#domestic!kylo ren
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Hello! Is there any way you can do headcanons on AD characters helping a female friend who just got out of a toxic/abusive relationship? I recently just got out of one myself, but I totally, completely understand if you can't do it because of how triggering the topic is.
I’m so sorry this took me so long and thank you for trusting me with this. ❤
As someone who, up until very recently, used to work day in day out with people in/getting out of abusive relationships I want you to know this is a safe space.
Since I don’t know anything about you, nor do I need too, I have kept these as vague as possible whilst also trying to change up the story a little bit where I could. I hope at least one resonates with you. I went with small blurbs that vary in word-count to change it up in tone.
And if there is a character missing that you wanted or I'm completely off the mark please just let me know and I can add on, I just wrote the characters who are my usual Adam characters.
Sending you all the love and healing vibes 💕
Trigger Warning : Discussions of abusive relationships
Sackler
You’d asked Adam if it was ok for you to do something basic. You wanted some food in a place that you had once spent pretty much every waking moment, with one of your closest friends, that was until your ex-partner had come into your life.
It wasn’t the first time you’d done it and it probably wouldn’t be the last. It was a slip of the tongue; it had been a long time since you’d actually needed permission to simply exist. But the wounds still laid beneath the surface.
“You basically live here, what the fuck are you talking about? Go eat! You always do this and I tell you every time,” he blurted out, his tone tinged on amusement but you could tell he was put out by your question.
“Just habit I guess.”
The way he looked at you was a mixture of concern and confusion.
It just spilled out. The intense look he gave you, the silence of the room whilst he almost waited for further explanation. But it just… fell out. The years of control, the years of never being able to step foot without someone else calling the shots. You had never known how to dress, eat, who to talk too, where to go after work, without someone saying so.
All of it had made you a shell of a person, someone who had to rebuild themselves long after they should have learned to operate on their own. Someone who had to rebuild relationships, including your friendship with Sackler, whilst no one was any the wiser. The autonomy of being alive was suddenly new to you again.
He sighed, a few sounds stuttering out of his mouth before, “Fuuuuuck kid that’s…. daaaamn,”
You didn’t know how to interpret his tone; he was a hard one to read at times. Even when he was being serious his voice erred on the edge of sarcasm. Was he making fun of you or just shocked?
The first reaction that came to you was to shrug, you’d been passing it off for so long it felt like no big deal. Whenever anyone had asked you had lied, told them nothing was wrong and that your relationship was the best thing to ever happen to you.
You never turned up with bruises, that was what had convinced them you were ok. Cause how could you be being abused if there were no bruises, no evidence, nothing to show for your pain.
His hand rested on your arm, probably the most affectionate gesture you’d had out of him in a while. His thumb rubbed circles tentatively into your skin and you nodded, understanding his unspoken words.
“You’ll tell me if that happens again?” he asked quietly after a while.
You shook your head instantly, “It won’t ever, I’m not going back to that.”
“But…”
“…If it does, I will” you conceded, half-smiling to break the tension you felt. He smiled back, a curt nod was his response.
Charlie
Charlie’s face hardened to stone. You’d finally told him the truth about your ex-partner, finally explained all the lies he’d tried to call you out on so many times. He’d been nothing but a good friend to you in all the years you’d worked at the theatre and you didn’t want to keep it a secret anymore.
Your instinct told you he was angry, feeling like you’d seen that face too many times before. And too many times it had led to something you never want to experience again, for a split second your skin burned hot. You felt it creep up the back of your neck and flush your cheeks, your eyes remained wide as you silently begged him to say something.
“I’m sorry sweetheart,” he finally said, his voice cracking. Your eyebrows raised just a little, this was the first time you’d seen empathy on a mans face in a long time.
“Can I do anything?” he added hastily. You smiled, everyone had asked you that and you never felt like you had the right answer. So instead, you shook your head, reaching out to put a hand on his forearm, “A hug will do.”
You needed to feel safe in a man’s arms again, Charlie loomed over you in the most intimidating body you’d ever seen – hilariously and ironically far more intimidating than your Ex had ever physically been. Yet gentleness poured out of him, in complete opposite contrast to the vicious thorniness of your Ex.
For now, safety was all you needed. That was something your dear friend could provide.
Kylo
As you spoke, recounting the attack, you paced. Fiddling with your fingers as you stumbled, you’re your words, trying to get it all out as fast as you could. Kylo had asked about the bruises on your neck and face, knowing that you hadn’t been training in a while. You had dodged it but he was insistent, he knew. He just wanted to hear it from you.
Your pacing led you right to his feet but the intensity of his stare felt too familiar so you turned your back and walked the same path again.
You heard the rush of his saber igniting and you turned, his eyes flickered red in the light.
“Who?”
You shook your head, “It doesn’t matter.”
Through gritted teeth he repeated himself, “Who?”
You uttered a name, so quietly you hoped he hadn’t heard it. You heard the squeak of his boots as he turned towards the door behind him. The rush of it opening made you spin in place.
Your feet carried you after him, rushing along behind him trying not to get caught in the swirl of his cloak. You thought about begging him not too, that no one else needed to get hurt.
But then something clicked in your head, something sickening that struck you with delighted fear. You’d be free, you’d be safe. Months of pain would disappear and the person who dealt them out would get what they deserved.
Without consciously realizing it your feet stopped, letting Kylo get further and further away. ‘Let him go,’ a little voice in the back of your head said with a satisfied smile, ‘Let him handle it.’
Paterson
You’d sat him down, afraid one day it would all just come spilling out. It had been years and it was time, Paterson had been the only friend you’d had, one that was kept a secret from your partner. Friends wasn’t something you were allowed to have easily. Seeing as you only ever saw him when he came into the small-town bar you worked in it was easy to keep Paterson away from all that. He had been your solace when it all got too much.
One day he asked you why you never talked about your life, the bar was quiet with just you two and one old guy fast asleep in the back booth. So, you let the words come out, the whole story only really took you ten minutes to tell but it felt like an eternity.
Your eyes fixated on a small puddle of beer on the bar, you watched the light above you ripple in it as you talked.
When you looked up the brim of his eyes were lined with tears. You instantly felt like you needed to fix it, starting to mumble something about “… oh don’t worry about me” But then he took your hands in his, bringing them up to his face palms against his cheeks. He pressed soft but purposeful kisses against each, “Never again.”
Clyde
You were playing a drunken game one night after The Duck Tape had cleared out. A question came up about the worst thing that had ever happened to you.
Clyde regaled harsh and gruesome stories of war, but yours was much closer to home.
He didn’t say a word in response, dread surged through your stomach. He took two steps towards you before wrapping both arms around you. Your face smushed against the warmth of his chest made a surge relief dampen the fire of shame that boiled within you.
“I… don’t know how to respond t’ that,” You heard him mumble.
You laughed. You actually laughed, for the first time in months pure amusement filled your body. The sound felt a little alien, like a memory you had but didn’t know why.
You pulled back from him and he stared down at you, his face was often expressionless so that didn’t put you off. But you knew him well enough to know the slight extension of his pout was one of deep sympathy.
“Thank you, Clyde,” you said, stifling your giggles.
“’Fer what?”
“Just…. Thank you.”
#Kylo Ren#Ben Solo#Paterson#Clyde Logan#Charlie Barber#Adam Sackler#tw: abuse#tw: domestic violence#adcu#adcu fic#kylo ren x you#ben solo x you#paterson x you#clyde logan x you#charlie barber x you#adam sackler x you#ask#request
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Ellaria: making breakfast for my beautiful wife :)
Phasma: who the fuck is burning down my kitchen?
#lita talks#my ocs#star wars#Ellaria cannot cook or do like. any domestic tasks#all she knows is zap people with lightning and bully Kylo Ren
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Kylux Domestic
If First Order is a house, General Hux does the mundane chores while Kylo Ren plays around with his knights.
Notes: Full picture of my Twitter banner. Was part of a comic but sadly my laptop crashed and I only got to save some.
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Kylo Ren — SFW Alphabet
no warnings, just lots of fluff and lil bit of angst !! however, just bc its SFW, doesn't mean i want minors interacting w this, BEGONE !!! TO THE GLUE TRAP YOU GO !
— AFFECTION (how affectionate are they?)
in the beginning of your relationship, affection was very scarce. kylo wanted so badly to open up to you more, but was too afraid to, so when he would catch himself getting too close or too affectionate he would pull away and become that cold and calculated kylo again who you knew all too well. when he did finally admit his feelings, he couldn't get enough of you, as if he were making up for all of the lost time he spent pushing you away.
"i cant believe i waited so long to do this, what a fool i am."
— BEST FRIEND (what are they like as a bestie?)
the only hc i have for you as best friends would be if you grew up together in jedi training... and you guys would fuck w each other CONSTANTLY. like practically bully each other, it's all in good fun though. luke would refer to the two of you as partners-in-many-crimes because of the several messes you'd make doing stupid shit. one time ben almost burned the hut down because you dared him to light fireworks outside of luke's window while he slept. bad fucking idea.
"you idiot, he's going to kill us, you know?"
— CUDDLES (how do they like to cuddle?)
kylo loves holding you. his favorite is when your head is on his chest because it makes it easy for him to play with your hair. he also loves being the big spoon, wrapping his strong arms around your small frame. in those moments you were a tiny, precious thing that he wanted only to love and keep safe.
— DOMESTIC (thoughts on settling down? how would they be helping out around?)
kylo wanted nothing more than to make you his and his only forever. despite how kylo treats literally everyone else, he is a very doting partner and has a huge soft spot for you and only you. he's better at helping with cooking than he is cleaning. anytime he would try to clean, he'd never do it right or fully and you'd end up telling him to stop and do it yourself lol.
"what do you MEAN i'm not doing it right?!"
— ENDING (how would breakups go?)
its simply not happening. if he broke up with you, he didn't actually mean it and said it out of anger in the heat of the moment. if you broke up with him, he would probably lose his mind. his cold façade would shatter into a million pieces and he'd promise he would change, do better, do whatever it was you needed him to do. you were his and the mere thought of anyone else ever having you filled him with insurmountable rage and sadness.
— FIANCEE (how do they feel about commitment?)
kylo is devoted to you wholeheartedly. being his empress and ruling over the first order by his side would only solidify that.
— GENTLE (how gentle are they?)
when he isn't being a freak, he handles you as if you are made of glass. a pretty, precious thing that could break at any moment. if you fall asleep next to the fireplace, he will pick you up and carry you to bed, making sure the blankets are tucked around the both of you in the way you like, so you don't wake up cold in the morning.
— HUGS (do they like hugs? what are their hugs like?)
kylo loves hugging you, and you love hugging him. bc of his height, you are dwarfed by him and his hugs feel like getting tightly wrapped in a large, warm blanket. usually he just bends down to hug you, but sometimes he picks you up.
— I LOVE YOU (how long does it take for them to say the L word?)
again, kylo is terrified of showing weakness, so in the beginning of your relationship he's very cold towards you. every time he was around you he had to fight the strong urges telling him to be honest with you. after a long while, he did finally say it though. he was so nervous when he first said it, his eyes scanning your face for a reaction and his palms sweating. now he reminds you that he loves you all the time, especially if he's going out on a mission and won't be back for a couple weeks.
"don't look so sad, my star. i love you, you know i always come back to you."
— JEALOUSY (how jealous do they get?)
kylo is as jealous of a man as you can get. the mere thought of someone trying to take you from him fills him with a rage that rivals the fire of a thousand suns. one time he heard a guard having very loud, impure thoughts about his empress so kylo killed him. you have always been much more passive than he is, so you were not happy to see that he had killed someone on your living room floor.
"but my love- his thoughts were so loud! what else was i supposed to do?!"
— KISSES (do they like kissing? what are their kisses like?)
kissing you is kylo's favorite past time. if you both are out and his helmet is on, all he's thinking about is getting home so he can kiss you. sometimes if no one's around, he will lift his mask up just enough so it only exposes the bottom half of his face so he can get a quick kiss or two or eight in. his kisses are warm and never fail to send tingles down your spine, and you always say kylo tastes of cinnamon and smoke. to him, you taste of summer fruit.
— LITTLE ONES (how are they around kids?)
he's indifferent towards other peoples children, thankfully he's less harsh on them than adults, but he isn't pleasant to them either. one time he blew up on a servant boy that was no older than eleven, and you scolded him afterwards. "he's just a child kylo, don't be so hard on him." he has such a soft spot for you and admires the empathy you have for others that he will never have. he promised you he would try to be a little nicer. yours and his children however, he treats as well as he treats you. they are an extension of his beloved, after all. i hc that kylo is a wonderful father, making sure they receive the fatherly love he never got.
— MORNINGS (how do your mornings with them go?)
sometimes on busy days, he's gone by the time you wake up. you always look so beautiful and peaceful when you're sleeping, so he doesn't dare wake you up. instead he kisses your head and whispers that he loves you and that he will return shortly. he knows you can't hear him, but he likes to tell you anyways. on days he doesn't have to leave so early, you stay in bed together. kissing, cuddling, talking, other things. kylo is content doing anything as long as it's with you.
— NIGHTS (how do your nights with them go?)
this is a sfw post, therefore i cannot describe how your nights with kylo would go lmao. please refer to the nsfw abc's. afterwards though, kylo is a doting partner that takes care of you, cleaning you up and tending to every single mark he left on your body that he worships so much.
— OPEN (how open are they? when will they tell you more about themselves?)
the first few months of your relationship is like dating a brick wall, it is not easy getting kylo to open up. once he does though, he makes sure not to hide anything from you anymore. it took a lot of work and patience, but he loves and trusts you wholeheartedly.
— PATIENCE (how patient are they with you?)
kylo has a temper, and he tries so hard, but he does have slip ups sometimes. any time he blows up on you though, he apologizes immediately. you know he loves you because he absolutely hates admitting he was wrong.
— QUIZZES (how much do they remember about you?)
everything. every detail, every like, every dislike, your favorite color, your favorite flower, your blood type, your fears, hopes, and dreams. this man remembers EVERYTHING about you. at least fifty percent of his brain is an archive of facts about you.
— REMEMBER (what is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
the first time you told him you loved him. it was the first time anyone told him they loved him, and you made him feel like he was ben again. he used to be so scared of being that boy he tried so hard to kill, but you held that part of him so tenderly, that he knew he'd be an absolute fool to try to push that away.
— SECURITY (how protective are they of you?)
kylo protects you with his own life and would kill thousands for you, despite your disdain for unnecessary violence. you are the most important thing to him, and he would have to be dead before he let anything happen to you.
— TRY (how much effort do they put into dates/special occasions?)
kylo ren has an ungodly amount of rizz and i stand by that. this man buys you your favorite flowers, he sets up candlelit dinners, he watches the sunset with you, he makes you personalized playlists like every other fuckboy except he doesn't send it to seven other women. whether you're his empress yet or not, he treats you like royalty. @enviedear and i also have a hc that kylo is the type of guy to pick out your nail polish color for you, and then buy a tie to wear that matches.
"you'd look so heavenly in this shade of red, my star."
— UGLY (what is a bad habit of theirs?)
kylo has an awful temper and is prone to outbursts. he tries SO hard to not have a temper with you, but everyone makes mistakes. he always apologizes to you though. i also hc that kylo is a nail biter, idk it just makes sense ?? that man is a caged animal and emotionally damaged, he definitely has anxiety.
— VANITY (how insecure are they? what are they insecure about?)
our poor babygirl is sooo insecure about everything, no matter how much you tell him how beautiful he is. your loving words of affirmation always make him feel a little better though.
— WHOLE (would they feel incomplete without you?)
without you, kylo would return to the broken, shell of a man he was before you. if he somehow lost you, hundreds of innocent lives would be lost due to the rampage he'd go on.
— XTRA (a random headcanon about them)
another hc that liv and i came up with was kylo's and ben's music taste. kylo listens to typical male manipulator music like radiohead, the smiths, and deftones with some angrier shit like slipknot and korn. ben is a different breed of male manipulator that listens to the weeknd and pulls up blasting solo by future. we also hc that both cry alone to lana del rey.
— YUCK (what are some things they dislike?)
anything and everything that isn't you. his least favorite thing though, is when he can hear people's rude or impure thoughts about you. he hasn't told you this, but he's killed at least fifteen people for doing just that.
"personally, i think fifteen isn't enough."
— ZZZZ (what are their sleeping habits like?)
for the first few months of your relationship, he did not sleep around you. you were convinced he didn't sleep... like ever. after he became more vulnerable with you though, he would. you love how peaceful he looks when he sleeps. i also hc that sometimes he gets terrible, vivid nightmares that he wakes up crying from :(
#kylo ren#ben solo#star wars#kylo ren x reader#ben solo x reader#star wars x reader#star wars sequel trilogy#the force awakens#the last jedi#the rise of skywalker
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Two Ghosts
pairing: kylo ren x queen!reader
word count: 2.6k
warnings: neglect, arranged marriage, dislike of s/o, reader has children, descriptions of periods, domestic abuse, old values (women are dainty bullshit), guys kylo isn’t nice remember that, fertility issues, stopping of a period due to stress, reader lives for her children basically, reader obviously has anxiety, reader is basically breaded for heirs, kylo is awkward (the dude doesn’t have social skills. at all. whatsoever), even though he still has some rizz (call him kylo rizz if you would), a good ending? idk guys remember kylo just isn’t a great person and the first order isn’t a good organization too
a/n a long warning list 😬. anyways i never get notes on kylo fics but i simply do not care. i love writing new content for this man. he deserves it all.
summary Kylo tries being the husband Y/N always wanted him to be
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Watching you felt almost wrong. The neglect he’s given you through the years- the pain you’ve felt and him not caring about you for as long as he’s known you.
He didn’t deserve to watch this beautiful sight of his family, the family he didn’t even want. The family he wasn’t even apart of. You two were an arranged marriage, married for political reasons. He needed an heir, your father needed peace on your home planet. You and your children had always been a nuisance to him.
You had given up on the romantic attempts years ago. But something in this sight, something about you right then made him sick. Something made him click taking in this view from the balcony on the hill.
For weeks he had longing feelings of sadness. He hated admitting it and rejected it as much as he could, but light was seeping into the cracks. His moods began to lighten softly, not enough for you to notice but enough to scare him. Now looking down and feeling this, it was just a confirmation of what was really happening to him.
The sun shown down on your beautiful yellow dress that was layed out on the grass. Your hair was up in intricate braids due to the heat on Naboo, the tiny loose strands were swaying in the wind. The field you sat in was just off a short cliff, the beautiful rural city and coast were just feet away. The perfect escape between the busy city and the old city. The mansion sat atop the hill, separating the two separate terrains. You were on a vacation and had begged him to come for the sake of his children.
Your oldest son ran around you in circles, playing with a TIE one of his father’s assistants bought him for Christmas. Kylo couldn’t be bothered to celebrate, let alone give gifts. Henry was just shy of his sixth birthday. His blonde hair was messy and in need of a cut sometime soon. His gray tunic and black pants matched his father’s aesthetic a little too much for your liking. Running around, he made engine sounds as the ship would like a typical 5 year old.
Your youngest daughter sat in front if you, playing with some wildflowers she had plucked into an array of ‘jewlery’. She was three. Unlike her brother, she had beautiful strong brown hair. Unbeknownst to you, it completely mirrored her grandmothers. You had her hair in your hands, coming through it with your fingers trying to decide what design to attempt today. Amala squirmed as she attempted to join her brother, but you kept her in place in your lap. She was to learn to be a lady as you were. Her dark pink dress was spread out in front of her.
Kylo watched you as the pit in his stomach felt odd. It had always been empty, but this time something ached inside of it. He had never had any interest in you. The times you ever had sex were intended and resulted in children, exactly what he needed. He cared more about Henry than Amala. Henry was the oldest and the heir to the First Order. But work called. He was never a family man, he was never meant to be a family man.
These feelings continued to conflict him throughout the night.
As the sun set you came in with the children. The nannies took them upstairs and readied them for bed. You took your place at the long dinner table. On the opposite side sat your husband- legally.
Over the years you obviously lusted for other men. You didn’t even dare act on your thoughts, or barely thought the thoughts at all. You knew Kylo would have their heads within seconds. With an absent husband emotionally and physically it was hard. In the first few years of your marriage, you struggled with fertility problems. Life was so lonely without the children. He grew angrier and angrier with you each time you got your cycle and your anxiety got so bad that it soon stopped. Your doctor moved you to separate chambers and eventually Henry was conceived after years of trying.
You felt like a failure before your son was born.
After copious amounts of treatment during your pregnancy, Henry was born. And then a while after that Supreme Leader Snoke granted you permission to have another. An heir and a spare.
You and Kylo sat silently eating your dinner. Over the years, you had perfected your etiquette. No slurping your wine, no scratching of the fork on the plate. At dinner you would mostly go over your thoughts from the day. The tuition papers you had to sign for Henry’s first school next year. Amala refusing to listen to her nanny and requesting her mommy really warmed your heart. The beautiful memory of that day you had spent with the children. The fact that you were doing it alone and was so good at it.
He listened to your thoughts. You knew he did. No datapad, no work bot giving him constant coded updates you didn’t understand. Tonight it was just the two of you. Two strangers eating dinner together. The show, the facade had to go on. Media wise you two were the loveliest couple in the galaxy. In reality, you spoke maybe once a week.
“R-80!” you called from the dining room. Kylo’s head shot up from his plate of food to see you waiting on the cleaner droid. You had finished the meal and was waiting to leave this awkward encounter.
The droid came around and you began to exit the room. His hand deliberately reached out for yours as you walked past him to get to the door.
A tiny gasp escaped your lips. You stopped and pulled your hand back, a concerned look was on display.
You were begging in your mind for this to had been an accident.
“It was no accident,” he said strongly. His deep voice boomed through your ears. You forgot how powerful it could be sometimes.
For the first time in years Kylo was feeling anxiety. Over something so minuscule, speaking to his wife. His eyes met and darted over your face. He recognized the braid pattern in your hair. You had worn it on your wedding day. Rarely he had seen it on you, depending if he even noticed you on the daily. His eyes were drawn to your dark lipstick on the lips that were slightly pursed.
“Your hair-” he said. Your eyes flicked up to the window, looking for any sign of a reflection.
Did he hate it, was he about to tell you to never wear it again? Was a strand so obviously out of place? Hell, why was he even speaking to you in the first place?
“It’s how it was on our wedding day, if I remember correctly.”
You nodded your head. Heat rose to your cheeks. This is the longest conversation you two have had in months.
He stared into your eyes. He forgot just how beautiful you really were. They were still the same as always, but this time with a few unnoticeable lines around them. You refused to meet his gaze, staring forward at the distorted mirroring of the room in the window.
Ten years in with two kids, you had managed to keep up with yourself and your appearances. For what, you really weren’t sure anymore.
“May I be excused? I would like to go check on the children.” you asked, avoiding his eye contact.
“Yes, one moment.” he said, his hand reaching out for yours. You hesitantly took it.
Kylo took a deep breath. Even though he seemed calm and composed, inside of his head the red alarm was going off. The urge to even ask you this went against everything he believed in. The twist in his stomach snapped. He gave in to the light feelings, begging for more after how good he felt after asking you a simple question.
“May I sleep with you in your chambers tonight?”
Your brows furrowed. “D-did you talk to the Supreme Leader? Did he give you permission for another?” you asked him, worried. You loved your children but you had no say in having them. The Supreme Leader could make you give birth to an army if he willed.
“No, no. This isn’t about sex.” he assured you. Of course you assumed it was about sex. It was the only time he ever really spoke to you. A slight relief flew off your shoulders.
You sighed, taking your hand from his. “I’m going to check on the children.”
Your heels clicked down the empty hallway. Something in you secretly hoped that he would follow you to see the children, but you knew your husband.
You were baffled in his sudden change of heart. He hadn’t shared a bed with you since- well, since Amala was conceived. You didn’t deny his request, but neither confirmed it.
Your thoughts kept you company as you walked down the many corridors and hallways of the mansion.
The large door was cracked, left like that by the nannies. They knew your routine better than anyone else. Amala was sleeping closest to the door. The canopy above her bed was swaying from the wind of the open window. Henry was laying on his stomach in a deep sleep, his limbs all sprawled out over the large bed.
A smile rose to your face as you quietly closed the door. Your heart was full once again. No more doubt plagued the poor, confused thing from dinner.
You made your way to your chambers. You passed what you knew was Kylo’s. Shockingly, the door was open. You caught a glimpse of him working at his desk. He looked too large for the thing, trumping the tiny chair in size. The patio was open and the moonlight rushed in, lighting his room ominously.
He caught a glimpse of your flowing yellow dress passing his room. He wanted to finish up a few papers before bed, but in his heart he knew he had to neglect his work for one night.
He mustered up enough courage to knock on your door. A sweet “Coming!” came from inside. Within seconds, your door was open and he was met with your fresh face. You had changed into your night robes and had your natural hair down on your shoulders. The bathroom light was on and he noticed the fresh mint scent coming from your breathe.
Your night maids hadn’t been around yet, he presumed.
Something in your look, your energy died a bit when you saw him.
How had he never noticed? How could all these feelings, these guilt trips be plaguing him now, suddenly? What changed?
“We’re you hoping for a maid?” he asked, following you into the large room. He locked the door behind him.
You sat down back at your vanity, pulling your brush out of the drawer.
“No.” you replied. He knew you were lying.
The bed creaked as Kylo sat down. His dark grey dress pants were perfectly ironed and didn’t crease at the contact. He itched at his black turtleneck, swiping the cuff with his finger. He could hear his watch ticking from his wrist. The room was cold.
“May I ask why you wanted to be here?” you asked, a certain confidence in your voice had occurred. Turning now to face him, you finished brushing your hair and placed your hairbrush back in the drawer.
“Honestly darling, I’m really not sure.”
Darling?
If you weren’t so poised your jaw would have been on the floor.
“Today I saw a sight. You with the kids in the field.”
“Oh Kylo, there children. There’s nothing wrong with them playing in a field if this is what this is about-”
“No. I-”
Kylo Ren had never felt himself speechless before, yet again choking up at the sight of his family he used to despise.
Your tucked your chair back into your vanity. Now standing infront of the cowardly man, you waited for his response.
His hand cradled his forehead as he stared at the floor, watching your perfectly manicured feet come into frame.
That’s when he let his first sob out in years. You quickly embraced him in your arms, his forehead finding a resting place against your stomach. Your hands sprawled over his back in a cautious way. Peeking over ever so slightly, you checked if he had his lightsaber on his belt. Thank the gods he didn’t, you were afraid he would cut you into two.
Nobody had ever seen Kylo Ren cry.
“I don’t understand what you are getting at.” you whispered to him. Another sob came out, you began to rub his back.
“I-I am such a fool.” he managed to speak. His eyes looked up into yours, finally making contact for the first time in forever.
The look on your face was baffled.
“What have I been doing? I have a family- a wife? So much neglect, so much hate. How are you still here, my dear? How have I not driven you away, or driven you to worse? I-I have two children. Two beautiful children I don’t know and such a beautiful wife that I’m strangers with. So many years wasted. How did it take me ten years to see this? How did one small instance make my life come crumbling down around me?” he asked, bawling out his words.
You were speechless.
“I want to learn- please. How do I have such an amazing person with me and I don’t know the slightest thing about her? Tell me, w-what’s your middle name?” he went on, now holding you by the hips and eagerly speaking.
And that’s when it really hit you. You two were strangers.
“Amala,” you muttered out. “Oh! T-that makes so much sense—in our daughter. Her name,”
“What are there names, please tell me.” he seemed to beg.
“Henry Cornelius Benjaq Ren, Amala Charress Bryneri Ren.” you answered, a smile emerging on your lips.
Was this too good to be true?
Kylo was stunned of Henry’s middle name. Benjaq. There was no way you knew of his real name. The coincidence hurt him even more.
“Cornelius and Charress…” he pondered. “They sound so familiar are they…”
“My parents.” you answered him. “King Cornelius! How could I forget? Oh Y/N. I have neglected you for so long. How could you ever forgive me?”
His voice sounded genuine. “It’s definitely going to take time.” you sighed. Suddenly the years of loneliness and suffering flashed back in your mind. You broke away from his embrace and walked to the open balcony, giving him an invitation to follow.
“I will try. Please Y/N, let me.” he begged, following you outside.
The warm air brushed against your cool skin. You sighed, wishing you would wake up from this nightmare and your husband would be back. Did someone poison his food?
The yearning for anyone’s touch seeped into your mind. Watching all the other royal couples around the galaxy, they all seemed to love eachother. Hands touching almost constantly, sneaking a kiss or two at events. It was rare that you even got a photo with Kylo at the parties you would attend.
“I know,” he sighed, taking your hands into his. “I wish I could make it all go away.” he said with remorse.
The waves crashed against the sand. The wind was beginning to pick up. Your hair began to sway in the slight breeze. “Make it then,” you whispered, grazing a hand against his cheek. You dared giving him any sign of affection. You were half expecting him to pull his lightsaber out and cut you in half, just as you thought before. Something felt so wrong, but so right.
You kissed your husband for the first time since your wedding day. His lips were slightly chapped and you could taste the negroni he was drinking at dinner. The moon show down on the both of you, and the feeling he felt seemed to pass on to you. Force sensitive or not, the force was in your favor tonight. You felt the remorse and the pain he had been harboring for years. All the sleepless nights over work and heartache over his past life. You seemed to dilute all of that inside of him. You were the missing piece he was looking for all along. The thing he wanted the least was now his prized possession; his wife, the mother of his children, his Queen, his Empress.
All of that love came back. The feeling of when he was a little boy and still had light into him entered his heart once again. Ben Solo seeped through the cracks of his dark, broken heart.
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Re 171 (preemptively fuck terfs and Nazis op no longer engages with the Harry Potter fandom but it is a part of fandom history)
Yeah this happens like, all the fucking time. Kylo Ren and Severus Snape are the most famous examples of shitty white guys in fandom who have or had an obsessive standom that insists they've never done anything wrong ever and woobified the shit out of them. There are many many many others I just use those two as examples because they're incredibly indicative of like an archetype that Izzy follows to a T. Shitty white man is broody, bears grudges, has anger issues, is given little or no depth, dresses in black, has no friends, allies themselves with or is part of a fundamentally bigoted force because they feel a certain type of way about the good guys (be they his own parents, the main character's parents, or the main character himself). He amasses a standom and then later he gets revealed to have some depth because he got such a solid reaction that the creators feel like they should do something fun with him, the standom starts to feel vindicated, and then he fucking dies because of course he dies and the standom implodes. MASSIVE bonus points on these guys if they're kind of an incel for some reason. They love to go "oh but Snape was in love with Lily" "oh but Kylo was in love with Rey" "oh but Izzy was in love with Ed" and it's super fucking creepy every time they do it. A lot of people in a lot of desperate fandoms really genuinely think that being in love with someone who doesn't like you back justifies being a shitty boss/middle manager, murder, calling the British Navy on a crew that's 50% non white and 100% pirates and sodomites, domestic abuse, bullying children, torture, and being a fucking Nazi (non exhaustive list of things fannish types have justified by saying but he was in love). Like there's differences between these characters obviously, Izzy didn't join up with the navy he just made a deal with them and also he was well written unlike the other two, JK Rowling genuinely thinks that Snape did nothing wrong because shes actually kind of a fascist, Rey ended up sort of half way getting with Kylo because their whole writing strategy was fanservice, but ultimately this is a well known type of Blorbo: the greasy incel we make excuses for. There's more of them these assholes are prolific I'm just listing the two everyone knows about and the one this blog is about.
#175.
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Paring:Kylo Ren X F!Reader
Word count:2k
Warning(s):Soft!Kylo, Minor bullying, Fluff.
A/n: There will be a part two coming out soon.
Being the assistant to the newly appointed Supreme Leader had its perks; for instance, A higher security level and managing to have a higher level than Hux definitely did something to your ego. Larger living quarters and respect. Simple things that just made the position every bit more enjoyable. Well...That's what Y/n initially thought. She wasn't expecting to get stuck between Kylo Ren and General Hux's 'Issues' They hated each other. That was just plain as day.
"Well, if it isn't the secretary." A tall man with short brown hair walked over to Y/n as she headed to the cafeteria's assembly line of unidentifiable foods.
"Jack. Let's not do this today, please." The woman sighed as she grabbed a tray. "No, No, Let's. Y'know, everyone's wondering how you got that position. I mean, just a month ago, you were nothing but a mission report editor. What'd you have to do, huh?" The man mirrored her actions and leaned in towards her, his voice low. "Did you have to screw around with some superiors? I bet you did. I mean, come on. You were nothing, and now you're the Supreme Leader's pet." Y/'ns patience was growing very thin with this man; He was always like this. Jealousy seeped off him like a thick steam. "You know what, Jack, You can go fu-" "Miss Y/l/n, You're needed in the command center immediately." A Stormtrooper informed her, and she looked down at her tray of grey mush and then at the trooper. "Alright, Thank you." She dismissed the trooper and left her tray on the assembly line. "Yeah, that's right. Go find your master, pet." That bastard was getting on her last nerve, but she ignored him and left the cafeteria. If only she'd let her anger take over, that man would've been on the floor with a broken arm and a bleeding nose. But that was her old life; She'd done too much to get where she was to risk it all on that man.
"General." Y/n called out when she entered the command center; she'd seemed to of startled the ginger, but it was subtle. "Ah, Good. Punctual as always." He spoke, then cleared his throat as he turned to her; Hux was actually quite fond of the woman; she was resourceful, respectful, and almost always completed her work perfectly. He understood why Kylo Ren hired her.
"Do you have the information I requested yesterday?" He asked,
Y/n nodded and pulled up the files on her datapad. "Would you like me to send them to you, Sir?"
The General took the data pad from her and skimmed through the work. "Exceptional, Yes. As soon as possible."
"of course, sir." Hux handed her the data pad, and she quickly sent all the information to Hux's pad.
"Thank you. You are dismissed." With that, the General turned and returned to his office, and Y/n headed back toward the cafeteria.
The interaction lasted for almost the entirety of her scheduled lunch time, and when she returned to the cafeteria, it was empty; all the food was put away. A sigh escaped her lips. "Alright. I can wait for dinner, that's fine. I'll go do some of the reports I need to finish." She spoke softly to herself. She headed to her tiny office that was adjacent to Kylo's. It was one-thirty when she started on the reports, and when she looked up to take a break, it was already five o'clock. "Shoot! I'm going to miss dinner." She shot up out of her chair, fixed the mess of her desk, then left her office.
When she turned the corner, the supreme leader had turned the same; If it weren't for her quick reflexes, she'd be picking herself up off the floor. Quickly, she stepped out of his way, only to realize he had grabbed her arm.
"Just the woman I was looking for." The distorted voice echoed off the walls. "My apologies, sir, but I was just heading to dinner." the grip on her arm was released, and Kylo stood in Infront of her.
"The cafeteria is in the opposite direction." He stated, watching as she looked around frantically. "Oh. You're right.." Y/n turned back to him, exhaustion lingering behind her irises.
"Are you alright?" he asked, looking her up and down. "Um...Why do you ask?" She scratched the back of her neck nervously. "You're wearing two different shoes." The statement shocked the woman, and she looked down at her shoes; he was correct.
"Ah...That makes a lot more sense now."
"What does?"
"Well, I've been getting weird looks from everyone today, and I wasn't sure why. Even Hux was looking at me like I was sick or something."
A low distorted chuckle escaped the dark mask. "Go fix your shoes the come to my quarters." "But, Sir, I've already missed lunch. I'd rather not skip-" Kylo raised his hand to silence her.
"Do as you're told, Miss Y/l/n."
"Yes, Sir." She nodded and turned from him. Once she entered her quarters, she sighed, "Am I ever going to eat today?" She asked herself, then changed her shoes. Her room wasn't too far from Kylo's; he liked keeping her close in case he needed her. Three knocks on the large door, then it opened, but no one was on the other side. "Uh...Sir?" She called out, "I'm in the kitchen. Take the door on your left." Kylo's pleasantly low voice echoed through the hall.
When Y/n walked through the door, the table was set, and two plates were laid on top. "Take a seat." The man instructed, and she did as she was told, "Oh wow...this smells amazing." She stated as Kylo sat down across from her. "Did you make this?" she asked, looking at Kylo.
"I did. You seem surprised by that."
"Uh...well, I just assumed you'd have a personal chef or something."
"I've got trust issues." he joked (partially). "But I prefer to cook my own food. I learned most of it from my mother, so...It should taste good." Y/n smiled sweetly at his small confession. "Well, I'm certain it will taste better than anything they serve in the cafeteria." Kylo nodded at her words, returning her smile
"Let's eat then, shall we?" so they did. There wasn't much conversation; they were exhausted from the day, but being in each other's presence seemed to bring a peaceful atmosphere.
"You did well, Sir," Y/n spoke up as she finished her plate and wiped her lips with a napkin. "Thank you. I'm glad you approve of my cooking." He chuckled, finishing off his plate. Y/n contemplated asking the question that'd been bothering her since she changed her shoes but decided against it. "What is it?" The man asked, his voice soft with curiosity. "I...No, It's nothing, Sir."
"It's obviously something if you're blocking me out of your mind."
"Oh, am I? Sorry, I didn't realize."
"It's fine. If you have something you want to say, then do so."
"Alright, I was just wondering why I'm here."
"You mean, why did I invite you to dinner with me?"
Y/n nodded, staying silent "... the truth is, I'm not sure myself. When I saw how disorientated you'd been in that hallway. I just wanted to keep an eye on you, and when you said you skipped lunch, I felt like you needed a good meal for once. You deserve it for all the work you do." Y/n stared at him in shock.
Kylo Ren wasn't one to express his feelings like this. He was Mr. Dark and Scary. No...This...This was someone completely different. This was the man behind the mask, A completely (mostly) normal man with emotions and feelings. This was the first time Y/n had truly seen Him.
"What..? Did I say something wrong? Is there something on my face?" He questioned, trying to figure out why she was staring at him. "I-I Um. N-No, Sir. You're fine. I mean, it's fine." Y/n stood up quickly and picked up her and Kylo's plates. "Allow me to wash these since you made such a fantastic dinner; it's the least I could do to repay you."
"Y/n-" Kylo called out to her, but she ignored him as she walked over to the sink.
"Y/n." He called again as he stood from his chair, following after her. He grasped her by her elbow and turned her to face him. "Breathe. You're panicking."
"I know." She breathed out, placed the plates on the counter, and rubbed her hands over her face. "Sorry, sir."
"Don't be. You've been going through a lot of changes this week. I understand you must be stressed. Why don't you sit back down?" He guided her to the table, and she returned to her seat. She sighed heavily as Kylo refilled her glass with water. "Drink this." He ordered, and she obeyed. "I didn't mean to get all...Frantic. But you're right; My life has changed a lot this week...month even." Kylo nodded and returned to his seat. "Well, tell me what's been bothering you today. Maybe I could do something to help relieve some stress as you've done for me." He offered, "Yeah...Uh. Well, there's apparently this rumor that's been going around since my promotion."
"Ah, I didn't think you were the type to be affected by rumors."
"I'm usually not. This doesn't just affect me, but...." She paused to clear her throat and sip her water. "But, It could also possibly affect you."
"Me?" He asked, surprise written on his features, "Yes... People are saying that I got promoted only because I've been sleeping with my superiors. Which, in my opinion, is outrageous. Some of these people were my friends and collogues. There's this one guy who hasn't stopped bugging me since the promotion. I came very close to beating him up." Kylo huffed a laugh. "I would've liked to have seen that." Y/n smiled sheepishly. "What did he say that made you angry enough to want to hurt him?"
"Well...for one, his face just annoys me beyond all reason, but secondly...He called me your... Pet." A rose tint crept up Y/n's face as she spoke. "Pet?" Kylo leaned back in his chair, crossing his arms over his chest. "Yes, Sir." She paused, poor choice of words, when her eyes met his; he was amused by her response but cleared his throat. "Continue."
"Y-yes. Right. Well. I feel it's unfair to you, Sir. My reputation doesn't mean all that much to me, But yours does, and I don't want to be the reason it gets tarnished."
"Y/n...You don't need to worry about that. They're just rumors they will be stopped; if anyone chooses to act on them."
"But- I just...What if, because of this rumor, people will think that you're abusing your power for personal pleasure? That could cause conflict between you and everyone working for you."
"It won't."
"How can you be so sure?"
"Because. Think of who I am. You know my reputation isn't just for show. If anyone dares to continue this rumor, they will have to deal with me. And you should be worried about yourself. What would happen if people started believing you got your position from inappropriate means? The respect those people have for you would be gone. Your work will never be trusted again. You'd be nothing, just like you were when I found you. You'd go back to sleeping on that small cot with no one to care for you. You'd be less than scum in their eyes." His words were harsh but true, and they frightened her. Y/n swallowed hard; her skin crawled with goosebumps. She realized that she had more to lose than anyone else. Especially him.
"Yes. You do. But I gave you those opportunities and this new position, and I won't allow you to overthink something that I will never let happen." He reassured her as he reached over the table to take her glass out of her hand, afraid she'd crush it. "Why don't I walk you to your room?" He asked as he stood, but y/n was silent. She was not meeting his eyes. He walked over and crouched beside her chair. Placing a hand on her knee
"Y/n." His voice pulled her out of her thoughts. "Hmm? What did you say, Sir?" Kylo sighed, "I'd like you to stay in my guest for the night" Maybe it wasn't the best idea to leave her alone in the state she was in. he thought to himself as he watched her face change color. "B-but wouldn't that only make the rumor worse?" She stuttered out. He shook his head. "No one knows you're here, Plus. I'd rather not have you stay alone tonight."
"And why's that, sir?" Kylo raised a brow in suspicion. Did she not realize she was shivering? "Y/n, look at your hands." She did as she was told, "Oh. I'm scared. Ha. That's new." She looked at him, tears welling in her eyes. "I don't want any of that to happen, Sir..." He gently took her hand in his much larger one. "It won't. Trust me as you have before. I won't let you down." Y/n stared at the contrast of their hands; she stayed silent for a while. Tracing the top of his hand with her free one, absentmindedly, "Okay..." She spoke softly, a smile spreading across her delicate features. "So. If you'd like to change, a pair of sleepwear should be on the dresser. Then we could do some paperwork if that'd help settle your nerves. If not that we could do anything you'd like." He offered as he stood, pulling her gently from her seat and guiding her to the guest room. "Could we read something?" She asked when they reached the door; Kylo nodded as he opened it and turned on the light. "I'll be out here when you're done." He informed then closed the door behind her.
The room was similar to her own but a bit bigger. There was a queen-sized bed in the middle and a bathroom on the left. Just like he said, there were two pairs of sleepwear, one for males and another for females. Y/n thought the woman's sleepwear shirt was too formfitting to be comfortable in, so she wore the male shirt with the female leggings. She neatly folded her clothes and placed them on top of the dresser. When she was finished, she walked back out of the room; the lights had been dimmed to a comfortable level that didn't strain the eyes. She hadn't looked around when she first came in. It wasn't just a kitchen; it had a decent-sized dining table, and off towards the side was a couch facing a massive transparasteel window. Had that been there the whole time? She thought to herself; she noticed the familiar figure sitting on the couch.
"May I join you?" she asked when she approached the small lounge. "Of course, Make yourself comfortable," Kylo gave her a faint smile as he observed her; he noticed her choice of clothing and chuckled. "Is something funny, sir?" she asked as she sat on the couch. "No, It's nothing. You said you wanted to read something. What were you thinking?" She was curious but let it go. "Something that'll put me to sleep."
"Ah, so...Paperwork. I bet you'd be asleep in minutes if I read that aloud to you."
"You would be correct, sir." Kylo hummed as he picked up his datapad lying on the coffee table. "You don't need to be so formal when we're alone, Y/n."
"but it's disrespectful-"
"Screw Respect. We're both adults; We're both just people right now. So you can call me Kylo."
"Okay...Kylo." Y/n smiled tiredly.
His name on her lips was heavenly. He wished he could hear it forever.
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Reylo. Sorry, but it's not abusive
Star Wars is not selling abusive relationships to young girls nor conditioning them into aspiring to them. Reylo is not propaganda from disgruntled single middle aged woman. It wasn't promoting abusive relationships when Luke still found love for his father despite Darth Vader cutting off his hand. Luke fans, young and old, were not attacked as being dumb or needy for liking Luke or how he viewed his father. It damn sure wasn't considered abusive when Anakin choked Padme and she still held hope for him in her heart. Or, that Obi-Wan still held a love for Anakin despite everything Darth Vader had done. Then there was Reylo.
Being a Reylo is not something I feel I need to defend. Let me love what I love in peace. That's what I believe. I did not actually see any of the sequel trilogy until after it was concluded. I was not on any fandoms during the rollout and marketing for the films. Thank God. However, I have gathered enough to understand it was horrible how Reylos were being regarded. It was beyond patronizing. I'm not new to fandom, hell I've been on soap opera fandoms for quite some time and believe me that's a savage space, but wow.
I want to clarify some of the feedback against Reylo and reaffirm why it's such a compelling pairing. Further more, I regard it as an compelling attribute to the Star Wars universe that only added to the franchise.
Now I've seen the domination of woman twisted up and called romance (see Twilight and 50 Shades of Gray), but I don't think people understand WHY those relationship were as such. Rey, on her own, is one of the strongest and most badass female leads to ever appear on the big screen. Despite people thinking she doesn't have a personality she is a resourceful, tough, innocent, loyal, hopeful and strong. She has agency unlike Bella Swan. She is not sexualized by Kylo Ren unlike the 50 shades girl. Her gender is neither a hindrance nor an advantage. She has the agency to save herself, but she is also saved.
Which is really one of the main issues. There is the patronization of Rey as a character, the people who like her and the people who like the pairing. While those 50 shades of gray books didn't buy themselves rather than listening to why Reylos liked the pairing they were told why they did and then dismissed. Or, there's the men that wanted Rey to be with Finn because Finn was the "nice guy" who they identified with.
Rey doesn't need a love interest - not all heroines need love interests, but why does it imply she's weak if she does have a love interest? Heroes infamously have a female counterpart which helps make them viable. It doesn't make them any less interesting as an individual.
Kylo Ren and Rey are NOT a couple but instead representatives of opposing sides in a war. This is the most important part. From the get-go they have an intense dynamic. Both have had visions and dreams of the other and they recognize something in one another. Kylo Ren did kidnap Rey, however, if you consider fighting your enemies “abusive” or interrogating war prisoners as “domestic violence”.............well, that is odd.
As quotes about them
What if your soulmate in the Force was your enemy? Circumstance, pits them against each other, but the Force bonds them together. They understand each other almost from a point of view of fate. And yet, fate has made them enemies.
While Kylo Ren is fascinated by In the moments of the interrogation, gender and sexuality have nothing to do with Kylo’s actions. J.J. made the conscious choice to show us the same scene twice (Kylo Ren interrogating his enemies) so the audience can spot the differences between the two. Sorry J.J, you trusted people too much.
We're able to see very clear aggression and abuse come from Kylo Ren for Poe. He has zero interest in him personally. He needs information and he will get it. The force and his ability to read someone's mind is a tool within his disposal. Now why isn't Poe's interrogation considered sexual assault?
"You know I can take anything I want" HE CAN READ HER MIND! He's not talking about raping her for God's Sake! He asked her to freely provide information and she didn't want to. However, he has a tool to use against a girl adding his enemies - a tool he'll use if she doesn't want to snitch. She knows this he already read her mind - so why not give the information freely?!
Rey also invaded his mind, so did she mind-rape him too?
The line that fans almost never seem to talk about in The Force Awakens is when Kylo says to Rey “Don’t be afraid, I feel it too.” What did he feel? The best I'm able to understand is what they felt was their force dyad igniting or fulfilling.
Ren becomes personally invested in Rey. Not with her cause, or her affiliation with the Resistance, but with her and what he wants from her.
“Kylo chased Finn and Rey outside Starkiller Base to fight them! He threw Rey against a tree!” Well she was going to shoot him..... I would've thrown her against a tree to save myself. His issue in that moment was Finn. Finn was the "traitor" in questioned and his unfinished business. They fought, but really it was a dueling exercise. Kylo Ren wanted to test her skills and her powers. If he wanted her dead there was a convenient edge to push her over, hell he offered to teach her. Rey was the one to go ape and almost kill him.
Again, I'm not implying that they aren't messy - they are. For literary nerds this is why they are a compelling heroine/villain. Ultimately one will greatly affect the other. The tension in between them is why it's great.
Ben Solo, least we forget, is himself an abuse victim. This is canon. While Kylo Ren has learned abusive techniques, they are at war. Applying abusive characteristics to a fictional character in a war setting without any attempt to incorporate the story is bizarre. Why was he able for the first time to stand against his abuser? Rey. He couldn't stand up for himself but he stood up for her. Ultimately, Kylo Ren wanted to 'break the wheel" that's what he claimed. If he was honest, he'd admit he had no clue of how to do that.
Most abusers are charming and irresistible when you first meet them. Ben has NEVER dishonest with Rey about who he is. Rey is very aware of the horrible side of him and even refers to him as a monster. He affirms her accusation that he is a monster.
During their force bonds because of the nature of the bond Rey is in a position to hear him out and try to understand how he became the monster he is today. When she learns that he didn't become this on his own, that Luke, his parents and Snoke contributed to his downfall she had hope in him. It's also important to make the distinctions that when she has a vision of him, it's as Ben. It's like a bipolar personality. When Kylo Ren goes all Darcy marriage proposal - she reject him. She rightfully spurned him when he resorted to cruelty to sway her to his side. Rey turned down Kylo as long as he was the ’bad guy’, and only kissed him as Ben ’the good guy’.
“He only wants to use her for her power.” Oversimplification that Rey is actually guilty of. Kylo Ren is lonely and within Rey he finds not only an equal but the most intense emotional connection he's ever had. The most intense connection she's ever had. Let's not forget they are probably both virgins. Then they are in each other's head. That's intense. When Kylo makes his plea to Rey it's out of not only loneliness but truly wanting her for her.
Also, Kylo doesn’t say he wants them to rule together as “master and apprentice”. He wants Rey to be his empress, his queen which is what Rey means. He’s literally proposing by offering her the entire galaxy. Ultimately Reylos see them as two equally powerful archenemies dedicating themselves to defeating the other but also find themselves strangely drawn to each other in ways they might not want to admit. Then two soul mates on the other side of a conflict.
This is built on the idea that hate itself is a sort of twisted form of love. It is, or, rather hatred is born from things like fear, pain, betrayal and love. Their connection is complicated. One minutes they last out at one another and the next they lean into each other. People can regard this as toxic. Others, like myself, regard this as the gray side of love. Reylo represent the yin yang of the force. The light and the dark craving each other and finding themselves frustrated.
Notice how many hero/villains find themselves telling others that only they are allowed to kill/harm their nemesis, in a subconscious effort to protect their nemesis from others. And they may also get strangely jealous when their nemesis fights other people.
Other people give this argument because they believe the popularity of antiheroes in media is a sign of society’s moral decay. The First Order for all we know is not a fascist society. We have no idea the ideology of the First Order. We know their clothing was inspired by the Nazis.
Red String of Fate: the two connected by the red thread are destined lovers, regardless of place, time, or circumstances. This magical cord may stretch or tangle, but never break
Kylo Ren and Rey BOTH want to be together, believe in the other, but are held back by their individual idea of what means. How is that abusive?! Maybe it's back to thinking little girls won't be able to understand the complexity of Reylo. Huh, well little boys can understand the complexity of Batman and Joker. If little boys are smart enough to realize the difference between fiction and reality and are able to watch a love/hate relationship between a good guy and a bad guy, I’m pretty sure the girls can handle it too. Rey has hope and belief that Kylo Ren can be good, she won't stay by his side while he's doing bad.
What is Reylo? In a way. Iconic
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Morning Peace
Ben Solo x Reader
Content & Trigger Warnings: hurt/comfort, fluff, domestic, cuddles, kisses, vaguely referenced Kylo Ren past, force sensitive reader, big spoon/little spoon
Word Count: 730
You give Ben comfort after a night terror.
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A shake.
A stretch of breath.
A sudden, sharp jolt.
“Ben?”
Twisting in the bedsheets, you reach out to find him in the dark. His answer is a pained whimper, more wounded animal than human sob. It’s heartbreaking, a cold wrench beneath your ribs.
Ben hasn’t had an episode in some weeks. He seemed to be getting better. But you always know what to do. It is embedded within you, but it all depends on what Ben is experiencing.
His upper body jerks suddenly, more of a thrash than a sudden burst of movement.
Space. This requires space.
Your hand hovers nearby but does not make contact. The signs to engage with him are not there, and you know from past experiences how volatile these episodes can be. The dark side still clings to him when it can, festering when his walls are down and he is unable to completely defend himself.
Letting it run its course is all you can do until he starts to calm. Only then can you truly lend your support. There have been one too many times in the past when you tried to console him while in the midst of his thrashing, and Ben lashed out without knowing he’d done so. You never told him about those times, because you know how’d awful he’d feel upon learning that he might have hurt you.
As the gnarled whimpering eases, and Ben’s body begins to soften, you gently rest your hand on his upper arm. Squeezing lightly is your way of silently telling him that you’re here with him. That everything is all right.
Ben’s breathing evens out, and you quietly turn over in the bed, lifting the sheets enough to curl up behind him. You mold your body to his, resting your forehead against his back, your arm draping over his side to slide upward and press against his chest.
Through the Force, you sense an overwhelming sense of calm radiating from Ben, a gentle river in a green forest. You tap into it, and by connecting with it, you connect with him. You hear his heartbeat and how it adapts to your own. The two becoming one.
Sleep comes quickly, and it isn’t until the gentle light of morning that you’re shifted around, strong arms wrapping around you to pull you in.
“Ben,” you giggle, as his lips find the underside of your jaw and travel down your neck. You playfully push at him even as Ben pushes you deeper into the bed, tangling the both of you further around the sheets.
When you manage to snag yourself from his grasp for a moment, you find him smiling, the stretch of his lips tugging toward his ears. He is so bright and handsome in the morning light that shines in from a crack in the curtains. Waves crashing against rock reach your ears, and you sigh heavily, matching his smile.
Ben’s gaze roams over your face as the tips of his fingers brush across the curve of your jaw. As he watches, his smile softens.
“I had another last night, didn’t I?” he asks softly, already knowing the answer.
“You did,” you reply.
Ben visibly swallows, licks his lips, the scar across his face stretching slightly with the movement. “I felt…you. Afterward. I don’t remember anything. Just—just you. And the peace.”
You snuggle in closer until your chin almost rests against his chest. “How do you feel now?”
Ben tips his head forward and places a chaste kiss to the top of your head. “Grateful,” he finally says.
“How so?”
Ben shifts his body back a bit so he can gaze at you from behind his dark lashes. “Without you, I’d simply be existing in a galaxy that doesn’t want me. But with you, I have someone.”
You shake your head. “There are people out there that still care about you, Ben.”
“No,” he says. “Not like you do.”
Ben’s dark locks fall around his face as he closes the distance. This kiss is not chaste. It is sweet and passionate and warms you everywhere. When he breaks away, you don’t want him to leave.
“I love you,” he whispers, before settling in the bed, drawing you to him.
You allow him this, pulling you in for a just a bit longer before the two of you have to answer the day.
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Events Masterlist
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These fics are listed here as well as under the characters and fandoms they are relevent for
Kinktober 2021
Armitage Hux X Male Reader X Kylo Ren
(To be reviewed to standard)
Eobard Thawne X Gender Neutral Reader
(To be reviewed to standard)
Eric Coulter X Gender Neutral Reader
(To be reviewed to standard)
Alexsandr Kallus X Male Reader X Mitth'raw'nuruodo
(To be reviewed to standard)
Maul X Gender Neutral Reader X Savage
(To be reviewed to standard)
The Swedes X AFAB Reader
(To be reviewed to standard)
Mitth'raw'nuruodo X Male Reader
(To be reviewed to standard)
Henry King Sr X Gender Neutral Reader
(To be reviewed to standard)
Kinktober 2022
October 1st, Clothed Sex with Douglas Davenport
Pronouns: None mentioned, Marcus calls the Reader ‘Dad’
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Reader is a step/adoptive-dad to Marcus, sex, mentions of cum, grinding, allusions to Douglas’ evil activities, nothing is proof-read
Summary: Just a normal Friday with the smaller Davenport family, you bring Douglas some snacks and find him stuck in thought. You both decide you have ample time to yourselves.
October 3rd, Sex Pollen with Pavel Chekov
Pronouns: None mentioned
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Non-established relationship, but they’re in love, hinted Kirk/Spock and Chapel/Uhura, sex pollen enhances arousal and attraction but no fuck or die, allusions to bad wig Chekov, focus on how cute the Russian is, top reader, bottom Chekov, mentions of Chekov’s love for Russia
Summary: The away team gets separated and the Captain orders for exploration in the meantime. Chekov and yourself wander across some strange plants that cause some interesting side effects.
October 5th, Mind Control/Dub/Non-Con with Tom Riddle
Pronouns: None mentioned except in summary
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Dubious consent, non-con vibes, mind control, drugging, Viagra potion, Tom Riddle being Voldemort in the early days, oral sex, anal sex, bottom reader, multiple orgasms, hopeful open ending, not proof read
Summary: Tom Riddle met a nice boy at Hogwarts. One he couldn’t let get away. He keeps him away from his work and uses him as he sees fit.
October 7th, Generating Warmth with Leonard McCoy
Pronouns: None mentioned
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Non-established relationship, but they’re in love, stranded together, stuck in a cave, McCoy calls the reader “kid,” but he calls lots of people that, riding, hand-job, standard McCoy snark, long set up
Summary: When Spock’s away team get stranded a second team is sent to locate them when the ship’s sensors fail. As a part of the rescue team, yourself and Doctor McCoy happen across a cave that needs investigating. A spontaneous collapse of the entrance leaves you both stuck in a freezing cave with limited sources of heat. You have to find a way to stay warm.
October 9th, Toys with Simon
Pronouns: None mentioned; Reader referred to as ‘boy’ and ‘man’ in dialogue
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Toys, grinding, Simon hates dildos and thinks he’s too good for toys, mentions of Negan loving his wives, anal plug, handcuffs, prostate massage, rough sex, both of them are switches but Simon’s more of a top, Negan needs his Lieutenants to loosen up, asexual author that had to do a lot of fic reading to figure out how toys work
Summary: On a run with Negan, the Saviors happen across a sex shop and bring home the lot. Being Negan’s right hand, Simon and his S/O get first pick.
October 11th, Cockwarming with Rumpelstiltskin
Pronouns: None mentioned; Reader referred to as ‘Da’ by Baelfire
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut, Tooth Rotting Fluff
Warnings: Pre-Dark One Rumple, wholesome father with anxiety, Reader is a Stepdad to Baelfire, mentions/depiction of minor injury, fluff in the beginning, smut is brief and fluffy, top Reader, bottom Rumple, I proof read nothing
Summary: A domestic life with Rumplestiltskin before his time as the Dark One. You are the comfort he needs, especially on cold nights.
October 13th, Somnophilia/Waking Up with Edward Nashton
Pronouns: None mentioned; Reader called ‘boyfriend’
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Edward being needy, mentions of Riddler stuff, light somnophilia with pre-established consent, multiple orgasms for the Reader, oral sex, riding, rough sex, not proof read, very little dialogue, top Reader, bottom Edward
Summary: Edward often wakes you up when he’s feeling particularly needy. The trick is figuring exactly how he wants it. So long as he’s dizzy by the end, all is as it should be.
October 15th, Mating Cycles/In Heat with Spock
Pronouns: None mentioned
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Pon Farr, Spock having an animalistic drive, multiple orgasms, () used for custom name and rank, verbal consent is sexy, top Spock, bottom, Reader
Summary: Spock has been careful to keep track of his Pon Farr, but it still snuck up on him before you could have your first time as a couple. Now Spock has to ask something very intimate of you.
October 17th, Power Imbalance with Mirror Kirk
Pronouns: He/Him, Reader is referred to as ‘boy’
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Mirrorverse runs on sex and blood, Mirror Kirk is mean, switch Reader, sub Reader, dom Mirror Kirk, references to Reader giving oral but it doesn’t happen, hand job, sex as a threat, sex a discipline, mentions of execution and torture, use of the pet name “good boy,” mentions of prior sex partner and Reader, mentions of Reader’s time at the academy, inexperienced Reader, dirty talk, handjob, mentions of grinding, sex
Summary: As a Commander aboard the ISS Enterprise you get the occasional privilege of sitting in the Captain’s chair. When the Captain comes to relieve the Beta shift he keeps you behind for some fun, but things don’t go quite how he planned.
Tropesgiving 2022
Wrong Door: The Master X Male Reader
Prompt: Tropesgiving Day 1: Enemies to Lovers
Pronouns: He/Him
Physical Sex: None Mentioned
Rating: T/Moderate Themes
Warnings: Canon typical violence, double meaning/implied future intimacy, background Yaz/Doctor, Dhawan Master
Summary: The Doctor responds to a distress signal and meets an unexpected enemy with the intention of hurting her and the fam. When everyone’s plans are ruined, a certain Timelord has to improvise.
Pelt: Snotlout Jorgenson X Gender Neutral Reader
Prompt: Tropesgiving Day 2: One Bed
Pronouns: None Mentioned
Physical Sex: None Mentioned
Rating: G/Fluff
Warnings: Snotlout the flirt, the twins fight, written with a male reader in mind - but it’s never stated
Summary: When someone forgets to bring enough blankets for the no-dragon training trip the group ends up having to share the few they do have.
Those Blue Eyes: Leonard McCoy X Male Reader
Prompt: Tropesgiving Day 3: Evil Twins
Pronouns: He/Him, use of boyfriend, reader called ‘boy’ and ‘man’
Physical Sex: None Mentioned
Rating: T/Moderate Themes
Warnings: Canon typical violence, flirty mirror counterparts, mentions of surgery and death
Summary: A mirrored version of Doctor McCoy is on the Enterprise and you have him at phaser point, but things are much more complicated than they seem.
The Prince: Armitage Hux X Male Reader
Prompt: Tropesgiving Day 4: Arranged Marriage
Pronouns: He/Him, reader called ‘prince’ and ‘man’
Physical Sex: None Mentioned
Rating: T/Moderate Themes
Warnings: Foundation of a queer platonic relationship, marriage for politics, aroace Hux and Reader, asexual bonding, sex/romance repulsion
Summary: The First Order needs a strong alliance to beat the Resistance out of your system. Your government agrees, so long as there is a strong tie between the two governments. Armitage Hux receives an order from Supreme Leader Snoke himself.
Free Comics: Stuart Bloom X Male Reader X Barry Kripke
Prompt: Tropesgiving Day 5: Love Triangle
Pronouns: He/Him, reader called ‘boyfriend’
Physical Sex: None Mentioned
Rating: T/Moderate Themes
Warnings: Barry is an asshole, Stuart stares a lot, Reader enjoys Silver Age DC, mentions/hints towards sex, hint of poly ending, Captain Sweatpants being a good guy
Summary: Stuart and Barry are both flirty towards you, but when Barry finds out someone else is flirting with you he feels the need to do something about it. You have no problem laying out their options for them.
Not Your Tie: Oswald Cobblepot X Male Reader
Prompt: Tropesgiving Day 6: Clothing Swap
Pronouns: He/Him, reader called ‘boyfriend’
Physical Sex: None Mentioned
Rating: M/Mature Themes
Warnings: Oswald stays in the closet to get votes, mentions of sex, Ed knows everything and doesn’t hate Oswald, Oswald isn’t in this very much
Summary: After a long night of celebration you arrive at the mayor’s office wearing Oswald’s tie. Luckily for you, Edward is a good friend.
12 Days of AU 2022
Dragons Know Things: Viggo Grimborn X Gender Neutral Reader
Prompt: 12 Days of AU, Soulmate
Pronouns: None Mentioned
Physical Sex: None Mentioned
Rating: T/Violence
Warnings: Viking typical violence, minor injuries, hunters are hunters, Reader is an older dragon rider
Summary: Shot down during a storm by the dragon hunters, you meet their leader.
The Death Knights: Severus Snape X Male Reader
Prompt: 12 Days of AU, Royalty
Pronouns: None Mentioned, Reader is called ‘sir’ as in the knightly title and acts as a traditionally masculine knight
Physical Sex: None Mentioned
Rating: T/Violence
Warnings: Mentions of death and war, arranged marriage, Voldemort still looks human, Snape is still a spy
Summary: King Dumbledore’s precious school has fallen to the Dark King Voldemort’s forces, now they celebrate that victory.
Gaslight Hatter: Jervis Tetch X Gender Neutral Reader
Prompt: 12 Days of AU, Historic
Pronouns: None Mentioned *Reader is a cop and the first female cop in America would have just joined the force around this time so there’s no room for pronoun plot holes, use what you want
Physical Sex: None Mentioned
Rating: T/Violence
Warnings: Mentions of murder/serial murder, based on the comic not the movie, reader is a cop but a cool one I guess, Reader referred to as an Alice by Hatter, I hope you’ve read the book
Summary: 1890s Gotham is facing a new threat after the demise of Jack the Ripper. A madman dressed as the beloved Hatter from a popular storybook who has a pension for playing dress up with the young adults of the city. As an officer working under Inspector Gordon, it’s your job to protect the people.
Necromancer: Milton Mamet X Gender Neutral Reader
Prompt: 12 Days of AU, Magic
Pronouns: None Mentioned
Physical Sex: None Mentioned
Rating: T/Zombies
Warnings: Mentions of death and zombies, use of ‘biters’ instead of 'walkers’
Summary: When science fails, magic is needed to learn more about the dead.
Navyman: Malcolm Reed X Male Reader
Prompt: 12 Days of AU, Modern
Pronouns: he/him, Reader referred to as ‘boyfriend’
Physical Sex: None Mentioned
Rating: G
Warnings: Malcolm’s family is clueless, aquaphobia, mentions of scary/life threatening conditions at sea
Summary: In modern times, Malcolm Reed didn’t have any Starfleet to join and is pressured into the Navy despite his fear. His family is proud, but knows nothing about his phobia so you have to help him through it during a storytelling session.
Traditions: Montgomery Scott X Gender Neutral Reader
Prompt: 12 Days of AU, Holiday
Pronouns: None Mentioned
Physical Sex: None Mentioned
Rating: T/Alcohol
Warnings: Multiple holiday celebration, Scotty’s tree has to be perfect, mentions of scotch, holidays/faiths mentioned specifically: Hanukkah, Kwanzaa, Yule, and Christmas, author celebrates Yule and did research for other holidays
Summary: When the holiday season rolls around the Enterprise has an annual party, limited to one night due to the dangers of space. Scotty and the Operations division are in charge of decorations for all of the holidays and it’s time to set up.
Fictober 2023
Street Urchin: Dutch Van der Linde X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 1, Age Play
Pronouns: he/him, Reader referred to as ‘boy’ and ‘son’
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Age play, role play, begging, slight pain/rough handling, anal fingering, anal sex, prostate massage, biting, neck kissing, dirty talk, teasing
Summary: Dutch suggested you pretend to be one of those young street boys while in Saint Denis so he can teach you a lesson.
Big, Not Dumb: Bill Williamson X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 2, Compliments
Pronouns: None Mentioned, Reader referred to as ‘boy’
Physical Sex: None Mentioned
Rating: T/Language
Warnings: Referenced bullying, referenced crime, fluff, comfort, kisses, cuddling, bashful Bill, use of Bill’s birth name
Summary: You get back to camp to find Bill in a bad mood, that simply will not do.
Annoying: John Marston X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 3, Hate Sex
Pronouns: he/him, Reader referred to as ‘man’
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Hate sex, anal fingering, anal sex, prostate massage, dirty talk, teasing, mentions of John’s situation with Abigail and Jack, Reader is an asshole, pre-Blackwater, violence, punching
Summary: You’ve been sent on a scouting excursion with John to find a good spot closer to Blackwater, John is annoying through the whole ride.
Never Again: Kieran Duffy X Bill Williamson
Fictober Prompt: Day 4, Hurt/Comfort
Pairing Type: M/M
Rating: T/Language, References to sex
Warnings: Referenced/Implied forced prostitution, trauma, mentions of past torture, the tongs, Dutch is an asshole, soft Bill Williamson, mutual pining, hurt/comfort, protective bahavior, hugs, internalized homophobia, Bill is at war with himself
Summary: Kieran finds himself forced into something he doesn’t want to do in order to make money for camp, Bill is there to keep that from happening.
Little O’Driscoll Dog: Micah Bell X Kieran Duffy
Fictober Prompt: Day 5, Collaring
Pairing Type: M/M
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Smut, fluff, tooth rotting?, repressed Micah Bell, kinky Kieran Duffy, admittance of feelings, established relationship, slow sex, kissing, anal fingering, anal sex, marking, protectiveness, possessiveness, top Micah and bottom Kieran
Summary: Micah and Kieran spend their first night in a hotel room, giving them both the opportunity to admit things.
Sit Still: Arthur Morgan X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 6, Dubcon/Frottage
Pronouns: he/him, Reader referred to as ‘boy’
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Slight dubcon, frottage, sex with clothes on, grinding, kissing, neck kissing, marking, low honor Arthur Morgan, dominate Arthur and submissive Reader, sleeping, slight cuddling
Summary: With the whole camp noticing Arthur’s darker turn recently, Dutch sent you out to keep an eye on him.
Helping and Teaching: Colm O’Driscoll X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 7, Virginity
Pronouns: None Mentioned, Reader referred to as ‘boy’
Physical Sex: AMAB, Mention of chest hair
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Colm O’Driscoll has a virginity kink big time, Reader is an O’Driscoll, praise, dirty talk, overstimulation, multiple orgasms, proposition, kissing, grinding, clothed dominant/naked submissive, anal fingering, anal sex, top Colm/bottom Reader, gentle Colm for once
Summary: While out on a job with the other O’Driscoll boys, you let slip that you’re a virgin. When this news gets back to Colm, his interest is piqued.
Not a Drop: Micah Bell X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 8, Breeding
Pronouns: None Mentioned
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Passing mention of having a kid (but not really talking about it, just dirty talk), Micah being a needy bottom, Reader is confused but supportive of Micah’s breeding kink, multiple orgasms, playing with hair, cuddling, cockwarming, breeding, anal fingering, anal sex, dirty talk, top Reader and bottom Micah
Summary: Micah has a bit of a surprising request, he wants to be filled like he’s being bred.
The Map: Bill Williamson X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 9, Kisses
Pronouns: None Mentioned, Reader referred to as ‘man’
Physical Sex: None Mentioned
Rating: T/References to sex
Warnings: Kisses, fluff, light bickering, spoiling Brown Jack of course, use of Bill’s birth name, established relationship, implied future sex, slight appreciation of Bill’s thighs
Summary: Lost in a new area when trying to find a new town, you have a sweet moment with Bill.
Sweet: Kieran Duffy X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 10, Praise Kink
Pronouns: None Mentioned
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Kisses, fluff, smut, outdoor sex, praise kink, self anal fingering, anal sex, top Reader and bottom Kieran, statements of love, established relationship
Summary: A moment away from camp in which you notice Kieran reacts rather pleasantly to being praised.
Lesson: Micah Bell X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 11, Humiliation
Pronouns: None Mentioned, Reader referred to as ‘boy’ and ‘man’
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Kisses, smut, outdoor sex, long term humiliation, anal fingering, anal sex, top Reader and bottom Micah, established relationship, jealousy, rough sex
Summary: When Micah gets too close with Dutch, you feel the need to remind him of something.
Wake The Bear: Bill Williamson X Micah Bell
Fictober Prompt: Day 12, Somnophillia
Pairing Type: M/M
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Smut, sleep sex, slightly dubious consent, insomniac Micah, thicc (™) Bill, clingy Bill, established relationship, kissing, marking, possessiveness, top Micah and bottom Bill
Summary: Stuck in Bill’s bear-like cuddles, Micah comes across something to entertain himself.
Trustworthy: Arthur Morgan X Albert Mason
Fictober Prompt: Day 13, Cuckolding
Pairing Type: M/M
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Smut, established relationship (Arthur/Albert), fluff, kink negotiation, domestic themes, soft sex, gentle sex, masturbation, exhibitionism, cuckolding, kisses, oral sex, blow jobs, anal fingering, anal sex, cuddling, fantasies come to life, top Charles and bottom Albert with viewing Arthur.
Summary: Arthur finds himself thinking of a new dirty fantasy and he is lucky enough to have a sweetheart and friend that are willing to help him fulfill it.
Training The Workhorse: Arthur Morgan X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 14, Orgasm Denial
Pronouns: None Mentioned
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Arthur being needy, orgasm denial, kissing, anal fingering, oral sex, blow jobs, rimming, teasing, top Reader and bottom Arthur
Summary: Arthur has been overly needy, so you give him just enough attention to ensure he listens.
Rebound: Dutch Van der Linde X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 15, Noncon/Rape
Pronouns: None Mentioned, Reader referred to as ‘boy’ and ‘man’ and holds a generally masculine mindset given the circumstances
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Rape, grief, drinking, mentions of Annabelle’s death, unhealthy coping mechanisms, hints of victim blaming because Dutch is an ass, threats, semi-public sex, hand jobs, anal fingering, anal sex, marking, neck kissing, slight cum fixation, vomiting, crying, Dutch is such a bad person in this one dude, shifting perspective
Summary: After losing someone he loves, Dutch drinks to forget and gets an idea in his drunken mind when he spots a man he likes the look of.
Flipped: Sean MacGuire X Male Reader X Kieran Duffy
Fictober Prompt: Day 16, Gentle threesome, Double penetration
Pronouns: None Mentioned, Reader referred to as ‘boy’ and ‘man’
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: threesome, rimming, kissing, anal fingering, anal sex, double penetration, fluff, smut, guys being dudes
Summary: Sean’s big mouth ends up with you taking both he and Kieran at the same time.
Dare: The Van der Linde Boys X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 17, Multi
Pronouns: he/him, Reader referred to as ‘fella’ and ‘man’, heavy masculine implication
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: (have you ever been in a men’s locker room and things got a little weird), smut, background relationships, masturbation, hand jobs, kissing, oral sex, blow jobs, dirty talk, facial, cum swallowing, Micah being an asshole, flirting, casual sex, everyone is gay but especially Bill
Summary: Drunk Sean wanting to get off prompts a dare to jerk off and last longer than anyone else at the fire. Gay chaos of a sort ensues.
Bruises: Arthur Morgan X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 18, Spanking
Pronouns: None Mentioned, masculine implication
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: M/Mild sexual themes
Warnings: Mentions of violence and injuries sustained, marking, spanking, bruising, fantasizing, masturbation, anal fingering, cuddling, kissing, aftercare, sex put off in favor of cuddling
Summary: Arthur loves being put over your knee but this is the longest you’ve been apart.
At His Lowest: Dutch Van der Linde X Micah Bell
Fictober Prompt: Day 19, Exhibitionism
Pairing Type: M/M
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Exhibitionism, epilogue setting, power dynamics, dom/sub undertones, anal fingering, anal sex, bottom Micah/top Dutch, mentions of past grief, Dutch is not mentally healthy
Summary: Now that Dutch has reunited with Micah, he has an opportunity he should have taken years ago.
Needy Firsts: Sean MacGuire X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 20, Rimming
Pronouns: None Mentioned, Reader referred to as ‘man’
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Kissing, established relationship, begging, Sean is loud, rimming, first time rimming, mentions of prior sex, slight aftercare
Summary: After a few days without much alone time you decide to do something with Sean that you haven’t done before.
Sweet Blood: Bill Williamson X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 21, Blood/Murder
Pronouns: None Mentioned
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut, violence
Warnings: Appreciation of Bill’s size, kissing, gunfight, blood, murder, oral sex, blow job, hint of anal fingering, mentions of bathing together, goofy fluff, Bill is clumsy
Summary: After a shootout Bill gets a little show that he enjoys more than he might expect.
Thickness: Bill Williamson X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 22, Intercrural Sex
Pronouns: None Mentioned
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Prior failed sex with injury, mention of blood, a lesson in lubrication, Bill’s thighs getting the attention they deserve, intercrural sex, prepping, aftercare, kissing, hand job, soft sex, fluff
Summary: After a painful failed attempt at typical intimacy, Bill has an idea that won’t worsen his injury.
Practice Makes Perfect: Abe X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 23, First Time Deepthroating
Pronouns: None Mentioned
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Fluff, oral sex, blow job, deepthroating, cum swallowing, domestic-ish, established relationship
Summary: After a lot of practice, Abe finally manages to get you down into his throat.
Slow: Kieran Duffy X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 24, Sounding
Pronouns: None Mentioned
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Fluff, careful sex, sounding, safe sex for the time period, the fence has a spicy inventory you know he does, communication
Summary: A new toy from the fence means testing it out with caution.
End: Micah Bell X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 25, Crying
Pronouns: None Mentioned, Reader referred to as ‘man’
Physical Sex: None Mentioned
Rating: T/Violence, language
Warnings: Angst, crying, betrayal, Reader doesn’t take Micah’s side, violence, guns, shootout, drinking, Micah doesn’t know how to do emotions, Baylock is a good horse, extreme coping mechanisms
Summary: The end of the gang, everything is going Micah’s way. There’s just one little snag that Micah doesn’t know how to handle, something he didn’t know how to account for.
A Dynamic: Dutch Van der Linde X Arthur Morgan
Fictober Prompt: Day 26, Grooming
Pairing Type: M/M
Rating: M/Grooming, references to sex
Warnings: Underage, dead dove, grooming, dark themes, Dutch’s mind is a wasteland, bad father Dutch, groping, head kissing, cuddling, affection
Summary: Dutch doesn’t think what he does with Arthur is all that wrong.
A/N: Goes without saying this is your extra dead dove warning. This is an interesting dynamic I had read a few fics on and I wanted to explore Dutch’s odd interest in ‘younger women’ that he has in the game. It’s short because it’s gross.
Messed Up: Micah Bell X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 27, S&M
Pronouns: None Mentioned, Reader referred to as ‘sir’
Physical Sex: None Mentioned
Rating: E/Smut, blood
Warnings: Rough sex, rough masturbation, anal fingering, sex toys, anal plug, knife play, blood, marking, dom/sub, bottom Micah and top Reader, aftercare, cuddling, choking, asphyxiation, blacking out, passing out
Summary: After misbehaving before, Micah gets a well loved punishment.
Well Behaved: Colm O’Driscoll X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 28, Daddy Kink
Pronouns: he/him, Reader referred to as ‘boy’
Physical Sex: None Mentioned
Rating: M/References to sex
Warnings: Colm being sweet, cuddling by a fire, blankets, soft behavior, daddy kink, neck kissing, sensual touching, cozy setting, I wrote this in thirty degree weather because cold
Summary: A warm night by the fire with Colm.
Squeeze: Charles Smith X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 29, Breathplay
Pronouns: None Mentioned
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Choking, anal fingering, anal sex, cockwarming, kissing, neck kissing, slight aftercare of sorts, birthday presents, fluff, Charles being extra pretty, established relationship, bottom Charles and top Reader
Summary: Charles gets everything he wants for his birthday.
Misadventures: Micah Bell X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 30, Failed Date
Pronouns: None Mentioned, Reader referred to as ‘man’
Physical Sex: None Mentioned
Rating: T/Language, mention of injury
Warnings: Fluff, romance, date, picnic, kissing, mention of violence and injury, Micah trying his best
Summary: Micah plans a date to make up for being a bad sweetheart, only for things to turn on him all at once.
Boys’ Night: The Van der Linde Boys X Male Reader
Fictober Prompt: Day 31, Orgy
Pronouns: None Mentioned
Physical Sex: AMAB
Rating: E/Smut
Warnings: Orgy, threesomes, kissing, anal fingering, anal sex, oral sex, blow jobs, rough sex, voyeurism, exhibitionism, Sean’s drunken mind, marking, viagra-esc tonics, almost everyone is passed around to everyone else, Reader takes both top and bottom roles
Summary: Sean has an idea that leads most of the boys in the gang to a damn fun time.
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kylo ren already lost 90% of his appeal when they nerfed him by refusing to commit to the necrophiliac vibes they had in store for him. the remaining 10% is literally bc of how pathetic he is. that man would not dom you the closest he can get to that is domestic violence.
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pretty pls do not send me a request that has already been sent to another writer!
do’s :)
sub/dom dynamics, cnc, stepcest, knifeplay, gunplay, mommy kink, daddy kink, threesomes, non con/dub con, poly relationships, yandere/dark characters, dumbification (if you have any other questions ask in my inbox!)
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ageplay, ddlg, real people, incest, domestic violence, anal play of any kind, pegging, extreme bdsm, scat, pedophilia, homophobia, substance abuse
characters I am currently writing for: coriolanus snow, tigris snow, lucy gray baird, & sejanus plinth
Other Series:
stranger things: robin buckley, steve harrington, eddie munson, & nancy wheeler
the hunger games: coriolanus snow, lucy gray baird, sejanus plinth, tigris snow, katniss everdeen, peeta mellark, haymitch abernathy, finnick odair, johanna mason, & effie trinket
mcu: steven grant/moonknight trio, layla el-faouly, peter parker (tom holland), peter parker (andrew garfield), michelle jones, spiderverse!gwen stacy, wanda maximoff, natasha romanoff, bucky barnes, carol danvers, yelena belova, matt murdock, valkyrie, loki laufeyson, sylvie laufeydottir, druig, makkari, eros/starfox
star wars: kylo ren + ben solo, anakin skywalker + darth vader, obi wan kenobi, padme amidala, leia organa, luke skywalker, din djarin, cassian andor, ahsoka tano, sabine wren, ezra bridger, shin hati
the last of us (tv + game version): ellie williams, abby anderson, joel miller
bottoms: hazel callahan, josie marks, pj waters
criminal minds: spencer reid, elle greenaway, emily prentiss
dc: mera, harley quinn, adrian chase, joker (heath ledger), joker (joaquin phoenix), batman (robert pattinson), selina kyle (zoe kravitz), jonathan crane
misc. characters: beth harmon, ethan landry, jules vaughn, narcos!javier peña, charlie barber, flip zimmerman, adam sackler, graham eaton, eleanor levetan
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Into The Reverb (Kylo Ren/Reader)
Chapter Forty Four
You attempt to shift to stretch but you are halted by a large, tattooed arm around your midsection. It tightens with your movement. Right, Kylo. The events of last night flood your foggy brain. You literally played Miracle in front of 17,000 people and basically announced to the world that you two were an item. You huff as you try and shift in his arms, grimacing at the cold sticky evidence of last night on your inner thighs.
”Ky I need to get up” you say, stroking his arm. He grumbles incoherently but doesn’t let go. “Kylo!” you say more forcefully “I need to get up!” His arms release you with a sleepy groan. You bolt to the bathroom to relieve yourself.
You turn to look in the mirror and a gasp falls from your mouth. Your chest, thighs and neck are covered in hickeys and bite marks in various stages of bruising. You grimace at the soreness of your muscles, especially between your legs. Damn that sexy man.
You laugh to yourself as you brush your teeth and start up the shower. He literally carried you out like a caveman as Vic and the rest of the group cheered you both on. You hope Hux and Cassian didn’t have to deal with too much after the two of you left. But you felt the same as him. You hadn’t seen each other in almost five months and you needed him. You would just have to deal with whatever later.
You groan as the hot water hits your sore muscles. You start soaping your hair as you hear the shower door open. “Hey baby” he says, his raspy baritone voice filling the space. He steps in and pulls your body flush with his.
You can feel every hard muscle and shiver at the memories of last night. “Last night wasn’t enough?” he growls into your ear as he smacks you on the ass. “Maybe” you giggle as you grind your ass onto his half hard cock. “Hmmm baby girl don’t start something you don’t plan on finishing” he says, palming your hips and ass.
You hum as you continue to shampoo your hair. “You did a number on me, Ky” you say smirking as you turn to rinse your hair “marking your territory?” You hear him clear his throat as his hands move, tracing the bruises on your collarbone and neck before ending in your hair, running his large fingers through it. “I may have been a little overzealous” he rasps. You smile at his sweetness.
You grab your loofah and begin to soap it up. “For what it’s worth, I enjoyed it” you say giving him a wink as you turn to him. You feel him hum as you start to scrub against his wide chest. His soft amber eyes catch yours. “I love you baby girl” he whispers, kissing the top of your head.
“I love you too” you respond softly, trying desperately not to tear up. “Hey” he says as tipping your chin up to face him. God he’s beautiful. His dark hair flowed past his shoulders as the water ran over him. “I’m sorry” you say as his hand cups your cheek.
“Don’t” he says pulling you into his soapy chest. You lay your head on his strong pectoral as he rocks you softly under the spray. You hear a rumble in his chest as he starts humming. You know it instantly. You snuggle in as you allow the tears to fall, humming along with him to Queen’s I Was Born To Love You.
You kiss his chest right above his heart and look up at him. He is looking at you like you are everything. Your heart clinches at the thought of that this man being yours. No one has ever cared about you like he does. Before him, the idea itself would’ve scared you away. But now, your soul feels complete and your mind is calm.
The two of you finish showering in relative silence, pampering each other. You probably gave him the best shampooing/scalp massage of his life based on the sounds he made. He kisses your shoulder as he exits, letting you rinse your hair one more time. Turning off the water you exit shivering slightly. He grabs a towel for you, wrapping it around you. He smiles fondly as he turns away to tighten the one around himself.
It's almost domestic how the two of you are right now, getting ready side by side in front of the dual sink vanity. You smirk as you watch Kylo put product in his hair and his ear gauges in. He smiles back, tossing a tube of Arnicare in your direction with a wink. “Take your time, I’ll make breakfast” he says, kissing your forehead as he exits the bathroom.
Throwing your hair into a messy bun, you apply the cream, thankful Rae had told you about this stuff. It worked miracles. You sigh, finally feeling more human. Exiting the bathroom, you grab one of Kylo’s long sleeved shirts from his luggage and your favorite sleep shorts. It’ll be perfect for a lazy morning with your man.
You hear a clang and a curse through the door. You smile, opening your bedroom door to your main space. The sight in front of you makes your knees weak. Kylo has his back to you in all his shirtless glory but now his dark hair is tied up with one of your ponytail holders. He turns his head at the sound of the bedroom door and smiles widely.
Your eyes roam him freely as you walk into the kitchen. He pulls you into his chest and kisses you. “You look beautiful baby girl” he says at your lips. You shake your head at his comment but are stunned at what lies before you.
Your kitchen island is covered in a full breakfast spread. Waffles. Bacon. Veggie omelets. Fresh cut fruit. Sourdough toast with butter and jelly. He turns you around and hands you a cup of freshly brewed coffee. You take a sip and let out a moan. He made it perfectly. He chuckles “What baby girl, did you think I forgot how to spoil you?”
He sits at the island and pats his thigh. You smile, sauntering up to him. You watch his eyes widen as you touch his warm chest, your fingertips ghosting over his nipples. Growling, he wraps an arm around you and perches you on his thigh. He kisses you fiercely as he takes your coffee from you. “You’re insatiable” he says, nipping at your lips. You hum, kissing his nose. “Only for you” you say, as you stand and sit next to him.
He smiles broadly as he hands you a plate. You fill your plate alongside him before settling in. He takes a sip of his espresso before grabbing his phone. The notification screen is full from what you can see. He swipes most of them away and clicks into his texts as you cut into your spinach and mushroom omelet. He shakes his head as he puts it back down.
“Looks like Rae and you had fun” he says, pushing it over to you. On the screen is Rae’s Instagram page with both you and Kylo tagged in a series of photos from last night. “Yeah we had a great time, you guys rocked it last night” you say swiping though her pictures. Your cheeks warm at the picture of him holding you back stage as you talked to Hux.
You swipe to the next picture, letting out a small gasp. It’s of Rae and Kurak looking at each other with his hand on her bump. You nudge Kylo, getting his attention. He looks over and smirks, focusing back on his bacon. You smile, looking at the photo again. Rae deserved to be happy regardless if its with Kurak or not, so you hope Kurak being in the picture will be a positive thing for her.
“I still can’t believe you planned all that” he says getting your attention. You set his phone down and look at him, watching him drizzle his waffles and bacon with more syrup. His face last night was worth all those hours of planning. “I felt I needed to show you, not just tell you how much you mean to me” you say grabbing his hand.
“Kylo, like I said last night I don’t care what you have been through. I love the man in front of me. I shouldn’t have let them influence our relationship. She and Snoke didn’t care to know the real you and they abused you. I know you probably don’t want to hear this but I agree with Cassian and Hux. You need to make a statement. You have a legitimate case” you say, shaking his hand in emphasis.
You watch his brow crinkle as his signature pout appears on his face. “Kylo, we are a team. It’s ultimately up to you but just know I will support you with whatever you decide” you say, running your thumb over his knuckles. “I know babe, I’ve thought about it a lot actually” he says, squeezing your hand. “I think it’s something I finally need to address, to get it off my chest. I realize that now.”
Your phone starts to ping next to you. “But it looks like we have something else we got to tackle before that” he says smirking, taking his hand away. He’s right. You dropped a bomb last night and now you must be responsible.
Lucky for you, Cassian had started that for you. You smile as you open to your phone. “I have been working with Cass on all this. He recommends we post a video addressing our relationship, and then navigate whatever comes next with their assistance” you say, showing him you and Cassian’s text thread.
You nibble on your toast as Kylo reads. He nods, passing it back to you. “I like it” he says, grabbing another piece of bacon. “Are you okay with doing this with me?” you say, playing with the hem of his shirt. You hope with all your heart and soul he agrees. It would be so much harder without him.
You feel him shift closer, wrapping his arm around your midsection. You feel his nose brush lightly at your hairline. “Like you said before babe, we are a team…” he says, pressing a soft kiss there “where you go, I go.”
You blink, trying to hold it together. He wants to do this with you. You don’t notice you’re shaking until he puts his fork down and holds your head to his shoulder. “Breathe Y/N…” he says, rubbing your back. You huff out a breath, embarrassed at your body’s response.
“Y/N, I want the world to know you are my girl. I want them to know of your talent not only as a producer but also as an artist. You deserve every good thing this world can give” he says. “I also want to travel with you, go to shows and events with you and just enjoy life with the person who makes me the happiest bastard in the world. I want to show them that I am yours and you are mine” he says, emotion apparent in his voice. You look up to those amber eyes you love so much. “I want that too” you say through tears of joy.
He stands, picking you up and hugs you tightly. “I am so fucking lucky to have found you” he says softly into your hair. You sniffle, melting more into him. He crosses the room and deposits you on the couch. You smile as he turns, grabbing both your coffees and phones. He sits down, pulling you closer. Your hand caresses his ear and jaw as he texts the Knights on the group chat about the impending announcement on social media.
You text Cassian letting him know as well. He responds with a thumbs up. You feel so blessed you have such a support system. You feel Kylo’s kiss your palm. You are suddenly nervous as you watch Kylo set up his phone for a live recording.
You looked down at yourself, realizing you’re doing this is your fucking pajamas. He seemed to sense it, wrapping his arm around your waist. “Baby girl, stop stressing. You look beautiful and this a good thing remember?” he mumbles as he kisses the top of your head. You nod, wiping your eyes.
You take a deep breath as you watch him start the live stream. “Hey all, this is Kylo from KOR. I want to thank you all for coming out and supporting us over these last few months. We really appreciate all your love and support” he says. You look up at him, feeling so proud of him.
“I know this is unexpected, but the Knights and I have decided to do a new series here, showcasing our personal lives. I want to introduce someone very special to me, my girlfriend Y/N. You probably have already seen the videos from last night when she surprised me at the end of the show. She has been such a positive influence in my life, and I wouldn’t be the same person without her” he says, kissing your temple.
You smile, melting into him. “She is a true talent. She helped me write the album, on top of editing and producing it. She is so amazing and the strongest person I know and I love her with all my heart.” Your cheeks warm at his words as you snuggle more into his tattooed side. Your eyes widen looking at the viewer count on the screen as Kylo continued to talk. 1,800 people are watching you right now?! Jesus.
He moves his arm from your waist to your shoulders, his fingers playing with random loose strands of your hair. “Y/N and I will be posting random stuff here and other platforms along with the rest of the Knights. We will be working on new music soon and will update as we go.” You smile as he turns your face towards him, his fingers tracing your jaw. “I love you Y/N” he says, kissing you fully. In that moment when your lips met his, you knew your life will officially never be the same and you cannot wait to see what happens.
Here we are...the HEA Finale 😭❤️
Gah i didnt think I would be emotional for this but yet here we are. If you would have asked me a year ago I would be writing and posting my stories on the internet I wouldve told you you were batshit crazy. But a HUGE thank you for everyone who has taken the time out of their busy lives to read and enjoy this story. ILY 🥰
Forever grateful for @asnackdriver, @punk-in-docs, @thepilotanon, @ladyzimmerman, @waywardrose and @mrs-zimmerman. You are so amazing and I love you all with all my heart ❤️❤️
Thanks for the manip from my lovely friend @ladyzimmerman ❤️
#adam driver#knights of ren#kylo ren au#kylo ren#kylo ren x reader#star wars au#rockstar! kylo ren#kylo fanfic#kylo x y/n#kylo x reader#music au#adamdriver#kylo ren fanfic#kylo ren imagine#Spotify
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fanfic characters x reader
I would also write fanfics about the actors (they are mostly the ones playing the characters on the list)
Here is my list:
Harry Potter:
Severus Snape:
Remus Lupin
Sirius Black
Barty Crouch Jr.
Bellatrix Lestrange
Lucius Malfoy
Character I'm not sure I do:
Fred Weasley
George Weasley
Draco Malfoy
Harry Potter
Hermione Granger
Tom Riddle
Regulus Black
Fantastic Beasts:
Albus Dumbledore
Gellert Grindelwald
Minerva McGonagall
Lord Percival Graves
Hogwarts Legacy:
Phineas Nigellus Black
Sebastian Sallow
Aesop Sharp
Mirabel Garlick
Ominis Gaunt
Grand Theft Auto:
Michael De Santa
Trevor Philips
Franklin Clinton
Niko Bellic
Steve Haines
Lester Crest
Agent 14
Naruto:
Kakashi Hatake
Naruto Uzumaki
Sasuke Uchiha
Tsunade
Jiraya
Minato Namikaze
Gaara
Tobirama Senju
Senju Hashirama
Inuzuka Hana
Mitarashi Anko
Darui
Kushina Uzumaki
Kiba Inuzuka
Uchiha Shisui
Yujito Nii
Ôtsutsuki Indra
Ôtsutsuki Asura
Uchiha Obito
Mei Temurî
Boruto:
Naruto Uzumaki
Sasuke Uchiha
Mitsuki
Kawaki
Boruto Uzumaki
Konoha-Maru Sarutobi
Sakura Haruno
Jujutsu Kaisen:
Yuji Itadori
Utahime Iori
Masamichi Yaga
Inumaki Toge
Okkotsu Yûta
Sheko Ieiri
Yuki Tsukumo
Uraume
Toji Fushiguro
Gong Shi Woo
Atsuya Kusakabe
Ieri Shôko
Zenin Mai
Zenin Maki
Choso
Gojo Satoru
Megumi Fushiguro
Ryomen Sukuna
Mei Mei
Kento Nanami
Assassination Classroom:
Tadaomi Karasuma
Irina Jelavic
Koro Sensei (human)
One piece:
Shanks
Portgas D.Ace
Don Quijote Doflamingo
Roronoa Zoro
Sanji Vinsmoke
Coby
Trafalgar Law
Sabo
Marvel:
Agatha Harkness
Hela
Natasha Romanoff
Tony Stark
Yelena Belova
Loki Laufeyson
Sylvie Laufeydottir
Matt Murdock
May Parker
Scott Lang
Shang Chi
Stephen Strange
Thena
Wanda Maximoff
Xu Wenwu
Marc Spector
Steven Grant
Wednesday:
Larissa Weems
Morticia Addams
Lucifer:
Lucifer Morningstar
Chloe Decker
Mazikeen Smith
Amenadiel
Charlotte Richards
Aurora (Rory) Morningstar
Michael
Sandman:
The Corinthian
Lucifer Morningstar
Desire
Johanna Constantine
Bleach:
Ichigo Kurosaki
Sousuke Aizen
Kuchiki Buyakuya
Coyote Stark
Resident Evil:
Leon S. Kennedy
Chris Redfield
Ashley Graham
Ethan Winters
Carlos Oliveira
Helena Harper
Rosemary Winters
Alcina Dimitrescu
Cassandra Dimitrescu
Daniela Dimitrescu
Bela Dimitrescu
Star Wars:
Kylo Ren
Captain Phasma
Din Djarin
Poe Dameron
Valorant:
Chamber
Viper
Reyna
Omen
La Casa De Papel:
Berlin
El Professor
Suárez
My Hero Academia:
Dabi
Shota Aizawa
Nemuri Kayama
Todoroki Shôto
Toga Himiko
Shimura Nana
Chisaki Kai
Attack on titan:
Hanji Zoe
Levi Ackerman
Annie Leonhart
Mikasa Ackerman
Pirates of the caribbean:
Jack Sparrow
Elizabeth Swann
Sweeney Todd:
Sweeney Todd
Mrs. Lovett
Judge Turpin
The Witcher:
Geralt Of Rivia
Yennefer of Vengerberg
Ciri
Kaamelott:
Arthur Pendragon
Léodagan
Bohort
Yvain
Gauvain
Ygerne
Elias de Kelliwic’h
Spy X Family
Loid Forger
Yor Forger
Castlevania
Dracula
Leon Belmont
Alucard
Trevor Belmont
Richard Belmont
Tera
Five Nights at Freddy’s
William Afton
Michael Schmidt
Vanessa Shelly
Satsuriku no Tenshi
Isaac Foster
Haikyuu!!
Yū Nishinoya
Tobio Kageyama
Tetsurō Kuroo
Fugou Keiji: Balance:UNLIMITED
Daisuke Kambe
Haru Katou
Ryo Hosino
Owari no Seraph
Guren Ichinose
Mikaela Hyakuya
Ferid Bathory
Crowley Eusford
Kureto Hiragi
Shinya Hiragi
Horn Skuld
Chess Belle
Rokudenashi Majutsu Koushi to Akashic Records
Glenn Radars
Sistine Fibel
Celica Arfonia
Albert Frazer
Domestic na Kanojo
Hina Tachibana
Rui Tachibana
Masaki Kobayashi
Reiji Kiriya
My new boss is Goofy
Shirosaki Yusei
Mitsuo Aoyama
Kinjo Aigo
Buddy Daddies
Kugi Kyûtarô
Suwa Rei
Kurusu Kazuki
Unasaka Misaki
Other characters
Sakata Gintoki from Gintama
Brienne of Tarth from Game of Thrones by Gwendoline Christie
Hans Gruber from Die Hard by Alan Rickman
Sinclair Bryant from Close my eyes by Alan Rickman
Miranda Hilmarson from Top of the Lake by Gwendoline Christie
Charlie Harper from My Uncle Charlie by Charlie Sheen
Isaac Foster from Angels of Deaths
Link from The Legend Of Zelda
Cereza from Bayonetta
Leonora Lesso from School for Good and Evil by Charlize Theron
Elaine Markinson from Gringo by Charlize Theron
Hannibal Lecter from Hannibal by Mads Mikkelson
Miss Perergrine from Miss Peregrine’s Home for Particular Children by Eva Green
Joel Miller from The Last Of Us by Pedro Pascal
Mr.Cat from Kaeloo
Michael Afton from Five Nights at Freddy’s
Marc from Le Flambeau by Jonathan Cohen
John Wick from John Wick’s movies by Keanu Reeves
Joe Goldberg from You by Penn Badgley
Crowley from Good Omens by David Tennant
Max Black from 2 Broke girls by Kat Dennings
Tobias from Ghost
#harry potter#severus snape#hermione granger#draco malfoy#howgarts#the witcher#sweeney todd#alan rickman#ghost#young royals#john wick#five nights at freddy's#good omens#the last of us#hannibal#miss peregrine imagine#zelda#others#etc
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5 and 8?
From Choose Violence Star Wars asks:
Okay, #5: Worst Blorboification:
I have to admit, I'm still shaky on my understanding of what is and isn't a blorbo. But from what I can find, it's a character someone really likes and kind of treats like a pet. And there are so many in Star Wars. Everyone thinks "I can fix him!" (choose your own "him" to fix -- Vader, Kylo Ren, etc.).
That said, the one that's puzzled me the longest is Boba Fett. He's just...not that interesting? He really didn't have much screen time until fairly recently (although I'm pretty sure there were comics and novellas), and it's weird that he survived the sarlacc, and he just seems like an asshole.
For #8: There should be more of this type of fic/art:
SO MANY! I'm all about domestic fluff and found family stuff, so that's an obvious one. I saw more of it pre-Sequels, but fics about the OT gang being good parents/teachers because they had all the makings of that in the OT. Also, two things I've been writing about lately are Wookiees and the Whitesun-Lars family, and there's not enough works about either.
Thanks for the questions!
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