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parcalaryokolus · 1 year
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Can Manay çok manalı bir cümle kurmuştu: İnsanları hayatından hata yaptıkları için değil onlardan umudunu kestiğin zaman çıkartırsın.bu cümleyi beynime kazımak istiyorum.
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asavnazstory · 10 months
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once-was-muses · 1 year
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@possessedchain | Misc. Asks
“Where do we go from here?” for daniel the candymaniel's dbd verse perhaps? <3
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Standing stock still, lurking here in the shadows where the Campfire's light falls short; it's not a foreign situation. Even before this endless, fruitless cycle of meaningless drivel, Daniel spent most of his afterlife relegated to the unseen. Half of him stuck on one side of a two-way mirror until someone pulled him fully to the other side once more. While he still has to wait here, it's not for nearly so long- a grisly schedule of sorts allotted for him, repetitive and ultimately unchanging.
There are connotations, similarities to this servitude which make his swarm buzz with fury.
"An uncertain crossroad has paths of potentially infinite directions. Or only the one."
The being which permeates the darkness beside him is a welcome change. Someone which seems to look at the arachnid manifestations with the same disdain as he, its minute expressions souring without fail. One of the few things in this realm that seems to still have its grasp on common sense.
Half turning, half tilting his head just enough to look at the Priest, Daniel adds, "there are only a handful of ways to find out. None of which will be simple."
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saireyn · 9 months
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"Hepimiz kaybetmekten korktuğumuz şeylerin esiriyiz."
Fi Dizisi, Can Manay
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sillyfudgemonkeys · 4 months
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Beta Girl, who I personally call Akako Ayama (”Red Girl”, and the last name means “heavens valley” but I chose it because Ayama can also be a first name which means “night rain” but it’s different kanji and I’m half tempted to just name her Ayama Ayama 8U). 
Beta boy, who I personally call Aoku Manai
Beta Morgana, who I will call Moriganna. This Mona is female and instead wears a rubber catsuit, with only the head being furry.
(edit from the future of 2024: Amazing I think I found an earlier draft post of my FIrst beta edits TT0TT (the date shows what happens when I do “preview post) if people are wondering
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inventors-fair · 2 years
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Balancing Act
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Hey folks! It’s @naban-dean-of-irritation​ back at the helm for another contest! I don’t have much of a preshow blurb for this one, just that I hope y’all have fun with it! I will say as well- it’s been a while since I’ve picked a contest from our #contest-submissions Discord Channel, so I’ll be doing that on my next rotation. If you have some good ideas, make sure to throw them in there in the next few weeks! Anyways, here’s what you really came here for:
This week’s contest: Design a card with more words of flavor text than words of rules text + reminder text.
M.E.O.W.
Mandatory: What does this mean? Exactly what it says. There aren’t many limitations this week, so design your heart out! Make a card that is all the things you like. The only caveat is that there has to be more flavor text alone than there is rules text and reminder text together. As long as you do that (even if it’s only a difference of 1 word!), you’re good to go. IN TERMS OF MANAY/ TAP SYMBOLS: Each "clause" counts as one word, so "2U, T" would be two words. Basically, anytime there's a space, punctuation, or a line break, count it as a word!
Encouraged: While there is the above restriction, the cards will be judged on their own merit, not solely on their flavor text. To that end, you want to find a nice middle ground between a card with enough abilities to be interesting, but not so much flavor text that it’s squished and unreadable. That’s why it’s a balancing act!
Optional: I want you to show off your mechanical designer skills and your creative writing skills this week. It can be hard to write more than one sentence of flavor text without letting it drag on or be expository, so get your fellow designers to help out and critique your work! Remember though- It’s your card, and you have final say on it if you disagree with any suggestions. Be open to commentary, but stick with your gut!
Warning: As stated above, this is meant to be a delicate act of balancing the two blocks of text. This means that something like a vanilla/ french vanilla card with a few words of flavor text, OR a Yu-Gi-Oh card with 9 lines of each, will be very weak submissions in the context of this week. I still want fun and interesting designs, first and foremost! Also, if you make a new custom mechanic or use an old mechanic on a common, don't forgo the reminder text for the sake of the contest! Your design should incorporate those limitations and work around them, not just ignore them. If you need reminder text, use it!
If you have questions, comments, concerns, opinions on the state of fruit fly politics, anything, you know where to find me!
Toe the Line in our Discord!
Submit your Balanced Design Here!
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perfavor · 2 years
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normalde mehmet günsür fan clup eş başkanı falanım ama bu dizide duruya can manay daha çok yakışıyordu
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chwrpg · 2 years
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Hi everyone! Got a few open character fc updates below. In the interests of keeping you all in the loop I’m also hoping to start going through the open bios and figuring out how to update those as well. Miss CHW is coming up on her tenth (!!!) birthday next month so I’d love to give her a refresh for a new era! As you can imagine it’s an incredibly daunting task, so any assistance is welcome even if it’s just an idea!
Jaiveer Raizada (Sixteen Candles) → ANIRUDH PISHARODY
Kashmira Multani (Sixteen Candles) → BANITA SANDHU
Schmidt Stifler (American Pie) → JONATHAN DAVISS
Cole ‘Oz’ Ortiz (American Pie) → AARON DOMINGUEZ
Beckett Guerrero (The Craft) → JORDAN GONZALEZ
Deepa Pillai (Can’t Hardly Wait) → GERALDINE VISWANATHAN
Aria Walton (Pretty in Pink) → ALYCIA PASCUAL PENA
Stradlin Ramirez (The Outsiders) → LIZETH SELENE
Jacy Sun (Center Stage) → GO MINSI
Dylan Davenport (Clueless) → COCO JONES
Taissa Manaying (Clueless) → NICHA YONTARARAK
Vienna Betancourt (Josie and the Pussycats) → CAMILLE HYDE
Travis Perkins (The Goonies) → NICHOLAS GALITZINE
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wintertoad83 · 2 years
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“Fi” tv series: An online success
Fi series is the main major online-just Turkish series with an exceptionally popular cast. Kurulus Osman in view of Azra Kohen's blockbuster Fi - Çi - Pi (Phi - Chi - Pi) novel set of three. The main thing about Fi television series is that the series communicated online from web based television administration PuHutv.com and indeed, it is free. Fi Cast-Ozan Güven-Mehmet Günsur Serenay Sarıkaya - Berrak Tüzünataç - Özge Özpirinççi Fi series has an incredible cast, and its spending plan is immense. Be that as it may, you might inquire as to why such a series didn't communicate by significant TV stations? The explanation is its story, the series in light of adoration, enthusiasm, sensuality and sexuality which should be displayed with express intimate moments. No television slot in Turkey can communicate such express scenes on account of the guidelines of the state organization "Radio and Television Supreme Council". The Internet has the opportunity, thus Fi series getting a charge out of it. The story is about Can Manay (played by Ozan Güven) who is an extremely well known clinician with a dim foundation. Can Manay has a unique interest in ladies, and his fixation is to have whoever he needs, and he had them until Can Manay saw Duru. Duru (played by Serenay Sarıkaya) in Fi series Duru (played by Serenay Sarıkaya - bio) is a youthful artist concentrating in the foundation and she has an attractive sweetheart Deniz (played by Mehmet Günsur). Deniz Played by Mehmet Günsur Can Manay is anything but a decent person, it's an abhorred figure he, in all honesty, is a poop hole. Subsequent to meeting with Duru Can Manay becomes fixated on Duru and he has a go at all that to break her relationship with Deniz and have her. Then again, Can Manay has an exceptionally dim foundation and a long time back he was shipped off a psychological clinic for a considerable length of time. A youthful and lovely columnist Özge unintentionally finds this dull mystery about Can Manay yet she was unable to squeeze this embarrassment due to Can Manay's distinction.
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Can Manay played by Ozan Güven in the series of Phi This heartfelt and spine chiller series had an extraordinary achievement and every episode watched by 10 million perspectives by and large. This is a gigantic number for an internet web based series. This gigantic rating was the aftereffect of the popular cast, great acting and obviously most-talked simulated intercourses. Duru (Serenay Sarıkaya) and Özge (Berrak Tüzünataç) Last seven day stretch of January 2017, the makers had reported that the series will end soon, and there will be 3 additional episodes in season 2. The purpose for this choice was the distinction in assessment between the essayist Azra Kohen and the makers. You might watch the series on https://puhutv.com/fi-detay (in Turkish) for nothing.
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oxygenkite64 · 2 years
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Best Turkish Tv Series of 2017
Turkish network programs are improving. We have arranged the Best Turkish Tv series of 2017 as indicated by TV evaluations and web-based entertainment appraisals. As the new TV season 2017 - 2018 has begun in October, the new series will be considered in best Turkish Series of 2018 rundown. Best Turkish Tv Series of 2017 1- Hayat Şarkısı – Life Song Genre: Romance, Drama, Romantic Comedy, Cast: Burcu Biricik, Birkan Sokullu, Tayanç Ayaydın, Ecem Özkaya, Ahmet Mümtaz Taylan Status: Finished Hayat Şarkısı (Life Story) is a heartfelt show about complex connections of a family. Hülya 8played by Burcu Biricik) is the fundamental person who is battling to save her marriage. To get everything back, she even employed an investigator for hire. Later on first season the series have included rom-com factors as well. 2- Adı Efsane – His Name is Legend Genre: Youth, Romance Cast: Erdal beşikçioğlu, Rojda Demirel, Gökçe Bahadır, Cem Yiğit Üzümoğlu, Baran Bölükbaşı, Kaan Sevi Status: Finished Adı Efsane (he goes by Legend) is the account of an ex-b-ball player who turns into a b-ball mentor in a secondary school. After her better half's dead Tarık (Erdal Beşikçiolğlu) turned into a heavy drinker and disregard his two little girls. To get back throughout everyday life, his companions drive him to accept the occupation as the secondary school ball mentor. The series become a well known youth network program, however at that point each age bunch cherished it. 3- Fi (Fi – Çi – Pi) – Phi Genre: Drama, Romance, Erotic thriller Cast: Ozan Güven, Serenay Sarıkaya, Mehmet Günsur, Berrak Tüzünataç Status: Continues Broadcast: All episodes might be observed free at puhu.tvFi, is Turkey's most memorable significant web series. As of 3isk, Esseq began however they didn't have such entertainers and entertainers like Fi.
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Fi, is Turkey's most memorable significant web series. As of late numerous web series began however they didn't have such entertainers and entertainers like Fi. Fi, is Turkey's most memorable significant web series. As of late numerous web series began however they didn't have such entertainers and entertainers like Fi. Fi in light of Azra Kohen's books Fi, Çi and Pi set of three. Can Manay (Played by Ozan Güven) is a specialist and an instructor who has a grimy foundation. Can Manay's fundamental fixation is ladies, he is in an inquiry of the Golden Ratio in each part of life particularly on ladies, so he has a profound fixation on having such ladies with next to no snag. Duru Durulay (Serenay Sarıkaya) is a wonderful artist, having a decent connection with Deniz (Mehmet Günsur) however Can Manay's fixation on Duru is an incredible issue. Can has a go at all that to tempt Duru. The series is communicating on the web with no restriction on suggestive scenes.
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lodha-azur · 2 months
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Best 3bhk apartments in Akshay Nagar - Lodha Azur
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Lodha Group is proud to introduce its latest residential project, Lodha Azur, in the highly coveted area of Akshayanagar, Begur, on Bannerghatta Road in Bangalore. The project offers a range of luxurious apartments, 3bhk apartments in Akshay Nagar, 3.5 & 4 BHK configurations, and is situated on a lavish 10-acre property that promises a harmonious blend of urbanity and nature. With 580 units in total, possession is scheduled for 2028 onwards, and the project presents an exclusive opportunity for selective homebuyers. Lodha Azur is structured as 3B + G + 29 floors.
The Lodha Azur project is designed to provide residents with an unparalleled level of comfort and convenience. Focusing on modern amenities and infrastructure, the project offers many amenities, including landscaped gardens, a fully-equipped fitness center, a refreshing swimming pool, and dedicated play areas for children at Spacious Apartments at Bannerghatta Road. Additionally, 24/7 surveillance and a gated community provide the residents with a sense of security and tranquility.
The project's prime location ensures easy access to essential areas and amenities within the city. The Yelachenahalli Metro Station (8 km) provides easy connectivity to retail and commercial hubs like Jayanagar, JP Nagar, BTM, HSR and Bommanahalli. At the same time, proximity to AMR Tech Park, Ozone Manay Tech Park, and Kalyani Magnum Tech Park offers prime employment opportunities. For IT professionals commuting to Electronic City, renting nearby apartments is highly favored. Renowned educational institutions like Greenwood High School, Ekya School, VIBGYOR High, and Samarthanam High School, and healthcare centers like Fortis Hospitals, Aster Hospital, and Apollo Hospital are within reach.
Residents can enjoy recreational activities at nearby parks, including Akshaya Nagar Park, Begur Lakeview Park, and Shantiniketan Tank Park. Additionally, shopping options abound at the Royal Meenakshi Mall, Market Square Mall, and Vega City Mall, ensuring a well-rounded living experience.
From spacious living areas to well-equipped kitchens and stylish bathrooms, every aspect of the apartments is meticulously designed to offer convenience and luxury. The Lodha Group's commitment to excellence ensures that residents enjoy a truly exceptional living experience, setting the project apart. Lodha Azur is at the right price and is in a well-developed location with fantastic floor plans and a master plan for the project.
In conclusion, the Lodha Azur offers unparalleled comfort, luxury, and security in one of Bangalore's most desirable locations. 3bhk apartments in Bannerghatta Road With modern amenities, prime connectivity options, and renowned educational and healthcare institutions within reach, this project is an ideal destination for those seeking an elevated living experience in Bangalore.
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Address: HIRANANDANI HILL CREST, Begur - Hulimavu Road, next to Hulimavu, Akshaya Gardens, Akshayanagar, Bengaluru, Karnataka 560068Call Us: 9986010457
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apratments · 4 months
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Lodha Bannerghatta Road Bangalore — Enjoy Seamless Connectivity
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About Lodha Bannerghatta Road
Lodha Bannerghatta Road is one of the prominent areas in Bangalore known for its strategic location and well-established infrastructure. With the presence of renowned educational institutions, healthcare facilities, commercial centres, and easy connectivity to other parts of the city, the area has become a sought-after destination for homebuyers and investors alike. The presence of major tech parks and corporate offices in the vicinity also contributes to the overall appeal of the location, making it an ideal choice for both end-users and those looking for rental income.
The Lodha Bannerghatta Group has earned a reputable position in the real estate sector through its commitment to delivering high-quality projects with modern amenities and a focus on customer satisfaction. With a track record of successful developments across various cities, the Lodha Bannerghatta Group is known for its adherence to quality standards, innovative designs, and timely project delivery.
Strategic location along NH-48 and a distance of hardly 5 km from NH-44 make it a prominent housing market
There are ample units of 1 Bhk, 2 BHK, 3 BHK, 4 BHK available in the locality
AMR Tech Park, Ozone Manay Tech Park and Kalyani Magnum Tech Park are some prime employment hubs nearby
IT professionals working at Electronic City prefer to rent apartments in the locality for the ease of commute
Yelachenahalli is the closest Metro Station (8 km), connecting to retail and commercial hubs — Jayanagar and KR Market
Served by the Bangalore City and Carmela Ram Railway Stations, both of which are 17 km away
VIBGYOR High, Samarthanam High School and Jnana Vikas Public School are some schools nearby
Jayashree Hospitals, Vivekananda Hospital and Aswad Hospital are some healthcare centres nearby
Akshaya Nagar Park, Begur Lake View Park and Shanti Niketan Tank Park are green spaces for recreation nearby
Royal Meenakshi Mall, Market Square Mall and Vega City Mall are some retail hubs close to the locality
Investing in real estate, particularly in a fast-growing city like Bangalore, can be a lucrative opportunity. The Lodha Bannerghatta Group, known for its high-quality projects across India, has garnered attention for its proposed development known as Lodha Bannerghatta Road, a bustling area in Bangalore.
Lodha Bannerghatta Road Bangalore
Lodha Bannerghatta Road Projects are often equipped with world-class amenities and facilities to ensure a comfortable and luxurious living experience for residents. These may include landscaped gardens, swimming pools, fitness centres, recreational areas, and dedicated spaces for children. Additionally, the integration of smart technologies and sustainable features can further enhance the appeal of the property, catering to the evolving needs and preferences of modern home buyers and tenants.
Bangalore’s real estate market has shown consistent growth over the years, driven by factors such as the city’s status as a prominent IT hub, robust infrastructure development, and a thriving job market. Considering the continuous influx of professionals and the demand for quality housing in well-connected locations, investing in Lodha Bannerghatta Apartments at Bannerghatta Road can be viewed as a long-term asset with the potential for substantial appreciation over time.
Before making any investment, it is crucial to verify the legal compliance and approvals for the project. Ensuring that the property adheres to all regulatory norms and possesses the necessary clearances from local authorities can mitigate potential risks and uncertainties associated with the investment. Lodha Bannerghatta Group’s commitment to transparency and adherence to legal requirements can provide investors with the assurance of a secure and lawful investment opportunity.
Conducting a comprehensive market analysis and a comparative study of similar properties in the vicinity can offer insights into the prevailing trends, pricing dynamics, and the competitive landscape. Evaluating factors such as the demand-supply ratio, rental yields, and the overall market sentiment can assist in making an informed decision regarding the investment potential of the Lodha Project on Bannerghatta Road, Bangalore.
Investors should assess their financial capabilities and consider factors such as the initial investment, home loan options, and the potential return on investment (ROI) before finalizing their decision. Calculating the anticipated rental income, potential capital appreciation, and the associated maintenance costs can provide a clearer picture of the expected financial gains and the overall viability of the investment in the long run.
Understanding the upcoming infrastructure developments and planned initiatives in the vicinity of the project can provide valuable insights into the future growth prospects of the area. Factors such as proposed metro connectivity, road expansions, and commercial developments can significantly impact the property’s value and attractiveness to prospective buyers or tenants. Being aware of these developmental aspects can help investors make an informed decision regarding the potential appreciation and demand for Lodha apartments at Bannerghatta Road in the coming years.
Investing in Lodha Bannerghatta Road Bengaluru can be a promising opportunity for those seeking a secure and potentially profitable venture in the dynamic real estate market of Bangalore. However, thorough research, careful consideration of market trends, and a comprehensive evaluation of the project’s features and potential are imperative before making any investment decision.
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netflix-entertainment · 6 months
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Irresistible: A Review of the Intense and Emotional Drama
|IRRESISTIBLE THAI DRAMA | SESSION 1 💕 | PA DRAMA EXPLAIN |
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|IRRESISTIBLE THAI DRAMA | SESSION 1 💕 | PA DRAMA EXPLAIN |
Irresistible: A Review of the Intense and Emotional Drama
Irresistible is a Thai drama that follows the story of Kimhan, a former gangster who becomes a successful businessman, and Mookarin, a poor girl who dreams of a better life. The drama shows the complicated and turbulent relationship between the two, as they face a tragedy that shatters their happiness and triggers a revenge plot.
The drama stars Lee Thanat Lowkhunsombat as Kimhan, Aom Sushar Manaying as Mookarin, Grand Kornpassorn Duaysienklao as Paktra, and Pai Pathit Pisitkul as Thada. The cast delivers powerful performances that convey the emotions and conflicts of their characters. The chemistry between Lee Thanat and Aom Sushar is especially impressive, as they portray the passion and pain of their love.
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The drama has a gripping plot that keeps the viewers engaged with its twists and turns. The drama starts with a shocking scene, where Kimhan marries Paktra, his best friend and ex-girlfriend, in front of Mookarin, his fiancee, who is left heartbroken and humiliated. The drama then flashes back to one year ago, where Kimhan and Mookarin are happily in love and engaged to be married. However, their happiness is short-lived, as Kimhan’s sister, Wimonrat, is killed by Thada, Mookarin’s brother, who is having an affair with another woman. Thada is acquitted of the murder, thanks to Mookarin’s false alibi, and Kimhan vows to take revenge on him and Mookarin, whom he believes betrayed him and his sister. Kimhan breaks off his engagement with Mookarin and starts to harass and torment Thada and his family. He also marries Paktra, who is obsessed with him and willing to do anything for him. However, Kimhan still loves Mookarin, and Mookarin still loves Kimhan, despite the hatred and resentment between them. They are torn between their love and their loyalty, as they, and the people around them, get caught in Kimhan’s whirlpool of revenge.
The drama is not a typical romance, but rather a dark and realistic drama that depicts the consequences and complexities of love. The drama does not shy away from showing the violent and cruel aspects of the characters’ lives, such as the gangster world, the loan shark business, and the family issues. The drama also does not offer a happy and easy ending, but rather a bittersweet and unexpected one, that leaves the viewers with mixed emotions and thoughts.
Irresistible is a drama that will make you cry, laugh, and feel. It is a drama that will touch your heart and make you think. It is a drama that will show you the intensity and the emotion of love. If you are looking for a drama that will challenge you and move you, then you should watch Irresistible. You can watch it on Viki with English subtitles.
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pierpen · 6 months
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Kas pavogė sūrį?
Rimtas vyras sėdintis kampe ant žirnių ar kaliemčikas iš Biržų?
Kodėl vogei, jeigu turėjai šaldytuve savo?
Svetimas skanesnis, nes brolio lentynos platesnės.
Dabar jau gėda, ane?
Nemesk kelio dėl takelio,
Bet ar kareivis privalo muštis už svetimą Dalią?
Nemesk kelio dėl takelio,
Bet ar pilotas privalo numirti dėl kiemo kvailelio?
Nemesk kelio dėl takelio,
Bet ar svetimtautis privalo uždirbti davatkoms ant pienelio?
Nemesk kelio dėl takelio,
Atidaro “Pasidaryk ir mąstyk pats” laimės kioskelį.
“We're leavin' together
But still it's farewell
And maybe we'll come back
To Earth, who can tell?
I guess there is no one to blame
We're leaving ground
Will things ever be the same again?
It's the final countdown”
Lydekai paliepus, Dali panorėjus,
Pokšt’ai visame žemyne prasidėjo.
Būti ar nebūti rytų sirena,
Myša sakė miškiniui chana.
Būti ar nebūti šiauriečių gyvate,
Myša sakė ji mano baba.
Do re mi Armėnai dori, ar ne?
Be tabu.
Žmogau, pasipasakok kas tu esi iš tikrųjų?
Gėda.
Ar bijai Alien iš miško?
Ką žmonės pasakys?
Ar tu manai, kad jie kitokie?
Nenormalūs nuteis ir prikals prie kryžiaus.
Nenormalūs suspardys ir užkas dėl tautybės.
Smurtas yra nenormalu, bet ne atrodyti lyg būtum vaiku.
Ar tau patinka pikti ir niurzgantys senukai?
Jie tavo giminės ir bendradarbiai lakantys pilstuką.
Vis dar gėda?
Patyčios?
Iš visų tyčiojasi, o net ir chicken factory Dievas pradėjo karjerą nuo patyčių.
Išmok atsipalaiduoti ir išmoksi atsikirsti,
Nes mąstymas priklauso nuo įkvėpimo, krokodilo ir žvilgsnio.
Tas ilgas kelias namo į pirtelę, ooooQ
Oooo pirtelėje tupi vištelė.
Baimės nesustabdysi, jeigu apačioje pasiliksi!
Rytų ledkalnis iš gruzinų parado pas italus ant stalo atsirado, ooooO
Tu vis dar bijai uždainuoti trečią posmelį.
Amen.
Autorė Evelina Katiliūtė ©️
2023 Copenhagen
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thedeepwinter · 11 months
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Letter 010
 23.0103 | Parañaque, PHL
Dear Ciel,
Let me tell you a story of a magnificent woman this world ought to learn from.
Born as the eldest of 12 siblings. She lived her childhood days with a silver-spoon. Their house was built beside the bay, with a back balcony stairs that will give your feet the soft warmth of the sand as you view the glistening horizon in front of you. She grew up full of grace, as her mom taught her everything there is to know for a proper lady especially as the eldest. Naturally, her siblings adored her, relied on her, for her warmth that radiates just as the sun grows on you even if it blinds you. However, she likely adored her father as she followed his shadow even as she grew up as a lady working for her father's company as a treasurer.
One day, at church, her eyes met with a lad her age. He had this soft curls that she thought almost contrast his sharp look and stern persona. He wasn't friendly entirely, he appears as someone who'd start a fight just because. But, those curls, and how his smile seemed more gentle than the dew drops after a summer rain, something about these characteristics of his gave just enough charm for her to be captivated so much so she sought to remember his name.
The next time they saw each other, was on a lazy afternoon, when the sisters coaxed her into dipping into the ocean for a change of scenery from all her house-lessons. She rarely went out, so her skin gave the palest porcelain glow in contrast from her full velvet blue swimsuit. And there he was once again, the times they both stole shy glances from one another, she could not count but the memory has burned at the back of her mind.
When a time came he visited her at her home, they have long been acquainted with each other that even her youngest sister felt almost close as family to him as well to be lingering around where the two would stay and talk. At some point, the young lad thought the little one had slipped away, he took the chance to kiss the eldest on her cheek. But even before the lady could react, the youngest started announcing to the whole family household what had happened, "he kissed her! He kissed manay!", running around like a siren, shouting the sweetest tease.
Well, my dear, Ciel. In those days, the tradition follows an almost ridiculous belief about a kiss even if it was an accident or a joke. And they followed that, they went ahead and got married. But you see, their fairytale had its twists and turns. There's a reason why I haven't written it down. I wanted to be as accurate as I can, with no other distractions pending to derail me. Like now.
I would love to tell you more about them. One night, Sky mentioned how he grew up with his parents reading him bedtime stories. I wondered why it wasn't like that in my household, and partially I blamed how my parents were never exactly there to have the time to read.
Then, I remembered. Although that's the case, growing up with Ma and Pa, they didn't read us bedtime stories either. Considering the number of blackouts, whenever the kerosene lamps where lit up, my siblings and I would start fixing up the mosquito nets on our beds, one twin-size beside another queen-size bed. The five of us would fit there, from left to right, it would be Ate Khy, Papa, me, Mama, and Toto. Oh, the sixth one would be Potchi slowly circling until she settles in a curled bun beside my feet away from Mama so she won't be let out of the bed. When we're complete, that's when the stories begin.
Our topics would be... From the adventures Papa had at the sea, or about the new project around the house. In Mama's case, she loved telling stories about Mommy when she was our age. If not, it would be their love story, how they met, found love, and stayed in love. Or stories of other family relatives, her siblings or Papa's siblings. Our version of bedtime stories were never about dragons or princesses. They were filled with real-life passion, growth, reverence, faith. I guess, there'd be moments Papa would tell us about ghostly-encounters or he'd share one of his favorite daily quips. But most of their stories breathed air, ran blood; theirs had a heart.
That's what I am hoping to pass on to you, dear child. Just as Mama had lost no second to remind us of ––– our beating hearts, and its capability to love and feel everything. And as powerful as a heartbeat, as resilient as hers, and as gentle as her kind of warmth. May you choose to love despite. Never because, or out of pity even. May you recognize love when you've laid eyes on them. Let's both not let the frost devour our hearts to surrender and be preserved for eternity's liberty to decay. 
Allow your heart to break for what breaks His. It's the only kind of pain that will teach you to be humble in a certain way so you'd understand better. There is a certain grace in feeling pain, dear child. We feel not to let it consume us, nor to delude ourselves that eventually the feeling will change on its own. My child, I'm sorry it doesn't work that way.
Just as what I told Sky, eventually, we will all need to mourn and grieve our loss. Not so we can wallow in our own regrets. Not to search for a way to forget. There's a reason why others call it a day of remembrance. We try to remember how they lived amongst us. We share the laughter, the pieces of warmth they left behind. I wish we lived in that culture. I think I understand why Sky prefers the living to celebrate instead of grieving. Like welcoming of a birth of a child. But for me, I couldn't agree that death meant I have to say goodbye. In a way, I find it difficult to find an ounce of energy to celebrate parting. 
I pray, as much as my heart remembers, as my mind slips a clip or two, images of our memories inside that house... I pray He'd let me pass it on to you as you create an image of your own. May you carry a piece of her light with you, dearest Ciel. As for me, I'll try to retrace her footsteps as much as I can. Her steps that kept leading back to him, and through time to Him. I will try to listen to her advice. I will not let it turn to stone, not again. I will continue walking with Him until He leads me to him if that is indeed His will, just as she had long placed her faith on. Their love will continue to live on through me, as I live and breathe.
May you learn love like the one this blessed couple built and cherished together, Ciel.
Yours truly,
M
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