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cynical-canidae · 5 months

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Compelled by her old man rizz.

#idk what came over me #yes i do i lied #his nonbinary swagger #doctor who #the doctor #fourteenth doctor #14th doctor #david tennant #art #cynical-art #mine #girl how did i proper draw 14 before 12 I'm a fake 12 stan #cynical-canidae

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totally-not-an-awkward-okapi · 9 months

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Artfight day 21, my first ever mass attack! Here on tumblr we have:

@bunbondoesart , @yukikinda , @coxinhadoce47-art , @skeptical-rainbows , @wonderlenbutcool , @here-there-be-drag0ns , @autisticvampireclub , @cynical-canidae , @rory-moment , @chexmix-art , @8redphoenix8 , and several others who where just so slightly out of frame!

#my art #golden guard #golden guard oc #flashing #eye contact #artfight 2023 play by play #my ocs #well. a few of them are mine but not most of them #not my ocs

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timeandspacenovelist · 2 months

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Nine people I'd like to know better

Thanks for the tag @vaelerius!

Last song: My Favorite Mutiny by The Coup

Favourite colour: purple or blue

Currently watching: Don't really have one unfortunately.

Spicy/Savoury/Sweet: Definitely savory.

Relationship Status: Terminally single.

Current Obsession: I don't really have one. I'm sort of floating rn

Tagging @ahunter8056 @allofthecaffeine @biquid @moonriseaerdna @cynical-canidae @rumple04 @rheasbrvtality @starryjeongyeon @lex144

#tag game

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rumple04 · 2 months

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Nine people I'd like to know better

Thanks for the tag @timeandspacenovelist 🤍

Last song: Everything I Know About Love by Laufey

Favourite colour: green

Currently watching: Classic Who

Spicy/Savoury/Sweet: Savoury

Relationship Status: Engaged 💍

Current Obsession: Doctor Who since almost a year + more specifically TwelveClara 🥹

Tagging @wazowatt-blog @twelveswhore @tounknowndestinations @staypee @just4xu @kaetor @cynical-canidae @colepaldi-in-the-tardis @lonelyzarquon

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ask-espurr-mob · 7 years

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Hey, I'm just curious; do you have a main blog? If so, what's the username?

(( I do have a main!! The name is @cynical-canidae, and I made it not too long ago, so it’s younger than this blog, haha. It’s mostly MP100, other things I like, and shitty memes. Enjoy. ))

(( Thanks for asking. UwU ))

#answered #my main #text #ooc #ask-espurr-mob

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memepsycho100 · 7 years

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@cynical-canidae i bust a nut everytime i see them brows 👌👌👌😫😫😫

#reply post #toichiro

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cynical-canidae · 7 months

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He has done nothing wrong EVER. (His crime list is 10 miles long.)

(Based on this post.)

#this is REALLY stupid #cynical-art #doctor who #tenth doctor #the doctor #rose tyler #tenrose #doctor x rose #timepetals #art #dalek #david tennant #cynical-canidae

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cynical-canidae · 8 months

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Doodle of them from work. 🪰💜

#ineffable bureaucracy #good omens 2 #good omens #good omens spoilers #go2 spoilers #beelzebub good omens #gabriel good omens #gabriel x beelzebub #art #cynical-canidae #cynical-art

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cynical-canidae · 8 months

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Ideal date = walking (flying?) your child (who happens to be a giant fly).

#good omens 2 #good omens 2 spoilers #go2 spoilers #good omens fanart #good omens #girl i can't tag #cynical-canidae #cynical-art #art #innefable bureaucracy #archangel gabriel #lord beelzebub #gabriel x beelzebub #beelzebub good omens #gabriel good omens #was this an excuse to draw beez's fishnet socks #yes it is

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cynical-canidae · 7 months

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Watch out, worlds. He's about to do something EXTREMELY silly.

#cynical-art #doctor who #doctor who fanart #eleventh doctor #11th doctor #the doctor #art #cynical-canidae #i am still trying to figure out how tf you draw ten's hair #so have an eleven

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cynical-canidae · 6 months

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I love this creature. The autism cat.

#she is the cutest #doctor who #the doctor #thirteenth doctor #13th doctor #art #cynical art #cynical-canidae #cat #jodie whittaker #I'm obsessed with how jodie can do the polite cat face perfectly #so that spawned this #cynical-art

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cynical-canidae · 4 months

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I desperately needed to make a Twelve to match the warlock Clara. Shoutout to Clara's Diner they always keep me right. <33

#the bard magic makes the lute sound like an electric guitar #if you even care #doctor who #dnd #the doctor #twelfth doctor #clara oswald #she's there too #whouffle #whouffaldi #12th doctor #art #cynical-art #tiefling #i encourage you to zoom in to the patches #cynical-canidae

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cynical-canidae · 1 year

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Dragon I drew for International Ace Day this year.

#cynical-art #cynical-canidae #furry #dragon #asexual #pride #international ace day #feral #aromantic #aroace

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cynical-canidae · 2 months

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I'll tell them put me back in it.

(Darling, I would do it again.)

#cynical-art #yeah hozier lyrics #doctor who #the doctor #twelfth doctor #12th doctor #heaven sent #art #cynical-canidae #I'm so behind posting here <3 lol #francesca by hozier is about 12clara #he told me himself #so yeah

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cynical-canidae · 1 year

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Goldric nation rise up.

#the owl house #goldric #huntric #cynical-art #cynical-canidae #toh #hunter toh #toh hunter #hunter noceda #i die by that #edric blight #fanart

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cynical-canidae · 8 months

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I had an epiphany yesterday lying awake in bed and now I completely understand Aziraphale's motivations and decisions in s2e6. This is coming from someone who on first watch-through was also upset with Aziraphale. However, I have changed my mind. Instead, I am deeply saddened for him.

Some of this may be obvious, but bear with me. I will try to be to the point, but I am a rambler. So come along for the ride!! I talk about emotionally abusive parents, so if that bothers you, don't read on.

Crowley's relationship with his parent (God/Heaven) is meant to symbolize that of someone who has been disowned/cut them out of their life. And Aziraphale's relationship with his parent (God/Heaven) is that of one who still has that figure in their life. Someone who still has to interact with them. Someone who has not separated themself from their source of trauma, so it keeps happening/they have had no time to heal. From personal experience, this creates a very complex dynamic between you and your parent figure/abuser, and exploring this PERFECTLY explains why Aziraphale does what he does.

Here is why.

When you have an emotionally abusive parent, it's really, REALLY hard to unpack. You are taught that your parent can do no wrong. They're always right. If they do something awful to you, then it must be your fault. You learn to associate this treatment with love. Because that's the thing, isn't it? They love you. They tell you they love you. They're doing this "because they love you." They want "what's best for you." You're ungrateful if you think otherwise.

It can be super hard to grow out of this mindset because your self-worth becomes solely dependent on your ability to make them happy and please them. Even if you can acknowledge that they are abusive, it still takes a lot to stop associating their approval with being loved and having a purpose.

It is even harder when you have not separated yourself from this constant cycle. It can be so, so frustrating because YOU love THEM. You probably shouldn't, but you do. You WANT to make it work. You WANT their approval. You WANT this happy world where they can magically be like "Oh, I understand the error of my ways. Let's be a proper, happy family from now on." Even if they have been abhorrent to you and you can acknowledge that, you still love them. It would be so much easier if you didn't, but you do.

That's why you keep hope. You defensively keep them at arm's length. Sometimes, you see moments where you truly believe they could change. Maybe they do something nice or maybe they respect a boundary they didn't before. These moments stay with you even when they cross that same old line. The moment you feel like "maybe everyone was right. Maybe I would be better off without them," these moments drag you through the bad times. It's why people saying "why don't you just leave them?" is so frustrating (though it may be true). Because you have this optimistic idea of how things could be in your head. You would rather keep trying than admit that your parent doesn't truly love you. You would rather keep trying because your brain thinks their approval is the one thing that you can't live without.

Does this sound familiar?

Aziraphale is the culmination of millions and millions of years of mommy issues, and in s2e6, he's just been given a whole platter of things to doubt himself on. The Archangel Gabriel actually feels the same way, very done with Heaven's bullshit. He even did this very forbidden, totally against regulation thing that Aziraphale has also kept quiet (falling in love with your "hereditary enemy"). The Metatron, who Aziraphale was definitely NOT keen on beforehand, is actually surprisingly understanding and kind. To which Aziraphale pointedly says he believes HE (Zira) misjudged them (The Metatron). SO understanding, in fact, to the point that The Metatron even shows what could be acceptance of Aziraphale working with Crowley. Even perhaps reinstating them to be an angel.

This is very important because this is what every person in this situation dreams of hearing. Your abusive parent admitting that they might have made a mistake. They were wrong. Because if they're wrong, that means that what you believe about yourself (it's all your fault the way they treated you; it's not fixable) can possibly be wrong, too. The Metatron saying that to Aziraphale means Heaven could have been in the wrong for casting out Crowley. (NOT at ALL that Crowley is not good enough for Heaven.) That Heaven has the capacity to change for the better and continue doing good even greater than before.

So I really don't think Aziraphale was drugged or anything like that at all. I think he is unwilling to let go of this hope of Heaven changing for the better, which is why he was so, SO excited to share the news. Saying he "wasn't as devastated" by their little breakup or doing it to be malicious is incredibly not true. He loves Crowley just as much. They certainly need to work on their communication, yes, obviously.

However, they ultimately disagreed on this one little thing. EXACTLY LIKE the Gabriel situation. Crowley's solution is to be as far away from the danger as possible. And Aziraphale's solution is to try to fix it. The disagreement in the beginning of the season foreshadowed their disagreement at the very end of this season. Only this time, they've run out of ridiculous "apology" dances and bandaid solutions to distract from the fact they won't talk to each other.

Thank you for reading my word vomit lmao. 🫰🐺

#kris shut up #good omens #good omens spoilers #good omens 2 spoilers #aziraphale #crowley #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #theory #but really just a character analysis #i guess #mommy issues #they both need therapy #ineffable bureaucracy #text #the metatron #cynical-canidae

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