Me: "I'm totally not trans, I'm just a chick that doesn't feel like a chick, totally normal."
Also me:
*watching ftm timeline videos and cries for 10 minutes*
"Yeah I don't care what pronouns you use for me"
*learns bottom surgery is a thing and gets excited, for cis reasons of course*
*wishing I was born a man so I could be 'one of the boys'*
*straight up forgets I have a uterus sometimes*
*Has an anxiety attack when checking for iud strings*
*Hates the idea of pregnancy and doesn't want children*
*weirdly obsessed with gay men and gay sex, and I picture myself as one of the men*
*wishes my barely B cup boobs were smaller*
*wants to sing, but like, as the male signer*
*jealous of men chests*
*becomes obsessed with certain guys in media but I can't decide if I want to date them or be them*
*makes my dnd character a male presenting changeling*
*names my dnd character Damien and feels really happy when the dm calls me Damien and he/him*
*calls myself 'boi'*
*never liked feminine things*
*makes this post*
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‼️‼️‼️ I wouldn’t say I’m begging for your help, but like I’m begging for your help. Even a dollar, or a share could go a long way, we may be strangers but just pay it forward. I love y’all. Thank you.
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I feel like a part of a lot of transmasc people's experience is thinking we're just super modest in our pre-transition years, never showing cleavage or wearing crop tops and then after binders or top surgery and possibly going on T the Desire To Be Slutty™️ comes out swinging because we're finally comfortable with our bodies. Like after I started transitioning I was suddenly leaving my shirt unbuttoned a bit at the top when I go out and I was willing to wear more revealing clothes and even sending spicy pics to those in my life that I exchange them with.
By no means is this universal among transmasc people and that's perfectly okay, I just wanted to talk about it a bit because it shows such a drastic improvement in body image that a lot of us get.
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it’s true what they say about never knowing someone else’s story or struggles
like
I bit my tongue and it hurts but you wouldn’t even know because I look so tough :/
feeling very alone in this journey because it’s always
“how’s work?”
“how’s your cat?”
“how’s that religious trauma you’re still working through?”
and never
“have you forgiven the food you were eating when you bit your tongue?”
“have you continued to poke at your tongue even though it hurts a lot?”
yea but don’t worry, I’m being very brave and will get through this scary time (❁‿❁)
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