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#enhypen jungwon x you
kpophubb · 1 year
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❥ Hot and cute things yang jungwon does as your bf !
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♥︎🄶🄴🄽🅁🄴: 𝖿𝗅𝗎𝖿𝖿, 𝗁𝖼 ᰔ !w: 𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗌 𝗈𝖿 𝗌𝗍𝖾𝖺𝗆𝗒 𝗄𝗂𝗌𝗌𝖾𝗌! // 𝗠𝗮𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁
"𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥, 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘶𝘴𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘥. 𝘊𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘪𝘳𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 3000" ♡
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☆ 𝗟𝗘𝗔𝗩𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗛𝗜𝗦 𝗛𝗢𝗢𝗗𝗜𝗘𝗦 𝗙𝗢𝗥 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗧𝗢 𝗪𝗘𝗔𝗥- there’s no time in the world jungwon finds you more beautiful than when you’re wearing his hoodies. The sight of his oversized cloth dangling from your shoulders and covering upto your thighs never fails to make the butterflies in his stomach run wild and his heart beat abnormally against his ribcage, threatening to escape. When you pair the outfit with a messy bun and remain bare faced, jungwon blushes so much and finds you to be the most beautiful girl on earth. He gets domestic thoughts- of being able to live together with you so you could wear more of his clothes and he could see this heavenly sight daily but ofcourse he will keep it low-key. He smiles so brightly and his cheeks become rosy, and he secretly makes it his mission to leave more of his hoodies “accidentally” at your place, in the hopes of catching this breath taking sight of you in his clothes sometime again.
☆ 𝗙𝗔𝗟𝗟𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗔𝗦𝗟𝗘𝗘𝗣 𝗢𝗡 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗟𝗔𝗣- resting his head softly on your lap, jungwon unintentionally dozes off a lot from tiredness of the long day. He doesn’t always mean to fall asleep, but the comforting feeling of your thighs under his head makes him feel really relaxed. The sight of his angel face resting on your lap always makes you melt, and leaves you brushing his soft hair with your fingers and occasionally pecking his handsome face. You kiss his forehead, his nose and his cheek in his sleep, hoping he would meet you in his dreams and feel your overbearing love for him. <3 most times, he falls asleep while subconsciously holding your hands inside his that make him feel so secure and safe.
☆ 𝗔𝗦𝗞𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗙𝗢𝗥 𝗚𝗢𝗢𝗗𝗕𝗬𝗘/𝗚𝗢𝗢𝗗𝗡𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗧 𝗞𝗜𝗦𝗦𝗘𝗦 𝗙𝗥𝗢𝗠 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗦𝗜𝗟𝗘𝗡𝗧𝗟𝗬- jungwon feels way too bashful to ask for kisses from you but at the same time he doesn’t wanna leave for work or go to sleep without getting goodnight/goodbye kisses from you. Thus, he will always make silent attempts- tugging at your sleeve softly and looking at you with innocent and needy kitty eyes to pass his message. He makes “🥺” face and even takes your hand and places it in his cheek or lips, as a sign that he wants his kissy there. And when he’s too cute like this? There’s no chance of resisting him so you end up giving him many kisses at once. That too, over his whole entire face that causes him to retreat under the blanket from overflowing shyness.
☆ 𝗕𝗔𝗖𝗞𝗛𝗨𝗚𝗦 𝗔𝗡𝗗 𝗕𝗨𝗥𝗬𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗛𝗜𝗦 𝗙𝗔𝗖𝗘 𝗜𝗡 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗖𝗥𝗢𝗢𝗞 𝗢𝗙 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗡𝗘𝗖𝗞- jungwon and backhugs go hand in hand. He freezes when he’s trying to hug you from the front bc the moment your eyes lock, he loses his mind. So, from the back when you’re unaware, he walks into the room silently and drapes his arms around your stomach and rests his chin on your shoulder. He loves to bury his face in the crook of your neck and just breathe your scent in- because it’s so comforting to him to just feel your presence and bask in it. No matter what he’s feeling, being close to your body and nuzzling in your embrace heals him from within.
☆ 𝗞𝗜𝗦𝗦𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗕𝗔𝗖𝗞 𝗢𝗙 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗛𝗔𝗡𝗗𝗦- kissing your hand has become his reflex action. The reflex action to loving you if that makes sense. It doesn’t matter even if he’s scrolling through his phone or watching a movie, one of his hands will be interlaced within yours and he will play with your hands and bring it close to his lips to kiss it. Sometimes, he’s so adorable that he does it when he’s half asleep. His sleep gets disrupted and with half lidded eyes, he will search for your hands and kiss the back or knuckles softly before falling back asleep again. <3 :’)
☆ 𝗜𝗡𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗧𝗪𝗜𝗡𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗛𝗔𝗡𝗗𝗦 𝗦𝗨𝗕𝗖𝗢𝗡𝗦𝗖𝗜𝗢𝗨𝗦𝗟𝗬-jungwon loves the pure act of holding your hands sm that he will even have your hands intertwined in public. Or infront of the boys but once he realizes what he’s doing and earns teasing glares, he will jolt and move away from you in a flash. 😳 he gets blushy and scratches the back of his neck awkwardly but when you’re in private again, he will take your hands back inside his. When you’re cooking In the kitchen or doing your assignment or studying, it does not help your situation cause you will always find one of your hands inside his. He finds this act really innocent and it connects you two close together always so he prefers that 24/7.
☆ 𝗕𝗨𝗬𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗜𝗖𝗘 𝗖𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗠 𝗟𝗜𝗞𝗘 𝗔 𝗥𝗜𝗧𝗨𝗔𝗟- are you even dating yang jungwon if y’all don’t get ice cream EVERY WEEK? He loves ice cream, you love ice cream and y’all love eachother so it’s a ritual in your relationship. Like little kids running behind ice cream trucks from excitement, you and boyfriend run after ice cream stalls and eat them all the way back to your home while linking arms! <33 it’s your comfort food and lightens your moods all the time.
☆ 𝗦𝗟𝗘𝗘𝗣𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗪𝗜𝗧𝗛 𝗛𝗜𝗦 𝗙𝗔𝗖𝗘 𝗕𝗨𝗥𝗜𝗘𝗗 𝗢𝗡 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗖𝗛𝗘𝗦𝗧- jungwon might be someone who’s not very clingy or cheesy romantic and he’s very kinda against pda, but behind closed doors the scenario is totally different. HE IS YOUR BABY. >.< a smol babie who loves to be held, to be kissed, to be showered with love and praises. He’s obviously not gonna admit it, but he loves affection. Thus, all the time you find him laying his head on your chest and his hands and legs wrapped around you tightly. He’s very playful sometimes and tickles your neckline with his hair and..even kisses there intimately 😳 to make you go i n s a n e. He’s so smug everytime he can make you blush, istg. 😏♡
☆ 𝗣𝗔𝗖𝗞𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗕𝗔𝗖𝗞𝗣𝗔𝗖𝗞 𝗙𝗢𝗥 𝗬𝗢𝗨- jungwon is very considerate, caring, responsible and is always trying to help you and take care of you in one way or another. So, he will definitely pack your bag for you that be for college or for work and leave all your essentials there carefully. He’s also gonna sneak in some of your favourite snack bars in case you need them to make you smile and lend you some energy! <3
☆ 𝗔𝗦𝗞𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗜𝗙 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗛𝗔𝗩𝗘 𝗘𝗔𝗧𝗘𝗡 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗠𝗘𝗔𝗟𝗦- he is the one who is always checking up on you and makes sure you remain healthy. So no matter how busy he is, he’s gonna sneak in a text or a call just to ask you if you’ve eaten your meals yet or not. He’s such a sweetheart, you have no idea. :’)
☆ 𝗖𝗢𝗭𝗬 𝗠𝗢𝗩𝗜𝗘 𝗡𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗧 𝗗𝗔𝗧𝗘𝗦- jungwon LOVES watching movies and drama and when that is paired with the love of his life, it’s like a dream come true for him. He snuggles you like his personal plushie on the couch, and with a bag of snacks he sits down to watch movies with you for hours. He’s gonna be so excited about these favourite moments together that he might even feed you and shower you with kisses that’s so unlike himself. Babyboy is awfully giggly and happy the whole time. Don’t even move please, just remain there inside his arms and be his partner!! >.< <3
☆ 𝗡𝗘𝗖𝗞 𝗞𝗜𝗦𝗦𝗘𝗦 & 𝗧𝗜𝗖𝗞𝗟𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗡𝗘𝗖𝗞 𝗪𝗜𝗧𝗛 𝗛𝗜𝗦 𝗡𝗢𝗦𝗘- jungwon is low-key obsessed with kissing your neck. That be just soft innocent pecks or steamy kisses in your most sensitive areas, anything works for him. 🫣 he loves to trace his wet lips along your collarbones and let his mouth linger on your skin a little longer than needed to make you shiver from his action. When he’s feeling himself, he likes to suck areas around your neck and let his kiss deepen and linger on your flesh but all of his kisses usually end with him laughing and tickling your neck with his nose. He’s a mischievous little brat so his romantic side only lasts about 5 seconds lol. But those 5 seconds are enough to burn you to ashes with temptation and greed. 🫦
☆ 𝗟𝗔𝗖𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗛𝗜𝗦 𝗛𝗔𝗡𝗗𝗦 𝗔𝗥𝗢𝗨𝗡𝗗 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗟𝗢𝗪𝗘𝗥 𝗪𝗔𝗜𝗦𝗧- this is one of his hottest habits I swear. Draping his arms around your lower waist tightly and gripping your hips to bring you close to his face and kiss you. He moves his hands around your waist so seductively, in such a possessive and romantic manner that the gesture leaves you breathless and panting for extra air in your lungs. 😳
☆ 𝗘𝗬𝗘 𝗖𝗢𝗡𝗧𝗔𝗖𝗧𝗦- you know the kind of gaze that burns through the layers of your skin and burns you alive? That’s the kind of intimate and intimidating gaze jungwon has. It’s like his beautiful eyes can speak to you, they deliver to you all the love confessions his heart has for you but his mouth doesn’t speak. His eyes also deliver for you his want and desperation, his longing to hold you close and dear to him all the time. Eyes are windows to the soul, and you know exactly what you mean to him the moment you look inside those starry eyes.
☆ 𝗕𝗥𝗨𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗟𝗜𝗣𝗦 𝗪𝗜𝗧𝗛 𝗛𝗜𝗦 𝗧𝗛𝗨𝗠𝗕- yang jungwon loves to tempt you. Loves to see you make a move or initiate any kind of skinship. But even more so, he loves your lips so much. He finds them so plush and pretty and most times, he can’t avert his eyes from your mouth. That’s why he strokes them in gentle motions with his thumb from blind awe and admiration. His breaths become paced and eyes become hazy, and he’s leaning in closer to your face and just taking in your beauty till it fills up every cell inside him.
☆ 𝗞𝗜𝗦𝗦𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗖𝗢𝗥𝗡𝗘𝗥𝗦 𝗢𝗙 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗟𝗜𝗣𝗦 𝗧𝗢 𝗧𝗘𝗠𝗣𝗧 𝗬𝗢𝗨- it boosts jungwon’s pride sm when you express first hand how much you crave for him, especially when it’s his kisses you’re whining for. He will kiss you along the sides of your mouth but never on your lips directly, just to watch you frown displeasingly and pull his collar and kiss him of your own accord. He finds it super cute and just liquifies right then and there. The type to start giggling in between the kisses when that happens! 🤭
☆ 𝗚𝗟𝗔𝗡𝗖𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗔𝗧 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗙𝗥𝗢𝗠 𝗔𝗖𝗥𝗢𝗦𝗦 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗥𝗢𝗢𝗠- since he’s someone who doesn’t get touchy with you, he stares at you like a lovesick person whenever you’re in one place. He smiles at you, but most of all looks at you like a person who’s struck by your beauty like lightning. Wide eyes, rosy cheeks, and mouth agape.
☆ 𝗣𝗥𝗘𝗦𝗦𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗙𝗢𝗥𝗘𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗗𝗦 𝗧𝗢𝗚𝗘𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗥- jungwon loves cupping your face with both his hands and press your foreheads together lovingly. He closes his eyes and just lets your breaths intertwine. It’s such a soothing and pure act that it leaves your heart fluttering for decades.
☆ 𝗣𝗜𝗡𝗡𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗪𝗥𝗜𝗦𝗧𝗦 𝗔𝗚𝗔𝗜𝗡𝗦𝗧 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗪𝗔𝗟𝗟- jungwon and his hot romantic boyfriend agenda. He loves pinning your wrists against the wall or whatever surface is behind you to kiss you deeply and pass over his silent dominance over you. You belong to him and him alone, and his actions prove that in every way. The way he wraps his fingers around your wrists make you feel weak in the knees. When you guys argue over something, he does this too, just randomly pushes you against the wall and brings his face closer to yours and goes like “yeah now continue.” cause he KNOWS what heart-damaging effect he has on you.
☆ 𝗟𝗘𝗔𝗩𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗡𝗢𝗧𝗘𝗦- you’re bound to find tiny love notes folded inside your bag, inside your phone case and sticky notes stuck to your bedside lamps. Jungwon finds it hard to verbally say it out loud what you mean to him so he writes small love notes to give you reminders about his love. Mind you, they won’t be really cheesy and the loving words would mostly be scribbled lmao bc he cringes hard (yeah very yang jungwon style of affection haha)
☆ 𝗞𝗜𝗦𝗦𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗦𝗛𝗢𝗨𝗟𝗗𝗘𝗥- jungwon’s most intimate type of kisses are the ones he plants on your bare shoulder. He loves to kiss the place beside your collarbone so much that he might even pull down the material of your sweatshirt or top just to land a soft kiss with his plush lips. He’s always tugging your tank top straps and pulling them down momentarily to kiss the sweet spot and even brushes his nose against your sensitive skin only to shower the place with kisses again. He finds it oddly comforting and will always reach out to kiss that place on your shoulder first. His mouth lingers on that place way more than needed, his soft lips tracing up and down to every inch and cranny.
☆ 𝗕𝗟𝗢𝗪𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗜𝗡𝗧𝗢 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗘𝗔𝗥- he loves blowing into your ear to catch you off guard and tease you. You will be studying or doing a chore and he will show up outta nowhere and blow inside your ear and laugh at the way you get goosebumps. He is laughing and running around the house now, with you chasing him for revenge!!
☆ 𝗧𝗥𝗔𝗣𝗣𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗜𝗡 𝗕𝗘𝗧𝗪𝗘𝗘𝗡 𝗛𝗜𝗦 𝗟𝗘𝗚𝗦- yang jungwon and his ocassional clingy era 😮‍💨 he is NOT a clingy person but when he is, he doesn’t even let you MOVE because he has his legs wrapped around you, holding you tightly in place with him. You wanna go grab your charger? No. You wanna get up to drink water? NO. I mean nothing you do can make him remove himself from you, he’s attached and glued to you 🥺👉🏻👈🏻 and nuzzling inside your warmth like a lil baby kitty, so what can you even do now except for let him cling to your body? >~<
☆ 𝗦𝗧𝗘𝗔𝗠𝗬 𝗞𝗜𝗦𝗦𝗘𝗦- this is what totally happens when he comes back home from a long tour around and has missed you like crazy. Your once in a blue moon opportunity, with intense, heating kisses of his sheer dominance and needy love. Your wrists pinned above your head, his body pressed to yours tightly and his mouth totally inside yours. His lips burning with fierce passion and his tongue darting over your lips and inside your mouth, making you feel weak in the knees and unable to maintain your posture. That’s the kind of kisses he ends up giving you sometimes, the ones that leave you panting for air, begging for more. Where only yang jungwon and yang jungwon alone exists in your world and everything else completely wipes out.
☆ 𝗕𝗨𝗬𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗖𝗢𝗟𝗢𝗥-𝗖𝗢 𝗢𝗥𝗗𝗜𝗡𝗔𝗧𝗘𝗗 𝗖𝗟𝗢𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗦- jungwon will definitely buy colour co-ordinated clothes with you. Especially the colours baby blue and beige. He would love to go out with you wearing similar coloured fits and have the feels of a romantic couple. He smiles so much at you and stares at you more than usual and just blushes blushes and blushes everytime he looks at you two in the mirror. Will go out of his way to even compliment you a lot.
☆ 𝗦𝗧𝗥𝗢𝗞𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗛𝗜𝗦 𝗛𝗔𝗡𝗗𝗦 𝗨𝗡𝗗𝗘𝗥𝗡𝗘𝗔𝗧𝗛 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗖𝗟𝗢𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗦- mhmm so this. I feel like he’s gonna develop a habit of sneaking in his hands underneath the material of your clothes just to caress your bare flesh with his palms and fingers, especially your tummy and waist areas and your thighs. He loves the feel of your exposed, raw skin underneath his touch, the warmth of your body seeping inside him with every stroke. He’s gonna even sleep with his hands placed securely around your tummy for a good night’s sleep and even sweeter dreams. 🤭
☆ 𝗕𝗘𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗣𝗢𝗦𝗦𝗘𝗦𝗦𝗜𝗩𝗘 𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗥 𝗬𝗢𝗨- is he even yang jealous jungwon if he isn’t possessive over you?😏 oh pls he gets so low-key jealous everytime you’re mingling with anyone more than needed. Cause this boy is already frowning and glaring at them displeasingly and trying his best to come up with an excuse to steal you from them. Will deny being jealous if you confront him and kiss you to shut you up huh. 💋
☆ 𝗞𝗜𝗦𝗦𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗜𝗡 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗦𝗟𝗘𝗘𝗣- this is 100% his thing. It goes without saying that he’s bashful to initiate kisses with you, so when you’re asleep he can do that with ease. He’s totally the type of boyfriend who loves to lay down beside you and just admire your beautiful resting face and fall in love with you more during the process. Tucking the loose strands of your hair behind your ear and brushing your cheeks and jaw with his fingers before placing a gentle kiss everywhere on your face including your eyelids. When you’re deep in your sleep, he even whispers I love yous in your ear out of overbearing love. 🤍
☆ 𝗖𝗔𝗟𝗟𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗡𝗢𝗢𝗡𝗔 𝗙𝗟𝗜𝗥𝗧𝗜𝗟𝗬 (If you’re older than him)- this is completely self explanatory for me, but if you’re older than him and y’all dating, he would love to flirtily address you as “noona” in his raspy voice to make you blush and stutter. Especially if he knows how much you love him calling you that. This brat does it right in your ear with an intentional low voice to send chills down your spine. 😳
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eeunoia · 2 years
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ENHYPEN Mini Series
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E N H Y P E N as Greek Myths 
EROS & PSYCHE
pairings: yang jungwon x reader
synopsis: yang jungwon, the notorious playboy of your school tries to play his little game with you but ended up losing.
word count: 10k
important note: i originally planned to write enhypen as greek gods but then i didn’t find some love stories that i like so i end up using some love stories that aren’t greek gods. also these are like modern versions of greek mythology love stories.
warnings: grammar errors, swearing, playboy jungwon and lots of kissing. let me know if i missed some!
note📎: i hope you guys liked it! it really means a lot to me whenever you let me know what you think about them, re-blogs and comments are well appreciated. btw, i love you guys and thank you for supporting me up until now. have a nice day/night! 🤍
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“Jungwon, please! Don’t leave me. You can’t!” a girl’s desperate plea can be heard by the busy corridors of Eeunoia University. She took a hold of his arm to stop him from taking further steps.
Jungwon that was walking pass by her and happily goofing around with some of his frat brothers turned to face her. Her pleading eyes that have tears at the side of it blinked anxiously at the sight of Jungwon’s blank face. She looked at him with a little fear as she finds it unusual how different his aura was from the Jungwon she’s dating.
He still has those angelic cat-like-eyes but they’re looking a lot more intimidating right now. His eyes were half lidded and looking so dead, with no life. Like as if he’s looking at someone, he’s not very fond of.
“I said we’re done already. Did you not hear me?” his tone screams finality and she saw how he pushed his cheeks using his tongue. It’s obvious that he’s slowly getting enough of this, but the girl couldn’t just let him slip away.
They’ve been going out for two weeks straight and as far as she knows, Jungwon and her were perfectly fine last Saturday. Why did he end it so suddenly? 
“No! We were just fine last Saturday. What happened? Did I do something wrong? What is it? I will change it... just stay.” she begged, tears now streaming freely down her eyes.
She doesn’t even care if the students around her are looking right now. All she can think of is that she wants him to stay with her. She loves him and she knew he does too... atleast that’s what she thought.
Jungwon put both of his hands inside his pockets and tilted his head over to the side while he stared at the girl without any expression. He really hates girls who gets too clingy and are not good with break-ups. She used to be so cute when he first started dating her, but she gets too annoying and demanding so he decided to end it with her.
“Nothing’s wrong with you. I just don’t want to be with you anymore.” he answered honestly.
It broke her heart. To hear that he really doesn’t want to fix it anymore. She pursed her lips trying to stop it from shaking too much because of her messed up emotions.
“B-But I thought you love me...”
Jungwon scoffed at what he heard before he broke into a smirk. The girl looked at him with an explained expression. She doesn’t know what first she should feel. Embarrassed because a lot of students are watching right now? Sad because he’s clearly not going to get back together or anger since he’s playing with her?
Jungwon walked closer to her with a playful smirk over his pretty lips showing off those deep dimples of him. He leaned his face closer to her up until both of their foreheads are touching. He smiled, “Come on, (random name). You know how I don’t settle for one girl for a long time.” he said before dropping a gentle kiss at her forehead before leaning away.
He ran his fingers over his hair messing it up a bit that just made him even more handsome for her eyes. Her aching heart prevent her to speak any words. She just stood there looking dumb while Jungwon was smirking right in front of her.
“It was fun, right? The two weeks were fun and you got your popularity that you wanted. What more do you want from me?” he said sarcastically. He scoffed and she doesn’t know what to feel when she saw how life drains from his eyes as he became emotionless.
“Now get lost. You’re seriously starting to piss me off.”
A suffocating emotion slowly makes the girl’s chest aching as her eyes waters even more. She cried silently before she lowered her head as Jungwon turned around to walk away from her without even glancing back.
“Don’t you think that was too rude, Wonie?” his friend, Jay, was smirking while he waits for him to catch phase with them. They were just there watching one of Jungwon’s drama once again.
They’re used to it because Jungwon often changes his girls often. They don’t even know why girls are still willingly to be involve with him when he’s obviously the notorious playboy of their university.
“She’s annoying.” Jungwon uttered and just shrugged his shoulders off. As they walk through the hallways on their way to their class, he saw some of girls eyeing his direction. He smirked at the one in the middle and nodded at him. He smiled in satisfaction when he saw how she blushed just by that small interaction.
On the other hand, you sighed while you watch the commotion that the school’s playboy just caused. You shook your head slowly before facing back the bulletin board to post the campaign paper your club had created. After pinning it, you were about to walk away but you let out a groan before walking towards the girl that he just dumped.
“Here,” you handed her some tissues and when she looked at you, you can’t help but to feel a bit of pity for her. Her downcast eyes just made you realized how hurt she is with what happened.
She muttered a small thank you but you didn’t said anything after that and just left. She is pityful but you think she’s the one who brought herself into that mess. Everyone in their right minds know they shouldn’t get involve with Yang Jungwon.
Yes, he maybe one of the most handsome student here on your university. But his personality is just a major turn-off for you. He changes his girlfriends like as if he’s just changing his clothes. You find it very awful and very not so gentlemen. One of the things you hate is when someone plays over somebody else’s feelings. And he’s obviously someone mischievous enough to treat girls that way. You hated his guts and you hated the girls who fell for him even more. Maybe they’re blinded by his beauty and charm but still, they could’ve tried to resist.
“Hey, what’s with the long face? Something happened?” you snapped back to reality when you heard someone talked to you.
You just arrived at your class and your best friend just arrived as well. Thankfully, she isn’t late this time because she’s surely get punished soon if she don’t fix her time schedules.
You pouted and let out another stressed out sigh. You don’t even know why you’re getting yourself stressed with that when you can just don’t care about them.
“Yang’s at it again.”
Your friend let out a chuckle, “Come on, it’s not like you’re not used to it yet.”
“I don’t understand why they still fall for him? Okay, he’s handsome... and? What more?”
“Well he’s from a very wealthy family. He’s currently taking his pre-law course, captain of the rugby team of our university and the frat leader of Enhypen.” she said and your brows furrowed at what she just told you. With a pissed off expression you stared at her that she only responded with a chuckle.
“You asked, I just answered.” she even shrugged her shoulders off. You groaned and rolled your eyes again.
“Whatever! I still don’t think that’s enough reason for girls to fall in love with him, specially if he already have this reputation of being the campus playboy.” your eyes dropped to your textbooks and you fixed them and even arranged them properly.
You glanced at your friend when she tapped your shoulder, “We just never know until we’re the one in the situation.”
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You slightly cursed when you suddenly lets go of the things you are holding causing it to scatter around the floor. You sighed and squats down to go get it when a couple of male students hurried themselves to go help you.
With a slight surprised eyes you watch them unknowingly. You don’t know what’s happening but when they handed you your things, you were left with no choice but to politely thanked them. You met each of their eyes as you bow and smiles softly. With flustered and blushing cheeks, some of them quickly turned to look away.
Your head tilted over to the side because of confusions but you decided to just shrug it off. You started walking towards the direction you were heading before you caused that mess.
Your brows were slightly furrowed while fixing the papers on your hand.
“y/n!” your head turned to look over the guy who just called you. A smile spread across your face when you saw Jeongwoo jogging his way over you.
“Jeongwoo!” you greeted. He flashed his lovely smile before messing your hair because you looked really cute.
You didn’t mind his action because you were used to it. You two had been friends for a while now and you can say you are close to him. Your eyes trailed down to his jersey uniform.
“Oh, practice?”
He nodded his head, still with that smile. “Yes. Where are you heading?” he asked and even offered a hand to help you with the things you are carrying.
You let him and muttered a short ‘thanks’ for him. “To the office of the event organizer. I’m going to submit out proposal for the tree planting project.”
Jeongwoo showed an amused expression, “Ah yeah, when is this? Can I help you with anything?”
Your eyes grew a bit big at the sudden offer. “Really? You want to help with the tree planting program?” you asked trying to get a sure answer from him. Your tone sounded cheerful and excited that Jeongwoo can’t help but to chuckle.
“Of course.”
You cheered, “Great! I’ll tell you if it’s already approved so you can sign up for it. With you joining I’m sure a lot of girls will too.” since he’s pretty popular in your university, you’re sure you’ll get some more people because of him.
He gave you a fake upset face, “Ouch! Are you using me?”
You smirked and nodded continuously that made him snicker a laugh before pinching your nose. “Okay, this is my stop. Thanks for walking me here. See you around, Jeongwoo!” you waved at him before going inside the office.
Jeongwoo’s smiling brightly while still looking at the door you just entered. You may not have any idea but he likes you. He likes you more than friends.
“Jeongwoo...” he glanced over to his side and his smile faded together with his shoulder falling.
“What do you want Jian?” he asked completely uninterested as he started heading back to the gymnasium.
The girl followed him right away and as she catches phase, she pulled his jersey to keep him from walking away.
“Let’s talk.” she said with a serious face.
“We have nothing else to talk about.” he said and he unclasped her hold to his jersey but she was stubborn enough to just grab it again.
He sighed and threw his head back as he shut his eyes in annoyance. “Is it her?! Is she the reason why you can’t like me?!” she shouted right at him.
Jeongwoo clenched his jaw. He’s been rejecting Jian over and over again but seems like she’s not someone who gives up easily. He sighed and slowly faced her. His eyes were very serious even at the sight of Jian’s teary eyes.
“Yes. I like her. I like her very much and I don’t think I can like someone else other than her.” Jeongwoo honestly told her.
It broke her heart but her pained expression slowly turned at rage. She smirked as tears flows from her eyes.
“I will make sure you’re not going to get her. You hear me?” she swear.
Jeongwoo shakes his head before finally unclasping her hold and continued on heading back to the gymnasium.
On the other hand, back to Enhypen’s frat house, you can hear continuous smacking of lips from the quiet living room. The house was pretty much vacant as everybody else were at their own classes.
The girl that was sitting over Jungwon’s lap hissed as she pulls away for a while to get some air, she looked at Jungwon’s face and can’t help but to admire his pretty face. His hair was messy because of her and his eyes looked so sexy half-lidded. His lips were a little swollen because of their continuous make out sessions.
“You’re so hot.” she said under her breath. Jungwon smirked, “I’ve been told, honey.” he said that earned a giggle from her.
She was about to lean in again for another kiss when they both almost jolted because of the loud sound that the door made because someone entered.
Jungwon’s hand settled over the girl’s waist to keep her from falling, “What the fuck?” he cursed with a pissed look over his face when he saw his cousin walking inside with an upset face.
“Jungwon, I need to talk to you.” she said right away. She didn’t even mind that his cousin have yet another new girl over his lap.
Jungwon flashed her a smile, “Can’t you see I’m in the middle of something?”
“I don’t care! I said I want to talk to you!” she said like a 5 year old spoiled brat.
Jungwon knew he couldn’t do something because she’s not going to leave him alone unless he gives her what she wanted. After letting out a sigh, he glanced at the girl on his lap. He smiled a little, “See you tomorrow, honey.” he said, he can’t even remember the girl’s name.
She pouted and grunted a little before giving him a soft kiss at his cheeks. “Tomorrow hot stuff.” she even sent him a wink that just made the young men chuckle.
When she managed to get out of the house, Jungwon sat down properly and tried fixing his crumpled polo. He then sighed and fixed his hair after.
“What is it that you want?” he asked his cousin that was now sitting at one of the couches.
He rolled his eyes before handing her some tissues. She’s crying and even if she’s a brat, Jungwon hates to see her like this. She’s still his cousin after all.
“Can you do me a favor?”
“No.” Jungwon answered quickly that made her frowned.
“Please do your cousin a favor!” she said and pouted, begging him. He sighed again and rolled his eyes.
“What kind of favor?”
“I want you to make y/n fall in love with you and dump her in the worst way you can.”
Jungwon tilted his head at the sound of the said name. He furrowed his brows, “You mean (l/n) (y/n)?”
She nodded her head continuously that made Jungwon laugh a little.
“No.” he was quick to turn her down.
“Why?!” she shrieked. She already asked Jungwon for this kind of favor before. Two of them was one of the most popular girls in your university but he didn’t have any problem about it. Then why is he saying no to you?
“I think she’s boring. She’s no fun, Jian.” Jungwon shrugged his shoulders off.
She pursed her lips. “Please? I promise this will be the last time I will ask you to do these kind of favors.” she even clasped both of her hands together.
Jungwon stared at her. His mind wanders over you and he thinks if he’s going to pursue you, you won’t be easy. It will surely be a thrill for him and that’s what’s interesting about everything. Thrill.
“Alright.” he finally agrees. She cheered in happiness and even went close to give him a hug. He groaned, “Move away. You ruined my make out session.”
She rolled her eyes before walking her way out, “Seriously drop her. She’s such a bitch.”
Jungwon shakes his head before heaving out a sigh after. A smirk slowly appeared over his lips when he thinks about his new target.
‘This will be fun...’ he thought to himself.
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“Are you that bored with your life that you’re going for y/n, Jungwon?” his friend was smirking at him while he waits for you to come to the locker’s area.
Jungwon shrugged his shoulders off and responded without glancing to Jay. “Jian asked for a favor and I think it will be a challenge to pursue her.” he clicks his tongue at the side of his cheeks as he leaned over the lockers and crossed his arms.
“Challenge? I bet it would be impossible, dude! Jake even tried to ask for her number and she turned her down with no mercy.” Sunghoon said laughing at the memory.
“Hey that was a year ago!” Jake hissed at his friend and even hit his arm once.
“Nah, I think Jungwon will do a pretty good job.” Heeseung commented with a smirk over his face. Jungwon scoffed and offered a fist bump to his friend that he gladly obliged.
“Do you want to bet on it? I bet for a month.” Ni-ki said and snickered a chuckle with a mischievous smirk.
“A month? No. I think Jungwon will give up after 2 weeks.” Sunoo interrupted and Jungwon gave his friend an unamused grin.
“Give your frat brother some trust, Sunoo.” Jungwon joked and just earned a chuckle from his friend.
“I bet for a month and a half.” they all looked at Jian who just arrived the scene. She have this evil grin plastered over her face.
Jake chuckled and wrapped his arms around her, “Sometimes I’m scared with you, our little evil princess.”
Jungwon just smirks at them before Jay gave him a light tap over his shoulder and tilted his head towards somewhere. When he turned his head, he saw you walking confidently towards your locker. You completely ignored the eyes that are silently watching you.
“See you later guys.” Jungwon muttered before pushing himself off from the lockers and slowly made his way at you.
The girls that he passed by can’t stop staring at him. He gave them small smiles and just focused on you. On the other hand, you’re too occupied with what you’re doing that you failed to noticed Jungwon approaching your way.
“Hi.” you got a bit startled when someone suddenly talked beside you and you’re even more surprised to see who it was.
You gave him a confused expression, “Uhm, hello?” you said awkwardly. Honestly, you don’t know how you should react. This will be the first time you and Yang Jungwon will interact. It’s so out of blue and so sudden.
A smirk spreads across his face when you ignored him right after saying an awkward hello. He thought it was really funny and cute at the same time.
“Do you have any plans after dismissal?” he asked and you stopped your hands from fixing your things inside your locker when you heard his question.
With a confused face, “Why?”
“I was planning to ask you out on a date.” he confidently said.
You blinked a couple of times while still staring at the handsome Yang Jungwon right in front of you. His hair was naturally down and even if it’s not done, he still looked perfect. His pretty eyes were a bit too flirty looking at the moment and his smirks just matches his vibe so well. His dimple at the side was just giving him more appeal. In short, his visual are God-like.
“Take a picture, baby. It last longer.” he interrupted your thoughts.
You frowned before rolling your eyes at him then resumed on your business. He chuckled at how you just reacted at him. It was annoying. His confidence and his sexy chuckle are annoying for you.
“So is that a yes?”
“No.”
“Why not? Do you have plans?” he asked and when you glanced his way, his eyes looked innocent while waiting for your answer.
You scoffed, “Yes and going on a date with you is not a part of it so leave me alone, Yang.” you told him off easily before closing your locker to get yourself out of there.
Jungwon blinks a couple of times after what you just said at him. He can hear his friends laughs from a far but he didn’t care. A smirk slowly appeared over his face before starting to follow you.
“Then can I atleast give you a ride?” you glanced at him when he walked beside you.
You sighed a bit frustrated, “Seriously, what are you up to?” you asked him and stopped from your track to face him.
Jungwon stopped too and smiled brightly at you, “I want to go out with you.” you blushed because of his straightforward answer but you didn’t let it caught you off-guard.
“Why?”
“Why not?” he answered your question with another question.
Your shoulder fell before you looked at him straight at his eyes. Jungwon spaced out a bit. He’s well aware that you are beautiful. Based on the rumors about you around the campus and the number of guys you already turned down, he quite knows your history of being an anti-romantic. But he never knew you are this beautiful up close. He never got the chance to look at you for more than a minute.
“I have no time for your games.”
“Well lucky for you because I’m not playing.” he said smirking before putting one of his hands inside his pocket.
You glared at him before rolling your eyes, “Whatever, leave me alone!” you shouted and started running away from him.
Jungwon didn’t have the chance to stop you but instead he just stared at your figure that was starting to get smaller as your distance grew.
“You are seriously interesting, y/n.” he mumbled to himself before he threw his keys up in the air and catch it, playing with it as he walks on the different direction.
You have no idea what just happened. As far as you remember, you didn’t do anything that can make Yang Jungwon notice you. It’s been years that you two are schoolmates but not even once did he showed interest over you. Just this once!
You tried to shove away those thoughts from your mind because you think it’s just a waste of time. He’s probably just bored and he saw you. Yeah, that’s probably just it.
You thought he’s going to stop after that but you were wrong. Completely wrong. He started bugging you out. It’s not even helping that you have some class with him. He sits beside you, greets you whenever you two encounter each other and out of all of that, he always flash you those charming smile of him. If he’s not a playboy you would instantly let your guard down. He’s such an eye candy.
“What’s with Yang Jungwon and you? I thought you hate him.” your friend said while you two were at the library. She also noticed how Jungwon’s all over you all the time. She’s probably very confused because she knew you’re really not fond of him.
“I don’t hate him but I also don’t like him.” you clarified without glancing her way and just continued flipping the pages of the book you were reading.
“Oh, okay. So what’s up with the two of you?”
“Nothing.” you answered right away because it is true.
“I don’t believe you.” She chuckled and even rested her head at the back of her hand to look at your way.
You sighed because you know she’s not going to let go of it without you giving her full details. “I am saying the truth. I don’t know what’s up with him. He just suddenly started acting like that.”
“He’s been following you around for almost two weeks straight.”
“Yeah and he’s super annoying.”
Your best friend laughed, “I think you two looks cute together.”
You looked at her with a frowned face, “Are you serious right now? Me and him are never going to happen.”
She smirks and shrugged her shoulders off. “I don’t know. My senses tells me otherwise tho.” she said that made you blushed but just choose to shrug the thought off and ignore it.
After library period, you and your best friend were on your way to your next class when you bumped into Jeongwoo.
“Y/n! I heard your tree planting program was approved. Congrats! When can I sign?” he asked you.
You broke into a bright smile, “Probably next week. I will still have to prepare a lot of things and finalize some more details for it.”
He nodded before messing your hair a bit, “Okay. Just let me know if I need to sign up already.” he said and you excitedly nods at him.
After dismissal that day you hurried yourself over the lockers to avoid getting seen by Jungwon. Your best friend left moments ago already because she said she still needs to go somewhere. You’re at your locker and was already fixing your things when Jungwon appeared.
“Hey, miss.” he greeted. You lets out a sigh before slowing down because you realized there’s no point on hurrying because he already saw you.
“Hi Jungwon.” your tone doesn’t sound very happy to see him but still it made him chuckle.
“Any plans today?” he asked a very familiar question for you.
When you turned to look at him, you were silent for a while because he looked breathtaking right in front of you. His hair was a bit damp, his cheeks are slightly red and so is his lips. He’s wearing his plain white t-shirt paired with some sweats while his duffel bag hangs over one of his shoulders.
“Y-Yeah..” you answered and gulped while looking away.
Jungwon smirked because he saw how you looked flustered at the sight of him. Obviously, he got an effect on you but you were resisting it so much. It doesn’t pissed Jungwon off actually. For him, it’s even more fun this way.
“What are your plans?”
“What made you think I will tell it to you?” you fired back, he chuckled at how fierce you are at him.
“Just trying my luck today, baby.”
You pursed your lips as you felt something inside your stomach turns at the sound of his sudden endearment for you. While you are putting your last textbook inside your locker, you felt your phone vibrating continuously so you quickly fished it.
“Hello?” you answered the call when you saw that it was from the orphanage you are volunteering for for the past few years.
Jungwon just leaned at the locker beside you, silently watching your face. When some passes by his part, he just greets them a little but don’t tear his gaze away from you for long.
He stared at your expressive pretty eyes. He doesn’t know but he’s always been being drawn by those eyes. The way he stares at him just hits different for Jungwon. It gives him a different kind of satisfaction.
“What? For how long is he missing? Wait, I’ll go there right away!”
Jungwon shifted from his position and furrowed his brows at the sight of your worried face. He silently watches how you ended the call and closed your locker right away. You turned away and started walking out from the building. Jungwon quickly follows and grabbed you by your arm.
“Hey,”
“Please Jungwon I don’t have time right now. I need to go somewhere as soon as possible so can you please spare me today?” you glanced at him with a frustrated face.
To your surprise, Jungwon doesn’t have that mischievous smirk over his face. His brows were furrowed in a worried way. He sighed, “Let’s go, I’ll give you a ride.”
“No thanks. I can take the bus--”
“You said you need to there as soon as possible. It would be easier than public transportation.” he said in a serious tone. You figure he have a point, so you agreed and you both went to the parking lot.
He swiftly opened the back seat and placed his duffel bag inside before opening the car for you. You blushed and thank him before he smirked. He walked around and you can’t help but to continue admiring him.
“Where to?” he asked.
You gulped and told him the address of the orphanage. Even if he’s a little confused, he didn’t asked anything and just started driving. You pursed your lips nervously and fiddled with your fingers. He was just silent the whole ride, maybe he felt like something’s going on so he refused to pissed you off today.
The moment you arrived, you quickly went down and head inside. Jungwon did the same thing and went after you. Some people and kids quickly went to go greet you. He stood by his car and leaned over it while watching you from afar.
He saw you talking to some of the staffs of the said orphanage. Jungwon’s mind was blank while watching you genuinely talking to those people. He always thought you’re a responsible person but this... this is just a new side.
When one of the staff pointed him, you glanced at it and your eyes grew when you saw him not yet leaving. You excused yourself and went towards Jungwon.
“H-Hey, I’m sorry for just leaving just like that. Thank you for driving me here. I owe you one.” you said.
Jungwon’s serious face remained, “Is everything okay?”
You’re slightly taken aback. His tone sounded so soft. Like as if he isn’t the overly confident, Yang Jungwon you knew.
“Ah one of the kids of the orphanage run away again. I have to go look for him because he only listens to me. I already know where I can find him so you can go already. Sorry for the trouble and thank you so much.” you said and tried to pull a very sincere smile for him.
He pushed himself off from leaning over his car before running his hand once over his still damp hair. “Then let’s go find him.”
You blinked twice at what you heard.
“Y-You’re going to help me?”
Jungwon smirked a little then nodded without hesitation. You blushed and slowly smiled before turning to wave at the staffs before riding his car again. Jungwon bowed at the staffs before he walked towards the driver’s seat again.
“Now, where will we find him?”
You told him to go somewhere and even before he can stop his car, you already saw Hyunjae sat down looking so down.
“Hyunjae..” your voice came out like a whisper before you glanced at Jungwon’s side, “Please stop here, Won.” you said and Jungwon stopped his car a bit light headed. That’s the first time you called him by that.
You went out and quickly go to approach Hyunjae. When he saw you, guilt instantly appeared over his but he lowered his face to avoid your eyes.
“Hyunjae, you made me so worried.” you mumbled before caging him with an embrace. He sniffed and returned your hug.
“I want my Mom, y/n. Why isn’t she coming back yet?” your heart broke at his question for you but you just remained hugging his little figure.
You pursed your lips trying hard not to start crying. Hyunjae just turned 6 and is still very innocent. He have no idea that the people at the orphanage were clueless to who his Mom is. He left her a year ago in front of the orphanage. He only have a vogue memory of her but he still believes she will come back for him.
“We need to go back to the orphanage okay?” your tone sounded so gentle as you lean away and met his sulking face. The corners of his eyes have tears over it.
“No! I don’t want to!” he suddenly throw tantrums and you can’t even blame him. He always does this whenever he gets sick of waiting for his Mom.
It broke you even more seeing him like this because deep inside, you know you can’t do anything about it. You have no idea who his Mom and have no clue if she will ever come back for him.
“Hyunjae, but we need--” your words were cut off when someone suddenly squats beside you and placed his hand on top of Hyunjae’s head.
The young boy glanced at Jungwon who’s now beside you. He smiled softly at Hyunjae, “Hi Hyungjae.”
“Who are you?” the boy asked a bit rudely as he furrowed his brows hardly towards Jungwon’s direction.
Jungwon scoffed, “I’m y/n’s boyfriend.”
Your eyes grew at what he said and slightly nudged him. He smiled downward in a cute way before shrugging his shoulders off then focused back on Hyunjae.
“Do you want to go eat at McDonald's then we go at a park?” he offered to the younger one that made his face slowly reflect peace.
Jungwon smirked inside his mind. You just stayed there, holding and caressing Hyungjae’s small hand.
“Y-Yes..”
“But you have to promise me you won’t cry anymore.”
Hyunjae pouts, “B-But my Mom...” he trailed and lowered his head.
When you looked back at Jungwon, you are slightly taken aback when you saw something flickered through his eyes while watching and listening to Hyunjae. His eyes reflected sadness and longing...
He pursed his lips, “I know its sad but you have a lot of people who loves you and if you continue to cry, they will be sad.”
Hyunjae slowly lifts his head and looked at your direction. You flashed him your warm smile even if you have tears at your eyes as well. He looked worried when he saw that you really looked sad. He sighed and slowly wiped off his tears using his small hands.
Jungwon lets out a small chuckle before messing his hair, “Good! Now let’s go get you food.” and he offered to carry him that he quickly accepts.
You sighed and just watch them slowly walked towards the direction of the fastfood. A smile slowly creeped over your face, you didn’t know Jungwon have this side.
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“Thank you so much for tonight, Jungwon.” you said while you both walked under the bright moon.
Jungwon turned a little to look at you and he just smiled, “You’ve been thanking me ever since I gave you a ride. I think you thanked me enough, y/n.” he said.
You pouted and reached over him to fix Hyunjae’s jacket. He’s past asleep over Jungwon’s arms. After getting some food, you guys went to a near park and played together until he felt tired. Jungwon carries him and he ended up falling asleep over his shoulders.
“Y/n, thank you so much for bringing him back. I’m sorry to trouble you.” one of the staffs told you. You quickly dismissed it and told her that it’s completely okay.
Jungwon gently handed the sleeping Hyunjae to the staff and soon bid good-bye to them. After that, both of you headed back to his car because he said he will drive you home. You told him you can just take the bus so he can go home already but he hardly refused and initiated that he would take care of you.
You pursed your lips and fiddled with your fingers as you hesitate if you should ask something or not. It’s not like the atmosphere was awkward, you just really want to open a topic and ask him about anything. You watch how he easily maneuvered over the car’s steering wheel. He’s making it look a lot easier.
“You can ask me anything, y/n.” you jolted a little when Jungwon talked. He saw your cute reaction and chuckled because of it.
“Uh... It’s nothing really. I just got curious why you looked so sad when Hyunjae talked about his Mom.” you said and even bite your lower lip because you feel so shy.
You once again saw how his eyes looked sad after you mentioned it. You were about to dismiss the question but he suddenly talked.
“I kind of relates to him. I don’t have my Mom beside me anymore.” he answered with a low tone. Your mouth gapped, can’t really find the right words to say.
“She died because of an accident four years ago.” he said and the sadness over his eyes were unexplainable.
“I’m sorry, Jungwon.” you sincerely said. He glanced at you for a while and flashed a small smile.
“Nah, it’s okay.” he said and continued driving. You two fell silent and you can’t take off this heavy feeling inside your chest.
There’s something telling you that all of these— all of the troubles Jungwon causes are more like a mask to not let other people see what he truly feels. Somehow, it makes you sad for him and also it made you so curious.
“Anyway, I heard you have a tree planting project for the school already. What’s with the orphanage?” you glanced at his direction and tear your gaze off from the window.
“Oh! The tree planting program was for the school and this... this is my personal project. I volunteered to help at the orphanage.”
“Why?”
“Why not?” you told him with a small teasing smile as the memory of him answering you with that flashes through your mind.
He lets out a chuckle, “Seriously, you are indeed amazing.”
He stopped the car right in front of your house. You pouted and unclasped your seatbelt before looking at him straight at his pretty eyes, “I think there’s something amazing about you too, Yang Jungwon.” you quickly leaned in to give him a peck over his cheeks before rushing to go out of his car.
Jungwon was stunned at his position. He can’t remember how many minutes is he spacing out but all he can think of was your cute kiss. The moment he snapped back to reality, he chuckled and smiled brightly before happily driving away.
The next day, you woke up a bit more happier. You have no idea what is it about but you’re really in a good mood. When you arrived at the university, you quickly fetched your things over your lockers before going to your first class.
It went smoothly and as you glanced at the clock, your smile spreads as you hear the school bell rang. Some students inside the class stood to leave but some remained because their next class is here. You remained sitting and placed your bag at the vacant chair beside you, saving a seat.
Your friend arrived moments after and sat at the other side. Her eyes glanced at the vacant chair beside you and just pushed the thoughts away and proceed on listening to the things you were saying.
Later on, as some students started to fill the room, your eyes darted over Jungwon who looked so good with his hair a bit damp once again. He have rugby practice and so you thought he will be a little late. You saw how his eyes roamed around like as if trying to find someone.
You smiled a little and your friend furrowed her brows when she saw it. She was about to ask you why but you raised your hand to catch Jungwon’s attention. A smile quickly spreads over his lips before he started going to your direction.
Your eyes watched him get closer before removing your bag at the chair you reserved for him. He leaned it give you a quick peck at your cheeks before sitting down.
“Hi beautiful.” he smiled widely.
You chuckled and raised your hand to slightly fix his messy hair, “Hello. How’s practice?” you asked.
Jungwon’s smile grew, “It was great.”
You nodded while still staring at his eyes. He’s doing the same thing and didn’t even tried breaking the eye contact. Like as if both of your lives depend on it.
“Wait, did I missed something?” you turned your head to glance at your friend and your cheeks blushed when you saw how she’s smirking teasingly.
You chuckled and just shake your head before focusing on your class. The whole day was just like that, you tried focusing on your classes while Jungwon pops out of nowhere from time to time. You had your lunch together with him.
“Class dismissed.” your teacher said and the students around you quickly stood up to leave. You started fixing your things as well.
“Y/n, is the signing up for tree planting still going on?” your smile grew big when you heard that question from one of your classmates.
“Yes! Are you going to sign up?”
She nodded, “Great! Tomorrow we’ll be by the auditorium if you want to sign up.”
“Cool. See you tomorrow then?” her eyes shifted at your back and you saw her eyes grew slightly big then her cheeks blushed.
When you looked over your shoulder, you saw Jungwon entering the room and going straight to you. He smiled as your eyes met, “Hey, you done?” he asked, not even glancing at the girl.
You nodded before glancing back at the girl, “See you tomorrow!” she nodded and exits herself.
You resumed on fixing your things while Jungwon sat at the table beside you and watch you intensely. He let his duffel bag drop at the concrete floor.
“What’s up tomorrow?” he asked gently. You looked at him then smiled.
“We’ll be looking for people who will sign up for my tree planting program.”
He nodded his head before an idea pops inside his mind. “If I manage to gather 500 people for your tree planting will you go out with me?” he asked boldly and your head turns at his direction with a furrowed brows.
You let out a little chuckle when you saw he looked so serious about it. “Are you serious? We have like just 50 people right now.” you informed him.
There’s a lot of students in your university, yes. But you bet most of them are busy with some other things or probably just won’t volunteer for this kind of programs.
He shrugged his shoulders, “So?”
“Well... maybe?” you answered and Jungwon scoffed before tilting his head over to the zone.
“Just answer yes or no, baby.”
You pouted and stared through his eyes and once again it was like you’re being hypnotized by his pretty eyes.
“Okay, fine. Yes.”
He smirked before nodding, “Prepare to be my girlfriend starting tomorrow.” he confidently said before gently grabbing your bag from you so he can carry it himself.
You rolled your eyes at him, “Get me my 500 people first.”
He smirked then leaned to give you a peck over your cheeks, “Oh I will.”
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The following day, you’ve been very busy that you didn’t even saw Jungwon around the campus. You pouted sadly, feeling a little sad that you can’t stare at his eyes. He doesn’t have a same class with you today and so you didn’t even see him. He also didn’t pester you the whole day.
Something inside your chest tightens at the thought that he might be finally bored of you. And maybe the fact that you asked him to get you 500 people in order for you to start dating him sure is a bit overboard. But he was the one who suggested that?
You huffed a sigh and just shoved that thought away for a while to head over to the auditorium to check how’s the signing up for the tree planting was. On your way their, you come across some students.
“Y/n!” your head looked over your best friend when she called and greets you with big smiles. You tried showing her a bright mood as well.
“Hey, I’m sorry I was late. The teacher holds us for 5 more minutes. How’s the signing up?”
She smirked, “We have more than 450 right now.” she announced that made you so surprised.
“W-What?” you asked amused.
She chuckled and shrieked a little. “Yes! We have almost 500 people. A lot are still in line right now.”
“B-But how..?”
She laughed at your cute reaction and pulled you towards the auditorium. From your position, you can see the table you guys sets up for the signing up. It was really crowded and a long line were at the side. You would think of it like as if they’re buying a ticket on some concert or something.
Your eyes trailed at the people by the table. You pouted when you saw Yang Jungwon looking very busy while his friends were there too.
“Yang Jungwon came up with an idea that everyone who signs up will get to either hug or kiss his friends. Hilarious right?” she laughed and you can’t help but to chuckle as well.
“Seriously, I think you just tamed the playboy.” she said with a serious tone and a happy smile.
You chuckled and slowly made your way towards him. He was too busy that he didn’t even notice you.
“Are you this desperate to date me, Yang Jungwon?” his head raised at your teasing voice.
He smirked, “Just in time, baby. A few more people and you’re mine.”
You chuckled and shook your head at him. He was chuckling too when his friend said, “500. We have 500.” Jay said in a teasing voice.
You blushed while still looking at the long line. You slowly turned to face Yang Jungwon smirking. You blushed even more as you watch him tilting his head to the side as he rest both of his hands at the table to lean closer to you since you’re at the other side.
“You’re mine now.” he uttered gently to you.
You bit your lower lip before smiling at him then you wrapped your arms around his neck, “No. You’re mine.” and you leaned to him to give him a kiss at his lips that earned cheering from the crowd.
After three days, you guys decided to go to your first date as a couple. You’re a little worried and nervous but also excited because you’ll be going on a date with Jungwon.
First thing you went to was at the zoo since you’ve mentioned to him once that you always wants to go to a zoo with your boyfriend and so he granted your wish.
You screamed as he made you pose with a snake. He was giggling while holding his phone to take pictures and videos of this cute memory.
“Won, I’m scared! Hurry!” you said and screamed again when you felt it moving. You shut your eyes cutely and Jungwon just couldn’t stop himself from smiling widely.
After the staff took it off from you, you hurried your way back to your boyfriend and he cages you into a tight hug before kissing you on your head. “You did it, baby. You’re so brave.” he compliments you for overcoming your fear.
You two soon roamed around holding each other’s hand. Posing and taking pictures of each other, enjoying your first date. You had lunch after that and you guys talked about a bunch of things.
“You prefer letters and roses than any other things as a gift?” Jungwon asked a bit amused when you opened that up to him because he asked what do you prefer when your boyfriend will give you a gift.
You two are eating samgyupsal and he was busy grilling the meat while you wait patiently, talking. You nodded your head at him and he just smiled.
“Why? Do you hate them?”
“Not really. I just think they’re a bit cheesy.”
You scoffed, “That’s because you’re a playboy!” and you can’t help but to feel a little pissed just by thinking that he dated so many girls before you.
“How many girls have you taken here?” there’s bitterness all over your tone and Jungwon can’t help but to chuckle.
“Just you.” he answered and even if you’re suspicious of it, you can’t stop butterflies to move around your stomach.
“Liar.”
“No, I’m serious.” he said and when you looked at his eyes you saw how genuine he looks.
“Then what do you do with your past girlfriends?” you asked and his hand stopped from grilling the meat. He glanced at you and you saw him gulped nervously.
“Do you seriously want to know?”
You blushed, “Never mind! Just grill the meat.” you said and he soon broke into laughter.
“You’re so cute, baby.”
“Shut up.” you said still blushing.
He stopped laughing and just smiled warmly at you, “You’re the first one I took seriously, so stop being jealous.”
You stopped asking anymore after that and you were smiling nonstop. You guys went to amusement park and enjoyed your time there as well. You ride many rides, buys each other matching headbands even if he doesn’t want to, take lots of pictures and laughs a lot. You’re just having the best time of your life.
As the night fall, you told him that you want to take a walk around while you two just casually talks. Jungwon bought you ice cream and lets you borrow his hoody while you walked around hand in hand.
“Thank you so much for today, Won. I really enjoyed and honestly, I don’t want this day to end.” you said all pouty while you sway your hands gently.
Jungwon glanced at you and just stared at you with affection. He knew he’s in trouble the moment he pursued you. You started making him feel things nobody else did. You made him view things differently and even if the world’s cruel, Jungwon believes that with you in it, it’s way more better. He knew in this game he was playing, he lost way back.
He squeezed your hand slightly that made you face him. You’re a little taken aback when you saw how his eyes looked so much affectionate.
“Y/n...” he started. He pursed his lips and gulped and was about to talk again when you felt something dropping from the sky.
You furrowed your brows before glancing up and soon broke into a fit of giggles when it suddenly rain. You soon tried pulling Jungwon to somewhere that have a shade but he just stood there.
“Hey, what are you doing?! Let’s go or we’ll be soaked!”
He was just staring at you before he smirked and pulled you towards him. The rain soon poured hardly that made you both soaking wet. You screamed and Jungwon just chuckled before embracing you tightly.
You chuckled and returned his warm hug before you felt him gently swaying your bodies. He chuckled and pulls away before making you twirl around. You two end up dancing under the rain while giggling with each other. The moment was so perfect and romantic you can’t even explain how you’re overwhelmingly happy.
When he pulled you close to him again, he stared at your eyes lovingly.
“Thank you so much for making me happy, y/n.” Jungwon said sincerely.
You pouted and smiled before cupping his face, “You made me happy.”
He chuckled before leaning in and kissing your head, “I like you so much.”
You broke into a sweet smile, “I like you more.” he leaned in and gave you a sweet passionate kiss.
After your intimate moment under the rain, you both were giggling while you’re on your way back to his car. You sneezed and Jungwon chuckled before lowering the air-condition.
“You cold, love?”
“A little. How about you?” you asked worriedly and even tried fixing his hair that sticked over his forehead.
“Not really. Wear your seatbelt for me, okay? We’ll go somewhere to take a shower and change.” he said and you nodded while obeying him.
“Where are we going?” you asked a bit curious.
“To my house.” he answered and you were left with no choice but to just let him drive.
It was just a short drive and you pretty much arrived soon. When you did, you were amazed at how big their house is. You are informed that he came from a wealthy family but still, he sure is a big deal.
“Come in, baby.” he said when he noticed you looked a little shy.
He gently grabbed your hand and chuckled at your cuteness. You saw a middle-aged woman wearing a uniform approach you. Like you, she seemed to be surprised too see Jungwon with someone.
“Good evening, young master.” she greeted him. Jungwon didn’t showed any emotion. His smile a while ago disappears.
“Prepare us some dinner and take it to my room.” he said coldly that the woman nodded to. You just remained silent and Jungwon’s hold tightens over you.
You smiled a little to the woman before he started pulling you up the stairs towards a bedroom. You assumed it was his.
Your eyes roamed around his room while he went inside this walk-in-closet you assumed.
“Do you live alone here in your big house?” you curiously asked as you slowly roamed and checked around his room.
“I live with my Dad.” he answered from inside.
You nodded and your eyes trailed over the only picture frames by his bedside. It was a young Jungwon and you smiled sweetly while looking at his cute face before your eyes shifted over to the beautiful girl. It was his Mom.
You jolted a little when you felt two strong arms hugged you from behind. He chuckled, “Sorry for scaring you.”
You smiled, “She’s so pretty.” you said while looking at his picture with his Mom. He looked at it too and Jungwon’s surprised that it doesn’t hurt anymore like it used to. He still feel longing for her but with you by his side, it sure is a lot more better.
He rested his face at your shoulder after dropping a light kiss at your neck, “She would tell you the same thing if she’s here.” he mumbled and you smiled brightly before reaching over his hair and gently caress it.
He asked you to take a shower and after you did you saw that it was pouring outside really hard. Jungwon got back to his room holding some food by a tray, “It’s pouring hard outside. We’ll stay here for tonight.”
You nodded your head, “Won’t your Dad mind?”
“He’s often not home. Come here, baby. Let’s eat.”
You two ate dinner while you’re on his shirt and one of his boxers. Jungwon were smirking allthrough out the whole time you are talking. He will occasionally wipe the corner of your lips and give you kisses in between.
When you feel tired, you guys laid down over his bed and cuddled up. He gently ran his hand over your hair, caressing it softly. You’re getting a little sleepy already because of his warmth and affection and his scent. You don’t know what it is but you love it so much, very comforting.
You were about to drift to dreamland when you suddenly heard a low sweet singing voice. You furrowed your brows as you leaned away from his chest, “You know how to sing?”
He blushed a little, “N-No.” you smiled and chuckled.
“You have such a wonderful voice. Why didn’t you join any school performances?”
Jungwon scoffed, “No way. I think it will ruin my frat boy image.”
You rolled your eyes, “You’re such a baby.”
“No I’m not.” he said and kissed you by your lips.
Jungwon opened his eyes after a couple of minutes and saw that you’re fast asleep. He gently moved away from you and stared at your sleeping face. A warm smile spreads across his face before he got his phone.
“Hey Jian. I’m pulling out from the bet. I lost.”
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Ever since that day, you two were inseparable. Jungwon sticked to you all the time and act like he will die if he doesn’t see you even for a while. You two were just so happy together.
“Are you serious right now?” you got this smirk over your face as you watch how cute sulky Jungwon is.
He’s leaning beside your locker and have this cute upset face. He rolled his eyes and crossed his arms to make you know that he’s really upset.
“Jeongwoo is just a friend.” you explained to him but he still looked so upset.
“But he likes you.”
“So? I’m --” you got cut off when suddenly a student approaches you.
Jungwon furrowed his brows hardly at the interruption and pushed himself off from the locker.
“Hey we’re still talking.” he said rudely that slightly scared the girl. You saw how she hesitated to tell you what she wants so you hit Jungwon at his chest.
“Hey, be nice.” you gave him a warning look before turning towards the girl and gave her a small smile.
“Fine.” and he stood behind you, towering your figure before he hugged you from behind.
You must say your relation is not perfect but both of you are very much happy together. Weeks passed and the more you know each other you can’t help but to fell in love even more.
“Are you going to attend our acquaintance party?” Jungwon asked while he drives his car using one of his hand and his other resting at your thigh.
You guys are on your way to their frat house because his friends are throwing this party. You don’t really like parties but ever since you dated Jungwon, you started attending them more often. It was fun. Or maybe just because you are with him.
“I don’t know, baby. It’s Hyunjae’s birthday so I have to be there.”
He nodded his head, “Yeah, right. We can plan something for him.”
“But what about acquaintance? You’re not going?” you asked while he slowly parks his car.
“If you’re not going, I’m not going.” and he placed a kiss at your cheeks before both of you head over inside the party.
It was a normal one. You socialized and partied with them until you feel tired. You st down at one of the chairs and when Jungwon noticed, he walks over you.
“Hey, you want to go to my room?”
You nodded because you really could use a rest. When you arrived at the familiar room, you made yourself comfortable at Jungwon’s bed and nuzzle through his pillows. It smelled like him.
When you felt the bed sunk a little, you raised your head to see Jungwon by the edge. He was smiling at you, “Give me love right now.”
You chuckled and forced yourself up from his bed to give him kisses and hugs. As you both enjoy your intimate moment, you both looked over the door and saw his cousin.
You got shy and the sarcastic smile over her face just makes you feel something odd.
“Oh hi.” she said with this sarcastic tone. Jungwon’s jaw clenched before he held you tightly.
“What you doing here, Jian?”
She smirked, “Nothing! Just going to ask y/n if she already know.”
You smiled awkwardly, “Know what?”
Jungwon clenched his jaw nervously, “Get out of here.” he said seriously.
“I guess you still didn’t know, y/n.”
“Know what?” you’re starting to feel pissed because your question is not being answered.
Jungwon stood up but his cousin smirked and said the words that made your world stop.
“It was all just a bet.”
Your heart broke as you slowly looked at Jungwon with teary eyes, “Is it true?”
Jungwon licked his lower lip. You wanted not to believe her but the look on his face says that it was indeed true.
“Is it true?!” you repeated your question.
He sighed, “Yes, but—” you pushed him off.
“Fuck you!” you screamed and head your way out of his damn room.
As you head down the stairs, you find it a bit hard as the place were pull of rowdy people. The moment you made it outside, you’re crying so bad. You suddenly felt a hand grabbing your arm.
“Baby, wait.” Jungwon’s eyes were bloodshot as he went after you.
He’s a mess. He doesn’t know what to do right after seeing how he hurt you. You cried and shoved his hold off of you.
“Y-You played with me...” your heart ached like its been stabbed a thousand of times after what you just found out. This was the first time you let someone enter your heart and this is what you get in return.
A fucking bet... you are just a game for him.
“Please, I love you. Don’t leave me.” he uttered, voice cracking a bit. You wanted so bad to believe him but you just can’t. The pain inside your heart was just too much.
“You expect me to believe you?” you chuckled sarcastically before shaking your head. Jungwon’s heart fell as you slowly steps away.
“Leave me alone, we’re over.”
Even before Jungwon can say something, you left with nothing but anger lingering towards him inside your broken heart.
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It’s been a week ever since that night and you tried very hard to avoid Yang Jungwon. He was a mess without you. He couldn’t function well and his friends are starting to worry already because this is so not him. He tried to talk to you everday but he always fail too.
You forced yourself out of your bed and started getting ready to go to the orphanage. Today’s the acquaintance party and also Hyunjae’s party. You’re sure Jungwon will be at the party so there’s no way you’ll attend that.
When you arrived at the orphanage, your eyes looked a little surprised at the grand decoration for Hyunjae’s party. A staff smiled and greeted you right away when you arrived, “The decoration is great.”
She smiled, “Jungwon went here a while ago with some people who helped decorating everything. He paid for all of these just for Hyunjae, y/n.”
Your smile faltered at the mention of his name. “H-He did?” the staff nodded and signaled something to someone. Another staff came rushing towards her.
“Here, he asked me to hand you this too.” she said while giving you a beautiful bouquet of roses.
You were silent as your tears started to form your eyes. You did remember how he said he find it cheesy to give stuff like these. Then why..?
You turned your head when you felt someone tugging the edge of your shirt. When you looked at the person, it was Hyunjae. You quickly wiped off your tears and kneeled down to be at the same level of his face before smiling widely.
“Jungwon hyung asked me to give you this, noona.” he said and handed you a letter.
Your heart raced at the sight of it. You pouted at Hyunjae. He reached over your face and gently wipe off your tears, “He told me I should wipe your tears for him. He tried to hide it but I know hyung is very sad too, noona.”
You smiled at him and pulled him into a hug. You greeted him happy birthday before giving him your gift. He thanked you and you told him you’ll just go somewhere.
When you arrived inside your car, you opened the letter Jungwon left for you.
Hi baby. I know you’re probably very mad at me right. I don’t even know if you’ll read this but I don’t care. I will still try and I will never get tired trying. I will admit it, I started pursuing you because of a bet but I backed out from it, love. I lost way long ago. I’m sorry and I will understand if it will take time for you to forgive me. I will not get tired and give up so easily. I really am in love you, y/n. - love, your jungwon.
You sniffed and cried silently inside your car for minutes before you decided to drive towards the university. You head towards the auditorium where the early programs are being held. You were about to enter when a hand grabbed you.
“Jian?” you were surprised to see her in front of you and she looked like she’s guilty of something.
“I n-need to tell you something.”
You pursed your lips and let her talk.
“Okay, first. I’m really sorry for ruining what’s between you and Jungwon. That was really awful of me.” she said sincerely and you still remained silent.
She sighed, “Second, I want you to know that my cousin is serious with you. He backed out from the bet long ago.”
“When?”
“After your first date.” she said and your heart raced at what you heard. That was a month ago.
“So please... Please forgive him. Blame me but please don’t leave my cousin. He loves you so much and I never seen him that happy ever since his Mom left him.”
Your heart melt at what she said before you smiled softly at her. You both turned your head when you heard a loud cheer inside. “You should go inside.”
When you entered, there’s a lot of students inside. You roamed your eyes around trying to look for Jungwon. He was nowhere to be seen.
“Mic test...” your heart fell at that familiar voice.
Your eyes quickly shifted over to the stage and it looked surprised to see Yang Jungwon at the middle. He sighed as he faced the crowd.
“So I don’t usually do this but..” he sighed and gulped nervously. Your heart ache at the sight of his slightly puffy eyes.
“I want to dedicate this song for the girl who managed to tame my heart. To the girl who loves helping other people. To the girl who thinks giving letters and flowers are not cheesy. To the girl who I love the most.” the crowd cheers for him.
“Y/n, I know you’re not here but this is for you.” he said as a melody started playing through the background.
(song title: to the bone)
“Oh, maybe if you can see. What I feel through my bones. And every corner in me, oh. There's your presence that grown. Maybe I nurture it more. By saying how I feel. But I did mean it before.” he sang and you can saw how the crowd were impressed at how lovely his voice was.
Your eyes started to get teary because of it as he continues to sing with his heart.
“I want you to the bone. I want you to..”
He opened his eyes for a while and saw how the crowd were jamming slowly to the song. His heart was aching and he can feel his eyes starting to get teary again but he tried to focus on singing.
“Take me home, I'm fallin'. Love me long, I'm rollin'. Losing control, body and soul Mind too for sure, I'm already yours.”
You bit your lower lip as you slowly make your way closer to the stage.
“Walk you down, I'm all in. Hold you tight, you call and I'll take control, your body and soul. Mind too for sure, I'm already yours.”
You smiled despite the tears streaming down your face and watched Jungwon lovingly.
“Would that be alright? Yeah Hey, would that be alright?” he continued.
“I want you to the bone, yeah. So bad I can't breathe, no. I want you to the bone.”
The song continued but then his eyes caught you. He was stunned and couldn’t believe his eyes. When you smiled at him wider, he quickly ran towards you to cage you into a big warm embrace. The crowd cheered so much at the scene.
“You’re here...” he said before he leaned away to cup your face and stare at you.
You smiled, “You really have a lovely voice.”
He chuckled and wiped off your tears, “I know we started wrongly but I wish you can give me a chance to prove my love for you.”
You smiled, “I love you, Jungwon.”
His heart raced and smiled widely despite the tears over his eye. “I love you more, y/n.” and with that he leaned in to give you a kiss that filled with all his love.
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hsgwrld-archive · 1 year
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LATE NIGHT ADVENTURES- Y.JW
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!teaching Jungwon how to skateboard.
pairing- Jungwon x gn!reader
genre- FLUFF, Cringe.( idk why i even write it )
wc- 637
note!- it proof read but can still be mistakes and cringe moments.
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Jungwon was holding the skateboard that his friends got him for his birthday tightly against his chest. If he had never ridden a skateboard before, why did his friends get him such a gift? It was because of you. He always sees you riding it past his house, while jamming to your favourite songs that are blasting in your earphones. 
Jungwon's friends knew his small crush on you and saw this as a perfect opportunity for him to finally make a move.
Days later Jungwon approached you and asked you if you want to go skateboarding with him, to which you agreed. 
It was a late evening and the park was quiet. No one was around. It was just the both of you.
“How many times do I have to tell you, stop trying to do all these complicated tricks if you don't know how to even ride properly, ” you said while staring at Jungwon that was laying on the ground once again.
He really wanted to impress you with his skateboarding skills but failed, since he only has had his skateboard for a week. 
“I just wanted to show off, ”  Jungwon giggled while getting up from the ground. Seeing your concerned face made him giggle even more. You were so cute acting all worried about him.
“I mean, at least it looked funny?“ Jungwon giggled once again while running towards his skateboard, which was now laying far away from both of you because of his previous fall.
“No? You could’ve hurt yourself so badly! Do you want to end up in the hospital or what?” crossing both of your arms you went after him.  
“It will not happen if you hold my hands“ Jungwon gave you an innocent smile and put the skateboard on the ground. He got on it and put his hand in front of you, for you to hold it.
You stared at him for a minute and then locked your hands with his: “Okay, it's better than you falling on the ground all the time” 
It was going great. Jungwon was riding slowly while being a blushing mess, but at least you didn't see it. You were focused on looking at Jungwon's feet to see if he’s balancing himself correctly on the skateboard. 
Jungwon suddenly lost his balance and things happened too fast. He fell and accidentally pulled you with him. Now you both were on the ground, with Jungwon on top of you and your faces inches apart from each other.
Jungwon didn't know what to do. What didn’t help is that his hands somehow ended up on your waist making him blush even more.
“Has anybody ever told you that you're really cute” finally getting the courage to open his eyes he said while staring into yours. 
“Uh, yes, but from you it sounds different, ” you said and he moved up from your uncomfortable position, finally understanding what had just happened.
Your lips left a small giggle seeing him trying to avoid your eye contact. He was so cute. You got up from the ground and brushed off the dirt off of your clothes. 
Jungwon was staring at you, making sure you weren’t hurt from the fall. 
“I think it’s enough for today, Jungwon, since it’s late already. I will head home” you said and Jungwon panicked a little, thinking that all of this had ruined his chances with you. 
“So let's meet tomorrow? At the same time?” you asked while flashing a smile toward him. 
Jungwon let out a big sigh in his head and awkwardly scratched the back of his head: “Sure!” 
You started to walk away while waving to him. He responded by smiling at you and waving back. 
Walking home his big smile never left his lips, thinking about how you’re going to meet again tomorrow.
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rkvriki · 6 months
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˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆ things that make their heart flutter
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HI I KNOW I'M BARELY ACTIVE ON THE TIMELINE IM SO SORRY LMAO. something really intersting is coming very soon so keep an eye out hehe!!! make sure to leave feedback and reblog! my requests are closed and my talk box is always open so lets talk!
WARNINGS ! mentions of hoon feeling down; my inspiration to write this was very low so the las ones ended up being longer than the first three im so sorry :'); mentions of won being stressed; ni-ki not being proud of himself :(
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୨୧ LEE HEESEUNG !
– kissing him when he’s still half-asleep
the sun rays started shining through the curtains, hitting your eyes. you slowly opened them trying to adjust to the strong (late) morning light. it had been a long week and you needed to sleep as much as you could, giving your body the rest it needed. you stretched your body before turning to the side, seeing your boyfriend still asleep with his arms stretched by his head. you smiled softly at the sight before you, leaning down to kiss the tip of his nose. when you pulled back you watched as his eyes fluttered, still in between sleep and reality. heeseung opened his eyes, trying to look at you, but sleep was stronger than him and his eyes closed back again. you let out a quiet laugh and leaned down to kiss his pouty lips this time. the corners of his lips twitched upwards and his cheeks were getting warmer, making you chuckle at him before kissing his cheek and getting up to start your day.
୨୧ PARK JONGSEONG !
– looking at him from across the table
you and jay had been invited to a dinner with all of your friends. it was in a very fancy restaurant. high ceilings and big chandeliers. you were sat with your girlfriends while he sat with his friends, further from you. you hadn’t seen them in what felt like forever, work had been keeping all of you busy now that the year was ending. you were all engaged in a conversation, keeping up with everything going on with each other and spilling the latest gossip at work. you were so immersed in the conversation you kind of forgot jay was there too and this wasn’t just a casual dinner with your friends so you looked behind you and saw jay with his sleeves rolled up, laughing with his own friends. it was in moments like this you wondered how you had scored a man like this. too lost in your thoughts, you didn’t notice jay looking back at you. when his eyes made contact with yours, you playfully winked at him, making him look away while blushing, making you laugh at his behaviour as you tuned back into the conversation.
୨୧ SIM JAEYUN !
– brushing his hair away
it was one of those peaceful days where both you and jake had a day off from work. jake had slept over at your house and you two spent the whole day basically doing nothing but enjoying each other company, which is something rare since lately he’s had a busy schedule because comeback is just around the corner. you had a whole movie marathon planned for the day and you were already on your fourth movie. the clock had just hit 7pm and you were starting to feel sleepy. jake was currently lying with his head on your lap as you were sat with your legs spread on the couch. you looked down at him, seeing him focused on the movie, his cheeks flushed from sleepiness. you smiled softly at the sight, your hand making its own way down to his cheek, caressing the soft skin. he looked up at you, smiling softly as he tried to rub the sleep off his eyes. his hair was falling on his eyes so your hand moved upwards to brush his hair away from his eyes. he closed his eyes at the touch as he felt his cheeks warm up and his heart flutter at the simple yet affectionate action.
୨୧ PARK SUNGHOON !
— running your hands through his hair as he speaks
today had been a long day for sunghoon. everything felt like it was going wrong. from the way his day started with him forgetting to bring his umbrella and getting soaked on his walk from work, him continuously making mistakes during dance practice to him spilling his drink he had ordered along with some food for lunch. his day was not bound to go well and he had already accepted his fate. he was so frustrated with himself. hoe could he keep making stupid mistakes during rehearsal? even though everyone kept reassuring him it was fine to have off days he just couldn’t be easy on himself. he just needed nothing but spend time with you and feel your confronting presence. sunghoon was currently lying down in your bed as you sat on the edge of it by his head. you were letting him ramble about his day. since the moment he stepped inside your house you knew something was up with him and if you didn’t insist on him he would just bottle all those feelings up. he was ranting about all his unpleasant events of the day as you looked down at him with a soft gaze. as he spoke he felt your hand starting to caress his hair until it was running smoothly through its strands, making him stutter his words. you laughed at him as he covered his face, hiding his blushing cheeks.
୨୧ KIM SUNOO !
– the way you stare at him when he speaks
sunoo is a very talkative person and he isn’t ashamed of it. he loves talking about the things he loves and sharing them with you. every time he is telling you about something that happened to him he will not miss any details. you obviously didn’t mind, you loved listening to him talk and you would do it for hours (as if you didn’t already). every time you didn’t see each other for a long time, like when he went on tour he would tell you everything that happened while he was abroad. it was happening today. sunoo had just come back from tour and you both missed each other more than anything so you took a day off to spend together. you both walked through the centre of the city, walking by the river as you watched all the people gathered there. you went shopping and stopped by a plush store and sunoo literally begged you to let him buy you one just because it resembled you. now, you were both taking a break in a cafe, eating every kind of pastry while drinking hot drinks as sunoo told you funny stories that happened during their concerts. you watched as he spoke with such a happy face, showing just how much he loved what he did. your head was propped in your hand as you stared at him lovingly. he stopped talking, hiding his blushing cheeks, scolding you for looking at him in such a manner. you just smiled and leaned forward to leave a peck on his lips.
୨୧ YANG JUNGWON !
– holding his hand when he’s stressed
being a leader is probably the hardest position to be in a group, especially when you’re a young one. now, jungwon loves being a leader, he loves to know that the members rely on and trust him like no one, but when he is expected to give speeches wherever they go, it gets him really anxious and even stressed. he’s done it multiple times and he almost always used to it, but sometimes, like today, he needs to talk to a bigger crowd in a bigger event. he’s been restless for the whole day, reading his script over and over again, trying to memorize it. you heard it so many times you could probably do the speech yourself without looking at the paper. he was sitting next to you on a couch backstage. his leg was bouncing up and down and he was sighing way too many times. you were getting worried he would get it all wrong just because of stupid nerves. you grabbed his hand, making him still in his movements. he looked at you and you gave his hand a reassuring squeeze, making him smile and nod at you appreciating the comfort you were trying to bring him.
୨୧ NISHIMURA RI-KI !
– communicating without words
ni-ki loved performing more than anything in this world. it was what he did for a living and he couldn’t be more grateful for that. everyone, even without an artistic eye, could tell he was damn good at what he did, but somehow, he was never proud of his work. he would always point out flaws here and there that nobody noticed. he was too hard on himself and it made you sad that he couldn't see how good he does when he’s on stage. today was an important performance for him, he was going to have a solo dance project and he had been practicing so hard for it there was no way he would make a mistake. ni-ki had invited you to watch the recording and you gladly accepted. you watched him as he danced with the two backup dancers with such good chemistry. when the recording wrapped up he had to walk straight to an interview. he was walking past you and from the looks of it he wasn’t too happy with the result of things. he turned to look at you, seeing you nod proudly at him as you silently clapped and gave him a thumbs up with a grim, making him smile as looked down to the floor, visibly flustered and warmed up cheeks.
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kissofenha · 16 days
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— FALLING ASLEEP ON YOUR LAP
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⸃ ⸰ ⌁ you fall asleep in riki's lap. as riki talks with his members, he strokes your hair softly  ヾ
pairing -idol!riki x fem!reader ୨୧ wc - 100+ ₊˚⊹ genre drabble, fluff ୨ warnings - not proofread⠀✩。:*・.nini side note hai new writing in new account!! so excited to see the new writings!!!
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YOU SETTLE INTO RIKI'S LAP. His fingers trace delicate patterns through your hair, each stroke a gentle caress that melts away the day's tensions.
"Isn't she adorable when she's asleep?" Riki's voice, a soft murmur amidst the chatter, pulls at your consciousness.
"You're lucky to have her, Riki," Jungwon adds.
"I am," Riki agrees softly, his gaze never leaving your peaceful face. "She means everything to me."
"Hey, Riki, you're making us all jealous with your relationship goals," someone jokes.
Riki chuckles, the sound a melodic harmony to your ears. "Sorry, guys, I can't help it if I have the best partner in the world."
His words send a flutter of warmth through your chest, even as sleep threatens to pull you deeper into its embrace. With Riki by your side, you know that every moment, awake or asleep, is filled with love and happiness.
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021894s · 14 days
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DOWN BAD ENHYPEN AS YOUR EX BF
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ᴘᴀɪʀɪɴɢ: ᴇx!ᴇɴʜʏᴘᴇɴ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ
ɢᴇɴʀᴇ: ᴄʀᴀᴄᴋ
ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢꜱ: ꜱʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴛᴏxɪᴄ ʙᴇʜᴀᴠɪᴏʀ
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. . . . . . . . . . . . ╰──╮꒰ 🍡 ꒱ ╭──╯ . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
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taglist: @cornenhapovs @myjaeyuns @magssu @leeknowsgfsblog @luminouskalopsia @jentlecoeur @heeslut4life @variety-is-the-joy-of-life @jaeyungxrl @rapmonie2047 @anormieee @nishislcve @leesura @en-happiness
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n3wj4ans · 19 days
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⊹ ࣪ ˖ ENHYPEN REC LIST
이희승 ⋆ LHS
O1 call me yours @lilacnini O2 heart shaker @bywons O3 into it @cjayius O4 nobody's house @weoris O5 hybe games with heeseung @wonifullove O6 missed the target @lilacnini
박종성 ⋆ PJS
O1 jay as your boyfriend @okwons O2 advantages @yenqa (smau) O3 loving mornings @lilacnini O4 the wedding duties @jaylver O5 love shot @ikeuverse
심재윤 ⋆ SJY O1 6:28 @goldenhypen O2 heavy eyes @hyhees O3 kiss it better baby @sjyuns O4 strawberry lips @boyfhee
박성훈 ⋆ PSH
O1 secret @isoobie O2 cherry @misojunnie O3 bf sunghoon texts @naespas O4 left umbrella @reniqt O5 playful delicacies @peachenle
김선우 ⋆ KSN
O1 misfit @palajae O2 face @hoonvrs O3 opposites attract @goldenhypen O4 sunoo as your boyfriend @hanniluvi
양정원 ⋆ YJW
O1 live for you @copyhanni O2 10:45 @lilacnini O3 love grows where jungwon goes @soobnny O4 birthday boy @stariekis O5 in my head @nwjws O6 a pin straight to my heart @snwpcktz
西村 力 ⋆ NRK
O1 love me (k)not @palajae O2 hype girl @palajae (series) O3 twizzle into my heart @amakumos O4 oh niki your so fine @aernx (smau)
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wonryllis · 18 days
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⠀⠀⠀⠀[⠀谷. ) ᨓ ENHYPEN ADMIRING THEIR 𝒢IRL !
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. . ──𝖺𝗅𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗇𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗏𝖾𝗅𝗒, 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗍𝗈𝗈 𝖽𝗈𝗐𝗇 𝖻𝖺𝖽.
﹙ 𝒘𝐞𝐛 ⭑ 𝒅𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐢𝓁𝓈. ﹚ enhypen lovesick over the simple things you do. fem!r. fluff, and so soft. wordcount` 635. アーカイブ ACHRIVE?
PLS REBLOG!!!!
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𝗟𝗘𝗘 𝗛𝗘𝗘𝗦𝗘𝗨𝗡𝗚 when you're talking; the way your lips move and the way your voice sounds, these are two things lee heeseung could never get over. he just cannot help but fix his eyes on your mouth shaping letters, so lost and so dazed. you might think he's not listening to exactly what you are speaking of but no, he is. every word and every tone behind it, the most interesting thing in the world. in his world full of everything about you.
"yes baby, i'm always listening, i love to."
𝗣𝗔𝗥𝗞 𝗝𝗢𝗡𝗚𝗦𝗘𝗢𝗡𝗚 when you're eating; the little expressions you make and the tiny little sounds that leave you are heaven for him. he could live his entire life making you what you love to eat and sit infront of you to watch you stuff your face full of it. the way sometimes you'd smear some on your cheeks or your lips and just wait, leaving it for him to wipe it away with his thumb or kiss it off because you just love it so much everytime he does it.
"you're so cute, i could watch you forever,"
𝗦𝗜𝗠 𝗝𝗔𝗘𝗬𝗨𝗡 when you're tying up your hair; the hottest thing you could ever do is put your hairtie between your lips and tilt your head back to gather your hair in a pony, neck stretched and inviting. it is a sight on paradise and jake swears he'll die a thousand times to see it. in a trance he is trapped and helpless watching you seduce him every single time and then squeal away when he leaves a little peck at the base of your neck.
"fuck can you do that again, please?"
𝗣𝗔𝗥𝗞 𝗦𝗨𝗡𝗚𝗛𝗢𝗢𝗡 when you're putting on makeup; he absolutely loves sitting around and watching you doll up, or just see your fingers glide against your face like a creep. taking out his phone to click cute candids of you curling your hair, putting on ribbons and braids or record little videos of you putting on your lipgloss, zooming in on the applicator gliding against the plump of your lips, making it look shiny and so so kissable. he goes crazy.
"is it cherry? lemme give you a kiss, pretty,"
𝗞𝗜𝗠 𝗦𝗘𝗢𝗡𝗪𝗢𝗢 when you're laughing; the sound of your laughter, the little giggles and the big snorts, sunoo is in badshit love with everything. he lives to make you so happy you cannot think about anything but laughing your lungs out at something funny or giggling to hide the sweetness and shyness you feel at his words. to see your eyes light up, your smile turning into tiny sounds of excitement sunoo can never move on.
"the sound of your happiness is my favorite thing,"
𝗬𝗔𝗡𝗚 𝗝𝗨𝗡𝗚𝗪𝗢𝗡 when you're asleep; the vulnerability and softness your features hold when you are passed out makes him feel so giddy, jungwon just cannot stop staring at how cute and peaceful you look. the little snores you let out are his favorite thing in the world. your hair falling over your eyes and lips, breath dulcet and cozy. he loves tucking the strands away, grazing your cheeks and leaving fleeting kisses all over, pulling you closer to him.
"how do you look so pretty even when you're sleeping?"
𝗡𝗜𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗠𝗨𝗥𝗔 𝗥𝗜𝗞𝗜 when you're checking out your outfit; putting on different dresses and twirling around in front of the mirror (and him), stopping to check your reflection in store windows and mirrors, riki does not know or understand why he feels so insane in love watching you do all that but he knows he looks at you all gogo gaga when you do it. sitting on the bed and helping you decide which outfit you look better in while his mind is all fuzzy.
"you look like a princess, my pretty princess."
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taglist ( open. ) @kangseulgithegreat @s00buwu @lilyuwon @pockyyasii @nctislifue @ashtxrie @miniature-tragedy @jayujus @brachives @thoughtsmeander2tumblingblindly @eeunoia @nxzz-skz @shawnyle @potato0579 @enhastolemyheart @belowbun @ro-diaries @ms-no1kpopstan
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sainns · 26 days
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clingy boys ( all of enha )
femreader smau & fluff — requested.
cw death jokes, idk they're just very dramatic i fear
note HI ! this is for @nishions 💖💝💘💗 anyways i have exams this whole month so i might be more ia than usual enjoy this + sorry for taking 5ever on requests 😓
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leaderwonim · 3 months
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enhypen texts when you pretend to be another girl and text them !
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pairing. enha ot7 x fem!reader
warnings. none that i can think of? this was 100% inspired by this post made by @ohmygs-blog please check out her account because her fics are amazing !!
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bywons · 22 days
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𖧷 HEARTSHAKER — LHS
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⌕ lee heeseung doesn't know what he wants from his rival, better marks or a kiss
pairing. student!lee heeseung x student!fem! reader wc. 1.4k tw/cw. jealousy, kissing genre. academic rivals to lovers, fluff, highschool au sru's note. requested for my nini love ♡ shitty title ik but i hope ya'll like cuz i dont T0T ( CATALOGUE?! )
¤ feedbacks and reblogs are always appreciated! PLS REBLOG ♡
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96 out of 100.
thanks to the almighty above that lee heeseung is tired, the basketball jersey stuck to his back, sweat covering his face and colouring the red fabric darker as he pants for his breath, or else the test paper in his hands would have been crumpled and ripped to shreds.
not because of his number obviously.
“99, i knew i rocked this paper!”, a dulcet, familiar voice floats up to heeseung's ear from behind him, followed by a mean eye roll from him and his stance still. heeseung doesn't bother to turn around, not when he recognizes the infuriating feminine voice and already visualises the usual dark brown braids hanging by the either sides of her face, school tie too tight and almost reaching the last button of the shirt.
“why the long face?”, jake's interruption breaks heeseung out of his trance, as he takes the much unwanted seat beside him, “96 not enough for ‘ya?”
“oh shut up”, heeseung returns jake’s scoff slamming down his physics answer sheet against the wooden table. both heeseung and jake know it's not enough, whether it's a 96 or a 99 ’cause,
“it's never enough unless i cross y/n’s marks”, heeseung sighs, the answer sheet dampening under the pressure of his sweaty hands, as his forehead became the victim of the other.
everyone in the class is aware of the cutthroat competition and abhorrence between the two brunettes, already expecting the usual bickering episode between the two whenever it was time for exam results, and even if by chance someone got the same results as any one of them, they'd do their best and not bother the two.
but today is different, today heeseung doesn't find his usual energy to bicker with the braided girl sitting at the back of the class, not when she managed to beat him thrice in a row at his own game!
“last time it was a marks’ difference and now three? how is this even possible?”, heeseung groans while flipping the sheets over and over as if something magical would happen and increase his numbers.
“i heard park sunghoon's been studying chemistry with her,” jake sighs, pushing his fingers through his dark hair as he turns his head to the side, but his eyes steal a glance at heeseung, and he smirks, “‘ya know, the chemistry toppe—”
“yeah yeah i got you jake, i know who he is”, heeseung presses the bridge of his nose a bit too hard, the familiar face of the boy floating up to his vision, though he can't remember where his loved moles are on him. oh how all the girls are head over heels for park sunghoon.
is y/n one of them too? he could swear they're hanging out too much.
stupid thought, stupid stupid thought. heeseung winces at his sudden curiosity, why is giving this matter so much thought? he doesn't like y/n anyway, he doesn't like her bickering, he doesn't like her annoying attitude, he doesn't like her hair, he doesn't like her scent and he definitely doesn't like her smile. so lee heeseung shouldn't really get his head messed up in this.
the school bell rings, bringing out new tedious groans and sighs from the students as they dawdle to their next classes.
“i think she's coming here—”
“don't you have a physics class to be at, jake?”
“yeah yeah shoo me away all you want to”, jake scoffs, a smirk playing at his lips when he slings a bag on his shoulder before leaving the class, “bet you can't shoo away her.”
and before heeseung even knew it the class was empty, except him and as empty, dispersed out in the crowded hallways to their next classes. that is unless the previous dulcet but annoying voice came closer to heeseung.
“heeseung!”, you chirp, approaching him from behind, “how was your paper?”
“ugh what do you—”, heeseung's anger dies down when he turns around to face you, your hair's not done into braids today, instead it's let open with your tie loose this time, a few drops of sweat sticking to your forehead, dance practice maybe? “—w-want?”
“your marks of course,” you giggle at his stutter, taking a seat beside him, “wanna make sure if i beat you or nah.”
“yeah you did, but not on your own huh?”, heeseung scoffs, looking down at you. he realises his heart skips a beat when you tilt your head to the side, holding eye contact.
not good.
“huh? what do you mean heeseung?”, you pout, acting ever so confused by his accusation, “not on my own?”
“oh come on, the whole class knows it now”, heeseung rolls his eyes, “park sunghoon, rings any bell?”
“oh hoon?”, you grin, covering your mouth and suppressing a small giggle, “he did help me a lot with chemistry, he's so sweet!”
heeseung doesn't realise his face is getting hotter and redder by the minute, both by your presence and the pronunciation of somebody else's name. he has a nickname already? hoon? no way, you have only ever interacted with him, whether it was bickering or asking for notes or silently sitting beside each other. so how did this other guy pop up?
“hoon,” heeseung mumbles his nickname, his eyes searching for something in yours and he doesn't even notice he's sounding jealous, “how are you guys so close already…”
“well he's been tutoring me chemistry for a month now—”
“a month?!”, heeseung's brows lift up and his jaw hangs open.
heeseung doesn't know if he likes your new look, the way the curls of your hair rests on your shoulders, the way your tie is loose from your neck and the way your head tilts to look at his, heeseung's heart skips a beat and it knows something is wrong.
“why? is something—” your lips fall apart, a soft blush takes place on your cheeks and you giggle again, in a teasing tone you nudge heeseung's arm, “aww are you jealous?”
“what? don't be ridiculous now.”
“heeseung is jealous, you are jealous, you are jealous j-e-a-l-o-u-s”, you continue this song, nudging heeseung and teasing him more and more, causing his cheeks to heat up, eyes turning back to the open window and then back to yours.
“shut up y/n, you're not funny”, he scowls, the soft breeze enters the empty classrooms and hits the both of you like a refreshing wave.
and in that moment, through your teasing manner, the empty classroom, the echoes of your laughter and the soft breeze caressing your hair, your long dark hair that matched his and the way his heart skipped a beat, the way his heart always skipped a beat while you were around, he realises it's something good.
“if you shut up now i swear y/n”, heeseung tried and kept his best ‘angry at you’ acting.
“oh really? then why don't you make me?”, a soft chuckle leaves your lips and you squint your eyes.
it happens all so fast, heeseungs soft lips on yours, falling right into place. it tickles you a bit like feathers and pulls you in, until you realise that's his hand snaking around your waist. the kiss was delicate, caring and brought so much warmth from a person you only argued with.
you gasp for air, first one to pull back.
you meet his eyes, scurrying through yours and cheeks all red, probably embarrassed of what he did. the kiss quickly coloured your cheeks, a shy smile playing around your lips and a small glint in your eyes.
“i-i don't know what i did—”
“its okay heeseung”, you shush a nervous heeseung, the proximity increasing the pace of your hearts, “do you like me?”
“i love you”, heeseung answers almost instantly, “i love everything about you.”
“me too”, heeseung is the most relieved as he hears this, that hoon guy got nothing on him now. he's the winner.
“so, are we gonna date then?”, he chuckles.
you nod, “let's surprise the class together!”
lee heeseung doesn't know what he wanted when he got his answer sheets. better marks than y/n, a bickering episode with her, or maybe her to fall in love with her? he doesn't know.
a smirk falls upon his lips and he pulls you closer by your waist. he looked ever so magical and beautiful up close, that you wish the bickering had died down earlier.
“whatever you say, pretty girl”, he leans in for a second kiss, indulging himself more into you, he swears his heart will beat out of the chest as soon as his free hand makes contact with your dark strands of hair.
outside the class stands a grinning jake with a bored sunghoon, and a quite high five is shared between the two, carefully peeking inside.
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❥ 𝘖𝘯𝘦 𝗸𝗶𝘀𝘀 𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 💋 // уαηց วυηցωση
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♡🄶🄴🄽🅁🄴: 𝖺 𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘺 𝖿𝗅𝗎𝖿𝖿, 𝗃𝗎𝗇𝗀𝗐𝗈𝗇 𝗑 𝗇𝗈𝗈𝗇𝖺 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋, 𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗌 ᰔ
[!☠︎ w: 𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗌 𝗈𝖿 𝖺𝗅𝖼𝗈𝗁𝗈𝗅 𝖼𝗈𝗇𝗌𝗎𝗆𝗉𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇, 𝖻𝖾𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗌𝗅𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍𝗅𝗒 𝖽𝗋𝗎𝗇𝗄]
"𝘱𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘐 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗲." ♥︎
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To yang jungwon, you were nothing but his most beautiful dream. The finest embodiment of his fairytale, the girl who swept him off his feet despite him not being a huge fan of romance, and the girl who made him feel magic and love both at once at an incredible and irresistible rate. Yes, you, his lovely noona who he’s been head over heels in love with since the past 7 months without a single soul knowing.
He first met you at the subway station, a pretty passer-by who caught his attention, but the second time he met you at the dog park while he was walking maeumi and you approached him and said hi, things have been quite stormy inside his heart. From a single hello, conversations struck and giggles emerged, and there you go, being such close friends and crashing at their dorm daily quickly became your weekly routine.
the thing about you that struck jungwon the most first, was your sweet angelic smile. The way the corners of your mouth crinkled and your eyes creased at the ends like crescent moons, the way your squeaky laughters penetrated his ears and heart and the way the beautiful sight of your happiness touched his soul raw. Bit by bit, everything about your kind personality became his favourite, bit by bit everything from your loose brown curls to your beautiful starry eyes and your honey dripping voice, became his one and only source of weakness.
Jungwon began longing for you, a foreign desire to have you close to him, to see you daily, to touch you and hold you in his embrace, all these cravings that he never felt before began to emerge him inside a cloud of yearning and love. He began wanting you a little more everyday, and the need to hear your laughs became as important to him as a sick person requiring his only medicine.
However, there was one problem. Jungwon knew you didn’t believe in love. And that is exactly why, you weren’t dating anyone or were even interested to, and cut off every conversation that anyone ever raised about love. You were closed off when it came to relationships, and that is what frightened jungwon and backed him away from ever confessing to you. You were too precious to lose for him by a careless action, and due to your sad reluctance and rejection to love overall, jungwon’s beautiful dream, of having you in his life forever by his side as someone special, became nothing but a distant bitter memory.
But he could swear there were times when he felt a spark between you two. A spark that maybe both of you felt the same level of affection and attraction for eachother. The way you held his gaze in somewhat awe sometimes when your eyes locked, the way your fingers grazed against his expectantly when your hands touched and the way your cheeks would go rosy everytime he came closer to you than needed. And ofcourse, how could he forget how he felt the drumming of your heart beat against his chest when riki “accidentally”tripped you both and jungwon fell on top of you, with your lips almost touching. He could swear, he felt the softness and warmth of your lips tingle on his for a brief moment, and he already knew he had never tasted or felt anything sweeter than them before.
And that is exactly what was happening now. His gaze lingered on your mouth as you sipped your drink, with your eyes fixated on jay and laughing at something he said, while jungwon’s hovered on you. You looked extra gorgeous tonight, with your curves draped in the shiny silk material of your dress and your curls dangling upto your waist like ocean waves. Tonight, jungwon felt love for you far more intensely than any other, and dizzy from the effect of the alcohol, he had little restraint over his actions or thoughts that were full of longing and affection for you. And only you.
You came over at the Enha dorm tonight for their celebration dinner party after their long tour. You were ofcourse invited by the boys, especially their leader, who loved having you over the most, the fact that you and everyone else knew pretty well.
“Noona!! Aah move” a sudden voice breaks your concentration away from jay, as the pouty maknae ni ki appears into the scene and shoves you away in jungwon’s direction with a mischievous smile, while positioning himself between you and jay. He was shoving you almost into jungwon’s lap and you almost tripped, but luckily you grabbed the end of the table and restored your balance.
“Ay niki! What are you even doing?” You pretend to scold him, but instantly burst into laughter seeing his hilarious expression, and move further away to give him space because after all, he was all your precious baby brother. But what changed the mood of the atmosphere was the way you felt a sharp spark of electricity run down your body the moment you turned your face and found heavy dark brown eyes looking intensely into yours. Two hazy pair of eyes reflecting a feeling inside them you couldn’t identify, you saw jungwon, and the moment you felt his gaze and his fingers brush past your waist, you could swear you felt heat radiate in every part of your body and shivers run down your spine. You felt a spark of intimacy the moment his breaths fanned your cheek and immediately turned your face away to prevent it from burning away from the sudden shyness you were overcome with.
Tonight, for some reason, jungwon felt so different and he made you blush so much. He felt mature, and you couldn’t take your eyes off him neither could you deny or ignore the loud drumming of your heart every time your eyes crossed him. The attractive way the shirt he wore settled into his broad shoulders, the way his dimples poked everytime he smiled and the way his voice reverberated inside your spine and gave you goosebumps everytime he so much spoke. It was crazy, the things you were feeling today for him, the way you were so overpowered by temptation and a feeling you couldn’t understand. But now, you shake your head to discard these thoughts and concentrate on the dinner laid before you, scolding yourself for seeing your friend the way you were doing right now. You definitely weren’t falling in love with yang jungwon tonight.
Fifteen minutes had passed and in the blink of an eye, the party had been wrapped up and everyone was already headed into the kitchen with the dishes, while the rest crashed into the living room to play games. Leaving only you and the man who made your head dizzy tonight alone, and things were only about to take a historic turn in a few seconds. Only if you knew..
“Noona. Don’t go yet.” Jungwon stops you as you were about to rise up, his hands clutching your wrists and politely gesturing you to sit down beside him. You do so almost immediately, like a reflex action, every cell of your body registering to his voice, despite the fact that every one of them was also warning you that you were gonna slip and fall six feet under if you do not walk out of the room right now. From the way he took two inches closer to you and brushed his hair back before locking eyes with you, your heart knew damn well there was no going back from what it realized just now.
“There is something I want to talk to you about, noona.” He says, his voice as gentle as it could be, as he tucks a stray strand of your hair behind your ear.
“Yes?”
Everything in him just wanted to confess to you right away. Everything in him just wanted to tell you how much he loved you all this while, how you were the most special person in his life and how he wanted you to be more than just friends. But, damn it, you looked so beautiful he couldn’t find the words to say it and the beer he drank earlier from the party made his head so dizzy that he couldn’t think straight at all. He could only listen to the one thing his heart wanted the most right now. The one thing his heart wanted, your lips on his. To kiss you deep and slow, with nothing but promise and love so every wrong fear inside you falters and you believe that love does exist, and love does exist infront of you in the shape of the person sitting infront of you right now.
“I need you to help me with something.” He continued, as you nodded and listened.
“There’s uh..someone I like. I like very much, to be honest. I love her. But I haven’t really told her yet. I want to kiss her, but I don’t have much experience in kissing. So I was wondering if you would..let me kiss you and try?”
Oh my goodness. Did yang jungwon just propose to kiss you? You definitely heard wrong. Definitely the drumming of your heart inside your ears made you go deaf this time.
“Hold on a second?! You..want to practice on me?” You ask surprised, but little do you know you’d have no second to react further, cause the next thing you know is his mouth on yours, and his arms draped around your waist. His lips felt soft, the way they pressed against yours made you automatically part yours to let them in. He kissed you with his intoxicating taste, bringing one of his hands to cup your cheek and caress your skin with his thumb, while his mouth explored yours with a need and temptation as brilliant as a blazing thousand suns. He tasted so unbelievably sweet and his kiss felt so incredibly fierce yet gentle, you could swear you were seeing stars and everything infront of you was going dark. The only sensation was the colliding of your heart beats, the scent of him burning in your lungs, the warmth of his breaths heating up your skin and the feel of your tender lovemaking between both your lips.
None of you could withdraw your mouths from eachother other. It was as if he was a drowning man, and your kisses were his only source of oxygen. He kissed you with such raw passion and hunger as if he was someone who’s been dying to kiss you for ages. Seconds turn to minutes, and you were there, your legs wrapped around his waist and you climbed into his lap, with your mouths still attached. You bury both of your hands on the back of his neck to pull him deeper into the kiss, while his fingers lace around your waist and moved up and around your curves to feel you in his grip like you belonged. You could feel him stop and smile in between the kisses, pressing your foreheads together and brushing your noses for a brief second innocently, as if that wasn’t the most adorable thing a man could do while kissing you so romantically yet desperately.
You detach your mouth from his after a brief moment, when a temporary sense knocks inside you and you stare at him while still positioned on his lap, both your hands still glued to your bodies, reluctant to let go. Right when your forced conscience asks you to stop, there comes another wave of tempting yet unknown proposal that sweeps you off your feet.
“Jungwon I think we should sto-“ you begin to say when you’re cut off with his sentence. His voice sounded raspy, with his gaze stern as the next words rolled off his tongue so swiftly.
“One more. There’s one more thing I’d like to practice. I promise, it will be the last.” He speaks convincingly, demandingly and strangely enough-dominantly. In a way, you know that even if you were born a million times, you wouldn’t be able to reject this tone.
“And what is it?”
“Come on. Follow me.”
Jungwon gets up from the sitting position and stands up, giving out his hand to you to take it, and when your fingers lock, he guides you past the space towards his room. You follow him quietly, staring at his figure from the back as you notice the way he feels and looks so much more like a man now than the cute boy you met 7 months ago. His back muscles flexed as he walked, and you were stormed by so many fantasies you miserably tried to suppress back.
He gestures you to walk in his dimly lit room after him and as soon as you do, you feel him press you with the doorframe while swiftly shutting the door behind him in one go. With the hand he was touching yours, he grips your wrists lightly with the wood and uses his finger to lift your chin up, making you look into his direction.
“This.”
That is all you hear, and before you can process a thing his mouth crashes with yours, and this time your whole body shudders as you feel his tongue slide inside your mouth, the intoxicating and addicting taste making you weak in the knees and unable to stand. You use your free hand to caress and fondle his sharp jaw, as you keep letting yourselves taste eachother’s loving hives. He tasted sugary, his perfume plunging deep inside your lungs as usual and his hands resting on your hips with your bodies pressed tightly with one another. The feel of his soft lips against your own, and his tongue intertwined with yours, were enough to make you forget everything about the world except for yang jungwon himself.
Before you could know it, almost like the rhythm of your favourite song, you switch the places you were in, from making out against the door to now, him carrying you all princess style and softly positioning you on the bed before pressing gentle kisses on your entire face- your forehead, your eyelids, your nose, your cheeks, your chin, to your lips again. This time he intertwines both your hands with his and looks at you with a sheepish, loving smile. As if from the way, it was not clear enough. As if from the way he kissed you with devotion and yearning, it wasn’t clear enough. As if you needed him now to look at you with admiration for you to know the answer. Yes, indeed. Yang jungwon was in love with you. And you were stormed with this joyful reality only tonight.
Jungwon begins trailing tender kisses down your neck, pressing his lips down to your sensitive spots and letting them linger on your flesh more than needed to make you gasp feeling the firm wetness of his mouth on your skin. You join your lips again to kiss eachother again; this time more fiercely and passionately, this time using every way you both can to deliver what you feel for eachother. Unsaid love confessions, a million feelings with one brief touch. But, the moment is interrupted soon enough abruptly, as you hear banging on the door from sunoo and ni ki, them calling your name out as it was time for you to go and they were supposed to drop you off. The last thing you remember was a peck on your lips and a tight embrace from the boy who enchanted you tonight, and a sweet “good night, noona” in a familiar, raspy and, sweet voice that you loved so much.
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The next morning comes by after what feels like an eternity. You were in the middle of a dream as you abruptly wake up, the same dream you have been dreaming all night. The dream of jungwon and you kissing longingly, the feel of soft pillow behind your head and his body on yours, the silky feel of his hair touching your face as you felt his mouth moving inside yours. The dream felt so real…that you woke up with a buzz, both from the pounding way the steamy romantic dream made you feel and from the effect of drinking beer last night at dinner.
Hold on..did last night even happen or was it all in your head?
You ask yourself, suddenly wide awake with confusion as you get alarmed by the sound of your doorbell ringing. Who could possibly show up at your place so early at 8 am in the morning on a Sunday morning?
Unless it was who you were expecting.
You rub your eyes and push your hair down to make it presentable as you rush towards your front door and open it to see the familiar figure you’ve been dreaming of all night long. There infront of you, was jungwon, in his oversized orange hoodie and messy hair, dangly earrings and a shy, overwhelmed smile.
“Good morning noona.” He says in a tiny voice, scratching the back of his neck and obviously, blushing with his evident rosy cheeks.
“Hmmh. Definitely a great opportunity to be greeted both good morning and good night from yang jungwon in one go.” You tease, pulling him into your apartment and giggling, reminding him of all the memories from the night before.
His pupils immediately dilate and he freezes remembering the romantic way he wished you good night the night before and ofcourse the way you both kissed and made out not-so-innocently in his room.
“I erh..” he stammers, being awkward and shy like a teenager in love for the first time before inhaling and regaining a serious composure.
“Noona. I came over this early because I wanted to talk to you about that actually.” He utters nervously, while standing directly infront of you.
“Go on.”
“The thing is. Firstly,I don’t want you to think that everything that happened yesterday was because I was drunk on my part. Secondly, the girl I was talking about ..was uhm…you.” He blushes and sharply exhales before continuing with a firm determination in his eyes.
“To be honest, I love YOU noona! I do now..I always did and I promise I always will. I just never found the courage to say it out loud bc I feared you would shut me out noona. I always wanted to tell you how badly I want to be with you for the rest of my life..as ofcourse your lover. *gulps* it’s just that the alcohol made me use actions instead of words to convey that. I’m really sorry if I..I..I just really don’t know. Are you gonna reject me now?” His expression saddens, his voice dropping and eyes pleading desperately for an answer.
“Well.”
“From the way I kissed you back last night, do you really think I would?” You raise your brow and chuckle, opening your arms for him for a loving hug.
“But I thought you didn’t believe in love.” Jungwon says skeptically in a joking manner, before taking steps towards you to obviously pull you into his embrace.
“Right. I didn’t. But now I do.”
“Sometimes, one kiss is all it takes to make you believe in everything. Including love, yang jungwon” you laugh as you wrap your arms around his neck tighter, feeling your heart fill up with warmth as you feel the echoing of his joyful laughter seep inside you.
“There’s something I got you noona. Wait.” The catboy before you redraws for a few seconds, before pulling out something from his hoodie pocket with excited eyes. What you see before, is unfortunately just a hollow stem and nothing else.
“OH NO!! The flower fell off?! ..uhm noona I’m SORRY! Maybe it fell of when I ran here a few minutes ago to come see you.” He pouts apologetically as you laugh histerically at his adorable complain and apologies.
“Well well. Maybe I’ll forgive you if you finish what you started last night huh.” You chuckle mischievously, and with that, your lover boy is back inside your arms, kissing you ever so affectionately and this time pressing a thousand I love yous and sweet confessions into your lips and skin as you guys continue kissing so tenderly.
Indeed, It was true from your part. Yang jungwon always felt like home but you were too silly to realize it. You were too silly to not realize the way your heart used to beat so loud everytime he was near you or smiled, and at the end of your everyday it was him you always wanted to run upto and hug. It was him you wanted to see and talk to all the time, it was him who made you feel loved and appreciated and so so beautiful. It was the warmth of his touches and his laughter that filled all the emptiness inside your soul and it was him you wanted to wake up to every morning and him you wanted a future with. Him you wanted to walk the rest of your lives holding hands with, him you wanted to ride the merry go round of life. He was your peace, he was your comfort, he was your only solace. And sure you realized it late, but now that you did, it was certain you were never letting him go.
And now as you watched him pick flowers for you at the floral shop, furrowing his frows so cutely trying to decide which one you’d like best, you couldn’t help but smile from a happiness that you knew only he and he alone could bring you for certain.
“Jungwon?” You called lovingly, your eyes bleary from the ride of emotions you were feeling right now. You had finally found the love you were searching for all your life.
“Hmm noona?” He smiles coming to you with a white rose bouquet, his dimples poking out, a heavenly sight you could never get tired of watching for the rest of your life.
“There’s something I want to tell you.”
"You filled a part of my soul I always thought would be empty, and you healed scars I never knew existed. And I realized…..it's not that I didn't believe in love before. It's that I was saving it all for you."
“I love you. Yang jungwon. Today, tomorrow and forevermore.”
You confess before running back into the arms that felt like safety.
Arms that felt warm and secure, like finally returning home.
Home,
Sweet home.
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🄰/🄽: 𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝗀𝗎𝗒𝗌 𝗂𝗆 𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄!! 𝖨𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖾𝗇𝗃𝗈𝗒𝖾𝖽, 𝗉𝗅𝗌 𝗿𝗲𝗯𝗹𝗼𝗴, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗆𝗈𝗌𝗍 𝗂𝗆𝗉𝗈𝗋𝗍𝖺𝗇𝗍𝗅𝗒 𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗉𝗋𝖾𝖼𝗂𝗈𝗎𝗌 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗱𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸𝘀 𝗂𝗇 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌/𝗍𝖺𝗀𝗌/𝖺𝗌𝗄𝗌!^_^ <3
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ENHYPEN as Taylor Swift Songs
MIDNIGHT RAIN
synopsis: while jungwon was busy thinking a future with the two of you together, you were busy chasing your dreams. it was difficult to juggle both career and your relationship that leads you to let go one of them. which one was it?
pairings: yang jungwon x reader
word count: 11k.
warnings: angst.
note📎: it took forever, i know. please enjoy! this is the first part of my taylor swift songs series. i hope you guys liked this. your reply and reblog means a lot and my ask are open for you thoughts. thank you and stay safe.
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It all started back in high-school. The first time you laid your yes over those angelic face was when he was busy goofing with his friends along the rowdy corridors of your school. You’re a transferee that day. Nervous and anxious about the new environment, tightly holding the strap of your back-pack. Silently, you stalked behind your Mom. A school personnel were leading you over the Principal’s Office.
Your eyes met that day. Instantly, you felt your heart skipped a beat at the short eye-contact. Due to the odd feeling, you were the first one to glance away. Jungwon’s stares remained, his neck even craned a bit to follow you walking pass by them. He wasn’t sure what’s the main reason why he’s suddenly at dazed. Was it because you’re new? or was it because you’re really beautiful?
“Why? You know her, dude?” his friend noticed how he was staring right at you and was about to turn too out of curiousity. Jungwon looked at him and he quickly held his head still, earning a light grunt from him.
Jungwon’s face sticked into your mind like a stubborn chewing gum. You didn’t even realized you arrived at the Principal office, your Mom have to lightly pat you to catch your attention and snap you back to reality.
“Y/n? Sweetheart, you okay?” she asked, a little concerned.
As you roam your eyes around the room, the three of them are eyeing you already. You felt embarrassed for spacing out, slightly wanting to blame that young boy for your distracting you.
“I’m o-okay. Sorry.” you mumbled and gave them a low bow as an apology.
The principal just chuckled it off and proceeded with orienting you about the school. She told you about the rules and regulations along with the fun activities you can join in. Honestly, the school was all you heard about it. It was a great school.
After the short orientation you are guided at the faculty room to be introduced at your new homeroom teacher. You will be lying if you say you’re not worried, but you know it will be all right.
“Ms. Kang, this is Y/n. She’s your new student.” the personnel said towards the middle-aged woman in front of you.
Her eyes shifted from him towards you before flashing this warm smile. Your Mom and you bowed in unison. “Please take good care of our Y/n, teacher.” your mom said.
She chuckles and even reached over your Mom's arm caressing it softly. “Don’t worry, Ma’am. I will take good care of her.”
She seems very reliable and very nice so somehow it ease your worry. As her eyes moved at you, she smiled brightly and greeted you.
“You are so pretty, Y/n.”
You flashed back a warm smile as you heard your Mom chuckling softly beside. Your head turns and you saw on her face how she looked very proud after your teacher’s remark. It was nothing new for you. Not to sound bragging, it was almost like a normal greeting for you already. You grew up being labelled as someone ‘pretty’ and ‘beautiful’.
You bid good-bye to your Mom and she even wished you luck for your first day. She was talking to you in a lively manner while the two of you heads towards your classroom.
“You wait here, I’ll just make sure your classmates are ready to meet you.” you nodded once and wait patiently right outside the room.
The teacher went inside and you heard her trying to silence the whole class as they were rowdy before she arrives. You can hear them joke around with their homeroom teacher that indicates how close they are. It was clear that your teacher is really nice.
Eventually, you are called inside. Your heart instantly thumped the moment you started walking inside the room. Eyes of your classmates were darted at you, all of them watching you walk right at the middle.
“Class, this is y/n. She will be joining us from now on so please help her adjust and be nice to her.” your teacher held your arm softly as she asked you to formally introduced yourself.
You sighed before flashing them your friendly smile, “Hello everyone, I’m Y/n. Please take good care of me.” and you bow ending your short introduction.
Your classmates clapped their hands and some even lets out playful cheers right at the back of the classroom. The teacher was quick to dismiss them, but they laughed it off along with the whole class. You end up chuckling with them too. It’s too early to say it, but you sense good vibes from this class.
“Okay, Y/n you can take your seat beside Mr. Yang.” she instructed. You glanced at her and confusingly roamed your eyes around the class trying to find the said ‘Mr. Yang’.
“Jungwon, please raise your hand to help Ms. Y/n.” she added.
Soon, a hand raised and your eyes darted at this boy— the one you saw at the corridors. The one with the cute dimples and pretty eyes. He’s here. He’s your classmate and your seatmate? ‘What are the odds?’
You tried to play it cool as you walk over the chair beside him. As you walk pass by some of your classmates, they gave you short greetings that you happily responded to. When you glanced back at Jungwon, his eyes were staring right at you. Patiently waiting for you to arrive to your chair.
“Welcome. I’m Jungwon.” he introduced pretty much right after you try to put your bag beside your table.
You fight the urge to blush as you heard his voice. It sounded so unique that you’re sure you’ve never heard it before.
“Hi, I’m y/n.” you mumbled and settled next to him.
As your teacher started her discussion, you pouted while watching how your other classmates pulls out their own textbook and search for the page. Sadly, your books aren’t available yet until the end of this week so you don’t have anything to use.
You slightly glanced at your side and you can see Jungwon rummaging over the page while goofing around his friend behind him. You sighed and pursed your lips. You aren’t the shy type of person but why do you find it hard to approach him? Does he intimidate you?
You let out another sigh and was about to ask him to share his book with you when you suddenly inhaled his manly scent as he leaned closer. You turned your head a bit at his direction, confused.
“Here, let’s share.” he shortly said before pulling your chair closer to his with no sweat. He did that too smoothly that you didn’t even had the chance to response.
Now your chairs were too close at each other and your mind was blank from any thoughts. Your eyes slowly trailed over to the boy beside you. He’s too focused at the textbook, glancing over your teacher from time to time. He seemed unbothered by the sudden stunt he just pulled.
He noticed how you’re staring so he looked at you. His eyes looked pretty, thick long lashes surrounding them giving more appeal over his eyes. Both of his brows raised in curiosity.
“Why? You can’t see?” his tone sounded a bit concerned and his hand once again reached the bottom of your chair to pull you even closer.
You blushed right away and stopped him. “No, it’s okay. I can see it.” you gulped, calming yourself.
Jungwon slowly retrieved, eyes roaming over your face like as if checking somewhere in your eyes if you’re telling the truth. He nodded once.
“You sure?” he asked that you only responded with a short nod before forcing yourself to catch what you’re teacher were saying.
You failed to see how Jungwon’s stares remained and how a small smile slowly appeared across his lips. He finds you cute when you’re all flustered, specially if he’s the reason.
He was still busy watching you when your homeroom teacher talked.
“Oh, right!” she exclaimed and faced the whole class, eyes darted at your direction.
“Y/n still don’t have her textbooks.” her apologetic smiles indicates how she unintentionally forgot about it. You quickly flashed her a smile to let her know that it’s okay and was about to say something when Jungwon raised his hand.
“It’s okay, Miss. I’m sharing mine with her.” he announced and you felt your heart thumping.
She nodded, soon a proud smile appearing her face. “That’s good, Jungwon. I purposely assigned you beside him, Y/n.” she informed you.
You nodded your head even if you’re a little confuse about the reason behind her decision. Your curiosity was soon fed when she talked like as if she can hear your inner thoughts.
“He’s the top in this class and also in the whole batch so Jungwon will be a very big help for you to catch up with the lessons you missed.” she said that left you in awe.
You don’t even know what exactly to say right after you heard about it. All you can think of is how amazing he is. How can someone as good-looking as him be very smart as well? Isn’t that too unfair?
“Mr. Yang, please take good care of Ms. Y/n.” the teacher said that snapped you back to your senses.
Your eyes looked at her, cheeks blushing as you hear his friends near your chair tease him after he answered a quick ‘Yes.’ to your teacher. You turned your head over to his side when you heard him giggling with his friends teasing remarks. His dimples were showing.
The class then continued and slowly, the whole class' attention diverted away from you making you it awkward. Jungwon was attentively listening to the class and even jotting some notes over a notebook. You pouted and silently admired how he looked so good looking serious. It’s way different when he’s goofing around with his friends.
You got a bit surprised when your eyes met when he suddenly glanced your way. You felt embarrassed that he just caught you looking at him, but it was too late to retrieve so you tried to just play it cool.
“Hold on, I’m almost finished writing it down.” he said that made you confuse. You even thought he was talking to somebody else until he raised the notebook to see if he really just finished it.
Your eyes looked at the notebook as well, silently scanning it. His hand writing is not that pretty, but clean. You can read it very easily.
After slightly reading it, he then handed it over to you. “Huh?” you asked, confused.
You glanced at his notebook then back at him. He smiled a little, “I prepared this beforehand for you. I already wrote down what the teacher discussed a while ago so this is up to date.” he explained and gently slid the notebook over to your table.
You followed it with your eyes, “Woah,” you muttered in amusement. It was just in a low voice but Jungwon still managed to hear it, making him chuckle a little. You looked really amazed with what he just gave you.
You looked back at him while starting to flip the pages of the notebook. “How long did it took you to prepare this?” you asked really curious.
“A week.” he shortly replied. He was actually a little surprised at how amused you were for just receiving a notebook filled with notes.
“Mhm,” you hummed. “How about you? You didn’t wrote the lesson a while ago.” you looked concerned. Of course you are worried if he’s going to be okay if he’s writing your notes except on doing his. He didn’t responded right away, he pursed his lips and smiled a little. It was subtle, but you clearly saw it.
“I’m going to be just fine.” his tone sounded so confident that you were convinced right away. Just then, Yang Jungwon gave you an impression that he truly is very smart.
The class went on and all throughout, he was there to assist you. He answers your questions whenever you’re confused and he explains it in the way you can understand it easier. It may be too soon to say it, but Jungwon really made you feel welcomed and assured you that you’ll do well even if you transfered at the middle of the school year.
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“And lastly, this is the school field.” your eyes graced over to the wide field in front of you. It was vacant, no student can be seen around. Just like how Jungwon told you, since the season games aren’t near yet the practices for the sports such us rugby and soccer were temporarily dismissed so students will be more focused on their academics.
You smiled and admire the view in front of you. How the sun are slowly starting to set, the way it shines over the green field just creates this beautiful shade of color. Too pleasing to the eye.
After your classes the whole day, your advicer gave Jungwon the task to give you a school tour since you’re new and the campus was pretty big. You wanted to tell Jungwon that he doesn’t really need to do it, but he was very strict on following orders and doing his responsibilities. At the end, you had nothing to do but to let him tour you around.
The whole school was huge, you can feel your feet aching a bit with all the walking you two did. But you can’t find yourself complaining since you did enjoy it. You enjoyed it a lot.
Your thoughts were interrupted when suddenly a popsicle came into your view. A bit startled and confused, you followed the hand that was holding it.
“Reward for finishing the tour without any single complain.” Jungwon said and even insisted for you to accept the popsicle. You chuckled and accepted it muttering a quick low ‘thank you’.
He sat beside you and kept his stares right at the field.
“Now, it isn’t the ideal time to transfer school huh?” he started and glanced at you.
Jolting, you quickly teared your gaze away and focused yourself over the popsicle you were holding. He caught you staring and you just can’t help but to panic a bit.
“W-Well my Mom was assigned to a different branch of the company she’s working to. We had to move.”
He nodded his head and tried to look for a hint of sadness through your face, but none shown. Maybe a little, but not how he expected it to be.
“Were you okay with it?” his question took you off-guard for a while.
Your head snapped over to his direction, meeting with his soft gaze. For the first time, you felt your stomach churns in discomfort. That was something you never felt before. It was not a good feeling, but for some reasons you wanted to feel it again.
“U-Uh, yeah? The city looks cool and a lot of fun things to do here.” you slowly looked away and took a bite over your popsicle, disregarding the pain you felt over your teeth at the sudden action.
“Besides, in this place I will be closer to my dreams. There will be a lot more opportunities here.” excitement dawned unto you just by thinking about it. Jungwon saw how your eyes sparkles and your smile brightens as you talk about it.
Suddenly, he found himself curious.
“What’s your dream, Y/n?”
You smiled and turned to look at him, wearing your sweetest smile. Jungwon was at dazed, staring at your pretty face while the sunset graces over your skin perfectly. You looked beautiful and his heart skipped a bit.
“To become a model.” you confidently said.
It was true. Ever since you’re a child, you’ve wanted nothing but to become a model. Something about wearing fancy clothes and walking to the runways just makes you feel excited. It was your biggest dream and you will achieve it. You will do anything to live your dream.
Jungwon broke into a smile.
“It suits you.”
You blushed but chuckles before thanking him.
“What about you? What’s your dream, Jungwon?” you asked very curious as well.
One day of knowing him, you just really know he’s an amazing person. Being someone who’s very smart, you know he can dream of becoming anything and will surely do it.
He smiled, “To become a doctor. I want to help sick people.”
Your mouth gapped a bit, amused at what he said. Yes, you did said that he’s smart and he will make it whatever that is he wanted to become, but hearing that he wanted to become a doctor just makes him a hundred percent more cooler.
“Woah,” you couldn’t find the right words to say and your amazed reaction made Jungwon chuckle a little.
“What? You’ve never heard someone wanting to become a doctor?” a hint of teasing linger through his words so you playfully glared at him.
“No, but that is the first time someone said it in a very cool way.”
He clicked his tongue and scoffed, “So you think I’m cool?” he asked taunting you.
You rolled your eyes and stood up from the bench before starting to walk away. Jungwon followed quickly, “Hey, wait up.” he said laughing.
You scoffed back at him, “I never thought you can be very smugly.”
He slid one of his hands inside his pocket while the other held over his popsicle before he show you this smirk of him. He looked very attractive, but of course you didn’t say that.
“Well what can I say? I’m a very cool person according to you afterall.”
You bit your lower lip, suppressing a smile before rolling your eyes and just decided to eat your popsicle while walking out of the school. Jungwon continued following you, still teasing you about how you think he was cool. Now, you’re starting to regret that you said those words to him.
When you arrived near the bus stop, Jungwon easily threw his popsicle stick at the trashcan not far away then he gave you this confused look.
“How will you go home? Will your Mom pick you up?” he asked, concerned.
You shake your head as a ‘no’, “I will take the bus. My Mom is stuck at her work until late evening so I have to go home alone.” you said while pointing at the bus stop.
Jungwon glanced at it before he looked back at you, “Do you even know what bus to ride?”
You gave him a short nod.
“Yes, she gave me directions too.”
Jungwon didn’t talk right away and just stared at you. Thinking that maybe he’s worried for you, specially because he’s the last one you are with today, you gave him an assuring smile.
“Don’t worry, I’ll be fine! Thank you so much for today.” you said and even gave him a short bow. After standing back up, you waved and started going towards the bus stop. A lot of people were there, probably waiting for their bus too.
On the other hand, you are unware that Jungwon didn’t left the scene. He put both of his hands inside his pocket and watch how you wait patiently for your bus. You stood there holding the straps of your back pack, lightly tapping your feet at the concrete floor. You looked cute and confused while you check over the buses that were arriving.
Minutes after, Jungwon sighed and raised his head to look at the sky. His smile fell and his brows furrowed a bit.
“What am I doing?” he whispered over to himself.
Hearing the arrival of another bus, Jungwon lowered his head and looked at it. Seeing the familiar numbers you just showed him, you saw how you went inside that bus. Jungwon was standing there, not doing anything. But even before the last person enters, he just found his own feet moving on their own. Running hurriedly and beeping his car over as he managed to step inside. His head turns and his eyes searched for you right away.
“Jungwon? Is this your way home too?” you asked him surprised when he sat down beside you.
He gave you a small smile, ears turning a bit red. “Y-Yeah.”
You smiled, relieved that you are with him. You may not know him that much, but its way more better than being alone. As you glanced over to the window, you failed to notice how Jungwon’s smile spreads, seeing how the worry over your face disappears. He may take time going back home later, but its fine. At least he can make sure you’ll arrive home safely.
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The following days of school were much fun for you. You started having friends and starting to adjust to your new environment. It wasn’t easy, you still have a lot of things to catch up and a lot of things you should get used to, but it was bearable. Jungwon was a lot of help. You two were getting along pretty well and somehow starting to grow closer.
You two are together most of the time since he had to help you with your academics. Like this time, he took you to the rooftop of your building. It was just your second time being up there despite of attending the school for two months and a half already. The first time was when he toured you months ago.
“So this is your favorite place to study?” you asked curiously as you roam your eyes around. The atmosphere and vibe here is calm. With the plants and cold breeze blowing, you must admit this can be a perfect place to feel relaxed. Relaxed meaning you can be more focused and study efficiently.
Jungwon moved a chair closer to his usual seat. He glanced at you, curiously checking the whole place like it was your first time. He smiled and called your attention. You looked at him and he taps the chair beside him.
“Have a sit.” he instructed.
You quickly obliged and sat beside him, placing your bag at the floor beside you. Jungwon opened some textbooks and organized it over the table. You pouted, starting to feel dizzy with all these textbooks and notes in front.
“Can we study later? I don’t really feel like studying right now.” your lips pursed even more and you glanced over his way.
Jungwon stared right at your eyes before it moved over your lips. He gulped and teared his gaze away, “Y-You have a lot to catch up, Y/n. Besides, midterms is near already. I have to help you study—”
“You always help me to study.” you cut him off.
Jungwon looked at you.
“Can’t we have a normal conversation right now? I want to know more about you and not about these textbooks.” you have no clue what got into you but you are serious.
Spending a lot time with Jungwon, just made you even more interested towards him. The way the students around you describes him was acceptable. He is smart, from a good family, nice, responsible, goofy sometimes and of course, good-looking. Jungwon, is an ideal person, that’s for sure. But what drawn you more interested to him is despite having all those good qualities, his smile and eyes tells you that he still have more. That there’s still more to know.
Jungwon gulped and licked his lip once while staring at you straight to your eyes. He admit, he might have find these tutoring lessons fun than how he expected it to be. This doesn’t burden him at all because spending time with you is something he enjoys to do as well. Sometimes, he even use it as a reason so he can spend time with you. Funny, because he’s never been like this towards anyone.
You cleared your throat and looked away, embarrassed.
“I-I’m sorry. You’re right. We should stu—”
“What do you want to know about me?” he cut you off. His question made you face him with slightly big eyes.
“R-Really?” you asked, stuttering out of surprise.
He smirked and nodded before starting to fix the textbooks he just organized. “Do you want to study instead?”
You shake your head rapidly that made him chuckle. It was too obvious how iiu despise studying.
“Why do you want to become a doctor, Jungwon?” that was one of the questions you wanted to ask him.
“To save people’s lives.” he answered too painly like as if you are some website asking what’s on his mind.
You rolled your eyes, “Come on, you can do better than that.”
He smirked, “Let me hear you then? Why do you want to become a model, Y/n?”
He crossed his arms, attention fully focused on you.
“I want to express myself through something I love to do. I want to show people that clothes isn’t just materials you use to cover ones body but also to express ones emotions.” you said seriously.
Jungwon smiled, looking a little proud after hearing what you just told him. He sighed and looked far, like as if he was thinking too deeply. That was the first time he actually thought more about why he wanted to become a doctor, why he wanted to save people’s lives.
“I want to be someone’s hope.” he started, fidgeting over the edge of the textbook he was holding.
“I want to be a doctor who can serve as a hope for sick people. Someone they can lean on and trust that they will get better.”
Your eyes were staring right at him, admiring the passion he was showing through the words he was saying. It was amusing for you. You knew how hard working he is and how he put so much effort to all the things he do but just seeing his true ambition was so much more.
“You’ll be a great doctor one day. I just know it.” you said, you didn’t blink saying those words. You sounded so sure, confident, like chanting a spell.
Jungwon smiled genuinely, “I’m sure you’ll be a famous model too.”
He raised his hand hang some of your lose hairs over to your ears, catching you off guard. “You’re really beautiful and charming. Everyone will love you.”
You felt your heart racing. Numerous times Jungwon made you feel butterflies but this was one moment he made your heart race like this. It was memorable. Not just for you, but also for Jungwon as his heart beats together with you and you were totally unaware of it.
You continued your conversation. Trying to know more about each other. As you go deeper over your convesations, as you know more facts, you grew closer to one another and a feeling slowly bloomed unknown by both of you.
Time skipped too fast. The next thing you know, it was already your senior year. It was just then you realized that what’s those writings says was right. Time do pass pretty quickly when you’re happy. All along, you are with Jungwon.
“Do you think Jungwon have a prom date already?” you sound cautious and worried as you move awkwardly, unable to stand stable beside Sunoo.
He’s one of Jungwon’s good friends and now your friend too. The young gentlemen sighs beside you as he type over his phone.
“If you want to ask him to be your date, just do it. Its not like he will say no, Y/n.” his monotonous tone just indicates how uninterested he is to what you are trying to talk about.
You sighed frustratingly, “You don’t understand, Sunoo! What if Jungwon already has a date? Or,” you gulped feeling your chest tightening by the idea. Sunoo lets out a sigh finally sparing you a glance. “He already has someone on his mind!” you added.
Sunoo pursed his lips before letting out yet another sigh. It was obvious he’s done with you already. For you, it wasn’t rude anymore as he was always like this. Out of all your friends, he’s the one well aware of your feelings for Jungwon besides yourself.
“Look, if Jungwon already have a date which we know is impossible, we would’ve probably know about it by now.” he said, trying to explain it to you or just kick some senses back at your mind.
“And if he already have someone in his mind, its probably you!”
You bit your lower lip, cheeks heating up after hearing those words from Sunoo. Prom is a big deal for you and having Jungwon to be your date sure will mean a lot. He’s the guy you have feelings for afterall. Of course it will be more memorable if he’s going to be your date.
You were still spacing out when Sunoo suddenly talked again, his eyes were looking pass you, more like at the person behind you.
“Finally!” he exclaimed.
When you turned to look over your shoulder, Jungwon was there. His familiar scent invaded your nose, causing your stomach to churn in a familiar way only him can make.
“Hey, sorry for making you wait.” he softly said, talking mainly to you.
“Y/n wants to ask you something Jungwon so I will leave you two.” your head snapped over to Sunoo and you gave him this warning look.
He doesn’t looked bothered and instead smiled sweetly at you. He waved and exits himself from the picture. You wanted so much to grab him by his uniform but was distracted when a hand gently grabbed your things from you. It was Jungwon.
When you met his eyes, they looked curious and his attention was fully on you. He was always like this. He makes sure he gives you his one hundred percent attention whenever you have something to say.
“What is it?” he asked, one of his hand held your things easily while the other hand reached to softly hold your elbow. It was like his way of saying that he’s listening.
“N-Nothing. Sunoo was just joking.” you said and even flashed him a fake smile.
Jungwon kept his eyes darted at you before he nods his head. He may noticed that you are lying, but he isn’t the type to force you to tell him things you aren’t comfortable to tell him yet.
“You sure?” he asked again, giving you another chance.
You nodded and he soon guided the two of you towards the main gate of your school. While walking towards the bus stop, you clenched your fist and bite your lips. The things Sunoo said kept flashing back over your mind.
“Y/n?” Jungwon looked at your worriedly when you suddenly stopped walking.
“I do h-have something to ask you, Jungwon.” you admit.
Jungwon blinked twice, his pretty eyes just makes you more nervous. Its always those expressive warm eyes of him that makes you go crazy.
“What is it?”
You let out a sigh, “About prom...” your fingers fidgets as your heart thumped hardly.
“What about it?”
You looked straight to his eyes, “I j-just want to ask if you already have a date.”
There... you finally asked him. Now, your heart thumped even harder waiting for his answer. You don’t even know if you’re ready about whatever that is he’s going to say. There’s only two answers and only two emotions you’ll feel once he utter those words.
“Yes.” he said, his face serious.
Your shoulder fell and chest starting to tighten right away. Something between your throat are starting to lump it, giving you a hard time to talk. Your eyes are starting to heat up as well.
“O-Oh...” was the only response you can say.
You wanted to slap yourself so you can compose yourself and refrain Jungwon to notice how disappointed and hurt you are.
You were about to say something but Jungwon beats you to it.
“You’re my date to prom, right?”
You looked at him, speechless. Tears starting to pool your eyes.
“You know its only you for me.”
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The prom was amazing and having Jungwon as your date just makes it magical. You two had the best time. He made sure you will have the best night and the most memorable one. Of course, for Jungwon, the moment you agreed to be his date, he already knew its going to be the best night for him.
As days pass by, the more fierce your feelings for Jungwon became. You have no idea if its just you or your feelings will be reciprocated, but you don’t care anymore. You just want him to know. You just want to let it out from your chest.
“Hey,” you greeted him when you arrived at the rooftop, his favorite place to study.
He quickly glanced at your way and flashed a smile. “Hi beautiful.” he softly said and placed a kiss at your forehead, making you blush.
“How’s the screening?” he asked, referring to your scheduled appointment a while ago.
You smiled, “It was good, I guess? I hope I will hear from them soon.”
He smiled, “I bet you would.”
You broke into a smile as well. At times you are worried and doubting yourself, he was there to calm you down. He was there for you, always there.
“Jungwon, have you ever thought of dating someone?” you suddenly asked.
You know it caught him off guard because his eyes grew a bit big.
“I know you’re busy and you’ll probably be more busy once we go to college but,” you gulped and bit your lower lip, feeling really nervous.
“do you want to try dating me? I mean I will be very busy with my course and career! You will be busy with your studies. I wouldn’t have the time to be clingy, or if I will be I will make sure that it will be during your free time—”
“Do you love me, y/n?” he suddenly asked.
You choked on your own words, unable to say something. You expected him to ask you if you’re out of your mind or something not this kind of question.
“Because in order to date, I believe you have to be in love with that person. So do you love me?” he asked, his eyes never leaving yours. It made you very nervous but your heart was beating so fast, like responding to his question, answering on behalf of you.
“Do you?”
Jungwon sighed as he lets go of the pen he was holding before grabbing over your hands. His eyes was fixed at it for a while before he lifted them up to look at you.
“Yes.”
You don’t know how you looked like when you heard his answer.
“In case you are still unaware of it, yes. Why do you think I even stick to you like a gum after all this time? Why do you think I still put effort on making you notes and teaching you despite of you not showing interest on studying? Why do you think I take care of you so much?” he said. You pursed your lips and blinked a couple of times like as if trying to wake yourself up incase this is just a dream.
You licked your lips and felt them shaking a bit, your heart was racing.
“I don’t understand. Are you serious? When did you start getting interested in me?” there was a lot of questions that played through your mind.
He chuckled, finding you adorable.
“Why do you think I rode that bus for months making you believe it was my way home even if it was on the other way around? I was already interested at you that time.”
You are shedding tears as you listen to him. The feeling was too overwhelming for you, but the kind you are not complaining for. It was a good feeling and you know it was only for him. It was only for Jungwon. For you, it was always just him.
“I love you, Jungwon.”
He smiled, kissing your tears away while cupping both of your cheeks. He blinked multiple times as he moved away, like pushing those tears back inside his eyes.
“I love you, Y/n.”
Graduation came even faster. You graduated with a decent grade, thanks to your boyfriend. He’s still the top of your whole batch, and you couldn’t be even more proud. After the ceremony and taking nonstop pictures with your friends and family, both of you decided to visit he place that played a big part for your relationship. The rooftop.
“I can’t believe we’re leaving this school already. I’m getting a little emotional. I’m going to miss this place.” you admit as you lean over the railing, looking at the view beneath you.
“Really? I thought you hate it here since whenever we come up here, we study.”
You chuckled, “Well, sort of. But I enjoy every moment with you so I can just disregard the other feeling.”
Jungwon chuckles before approaching you. He gave you a back hug and rests his chin over at your shoulder.
“Don’t be too sad about it, baby. It just means we’ll be going to much bigger journey. We’re a step closer to our goals.” he said, comforting you.
You sniffed and nodded your head, agreeing. Silence occur the two of you, it was a calming type of silence.
“Where do you think are we both after 10 years?” you suddenly asked.
Jungwon sighed, “Well, I’ll be wearing a white coat, already a doctor...” he started before  placing a kiss at your cheeks then slowly turned you around so you can face him.
“And you’re already a famous model.” he said and bopped your nose once. You smiled as you snake your hands over his nape, playing over the hair over it.
“You’re already my wife that time.” he said softly as he leaned closer, placing kisses over your face. Your face heats up, heart racing as his usual affections.
“How many kids do you want?” you asked that made him smirked.
“Its up to you, bunny. How many you want to give me, as long as they’re healthy and from you.” he placed a kiss at your lips once before pulling away. He held your chin, caress it gently.
“They’ll be very beautiful like their Mom and I will do my best to make all of you happy.” he said that made you smile.
“Oh I’m very sure of it.” and this time it was you who leaned in for a kiss.
“Do you think we can do it?” you asked, finally letting him see your worries.
You could never say what the future awaits for the two of you. But one thing’s for sure, you love Jungwon so much and nothing can change that.
Jungwon planted a soft kiss at your forehead, “As long as we have each other, we can.”
College then started. As expected, studying took over most of Jungwon’s time. You understand it as it was for his future. It was fine since you started going to go-sees for modeling agencies. He’s busy chasing his dreams and you are too.
“Hi baby!” you greeted him happily when you arrived inside his dorms.
You two haven’t seen each other for weeks so you are pretty excited meeting him. He looked at you surprise, hair a bit messy from all the gripping he do while getting frustrated over school. He stood up and quickly greets you then stole a glance at his wall clock.
“Love, I’m sorry I haven’t cooked yet. I was busy reviewing it slipped out of my mind.” he apologizes, feeling bad that he couldn’t cook like he said so.
You smiled and placed kisses over his pretty face. The last kiss lasts a bit longer, Jungwon even chased after your lips after you pulled away making you chuckle.
“Its fine. I came prepared.” you said and raised your hand that was holding the ingredients you brought so you can cook for him.
He smiled, “You really are sent from heaven. I love you.” he said that made you chuckle.
“I love you more, baby. Now go back reviewing while I cook for the two of us.” he gave you a few more pecks before resuming to what he was doing while you go to his kitchen to cook dinner for the both of you.
The first few years were bearable. Like how some warned you, it wouldn’t be so easy, but you and Jungwon didn’t gave much attention to it since you both know that as long as you have each other it will be alright. As expected, arguements were one of the trials life had prepared through your journey, so you argue from time to time.
“You forgot our date.” you sounded a bit disappointed. Jungwon clenched his jaw, knowing he was wrong but too tired from studying. His sleep deprived self couldn’t even swallow his pride as of the moment.
“I’m sorry if I was too busy reviewing a lot and not have a more free schedule unlike you.” his mouth moves faster than his mind.
“And now its my fault?” you sounded hurt. Jungwon cursed himself and quickly approached you to say sorry.
You wanted to not give in right away, argue with him at how he made you upset for once again forgetting your date and somehow blaming it to you. But you realized, you’ve been missing each other too much. The time is running and won’t wait for you, might as well reconcile and just shove away the argument.
Reaching ones dream truly is not easy. Specially in the industry you are trying to get yourself into. The world of models are harsh sometimes. It can crush your confidence in no time. Not everyone there was nice and since you’re just starting, hearing rude comments were hurtful for you.
Jungwon was walking towards their lecture building when he felt his phone vibrating. He was quick to fish it from his pocket and a smile instantly spread across his face. He’s been waiting for your call since he knew you went to a go-see.
“Baby! I’ve been waiting for your call. How was— Y/n?” his smile fell when all he can hear from the other line was sobs, heavy sobs.
“Love, what happened?” he asked, he stopped walking and his friend looked at him with a worried expression.
“Baby, hey. I’m listening. I’m here. Calm down, please.” he tried to make you feel better. As usual, Jungwon was there for you.
On the other line, you are crying so hard to the point you can’t even compose a good sentence. It was the first time you’ve experienced that and it was almost like a nightmare. You’ve attended a go-see and one of the mentors there humiliated you and took you out from the line of models saying that you don’t have the potential.
“I n-need you.” were the only words that came out from your mouth.
A lot of things that you wanted to say but you know out of all of them, what you uttered was the summary of it. You need Jungwon beside you, you need him and nobody else.
“I’ll be there. Stay put, all right? I’m coming.” he said and ended the call.
Jake was looking at his friend, wondering if what’s going on. Jungwon lifts his gaze and looked at his friend. He noticed that all their blockmates were gone towards the lecture hall where the test will be held.
“We need to go, Jungwon. The test will start in a few minutes.” he tried telling him, but Jake knew something’s going on inside Jungwon’s mind already.
He pursed his lips into a thin line before flashing a small smile.
“You go ahead, Jake. Sorry for keeping you waiting.” he started and taps his shoulder.
“I need to go, Y/n needs me.” and he left the scene without looking back.
Jake stared at Jungwon’s figure and realized what love can make people do. Is it necessary to let your emotions affects your future? Of course, for Jungwon it was fine. It was you who needed him afterall. He will do it again in a heartbeat if you need him to.
“You scored low this term, Jungwon. That’s so not you.” Jake, said as they walk towards the library one day.
He’s starting to get worried for his friend. He knows he’s very smart and that he can get his scores back in no time, but the distraction is too much lately.
Jungwon smiled a little, couldn’t really hide the fact that he was disappointed of himself too.
“I couldn’t review much because my girlfriend is still having a hard time right now. She didn’t make it to the fashion show she’s preparing for again.” he tried explaining.
Jake looked at Jungwon, unable to find the right things to say. He knew about you and him. Honestly, he salute the two of you for making it work for years. It was really hard to make both relationship and career to work at the same time. He can see Jungwon’s determination on making it work, that’s for sure.
“It doesn’t mean you should let it affect and give you a hard time too. This is your future we’re talking about, Jungwon. You are a good student, remember that.” Jake tried comforting his friend.
Jungwon smiled again, “Yes, but Y/n’s part of the future I’m building, Jake.”
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If there are bad times, of course there are good times.
“Hello?” Jungwon was waiting for you to talk over the phone. He was fidgeting over his fingers, worried why you’re too silent.
“Baby?” he called you out. He’s currently at his shift but it was his break time so he had the time to call you to ask about your audition for this runway.
“Hey, its okay. You can just try again. There’s a lot of more opportunities for you, love. I’m still very proud of you.” he tried comforting you.
“I..” you started while suppressing your smile from the other line. “got in, baby! I got in!” you screamed and cheered.
Jungwon was so happy for you. Finally, it seems like both of you are slowly achieving all your dreams and most importantly, together.
But the closer you both gets, the more complicated things get. The more sacrifices you need to make. Its slowly starting to feel like the closer you step into your dreams, the further both of you goes away from each other.
Jungwon as expected do well on med-school. He tops his batch and even if he’s still studying, a lot of hospitals are eyeing him already, offering him work. You are happy for him, very happy.
On the other hand, you are not doing so well lately. You are being too occupied by the thoughts that he was slowly soaring far for his dreams and you feel like you aren’t going farther. You feel like you’re not enough. Its slowly getting into you, affecting your emotions and how you perform to your career.
“I’m disappointed of you, Y/n.” it was like a knife being stabbed straight to your chest.
This runway was a big deal for you. You wanted so bad to get picked as one of the models that will participate to it, but sadly you didn’t make it.
“I can see that you have potential in you.” she started. She’s your manager. An old model herself.
“But I can see that you’re not focused on your goals. Do you want this? Do you really want to become a model?” she asked.
You nodded, “Yes, Miss! This is my dream ever since I was a child.” you said expressing how badly you really wanted this career.
“I can’t see your dedication, Y/n. It seems like you have a lot of distraction with you.” she stated.
She sighed, “You know, in order for me to became one of the best I had to sacrifice a lot of things along the way. I focused on my goal and cut all of the distractions away.”
You cried so hard after she left the dressing room. You are hurting because you knew that she was asking you to choose between this career or Jungwon.
You are so tired and seeing Jungwon achieving his own dreams while you’re dangerously losing the chances to yours makes your mind clouded. You wanted so bad to be successful just how you both planned, and you don’t think you can do it having these distractions.
It may hurt you so bad, it may cause a heartache that won’t be healed too easily but you know you had to do something in order for you to achieve your dream and knowing Jungwon, you know he will understand.
Your heart broke as you saw him pushed himself off from the wall he was leaning on. Like usual, Jungwon flashes you his brightest smile while wearing his white uniform. Pursing your lips and balling your fist, you tried shoving away the pain that is slowly suffocating your chest.
“Love! How was it?” he sounded hopeful, waiting expectantly for the news you will tell him. Jungwon was so ready to congratulate you for good news and to comfort you for the opposite.
You lift your eyes and his smiles slowly faded once he saw them filled with tears. He panicked and walked closer to cup your face, but you moved away from him. He looked confused and hurt at the same time. He knew right away, something was up. Something’s about to happen and he have a bad hunch about it.
You glanced away, couldn’t take it to look at him in that state. “H-Hey, what’s wrong? What happened, bun? Let’s talk...” he said. You bit your lower lip, feeling your chest tightening in a very hurtful way. It was the worst feeling you ever felt.
You let out a heavy sigh before finally facing him. With cold, but tearstained eyes, you tried to keep your stare at his confused sad eyes. “I don’t think i can do this anymore, Jungwon. I’m sorry, but let’s break up.”
Jungwon was speechless after hearing what you just said. He felt his heart tightening as his ears ringed. Throughout your relationship, there are times he felt like this. Whenever you two fights and have misunderstanding, but none of those can be compared to what he was feeling right now. He never felt so hurt before. He never felt this lost before. His eyes looked at you and he saw how you’re as broken as he is. He saw how you’re hurting as much as he’s hurting.
“N-No, baby...” he said trying hard not to let those tears come out from his eyes. It was very hard as he can feel this bitter feeling slowly consuming everything in him.
He tried reaching for your hand, but you pushed his hold away. You cried, letting it all out as you finally let Jungwon see your vulnerable state.
“Please, Y/n... Let’s talk.” he plead and tried to go closer again. “Not like this, please. I c-can’t—” he couldn’t take it anymore, tears started flowing out from his eyes.
It broke you even more watching him like this. He rarely cries so you know you are really hurting him. You can’t help but to hate yourself, but you also know you have to do this. You needed to do this.
“I want to achieve my dreams too, Jungwon.” your voice cracked. “You’re slowly achieving yours, what about me? I want to have mine too.”
He can hear how desperate, tired and hurt you are.
“I’m here. I will help you—”
You shake your head, “The only person who can help me is me.”
It left him silent. The only thing you can hear was your cries. Jungwon stood there, watching how you cry and feel his heart broke. He couldn’t fully understand how you can choose to let him go at hard times like this when it wasn’t even an option for him during his difficult times.
But at some point, he understand you as well. The look on your eyes, how broken and tired you are. He doesn’t want you like this. All he wanted was for you to be happy and if achieving your dreams even if he’s not going to be by your side anymore will be it, then he will let go. He will give way, even if it means he will lose you.
He sighed before wiping off his tears. He slowly approaches you and caged you with the tightest hug he could give you. New set of tears flows as you cried even harder this time.
“I understand, love.” he uttered the words that make it even hurtful.
How can he be still kind despite of you breaking his heart?
“I wish you nothing but the best, Y/n.” he added, “I love you.” and placed a soft kiss at the top of your head.
When he pulls away, you almost grabbed his arms back to stop him. You didn’t even have the energy to do it and so you just watch him walk away. Your chest tightens in a very hurtful way as you try to call him out. The words couldn’t come out properly from your mouth from too much crying. You shut your eyes and cried harder like as if it will somehow ease the pain. It didn’t. It hurts so much watching the love of your life walking away from you.
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“I’m very happy to have you here, Ms. Y/n! It was hard casting you because I heard your schedule was already so packed.” the organizer of the runway was very thrilled to meet you during this rehearsals.
You flashed a small smile and told her that you are as honored to be present here. Despite finally making your own name at the industry, you remained humble. Its been years ever since you’ve been back here in your country so you’re very happy.
Your thoughts flew as his face flashes back. Your heart aches in a familiar way. Unlike before, you aren’t shedding tears right away. You were used to it already. That pain and longing were almost like a friend.
“Miss Y/n, time to do the rehearsal.” you went back to your senses when you’re called by one of the staffs.
You quickly went to do the rehearsals together with the other models. A lot of them recogized you and even let you know their admiration of you. During the practice, as you were about to graze the runway, an unexpected accident happen.
One part of the stage collapsed causing for you to fall and hurt your leg. Everyone panicked as you slowly losing your consciousness after bumping your head.
“Call an ambulance right now!” you heard your assistant shouted before everything finally went black.
The next thing you know, you are greeted by a white ceiling. Your assistant and manager was there, looking so worried.
“You’re finally awake! How are you feeling?” you looked at your manager as she worriedly asked you.
She asked your assistant to go tell the doctors that you are awake. You gulped and tried telling her you are okay but your throat felt so dry. You don’t even know how long you are out.
Even before you can say something, some nurses went inside. But the next person who entered what made your whole world stop. Years may had passed and he may looked a bit more matured now, but nothing changed.
Yang Jungwon, wearing his white coat was standing right in front of you. After years of not seeing each other, you finally had the chance to meet again. You don’t know what to say, you are overwhelmed.
He smiled a little that made your heart skipped a beat. He went near the water dispenser to get you water and hand it over to you.
Your hand were shaking a bit as you accept it from him.
“I’m glad you’re already awake. How are you feeling?” he asked, his voice became more mature as well.
Your heart aches, longing for him. The past years that you were away from him, just proves you how much you love Jungwon. Your feelings for him didn’t change one bit.
“G-Good.” you stuttered while looking at him.
He nodded and looked over your injury. It’s just a small injury but he said he had to run some tests to you to make sure you are perfectly fine.
He was explaining to you in a very professional way and you can’t help but to feel amused. He’s really right in front of you, already a doctor just how he told you years ago. You are very proud of him.
But you wouldn’t lie, you’re a little hurt because he’s somehow acting like as if you’re not someone he dated for a long time before. Like you two were just schoolmates meeting each other again after years. It was like you didn’t laughed together, cried together, like you didn’t share secrets to one another, make dreams together, shared kisses. It was frustating.
He continued talking. You are barely listening. The only thing you think about was how happy you are to see him again. Your manager was the one who’s very attentive. You don’t know for how long it was but when its finally over, he bid good bye. You panicked a bit, couldn’t find the words you wanted to say. The years of being apart, you have a lot you wanted to talk about. Too many that you don’t even know where to start.
“Y/n, you all right?” you snapped back to reality when your manager suddenly talked to you.
When you roamed your eyes around, Jungwon was not there. He was gone.
“Oh, the doctor left since he’s said to have an operation. He really just stopped by to check on you.” your manager’s words caught you, but the last sentence she said left something. Did he really stopped by for you? Does that mean he still cares for you? You can’t help but to have small hope.
Being away from him didn’t change your love for Jungwon. If anything, you just realized how precious he is for you. You will be honest, you wanted to get back with him. Maybe start again, finally do your plans back then. You are ready to settle.
“Are you serious right now? What are you doing back there? You just got discharged last week.” you bit your lip as you slowly parked your car right at the parking lot of the hospital where Jungwon works at.
You spent almost three weeks healing yourself and you are now able to drive again. Two weeks in this hospital and one week at home. And now, you decided to pay him a visit here hoping you two can talk properly. The type of talk where you two catch up and not just about your damn injury.
“I c-came to thank him for taking good care of me and the nurses! Yes, the nurses were too nice I had to treat them. I promised them I’d treat them a meal.” it came out as an obvious excuse to see Jungwon. But you don’t care, nothing can stop you now. You’ve wasted years already, you don’t want to wait anymore.
“We both know you’re there to see Yang Jungwon, Y/n.” Sunoo on the other line was quick to catch you. He’s currently in a photoshoot and its their breaktime. He heard about your plan from your manager.
You let out a sigh and rested your back at the seat of your car. There’s no point in hiding it from him. He knew too well already. You two met again in some runway and ever since then you’ve become close again. He knows you’re doing something crazy and nothing can make you do these things, but Yang Jungwon.
“Fine. Yes, I’m here to see him. I just want to maybe talk to him, you know? Catch up with each other. Its been years ever since we saw each other, Sunoo.” you let yourself blabber.
You can hear some background sounds from where he is but it slowly disappeared as he moved somewhere more private.
“Yeah you’re right. Its been years already. A lot of things surely happened. He can be married already, Y/n.”
There it is... That one sentence you wished you will never hear. You know he’s right. Jungwon is an ideal and you do know his opinion about getting married and having a family of his own. You are the person he’s with when you planned all of it.
“I saw no ring over his fingers.” you tried arguing and convincing yourself that there's still hope for the two of you.
“Doctors removes their accessories since they—”
“Sunoo, please? Right now, I really don’t care about the doctor’s procedures or anything. I just want to talk to him.” he stopped talking and just listened to you. He understands your frustration and as your friend, hearing your desperation over your tone kind of hurts him.
He knows you’re partly blaming yourself for losing him, for losing what the two of you have. But he also knows that it was for the better that time. You needed to let him go to grow.
“I missed him so much and even if I try to deny it, I know its still him. I know I still love him and its him I long for. There’s a blank space in me that only Jungwon can fill.”
Sunoo closed his eyes and rested his head at the wall he was leaning on.
“Alright. Just call me if anything happens.” he surrenders. Its not like he can do anything about it anyway. You cannot be stopped and you know to yourself you wouldn’t let your chance go. You’ve waited long enough.
You thanked him and ended the call before you decided to go enter the hospital. Some people managed to recognize you, giving you small waves and some even approached to say hi.
When you arrived at the lobby where he usually stops by, the nurses there noticed you right away. Some stood up and greets you excitedly.
“Miss Y/n! How are you?!” one of them came up and help you with what you are holding. Foods, just like what you promised.
Nurses started to approach and say hi. They were very happy and thankful for the things you brought. As they were busy checking it out and chatting with you, you roamed your eyes around hoping to catch a glimpse of the handsome gentlemen.
“Dr. Yang? He’s currently performing a surgery, Miss. If you want to see him, you can just wait outside his office.” you blushed as you turn to face the nurse who seem to took notice of you searching for him.
You flashed her a quick smile and thanked her before making your leave. The hallways were pretty familiar because you stayed here for a while.
When you arrived in front of his office, you can see some people outside. Seems like they’re waiting for him as well. You felt a little hesitant if you’d stay or what, since it looks like its a busy day for him again. At the end, you decided to just say hi and then you can go.
You sat down next to a lady. When you two met eyes she flashed you a smile, but then her eyes grew a bit big.
“Y/n?” she exclaimed, completely shock at seeing you right now.
You smiled and waved a little, overwhelmed how she reacted just by seeing you.
“I’m a big fan! You’re very beautiful.” she said. While she greets you politely, you noticed how her smiles is very pretty.
“Thank you so much, you’re very pretty yourself.”
She was very nice and so its just natural how you both smoothly went into a conversation. As she was still busy showing her admiration for you, one nurse stopped right in front of where you two were sitting.
“Mrs. Yang?” she said.
You two snapped your head on the same time as what the nurse slowly sink to you, the smile over your lips slowly faded while you turn to face the lady in front of you once again.
She was smiling brightly, “Jane! Hello, oh no. I’ve come unannounced! Is he still at the operating room?” she said and stood up to gave the nurse a hug.
You on the other hand was still at shock. Your whole body felt numb and your head became blank. None of the words they were saying are making any sense to you. The only thing you can think of is the way she was addressed by the nurse. ‘Mrs. Yang.’
‘It can’t be.’ you thought to yourself. You were indenial. Your eyes shifted to look over her hand and your heart cracked at the sight of a ring, a very beautiful ring.
Your eyes are starting to water and so you quickly stood up to do the best thing you can think of. To leave.
The next scenes were blur for you, a lot of people over the hallways, some even bumped to you. You don’t care anymore, you are out of your own senses. Your breathing are heavy and unstable, you can feel yourself suffocating. The pain was too much for you. It was like the remaining air was being squeezed out of you, your lungs being pressed hardly.
When you made it to the parking lot, you lost it. Crouched down right beside your car, crying at the middle of the empty parking space. Thankfully, this part was pretty vacant. No people near you, you’re free to cry your hearts out because you don’t know what else to do. You know you have to cry it out or you’ll seriously explode.
You heard footsteps nearing you so you quickly raised your head and looked over your shoulder.
The first thing you saw was his familiar worried eyes. He’s wearing his cool uniform while looking at you full concern. Your heart ached even more, seeing him standing a few feet away from you but still felt like he was very far. Suddenly, there’s some barricade between you.
Jungwon stopped from his tracks and looked at you with worry. He pursed his lips and clenched his fist, slightly feeling bad that he doesn’t know what to do or say.
You slowly stood up and faced him. His heart hurts a bit seeing your face drenched with tears. Instantly, he was reminded of that night. The night that broke something in him and left a big scar.
“Y/n...” he started, he can’t continue his sentence right away as he felt a lump over his throat.
You inhaled heavily, trying to prepare yourself.
“Is she...?” you can’t finish your question.
The look over his eyes already gave you an answer, but you still waited for what he’s going to say.
“Yes. We got married a year ago.”
You raised your head and closed your eyes tightly. Your lips were shaking in so much pain and because you’re trying to keep yourself from making too much sound. Hearing it from him just broke you into million pieces. You felt like you’ve been ran into by a big truck and just left there, bleeding and dying. Only difference is you aren’t bleeding outside but you are dying inside.
“She’s v-very beautiful.” you managed to say and even tried hard to give him a smile.
He’s a bit blur from your perspective because you’re crying too much. You can feel every part of you aching. It was the worst of worst. You don’t even know if you can put into words how hurt you are right now.
“Y/n, I-I’m—”
“I’m h-happy for you, Jungwon. Really. I’m very h-happy for you.” you said and tears were just continuously streaming down your face. You cared less, you don’t care if he can see you at this state. You just have to let it out.
“I’m years late, but I just want you to know I’m very proud of you.” you silently thanked yourself for not stuttering at that part.
He clenched his jaw and pursed his lips, “Thank you, Y/n. I’m proud of you as well.”
You smiled and nodded your head. It was nice hearing that from him, but not enough to sooth the aching of your heart.
“I’m sorry I couldn’t wait for you.”
Your lips shakes as you try hard to keep your smile right after he said those words to you.
“I loved you so much, Y/n. You are one of the reasons why I am here now.” he said and smiled, you can see the corner of his eyes shining. He’s getting teary too.
He will admit, when he saw you again weeks ago his whole system shut down. You played a big part of him afterall.
“She...” he licked his lips and blinked his eyes to push back those tears. “saved me. She made me whole again after you left me broken.”
“I-I’m sorry.”
He smiled, “I understand why you did it and honestly, I will do the same thing again if we were back at that time again. You achieved your dreams, there’s nothing more I could ask for.”
As always, he’s still very nice.
“Are you happy, Jungwon?”
He didn’t answer right away, but you saw his eyes sparkled. For a moment, you saw the Jungwon you loved years ago.
“I am.”
Your heart was aching, but you flashed him a genuine smile.
“That’s a-all I have to know. You deserve to be happy, Jungwon.”
“You too.”
“Nice seeing you again.” he nodded and was about to say something more but then was called by a nurse.
Looks like there’s an emergency. He turned to face you.
“Go. I’ll be fine.”
‘Lie. Don’t go. Don’t leave me.’
“Nice seeing you again, Y/n.” he said and turned his back at you.
Your smile fell and tears streamed down even more as you watch him walking away. It was like the same scene that broke you years ago, only this one was even more hurtful.
“I’m sorry I was late.” you uttered.
You went inside your car and cried inside. Your whimpers were light, but the pain was too much. Suddenly, your memories with Jungwon flashed through your mind. From the first time you two met, your moments in the rooftop, when he joins you in that bus, the prom, and a lot more. Good and bad, you cherished them all.
You rest your head at the seat of your car and try to catch your breath. Just thinking about it now, you realized that he remained the same. The way he look after you and cared for you. He’s still so gentle towards you. He became a doctor like he said, married with a beautiful wife and soon will have the family he wanted.
Your hand rest over your chest as you feel it hurting even more.
The only thing that changed was you. You as a person and the you that was part of his plans were long gone. He wanted a comfortable life, you wanted pain. You were okay that time. Having a hard time, but you managed through. You ruined it and decided to leave him.
He wanted a bride and you were too busy chasing your dreams, to make your own name. You were blinded by the fact that he was achieving his dreams and you’re not. You’re too busy looking outside the picture and failed to notice how you have something very beautiful that time.
All of him remained the same. Your precious Jungwon, the one you loved back then and the one you are still loving now are still there. He stayed the same, while all of you changed, like midnight.
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thejakeslayla · 3 months
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╰─▸❝ enhypen reaction to orange peel theory❞
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pairing: enhypen x gn!reader ୨୧ genre: fluff ୨୧ warnings: none ୨୧ just a little bit of beta
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. . . ⇢ ˗ˏˋ yang jungwon 양정원  ✩
it begins with you and the rest of enhypen gathered together, either watching tv or simply hanging out. the activity itself isn't crucial; your attention is solely focused on jungwon, who slowly selects a tangerine every five minutes, peeling and eating it by himself.
after finishing one tangerine, he catches your gaze and offers you a warm smile, sharing a piece with you. without having to ask for more, he's already choosing a new one, carefully inspecting it to ensure the best quality for you. the rest of the group remains occupied, unaware of jungwon's hand practically being stuck in the bowl of tangerines on the table.
upon grabbing one, he notices you engaged in conversation with jake. without disrupting your conversation, he peels the tangerine and passes half of it to you. without much thought, you accept it, savoring the sweetness of the fruit. when you finish, jungwon hands you another half, enjoying his own portion.
“you want more? i’m already full,” you hear his soft whisper right next to your ear, as he still doesn’t want to interrupt your conversation. 
"can you pass me one more?" you inquire, anticipating him to hand you a tangerine still in its peel. several seconds pass, and he hasn't given it to you, but you noticed him reaching for it from the corner of your eye few seconds ago.
glancing in his direction, you observe him struggling with the peel. he looks up, a small smile and a gentle blush on his face. "one second, y/n," he says, placing another piece of peel on the table.
"i could've peeled it for myself, won," you remark, and he shakes his head.
"your fingers would get sticky; mine already are from peeling the previous ones. just relax and wait; i'll do it for you."

. . . ⇢ ˗ˏˋ lee heeseung 이희승 ✩
sitting in the living room, you were mindlessly scrolling through tiktok, your boyfriend doing something in kitchen. the trend of peeling oranges for loved ones was slightly forgotten already, but you still saw some videos of couples trying it. 
after a moment of contemplation, you called out to heeseung, "hee, do we have any oranges?" the shared flat briefly fell into silence, only to be broken by his simple response, "yeah." it was the simplest word, yet enough to bring a smile to your face, sensing that your idea might come to realization. 
calling out again, you asked, "would you mind peeling one for me?" this time, there was no immediate response. a few minutes later, heeseung entered the living room with an orange in one hand and a small plastic bag in the other. he sat beside you, his shoulder brushing against yours, and without uttering a word, he began peeling the orange.
"do you even like oranges?" he inquired after a while, his tone carrying a hint of uncertainty. you chuckled softly, the puzzled yet adorable expression on his face melting your heart. he was onto something; you weren't particularly fond of oranges. 
"i'm just craving one, you know?" you replied, and he raised an eyebrow, familiar with your habits. however, without adding to the conversation, he handed you the orange, laughing at your reaction when it turned out to be too sour. in the end, you ended up giving him most of it, prompting his laughter to echo even louder.

. . . ⇢ ˗ˏˋ park jongseong 박종성  ✩
you and jay just finished your dinner and are now both tidying up the table. as he places the final plate in the dishwasher, you lean against the kitchen counter, observing him. he glances over at you, tilting his head, sensing that you have something on your mind. "what's up?" he finally inquires.
"i'm in the mood for something sweet. do we have anything for dessert?" you pat your stomach, and he chuckles softly, moving closer to you. his hands rest on your sides as his thumb gently caresses your skin.
"what exactly are you craving?" you shrug in response, uncertain about your dessert preference. he laughs again, walking away to open the fridge. "i could make a fruit salad," he suggests, his eyes focused on the contents of the fridge.
"that sounds tempting," you reply, and seconds later, jay pulls out every single fruit you have. you observe as he peels oranges, bananas, and even apples. whenever you offer to help, he playfully pushes you away from the kitchen counter, mentioning something about treating you like the princess you are.
he tastes a piece of each orange before adding it to the bowl with the other already chopped fruits. if it's even slightly too sour, he sets it aside and peels another one. after a few minutes, he brings a spoonful of the fruit salad to your mouth, feeding you and relishing in the smile that lights up your face upon tasting its sweetness.
"sweet enough?" he asks, and you simply nod in response.

. . . ⇢ ˗ˏˋ jake sim 제이크 심  ✩
the concept of the orange peel theory isn't just about peeling an orange; a perfect example of it is your boyfriend, jake.
jake, whos love language is taking care of you. jake, who stops in the middle of the street to tie your shoe after noticing that it loosen only a little bit. jake, who always opens door to his car for you and buckles your seatbelt. jake, who applies ointment to your ankle when you hurt yourself. jake, who’s ready to carry your shopping bags. jake, who always grabs your hand while crossing the street. jake, who kisses your arms after a tiring day. jake, who opens bags of chips, cans or anything else before handing it to you.
jake, who’s now peeling another orange for you, while watching a tv show in living room. jake, who’s eyes follow you when you suddenly stand up and leave the room, coming back with a pack of wet tissues. 
"why so suddenly?" he asks, shifting his gaze from the tv to you.
"because you already do so much for me; it's time for me to do something for you," you reply, locking eyes with him. he leans in, giving you a short kiss.
"but you know i don't want anything in exchange?" he questions, and you tilt your head, earning a chuckle. "i don't do it because i want something back. i do it because i love you, and it just feels right to do the smallest things for you."
"after all, opening a door or buying flowers is nothing for me, but it brightens your day, doesn't it? as long as my little acts of kindness bring a smile to your face, i'll continue. your smile is what i want in exchange," he explains, making you smile brightly.
you bring a piece of orange to his mouth, which he takes without hesitation. "thank you, jake," you whisper, and he kisses you again, the taste of the orange lingering on his lips.

. . . ⇢ ˗ˏˋ park sunghoon 박성훈  ✩
sitting on the couch, tired after work, you look over to your boyfriend. his eyes almost stuck to the screen of his phone. 
“hoonie, can you bring me the fruit bowl from kitchen?” you suddenly ask, making him look up at you. he stares for a few seconds.
“no,” he says, silence filling the room, as you’re left taken aback. seconds later, he puts his phone down and stands up. he comes back with the fruit bowl you asked him for. he places it in your hands. 
you still look at him, puzzled, but his eyes are again focused on his phone. when you look away, about to grab the orange, his hand stops you. without a word he just grabs it, taking it away from you.
“i was craving one, actually,” he says, his usual teasing tone evident. too bad it was the last orange in the bowl and he knew it. this is what you thought he was teasing about. you furrow your eyebrows, but then grab an apple to bite into it. 
you already took few bites of your apple when sunghoon hands you peeled orange. it’s not the greatest peeled orange you ever saw, some chunks of it missing, only showing how hard it was to peel. you look over to him, his eyes glued to you. 
“you dont want it?” you ask and he shakes his head, then taking the orange to separate it into half and then pieces, bringing one of them to your mouth. 
“c’mon, angel, you can eat it.” he says, reassuring you that he really didn’t want it. 

. . . ⇢ ˗ˏˋ kim sunoo 김선우  ✩
“sunoo, what is this box doing here?” you call out to your boyfriend from kitchen. there’s a suspicious looking box on the kitchen counter. you hesitate in opening it, not knowing if sunoo wants you to see what’s inside. 
shortly after, he joins you in the kitchen, looking even more suspicious but sporting a bright smile. "go ahead, open it," he suggests, now standing behind you with his hands around your waist, his chin resting on your shoulder.
you cautiously open the box, revealing neatly cut, assorted fruits arranged in a bento box. some adorable fruit forks are stuck into a few of them, indicating that sunoo indeed put in the effort.
"do you remember mentioning yesterday that you were craving oranges?" he asks as you glance over at him. "i bought some this morning, along with a variety of other fruits. and when i saw these cute forks, i couldn't resist getting them too." he picks up a fruit fork featuring my melody from sanrio and brings an orange to your mouth. you quickly grab it between your teeth.
while chewing, you also take a fork and offer another orange to sunoo. he chuckles and takes a bite as well.
"thank you," you express after a few more bites of the shared fruit. he simply shakes his head, silencing you with another piece placed near your mouth.

. . . ⇢ ˗ˏˋ nishimura riki 西村 力 ✩
you settled down next to niki, who was engrossed in his phone. he didn't glance your way, clearly immersed in whatever he was doing. meanwhile, you held an orange in your hands.
“niki, could you peel this for me?” you inquired, feeling oddly nervous.
once again, he extended his hand without looking at you, ready to receive whatever you placed in it. handing him the orange, he finally glanced your way when he felt its texture, tucking his phone away.
“what?” he questioned, a puzzled expression on his face. you chuckled, further confounding him.
“could you peel it for me?” you repeated, and he shifted his attention to the orange. without uttering a word, he dug his nails into the peel, prompting a smile from you.
“the things i do for you; i was literally texting my manager about this collaboration,” he remarked, handing you the peels.
“you passed the orange peel theory, though!” you quipped, and he looked at you again.
“the wha– oh my god! it just squirted on me!” he exclaimed, wiping orange juice off his face and laughing upon hearing your laughter. after both of you settled down and you wiped the remaining orange juice with your thumb, you clarified.
“the orange peel theory is about small acts of service. if you're willing to peel an orange for me, i figure you wouldn't mind tackling more significant tasks or something like that,” but he interrupted you.
“y/n, what the hell, i would literally chop down an orange tree for you if you asked me to.”
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➵ i still get jealous -> y. jw
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⚠︎ smut ! (mdni)
✎ toxic!jungwon, unprotected sex, degrading, dirty talk, face-fucking, angry sex
summary: you’ve been friends with jake for as long as you can remember, jungwon shouldn’t feel insecure about him, right?
wc: 1.5k
{ jungwon x fem.reader}
( i got inspired by that one question they asked won in the fan meet hehehe)
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“wonie? wonie? is everything alright?” jungwon gripped the steering wheel locking his jaw. of course he wasn’t alright.
you’ve spent the entire night (according to him) on your phone texting that fucker. it’s always ‘jake this’ ‘jake that’ he’s starting to feel a certain way about this dude.
jungwon shook his head at your question, not trying to start arguing while he’s driving.
“you’re just awfully silent, is something bothering you? do you feel sick?”
jungwon rolled his eyes at your naiveness, you pretty much ignored him (again according to him) the whole night.
“i don’t know, maybe ask jake how he feels.” there. he said it, well.. spatted.
you instantly rolled your eyes, he’s back at it again.
“don’t start, you know exactly what’s between me and jake.”
“are you sure ? you were giggling on the phone the whole night!”
“i answered one 3-minute call! that’s it! do you not trust me ?”
“i sometimes feel like i don’t, you barely talked to me, it always jake jake jake jake.”
your eyebrows furrowed in confusion. where was he getting all of this from?
jungwon was in fact wrong. you didn’t ignore him nor talked with jake the whole night. you answers ONE call from him and then turned off your phone to give jungwon all your undivided attention. but jungwon like always, overthinks everything.
“at this point just date him.” at this point jungwon was furious.
“oh stop being ridiculous jungwon!”
“oh i’m ridiculous ? alright we’ll see.”
the rest of the ride was quiet, you didn’t have the guts to respond to jungwon after what he said. your breath quickened, for some reason you felt..nervous?
jungwon threw his keys on the counter as y’all entered the apartment.
he pulled you into the bedroom in a blink of an eye, gripping your neck, so you’re looking at him straight in the eye.
“i’m gonna fucking teach you, not to be such a little slut, i’m the only man you should talk to, am i right?”
you nodded quickly.
“use your words”
“yes, yes jungwon only you.”
he let go of your neck, now stripping from his clothes, you went along with his steps and took your own clothes off.
“on your knees baby.”
he said stroking his dick in front of you.
“you know what to do.” you grabbed his base and licked the tip slowly. feeling the urge to tease him.
jungwon groaned at your actions. grabbing your chin.
“nuh uh, open wide, i see what you’re trying to do.” you opened up your mouth while he grabbed hair into a ponytail. his hips thrusted up inside your mouth as he pushed your head down onto his cock. pretty much fucking the hell out of your face.
jungwon’s eyes closed in pleasure as he continued to furiously thrust into your mouth, the feeling of tagging drove him over the edge, the way your throat closes made his dick twitch.
“fuck yeah, that’s right, keep that mouth open for me whore. “
at some point you couldn’t take it anymore and started moaning into his dick sending vibrations through it.
he finally pulled out of your mouth, not wanting to cum so easily. you were just adjusting your breathing when you felt being thrown into the bed.
“are you tired already ? i haven’t even fucked you yet, how pathetic.” she said shaking his head in disappointment.
without any warning, he inserted two of his long fingers into your cunt, making your back arch at the sudden sensation. he purposely went really slow, loving to see how stressed you’d get. lifting your hips up a little to go faster.
jungwon held your hips still, smacking the inside of your thigh, making you squirm.
“you think i’m going to let you do what you want?” his fingers still thrusting into you curling them inside.
you moaned loudly, wanting to be filled up already.
“please jungwon, fuck me, just fuck me!”
jungwon chuckled, this is how he wanted to see you, begging for him only him.
“so desperate for my dick, you fucking love it don’t you?” he said looking straight at you.
you could barely form a sentence but you managed to.
“yes please wonie just fill me up, i need you.” jungwon didn’t want to give in so easily but fuck was that so hard to do when you’re looking at him with those eyes begging to be fucked.
he retracted his fingers from you and instead lined himself up with your entrance. the wetness from his dick and your pussy was more than enough lube.
he dragged his dick up and down your pussy making you whine.
finally, he slowly entered you. nothing could be compared to the feeling of being inside of you. the way your pussy engrossed his cock almost made him cum on the spot.
jungwon wasted almost no time and started slamming into you with no mercy, your cries could probably be heard from blocks away.
the bed squeaked with every thrust he stirred.
“oh fuck jungwon, just like that fuck yes!” he knew how to drive you crazy, knowing exactly where to hit in your insides.
“mhm yeah? you like that? can jake fuck you like this? can he?” he grabbed your chin straight at him. normally you would roll your eyes at his remarks over your best friend but how hot it looked right now.
wanting to tease him more, you nodded your head.
“i don’t know maybe, he could probably go faster..” jungwon was appalled.
his thrusts weee enraged. you could feel how infuriated he was with every one of them. it was amazing.
“oh you think? can he make you feel like this? huh?” his hand lowered to your pussy, rubbing your clit in circular motion making you hips snap at the impact it had on your body.
you whines, moaned and groaned at all once.
“answer me!”
“no-shit - not he can’t.” with the speed he was going at, jungwon was dying for this view, you tits bouncing up at every thrust, he couldn’t help but lean down to suck and fondle them.
your hands reached down to his hair, gripping it not wanting him to pull away from them.
jungwon pulled away from your nipple and leaned back to his original position. now putting your legs over his shoulder in order to go even deeper (if possible) .
“only i can see you like this, you get that slut? no one, specifically jake can.”
“yes only you baby, fuck i’m gonna cum!” tears could be seen streaming down your face from the immense amount of pleasure you were receiving. jungwon wiped your tears then leaned down engulfing you in a deep kiss. his tongue swirled around yours, it felt like everything all at once. lust, love, anger, compassion.
“who’s pussy is this huh? tell me.”
“i’m cumming holy shit.”
“do not cum! tell me answer my question! who’s pussy is this?”
the ecstasy from the pleasure but now the urge to cum made your mind numb. barely forming a sentence.
“yours jungwon.” you said quietly, sure he heard it but he wasn’t content with it.
“i can’t hear you!” jungwon leaned closer to you. smirking. he wanted to cum so bad, but he wanted to hear you say that before it.
“yours jungwon! all yours to fuck.” you said much louder this time, the stress visible in your voice.
that’s all it took jungwon to come undone inside of you.
“fuck cum with me baby, cum all over my dick.” your orgasm mixed with his meant a furor of moans echoing around the bedroom.
jungwon pulled out of you before plopping right next to you, hugging your waist.
“tell that fucker to not call you so much.” you chuckled and kissed his lips knowing damn well that you’ll probably do it again in order to have this side of jungwon again.
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021894s · 29 days
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ENHYPEN BF TEXTS
bf!ot7 x f!reader
warnings: suggestive, mentions of oral sex, sassy sunoo and niki, MDNI
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