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niki-phoria · 3 months
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THE FIRST TIME I'VE EVER SEEN LOVE AND THE LAST I'LL EVER NEED
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pairing: jungwon x gn!reader genre: fluff word count: 409
notes: reader wears lipstick, inspo from that one tiktok trend lol, happy birthday wonie <3
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you can feel the heat of jungwon’s blush against your fingertips as you cradle his face in your hands; the colour of your lipstick nearly blends into his flushed skin. “hold still,” you murmur, resisting the urge to laugh once again as jungwon continues to squirm. 
“i’m sorry,” he chuckles. his eyes shine as he smiles brightly, settling beside you once again. “it tickles.”
you turn to glance in the mirror across from you, using the opportunity to reapply the colour to your lips. little smudges against the corners of your mouth match the lipstick marks decorating jungwon’s face and neck. 
“this was your idea, you know,” you tease. jungwon’s smile grows when you wrap your arms around his shoulders, pressing yet another fleeting kiss to his cheek, just beneath his eye.
his laughter lingers in the room as you reach over to grab your phone, quickly opening your camera and propping it up against a nearby cup. jungwon shuffles across the couch next to you, gingerly wrapping his arms around your waist and propping his head against your shoulder.
you startle slightly when he leans in, pressing a chaste kiss against your neck. he moves so quickly you almost miss it entirely, had the evidence not been there in the form of a small smirk tugging at the corners of jungwon’s lips and a blush that threatens to crawl up to his ears. 
“are you ready?” he murmurs, relishing in the way your embarrassment mirrors his own.
turning to face jungwon once again, you can’t help but study his features. the universe seems to spread impossibly throughout his dark eyes. without the thick layer of makeup that usually coats his skin, you can see all of the “imperfections” that make him human. a hint of your lipstick mixes into the natural pink of his lips; the colour making them somehow even more inviting. 
a few more moments pass before you hum softly. “you’re missing something.” 
all of jungwon’s questions die on his tongue when you lean in. the soft gasp that catches in his throat makes you smirk against his skin. the stain the kiss leaves is deeper than the others; a faint mark of your lips against his skin now lingers. “there,” you murmur, nonchalantly turning back to readjust your phone’s camera angle. “now we’re ready.”
jungwon chuckles beneath his breath, leaning in to pull you into one final chaste kiss. “let’s make one of you next.”
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notes (cont): mini apology fic for disappearing, i have no excuse i was just depressed lol this is not proofread so pls forgive any mistakes !!
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sytoran · 1 year
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𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐔𝐏𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐎𝐋𝐃𝐈𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎𝐑𝐘 / wandanat x dom!r
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being a supersoldier had its perks, surely: like being paired up with the black widow and scarlet witch on a mission, and getting to fuck them on that very mission.
──── ♥ pairing. sub!wandanat x dom!supersoldier!reader
──── ♥ cont. smut (18+), a semblance of a plot verging on shameless smut, cunnilingus, so much cunnilingus oh god, strap-on usage, established wandanat, overstimulation, a lot of it, possessiveness, jealousy, squirting, breeding kink, daddy kink, choking kink
──── ♥ note. reader is said to be buff & masc, no gendered pronouns are used. there is use of a strap-on though ;) word count is 3k lol
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𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓. 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐄𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐂𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍.
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being a super soldier had its perks, surely.
chosen by professor erskine in 1943 to be injected with the super soldier serum, gaining an enhanced physique, then using it to save the world countless times? yeah. it was nice. being stuck in ice for seventy years? not that nice.
you know what was nicer, though? 
the women that came along with it.
no, you weren’t objectifying them, in any way or sort. it was just validating, receiving that kind of attention you so craved. it only took something as simple as walking along the street to be approached by an eager woman, body language very telling in what her end goal was.
and who were you to deny them?
nights that ended in your bedroom and clothes ripped to shreds was a common occurrence. despite the, uh, animalistic tendencies of those racy one-night-stands, you were always sure to make her breakfast the next morning. it was almost an apology for their shredded underwear. 
bucky, your loving asshole of a best friend, called that habit of yours ‘whore behaviour’.
you called it the super soldier theory.
as much of a — politely speaking — whore, you could be, no matter how rough or desperate or hot or messy the events of the previous night were, you were damn sure to make it accumulate into an unforgettable, wet dream-inducing, masturbation-worthy one.
and what better to top that off with a pleasant breakfast? you’d known the empty feeling of waking up to a cold bed, so you’d make sure there was still some level of pleasantry and chivalry.
well, that fine theory of yours would come into action much sooner than expected.
“fuck,” you groaned into the pillow, as your alarm resounded around the empty apartment of your house. that day was a monday, and you were in no mood to go to the SHIELD compound to begin work.
that could mostly be blamed on the searing pain in your back that was the result of last night’s endeavours, but there was nothing wrong in a little sexual activity, was there? well, by little you meant a lot, but linguistics don’t matter.
in fact, nothing mattered when you were paired up with the scarlet witch and black widow on a new mission.
god bless nick fury.
you were currently huddled in SHIELD’s meeting room for pre-mission administrative bullshit you didn’t give a damn about. sorry, maria. 
the object of your attention was the black widow, in her skin-tight full-body black suit, showing off flattering curves, and the scarlet witch, in a low-cut top that revealed a generous cleavage. you weren’t staring, you really weren’t.
but when natasha moved to brush her lips against wanda’s ear, eyes however darting to you, and the way wanda responded in kind, glancing at you and giving you a little wink…… it was doing things to you.
it was almost as if they were putting on a show for you, in all your super-soldier, openly queer glory. 
you weren’t really taken aback by wanda and natasha's relationship, in all honesty, because the two never seemed to get enough of each other. what you were taken aback by, on the other hand, was their interest in you.
natasha and wanda had an inexplicable attraction towards you, only growing more touchy when they knew you were watching because of the knowledge that your eyes would inevitably find theirs. 
you had tried to ignore at first, the palpable sexual tension between the three of you, that only grew with the passing days, but soon it was all too much to be overlooked.
the day the dam broke, was the day of that very mission.
“target spotted,” wanda says in your earpiece, sharp and steady. the lilt of her sokovian accent wasn’t loss on your keen ears, and it made you swoon just a little. 
the mission was a clear-cut one, straightforward and supposedly simple. secure the target, steal the harddrive, export the information, then out. you didn’t really understand why SHIELD needed two of their best agent and two avengers for this, but maybe they just wanted to play it safe.
the destination of the mission was a high-end fancy banquet hall, thus you were all dressed to class.
wanda was dolled up in a velvet green dress, matching her eye-color. it went off her shoulders, exposing the sleek collarbone and accentuating the curve of her breast. the slit of the dress ended dangerously high on her right thigh, showing off bare skin. natasha was wrapped up in a eulalia red satin dress, downright sinful in the way it hugged the curve of her breasts and her hips. the backless dress was a pleasant treat for your eyes.
not to be arrogant, but you think you didn’t look too bad yourself, what with a tailored black suit — the fabric hugged your broad shoulders leading a smaller waist, and was tight-fitting at the arms, showing off the curve of impressive biceps. the collared shirt underneath was unbuttoned low enough to expose a tattoo, that could only be deciphered upon closer examination.
"bald guy, navy blue suit. chatting up a blonde girl on the left side of the pillar with the painting of a ballerina.” 
upon wanda’s jurisdiction, your eyes find the target easily. you also don’t miss the copious amonuts of bodyguards stationed throughout the banquet hall. 
“we have eyes on him,” natasha’s voice in your ear now. “y/n and i will distract him. wanda, you get the hard disc drive, which is conveniently placed in his pocket.” wanda voices her agreement.
suddenly, you feel a hand on the middle of your back, and you almost jump. it’s natasha, and if your eyes ever travelled to her breasts, no they didn’t.
natasha loops her arms around you, hands interlocking behind your neck. she smiles serenely. you gulp at the close proximity between the two of you. 
“what-”
“kiss me.”
before you can lift a finger to react, before you can say that there’s people here, natasha pulls you in for a kiss, and an explosion of fireworks erupt in your stomach.
god, it’s so surreal, the feel of her lips on yours. no, they’re not velvety soft or perfectly unblemished, but the fact that it’s natasha, delicate yet desperate, makes you want to die.
realizing that this might be the only chance you ever have with the black widow, even if it is just a mission, you chase her lips in a flurry. your left hand goes to cup at her waist possesively, just knowing it would rile up the target who was most definitely watching, and your other hand wraps itself around her neck.
natasha lets out an airy sound — you selfishly hope that it was your doing, not just a play for the audience — and she tugs at your collar, pulling herself closer to you. despite being somewhat in the corner of the hall, the quickly-gained attention is a little unsettling.
you move to break apart slowly, before natasha’s fingers find your belt loops and her lips are on yours once again. she moves with a goal in mind, this time, hot breaths and tongue flooding your senses. 
you know that this means something more than a mission, but that thought is buried somewhere far in your depleting conscience. you can only hope that wanda takes longer to retrieve the harddrive.
fighting to return natasha’s renewed fervour, you greedily grab at her breasts, playing with the mounds of flesh as she breathes into your kiss. 
before you know it, natasha is dragging you up the winding stairs, through the crowds of judgemental whispers and wide-eyed stares.
“what about- what about the target,” you ask, helplessly and breathlessly, struggling to find a semblance of order. it’s hard, when natasha’s ass is right in your line of vision. 
you’re shoved into the elevator of the posh building. you’re about to question why on earth the security guards aren’t doing anything, before the redhead is kissing you again.
“shut up and fuck me,” she pants into the kiss, pressing a random floor of the building. you finally oblige, knowing that this was a one-in-a-million chance.
oh, fuck the mission.
you ruck her skirt up, pushing her bare ass against the cold metal of the elevator. natasha squirms in your grasp, and desperately rub your palm against her cunt. she grinds against it like its sweet solace.
“more,” natasha pants into your ear, and you shove a hand up into her panties in the moving elevator, any semblance of respect and public courtesy long gone.
once the elevator door dings open, natasha drags you out, leading you into one of the rooms by your tie. you try to grasp at any part of her you can reach, but she stays cleverly out of reach.
the door slams shut, and suddenly you’re face-to-face with wanda maximoff. 
“what the fuck is happening,” you breathe, feeling natasha take off your suit jacket from behind. “am i- am i dreaming?”
“oh baby, we’re a lot better than whatever dreams you’ve been having, i can assure you,” wanda says casually, red tendrils of magic swirling around her fingers then around your body. you’re knocked into the bed, forced to sit at the edge.
wanda lifts a finger to trace a long, red nail across the purple hickey on your neck from last night. you clench under her languid touch, and wanda hums in visible appreciation at your bulging muscles.
"i could do better than that," she purrs through sharp teeth, grazing over the faded hickey. 
you hiss through kissed teeth, frustrated at being unable to move your limbs. as a super-soldier, it was almost embarrassing to be rendered useless so easily, but thankfully the knowledge that wanda was just about the most powerful being in the universe was consolation. 
“what about the mission?” the question barely leaves your lips before wanda promptly sinks her teeth into your flesh between the neck and your shoulder.
“calm down, sweetheart,” natasha purrs, undoing the buttons of your shirt. “we’ve taken care of it already.” wanda waves the harddrive in front of you, before tossing it to the side. 
you don’t find the heart in you to question her. wanda straddles you, and when she kisses you, you kiss back. natasha’s kiss from earlier meshes into this one, and you can taste them, simultaneously. it drives you mad, almost.
wanda lets out a moan, and you take advantage of her moment of weakness to spin the two of you around. you press wanda into the position you were previously, while you get down in front of her, your face at the same level as her pussy. you grin up at her.
while wanda had pinned you down with her magic, you had pinned her down with the sheer force of your enhanced physique. spreading her legs open, you murmur, “two can play this game. or three, i suppose.”
natasha lets out a humoured bark of laughter. “hm, you two have your fun. i’ll have my turn later.”
wasting little time in getting what you wanted, you helped wanda undo her dress, letting it fall to the floor. ripping off her panties with your teeth, natasha let out an impressed whistle while wanda turned as red as her hair.
you used your thumbs to spread her glistening folds open, allowing you to see just about everything. wanda whined, at being all spread out, your hungry eyes never leaving cunt.
"hurry up," she gasps, jerking when you let out a slow exhale, warm air making her clit throb. 
it’s all good fun at first, wanda teasing you while you lap at her cunt hungrily. she’s playing with your hair, nails scraping at your neck. she reaches her first orgasm embarassingly quickly.
it’s only after another one that wanda realizes, once you’ve latched your mouth onto her divine pussy, you’re not taking it off anytime soon.
“baby,” she asks hesitantly, breaking off into a moan when your tongue finds her stiff clit.
you bury your head deeper, letting out a low hum in response. the vibrations send tingles all up her stimulated cunt, and wanda jerks, clenching around you.
“baby,” wanda pleads, airy and hazy. you let out a guttaral sound from the back of your throat, the pit in your stomach burning as she moans your name. you respond in kind, shoving your tongue in a little deeper. wanda screams your name.
she tasted too good, too sweet, too pretty. wanda’s overstimulated cunt is positively throbbing, uncontrollable gushes of white cream going all over your face. you lap it all up, gripping onto her thighs.
“daddy, stop,” she whimpers, trying to yank your head away. the way that title falls from her lips is divine. but you’re adamant in getting what you want, so you ignore her pleads and go back to devouring her hungry pussy. god, you couldn’t get enough of her taste.
wanda has tears in her eyes, unable to form anything but moans and shrieks as you bring her over the edge again and again. throughout the minutes, you never let down, only picking up your pace with each sweet cry of your name.
there was only one way to abuse your super-soldier stamina, right?
god, she was so wet, her pussy so drenched it goes into her ass, then staining the sheets and soaking through the mattress. you don’t fuckin’ stop, can’t stop, only craving to break her and make her ascend.
it’s only after several more earth-shattering orgasms that natasha roughly yanks you away, having had enough of your fun. your eyes are defiant, flashing, until they lock with natasha’s.
and boy, was that a sight you’d remember.
the normally green eyes of natasha were darkened into a sea of black, pupils so dilated you swore you could see through them, through the lust and the longing. trailing your eyes south, the hand shoved up her panties was now completely soaked — god, had she managed to fit four fingers in there? 
her breathing was ragged, the only semblance of normality being the widow-hardened grip on your jaw. you look up, letting her see just how damp your face is, from completely devouring wanda. 
“it’s my turn, babe,” natasha says through a shaky breath, raising an eyebrow in a challenge. to your surprise, she throws a strap-on at you, bright red. it’s far larger than what you would expect from her.
nonetheless, you smirk, more than happy to oblige. 
but first, you casually carry the passed-out wanda to settle into the left side of the bed. you place a chaste kiss on her forehead, as natasha’s eyes twinkle in amusement.
“don’t try to play the gentleman card, after you fucked her brains out.” natasha comments with a lazy grin. you shake your head, returning that grin in kind. “gotta reputation to uphold,” you quip, letting natasha unbuckle your pants.
your black boxers are damp, to no one’s surprise — wanda’s moans were surely something. natasha trails her hand over it, licking her lips, then lays down on the bed next to wanda, conveniently spreading her legs.
“uphold your reputation then,” natasha laughs, humming in appreciation at your visibly aroused expression.”treat a lady right.”
you put on the strap-on in record timing, not missing the way natasha’s eyes are on your hands as they fly expertly over the harness, fastening it in place with experienced haste. 
“on your hands and knees. face the wall.” you command, and natasha obeys. she uses her hands to spread her ass, teasing you. your eyes darken.
before natasha can let the witty remark slip from the tip of her tongue, you’re easing the silicone cock into her pussy from behind. mounting her like a rabbit in heat, you’re soon rutting into her.
“fuck,” natasha cries, clenching around you, so tight and hot and wet and delicious.
“pretty girl,” you growl mindlessly, letting the cock slide in and out of her hungry pussy. your eyes burn, muscles straining as you use natasha like a little rag doll, all her supposed witty teasing gone by the time you’re done with her.
it was so enticing and entrapping, the way her pussy wraps around your faux cock, how she was pulling away from the overstimulation, yet pulling you in with desperation.
screams and whines of your name bounce of the walls, until you’re heftily sure that the entire banquet hall can still hear her.
after minutes, or hours — no, time was a social construct and irrelevant when it came to mindblowing sex — you finally stopped. even your supersoldier physique was sore, so how on earth natasha and wanda had coped stumped you. 
the room reeked of sex and sweat and cum, as your brain was still catching up on what on earth had actually fuckin’ happened.
and yet, you don’t think you could get enough of them, not even with your head buried in wanda’s pussy for an eternity, or your plastic cock shoved so far up natasha it kissed her womb.
so it didn’t come as a surprise, when the black widow and the scarlet witch woke up in your apartment the next morning, completely naked, the only trace of your presence being the wafting smell of pancakes in the kitchen.
the super soldier theory strikes again.
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milawritesstuff · 1 year
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I want Y/N and Pedri. Him seeing her on his game, they took picture after, they chat and tease each other after taking picture, him being stupid not to ask for a name and than him looking for her all night on instagram. Finally finding her and then exchanging messages and them having a date at his place 🥰
A/N: I forgot I had some drafts ready to go lol … I have one more saved which I might post tomorrow. Enjoy!!
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The match had just ended. It was Pedri's first match since he had suffered an injury about two months prior. You had showed up to Camp Nou every match since, hoping he would soon be better and you could see his magic on the field. You tried to rush towards the lowest point in the stands possible to get a picture with him but the security guards stopped you as you pulled your little sister behind you.
-Es para la niña.- It's for the little girl, you said in hopes they would let you go through. You knew they were nicer to kids wanting pictures and autographs than to grown women wanting a picture with their favorite footballers. The security guard stared at you and then looked behind at your little sister, both of you wearing the number 8 jersey.
-Wait.- He said as people continued to leave the stands and walk out of the stadium. Finally the guard looked at you and nodded. - Vamos, but make it fast.- He said.
You ran down to the edge of the seats and yelled for Pedri who was one of the last ones walking back towards the tunnels. You put your little sister in front of you and had her yell to get his attention. The dark haired boy saw the two of you and smiled waving to let you know he would be there soon, but before going to the other end of the tunnel and signing some shirts and taking other pictures.
-Hola.- He said to your little sister and he high fived her with a huge smile. You smiled at him and asked if he could take a picture with her. He agreed. She asked if he could sign her jersey which he did but had difficulty because she couldn't take it off. He gave her back the marker and then he looked up at you.
-Una foto con la hermana también?- One picture with the sister, too?  You said as you handed your phone to your little sister and walked towards him. He chuckled. -Una hermana guapa- A pretty sister.- he said as you stood next to him and smiled for the picture. You felt your cheeks begin to burn as a response to his words.
-Good thing you didn't say she's your daughter.- He commented as you stood in front of him. You laughed. -I'm too young for kids.- You responded as he shook his head.
In a sudden wave of confidence you continued ... -But I can practice making them.- He looked at you with his eyes wide open and the two of you began to laugh uncontrollably. 
-I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that.- You said as he stared at you with a smile.
-No, don't worry about it.- He said.
-Good game, Pedri. It was nice to see you back. Now we have someone who can control Gavi again.- 
He laughed. -I'm glad to be back. Although I'm not sure anyone can control him.-
He stood there staring into your eyes. You felt butterflies in your stomach because his stare was intense. It felt comfortable talking to him, almost as if you had known him your whole life. Although there were still fans walking out and music blasting through the stadium speakers, this felt like your moment. A moment of silence as the two of you felt something undescribable.
-Can you sign my jersey?- You said interrupting the moment. He agreed and you began to pull your jersey up to give it to him when you felt his hands stop yours. -Keep it on.- He said as he grabbed the marker from your little sister and he began to leave his autograph on the upper part of your chest. Your heartbeat was racing and he could feel it. Your hard breathing caused by how close he was, hitting his arm.
-Estas bien?- Are you okay? He asked with a smirk which caused you to roll your eyes.
-Es que eres tan guapo, no me puedo controlar.- It's just that you are so handsome, I can't control myself. You said in a sarcastic tone as you raised your eyebrows and began to laugh. He chuckled and shook his head. -You know how to keep me humble, niñata.- He said as he put the top back on the marker and handed it to your little sister.
-Gracias, feo.- You responded as he began to walk away. He turned to look at you one more time before entering the tunnel and offered you a smile with a wink giving you butterflies in your stomach.
You and your little sister headed home, you with a huge smile on your face from the interaction with Pedri. -He's handsome, why did you call him feo?- Your little sister asked as the two of you walked into the metro. You laughed and looked over at her. - He called me as spoiled brat.- She shook her head. -I'm probably more mature than the both of you.-
Meanwhile at home Pedri continued to look through instagram, thinking of your laugh. As soon as he had entered the tunnel he rushed back to get your name but you were long gone. He wanted a name to your face, to your laugh, to the butterflies in his stomach after talking to you.
He knew you would, hopefully, eventually post on instagram but as he continued to look at everything people were tagging him his hope began to dry out. It wasn't you. Your sister and you arrived home and you put her to bed while you went to your room and began to work on homework for uni. It was around 1am when you finally gave up because you couldn't concentrate. You picked up your phone and looked at the picture your little sister had taken of the two of you. You smiled at how he looked at you the moments prior to the final picture. Finally deciding to post it on your instagram.
Por fin se me ha dado conocer a este feo. I was finally able to meet this ugly guy.
You posted the picture with the funny caption and your friends all began to comment. You laughed at the different comments as you felt your heart stop and you saw someone had messaged you.
P : I've been waiting for you to post this, niñata. What took so long.
Y/N: You know the world doesn't revolve around you, right?
P: It doesn't?  You rolled your eyes as you read his messages and chuckled.
Y/N: Are you stalking me now? How the tables have turned.
P: Are you confessing to stalking me?
Y/N: I wouldn't call it stalking, more like gentle following. He chuckled as he read your messages in his bed, the light of his screen being the only thing that shined in the dark room.
P:  This might be random but, would my stalker like to go out on a date?
Y/N: You're willing to go out with a niñata?
P: If you're willing to go out with a feo.
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turtletaubwrites · 4 months
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For The Sake Of Justice ~ Part 22
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Pairings: Zoro x Fem!Reader, Sanji x Fem!Reader, Robin x Fem!Reader, Sanji X Robin
This is part 22 of the Series 'We've All Got Needs,' linked below:
Word Count: 5882
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!!SPOILER WARNING!! Spoilers for the anime for the Water 7/Enies Lobby arc (through episode 263).
Summary: You and Sanji fight your way through the sea train, finding friends and foes. As you hunt for Robin, you learn more about her past, and her enemies.
Rating/Warnings: AFAB!Reader, She/Her Pronouns for Reader, 18+ Only, MDNI, Reader-Insert, Polyamory, Pet Names, Swearing, Cigarettes, They're Gross, Don't Smoke, Kissing, ANGST, Relationship Drama, Emotional Hurt/No Comfort, Blood, Enemy Being Drugged, Death of an unnamed enemy character, Violence
A/N: Alright y'all! this is all angst and plot, no smut here. But I'll post another smut scene next, so I hope you can make it through. Also, I'm sorry, but I had to include one of the dumbest battles in the anime, but only because we get to see Sanji being oh so sexy. I tried to make it less ridiculous, lol. I hope you enjoy this part!
Extra A/N: Also, I apologize for the length, I wanted to get us through the train in one go before we head to Enies Lobby 🌊🚂
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A moment of acceptance. The crashing waves might take you. Everything could be over.
The moment passed in a frantic scrambling, clinging to the railing of the last train car. Wrapping your elbows around the thin metal, sea water splashed up wildly, trying to drag you into its hungry depths. 
Sanji slipped over the railing onto the small deck, and pulled you over, kissing you hard as soon as you were steady on your feet. 
The near death and impending violence made your bodies desperate. You drank the salt water from each other’s skin as your heart rates lowered, only slightly. 
Sanji pulled back first, cradling your head in his cold hands.
“Stay behind me, Angel.”
You didn’t argue as he laid a gentle kiss on your forehead.
The door opened outward, a uniformed man stepping out to check on the weather. 
Sanji reacted, landing a kick that sent the man flying.
Into the well lit car filled with government officers.
You kept behind your cook as he lit his cigarette, stepping inside so the rain wouldn’t keep it from lighting. 
The cool weight of your tonfa in your hands felt useless at the sight of so many guns trained on Sanji. The officers didn’t seem to care about you as they started addressing him. 
“Hey, hold it. Where do you think you’re going?”
“Did you see that kick? He’s not some run of the mill civilian.”
Sanji took a drag off his cigarette, and you wanted to throttle him for his calm taunt. 
“Oh, come on. If you keep saying things like that, I’ll blush.”
The officers started to call for someone to alert CP9, but pride got in their way. The strongest declared his prowess, and you pressed against the wall as they faced off. 
Sanji easily kept his distance, avoiding every attack while you and the group of officers watched. 
“This is a waste of time.”
Sanji leapt toward the ceiling before bringing his foot straight down on the would-be best fighter, instantly knocking him out. 
Chaos followed, each of the officers jumping in to fight, a couple racing toward the door. 
You readied your weapons, looking for a way to help, but it was pointless.
He didn’t need your help. 
Sanji took care of every attacker, until you jumped in while his back was turned. 
I can do this.
A single officer was overpowering you, you couldn’t land a hit on him. 
Fuck, I need to be stronger than this!
As he backed you into a corner, you saw Sanji making his way through the few enemies in his path, his eyes trained on your embarrassing fight. 
I can’t be a distraction for him. 
The tall officer landed a punch to your side, but as he pulled back for another, you held your tonfa out to block, calling out your attack. 
“Daydream Thorns!”
He slammed against your tonfa, swearing as he scraped bloody lines against the metal thorns. 
“You’ll pay for-”
His eyes went wide as he staggered toward you, and you ducked out of the way as he fell against the wall. 
Sanji was leaning over you, brows tensed.
“Sanji!”
Turning with a spinning kick, Sanji took care of one of the officers he’d ignored to come to your side. You leaned around him, and a thrill of pride coursed through you as you hit another. 
“Blackout Dart!”
The officer went down as the Sanji mopped up the rest.
His hands were on you, running down your face, your arms, your sides. You held in a wince at the soreness on your ribs. 
“Mon coeur, please stay down, let me protect you.”
The urge to be angry was stifled by the fear in his eyes, and the knowledge that you weren't ready to take on so many foes at once. But hiding was not an option. You had to fight. 
I have to fight for her. 
“Sanji, you’ll protect me better by fighting the stronger guards. Please trust me. I promise I’ll call for you if I need help.”
Sanji’s throat bobbed as he swallowed, and he looked almost sick as he held your hands. 
With another kiss to your forehead, he hugged you to him. 
“Your love is so beautiful. You two have a deep special, love, don’t you?”
Sanji twisted around to shield you from those slurred words, but you laughed, pulling yourself away from him to look at your victim. 
The officer’s eyes were heavy lidded, a slow smile pulling at his lips as he swayed on the floor against the wall. 
“Hold on-”
“It’s okay,” you said as you knelt before the man, holding your arm out to stop Sanji’s movement. 
“I hit him with the Daydream Tonfa. He should be feeling pretty friendly right now, isn’t that right?”
The man laughed, nodding at your sweet tone.
“You’re veeery pretty.”
Sanji pulled you back as the man reached slowly toward your face.
“Thank you, so are you.”
Giggles filled the car from your drugged victim, and you couldn’t keep a proud laugh from escaping your lips. 
“Come on, Angel, we need to keep moving.”
“Hold on, he might be able to help us.”
You donned a saccharine smile as you leaned back toward the officer.
“You’ve been very nice, do you think you can help me?”
“Oh yeah, I’m soo good at helping.” 
He was running his fingers up and down his thighs, humming as he stared open mouthed at your face. 
“We’re looking for our friends.”
~
“That was very impressive, darling. Let’s hope he was exaggerating the strength of the foes in between us and Robin. And he said we'll find the prisoners in the next car.”
“I wonder how Usopp ended up here.”
Sanji didn’t reply as he prepared to open the next car, locking eyes with you before opening the door. 
Sanji took care of the officers, while you searched the car. You found cases full of masks and costumes like they’d been wearing on the island, an array of transponder snails, and two wiggling forms wrapped and tied with rope. 
“Usopp!”
You ran to him, avoiding the fight as you knelt beside him, already pulling at his binds. Sanji finished the fight, and you felt his presence as he walked up beside you. 
“Y/N, Sanji! You didn’t hijack the train just to rescue me, did you?”
“We were-”
Sanji cut you off as he started to light a cigarette. 
“I don’t even know what you’re doing here. What’s your name again?”
“Are you kidding me? You jerk," Usopp huffed.
You knew Sanji wanted to save Usopp as much as you did, and you shook your head at his lie, still pulling at the ropes. Sanji promised you that you would save Usopp and Robin, and you didn’t have the energy to call him on his bullshit.
The other prisoner cleared his throat, and you took in his blue pompadour, sunglasses, and what looked to be a metal nose. 
 “Let me guess. These are some of your pirate friends, aren’t they?”
The three of you answered at once.
“Yes.”
“Kind of.”
“Ex friends. The question is, who are you,” Sanji asked as he looked over the transponder snails.
“I’m the ship dismantler, and leader of the Franky family, Franky.”
Both you and Usopp gasped as Sanji’s foot collided with Franky’s face.
“So you’re the bastard who beat up Usopp, huh? He may be dead to me now, but he was part of our crew back then. How many pieces do you want me to cut you into?”
Usopp crawled free from the ropes you had pulled away, and put himself between Sanji and the target of his ire. You stood, resting your palm on Sanji’s shoulder as you watched his face snarl with barely contained rage. 
“Wait, Sanji, it’s not like that now. A lot has changed since then!”
Usopp’s pleas didn’t hold as strong while Franky grumbled threats behind him. 
“Seriously, Sanji. Franky’s a good guy. He saved the Merry, at least for a while.”
Heat crept up your throat as Usopp’s face fell, the thought of the Merry making his lip quiver. 
“Come on, kid, this isn’t the time to mope. Now untie me, blondie!”
“I don’t mind leaving you tied up like that for the rest of your life,” Sanji threatened, leaning over the man. 
Usopp started yelling until the three boys were impossible to understand.
“We need to find Robin!”
Your command silenced the three men, and you got to work on releasing Franky. 
“Did they take your pants,” you asked as you moved your hands away, letting him remove the ropes from his lower body. 
“Nah, girlie, this is just my style.”
You shook your head at his big smile, not fighting as Sanji pulled you away from the large man in the tiny speedo. 
~
The rain was endless as you huddled with Sanji on the roof. Franky and Usopp were close by as Sanji called Nami on the stolen transponder snail. 
Her voice was a miracle, especially when she said the rest of the crew were on their way, following on a separate train, along with some new allies. 
Hope warmed your soaked skin, then her next words made your breath hitch.
“I need to tell you guys why Robin’s doing all this, why she’s with CP9.”
Sanji laced his fingers through yours as Nami shared all they’d learned. 
All that you had already believed.
She would never betray us. She sacrificed herself to protect us, to keep her enemies from hurting us. 
CP9 had threatened to send in a Buster Call, a massive military attack that would annihilate everyone within range. And Robin agreed to go with them on the promise that you would go free. That her crew wouldn’t be touched.
Your tears were lost in the storm as you stared into Sanji’s eyes, seeing your determination reflected there. 
Luffy got on the line, and you were silent, frozen with the need to save her. Sanji spoke for you. 
“Nami just told us everything.”
“I see, well, you know what’s next.”
The confidence in your captain’s voice was a balm, a small hopeful smile touched your lips. 
Then his next words sent ice through your veins.
“Go ahead. Give ‘em hell, Sanji.”
Your cook’s jaw clenched as he nodded. You were filled with equal parts gratitude and fear. You didn’t want to wait to help Robin, but from what Nami had said of CP9, even Sanji wouldn’t be a match for them alone, or with someone as weak as you. 
Zoro’s voice joined, getting clearer as he must have stepped toward the transponder snail, but somehow still feeling distant. So far from you now that an empty ache of fear hit your gut.
“Hold on, he’ll die if he fights them now. If he wants to stand a chance, he’s gotta wait for us. Hey cook, can you hear me? Some of the guys on that train are really tough. You shouldn’t-”
“Zoro,” Luffy’s voice interrupted. “It’s fine. If it was you, would you wait? If you were on that train instead of him, and I told you Robin sacrificed herself to protect us, would you sit there and do nothing? It’s no use trying to stop him.”
You wished that you could have seen Zoro’s face, but his silence was enough. Sanji’s face lit up in a manic smile.
“Read me like a book. But thanks, moss head. I never knew you cared about me so much.”
Zoro’s voice came loud, as if he was yelling directly into the poor snail.
“I don’t fucking care about you, dumbass cook! If you let Needy get hurt I will slice every piece of skin off your body, I’ll-”
“Zoro, I-”
Desperation filled his voice when he heard yours.
“Needy, fuck. Needy, please.”
Sanji handed you the transponder snail, giving you a little space while you clung to your swordsman’s voice. 
“I’m here, Zoro.”
“Please, Needy, I’m so sorry. I should have listened to you. I should have-”
“It’s okay, babe. I…”
You choked on the almost words. You wanted to say them now, you needed to tell him. You needed him to know. 
But those words felt too much like goodbye.
I might never see him again.
You were rocking slightly now, heavy tears still mixing with the rain and the angry spray of the ocean. 
“Please don’t fight, Needy. Please stay safe. I’m coming for you, okay? I need you to stay safe for me, please.”
“I’ll be careful.” 
You knew the words were quiet, but you couldn't speak up, couldn’t speak past the painful lump in your throat. 
“Needy, I…”
Clenching your eyes shut against the weight of it all, you gasped softly as Sanji touched your arm. He mouthed to you that it was time to go, and you nodded as Zoro reacted to your gasp.
“Are you okay, Needy? What’s happening?”
“We’re okay, Zoro. I’m okay.”
“Fuck… Please don’t go. Please wait for me to find you.”
Covering your mouth as you let out a tiny sob, you steeled yourself. 
“I have to go, Zoro. I promise I’ll be careful.”
“I’ll find you, Needy. No matter what.”
“See you…”
You cut the line, and let Sanji pull you into a hug. He rocked you back and forth a few times, kissing your temple before helping you to your feet. 
Usopp’s soft voice brought you into the moment. 
“It’s crazy how much stuff has happened since I left. It doesn’t feel real.”
“Robin’s in a similar boat,” Sanji replied, bringing all eyes to him. “She doesn’t know about anything that happened with you or the Merry. But while we were busy fighting amongst ourselves, Robin was giving herself up to the world government to protect us. And that includes you, Usopp.”
Franky brought out a useless tissue that got soaked in the rain while he gave a few loud sobs. 
“Oh man, that is such a sad story!”
“Why are you crying,” Sanji asked, frowning at the man. 
You cut in now, shaking off your own tears as you watched Franky. 
“We need to go.”
“No. I’m not coming,” Usopp muttered, catching your breath. “This doesn’t have anything to do with me anymore. You’re about to make yourselves enemies of the World Government. I don’t want any part of it. I can’t pretend nothing happened when the others get here. I still feel bad for Robin. But I’m sorry, it’s not my job to save her anymore. I am not a part of Luffy’s crew.”
Nausea poured through you as you watched your friend walk away again, the rain covering the sounds of his steps on the roof of the train. Franky leaned toward him, yelling over the storm. 
“There’s no place to go. Come on, you guys can talk this over, bro!”
“Forget it,” Sanji’s cold voice commanded. “Just leave him.”
“You guys are stubborn as hell,” Franky complained, as you followed Sanji forward. Leaving your old crewmate behind. 
You’d made it over another car before you heard someone behind you. 
“Hello there! Your friend told me everything. I hear you’re here to rescue a certain mademoiselle. I’ve come to lend my aid. I am Sniper King!”
Usopp had a cloak wrapped around his shoulders, and one of the masks from inside, the yellow painted wood covering most of his face. 
You could still see his bandages, his overalls, his shoes. You wanted to hug him, but kept your feet planted.
“What the hell is he doing,” Franky wondered aloud, before Sanji leaned in with a hoarse whisper.
“Come on, just humor the poor guy. He has too much pride to show his face to the crew, but he still wants to rescue his friend.”
With a smile, you waved a hand to him.
“Thank you, Sniper King, let’s go!”
~
The group discussed plans as you tried not to slip off the train. Usopp didn't let up on his story that he was a stranger, and if the situation hadn’t been so intense, you would have laughed at how cute he was. 
Sanji’s plan led you back to the last of the seven cars, and you waited on the roof while the rest of the group opened the door to taunt the soldiers and officers. 
Even over the storm, you started to hear the shouts of the officers calling for backup, moving down toward the back of the train. Leaning over the side, you saw them pressing against the door, keeping the soldiers from joining them on the small deck. 
Scrambling after them, you leapt across from roof to roof until Franky and Usopp detached the two back cars, laughing as you left the large group of enemies stranded in the ocean. 
“Only five cars left,” Sanji declared as you walked through the fifth, it’s group of soldiers and officers beaten and bleeding on the floor. 
“The guy I poisoned said the next car just has the kitchen and the chef in it, hopefully he’s not a chef like you.”
“There are no chefs like me, mon amour,” Sanji teased with a wink.
“As a mighty warrior of Sniper Island, I have to wonder if this is a good time for flirting.”
Snorting at Usopp’s scolding, you stayed back as the three of them lined up, kicking in the door to the kitchen. 
“Hello, hello, my name is Mad Wanze! Can I prepare some ramen for you?”
The yells and frantic movements of the white haired cook made you pause. Coupled with his bare chest revealed under his jacket, and the filthy kitchen, the picture was jarring. 
A quick glance at Sanji’s narrowed eyes confirmed his disapproval. 
Wanze didn’t wait, filling a bowl with plain looking ramen. Before shoving it toward you, he leaned over the bowl, and you cringed as a clear line of snot dripped from his nose into the bowl. 
“Sorry, we’ve got places to be. You’ll have to enjoy that nose ramen on your own.”
The cook dropped the bowl on the counter before standing in Sanji’s way.
“Hold it! If you want to go to the next car, you’ll have to go through me first.”
“You think you can stop us,” Sanji questioned, clear disgust in his voice. 
“That’s right! You can’t get past me unless you defeat my ramen kenpo!”
“What the fuck,” you muttered as the manic cook skipped back and forth across the room, taunting everyone. 
You gaped as Franky detached his fucking hand, and used his arm like a gun. None of his shots hit the wild man, and Sanji stepped forward. 
“I’ll take care of this fool. Just stand back.”
Sanji flew forward, and your jaw fell open as his kick didn’t land. 
How did this fucking creep avoid his kick?
Sanji turned back, looking over the short man’s mop of hair. 
“Angel, you stay here and stay back. You two, go on ahead. We’ll meet up with you later. Our first priority is to rescue Robin.”
Wanze yelled as Usopp and Franky bypassed him, Sanji blocking his attacks. 
His attacks with fucking noodles.
In your travels on the Grand Line you had seen so many unbelievable and crazy things. Things that didn’t seem possible, people with powers that made your brain hurt when you thought about them for too long. 
But this gross man flinging noodles around like weapons was the stupidest fucking thing you’d ever seen. 
Especially since he actually seemed to be a good fighter.
The man had wrapped himself in noodles now, and you pinched yourself to make sure you hadn’t been knocked out into a ridiculous dream. 
Sanji had landed some good kicks, but the noodles were making it hard for him to get a decent hit in, and he was losing his footing now as he got stuck in that web of sticky strands. 
You let out a gasp as the man threw Sanji onto the counter, shattering plates and sending silverware and pots clattering to the floor. 
You wanted to help, but knew you’d never be able to get close enough for your Thorns, and didn’t want to risk hitting Sanji with a Dart. 
“How dare you waste all this food! I’m going to make you eat every last bite.”
Sanji got slammed into the floor again, then tossed across the room to land beside you, muttering to himself. 
Wanze cackled, bouncing back and forth as he continued to rant. 
“You can’t get through, and I’ve already figured out your attacks. Since all you do is kick, I just have to take out your legs, and you’ll be finished. Then I’ll have time for dessert with your little friend.”
The man leered at you, splotchy face dripping with snot and drool, and you felt bile move up your throat. 
He wasted no more time then as he attacked Sanji full force, but this time his assault of noodles slowed down, going thin as you saw them flying into the air to land on a large platter. 
You couldn't help but laugh as Sanji stood, leaving a platter of noodles on the counter as he twirled large kitchen knives in his hands. 
Sanji stood calmly, effortlessly spinning the knives in his hands and in the air as he taunted. Your breath caught in your throat as you watched him wield those blades with such skill. 
In all the chaos and fear of the moment, you had to shake yourself from your gut reaction. 
He looks so fucking hot.
“A chef must fight without using his hands or knives, those are sacred. It’s always been my policy not to use them in battle. But since we’re in a kitchen, and you’re using food as a weapon, that changes things a bit, doesn't it?”
“Trying to look cool, you insolent little punk? An amateur like you shouldn’t even touch my kitchen knives, you hear me?”
“I apologize for my insolence,” Sanji rasped, his voice dark as you clutched your hands together. “But I’m going to show you how a real chef handles his kitchen knives.”
Shivers crawled up your skin as you let yourself enjoy the show. Your lover danced around his enemy, humiliating him as he kicked and sliced. He was mesmerizing, and made quick work of the ridiculous cook. 
Sanji walked to you when he’d left the man bleeding on the floor, admiring the blades before setting them on the counter. 
“For a pathetic excuse for a chef, he takes great care of his kitchen knives.”
You grinned, fighting the urge to jump on him as he led you to the next car. 
I wonder what Zoro would think if he saw how Sanji fought with blades. 
That thought was lovely for a moment, before you remembered Zoro’s pleading voice begging you not to fight. 
You were back in the moment now, fear and determination pulsing through you. 
“You won’t get past me!”
You barely ducked out of the way in time as Wanze charged forward to block the path. 
Sanji spun, kicking the screaming man through the door. He flew across, slamming into the opposite door that opened, revealing the four members of CP9 you’d seen boarding the train. 
“Stay back here, Angel,” Sanji whispered as he lit a cigarette. 
Sanji walked toward your enemies, and panic coursed through you. 
We should have waited! I can’t help him. Where are Franky and Usopp?
The ceiling cracked open in front of Sanji, and when the dust cleared you saw Franky crouched on top of a bleeding man who was groaning under the weight, but there was no Usopp in sight. 
The four CP9 agents stood slowly, their gaze alone making your mouth dry. 
Sanji and Franky fucking ignored them.
“Wow, some entrance. Where the hell have you been?”
“Kicking ass, as usual,” Franky laughed at Sanji. “What about you?”
“Kicking ass,” Sanji breathed out with smoke, while Franky kicked the bleeding man toward the group of agents. 
“So it’s you, huh,” Sanji questioned, tilting his head toward the agents. “You’re the ones who kidnapped Robin?”
“Be careful,” Franky warned. “They use some pretty weird moves.”
The man in the top hat walked forward as the bleeding man sat up. He was muttering to himself about killing Franky, before he turned to look up. 
“You must be Rob Lucci. I'm the new recruit. Just give me a moment, and I’ll kill that man.”
“Your orders were to bring him in alive, it seems you’ve let your emotions get the better of you.”
You stared at the man, noticing a pigeon on his shoulder that appeared to be giving the new recruit the same cold stare. You shivered at his voice, deep and empty. 
“I’ll give you three seconds to run for your life.”
The recruit was panicked, confused, but he took too long. At the last second he bolted away, so fast you could hardly see him. Rob Lucci caught him, insulting him as he collapsed to the ground, dying, then dead. 
“Kalifa,” he called to the blonde woman. “In our official reports, state that the new recruit was too weak, and therefore deemed worthless.”
“Understood,” she affirmed coldly, and you couldn’t tell when you’d last taken a breath.
“So these are the Agents of Justice,” Sanji wondered, weight shifting on his feet as the agents moved closer.
“Can’t tell which side is evil, huh,” Franky said, shaking his head as he stretched. 
Rob Lucci stood in front of them now, and you wanted to scream for Sanji to run. But all you could do was watch through the doorway, feeling the gaze of the agents pass over you occasionally before returning to Sanji and Franky. 
“You’ve come to rescue Nico Robin? That’s a mistake. Her problem is beyond your comprehension. There are some people in this world that were born under an unlucky star. Some people are, for the sake of everyone else, just better off dead.”
Your nails were digging bloody imprints into your palm as you fought not to run forward. 
“What are you talking about?”
You could see Sanji’s fists clenched as he stared the man down. 
“What if there was a sleeping devil that could burn the entire world to the ground? And what if there was someone capable of waking that devil? Even if that someone was an eight year old girl? Don’t you think for the lives of every other living being, that girl should be put to death?”
“Get to the point,” Sanji growled, while sick heat filled your stomach, climbing up your throat. 
“This is the true story of Nico Robin’s childhood. And now she’s accumulated an entire life of crime. Her very existence is a sin, and the only good she can do for this world would be to forfeit her life-”
“Shut your fucking mouth!”
“Angel!”
Sanji grabbed you, holding you back as you snarled. Franky put his massive arm in front of you to keep you from rushing toward that man, his cold eyes assessing you calmly, as if you were nothing but an annoyance. 
Your Robin having to live like this. Feeling like her life was worthless. It made you want to scream, to tear that man’s fucking face off. 
“Angel, please, we’ll get her,” Sanji whispered in your ear as he fought to keep you still. 
“Don’t worry,” Rob Lucci continued in his almost monotone voice. “The World Goverment will kill her as they should have ages ago, but first they will torture her until they find out every thing she knows. She will probably be alive for years enduring endless agony-”
Sanji’s arms left you as he lunged forward. Franky held you back as you watched in terror while Sanji seethed. 
“That’s enough, bastard! I don’t want to hear another word out of you.”
Sanji’s foot flew toward the man’s face, but he blocked it with his arm effortlessly.
“Her death won’t come nearly as quickly as I would like,” he said, sending Sanji sliding away from him, having to catch himself from falling to the ground.
“I said wait-”
The door to the last car opened, and Robin was there, Usopp pulling at her arm and begging her to wait, to stop. 
Robin was right there.
You and Sanji both called for her, and you felt hot tears painting your face in relief.
She’s okay.
“Robin, let’s knock these guys out, then we’ll get out of here!”
Sanji moved toward her, but Robin lifted Usopp with her many arms, then tossed him across the car at Sanji’s feet.
“Robin, what are you doing? Let’s leave,” you begged, ducking around Franky’s arm and moving up beside Sanji.
“It seems that my words mean nothing to you people.”
Robin’s eyes hurt like ice, and you all stood in silence. You opened your mouth but couldn’t speak, couldn’t think under her gaze.
Rob Lucci broke out in laughter while you tried to find a crack in Robin’s walls, tried to see your lover behind all that ice. 
“Franky, quick! Detach the third car!” 
Usopp had jumped up, gesturing with his command as Franky and Sanji questioned him.
“We’re gonna run,” Usopp declared, voice hoarse with determination. 
“Wait,” you tried to argue, refusing to leave Robin, no matter what. 
Usopp spun through the air, shouting his attack as he set off a smoke bomb. 
You were still frozen until you saw him charging toward you, with Robin thrown over his shoulder demanding to be put down. 
Dangerous hope filled you as Franky and Sanji detached the car, and CP9 was sent away in their smoked filled car while you were stranded on the ocean. 
But the hope was short lived as massive thorny whips caught your car, and the agents readied to fight. The jostling of the car had sent you flying toward the back, wincing as you crashed onto your right hip and shoulder.
“Now remember, don’t kill the Straw Hats, it’s part of the agreement.”
Rob Lucci’s words were cold comfort as Sanji squared off with the larger man, who’s skills you hadn’t yet seen. 
Most of Sanji’s kicks seemed to do nothing, and you heard the other agents discussing their specialized martial arts training. 
You crawled your way back, still feeling unsteady in the car as it was battered by the waves. 
The long nosed man with the baseball cap spoke to the large man, giving you another name.
“Careful, Blueno. Don’t take him lightly. He may not have a bounty, but he’s one of their top fighters.”
“I will be as careful as necessary, Kaku.”
Kaku nodded in response, and you found yourself panicking, waiting to see why these agents were so feared.
Before you made it beside her, Robin held her arms in front of her chest, calling her many limbs. 
You watched in horror as she trapped Usopp, his poor, bandaged body being twisted in pain at her command. 
“Robin, What are you doing,” you screamed, racing for Usopp until she sent you a searing glare.
“Didn’t you hear me? Stay out of my business, leave me alone!”
Robin’s anger-filled command stopped everyone, until you screamed Sanji’s name, but you screamed too late.
Kaku flew toward him with a taunting laugh, his kick sending Sanji flying through the air, and shattering one of the wooden benches. 
“You Straw Hats are too damn stubborn when it comes to your friends. I’m gonna help you out!”
Franky leapt forward, pushing against the wall of the car. You couldn’t believe his strength as the wall started ripping away, until he sent himself and all the agents into their car, leaving you with Robin, Sanji, and Usopp, disconnected from the train.
Robin screamed that she wasn’t running away, and you felt another moment of hope even through her fear-shot words.
Blueno appeared, a strange, glowing doorway popping out of the wall. Robin moved to leave, but paused as you called for her. She paused this time. 
“Please, Robin! I know you’re still hiding something. But we’ll get through it together.”
“Yeah, Robin,” Usopp cut in. “A pirate’s not allowed to leave their crew without their captain’s permission. You need to believe in Luffy!”
Robin walked through the doorway as Sanji coughed, sputtering as he sat up.
“Robin, don’t go!”
“You can say what you like, she will never break her agreement.”
“How do you know that,” Sanji growled at Blueno, still struggling to his hands and knees. The agent towered over the three of you, face calm as he continued.
“Long ago, an island was erased. The navy issued a Buster Call, and burned it to the ground, without leaving a single trace behind. Nico Robin was the only survivor of that incident, just a child at the time.”
Nausea ripped through you, your heart breaking at the thought of such a small child witnessing that much horror.
“She never told us…”
Sanji’s breathless words had you moving toward him, needing to touch him as you heard your pain for Robin echoed in his voice.
Blueno went on, his dark words plain, as if it meant nothing to him. 
“Now that her childhood nightmare has been directed toward her companions, she no longer has the will to resist us.”
You and Sanji yelled now, rage bubbling in the air between you.
“You knew that, and you used it against her?”
“You people are sick, you hear me?”
Blueno walked toward his glowing door, looking over his shoulder for the last word.
“All of this is for the sake of justice.”
“Don’t give me that shit,” Sanji cursed, launching himself up to kick at his form as the door fizzled away to nothing. 
Silent sobs left you as you watched Sanji yell into the raging sea, pounding his fists on the floor. 
You rushed to Usopp, looking over his seemingly endless wounds, trying not to be drowned by the anguish in your heart.
Robin. Robin. Robin!
“Angel, we need to get ready.”
Swallowing another sob, you met Sanji’s red tinged eyes as he leaned over to push your hair out of your face.
“Our captain is on the way, this isn’t over.”
Nodding, you fought the quivering of your lip as you coaxed Usopp up, helping him to sit against the wall. 
“Come on, Sniper King. We’ve got more battles ahead.”
“Sniper King is always ready for battle,” he coughed, still managing to sound cheesy through his pain. 
You held Usopp’s hand, and Sanji wrapped his arm around you as you waited for the rest of your crew. 
Heading to Enies Lobby. The Judicial Island run by the World Government. 
The people that had destroyed Robin’s life, and terrorized her since she was a child. The people that were keeping her from you now. 
After knowing about her secret pain, about what the government wanted to do to her, you knew more than ever that you’d fight for her. No matter how weak you were. You’d do anything to save her.
Your breaths calmed, and your tears stopped. Sanji rubbed a few circles on your back before standing lookout, waiting for the other train.
Closing your eyes, you saw her face, and made yourself a promise.
I don’t care if I die in there. I won’t let them have her.
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archduchessofnowhere · 7 months
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What books about Sisi do you recommend? 😄 Which ones are the best in your opinion?
Hello! I'm sorry for answering this so awfully late. I already recommended some of these books always before, but I tried to give some new recomendations this time!
BIOGRAPHIES:
Elizabeth, empress of Austria by Egon Conte Corti. The first biography of the empress based on primary sources; this work is to this day a point of reference for any historian who wants to write about Sisi. The book, first published in 1934, is however outdated and slightly biased (the children of archduchess Marie Valerie were the ones who opened up the family archives for Corti after all). Translations available in English, Spanish, French, Italian, Hungarian, Slovak, Polish and Dutch.
The Reluctant Empress, by Brigitte Hamann. The most well sourced biography since Corti's. Hamann's book departed from the fairy tale princess image that had been established since the 50s and depicted Elisabeth as a complicated and far from perfect woman. The book, first published in 1982, is however slightly outdated and biased (Hamann just hated Elisabeth lol). There are translations available in English, Spanish, Hungarian, French, Italian, Czech, Polish and Romanian.
Sisis Weg: Vom Mädchen zur Frau by Martina Winkelhofer. I made a full review of this book last month but in short: a refreshing study at Elisabeth's childhood, teenhood and first years as empress that rely on newly available primary sources. I wouldn't recommend this book as your first approach to Elisabeth though, since Winkelhofer assumes the reader is already familiar with the "Sisi myth" and doesn't tend to give much historical context outside the necessary, which may be confusing if you aren't familiar with 19th century European history in general. Translations available in Italian, Polish and Czech.
PUBLISHED DIARIES, LETTERS AND MEMOIRS:
Das Tagebuch der Lieblingstochter von Kaiserin Elisabeth edited by Martha and Horst Schad. Archduchess Marie Valerie's diary from 1878 until 1899. I own a copy of this book and I've been slowly reading it, maybe one day I'll finally finish it. There are translations available in Italian, Hungarian and Czech.
Briefe Kaiser Franz Josephs an Kaiserin Elisabeth, 1859-1898 edited by Georg Nostitz-Rieneck. A compilation of the emperor's letters to his wife. Available (as far as I know) only in German.
Lieber Rudolf: Briefe von Kaiser Franz Joseph und Elisabeth an ihren Sohn edited by Friedrich Weissensteiner. A compilation of letters that the imperial couple wrote to their son Crown Prince Rudolf between 1860 and 1878. Available (as far as I know) only in German.
Das Tagebuch der Gräfin Marie Festetics: Kaiserin Elisabeths intimste Freundin edited by Gudula Walterskirchen and Beatrix Meyer. The diary of Elisabeth's lady-in-waiting Marie Festetics. Available in German and Hungarian.
Kaiserin Elisabeth ganz privat: Briefe an ihre intimste Vertraute Ida Ferency edited by Beatrix Meyer. All the surviving correspondance between Elisabeth and her reader and confident Ida Ferenczy. Available (as far as I know) only in German.
Unsere liebe Sisi: Die Wahrheit über Erzherzogin Sophie und Kaiserin Elisabeth edited by Gabriele Praschl-Bichler. A compilation of letters by archduchess Sophie regarding her daughter-in-law and also the life of the imperial family in general. Also available in Czech.
Aus den letzten Jahren der Kaiserin Elisabeth by Countess Irma Sztáray. The memoirs of Elisabeth's last lady-in-waiting, from the time she entered service in 1894 until the empress' assassination in 1898. Currently in the public domain in German so it can be read for free here; available also in Hungarian, French, Italian and Czech.
OTHERS:
Das Poetische Tagebuch edited by Brigitte Hamann. Elisabeth's edgy poetry. Historians drag her writing style through the mud while simultaneously using her poems as if they were her private diary. Waiting for a translation in English or Spanish to read them, available also in Hungarian and Italian.
Elisabeth: Stages in a life edited by Brigitte Hamann and Elisabeth Hassmann. A nice short book about the different places Elisabeth lived and traveled to, full with pictures. Available in German and English.
My Past by Countess Marie Larisch. The memoirs of Elisabeth's controversial niece. I don't actually recommend them for learning about the empress since they are very unreliable, hence why I din't put this book in the previous block. I do recommend reading them to double check which heavily accepted facts about Elisabeth and her family originated from here, since many historians repeat her claims uncritically, sometimes without even citing her as the source. In the public domain, you can read it for free in German here and in English here. Also available in Hungarian, French, Italian and Czech.
Tagebuchblätter by Constantin Christomanos. The diary of Elisabeth's Greek teacher from 1891 to 1894. Just as with Larisch' memoirs, Christomanos' book is a mix of fiction and reality, so you should take it with a grain of salt. You can read it for free in German here and in French here. Also available in Greek, Hungarian, Italian and Spanish.
I hope that I could help you!
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bthump · 4 months
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Since another asker is talking about Taylor Swift and Olivia Rodrigo, I want to recc a few GriffGuts songs by them too! "The grudge", "lacy" and "get him back!" fit them super well, and they're all from Olivia's GUTS album lol. Taylor's 1989 vault tracks "now that we don't talk," "say don't go", "is it over now?" (and even "suburban legends" for a modern au) are pretty perfect for them too! I love thinking abt them in the context of teen breakup albums, bc it puts into context how young (cont.)
(cont.) they were when all the shit went down oof. (And Ribs by Lorde is another White Girl Song™ that's super GriffGuts coded lmao, especially the last part). Btw, out of curiosity~ I know you have a gigantic drive with GriffGuts songs, but if you had to select a top 15, what would they be? (Based on the criterias of how much you like the songs and how much they fit the dynamic). My top 1 for those dramatic dumbasses will always be No Children by The Mountain Goats, bc that shit slaps hard
Sorry this response took a while lol, I like to listen to every song people suggest, and I've been busy with Christmas stuff for a bit.
Oh yeah totally agree with your picks, especially The Grudge and Say Don't Go! Honestly teen breakup songs are often pretty fitting for them lol, it suits the drama and yeah, the fact that they are technically teens in the Golden Age, which can be easy to forget. Also yeah lol No Children is one of my faves too, it's one of those songs where like, if I can apply it to a ship you know it's a great ship lol.
As for my own faves, I actually don't have my Berserk playlist available right now because I moved laptops and my music playlists got left behind so I have to find where they are on the last laptop and I'm lazy, so I'm going off memory lol.
So yeah, idk if these are always gonna be my top 15 Griffguts songs, but this is what I'm feeling right now, in no particular order:
Once Upon a Dream - Lana Del Rey The Moth - Aimee Mann Take Me - Sisyphus You'll Follow Me Down - Skunk Anansie Drag - Placebo You Had Me - Hannah Fury Devotion - Tracy Chapman Without You I'm Nothing - Placebo ft Bowie I Don't Have Anything - VAST Like a Friend - Pulp Ruin - The Pierces Black Heart - Hey Rosetta! You're the Storm - The Cardigans I Against I - Mos Def + Massive Attack Because of You - Skunk Anansie
I'm also gonna link these two playlists I made. Some of the songs are repeats, but lots aren't.
Thanks for the ask, and your patience!
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lackablazeical · 1 year
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Okay, so I went hunting for some music that reminds me of the addams au, and I would like to offer to the masses:
For some angrier Usagi songs/songs if Usagi snapped, I offer you Burning House by Nico Collins, Sarcasm by Get Scared, The Fox by North Bloom, How It Feels To Be Lost by Sleeping With Sirens, The Darker The Weather // The Better The Man by MISSIO, and Gasoline by Halsey (I know this last one's not perfect lyrics-wise, but the energy feels like it fits Usagi to me).
For some sadder Usagi, I offer lovely by Billie Eilish, Neurosis by Oliver Riot, Silence by Marshmallo & Khalid, Lost Control by Alan Walker & Sorana, Can I Exist by MISSIO, and My Heart's Grave by Faouzia.
For some songs that fit if Usagi ever escaped, I offer Requiem from Dear Evan Hansen, Lost by ILLENIUM & Emilie Brandt, and Paranoia by Neoni.
Church by Fall Out Boy is very fitting for Leo's perception of his relationship with Usagi, methinks.
And for a more accurate take on the Leosagi relationship, so to speak, I offer Rituals by Jiovanni Daniel and Kitchen Fork by Jack Conte.
And lastly, for some Mikey I offer you Kamikazee by MISSIO, CEMETARY by AViVA, Monster by Willyecho, Play with Fire by Sam Tinnesz & Yacht Money, and Hell's Comin' with Me by Poor Man's Poison.
I'm sure you've heard plenty of these already lol, but I thought I'd share in case any of these catch your attention. :]
Jupiter, I owe you my LIFE
Who would've known Nico Collins really just FITS Leosagi???? Like all the songs so far have matched really well?? And I love how The Fox just has that really angry just SCREAMING in it, it's so raw and just. It gives me the happy. And how do I EVEN TALK ABT Darker the weather//better the man w/o just copy pasting the entire song????? Hm?????
Usagi and Mikey both match Gasoline so well but like. On opposite ends of the spectrum and just. Kicking my feet and skipping down the street ong
I'm convinced Billie and Khalid just wrote Lovely FOR Usagi. Convinced of it, absolutely.
And Neurosis???? Just the paranoid energy and just. ALL OF IT! YES! Yes please??? I love how it's almost blaming himself for Leo, like that he was something Usagi 'did wrong' sorry, pardon my heart eyes rn 😍
And The Silence song??? God how it talks about how Usagi always gave but never Got AND THE FUCKING 'I FOUND PEACE IN YOUR VIOLENCE' I AM DONE PRETENDING TO BE NORMAL!!!!!! IM DONE!!!!!/pos
I don't even know how to TALK about 'my hearts grave' other then just feral screams/pos
I swear these Dear Even Hansen songs always stab me in the heart but I love them SO MUCH <33333 I REALLY REALLY DO!!!! Usagi gets a hopeful song. I'll let him have this
And I love how The 'Lost' song has the 'its back to basics now' because TRUE!!! And just the rhythm and the energy and AAAAA 💕💕💕💕
Also what is it about songs about paranoia that hit so HARD???? WHAT IS IT???? BUT NEONI OVER HERE CAN TAKE ALL MY MONEY AND PROPERTY NOW. RIGHT NOW
And I would've never thought of falloutboy for Leo, but NOW ITS ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT/POS
And I think Rituals by Jiovanni Daniel is like???? A new fave song???? Both just overall and in Leosagi terms???? I love the little 'fear on your skin, let the ritual begin' whisper, it's so. Idk how to describe it but I promise I love it
Kamikaze is actually already in Mikeys playlist!!!!! Because it's fucking SPOT ON!!!!! SERIOUSLY!!! And Monster???? By willyecho???? How do yall find such good songs???? I could see Mikey singing and jamming to this, I love the guitar (I think, I'm not a instrument person) in the background. Whatever it is
Play with fire gives me so much art inspo I wanna draw Mikey SO BAD he's one of those mfers who likes the smell of gasoline and how he's an adrenaline junkie and just. Please I'm not eloquent enough to explain my love of all these SONGS
And hells coming with me??? Mikey is definitely one for revenge... and he DEFINITELY thinks he's a god... please Mikey would kill me if he knew a country song was on his playlist but it fits too well to NOT ADD
I'm sorry some of these are really vague, but I'm/gen when I say I listened to all the songs and enjoyed them greatly. Thank you so much :]
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goldammerchen · 1 year
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Gilbert possible online hobbies / small gigs:
Besides his whole deal with his diaries, and his blog, Gil reads a lot as stated in a Hetalia Halloween Event (four in one day?!?). He could write book reviews if he wanted (perhaps a more serious version of his blog 🤔 with a Patreon); he could be an Editor, or a Translator--could even get awards for that, sounds great. [Less unhinged cont. here]
I know he likes First Person Shooters (predictable lol), but I Don't Know What He Did Exactly in Hetalia Fantasia 3 that made Lud to ground him at the end as it says in his kitawiki entry... How he became an online game menace? Played enough to level up a lot? Found a way to cheat or exploit the game? Hackerman??? Reminds me of the German guy that stole HL:2 source or something like that. Anyway, he could be a Game Beta tester for gameplay opinions, or/and allowed to break the game to patch possible exploits (and bugs and glitches) before trolls discover them and before the Alpha it's out.
Last option (sorry in advance): as an asshole with a lot of time on his hands, one of his "hobbies" could consist in "wisely" spend good amount of his day/night getting into online fights, thriving in chaos (easy serotonine!). Keeps remaking his tw*tter accounts after being suspended, making more burner accounts there and in r*ddit, sends anon hate on here, has a stupid feud with Bavaria and they keep finding each other t*mblr and tw*tter sides, forcing to delete and start over again forever. Gilbert has probably also doxxed people "worth to doxx" before: maybe some actually dangerous people, the rest for petty shit to scare them back. The BN.D has yelled him for all of this, he responds by calling them Sta.si 2.0, gets Ludwig yelled, Gilbert gets grounded, everything starts again when he's back online.
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When I flew to Korea. My biggest fear was starting my cycle right there on the plane🤣 cause it was due and a little late. Shout out to irregular cycles~ kidding kind of. Also mainly because the week before my flight I saw a video where the girl talked about how it suddenly happened mid flight the day she was traveling and it unlocked a new fear for me.
It waited til I entered my apartment in korea like within an hour I just was like oh no. Thank whoever was watching over me and was giving me good luck that day, and it also happened before the dinner I had to go to while I was still in the apartment. And also thankful @ myself that I packed like a 6 month supply for no reason other than just in case💀
Also sorry for the overshare I saw you got it in Japan while crouching to look at something lmao. And it activated that fear of it happening on a plane thought. I hope you got to handle that quickly or had something on you were close by so you didn’t have to tough it out. Also do you like pack let’s say your going somewhere for a week or two but you pack like 3 months of underwear you know incase you shit yourself 3 times a day every day for those two weeks and change your underwear 5 times a day for some unknown reason🤣 not that you would or that it’s ever happened but just incase that’s the one time it does. Or am I insane. It’ll be like 2 jeans 1 shorts and like 7 shirts. And pjs. But 3 months of undies and socks and period stuff)
[cont.] Can’t believe I talked about periods and shitting yourself hypothetically all in the same ask I’m so sorry🤣 My brain just caught up to that ask I just sent💀
period talk under the cut because we're bloody bitches 🌊🩸
whenever my cycle is coming up, i'll usually wear a panty liner at least two days before it's supposed to start... if the anxiety is bad (e.g. before a big flight or any event where i cant change undies) then i might even wear a whole ass pad a few days before it starts lol
lucky you that your period started before leaving your apartment HAKSDJKAS ive had experiences where im at lengthy dinner parties with no extra pads in my bag and just had to Suffer (hence why i wear dark pants most of the time... but have i started to bring pads in my bag? who can say...) but during my Squatting Incident™️, i was not close to my hotel so i was actually forced to Tough It Out for at least five more hours... it was pain, but i also got to buy an animal crossing cup for my troubles so i suppose it wasnt too bad... but the horrors... at least it didnt permanently stain my clothes 💀
i also do tend to pack a lot of pads when i travel around when my cycle starts because i do not trust international feminine products HKASDJKAS nothing against them but when youre at your lowest (i.e. your period), sometimes a little bit of home can help you a long way... I WILL SAY THO that my last period when i was in japan was unexpectedly stronger than usual... hence the whole squatting blood flood that triggered this entire conversation LMAO but yeah i ran out of pads and had to grab some from family mart... also i dont know japanese so i guess i grabbed the night time pads bc man those pads were like DIAPERS... covered my whole ass but it was thin enough that i didnt look like i was shitting my pants or smth lol
as for clothes... yes i do that thing too LMAOOO underwear is just touching WAY TOO MANY potentially disastrous areas that having extras is a necessity... i do admit though that in my past couple of travels, i have been packing more savvy than my usual anxious self... MINUS THE JAPAN TRIP BECAUSE AGAIN FOR SOME REASON I DECIDED TO PACK LIGHT??? so yeah i had to do my laundry once during the trip but that was my first time ever underpacking underwear (wow an assonance) and i had to google comprehensive steps on how to operate japanese washing machines because my social anxiety forbids me from Fumbling in Public because i think i'll be executed
anyway. i know none of you are reading all that. so tldr... ive been menstruating for years and yet somehow i am not an expert. what are the odds!!!
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I gagged the other day when I read a tweet that of course had thousands of likes that said "Coldplay are the friends I've always wanted for the tannies." Well, first of all, people who call bts tannies have to be the corniest motherfuckers on earth (the apple doesn't fall far from the tree, i guess), and second, what the hell are these people on? Who even are you to pick and choose who can be friends with? Are you their mommy? I think that phantom thread comparison is spot on lol
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Sorry I just sent you another ask about bts and coldplay but I had to get this out of my chest: I hate bts and army for making me keep up with Coldplay and the Bonification of Chris Martin against my will. I don't care about any of this and nothing good has come out from that association. I hate it here.
I shudder just reading the word "Tannies" 💀
But truly, I wonder if this is the result of the vast majority of the fandom not keeping up with music in general and not knowing what is the music landscape outside BTS. Because Coldplay is corny af, all the songs they released in the last decade sound the same, similar concepts and video effects and the lyrics are nothing but generic generalizations about life and meaning of life, love, all that bullshit. It's like the musical equivalent of self help books (in which I can add BTS as well with the Love Yourself series). As one critic put it, Coldplay is safe dad music. Which is hilariously true. But this one part hits the nail:
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Does it remind you of a certain band and their project during the pandemic? 👀
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papirouge · 1 year
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Hi!! sorry for the late response, you answered my ask about jpop idols, thannk you so much for such a thoughtful answer!!!
Honestly when i was younger i was really into mostly hello!proyect, so i know that they had literally child groups with berryz and cute, whose younger member was 8 years old! It was pretty creepy how they would make those photobooks with them posing on bikinis as soon as they turned 13 or 14.
I also really loved perfume, it used to be my favorite group, but like you said nakata got lazy and started prioritizing other acts around the level 3 era, and it really got cemented with cosmic explorer, which is when i started to lose interest in them. Their costumes also used to be so good, creative, and designed thoughtfully for each girl, but now its always the same costume except achan gets the longer skirt, kashiyuka the shorter skirt, and nocchi gets the shorts. Even the fabric is visibly cheaper. I feel like the only one who still cares is mikiko as her choreographies are still good.
But i dont know who that artist you mentioned is, but i'm interested in hearing the story 🍵
Japan is EXTREMELY problematic when it comes to child sexualization and the fact that rightoids who are constantly blaming the left for entertaining sexuality degeneracy....have no problem sporting anime pfp/watch anime is everything you need to know about how much of clowns those people are 🥴 They don't care about child abuse, they just pretend they do to dunk of their political opponents.
They try to cope saying it's "cultural" but Japan is currently recording an increase of sexual crimes, so...why would they defend a culture suspected of increasing sexual assault coming from a country struggling to contain their own sexual predator? 🤔 Also why the "it's cultural" argument shouldn't be used for honor killing and child marriage then ? Oh my bad, it's Muslims so this time we can finally admit it's a problem 🤡
To be fair with Perfume, they've been around since ~20 years now, so it makes sense their concepts are starting to become more rehashed. Nakata is a VERY derivative artist (even when he tried something new after he discovered future bass, he shoved this sound in everything he made around that time, whether it was on his own album 'Digital Native' or Perfume song "If you Wanna" lol.
The concept of them having distinctive outfits (as you said, longer dress/skirt for A-chan it's said that's bc she has wider hips which aren't considering a good feature in Japan, shorter dress/skirt for Kashiyuka, and shorts for Nocchi) goes back to their debut, and I think it's incredible they sticked to it for so long (especially since they also have respective hairstyle code - Nocchi has never been able to have hair longer than her chin for most of her life.... 🥲), but yeah, after so many years.... it's starting to get old. But they're basically idols I don't think doing an イメチェン (= drastic change of style) would be well received...
In the era of streaming, the lowering of budget for music videos is global. Perfume last outstanding MV (great costume + set design + extras on set) was "Cling Cling"... which was released almost 10 years ago🥴 but other Japanese artists had a drastic drop in MV quality, included Ayu Hamasaki (the artist I talked about in my first reply).
She is Japan best selling artist of all times and her "Jewel" MV has been for a while listed in the most expensive music video of all times🥶💎
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Ayu story is quite endearing because her dad abandoned her when she was a child and was edging on delinquency. She's from an era when random girls were being scouted in karaoke and producers propelled them into stardom, tho very few of them made it beyond one single (which was the case of Ayu who started... making rap LOL) but by an odd turn of events, she got another chance where this time she did pop and things eventually took off. What's interesting with Ayu is that despite being marketed as an idol at first, she from the start had control over her music/image: she wrote all her lyrics, choose to display her own (very distinctive) personal style, etc. By her sophomore album, LOVEppears, she endorsed a more daring image and in the following one, Duty, she dropped the cutesy idol thing to become more diva like and confident ...
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That's also the time she started pulling out very disturbing music videos. There are A LOT of them, but I'd say "Ladies Night" is the one who stuck the most with me (which is weird bc the song is pretty positive : celebrating girlhood support)...but the MV is just unecessary creepy and dark. It starts off cute & goofy...only to become more and more scary & nightmarish 😰 WHY?
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Her '(miss) understood' album era is pretty dark tbh ALL the MV of this album have this sad, dull, gloomy energy... Excellent album, but very dark energy
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Thankfully there is "Fairyland" (which was also one of the most expensive MV of that time) to brighten up that energy
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- Her 'Duty' and 'Party Queen' album booklet + SURREAL MV features full on sex kitten programming (it's interesting that "SURREAL" has subliminals about her -then- hidden relationship with Tomoya Nagase (another popular male entertainer of that time) and has a frenetic vibe which is very reminiscent of hypnosis/trance. I hate that it's one of my favorite MV of her 😓(the scenery is just soooo pretty).
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- dissociation in "RAINBOW" and "Don't look back" MV
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- mind control in "Alterna" and "Marionette"
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- "Free & Easy" MV is a gigantic nod to Joan of Arc and apostolic martydom
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- transhumanism in "Real Me" MV
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Now that music videos don't have the same budget as they did 15-20 years ago, Ayu's MV aren't nowhere as elaborated as they were before (also her music has gone down to the toilets - she should've retire after her 10 years best of). But it's obvious she sold out to achieve this level of fame and success, therefore she had to shove all these twisted messages in her MV.
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yes exactly!! it's like he doesn't trust half of the players so he never gives them a chance, like in midfield he makes hojbjerg and bentancur play every three days instead of giving skipp or bissouma a chance, like i understand that he wants to get the most out of our best players but maybe try to improve the others a bit too
exactly!!! i've said it before but also his persistence with emerson... im sorry but it's causing problems and that's solely on conte. it's not emerson's fault that he's not a wingback we bought him to play a back 4 for nuno. we've got doherty, who is better at wing back than emerson and better at wing back that traditional fullback, was playing really well last season AND he seems to work well with deki who has barely had a look in this season... that is solely down to conte. it doesn't matter that doherty's not the best in the world, he's better than emerson and conte just won't change it!!! and yeah for skipp and bissouma - they're not going to be up to speed if they don't get adequate playing time. bissouma looks so off what he did at brighton, and poor skippy basically had a season out with injury and he's at an age he needs to play or he's just going to go the same way as all our other young prospects lol
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kallurances · 1 year
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s1e1 the rise of voltron (pt 2) liveblog
cont. from my pt 1 post!
aww shiro thinking that altea must have been an incredible place
this moment btwn allura and coran was so sweet :( i rlly did love their relationship and im glad they gave allura a little time to grieve, bc i rmbr they rlly never gave her the space to do so afterwards even though she was continually losing so much . . . gah
allura and the mice awww
im sorry this 'rivalry' btwn keith and lance is too funny like pls
allura is connected to the lions' life forces! how though? maybe this gets explained in s8 idk
but it is a cute idea that alfor was building this giant mecha cat warrior and he was like ‘my daughter absolutely needs to be in on this’ LOL
coran calling pidge primitive LOL
the lions choose their pilot; it is 'a mystical bond that can't be forced' LOL @ s3
god the og lineup was too good im trying to savor it while it lasts
goes crazy over the fact that we literally never found out abt the blue paladin's qualities. but yes i agree, the blue paladins are def the best looking and coolest of the bunch ^_^
lance being 'skeptic' over keith being assigned the red lion oooh foreshadowing?
only allura can open wormholes . . . again im left wondering what are the scope of allura’s abilities. is this bc she’s altean or bc she’s allura? or is this bc this is her ship, and other alteans can open wormholes on their own ship? maybe this gets answered later in the series i don’t rmbr
god she looks so serious my bb :(
sloth creature on green lion planet!!! loved these dudes they're just funky guys
shiro's gallows-esque humor was so funny to me, “i've been locked up by aliens for over a year, this is nothing” i love him T-T
the cut to hunk and lance LMAO
cool contrast of hunk overthinking and lance getting right to the point! hunk def has a lot of anxieties which give him a lot of hesitance, lance is v intuitive and usually pretty sure of himself
i love hunk's snark and sarcasm!!! he can be so petty lmao king
oh man yellow has lion carvings next to him too, who put them there? the blue lion had some too, are we supposed to infer that local natives did it (in the same sense how we found out later the arusians think of voltron as a divine being and they had carvings of the ‘lion goddess’ around the castle)?
“oooh pretty” hunk u r adorable
yes blue!!!
lance being distressed over hunk!!! my boys ahhh you can tell they def were pretty close before the whole team came together
pidge also overthinking lol but shiro being a reassuring presence . . . is this supposed to be a contrast to the earlier hunk and lance scene?
awww he used her dad's advice to calm her down, pidge’s soft smile T-T
“go. be great.” I LOVE U SM SHIRO the way this scene always used to make me so emotional pls . . . pidge's yelps of joy T-T literally crying real tears.
shiro and pidge were my first favs when i initially watched this show and im pretty sure this was the scene that hooked me onto them? ahh i really love them and the dynamic they built up over the course of s1 T-T *tries not to think abt later seasons*
lance bracing to get hit by the galra - smth similar happens in s7 i rmbr! was this an intentional parallel?
yay hunk to the rescue!!! oh also sven in s3 and hunk here both jumped in front of fired shots to save lance's life
how many times are they gonna do this hunk throwing up joke it got old after the first two times
pidge and shiro's knowing smiles they’re so cute :( <3
the galra have a hold on the red lion! man i rmbr someone pointing out after s1 it was bc it was probably alfor’s lion that zarkon got a hold of after he killed him and i was like :0 also why does zarkon have the red lion stowed away on a random warship - granted it's one of his best generals, but you think he would keep it somewhere more secure
not another lance pickup line sighing so loud rn
lance calling coran the old guy is so funny cause we all know he ends up sacrificing himself for him like 2x later on this season CTFU
l/h are team running away, k/p are team fighting back . . . the legs are all about stability and making sure they don’t get knocked down and the arms are all about offense and assertiveness . . . god i love how the anatomy of voltron translates into the character’s (initial) positions and characterizations it’s so *chef’s kiss*
and shiro is the perfect balance btwn the opposing parts here, the head who will direct their actions yup yup yup
HERE’S AN OPTION: SHUT YOUR QUIZNAK
I DONT THINK YOU'RE USING THAT WORD CORRECTLY
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god s1 k/l dynamic was so funny i loved these dudes
i love that shiro defers to allura!!! those are her lions! and allura is unsure of what to do - she’s just a teen thrust into this leadership position for this war she never signed up for
the music when allura meets alfor's ai T-T
bb girl is so scared and unsure :( my babyyy
alfor admitting that allura was right and that he made a mistake!!! god i wonder what would have happened if he had listened to her
oh wait that was a s3 episode wasn't it
'you must be willing to sacrifice everything' goddd did they rlly know the series would end in her death this line is so bittersweet i hate u bitches
BOYS ITS TIME TO SUIT UP
god i missed this
the bayards!!! takes a distinct shape for each paladin! this was a rlly good way to add more characterization to them . . . l/h are more long range (perfect for support), while k/p are more offensive weapons (great for getting all up in someone’s face)
also side note, cool how keith gets a sword and a shield, rlly filling in the knight archetype here
shirooo u r my angel <333 i wonder what his bayard form would’ve been after he gained it from zarkon . . . Big Sigh
you have to earn red's respect! where was this energy in s3 lol
lance taking the lead in the absence of the natural leaders!!! cool
shiro having flashbacks T-T i rmbr thinking how great the depiction of shiro’s trauma and PTSD were when i first watched the show, but i think they pretty much dropped it after while . . . Sighs
shiro thinking of the greater good and pidge thinking more selfishly (valid), it’s nice to see shiro deciding to support pidge . . . he will always have his team’s backs
patience yields focus lol
keith being transfixed by the galra symbol 0.o
ohh he’s sensing red like how he sensed blue in the desert!!! did they ever explain how he was able to do that?
who designed the inner workings of this castle that only mice can fix
coran trying to communicate with the mice LOLLLL
frustrated keith lol
shiro is known as the champion!!!! i am so fascinated by his time in galra captivity but they never rlly built off it after s1 . . .
i love how lance loves piloting T-T my boy
KEITH TRYING TO BOND WITH RED LMAOOO
IM BONDING WITH YOU!!!! these moments are big thing to him huh
keith opening the hangar doors so they all get sucked into space SCREAM this bitch is CRAZY
ngl ever since ~s6, i have kinda been a keith hater on the occasions that i recalled vld but . . . i may be growing fonder of him on this rewatch
this shot of red coming for keith is so pretty and awe-inspiring like wow look at the scale of these lions T-T THEY HAD A BOND
GOOD KITTY
shiro's hand activating!!! u r so cool
kitty rose has left the stage! cute
allura pressing her joined hands to her mouth in nervous anticipation at the black lion meeting shiro IM GONNA CRY T-T god she must have been feeling so much pressure and responsibility to do all that she could to bring an end to that evil empire
her sigh of relief when the black lion accepted shiro :(((
the team attempts to form voltron!!!
hunk slamming into red and yelling COMBINE LOL
1 2 3 VOLTRON
THE THING THEY FEEL IS JUST THEM BEING PULLED INTO THE WARSHIP SCREAM
shiro’s speech!!! idc what the showrunners were thinking he was always meant to be the leader of voltron!!!
HUNK IS A LEG!!!
their joy is so pure my kidsss
the split screens as they yell in unison ahhh i missed this
shiro slapping keith on the shoulder lolll they’re brothers <333
allura is so cute <3
they're in the lion formation! i miss this lineup soooo bad crying shaking screaming throwing up rn
shiro likes being a defender of the universe :( and then they took that away from him IM GONNA CHEW ON GLASS
THE EPISODE STARTING AND ENDING WITH SHIRO KILL ME HOW DID THEY EVER THINK HE WOULD BE PERCEIVED AS ANYTHING BUT THE LIKABLE LEAD CHARACTER 
this ending song slaps
overall impresison: this was one of my favs back in the day, and it was easy to recall why! great setup of the characters and dynamics, overall good pacing, some rlly funny moments . . . we were all so happy that day . . . it’s hard to imagine how bad things were abt to become :(
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blackxones · 2 years
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how likely is that scene in 307
because i don’t think gina and ej will break up in s3 idk🤷🏻‍♀️ wheres ej during prom (cont.)
Hey anon! The only thing I can do is give you my humble opinion on what I think might happen in s3. After everything we've seen the last few days (clips, pics, episode reviews and cast/tim interviews), I think it's pretty safe to say that the scene you are asking me about is highly possible (everything the l*aks have said has been confirmed so far). As for what EJ is doing or where he is during camp prom, that I have absolutely no idea lol. I'm not exactly an EJ fan so I haven't exactly thought about his position in this situation. Sorry!
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csvent-2 · 1 year
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(adding onto my last vent thingy here, I’m the person who put their terras up for resale + potential add ons if people wanted to offer more)
If you think getting a thermostat + hide + hygrometer for a snake’s tank on top of resale when someone made art ON TOP OF payment for the character originally is “greedy and wrong”, maybe you should evaluate yourself and figure out what’s making you so upset about others’ choices lol. I’m just trying not to have wasted my time making extra art I’ll never get the time back for
(sorry I don’t normally get so upset about stupid shit like this but come ON.)
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littlechillis · 2 years
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Okay I must confess something. And I’m sorry if this means we can no longer talk, but… I am in fact a spurs fan. But I have no hatred towards arsenal, I like your team, it’s a good one and I think it only amplified our rivalry and makes everything more exciting.
The reason I say this is coz spurs have been so godamn boring of late, and yes I know conte ball is boring, but last night I celebrated so hard I hurt my throat and lost my voice because I thought we’d qualified automatically for the last 16. It’s the most exciting thing that spurs have done all season and during that first half I was verging on yelling at conte to play more attacking football coz clearly our defenders aren’t good enough to do what he needs (don’t even get my started on Emerson royal!) but finally the second came and it was a joy I haven’t felt for my team in a long time. It was lovely.
But alas the goal that would see us through was disallowed for offside (which I’m not entirely convinced I understand why… anyway) and my heart is broken again.
I fully blame Emerson royal… it just feels like it was his fault lol.
One moment of silence? Thank you. Now you may make fun of spurs fans coz it kinda funny lol.
-Albert Anon (I will never get tired of watching arsenal for this man!)
😭😭 I WOULD'VE NEVER GUESSED
i didn't get to catch the game yesterday but when i saw the fixture i thought spurs would do better than last time and win... your recount of the game is so entertaining though 😭 i'm glad you at least enjoyed it despite mr emerson royal being silly!
and no i wouldn't unfriend someone based on what team they support dw! talk about spurs as much as you'd like 😚 i respect the albert hustle!!! 👏
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