Me whenever I look at fanart for a podcast character

one of my all time favorite character tropes is when a character has two sides to themselves that by all means SHOULD be contradictory but somehow co-exist.

a character can be a ruthless killer who is also a kind, loving person, and those two sides don’t have to cancel each other out! they can be both and it makes me feel shrimp emotions every time

If y’all are mad some of us Buddies calling us traitors because we like Buck with Tommy for the time being, are appreciative of the storyline, are letting Buck discover himself, etc.

I got some news for you. Buck is BIsexual not EDDIEsexual

I swear y’all make me gnaw on the bars of my cage with how ridiculous y’all sound.

I would like to send suggestions for episodes please and thank you

My friend asking me ‘why is kunikida a woman in all your posts?’ oh my god girl are you ready for the 30 page annotated essay?

summer with dirk and jane !! ✦ 🍹🐳 art in the middle is by electragrimm on deviantart ^__^

ok, so once again i’m up late thinking about harry osborn, but hear me out:

harry osborn is desperate for love. seriously, this boy has been so starved for affection his entire life. his relationship with his father was tumultuous and norman osborn quite literally taught him that he was something that could be easily discarded. it makes sense that harry hides behind a mask of arrogance given the trauma he endured earlier in life, as it helps him to avoid just how deeply insecure he actually is. by making himself come off as brash and conceited it helps him to avoid the abandonment that he’s so terrified of because no one is capable of getting close to him in the first place. but i also believe that this had to of left him with an insatiable desire to be wanted by someone, to feel as if someone would pick him rather than throw him to the wayside. if anything, it would only further explain why he had such a severe reaction to peter/spider-man not helping to save his life, as it would be just another jab at the unhealed wound of feeling as if he’s disposable. but god, if someone did choose him? if they made him feel like he was worth saving? holy shit. i honest to god think this boy would move heaven and earth for them? for the first time in his life he would feel as if someone was actually seeing him, not his wealth or his status, but who he is. his cocky attitude would melt away so quick and in its place would be this uncertain boy who is just desperate to learn how it feels to be loved.

i think i could write an essay about the potential cuteness of harry learning how to be more affectionate with his partner (because outside of sex i think that would all be so new to him) and overcoming his insecurities. ultimately, tasm!harry osborn deserves the world and i love him

pov me on my bed after a long day

got you in my sights ;)

Doja Cat's Mom is Jewish (as in Doja Cat is Jewish). Which makes what she's doing (and been doing) even more horrendous, cruel, and violent.

humor me I never get to talk out loud in public. so like. selfishness vs selflessness vs self-centeredness. right. but selflessness comes first because generally you want to show the best parts of yourself off first. So you don’t scare them off. right. so you’re like Sure I’ll do that and that and that also. of course. but not everyone is going to see that selflessness, because you kind of don’t want them to see it. or like. they see it but you don’t show it to them. you’re following, yes? you you, not second-person you. you understand that also. but how would you keep up your weird senpai feeling if you weren’t weird in front of your kouhai. exactly. so you’re this really weird ominous guy and it’s fun! right? you have fun. but the selflessness doesn’t really go anywhere, because you’ll still do pretty much anything if someone asks. busyness, and so on. whatever.

“but the selfishness when does that come in” Well. say like hypothetically you were a first year once—I know it’s such a novel concept—and you walked into your club at some point and met your own senpai that kind of seems to have his own gravity like What a character that senpai is! Don’t worry about his name. doesn’t matter. you meet him and you fall into that gravity and into orbit and it’s like. fun! not that there are any details to get caught up in. Which is fine. it’s soooo fine that there are no details. YOU ARE IN THIS SENPAI’S ORBIT, and you like him and he likes you and he becomes president of the club and you become his vice president and You know these things just happen. they just happen. point A to point B doesn’t matter because we don’t know about it. which is totally fine. but you’re vice president of club in your second year, and two first years walk in one day, amongst others who don’t matter for the sake of gravity and pushes and pulls of the self and also a moving living body of water that is longer than it is wide and Doesn’t matter right now.

right? Yeah.

two first years walk in one day, and your president senpai perks up a little seeing one of them, and he maybe (conspiratorially) brings his hand over his mouth to whisper in your ear about him, and club shenanigans have your president senpai playing against him—that first year—to determine whether he can leave club. and like we all know how that turns out. right? you know.

gravity and all.

“but the selfishness—” You think we’d all be here if he wasn’t also drawn in by this guy? by him I mean you. you aren’t getting confused by this perspective decision, right? Haha.

but really if you weren’t kind of selfish why wouldn’t you just let this guy win a match against you? to let him leave? your pride? are you prideful? is it because you can’t bear to let your senpai’s wish for you go unfulfilled? isn’t that also kind of selfish? aren’t you kind of a selfish guy, hanzawa masato?

but say you were drowning. hypothetically. and say this guy, this first year turned second year turning third year turned third year, your junior, say he was there. and say he doesn’t want you to drown, and say you insist he just leave, and say he doesn’t. say you’re drowning and he decides to drown with you. say you’re drowning. Admit that you’re drowning. he wants to drown with you. do you let him?

you don’t. pick one: selfishness or selflessness or self-centeredness. not that it really matters which.

Care e personajul din literatura româneascã pe care ati vrea sa-l vedeti jupui de viu (sau ceva de genul)

Eu prima, Ion al Glanetasului!

Hey could someone do me a favor and tell me exactly how my blood sugar was "so low" last night and this morning that my Dexcom kept waking me up with those terrifying URGENT LOW alarms (that I mostly just ignored and didn't treat because I felt absolutely fine), but now that I'm up and moving around (without eating), the sensor is reading in the low 200s?

(I don't sleep on my sensor, so it's not compression lows. Maybe just lack-of-blood-flow lows or let's-fuck-with-her-lol lows.)

Oh Lord of the heavens and earth, grant us forgiveness for all the sins we have committed and all the sins we may have forgotten about. Grant us goodness in all that we may do and what we seek, for you know what is best. Grant us purity and strength.Make us amongst the good, make our hearts pure and full of love for what you love. Oh Allah grant us Taqwah, tranquility and contentment in which you bestow upon us. Make the journey in our grave easy for us. Oh Allah grant all those who have passed away forgiveness, and a place in Jannat ul firdous

Ameen

i should never let people calling me unlovable make me forget i'm hot