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#crush!sapnap
kumezyzo · 4 months
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hii, its 🐇
i was wondering if i could make a request; sapnap secretly is head over heels for reader but only his friends know and they tease him for it, causing him to become a nervous wreck around reader
it can be headcanons or a fic i don't mind!! thank uu
again, super short, please dont hate me 😭 thank you for requesting this months ago 😭😭 i made it a little angsty as per my writing style, but i hope you dont mind. it gets a lil fluffy at the end. no real angst here 😁
anyway, enjoy! or dont :) m.list
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crush!sap really just wants to be around you. he doesn't realize that doing that makes him short-circuit.
he becomes a blushing mess. he talks like a bumbling idiot. he laughs at all your jokes. it gets to the point where his heart rate speeds up with even the mention of your name. and he begins to think it isn't very healthy for him.
everyone around you seemed to know crush!sap was obsessed with you. whenever he made a move to stand closer to you, talk to you, or even just stare at you for too long, the people around you would share a knowing glance. until it got slightly annoying and they started teasing him
"sapnap, stop flirting with them and get your ass over here."
"oooh, they're flirting againnnn!"
"so then you- can you stop staring at them and pay attention??!"
and his reaction was always the same. blushing, looking away from you, and running away from you.
then, crush!sapnap truly started avoiding you. for his own medical safety. and you began to assume it was cause he didn't like being thought of as your bf.
but, you talked to him about it. cause that was the only way you thought it could quell your thoughts.
"hey, can we talk?"
"oh. um- uh- y-yeah, sure..."
"are you avoiding me?"
he was already blushing by you catching him off-guard. now, you had caught onto his plan and it made him feel a little sick.
"why would- ha- why would you say that?" he would ask nervously.
"look, its fine if you are... i guess. i just kinda wanted to know why..." you'd say awkwardly. he would just stare at you, opening his mouth to say something but shutting it over and over like a fish. "mostly because i like you and i recently started thinking you felt the same way. so if thats not the case and thats why you're avoiding me then-"
"no! no thats not why!" he would say nervously, trying to interupt you before the conversation went somewhere he could reverse. "its because i like you!"
you stare at him, puzzled. "...huh?"
"you make me go fucking crazy. all the time," he sighs. "and it actually hurts when i see you and i know you're not mine. so i would rather just... not see you all together..."
"oh..." butterflies would errupt in your stomach. and your heart would start beating abnormally hard. abnormally quickly. and you started to realize why he needed to get away from you.
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happy ending, kisses and hugs. just realized i lowkey fucked up the tenses at the end... -nony
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pray4saint · 8 months
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crush culture
masterlist & descrip. pg-13. 13+. fem!reader. swearing. toxic, manipulative, near abusive ex mention. use of 'y/n'. lyrics are out of order. crush denial. 1.5k words. in reponse to @ghostworrjed 's ask bc i accidentally wrote it wrong & posted it lmao.
a/n. STOP IT ILY. first fic for this event is a conan gray song n im living for it | the last paragraph was rushed bc the song was starting to give me a headache
crush culture by conan gray | this is apart of my 500 follower event!
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”i'm done! okay, i'm done! are you fucking happy now?!” you'd screamed, reaching for your keys off the dresser. your boyfriend stared up at you from the couch, a dark look in his eye that made your hands tremble in just the slightest. behind you, you'd already started to turn the door handle and pull it, opening the door, still facing him. ”yeah, i am. you know why?” you didn't want to say anything, you wanted to leave. but as if his words were a drug, you responded, ”why?” breathless, your eyes giving way to your fear. the man sat far from you smiled, the same smile that always told you things weren't going to end well. ”because you'll come back. because we love each other.” despite how he meant it sound, you could still feel the venom spat from his mouth. you could feel it tingle against your skin, you could feel it in the air as you slammed the door shut, anger and sadness fighting to stay behind your eyes, you could feel it on the hoodie you were wearing that was actually his.
you'd gone to stay with your cousin that night. she doubled as one of your best friends and stayed up with you the entire night. she wasn't amazing at providing comfort, but she let your cry it out on her couch, she let you sleep in her guest bedroom, she took the next morning off work to stay with you. she also convinced you, along with the ill intent behind your boyfriend's words, not to go back to him.
”y/n, my dearest cousin and best friend in the entire world, can i offer you a piece of advice?” she'd asked, pulling english muffins from the toaster onto her plate. for the first time since you'd sat down to eat, you looked up from your plate. ”yeah, go ahead.”
”why don't you try.. not dating, just for a few months?” you knew to take everything your cousin said with a grain of salt, but maybe she was onto something. every time you'd gotten out of a major relationship, there was a cycle that you never strayed from, and that was; breakup, then have a rebound, then go on two dates with different people, and then dive into another long-term relationship. ”uh, yeah, i'll give it a try.” it came out more sarcastic than you meant it, but by the smile you got from her, you assumed she could tell.
by the time you'd left her house that day and were on your way back to your own place, you'd decided to take the time off from dating.
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yes, it had been a few months since your breakup with your ex. yes, your ex was still texting you, every other goddamned day.
after news of your breakup had travelled throughout your friend group and your cousin's friend group, it was a mutual friend – one neither of you had heard from in a long time – who reached out. sapnap. and recently, you'd been spending more time than you would've liked to admit with him. it slowly went from one coffee out to cheer you up a few weeks after the breakup, which mind you, took a couple of cancellations to get set up, to you texting him whenever you wanted to go out and get away from everything. the next month you were telling him what your ex would say in the texts he'd send you.
in your mind, there were no sirens, no flags raised at how much time you'd spent talking to sapnap. even when he started coming over to your place or you started going over to his place, you didn't think anything of it, because at least you had him to distract you.
i'm not falling for you, 'cause this baby is love-proof.
yes, you'd been spending a lot of time with your friend sapnap. yes, he'd started to become apart of your daily routine to talk to. yes, your cousin had raised concerns over your weekly dinner together. no, you didn't feel anything for him. you didn't feel much of anything for anyone. but when you were with him, much like when you were with your cousin or your other friends, you were smiling and laughing. you were happy.
”do you want me to order something in tonight?” sapnap asked from your couch, head hung over the back to look at you in your kitchen. lifting your head up from your fridge for the fifth time in the hour with a sigh, your head turns to him. ”yeah. can we do ubereats this time? the last time i doordashed, they forgot my sauce.” you pushed the door shut lazily, taking steps back toward the living room as he pulled his head back over the edge and opened the ubereats app on his phone. ”whatever you want.” he offhandedly smiled at you and you've could've sworn your heart stopped for a split second.
oh. shit.
the whole rest of that day you went on as if you weren't on high alert. you couldn't have a crush, not yet, because your six months weren't quite up yet. by the time it was time for him to go, you were internally panicking. just don't see him for a week, that'll fix it, that's what you told yourself.
and initially, it did work. you told sapnap you were sick, and your cousin brought your groceries over that week and all was well in the world. and when you did hang out with him next? there was no heart stopping of any kind, and so you resumed your hanging out with him how you had been for months.
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”what do you think of this?” you'd asked him over facetime, stepping back from the camera to show off the new hoodie and jeans you'd bought that you thought paired really well together. ”i like it, but i think it would look better on my floor.” your heart stopped, but not in the same way as before. this time it was from how outrageous this sounded to you.
”excuse me?” you asked, picking up the phone to bring it up really close to your face. ”you heard me.” he replied simply. nonchalantly.
oh no, don't look in their eyes, 'cause that's how they get you, kiss you then forget you
your cousin stared at you, wide-eyed, jaw slack at your story. ”listen, y/n–” you cut her off. ”i know what you're gonna say, and no, i don't have a crush on him. he's just messing with me, obviously. anyways, i can't wait to be done with these months of being crush-free.”
after giving you a minute to catch your breath, your cousin speaks again. ”so what i was gonna ask, y/n is, are you fighting it? you know, having a crush?” she asked, pulling her mug of tea back up to her lips. she took a long sip in while you mulled over her words. ”no, i don't think so.” your words were flat out simple, but the way your fingertips tapped into your palm gave away your lie. ”uh huh, sure. let me know how this whole thing with sap goes.” she responds, taking another sip from her mug.
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ok, maybe your cousin was right. maybe you were fighting having a crush. maybe you were fighting having a crush on sapnap.
crush culture makes me wanna spill my guts out, spill my guts out, spill my guts out
every time you went out on drives later into the night, every time you called him at midnight and he picked up, every time he texted you about something interesting that'd happened to him throughout his day, every time he flirted with you, you felt heart your stop. you also felt it flip and spin and your stomach twirl and flutter as if butterflies were locked inside.
still, you didn't do anything about it, because you couldn't. you made a promise to yourself, and you wanted to see it through.
what you didn't know, was that sapnap was feeling very similarly. he'd started flirting with you moments before he realises he had a crush on you. but he couldn't do anything about it, because you told him a week later about your deal with yourself, and he knew how badly you wanted to get through it. so, of course, he wanted that for you too.
in the mean time, he flirted but would stop himself short of anything truly meaningful and he would avoid going for the hugs he oh so badly wanted, and he would take advantage of every minute he had with you. oh, what a shame it was to feel so much, and repress it for your sake and for the sake of the person you felt so much for.
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to say he was happy when you'd called him at 12:01am one night to tell him that you were officially through your six months was an understatement. to say he was ecstatic when you told him how you felt about him moments afterwards was an understatement.
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panydas · 3 months
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look how sad i am
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lumarkyt · 2 years
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Got da homie from da airport
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kkisadorabubble · 10 months
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I’m back on my bullshit, everyone
This man’s got a death grip on me especially now that he has one of my Pokémon cards I’ve pulled
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sing-me-under · 1 year
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It’s that time again! It’s c!Sapnap (and c!Karlnapity) during Manberg era brain rot again!
(All names are referencing the characters, regardless of if I add c! or not. No cc! are mentioned in this post).
c!Sapnap was directly loyal to c!Dream, but he wasn’t employed by the Greater Kingdom like the Knights of Eret. Whenever Dream went to meet with Schlatt for politics stuff, Sapnap would go along as Dream’s personal guard. (Even though Sapnap was aware of Dream’s visits to Pogtopia, he stayed in Manberg to spend time with his fiancé, Karl.)
c!Sapnap thought c!Quackity was an asshole at first. Sapnap really only knew about Quackity through George, and he wasn’t particularly impressed by George’s descriptions. Sapnap’s impression only got worse when Wilbur and Tommy were exiled. Sapnap rarely ever interacted with the Manberg cabinet anyway because Schlatt would kick everyone out of the room when Dream visited. Sapnap would wait by the door, but the rest of them would scatter to catch up on work.
Sapnap wasn’t fond of c!Karl decision to move to Manberg. Karl originally moved to Manberg for work and “to experience new horizons”. c!Sapnap chose to stay in the Greater Kingdom, partly for work and partly because he just didn’t like Manberg. This postponed their wedding date from “sometime in autumn” to “indefinite”.
Sapnap and Karl used to have “drinks nights” where they would sit at home and cozy up with some new hot drink Karl was trying. Usually it was a new tea blend, typically iced tea during the summer. On colder days, it was coffee or a special recipe for hot chocolate. When Karl moved to Manberg, Sapnap was only able to visit during daylight hours, crammed within his busy schedule (courtesy of Dream), so they didn’t have date nights as often anymore.
Karl was the first new citizen of Manberg., and c!Quackity was the one to directly host Karl’s citizenship test. They immediately hit it off. c!Karl was just a random citizen of Manberg that c!Quackity would find solace in during the worst times in the Manberg cabinet. Once a week, Quackity would spend his lunch break (which he usually doesn’t even bother to take the rest of the week) at Karl’s to try out some new tea blend or drink recipe. They were always tooth achingly sweet.
Sapnap was wary of Quackity, but he was absolutely enamored by Karl’s rambling prose about the Vice President. Sapnap could tell that Karl was falling in love with Schlatt’s husband, and Sapnap honestly couldn’t say that was a bad thing. He saw how Schlatt mistreated his cabinet when Schlatt had guests, and he could only assume the worst when there weren’t prying eyes.
When Dream suddenly switched sides after some mystery deal with Schlatt, Sapnap was very vocally against it. He still fought by c!Dream’s side though and was granted full command of Manberg’s soldiers. Sapnap wasn’t very keen on giving them a fighting chance, not when he was quietly rooting for Pogtopia. (He had been craving bloodshed though, so he still put in the effort.)
After c!Quackity shot c!Schlatt and ran away to Pogtopia, Karl decided to join Schlatt’s cabinet when everyone else abandoned ship. He constantly undermined Schlatt’s orders, purposely fucked with the paperwork, and actively sabotaged everything. Sapnap was leading the crumbling Manberg military, so no one dared to call Karl out. Karl was very proud of that.
Sapnap and Karl had an open relationship throughout their entire time together. Sapnap had been in QPR with Dream and George since forever, but Karl was actively polyamorous. They had never had a third together though.
Apparently, Quackity never knew Karl was engaged to Sapnap despite their long term engagement being a hot topic among the mass populous of the Greater Kingdom. Karl had taken that little tidbit for granted, not realizing that Quackity had never lived in the Greater Kingdom and therefore was not exposed to its rumors and gossip articles.
c!Sapnap was very understanding of Quackity’s upset at the revelation. Although he didn’t have the best first impression of Quackity, he was aware Quackity made Karl happy. Much like that first day with Karl, Quackity and Sapnap immediately got along (sometimes at Karl’s expense), so Karl offered up a relationship between all three of them.
It just felt right with the three of them, so they decided to close their relationship. (Then George got pulled in as a queerplatonic fourth after Dream abandoned him and Sapnap).
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canpandaspvp · 1 year
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its looking like a "scroll through the sapnap edits tag on tiktok and scream into my pillow" kinda night 👍
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rat-rosemary · 1 year
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Dtk are so completely Normal about the people they have crushes on. They are Normal and not insane or obsessed and Quackity could totally leave if he wanted to
(Ignore the fact that there are four men holding him/laying on top of him)
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duckofthelaw · 1 year
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Home :]
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kumezyzo · 5 months
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please do crush!sapnap x singer reader head canons!!! like, you’d show him a new song you’ve been writing (that may or may not be about him) and he’s just sitting there like admiring the reader 🤭🤭
we not talkin about how long this took me to create either 🥰🥰🥰
anyway, enjoy! or dont :) m.list
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crush!sapnap who blushes while he reads the unfinished lyrics of a song you wrote about him.
he doesn't know it's about him, but he likes to imagine it was. half because the pain of it being for someone else makes him want to hide away. and half because the words are so beautiful, he wants them to be about him.
crush!sapnap who smiles in admiration as you sing the first draft of a song to him.
crush!sapnap who likes to listen to your voice, so he plays your music while he's just sitting in his room or relaxing.
crush!sapnap who plays your music in the background of everyone of his streams. he sings along to them, and his viewers that think you two are dating clip it and put it into compilations.
crush!sapnap who just thinks he's your best friend who you invite to your performances and concerts. (you lowley want him to fuck you backstage like those friends to lovers novels)
crush!sapnap who is the first person to watch your music videos. even if he technically isn't, both of you want to believe that he is.
crush!sapnap who becomes bf!sapnap after you ran off stage after a performance and kissed him.
you were singing a song you had written about him. looking out at all the people who had come to support you, you realized he was your biggest supporter.
so when when you closed out the concert. you walked backstage like you usually did. and with even more nerves than when you got up on stage, you kissed crush!sapnap.
bf!sapnap recalls that night as if you had gotten married that day. he talks about how he was caught so off guard that he thought he was dreaming. but he did kiss you back. (and fulfilled that romance novel dream of yours)
bf!sapnap who has to makeout with you before you go on stage. or before you shoot a music video. he says it brings you good luck!
bf!sapnap who you swear has the most perverted mind when he asks to put your moans on a track. (but you heavily consider it)
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this just reminds me how my bf plays the piano and i play the cello. and as a way to flirt with me once, asked me if i wanted to help him practice saint-saëns suite for cello and piano together 😭😭 needless to say, it was really cute cause i found out he didn't have a recitals coming up with that piece -nony
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biboyhalo · 2 years
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did u see sapnap’s face when george winked at him Like im sorry to say sapnap’s aggression towards george is because he wants to fuck him but doesnt know how to process that
HE LOOKED SO FLUSTERED FR 😭 stop im pretty sure i talked abt this possibility here before sjskbs im literally writing a fic based on that idea
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uhohbestie · 2 years
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Sapnap: Hahah, hey...! Sapnap: So, it’s getting pretty late--do you think you and your, uh, friend, could keep it down? Neighbour: lol no :)
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sapchats · 24 days
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Recent posts are a mood
Once had a dream, that Dream worked at the same place as me and we chatted and talked and it was wonderful and as if its totally normal (please note, i live in a country where english is not the native language and dream was speaking in my native language for some reason). I think dream-me was crushing on dream-dream which is fun to experience as someone whos never really experienced romantic attraction
I was mildly crushed that those dreams werent real
why are we as humans cursed with having romantic dreams about men on the internet i think this shoulddnt be allowed
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kkisadorabubble · 1 year
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Who told sapnap that he was allowed to be that fine like hello????? I mean not that I’m complaining because shit man this man is fine in all of the right ways
This is what happens to a silly 20 year old who began to simp for a creator when he tried thanking her for subs but couldn’t pronounce her username because it’s a mouthful
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purpleyearning · 9 months
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Hate knowing a lot about something/someone I don’t care about bc then nobody believes me when I say I don’t care about it.
“Why do you know so much/why do you talk about it so much if you don’t care?” Because this knowledge has been forcefully shoved into my brain and now I need to force it into others.
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