those pics from spns early seasons when dean has his shirt off and he’s like in a dark hallway or something. you know the ones. peak butch moment there. NOTHING will ever top it. something about those pictures is just so lesbian okay. when I see it I’m like THOSE are butch tits ok . do you understand.
I've heard several times now that supernatural was made by white men for white men and I just. Don't. Understand that. I've seen shows made for white men or just men in general. And supernatural is not at all like them. I honestly think supernatural was made for teens. The humor and the heart are just not at all what you will find in media targeting grown men. Supernatural is about brotherly love. And while a lot of media geared towards men is also about that, supernatural comes at it in a very different way. Instead of it being about two men becoming brothers through adversity and always knowing their place with each other and hardly ever talking to each other about their relationship, supernatural is about two brothers who start off super close and work on their relationship so they can both be happy in it. The whole show is them learning how to be better for each other. These men cry every other episode, and several main plot points revolve around them not communicating well. Instead of reinforcing the "dont speak about feelings cuz that's weak" trope so common in typical male media, supernatural activity demonizes that. It shows how unhealthy it is to bottle emotions. It shows that it actually destroys relationships if you dont talk about how you're feeling. Again, something you would want a teen to see. This show is not trying to be a manly show for manly men. It is a character/relationship study of how these two brothers grow into a relationship that is best for them. Not to say that this was always pulled off perfectly, but that was always the point and theme of the show.
i don’t know who sam is talking about and i’m worried i somehow missed an integral part of the story. episode is 15x9 when dean is telling sam they need to step down from hunting
also I think that butch fem!Lucifer would literally rewrite Dean’s brain. look at me. she would. he has gender issues in all directions, and the one lesbian friend he has is v femme. lucifer makes a home at the bunker, walks around without enough clothes on half the time, her hair’s as short as Dean’s and she can throw him to the floor and she’s Lucifer so she ends up most days covered in dirt from gardening, weird grime from the corners of the bunker she’s cleaning out with Sam’s help, or her own (or someone else’s) blood.
And he has a boner about all of this that will not go away.
At pride center I been volunteering at.. today they had trans..+ anyone under that umbrella.. meet up. So I went! (my first one) and was so cool to hear other experiences and hear similar things I felt. The one who runs this meeting/group even invited me into the Discord they have. So yay! It’s all in our area (small town.. yea in California.. yea it’s small .. and yea I feel like none are here and I feel like the only one 🥺.. but I made it as 50! So wow 49 other people are here! Sooo maybe this year will look up and I can (finally) make lgbtq+ friends!!
@coldbrewqueer Thankful for you! You helped me in so many ways I can’t even put letters to form words to describe how much. But joining this group made me think of your support you have helped.
@girlswithguns22magnum dude .. bro! To many adjectives to describe how bestest friend you are! Thankful for you! Just hope you know you are stuck with me and my terrible rambles you can cut me off if I go too far.
@re-bec-ca-ann Ahh Bex thank you for helping me with my rants too. And fan talking to help distract the cloudy days. They still peak through the sunny days but your talks help them not be be as big.
@aribeexx Your voice !! So incredible! So thankful you share it with your musicals you do. I know I could never do what you do but seeing you do your thing is motivation for me to least try something… I’ll get back to you if I find it. So thanks for sharing your voice.
@fuckinnproblems Syddddd thank youuu like thank you and thank you!! Mutuals day one! Or least week one? Idk tbh but know it very well I found yours or you found mine but we were mutuals right away. From when I thought I was ally but slowly seeing you I realized nope definitely queer too. And then bam seeing your journey made me realize it’s okay to not be who everyone thinks you are. It matters who you are. And with that want to say thanks. If wasn’t for you, Ty Turner, Jamie Dodger, Sam Collins.. etc is wouldn’t have the light bulb flicking repeatedly until I took it out to check it out. So thanks! It’s still little dim not as bright light but the flicker isn’t as crazy telling me ‘you aren’t straight.’
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And if I missed someone sorry! @ everyone you are awesome! And thank YOUUU for just being you. I know this silly app is just a silly app but I’m thankful I get to know all of you. So soon as Tumblr funds flights to meet up with mutuals (free? Cuz I can give you a penny but I don’t even have that haha..) I’d be on that plane.
Sorry for rambling trying to be positive and sunny again cuz with all this rain in weather and thoughts just been foggy lately. But want to thank everyone who has helped me. Or even sent me a meme or even talked about a silly fandom we both in. Thanks! Hope you all have a good 2024.. and if not good I hope least a corner of it is good. Even if not the whole year I hope something good happens that makes you smile. Since your smile is cute .. and if you wear shades aka anon I bet you have a cute smile too.