fanart of drawfee’s trans rigs charity stream that happened today 🩵

yknow what!! i’ll post this onto here as my first post since idk how this app works and still haven’t posted anything after the two or so months i’ve had this account for. i don’t really make enough art soo.. why not. whoever sees this, aye first artwork. hope you enjoy and hope i’m doing this right ^_^ oh also this is like a redraw of the one i did back in 2020 which is the second image

crossing over to the valley

this bad boy can fit so much sick symbolisms

the justice system is rough in wet france

Seeing all the transformers stuff is reminding me of the "Bee and Soundwave are friends" AU fic I planned to write and then completely forgot about

CRITICALLY UNDERRATED DUO

An updated design for my Sward! Mumbo! :D

A lot of this design is based off of this incredible art of Mumbo which lives in my head rent free forever.

Preparing to spring an ambush from three directions (Didier Guiserix, 2-page poster in Casus Belli 25, April 1985)

Marcella Casu - Born to Run

This is all I offer for now~

anyways, im at that time of the year again, where i feel like pure shit about all of my art, so as much as i keep wanna draw, i feel like everything im drawing currently looks 10 times worse than the last drawing and idk how to deal with that cause now i feel as if i tricked people into liking my stuff even tho i actually suck and know absolutely nothing so yeah, thats fun

also idk how to deal with these emotions cause by know i should be able to get over myself and just keep on going, but i geniuenlly do not know how to do that so im stuck in this cycle of hating everything i draw, feeling like i should get over myself, keeping on pushing and ending up hating everything even more

sorry for the rant and i know these emotions will pass, and that i will get better soon,but rn i feel so bad with myself that idk i just needed to vocalize it cause idk how to deal with it any other way

also im in my final year of uni and the way i have to constantly think and racionalize my decisions while creating art is making me go slowly insane so yeah that might also have an impact on my mental health rn

cable’s formalwear! he’s ready for a party and ready to…..well…….you know……..

— my dnd oc, cable (he/they)

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Navia here to remind you to end AND begin your year with a

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thinking about him 😔

This is extremely mean but I'm just. So tired of my family. Tbh

Oh AND my aunt was talking up the j*m c*veziel child trafficking movie yesterday at new year's lunch to my mother. And like I get. That my mother and my aunt are each other's best friends. And my aunt has been Going Thru it wrt her health and is suddenly extremely like. Into not thinking critically and being superstitious wrt faith and touchy feely and talking about the shack and randomly making broad acclamations of faith in the middle of conversations all that. But also like. God. God have mercy I do not have the self restraint to deal with this anymore, it's one thing from my elderly Nonna who never went to school and who's only engagement w religion and faith has been that kind of folk religion. It is another thing entirely to see my cool fun UNIVERSITY EDUCATED AND YOUNG aunt be like. Ah yes. I've forgotten how to think about anything beyond vague warm feelings about religion. Also the most fuckin incorrect discussion of theodicy in my life I was sitting there sipping mimosas so I didnt start screaming. Theology?? Reason? Logos? What??? HER HUSBAND HAS A DEGREE IN CHURCH HISTORY AND RELIGUOUS EDUCATION like I don't always agree w him and I think he's very much lacking knowledge in the hellenistic + philosophical side of things which makes it hard to really grasp early church theology tbh. But like. He has a head on his shoulders at least.

Just gonna fuckin start. Throwing intro to Greek philosophy + Augustine at everyone who insists on making these assertions without knowing literally anything I don't even LIKE Augustine. I love him and hate him. We're worsties ❤️. I am kissing him on the mouth. I would fistfight him in a heartbeat. I wrote my masters thesis on him. But like. YALL. CMON. CMON YALL. WHAT IS THIS KUMBAYA PROSPERITY SHIT I would rather a rigid interpretation of Augustine founded in his philosophical roots than this. Or literally. ANY school of thought. The key here is THOUGHT. THINKING. THE THING WE ARE MISSING. My funny but often irritating Trad leaning analytic philosophy cousin is better bc yeah analytic philosophy sucks and is often soulless imo but STILL