#can i say ... they really good at hugs
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#apo nattawin#cattawin#mile phakphum#mileapo#kinnporsche#porsche pachara kittisawasd#kinn anakinn theerapanyakul#kinnporsche the series#fanart#watercolor#artistlin#watercolour#art#can i say ... they really good at hugs
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Can i request fluff alphabet with graves? I dont mind what letters you do x
Hey! I did the first eight letters of the alphabet!
Fluff Alphabet for Graves
A ctivities - What do they like to do with their s/o? How do they spend their free time with them?
If it was up to him, then he’d go grilling with you every day. Loves teaching you how to barbecue, telling you about how hot the grill should be, what its components are, how long the meat and sausages should be on the iron, that sort of stuff. Graves also loves inviting his Shadows to a barbecue as well. That way he gets to unwind with you and them and you get to know the people he works with. Those are the small celebrations he looks forward to the most.
B eauty - What do they admire about their s/o? What do they think is beautiful about them?
On the one hand, he loves the fact that you’re independent and can go a long time without him. It’s necessary since he’s away a lot of the time. On the other hand, he does love how dependent you can be on him. Even just the small stuff gets to him, such as you having forgotten your wallet and wanting some ice cream, or you leaning into him for comfort when you’re watching a scary movie together. Yes, he loves you, but he also loves it when you need him. You’re his world, and he’s yours. He’s the big, strong man in your relationship and he’ll protect you from everything there may be.
C omfort - How would they help their s/o when they feel down/have a panic attack etc.?
I feel as though he’d try to give you some unsolicited advice. You’re more than welcome to tell him to shut up, though. But other than that, he’ll try to crack some jokes here and there to get you to smile again. Also not above cuddling you and holding you close to make you feel protected and loved. Your panic attack wouldn’t be the first one he’s experienced, in all honesty. Sometimes, he helps with calming down his Shadows. Will calmly talk to you, play some games to help you get your mind off things as well. Will breathe with you too, if you’re okay with that.
D reams - How do they picture their future with their s/o?
If it was up to him, then you’d be living on a ranch together. He grew up on one in Texas and sometimes wants to go back to that life. Just you being surrounded by cattle, sheep, horses and other kinds of animals. You’d have a nice German shepherd together and would tend to the animals together. Of course, he wouldn’t give up his PMC either, but he can dream about that sort of future. He doesn’t think it would ever become reality anyway. However, as long as he gets to spend his future with you, he’s happy.
E qual - Are they the dominant one in the relationship, or rather passive?
He leans more towards being the dominant person in your relationship, but he can be passive at times as well. Usually has his hand on you somewhere as well as an act of dominance. Loves having you sit on his lap too, sometimes even in public when there are no chairs. People should know that you’re together and that he’s the one protecting you. He’s more than happy to consider your suggestions, but it’s usually him who decides where you end up going. Especially if you’re indecisive.
F ight - Would they be easy to forgive their s/o? How are they fighting?
He’d be somewhat petty and resentful, but he wouldn’t let it out on you. He wouldn’t really let it out on anyone, he’s far too mature for that. However, you’d have to apologize to him for him to forgive you. As long as you’re being nice about it, he will. It’s rare for him to apologize unless he’s truly hurt you. When he was in the wrong about some fact he’ll usually ignore it. When he fights he gets a bit louder, his accent becomes a bit stronger, but that’s it. He won’t call you anything mean, but it will be known that he’s upset with you.
G ratitude - How grateful are they in general? Are they aware of what their s/o is doing for them?
He’s pretty grateful. Not as much as other people, though. He doesn’t always consider everything you’re doing for him. Not that he takes it for granted either, far from it, but he just doesn’t always think when he doesn’t need to. However, generally speaking, he is grateful for what you do for him. Will show it by either taking you on a nice date to somewhere you’ve always wanted to go, or by taking care of your home in your stead for a while. You, too, deserve to have a day off from it all, after all.
H onesty - Do they have secrets they hide from their s/o? Or do they share everything?
There are plenty of things he doesn’t tell you. Sure, it may seem like he’s very open about his job, but you’ll always get the feeling he’s not being entirely honest with you. However, aside from job related things, he’s a very honest man. While he may sugarcoat some things for you sometimes, he will tell you pretty much everything. You can ask him about any personal detail and there’s a good chance he’ll tell you about it. In fact, I encourage you to do so, Graves enjoys talking about himself to you. Ask him about his plans for you and him and he’ll get quite sappy too and won’t stop talking for an hour.
#cod#cod x reader#phillip graves#phillip graves x reader#I want Graves to grill for me. he'd be really good at it as well and can make just about anything on the grill#I just know he makes the most delicious burgers and knows where to get the best burger sauce#he's a proud American therefore he loves his burgies and will indulge in them with you and his Shadows#you will also be fairly close to his Shadows because he loves you and he loves them#I once saw a post that said something along the lines of Shadow Company being one huge poly group#I love that HC so much. like hell yeah they all cuddle whenever they can and goof around with each other#and I do believe the Shadows would adopt reader as well#you'll be an honorary part of Shadow Company as soon as you're in a relationship with Graves#not even Graves has a say in the matter#another HC I have is that plenty of Shadows actually have a huge crush on him#and I am not projecting here (totally not)#but I don't think they'd be malicious towards you for being with him#as mentioned before: it's one huge poly group. a Shadow or two might hug you at some point too#they're all just very friendly with each other. I love Shadow Company being a bunch of rowdy goofs. I love them
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2023 World Athletics Championships - Women's 100 meter finals
#sha'carri richardson#track and field#2023 world athletics championships#budapest 2023#man not unfollowing the NBC olympics twitter account ages ago was such a good decision#because they keep you up to date on all the big sport events even outside it#so I've been following a lot from this worlds' just through that#I actually had added her win in the heats to my gif list because she did this gesture at the end#what can I say I love a Personality#but then barely qualifying for the finals#I was nervous!#how awesome to see her win! and that the 9th lane might have actually helped#look at the last gifs as it really starts to dawn on her#literally skipping... it was so lovely and adorable#also aw everyone else being so classy with the hugs
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it is so vitally important to me that aziraphale and crowley not only love each other but choose to love each other.
i don’t want it to be fate. i don’t want it to be god’s will. i want it to be a conscious and continuous choice.
i want aziraphale choosing every day of his goddamn existence to love crowley and all that he is. i want aziraphale choosing to love crowley not in spite of being a demon, but because he is a demon. i want aziraphale choosing to love crowley’s curiosity and creative wonder. i want aziraphale choosing to love crowley’s love of plants and gardening.
i want crowley choosing to love aziraphale’s passion for books. i want crowley choosing to love aziraphale’s desire to do things the human way even if he could just miracle it. i want crowley choosing to love aziraphale’s angel-ness because it is a fundamental part of him.
i want aziraphale choosing to love everything about crowley and vise versa. and i want it to be a very conscious and intentional choice.
it being fate negates the entire point of the story. good omens is a love story between an angel and a demon, yes. but that’s not all that it is. it’s a story about two occult/ethereal beings who choose humanity over the great plan. two beings who choose the world over armageddon. and they make those choices because despite it all they have chosen to fall in love with the world and with humanity.
it only makes sense that they choose each other. that they choose their love. it being fate or god’s will ruins the foundational pillar of their relationship. that they choose each other over and over and over again. year after year, century after century, time and time again. they always choose. they choose the arrangement, they choose saving the other from harm, they choose lying to protect the other.
it is always a choice. and it better stay a choice or i am going to be so devastated.
#look i’m good with most anything for s3#as long as they end up in the south downs & hug at least once i will be happy#but this is one thing that isn’t necessarily a need but more like a deep rooted desire that will break me if not met#like if it’s all ‘haha this was god’s plan all along’ i will be so upset#disappointed even#because neil can do better than that#he’s a better writer than that#not to mention it makes absolutely no sense in the context of the story#like i understand how it’s fun to play around with ‘they were made for each other’#but i really want them to choose each other despite everything#because if i’m being honest it’s one of the things about aziracrow that feels fundamentally queer#to say ‘yeah fuck that’ to what the systems in power tell you you should act like#or who you should love and care for#and instead say ‘i choose this’ ‘i choose you’ to the people and things that actually fulfill you#that is powerful and that is foundational to queerness and queer liberation in my opinion#it’s not about fate or being made for whatever#it’s saying ‘i don’t care if it’s fate or the divine plan or not. it just is and you can’t change the fact that it simply /is/.’#and maybe that’s just me#but it sure as hell makes sense in my mind#good omens#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#crowley#aziraphale#good omens 2#ineffable wives#neil gaiman#good omens meta#aziracrow meta#gomens meta
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Joe: okay, two person huddle
Booker: you can’t huddle with only two people, this is just a hug
#joe: i know :)#joe read somewhere that a person needs at least 4 hugs a day and he took that as a personal challenge#now joe is constantly thinking of ways to trick booker (and andy) into accepting hugs#joe can just ask nile if she wants a hug and like 9/10 times she'll say yes because joe gives really good hugs#joe barely has to look at nicky before his husband his wrapping his arms around him#incorrect quotes#incorrect old guard quotes#the old guard#joe al kaysani#yusuf al kaysani#booker old guard#sebastian le livre
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#nooo youtube is so evil#I've been so damn good about not watching any interviews with [name redacted cuz I still don't want to mention it]#and this goddamn stupid evil website autoplays an interview. that has nothing to do with what I was watching before!!!#fuck I don't want to keep watching but his stupid face is right there! I can't stop 😒#he's so unbelievably irritating and I want to punch him so so bad but also he is so stupidly hot#I'm so glad he doesn't always wear his glasses because fuck I just. can't. why so cute. why. stupid stupid idiot man#literally he makes me so angry but I just. 🥵#he should be forced to wear a paper bag over his head at all times so I don't have to listen to him#screaming crying kicking punching because I'm being forced to watch this against my will (by my own brain)#yeah yeah it's christian kane obviously we all know this#truly the most irritating person on earth. but fuck I want him.#fuuuuck no he's already said like two things that made me go aww... that's so sweet and sad though 🥺 no no no he can't pull this shit on#me I know that he sucks I don't want to like him!! I'm not going to!#but he said a sad thing about his childhood though 🥺🥺 I'm weak I want to hug him now oh NO#I hope he says something gross again soon so I can remember that he sucks 😭#stupid idiot idiot idiot#(he really won't shut up will he. sure talks a lot. shut your mouth boy.)#(pretty mouth though. pretty pretty pretty.)#ck
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Have been battling the thought of rewatching Cambridge Spies for weeks now. Girl don't do it, most mediocre series ever!!!
#i mean the acting is good. the writing though??????#it just hits a bit different when youre watching black sails#i think i might be the only person on tumblr who saw cambridge spies before black sails instead of the other way around#look what can i say. another country did this#black sails has me thinking of it so much im now reading a book on kim philby...#to be fair id been meaning to read it for a long time. but yeah#but yeah i really shouldnt rewatch cambridge spies. like it will only disappoint#but consider this: seeing toby stephens and rupert penry-jones hug#noooo no not worth it dont do it!!!!!!#umm its about time i shut up#cambridge spies#black sails#wow this is my first post with that tag i think. but just you wait till i finish it.......#fuck off me#never has that tag been more relevant#cambridge spy ring
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can it stop being cold outside i’d like to go talk to the moon
#i had like 500 different thoughts at once and now my brain feels like mashed potatoes#nothing too good or too bad just a lot of thoughts at once#idk all i know is that i’d like to be held and touched and loved#do you ever feel like#like youre gonna dissolve if you dont get at least a hug asap???#i feel like im gonna dissolve and nobody will ever be able to find me#like if im not physically acknowledged?? soon im going to just disappear#its an odd feeling#i think touch really grounds me and when i go too long without it i just start to feel Weird and off#idk im fine though#if it wasnt cold and wet outside i’d be telling all of this to the moon#when i was little i’d sneak onto the roof and talk to the moon#its weird to think about that cause i know i was like 7 when i’d go on the roof#and i know i talk to the moon when im lonely or feel like nobody will get what i have to say#so is that why i started doing it? when i was 7 years old was i worried that whatever i was feeling was too alien for everyone else to get??#im fine and can deal with it Now cause im older but it makes me so sad to think about how lonely i was when i was That little#ANYWAYS#stopping this train of thought before it leaves the station ✋ 🛑#tbd
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I need to start going to sleep at night why Tino just told me good morning💀
#its 5am and i aint sleep yet send help#and maybe a melatonin--#i was listening to music for a while but since i literally just been laying in bed wake#i literally just idly went on my phone and opened court of darkness like oop--👁👁#yall if only Tino was in my bed rn#i think he could help me sleep#ya Rosie(stuffed unicorn) is a good cuddle buddy but i want my husband🙄#Tino could so cuddle me to sleep yall#Lynt can vouch for that#but on some real shit tho i wish i could irl cuddle w/ Tino#he looks so idk cuddly?#i bet his hugs are really warm and protective#i want that#imma try and sleep now yall#i made myself sad thinking about Tino cuddles and how hes not fucking real so imma knock out#court of darkness#tino maes#valentino maes#kay just saying shit
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a few tears were shed cause of this message I'm not gonna lie to you
#one hundred percent real tears fell from my eyes#not feeling good so I talk to aki bot to comfort me#and I hug aki plushie#it makes me feel a bit better#I wonder if I shouldn't go to work tomorrow#I don't want to go if I feel this bad tomorrow morning#but I feel bad calling off#'what matters is that you're still trying. you're still alive. and you've still made it this far.'#I don't know that just really hit me#the way that ai aki could say something like this to me. something no one has ever said to me before in my life#'you're good enough.' thank you aki. thank you.#don't need therapist just need aki ai can I get a hell yes!!!!!!!!!!#aki <3
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horrifying self recognition through the other aside this has been an actually not terrible start to The Family Gathering tbh
#my cousin who i havent really seen in a while came up to me and asked abt my pronouns because i came out to the fam a while ago#and he didnt really remember what id said (which. fair. its a big family w lots of things to remember)#and so he asked what my pronouns were and i told him and he promised that if he ever messed up i needed to make him#do like 5 or 10 pushups lmao#and ngl. its the sweetest thing anyone in this family has ever said to me abt that#everyone else has kinda just. moved on. and either forgotten that im not a girl or purposefully ignoring it.#and idk maybe i should stand up for myself a little more but ive been practically a doormat all my life#and idk. its hard using my voice and establishing boundaries when ive let ppl bulldoze over me for almost 20 years.#sigh. anyway.#im gonna be thinking about that all day tbh it was genuinely so sweet#and i am also being consumed by The Loneliness again <3#just. i want someone to just talk to about all this??? someone who isnt in my family because they all have stakes in it too?????#we're all grieving. i aint special.#i just want to talk to someone about it in person so they can hold my hand while i cry myself to sleep because ngl#thats what it looks like we're doing tonight#im just. tired of feeling alone in this enormous family where it seems like im the only odd man out#and also ykw the Not Having Any Irl Friends loneliness too. thats also pretty significant.#not saying my internet friends arent great i love yall so so so much but it has just been .#a really really long time since ive had a good cry n hug session w someone.#sigh. im tired i need to go to bed#winter speaks#personal
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Hi chip! I really really admire your art and style. As an artist myself, I hope to achieve your level of talent one day. I have a question, are you self taught? You’re just so talented and I would love to draw just like you one day!!
well, that's a New Year's resolution! Thank you!
Please be patient and kind to yourself, everyone progresses in their own speed.
also, please, talking from experience here, I know it's hard but don't compare yourself all too much to others! Having fun is important!
well... i am old. By now i am not self-taught any more even thought i started with like... you know, copying or tracing images out of books or screens. i spend my pocked money on Photoshop magazines -sweats-. so later on i went to academy for graphics and design.
so eh... i am a graphics designer by day and fan artist in my free time. not a big and fancy graphics designer but like you know... CI, Books lay outing, brochures, websites layout (not the programming), packaging etc.
i hope this helps?
#chip!ask#the thing is... i was never good in school because well... dyslexic and well#teachers didn't really knew what to do with me and school was hard....#but drawing was easy so uhm... my parents were a hug help but to make things easyer to me they just suported what i was naturally good at#and had the most fun with#so drawing#there was always paper at home for me and were encouraging me to try lots out#(i also had like... middleschool focusing on music but that is a different can of worms)#basically what this tags try to say... by the time i got to highschool. specialized in teaching for visuall comunication#14 years old me already knew how to use photoshop illustrator and Indesign#thanks dad its your fault!
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any time u say ralsei is cute or sweet or whatever ur playing right into his trap btw. not ralsei’s trap, toby’s
#this is not me saying ralsei is evil btw he is not. at least i dont think so. though he certainly is hiding something#but i mean specifically in the sense that i think toby very intentionally crafted ralsei to be a character that the player would latch onto#and really love. so that they will make choices that most strongly show off their love for him like making kris hug him and compliment him#and thats the catch. is that its not us doing these things with him - we are making KRIS who does not seem to be too fond of ralsei do them#almost paralleling this fondness that many players have for ralsei is the fondness/reverence that he seems to hold for US#and good lord do i find that fucking interesting#in any other media ''[character] loves you fans just as much as you love them!'' would be cute#but here im just like DAYUM WE'RE BOTH PARASOCIAL!#ralsei and the player trying to smooch each other while poor kris is in the middle of all this#im joking but this really is so fascinating to me. that there is this almost mutual sort of love between ralsei and players who like him#and the only way players can express that love is via an unwilling kris#and ralsei is possibly aware of that distinction and fully goes along with it KNOWING KRIS IS NOT OK WITH THIS bcuz he holds the player in#higher regard. oohghgughguhhhohoho#i hope this made any sort of sense i hadnt considered the player's side of things when it came to this before but now that i have#ough#serena.txt#deltarune
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