#but today i got the notification
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uhmmm.. hi? i guess? its lelu here! not sure if anyone is still here or remembers me at all, but loooong time no see lol
i can't believe that after everything that's happened all it took to bring me back to this website and fandom, was louis' documentary trailer
#i really thought i was done with this whole thing and this was over for me#but today i got the notification#i took one look at louis#and i teared up#like genuinely#he will always be with me in some capacity
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splashdown
#artists on tumblr#fandom feels#splatoon 2#at first was gonna let it sit and then work on it some more#but after a day was like ehhh actually I like how it looks#plus wasn't planning to go super finished on it haha#I got my notification of the preorder shipping today >:'D#finishing an ep + hopefully some sketches before it comes in#does this count as body horror#if you turn into a literal puddle and for one second you look like an eldritch horror haahha
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Unsubtle Mental Health Metaphor
#illustration#artists on tumblr#mental health#acrylic painting#colour pencil#ink#posca pens#markers#my art#org4sale#this one is a print also exclusively because i got a print sale notification while scanning it#also feeling of the day#literally my heart is feeling really weird today#slightly ruining the universality by giving it my tattoos i guess but
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the issue with practicing good self-care is that it's so much easier to do when you're already feeling okay
on a day where I'm not in abject despair, I can go for a walk with little effort and stop myself from looking myself up and not get sucked into scrolling mindlessly on socials that'll make me feel like shit because I'm "not good enough"
but on a day when I do feel bad, not only are those things really, really hard to do but I actively want to do the harmful things even more. On a bad day, I am like 70% more likely to google myself. On a really bad day I want to actively seek out and read bad reviews (I don't, but the urge follows me around all day). Why? I don't know! It's like a form of self-harm.
And then of course if you give into those urges on the bad days, they make the bad days last longer and the good days harder to get back to.
I dunno where I'm going with this other than the fact that the human brain is a hot fucking mess and I wish it would behave itself.
#for context im feeling okay today!!#I was on my phone and looking at my TikTok notifs and my brain went#'look yourself up'#and i went 'i wont be doing that actually' and just closed the app#just like that!! SO EASY#and it got me thinking#mental health
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Followup idk
#Kenziedraws#murder drones#Uzi doorman#serial designation N#N#Nuzi#ignore that I was too lazy to draw Zi’s beanie#biscutbites#pb&j shipping#queued post again#EDIT CURRENT KEN HERE: I FORGOT I QUEUED THIS FOR TODAY#AND GOT JUMPSCARED BY SO MANY NOTIFS HGDSHJHDJSHDJHAJHAJ
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hello if u follow me and u have a star trek blog (or just post about star trek) interact w this so i can follow u too
#i got so many new followers today#hi :3#but i lost all the trek blogs in the notifs and i want to find u all again#and people who followed me before too!!
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guess who just manifested winning a giveaway 🤭🤭
#me!!!!#literally have just been affirming that i won#and when i saw no movement in the 3d i told myself that they just haven't contacted the winners yet lmao#and today i got a notification saying that i won!!!#im so happyyyyy#loa#loablr#law of assumption#reality shifting#anti shifters dni
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#21st of september#knox rambles#doodles#MY MORNING HAS BEEN FUN#ALSO MY NOTIFS JUST HAPPENED TO BE AT 21 I'M ON THE FLOOR BG;LASFMO;AWEF#HAPPY SEPTEMBER#DO YOU REMEMBERRRR#literally yeah turned on this song the moment i got upstairs and things escalated bG;LAWIEMF;OWF#THE VIBES ARE HERE THE AIR IS CHILLY THE SUN IS WARM TODAY IS A GOOD DAY#sibling shenanigans#they continue bG;LAWEMIF;OWEA
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Huh, I do wonder what the old lady was rambling on about. But I’m glad my good friend jonathan harker wore that rosary to make her feel better, that was rather kind of him
#dracula daily#I got the notif today!!!!!#like literally five minutes ago lol#I love tropes where the protagonist willingly but unknowingly but kinda knowingly walks into danger#‘this old lady told me not to go but I’m gonna go anyways lmao’ okay babygirl good luck#dracula#jonathan harker
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VARGASTOBER - day 1 : edgar vargas
#vargastober2023#vargastober#THESE ARE LIKE SO RUSHED BUT I REALLY WANTED TO DO SOMETHING .....#the rest of these probably will be small doodles too .... i don't have time for anything else ughhh ugly crying#ALSO i want to thank everyone for the support i got today ! WOAH SO MANY NOTIFICATIONS !!#everyone here is so sweet i love this fandom ...#i'm like actually super excited over this project even though i know i won't have the time to make something pretty and detailed .....#i hate school so much ugh#but for now .... here .... *hands you this drawing* have this .... i hope it's enough .#ohhh he's so dear to me . like . for real .#fun fact i know almost every line of his part on issue 2#i just keep repeating it !! it's fun to say the dialogues out loud !#i went to a party today . oh so tired .#really stressing days ! sighhh .#LET'S JUST PRETEND IT'S STILL OCTOBER 1ST OKAY .#man i should be sleeping . see you tomorrow .#hope i can do at least a small doodle for nny . sighhhh !!#vargas#vargas zarla#edgar vargas#zarla s#doodles
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Happy birthday (month) to Constance Contraire 🎉
#I got a notification from my calendar app that it’s her birthday today so I’m hoping I was right about the date whenever I wrote it#but then I realized that I haven’t made one of these for my beloved psychic toddler#the uneven sizes annoys me but it’s ok it’s fine the point gets across well enough#mbs#mysterious benedict society#tmbs#the mysterious benedict society#constance contraire#also happy new year hope you’re all doing well!!#ky’s gallery
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Can u imagine Bakugo being scared that you’ll cheat on him or leave him bc he has so many fangirls that he just assumes everyone else does too
#Bakugo#he spends half the day swatting off fans and he’s like ‘u better be doing the same’#man I have no h*es what are you on about#and he’s like shocked bc how can everyone not want u the way he does?#genuinely pouting bc you got ONE dm from someone you’ve never spoke to and haven’t even responded to yet#meanwhile he’s dumping out love notes every other day#yet scared YOULL leave him?#he’s trying to be so sneaky looking over your shoulder at what ur doing on ur phone and it’s literally candy crush#and he feels like an *ss#you could prank him so bad with the notification sound tik tok where he’s immediately looking#man wh*re#today I was fired from therapy so I’ve just been moping around#shii posts#gen
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just me minding my own business in a middle of a speech in class when
THIS
notification pops up on my screen mid sentence
the absolute scramble to finish sounding like a normal human being
#heck says stuff that can be ignored#AND IT WAS MY DONNIE DESIGN?????#please warn me next time so i can have a heart attack without an entire class witnessing my mini meltdown#i JUST turned my tumblr notifications back on today too#what timing#anyway dont mind me i just got starstruck#axolotl heck#heck reacts
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THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY ENTIRE LIFE WE FUCKING WONNNNNNNNN
#warrior nun#avatrice#ava silva#sister beatrice#save warrior nun#IM SO FUCMING HAPPY#i woke up to so many notifications#literally so hyped#and my work got canceled today
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today has been very anticlimactic lol like everythings been going wrong but then working out?? life is just very strange and i feel like i've experienced every emotion on the human spectrum
#insane how i got a notif saying i might start my period today then too like oh it all makes sense now i thought it was over for me lol#diary#tiyas thoughts
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must one buy yarn with a project in mind is it not enough to go ooooh pretty colors and support a small business
#bookbird babbles#ITS ENOUGH TO ME#anyway my mothy and squid order came today#which surprised me because i never got a shipping notification#(this is not mothys fault ive had this problem with what i THINK is shopify?)#(for whatever reason it just doesnt notify me and give me tracking numbers lol)#ANYWAY CANT WAIT TO TAKE PICTURES IN DAYLOGHT YALL THATS A GOOD SHOP#got my mom the sunflower yarn :3
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