want to know what the heck you did, I don't care, I just want to study man

Freddie Mercury, Kurt Cobain and Joan Jett didn't do all of this for you to still give a fuck about what people think of you

Who knew putting people on prison barges was a terrible idea?

When the disability is disabling

It is hard being an agender person in a gendered world. I love reading and learning and surrounding myself with different experiences and perspectives. I love reading diversely. But it is a hard experience knowing that the only books that acknowledge your existence are the ones explicitly about you. That the vast majority of stuff out there isn’t made for and doesn’t care about people like you. I hate the resignation of knowing that most books, progressive and feminist as they may be, will still more likely than not default to the age-old “men and women”.

I hate the dysphoria of reading about men’s history and women’s history as if those are the only two histories that ever existed, reading about narratives of the male body and the female body. Where does my own body fit into all this?

I hate the dissonance of knowing that a topic pertains to me, of knowing that I am assumed to be part of the group, of having to implicitly misgender myself through identifying with certain experiences.

I am tired of the quiet violence of erasure. I am tired of being misgendered by omission.

I just want to be able to partake in media without having to set my own integrity aside in order to do so.

I’m used to being angry at the fia and max. It’s been my last four years. But the rage hits like a truck sometimes just how fucking unfair it is. It’s like dirt getting kicked in your face

With this bullshit I just saw on my dash regarding the Faunus shit, I'm just like,,,longingly stares at Beastars and its actually good narrative on discrimination wondering why it worked.

Oh right.

Because the author had the common sense to not make a story about animals a fucking allegory to black people or a specific marginalized group.

:) I'm in hell. Also that person who made all those stupid ass posts owes me and my moots money.

I am fucking RAPIDLY losing my patience.

Surely YouTube can't get away with this kind of insidious shit, right? The fact I have to jump through a billion fucking hoops to have an actually tolerable experience online in 2023 is genuinely disgusting.

Adblock ain't just an optional choice, it's a fucking necessity online, and forcing users to turn it off compromises not only quality of life, but privacy and actual personal safety too.

Fuck this shit, man.

lmao i’m not allowed to leave my house on friday or saturday for fear of a violent attack, wow i fucking love this situation/s

can we talk for a second about how dangerous car dependency is? we all say don't drink and drive, don't smoke and drive, and to many people that feels very obvious and straightforward. but we should know it's not that simple. most people in the US live in a car-dependent city where driving is generally non-optional, and we know that substance use is not always a "choice" either. people struggling with addiction still need to get around. people on prescription medications still need to get around. people who had an off night and suddenly found themselves too drunk still need to get home, and to get their car home (so it doesn't get stolen or vandalized, which would instantly destroy their livelihood in a car-dependent city). not everyone has someone they can call.

"Don't drink and drive" sounds so nice and easy. so simple, feels so good to say. but we need to come to terms with the fact that as long as we have car dependency, we will always have drunk driving. we will have high driving. we will have sleep-deprived driving. we will have distracted driving. these things can be reduced, sure, but will never be eliminated until we give people better fucking options.

you know what actually i was so much more normal without progesterone!!! maybe i don’t make that properly on purpose!!!!!! :)))))) i feel so Fucked Up!!!!!

i mean i’m sure having a short testosterone fuse won’t be the best thing either but this is worse i hate feeling like im fucking 14 and don’t know how process anything in my life

Looks like it's gonna be another wet christmas. -_- I might not even bother to put a hoodie on.

This game was all over the place and our defending was nonexistent. Our chances of getting into top 4 is getting harder. We looked to be back in the match after going down but the shit defending fucked us up again. I'm not even going to blame Alex because he really couldn't do anything about the goals and the defense was beyond shocking. This is beyond ridiculous even for us.