WHY! DO! YOU! LIKE! THEM??!!! THEY! KILLED! YOU!!

Its hard to explain-?

Hes a masochist

Lust get off of my blog

Nope- also hes attracted to people like him, in turn being really fond of people just as jealous, or more jealous then he is

I said leave- I will call your mother-

......i can't believe i'll be 20 in 3 weeks......

............i'm feeling weird and gross...............

Absolutely obsessed with a thing nobody but me, my friend from pre-school and a handful of my friends knows about

Do you get lonely?

Sometimes…i’m never truly alone in the studio, but that doesn’t mean I’m not lonely…I’m not able to really speak to the studio, so it’s all one sided conversation that makes me feel like im just talking to myself… the gifts are nice and I’m not complaining about it! Im honestly thankful for the effort! It’s just… sometimes I feel more like a pet who “needs proper enrichment” for its cage… I think the studio missed having people walking it’s halls… hearing the sounds of them talking and laughing in the recording room… everything it lost when it was forgotten… I think that’s why it tried to appear more welcoming and lived-in during my new life working here… but it was never able to fully hide the signs of abandonment and neglect… it’s trying so hard to convince me to stay, as if I could leave at any moment… not that I could if I wanted to… sure it’s safe. But it’s also possessive… even if I could go back, or leave somehow…I don’t think the studio would let me…

I don’t know… it’s an intrusive thought that comes and goes… I’ll likely forget about it later anyways… There is something that helps though. I like to create characters and write their stories! I enjoy figuring out the details. I flesh out their backstories, personalities, designs, fears, desires, until they sounded as real as you or me. I love it when a bunch of impulsive details that felt right come together to fit way better than expected! Instant serotonin. After this is done, I put the characters through various experiences in and interactions! Either for fun or just curiosity about how they might react. The characters tend to change a bit now and again during this time, but that’s to be expected when you’re working out their morals and limits… Inserting myself into stories never felt right, so I make my characters characters experience them instead. I watch them grow, make friends, go through various trauma, trauma bond, start a found family, have fluffy moments, etc… I adore them. I don’t care if that sounds embarrassing or “cringe”. I love my blorbos, as I heard them called, and I’d honestly like to see you cope with supernatural solitude any better than I have without going mad! thank you for your question caller, and thanks for tuning in…

[WIP] because I'm tempted to paint the first sketch eheh we'll see

being a student during peak pandemic was so fucking surreal like. "it's not an excuse to fall behind" I cannot stress enough to you how much A Worldwide Plague Upending Life As We Know It is literally one of The Top Three Reasons to fall behind

DEVASTATING the lyric you've been mishearing is better than the real one

[Winx] come get your glitter girlies ✨

we are discussing our childhood passions on the dash tonight

love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking

whenever i see another tiktok girlie talking about how she wishes to have been a fangirl in 2010s i feel like a seasoned veteran overhearing a foolish youngin boasting about wanting to go to war for glory and adventure. you naive little idiot. you know nothing. you understand nothing. you weren't there in the trenches. i have seen things, terrible things. i cannot plug in my phone charger at night without being plagued by the visions of Him

Literally went from:

“Why would I ever trust the word of an Oathbreaker?”

“It’s unwise to trust a bloody Sharran”

To:

“Why hello, Lover, that sounded more debonaire in my head, I admit”

“I am yours, my Heart”

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Aaaand I’m finally in Act 3 (fucking finally) with my Oathbreaker Paladin Durge run. I can only wish I’m talented enough of a writer to write a fic for these two I swear-

“Good luck. And DON’T fuck it up.”

btw the majority of your life will be lived as a adult. yeah i don't make the rules. go have fun in your 40s or 70s or whatever. no one expects you to accomplish everything at 17 or 27. you've got time and in the meantime get some life experience, it will pay off

senshi fans: learning how to make nutritious meals for themselves

laios fans: down bad

marcille fans: lesbianism

chilchuck fans: putting that man in situations