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satchels-and-socks · 11 months

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Love can rise out of the ashes

Warnings: angst, mentions of death, heartbroken Spencer, frustrated and longing Derek

Pairing: Moreid

Summary: Spencer is heartbroken after Maeve. Spencer locks himself away and becomes a shell of his formal self. Derek realized something and is determined to show Spencer that life goes on and how someone other than Maeve is truly in love with him.

It had been two weeks after Dr. Maeve Donovan's death. It absolutely drove Spencer mad that they couldn't save her he couldn't believe that he wasn't able to save the love of his life but, one thing was for certain it wasn't for the lack of trying they were just too late.

Maybe if he was faster maybe if he was smarter he could have saved her. If perhaps he was strong like Morgan and even smarter than he was he would have been able to save her life.

Or perhaps maybe he was cursed maybe if he hadn't met her maybe she would still be alive. Maybe it was his fault it just seems like anyone he loved leaves him in one way or the other.

Spencer had still been working although he doesn't really leave his apartment he keeps himself busy by joining cases over the phone. The other team members have accepted the fact that he's not ready or perhaps will never be ready to go back into the field again so they just use him for his amazing academic skills although he doesn't feel like a genius anymore.

Spencer hardly ever sleeps in his bed anymore he usually passes out on the couch with a book across this chest. He eats enough to keep himself alive but he really doesn't enjoy it anymore he feels like his life ended the day Marve's did.

Derek for some reason had become more and more irritable. Sometimes snapping at people for no reason or at least not a reason anyone could think of.

"Damnit chocolate thunder you've been madder than a wet hornet for nearly two weeks now and it needs to end now! There's no sense of it I mean my God I hardly get to see our beautiful gray matter anymore he's my best friend he's like a brother to me. Now you're my best friend and you hardly even talk to me or flirt with me over the phone anymore now what is going on with you?"Penelope huffed out harshly in a very sharp voice totally out of her sweet and passive sweetness that she usually has when talking to Derek.

"I'm sorry baby girl I don't mean to be such a jackass. It's just I realize something about myself and it's pissing me off. I realize that I'm in love with someone and I don't know what to do about it. I realized I've been in love with someone and I don't know what the hell to do about it so I'm not mad at you I guess I'm mad at myself and mad at a dead person."Derek grumbled and closed his eyes.

"I need you to breathe chocolate thunder and I need you to look at me. I know you're not really mad at a dead person but, you really are in love with our boy genius aren't you? You've been in love with him for years and haven't really realized it."Penelope said softly changing her tone a little bit realizing it wasn't her that he was mad at. Her whole demeanor changed her best friend was in love with her brother and it kind of warmed her heart she smiled a little.

"I think you might be right. I just never realized how much I loved him until I saw how much it hurt him to see her die. I wanted just to wrap him up in my arms I wanted to hold him but at the same time I knew that it wasn't the right time."Derek could feel his own heart breaking even more he just wanted to fix Spencer to hold him to tell him that he loved him to show him that everything would be okay in time to tell him that he had been in love with him since the first time he saw him.

"So instead you keep those feelings to yourself and set by and watch the love of your life destroy himself? I know you're hurting but you can't take it out on everyone else it isn't right. I know you may not want to hear this but, if you really do love him and you love him all this time you need to tell him. If you want to hold him tell him how you feel because I tell you right now he loves you the same way he always has. Right now he really needs someone to help him through this rough time I know we've all been trying but I really think he needs you I think he loves you too but he doesn't know that you love him." Penelope said quietly looking at Derek with sweetness in her eyes.

"Yeah baby girl you're right I mean you usually are. I'm not sure what I need to say though. I mean there is a chance that he might not love me the same way that I love him." Derek closed his eyes and set on the break room table putting his feet on a chair.

"Maybe I can help you write a note to slip under his door. Maybe I can help you put your feelings into words you can tell him how you really feel. I know there is a chance he might not feel the same way but I'm pretty sure that he loves you the way you love him you ought to see the way he looks at you. But, even if he doesn't he's still going to love you like a brother I can tell that that would never change there's too much love in him for that to change. But, you'll never know unless you try unless you tell him how you feel don't wait until it's too late you'll regret it." Penelope said quietly she pulled out a chair and sat down in front of him taking one of his hands and rubbing it softly.

Derek looked at her and smiled sadly he nodded his head knowing that she was right he had to do it no matter how much he tried to hide it he was in love with Spencer he closed his eyes and opened them as if he was trying to clear his mind before speaking.

"Yeah I think we should write that note you can help me word it if you want to. I know what I want to say I just don't know exactly know how to put it in words."Derek smiled and took Penelope's hand that was rubbing his and kissed it gently.

The two best friends worked on that note for hours trying to get it just exactly the way that Derek wanted.

Spencer was wondering around his apartment Reading a book in different rooms trying everything to keep his mind off of her. He wanted to move on he really did but he didn't know if he could because that was the first time he ever felt anything for anyone except he had feelings for Derek but he didn't know what they were.

Spencer got out a little saucepan and put on some water to make macaroni and cheese. He then got out a little pan for the oven and placed some dinosaur chicken nuggets on it he placed it on top of the stove while waiting for the oven to preheat.

Spencer then proceeded to walk into the living room setting on the couch continuing to read a book. He jumped a little when he saw a note slipping underneath the crack of his front door.

Spencer got the letter in unfolded it he was looking it over.

Dear Spencer,

I know you're going through a rough time right now and nothing I can say can make it any easier not really. I know losing your first love is a tough thing to go through and more likely than not you'll never ever forget it.

But, she would want you to be happy she would want you to find happiness you know love can rise from the ashes. Beautiful things can come your way and maybe just maybe there's someone who has always loved you since the first time they laid eyes on you.

Why do you think I call you pretty boy all the time? Did you think it was some kind of a joke I mean yeah perhaps a little of it was teasing but you are very pretty in fact you're beautiful. I always did love you but I didn't know how much I loved you until I saw how losing Dr Donovan hurt you I hate seeing you hurting like that because I love you very much. Pretty boy I don't want you to go through this alone I'm here for you whether you love me as a brother or a lover I don't care I want to help you through this.

I'm waiting right outside your door and if you love me it doesn't matter in what way open it up and let me in I want to help you please let me help you.

Love you forever and always,

Derek Hank Morgan

Spencer's eyes begin to tear up when he read those words he watched as little puddles appeared on the piece of notebook paper. He stood up slowly and peeked out his peak hole to see if Derek was standing there and he was. Derek was standing there staring at his feet Spencer wondered if this was just some kind of cruel joke he hesitated for a little bit before putting his hand on the door knob he opened it slowly.

Spencer didn't say a word he just stared at Derek his eyes were red and puffy he's been crying so much. He carefully wiped his eyes with the sleeve of his baggy sweatshirt.

"Hey pretty boy can I come in or are we just going to stay out in the hallway like this?" Derek ask with a little smile he stepped a little closer to Spencer.

Spencer winched a little but didn't pull away as Derek pulled him into a tight hug Spencer hugged him back. Spencer sniffled a little still hugging Derek.

"Derek I'm so confused. I loved her I think she might have been my first love but I love you too. I think I have for a while."Spencer mumbled into Derek's shoulder still hugging him really tightly.

"I know kiddo I know it hurts it probably hurts like hell. I love you and I'm here to help you let me help you let me take care of you could ya do that for me kid? We'll take it slow as slow as you want we'll get through this we'll get through this together kiddo."Derek said giving Spencer a tight squeeze before letting go and put in a little space between them so he could look Spencer in the eyes.

"I love you too very much Derek I'm making some lunch it's not much but I like it if you would join me. It's macaroni and cheese and dinosaur chicken nuggets."Spencer said really softly as he gave Derek a little soft kiss on the lips before opening the door and walking inside hoping that Derek would follow him.

Derek huffed out a little laugh and followed Spencer inside setting on the couch he watched him for a moment before speaking.

"Yeah that sounds great kid but I'm going to make us dinner tonight. We'll get through this kiddo I promise it might take a while but we'll get through this." Derek said with a little smile on his face.

The end....? (There may be a part two)

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jive-buggy · 6 months

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𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑎 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑

𝐸𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑃𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝑥 𝐹𝑒𝑚!𝑅𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟

𝐴/𝑁: 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑎 𝑏𝑎𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝐴 𝐹𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑦 𝐺𝑖𝑟𝑙𝑖, 𝑠𝑜 𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑖𝑡, 𝑜𝑟 𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑡 𝑖𝑑𝑟𝑐 𝑒𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑦𝑦𝑦𝑦𝑦, 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑖 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛𝑡 𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑦𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑠 𝑜𝑟 𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛, 𝑖𝑡𝑠 𝑗𝑢𝑠 𝑎 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠

𝑝.𝑠. 𝐴𝑙𝑙 𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑓 "𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙" 𝑖𝑠 𝑢 𝑏𝑡𝑤𝑤, 𝑖𝑚 𝑗𝑢𝑠 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑎 𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑠𝑠 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑠 𝑠𝑜 𝑢 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠🙏🙏

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"𝐼 𝑚𝑒𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑖 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑚𝑦 𝑒𝑥"

"𝐻𝑖 𝑖𝑚 𝐸𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦, 𝐸𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑃𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑠𝑠" 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑘 ℎ𝑎𝑖𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑒 ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑢𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑, 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑡𝑜𝑜𝑘 ℎ𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑖𝑡, "𝑁𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑒𝑒𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢" 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑎 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒, 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑡 𝑢𝑝 𝑎 𝑏𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑠 𝐸𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟. 𝐸𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎 𝑟𝑢𝑑𝑒, 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑝𝑒𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑡 𝑛𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑑 𝑊𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝐸𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑚𝑒𝑡 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑒𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡.

𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑜𝑟 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑠ℎ𝑢𝑡𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑡𝑠 𝑠𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎 𝑚𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝐸𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑎𝑘𝑠 𝑢𝑝 "𝐺𝑜𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑠 𝑎 𝑝𝑒𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘, 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑒?", 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑙𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑛𝑜𝑑𝑑𝑒𝑑 "𝐻𝑒𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑎𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑒𝑠 𝑖 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑, 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘𝑠".

"𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑖 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑎 𝑏𝑜𝑦𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑"

𝐸𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑖𝑝 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑚𝑒𝑡, 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑑𝑙𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑟 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑣𝑢𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑢𝑡𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑, 𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑖𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑐 𝑑𝑢𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑜𝑓 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦.

𝑊𝑒𝑠 𝑑𝑖𝑑 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑠𝑜 𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒, ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑛 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑟𝑑 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝐸𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑑𝑖𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑏𝑟𝑢𝑠ℎ ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑜𝑓𝑓, "𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑖 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑚𝑒 'ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑒𝑠' 𝑊𝑒𝑠." 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑑 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 ℎ𝑢𝑓𝑓 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑔𝑟𝑢𝑚𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑠 𝐸𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦.

"𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑜𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑑, 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑖 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑖𝑛 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑑"

𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑊𝑒𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑎, 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑎 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙𝑠 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑒𝑠, 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑔𝑜 𝑝𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝐸𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑐𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑤𝑒𝑎𝑘 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑘𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑠, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑙𝑖𝑝 𝑐𝑜𝑙𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝐸𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝑦𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑎 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙𝑠 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡. 𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑢𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑝𝑢𝑠ℎ𝑒𝑑 𝑊𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑓𝑓 ℎ𝑒𝑟, "𝐼𝑚 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑊𝑒𝑠, 𝑖𝑚 𝑗𝑢𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑜𝑑", ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑒𝑑 𝑟𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑙𝑜𝑢𝑑𝑙𝑦 "𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒" ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑟𝑢𝑚𝑏𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑠 ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑏𝑒𝑑, 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 [ℎ/𝑐] 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑠𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑒𝑑 "𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤, 𝑖𝑚 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦". 𝑑𝑎𝑚𝑛𝑖𝑡 𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦.

"𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑎 𝑑𝑟𝑢𝑛𝑘 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑜𝑙𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑟"

𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑑𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑎𝑡 𝐸𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦𝑠 𝑎𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑎 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑖𝑐𝑢𝑙𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑦 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑐𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑚𝑢𝑙𝑡𝑖𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑒𝑠, 𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑤𝑜, 𝑎𝑙𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑒𝑒 𝑏𝑜𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑤𝑜 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙𝑠 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑠𝑜𝑏𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡, "𝑆𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑎 𝑐𝑢𝑡𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑛𝑜 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑠 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑡" 𝑠𝑙𝑢𝑟𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝐸𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦, 𝑡ℎ𝑒 [ℎ/𝑐] 𝑔𝑖𝑔𝑔𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑝𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑒, "𝐼 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢" 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑎 𝑙𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑎𝑛𝑑 "𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡".

"𝐷𝑜𝑒𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒? 𝐷𝑜𝑒𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘?"

𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝐸𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑎 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒, 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑚𝑎𝑙 𝑠𝑜𝑓𝑡, 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑢𝑎𝑙. 𝐴𝑡 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑝𝑜𝑘𝑒 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑎 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑝𝑙𝑒 ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘 𝑠ℎ𝑒𝑑 𝑝𝑢𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 [ℎ/𝑐] 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑤𝑜 𝑔𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑛 𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑙𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 [𝑒/𝑐] 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑓𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑑, 𝑑𝑖𝑑 𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟? 𝑜𝑟 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑢𝑛𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒?

"𝑆𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟, 𝑤𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑡 𝑎 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙𝑠 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡. 𝑊ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑠 𝑜𝑓𝑓, 𝑖 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑠ℎ𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑡𝑦𝑝𝑒"

𝐼𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙𝑠 𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑘𝑙𝑦 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙𝑠 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑎 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑦 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙𝑠 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡, 𝑤𝑎𝑡𝑐ℎ 𝑚𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑒𝑠, 𝑑𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑒, 𝑑𝑜 𝑠𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒, 𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑘 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑡, 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘 𝑜𝑛 𝑐𝑎𝑠𝑒𝑠 𝑖𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑏𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑒𝑛𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑛 𝑎 𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑠, 𝐸𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑑𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑝𝑢𝑙𝑙 𝑜𝑢𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑐𝑜𝑐𝑘𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑙 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑓𝑓 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑛 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑟 𝑖𝑛 ℎ𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑, "𝐶𝑜𝑐𝑘𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑙𝑠?" 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑠𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑎 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒, 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑛𝑜𝑑𝑑𝑒𝑑 "𝐻𝑜𝑤 𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑎 𝑚𝑎𝑖 𝑡𝑎𝑖" 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑎𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑠ℎ𝑒𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝑔𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑒. 𝑁𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠𝑛𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑑𝑑 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡.

𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙𝑠 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡 10 𝑐𝑜𝑐𝑘𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑙𝑠 𝑖𝑛. 𝐸𝑎𝑐ℎ, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑡.

𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑦'𝑑 𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑢𝑝 𝑙𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑛 𝐸𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑑, 𝑐𝑢𝑑𝑑𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑢𝑝 𝑡𝑜 𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑙𝑎𝑛𝑘𝑒𝑡𝑠. 𝐸𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙𝑠 [ℎ/𝑐] 𝑙𝑜𝑐𝑘𝑠 𝑎𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑎𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑠𝑝𝑜𝑘𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑣𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠. 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑔𝑜𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛 𝑑𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑣𝑖𝑟𝑜𝑡𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑎𝑑𝑛𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑐𝑒𝑑 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑢𝑝 𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑐𝑒𝑑 ℎ𝑜𝑤 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡ℎ 𝑓𝑎𝑛𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙𝑠 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝐸𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦𝑠 𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑙𝑦 𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑐𝑘𝑒𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑐ℎ 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑐𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑜𝑤𝑛 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑝𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑠𝑡. "𝐻𝑖" 𝐸𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑝𝑠, "𝑖 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑛𝑎 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢" 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑠 𝑠𝑝𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑛 𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑝𝑢𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑜𝑛 𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦𝑠 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑟, 𝑎 𝑝𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑒, 𝑙𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑐ℎ 𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑐𝑘𝑙𝑦 𝑔𝑜𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑤𝑜 𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑘𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑖𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑠 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑔𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜𝑔𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠, 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑚𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑜𝑓 𝑠𝑒𝑥 𝑙𝑢𝑟𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑚 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎 𝑠ℎ𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑎𝑡 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑣𝑖𝑠𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑤𝑜 𝑤𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑛. "𝑊ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑊𝑒𝑠?" 𝐸𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑎𝑠𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑎 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑, "𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑊𝑒𝑠" 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑎𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝐸𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛.

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