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twilightcitysky · 9 months
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Everything Is Meant (long S2 analysis, part 1)
I cannot figure out for the life of me how to make gifs so this will have to be a gif-less essay. If anyone more tech savvy than me wants to reblog with relevant media, please do!
I've seen a lot of people saying how Aziraphale's actions in the final ten minutes come out of left field and are OOC, and when I first watched the episode I felt the same, but now I think I couldn't have been more wrong. And I don't think Aziraphale is being controlled... I think the entire season showed us exactly what was going to happen.
On first watch, what struck me was the number of plot points that seemed disconnected. I couldn't figure out how Job related to the present, or the Victorian era, or the Nazi zombies (still at sea on the zombies part tbh). I didn't know where the Maggie/ Nina subplot was going, or why we were bothering with it. Then I put my "psych hat" on and it was like seeing one of those 3D pictures come into focus. It's a psychological networking rather than a plot-driven one, which is what Neil told us to expect.
Detailed analysis under the cut, with spoilers:
I went back through the season in my head and started asking myself: why is this element there? What does it contribute?
1. Start with scene one. Why include it? Does it matter for the climax that Az knew Crowley as an angel? YES. It's actually huge. Angel Crowley was joyful, he was bursting with delight at creation, he was idealistic. He wanted to be a part of everything rather than run away from it, and that's still how Aziraphale feels. He loves being a part of things. He's a joiner. He's a landlord. He dances at clubs and he makes human friends and he learns magic. Crowley the demon doesn't seem to want any of that, and I think that's hard for Az. He wants Crowley to be free of the cynicism he thinks prevents him from enjoying life now. At some level, I think he senses that Crowley is depressed (empathy's not his strong suit but I'm sure he's aware that Crowley's in a "what's the point of it all" kind of mood; see the eccles cakes scene). He wants to fix it. Aziraphale is a fixer. Metatron offers him a chance to do that.
Another thing is that Aziraphale knows Crowley ended up Falling just for asking questions that seemed innocent. That's not okay with him. He thinks that with the two of them in charge they can actually MAKE the changes that Crowley wanted to see way back at the beginning, starting with a suggestion box.
2. Okay, now Jim. Obviously Gabriel/ Jim is the central mystery, but why does he matter? First and foremost: he's there to show Aziraphale that angels can CHANGE. Gabriel terrorized and threatened Aziraphale. Az has been terrified of him. He ordered Aziraphale's execution. And now here he is, drinking hot chocolate, doing noble self-sacrificing things, with morals that suddenly align with Aziraphale's. What an absolute game-changer that must have been! He thought Heaven was unfixable, but here's Gabriel in his shop for weeks, slowly convincing him otherwise.
Then two other things happen. First, they find out that this all happened to Gabriel essentially because he fell in love. He was fired and his memories were stolen and the only reason he recovered was because Beelzebub happened to give him the one thing that could save him. That must have seemed like incredible luck. Now, how does Aziraphale feel about memories? He lives in a bookshop that is stuffed to bursting with the records of all of human history, essentially. His memories of his time with Crowley are incredibly precious. He sees, there at the end, that everything he is can be taken from him as a punishment for falling in love. Aziraphale doesn't have a magic fly container. He'd be forever robbed of Crowley, his life, himself. It's a very real threat in his mind when Metatron intervenes.
Which brings us to the second thing. Metatron saves Gabriel. Not only that, he prevents him from being punished for loving Beelzebub and lets them both go. What better way to win currency with Aziraphale? HE doesn't want to go off to Alpha Centauri, he never has, but suddenly he sees that Metatron might protect his relationship. And he's probably the only entity with the power to do so.
So we come to two conclusions: Aziraphale, when he goes off to talk with Metatron, is feeling like maybe it's not intrinsically bad to be an angel. He believed all the angels sucked, and only God was good... but now he sees that even Gabriel can change. He met Muriel, and he likes them. (He also had a huge crush on angel Crowley, which is neither here nor there but he loves Crowley in all his forms.) So if Crowley became an angel again, would that really be so bad? In his mind, it wouldn't change who Crowley is. It would just make them both safer and allow them to be together. (He's wrong! And Crowley doesn't see it that way! But this is a key miscommunication. Aziraphale doesn't really believe that becoming a demon changed Crowley. Back to the first scene, which Aziraphale references during the Job minisode. In his eyes, Crowley is the same person (just more cynical because of what's happened to him)-- so why would it matter if he's an angel again? I truly don't think he was trying to save Crowley, or saying that Crowley would be Better as an angel. To him, it doesn't matter what Crowley is. Which is reductive and harmful, but not the same as thinking Crowley needs rescuing from himself.)
Second conclusion: he sees that an angel and demon can be in love, but they have to run away to be together. Gabe and Beelz couldn't go home again. Earth is Aziraphale's home, but after the attack on the bookshop he learned that without Heaven's protection he can't really keep them safe there. Metatron says: "Come with me, do this thing, and you can have guaranteed safety AND be with the love of your life". Poor Aziraphale wants this with every fiber of his being. All he's ever wanted was for Crowley to be safe. He's never been able to offer it. Over the past four years, he thought they were safe, but he's just learned that he was wrong.
This is getting long. Continued in Part Two!
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natchla · 4 months
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My Favorite BL Dramas of 2023
happy new year to everyone who uses the gregorian calendar. we had so much good content come out this year. i'm gonna list my favs. please remember these are my personal faves and may be objectively terrible. do not be alarmed.
My Beautiful Man S2 and Movie
If you ask me this series is one of the best bls of all time. idc idc. im a hira and kiyoi girlie through and through. how many bl's do you know with 2 seasons and an original movie. not those repackaged ones that they try to hand feed us. an actual movie with a plot???? the bar is on the floor clearly. but hira and kiyoi are gonna surpass that bar every. single. time.
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Love Tractor
I didn't hear enough people screaming about Love Tractor. crickets tbh. Which is blasphemous in my opinion. How could you be quiet when this lovely bumbling himbo with the dopiest grin is on your screen? look at him!!
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Eighth Sense
10's across the board. No question. No notes.
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this scene^ BROKE me
Our Dining Table
Ok hear me out. I didn't think this was the best bl in the world BUT it was so wholesome that it deserves a spot. top tier comfort show. It got me through many bad days. Admittedly, there were a few times I purposely put it on bc i knew it would put me to sleep. please don't jump me.
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Unintentional Love Story
Now...I'm not a huge kbl person. However, this was really nice. Had a solid plot. I don't remember much abt it but I know there was pottery and I had a good time
Only Friends
This was culture. This was a movement. I will never forgive them for how they treated Boston. Even still, I was there every week ready for the chaos. I had the time of my life.
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Bed Friend
It's hard to believe this came out this year. Like ??? But really that shows how much I've established this show as a classic in my mind. BED FRIEND? UEA? baddest bitch in the land?? KING? greenest flag out there???? (debatable but for the sake of my argument lets pretend). It had every element. good plot, great visuals, a little heat. like come on who else is doing it like them?
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i just know if me and uea were ever in the same room he would judge me so much
Dangerous Romance
I've seen mixed reviews on this one but I had a fun time. Kanghan is a prissy little spoiled brat, but he's my prissy little spoiled brat. I loved their story progression. Which is saying a lot for me bc I don't like enemies to lovers. like why are we fighting? also "i'm an introvert" is the funniest shit i've heard all year.
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La Pluie
this was so shockingly good i wish it got more attention. iqiyi in general really did their big one this year. when it rains you can only hear your soulmate? love!
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Laws of Attraction
this was a rollercoaster. i started watching ironically because i thought it would be terrible when i saw the mc go super saiyan. that shit is still hilarious idc.
Love Syndrome III
Now before we start throwing tomatoes...let's hear me out. Nothing has caught my attention this year the way this series did. This was another series I was watching ironically until suddenly i wasn't. It's also just so funny that they released the third one without dropping a first or second. but bad bitches don't need to explain themselves. and YES love syndrome is a bad bitch. let's stop acting like we watch bl's solely for the quality. i don't need marvel cgi to have a good time. sometimes a dollar store wig and the most toxic couple you've ever seen is enough to make some shit shake. if this was released during the tharntype era??? oh bitches would've ate it up. HAPPILY. rant over.
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Last Twilight
it's good man. what more can i say? i hope it doesn't disappoint me in the end.
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Pit Babe
i'm very pleased. very much so. i know alot of folks went into this show expecting a little teehee. to laugh at the omegaverse racecar show. NOT ME. i've waited for this moment. and anyone who's seen me screaming in the tag can attest. this is a game changer. not just for bl but the fandom community at large. and don't even get me started on their chemistry. babe's smile whenever he's around charlie?? mama and papa?? MAMA AND FUCKING PAPA?? we deserve this and i will bask in it for as long as I can. jeff had better be pregnant by the end of the show.
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^ that’s his charlie smile 🥲
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in1-nutshell · 3 months
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Hi again! If its okay to request TFA, a continuation of Triple changer Buddy? More interactions of Team Prime to Buddy and their personas
Triple changer Buddy has returned!
Since the original post of Triple Changer Buddy did sum up the relations the Bots have with Buddy, I decided to try a different approach with this.
Introducing: Slice of Life
If this isn't what you wanted, please let me know.
Hope you enjoy!
Bot Buddy the Triple Changer and Team Prime: Slice of Life
SFW, Slice of Life, Platonic, Cybertronain reader
TFA
It was a rather hot day.
Even inside an AC filled building, still couldn’t quite refresh everyone at the daycare.
Buddy was having a tough time trying to make sure everyone was hydrating enough and keeping them cool.
“Tommy don’t do that! The crayon is not for—Timmy no you cannot stick the ice cube down Sherry’s shirt!”—Carrier
“Buddy, I’m hot!”—Henry
“I know Henry, but how about we play a little game to pass the time?”--Jester
“No! I’m hot!”--Henry
“I’m sticky!”--Sam
“I’m melting!”--Suzzy
“I’m dying!”--Johnny
Team Prime had stopped by after they got a call from Sari.
Apparently, the faces had been working double time trying to make sure everything was okay that she was worried that they were going to overheat themselves in the process.
Autobots arriving at the daycare.
“What’s the damage kid?”--Ratchet
“That!”--Sari
Buddy flipping through their faces within seconds from each other trying to pass water bottles and soothe the toddlers from the heat.
“Maybe it was a good thing you called.”--Prowl
“How have they not lost their helm yet? Literally, it looks like its going to fly off!”--Bumblebee
“Beats me.”--Sari
“Hi guys!”--Jester
“Hi Buddy, you look like you need some help with the kids today.”—Optimus
“If it doesn’t bother you guys, that would mean a lot. I feel like I’m trying to split in three different places at once!”--Carrier
“We can tell.”--Bulkhead
“Buddy! Where’s the juice boxes?”--Suzzy
“You can’t have too many Suzzy, try some water—”--Carrier
“I want a juice box!”--Suzzy
“Yeah, we’ll help.”--Optimus
“Great! Just stay in the shade for a bit. Don’t want the kids to get burned now don’t we—Junior! Do not touch the railing its burning hot!”--Guardian
The team came over and immediately found shade trying to cool their frames before touching the kids.
They didn’t want to accidentally burn the little ones with their burning frames.
Optimus sprays Bumblebee a bit with his firehose seeing the second smallest member looking a little too hot.
Buddy saw this and had an idea.
They quickly pulled the team in for a huddle session.
“A water park!”--Sari
“Well, a made shift one with sprinklers, and a kiddie pool, and bouncy house with water!”--Jester
“And how are we going to get the supplies for that?”--Ratchet
Buddy walking to the storage room pulling out a bunch of sprinklers, a deflated bounce house, and a deflated kiddie pool.
“Where did you get that?”--Optimus
“I owed a favor for Wreck-Gar. He helped me find this stuff for the kids.”--Carrier
“Umm…”--Prowl
“I made sure it was safe and clean for the kids. I know better.”--Guardian
“Ah, okay then.”--Prowl
“Let’s get this water park thing started!”--Bulkhead
Together, Buddy and the team made a makeshift water park for all the kids to enjoy.
After Guardian, Jester, and Carrier tested it and made sure it was okay for the kids after 10 inspections they released the water and kids.
Optimus was on the water slide duty with his hose spraying the kids that got too dry in the sun.
Ratchet was on sunblock duty with Bulkhead.
Bulkhead made sure to give all the kids the appropriate amount of sunscreen and reminded them to come back to retouch. He did make a little smiley face on the kids before applying it.
Ratchet made sure that the kids that did get sunburnt were treated with Aloe Vera and other remedies Buddy had in the cubbies.
Prowl and Bumblebee were on kid duty with Buddy.
Prowl stayed and watched the kids playing near the kiddie pool. Occasionally joining the water to play with the rubber ducks and little plastic boats.
Bumblebee watched over the kids on the inflatable bounce house.
Did he try to join? Yes, but Guardian came over as soon as they saw this. They promised him that he would have his time when the kids were gone.
Buddy offered shade to the kids how finally got tired and decided to take a quick nap under their shadow.
Sari had joined the fun the entire time.
Soon enough the parents started coming in to pick up their kids.
Buddy made sure every kid went home with a towel all swaddled up whether the kid was asleep or not.
“How was Johnny today, Buddy?”—Ms. Jones
“Well, he was good today. A bit wet from the slide but he had a good day.”--Carrier
Buddy handing a sleepy Johnny to Ms. Jones.
“Thank you, Buddy! Stay cool!”—Ms. Jones
“You too Ms. Jones! And don’t forget to hydrate!”—Carrier
The sun had already started setting when the last of the kids had left.
Bumblebee did a couple jumps on the bounce house before realizing how tired he was and sat down next to Bulkhead who was looking at the sunset with Prowl.
Optimus was slowly blinking his optics while Ratchet washed the rest of the Aloe vera from his servos.
Sari had fallen asleep on Buddy servo.
Buddy gave Sari to Ratchet.
Ratchet gave them a look as Buddy went over to Prime and lifted him onto their shoulder.
Prime did try to move but he was tired.
“You can put me down.”--Optimus
“I’m taking you back to the Plant.”--Guardian
“I can walk.”--Optimus
“I know, but you deserve a break.”--Guardian
“But—”--Optimus
“Shh!”--Guardian
Buddy insisted they get everyone home safely as a thank you for helping with today.
Bulkhead luckily was awake enough to walk home with a semi sleepy Prowl perched on his shoulder.
Normally he would rather walk home, but Bulkhead had offered. And he was very tired, so this one time wouldn’t hurt.
Buddy grabbed the sleeping Bumblebee with their other servo throwing him over their shoulder like Prime.
“Hey!”--Bumblebee
“Shh. Take a nap Bee, you earned it.”--Guardian
“No, I can walk!”--Bumblebee
“Sleep.”--Guardian
“But—”--Bumblebee
“Let it go, Bumblebee, just let it go.”--Optimus
“…Fine…”—Bumblebee
Buddy turning to Ratchet.
“No carrying for me kid. Someone has to make sure Sari doesn’t get squished when we get back.”--Ratchet
“Okay Ratchet. Let go.”--Buddy
They all began their walk back to the plant as a cool breeze set in. A blessing from the hot weather from the daytime.
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babybluebex · 2 years
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The Dad!Eddie blurbs I’ve read today are making me BARK.
Could you please Eddie x pregnant reader because I’m in desperate need of comfort fluff and Dad!Eddie is DOING IT for me
i love dad!eddie so much eek
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"C'mon," Eddie said, dragging you by the hand up from the couch.
"Oh my God," you giggled. "You can't wait for ten minutes? Dallas is almost over!"
"Fuck Dallas," Eddie said. "I need to talk to my baby."
In your six months of pregnancy, Eddie had started up this habit every night before bed: he would lay between your legs, settle his cheek on your thigh and his lips on your swollen belly, and he would tell your baby all about his day. Every little detail mattered: what he had for lunch, what music played at the record shop, what he wore, who he talked to. He gave little Osmond Edward Munson the full run down, and you loved it.
"Fuck Dallas?" you repeated. "Babe, I think they're about to bring Bobby back! I need to see it!"
"They'll play it tomorrow night, you'll live," Eddie said. "C'mon, please? Ozzy needs his daddy."
"I think it's Daddy that needs Ozzy," you chuckled. "Help me get up, and you can talk to him all you want."
Eddie was quick to grab both of your hands, and he tugged you up from the couch, grabbing onto your waist once you were up. Eddie followed you back to his bedroom like a little puppy, and he watched as you got yourself into his bed, settling a pillow under your back. Eddie kicked off his shoes and climbed up after you, and he took care to kiss your knee as he parted your legs.
"That feels familiar," you giggled, and Eddie rolled his eyes jokingly from the other side of your bump. Already, Ozzy was stirring and kicking up a storm, and he stilled only when Eddie placed his palm on your stomach, just over those stretch marks that Eddie loved to kiss.
"Hey, buddy," Eddie said softly, and he assumed the position, cheek on your thigh, lips touching your belly. His shoulders nudged at your knees, and you reached down to gently stroke Eddie's curls. "I missed you a lot today. So much happened, it would blow your tiny mind."
Eddie wriggled to get comfortable, and he flashed you those big chocolate eyes of his as your finger twisted in one of his curls. "I hope Ozzy looks like you," you whispered, and Eddie smiled.
"I want him to look like you," Eddie said. "But, jeez, bud, you missed a hell of a day at the record shop. Some girls came in, they were really young, maybe like junior high age? And guess what they asked for?" He paused, as if giving Ozzy a chance to answer, and he said, "They were looking for Metallica. It was the coolest shit, Oz, I showed them all of the Metallica records we had and-and my shirt, and they loved it, and they nearly bought us out. I can't wait to show you Metallica. Oh, and Black Sabbath. You're gonna hear a lot of Sabbath, buddy, get ready for it. You're gonna be the most metal dude at preschool."
"What else happened..." Eddie started, pouting his lips as he thought. "Mommy made me lunch to take to work, which was really nice. It was a ham sandwich with those salt and vinegar chips that kinda burn my mouth, but she put those bitches inside the sandwich! Total game changer! Can you make me another one of those tomorrow?"
It took you a second to realize that Eddie was now talking to you, and you blinked a few times to get rid of the trance that you were in. "Sure," you said. "Regular chips?"
"No, I liked the burning feeling," Eddie told you. "Went good with the ham. Anyway, Oz, I... God, I can't wait to meet you. I'm so excited, I can't wait to see what you look like and sound like. I can't wait to hold you, Ozzy. Feel your little hand grab my finger..." Eddie flexed his hand on your stomach, almost as if he could feel Ozzy's hand already, and you smiled.
When Eddie put his hand back down on your stomach, though, there was a nudge from inside you, and Eddie grinned as Ozzy kicked his hand. "He knows I'm here," Eddie whispered excitedly, and he said, "Hey, dude. Hey, buddy. God, I can't wait for you to get here."
"You're the most impatient person I've ever met," you chuckled, and Eddie laughed as his lips ghosted your skin.
"Just impatient to meet my baby," Eddie said, and he kissed your stretch marks. "Our baby."
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Bloodlust
kai parker x reader
part of you knew it was wishful thinking to believe vampires couldn't sense period blood. your heretic best friend proves that true when he comes over to see you. in fact, to him, it smells even sweeter than the blood you normally offer, and he practically begs you for a taste. (heretic!kai) (virgin!kai)
tags: period sex, oral sex, blood drinking, blood sharing, loss of virginity
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As soon as you get back from the bathroom, your phone gets a new message. Checking it, you see it’s your best friend. 
Kai: hi princess, are you free tonight? i miss you. movie night?
You bite your lip, fighting the urge to say ‘yes’. The two of you haven’t had a night to yourselves in awhile, and a movie night sounds like heaven. Only one thing - your period has come three days early, and Kai’s a recently turned heretic. You don’t know if vampires can sense that type of blood the same way they can with venous blood, but if they can, that’ll lead to a pretty embarrassing situation that you don’t think you can handle. Not that Kai won’t be a gentleman, because you know he always is with you, but just the thought of explaining that to your best friend sounds less than appealing. Besides, periods tend to make you way more needy than usual, and that crush you’ve been harboring does not need to be revealed. 
Sighing, you type a reply. 
Y/N: i’m not feeling great today. another day?
The minute you hit send, you know you chose the wrong words. Kai answers immediately.
Kai: you okay?? anything i can help with? if you’re sad, i don’t want you alone :( 
Fuck, why’d you tell him that?
Y/N: no, i’m okay, i promise. just a stomach bug. i don’t want you to catch it
Kai: i can’t get sick, i’m a heretic now. plz let me help you
Kai: i’ll get you some soup from the grill and we can watch your favorite movie
Y/N: idk i just don’t think it’s a good time rn
Kai: oh, okay
Kai: i didn’t do anything wrong, did i?
Y/N: no! pumpkin, you did nothing wrong, i just don’t feel good
Kai: okay
Kai: you sure i can’t help? i miss you sm
Y/N: i know, and i miss you, too
Kai: do u want me to find jo and ask her your symptoms? she might be able to help
Y/N: no you don’t have to do that! i know what it is, i’m okay. it just hurts
Kai: wait, what is it?
Y/N: nothing serious, just a lil bug
Kai: i don’t like knowing you’re hurting alone
Kai: i promise i won’t talk too much, just let me come comfort you
It’s a losing battle with Kai. It always is. He’s always so adamant about keeping you company, especially at times you don’t feel well, and most of the time, you’ve given into his convincing. But in the past, he’d only been a witch. His vampirism is an unfortunate game-changer. 
Kai: y/n, please, i’m worried
Kai: take a nap if u want, just let me come and make sure you’re okay
Kai: you can use me as a pillow again :)
The needy part of your mind takes over, and you answer without thinking twice. 
Y/N: alright, but i might go to bed really early
Kai: that’s okay :)) i’ll be there in 2
Great job, Y/N. Now you’ve fucked up. How are you going to explain this??
In the two minutes that you have to spare, you burn some sage, hoping that smell will overpower the more obvious one. Your fingers are crossed that maybe vampires can’t detect periods, but you have a feeling that’s wishful thinking. The knock on your door comes sooner than anticipated. 
Despite your worries, you can’t help the happiness that consumes you when you see Kai at your door. “Hi!” You exclaim, rushing forward to hug him. 
The boy hugs you back with one arm, the other full of soup and snacks, then grins at you when you separate. “I know you aren’t feeling well, so I’ll keep my voice down and try to talk less. I just don’t want you alone when you’re sick, y’know?”
“I know,” you nod, leading him to the kitchen to open the takeout boxes. “Thank you for caring.”
“I’ll always care about you. Mhm, is that sage?”
“Yeah, sorry. I was hoping it would make me feel better.”
“It should. I mean, it’ll at least help. Is there anything else I can do?”
“Hmm, all I need is you, this soup, and a good movie, and I’ll feel okay eventually, m’kay?”
He’s unsure about the truth in your statement, but agrees anyway.
The two of you sit on your couch, soups in hand, sharing a blanket across your lap. You decided on a stupid movie that’ll make you both laugh, and try not to think too much about the cramping in your abdomen. As the movie goes on and Kai begins to get lost in it, you start to feel a little more comfortable. Maybe your sage trick worked, or maybe it is undetectable to vampires. Either way, you let yourself curl into his side, enjoying your closeness. You don’t miss him putting an arm around you to pull you closer, and the gesture makes your heart flutter. 
About an hour later, the midol you took is finally kicking in, and the pain is lessening more and more. Sighing in relief, you stretch your legs out for a second, easing those cramps, before tucking them back under you. In that moment, though, you forget that movements like those might trigger blood flow, which may then trigger the heretic’s bloodlust. And if he can smell period blood, that most certainly did it.  
With a glance up to Kai, you almost see the gears turning in his head. Fuck. 
“Hey, Y/N?”
“Mhm?”
“Do you smell blood?”
“Um, no. Why?”
Yes. Yes, you do. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. 
“I don’t know, but out of nowhere, I do.”
“Maybe I got a cut from this plastic lid?” You refer to the container you’ve been, thankfully, playing with for the last half hour.
Kai immediately grabs your hands to check. “No, no cuts.”
“Maybe it’s the neighbor?”
“Too close to be the neighbor. You sure you aren’t bleeding anywhere?”
“I’m okay, I promise. I’m not hurt.” It’s not a total lie. You aren’t hurt, you said. You hadn’t confirmed nor denied if you were actually bleeding. 
“Can I check?”
“What?”
“Check for blood? Just to be sure.”
Panic courses through your body. “No,” you blurt out. You even move a little away from him without realizing, but then immediately regret it. 
Kai tenses, “okay. I’m sorry.”
“Wait. Fuck, okay. Kai?”
“Yes?”
“Chill, Y/N, it’ll be fine.” You tell yourself out loud, concerning him even more. “Okay, I actually am bleeding, but it’s nothing you need to worry about.”
“Wait, what do you mean?”
“It’s natural, supposed to happen, but I can’t control it.”
“Please explain, Y/N. What is it? Does it hurt?”
“Okay. It’s a period, women get them every month, and like I said, it’s totally normal. They cause a lot of stomach cramping and such, which is why I was in pain earlier, but I took something for it and I’m okay now. But basically, in simple terms, when women don’t get pregnant, their body gets mad and retaliates by shedding the lining of the uterus. This results in the lining, and tissues, and blood, and some other things to be drained from the body via…” you gesture to the lower half of your body. “So no, I can’t control it, but I can stop it from leaking with pads and tampons, whatever’s on hand. But right now, the cramps and pain are gone, but the blood doesn’t stop.”
As you explain it, you see his eyes darken. The veins underneath turn to a purple-ish, black, and you think you know exactly what’s happening. 
“Can I… can I taste it?”
“What?”
“The blood.”
Hell yes, please, you want to say. But at the same time, that’s a step too far into intimacy that you haven’t taken. “Um, I don’t know.”
“It smells so good, I need it.”
You try to swallow the butterflies swarming in your stomach. “Kai, I’m sorry. You can feed from my neck or wrist, but we can’t-... I can’t-” you don’t know how to finish that sentence. 
Slowly, he nods, the bloodlust taking over. 
“Okay,” you lift your wrist up to his mouth, “drink, baby.” It’s a pet name you use for him all the time, but this time, both of you can feel something more. 
Kai licks the spot where he plans to bite, then in one quick motion, sinks his teeth into your skin. You gasp for a second, but then start to enjoy the feeling. He’s fed off you more times than you can count and it always delivers the same pleasure. 
Kai drinks for a few seconds, but detaches way too soon. There’s no way he’s full from that. 
Though, you get your answer in the form of a desperate plea, “Y/N, I need it. There’s something different about it. I can smell it, it’s so good.”
“Kai… c’mon, drink.” You lift your wrist up again, but the stubborn boy literally refuses to latch. “What about here?” You offer your neck, even tracing your hand along your jugular. 
“Just a taste, please, Y/N.”
Once again, a losing battle. His determination plus your increasing arousal at the thought of it all betrays you, and before you know it, you’re laying back on the couch, his fingertips at the waistband of your leggings. 
“We shouldn’t be doing this.”
“Do you want me to stop?” He offers the option, even though you know he’s silently begging you to say ‘no’. 
“No,” you admit.
He looks at you with lust-filled eyes - an expression you’ve never seen before on him. “If you change your mind, I will.”
“Okay. Hey, can you put something down on the couch? I don’t want to bleed on it and have a big, embarrassing stain.”
The heretic nods, fetching a towel, then continues. He puts it under you as soon as your leggings and panties are gone, then for a minute, just stares. No blood is visible, but he can smell it. It’s strong, and mixed with the intoxicatingly sweet smell of your arousal. His heartbeat quickens, pants tighten, and he looks at you for one more consent. 
“Go ahead. I trust you.”
Kai doesn’t know whether to use his mouth or a finger first. One thing he’s never told you: he’s a virgin. Yet the need for this blood is too strong to dive into that right now, and he fights with himself before making a decision. 
“Kai, please do something,” you whine, wondering what has him waiting. The cool air on your body causes you to shiver; his gaze makes you wet. 
In a split second, he chooses to feel you first. His index finger traces your clit ever so lightly. It travels between your folds, then dips into them in such a slow motion, you could explode. You fight the urge to moan his name again, but maybe that will snap him out of whatever trance he seems to have entered. 
He’s still going gentle, much too gentle, as he feels around your walls. Seemingly exploring, as if it’s his first time. Though the idea doesn’t cross your mind that it may be, because you’re too needy to think coherently. 
“Please,” you can’t help but beg. The need for his fingers, tongue, anything, to taste you is overwhelming. 
Kai finally goes deeper. One finger is inside you, down to the knuckle. Wetness begins to coat his finger, whether it’s arousal or blood, you’re unsure. Please let it be blood, you think, and then his vampirism will take over and he’ll be consumed by it, and I’ll get some pleasure out of this. And then you immediately feel bad for thinking that. He’s exploring your body for the first time, give him a break. For all you know, the crush is mutual. 
After a minute of swirling his finger around you, he pulls it out and brings it to his lips. There’s a bit of blood, but most of it is the clear, creamy substance you know all too well. 
Kai’s afraid to ask what exactly it is - afraid to reveal he doesn’t know what he’s doing; afraid you’ll regret letting him do this. If she knows I’m inexperienced, she won’t ever want me, a voice in his mind tells him. Speaking of which, you better get your shit together. He sucks your juices off his finger, and his eyes roll back in his head. Fuck, that’s heavenly. Need more, and need more blood. The second time, he’s less slow. Two fingers enter you, they move about, coating them evenly, and then he sucks them off again. This time, there was more blood. His eyes start to turn black again, and he knows he needs better access. 
You sign in relief when Kai moves his body down, mouth making its way towards your heat. Him eating you out has been a dream of yours for months, and with the added sensitivity of your period, you know this is about to be perfect. Not even the vampirism scares you, because you love the feeling of him feeding on you, so why would this be any different?
“Need you,” you moan, bucking up your hips slightly. The action causes a little bit of blood to dribble out onto the towel, and Kai’s veins reappear.
“Are you sure? I don’t want to hurt you.”
“Yes, please, Kai.” In your state, you speak without considering your words. “I love the feeling of you feeding on me. It’s euphoric, it makes me wet. This’ll be ten times better.”
The confession drives him, finally, to indulge. His first few licks are still slow as he gets used to the sensation, but then the taste of blood overwhelms him. It’s better than the blood from your neck, if that's even possible. It’s coated in the same sweet wetness that covered his finger, and seems to gush more with every flick of his tongue. The taste soon has him humming into your heat, causing you to cry out and grab his hair. You’re pulling him into you, bucking your hips against his face, panting heavily. Kai grabs onto your hips to keep you steady, helping him to maintain some control. 
“Fuck,” you hear him mutter. The vibration goes straight into your core. “You taste like heaven.” The praise makes you grip him harder. And with every tug of his hair, he delves his tongue deeper.
For a second, he begins to nibble on your clit. At first, it feels good, but then you realize he might actually bite you there. 
You giggle, “don’t bite me, Kai! Not there!”
He stops for a minute, confused. You look at him, now equally confused. Why does this seem so new to him?
“Bite here,” you poke your inner thigh. “Or here,” your lower stomach. “Or really anywhere, just not right there.”
“Okay.” Immediately, the heretic’s teeth sink into your thigh. Blood from your period has dried onto the area from his messy feeding, and now fresh blood joins with it. 
“Holy fuck,” you squeeze your eyes shut from pleasure and pain. When you open them again, his fangs are covered in your blood, dark red. His eyes and veins are still black, but there’s a pinkish tint to his cheeks. 
“You’re so beautiful,” you gush up at him. “Kiss me.”
Unlike before, there’s no hesitancy as he obeys your command. Blood from his lips seeps into your mouth, giving you a chance to taste yourself, quite literally. As the metallic taste drips down your throat, you find yourself moaning again. Kai’s lips curl into a smile. 
Then, moments later, his head is dipping back down, tongue re-entering your heat. He seems to have gotten more confidence now, alternating between slurping blood from your entrance, and sucking at your clit. His left hand covers the open wound on your thigh, preventing too much blood loss. Though you both know you have to tend to it soon. 
“I’m so close, Kai.”
He keeps pace. At times he’s on your clit, two fingers enter you, feeling your walls, and bringing you closer to orgasm. He hums again, sending more vibrations through you that are better than any vibrator you’ve ever used. Repetition takes you to your high, finally, as white spots cloud your vision. You cry out so loud that you hope the neighbors can’t hear you while your orgasm rips through your entire body.
Kai laps up your blood until you’ve finished. The second you feel yourself go weak from the overwhelming pleasure, he sits up and bites into his own wrist, bringing it up to your lips for you to feed. You take it gladly, feeling a bit dizzy, and can’t help but admire him as he watches you. Eyes, turning back to blue, but intense. Hair, a mess from you tugging on it. Mouth, stained red from the copious amounts of your blood he drank. It’s a sight that would scare most, but you’ve never been more attracted to him. 
“You okay?” His voice snaps you out of your thoughts. “I didn’t go too far, did I?”
His blood begins to heal the wound on your thigh and return your body to its normal state. “No, Kai, you’re perfect. That was amazing.”
“To be honest, I could’ve kept going.  I could drown in your blood. But I could never hurt you, so I had to stop. Plus, I didn’t want to overstimulate you too much, and I think you started to feel that way when you came.”
“Just the perfect amount of overstimulation. Like I said, you were perfect.”
He swallows, as if debating what to say next. “Um, thank you. For both, letting me feed, and letting me taste you.”
You smile, “so… you liked it?”
“What do you mean? Of course I liked it.”
“I know, but I mean… the intimacy of it.” It’s a risk, but you have to know. “I know we blood-share all the time, but never like this. Never with my… y’know.”
“The intimacy… you mean, sex?” 
His bluntness makes you blush. The sociopath’s limited emotions lead to a lot of bluntness, you’ve learned.
“Um, yeah.”
“Yeah, I liked it a lot. I mean, I’ve always wanted to go that far with you, but I was afraid you’d reject me, and then we’d stop being friends. Right now, I’m thanking whoever gave women periods and Lily Salvatore right now for these stars aligning.”
If it’s possible, you’re blushing even harder. “I wouldn’t have rejected you, Kai. I wanted you, too. More than you could know.”
“I know… I mean, I figured. Because I’ve been able to sense your heart rate getting faster when I’m near you, and even before turning, I could see your cheeks reddening and you’d stutter sometimes. But I couldn’t risk losing you because you’re the only person to ever care about me.”
“Well worry not, because I’m not going anywhere, pumpkin.”
“I think I…” he licks his lips, “oh, fuck it, I do love you.”
You had looked down because of your blushing, but his confession snaps your eyes back up to face him. “Oh my god, I love you, too.”
For a second, the two of you just stare at each other. Then, out of nowhere, he grabs your shoulders and pulls you into a hug. You squeal, let out a laugh, and turn to kiss him. He’s gentle, yet hungry for you, and the combination drives you insane. When you separate, he looks nervous again.
“Kai…?”
“Can I ask you something?”
“Of course.”
“Are you sure I was okay?”
“What do you mean?”
“The sex, or at least, what of it we did.”
“What?! Are you crazy? I’m dead serious, Kai, that was the best I’ve ever experienced.”
“Okay. Good. Because, uh…”
You duck your head, waiting for him to continue.
“You’re, uh, my first.”
“Wait, what?” 
“Um-”
“You’re joking?”
“No.”
“There is no way.”
“Is that okay? I’m sorry I didn’t tell you sooner.”
“Malachai-”
“Ew, don’t call me that.”
“-Parker.”
He bites his lip, looking anywhere but at your face.
“There’s no fucking way you’ve never done this before.”
“I mean, I’ve touched myself in the prison world plenty of times.” The sociopathic bluntness returns. Coincidentally, your blush also returns. 
“But you’ve never touched, eaten out, anything with a woman?”
“Not until you.”
“You’re mine,” you look him in the eye. He meets your gaze, not expecting the possessiveness. It’s usually him being overly protective of you. “You’re mine, and no one else’s, you fucking sex god.”
It’s his turn to blush, and he does so a deep red. It matches the blood staining his teeth, Your blood. “I don’t want anyone else but you.”
“Good. Now kiss me, and let’s watch this movie until you get hungry again.”
“I will not argue with that.”
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httpdwaekki · 1 year
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migraine | c.m.m.
pairing: chad meeks martin x fem!reader, platonic!anika kayoko x fem!reader
summary: you have a migraine but ur pretty boy is there to help u through it.
wc: 1.7k
warnings: v self indulgent, mentions of nudity (nothing sexual), cheesy, hella pet names, probably too long for the concept LMAO
additional notes: hi ! i’m trying to get back into writing so i’m a little rusty. please feel free to send me chad and scream requests just no smut pls. i hope u guys enjoy and let me know how you like it! also just fair warning this is super self indulgent because i get so many migraines and it’s very cheesy lol.
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p.s. if u get migraines get a gel migraine cap from amazon, absolute game changer, okay love u bye <3
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you wanted nothing more than the curl up in your comfy bed, in your dark room, and let the stabbing pain in your skull run its course. but you were not so lucky, you had class and then a study session with chad, so you had to suck it up a bit longer.
you had migraines all the time though so you were used to just powering through them. your film studies class ended and you realized you spent the whole class trying to relieve the pressure in your head and not actually taking notes. you sighed, shoving your books and laptop into your bag, figuring you’ll just ask anika for them to copy. you walked out of your film studies class with anika, slinging your backpack over your shoulder.
‘hey ani, can i borrow your notes later? i kinda zoned out and didn’t get to finish mine.” you asked, glancing at her. “for sure! you okay? you seem like, i don’t know, not yourself.” your heart warmed at your friend’s concern. “i’m okay, just a little tired.” you reassured her. she stops, grabbing your arm, making you stop as well.
“babe, i’ve known you since high school, i’ve seen you after all-nighters, this is not you just being tired.” you sigh, looking away. “what’s really going on?” she said bumping your arm. “ i have a migraine, but before you go all mama bear on me, i have it under control.” you smile brightly at her but she’s still not convinced.
“i’m fine, I promise! i just need to eat and get some medicine and i’ll be fine.” she gives you one last look before responding, “okay fine but you better use your gel cap when you get back from studying with chad.” you rolled your eyes, “okay mom, i will.” she smiled, sticking her tongue out before looping her arm through your’s. you giggled, walking out of the building, finding the twins standing next to a bench waiting for their favorite girls.
anika runs off and launches herself at the shorter twin, while chad smiles, walking up to you. he kisses your cheek, and wraps his arms around you, which you gladly return. “hi angel.” he says in your ear.
“hi bub.” you mumbled, kissing kissing his jaw before resting your head on his shoulder, letting out a sigh of relief. he leans down, kissing your temple, before pulling away slightly.
he takes a moment to examine your face, taking note of the dark circles under your eyes and the slight twist of pain, you thought you were hiding so well. “everything okay?” he asks, concerned. you smile slightly a nod. “just a small headache, nothing to worry about.” you reassure him.
“do you wanna just go home and relax then? we can watch a movie or something, we don’t have to study.” he asked, slightly concerned. “no i’m okay, i just need to eat and i’ll be fine.” you smiled again. “she’s lying, she has a migraine.” anika yelled. you peered around chad, giving her a pointed look. “hey, if you’re not gonna take care of yourself, someone has to.” she shrugged. “i hate you, you know that.” you yelled back, before wincing, at the pressure in your head. “ that’s called karma.” you rolled your eyes before meeting the look of an unimpressed chad.
“babe, we can always study another time.” you felt your cheeks heat up from embarrassment. “i don’t want you to miss out on studying just because i have some stupid headache.” you reply, looking down, refusing to meet his eyes. “hey,” he said softly, hooking a finger under your chin. “we can study another time, but you being in pain is so much more important, okay?” you nodded, “okay, i’m sorry.” he nodded before wrapping his arms around you again.
you both stayed there for a moment, pulling apart as anika and mindy walked up. ”i’m gonna go over mindy’s, you gonna be okay by yourself?” anika asks. you nodded, giving her a small smile. “yeah i’ll be good, i’ll take medicine and put my cap on and lay down.” she smiled, content with your answer before pulling you in for a hug. “please take care of our girl.” she says looking to chad. he chuckles before nodding, while you give her another glare. “okay, thank you, bye mom.” you tease as she smirks before pulling away. “bye minds, love you guys.” you wave as the two girls walking away, shouting their own byes and love yous.
you turn back to the pretty boy next to you as he grabs your hand, heading to the direction of your apartment. “do you wanna stop for food or do you have some at home?” he asked. “ we should probably stop because i don’t think we have anything and i’ll probably pass out as soon as i lay down.” he nods before taking a detour to get some food. you both place your orders to go before sitting down at a booth to wait. you drop your head on his shoulder, letting out a sigh. “you doing okay pretty girl?” he asks, wrapping an arm around your shoulder.
you nod. “this pressure is starting to get to me is all.” he placed a kiss on your head, “i know, we’ll be home soon and i’ll grab your medicine and gel cap and we’ll eat really quick and then get some sleep, okay?” you nodded again as your name was called to grab your orders. you thanked the girl before starting back to your apartment. the walk back to your apartment felt longer than it was simply because of the amount of pressure building up in your skull.
the two of you walked into your apartment, chad goes off into your room as you set the food on the counter. you throw your bag down before turning on the kitchen light. you lean against the counter, closing your eyes and holding your breath, hoping the pressure will go away. with almost poetic irony the pressure worsened, making you let out a whimper, catching chad’s attention. he comes up next to you, turning off the light, moving an arm to move in front of you. his hands move to your cheeks lifting your head, catching a glimpse of the tears that have made their way down your cheeks.
“oh angel.” he coos, causing more tears to fall. “it hurts so bad, i just want it to stop.” you cry. he immediately pulls you against him,wrapping himself around you, as if to protect you. “i know my angel, i’m sorry.” he coos, kissing the crown of your head. “ try to breathe, take a deep breath, okay? just like this, okay?” he says before taking a deep breath. you try to follow, the first one coming out as a shudder but getting stronger the more you do it. “good job baby, just like that, you’re doing so good angel.” he praises. you take a few more deep breaths before you feel him move causing you to whine.
“i’m just gonna pick you up and bring you to your room okay?” you nod before feeling him grab your thighs, to lift you. “ doing so good angel, i’m gonna sit you down on the bed and grab you some clothes to change into okay?” you nod once more before he sets you down, kissing your temples before walking to your closet. you watch him grab some shorts and one of his shirts. “do you want help changing?” he asks quietly. you nod, “please.” you whispered. “alright, lift up your arms pretty girl.” he said, tapping your arm. you lift up your arms before you feel him grab the edge of your shirt, pulling it off.
“i’m gonna take your bra off too, is that okay?” he asked, pausing his movements, looking at you. you nod again, dropping your arms, as he reaches behind you, undoing the clasp and pulling the straps down your arms before throwing it in your hamper. he kisses both shoulders before slipping the shirt over your head, letting you slip your arms through. “i love you, my beautiful girl.” he says, kissing you, causing a small smile to grace your lips. “i love you too.” you whisper back, he smiles before handing you the shorts.
“i’m gonna grab your food and cap, i’ll be right back.” you nodded watching him walk out of the room before shimming out of your jeans and slipping on your shorts. you carefully move, grabbing the blanket under you, tucking yourself in. you laid there for a moment, feeling yourself drift off before chad re-enters your room with a tray of everything to help you feel better. “thank you, for everything, you didn’t have to do this.” you say sitting up, grabbing the tray. “you don’t have to thank me, i’m here for you always, the good and the bad.” he said, placing a hand on your thigh, his thumb rubbing it slightly.
“eat a bit and i’m gonna go get changed and grab your pills from the medicine cabinet, okay?” he said, giving your leg a reassuring squeeze. you nod before opening your mac n cheese and grabbing a scoop. he smiles before getting up and walking into your bathroom. as you’re eating you take a look around your room noticing he put your lights on the lowest setting giving you enough light to see but not enough to worsen the pain in your head. you also noticed the stuffed cat he bought you that usually stays on your desk was sitting next to you. you could’ve cried right there, what did you do to deserve him? you must’ve done something seriously great in a past life to deserve him because you’ve never met anyone as kind and loving as him.
he walked out of your bathroom, causing you to look over to him. he didn’t have a shirt on and was wearing some sweatpants he left at your apartment. “what the hell did i do to deserve you?” you said quietly. he smiled before sitting on the edge of your bed, putting his hand back on your thigh. “you deserve everything and more my angel.” he responded, still smiling. he holds out his hand, handing you your medicine, you grab them, and your water bottle before taking the pills. you both sat there in silence while you both ate, once you both finished you put your cap on, and chad grabbed the tray bringing everything back into the kitchen.
you grabbed the stuffed cat before settling back into your blankets, you feel yourself drifting off when you felt the bed dip beside you. you waited for him to get under the blanket and lay down before moving to lay against him, with your head on his chest. with your one hand resting on his abdomen, you started stroking it slightly with your thumb, almost soothing yourself before placing a light kiss above his heart, as a thank you. the last thing you remember is him placing one last kiss on the top of your head before your body completely relaxed, drifting off to sleep.
i hope you all enjoyed! i know this was probably a little long for the concept but i really liked it, i’ll probably edited it a bit tomorrow but i really liked how it came out! let me know know what you guys think! don’t forget to drink water, and take ur meds, love u!
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bamlam7801 · 4 days
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Let's try this again, shall we?
Pinned post time! Last time I made one of these i was a salty bitch! Apologies.
So! Hello tumblr! I'm bamlam, you can call me mars!
I am genderfluid - for me this means that they/them are always "safe" pronouns. I occasionally feel more fem or masc but figuring out what gender you are takes a lot of energy! It would be exhausting if I always knew what gender I am so I just... don't. They/them is the default and is always comfortable for me, so just use those! I will not remember to put the flavor of the week on here anyway.
I am asexual (potentially aro? jury's still out) and in a lovely qpr with my daring wife @no-schedule-crepescule <2 (they actually introduced me to this hellsite, you can thank them for my presence)
I am sex-repulsed, but it's getting better (i think). That said, do NOT send me any sexual content. I am not comfortable with internet people sending me sexual content or engaging with me in a sexual manner. You will get blocked, don't try it.
I like pink, purple, and blue. it's my favorite color scheme by FAR. theyre so prettyyyyyy
i'm not the biggest on fandoms, but i'm watching a few things i quite like rn! dungeon meshi, psych (finished, oh my god i love them. the boys. theyre so silly i love them.), game changer, and probably more i can't think of or are yet to watch. please feel free to ramble about any of these or any other shows/interests to me! I'd love to listen.
so!! that's me! mutuals, i love you all. non-mutuals, let's be mutuals! and to everyone, feel free to send me asks about whatever, whenever. love y'all!
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bookgeekgrrl · 13 days
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My media this week (7-13 Apr 2024)
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📚 STUFF I READ 📚
🥰 If This Is As Far As We Go (BeauRadley) - 124K, stucky no-powers AU - after a year of being phenomenal hookup buddies, bucky ends their arrangement & throws steve into a tailspin - slow burn, angsty, oblivious steve slowly realizing his true feelings, good supporting cast
😊 Bunt! Striking Out on Financial Aid (Ngozi Ukazu & Mad Rupert) - cute graphic novel about art students forming a softball team to exploit a financial aid loophole
😍 Death in the Spires (KJ Charles, author; Tom Lawrence, narrator) - historical murder mystery set in 1905 Oxford - another KJC absolute banger: incredible sense of place, fantastic characters, perfectly done 'whodunnit' tension and a HIGHLY SATISFACTORY resolution. Loved every word
💖💖 +76K of shorter fic so shout out to these I really loved 💖💖
The Man, the Myth, the Legend (sparklyslug) - Check Please!: gen, 2.9K - Holster's beatboxing skills brings all the a capella groups to the Haus - a short, fun, funny, outsider POV fic
Say it louder for the people in the back (redhook) - MCU: shrinkyclinks, 14K - reread, forever fave - sometimes you just get a yearning to reread the best glory hole fic ever written
In Focus (sparklyslug) - Check Please!: zimbits, 6K - Jack's photography eye knows what's up before his conscious brain does
Entering Orbit (museaway) - Star Trek AOS: spirk, 30K - good post-AOS canon-divergent fic where Jim goes home to Iowa to escape the press & Spock joins him
📺 STUFF I WATCHED 📺
Hot Ones - Conan O'Brien
QI - series S, ep 13
Game Changer - s6, e5 {Bingoception}
Um, Actually - s9, e4
D20: Fantasy High: Junior Year - "Dawn of Justice" (s21, e14)
D20: Adventuring Party - "We're Running on 200%" (s16, e14)
Death In Paradise - s11, e4-8; s12 e0-8, s13 e0-8
🎧 PODCASTS 🎧
Working - How to Be Both a Critic and a Creator
Worlds Beyond Number - WWW #10: Of the Reaching Green
Worlds Beyond Number: Fireside - Fireside Chat for WWW ep10 "Of the Reaching Green"
Short Wave - How Climate Change And Physics Affect Baseball
Consider This from NPR - Bad Omens Or The Cycle of Nature? How The Ancient World Viewed Eclipses
⭐ Armchair Expert - Anna Kendrick [Rerelease from 1/9/23]
Today, Explained - Is college still worth it?
The Sporkful - Jewish Food Is More Than Matzoh Balls
WikiHole - BEYONCÉ (with Zoë Chao, Nat Faxon and Poppy Liu)
⭐ All Songs Considered - Songs to make you laugh, with 'Weird Al' Yankovic
In Defense of Fandom - Season 2 Episode 2: Putting my theory to the test
Dinner’s on Me - Orville Peck
⭐ Switched on Pop - Chasing old sounds: Djo's "End of Beginning" with Joe Keery
⭐ 99% Invisible #577 - The Society of Ambiance Makers and Elegant Persons
⭐ Vibe Check - A Special Conversation with Ada Limón
The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Brown Mountain Lights
Short Wave - The Order Your Siblings Were Born in May Play a Role in Identity and Sexuality
⭐ Code Switch - How Frederick Douglass launched generations of Black and Irish solidarity
⭐ Decoder Ring - Can the “Bookazine” Save Magazines?
⭐ Imaginary Worlds - African Sci-Fi Looks to a Future Climate
Worlds Beyond Number - WWW #11: Promises Promises
Worlds Beyond Number: Fireside - Fireside Chat for WWW ep11 "Promises Promises"
What Next: TBD - Does Google Suck Now?
Short Wave - What To Know About The New EPA Rule Limiting 'Forever Chemicals' In Tap Water
Code Switch - Reflecting on the legacy of O.J. Simpson
The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Atlas Obscura Live: Two Places And A Lie
Dear Prudence - I Lost a Lot of Weight and Now I Enjoy Being a Mean Girl. Help!
It's Been a Minute - The car culture wars; plus, the problem with child stars
Endless Thread - RIP Lil Miquela
Shedunnit - You Probably Imagined It!
Armchair Expert - John Cena
Worlds Beyond Number: Fireside - [One Shot] A County Affair: Prologue
🎶 MUSIC 🎶
Presenting Bonnie Raitt
Lowrider Oldies
Huge House Anthems
Djo
Classic Soul BBQ
A LA SALA [Khruangbin] {2024}
Presenting Khruangbin
Happy Beats
'80s One-Hit Wonders
Feel-Good Classic Rock
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rialynne · 10 months
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Spider Man: Across the SpiderVerse Review
I have not felt this compelled to put my thoughts about a movie out there into the world for a while. The last time I did so was before the pandemic and a lot in my life has happened since then but I love it when I finally decide to watch something from a never-ending backlog of movies, especially for animation which is probably one of my first loves. 
So I lied. It’s a review of 2 films; Spiderman: Into the Spiderverse and its recent sequel Spiderman: Across the Spiderverse. Both from Sony pictures Animation, a studio which prior to me watching these 2 films, only released disappointing to bad films in my opinion (looking at you emoji movie). I finally felt compelled to watch them recently mainly to watch Across the spiderverse in theaters. 
First, I’ll make my thoughts on Into the spiderverse relatively brief. It truly is a game changer of a film for the would of animated movies. Amazing that it won an Oscar.  The animation alone really pushed the boundaries of what the medium could do, and the story was well contextualized and wrapped up. I loved the nots and references to comics throughout the film. Miles’ growth throughout the first film is truly a masterclass of storytelling of a young teenager finding his place in the world and taking on new challenges in his life. In the meantime, working to develop better relations with his supportive parents and carve out his own version of Spiderman. This is probably the best use of the multiverse concept that I have seen so far in film. The animation styles between each spider hero is great at defining characteristics. I loved how they went in the direction of Spider-Gwen for this film, it makes her more bad ass for sure and more of a character than a tragic plot motive. Her scenes with Miles are also so cute (Put a pin in that we will get into that more later for the 2nd film). Mile’s relationships with the men in this film, his dad, Uncle Aaron (aka the Prowler), and Peter B Parker are great representations of mostly healthy male relationships that I feel like isn’t as well represented in media these days. Each one of them helps Miles evolve over the first film to come into his own with his powers and with his feelings and interpersonal relationships with people. Loved the involvement of Aunt May and Penni, Peter porker and Spider Noir. Wish we got to see more of them, which hopefully we will in Beyond the Spiderverse (Put a pin on that too). I also love the influence of hip hop and the urban influence of Brooklyn in this film, the sound track is fire. Honestly what are you waiting for please watch this film.
Ok time for the big kahuna; Across the Spiderverse. WOW. Just wow. Into the Spiderverse is amazing in its own right but wow was it kicked up a notch tenfold for Across the Spiderverse. Starting off easy, the animation in this film once again is PHENOMINAL. But one element that really stood out over the previous film, the use of Color Theory, especially with Gwen. Holy Cow they nailed it with expressing subtle emotions through out this film using color theory, every single frame in this film should be in the Louve, I’m deadass. I loved the introduction of Spider-India and Spider-Punk. Loved how Pavitr literally called out Miles and Gwen having a thing lol, also the use of his bracelets, similar to a type of toy, being used in his web slinging is such a fun touch. Hobie really be that surprise MVP, who was actually punk this whole time, probably is the only one Miles trusts at this point, who loves chaos and taking down the Miguel influenced spider verse society. Also, him calling Miles Peter Pan and GWENDY…fucking iconic lol. I wish we could have seen more of Peter B Parker but happy to see him embracing Dad life with his little anarchist baby Mayday, who also helps confirm that the spider powers can be genetically passed on.
Some other notes before I get to the gushing part of this whole ass review. I loved how Miles’ parents and Gwen’s Dad evolved over the course of this film. For Rio and Jeff, they had to learn not to be helicopter parents to Miles, while also coming to grips that he is becoming an adult and still worrying over their baby. The parallels between them and my parents are astounding and the conversations very similar to what I had with them growing up at that age. Also exhibited in Gwen’s Dad, him falling upon duty as a police officer when he discovers his own daughter is Spider woman, thinking she killed her buddy but then its actually his daughter, and he resorts to being an officer. She was wicked lucky Miguel and Jess were willing to allow her through the portal, which makes sense because she did not have a home to go back to.  Also I really enjoyed all the easter eggs and the meta commentary on what Cannon is and the idea that a spider person has to suffer in order to be a spider person; and Miles being like FUCK That I’m not an abnormality and imma save my Dad and do me. Which comes full circle with what Rio talked to him about the world being harsh against him and to know that family will always be there and to nurture that inner child. Miguel clearly is drinking his cool aid too much on maintaining cannon but will he remain the enemy until all the spider people turn against him? Spot turning out to be the guy Miles threw a bagel at from the lab escape in the first film is wild. Also Spot over the film slowly becoming more powerful and will probably do something really bad to mess up the multiverse. Hopefully Miles and family are safe from all this. Also the fact the spider that bit Miles came from Earth-42, and Miles G Morales is the Prowler in that dimension. There better be an epic fight sequence in the beginning of the film between those three. Curious to see if Miles G will be an antagonist or not along with Aaron.
However, what ultimately really made me fall for this film is the decision narratively to make Gwen a significant part of the story and the relationship between Gwen and Miles. I can’t help it in a sucker for teen angst and pining. But let’s start off about dear Gwen. Good lord I feel terrible for her. She was put through the ringer in this movie. She is brought up to almost/Basically co main lead in this movie. We really get a much more fleshed out backstory of hers, dealing with how her Blonde Peter Parker died and dealing with hiding her identity from her father while he is unknowingly hunting her down. She, along with Miles are both struggling with hiding their secret super hero identities to their parents, main difference being Miles told his alternate dimension Mother, while at the end of the film when Gwen gets banished by Miguel back to her universe, she is forced to confront her father. The Color theory used on Gwen to convey her true feelings that she doesn’t state in the film is such a genius decision and it creates some of the most visually striking images in the film. The colors blue used to express her sadness and loneliness and the color pink, to express her happiness in her surroundings was a brilliant idea. I also loved how her Earth was just filled with water colors it’s like a painting I love it. Throughout the film, we see her struggling with dealing with her shitty home life, dealing with the cannon knowledge about Miles, feeling the need to follow the cannon timelines, believing she will die if she deviates from the timeline and her father would die as well, while trying to protect Miles but also having the desire to see him. She’s dealing with so much and is really put in a rock and a hard place, that in the process of trying to protect Miles, she unintentionally betrays him (same can be said for the other spider people Miles made friends with besides Hobie). Could she have told him the truth sooner, probably, but I think the outcome would be similar. However, after finally communicating with her Dad, taking the leap of faith if you will, like Miles, she is able to get through to her Dad and he breaks the Cannon event of himself dying on duty by quitting being a cop. This gives her the resolve, along with Spider-Punk’s wicked helpful homemade dimension watch to start looking for Miles and go from leaving a band and distancing herself from everyone around her, to getting people together who know Miles to help find him, and of course take down Miguel and Spot. What a beautiful arc for her, which I believe is not over yet, she still has some work to do to make up with Miles in the next film. But she’ll do so, she down bad for him lol.
Speaking of which, what really gave me life in this movie was the relationship between Gwen and Miles. Lord it is oozing young puppy crush love and I’m so here for it. It was clear from the 1st film Miles was into Gwen, and its only solidified further a year and change out from then. I mean stating you want to go to Princeton for Quantum Physics and dimensional travel…like boy we know why because you want to see all the spider homies again, especially the girl 15 months older than you that you draw from memory filling up almost every page of her, and adding her to your graffiti mural where you got bit. Looking at better photos of the note book he even drew her dancing like a ballerina, he drew her fresh drip, including new sweaters and chain chokers, and he drew her eating ramen like MY BOY you’re in a crush deeper than the deepest cervices of the ocean, you have it down so bad for her. Meanwhile Gwen while being sad, managed to still keep the half-buzzed hair cut from the 1st movie because Miles liked it. She’s shown to be constantly thinking about him, including the beginning drum sequence which is “Trust by Megadeath” (Look at the lyrics also btw, they honestly do foreshadow Gwen and Miles relationship as it stands at the end of the film), and throughout her universe missing him the one person she considers a friend. Also, she printed out a selfie of the two of them and looks at it every time she goes out as spider woman. That photo might as well be her social security card she treasures it so much. The only reason she is interested in joining the spider society also is to literally see him, which she doesn’t get to do until she convinces Jess enough to do an assignment in his world. And after finding out about his cannon events and getting an important assignment to go after Spot and stop him from messing up the universes, one of the most important missions to save the whole universes, and being warned to stay away from him, what does she do???? Ports straight to his bedroom, peroidt. She basically said Imma risk the universe for Miles; like im sorry that love bitch. Anyways she finds grounded Miles and he shook clearly. Gwen immediately goes in for the hug, and Miles be short circuiting, and trying to hide everything in his room. Gwen looking at all his drawings of her and very sweetly being all like “I missed you too”, only to slyly get Miles out of the house. They are so carefree swinging through Brooklyn and finally feel like they are their true selves. The sky also has a pink hue. And then when they get to the bank tower, their upside down talk is just so precious and done beautifully. Everything from Gwen being like I miss talking to you and Miles being like we the same. Miles inching ever so close to her about to Touch her hand MY BOYYYYY. Gwen going into how the Gwens fall for spider man, sees his hand inch closer, and then gives a very pained look mentioning that it doesn’t end well. Miles being the emotionally intelligent guy he is, respectfully pulls back and is all like “there’s a first time for everything” she gives him that look, you know that look of like I’m falling for you look, and purposefully LEANS INTO HIM. GIRL. She soooo into him but holds herself back due to all the bs she dealing with behind the scenes. At the rooftop party for Jeff, these two talking on the water tower, Miles almost finds out about Gwen tracking Spot, she gets briefly mad but apologizes, and then these two are so awkward teens to the point of like confessing a crush for real, and im sorry Is he looking at her lips wow. But before anything happens the parents show up. Gwen fumbles the bag by going on first name basis, and Rio is like “found a sweater, dis you?”. The parents come on to hard so I just feel second hand embarrassment for the both of them. Gwen makes an excuse to leave due to her tracking Spot you know the guy trying to destroy everything. She wanna touch Miles so bad she goes for the awkward hand shake. Damn. And of course what does Miles do later, he follows her to Spots portal hopping location and sees the exchange of Jess and Gwen, but Gwen before she leaves, looks out to the water tower, all the while Miles is invisible Upside down a la the spiderman kiss position. I cant yall. Also Gwen freaking out over Miles in Mumbatthan, and being all like “your amazing” to him after he changes the cannon event. That was so sweet. Its so painful to see how the ending of this film plays out with the betrayal. And his final sad goodbye to Gwen. She decides to talk to his parents, while using his jacket to hide her gear a la girlfriend vibes, to tell them how much he loves them and that she gonna find him. She is so determined and falling in love with him its not even funny. What really sealed the deal that these two I think will be end game, The fact that she can spidey sense he’s in danger IN A DIFFERENT DIMENSION!!!!! Oh My god, this is also similar to the first film where she had that spidey sense to go to the visions academy. Like lord if that’s not love idk what is at this point. They will need to work out some feelings which I hope comes up earlier in Beyond the Spiderverse so we can get back to some wholesome moments before all chaos breaks loose and hopefully, they will be endgame, and still alive.
TLDR: I love both of these films, go watch them please and Sony pay your animators better
ITSV: 4/5
ATSV: 4.5/5
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minghaoyoudoin · 2 years
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Can I request Cockwarming with CIX? 🙏🏼
I have so much to say and there are not enough words in the english language but here we go!
rating: 18+ only!!! if you're a minor and I catch you interacting I'm gonna getcha!!
warnings: fem!reader, cockwarming, brief mention of baejin's mirror kink (hehe I couldn't resist)
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lee byounggon (bx): he absolutely loves it. there is not a single doubt in my mind. the idea of cockwarming wasn’t really something he’d considered before (you had to explain what it was the first time you brought it up) but once he tried it? MAN OH MAN this guy cannot get enough. there’s something about the tight warmth of you that drives him absolutely wild and makes any movement—accidental or not—all that much more electric. I can see him being the type to purposefully move the tiniest bit just to watch the way you squirm around him. it doesn't always have to be about sexual gain for him, though. after a hard or tiring day it's things like this that make cuddling with you all that much more special for him.
"please move, you're driving me insane."
"why would I do that when you look so pretty right now?"
rest of the members below the cut!
kim seunghun: he is such a little shit, that's all there is to it. seunghun absolutely thrives on your tiny whimpers and gasps any time he shifts and he can't help but continue to tease you until you're a begging mess. I think he's always been intrigued by the idea of cockwarming and was extremely excited the first time you mentioned it. he always seems to propose the idea in the most casual situations: you're watching a movie? it'd be better with his cock inside you. you're sitting on the couch reading a book in silence? you'll find a greater appreciation for the literary canon if he's nestled inside your walls. seunghun's favorite place to be in this world is tangled up with you, breathing in the scent of your shampoo while you hug his cock. he'd be completely fine if the interaction didn't end in sex, but who are we kidding? you can never seem to get enough of him.
"what's the matter, baby? is this movie not interesting enough?"
"I couldn't tell you a single thing that happened in the past ten minutes."
kim yonghee: yonghee is the type to do anything you ask of him simply because it would make you happy. on a scale of one to ten, ten being someone who loves cockwarming with the strength of a thousand suns, yonghee is a solid five. he hadn't really wanted to try it with anyone before you but that first time was a game-changer for him. I think what he loves most about it is that you always feel so much closer to him than you normally would, even if there's no expectation to follow through with full intercourse. he adores you being on top anyways, and there's something about sitting on the couch or at his desk with you straddling his lap that makes his heart erratically beat. simply put, he lives and breathes to touch you and he loves cockwarming because it allows him to touch every inch of you he can.
"you're so warm, I wish we could stay like this forever."
"forever it is, then."
bae jinyoung: he doesn't get it. at least, he didn't. you had to pester him about giving it a try for weeks before he finally decided to oblige you (though it really only took that long because he adores the way your nose scrunches when you're annoyed). but then. after that first time, he realizes that there's a whole new realm of intimacy that he hadn't thought to explore yet. he typically only engages in cockwarming with you as foreplay, eating up every micro-change in your expression or tiny sound you make when he adjusts his hips. and though he won't admit it out loud, cockwarming really gets him going. any time you glance at his face his teeth are digging into his lower lip and his brows are scrunched over his eyes. and though I consider jinyoung to be a pretty firm top, there are opportunities for a power-shift here that wouldn't normally be there.
"look in the mirror, baby. if you want me to move, you have to watch."
yoon hyunsuk: he's actually the one that brought this up to you. he was so sweet and shy about it, blushing up to his hairline, that you had no choice but to obey him. I'm convinced that hyunsuk is vocal in bed and cockwarming with you would be no different. any time you shift your hips in his lap or tense your walls the smallest bit he lets out a shuddering breath that sends heat pooling straight to your core. and even though he's the one who brought up trying it in the first place, it always ends with his soft pleas to fuck you into the mattress. much like yonghee, he feels closest to you during these moments. there is no greater comfort to him than holding you tight to his chest and he can't help but believe you when you whisper that you love him.
"I realize I'm the one who wanted to try this, but can I please move?"
"giving up already?"
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thank you for reading! as always, please leave a like or reblog if you enjoyed it and STREAM 458! bye loves!
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© minghaoyoudoin 2022- all rights reserved.reposts/translations not allowed. I do not assume to know the personal lives of the idol(s) depicted in this fic, this is for entertainment purposes only!
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They can fuck off with the whole money thing now people who've been watching f1 specially mercedes can notice the change since AD2021 and that man finally decided to put himself first in years after mistreatment in the name of loyalty family and home, this man has always been vocal and open about making his business and foundation bigger and bigger and when he wanted to do that with mercedes they told him no what do you expect him to do exactly? people need to understand that when lewis retires he's not gonna just sit back at home and just relax and chill he's thinking for years and years ahead like please no one ever did that, and let's not talk about how openly toto said "opted a shorter contract" this is just disrespectful to say and do to the man who did everything to this team and treating him like any other driver no disrespect to anyone though but lewis is that guy and he deserves the world and yeah a man that is pushing 40 is able to get 100M$ they can screw off you dont get that except you're this big of game changer i wanna see if any other driver got such opportunity they wouldn't jump at it and what anon said he's got nothing to lose anymore he experienced everything good and everything bad in this sport just let him do what he thinks it's best for him!
no elite athlete ever does. they're their own brand and sometimes industry themselves and these companies need to realize that and grow with them. but they feel threatened and settle on sabotaging them instead
yes, idc what these people say about the money aspect. they can keep crying we are busy building empires with or without merc
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baby steps: noah marshall x mc
937 words. plotless. tw: mc is getting used to eating solid food again after being saved.
“So this is the famous french dip with au jus that I’ve heard so much about,” you grin, teasing Noah. 
“You remember that,” he blushes. 
You sniff, unsure about this. You’d been on a liquid diet for ages since coming back. It had been Tom and Connor’s plan since you threw up from fries. Keeping down food had been hard at first. Remembering to eat. Being alive was hard. It was shitty how hard the adjustment was after being a disembodied shadow for so long. 
“You can just have the au jus if you don’t think you're ready,” Noah offers, leaning on the counter next to you. He’d cut the sandwich in half.
You take a deep breath, “I never want to have bone broth again,” you scowl, sick of it. Sick the lack of texture. “‘Sides,” you reach out for Noah’s hand, “how else am I gonna taste test the Baby Jane menu?”
“I still have to sign the lease,” Noah reminds you. 
“Oh please,” you wave off, “they’d be crazy not to give you the place. Lot’s been empty since we were kids. I’m actually surprised it’s still standing, and right on the highway too.” Westchester was a small town. People only drove by on their way to New York City. 
You pick at the sandwich first, tearing a piece of bread. “I still can’t believe you know how to bake.”
“It’s really easy,” Noah points out. “Salt. Flour. Yeast. Bread flour is the game changer. Not that all purpose stuff.”
You stick your tongue out at him. 
“Don’t knock it till you try it.” The asshole winks at you. 
You kick him lightly. 
Then you have to pause to wiggle your toes. You had toes again. 
You pinch your arm. 
Yup. Still here. Alive. 
You pop the piece of bread into your mouth. 
“Mm.” Oh fuck it was good. Light and fluffy. You’d forgotten what chewing was like. Better than the store bought white bread that stuck to the roof of your mouth. Still, you tease Noah, “not bad.”
Noah puts a hand over his chest, “that’s it.”
You laugh at him, “okay. It’s really good. I’m surprised you don’t have your own starter.”
“I do actually,” Noah tells you, “gotta save that for the grilled cheese later. It’s mind blowing.”
You giggle. It was adorable how into cooking Noah could get. You didn’t know the difference between tri-tip and sirloin but you could listen to Noah go one about it for hours. You liked watching him move around the kitchen, shredding cheese and sauteing vegetables. 
You had a newfound appreciation for the mundane. Anytime spent with Noah was special to you. 
Next, you pull out a piece of the thinly sliced beef, popping it into your mouth before you chicken out. 
It was. . .you chew, unable to place the flavor. . .you remember the cold seeping into your body, the wind going right past you, the smell of iron and rot and dirt in your jaw. . .
You grip the counter, swallowing the bite. You hope it stays down. You can practically feel it crawling down your throat, landing in your stomach with a heavy thud. 
It felt wrong.
Eating, being solid-
It was so hard to get used to. 
Stay down, you tell yourself. It was a tiny bite.
You were sick of pedialyte and strained chicken broth. You could do this. You’d managed to keep your sanity through it all, you could do anything. 
“You okay,” Noah squeezes your hand. 
You nod, “yeah. It’s nothing just…give me a moment.” It was hard to be human again. 
“Maybe you should stick to bread? If it’s easier.” 
He was so sweet. Noah who never left your side when you needed him most, who gave you all the space you needed to recover, who made you laugh when you felt like shattering. Noah Marshall who made it all worth it. 
“No.” You insist, “Let me try another piece,” you decide when the slice of beef doesn’t give you nausea. When you manage to keep the bite down, you decide to have another. 
This time you focus on the cheap particle board bar top in Noah’s tiny home. The entire neighborhood was rundown, but quiet. There were never any issues except the neighbors sunday get together that would go on until 2 in the morning.
Secretly you liked hearing the noise. It gave you something to focus on when you woke up from another nightmare back in that place. 
You rip another piece with your fingers. 
This time it’s juicy, the beef tearing to pieces easily. You lack the words, barely remembering food enough but it’s good. It’s a lot like deja vu, the flavor of beef was familiar but you couldn't remember how. 
“I like it,” you tell Noah. 
“Does it live up to expectations?” He flicks your nose.
You flip him off. “Company could be better.” You tear another piece of bread off. Small bites. You could do small bites. “I like getting to chew.” It sounds insane. “Fuck, that’s sad.” You slump in the bar stool.
“No,” Noah reassured you, “it’s cute.”
“Liar.”
“I’m not lying.”
“Okay,” you scrunch your nose up, “so we’re both pathetic.”
“Maybe,” Noah grins. 
You laugh, covering your mouth with your hand. 
Maybe you two were sad losers barely working on getting GEDs after flunking high school for supernatural reasons, but you wouldn’t want to be with anyone else. Things as simple as doing the dishes was tons of fun when you got to flick soap bubbles at Noah. 
“So when do I get to try the grilled cheese?”
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I hope you will feel better
So, here
I love the way Gaara holds the umbrella while doing poetry back in the chuunin exam. I don't know if he's still doing that now.. I know umbrella is pretty useless in Suna, but his pose (hhhh)
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Also, the way he's like "No suffering.. " because it was too quick to the point the enemy didn't have time to experience the pain
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Suddenly reminds me of his childhood. Like- the pain was too much to bear, he wished it just ends quickly??
The point is.. Gaara holding the umbrella with grace and I wish to see him holding umbrella more often. (As well with the poetry please do not stop)
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This. I like this. Thank you for sending it to me!
Bit of a fun fact: When I first read Naruto, Kakashi was my favorite character...But this scene right here was a game changer.
Now I know - I KNOW - that it's probably a little weird to immediately love a character for um...brutally killing someone, but it was because of how Kishimoto depicted Gaara in this scene that really changed my view of him.
In the beginning you know that Gaara is this shark among fish as other characters see him: his siblings are visibly terrified of him, Sasuke (who we know is "a big deal") is curious about him, and you have elite ninja praising him for his coolness and talent. Even as the reader, you notice that he's this kinda creepy dude that seems to be miles ahead of everyone else and you begin to suspect that there's something more to him.
Well then this scene comes around and you realize that oh, actually he's just a straight up unhinged murderer and that's why everyone he rolled up to the party with is scared of him, and uh oh! He's also leagues ahead of everyone in terms of skill so what happens if he acts out??? Who will stop him????!!
And that's when you realize that Gaara is actually the very next villain in the series so you begin strapping in for what that means for Naruto and his friends.
Now generally, as a fan, I'm not a villain lover. I more so drift towards listless, "morally ambiguous until they find peace" types rather than flat out "watch the world burn" types. And you can call it intuition, but I remember reading this scene all those years ago and thinking to myself:
"Oh my god. He's just misunderstood."
Which - again - is a really funny thing to think when a character has literally just showered in the blood of someone he murdered, but we all wouldn't be here today if it weren't for that really silly thought.
I think the thing that got me wasn't really the poetry (in fact I found that kinda cringy at the time), but the fact that Gaara referenced there not being any pain as he ensured there wouldn't be any.
It made me feel curious about Gaara because he's clearly demonstrating a form of empathy here to prevent his victims from feeling pain upon death, which becomes even more meaningful when you learn he's never experienced pain before, which then becomes even MORE meaningful when you realize the only pain he has experienced is the emotional kind.
To me it felt strange that someone as scary as Gaara would even care about something like that. I mean, if he were truly a villain, why not just brutally injure the person and leave them to die from the elements? Why ensure no suffering? No pain?
What would the purpose of that be if not to have a small sliver of goodness in the outwards villainy depicted?
Even more evidence was present when Gaara continued to extend more patients to his teammates - who we then learned were his siblings - rather than killing them like he threatened over and over and over. It meant that somewhere beneath that hatred and longing to kill was someone who had control - albeit spotty at times - and lived by a set of morals in which perhaps even he knew.
Why was his purpose to inflict no pain?
Perhaps because he thought it was cruel. We will never really know, and that makes Gaara more interesting, and ultimately why it made sense that he would eventually become one of the kindest and forward thinking Kage in the Naruto universe.
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doodlebloo · 2 years
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Can we put Tubbo on CollegeHumor's Game Changer show and watch him flounder please
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By Reducing Cost and Time Complexity:
With the assistance of AI, we can significantly reduce workforce costs from over 1000 employees to just one, and in certain areas, we can effectively eliminate the need for human resources altogether.
Organizations had to put tones of effort to conduct survey and make strategy accordingly and testing their feasibility, this all process drains time and effort and by inclusion of human factor risk of getting anomalies is also a factor, but with the help of AI all of this effort and time cut very optimal extent and that is the measure positive of it. 
This advancement of technology makes many complex jobs very smooth like understanding customers' expectations and their behavior but there's one thing that we have to always keep in mind that AI comes with a disclaimer that it upgrades and improves its operation day by day so if we want to reap all the benefits from it we too should improve our concepts about AI and its modus operandi.  
Conclusion
The advent of AI in digital marketing guarantees a lot of benefits but indicates that after all of this advancement digital marketing services won with the assistance of AI, we can significantly reduce workforce costs from over 1000 employees to just one, and in certain areas, we can effectively eliminate the need for human resources altogether, and it showing us glimpses that the future of digital marketing with inclusion of AI will not be this inexpensive anymore.
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