#f.e.a.r (fuck everything and run)
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emos how we feeling
#we are being Well Fed recently#it's been a Week™#pop punk#my chemical romance#the foundations of decay#stand atlantic#f.e.a.r.#fuck everything and run#f.e.a.r. (fuck everything and run)#state champs#kings of the new age#dan howell#we're all doomed#the academy is...#riot fest 2022
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dumb (Tom The Mail Man) // Stand Atlantic
#bonnie fraser#stand atlantic#jonno panichi#david potter#lyrics#f.e.a.r.#fuck everything and run#tom the mail man#stat#pop punk lyrics#pop punk band#pop punk#pop rock#emo music#emo lyrics#emo#newmusic#new album#song: dumb#artist: stand atlantic
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Somethings gotta give, but I don't fucking get it
#music#dumb#stand atlantic#tom the mail man#f.e.a.r#fear#fuck everything and run#hopeless records#pop#punk#pop punk#rock#bonnie fraser#Spotify
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So far I've come. However, something's lacking. I should feel satisfied! Life's good...yet I'm not happy at all. What's missing? I've been asking myself for as long as I remember. Still, I can't help but wonder if I'll ever know...if this longing feeling... where will it lead me to? I'm curious, honestly. And terrified of the unknown destination. But, no matter how many what ifs I'll torture myself with, I'm sure I'll be fine if I walk my way through it all. No matter how many obstacles will be, I'll face all of them with a smile. This is the beginning of something new. A chapter's closed, another's opened. Let's do it! Let's go through this life changing wave while doing my best!
F.E.A.R = "fuck everything and run" or "face everything and rise" --> Your choice!
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My Top 100 Albums of 2022
Gang Of Youths - angel in realtime.
The 1975 - Being Funny In A Foreign Language
The Wonder Years - The Hum Goes On Forever
Lizzy Mcalpine - Five Seconds Flat
Everything Everything - Raw Data Feel
Kendrick Lamar - Mr. Morale & The Big Steppers
A Place For Owls - LP1
Bryde - Still
Valleyheart - Heal My Head
Taylor Swift - Midnights
beabadoobee - Beatopia
MUNA - MUNA
Arcade Fire - WE
My Kid Brother - Happy.Mad.Weird.Sad
Birthday Dad - The Hermit
Fatherson - Normal Fears
Kehlani - blue water road
Angel Olsen - Big Time
The Big Moon - HERE IS EVERYTHING
Anna Tivel - Outsiders
Stand Atlantic - f.e.a.r. (Fuck Everything and Run)
The Weeknd - Dawn FM
Noah Cyrus - The Hardest Part
Cold Years - Goodbye to Misery
Tove Lo - Dirt Femme
Carly Rae Jepsen - The Loneliest Time
Graveyard Club - Moonflower
The Midnight - Heroes
Beyoncé - Reniassance
Maggie Rogers - Surrender
Charlie Hickey - Nervous At Night
Lucius - Second Nature
Betty Who - BIG!
Father John Misty - Chloë and the Next 20th Century
Bastile - Give Me The Future/Dreams of The Past
Sudan Archives - Natural Brown Prom Queen
SZA - SOS
Out of Service - The Ground Beneath Me
wrest - End All The Days
Caracara - New Preoccupations
Pale Waves - Unwanted
Death Cab For Cutie - Asphalt Meadows
Camp Trash - The Long Way, The Slow Way
Ryan Adams - Romeo & Juliet
The Smile - A Light for Attracting Attention
The Mountain Goats - Bleed Out
Head and The Heart - Every Shade of Blue
Pinkshift - Love Me Forever
Coin - Uncanny Valley
King Princess - Hold on Baby
Harry Styles - Harry’s House
Alex the Astronaut - How To Grow A Sunflower Underwater
Coheed & Cambria - Vaxis II: A Window of the Waking Mind
Soccer Mommy - Sometimes, Forever
Tegan and Sara - Crybaby
Bartees Strange - Farm to Table
Momma - Household Name
The Beths - Expert in a Dying Field
Beach Bunny - Emotional Creature
Butch Walker - …As Glenn
Lauv - All 4 Nothing
Skullcrusher - Quiet The Room
Superorganism - World Wide Pop
Drake - Honestly, Nevermind
Martha - Please Don’t Take Me Back
MAITA - I Just Want To Be Wild For You
Tomberlin - i don’t know who needs to hear this…
Companion - Second Day of Spring
Silvana Estrada - Marchita
Sigrid - How to Let Go
BANKS - Serpentina
Future Teens - Self Help
Pinegrove - 11:11
Frank Tuner - FTHC
Stars - From Capelton Hill
Camp Cope - Running with the Hurricane
Dawes - Misadventures Of Doomscroller
Orville Peck - Bronco
Ghostly Kisses - Heaven, Wait
Watkins Family Hour - Vol. II
Ryan Adams - Chris
AURORA - The Gods We Can Touch
Kate Havnevik - Lightship
The Mars Volta - The Mars Volta
Florence + The Machine - Dance Fever
Bad Suns - Apocalypse Whenever
Stella Donnelly - Flood
Courtney Marie Andrews - Loose Future
Vince Staples - RAMONA PARK BROKE MY HEART
SOAK - If I never know you like this again
Hatchie - Giving The World Away
Copeland - Revoling Doors
SYD - Broken Hearts Club
Bjork - Fossora
ROSALÍA - MOTOMAMI
Denzel Curry - Melt My Eyez See Your Future
Pool Kids - Pool Kids
Liss - I Guess Nothing Will Be The Same
Sasha Alex Sloan - I Blame The World
Fickle Friends - Are We Gonna Be Alright?
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2022 music recs for tahlia
bc fuck only having this for anime, this is just everything i’ve downloaded this year
albums/eps
alec benjamin - not scene but still emo af - (un)complimentary
as it is - i went to hell and back
avril lavigne - love sux (i don't have the whole album but there are a few fun ones)
beach bunny - they had an ep didn't they i dont' remember (i didn’t download it)
boston manor - datura coming soon
coldrain - nonnegative
the faim - talk talk
hot milk - the king & queen of gasoline
knuckle puck - disposable life
loveless - end of an era
mgk - mainstream sellout
no pressure - no pressure
panic - viva las vengeance
pinkshift - love me forever (coming soon)
royal & the serpent - if i died would anyone care
set it off - elsewhere
silverstein - misery made me
sws - complete collapse (coming soon)
stat - f.e.a.r.
champs - kings of the new age
tmp - tiny moving parts
wallows - tell me that it’s over
the wonder years - the hum goes on forever (coming soon)
young culture - you had to be there (coming soon)
yours truly - is this what i look like?
yungblud - yungblud
5sos - 5sos5 (coming soon)
singles
atc - wildfire
atl - are boring and just covered blinding lights
beach weather - unlovable
bearings - hello, it's you (deluxe) had a new song, shanking in your mind i think it is
bmth - strangers
broadside - one last time
can’t swim - fail you again (deluxe) has one single new song, i didn’t listen to the og enough to know which one’s new
crooked teeth - i want out & sugarcoated (new ep when?)
dear youth (feat broadside) - juice
driveways - lights on long island (and i bet a new ep in october)
ed sheeran - the fact taht there is a version of bad habits with bmth throws me off every time i remember it exists
ekoh & loveless - wayside
ftw - concrete walls
futuristic & loveless - dead to me
halflives - dynamite
halsey - so good
hot mulligan - drink milk and run & covered makedamnsure
in her own words - circles
john floreani - good boy
john the ghost - young at heart
kids in america & grayscale - my youth is wasted
luke bodine - tailspin
maggie linderman - how could you do this to me?
the maine - loved you a little
movements - barbed wire body & cherry thrill
mcr - the foundations of decay
neck deep - stfu
noahfinnce - after therapy
outline in color & loveless - do your worst
p!nk - irrelevant
ptv - pass the nirvana
point north - dark days & recover
real friends - always lose
royal & the serpent - happier in hell
ryan oakes - burnout
scene queen & set it off - barbie & ken
sigrid - bad life (up there as one of my fav songs of the year)
stuck out - split in two
taylor acorn - psycho
trophy eyes - nobody said (new album when?)
parx - funeral gray & self sabotage (tbh they make me hype for the new album i’m scared)
ymas - deep cuts & no future? yeah right
yungblud - the emperor
things i haven’t listened to but know they released new shit
cemetery sun
icon for hire
jenna mcdougal solo project
the arn-horn sisters have a duo
nothing,nowhere. did a lot
tpr
the regrettes
willow
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Stand Atlantic Announce New Album
Stand Atlantic will release Was Here on August 23rd. Today they’ve shard “Bruises.”
"i feel like the message of the song speaks for itself, i wanted to show my appreciation for women and personally, my experience growing up knowing i was attracted to women but still feeling like i had to fit the mold of the male gaze, just based on the way i was influenced by a male dominated society. i hope other queer women and women in general resonate with this track, but also anyone in between. i wrote it for anyone who’s ever felt squashed by the strange and subtle pressures society can place on young people based off old as shit paradigms.
that being said, having lynn (pvris) and amalia (bruses) on this track made it so much more meaningful to me personally. both female, queer and talented artists i respect so much. making this music video was a friggen gas, me and lynn both had the same idea independently of each other when she agreed to be on the track - ‘lets be old ladies’. im sure ppl expected us all to be selling sex and queer baiting the shit out of this - so we did what any rap video would do, but as old ladies.”
Stand Atlantic doesn't care about your expectations or your narrative. They don’t want to tell a story. In fact, they didn’t want this bio to exist. The band released their third studio album f.e.a.r. (fuck everything and run) via Hopeless Records. After racking up more than 20 Million combined streams from singles like “hair out,” “deathwish” (ft. nothing, nowhere), “pity party” (ft. Royal & the Serpent), and “switchblade,” they’ve continued their explosive success with the release of their full-length project. With the album, fans were treated to an all-new collab titled “dumb” featuring Tom The Mail Man. The band has seen endless praise from outlets like AltPress, Rock Sound, Kerrang! and more, and aren’t slowing their momentum anytime soon.
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broke down and bought a photopea account so i can have storage space there as well as no ads (well, i have no ads anyway thank you ublockorigin, light of my life, defender against google, infuriator of youtube), and a couple extra history steps.
now i can work on adding things to the single coruscant map that i've managed to get hold of through the 2016 version of star wars: galactic maps because no, i couldn't just write self-indulgent star wars fic, i have to have things like a timeline, a catalogue of ships, a spreadsheet to track the order 66 temple siege, deciding which tangle of lineages to use (i'm very tempted to do connections with the high republic like maybe linking azlin rell or ady sun'zee through to lene kostana), and figuring out where the fuck everything in coruscant is in relation to the jedi temple, the senate, and whatever the fuck else exists in this ecumenopolis.
behold, my saving grace!
my brain keeps wanting me to label the file 'the power of friendship (and this lightsaber rifle madame nu gave me!)' after the 'the power of friendship (and this gun i found!)' (aka the most hilarious yuugiou fic that i love and cherish) and the originating meme of:
and issues 9 & 10 of darth vader (2017):
that or it's going to end up something ridiculous like 'implementation of emergency code f.e.a.r. (fuck everything and run).'
with a even more ridiculous full title of:
'implementation of emergency code f.e.a.r for the preventative conservation of the jedi order, a necessary modification of the guardian protocols in light of the bombing of the jedi temple hanger of 7957.203.3'
#keeping up with the skywalkers#tumblr. tumblr stop please. i am not typing kardashian at the end of that. why do you not suggest my own tags for me anymore?
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Stand Atlantic // doomsday
#stand atlantic#doomsday#f.e.a.r.#f.e.a.r. (fuck everything and run)#fuck everything and run#bonnie fraser#miki rich#jonno panichi#david potter#pop punk#lyrics#pop punk lyrics#lyric edit#punk#punk rock
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Stand Atlantic // switchblade
#bonnie fraser#stat#stand atlantic#stand atlantic lyrics#stand atlantic band#jonno panichi#Miki Rich#david potter#pop punk band#Pop punk#pop punk lyrics#switchblade#f.e.a.r.#fuck everything and run#emo lyrics#switchblade lyrics#artist: stand atlantic#stand Atlantic gif#lyrics#emo music#emo#pop rock#back on my fucking bullshit#new music
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Molotov [ok] - Stand Atlantic
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counting the number of times the word 'fuck' appears in f.e.a.r (fuck everything and run) by stand atlantic
deathwish - 10
molotov [ok] - 11
pity party - 20
hair out - 2
#will be updated#but yeah#the strategy really *is* 'just let bonnie say the work fuck as much as she wants#all the songs so far are bangers though#stand atlantic#silver's emo phase
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Hiii I was wondering if I could please do the matchup for League of Legends! :)
I’m quite short standing at around 5’2 and I’m a bisexual (leaning more towards men) female. I’m quite introverted, so I’m not very a huge fan of going out and hanging with friends etc. I like to stay huddled in my room and just kinda chill all day and play video games. However in rare times when I am extroverted (usually with super close friends) I can get quite loud. I’m a really big fan of physical affection as it’s my primary love language - I absolutely adore being wrapped and smothered in hugs! I can also (when I’m comfortable) be quite dirty minded and I’m easily humoured. However, I’m super competitive and can’t stand to lose against someone and I can only take so much banter from people before I start to get really sensitive and upset over it. I also tend to get into my own head some days and it can ruin my mood causing me to act a little irrationally.
Hopefully this is enough! It’s my first time doing one of these :)
Thank you so much! <3
[A/N: Hello darling. Don't worry it's more than enough! And you did well for your first time. I hope you like this!]
I pair you with...
EZREAL!
He's an extrovert and you're an introvert, you two are the definition of "polar opposites" and it's a good thing because you'd bring out the best in each other and try to interest the other in your hobbies.
Ezreal can't stay still in one place too long unless he's got something that keeps him entertained. He loves the outdoors, that's why he became an explorer in the first place. He'd try to get you to come out more often, even inviting you to go on an adventure with him. If you say no, he respects it and promises to come back with a souvenir for you. However, in those rare times you feel like an extrovert, he's going to treasure every second and treat it as a precious time that he's not going to waste. He's taken note of where are the beautiful places he's been and he'll take you there as a date.
On the other hand, Ezreal also has his days where he just wants to stay inside and get a good amount of rest to recharge. He'd love to curl up in bed with you under a fluffy blanket and cuddle with you until the end of the day. He's clingy, especially in the rainy season where it's cold and you're craving for the warmth of your partner. And yes, he will laugh at every joke, dirty or not. Though you may need to explain a few of your dirty jokes to him, he just doesn't get it.
This is also the time where you could play video games with Ezreal all day, he has no problem staring at the screen and gaming while eating junk foods, you could almost say he's an expert. And like you, he's got a pretty competitive side, I promise you he'll turn anything into a competition but he values sportsmanship and shakes your hand at every win or loss like you're in a tournament.
And Ezreal lives on the rule "Don't anger the beast" which has been a pretty decent rule for him. Not to mention, he also has a personal acronym "F.E.A.R" which stands for "fuck everything and run", so he'd definitely try to stay away and do his best not to irritate you more if you're already not in a good mood.
💝~Happy Valentines Day!~💝
[You were matched together by @mellonzinho]
#runeterrankhaleesi#league of legends#league of legends x reader#lol x reader#lol#ezreal#LMMU#love month match up
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People like to say F.E.A.R stands for “Face Everything And Rise” or “Forget Everything And Run” but my personal favourite is “Fuck Everyone And Riot”
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Fandom Quest ch 13
F.E.A.R.; Face Everything and Rise
Standing in front of her house in the real world, Katy was confused, and surprised, that this is where it would happen. The hot summer breeze blew her hair and the sound of the water fountain on the front porch filled her ears as she walked up the driveway toward the side door of the home.
Passing by the windows of the dining room, she couldn’t help but want to look inside for any clues of life. Instead, she was being looked at by her reflection. She immediately stopped and stared at the woman in the glass who seemed to be an opposite version of herself; pure white hair, her skin as pale as snow, irises a piercing golden yellow - similar to whiskey in sunlight, and scleras as black as night.
“Hey, Katy-Bug,” the reflection cooed. Her voice echoed as she crossed her arms and a smirk graced her face. “About damn time you came. Although, at this point, I doubt you can do it.”
Katy snarled, eyes darkening as she stepped closer to the glass. It was obvious at this point that she wasn’t back in the real world, and that her spell had worked. “Don’t fucking call me that. It’s reserved for my mother alone.”
Her reflection put on a mock-hurt look. “Oh! That’s right, mommy’s girl. Sorry to make you all butt-hurt.”
“Who are you?”
“Awe, no small talk?” the woman asked, giving Katy a pouty lip. “Well, technically I’m the spirit, or embodiment, of your powers. But you can call me Vex, little bug.”
Katy took a deep breath at the nickname, shaking her head a bit. “So I’m fighting you, I’m assuming?”
Vex laughed, a wicked sound really, and the sky turned from day to night. The wind howled through the trees and the only thing Katy could see was the glow of Vex’s eyes. “Not yet,” she whispered with glee, glaring at Katy with a spiked tooth grin. “I haven’t had my fun yet!” Vex exclaimed, shattering the glass as she jumped out of it, tackling Katy to the ground and digging her nails, or claws if you will, into her shoulders.
Instead of instantly hitting the ground, Katy fell through the ground and into a void, Vex nowhere to be seen. She shouted for help, but no one could hear her through the cold pit that seemed never-ending. Of course, there was no one to hear her either. Gathering her composure, Katy squeezed her eyes shut and took a deep breath before the wind was knocked out of her as she suddenly landed on the ground.
She groaned from the impact, rolling over on her side to prop herself up. The smell of the air was a familiar scent, and one she didn’t particularly wish to smell again. Quickly lifting her head up, she looked around to see that she was in the arena on Olympus, the same place she had first lost control.
“Why am I here, Vex?” Katy called as she stumbled to her feet, looking around for the woman. Finally, Katy's eyes landed on her as she spotted her sitting on the balcony in front of Zeus’ chair, her arms and legs crossed.
“For your challenge, of course! Isn’t that why you’re here?” Vex glared down at Katy, her eyes still glowing. This was her domain, and Katy should tread lightly.
It was now Katy’s turn to cross her arms, matching the woman’s gaze, “It is.” Vex smirked once again, snapping her fingers to have Dean Winchester appear in the arena looking confused. “Dean?” She questioned, walking over to him, also confused as to what Vex had planned.
“Katy? What the hell am I doing in an arena?” he asked, walking towards her, the two meeting in the center.
“Don’t ask me! I didn’t bring you here,” she shrugged looking up to where Vex was just a moment ago to ask for clarity, but she was gone. “Not this shit again,” she mumbled, looking around for the woman.
“Now comes the fun part,” a whisper echoed around the arena before Katy felt a strong pain in her chest.
Yelling from the pain, Katy clutched her chest and fell to one knee, trying to catch her breath again. It hurt so much... Where did it come from?
“Katy! Are you alright?” Dean asked in a worried tone, placing a hand on her shoulder. “Do we need to get you to a doctor?” What doctor could aid them in a crisis like this? He still wasn't completely sure where they were. And to think someone could injure someone like Katy... He didn't know what they were dealing with!
Katy tried to speak and it wasn’t her words that escaped her, but Vex’s. “No, but you’re gonna need more than a doctor.” Katy wasn’t in control of herself, yet she was conscious of what was going on.
Within seconds, Dean was thrown across the arena and into the wall, leaving a crack in the stone and breaking a few of his bones, blood falling from his mouth as the wind was knocked out of him. He coughed out a breath and shook his head. Why was she acting like this?
“No!” Katy screamed, but the sound didn’t leave her head. Dean coughed again and Vex, using Katy's body, slowly walked closer to him as her nails grew to talons.
“K-Katy… Please don’t…” Dean begged, hissing from the pain as he tried to stand but couldn’t find the strength. The fear in his eyes stung Katy and she knew she couldn’t do anything to stop it.
Without a word, Katy picked him up by the neck and thrust her arm into his chest, piercing his heart. She pulled her hand out moments later, dropping his body to the floor. Katy’s screams echoed inside her mind as she fell to her knees, desperately trying to stop the bleeding. It didn't help. Tears threatened to spill over.
“You killed him!” she screamed, looking around for Vex.
The wretched woman was leaning against the wall, right next to the two. “Oh, he wasn’t as important as some of the others, so it’s no big deal,” Vex shrugged, nudging Dean's body with her foot.
Katy growled, quickly jumping to her feet and grabbing Vex’s neck, “Don’t you dare do, or say that again, do you hear me?” Her grip tightened, but the woman was unfazed and actually laughed.
“My dear, you should be the one you’re angry at. It was you, after all, who killed him. And Sam is next.” Katy quickly pulled away, feeling the pain her chest again after Vex had disappeared. “If you can manage to not kill them, little bug, you can fight me for the true prize.”
Sam had now appeared in the arena, having an almost identical reaction as Dean. “Katy? You look a little pale. Are you alright?” he asked, moving some hair away from her face so he could feel her forehead. He didn't see Dean lying only a few feet away and she was glad.
"No! No, no, no! Don’t make me do this!" Katy begged, her words heard only by herself and Vex.
“Then control it!” Vex snapped just as Katy had grabbed Sam’s arm, twisted it behind his back, and snapped it at the elbow, the limp bending in an unnatural position as he screamed in pain.
He shouted in pain. “What the hell?” he yelled, stumbling to his feet and rushing away from her in fear of another injury.
“You always run! I’m tired of it!” she snarled aloud, teleporting to the other side of Sam with her blade in hand and now bloody. Inside her mind, she whimpered.
It took only a moment for everything to kick in. Sam’s shriek of pain as he fell to the ground, his legs now cut off from the knee down.
"I’m so sorry!" Katy screamed, tears streaming from her face as she watched what was happening. There was nothing she could do.
“Katy, please listen to me!”
“Quiet!” she snapped, digging her sword into his head, killing him almost instantly.
Sam's body slumped to the ground and she stared listlessly at him. On the inside, she was thrashing and screaming. It was too much! Screams then escaped her mouth as she fell to her knees, mentally and physically exhausted.
Loki and Kate in Othos, who stood watch over her and made sure the spell went smoothly, jumped at the screams coming from Katy as she levitated close to the ground in a meditating position. The look on her face showed pain as tears came down her face and her body slightly shook.
“Kate! What’s happening? Is this supposed to happen?” Loki questioned. He wanted to rush to her aid, but he knew if he moved from his current spot, it would put her in even more danger. For all he knew, he could make things worse! Which was the last thing he wanted.
The two stood in circles connected to a bigger one in the center, where Katy was. Weird, intricate symbols were decorating Kate, Loki, and Katy’s skin, as well as inside the circles. The sun was starting to rise on day two of three.
“Don’t ask me! I’m not the one who knows magic!” Kate replied. She mainly kept her cool, but she was very worried about her friend.
Loki slowly turned his head and glared at the woman, dumbfounded by her answer. “You mean to say that you’re assisting me in a life-threatening ritual, and you are not trained in magic?” he yelled, groaning in frustration.
“No! I’m not, okay? Katy taught me what I needed to know to help her, and that’s it!”
The two continued to argue for another hour about their situation and Katy. Then they went quiet for a few hours, striking up a conversation the longer they stood together.
As the sun started to set on day two, Katy let out another scream and her body began to shake again, lowering closer to the ground. Her veins started to become visible and they blackened, starting at her hands and working its way through her body. As it progressed the two became even more worried for her. She wasn’t making progress, and if she didn’t complete the task, she’d die.
In her mind, at the center of her being, Katy was having the toughest time of her life. Her friends were dying… and she was the one killing them. All the people she's met across the universes and had a connection with… gone. Out of the corner of her eye, she could see a shirtless man, a woman with black hair and a blue military uniform, a redheaded female in a black skintight suit, and so many others. Her friends, they were all dead. She felt her stomach roll and had she eaten anything, or could puke at all, she would have.
Vex sighed. “Wow, Katy. Kate too? You must not have cared for her as much as you thought you did,” Vex tisked as she spoke, shaking her head at Katy who was kneeling on the ground, body shaking and covered in blood.
Katy snapped her head around. “Enough! I’m tired of these games, Vex!”
Vex growled, appearing in front of Katy and grabbing her neck. Her eyes glowed again as she spoke in a dark tone. “Don’t kill him, and you won’t have to kill your own mother. I’ll make sure she's the most brutal of them all.” With that comment, Vex disappeared again to reveal Loki a few feet away. Katy had gotten used to the pain in her chest now. It was the emotional pain that hurt more.
“Iro? Where are we?” he asked.
Without a response, Katy had teleported to him and grabbed him by the neck, lifting him into the air. This was all too familiar. Katy screamed and hollered, but nothing was heard.
Loki gasped for air, his face starting to turn purple from lack of oxygen as he desperately tried to make her let go. “Put… me down…” he wheezed, eyes starting to bulge.
“Enough!” Katy screamed once more, now hearing the words through her ears and not just in her head as she let go of Loki, quickly teleporting to the other side of the arena and sliding down against the wall. “I won’t do that to him… I’m doing this shit for him! I refuse to hurt him,” Katy spoke, breathing heavily as she stared down at her lap.
A clapping sounded and she flinched slightly. “Good job! You pass round one of two,” Vex smirked, standing above Katy with her arms crossed.
When Katy looked up, Loki was gone. She looked higher and matched Vex’s gaze, “What’s round two?” Her voice sounded emotionless, yet pained and resigned.
“You have to fight me,” she responded, the sky turning to day again as she prepared the arena for the fight. “Without your powers, though. You can have me when you earn me, got it?”
Katy gulped, groaning as she pulled herself back up to her feet. “Deal.”
In Othos, there were two minutes until noon, and Katy still wasn’t done. Kate and Loki’s worry growing by the second.
One minute.
20 seconds.
“God dammit!” Kate yelled, rushing towards the tree close by with the first aid kit. As soon as she left, the three felt a pain in their chest, and Katy fell limp to the ground, her body convulsing.
“By Odin’s beard!” Loki exclaimed, quickly getting to Katy’s side, hoping just being there would help.
Kate rushed over and kneeled down. “Hold her still so I can give her these meds,” she explained, opening the bottle of medication and pouring ten pills into her hand.
“Wait!” Loki grabbed her wrist in alarm, keeping her hand away from Katy. “That will kill her.” That wasn't going to happen, not on his watch.
The woman rolled her eyes. “She’s a god, Loki. I doubt she’ll overdose.”
Loki stared at her intensely. Then gave her a nod, holding Katy down as Kate shoved pills down her throat followed by water to wash the dry capsules down. Only moments passed before she had stopped convulsing and the black veins started to disappear. Although, as the pills started to take effect, Katy’s hair turned pure white instead of its usual blonde. The pair shared a worried look.
10 agonizing minutes passed before Katy gasped, jumping into a sitting position and breathing heavily. Then she puked. Looking between Loki and Kate who both shared a sigh of relief, Katy pulled them both into a hug, a few tears falling down her face.
“I did it... Just barely, but I did it,” Katy whispered, finally letting go of the two.
Loki felt himself relax and sigh in relief. “Good to hear, but might I ask why the color change?” he asked, gesturing to her hair.
Katy responded by looking confused before pulling a lock of hair over her shoulder to investigate. The color startled her. Worried she might not actually be awake, she quickly got off the ground and ran towards the cars.
“Katy!” the two called, chasing after her.
It was a long-distance sprint to reach them and when she finally did, she looked in the mirror to see that she was, indeed, herself. Katy letting out her own sigh of relief. She was okay. She was awake. There was no reason to panic.
“Are you alright? What happened in there?” Kate questioned, reaching the woman first.
“I’m fine, not telling, and we need to get on to the next task.” Katy took a deep breath to calm her nerves, glancing over to Loki who looked worried. “Something the matter?”
“Yes. You just completed a three-day spell, and almost died in the process. Are you sure you’re up for something else?”
Katy took a breath, replying with a nod. “Yes, I’m sure. Now, we all need to get going. Kate, ride with us.” Katy told her friends, quickly hopping in the driver's seat. Without hesitation, her friends joined her in the vehicle before Katy sped down the path towards the military base.
“Woah!” Kate exclaimed, holding onto the handle above the door; more commonly known as the ‘oh shit!’ handle. “Katy, slow down!”
“No can do.” Her eyes never left the road.
Loki sat in the passenger seat, also holding onto the handle but his attention was fixated on her. Why had her hair turned white? Why didn’t she change it back? What exactly happened in there to cause those reactions from her? Too many questions jumbled in his head and too little time to have them answered. But he couldn’t deny he was glad she was conscious once more.
Within minutes, the group arrived at the military base, all three jumping out and running inside, Katy in the lead. Katy was panting a little, all three exhausted from lack of nutrients. “Kate, I need you to prepare the troops and have Loki help you.”
“What about you?” Kate asked as the made their way down the halls towards the lab.
Scientists and soldiers alike moved out of their way as the trio steamrolled past them.
“I have friends to recruit and a spell to learn,” Katy replied when they reached the doors of the lab, all three having to catch their breath. “Be sure to get some food. It’s not healthy to skip that many meals.” Katy told them, a worried look in her eyes.
Loki narrowed his eyes at the girl. “And you?” He had a feeling he already knew the answer and he wasn’t sure if he liked it.
Katy hesitated, pulling some of her newly colored hair behind her ear. “I’ll eat, don’t worry.” She was lying. He knew she was. “See you two in about an hour. Make sure you’re prepared as well,” she gave them a small grin before rushing in through the lab doors, making Kyoya jump and turn around to face her. “Kyoya! The big one ready?”
A surprised look crossed his face but he nodded. “Yes, ma’am.”
“Good. When I come back, be sure to close the small portal get the big one up and running.”
“You got it,” Kyoya responded, typing in the coordinates for Katy’s destination. “Alright, we’re stable.”
Katy nodded, giving him a half-hearted salute as a response before she jumped through the portal.
After Katy had left, Kate sighed, slightly frustrated with the god. “Alright, Loki. Katy had something made for you. It’s in the safe at the castle, down in the basement,” Kate explained as she dug around her pocket for a piece of paper with a code on it, handing it to Loki. Before he could grab it, she pulled away a little, “Please don’t take anything that isn’t yours.”
A grin snuck onto Loki’s face. She obviously knew about his skill set. “I won’t.” With that, Kate handed him the paper. “I’ll return shortly.”
While he was gone, Kate sounded the alarm, causing the entire base to burst into a frenzy of scattered soldiers going to their designated positions and loading onto the helicarriers Katy had their engineers build. While they were loading, Kate rushed towards the dragons ‘lairs’ to get them loaded as well. Hestia’s assistance in the task would be invaluable.
In Magnolia, the home of the Fairy Tail guild, Katy rushed through the doors and as the doors hit the walls everyone’s attention turned to her.
“Iro? Is everything alright?” Makarov asked, standing on the bar in the process. “What happened to your hair? It’s white.”
Katy chuckled a little, trying to catch her breath yet again. “It’s a long story,” she stated, taking one deep breath before continuing. “No, everything isn’t alright.” That comment caused everyone to go quiet, waiting for her to continue. “I need you to teach me fairy law so I can save everyone.”
The guild’s silence was deafening. “You’re kidding, right?”
“I’m a hundred percent serious right now. If I can’t cast that spell, there’s a chance that everyone, not just in my universe, will die. I don’t want that to happen, even if it kills me.”
“Iro… you know what can happen when you use that spell without years of training…”
“My god!” she groaned as she ran a hand through her hair, frustrated by the delay. “I do! I just need you to teach me. I’ll worry about the consequences later.”
Makarov hesitated, looking around at all the guild members in the hope of seeing some kind of reaction. There was none and he sighed and nodded. “Alright. I’ll teach you.” Katy nodded in relief, thanking the man. “However, if this is something that could threaten my children here, then we’re going to help.”
Katy was quiet, staring wide-eyed at him. Was he serious? “You do know what that means, yes?”
“Of course we do!” Natsu, the pink-haired hot head interrupted, bumping his fists together with a grin on his face. “This will be a great fight, Iro! Just let us help.”
Katy couldn’t help but grin at his comment, giving in to their stubbornness.
Back in Othos, Loki had just gotten to the safe and gone inside, looking for his items that were said to be there. He ignored the various trinkets doodle-bobs in favor of finding what was his. Down on the bottom, there was a chest with his name on it. “Whatever could you be?” he mumbled, pulling the heavy box out from under the shelf. When he opened it, on the very top was a new helmet with his signature horns. He pulled the helmet out and set it to the side. Next were duel daggers. They were much longer than what he had used on Asgard, but were a little smaller than swords. The two were meant to go on his back when not in use. Attached to them was a note.
For the fighter who doesn’t use shitty butter knives as weapons.
~Iro
Another grin crept on his face and a chuckle escaped his lips as he read her words. Taking out the weapons, he pulled out the outfit. It was a black skin-tight suit of flexible armor, decorated in emerald green and gold with a green cape attached. He was grateful for the new attire, not even bothering to leave the safe before changing into it. The suit fit him perfectly and was very comfortable. The design reminded him of both his most recent attire during Ragnarok, and his attire back in New York years prior.
After he had changed, he hurried out of the safe to return to the base and assist Kate in preparations. “Need any more help?” he asked the woman who was now also in her own suit of armor. Unknown to him it was the very armor she’d used to take back the kingdom from Vortigern.
Kate whistled, looking him up and down before chuckling. “Well, I see why Katy wanted you to wear that.” Kate grinned at the confused look on Loki’s face. “I’m fine right now. We’re just waiting for Katy to come back.”
Loki nodded, staying quiet as the two walked towards the helicarriers. He knew there was an army, but he had no idea they were so prepared for what was to come. How long had Katy known about this? Perhaps she was a seer like the witches his mother had been raised by.
As the two were walking up the ramp of the main helicarrier, they heard Katy’s voice coming from behind. Loki was the first to turn around, spotting the white-haired girl headed their way. She was now also wearing a skin-tight suit that was identical to Loki’s, but with no cape. Her signature sword was on her hip and her hair was tied back into a ponytail. A pink tint creeping onto his cheeks as he watched her.
“Hey! So you found your suit,” Katy smiled, almost skipping into the carrier. “Does it fit okay?”
It took a moment for Loki to answer. After shaking his head, he cleared his throat, “Oh, yes I did. Thank you.”
Katy nodded. Within seconds, her eyes had darkened with determination and she blew a whistle, signaling the carriers to close the bay doors and lift into the air and through the portal. Walking over to the side of the carrier, she pressed a button to speak to Kyoya over the comm system, “Send us through. Don’t forget the guild hall is joining, so have them enter with the ground unit.”
“Yes, Ma’am. Sending you through.” Kyoya intoned. He muted his device and reached over to flick a few switches and press a few buttons before giving orders to those on standby.
Just outside the barriers of Wakanda, T’Challa’s army, and all the other Avengers were already in the heat of the battle. Thor, Rocket, and Groot were already there. The aliens swarming their position were starting to overcome them. It was a difficult battle.
“Are you okay?” Wanda asked, worry laced in her voice as she rushed up to Vision who currently was leaning up against a log, hand on his wounds. The man groaned in pain, the Infinity Stone in his forehead glowing and pulsing, sensing the others close by. “What is it?” she asked again.
Vision looked around, eyes wide before returning his gaze to his beloved. “He’s here,” he whispered, horror lacing his voice. They’d run out of time.
Leaves blew from the trees as the wind howled and the ground rumbled, drawing Steve’s attention. “Everyone, on my position. We have incoming.”
“What the hell?” Natasha mumbled. She looked around for the source and couldn’t spot their enemy. Where was he?
A crack of lightning broke the sound barrier and those who could turned to stare at the two portals opening up; one in the air and the other on the ground. The Othos ground team was the first to join the battle. It wasn’t just the military letting out a battle cry, but also the Fairy Tail guild. As everyone traveled through the portals, Katy had given them a pep talk, striking up the cheers for blood.
“We are going to strike down our enemy who dares threaten our existence!” she’d said. “Thanos and his army will not take our loved ones away!” Cheers and yells had rung throughout the helicarriers and the vehicles moving on the ground. “Today is not the day we lose to some genocide maniac. For us! For Othos! For the world!”
A cacophony of yells and cheers sounded all around her and she grinned. Not bad for her first battle cry. She looked down at the forest and grinned. Katy reached over and pressed a few buttons on the display next to her, tapping into the comms of the Wakandan assault below.
“Any know who these guys are?” Steve asked.
“They are not Wakandan,” T’Challa responded immediately.
“Miss me?” A familiar voice spoke through everyone's earpieces, causing a smile to appear on Steve and Natasha’s faces. “I brought some friends. Leave Thanos to me. You are not to intervene under any circumstances.” Katy’s voice was stern and demanding, something new to the group.
Steve chuckled at the answer, replying with a, “Yes, ma'am.”
As the bay door opened (the helicarrier still moving to the landing position), Katy walked up to edge, eyes stone-cold with anger and determination as she glared down to the spot in which Thanos would shortly appear. Loki stood only a few feet behind her, studying her and waiting for her to say something. Anything.
“Katy? My orders?”
Katy shook her head, snapping out of her daze and looking over to Loki, staring at him for what seemed like ages. Just do it, said her inner voice that sounded suspiciously like Shia LaBeouf.
“Ya know, Loki,” she began, walking towards him. “I do feel safe with you. And I do have feelings.”
As she reached him, she grabbed his suit and pulled him into a kiss. Her eyes squeezed shut and she felt his mouth move against her, causing warmth to spread through her. Loki was shocked and froze when she kissed him. He wasn’t sure if he wanted to bring her closer or get away and he didn’t have the chance to think it through before Katy pulled away, leaving the dumbfounded god in her wake.
“Your only order is not to die. Or I’ll kill you.” She grinned, walking back over to the edge, and standing with her back towards the opening. Taking a deep breath, she closed her eyes and let herself fall off, falling through the sky with Hestia hot on her heels to catch her rider.
As Loki watched her leave, he heard a long whistle behind him. Knowing exactly who it was, he sighed in frustration, turning to look at Kate who had a smirk on her face. He pointe a single finger at her. “Not a word, Winchester.”
Bruce, in the HulkBuster, turned at the sound of a portal opening. Instead of Katy’s team coming through as he’d hoped, it was Thanos who emerged from the gray smoke and blue electrical surges. “Cap,” he said, “that’s him.”
Steve took a breath, activating his Wakandan shield once again. “Get Vision and everyone else out of harm's way. I’ll distract him,” Steve commanded, keeping his eyes on Thanos. “Go!”
Bruce hesitated, but when he was yelled at, he rushed over to Wanda and Vision, picking them both up and running in the opposite direction, “Everyone run!” Bruce called. The group took his advice and set off, Steve following close behind him.
As Steve was throwing the first punch, he was tackled by Katy, and Thanos was picked up and distanced a few feet away by Hestia before she flew off again towards safety.
Steve looked up at the god in shock. “Katy?” She had looked different from what he had remembered. Her hair had been bleached white, her eyes looked much like a color wheel, and it seemed as if she was much younger, a little heavier set too.
“I fucking told you to run!” she snarled, jumping to her feet and pushing him away in the direction of the others. “I’ll handle this.”
He gave her a doubtful look, worried that she’d get hurt. She was only one person. How was she supposed to handle him on her own? Goddess or not, Thanos had most of the Infinity Stones. “Don’t die, Katy.”
She didn’t respond, standing only with her back towards him and a sword gripped so tight in her hand it made her knuckles turn white. He hesitated a moment longer before he took off after his comrades.
“Iro,” Thanos sighed in frustration, clenching his fists as he walked up to the small goddess. “I’ve heard much about you from rumor, and I must admit I did not foresee you joining this battle against me.”
Katy only grinned, twirling her sword around as she walked closer to him, “Oh, I’m not just joining the battle. I’m ending it, and you, right here.”
With that, the small talk was over and they charged one another. When her sword met his gauntlet, the metals causing a spark and setting the nearby trees on fire, and the sound ringing across the sky. It could be heard all throughout Wakanda. Some soldiers without an alien stopped to ponder what the sound was before resuming the battle.
Next, Katy blocked his next attack and got behind him, slicing across his back and causing him to hiss from the pain. Only moments passed and Katy had missed, giving him the opportunity to strike her across the face, sending her rolling a few feet away. The woman groaned in pain, slowly pushing herself up onto one knee and wiping the blood away from her mouth as she looked to Thanos.
“Now, for the last piece,” Thanos hummed, attempting to create a portal to go and get Vision. When the attempt failed, the titan furrowed his eyebrows and turned his hand over, seeing that the space stone was missing. He then snapped his head over towards Katy.
Once Katy had his attention, she chuckled. Then she pulled down one of her lower eyelids and stuck out her tongue in a mocking manner. But there on her tongue, was the Space Stone. Thanos scowled and marched forward only for Katy to swallow the Stone. Her eyes began to glow and morph into an electric blue that matched the power of the Tesseract.
“You’re more troublesome than that Asgardian!” He picked her up by the throat, Katy wheezing as his grip began to tighten. “I’ll dig the Stone from your corpse if I have to.” He began to dig his fingers into Katy’s abdomen, her screams echoing through the trees.
“Katy!” There was no reply other than screaming. “I’m coming! Hang on,” Loki called to her.
He stood upon the saddle on Hestia’s back before grabbing the cable attached and jumping off. Branches smacked him on the way down and Hestia kept on going. He came upon her position just in time to see Thanos lift her off the ground and throw her into a large boulder, a resounding crack echoing in his ears.
Katy gasped and blood fell from her mouth as she impacted the large rock, a crack forming from top to bottom before she went limp, lying face down on the ground. Loki snarled and let go of the cable. He slid on the ground, blades drawn and sliced along Thanos’ calves. Thanos groaned in pain and turned around to punch him.
Katy’s ears were ringing and she could barely hear the sound of Loki’s blades colliding with Thanos’ gauntlet in the background. Pushing herself up a little, she looked over to see what was happening but her vision was too blurry for her to make it out. Groaning from the pain, she struggled, but managed to pull herself up on her feet, standing in a position to keep herself steady. “Thanos!” she shouted, causing both parties to stop and look towards her. “The only god here is me. And this? This is where the sun shines on us again.”
Loki gave her a curious look and Thanos scowled. Then the woman clapped her hands together, a burst of energy flowing outward in every direction. Loki gasped and covered his eyes, and as the force continued outwards, so did everyone else.
When the light dissipated, all of the enemies, on earth and in space, had turned gray; falling limp to the ground. Katy and the others were standing, but Katy was frozen like a statue, eyes staring sightlessly at the ground. Her hair was a jumbled mess, strands falling around her face, from the ponytail they’d once been contained in.
“Katy, you did it!”
Finally, she had dropped her arms, looking over in Loki’s direction, but it was as if she was looking through him rather than at him. Her eyes were almost lifeless and blood dripped from them like she had been crying the red liquid. The smile of relief on the trickster’s face was instantly replaced by a look of concern.
Somehow, the woman who could barely manage to stand started walking - no, stumbling - toward the place she knew everyone else was gathered, seemingly in some trance. “I… I need to help,” she mumbled. “I need to help… my people.”
Loki took a few hesitant steps forward. “Katy? Talk to me.”
She groaned in pain, grabbing the right side of her head as pain erupted and smearing the blood. “They’re in pain, I hear their cries,” she mumbled again, Loki gently touching her shoulder. “Get away!” she screamed, pushing him away and almost losing her balance.
“Iro!” Loki tried again, the girl gasped and stared straight ahead, eyes wide. She was frozen in place once again, but only for a moment before coughing up a lot of blood, along with the Space Stone before collapsing to the ground. “Iro!”
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Beep. Beep. Beep.
The horrible sound kept ringing in Katy’s ears, driving her to the point of madness. It was all she heard and boy was it annoying.
“For crying out loud, someone stop that god awful noise before I kill myself.”
There was a soft scoff next to her, the man shaking his head a bit. “We just saved you after your last attempt. Could you please refrain from that?”
The quiet voice of the raven-haired Asgardian made her grin at the comfort she felt from it. Before long, his words finally clicked in her head. Eyes wide, she turned her head to look at him. The emerald eyes normally filled with mischief and curiosity were currently dark and tired, and the bags under his eyes didn’t compliment them one bit. His eyes were fixated on hers.
“Loki?” Katy was surprised that he was here and it made her happy to see his face first, even if he did look like shit.
“Good morning, Katy. How are you feeling?” He stood from his chair and walked over to her bed, sitting next to her legs on the bed. His movements were sluggish and stiff, almost like he had just woken up from a nap.
“I feel fine, thank you,” she gave him a grin, trying to sit up but groaning from the internal pain. On the outside, she seemed fine. The inside was where most of the damage was.
“Here, let me help.” Loki stood once more, placing one hand on her back and taking her hand with the other, pulling her up as gently as he could. Though she still groaned and winced. Once she was successfully up, he placed some pillows behind her to lean on. “Better?” he asked, sitting back down after she nodded.
The longer she was awake, the more she remembered from the most recent events. Although the one memory that kept bouncing around was what had happened on the helicarrier. The thought made her face turn red and her attention snapped to her lap, an awkward silence hanging in the air as she could feel his eyes still fixated on her.
“Thank you for stepping in, Loki,” she finally spoke, looking up at him with a small grin.
What she was hoping would happen, did, in fact, go according to plan. Loki grinned, shaking his head a little at her words. “No need to thank me, Katy. I had my reasons.” When he finished talking, he cursed himself in his head, turning to look at the door. The awkward silence falling over them again.
Katy sighed, looking out the window as she tried to come up with something to talk about. “Did Stark-” she was cut off by Loki’s cold hands cupping her face and pulling her into his lips.
She gasped slightly into the kiss, the action taking her by surprise. It didn’t take her more than a moment to relax into his touch, closing her eyes as she returned the kiss and feeling how their lips moved in sync. Though his lips were cold, they were also soft and somehow made her feel warm inside. Time seemed to slow and she wished the moment would last forever.
When he pulled away, they rested their foreheads on one another, both letting out a breath they didn’t even know they were holding. He dropped one hand to support himself as he leaned closer to her, his right hand still cupping her face as his thumbed gently rubbed her cheek. “Please worry about yourself for once,” he whispered, pulling away only far enough to look into her eyes again, their faces mere inches apart.
Katy scoffed, the smile appearing on her face again as she directed her eyes to her lap once more, but she didn’t retreat from his touch. “Loki… It’s not in my nature to put myself first, it never has been.” Her voice was small, like she had made herself vulnerable with him.
“Well, maybe you should take a lesson or two from me, min skjebne.” The two chuckled at his response, Loki kissing her once more before there was a knock on the door and the two pulled away. Loki stood with his arms behind his back. When the door opened, it was Stark’s face that popped in first.
“May we come in?” The door was only cracked, but Katy figured she knew who would be coming in.
“Yeah, you don’t have to ask for permission, Tony,” Katy chuckled, adjusting a little more with another groan, causing Loki’s attention to go back to her, worried she might need help again. But he was dismissed with a shake of her head.
Tony, Stephen, and both Peters walked through the door. While the others went towards Katy to talk with her, Quill stayed by the door with his arms crossed, not wanting any part of the conversation. His actions earned a glare from the god at the end of her bed. It was then that she realized that Loki wasn’t only there to wait for her to wake up. He was acting as a guard, which she found adorable.
“How are you, Tony? Shouldn’t you be in bed?” Katy asked in a worried tone, glancing over at Loki and then back to the others, giving them all a smile.
He shook his head. “We’re fine, Katy. And we came to thank you for doing what you did. I don’t know what would have happened if you didn’t.”
“But you did, didn’t you?” Stephen asked, crossing his arms. He had heard stories about her, but wasn’t sure what to expect or think when meeting the woman. “How, exactly?”
Katy’s smile faded as she looked over to Stephen, hesitating to answer. “That’s complicated. But the short answer is that I’m a goddess.” Exactly when, or how, could she tell them that in another universe they were only fictional characters? It wouldn't go over well with any of them. Well, she thought consideringly, perhaps Parker and Stephen would be fine with it.
“If you knew what was going to happen, why didn’t you step in earlier before Gamora was murdered?” Quill spoke up, earning glares from both Tony and Loki.
“I wasn’t able-”
“No!” he barked, grinding his teeth. “You weren’t able to? More like you didn’t. So why didn’t you step in earlier and save her? Why don’t you bring her back now if you’re this all-powerful goddess, Katy! We counted on you! She trusted you!” He was now closer to the group, almost like he was going to hit her or grab her shirt and shake her like a ragdoll from being blinded by his emotions.
She honestly couldn't blame him. Losing a loved one often sent people into rages that would normally never happen. Katy knew she'd be no better than Quill. In fact, she'd done the exact same thing when she threatened Zeus. Rage, devastation, terror… she knew he was feeling it all.
“That’s enough, Quill!” Tony raised his voice as Loki had put a hand on Quill’s chest, holding him away from Katy. “She did what she could to save us, Peter. She’s strong but she can only do so much.”
Quill shook his head. “You saw the scene she made! If she was able to kill all of those aliens single-handedly, why couldn’t she bring back one person? That’s all I’m asking here! Is that too much to ask?” he demanded, throwing his hands in the air as he scoffed at her reasoning.
“Okay - you’re leaving,” Loki interrupted, grabbing Quill and dragging him out of the room, the man protesting the whole way out.
The door slammed behind them and the room was silent, an awkward aura hanging over the group as they listened to Quill and Loki arguing, Loki defending Katy in the conversation.
“So,” Tony coughed, finally breaking the ice in the room and drawing Katy’s attention. “When’s the wedding?” A smirk spread across his face as Katy’s heated up. He found it funny when she was flustered.
She looked away. “I don’t know what you mean.”
“Oh shut up, Katy," he groaned. "You’ve had a thing for him since New York. Plus, Kate told us about the little scene you caused on the helicarrier before you did a leap of faith off the bay door.” Her face only grew to a brighter shade of red the more he spoke, Katy fidgeting with her fingers. Before she could respond, they all jumped as Loki yelled at Quill outside the room.
“For Christ’s sake,” Katy groaned in frustration and pain as she pushed herself up off the bed, Peter and Stephen trying to get her to lay back down, but to no avail as she pushed herself by with a hand on her abdomen and a hand on the wall to balance herself. With Parker opening the door for her, she made her way out of the room with her weight against the wall.
“Enough!” she interrupted the two, Loki quickly moving to help her stand and telling her that she needed to go back to bed, which she ignored. “I’m sorry I couldn’t help Quill, I really am. When I’m healed, I’ll see what I can do to bring her back.”
“When you’re healed?” Quill scoffed again. “She’s been dead for almost two weeks already! I doubt she can be brought back at all! You should have done it when you had a chance.” He mumbled the last comment, crossing his arms and turning his back towards her. It was obvious Loki was pissed, judging by his grip tightening on her.
All of a sudden, a wave of dizziness hit Katy, the rise in blood pressure probably being the cause. Adjusting a little, she gripped onto Loki, quietly calling his name before she had passed out again, Quill also rushing to help. Despite his anger, she was still a friend and he did worry for her.
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After another week in the hospital, Katy was told she could return to her daily work but to take it easy. Of course, she said she would, but no one actually knew how much she would listen. Who was going to stop her when she wanted a latte that didn't come from the disgusting cafeteria? Certainly not them.
When she had a moment of peace, finally sneaking away from Loki for a solid five minutes, she called for Chuck, hoping he’d take her to his little bar. Her wish was granted when she found herself standing next to the man.
Chuck stopped his typing and looked up at her, slipping off his reading glasses and setting them on the booth’s table, gesturing for Katy to sit as he did so. “What now, Katy? I was in the middle of working on my autobiography.”
“Good to see you too, Chucky,” Katy said as she gave a grin, sliding into the seat across from him and resting her elbows on the table.
“Please don’t call me Chucky, you know I hate those movies.”
“I have a request. I doubt you’ll say yes, but I wanted to ask.”
He didn’t respond, but only gestured for her to continue. “You want me to bring someone back to life?” he raised his eyebrows, surprised that she was actually asking this. Even with Seraphim and Alkestis, she didn’t ask to have them brought back. What was different this time?
“Yes. In exchange for my illusions, if you’ll allow it, that is.” Luckily, spending all that time with Sam gave her time to practice his famous puppy dog eyes that always worked on Dean. Why not try them on God and see if he would be weak to it as well?
Chuck groaned, pinching the bridge of his nose as he sighed. “I like how you know that using your powers won’t work on me, so you’re using your eyes,” he chuckled, shaking his head at her.
Katy let down the act, a smile appearing on her face. “Like it? I learned it from Sammy, figured it was worth a shot to try.” She laughed, leaning back in the seat as a serious look appeared on her face again. “I mean it though, my request. If you’ll allow it, it would mean a lot to me.”
He was quiet for a moment, typing a couple of words on his computer. “Alright, I’ll do it.” He snapped his fingers, giving Katy a smile. “You can no longer cast illusions, this is your permanent appearance. Your friend is alive and back with her group. Happy?”
Katy squealed, quickly getting up and going to give him a tight hug. “Thank you, thank you, thank you!”
“Yeah yeah!” He gently pushed her, chuckling slightly “go on, you have stuff to do.” Chuck snapped his fingers once more and Katy was back at the base in her office, Loki rushing into the room only moments after.
“Katy! I’ve been looking all over for you. Are you alright? Any pain?” Loki rushed up to her, cupping her face and looking her over for any injuries. The only thing visible was her signature scar.
“I’m fine, Loki,” she chuckled, giving him a small peck before pulling away. "I brought Gamora back.”
Loki only crossed his arms, raising an eyebrow at her. “What did you do?” he asked, a suspicious tone in his voice.
Katy chuckled awkwardly, rubbing the back of her neck and looking away from him. “I gave up my Illusions…”
“You what?” Loki shouted, sighing after. “Katy, those were important to you.”
“Yeah, I know. But Chuck let me keep the main illusion, I just can’t take it down anymore. This is how I’ll always look now.”
Loki’s eyes slightly darkened as a small smirk spread across his lips. “I’m not complaining, min skjebne.” His voice was deep and lustful, making Katy laugh a little.
“Not yet, my love.” She gently flicked his forehead before walking out to take care of some tasks. During her few weeks of absence, the stacks of paperwork were piling high. There were still many long nights ahead of her, but they were no problem.
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Well, that was a killer chapter. Sorry (not sorry) Minecraftian! :p
~ K-The-Queen
Not compared to a few others I've worked on. I was just stubborn and didn't feel like editing.
~ Minecraftian1213
#fandom quest#marvel#mcu#Avengers#infinity war#OC#anime#fairy tail#fan fiction#fanfic#thor#loki#supernatural
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