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hazard-queen · 4 years

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Hiii!!!! Request are still open right?. I loved the "they cant sleep" of idia leona malleus and azul!!. So you could do one of Vil kalim and riddle?. (I dont speak english very well so i hope you understund me)

Hello~♡

Requests are always open ^^

Don't worry about English, it's not my language either ^^

Take care of yourself and have a good day~♡

Riddle rosehearts

• It was late at night and it should be so dark now but suddenly thunder began to hit the sky in a loud noise, you woke up scared from the sudden noises outside as you pulled covers over your face, and for extra happiness all lights went out...great!

• You looked for a candle to light since you don't have any magic to make any ligts around you and luckily you found one, you placed it on the nightstand as you reached for your favourite book to entertain you until lights come back.

• It has been an hour now and lights still didn't come back and it began to be boring, suddenly you heard some knocks on your door," (y/n) it's me, riddle" you hurried to open the door to see him standing in his night clothes which was totally something new for you to see, silence fall as you didn't actually know what to say at this situation and that's when riddle reads your mind and cleared his throat, " i came here to see if you can sleep well, there's a storm outside and-" before riddle could even finish his words thunder began to hit again lighting up the whole place.

• You were scared but what happened with riddle was the sight tho, shiver ran through his body as he jumped to your side, and as he realised what he did he quickly pulled away from you and his face turned ten shades of red, "ummm you sound good for me, i will leave now" riddle was about to leave when realisation hits you that it was him actually who was afraid from thunder (yeah yeah like ciel phantomhive).

• You held his hand before he leaves, " ummm can you stay with me till the storm ends?" You know well that it was him who wanted to say this, "oh sure then!" You went inside as you sat back holding your book, "so, is that your favourite book?" He peered at the book in your hand as he pulled some covers over him since it was too cold.

• " yeah, it really amazing wanna know what it's about?" As you spoke the candle blew off as the window opened by the strong wind, it made both you and riddle jump from your places, riddle closed it and went back, and unfortunately thunder didn't want to stop, riddle reached his hand and held yours and he was acutely squeezing it closing his eyes.

• You tangled your fingers with his trying to comfort him, and to avoid embarrassment you began to read out some lines from your book," it's really a good book!" Riddle spoke as he began to wipe his tired eyes, "yeah isn't it..." you felt a slight weight on your shoulder as riddle has fallen asleep in your shoulder, you smiled to him placing the book on the nightstand by you.

• You rested riddle's head on the pillow pulling covers over him, placing a pillow between you, you blew off the candle and went into a slumber.

Kalim al-asim

• "Oi (y/n) wake up!!!" You were supposed to be asleep in your room that is also supposed to be closed or even locked from inside so no one could get in, yet you felt some soft pats on your shoulder, you totally ignored this thinking that you might be dreaming and didn't bother....but when you felt someone was shaking you in the dark that's of course not a normal thing.

• You jolted up from your bed as you felt existence of someone else in your room, then you felt a hand on your shoulder which drained blood from your whole body, "aaaaaahhhhhh!!!!" You screamed as you ran away from your place, it was so dark that you couldn't see who was actually standing, you ran to your bed and took a pillow and began to hit the person in front of you multiple times with that pillow, "aw aw aw (y/n) stop!" You heard the familiar voice and reached your hand to the nightstand opening the light to see kalim in fron of you.

• "That's you!!!" You sight in a relief rising your hand to your chest regaining your strength, "kalim, what are you doing here and the most important is how you got in here!?" He began to laugh before he began to tell you how he couldn't sleep and he went to jamil to help him but he just kicked him out of his room " i have enough from you in the morning and i don't want to see you in my dreams too!!!"

• "Ok that's a good story but i still didn't know why are you here?" You poured a cup of water and drink it, " w well....can you help me to sleep?" Your brain geers aren't working yet cause of what just happened and it was a long day beside it's 2 am right now, you thought to yourself before an idea came to your head, " how about i sing you a lullaby?" Kalim's eyes began to sparkle on hearing that, " oh really? They used to do the same thing for me when i was kid at home" kalim took a pillow into his embrace as you began singing.

• Once you finished you looked at kalim to see him sleeping peacefully, he looked like an innocent child, you reached your fingers to poke his cheek but he seems to be deep in sleep to notice that, you pulled the blanket over him placing a small kiss on his cheeks before you close lights and head to the sofa to continue your sleep.

Vil schoenheit

• He did everything he does before going to bed, skin care routine, brushing his hair and reading some sort of books, he climbed on the bed and covered himslef with blanket, he was supposed to be asleep now but simply...he isn't.

• He switched each sides and fixed the pillow and took a deep breathe but still, he opened his eyes giving up, he just can't sleep and this is very dangerous for his fair skin won't take it's rest and relaxation which is a threaten to his beauty.

• He put his foot on the carpet and stood up, he decided to take a walk...he may needed some fresh air but of course he put on a silk robe and let his feet guide him to where to go until he found himself standing in front of your room, rising his hand to the door he was hesitant cause it's of course so late and you can't be awake in such late hour.

• He made some knocks on your door and it took you so very long to open the door only to greet him with your pyjama and messy hair and it semt you fell asleep the second you reached your room and forgot about skin care routine thing oh great....

• Vil gasped on seeing your looking as he never expected to see you like this, "(y/n)! Didn't i give you a daily routine to keep up with your beauty?" Vil crossed his arms to his chest angiry and all you could do is to wipe your sleepy tired eyes " sorry perfect, but....shouldn't i sleep well also to keep up with my beauty?"

• Actually vil didn't you whether you meant that he woke you up from your sleep or if by "sleeping" then you would be doing all the skin care job, "never mind I'm leaving" vil turned to leave when you held his arm, "why are you here at this late hour?"

• " i just couldn't sleep" you blinked to him several time before you yawned in front of his face, he looked at you in envy as how you seem like you can sleep while you're standing in front of him now, "well....can i help in something?"

• "Make me something warm to drink!" He almost pushed you and entered your room like if it was his as you stood there dumbfounded, you wanted to hit him with something on the face for waking you up in such an hour but also it was the first time vil asked you to help him with something.

• You handed him a cup of warm milk and honey and vil gave you the (what is this looking) , " i don't know if potatoes like you know how harmful this drink is at night or not but this definitely is! It can make me put on weight!!!!" Vil threw a party over you and how you are not keeping a healthy diet, " do you want to sleep or not?" You waited for him to finish his speech before you poped the question to him ignoring all what he said, "yes, but i won't drink this!!!" And with this he pointed to the cup in your hand.

• "Ok then i will drink it!!!" Rising the cup to your mouth vil snatched it, "only few sips" he took some sips from the warm drink and his eyes began to close, he rested his head to your lap as you began to wipe and pat on his head, his beautiful eyelids began to close slowly.

• "Can you stay like this for a while?" Vil said softly , on hearing your agreeing he muttered "thank you" as he closed his eyes and went into a deep slumber ....is that magic? Nope, it's the sedative you added to the milk so you can go back sleep soon!

#twisted wonderland #twst #disney twst #twisted wonderland imagines #twst wonderland #twisted wonderland riddle #twst riddle #riddle rosehearts #kalim al asim #twst kalim #twisted wonderland kalim #twisted wonderland vil #twst vil #vil schoenheit

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zeynepbal · 5 years

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Rice Smell

I still am sick, in a really bad condition; not getting better but I need to until tomorrow, at least a bit. So staying at home; with a huge hope.

I wasnt able to read a single page yesterday, wondering if I can today.. Hope I can today.. Seems like I can make my mind to write today at least..

I wanted to write this yesterday but had no strength to make up my mind to make proper sentences - even in Turkish.. thus now; I ll leave something here about yesterday..

At some point, yesterday, early in the morning, I felt like I needed to eat sth to drink pills to support my body against the cold I caught and the infection. And as a turkish what I wanted to eat was rice soup with yogurt.. It s the basic stuff, at least in my small family, prepared when some one is sick.. thus I put some rice into ricecooker with huge amount of water and left home to buy yogurt. Since I was pretty sure the half oack of yogurt wouldnt be enough for me..

While going for shopping there s a cleaning center placed in a narrow street which makes the whole place smell like a cozy sunday in a very past days of my life. I tried to smell it via passing by but wasnt that successful because of my mucus fullfilled sinuses.. either I was abit or I just believed that I could, I smelt a tiny amount of an old sunday tho... That directly took me questioning why altho I didnt like that smell thru out my life, now it feels so cozy in heart to feel it... then I though where I wanna be is just next to my family. Because I missed them a lot, I just am longing for anything that reminds me the days that I were with them..

And I entered into the shopping street with these thoughts where I saw that the markets were going to open at 10 and it was 9.48 yet.. I kept on thinking the talk that we made 2 days before yesterday with Y. in the car while trying to go to the christmas party place. We were speaking about the charms and amulets and she was telling me a jinja in nanba; where people can get some protection stuff against bad luck.. And I was like “well I need sth like that..It seems so” then she told me about a belief in japan, that at 30s there s an age for women which is known as “bad luck” age..and I told her it should be 34 for me already, since the only good thing happened this year was the award we took, but nothing more... she smiled and told me she gonna check it..

Yesterday when I remembered that talk I remebered also we forgot to check it... Then I thought, I actually dont believe that a certain age can be a bad luck age for every person etc but I do am kind a superstitious person in a different way. I do believe that there are some certain stuff that can protect us from bad luck or danger since they have some connection with the people that loves us.. or if a person has some kind of special connection with an animal for example the image of that animal can protect that person... or I sometimes believe some kind of stones may have good energy effects on people etc...

So I started thinking about I wasnt wearing my owl necklace for a week which is kind an amulet for me for years... At that point I saw a clinic named as “owl plastic surgery clinic” and smiled.. I remember the reason behind why my family searched so hard to find a necklace of owl in whole ankara, Turkey, years ago. - altho turkish people think that owl is the representative of wisdom as an animal, we dont have mant stuff in shape of an owl- . When my mom and dad one day appeared with an owl necklace as a valentines day present for me, I remember their explanation. To them I till childhood was a child who had a different point of view from other people and this was also whT they always heard from my senseis as an admiration. Altho I always am so emotional as a 10 year old child, when people start talking me about some politics history etc I remember their telling me that I am more than my age but this more is 30 years more almost... So No matter how I seemed with my not growing old heart and not mature enough emotional world, I was always the person whom can find many people around that are ready to be led by. Even some of my friends were telling me that I seemed like a puppy or as a spoiled baby cat normally but when I started speaking I turned out to be an 🦉 owl... thus they told me -my pa and ma- that they put an effort to find that necklace...

After that day, (may be after a year) I found myself in Tsukuba Japan, for 2.5 months, a city which has the symbol of owls.. :) and that 2.5 months were one of the most important phase of my life which tumbled all my plans down and made me chang everything in my long term plans.. and I decided to came to japan...

Well.. yesterday while I was walking back home via thinking of these stuff I decided I need an amulet again, to protect myself from bad luck but it also needs to be something special so I cannot basicly go and buy somestuff without any meaning in it..

I came back home, I opened the door and what I smelled was a boiling rice.. that took me to my childhood.. the smell of boiling rice may be one of the things that I love in this world more than anything since my childhood. I took a deep breath that took me to a moment that I was opening the lid of the pan to steal some boiled rice while my father was questioning me via telling me he didnt understand me why I did like boiled rice without anything on it - neither yogurt nor oil or salt... Yes I did know that not only to my family but to most of the turkish people it was a really strange habit. But it was something I was feeling extremely happy while eating it: pure rice.

Those white grains and that smell...

Then I remembered that when I asked my family two days ago why they didnt send me any letters but a huge pack full of stuff... I didnt need any of them but a letter was okay.. and they asked me if I checked the okashi box... they told me no letter but a small note... so I suddenly opened the okashi(snacks) bag and searched for the note and found it and pulled it, that came with a small box... When I opened the box I found 2 earrings one of them is in the shape of an owl... started crying...

Sometimes life is so quick to answer you and sometimes what you want is just at the next door or in front of you but you just are not aware of it, altho you are living with it for days in the same room.

I felt like I need no more special amulets that I need to buy for myself and now it s time for me to wait life to bring that kind of stuff.. and that owl ear rings like the other stuff that were given me by the people love me already are amulets in my life however those owl earrings are kind of a message for me - that what I understood is that I will keep for myself -

Love you mom and dad

Love you a lot

#family #japan #newyear #amulet #お正月 #belief

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relmi-llorrac · 7 years

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300 Followers Celebration!!

You guys, I finally made it to 300 followers!!! Granted it was last night and is now 304, but I decided to wait to post since it was so late that way people would have a better chance to see it. I can’t believe it honestly! This is just so amazing and I am just so thankful and appreciative of all of you lovelies!!! Seriously, thank you so so much, all of you. This really means a lot to me that all of you guys, in some form or another actually want to witness my nonsense.

So to celebrate this milestone, I’m doing another challenge. The catch is, that instead of like before where you got prompts for yourselves, you all get to choose prompts that you want me to write. I love writing, and I don’t post my works nearly enough, so this seems like a win-win for everybody! :)

Instructions/Rules below:

1. Choose a ship (I’ll list some ships, feel free to suggest a new one if you don’t like the options. Ask box is always open and working so there shouldn’t be any issues with that if so let me know.)

2. Choose a phrase or an item that must be included (I’ll list some phrases, feel free to suggest a different one if you don’t like the options. Also if you’d prefer an item instead of a phrase then go ahead and just choose what you want to be included, I’m not sure what kind of items to list so that’s why I’m leaving it up to you.)

3. Start and end dates (Obviously, the challenge starts today- 10/2/17 and will continue anywhere from 2 days - 2 weeks, depending on how many fic requests I get, so for a listed official end date lets say- 10/16/17)

4. Fandom (Yes, it’s set in the Supernatural fandom again. Apologies to all of my fellow Harry Potter peeps, I promise you, next time you will get your own challenge.)

5. Asks (For each request you can only choose 1 ship and 1 phrase/item. However, if you’d like to, you are allowed to send in more than one request.)

6. Timezones (Don’t worry about sending it in too late/early in the day, I will write and respond as soon as I see it and will post as soon as I can.)

You don’t necessarily have to be following me, but since it is a Follower Celebration after all, it would be much appreciated if you were!

Ships

Dean/Castiel

Sam/Gabriel

Meg/Castiel

Sam/Lucifer (I’d be using Nick for the vessel of course)

Sam/Castiel

Dean/Jo

Dean/Lisa

(Any character with the reader)

(Any other ships you’d prefer)

Phrases

Half the names on the list had already been crossed off.

There was a strange wailing sound coming from the next room.

He/she suddenly realized he/she might be alone for the rest of his/her life.

The old house, with its wildly overgrown garden, was silent, secretive...

He/she had an hour to get home, if he/she didn’t make it...

He/she looked at his/her phone, turned red, then quickly left the room. He/she watched him, smiling.

He/she was stunned- the stranger in front of him/her looked exactly like the guy/girl that he/she had been dreaming about...

Was it a knock that had woken him/her? The house didn’t feel the same anymore.

They couldn’t be allowed to fight. He/she had to think of a way to stop it...

As soon as he/she walked in, he/she felt the tension.

The entrance to the tunnel was his/her only way out...

He/she had no intention of choosing sides until he/she was sure who was going to win.

He/she hadn’t meant to scare the child.

He/she couldn’t believe it. Could it really be him/her?

He/she decided to go to his/her fathers grave, to ask his advice.

Thank you in advance to everyone who decides to participate. I think this will be really fun. Also, I forgot to specify, these will more or less be oneshots.

P.s. Sorry about not posting this until after 3pm, so much for trying to get it out earlier lol.

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onewfantaesy · 7 years

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It’s 2010 bitch!!!

written also with @spacetaemin, @5hineesback, @choitaemins and @sabakunocasali (and probably many others)

“Minho shoot the ball” yelled super jock Kim Jonghyun as he ran down the footballl field. Minho, baseball in hand, hit the soccer ball so hard it become a touchdown. Everyone in the audience cheered but especially Taemin, long haired bb child innocent my son,,,doesn’t know a damn thing about anything. Evry1 thinks hes a girl but rly hes just feminine and cute and clueless!

Sitting next to Taemin was his best-friend-but-also-pseudo-mother, Kim Kibum, better known as “Key Umma.”

“I did it I got a homerun!!!” Choi Minho, the coolest jock in school, yelled as he ran on the track. He locked eyes w/ his super beautiful girlfriend, Yuri. She was so hot and he wsa really heterosexual and straight. Nothing would ever change that!!!!

Jonghyun, the token gay on the Sports team, immediately ran to his boyfriend in the stands, Key. The two embraced lovingly, proclaiming their love in front of the entire school because apparently homophobia isnt a thing and high schcool is just Amazing. They were the only Gays (Trademark) in the entire school (a/n: or so everyone Thought!!!!! Wink wink!!!!), and everyone knew that they Loved each other So Deeply that they would probably get married right after graduation. (a/n: jonghyun is thinking of proposing right after the game!!! He has a ring in jock strap and everything!!)

Minho looked on, disgusted. How could they possibly be okay wit THAT? He knew deep down he was truly homophobic. Minho hated gays!!! Suspicious that no one ever questioned why…

The next day they had to go to science class because it’s school and that’s what happens sometimes. Of course this was only for Loser kids, and Kim “Straight” Jonghyun wasnt One of those kids. He didnt even go to school he just sat in the basketball courts and pretended. He was cooler than That

Minho was still in class though because he was even cooler than Jonghyun and the coolest kids break the expectations of what’s expected of them. He sat in sciencey class ignoring the teacher. He scribbled down his favorite cereal recipes to pass the time.

Meanwhile, sitting int he back of the class was Taemin, even though he and minho aren’t even in the same grade. Taemin scribbled Minho’s name in little hearts all over his notebook, slamming it clsoed as loud and dramatically as possible when his teacher called him out for not paying attention.Minho didnt even know taemin Existed, let alone that he was a…..boy.. (and minho, as established, is not A Gay..he couldnt be!.. ..

Minho looked up at this. “Who’s That Girl” by EXID played in the background as Minho looked at Taemin for the first time...who WAS this boi? And WHY did he want to know? There’s no possible way that this literal nobody could make Minho question himself

The bell rang, and now it’s lunch because of course lunch happens right after the only class of the day. Taemin went to sit with Key Umma and Kim “Call Me Appa” Jonghyun at their usual lunch table (which was the only place at school jonghyun would actually go because usually hed be sitting alone in a basketball court). Taemin had lunch from home, because he would never eat the gross Cafeteria food that was served. Of course his Key Umma made the lunch for him since Taemin didn’t knwo how to make lunch at all. Taemin sipped on his 2 liter jug of banana milk(through a bendy straw courtesy of Key Umma) and innocently hummed a tune, blissfully unaware of the tragedies that occur in daily life.

“Life i s so good ummma” taemin said happily with a ray of sunshine coming down onto him from the window. Coincidentally, the sun also shines straight out of his asshole, and sometimes, a rainbow. “I don’t think anything can go wrong ever”

Just then!!! Minho, carrying his tray of Cafeteria food, tripped and fell and dropped all of his food right on Taemin’s head!!!

Key immediately stood up to defend his perfect pure virgin son, screeching at Minho for corrupting him with his School Food!!! Taemin didn’t even know what food was!! How dare Minho do this to him/!!!

“*sorry in Korean*” apologized Minho but Key umma was not having it. He hit Minho over the head with a his gucci bedazzled rhinestone purse, careful not to damage his perfectly manicured nails which no one at this school questioned, because he was the Queen Bee (and Shin Sekyung WASN’T) who everyone Feared.

Key immediately turned to Jonghyun, slapping his shoulder and saying, “Protect your Son!!!111!!”

Jonghyun, conflicted between defending his son’s honor and offending his Star Teammate, could only sit and now know what to do.

“Uwu it’s ok key ummma i-i can just go wash this off” taemin said as he poured banana milk on his head as a makeshift shower of sorts. Minho escorted him to the water fountains, dribbling a basketball as he did at literally all times ever.

“Minho oppa what’s basketball” taemin innocently asked.

“Ball is life” was the reply, Minho looking soulfully at the ceiling as if staring into the very eyes of god

“Ooooooh! That sounds so fun! Oppa-HYUNG you’re so dedicated and tall and amazing and I’m so...me” he said, sunshine still falling on him even though they were indoors, with the first hint of disappointment he’s ever shown in his whole Kawaii, Clueless life.

“Just you?” Minho yelled, dribbling his basketball faster. “NO”

“wae”

“Taemin you are so...kawaii” minho didn’t realize he said the words until he said them. A single tear rolled down his cheeks as he let himself realize...Taemin neomu yeppeo. He didnt want to admit it….but could these doki dokis…..be gay doki dokis????? It couldnt be. He continued dribbling.

“Minho ophyung..” taemin said dreamily as he stared into his chocolate orbs. This was it...he had fallen in love with the coolest jock in the school! But how could this happen? Taemin was just a lowly science nerd who even thoough was extremely pretty and beautiful nobody @ school liked him except for Key umma (and jonghyun but again, did he really evene go to this school? How old even is he???? Does he havea home?)

Minho pushed taemin away. “Taemi i’m not gay okay and also...you’re in the sciencwe club. That’s fucking dumb” “Bbut……...hyoppa………...without science would ball still be life?”

“Ball is ALWAYS life!!!1!” Minho shouts in his face. Still dribbling.

“What if it isn’t??” Taemin challenged Minho’s way of life for the first time.”Without science, you wouldn’t even HAVE life!!”

This was too much thinking for Minho’s basketball brain to handle. Suddenly, he felt like he was going to explode. Key Umma hoped he would explode. “What if…..” taemin started, shakily, already in tears, “what if you’re–” “N O” minho answered, sprinting away with his long, gazelle like legs.

“What if…..ur my life……...hyoppa”

Minho was too far away to hear the tragic confession….

KEY’S POV

Today I’m wearing a gucci bedazzled purse, ripped jeans that has a cheetah print on them with black lace at the ends, red converse which have mud all over them from marching band even tho i don’t play an instrument, that’s only for preps! EW! (I dont march either, wwalking is too much work! They carry me on the drums because everyone fucking loves me and worships me like a god, but anyways) My diamond studded earings shone gracefully in the wind as I walked to the stupid jock-ey school holding the hands of the HOTTEST BOY I’VE EVER MET my boyfriend jonghyun! He has an eightpack and literally LIVES in a basketball court. Jonghyun isn’t just my boyfriend he’s also my bitch

Suddenly, Shin Sekyung. And bees. What a stupid whore I hate her because she gets in the way of me and Jjongie!!! Also she has 30 boyfriends already, because shes a prep and a slut, and i only have three! Well, three counting all of jonghyun’s edgy personalities. At least two and a half are straight.

Shin Sekyung and her prep friends look at me. I put my middle finger up at them. I continue making out w my beautiful, hot bf and ignore them.

“What the hell are you doing you motherfuckers!!” Lee Sooman yelled as he ran across the campus, angrily shaking his fists.

“Oh no” Jonghyun said wearing his hot Good Charlotte shirt that I bought for him because I love Good Charlotte and MCR. Gerard Way is soooooooo hot. But not as hot as Jonghyun

“Key umma what’s going on” asked Taemin innocently as he tripped over his -2 sized shoes and fell onto the ground and dropped his banana milk. I had to protect my son from the stupid preps who go to this school that doesn’t even have any real emos in it. Sad!

I ran towards my baby careful not to get my $200 pedicure ruined by the grass

“My lil bab are u okay????? U lil innocent soul” I said as I pet his hair

“Umma what’s gay i don’t know what’s this is!”

I starts screaming that someone has corrupted his baby, even though he himself is the MotherGay, and he cradles Taemin’s perfect little cherub head close to his chest and tells him that he doens’t need to know what a penis is.

“That is only for grown ups!!!! You're too young bby” I said as I shook my head

“I went on the internet with my parents permission last night and looked it up but I just got confused! What’s a penis i don’t?? UNDERSTAND”

I SCREAMED

“TAEBBY YOU DON’T NEED TO KNOW ABOUT PENISES!!!”

“BUT UMMA I THINK I HAVE ONE!!!”

“YOU DONT KNOW THAT! GO TO BED!” “Wwe;re at schcool” he sobbed

“TAEMIN GO TAKE A NAP IT’S NAP TIME FOR SWEET INNOCENT LITTLE BBYS”

I heard balls dibidibidribbling in the distance, getting close and closer. I turned my head it was Minho with at least 50balls!

Minho was such a stupid prep and I put my middle finger up at him. “Go away minho” i yelled sexily, “you must be the reason for my small baby child son’s corruption……...

Minho sneered “psh yea i got a functioning diccccc”

“Umma,” taemin piped up from his nap, “i think my penis likes minho”

“Taemin i’ve” minho started “i’ve come to terms w/ it..i’m Gay but only for you!!!! And only because you look like a girl with your hair!! My bae you’re so beautiful if you just wore contacts and wore a lil makeup..i wanna fuck you btw. But its not gay its just you! Because ur basically a girl!”

Taemin blushed and swept a strand of his long hair away from his face. “Gomawo…. Oppa.. hyung…. What is a fuck? Can you teach me?”

Kibum SCREETCHED and ascended to another plain of reality away from the preps. Hes not dead but like, hes basically in gods hands now

MINHO’S POV

Taemins so hot I wanna have sex with him but from behind so I can pretend he’s a girl. Suddenly i got phone call from my girlfriend yuri who i completely forgot about! She squealed about how hot i was at my lacrossesoccerketball game and then asked something that i didnt care about and then hung up. I went downstairs to cook up my signature “cereal”

I put bananas and honey and spiders and a little bit of granola in it to make it into the perfect meal. I knew Yuri would love it. When did yuri get here? I dont know. I have no sense of what time is, and ive heard its fake anyways so its cool

“Taemin here’s your meal- oh no i mean yuri!!!!!!” yikes!!!!!!!!!

Taemin started crying “minho hyoppadeul what are spiders..why are you doing this to me”

I had to pretend like I didn't know what he was talking about I had to bully him because I have gay feelings that need to be pressed back in my head until i can believe they dont exist anymore because im not gay? Whats a gay? Ive never Heard of that! Shut up

Now I’m back at school, because I don’t know hwy I ever left in the first place, but I have to start bullying Taemin!!! In front of everyone!! No one can know that i am Part of a Gay. mostly the dick part because thats the manliest part

“Fuck you taemin” i said while breaking his arm just by breathing on it. I felt a little bad but then I remembered my social status is really important for my lacrosse scholarship and I’ll only get the $5 in financial aid if I’m the coolest person in school so……………….

I dibidibidribbled a baseball in one hand and pushed Taemin intoa trashcan with the other, smirking the entire time as the rest of the entire student body Laughed at him !! haha!!

Key appeared from behind the trashcan. “HOW DAR E YOU HURT MY PRECIOUS SON”

“Umma what’s death i hear it calling for me” taemins tiny bb eye s blurred with tiny tears..he was hurt and beautiful

Key umma rushes to Taemin’s side and pulls him out, pointing a manicured finger straight at Minho’s face.

“I’M GOING TO KILL YOU YOU STUPID fucking PREP” Key screeches!! He puts up his nails like a cat, having recently got them redone to be Sharp. “knock it off you mediocre dunces!!!!” Lee Sooman yelled from across the hall. He used his special principal powers to teleport us to the prinipals office which was his office actually so it was convenient in many different ways!!

Key takes his gucci purse and WHACKS me in the eyeball with it!

“ANI!” I screamed as my contact fell out and glasses magically appeared onto my face. I hid my disgusting face. Nobody could know that I swear vglasses i wanna fuckin diE

“NOW I’M AN UGLY STR8 not gay NERD!!!! HOW DARE YOU!!!!”

Taemin starts crying, because he thinks his miinho hyoppa thinks he’s ugly because he wears Glasses like a NErd. Taemins half dead corpse whispered from the floor, “omo…..i………...wear glasses too Hyungpa..”

“Taemin my soul mate,,,” i reached out to grab taemins hand in my pinky finger because he’s so small. “I want to tell you i- I am only part of a “gay” for you”

Taein cried “wgat is part of gay...are you a buy of sexual?”

“Yes,” minho whispers, “i’m buying a sexual… my peen…. Lovs u….”

“Minho hyoppa” taemin croaks from his half dead state “what’s a peen?”

“GODDAMMIT TAEMIN” KEY SCREAMS “YOU CAN’T KNOW WHAT A PEEN IS”

“Is it what i have?” taemin reaches down to show key the extra leg he thought he had in his pants. Between his legs wasn’t a penis but….is that senator Bernie Sanders??!?!?!??!?!

Minho gasps. “Here’s how Bernie can still win!!!”

Then Minho dribbled a basketball into the distance with Taemin hanging off of the ball.

“It’s time to dibidibidie, taemin”

“What’s a die?” taemin asked

Key umma could be heard yelling in the distance, but MInho was already dribbling Taemin into the light. As they approached what was (probably) heaven, and not just a hallucination due to taemins pain meds which were actually just bird seeds(key umma would never let him take real drugs!! Those are DANGEROUS!!), krystal, aka G O D, appeared unto them and stated her wisdom,

“Taekai is real..minho who?”

“Whos kai this is 2010”

“I’m from the future and you’re gay” “Whats gay”

“Sorry did i say kai i mean...nickhyun. Taenickhun is real”

Suddenly onew appeared eating chicken, trippping ovr everything.

Taemin looked at him and gasped. “Hyung… i havent seen you in years… since you died in the skeleton war………..“

“I was off raising a heavenly chicken farm!! I’m marying a fried chicken leg!! Pls come to my wedding in Chicken Heaven” onew said

“ENOUGH” said Krystal aka G O D as she clapped her thunderous hands, obliterating Onew from existence. He doesn’t belong in 2minjongkey universe.

Taemin started crying. “Where did hyung go, minho hyoppa?”

“Taemin…” Minho said, trying to shield his tiny bf from the pains of death but ultimately failing to do so. “Sometimes people jst fucking leave ok. Jsut like my dad”

“But minho we just went to heaven and god didnt let me die”

“God doesnt let angels die”

Taemin wings grew just then...it was then that everyone remembered he was a Literal Angel. A literal angel. Actually.

“Is this why you didn’t know anything about sex?” Minho asks.

“The only sex ed in heaven is Abstinence” taemin tells him “so you’re going to hell”

“Well damn can we fix that” minho asked, still fucking dribbbling a basketball. Or something

“But hyoppa i don’t know how to sex you have to teach me ;) bb”

Key materialized from the got damn toilet, previously having brunch with GOD, and clapped his sparkly magenta, not green bcs green is for dicks(except jonghyuns dick bcos key liked that one) manicured hands twice, transporting them to who fucking knwos “LISTEN BITCH” Shin Sekyung roared as she tore out Key’s sparkly pink hair extensions. Key tried to hit Sekyung (jfc poor girl i can see her funeral) with his gucci purse but missed, flinging it into the distance as he screamed.

Key turned, telling his super hot muscular popular bad-boy boyfriend Jjong to tell this Prep Bitch Shin Sekyung that he was dating Key now!!! And she needed to get her Prep Ass away from him!! “Jonghyun. Buy me a new purse” key said to his boyfriend, flicking his hair in a diva-ish manner and bounced his soft hips (i read something like this in a fanfic holy shit)

Event hough Jonghyun is still in high school and never goes to class and has no job, he has rich ass parents, so he can buy Key anything he wants. He pulls out his dad’s credit card and tells Key to pick out any purse he wants!!!

Key picks out the purse that those ugly preps would dislike the most, and makes a mental note to slap all of them with it.

Jonghyun buys the purse for him and gives it to his diva boyfriend. Then taemin appears.

“Umma i ran out of banana milk :( minho said i could drink his but i don’t know what he means… i didn’t see him with any milk” Key Umma started screeching into oblivion, and Jonghyun had to wave aroudn his credit card with promises of a new outfit to get him to calm down and come back to the mortal plain of existence.

That’s when Key Umma ran straight to Minho!!! That PREP had corrupted his baby!!!

“HE WAS INNOCENT U BITCH!!” Key screams in Minho’s face. “YOU TOLD HIM WHAT A PEEN IS!!”

Minho frowned, dribbling his basketball more aggressively hsi totally stoic cold face(trademark) existing.

“But he has a peen”

“THAT DOESN’T MEAN HE KNEW WHAT IT WAS!!1!!”

Taemin, sipping on a new bottle of banana milk that Jonghyun had pulled out of his ass for him, only shifted his eyes between his umma and his new (secret!!) boyfriend. Key Umma couldn’t know that Minho was his (secret!!) boyfriend! No one could know, because then everyone would know that Minho was part of a gay, and Minho didn’t want anyone to know that. He might lose his spot on the basketball team since Jonghyun is the only gay allowed!!!

“I didn’t tell him.” minho said. “Telling him might make people think… i’m a…. gay...w hich i’m not. I have a girlfriend her name is yuri. Shes really hot and i know this because i’m straight”

Taemin’s eyes filled with tears. “Hyoppa….”

Minho pushed Taemin into a trashcan again, the banana milk flying from Taemin’s hands and up into the air, only to open compeltely and spill onto the top of his head. His tears mixed with the banana milk flowing down his chubby baby cheeks. He couldn’t believe his Minho hyoppa would say he was a Straight.

“Key Umma, what is a straight?” Taemin asks through banana tears.

“I’M GOING TO KILL THAT PREP MINHO!!”

Key umma, finally so fed up with that DUMB PREP!! flew (a/n: very literally!!) at Minho, hitting him in the head with his brand new gucci purse!!

Minho’s brain popped straight out of his skull, and it was actually basketball this entire time!!!

Minho’s body was still working without it’s basketball brain, and so he reached over and started dibidibidribbling his basketbrain.

Suddenly Amy walked in she was so cool!! She’s an OC shh.

“Who are you?” key asked. “Another dumb prep?!!!! Are you here to steal my popular hot muscular jonghyun?”

(A/N buy press it on iTunes)

Suddenly, Amy hovered in the air and magicalyl turned into Shin Sekyung!!! THAT PRE P BITCH!!

Key threw his purse straight at that Prep Bitch’s head, killing Shin Sekyamy instantly. She ascended into Prep Heaven and haunted them all for the rest of eternity.

Suddenly, her soul turned into a piece of chicken. Onew appeared and picked up what was left, munching on it happily. “My kokoro goes dugeun dugeun for chicken” he said when he had finished.

Taemin gasped. “Hyung!!!!!!!! You’re back!!!!!” and then he started crying again, clutching minho’s shirt wetting it (with tears xdxdxd)

“I must go” onew said. “I need to finish marrying my chicken wife.” and without another word, he evaporated, leaving behind a trail of chicken grease and nuggets.

Out of sudden and behind the grease and dust the gucci slippers appeared.

Taemin gasped. “Hyoppa…. Look… they’re beautiful….”

Key took the slippers right off of Taemin’s feet and hit him over the head with them.

“DO NOT” Key screamed “DO THIS TO MY INNOCENT PERFECT BABY CHILD.”

“But I am your innocent perfect baby child” taemin stuttered, banana tears welling up in his eyes.

“THEN DO NOT,” KEY SCREAMED “DO THIS”

With that, Key disappeared into the void. To finally burn those shits

Taemin cried harder. “Hyoppa… why did he take them from me…. My kokoro is so sad… please make me happy again”

Minho kept dibidibidribbling his basketbrain.

Taemin didn’t seem to notice that Minho no longer had the top of his skull, which was where his basketbrain fell out of. It was okay, because Taemin loved his Minho hyoppa no matter what!!!

“Minho hyoppa…. Do you think… i’m a gay?”

“You can’t be a gay,” minho tells him. “Because i can’t be in love with a gay. I am a straight.”

Taemin starts crying. Key Umma can be heard screaming sassily from the Void(which now was pink)

“I can be the only gay on the basketball team” bling bling says.(a/n: bling bling is jonghyun xD)

Jonghyun, furious at the thought of not being the only gay on the team, shoves Minho away from him. In the Heat of the Moment, Jonghyun accidentally pushes Minho into Taemin!!! Minho was already dead, his body dribbling his basketbrain post-mortem, but Taemin, who was still alive, gets shoved into a trashcan for the last time. His head cracks open from hitting the edge of the trashcan, and a bottle of bananamilk spills out of his head. That was the end of Taemin, for he ascended into heaven so he could take his rightful place as Perfect Baby Virgin Angel of Heaven (trademark).

Jonghyun looks down at them sadly, a single tear rolling down his cheek. “Dibidibidis… his name was minho.”

Key, furious from his place in the void, literally fucking launches himself at Jonghyun, and the two of them blow up at the impact. A Gay Rainbow is left in their place, permanently.

Shin Sekyamy ressurrects from the dead, and she laughs maniacally. This had been her plan all along - to get them to all kill each other!!! Now she could be the Real Queen Bee!! Key Umma Whom???

Dibidibidone.

#shinee #2min #jongkey #onchicken

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metr0con 2019 saturday diary

cosplayed/breakfast: same as the other 2 diaries. snack: a twin kitkat.

my eyes only, buckaroo. for future me.

can i b real w u i waited until 3 am to type this n a lot (esp from panels/early in the day) is HELLA fuzzy!!! sry! ;w; also it’s like. 4 am as im typing this n im not in the mood to write a diary! recalling everything is tiring, yknow? n i need to go to bed ghh... anyway!!

we left late bc i couldnt decide who to cosplay n i arrived late :(( anyway, it hadnt been 5 minutes there when i dropped my plastic purple heart ring i had from the dentist n i was so sad :( but i went to the bn-ha panel n i dont remember a lot of it sry. i remember iida wore a giant floppy sunhat that said Sunny Vibes on it tho n momo wore a black n white striped dress w sunflowers!

After this was cafe-stuck and it was fun! everyone kept calling jade a furry n i asked nepeta if she’d ever seen Nyan Neko Sugar G!rls to which she said no n someone asked her if she’d heard of/seen nek0para n she said she’d heard of it but it was “a bit.. too Extreme/Much for me.....” and someone asked the group (vriska, jade, john, dave, nepeta, tavros, aradia) why they were doing this and they said it was equius’ and john’s (i think?) prank that got way too out of hanf bc kanaya made the outfits for reals. someone asked vriska if she was a furyr cuz she had a spidersona and throughout the panel vriska and tavros kept talking abt how vriska took away his legs/him not having any. i asked the aradia n vriska if they’d work good together to make a good hall0ween themed cafe if this cafe were real n they were like “what’s hall0ween?” n the others told them it was a holiday that had candy n dead bodies n stuff! n someone asked abt who has the least human rights or just rights in general n john was like “jade u dont rights, ur an animal” n jade was like “trans rights”.

i decided to skip the d-dlc panel bc i didnt rly wanna write poetry cuz i do that at home n i dont rly care abt theories n discussing stuff like that so! i went walking around the dealers room n stuff. my crown actually came off at this time n i remember feeling like my crown had fallen off bc i thought i heard the mini whoosh it makes when it falls down but when i looked behind me, it wasnt there so i checked the aisles nearby n it wasnt there so i assumed someone had snatched it off my head but after a lot of walking, i found it half-underneath a con table w black tablecloth?? so i picked it up n went to the cosplay help desk and the guy safety-pinned it to my wig so i was all good to go!!

after that, i tried to look around to see if i could find any ens-tars cosplayers bc the meerup but i didnt see any so i was like oh well whatever im going to the LL panel anyway. so i went to the aki hana panel n i have videos of it! so im not rly gonna talk abt it. they played kings game there tho and “who’s most likely”! they said “who’d like an!mal crossing the best” n my immediate thought was rin so i raised my hand but the answer they had thought of was kotori, which actually makes much more sense haha. they said my answer was valid tho. i still got candy for answering! anyway the punk set ruby next to me ended up being the hifumi from yesterday that gave me the flower tin n they said it was nice to see me again n i said i wasnt able to go to the ES meetup bc i was only told when it was, not where it was, n they said that Eri/Eli (?) 9im guessing that was the host of the meetup) had to cancel it n i went oh. at the end of the panel i received a kotori pic! also a girl dressed up as a witch complimented my tsukasa outfit n i knelt down n said “thank you, princess” or smth i was like “i had a ring that i was gonna use to like. pretend to give to pretty girls but.. i lost it” n they seemed flattered but we parted ways!

after this was the aqours panel n the hanamaru did a dance n the you also did one but then they started playing the p0cky game n Headphones n i got kind of bored so i left n i heard “tsukasa!” n it was the jakurai from yesterday (that told me abt the meetup) dressed as mao in a yukata w their friend as oni ritsu n they looked so good! the jakumao apologized saying the meetup was cancelled. i think we talked for a sec then i went to go check out the rw-by q n a n it was a whole lot of roasting from the audience haha bc they did questions one at a time (ex: questions for yang, now questions for blake...) n i asked yang how she gets her hair so nice n she went “...nice?” w an unbelieving laugh/tone then they moved on n i was confused but oh well! they asked summer how she felt abt sloppy seconds bc taiyang n how taiyang’d feel abt a 3rd wife n nora got asked how many pancakes she could eat at a time n she was like “how much time do ya have?” n after the qna they started playing a weird game n it was rly boring so i left but the panel was almost over anyway.

after i left i ran into a ramuda n they recognized me as tsukasa n they’re into ES n they said they hadnt watched the anime yet n they were surprised to see valkyrie in it bc they thought they werent gonna b but they said they hope the anime doesnt butcher shhu bc they like shu n know a lot of ppl hate shu n stuff. we talked abt the ES cosplayers at the con for a bit n i told them abt the ritsu+mao cosplayers n we had anice time talking n they said they rly liked rabits n i was like oh dude me too!! “i havent met anyone who hates ryu-seitai. like, Good.” n they were like “how could you hate ryu-seitai, they all wanna b nice n make friends” n i was like “yea mayb except midori” there was more but yea! i also ran into the witch girl n her friend from earlier bc they went “tsukasa!!!” n her friend (cosplayin smth from hn-k) showed me they had/got a leo plush n i was like “OH MY GOD. HE’S FINALLY BEEN FOUND!! HOLD ON CAN WE HAV A PIC W IT” so we took a pic of the leo plush beside my “where is leo??” sign like!! hell yea! n i was like “leo needs to pay child support. he’s evading his taxes. tax fraud” or smth around this point i think. at some point, on the escalators, i noticed a juto n a samatoki but when they got off the scalator they were heading for the exit so i couldnt rly ask for their pic so i decided to try n find em later.

then i went to the bn-ha panel but it was full to the BRIM but i made the mistake of sliding into the middle of an empty row for a good seat but the prson sat in front of me had big poofy hair so i couldnt see like half of the characters n ppl filld all the seats to my left n right so i couldnt leave. i was rly bored n trapped so i went on my ipad for almost all of thepanel n read part of a chiana/zu fic n stuff until the girl w the big hair left then i focused a Little more on the panel but i was still bored so wehn i noticed the ppl to my right all leave except the one guy next to me, i left the panel. i was sad bc at the time of that panel, there was a DR murder mystery panel that i couldve tried to attend instead but i was trapped so i couldnt :((

after that i decided to wander around for a bit before idolfest but when i went in at 5 pm, i 4got just how small that room was n how few chairs it had, n there were ppl standing against the walls so i leaned my sign against the right of the double doors BUT I LOOKED AHEAD N THERE WAS!! A HYPM!C PERFORMANCE STARTING TO HAPPEN!! DIVISION RAP ANTHEM WAS STARTING UP N MTR WAS ON THE STAGE!! but there were tall ppl standing in front of me n i was crowded against the back so i raised my ipad way above my head n started recording n watched them thru my ipad util someone opened the right door n i had to scramble tog rab my sign n lean it against me somehow n it made my fildiming falter but!! god i was just so exciting bc i wasnt expecting A HYPM!C PERFOAMNCE!! they did so good too ;w; after that, it was a solo hanayo perfoamnce then 3 songs from a non-anime-specific idol group that did 3 voca songs (one of which was LUVVVORATORY!!) n another non-anime dol group that did kpop songs (they were rly pretty n good) n then a you solo then a you/hane duet! ALSO during the hypm!cperformance, te juto n sama n a gentaro were dancing in front of me n right after the perfoamcne, a BB group opened the door but realized they missed the hypm!c performance n left n i decided to try n find em later too.

after the last performance, there was still time, so a samus came over to me n asked to take a pic of my sign n they said they like ens-tars too n they said they cosplay tsukasa too n they ran a panel as him back in georgia n we talked abt best boys n i showed them all the keychains on my bag n when i pointed at mika n said 2nd best boy they went “:o me too!” n there was a lot more said but we went on talking for a while abt ens-tars n they showed me pics of the tori n arashi cosplayers that day they saw.

after that i just walked around for like 45 minutes until the samus saw me again n waved me over so i was talking w them n they were apparently drinking alcohol despite being 18 n their friend was 23 n we were just talking abt stuff n i noticed a trigger group on the escalator n we called out to them n i took their picture n samus was like “dude it’s so cool that ur into id0lish7 too” n then we kept talking n at one point the samus was like “tsukasa i luv u” n made a lil finger heart n i tried 2 make one but my hands were kinda full but i managed to make one! they also said earlier today, they saw a sasuke cosplayer getting arrested n they took a pic of it for their snapchat lmao n it was them in front of a cop car n they said the person said “dont touch me!!” to the cop. the friend w samus said the only idols he knows were the combie one n that saki was def best girl hands down like, its a fact n i was like “ur right. it not even a hot take, its the Facts.” anyway then i wnted to walka round a bit more so i did n at like. 7:10 i decided “why not go near the photosoot area n registration to see more cosplayers that r there bc ive just been walking repetitive loops around the dealers room entrance n the con floor so! there could b some new cosplayers there! n lo n behold i found a tenn n ryuu that i had seen briefly earlier! n took their pic! then less than a few ftaway, i tried to walk past some ppl but there was a bag in the way so i stepped over it (like, not on it, i mean. like, Over, to avoid it) but i noticed it was an MTC itabag n the person next to it had bunny ears n it!! was the juto n sama i was looking for! so i took their pic n was talking abt how cool it is to see more hypm!c cosplayers here this yr until some guy came up n started telling the samatoki they looked like kaworu n they mistook them for kaworu n they said they didnt kno who i was supposed to b but i looked nice (iirc?) so i left n near the prop check table, I SAW THE BB BOYS! so i ran up to them n asked for a picture n then i started talking abt the hypm!c thing n there being so many this yr when there were none last yr n the jiro was like “aa ur tsukasa” n we started talking abt ES a lil bit n the anime then i complimented their ritsu+mao plushies on their bag n left!

after that i just roamed the halls until 8 pm. then the v0ltron panel! keith n lance hd like, a roasting rivalry going on n keith was like “i keep getting bullied! i dont deserve this!” n i kept askiing questions. me, a green ranger, a dave, n the dave’s friend were mainly the ones asking questions lmao. anyway keithd b like “lance dont touch me oh ew” and i asked keith what his fav anime was since he said he was a weeb n he said blue ex0rcist n i asked keith if hed seen LL (bc LL cosplayers were dancing to the music outside the panel room n i heard it) n lance was like “oh yea, he knows all the dances. he does them in his room” n keith denied it n at one point, i was like “since keith n lance share one braincell, who has it the most” n they said keith. the bonding moment was also mentioned a lot and alluras death n how lance can get much more “game” than keith (like, ladies. sorry im tired they might hav used another term) and an amami in the audience told lance to fortnite dance with him aftr thelance fortnite danced n!! just. a lot happened. it was a very casual-ish panel imo. haha.

after that i 4got that the bn-ha panel was at 10 not 9 so i just decided to wander then hit up the dance floor for most of the duration n i spotted the juto n sama n a nurse ramuda that i remember the samus talking abt n also someone who looked like the arashi the samus showed me but in an ali!ce madeness returns dress o i asked the ramuda for a pic and then started dancing and the juto got into one of the dance circles n just started going hard as HELL n i was just dancing in the area they were near n out of the corner of my eye i’d see juto just absolutely KILLING IT w their dance moves bc they were dancing in front of their friends (occasionally w samatoki or posing w them) n i was just jamming out n during a slow song i pulled up a pic of chiaki on my ipad n started slowdancing w my ipad n the girl near me was like “that’s a Mood” n i think i heard the possibly-arashi n the others laugh a bit bc i was slow-dancing w “chiaki’ haha but god the dance floor was WILD! there was a guy w a saxophone at some point playing along w the music then a guy w a guitar! n we yelled lyrice to dont stop believing n stuff.

the the bn-ha panel! ...i was bored. most of the time i put tape on my leo sign and looked up wigs on ebay n stuff n sometimes i couldnt hear v well bc i sat near the back. they started up like, truth or dare but w a beach ball to decide who got to ask the dare or w/e? but i noticed a gentaro in the back of the room so i was like “ill just wait until the end of the panel then ask for their picture” then trivia started n they eventually asked what episode dabi appeared in n i was thinking “ep 7 of the most recent season” n some guy guessed that (he was the only one who fuessed) but the izuku n katsuki looked at their paper n i heard them mutter “episode 31″ so after somebody guessed ep 42 n the panelists said ‘”guess between 30-42--” i said ep 31 n went up n got a pack of aiw stickers but i shoulve taken the superhero shirt tbh. aftr that i decided to leave n asked the gentaro for a pic n they were one of the ryuus earlier they said n also a jakuarai from yesterday! they were like “oh! ur the tsukasa i keep seeing/running into!” n i was like “oh! hi!”

idk what convo this was in but someone was like “do u like how they did anzu?” n i was like “oh she’s so cute they rly said Fuck Anzu Haters” n they agreed.

#i shouldve added more but it's 5 am n i need to b awake at 8:10 am lmao goodnight #con diary

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vampyjoong · 6 years

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Locked Up, My Love

I have an idea for a series you could do with any member. Everyone is either a Lock or a Key (like “You’re the key to my heart”) so you either have a lock or a key and your soulmate has the other half of the pair. They could be literal physical objects or cute little tattoos like a key on your hand or a lock over your heart you can decide. <3 I love your writing by the way and everyone who sends in such creative suggestions! <3

i know you said series but i thought it would be a really cute idea for my bb mingyu, i hope you don’t mind!!

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since you were young, you’ve had a lock with you

it was on a chain that was ever changing, sometimes it was short and other long

sometimes linked and chained, other times it was a twine string

you had no idea who’d given it to you, it had just appeared in your cot one day

you had never met anyone else surprisingly with a lock or key

you could never take it off as well lmao which sucked when it was twine cos it kinda itched

one day tho you met a rly nice guy called James

he was so cute and funny and kind

even though you felt no real spark, he had a a key tattoo on the back of his hand

you both thought maybe it could be you two

you tried it out for a few months before deciding it wasn’t meant to be

i mean there was no spark and you read it would both be either physical or tattooed, no mixing

you two stayed friends though because although there was no spark, he was a really nice guy

you two became besties, especially after he found his soulmate and she joined the group

they described it as their tattoos getting really really warm and tingly the closer they were to each other

then the lock opened up when they touched

thats all you wanted to happen

mingyu always got teased about how he was the key to someones heart

he never paid it much attention cos he found it so cute

his chain was the same as yours, changing endlessly

sometimes he would hide it but more often than not he wore it proudly on show because he’s a big romantic

when he took his growth spurt, his chain was longer than usual for a good year till he started to slowly regulate

then it became normal sized

because you two always matched though, yours was long as hell for a while too

sometimes it got tangled in things around you which was annoying as hell

you aways waited for the day that you would finally meet someone who had the matching key

your lock had a beautiful red gem on it and you hoped that your soulmates matched

thankfully it did

mingyus one was a lovely red colour

he always held it when things were kinda rough

when he first started training, when he was in 13 castaway boys and they weren’t sure what would happen, when they weren’t sure what the future held

it was a reassuring constant in his life that he would have you eventually

and especially after seventeen had started to find their soulmates

you had decided to travel after you finished college

you had a list of places, and james and sam were gonna come with

you all decided to learn the basics of one language for the places you were gonna go

james learned how to speak spanish

sam learned how to speak japanese

you learned korean

it didn’t rly feel like third wheeling when you went on trips with them which was nice, it just felt like a group of friends

so you traveled

first to spain, where james led the way and was the main guy

then japan, where sam was the lead gal of the story

honestly this whole learn the basics thing for the trips were genius

then finally korea, where you were the leader

you hadn’t noticed but on the flight over the lock was starting to get warmer

mingyu however had noticed

it was the middle of the day and he was having a break during practice cos s.coups’ soulmate watched a really sad dog advert and was crying uncontrollably and coups was trying to calm them both

and suddenly it was warming up

he thought it was just his skin warming it up before remembering it had been cold all his life no matter what so why would it suddenly change

so he asked juns soulmate and she said yeah that was a thing, when they got close it would warm up

she was a lifesaver

so mingyu was now worrying about when he would meet you and how

knowing himself, he thought he would probably end up tripping over his own feet

he knew he would meet you so he tried to convince one of the members to go with him

wonwoo decided to be nice and join him

so they were walking around and if mingyus key started to cool down they turned around and waiting to find the way back until it heated up again

it was like a weird maze

you had finally started to notice something happening

it took the chain changing about 15 million times for you to react to it

sam pointed out the fact that it was twine one second then gold then silver then black metal

it was basically telling you to shut the fuck up, sit the hell down and listen

so when you finally noticed it you noticed was getting warm you kinda freaked

your friends managed to calm you down but also kinda freaked out themselves lmao

would never admit it but they were feeling like it was their own child finding their soulmate

mingyu and wonwoo were having a fun time trying to find you

not really

they stopped to get much needed coffee

and when they stopped mingyus key was still heating up meaning you were closing in

so he got you a coffee too hoping you liked it

you were starting to run frantically with sam and james trailing behind you

they were beaming like a proud parent couple

but also about to cry because who likes running

despite your efforts though you didn’t find him that day

it was getting late and your friends decided you could try again tomorrow

wonwoo told mingyu that they would have to continue this tomorrow cos it was getting far too late

mingyu almost ran just to find you again but decided against it

so the next day he got up early just to get you a coffee again this time in a flask

he walked around for hours

you could feel the lock going warm then cold then warm and it just repeated

it seemed you just weren’t destined to meet

mingyu was starting to think the same

he was walking across the road distracted and didn’t notice the car coming towards him

you’d noticed that someone was going to get hit and there wasn’t enough time to shout out to them

so you sprinted across the road to push them out the way and yourself this aint a drama

you necklace was almost burning when you run into him

mingyu was walking when he suddenly felt a small force just barrel into him

he wasn’t expecting to look and see a tiny ass person cannonball into him, i mean who would

when you started angrily yelling at him in english for being a stupid idiot who wasn’t looking where he was going, he noticed that his key was almost burning him and the red gem was glowing

you finally switched over to korean to ask him if he was okay and if he needed anything

then the lock and key started to move

they rose out your tops, over your heads and into the air

the chains started to change endlessly and started to merge

until the lock and key joined and unlocked

and then they separated and floated down

you now had the key and he had the lock

and when you finally looked back at each other

he held up a still warm flask and offered to you with a simple

“Coffee?”

you were laughing harder than you ever had

that was the smoothest son of a bitch move you’d ever seen

of course you accepted

you two walked around learning about each other

you both loved to cook

you yourself had went to college for bakery me lmao

you both were clumsy as hell the almost accident proving that

you both had a love for family and friends that made everyone feel like family

you thought he was the most interesting and handsome person you’d ever met

his eyes, his lips, his dragon teeth FUCKING FIGHT ME IF YOU DONT LIKE THEM

every word that came out of his mouth made you fall even more

he told you about the times when his key helped him get through things

you told him the same

it was nice

then you two got to a big ass building and he started explaining that he was in a group with his friends and they were kinda famous

you weren’t surprised, you thought the man in front of you could be a freaking model

and then when you walked in the building, there was a kinda nervous boy standing about, and when he noticed Mingyu he looked like he was ready to either sleep or kill someone

it was hard to tell

but then he noticed you and he got a huge smile on his face

even mingyu seemed taken aback by how wide his smile was

it was a nice sight though

the man quickly introduced himself as Wonwoo and that he was one of mingyus friends and a member of seventeen

you tried to be as polite as possible knowing he was a friend of your lovely soulmate

then you were walking to the training rooms

and when you walked in it was chaos

there were things flying everywhere

a couple looking like they were about to start crying in the corner

a couple observing

a couple looking ready to fight, the guy even had a pair of nunchucks in his hand

a couple backing them up

and then the rest were on the other pairs side

the guy with the nunchucks looked over at the door opening

you were hiding behind mingyu as soon as you saw a large group of people

“HYUNG PICK A SIDE”

“MINGYU-SSI GET OVER HERE AND HELP US”

you were slightly terrified, and was about to cry when someone shouted “THERES ANOTHER PAIR OF FEET!!!”

crap crap crap crap

suddenly a large crowd was formed around you two

you peeked and noticed the couple in the corner were still calming down

mingyu noticed too

yelled for help

they finally noticed and told everyone to spread out again

mingyu turned round and got on his knees to apologise to you for all them

you pulled him up and said it was fine you didn’t mind, it was bound to happen

he stood up and thanked you so much

then he turned around, grabbed your hand and pulled you in front of him

he introduced you and after greeting everyone and learning their names, the argument commenced

you didn’t even know what it was about but you and mingyu were on minghaos side

you were yelling vigorously with gyu and then you pulled his hand down, went to the back of him and jumped on his back

he was startled but resumed gesturing with one hand while the other herd you

the day started off kinda sad but now

now it was amazing

after the argument, you all ordered food from the place hao wanted

until you checked your phone and it was late at night with messages from your friends worried as hell about you

you quickly apologised for having to leave and then started to run out

mingyu followed you until the front door and grabbed your face

oh sweet baby jesus yes

he leaned in dead close and

kissed your

forehead cos gyu respects boundaries god damn it

you blushed and did the same to him

then you ran back to where you were staying

your friends noticed the changed necklace immediately

you were mush as you talked about him

you always got cute texts from him

and then when you moved into the female dorm

you ended up cooking in the guys dorm whenever mingyu didn’t want to

you didn’t mind even if it meant being in the kitchen all day

as long as you had mingyu with you, you would go anywhere with him

#seventeen #say the name seventeen #seventeen scenarios #seventeen soulmate #seventeen mingyu #kim mingyu #mingyu scenarios #mingyu soulmate au #kpop #17 #seventeen bulletpoint

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ollie-otter1 · 7 years

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Some thing I found

The meaning behind my url: I’m ollie, otters are cute ;3

A picture of me: um no

How many tattoos i have and what they are: none but I want so many so bad

Last time i cried and why: Like last night because of my every dying social life and inability to want to move on in life

Piercings i have: industrial right ear, two lobes left ear and my nose

Favorite band: Scouting for girls / Mayday parade

Biggest turn offs: Manipulative people can go fuck themselves

Top 5 foods: Icecream, burgers, waffles,

Tattoos i want: Literally all of them but only black and white

Biggest turn ons: Masculinity for dudes and just a nice chick for gals

Age: is just a number ;)

Ideas of a perfect date: Stargazing, not too conversational so anxiety isn’t too bad, and enough depression to lighten the mood while also being hella romantic

Life goal: The perfect bae <3

Piercings i want: Idk I always change my mind with this but rn I love the idea of getting my nose pierced again

Relationship status: Single af <3 :’(

Favorite movie: Hate this question, next

A fact about my life: I hate it in a first world problem kind of way

Phobia: The dark

Middle name: Jon

Height: 6ft

Have u had sex?: Whaaaaat, totalllyyyyy ddude (no)

What’s your shoe size? Like small, idk

What’s your sexual orientation? I like girls, I really like guys, and sex isnt on my agenda so like bi/asexual

Do you smoke, drink, or take any drugs? Whisky is what I live for but the only drugs I take/smoke is our lord and saviour jesus christ can I get an amen

Someone you miss: Idk, I’m a moving on kind of guy

What’s one thing you regret? Not coming out sooner and being a pathetic piece of shit all my life

First celebrity you think of when someone says attractive: CHRIS PRATT

Favorite ice cream? Literally all of them, but rasberry ripple is the go to bae

One insecurity: My body/personality and how it looks to other people

What my last text message says: Kek

Have you ever taken a picture naked? Not sober at least

Have you ever painted your room? Only watched, im too lazy for that shit

Have you ever kissed a member of the same sex? Like as a dare in primary

Have you ever slept naked? Like 90% of the time, its so much better than pjs I swear

Have you ever danced in front of your mirror? I hate dancing

Have you ever had a crush? Literally everyday of my life I love too easily

Have you ever been dumped? On christmas as a lil baby lmao I cried so hard

Have you ever stole money from a friend? I havnt payed back this one guy for like 2 or so years so I guess

Have you ever gotten in a car with people you just met? Ew no im not a slut

Have you ever been in a fist fight? Lol ye

Have you ever snuck out of your house? Im too good to sin

Have you ever had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back? Well Seeing as though masculinity is a turn on, literally every straight guy crush ever

Have you ever been arrested? Lol nope

Have you ever made out with a stranger? Like 99.9% sure I havnt

Have you ever met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? Yeah, I do have SOME friends wow

Have you ever left your house without telling your parents? I ran off one time with 2p because of my step dad

Have you ever had a crush on your neighbor? Theyre all like 80 and dying… so no

Have you ever ditched school to do something more fun? Nah

Have you ever slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? Like a sleepover thing yeah, but never that far

Have you ever seen someone die? Myself in the mirror everyday

Have you ever been on a plane? Yeah

Have you ever kissed a picture? Lol no you can miss me with that gay shit

Have you ever slept in until 3? Nah, I wake up way too early

Have you ever love someone or miss someone right now? Literally all the time, love that is

Have you ever laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? Literally my whole childhood… my only friends

Have you ever made a snow angel? Like once and it was shit, never again

Have you ever played dress up? Omg yasssssss <3

Have you ever cheated while playing a game? Literally all the time I’m such a tryhard omg I just like winning board games im way too competitive

Have you ever been lonely? Literally my life in one question

Have you ever fallen asleep at work/school? Not until sixth form, then all the time

Have you ever been to a club? As a school thing yeah, but nah in general

Have you ever felt an earthquake? Slept through all the minor ones we get lmao

Have you ever touched a snake? Yeahh boi (the animal and the hoes)

Have you ever ran a red light? Lmao I hate driving, and barely un-stall enough to reach lights

Have you ever been suspended from school? Nearly but nah

Have you ever had detention? Lmao constantly in lower school

Have you ever been in a car accident? My step dad nearly span off the road once when it was icy and beat me up for laughing at him lmao so kinda

Have you ever hated the way you look? Like all the time, yeah

Have you ever witnessed a crime? I stole a pencil from a friend once, and he stole one of mine the next day and I watched, so yeah pretty hardcore

Have you ever pole danced? On a bus, like all the time

Have you ever been lost? Lost in life, yes, lost at tesco, all the time, lost in general, thats the only reason I have a phone

Have you ever been to the opposite side of the country? Probably, I dont get out much tho

Have you ever felt like dying? When the depression hits hard ye

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? Lol too much

Have you ever sang karaoke? Like once as a kid and it was the witch doctor and I ran off the stage crying but got a certificate fuck yeah

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t? I’m still alive :^)

Have you ever laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Probably

Have you ever slept with someone at least 5 years older or younger? Not sexually, but I’ve stayed round cousins houses before so suppose so

Have you ever kissed in the rain? Miss me with that gay shit

Have you ever sang in the shower? Every damn time boi

Have you ever made out in a park? Bringing up relationships every other question hits me real hard

Have you ever dream that you married someone? Lol nope I aint that much of a faggot

Have you ever glued your hand to something? Itself I suppose

Have you ever got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? Nah, 3 spoopy to even try

Have you ever ever gone to school partially naked? Like only underwear yeah in primary bc I lost my clothes after PE lmao

Have you ever been a cheerleader? I would love to be but nah

Have you ever sat on a roof top? Think I have, probs

Have you ever brush your teeth? literally kys, someones running low on questions huh

Have you ever ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? All the time, and theres never a better time to get a cheeky hug out of someone and snuggle up to them because I love that gay shit

Have you ever played chicken? Lol yeah, bring me death

Have you ever been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Nah, dont like swimming bc body issues and that shit so dont even go near

Have you ever been told you’re hot by a complete stranger? Lol nope, for that you’d have to be hot

Have you ever broken a bone? Nope

Have you ever been easily amused? Literally all the time, I used to laugh at the word spoon like the fucking retarded child I was back in ye old days

Have you ever laughed so hard you cried? Idk, doubt it

Have you ever mooned/flashed someone? Yeah hahaha

Have you ever cheated on a test? Every language test ever hehe

Have you ever forgotten someone’s name? Im so bad with names, these two guys I knew as mario and luigi (from the mario games) because they looked just like them for literally 3 months before getting to learn their real names

Have you ever met someone who didn’t seem real? Every one of my crushes hell yeah

Have you ever give us one thing about you that no one knows. Idk ask away lmao I love giving away random personal info so as long as its not toooooooo bad like real bad then I’ll pretty much answer anything

@darkcove

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fabllama02 · 7 years

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I suddenly had the urge to write, when i finally stepped out of my house to go out. Of course, we did go out a few thousand times. But that was usually for a business matter, like school activities, visiting hometown. This had been a quite busy year lately. Exams are waiting around the corner and your not sure if you’re ready to accept your fate just yet. You want to try new things, writing was one of mine, i want to create a blog, especially to post whatever beautiful vomits i could make. It had been hard, but i did it because i want to and that kept me going.

We passed a few more buildings and saw a more smaller restaurant that were slowly improving itself. I didn’t feel much, just the soft chatter between my parents as i sat myself at the backseat. I’ve always preferred to sit at the back on the left side beside the window. I want to see the outside view of the world with my earphones on. I currently dont have those right now, seems they have mysteriously disappeared. Now, as i stare out the window with the soft chatter in the background, i’ve never felt more relaxed. Exams are no longer in mind as i stared at the cloudless sky, just like my thoughts; empty.

Soon, bigger roads were starting to show and more cars filled up the gap. Not as many and not as little, just right on a slow Saturday night. I recalled the shops that passes by in my line of sight and wondered why most of them were closed. In my opinion shops would have more customers if it would still be open at night. At this topic, i remembered the conversation i had with my father, long years past.

“Father?” Asked me, hints of childlishness lingers in the voice of an 11 year old.

“Yes, what is it?” His eyes focused on the front but the question was pointed to me.

With the childlish idea of a child who seemingly had never been tarnished, spoke, “Why does the shops always close at night?”

Father smiled with all the gentleness and sweetness of a parent, “Well, to get their rest of course! Shop owners needed their sleep to continue their work early tomorrow.”

I looked down and did a pout, just the small tucked bottom of the lip, “but, why?” I looked outside, seeing all the beauty that glows in the night starry sky. “It would look more pretty and bright..”

Father just smiled and let my mind wonder.

Looking back at it, my opinion would never change even as i grew up. More and more perspective i woud see and opened up my mind a little bit more as years passed by. But still, that small image of the bright shops with colourful lights that lit up the dark night would always linger.

In small ways, i would still be a child at heart.

Traffic lights passes by; green, orange and red. Finally, the faraway image of a tall building shows up and my head tilted up at the tall sight. Wow. Beautiful. I gapped like a fish. I can’t help it. Sure, i saw the sight plenty of times, but i just cant seem to just. Just. Its still beautiful and mesmerizing to see no matter.

This part is the bigger part of the city; the more busier and modern part. I just saw a residental area, filled with square shaped houses. Painted with black and white colour, tall glasses glinted back reflections of the interior. Wow. How many times do i have to say this. At the sight of these beautiful designs and architecture, i can’t help the small feeling that grows in me, proudness that i felt for my country grew. Despite its troubles in politics and such, the city itself would never stop improving.

I gapped in awe, lights would reflect off my glasses. My eyes probably looked too wide, like a kid that found the biggest toyshop, ever.

Still, as much as i loved and adore these parts, the small introverted part of me would prefer the much quiet areas. Like my home, theres not too much shops, not too much customers and not too much lights. Its more of an office area, which isnt that busy actually. I loved the bigger and modern yet the quiet and peaceful areas. I am a lover of both bigger and smaller parts. Both are needed in my parts of life. I don’t want to spend my life cooped up in a room yet i don’t want to spend too much of my energy being in a big city. I loved the lights that fills up the night sky yet i loved the originality of the moon’s beam and stars. Yes, both. Both is good.

Similar to this topic, matters of choosing a car to sit in would be similar. My eldest brother bought a new car; beautiful, sleek and white. Modern at its finest. I saw the three of my brothers entered the new car and i want in too, but i looked at the other car. Passengers are my parents and my fourth brother. I followed my walking instincts and surprisingly chose the latter. My fourth brother looked scandalised before saying, “If you choose to stay here, i will go to other car then!” Immediately sprinting out and running towards the white car with unimaginable speed; no doubt wanting to be there from the start. I guess his mind thought that giving me a seat there would be nice, a more of a gentleman thing to do.

I sighed as i relaxed againts the old leathers. No offense but sitting there with all of my brothers? No thanks. I mean, i love my brothers, but the thought of sitting with them and engaging myself in awkward conversations would be a pain. Its not that we hate each other, no we don’t. Its just that… Finally able to spend time with your family after a long trip of studying overseas for 10 years or having college or university needs to attend to, its just hard to find time with your family again. This year, this year is finally that year. My eldest brother had finished his studying and so did my third brother, currently settling themsleves with official jobs. The second one is in his last year and is making it his best. The fourth is still studying, far away from home i might add, but is on his holiday break. And lastly, me, finally out here with open mind and all the awareness of a teenager. I did spend time with them in the past but all of that are just blurry childhood memories that im abviously not living in anymore. I’ve grown, had gotten myself into more situations and had learned a lot of stuff. I am generally a shy girl, even mere so in public. Especially with my family, but lately, i’ve shown improvement myself. I tend to speak more, i made the effort to smile and joke more around their presence. I want to shove down those shy personality and show them what a real person i can be. I want to fill my brother’s holiday break with fun and jokes and happiness they could remember when they go back to their daily routines. Because sometimes, we would fight and they would went back to their routines right after a fight. And we realized that the distance between us grow more and more bigger if we leave it like that behind, until the next time we meet. I hate that. So, i stopped being so quiet and tried to be more open. All of them are different persons with different personas, i made the effort to understand them all. People probably didn’t know but im very empathatic, i know when they’re angry, annoyed or any kind of emotions. The slight shift of stiff shoulders down to the bright smiles that they would send. I recognize it all. Which is why small communications, small gifts and small interactions always meant bigger to me, more than anything you could ever think of. I always made the effort, but sometimes i could be tired too.

I watched more and more buildings and amazing structures pass. Before finally entering the right shop corner and the place here was amazing. The building’s structures would always amaze me. The place is bright with white pristine walls and clean roads with fancy new and old cars parking at the side. My father said something about “the place being very big yet quiet and had this serene and calm atmosphere”. He’s right tho. It is calm compared to the other similar places that i’ve been.

We got out and start our hunt, looking for the right restaurant to eat. We stood at the communal area of the shop corner, walking by with endless compliments about the place being “so pretty” and “so fancy” like “wow, look at that lake over there”. We’re not the only excited family to enter the place it seems. Childrens run by with their parents carrying a toddler of a 4 years old. Cousins, nephews and families alike would smile and laugh; looking at the other with their knowing smiles. The place feels so comforting and alive at night, im letting myself being bathed into these comforting presence of others with a soft inhale.

We walked past a few more restaurants and shops while chattering idly and laughing at silly jokes. Not minding a bit about other presence being in the same room. We have our own bubble.

We found a restaurant, an arabic cuisine. My mother’s favourites. The restaurant was near the lake. We could see it from where we stood by the restaurant’s entrance. Making a choice to sit outside or inside, we chose outside. Father said “we could feel the outside a bit more if we do!” The walkway at thelakeside however, had these beautiful small lighting-up cars (or is that bycicle?) that drive themselves around the lake. A car even turned Ed Sheeran - Shape Of You on. I immediately fell in love. Humming myself to the song, i sat down at the very end of the long table. (I discovered the song from a meme, thats why i love it)

We placed our orders and waited for the foods to arrive. Conversations broke out and i find myself tapping on the screen to write more and more of this situation. We waited longer and i realized that my ekdest brither is missing, turnign to my mom i asked, “where’s bro?” And she nods shrugs and looked around. After awhile, i noticed that he must’ve been taking pictures with his phone. Damn photography instincts. I made a mental note to ask for his photos later. What. He took beautiful pictures.

Orders are starting to arrive at our table and they began to eat. Only mine had yet to arrive. (Along with my eldest brother, but i didnt notice that yet.) I whispered, “i think i have been forgotten by the waiter.” to my mother as i stole her meat. She laughs at that and slides the plate a little more to my side. “You can steal my grilled meat later when it arrives.” She laughs even more. I dipped the meat into the chili sauce and moans at the spicyness. I mentioned that i liked eating more spicy foods now.

I sipped at my Banana and Milk and recieved a crepe with stuffings on the inside from my father. I accepted it and ate it. At first it was fine, until i bite the green chili. That sunavabiscuit- i sipped the banana milk like my life depended on it. My family stared, amused at the sight of the banana milk being consumed out of sheer will. “You should really save that for later when you meal arrives.” I look scandalised at the comment before pushing the drink away. It took not even a second before the burn in my tongue starts to rekindle back to life and the slurping begins. My family is forever amused and i am not. I looked at my father with this image of a betrayed young lady, and mumbles, “i am betrayed…” He laughs, eyes twinkling in laughter, and asked softly “Why? Is it too spicy?” I squint harder, “Green chilies are my enemies.” He looked shocked before looking back at the stuffing, “huh, you’re right there are green chillies in here.” Though the eyes never stopped twinkling. I have never doubted a sentence so hard in my life. Liking more spicy foods now, tch, yeah right.

More comments and jokes being passed around the table, the plates are starting to look empty of food. The waiter finally arrived with two plates. One for me and the other for my eldest brother. What a coincidence that we both ordered grilled meats. Only he ordered beef and mine was chicken. My hunger and impatient shows through the way i gobbled up the food in my mouth, set of utensils being ignored. The only excuse being, “I don’t need these.”

Amused glances now and then, what is this, the Amusement Park? My mother stole a piece of the meat and i looked at her with betrayal, “You stole it.” She laughs and said, “You stole my meat earlier, you know.” I looked at her through my squinting eyes, “From what i recall, i asked at least more nicer than you did and you let me.” She laughs even more at that.

Our meals finished and i ended up sharing it with my father, i don’t really eat the Roti. I searched for a bowl of soup left on the table and found one, only a quarter left. I poured it over the dry meat and ate it. Much better. My father saw this and looked around the table before reaching for a bowl of more soup. He poured it at my chicken and i’ve never been more in love. We continued eating, him commenting about how the chili sauce tasting really weird. I agreed saying that “It tasted more like it came out of a bottle from a convenience store.” My mother looked confused, reaching in for a taste and i shielded the the sauce, “Don’t mom, its really really weird, you do NOT want to taste it.” She just reaches in for the garlics and ate it.

The meals finally finished and i got up to wash my hand. At the entrance of the door it says ‘pull’ when i was about to push. Daring me to do otherwise. I groaned out a, “Fine, i will pull.” and walked in. “Even if the push woulda been the same…” I grumbled.

I walked out to the table and sat down. I immediately saw people holding comes of ice cream and i got up. “Mom, are those free ice creams? Can i get them?” My mother shrugs and lets me buy it if i want to. I went around the table and instead of the ice cream stand, i walked to my eldest brother instead. “Bro,” he hums a “What do you want human?” I looked at the ice cream stand seriously, “Are thos eice creams free?” He laughed when he looked up, “Sis, nothign in thsi world is free, its a fact.” Nonetheless i still looked at the ice cream stand in determination. “Im gonna check it out.” I started walking and he said to stop and i did. “You want to buy them?” I nodded. “If its not free..” He took out his wallet and handed me some money, “Go buy it with this.” I took it and turned back to the ice cream stand, mumbling again, “if its not free..”

I eneded up ordering the biggest one.

Walked back to the table and shoves the ice cream at my third brother’s face and says smugly with so much pride, “Don’t be jealous.” He looked at the ice cream, mouth agape. “Woah, dude. Share some with me man.” I extend it to him but he refused, “Nah, nevermind, im too full.” I shrugges and continued licking as my mother and my brother continues to take pictures as they comment about the ice cream.

Later on, when we walked back to our cars. My excitement immediately replaces itself with sorrow and sadness. This is it. I walked a bit more slower. Its over. I looked down on the ground. The nights over and we’ll be back to our daily routines. I sighed and watched my family chats idly with each other. Smiles broke out and laughters were heard. I smiled softly at the image. I liked watching moments liek this from afar. I don’t care if im not in the picture, just watching them is enough for me. I sighed.

I just… I wished this night would stay a bit longer. Its a normal night out, really. But, seriously, to me. Its more than that.

I just… Really want this moment to stay.

I looked up and remembers that moments dont always last forever, the world would always move on.

So i took the moments and cherish them in my heart. As small as it may seem to others. I looked at the cheery smiles on their faces. It means a whole lot to me.

I thought, “Hey, maybe the lost earphone wasn’t so bad after all…”

(I know, its long. But who cares. shrugs i sure dont.)

#i tried #family outing #i love and joke and smile #sceneries #beautiful nights #bright lit shops #families

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