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backwzzds · 5 months

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ೃ⁀➷ love me, connie springer (nsfw)

thinking about babydaddy!connie fucking you nice and slow after finding out you got stood up by your date. having little constentina (his idea, but tina for short) for the weekend, your precious angel just couldn’t keep her mouth shut to her daddy when you’d told her you were going on a small ‘dinner’

“she said dinner but that really means date, daddy.”

connie isn’t surprised. no one knew how to handle you beside him. i mean, he’s had your ass in place successfully for nearly ten years; only he was man enough to handle you, your mind, and most of all your body.

you loved connie like no other, you wanted no one else to be the father of your children. but you knew the streets would eventually take him away from you, and you just didn’t wanna stick around for that. not when you had a five year old girl depending on the both of you. connie looked for other ways to make bread without selling or doing anything…illegal but it was hard to match the stacks he was bringing home every weekend.

your separation was a one sided agreement anyways it seems. to you? you two were broken up. to connie delulu ass? you were his wife and you’re ‘smoking dick if you think ion belong to you and you’on belong to me.’

you didn’t even have any words for the absence of your so called ‘date.’. after an hour of waiting, you figured you’d call in to check on tina. ringing connie, your babyfather answered on the first ring, of course with a wood in his mouth and multiple lights on his face, signaling he was watching tv.

“hey,” your voice is solemn and low. you really were tired and ashamed to say anything more.

“hey mama, you okay?” connie’s hazel brown eyes quickly flick over to yours through the screen.

you shrug though he can’t see it. “i’m okay.” you admit. “just callin’ to check on my baby.” the frame was only on your face, but from the small shake of your hand, connie had managed to get a glimpse of a pretty black dress you’d sported, breasts looking three times as big as it usually did because of your sitting position. he could tell you dressed up for the night.

“yeah? she good, just upstairs sleepin’ right now. how was your date, pretty?” you hear connie turn down the tv in the background and give you his full intention.

you furrow your brows. “what? boy, how’d you know about it?”

your baby father blows out a huff of smoke and chuckles, flashing his gold canines. he wasn’t gon snitch on his lil informant princess. “i got my ways. tell me bout it baby.”

with a roll of your eyes, you let out a tired sigh and felt your shoulders sag. “wouldn’t know. the nigga never showed.”

connie furrows his own thick eyebrows. “what you mean? he told you he couldn’t come?” he asked. from the shake of your head, you see his face soften on the screen. “come over n’ smoke with me. lemme make you feel better.”

you kiss your teeth and throw your head back, already knowing where the conversation was headed. embarrassment flooded your expression. “you eating my pussy is not gonna make me feel better, constance.”

connie kissed his teeth and waved you off dismissively. “you’on know that.��

a blush can’t help but creep its way onto your brown cheeks. “i’m supposed to be staying away from you, ya know.”

connie gives you a knowing grin, shamelessly flexing the two deep dimples in his cheeks that constentina inherrited from him. “yeah? how’s that going for you, mama?”

“obviously not good because i’m actually considering your offer of being a booty call tonight?” you laugh.

“come onnn mama, tina’s sleep, i got a wood rolled for you and i want you here.” your ex compromised with a kiss of his teeth. “lemme rub ya feet and all on ya butt i promise you’ll feel better.

“i’m tired and don’t feel like driving, con,” you whine in the same tone. you knew if he didn’t have your daughter he’d already be at your door, but you refused to risk waking her up in a car ride over here.

connie rolls his eyes and puts you on pause for the moment. a minute later he comes back on screen and takes a pull of his backwood. “your uber on the way baby.”

“ooh daddy,” you cried, trying your hardest to breathe straight. “you know i cum fast like this, oh shit,” connie had your legs spread wide open, forcing your huge tits up against the bottom of your face as he pumped in and out of you.

“you like that mama, like when i fuck you nice and slow? all romantic n’ shit?” connie teased. tears streamed down your face and he wasted no time in kissing them from your pretty face.

you’re too far in euphoria to even fully comprehend exactly what he’s saying. “yes, i love when you stroke this pussy so deep daddy.”

connie holds your breasts up damn near to your face and takes his time sucking on each of your nipples, making sure to stretch and pull it all the way back as far as it could go, grinning at the sound of it snapping back toward you. “you’on need no one else to love you like this but me, you heard?”

you can’t help but shake your head, the small responsible part of you left that hadn’t been fucked out by connie yet (though he was close) was slowly bringing you to reality. “no,” you respond.

“nah, nah, dead that shit or imma stop,” your ex threatened, straightening his back out so he stood tall, yet still very deep inside your gummy walls. you can’t help but stare down the tattoos that littered his body; many dedicated to you and your shared daughter. “you grippin’ me so tight baby, boutta make me cum, fuck,” connie throws his head back and whines. “tell me you’re mine n’ we gonna get back together.”

“no, con,” your words were saying one thing, but the cream ring of your arousal forming around connie’s tanned dick was betraying everything leaving your mouth. “w-we’re we’re toxic—oooh, yes, right there right there!”

suddenly, a large pair of hands come to wrap around your neck, gripping lightly. “tell me you’re mine or im not fuckin’ this pussy,” he orders. “you know i don’t be bluffing, mama. ‘specially when it come to your spoiled ass déjame oírte decirlo.”

more tears fall from your eyes as you feel your lower region bubble in evstasy. “con—“

“say it if you wanna cum.” connie’s grip around your neck tightens as he inevitably starts to babble. he was not gonna let up off you no matter what. “come on mama, say it n lemme give you another baby. gonna make you a mama all over again, want you so full of my babies, pretty—fuck,” he breathed out. “you know daddy sorry, you gonna forgive him?”

it wasn’t until connie started to add his thumb rubbing circles around your clit did you finally fold and give in. “oh fuck, yes! yes yes i forgive you con—please—“

“go head and cum mami, te quiero.” connie breathed out, feeling his own orgasm approach. “te amo joder joder por favor dame más hijos mami te estoy rogando déjame correrte dentro de ti,” the man curses into the atmosphere as he strokes himself in you a few more times.

“yes yes,” you nod in response to his pleads of cumming in you. a nanosecond later, connie’s cumming deep into you until he ends up shooting nothing but blanks. you’re full to the brim to the point where drops of his cum couldn’t help but ooze out between your puffy cunt.

“dio mio.”

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slashers-little-cum-dumpster · 4 months

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slashers x reader:

who fell first and who fell to late,

who fell first and who fell harder

who fell and who never will :)

not proof read :)

Michael myers:

you fell first and he fell too late:

You were supposed to be just another victim

you fell for him seeing him watch from a distance for days now

you decided to take a chance and ask him out so you walked up to him

he stabbed you before you could speak

after a minute of just staring at you dead on the ground he felt tears sting his eyes

he refused to cry as it showed weakness but he still thinks of you in the back of his mind

brahms:

he fell first you feel too late:

think of it like Greta

but you soon realised you wanted Brahms so you left your boyfriend

but it was too late Brahms got rid of your ex

not knowing that you wanted him not that it was yours time to go he stabbed you

you can definitely tell how shocked he was to hear your last words being

"I love you"

he never got over you

billy lenz:

you fell first he never fell:

you thought his little calls were kinda funny so you would stay on call

to him you were just another "piggy"

once you were dead he could just pick off another sister

sorry to burst the delulu :) but he seems like a fuck and done kinda guy

Carrie White:

she fell first you fell too late:

you never bullied her

you always stood up for her

she loved you for that

but at the night of prom her other crush asked her to prom when you finally fell for her

then that prank happened

you got set ablaze like the others...

Vincent sinclair:

you fell first he fell too late:

your friend car broke down and while getting it looked at you wondered off

you found the wax museum and went in

you saw Vincent there and instantly fell for him

you went of to have a one sided conversation with him for a few hours

Bo wasn't happy to see that you were alive and chatting vincents ear off

so he left after telling Vincent to kill you

he did

as he was making you into a wax figure he stopped half way

he liked that dumb conversation

he liked you

he decided to have you displayed in his bed so he could hold you

her drew you everyday in different outfits and settings

(I WANT HIM 😍😍😍)

Bo sinclair

you fell first he fell to late:

same as vincent but you stayed with Bo and your friend wondered off

you spent a few minutes making dumb flirting attempts but soon gave up and ended up wondering off

you met Lester when you wondered off and you both hit it off quite well but he took you to vincent

Bo on the other hand thought you were a little weird but... cute?

so he went to go try his luck to see if you were still interested when he couldn't find you he panicked

went to make sure he was still in time

he opened the door to the wax museum and was greeted by your wax figure

(cutie)

Lester sinclair:

you fell first he fell harder:

he would've found your terrible flirts cute and would reciprocate them

he hid you from his brothers at first

I don't see him taking long to fall in love but he won't be easy so you gotta work for it :)

(I do requests)

#slasher fucker #michael myers x reader #slashers x reader #billy lenz x reader #slashers x you #carrie white x reader #vincent sinclair x reader #bo sinclair x reader #lester sinclair x reader #brahms heelshire x reader

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fairlyang · 3 months

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El perdedor 🕷️

finding your ex at the club

w/c: 2.7K

pairing: ex!miguel x latina!reader

tags: rebound, dancing, a lil gay if you squint, shaking ass, jealousy, delulu ex, slowly folding

notes: i posted this shit back in june and when I was reposting everything I really didn’t wanna repost this one but I think there’s more latinas here entonces para ustedes mis amores <3 (only thing I changed from this was the pov bc it was so bad LMAO but it was my 4th fic of mig)

You roll your eyes at your new fling's friend after making a nasty joke of a girl who just walked past you. He takes notice and tells you to stop being so uptight. "Then stop being such a dick." You say and he snorts.

You roll your eyes and look away from him. Having to deal with this bullshit just for some mediocre dick with alright dirty talk? Probably one of my worst decisions to date.

Next to breaking up with Miguel.... But your ego will never let you admit that you miss him and his won't either, clearly since it's been two months. But you couldn't wait around to find out so you’ve been fooling around a bit. Nothing serious since you’re not in the right headspace for that and Daniel knows that. Just here for the drinks, alright sex, and decent conversations.

You’re in line to get into a club but as it's almost midnight it's the hot hour of everyone wanting to get wasted. "Why can't we go to another club? This line is so fucking long-" a girl from fling's friend group asks.

"This is the only one with incredible strippe-"

You groan and shake your head. "Don't you have a girlfriend?"

"It's none of your business actua-"

"You two didn't break up though, Y/n kinda has a point....." Daniel speaks up and he pretends to cry.

"Whah whah- so what? She thinks she can still be friends with her ex while being with me? Then I'll just have my own fun." He says with a smirk and you have the most disgusted look on your face ever.

The other girl does as well and just shakes her head. The lines finally starts moving and at a fast pace actually until it stops with the people in front of you showing the bouncers their ids. You get your out from your bra making the annoying asshole smirk. "Fuck off."

He holds up his hands in defense and Daniel moves to stand next to you. "Soon as we're in there he's gonna be out of our hands alright?" He whispers and you just nod.

The people in front of you finally show them and you step forward. You give it to the bouncer to the left and he looks at it and feels it for a few seconds before handing it back and nods. You move forward, putting it in your phone case, and wait for Daniel to get his checked and you step into the first set of doors. You both wait for the other two and you can instantly smell all the sweat and alcohol. Amazing.

They both finally join you and walk ahead of you, not caring you guys waited. You give Daniel a look and he shrugs. Asshole goes straight to where there are indeed strippers and home girl was nowhere to be seen. That was fast.

"So drinks?" Daniel asks and you nod following him to the main bar.

You walk through people just standing around by booths and table and other who are just making out. You make it to the bar and Daniel says something you can't hear because of the loud techno with pop music. The bartender takes out two shot glasses and fills them to the very top. Daniel picks them both up and gives you yours.

You raise it up and bring it to your mouth and swallow it fast. You gag a little and he laughs. "You fine with just one?"

"For now yeah I think." You say and put the glass back on the counter nodding to the bartender.

You turn back around and watch as Daniel is looking over at a booth almost near the entrance. How can he even see that far.....

You squint but know you have fucked up eye sight so you just stop. "Oh shit- wait here I think I just recognized someone-" he says and starts walking away.

You blink and call out after him, "you're leaving me like that??"

"I'll make it up to you." He turns to look at you then walks away making you roll your eyes. The audacity.

You let out a sigh and shake your head. Dickhead. You turn back to the bar and take a seat. "Another shot please and can you put it on my friend's tab?" You ask with a slight smirk.

He laughs and nods taking out a clean shot glass and once again filling it to the brim. You smile and grab it, then swallow it faster than the first. You don't gag too bad this time and put the glass down. Then your head snaps to the speakers within hearing one singular second of Gasolina by daddy yankee.

You make your way to the dance floor and move in towards the middle where there's a group of girls just dancing with each other. You smile and just dance next to them when one of them grabs your hand and dances with you. You laugh and move your hips to the beat while singing the lyrics with the other girls. All the girls are dancing with each other and taking turns with each other.

You ended up swapping places with another girl and she had the brightest smile while shaking her ass a bit on you. Which was fine because who doesn't like dancing and shaking ass with the girlies to this song?

Zúmbale mambo pa' que mi gata prenda lo' motore'

Que se preparen que lo que viene es pa' que le den (duro)

The first girl you were with found you again and stands in front of you and grinds against you to the beat. You held her hips and she grabs your other hand to hold it. So cute.

You switch off with her, dancing on her then shaking a bit of ass on her, and she hypes you up, screaming and smacking it playfully. You turn around and start laughing which makes her do so as well. "Girl give me your number immediately!!" She screams and you nod as she passes me her phone.

"I love making new girlfriends cuando sale gasolina. Todas las hermosas salen y se tan divertido!" She screams and you nod. (I love making new girlfriends when gasolina plays. All the gorgeous girls come out and it's so much fun!)

"Rally up all the baddies with just one song." You scream back and she laughs.

"I'm Y/n by the way!"

"I'm Rosa! I gotta go but we should do this again!! You're an incredible dancing partner!" She exclaims and you grin.

"Anytime!!" You say and wave goodbye as she leaves.

You dance to the beat of the chorus of Perra by tokischa with the leftover girlies as you all scream the lyrics and one girl even got on all floors and crawled her way to her friend. You all screamed and you just burst out laughing until your stomach starts hurting and you have to stop to breathe.

Then you hear El Perdedor by Maluma start playing and you get excited because you love singing it.

Baby (¿Pa' qué me estás llamando?)

"Pa que me estás llamando???" You scream with the two other girls that were left from the little circle.

Dime si es verdad que él te trae loca

(Y ¿ahora es que te importa?) ¿Ah si?

You sing the lyrics but notice the girls already left so there's no more circle or a triangle and now you’re just surrounded by couples. Unfortunate.

Aún no lo creo, que en tan poco tiempo y ya besas otra boca

(De mala) ¿Qué?

You listen to the lyrics and widen your eyes. Seems a little too close to home....

Dime cuál fue mi error

Si mi único delito solo fue amarte

Hoy soy el perdedor (Bebé, no)

Él me ha robado el truco para enamorarte

You feel a pit in your stomach suddenly unsure of what it is until you feel a person's presence standing behind you. Their hands grabs your hips bringing you closer to them and you widen your eyes.

Y dime que me amas, aunque sea mentira

No puedo negarte, los celos me están matando

They move your hair from the left side of your face and sing the lyrics to you. oh shit-

Y dile en su cara que aún por mí suspiras

Me parte el alma no volver a verte

"Al fin me toca verte...." He whispers directly in your ear leaving shivers down your spine and arms. (Finally I get to see you)

Y dime que me amas, aunque sea mentira

Sabes que no hay nadie como yo

Y dile en su cara que aún por mí suspiras

No te engañes, no me olvidarás

"I know for you it isn't a lie... and have you told your new man you haven't forgotten about me?" He whispers as those lines play, leaving the lightest kisses below your ear. You pull away slightly pushing him off and turn to look at him.

Está claro que tú mereces alguien mejor

"And you're gonna tell me I deserve better than you?" You ask with a scoff staring right at Miguel O'hara's eyes making him smirk.

No sé en qué fallé, pero no hay otro como yo

Oye ma', dame otra oportunidad

Bien sabes no soy así, solo tú me haces rogar

Mirándome al espejo y peleando con mi ego

Si entre más me alejo, más te pienso

"There's no better than me sweetheart. But you really are the only one I'll ever beg for..." he says his hands slipping to your waist and bringing you as close to him as as possible.

"And I have been fighting my ego trying not to contact you...." he says and you can't believe he's just repeating the lyrics for you and them making complete sense to your situation.

Dime cuál fue mi error

Si mi único delito solo fue amarte

Hoy soy el perdedor

Él me ha robado el truco para enamorarte

He whispers the lyrics softly to you then gets kind of annoyed at the last line making you snort.

Y dime que me amas, aunque sea mentira

No puedo negarte, los celos me están matando

Y dile en su cara que aún por mí suspiras

Me parte el alma no volver a verte

"You have no fucking idea how badly the jealousy has been eating me alive..." he growls and you bite your lip.

"So did you tell him about me?" He asks with a smirk on his face.

Y dime que me amas, aunque sea mentira

Sabes que no hay nadie como yo

Y dile en su cara que aún por mí suspiras

No te engañes, no me olvidarás

"Don't be st-stupid-" you say, not even able to keep a straight face or manage to keep the eye contact.

He scoffs and lifts your chin with two fingers to look up at him. Jesus.

Y si te da la gana de volver a verme

Estaré disponible para contestarte

Y yo sé que, por tu parte, no sientes rencores

Quizás mañana vuelvas pa' que te enamore (More')

"I'm actually not sure if you regret it.. but I know deep down you do." He says and you bite your tongue.

"Y envés de mañana," he whispers and moves his face to leave wet kisses on your neck, "tal ves quieres que te enamores de mi otra ves, ahorita mismo." (And instead of tomorrow, maybe you want to fall in love with me again, right now.)

Cuando tomábamos, lo hacíamos

Fumábamos, y reíamos

Éramos dos locos sin saber pa' dónde íbamos

Pero son cosas del destino

Al pasar el tiempo, tú cogiste tu camino

"E-estas loco- no ha- no hables tonterías." You say as your breathing is suddenly all over the place. (Y-you're crazy- don't ta- don't talk nonsense)

He comes up and nibbles on your ear, his hands dangerously near your ass while yours are on his chest.

Está claro que tú mereces alguien mejor

No sé en qué fallé, pero no hay otro como yo

Dime cuál fue mi error

Si mi único delito solo fue amarte

"Pues porque te pones tan nerviosa?" He whispers and you sigh. (Then why are you getting so nervous)

You feel like you can't even move but you’re not going to admit shit- you can't break that fucking easily.

Hoy soy el perdedor

Él me ha robado el truco para enamorarte

"Porque creo... que yo voy a ser el ganador. Ahora dime en donde está tu otro galán?" He pulls away and looks deep into your eyes. Fuck. (Because I think... that I'm going to be the winner. Now tell me where's your other hunk?)

"Just abandoned my ass- wait- MIGUEL- did you do something to him?!?" You mutter.

Y dime que me amas, aunque sea mentira

No puedo negarte, los celos me están matando

Y dile en su cara que aún por mí suspiras

Me parte el alma no volver a verte

"I'll answer your question if you tell me you love me." He says with a smirk making you groan.

"Miguel I'm not doing this shit with you right now-" you say trying to wiggle out of his grasp fast which you successfully do now trying your best to leave the dance floor.

But he catches up to you, grabs your arm and brings you close to him. Your back against his chest, your ass on his crotch. You bite your lip and shake your head. "Por que apenas vienes a encontrarme?" You look up at him and ask. (Why are you barely coming to find me?)

Y dime que me amas, aunque sea mentira

Sabes que no hay nadie como yo

Y dile en su cara que aún por mí suspiras

Que por mí suspiras, que no, que no, que no

Yo', baby

(Solo fue amarte) Y te hablo claro

He shifts uncomfortably for a second and looks around. "I haven't even been in our universe since the break up love...."

You turn to face him and widen your eyes. "Did something happen?" I ask with a worried expression.

¿Sabes qué?

Él no te hace el amor

No te trata bien

Y que yo fui el primero en tu vida

"I'm not telling you any more. I-I just didn't want to put your life at risk- and well I still don't." He says but it doesn't stop your heart beat from calming down.

"Y-you- can we leave?" You ask and he quickly nods. You hold onto his arm while you try to move past the crowds of people and to the exit.

You walk past the booths by the entrance and Danny was actually there- taking shots off some girl's tits. You roll your eyes and make a mental note to block his ass on everything. "So you really didn't do shit to him...." you mutter and he scoffs.

"You actually thought I did?" He responds sarcastically.

"You're insufferable." You say shaking your head trying to hide your smile.

You walk out the doors and you sigh. He takes the lead in walking you a couple blocks before he pulls up to an alleyway and you furrow your brows. He then makes sure no one is near and pushed a button on his watch so his suit can appear onto his skin. "Really? Instead of an Uber?" You tease and he rolls his eyes.

"Es más fácil." He says and motioning for you to step forward. (It’s easier)

"Claro! Lo que digas codo." You say laughing and holding onto him. (Of course! Whatever you say cheap-stake)

"Jump."

You do so and he suddenly has your legs wrapped around his waist by the side. "You know the drill cariño."

You nod and wrap your arms tightly around his neck. He swings you out and we're high up in the city. All the lights made the city look even prettier especially from up here. Though you never got use to it, the first few times you threw up after. You laugh at the memory and lean your head against his shoulder. You hear him sigh and you do so as well. You’ve missed him.

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translations (lazy to drag em up)

Baby! (Why are you calling me?)

Tell me if it's true that he makes you crazy

(And what's important to you?)

I still can't believe that after such little time you're already kissing someone else

What the hell?

Tell me where I messed up

If my only error was loving you

Today I'm the loser

They've stolen my trick to make you fall in love

And tell me that you love me even if it's a lie

I can't deny you, this jealousy is killing me

And tell it to his face that you still breathe for me

My heart is splitting in two and I won't ever see you again

and tell me that you love me even if it's a lie

You can already see there is no one like me

and tell it to his face that you still breathe for me

Don't trick yourself, you know you won't ever forget me

It's clear that you deserve someone better

I don't know where I messed up but there is no one like me

Listen babe, give me another opportunity you know I'm not like this...you're the only one who can make me beg like this

Looking at myself in the mirror and fighting with my ego the further I get from you the more I think of you

Tell me where I messed up

If my only error was loving you

Today I'm the loser

They've stolen my trick to make you fall in love

And tell me that you love me even if it's a lie

I can't deny you, this jealousy is killing me

And tell it to his face that you still breathe for me

My heart is splitting in two and I won't ever see you again

And tell me that you love me even if it's a lie

You can already see that there isn't anyone like me

and tell it to his face, that you still breathe for me

Don't trick yourself, you won't ever forget me

and if that makes you want to come back to me

I'll be waiting to answer you

I know that for your part you don't feel any resentment

Maybe tomorrow you'll be back to fall in love

When we used to drink we smashed, we filmed it, and we watched it

We were two crazy people not knowing where we were going

But that is talking about destiny

As time went on you chose your path

It's clear that you deserve someone better

I don't know where I messed up

But there isn't anyone like me

Tell me what my mistake was

If my only error was to love you

Today I'm the loser

They've stolen the trick to make you fall in love

And tell me that you love me even if it is a lie

I can't deny you, the jealous is killing me

and tell it to his face, that you're still breathing for me

My heart is splitting in to, I won't ever see you again

and tell me that you love me even if it's a lie

You can already see that there is no one like me

and tell it to his face that you're still breathing for me

Because of my breaths, you're not, you're not

And you know what?

He doesn't make love to you, he doesn't treat you right, and I was the first man in your life

#miguel ohara #across the spiderverse #miguel o hara #miguel ohara imagine #miguel ohara x reader #atsv miguel #miguel ohara oneshot #miguel o'hara #miguel ohara x y/n #spiderman 2099

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sunny-speaks · 10 months

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Hacker! Ren Headcanons

Basically just hc’s abt what ren does in his free time watching u, yk, normal stuff

Character(s): Ren/[REDACTED] from @14dayswithyou and mild mention of Harper from @/campwillowpeak

A/N: Definitely check out Camp Willowpeak if you have the time! Great VN in progress!

Trigger warnings: Minor panic attack after ‘And it is the worst feeling in all of Corland Bay.’

Um, mention of NSFW and kinks etc. Minors DNI !

Ren spends every waking hour of the day trying to be as close to you as he can possibly muster.

He just wants to be there with you in some shape or form!

The best days for him are the weekends, you don’t have to work and you can stay home all day if you choose to!

Some of his favorite things to watch you do is watch your anime, read fanfiction and a bunch of other things that help with his research.

When you indulge in your fixations, it helps Ren change himself accordingly to whatever you like at the moment!

You like science-y guys? Luckily for you, he took Biology and Chemistry in high school!

Totally not to figure out how to kill people effectively or clean up bloodstains, what???

You like artsy guys? He makes these amazing collages and collections of photography! Also took painting and art in high school!

Once again, totally not because he wanted the best drawings/paintings of you or the best high quality photos for his shrine, whaaat???

But having you read fanfiction is much more interesting to him.

He can see the types of characters you like to read about, your favorite genre, your favorite pairings, your favorite character dynamics…

Whether you prefer sunshine characters with a dark side, characters who look like they could kill you but are actually cinnamon rolls, two idiots + one brain cell, it’d all help him further his agenda of manipulating you to love him making him perfect for you!

And if you go into the NSFW section? He is frothing at the mouth.

This is his chance!! He can figure out what you prefer in the bedroom and win you over with his seduction skills! (not that he needs any ofc… have u seen him??? His dick is like 10 inches, that's a seduction skill on its own…)

(and maybe sometimes he takes advantage of the cameras around your place to listen in and watch you do some… intimate activities)

Whether you like submissive guys or dominant guys or service tops or brats, Ren is all for it! If you’re into some kinky shit, he might not be too into it, but he’ll give it a try for you!!

But if you share one of his massive kinks (ex. Breeding, marking) dude, you are so fucked.

Ren is straight up praying to his shrine that he can be the only one to fulfill your desires because, whoa, he would be soo good to you if you gave him a chance. He would literally cry if you wanted him to do whatever he liked to you.

Also you both like the same shit??? You were clearly meant to be!!

He sees you scrolling on social media and calling yourself delulu? (just like him ong) Don’t worry, he’ll be there so you can fufill your delusions!!

You’ll never have to be delusional again now that you have him!!

Ren saw you scroll through your Tumblr feed, seemingly spending hours lurking on this one account of… Camp Treepeak, or something. It irked him when he saw you focusing on this one character who had you swooning.

So what if that dumb brunette was 6’9’’??? So what if he was a pyromaniac??? He was just a dumb game character, Ren was real! Besides, Ren was more than sure that those missing 4 inches of height between and that fictional guy went somewhere… else.

You didn’t know what you were missing out on!! Ren was right there, always waiting for you to notice him! If you gave him even the smallest chance, he’d swoop in and make your life a living romance visual novel if you wanted!

He could be anyone you wanted him to be! At all! If that’s what it takes for him to be yours, he’d do it in a heartbeat!

(I have brought this up before lmao) Would absolutely be down to try and cosplay any character you aggressively rave about to Moth.

While he absolutely detests Moth for being the one that you go to with this stuff, he can’t deny that it's useful for him to tap into the call, mute Moth on his own end and listen to you go on and on about whatever you’re rambling about at the moment.

Your voice is so pretty, like a canary… Birds remind him of freedom in some way, some days Ren would like to keep you captive, hide you away from the world.

But then he looks at himself in the mirror and he sees his father stare back.

And it is the worst feeling in all of Corland Bay.

He hums to himself, listening to you talk on and on to Moth but can’t help and think, ‘Wouldn’t it be nice if I was the only one they ever sang to?’ and it sends Ren into a spiral of dark thoughts he immediately dry heaves at.

He’s trying so hard to focus on your melodic tone before he pants over the sink, body shaking. No, no, no, no.

No. He is not psychopathic. You are not something he can own. You are not his. That is not his decision. You have your voice. You are your own person.

“Hey, you alright?” Your calming voice shakes him out of his stupor. Of course, it did. It helped him get through nightmares, through hungover evenings where he just wanted to be with you, past his job when he felt demotivated.

Subconsciously, he knew you were just talking to Moth, but he couldn’t help but respond. “Y-yeah. I think so.”

“Mm, I feel that.”

Wow, maybe if he squinted, the two of you could be having a conversation! If it wasn’t for that lingering thought of his bastard dad, he would’ve been giggling on the couch, kicking his feet and twirling his hair.

…He was really getting into his Ren persona, wasn’t he…?

“Look, cheer up, things get better. I mean, my job’s no walk in the park, but it’s about the small wins!” He could hear the grin in your voice, you always managed to bring your emotions through audio, “Like, like! The other day, some guy on the street saw my subtle Attack on Giants jacket and stopped to me and said―”

“ ‘Yoo, is that AOG?’ “ Ren repeated the same words with a small smile on his face. He remembered how you reined in your expression before your face lit up as soon as you were by yourself.

You sighed and chuckled at whatever Moth had replied. “No, I am not a huge nerd. I simply have good taste. Oh yeah, remember how I told you about that one skater boy–” and your voice faded to background noise again.

Ren took a couple deep breaths to calm himself. He wasn’t his sperm donor, he’d be better. For you.

And the rest of his nights would be spent, adoringly adding to your shrine and his collection of your items.

Then he would lay in bed, clutching a pillow, wishing it were you he had to cuddle with but could settle for the plush, soft object until he finally won you over.

(personal headcanon that ren has one of those like, duck filled pillows he hugs instead of his stuffed toys which he leaves on display. Sometimes all the body parts just get in the way and he just wants to hug something soft… :(( like you :(( )

Which he would… one day.

#14 days with you #ren 14dwy #ren x reader #yandere #visual novel #ren 14 days with you #14dwy #14dwy ren #🧨headcanons #🌟small fic

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cas-skz · 10 months

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Reunite

Yunho x FEM!reader

| non-idol au | ex to lovers | smut/romance | 18+!!!

A end of summer get away brought you let friend group together for a weekend away at a beach house. While you’re still on good terms with your ex Yunho, the spark you felt for him never left.

warnings: drinking, unprotected sex, possible water (sinking) trigger

[writers note]

I have a mild (jk it’s severe) case of delulu related gif now & needed a Yunho fic that was adorable but kinda tense since there’s gonna be more parts. Heheh

Enjoy!!!

cas xx

Somehow summer was already coming to an end. Your friends shared plans for when they get back to university, jobs they were working. It made your heart happy to be back with your high-school friend group, even if your ex was there.

Your eyes zoned out as you watched the bonfire burn, music from the rented beach house filled the yard. Everyone had most ly scattered to swim or drink in the house, but you wanted to sit and take in the moment.

“You look lonely.”

His voice was still so familiar to you, the deep but sweet tone you’d spent hours talking to. A cold can gently hit your shoulder and you glanced up at Yunho offering your favourite alcoholic drink.

He cracked it open with one finger as you took it into your hand, “Thanks.” You smiled softly, directing your eyes back to the fire as he took a seat on the log next to you.

“You still have a tendency to wander off on your own, huh?” He chuckled, taking a swig of his beer. “How’ve you been?”

“Okay, I guess.” You shrugged, taking a long drink. “How about you?”

Even after being broken up for almost 3 years, Yunho still brought you warmth and comfort whenever he was near. You didn’t dare to admit you still had feelings for him after all this time.

“Pretty good. I start a internship in New York in a couple of weeks.”

“You always wanted to go to New York. Congrats.”

His eyes flashed over to you, making your heart skip a beat. “I wanted to go to New York with you.” He paused, taking a drink before looking towards the ground. “Just kinda feels weird going alone.”

Your eyes stayed on him for a moment, scanning his features, his hands and arms. Yunho had gotten more and more attractive over the years,

“I’m sure you’ll do amazing. You’ve wanted this since high-school.”

The conversation went on for a while and everyone had headed inside while the two of you watched the fire slowly die down.

You remembered exactly why you fell in love with him. The way he told stories, but couldn’t help but laugh half way through. His smile, your favourite thing about him. You especially loved how he always checked to make sure you were okay as you continued to drink together.

Yunho had disappeared into the house to change clothes while you walked towards the late, eyes locked on the millions of stars in the sky. The moon reflecting off the water make everything look picture perfect.

Your mind drifted as you stripped to your underwear and bra, the drunken buzz made your body feel electric. You slowly walked into the water, letting your hands drag along the surface. When your feet couldn’t find ground anymore, you took a deep breath and sunk under the water.

The splash in the water shook you back to reality and almost immediately after you felt strong arms pulling you to the surface.

You gasped for air as you broke through the top of the water, Yunho immediately grabbed onto you in a panic. “What are you doing?!”

“I just…” your voice trailed as you looked at him. You weren’t actually sure why you had gone into the water, but it wasn’t with ill intentions. “I’m sorry…”

His hands were cupped around your jawline as your bodies floated in the water and you could feel your heart racing as you bobbed closer and closer to each other. Before you could say another word, his lips crashed into yours, sending chills through your body as he kissed you passionately.

Your emotions over came you as tears started to fall. You had been aching for him for so long that you couldn’t hold yourself back as you roughened the kiss.

Yunho followed your lead, pulling your core into his as he started to swim back towards the shore, sharing hot and heavy kisses as he did.

As you got to the shore, Yunho picked you up bridal style to carry you back towards the fire, now glowing embers that still radiated heat. A blanked laid out next to it is where you landed, lips still stuck to his as he hovered his body over yours.

You pulled him into you, muffling a soft moan as you felt his erection rub against your already throbbing clit. “Yuyu..” you gasped quietly as his hips grinder into yours.

Yunho’s lips travelled to your neck, sucking on your sweet spots that he remembered after all your time apart. His breath was hot and heavy in your ear, “I miss you so much,” he whined, moaning softly as his hips picked up speed.

“I need you.” You said shyly, reaching down to push down his sweat pants, allowing his stiff cock to rub against your clothed pussy.

It felt like you were melting from how aroused you had gotten, your mind already going blank as he pushed your panties aside and quickly found your entrance, teasing it before sliding inside.

Your nails dug into his back as he stretched you out, inching slowly inside before bottoming out and making you cum instantly.

You pulled his lips back to yours, breathing him in as your bodies became one under the moonlight. Time felt still as you spent the next hour or so tangled around each other, finally moving into a near by tent setup outside.

Yunho’s hands ran slowly up your back and sides as you laid on him, listening to the sound of his heartbeat. If you could pause time for a while, you’d do it. Having him so close again felt so right, but it also torn you apart knowing he’d be gone again after the weekend.

“Y/N?”

“Yea?” Your looked up at him, a soft smile spread across his lips as your eyes met.

“Come to New York with me.”

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Hot Take - Amnesia

I hate amnesia story lines. They make me feel uneasy especially since some shows (read:see you in my 19th life) handled them really badly. I'm not a fan of it for Queen of Tears either and I'm hoping desperately it's just a plot device for angst and not something she ends up choosing or something that ends up happening.

One thing though I think it's necessary to point out that Hyunwoo was going to tell her everything and all the risks of the surgery no matter what. He just wanted to wait till they were in Germany so she couldn't outright refuse him. Do I think it's weird that she didn't receive the call from the hospital? Yes. Did I scream at Hyunwoo throughout the episode to tell her because I thought it would create drama and problems? Why yes, of course I did.

I did know however that the decision to have the surgery was ALWAYS going to be Haein's. I have enough trust in Hyunwoo to ensure his wife makes the decision. Also, I think Haein's father from the get go also requests Hyunwoo to take her to Germany and then tell her. He even requests him to convince her there to have the surgery knowing full well that the decision would be Haein's. They just wanted to increase the probability of her saying yes. Also it's extremely unethical and I'm sure would impact recovery if the concerned person didn't sign up for this kinda treatment. Also Hyunwoo isn't stupid, he knows the doctor was going to inform her of all the risks when she meets him in person, duh.

So I don't really mind how they played it I just mind ✨ Amnesia ✨ It's been done so many times and it's very cliché. In addition, Hyunwoo sweetie make all the promises you want but if she wakes up and decides she likes someone else, even Yoon eun sung of all people, you're. gonna. have. to. let. her. go! Or you'll be the creep no matter your history with her. I think Hyunwoo does know this and appreciates the sensitivity and risk of the situation but I think boi is choosing to be delulu that he can make her fall in love with him again which is fine but like do we really have to?

Secondly, memories make us up. Our lives are really shaped by them so her personality could end up being different as well. Let's just take her mother she would love her more now and so the harshness and coldness of her character would no longer be there. Her personality is interesting and having that go away would be sad for me as a viewer and for Hyunwoo.

Not to mention, I think amnesia story lines are annoying cause I remember what happened, your partner remembers what happened but here we all are unable to talk, reminisce or be happy about it. All memories have to be made anew, which is a shame cause of all the cute memories we've seen these past 13 episodes. With only 4.5 hours of screen time, a complex business story line and a psycho ex lover on the loose how many memories can you really make to convince me that this storyline was well worth it.

Lastly, unpopular take: I'd much rather take the angst of her death than the monotony of seeing her get her memories back. I'll cry buckets and complain at the injustice of it all. But life is unfair and things don't necessarily always work out like we expect them too. 2521 taught me that.

#queen of tears #all of this being said I can't wait for episode 14 and see where is progresses #I liked this episode it was a nice break #showed me how they would live if they were in love without the pains they have had to endure #what they were supposed to be #married life suits them so well #hong haein #baek hyun woo #kim ji won #kim soo hyun #episode 13 #spoilers

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COPYCCINO — 30: before the storm

synopsis: soobin has been talking to who he thought was his unrequited crush on messages, only to find out through a visit to their coffee shop that it was in fact not them. not only does he meet the real y/n, he runs into their friend yeonjun, an ex friend of his who he has some unresolved issues with. as soobin and the real y/n are getting to know each other, yeonjun and soobin are working through their misunderstandings, as well as trying to figure out who the catfish was.

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a/n: written (4.8k) + smau. light profanity, a bit suggestive, me attempting my best to describe the observatory i went to a couple years ago and me being peak delulu 🥴

the special moment that all lovebirds look forward to the most.

the first date.

after spending the week anxiously waiting for the day to come, having conversations wondering how it’ll go, it’s now about to happen.

y/n wasn’t planning to put their heart on the line, let alone actually develop feelings for this boy. ever since that day he walked into the cafe, finding out what the real dilemma was, they thought that was gonna be it. the primary reason for their interaction would revolve around this person who catfished soobin, with their own pictures.

but then that problem went away. and they were still talking.

y/n tried not to think about the logistics of anything. is it odd that they now like the boy who got catfished with their very own photos? maybe. it wasn’t their fault that happened though. nobody can control how they feel.

especially if it’s reciprocated.

you could say the same thing for soobin. he got his heart broken finding out the person he admired so dearly turned out to be who they said they weren’t. he found out by meeting the actual person too, nobody can make this up. his heart needed time to heal, and turns out that healed heart found something to keep its beats going. it found someone.

fast forward to the present, each of them scrambling inside their closets to find something presentable. there’s y/n having an internal battle deciding whether they want to do just cute or just casual, as if they can’t do both. on facetime with the trio after deciding that their texts did absolutely nothing for them.

with the help of yeonjun, taehyun, and kai, their outfit was finally assembled. a creme crewneck that was slightly oversized, a pair of plain black shorts they had to dig to find considering all they own were ripped items, their white air forces which were still in their prime thanks to taehyun, that man is crazy about keeping things clean. lastly, some accessories and beanie to pull everything together. it did end up being both simple and cute, especially complimenting the weather as it was starting to finally get chilly out. after a couple hours in distress, y/n was finally satisfied. yeonjun takes all the credit, of course.

soobin on the other hand, had it fairly easier. after checking in with kai over an outfit he was contemplating on, deciding that beomgyu and sieun also did absolutely nothing for him, he was all set. a designed black hoodie with a nice pair of black sweats and his white shoes to tie everything together. the man did spend a while pondering if he should wear his glasses, or if the look was better as it was. remembering the times he’s worn his glasses in front of y/n, the compliments he received, he ultimately decided to go for it.

this time around, y/n stopped by soobin’s dorm to pick him up, as they were driving in y/n’s car. soobin did offer to ride on his bike together, but it was quickly shut down after looking at how long it would take to get there on two wheels. no way.

after greeting each other, not missing the chance to compliment each other for both wearing air forces, several blushes exchanged, the two were now on their way to the desired location.

“i can’t believe we were gonna ride on your bike,” y/n turns the music down to speak after quite some time. they offered to play some tunes as they drove to spare the times they weren’t talking, which was a great decision as the two shared some high notes together.

soobin brings his attention back onto y/n after staring out the window for a bit, admiring the scenery that was the orange and pink hues in the sky.

“i didn’t think it would take us two days to get there,” soobin defends. he chuckles after adding, “it’s crazy what the difference between a car and a bike could be.”

y/n nods in astonishment, remembering how genuinely surprised they were at the difference in destination arrivals.

“can’t say i wouldn’t enjoy those two days on that bike,” y/n notes slyly. they definitely would’ve just kept this to themselves, but throughout the week, they decided that they wanted to be more daring. slowly, they've been more open with soobin and it’s led to many cute moments.

soobin has definitely noticed.

the boy smiles shyly to himself as he readjusts his seatbelt. gotta do something with your hands. “i would too.”

a comfortable silence ensues as they’re both left with their thoughts in their mind. before they knew it, they finally arrived.

setting their car into park, y/n locks the doors as they remain in their place, leaving a confused soobin to sit and stare.

“you’re not gonna like this,” y/n warns, some pity written all over their face.

soobin blinks as he takes off his seatbelt cautiously. “i’m not gonna like what?”

“we have to walk.”

the seatbelt is off and soobin laughs, finding y/n’s randomness endearing. “i don’t mind walking a bit.”

“we have to walk up a hill.”

soobin nods his head slowly, not entirely seeing the point. the boy hates exercise, but there are exceptions. “i don’t mind walking up a little hill.”

y/n shuts their eyes, hoping it wouldn’t lead to this but unfortunately it did. they bring their hand to gesture towards the green landscape in front of where they’re parked. “that’s the hill.”

and it was huge.

soobin feels a dry gulp in his throat. he saw that hill when they parked, but he was hoping there was another way to get to the observatory instead. he was way wrong. there were no exceptions, he hates exercise.

“do you wanna just grab a burger and call it a day?”

y/n pushes his shoulder and soobin smiles, more so because he’s dreading the walk.

“cmon let’s go, it’s gonna be fine.”

before he could protest, the doors were unlocked and y/n was out of the vehicle, forcing him to do the same thing. they walk side by side as they cross a small bridge, finally being met with the obstacle they feared.

the walk wasn’t as bad as soobin had expected, but it was still tiring. the more they kept going, the steeper the hill felt. he’s internally grateful that he has long legs to withhold all this force or else he’d be dead meat.

can’t say the same for y/n. they were not blessed with long limbs. surprisingly, soobin made his way to become a bit ahead than y/n. the boy had to look behind him a couple times to make sure y/n was still following.

as they make their way to the end of the hill, a deep hole into the ground takes soobin by surprise as he just barely dodged it. he stops in his place to see y/n about to walk right on it, and warns them quickly.

“hey, there’s a-”

too late. y/n nearly face planted on the ground if it weren’t for soobin catching them into his arms, y/n’s hands fidgeting around to find a place to settle. redness seeps into their cheeks, their face feeling hot. in hopes that soobin couldn’t notice that, they look down at their shoes and attempt to ignore the fact that they almost ate it.

“terry’s not gonna be happy about this one,” they joke, commenting on the fact that their shoes had some dirt on them now. so much for those clean five months.

soobin smiles at the fact and doesn’t miss the chance to joke around. “i thought you knew the way around here,” he says in reference to the fact that y/n has been here before.

y/n rolls their eyes as they stomp the dirt off their shoes one last time. “and i said it’s been a while, your point?”

the two face right in front of them and they realize all that hard work has come to an end, seeing that the observatory is right there. before they can comment anything, the pair realize that they’re still holding hands. they glance at each other, the purest smiles on their faces. almost as if it was insinuated, they stay that way and y/n continues.

“let’s head on, shall we?”

the two head straight forward, hand by hand, butterflies in their stomach, ready to have a good time by the stars.

...

walking into the place, soobin was filled with so much joy. it almost looked like a plaza inside, with a mini museum alongside the actual planet and stars presentation a couple rooms over. there’s a built in food court with a variety of food options, and of course the view on the roof. one could say this was heaven. soobin would say this is disneyland.

the pair find their way to the receptionist as soon as they walk in. a bright young lady who seems to enjoy working there is behind the desk.

“welcome! how can i help you?” she greets the couple.

soobin and y/n exchange a quick look from happiness before y/n begins to talk.

“two tickets for your next planets program please,” y/n asks, unknowingly squeezing soobin’s hand from their excitement.

the lady searches on her computer and gives a curt nod, a slight hum escapes from her lips. “the next showing is in about ten minutes, is that alright?”

soobin’s eyes light up hearing this. the sooner the better. “couldn’t be better!” he says out loud, a bit embarrassed by his demeanor. y/n however, finds it adorable. he’s just like a big kid.

the lady emails their tickets and gives one last goodbye before they head off. “tickets for two, enjoy the show!”

the pair exchange some thank yous and begin to walk over to the room where the showing will be. ‘tickets for two’ kept replaying in y/n’s mind, it’s almost like a confirmation that it really was the real deal. a date.

the air inside was crisp, the air conditioning at the perfect temperature and it seems like there’s even a hint of some scent as well. ocean breeze, they think.

when they finally go inside the room, they see how truly huge yet compact it was. the seats were structured like a circle, the rows getting bigger as the circle gets wider. the projector screen is right above them.

they take their seats along the middle, finding a space where it wasn't too crowded. the presentation should start any minute now, and everyone in that room is filled with anticipation.

the two sit restfully in their seats, waiting quietly. y/n shifts their head over to look at soobin, who is looking up above. they take in his features, almost like this was the actual show. the purple lighting inside the room made him look out of this world. like this was in a movie. the way his glasses sit perfectly on his face, they couldn’t believe a pair of specs could suit a person so much. perfectly shaped and perfectly clean, the black color matching his entire appearance so nicely. the way his hair is not too messy, a few pieces going in different directions giving it that every day look. reminiscent of boba pearls. the way his eyes are fixated above him, looking ever so glossy and full of life. the color was plain, yet it still felt so different than the others. they had no problem getting lost in them. the way his nose is the perfect size, feeling the instinct to boop it with their finger. the way his dimple is peeking through his cheek despite not smiling, almost like it was a restful home. the way his lips gape open slightly, as if he couldn’t close it all the way, showcasing some of his teeth. as weird as it sounds, y/n loved his teeth. they weren’t perfectly straight, but whenever he smiled they were as white as milk, its structure reminding them of a rabbit’s. his lips are plump and colored, looking ever so healthy and not chapped at all, giving them the urge to kiss-

“what’s on your mind?”

shoot.

y/n is taken aback slightly, blinking a couple times to bring them back into reality. they see soobin is looking deep at them, a small smile on his face. he looks so peaceful, just waiting for the show to start.

“nothing, just,” y/n hesitates while searching through his eyes. the galaxy was meant to be right above them, but they find it inside him. ‘you’re really pretty’ they want to say.

“enjoy the show, bean.”

and with that being said, the room begins to slowly dim until it’s completely dark. some earthly music starts playing, and an announcer takes over everyone’s ears.

“what exactly, is the galaxy?”

...

after the viewing was over, y/n and soobin decided to look around the museum a bit. plenty of paintings hung all over the walls, the plaques displaying their meanings. a few sculptures presented at certain spots that left them in awe. they weren’t art people, but it really left an impression on them.

going to the food court to get a bite was next on the itinerary. the two would go on to share some conversations while simultaneously blowing on their noodles. they sat outside, having a perfect view of the hill right beside them. a few jokes were made about the fact that they went through hell on that hill, dreading the fact that they would have to come down again when they leave. surely it should be easier, since they’re going down instead of up.

now, they’re outside on the upper level of the observatory. the stars inside were beautiful, but nothing can ever beat the real thing. they’ve been here before the sun was about to set, and now the dim night sky has taken over, showcasing the bright twinkles in the sky. the air is brisk, chilly as y/n had expected and hoped for. the heat was finally coming to an end.

surprisingly, they were the only ones out here at this hour. they’ve definitely utilized it, talking about anything they could think about.

“you were right,” soobin speaks up after some time. he faces y/n to his side while leaning his elbows against the ledge. “it’s beautiful here.”

y/n beams hearing that. “i knew you would like it,” they reply in a sing song tone.

soobin nods his head assuringly and thinks of an idea. “do you want a picture out here?”

before y/n could say anything, soobin is already right behind them, whipping his phone out from his pocket. y/n turns around and slightly leans on the ledge, unsure with what to do with their hands.

“you’re taking it on your phone?”

soobin stops himself from opening his camera app on his already unlocked device and ponders about what he’s doing. it was like it was a natural instinct. he shrugs his shoulders gushingly with a soft laugh, “i mean, yeah.”

y/n feels their cheeks begin to rise in heat as they attempt to figure out how to pose. they ultimately decide on a slight tilt of the head, arms stretched out behind them, the view behind complimenting their position.

soobin begins to count down from three and the camera’s clicks can be heard. y/n slowly brings their eyes onto soobin, who doesn’t seem to know he has the biggest smile on his face. maybe they’re crazy, but perhaps they’re the reason why.

y/n scurries away from where they were standing and begins to push soobin to where they once originally were, leaving the boy to remain confused. y/n whips their phone out from their pocket and starts to unlock it, getting their camera ready.

“you need pictures too!”

soobin tucks his phone behind him as he starts to pose a bit, a peace sign being the most natural thing he could do. he may be stiff, but y/n thinks he’s gorgeous. a simple peace sign, a head tilt, his eyes closed shut with a small smile makes their heart melt.

they gather around to view the photos, asking to send each of them to each other. before they can put their phone away, y/n brings the camera onto selfie mode. soobin takes the hint and instinctively fixes his hair, a habit of his. the two get as comfortable as they can, noticing that the longer they took these photos the more close in proximity they became. by the end of it, y/n is leaning onto his upper right chest, soobin’s head resting peacefully onto theirs.

it was at this moment when soobin began to think about what sieun had told him not too long ago, their first hangout that wasn’t detective work.

‘if you really like y/n for who they are, not all the yun stuff, then you have your answer.’

soobin wants to keep doing this. he wants to keep doing this with y/n. throughout his whole life, he hasn’t been the daring kind. always stuck to his routine, comfortable in his own skin. y/n completely changed that for him. putting aside how they originally met, y/n’s introduced him to so many new things. something as small as hot chocolate, to now, a place that has what he absolutely loves. stars.

he wants to be with y/n for who they are, not yun. they were never yun, yun was them.

and he thinks he has an answer.

“can i tell you something?” he asks after they’ve repositioned themselves where y/n is leaning on the nearest pole, soobin only a few inches in front of them.

“you can tell me anything.” y/n’s voice is as quiet as it can be. all of a sudden, it’s like the whole world can hear. it’s just them.

soobin takes a second to compose his thoughts, figuring out how to speak them without sounding jumbled. he decides what’s best for him is to get straight to the point. that’s all that matters anyway.

“i’ve gotten over yun.” he says confidently. it also happens to be the first time he’s said it out loud, almost like it was a confirmation. there’s nothing to take back.

y/n’s heart skips a beat, wondering if this was gonna go where they think it was gonna go. they only hoped for the best. “have you now?”

the boy nods his head in agreement, a hum escaping from his lips. now was the time to explain.

“i’m gonna be honest, it was hard at first. i’ve never had someone be so open about their feelings for me so i just took them as my whole world,” he lays his heart out. y/n does their best to listen, even if it does sting a bit. but they must realize this was before they met.

“... and then they lied to me, using your pictures,” he sighs in disappoint. “i didn’t want to continue liking someone like that.”

“... for a few days i thought about what they meant to me. that if there was a chance for forgiveness, and part of me really considered it.”

it hurts y/n to hear him say that. feeling sorry that he’s ever stooped to that level. a person who deceits this terribly doesn’t deserve to be forgiven this easily.

as if soobin could read their mind, he shifts towards a different direction. the one he intended on.

“... but hanging out with you, getting to know you, i’ve realized that this is what a good person is. someone who’s honest, down to earth, loving,” y/n doesn’t miss the chance to blush.

“... i want to spent my time with someone like that. if i’m gonna have feelings for anyone, i want them to be for someone just like that. so i’ve moved on.”

y/n had honestly thought that’s where he was going to end it. just a disclaimer, he’s moved on. that was good news on its own, but it was far from over.

“sieun told me that you and yun are two different people,” soobin recalls, a transition towards his final point.

y/n chuckles in agreement, clicking their tongue in the process. “she’s not wrong.”

“you’re you, yun is yun,” soobin starts to close the distance between them a bit more before the words finally escape from his mouth.

“... and i like you.”

he finally said it. just where they were hoping it would go.

“... you’re you, you’ve always been you. not yun. i like you for you, y/n. not anything that has to do with them.”

if y/n had any doubts, this would be the most reassuring thing they’ve ever heard. but they’ve always trusted soobin. they didn’t think he’d ever develop feelings, but they can say they never thought he’d consider them the same person.

“...and, yeah,” he could’ve said more, but he was already embarrassed enough. he technically just confessed. it was all y/n needed to know.

“i like you too, soobin.” y/n adjusts their position so they’re standing a bit more straight.

“i never thought i’d develop feelings for you, but something shifted in the middle of it and i’m glad it did.”

even if y/n said anything else, he wouldn't have heard. his mind is too fixated on the fact that they like him back.

the two stand for a few more beats, stupidly looking at each other in admiration. as if their minds were telepathically communicating, cherishing the moment as much as they could.

“so..what happens now?” y/n asks, stretching out the question.

soobin purses his lips in thought until he remembers what happened earlier today. y/n had no idea, but he knows that they were staring at him earlier. staring at him with thoughts in their mind.

“what were you thinking about earlier before the show started?” he brings up. to avoid any further questions, or y/n using the opportunity to act dumb, he specifies. “when we were sitting in our seats and i had asked you.”

if y/n wasn’t thrown off by the confession, they were definitely thrown off now. they stutter quietly as they think about the best possible answer they could come up with.

“i..i told you. to enjoy the show.”

soobin tilts his head in doubt while sucking in his breath. “hm, i don’t think that was it. what was it really?”

y/n scoffs and rolls their eyes, crossing their arms in defense. “i thought you weren’t a mind reader mr. psych major.”

“i can be when it comes to you,” he replies nonchalantly.

ooh.

y/n gives up. they’ve already told him they like him, what more could they lose.

“i was thinking about how pretty you are,” y/n adds in a rushed whisper. “about how pretty your lips are.”

soobin widens his eyes with a smirk on his face. he gestures his hand towards his ear and bends forward in a teasing manner. “what was the last part? couldn’t hear.”

y/n scrunches their nose in annoyance, wondering where the cocky attitude came from. they sigh in defeat, responding with clenched teeth. “about how pretty your lips are.”

he expected the answer, but still, soobin couldn’t deny the fluttering sensation that just ensued.

“thought so,” he comments while asking one last question. “is that everything?”

maybe they were tired of holding back, or maybe it’s because they actually wanted to go through with it already, but y/n immediately gave in.

“about how i want to kiss them.”

soobin responds with a ‘hm’ while shifting his gaze back onto the sky.

“glad it wasn’t just me.”

he lets the comment sink in before looking back at y/n, a bit of a sorrowful look replacing his confident demeanor. “i’ve never kissed anybody before.”

y/n is genuinely surprised by this, their face probably giving it away. how could he have never kissed anyone? there’s nothing wrong with that, but based on who soobin was, they figured that he’s at least had the opportunity before. he’s a great guy that anyone would love.

“i have once,” y/n admits. “wasn’t that great, though.”

soobin feels his heart drop to the pit of his stomach, a bit disappointed that he wouldn’t be their first as they would be his.

“must’ve been a lucky person,” he mutters under his breath, but decipherable enough where y/n could hear.

they chuckle a bit before revealing everything else. “oh yeah, his way of thanking me for giving him my last cookie during recess. we crashed lips and then i cried after because he tasted yucky.”

once he realizes they were a child, soobin feels a sense of relief come over him.

technically it doesn’t count.

“i want to,” soobin hesitates. “i just don’t know how.”

y/n considers his honesty before thinking about their next move. they reach for soobin’s hands, to which he lets them hold, and they pull him near them so they’re only inches apart.

“from what i know, you could put these here,” y/n places his hands on their waist, soobin finding them to be a perfect fit as he lets them get comfortable. y/n brings their hands to wrap themselves around soobin’s neck, to which soobin lowers himself a little to match the height difference.

“and i could put these there.”

if they chose to, they could listen to the sound of their breathing. their faces are right there, all that’s left to do is the actual deed. two people, giving looks of readiness. about to have their first kiss.

“what if i taste yucky too,” soobin asks, he’s being half serious, at this point he’s just saying anything.

y/n snorts while bringing their head down, their hands securing themselves tighter around soobin’s neck, him doing the same thing on his part. y/n collects themselves as they bring themselves to look back up at soobin, closing their lips while looking at his in thought.

“i doubt that.”

through each second, their heads began to move closer to each other, the tips of their noses barely touching. soobin’s head tilting one way while y/n’s tilts the other. the only thought being on both their minds is if their breath smells okay.

soobin’s had his eyes open the entire time, not trusting his sense of vision. he sees y/n start to close their eyes, so he only figured he should do the same thing. he doesn’t know how close their lips are at this point, but his eyes are fully closed, and it’s not until he feels a warm set of skin where he knows they’re finally in contact.

it’s slow. there’s no need to be rushing, no intensity, this was their first kiss after all. their lips taste sweet, y/n’s being their vanilla chapstick they reapplied earlier that night while soobin’s tasting like the cherry icee he had for lunch. cherry vanilla, a sweet flavor for a sweet kiss.

for being his first kiss, soobin is surprised he’s making just as much effort as y/n was. he was worried that they would be doing most of the work, since they seem to be more knowledgeable about how this goes. the fact that y/n has started to move their hands around to where they began to tug on soobin’s hair told him that he was doing something right. he feels their fingers swirl around his dark set of hair and it drove him crazy.

he doesn’t even notice that his hands have moved up y/n’s waist to their middle to upper back until he feels himself start moving y/n up against the pole. the night was as quiet as it could be, no crickets chirping, no cars driving on the highway near the place. just the sound of their lips smacking against each other ever so delicately.

y/n feels their stomach begin to twist around, their blood circulating through their fingers down to their toes, once they feel soobin’s tongue begin to ask for an entrance. they weren’t planning on going this far, frankly they were surprised that soobin even acted upon it.

they let him in.

they weren’t shoving theirs down each other’s throat, it was almost like each of them knew how far was enough. the sighs escaping from each of their lips every now and then indicates that they were enjoying it.

almost instinctively, both of them began to feel their throats closing up, a sign that their air supply was starting to give out. nobody was timing it, but it was certain this kiss went on for a good few minutes.

getting their last few moments in, they finally release.

they remain with arms wrapped around each other, each having to lick the strings of saliva from their mouths clean. they’re searching through each other’s eyes, attempting to figure if they really had just kissed each other. a smile creeps up on their faces when they realize they most certainly did.

“well,” soobin’s voice sounds hoarse. his first time speaking after all this. it comes across more as a statement than a question.

y/n feels their cheeks begin to hurt as they reply with satisfaction.

“definitely not yucky.”

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iluvshinytwink · 1 year

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You Know It - Jude Bellingham

"Give me one more kiss before the boys arrive. But we'll be back before you know it !"

Synopsis: In which you give Jude one last kiss before he boards a plane to his match. :)

Now Playing . . . You Know It by Colony House

a/n: i failed my exam but i PASSED MY QUIZ. RWAGGGHHH IM CRACKED 🔥🔥🔥 i also fucked up the lyrics so it would make more sense hope u guys dont mind that LMAOAO

It wasn't rare that Jude had to go away from Germany to participate in matches, this was just one of the few times where you were forced to say goodbye to him.

Jude was extra smiley on the drive there. A big grin wrapped his face and his eyes glistened with joy and excitement.

Jude was looking out the window, admiring the clouds that you drove by, one airpod was tucked in his ear and the other was in his pocket. Jude tried to suppress his smile but he was ever so excited.

You noticed your smiley, giddy boyfriend instantaneously and you couldn't help but smile too.

"Why are you so smiley, baby?" you asked, grinning. Jude's head turned to you. "I don't know." Jude shrugged. "Maybe I'm just happy you're seeing me off." he added, lacing his fingers with yours. "Cringe." you moaned.

Jude cocks his head back in laughter. "It'll be those cringey romcom movies. The male lead chases the female lead in an airport to express his undying love to her after leaving his wife." Jude explained. You looked over to your boyfriend with a look mixed with confusion yet admiration. "When I put on those movies, I didn't expect you to actually watch them." you chuckled, tightening your grip on your boyfriend's hand.

"Oh, I do watch. You fall asleep 20 minutes in." Jude smugly smiled at you. You rolled your eyes, remembering the many movie nights you had with Jude which usually started with you sleeping and ended with Jude sleeping and you watching another movie.

As you parked at the airport, Jude gets out with enthusiasm. You follow shortly.

Jude was practically fidgeting with excitement, he was quite literally bouncing like he'd jump into the stratosphere.

Jude quickly took your hand to his, you felt his cold fingers hug your warm ones once more.

Jude looked at you with a smile, you could practically hear his beating heart.

The two of you entered the airport and made your way to Jude's gate where a private plane along with the other players awaited him.

"Are we late?" you chuckled, seeing Jude's teammates already boarding the plane.

"Jude, I thought your flight started at 11:00." you said, checking your watch. "I lied." Jude giggles, looking over to you like a child.

"Why would you lie?" you said, looking up from your watch, confused.

"Give me one last kiss." Jude whispered underneath his breath, you barely heard it. You were finding the words to say other than blabbing out flustered and confused sounds.

Jude's hand untangles itself from yours as he faced you properly.

"Jude Bellingham!" the flight attended had called. "Come on, baby. They're waiting for me." Jude hummed. You blinked and before you knew it you were face to face with your boyfriend as he looked at you tenderly and softly. You felt a blush wipe your cheeks.

Jude looks away from you for a second, at the gate was Giovanni Reyna and Karim Adayemi, his friends waiting for him.

Jude looked back, but not fast enough because your lips had quickly found his.

Jude's eyes widened and his heart fluttered out of his chest.

After a few seconds, you pull away. Jude stood there, bewildered.

You chuckled at your boyfriend's expression as you glance at the gate where Karim and Gio were fakely throwing up. You laughed.

"Now go!" you said, patting his side as he finally snapped into reality.

Jude's eyes blinked and his body flinched. A big smile wrapped his lips.

Jude quickly jogs to the receptionist. "Stay safe!" you shouted. "We will!" Giovanni shouts as Karim laughs.

"I'll be back before you know it!" Jude finally says before he gets shoved into the gate by Karim and Gio.

"That was so cringe." Giovanni groaned, continuing to push his friend into the gate.

Jude tried his best to look at you, ignoring the two grown men trying to push him. Jude waved goodbye at you which looked like he was flailing his arms for help.

You laugh as you wave goodbye too.

"I told you he watches rom coms." Karim says to Gio.

#iluvshinytwink #imsoslaying #jude bellingham #jude bellingham x reader #jude bellingham x you #jude bellingham imagines #delulu hours exe

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saoirse-murphy · 4 months

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Fun little one-shot

It is my delulu hour what can I say🤷‍♀️ also hope this makes sense, Enjoy!

Pairing-Harry Potter/Draco Malfoy Rating: Teen audiences and up Summary: Harry finally decides to confess his feelings toward Malfoy for let's be honest years. Harry gets a bit more than he was expecting Tags: Oneshot, Harry x Draco, Love Confessions

The vast corridors of Hogwarts, with their enchanted walls and moving staircases, echoed the hustle and bustle of students. Amid the lively chatter, Harry Potter found himself grappling with an unusual bout of shyness—a feeling unfamiliar to the Chosen One who had faced countless challenges. His heart, usually steady in the face of danger, now thudded with a different kind of uncertainty.

Draco Malfoy, the platinum-haired Slytherin, stood in a cluster of students, engaged in casual conversation. Harry lingered on the periphery, his hand nervously playing with the edge of his robes. He had something important to say, something that had been lingering in his thoughts like a persistent charm.

Summoning courage, Harry took a step forward, only to retreat as self-doubt crept in. He felt like a first-year again, grappling with the awkwardness of social interactions. The realization that he, too, could be struck by the whims of nervousness caught him off guard.

Ginny Weasley, ever perceptive, noticed Harry's inner turmoil. With a supportive smile, she gave him a gentle nudge in Draco's direction. "Just go for it, Harry. You've faced dragons and dark wizards; talking to Malfoy can't be that hard."

Encouraged by Ginny's words, Harry took a deep breath and approached Draco, who looked up with a raised eyebrow. The Slytherin had sensed Harry's presence but was curious about the unusual hesitance in the Gryffindor's demeanor.

"Uh, Malfoy," Harry began, his voice a touch softer than usual.

Draco turned fully toward him, studying Harry with a mixture of surprise and curiosity. "Potter. What's got you all flustered?"

Harry nervously tugged on the sleeve of Draco's robes, a subtle gesture that conveyed his desire for privacy. The Slytherin, initially taken aback, acquiesced with a nod, leading Harry to a quieter alcove away from prying eyes.

Once they were in a secluded corner, Harry gathered his thoughts, his green eyes meeting Draco's silver ones. "I, um, wanted to talk to you about something. Something important."

Draco arched an eyebrow, intrigued by the unexpected vulnerability in Harry's usually confident demeanor. "Alright, Potter. I'm listening."

Harry took another deep breath, pushing through the shyness that threatened to hold him back. "I've been thinking a lot, and I... I don't really know how to say this, but... I've been feeling something, and I needed to talk to you about it."

Draco, sensing the gravity of the situation, regarded Harry with a mix of curiosity and seriousness. His fingers gently encircled Harry's waist, their touch conveying a silent reassurance that transcended the complexities of their past. The cool, stone walls of Hogwarts seemed to soften under the tender energy that enveloped the two wizards.

Harry, his green eyes reflecting a kaleidoscope of emotions, leaned into Draco's touch. The atmosphere held a delicate balance—a moment suspended in time, where the weight of unspoken words hung in the air like a whispered incantation.

"Feeling something? What are you talking about?"

Harry hesitated, then mustered the courage to admit, "I think I might have a crush on you."

The confession hung in the air, creating a moment of suspended time. Draco, surprised by the revelation, blinked before a subtle smile tugged at the corners of his lips.

"Well, Potter," Draco said with a hint of amusement, "that's quite the unexpected turn of events. But I suppose it takes a certain amount of bravery to admit something like that, especially when those feelings are for an ex death eater,"

As the two wizards stood in this clandestine sanctuary, Harry summoned the courage to gaze into Draco's silver eyes. The air crackled with tension, a palpable energy that mirrored the intertwining of destinies.

A moment of stillness lingered—an uncharted territory where words were rendered obsolete. In the quietude, Harry closed the distance, his hand lingering on Draco's arm as if tethered by an invisible thread. Draco's hands tightened on his waist pulling him closer, his features softened by the muted light, met Harry's gaze with an intensity that transcended the confines of Hogwarts.

In the pregnant silence, both began to lean into each other's touch, and the gravitational pull between them became undeniable. The magnetic force culminated in a tender yet hesitant meeting of lips—an unspoken agreement that sealed a chapter unexplored until that moment. Soft and fleeting, the kiss spoke of a shared vulnerability and the emergence of emotions too complex to articulate.

Slowly Draco's lips began to trail down the other's neck soft pants and moans escaping Harry's parted lips.

"uh, um, Dray... oh... uh we can't do this here" Harry can barely speak from the way Draco is trailing his hands closer and closer to the place he wants the most.

"ok" He abruptly stops his ministrations. Harry could cry. If it weren't for his shock he is actually certain he would, "Met me in the eighth year dorms. Yeah?"

before Harry can even answer Draco is gone. What a day.

#draco malfoy #drarry #draco x harry #harry potter #first kiss #love confessions #fanfic #oneshot #i need to stop #i think that harry is so babygirl

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imagineamagicworld · 11 months

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Slept on my Thoughts and Big Feelings™ about yesterday's patch, here we go (in true stereotypical fashion, this got a bit longer than I initially thought)

Spoilers for the 7.3 story moments (impside)

So obviously this was a very character-centric patch and its highlights really were the cutscenes. Like many people, I expected slightly more out of the gameplay part of the patch, especially after 7.2 and everything we got on Ruhnuk...

But the team really, really pulled through on what we got out of the cutscenes.

Rivix seems like a slimy bastard and I alternated between cheering him on for decking that other random Sithy guy and praying for his downfall at Tau's hand (you'll get him next time baby girl <3)

pleasantly surprised to see him immediately contact the Commander, and YET, I am and will remain suspicious of his every move and will anticipate the inevitable backstabbing

"what about your fascinating Hutt scientist?", mum come pick me up, i'm scared

Sa'har's interactions with Ri'kan make me want to bawl my eyes out, why can't Bioware ever let siblings be happy, she's so gentle but so blind and he's drowning in resentment and rage and they are so doomed

"I had little choice. Some earn what they have. Some are given everything", "and some lost it all", "you dare speak to me of suffering" I am going Insane™

Heta is so delulu it would be funny if it didn't make the situation go from worse to worser so fast, "it's never safe to change a galaxy, never easy to fight corruption and hypocrisy" be for fucking real

Sa'har, just say the word and we WILL come and pick you up (i have all the adoption papers ready whenever)

"I would be more than happy to go over the details", "... But not right now" PLEASE the Commander is SO TIRED lmaoo

not Oggurobb admiring Darth Nul's work, can you please focus

more on The Discrovery™ later in this post

Mind you, I played this whole patch on my main (Elias my love <3), who is a Saboteur ex-Imperial Agent, but...

my god, the Torian alert talk hit Different™

whoever decided this should be a cutscene and not just a letter... you are everything. It felt raw, it felt reflective, it felt absolutely necessary and i'm really liking the depth it is bringing with it

"I agree with Heta about the banner being used as a symbol of shame and betrayal. And yet... how dare she burn it"

"How you feel about your past is for you to decide"

"I spent so much time trying to be better than my history, I didn't stop to think about where I came from", "Good and bad, this box contains my past. Who my father was. My family. My sense of right and wrong. I can open it and remember when I need to, or I can leave it shut. The choice is mine."

It's the intergenerational trauma, fighting against yet embracing your history to shape your future and find your own purpose in life, I-

This Barbie is an ex-war criminal haunted by the Past!! And so am I!!

The whole Malgus cutscene was incredible and I probably spent at least half an hour (if not more) just going over all the different options.

flirting with Theron at work!! In front of our bestie Lana who is So Done™!! "May I remind you both we still have more to discuss", it never gets old <3

was actually shocked by how involved Theron was in the cutscene? actually had a lot of lines and he felt materially present in a way that i hadn't seen in a loong time (I will never ever kill Theron off [I have morals and I love him, your Honour] but I do wonder how the cutscene looks when you don't have him around?)

Theron calling the Imperial characters the fuck out is a kink I didn't know I had, but I do, so thank you for that

"Some higher-up is all sweaty about my past contracts with Malgus", "One of those contracts was destroying the defense grid on Coruscant during an Imperial invasion", get her ass my love!!

the tensions with Shae are back and, listen, I love our problematic girlie as much as the next person (too much), but I am thriving

"Don't you get it? With the holocron, Heta is part of that plan, willing or not", "You weren't interested in the holocron when you shot a teenager out of nowhere we ran into Sa'har", the girls are FIGHTING

I just can't get over how similar yet different they both are. Probably won't resonate with all Outlanders, but as a former Imperial agent, Elias NEVER thought he would become a Leader of any sort. He was always content to stick to the shadows, do what he does best with few restrictions and little scrutiny. It's so so so interesting to see Shae feeling like she owes so much to her people and yet struggling so much with being Mandalore

"Make him think you understand" and isn't the interesting part that some Outlanders really might understand, at least in part? Unique perspectives indeed.

"You and I are very much alike. I couldn't stand it when my mind was at the mercy of another... I don't fault you for wanting to break free" (patch 7.1)

"... few minds can comprehend my vision", "none who have stood by my side have understood this. The only one who could have... is my enemy" (patch 7.3)

Mirrors and narrative foils and the weight of our choices and I'm going Insane™ once again

we didn't learn much from the interrogation that we didn't really already know or couldn't suspect, it was very much about the Themes™

I know it's controversial, but I actually like the Nul and Mandalorian plots intermingling

"The Mandalorians are fractured... a broken people. They struggle to decide who they are", something that is so so important in basically all of the Mando characters we have here. Torian, Akaavi, even the Ordo brothers, Heta herself of course and the Varad, the Dar'manda and the Ash'ad, SHAE SHAE SHAE

I am going to ignore how this would inevitably resonate in many Outlanders too, the longing for home versus the morality of doing what's right for the galaxy and fighting your home and saving your independance but never knowing if it's going to be enough-

it was a bit weird that there was no way to prevent Shae from listening in on Malgus' interrogation, but then again, the whole scene where he bypasses us to speak to her directly is so powerful that I can't really mind too much

the them of HISTORY strikes again!!

"Can you not see it? The past looms over us all... a shadow of unchanging history. There are fools who believe they can outrun the shadow. Without a flame to chase it away, it will consume them - they are doomed to repeat the same failures"

the SILENCE once you get back from the interrogation is so LOUD and I felt a true sense of heaviness from it

Unfortunately, I feel like the Voss part of the patch was the weakest in many ways. I haven't played Shrine of Silence yet (the Flashpoint), but it is (as was announced) not required for the main story content.

The highlights truly were, again, the characters.

Arcann is back!! and we get to have a very nice talk with him about redemption, acceptance and forgiveness. all things that felt very important for Arcann's journey (and for my MC as well, actually)

"I saw centuries worth of horrors committed by my father. I felt the rage and the cruelty born of my desperation to please him", "I was afraid I saw those ruins because I was doomed to follow in his [my father's] footsteps", navigating intergenerational trauma and trying to trace the lines between what you suffered and what you are responsible of, painfully delicious

"I will never expect forgiveness - or even acceptance - from anyone I have hurt. But I will cherish any that is offered", what, me, crying? no, it's just raining, i would never cry (i am bawling like a little baby and will never stop)

can't say I was that surprised to learn that Darth Nul had been a Jedi before being corrupted over to the dark side, but I'm glad that finally puts to rest the "Lana is Darth Nul" theories

I am very intrigued by that Force power of hers , however : "she could mentally bond with anyone who could feel the Force. In those who did not recognize their own abilities, she awakened that realisation", okay, but what does it mean exactly?

the Voss stuff was otherwise a little bit on the forgettable side, I must admit (but I'm always happy to come back to Voss, so it's okay)

"[the Three] would never share them with an outsider, even one of your status", hmmm, excuse you, Sana-Rae, but I was once married to a Voss lady, doesn't that count for something

And just like that we were back to doing little chores-like quests and rocking it KOTOR-dialogue style. Which was okay, but not groundbreaking by any means.

of course it was Czerka, of course it was

out of all the side quests, I really liked the cantina one, it was so silly

the talk with Sana-Rae before going to see the Three was really touching <3 It really is all about personal choices and finding one's purpose even if it clashes with what you were taught growing up

the... prophecy itself is very vague and doesn't give us much more than what we've learned so far

"Life will be reshaped... scales unbalanced... A wave of change rises and falls... beyond the reach of Darth Malgus... and as he dreams, he awakens a great power... one that will tear the galaxy apart"

"Should Darth Malgus perish, this catastrophe will transpire more quickly"

I can't for the life of me begin to guess at what the devs have in store for us, but you can colour me intrigued for sure (and a bit wary)

the sheer unavoidability of "what is to come" is ???

and yet, somehow, "whatever is to come from this, it is you... who will choose the fate of us all"

"I'm tired of being responsible for the consequences of every decision"

"You can fight against destiny, but it is inescapable"

When I tell you boyo is TIRED

Overall, very strong themes for this patch. The way both the past and the future are inescapable, unavoidable, dooms that we cannot run away from.

The way we have to embrace them, embrace who we are, who we were and who we can become.

The way there is always a choice, there always has to be a choice.

#swtor #swtor 7.3 #swtor 7.3 spoilers #7.3 spoilers #7.3 Old Wounds #the themes are theming so hard this patch #overall i don't think this is as strong a patch as Ruhnuk was #and I imagine (I hope?) that the story will move forward massively with 7.4 (which has already been confirmed)#But it was still fun #The cutscenes were phenomenal and you can tell just how much love went into making them #OC: Elias O'Hara (Imperial Agent)#Theron Shan #Lana Beniko #Torian Cadera #Arcann Tirall #Sana-Rae #Shae Vizla #Darth Malgus #Darth Rivix

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