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#but to be fair i did just impulsively wipe all the old art in my ocs tag out of embarrassment so that might explain it lol
tmos-time · 2 years
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cannot get over this man #slug dad
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zenosanalytic · 4 years
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Breaking The Wheel
A Summarized Analysis of the first three books of HoxPoX: House of X #1&2, and Powers of X #1
Ok so, I’ve been working on/thinking about this for awhile now, mostly because life just keeps interrupting and so I haven’t had the time to just sit down and finish it, but also partially cuz I’ve been struggling with the form I want to put it in. Honestly you could write multipage analyses of EACH of these books, as well as the Stuff they share and conflict over, but I’m going for something more condensed than that so that I can FINALLY move on to just reading the rest of the series! In later posts I’ll be getting into specific themes and instances of symbolism, but first I just want to get my basic observations&guesses abt the series(which everyone else has already read X|) down. So here we go:
Resurrection/Rebirth:
HoX#1 opens with the XMen emerging from some sort of plant-eggs. My guess(which is p much confirmed for me since I’ve read Excalibur #1) was that this is a resurrection. There’s a heavy cthonic tone to the whole Deal, and Xavier is visually placed in an ambiguously parental/godly role to the XMen as they emerge. Of course, in our culture resurrection and rebirth are heavily conflated and so the symbols INVOKING resurrection here --egg shapes, trees, chrysalises, golden light-- are all ALSO symbolic of fertility and rebirth and, as I love puns&multiple meanings, I absolutely think that’s important too. Beyond informing the action of the page, on a meta level this is obvsl also a powerful thesis & statement of intent for X Men, a long-running and hugely popular comic book property: a declaration of both reviving a moribund past, and the intention to do something new with it. The decision to bring back old costumes and classic art styles, and to center it on long-forgotten locations, plot points(like Krakoa itself), and typically overlooked or underwritten characters(like Moira McTaggart and Mystique’s supporting cast), absolutely suggests a dedication to this task, and the intention to accomplish it moving forward.
Cycles:
Related to this is the importance of repeating, “inescapable” Cycles to the work. HoX 1 moves from this scene of resurrection to scenes of planting and plant growth which cycle through both seasonal phases and phases of the day. HoX 1 then carries this forward by taking place over the COURSE of a single day.
PoX 1 repeats this with cycles of Time and information gathering: Mystique delivering the usb from Damage Control in (Year 10); Rasputin and Cardinal retrieving & delivering information from The Nexus in Year 100; The Librarian trying to recover information from Cylobel(a mutant bred, rebelled, then captured by the sentinels), now part of the Mutant Library, in Year 1000. This is supported subtly in the art of all three books(but made explicit in the opening scenes of PoX 1 where Moira meets Xavier) through cycles of color: Green/Teal, Gold, and Purple. The symbolic meaning of the colors are various and contextual, I’ll get more into it later, but the basic foundation seems to be Green=Naivety/Beginnings/Ambiguity, Gold=Power/Knowledge, Purple=Death/Endings/Rebirths. PoX 1 ends with Beginnings: The Librarian fondly regards an Eden-like Zoo for what remains of “pure-strain” homo sapiens, and Rasputin(a mutant freedom fighter in Year 100) delivers her information just as Mystique did in the first section after the introduction of the book.
Hox 2 continues and solidifies the pattern of cycles. It ends were PoX 1 began: with Moira and Xavier’s meeting at the fair(a mobius double helix reach around, perhaps :p). It begins with Moira’s birth and a recounting of her first, entirely human, life. It continues through the cycles of her lives and deaths as she grapples with her Groundhog Day existence(a personal struggle which parallels and microcosms the larger struggle within humanity over mutation), which in a tenuous way seems to be narratively structured around the stages of grief. First she isn’t aware&trying to understand what’s happening(denial), then out of resentment of what she has lost from her first life, she rejects mutation and tries to “cure” it(anger), then seeks coexistence, and increasingly tenuous proposition over lifetimes(bargaining), before giving up in despair and wallowing in mutually destructive conflict(depression). The color symbolism is retained: The sickbed where her resurrection powers manifest is bathed in gold light, her first human childhood surrounded by naive greens, with the death/rebirth of her 2nd life gestated in wombly fuschias, and continued with a pink-purple dress in her 2nd toddlerhood. The sentinels, the mechanical agents of death throughout her lives, are purple, as ever.
However, HoX 2 ultimately struggles against, and seeks to subvert, the cycles even as it repeats them, suggesting to me that Escape is the ultimate endpoint of the series. While HoX&PoX 1 are told from within the cycles, HoX 2 is an outside recounting of them. At least one of Moira’s lives seems to be missing, likely hidden, and the end of another is obscured in eternal war. Moira breaks the 4th wall to discuss her mutation, and it’s impact directly with the audience; literally displaying her ability and desire to break out of the cycles. Her actions within each cycle are either to carry information between them, or motivated by what she’s learned from previous ones, thereby breaking the boundaries btw them and flattening out the cycles into a single linear narrative. In fact by the time of the series, by her 10th life, ending the violent cycles of her lives and deaths(and thus, the cycles of intrahuman conflict over mutation) is Moira’s declared and explicit goal(and HoX2 presents the series as the story of Moira). Her 10th life is canonically either her last or second to last life. In the “stages of grief” model, the last stage is “acceptance”; synthesizing and integrate one’s grief and loss into a new, healthy life. Both narratively and thematically, HoX 2 positions HoXPoX as a Dune-scaled epic narrative; not as the story of a particular conflict, but as a Historical narrative; as the story of structural patterns of behavior reinforced by instinctive dispositions, repeated throughout time, and one attempt to escape them for something better.
Ambiguity:
The narrative takes the point of view, and thus also the side, of the mutants, but that isnt to say it presents the mutants as unquestionably the “good guys”, or the human-AI alliance as necessarily the “bad guys”. While the forces of ~Human Purity~ and supremacy, those rejecting the shared humanity of mutants(Orchis: a mega organization of Marvel’s secret societies&black-ops orgs), are clearly presented as fascist, both visually and narratively, supremacist talk ALSO abounds on the mutant side which, when combined with trophically sinister visual cues suggests the mutant-nationalist sepratist project contains its own dangerous contradictions(further lampshaded by setting one of the major plots of HoX 1 in Israel, thus drawing parallels btw the two). Meanwhile the AIs, who carry out the Purists’  genocidal campaign, are presented as a sort of blameless technological inevitability; aware of the wrongness of what they do, and yet unable to stop doing it due to their programming. In this way, I suspect, they are meant to act as a commentary on the mutant-non-mutant conflict itself; on the way in which humans(both mutant and non) are primed to reject each other as fully human by both instinctive impulse and cultural structures emphasizing competition-based interpretations of evolution. I suspect this is even further and more directly lampshaded in the series at two points: In HoX#1 with discussion of  “the cro-magnon problem”, and in HoX#2 through Moira’s off-hand reference to this idea in her 4th life(when she first decides to give Xavier and coexistence a shot). The idea both times that other homo species were “wiped out” by competition with Homo sapiens because they SEEM to no longer exist, but this is a false conclusion. In rreality genetic studies show significant admixture of the other homo branches within the sapiens line. The reality of pre-historical hominid interaction wasn’t genocide, but synthesis. The inability to conceive of this(in other words, the inability to conceive of all homo sapiens as equally human, and mutants as a new evolutionary stage; the drive to cling to “ethnic purity”) is, I believe, the core problem the series will posit drives human&mutant conflict, which needs to be gotten past in someway. Obvsl this guess could be wrong.
Alright that’s the first post on my read through of the first 3 books. Like I said I’ll be posting more detailed analysis later.
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sugar-petals · 6 years
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I’m No Angel (m)
Chapter Two of: Sublime (m) 
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↳ Summary: Who do you have to become to get him back?  ↳ Pairing: Reader x Merman!Jungkook ↳ Length: 2.6k | Drama, Action, Fantasy, Thriller  ↳ Warnings: Graphic violence, drowning, car accident, aftermath of torture.
Part III: Dauntless
There’s an old cage. 
Bars bent and crooked. 
Not abandoned, just empty since this very day. You know he must have been inside, nothing else makes sense. The lingering smell around here, it belongs to him. The air is spiked with thyme, the scent of grass after it rained. It’s familiar. It’s so painful. You go on searching every corner of the hangar in a fever. It looks like a warehouse from the inside, stuffed with tools and other miscellaneous equipment. 
Some wood, nails. Discarded tires. You’ve seen some of them on the SUV you followed to Busan city limits. You try to memorize the letters and numbers on them. AZ1-5986. Whatever that means. It could be of help later since you don’t know the SUV’s license plate. 
As you remember that it’d be straightforward to just photograph the tires with your phone, a faint knocking sets your world on fire. It keeps repeating, they are fast and erratic knocks. Not mechanical ones. Not calm ones.
You hurry into the direction where you suspect they are coming from. There’s no doubt in your mind that you should not go. It’s the only sign of life, or whatever it is in this building. Somewhere, somewhere at the back behind two parked up seaplanes, timeworn and half deconstructed, there you locate it. A moss-covered fish tank is jammed between a humongous workbench and a freezer. A tail rests and winds grazing tight against the glass inside. Oh my god. 
Yes, it’s him. You unbolt the lid, bring it down crashing on the freezer. Jungkook spins around inside the tank until his face comes to the surface. Pale grey eyes. Charcoal hair, cropped short. Pursed lips and a tapered chin. An Ingenue look. He’s agitated.
“I’ve heard you calling for him, you’re the one Jungkook’s talked about!” 
No. It’s not Jungkook. Not his voice, not his face. Too lean, not sturdy at all. It’s definitely not him. His scent is much different, too. Sweet chestnuts, basil. It’s not familiar. 
“Who are you, where is he?”
“Yoongi,” the merman blinks, “I’m his friend. They got us both at once at the beach.”
That’s what you feared. Jungkook’s friends and family getting dragged into this. You wish you had just sent him out as far away as possible where the hunters wouldn’t get him. 
“I’m his—”
You don’t know what you are to him. A girlfriend? Hardly. An affair? More than that. It sounds weird anyway. Affairs are not that serious. 
“He loves you.”
There it is. Jungkook told him. Lovers might be what describes you best. 
“Where is he?”
“They’ve taken him to another place from here this morning. This is just the decoy. They told you to follow the car and fetch him here after paying.”
“They did. And now?”
“These are not the headquarters,” Yoongi props himself up at the edge of the tank. “The shipyard is. You have to go there!”
Of course. This hangar is as good as useless for a permanent stay. It’s just for the dirty work. 
“And what happens with you? I won’t leave you here like that. But I can’t transport you in my car, there’s nothing like this tank.”
“It takes half an hour until I can’t go without any water. If you drop me at the sea it’s fine.”
“So I can take you with me?”
“I’ll be grateful forever. Jungkook didn’t lie about how you treat us.”
You steer your car into the hangar backwards, get out again with the engine on, rip the trunk open. The size has to be enough. 
The high walls of the fish tank don’t permit you to lift Yoongi out of it. He tries to push himself up with the help of his fin several times, but he’s too large, the glass to slippery, and the tank too narrow. As a last resort, you grab a sledgehammer from the workbench to impact and shatter the glass. The handle is long, maybe 17 or 18 inches, allowing you to step back and lunge quite far. The glass doesn’t break right away. You are not used to wielding something like this. It takes three more strikes until you demolish the front wall. You have to be careful not to hit where Yoongi’s tail squeezes against the glass. 
The gush of water Yoongi pushes you back, everything goes into splinters with fragments of glass bursting to the sides, then floating everywhere on the ground. Yoongi cuts himself several times at the arms and lower back before you can pick him up. His chest is flat and cold against yours, his body heavy and close to glide far from your grasp. Less so than Jungkook, but still it feels like the weight is tearing off your arms. His skin is like you’re touching soap. 
There’s no sailing cloth or Taehyung’s art supplies this time. You try to heave him up as much as possible so his fin won’t touch the ground, glass cracking under your boots until you reach the car. Yoongi howls with pain when you try to tuck him in. His wounds scratch hard at the trunk’s plastic inlet. You show him how to open and close the tailgate from the inside, then shut it and set off. 
It takes ten minutes to the bay. 
The boatyard towers over the cranes and docks of the harbor. You speed in order to drive around. And there it is. AZ1-5986. They didn’t park the car inside, no. It stands blazen at the rear entrance. And they met you at 1 PM in the middle of the day. You’ve been tricked by absolute amateurs. 
Or not. 
There’s a scream coming from the inside. Sharp, heartbreaking. 
No time to bring Yoongi to the sea. 
You seize the sledgehammer from the passenger seat. And go. 
You recognize them at one glance. It’s the small man and red-head woman you saw driving the SUV, the woman being the one you gave the ransom to. She gave cold instructions. The man is currently wearing large gloves, dripping with water. To your surprise, they seem to be alone. The vast silence of the dockyard seems too large to house them here. The woman sneers at you, patting the front of her black leather jacket.
“Your envelope’s still right here, Miss.”
“It will be here soon,” you point towards your own jeans pocket at the front. 
She only tugs at her necklace in return. It’s made of colorful hair. Gold, turquoise. Teal and silver. You realized something. Only one thing drives them: cash. And since the government still wants the monopoly in the equation, that will be their eternal aim. Hunters are only tolerated for doing the messy jobs. The profiteer is elsewhere. And with the sums that they trade the mermen, your ransom money is only a temporary achievement, gone tomorrow. It’s not what Jungkook is worth to you anyways. Money can’t measure Jungkook. If only you could hold him. 
What your instinct tells you at the sight of the hair is: Killing. No matter if it would alert authorities sooner or later, or bring a gang to your garden. But Jungkook’s words are still at the back of your mind. You don’t know if you’d be ready to be just as bad as they are. Maybe you’re no angel in all of this. You’ve infringed on the circle of life the minute you decided to pour water on Jungkook’s body at the beach. But there’s no way back. You have to be as bad, even worse. For him. 
Because there he lies, in a giant tank with another merman with orange tail and skin. It’s close enough to see what’s inside. Pearls are piling up at the ground, and well from his eyes when they lock on you. His hair looks auburn, the long vivid strands are gone. They picked a lot of scales off his tail, too, leaving bloody spots. All the jewelry is nowhere to be seen. Instead, a heavy chain is wound secure around him several times, weighing his body to the ground. The other merman doesn’t have a chain. His scales and hair are removed entirely. They sawed one of his arms off, too. If you can judge by his face, the decaying process has already started. He’s been here for longer.
Your anger is boiling up. The woman’s shallow smile pushes you over the edge at last. She pulls out a soiled drop point knife. You hate her so much. This place has to be wiped out. Erased, cauterized. The entire gang if you have to. You charge gripping the hammer at the top with the right hand, at the bottom with your heft. Before you reach her, the man is wrapping his hands around your neck from behind, pulling you back from her.
One foot, two feet, three. You can’t breathe, panic. The feeling of his gloves is terrifying on your skin, in your mind. But the thought of Jungkook burns inside. Again you focus all energy in your arms. Finally. He takes your elbow to the stomach, cries out, and topples down. Before the man catches himself, you follow your impulse. It’s good that he dragged you away. This is the only chance. You withdraw your right hand from the handle and take a long swing back with all the might in your left arm. You hurl the hammer forward and send it flying towards her legs. The spin knocks her over right away. This tree got cut down. If you could, you’d make wood briquettes. But not now.
He’s coming at you again. Now that she’s unconscious, your job is easy even if your hammer is gone. Men have more frontal weak spots to hit.
He has his gloved fists up. Going towards you slowly. First he tries to suffocate you, now he’s playing fair, doesn’t he. You’ll floor him faster than her. Suits him, he’s the minion. The prick probably sawed apart Jungkook’s brother. 
You wait until he comes close enough, put your fists up in return. Shit, shit, shit. Your arms hurt so much. You play the game despite the ache, dancing from foot to foot as he comes in. Then boot nasty fucker in the groin aimed from below, explosive and direct. He stumbles backward with a yell, falling agonized and twitching. You dive after him, leg extended to land a second kick under his chin. His head snaps back. That beats him senseless for once.
But you worry about Yoongi. The trunk. He’s still in there. Since twenty minutes or more. And even if he knows how to get out of there, it’s of no use. He can’t go anywhere. This has to be fast. At the other end of the scene, you pull the envelope from the woman’s jacket, along with a metal key and her necklace. She doesn’t deserve it.
You hurry to Jungkook, hammer all too heavy in your hands again. At one point, your arms are going to fall off your torso. But now you know better. You dash the tank to pieces in one final hurl towards the right spot, entirely graceless but effective. The water swipes you off your feet in a large outpour. Exhaustion is coming.
The splinters are much larger this time and the float glass appears to almost detonate under the pressure released. Jungkook is too heavy to get carried off by the surge. He lands just feet away next to you crying, repeating your name until you manage to stand up leaving the hammer behind. 
“I missed you, Jungkook, what—”
“You, you came,” he winces, “are you fine?”
“Don’t ask about me,” you fumble at the lock of his chain, “we’ll get this off, talk is for later.”
“It hurts.”
He’s looking at you from dulled eyes. They might have put him into water, but the life is still drained out of him. You don’t want to imagine what happened. They bound the chain around him so tight that it left purple traces. After it’s off, you already know what to do with it. Jungkook picks an orange scale from his dead friend in the debris, whispering a last goodbye.
The thirty minutes are long over. The trunk is closed when you come out of the backdoor with Jungkook. 
You open to a smiling Yoongi the second he sees you and Jungkook in your arms. 
“Yoongi, you okay? Left you waiting.” 
“Sure, but you?” he ruffles his hair a bit. You blink twice, seeing that it has grown a bit longer and darker since you saw it in the hangar. You noticed that with Jungkook as well, but didn’t put two and two together, or actually believed your own eyes. It must be magic at work. Or different physics. 
At a second glance, there’s a decent layer of water in the trunk.
“Yes, they’re in chains. Where does the water come from?”
“You had several bottles of sparkling water in the corner. I like how it tingles, we don’t have that out there. My wounds... it seems they regenerate.”
Of course! The water. You bought it when getting groceries for Jungkook.
“And what do we do with the two?” 
“We could take them out with us. But they’re affiliates, they all know about each other.”
“I’ll decide later by myself,” you guide Jungkook onto the rear bench seat. “We need to go...” 
You kickstart the car, turn to head for the one-way lane to the docks. As close as your car permits, you maneuver toward the edge where water towers high. The tide is in favor. But there’s commotion at the end of the street where you came from. It’s a truck. 
“Hurry!” Jungkook cries, “That’s the rest of them!”
You can’t drive away with them now. If you’re able to drop both off, then you’re already lucky. You drive closer to the water, preparing to unlock the car with your electric key so Yoongi gets the sign to open the trunk. But you soon feel that the car gets out of balance. You look into the rear-view mirror, estimating how much you could still drive backward, or forward. But it’s futile.
The weight in the back drags the car over the edge. You’re screaming. Jungkook tries to counterbalance. The car tips over anyways. It enters the water. 
The door won’t open. Water keeps rising. The signal of the keys won’t unlock the car no matter how many times you press the button. Jungkook can’t manage to open the doors either, his strength has faded. The water level has almost reached the ceiling when he stops trying. You’re so far down and out of air, even if you managed to escape now diving upward would make you run out of air already. Maybe a few seconds left and you can say goodbye to this life. You can’t tell Jungkook how much you love him. It’s all too late. Everything, absolutely everything went wrong. Only failure remains. Fucked up from start to finish. Four lives ruined, two dead. You feel a thumping at the back of your head.
Jungkook intertwines his fingers with your hair from behind, whispering something between bubbles before you can’t hear anymore. An immense heat glues your legs together in an instant, melting the fabric of your jeans. A rousing bolt darts through your scalp, your feet stop moving. It feels like your body is bloating everywhere, soaking up water. Webbing springs forth between your fingers, fiery scales around your hips. Your hair starts growing out scarlet and thick, curling large before your eyes. The sides of your upper body start to open up wide, then close again. A burst of air expands in your lungs. 
Now you know why Jungkook knew so much about civilized life. 
Merpeople used to be human.
MASTERLIST  | Part III: Dauntless
This was my original mermen!BTS AU post that inspired the story.
Commentary: Sublime is my darling. Now it’s complete. Finally! ✊🔥Thank you cubs for reading, hope you enjoyed. Thank you again to the anon who requested this back then. Who are you, where are you, I need to know 😮 I’m super excited to see all of your reactions, what do you think, let’s talk ❤️Adore you so much. - Caro 
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The Ghost Of You
20 - You’re Finally Mine
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This chapters songs:
I Follow You; Melody's Echo Chamber
Hot Rod; Dayglow
My Jinji; Sunset Rollarcoaster
- Y. L. Perspective
I let out a low groan, attempting to stretch out my arms and legs. But when I touched Koshi's, I remember that we were latched onto each other. Throughout the night, I hadn't imagined that sleeping with him would be so peaceful. His gentle hands holding me against him, the way a simple hum would run vibrations throughout his chest, and best of all: being able to look at such a lovely face to wake up to.
He pays my back gently, followed by his gentle voice. "Y/n? Are you awake?"
I open my eyes slightly to peek at him. A very bright sun ray showered his grey hair and fair skin. "Hm? Yes, I am now." Shoving my face back into his chest, I sigh. "What time is it?"
"It's ten. I'm sorry for waking you, but Isao is wondering if you want breakfast," Koshi explains briefly.
I blink a few times to refresh my mind, nodding slightly. Was his brother serious about making our food? That was something I hadn't experienced in a while. I usually made things for myself or ate leftovers for breakfast.
After Koshi dismisses his little brother, he proceeded to pat my back as if I were falling back asleep. "How did you sleep? I hope I wasn't bothering you all night," he asks me.
"Pretty good. I was very comfortable." A smile appeared on my face without any effort. I trail my fingers across his collarbone under his t-shirt, thankful that my first night with Koshi was as calming as sleeping through the rain. "What about you?"
I was hoping that I hadn't kicked him or done something embarrassing while I was asleep. The risk was a high percentage, especially since I'd spent the night mostly laying on his chest.
But Koshi didn't say much. He only gave me a very warning smile and tightened his hands upon my waist, maneuvering closer towards me. Curious yet scared of what he would do, I grew frantic, feeling my face heat up while he did so. And finally, he closed his eyes, brushing his lips against mine, before kissing me gently.
My hands rushed up to his face as my shoulders stiffened. Such a sudden action made my heart beat out of its chest, I was sure he could hear it.
Unfortunately, he ended our kiss after a few seconds, pulling away from me slightly.
"So, I'm guessing that's a yes?" I manage to let out a few words in my tired voice. Koshi nods, sitting up from his spot.
That was the first time I'd woken up in his bed while lying next to him. And boy, did I cherish that moment as if it were impossible to forget.
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"Good morning, Ms. L/n," Isao chimes as Koshi and I walk into the kitchen with our zombie-like behaviors.
Nonetheless, I smile at the boy, happy to be seeing his familiar face. I was beginning to grow on him and his playful personality. I bow and greet him a good morning as well, before Koshi bumps his hip into mine, laying a hand on my back. "Y/n, you don't have to bow every time you see them." He says to me, making me shoot up to stand straight.
"Uh, sorry! I guess it's just an impulse I do to people," I explain myself, followed by Isao's sweet laughter.
"That's alright! I was just about done," he says, placing a small piece of fish onto a pile of a couple of other pieces. Next to the grill pan was some white rice and a pot of miso soup.
The smell fills my nose and I begin to build up my appetite. "Oh, okay! Would you like me to get started on some tea?" I hurry to the other side of the kitchen and attempt to search for a pot. But of course, Koshi stands there with one in his large hands, grinning at me.
"You're our guest, Ms. L/n! Please, sit." Isao carries the plate of rice and fish to the table, accompanied by a few bowls of miso soup. I hadn't been welcomed with such a normal morning breakfast in so long. Not even my friends' parents treated me like this. But mostly because we were all family to each other.
I could only hope that I didn't look too bad. I had changed into some pajama pants and a smaller shirt so I wouldn't look like a homeless man walking around such a nice house. But freshening up my hair, breath, and face could only do so much. As for Koshi, he still looked as beautiful as ever in the mornings.
I make myself comfortable in the same chair I'd say in the previous night, waiting for Koshi and Isao to join me. After they did, I said my thanks, and we began to eat our breakfast.
To my surprise, Isao wasn't half bad at making food. In fact, it was very delicious. Mostly because I hadn't had such a good breakfast meal in what felt like a million years.
"So!" Isao cleared his throat with a gulp of green tea.
"How did you love birds sleep?"
The boy clapped his hands enthusiastically. The nickname made me cringe on the inside, but I simply chuckled lightly and shrugged my shoulders. "Pretty good. You guys have such a lovely home," I comment, replied with a nod from Isao.
"Yeah, yeah. So your band; are you guys popular and all? Sorry, I know that probably isn't what you might want to talk about, but I'm interested in Koshi's new girlfriend," he says, followed by one of Koshi's passive-aggressive throat clearings.
I eye both of them, smiling awkwardly while swallowing my food. "Uhm, it's okay. We're fairly known by a few people at school and some family. Our discography is small since we mostly produce covers or requests we receive from our amount of fans."
It was obvious that Isao was very excited about having a musician in his house. I was only worried that Koshi would grow tired of talking about music. So, I take the wheel of questions and begin my mission to find out more about his family.
"What about you? Are you interested in any sports or art hobbies?" I ask, wiping my hands on one of the small towelettes he gave me earlier.
Isao nods. "Kind of! I like messing around with the drums now and then. But I mostly did a lot of volleyball back in middle school."
I hadn't thought about how old Isao might have been. Curious, I ask, "wait—how old are you? I didn't know you were in high school."
Little did I know that it wasn't something Koshi and Isao weren't up to talk about that subject, for they glanced at each other with surprised looks. "Uh...I should be starting in-person high school after the summer break. Right now, I've been doing homeschooling."
"Oh..that must be nice!" I attempt to lighten the mood a bit. "Are you excited? You get to experience a lot of new and fun things in high school. I'm positive you'll find something you like. Do you plan on going to Karasuno or...?"
"Yeah, I do. I only wish Koshi could have been a second year so we could be closer together!"
The mentioned man coughs while drinking his tea, wiping it soon after. "Uhm, don't worry. I have a couple of people who'll be looking out for you." I assumed he was talking about the volleyball team. Isao would no doubt fit in with those guys.
"You said that you're going to the states after graduation. Is that true?" The sudden question makes both Koshi and me choke on our rice. The only time that I would ever discuss the matter was with my friends. I was always afraid that talking about it in front of him would cause problems between us.
Noticing I grew uncomfortable, Koshi interrupts with yet another question. "Would you like to come with me to Y/n's concert? It's not much of a concert...more of a competition for bands. But if it's okay with her, I could take you with me. I know we'd both love to see her perform live, right?"
Isao practically jumps at the statement. "Wow—really?! Of course! Can we go, Ms. L/n?" He looks at me with big puppy eyes in excitement. How could I have said no?
Proud, I nod to the boy. "Sure thing. But you've gotta be careful in the crowds. There will be lots of people there."
The rest of breakfast was used as a way for Isao and I to get to know each other. Though they came from the same mother and father, Koshi and he were two very different people. It could have been that they got different types of acknowledgment from their parents, or they coped with their mother in different ways. He sure seemed like a rowdy boy. Very charismatic, curious, and a top-notch smart ass.
Koshi and I helped tidy up the kitchen, he notified us he would be going over to a friend's house. I was only to assume that this friend was like family to him, for Koshi dismissed him as if it were nothing. After that, we decided to begin getting ready for the training camp.
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A/n: If you come across messages from the guys that sound cringe it's only because I'm trying to make them sound realistic aka what they would actually text like😭
Crow crew
Daichi
Hope everyone is heading to the gym soon
Let's try not to give Takeda a hard time this weekend. He's been treating us very kindly these past few weeks.
Tanaka
Yeah man he got us a really cool new manager
haha thanks
Asahi
Who's ####
Tanaka
I just said
Really cool new manager
Aka Sugas gf
Koshi
Istg
Noya
R u serious my brother😕
So you just take every girl you see now
Asahi
Suga didn't tell me that:0
Koshi
The way we haven't even been together for 24 hours and you somehow managed to figure it out
Tanaka
WAIT IT IS TRUE-
Daichi
This is literally supposed to be a group
chat meant for volleyball only
Leave Koshi's personal life alone and mind your own business guys
Noya
Don't be so uptight 🗣
Y/n I thought you liked me 💔
What about all that stuff you told me under the cherry blossom tree
Daichi
Noya oh my god
Asahi
Wow, this escalated!!
Daichi
Where are you guys, heading to the school hopefully?
Koshi
Y/n and I just left the house
Is Kiyoko there yet guys
Kiyoko
Almost :))
Meet me in the girl's locker room
Noya
HOW THE FUCK DID YOU DO THAT
Tanaka
WH
What lmao
Tanaka
YOU SUMMONED HER
Noya
YEAH SHOW US YOUR WAYS DARK LORD
Bc I'm god( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Ennoshita
Hey everyone
At the gym👌🏻
Yamaguchi
Good afternoon!!🌞
THE EMOJI WXBISJS
Yamaguchi
SHSHSHS
Tsukishima
it's gay
Noya
You're gay
Tsukishima
Wtf lmao no I'm not shut up
Tanaka
You've triggered something
Daichi
Stop it guys
Hinata
OMG I WOKE UP LATE
Koshi
Uhh
Try to get to the gym fast
Asahi
Hey you shouldn't text and drive
Tanaka
Especially when you got your girl in the passenger seat🤨
Koshi
Don't worry guys it's me
[image of you and Koshi in the car]
Kageyama
who's dirivng
Yamaguchi
Driving* and Koshi is obviously driving in the picture🙄
Kageyama
Im talk shout the training camp
Daichi
Takeda, he's taking his van like always
Hinata
CAN WE BRING SNACKS PLEASE???
Daichi
Yes but not to eat in the car bc I don't wanna cause Takeda any issues with having to clean it
###-###-####
That's fine with me!! Hinata can bring snacks( ◠‿◠ )
Is that Takeda Senseis number
Tanaka
Yes
Koshi
Pls try not to make a big deal of Y/n and I
Noya
Why wouldn't we💀
it's not even that huge + I'm sure you guys don't care that much
Tsukishima
Yeah I don't
Tanaka
Cmon noya that's one of kiyokos best friends we can't be mean😥
Noya
SHEEESH alr see you guys soon
- K. S. Perspective
"...are you telling me that she's coming with us?" I look at Daichi with a very serious face, afraid of what he would respond with.
I thought it was flattering that Eclair wanted to spend her afternoons at volleyball practice with the team. But was it appropriate to have her come with us to the weekend training camp?
Daichi sighed. "Well, she did ask Takeda and I beforehand and we didn't have it in us to tell her no. Besides, she is a big help to us. She's been doing a lot more than talk to the second years as of recently. Don't you think you're worrying too much about it? I'm sure she won't make a move on you again, especially now that you've got a girlfriend."
"She doesn't know that, dammit." I cross my arms and sink into my seat. I knew that she wouldn't take the news lightly when she found out. If I were lucky, she would last her entire stay in Japan without knowing.
He sighs again, adjusting himself in the seat. "Koushi, just fall asleep. We'll be there in only an hour."
It didn't hurt me that Daichi didn't want to talk about Eclair. She was draining, after all. I prayed that she wouldn't be causing issues during this weekend. The last thing I needed was another inconvenience.
Instead of sitting with Kiyoko the way she usually did, she had to sit alone. Eclair insisted she take her spot next to Kiyoko, but Y/n didn't want to make a big deal of it.
As the bus began driving off into the evening, I look over to the girl, observing her tired eyes as they wander over the valleys outside. Did she mind being alone? I wasn't sure. All I knew was that I wanted more than anything to sneak over to her seat when no one was looking. To have her head rest nicely on my shoulder.
'Would anyone even notice if I were gone?' I think to myself, checking if my best friend was still awake. Sure enough, he was dozing off against the window, giving me an open spot to sneak up next to her.
Careful not to be noticed by Takeda or any other volleyball members, I crouch over to the seat in front of mine. Y/n looks over in a flash, taking both her earphones out. "Kou, what are you doing? Are you allowed to sit next to me?" She whispers to me before the two of us lock eyes.
"I have no clue, but you look tired," I say to her as she closes her eyes and smiles gently. The orange-colored sunlight showered down on her beautiful features, making my heart melt right there in the moment. Desperate to feel her, I bump her head with my shoulder, offering her a personal pillow. She happily accepts and fits right between my left collar bone, making me beam with joy. I pay close attention to her small flinch when I began to ever so gently squeeze her thigh lovingly. Dear Y/n was finally all mine and no one else's, finally. Of course, I knew she belonged to herself and had personal boundaries that I wouldn't dare cross. She was an independent and reluctant girl after all. But my girl. One I would love forever and ever.
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Yes I still added fluff at the end what abt it😾
Ily pls note and comment I read every single comment you guys give me and it makes me seriously so happy
- estrxlar
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A Lamb Among Wolves Ch:20
This is quite possibly the longest chapter I've written not just in this story, but in general. But it was required for the full scope of the scene. There was nowhere I could clip and separate it that wouldn't ruin the flow of the scene. I was also nervous handling so many characters interacting at once. I wanted it to remain clear who was talking to whom and it was a delicate dance I hope worked correctly. That said, I feel this was a really strong, emotional chapter and I'm super proud of it.
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Chapter Twenty: Un-fair Judgements
For Dawn's sake, Vernon was trying not to let what happened at the 'tunnel of love' eat away at him. But the wolf couldn't shake the sickening feeling the whole argument had left in the pit of his stomach. Had it been silly to really not expect that kind of treatment back in the Meadowlands? At a family fair no less? Granted the sheep was an old-timer, and with age came a stubborn unwillingness to accept change and a lack of knowing when to keep ones mouth shut. But the nasty old billy managed to get under Vernon's pelt much worse than anyone back in Zootopia seemed to be capable of.
Dawn was right, everything she had said was on point. The old goat's judgment and attitude was something small and petty in the grand scheme of things. But denying them access to the ride was a severe over-reach, and it left Vernon completely livid. The wolf hated to let something like that slide regardless of how sound the reasoning was. He wanted desperately to bring his Father around when it came to his attitude toward Dawn, and he knew trying to keep a low profile would most likely help that. But standing there, being dressed down by that old culler, allowing him to speak to Dawn so rudely. It made the desire to belt the mammal right in his smug muzzle the more appealing option. And to be honest, if Dawn hadn't managed to pull him back from the brink, the wolf would have most likely done so.
That sobering moment had made Vernon realize exactly just how deeply his emotions were starting to get the better of him. Had that goat been any other mammal in Zootopia, on just an average day, he surely would have handled the situation differently. The wolf would have found a way to diffuse the situation without violence. Maybe he would have outsmarted him, beaten him down with words, something to the effect of how he had handled the wolf couple on the train ride out to the Meadowlands in the first place. But everything that had happened so far, his Father, Yuri, Ana, each encounter had been winding him up further and further. The stress, rage and anxiety building with each dispute while he tried desperately to bury it. To keep a stiff upper lip, to be optimistic, all to try to keep up the facade that he was alright in Dawn's eyes. Or at least, less miserable than he had really been. He had even managed to try to put aside the woes of family acceptance in an effort for just a pure day of fun with his Honey Lamb, but even without the other Hunters present he had been unable to escape confrontation.
The fact that Ana had even been at the fair was as if the gods themselves were mocking him, chiding him for even thinking he could have one nice day with his mate in the town he grew up in. That he could share something close and intimate with Dawn without the weight of his Father's judgment overshadowing it. But Ana and the old goat had pulled it right back to the forefront of the wolf's mind, and the beautiful day at the fair he had planned turned into nothing short of a catastrophe.
It had been so long since the wolf had felt such violent impulses, a trait of his he had believed to be not just dormant, but long dead. But with everything that was layering itself on his mind, he could feel the grasp on his emotions slipping. The old mindset of the troubled young pup he once had been was clawing it's way to the surface. It wanted to fight, his stubborn father, his stupid brother, and that bigoted old goat. And the more he tried to suppress how he really felt about the reunion so far, the more restless it became. Vernon would have to let off some steam one way or another eventually, something to ease the pressure building within. But short of suddenly gaining his Father's approval or simply turning to Dawn in a collapsed heap, weeping and admitting his various fears and doubts about the whole scenario, the wolf wasn't going to get enough of the emotion out.
Still Vernon tried to take solace in the idea that at least hiding in the dark back room of the family corn and pie stall might be enough to at least ease some of his suffering. Especially if Dawn kept up the rather soothing head petting she had been doing since they left the 'tunnel of love' behind. Just the prospect of some, mostly quiet and alone time with his Honey Lamb felt like heaven at the moment. A much needed reprieve from the prying eyes and barbed tongues of other judgmental fair-goers, or possibly even Ana again. Granted, the wolf reasoned the stand would probably be swarming with noisy patrons, but at least they'd be well out of sight.
Yet as the food stand finally came into view, it quickly became apparent that the couple wouldn't have to worry about any noise at all coming from the crowds. The Hunter Family's usually bustling food stall was practically a ghost town. There wasn't a crowd, a line, or even a single customer. All Vernon could see was his Mother and Malcolm, both of whom we're looking bored out of their skulls. His Mother in particular had taken to leaning on the counter, a paw against her face as she let out a tired sigh. It was only as she noticed Vernon's approach did she seem to wake up, snapping to attention and wiping the counter where she had been leaning previously. The wolf's Mother never liked to seem as though she wasn't doing some degree of work, and catching her like that had always been a rare sight. A sight Vernon would have laughed at if not for the alien strangeness that the empty stall created. Audrey offered a jovial wave as the pair walked over to the counter.
"Howdy you two!" Audrey chirped. "I hope ya'll been having a good time at the fair!"
Vernon let out a derisive sigh.
"Trying to." Vernon grumbled. "But we hit a few snags along the way."
"Aww Darlin', I'm sorry to hear that." The she wolf gestured to the pair to sit on the stools near the counter. "Wanna talk about it?"
Vernon sat in the stool in front of him before easing Dawn off his shoulders and into the seat next to him. He hated to put an end to the soothing head petting, but he figured the ewe would have a harder time joining the conversation if he hadn't placed her closer to eye level. Dawn seemed like she was almost in a dreamlike state as the wolf eased her into the chair, only snapping out of it as she was plopped onto the seat. Now alert, she eyed Vernon with concern, but the wolf turned away, eager to shut down the possible conversation at hand.
"I'd rather not Ma." Vernon muttered. "I just want to unwind and not think about anything." Vernon flashed the ewe a meek smile, trying to keep up the facade of being relatively okay. "I think we both do."
That managed to earn him a genuine smile from Dawn, and assured the wolf that the illusion was still in place.
"What about you Ma?" Vernon asked. "I ain't never seen the stand this dead. You just get back from break or something?"
"W-well I-" Audrey sighed. "I just don't know Puppy." She shook her head.
"Stands been doing this bad for hours Vern." Malcolm chimed in, sliding another boxed pie onto a nearby shelf. "Started tapering off after lunch. It's the strangest dog-gone thing." The red wolf muttered.
"Your serious?" Vernon asked.
"Deadly." Audrey replied, giving the wolf a solemn stare.
"We've had one or two stragglers, but otherwise it's been practically as dull as a desert here." Malcolm added.
"If things keep up like this we're going to end up with more pies than we know what to do with." Audrey leaned back on the counter, scratching her head. "I just can't figure out what is going on. It's like everyone's avoidin' us."
There was a brief, uneasy silence as the phrase 'avoidin' us' seemed to hang in the air. Vernon found himself thinking back to the 'tunnel of love' once again. The stares from the couples waiting to ride, the glances he was sure they had gotten on the walk back to 'Hunter's Bounty'. For a moment the wolf feared that perhaps, his relationship with Dawn may have been the source of the drop in customers at the family food stall. 'But it couldn't be.' The wolf was quick to reassure himself. It seemed unlikely that most of the fairgoers could connect the couple to the family by look alone.
"Anywho, don't worry about this mess Vern." Audrey's tone was suddenly less dismal as she stood back up. "How'd you two like some roasted corn?"
"We're holding out for a picnic later today." Vernon chuckled. "I'm going to be doing the roasting myself while we're out there."
"Aww..." Audrey cooed. "Ain't that sweet." The wolfess gave Vernon's head fur a playful tussle, causing him to pull back and swat playfully at her.
"Ma! C'mon now!" Vernon gestured his head to Dawn.
"Oh hush, you'll always be my Puppy, I don't care who's watchin'!" Audrey teased, earning a giggle from Dawn.
"Well if food ain't the reason you're back so soon, then what is it? You can't be callin' the fair quits already?" Malcolm interjected, licking a spoon covered in pie mix. "We ain't closin' for another hour."
"Maybe not if this keeps up." Audrey lamented.
Vernon let out another sigh. "W-we're just tuckered out." He said glumly. "We decided to call it early and relax until we all head back home." Vernon tried to make his voice firm. It wasn't entirely a lie, after all they we're looking to relax. But the why was still something Vernon wasn't keen on sharing with either of them.
The red wolf nodded, turning back to the oven nearest to him.
"Well your welcome to hide in the back until-" Audrey's ears suddenly perked up, and she pivoted her head to the side of Vernon. The she wolf squinted for a moment. "What in the Fenrir's fur is that commotion?"
Vernon glanced over his shoulder to see a crowd building a few stalls down from the stand, but unlike the previous ones that had gathered to gawk at him and Dawn in the midst of fighting, this one was on the move. As Vernon spun around on his stool to get a better look it quickly became apparent exactly where the crowd was heading.
"You've got to be kidding me." Vernon muttered, slapping a paw over his face. While most in the mob remained unfamiliar, at the front Vernon easily recognized a very exasperated looking Kendrick Loupon. Thankfully, there was no sign of Ana, but more worryingly a particularly well dressed sheep was walking next to him. The ram was dressed in a fine green suit and matching top hat, with finely maintained wool and expertly polished spiral horns tightly spun near his ears. Vernon could only describe the look on his face as something close to constipation. His eyes were focused on the stand sitting directly in the path of the mob, his Mother's stand.
"Mr. Ruddy?" Audrey piped up as the crowd arrived. They gave the short representative and his towering wolf assistant a wide berth around the stand as the sheep made his way near Vernon and his Mother. The stout little sheep seemed to be sweating up a storm.
"M-Mrs. Hunter." Damon stuttered. The ram pulled a handkerchief from his suit pocket, dabbing his forehead lightly as he evidently tried to compose himself.
"Somethin' wrong?" Audrey leaned over the counter, eyeing the ram in confusion.
"W-well...um..." Damon glanced over his shoulder briefly at the mob that had swelled behind him. Vernon watched Kendrick as he paced the perimeter, watching the crowd as he mopped his forehead with a napkin of his own. "I-er...well Ma'am. I..." The sheep looked down at his hooves, wringing them nervously as he seemed to fumble with his words. "I-It's just-
"We've received a number of complaints." Kendrick said, making his way closer to the stand. " A great number of the citizens attending the fair are rather troubled. You see they-"
Audrey waived her paws defensively. "Hey now if this is about the food, I assure ya'll everything is fresh and kept refrigerated." The she-wolf crossed her arms. "I've been telling the fair's board of directors for years them food poisoning cases been coming from that sushi stand. I told 'em a fair ground ain't no place to be servin' raw fish."
Ruddy coughed awkwardly, pulling at his collar. It was clear the sheep was uncomfortable with whatever he was leading up to. Vernon had his suspicions of course, but part of him was praying that for once during the whole trip he would be wrong.
"No, no." The sheep chuckled weakly. "W-we've already handled that."
"Yes, we've made sure their refrigeration units were up to code this year." Kendrick added, biting his lip.
"Well then what's the issue boys?" Audrey asked, placing a paw on her hip.
At this, both the finely dressed mammals glanced at each other nervously. Their eyes seemed to be searching for an out, for one of them to get whatever it was off their chests and take the brunt of whatever fallout was going to come from it. Ultimately, it was Ruddy who lost the stare down, snapping his attention back to Audrey as he let out an irritated sigh.
"M-Mrs. Hunter, first I want you to know t-that you and your family have b-been a valued member of our community for years."
"Mhh Hmm..." Audrey hummed.
"I-I mean your husband is the best Sheriff we've had in our community, a-and well, your stand here is a fair favorite!" The sheep added, tapping his hooves together idly.
"Mhh Hmm..." The she wolf repeated, , her tone becoming increasingly impatient.
"But w-well, But..."
"But what?" Vernon finally asked, drawing the sheep's attention on him. He could see fear in the rams eyes as Ruddy glanced at him, and as the little sheep's glance shifted to Dawn and back to again it all but confirmed what he was getting at.
"We-uh..." Ruddy stuttered. "because of the commotion I m-mean, we're u-uh-"
"We're going to have to ask you to leave the fair." Kendrick cut it, his eyes falling on Vernon and Dawn. Vernon could feel his stomach drop. Once again he had to have the misfortune of being right on the money. But what surprised him was Loupon's demeanor. Vernon had expected the wolf to be wearing a smug grin, after all he was clearly making good on his threat. Yet the wolf still seemed very uncomfortable, as if he really didn't want to be there in the first place. That managed to throw Vernon off, and prevented him from being the first to respond.
"W-what?!" Audrey barked, looking over at the couple seated on the stools in front of her. "What for!? What did they do?!"
Vernon sighed sharply. "We've done nothing Ma." Vernon grumbled, glowering at the officials. "Nothin' they got a law for anyway."
Ruddy pulled at his collar again. "W-well you see...I um-It's just." The ram tried to continue, dabbing his brow again.
"A lot of the fair goers are getting antsy." Loupon interjected. " Getting vocal and causing a stir, threatening to leave the fair and so forth. Many of them have threatened to not spend a cent on the fair, and never coming back you see."
"Because?" Audrey leaned on the counter. Vernon could see his Mother's was scowling at the gentlemam almost as badly as he was. A clear sign she was catching on.
"Well-Ah..." Ruddy continued.
"BECAUSE OF THE FREAKSHOW!" A familiar voice barked out from the crowd. Vernon could feel bile rising in his throat as he watched the angry wolfess make her way out of the mob, pushing several members of the crowd aside on her way to the front. Of course Ana couldn't have been far behind her mate, otherwise how would she show him off to anyone? Ana squeezed her way between the two officials before striking a rather confident stance. She flashed Vernon a mischievous grin as she glanced down at the couple.
"IT'S AN AFFRONT TO ALL THE MAMMALS HERE!" Ana continued loudly. "A DISGUSTING DISPLAY THAT SHOULDN'T BE SEEN AT A 'FAMILY-FRIENDLY' FAIR!"
"Ana!" Kendrick tried to place a paw on the wolfess, but she shoved him away slightly.
"WHY CAN'T WEIRDOS LIKE YOU LEAVE THAT SORT OF THING AT HOME!? HUH!?" The wolfess hissed. Unlike before, a few members of the mob could be heard yelling in agreement.
Vernon was off his stool in Ana's face in the blink of an eye. He was growling down at her, gnashing his teeth. But despite his attempts at intimidation Ana hadn't even flinched. Instead she continued to smugly smile back up at him.
"Is yer whole life devoted to making other mammals miserable?" Vernon hissed.
"Just you." Ana's smug grin seemed to widen as she whispered. "But I also can't let that little grazer talking back to me slide. You both need to learn your place."
"Now hold on one second!" Audrey barked, her attention remaining on Ruddy and Loupon. "You folks ain't never seemed to have a problem with the kind of relationships any of my other pups had! So why them!?" She motioned over to Vernon and Dawn.
Ruddy seemed to be coming apart at the seams. The ram was practically swabbing his receding wool line with his handkerchief as he tried to speak. At first it was nothing but barely audible squeaks.
"W-well, we've had complaints b-before." Ruddy said. "Z-zach and Vanna a-alone tend to d-draw attention b-but..." The sheep stammered.
"BUT WHAT!?" Audrey had lurched over her counter slightly, causing the ram to practically recoil into his suit.
"Because the c-complaints were so few, and with your families service to the Meadowlands w-we t-tended to ignore them." Loupon added.
"Well ain't that a fine how do you do!?" Audrey stood back up, placing her paws on her hips as she glowered at the crowd. "This is the first I've heard of this from any of ya'll!" She stabbed a finger at the mob. Some seemed to shrink slightly. "And I thought I knew you people!"
Audrey head swiveled as she pointed at various members of the crowd. "Mrs. Stag? Mr. Hornsby? Even you Mr. and Mrs. Molina? Fer crying out loud I've known you both since grade school!" With each name listed off, various members of the crowd seemed to shrink in shame.
"And Damon, yer one of Dori's best friends!" The she wolf returned her attention to Ruddy. The sheep sunk further into his pressed suit. He raised his hooves in self defense. "What makes this different then those other times!?"
"The number of complaints Mrs. Hunter." Loupon added, nervously straightening his tie. "I-I'm afraid there were far too many to sweep under the rug. I m-mean two preds or two prey mammals of different species are one issue, but a prey and a pred-"
"IT'S UNNATURAL!" Ana pushed away from Vernon, turning her attention to the crowd. "IT GOES AGAINST THE NATURAL ORDER!"
"ANA PLEASE!" Kendrick protested.
The she wolf let out a snort, crossing her arms as she turned her back to the wolf. Wiping his brow, Loupon continued.
"It just makes too many mammals uncomfortable. And we don't want any scenes breaking out today." Loupon said in a lowered tone.
"Well ya'll certainly done a good job on that!" Audrey snapped, gesturing a paw to the crowd. " You stirred up a damn lynch mob and brought 'em here. All that's missing is the torches and pitchforks!"
As his Mother spoke, Vernon noticed Ana's ears perk up at the mention of a 'lynch mob', letting out a low chuckle. Vernon stormed over to Ana, grasping the she-wolf by a shoulder and forcing her to face him.
"You did this didn't you?" Vernon hissed. "This crowd is on you!? Ain't it!?"
Ana flashed a smug smile. "What, me!?" She cooed. "I would never!" The she-wolf feigned innocence as she pulled Vernon's paw off her. "But if some of these good mammals overheard me talking to Ken and were just as disgusted as I was....well..." Ana's grin became practically Cheshire as she eyed Vernon evilly. "I can't help that."
"WHY YOU LOUSY LITTLE B-" Vernon stopped as he felt a hoof grasp his paw tightly, pulling him back. Looking down he found Dawn had stepped off her stool and was now by his side. She looked up at him sadly.
"Floof's, what-?"
"We'll go." Dawn replied.
"WHAT!?" Vernon barked.
Dawn released her grip on the wolf, making her way between Audrey, Ruddy, and Loupon. Turning her attention to Ruddy, she cleared her throat.
"As someone who used to work in politics I understand the awkward position Vernon and I have placed you in." Dawn said.
Ruddy's eyes went wide. "Wait, D-Dawn Bellwether?"
Dawn gave a simple nod.
Ruddy turned to Loupon, gesturing his hooves at the ewe in front of him. "You didn't tell me she was Dawn Bellwether!" He hissed quietly. Loupon scratched the back of his head awkwardly.
"Ms. Bellwether, I am terrible sorry, I truly am." Ruddy said, turning his attention back to Dawn. "I hate to put you in this position considering the circumstances. After what you did for Zootopia I-"
Dawn raised a hoof to stop the ram.
"Vernon and I didn't mean to cause any trouble. But we understand we aren't in a very..." The ewe fiddled her hooves nervously. "'conventional' relationship." The ewe sighed.
"So, for the sake of everyone else here..." Dawn looked up at Audrey sadly. "Vernon and I will leave."
"Honey Lamb!" Vernon barked in disbelief. But Dawn simply shook her head. Walking back over to Vernon's side, Dawn wrapped a hoof around his paw, squeezing it tightly. She looked up at him with sad, glistening eyes. But he could see a look of resignation in them as well. It was a battle they weren't equipped to fight, a stand they weren't in position to hold. For the sake of the rest of the Hunters, they had to back down.
"It's not worth it Vernon." Dawn glanced at the proud she-wolf still smugly smiling at them. Vernon could see Dawn's tearful eyes were burning with disgust. "She's not worth it."
"OH!" Ana laughed, placing a paw to her chest. "Looking down on Preds again are we? I guess you haven't changed as much as you think?" Ana let out a howling laugh.
Dawn turned away from Ana, pulling Vernon with her as they now faced the stand.
"Mrs. Hunter, could Malcolm drive us back to the ranch?" Dawn asked.
"Nothin' doin' Darlin', you two ain't leavin!" Audrey's tone was decisive as she slammed a paw on the table.
"Please Mrs. Hunter, we've caused enough trouble. I don't want to make things worse for you or the others." Dawn said somberly.
"Oh you poor thing!" Ana cooed. "You think you haven't already!?" The she-wolf barked.
Vernon snapped his attention back to Ana, letting out a rolling growl.
"Would you shut up already! You got what ya wanted!" Vernon snarled.
"Not yet." Ana sneered. The wolfess gave her mate a shove, causing Kendrick to stumble slightly.
"Tell him!" She gestured to Vernon. "Tell him Ken!" She grinned.
"What's she gettin' at Damon?" Audrey asked the diminutive ram. The sheep shifted uncomfortably as he returned to twiddling his hooves. The silence seemed to linger as the ram failed to make any sort of noise. He seemed unable to even look Audrey in the eyes.
"A-all of you have to leave." Loupon said.
"What?" Audrey asked coldly, staring daggers at the large wolf.
"W-well...um..." Loupon gulped, going as dry mouthed as Ruddy seemed to have gone.
"YOU'RE ALL LEAVIN'!" Ana cackled. "ALL YOU HUNTERS ARE GOING BYE BYE!" Pushing Loupon aside, Ana pranced up to the counter.
"Maybe now your son will learn his place Auddy my dear." Ana cooed.
"DON'T you call me Auddy!" Audrey hissed.
On the outside, Vernon was frozen. His facial expression was stuck in neutral as the emotions below the surface fought to process all that was happening and respond accordingly. This was it, the worst possible outcome the date at the fair could possibly yield. In the grand scheme of things, Ana and the old goat had gotten under Vernon's pelt and effectively soured the date. But that was something Vernon could stand. It would have taken time for the ire to fully settle, but he would have gotten through it, that he was sure of. But those confrontations were on him, and only affected the two of them. But now the events that had been set in motion were going to cause the one thing that he had been certain was impossible. The one thing that would eat at him worse than anything else. Ana was set to prove his Father's prediction right. He and Dawn would be responsible for ruining the families reputation, for getting the whole lot of them ejected from the fair. The thought alone caused his lips to curl in disgust. His ignorant Father would end up feeling justified, and worse yet, would think even less of Dawn.
Ana it seemed had wasted no time spreading as much awful gossip that she could to any mammal that would listen. It certainly explained why the customers started ignoring the family stand, after all the time frame certainly lined up. Whether she had started dragging the families name through the mud at first, or merely expanded to the other Hunters while ragging on Vernon as the day wore on, the damage had already been done. She had got it in her head to hurt all of them for Vernon's transgression, and she was set to make good on it.
"You are a MONSTER!" That had come from Dawn. Vernon looked down at his empty paw in surprise. The ewe must have pulled away from him while he was lost in thought, and was now standing toe to toe with Ana.
"Well ain't that the pot calling the kettle'!" Anna let out another howling laugh, causing a few wolves in the crowd to let out howls of their own.
"You are so PETTY! So VINDICTIVE!" Dawn snarled. "Are you really so much of a child that you have to punish innocent mammals because you don't like us?!"
Ana let out another laugh. "Look who's talking about PETTYNESS! About PUNISHING INNOCENT MAMMALS!" Ana gestured to the gaggle of onlookers.
"DAWN BELLWETHER! THE CRIMINAL MASTERMIND WHO MANIPULATED THE CITY!" Ana held out her arms.
"ANA!" Kedrick yelled, but by now the she-wolf seemed to be on a roll.
"OH SURE, SHE SAVED THE CITY AFTER THE FACT! BUT WHO REALLY KNOWS HOW THINGS PLAYED OUT IN THAT FACTORY!?" Ana grinned widely at her audience. "WHO'S TO SAY SHE WASN'T LOOKING TO SAVE HER OWN PELT! OR TO MAKE US FORGET WHAT SHE DID!"
"LOUPON, TELL YOUR MATE TO-"
"TO WHAT!?" Ana cut Ruddy off, looming over the small sheep and scaring him into silence. "TO STOP TELLING EVERYONE THE TRUTH!?"
Dawn's firm stance seemed to falter slightly as Vernon watched. His paws beginning to tighten into fists.
Ana spun back to th diminutive ewe. "AND NOW SHE'S TRYING TO HIDE BEHIND DATING A PRED! TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE SHE'S REALLY CHANGED! THAT' A RIOT!" Ana let out a barking laugh.
Vernon could feel his claws digging into his pads as he clenched his fists tighter. His Mother had always told him never to hit a girl, and it was a rule he had always obeyed. But at that moment he was about three seconds away from slugging Ana and being done with it.
"EVERYONE KNOW'S YOU'RE STILL THE SAME-" Ana was cut off as she suddenly found herself slammed against the Hunter stand, bowling over a stool in the process. It took Vernon a second to realize that he hadn't moved, that the punch hadn't come from him despite his blinding fury. Instead, Ada was standing where he wished he was, the hyeness towering over the crumpled she-wolf.
"Ya got a big mouth doncha? I guess nobody eva took da time to teach ya how ta shut it." Ada muttered, crossing her paws as she glowered down at the wolf. Ana seemed to still be trying to make sense of what just happened. Clutching a paw to her face, she glanced around wildly at everyone. The she-wolf looked terrified, like she wanted to flee. It was the first time Vernon had ever seen Ana make a face like that, and he'd be lying if he said it didn't make him feel good.
"Y-you...wh!? Who?" Ana sputtered, evidently still reeling from the blow. Vernon could see a small trickle of blood coming from her nose.
"Ada!" Vernon watched as Vanna ran up to the hyena's side. The tigress placed her head in her paw. " Sweet Savannah, not again. I told you not to go in guns a blazing!"
"Tch, that's how you deal with a gal like that." Ada huffed. "I could tell by da way she was talkin' she ain't never had to fight for anyting in her life. She's all blusta!"
Ana staggered to her feet, the terror on her face now replaced with blind fury.
"W-WHY YOU! I'LL! I'LL-! Ana hissed, rubbing her muzzle fiercely.
Ada lunged, causing Ana to recoil as the hyeness loomed over her. "OR YOU'LL WHAT!?" Ada sneered.
"I-I'LL, I-I..." Ana stammered as Ada crept closer.
"I know your type, I grew up around goils like you! Youse all love ta talk and talk about hows great youse are, how strong and tuff youse are, how much better you are den everyone else!" Ada huffed. " But da second someone challenges ya on dat you find da biggest fella you can to hide behind, and have him do your doity woik!"
Ada continued to stalk forward, and soon Ana found herself with her back against the Hunter family stall.
"And if dat guy is can't do da job youse move on ta the next one, all so you don't eva have to fight for yaself!" Ada crossed her arms, defiantly grinning at the wolfess. "We had woids for goils like you back home, pletny of 'em, but I tink 'bitch' is the best fit for ya."
Vernon saw a flash of white scurry up Ada's back, scrambling onto the hyeness' head before coming to a stop. Qali was now leaning her palms on Ada's crown, stabbing a finger at the bewildered she-wolf.
"Yeah! What Ada said!" Qali chirped.
Ada grumbled, glancing up at the arctic fox now leaning on her head.
"Youse are kinda undaminin' my point sis." Ada lamented.
"What, you don't think I can take her one on one?" Qali asked, glancing down at the Hyena below. Qali raised her arm, flexing it to the best of her abilities as she flashed Ada a confident smile.
"Chuckles, I cut trees for a living. And I'm fast and wiry." Qali said, as she made her way back to the ground, taking a stance by Ada's side. The artic fox beamed a smile up at the larger canine. "I can topple her faster than a blue-spruce!"
"Y-YOU!" Ana seemed to find her footing, striking a somewhat shaky offensive stance. The she-wolf wiped the little bit of blood from her nose, a steady growl now thrumming from her throat. "YOU THINK I WOULDN'T...I..." Ana flinched, stumbling over her words as she seemed to second guess herself. " I WOULDN'T THINK TWICE ABOUT HITTING A...A..." Ana struggled.
"Not tinkin' twice huh?" Ada let out a hyena cackle.
"WHY I! I'LL!" Ana reeled back a fist, holding it behind her in as threatening a manner as she could between fits of trembling. It was a strange sight for Vernon, seeing Ana vulnerable for once. All of her confidence, her cocksure attitude, all of it vaporized in an instant. Leaving behind nothing but a scared little welp of a pup whose eyes were now darting around in desperate search for help as she tried to regain her composure. It didn't help that Ada was at least a foot and a half taller than she was, and twice as wide. The large canine took another step forward, bearing a cocky smile of her own.
"Oh I'd love ta see it, in fact..." Ada puffed out her chest, drawing an 'x' across it with her paw. "I'll give ya da foist shot for free!"
"Now, now, this has gone far enough." Vanna said, placing a paw on Ada's shoulder. "There was no need for violence before and there isn't-"
"Aw c'mon Kit Kat, you can't tell me she wasn't axing for it!" Ada turned, offering Vanna a shrug.
Vernon saw a glint of mischief return to the wilted she-wolf's eye. Ana, seeing her opening now that Ada was distracted, let out an enraged snarl as she released her fist. It was coming in fast and hard, right toward the back of Ada's head. Perhaps she was hoping to knock her out with all the force she had in that one punch, to use the cheap shot to her advantage and hopefully end the fight before it began. But Vernon knew better. Ada was a mammal who could take her licks and then some. And when it came to fighting, Ada was a mammal who showed no mercy, especially when her opponent chose to fight dirty.
But the blow never connected with it's intended target. Instead of a loud 'thump', there was a weak, almost inaudible 'thwap' as Ana's paw met with Vanna's upper chest. The tigress had simply stepped in the way of the blow at the last minute, standing stock still as Ana put all her might into her swing. Vanna hadn't even flinched, as if the blow was little more than a light breeze against her hulking frame. The same could not be said for Ana, who let out a painful yelp as she withdrew her paw, cradling it like a puppy.
"I said this has gone far enough!" Vanna said bluntly, crossing her arms as she glowered down at the wounded she-wolf.
"If you think I am going to stand by after what that-that MONGREL did to me I-I'LL-!"
"Ma'am please." Vanna sighed. " I agree that my sister overstepped her boundaries and I can assure you it will be taken care of." Vanna flashed Ada a disapproving glance.
"Oh, and who's taking care of it!? You!?" Ana snapped. "I don't care if she's somehow your sister or not, she's not walking away from this!" Ana growled.
"Ma'am, pl-"
I-I'LL-" Ana sputtered, dragging a shaking paw across her scalp. "IF I HAVE TO GO THROUGH Y-YOU TO GET TO HER I'LL DO IT!" Ana quickly grasped the nearest stool, holding it up defensively toward the towering tigress. Despite her threatening statement, the wolfess seemed to be wielding it more like a shield than a cudgel.
"Ma'am, you've already hit me once. Please don't make it any worse by willingly attempting to assault an officer of the law." As Vanna spoke, she reached into her jean pocket, pulling out her badge and displaying it for Ana to see.
"O-Officer!?" Ana whined, dropping the stool abruptly. Ana's stance quickly fell back into a cower. "O-oh Officer! I-I'm so sorry!" Ana whimpered. "I-I really didn't mean to hit you!"
Vanna crossed her arms, giving a simple nod.
"I-it's just that she hit me first!" Ana stabbed a claw toward the large hyena now peeking out from behind the larger tigress.
"As I said, she overstepped her boundaries." Vanna sighed. "Preferably I'd like to work this out without having to take anyone to the station. But just because she is my sister doesn't mean I won't follow procedure should you choose to press charges."
Ana seemed to be starting to calm down, her stance easing into something more relaxed as she began to compose herself. Ana ran another paw through her hair, brushing as much of it back up and away from her eyes as she could.
"Ahem, thank you officer." Ana replied, pulling the edges of her jacket in an effort to straighten it out. "Yes, yes I would like to press charges once the first problem is taken care of."
"And that is?" Vanna asked.
"The Hunter's are being difficult. They've been asked to leave by Representative Ruddy and Assistant Representative Kendrick Loupon. My mate." Ana's smug grin returned.
"I see..." Vanna raised an eyebrow. "And exactly on what grounds has my family been asked to leave the fair?"
Ana's smile instantly dropped, a look of wild disbelief taking hold of her.
"Y-your family!?" She sputtered.
Vanna gave another simple, affirmative nod.
"Officer Hunter." Ruddy said, drawing the tigress' attention. " I'm afraid we've received a number of compl-"
"Too many townsfolk seem to have a problem with 'crosser' couples it seems!" Audrey cut the sheep off, causing him to shrink in shame. " So they're fixin' to throw us all out."
Vanna eyed the representative coldly. "Is that a fact?" The feline muttered. "I've never heard anyone complain before."
Ruddy began to wave his hooves defensively at an almost blinding speed. "I-I mean no disrespect Officer Hunter." The ram sputtered, dabbing his brow with his napkin. "It's just that the fair-goers are-"
"Kitten? Vern? What's going on here?" Now Zach had arrived, complete with Wade, and Trenton. The wolf made his way over to Vanna's side.
"Ah! Oh!" Ruddy seemed to shrink even further as the opposition grew. "Officer Hunter, I mean the other officer Hunter, yes well."
"WAIT JUST A MINUTE!" Ana hissed, stabbing a finger at Zach. The she-wolf looked almost crazed as she evidently tried to grasp what was happening. "WHAT IS THIS!? DO ALL OF YOU WORK IN THE MEADOWLANDS POLICE OR SOMETHING!?"
Zach raised an eyebrow at the rapidly unraveling she-wolf. "Uh..."
"Not the Meadowlands specifically, no." Trenton added.
Ana let out a large, aggravated huff. "ALRIGHT LOOK!" She sneered, stabbing a paw at Vanna and Zach. "YOU SAID YOU'D DO YOUR JOB REGARDLESS! SO GET THE REST OF YOUR FAMILY OUT OF HERE!
"Woah, woah, what is going on now?" Wade asked, glancing around at the swarm of confused mammals at the perimeter of the developing scene.
"We'll we haven't establi-"
"KICK THEM OUT BY FORCE! DO YOUR JOB!" Ana snapped, her eyes darting around to the various Hunters.
"I-I don't think we need to go t-that far Miss Windpaw." Ruddy interjected.
"I should hope not." That reply had come from Xavier, who was now making his way though the mob. The distinguished wolf pulled at the edges of his jacket as he approached the Representatives.
"I-I'm sorry, and you are?" Loupon asked.
"Xavier Hunter." The wolf adjusted his spectacles before extending his paw to the stout ram. The vigorous handshake sent visible shockwaves through the already twitchy ram, nearly causing him to stumble back as Xavier released his grip. Then in one smooth motion the wolf reached into the inside of his jacket and produced a business card. As the dazed ram took the slip, Xavier continued. "I represent the law offices of Fienstag, Goldram, and Hunter in San Francisgoat. Perhaps you've heard of us?" He stated.
"F-Fienstag, Gold...?" Ruddy murmured in confusion as he eyed the card
"Law Offices, as in Lawyer?" Loupon asked.
"Correct." Xavier affirmed. "We handle all sorts of cases from criminal to civil, but we happen to specialize in cases of a discriminatory nature." The well dressed wolf gestured to himself. "In fact I handle most of our firms suits specifically pertaining to discrimination against 'unorthodox couplings'."
Xavier briefly glanced at Malcolm who was now leaning over the stalls counter, flashing the wolf a sad looking smile before continuing "Cases like those tend to strike a rather sympathetic chord in me."
Vernon could see the focus of the crowd was starting to wane, uncertain discussions and uncomfortable mumbling now starting to weave through the mob.
"Of course you realize any attempt to eject my family from this public festival, especially those who have a financial investment in providing services to this fair on the grounds of who members of their family choose to mate with is well..." Xavier chuckled. "...pretty much a textbook case of discrimination."
"W-Well now hold o-on..." Ruddy said weakly, dabbing his forehead once more with his soaked handkerchief. Xavier seemed unfazed by the nervous rams words, pressing onward with his own agenda.
"Legally speaking, I'd say that's pretty much an open and shut case." The wolf clapped his paws together, wiping them free of imaginary dirt. " And with someone as prominent as Miss Bellwether..." Xavier trailed off, gesturing to the small ewe by Vernon's side.
Vernon could feel the sheep lean into him as the attention suddenly drew their way, and placed a protective paw around her shoulder, pulling her in close to his side.
"Why, I'm sure there isn't a mammal here who hasn't seen her in the news over the last few months?" Xavier turned his address to the crowd around him. "Who isn't aware of her most recent deeds, and the publicity surrounding them?" The wolf turned back toward Dawn and Vernon, flashing the pair a smile. "Why, she's become one of Zootopia's greatest heroes!"
Vernon glanced down at the ewe squeezing tightly against him. He could tell the ewe was still worried with the way she was clutching at his side. But at the same time he could see the hint of a smile forming on her lips, and as she turned to look up at him, the glimmer of tears forming in her eyes. Vernon flashed the ewe a broad grin as he gently rubbed her shoulder before turning his attention to the brother now at center stage. It was true the whole situation was a mess, it had all gone careening off the rails so rapidly. Yet despite everything, seeing so much of his family stand up for him and his mate filled Vernon with pride. It was clear they genuinely cared, for him and Dawn. And now that they were standing with them, toe to toe against Ana and the mob she had brought down on them, Vernon felt as though perhaps they might come out of this one clean after all.
"A real media darling, despite her past transgressions." Xavier continued, adjusting his glasses. "Her name being attached to anything would draw a lot of attention." The wolf smiled, turning his focus back to Ruddy and Loupon.
"And a legal case?" Xavier chuckled. "Why, a case like that would get major coverage in the city, hell probably even all of North Mammalia! It certainly would make for a great career highlight for myself, although I don't think I could say the same for the two of you." The wolf gestured to Loupon and Ruddy.
"Why I imagine the both of you wouldn't so much as even be able to find employment as a bathroom attendant at a dive bar after the publicity from a case like that." Xavier chuckled.
"N-now just hold on a moment." Ken tried to interject, but Xavier shut the wolf down.
"For what?" Xavier replied, the wolf's grin widening to something akin to a sneer. "Not only could I sue the both of you for your discriminatory actions, but I could file a subpoena to find out the names of every mammal who lodged a complaint against my brother and his mate and add them to the docket as well."
That statement earned a cacophony of fearful utterances and cowing from the assembled mob. Vernon could see the once firm encompassing ring of mammals now beginning to back away from the scene. But it seemed Xavier wasn't done with them as the wolf turned his full attention back to the crowd.
"As a matter of fact, it might be easier if you all lined up right now and gave your information voluntarily. It would make the process so much smoother for everyone!"
At that moment, several members of the crowd began to break away, hastily jogging away from the scene that was unfolding. The rest of the crowd was fairing little better, as their fearful cries grew louder under the prospect of legal action. The ones closest to the front were starting to push against those behind them, all looking for a place to scatter like rats fleeing a sinking ship. Xavier meanwhile, seemed to be a mammal possessed as he stormed toward the throbbing mob.
"Come now? No one willing to stand by their ideas?" Xavier stated, his voice elevated. "Bigotry not a fine enough sword to die on when your money is on the line?"
"THAT'S ENOUGH!" A voice boomed from beyond the crowd. A loud, demanding and familiar voice that immediately caused Vernon's ears to droop. Vernon watched the crowd part as his Father marched onto the now hushed scene, taking a stand at the head of the crowd and effectively blocking Xavier. The imposing white wolf adjusted his hat, flashing a dull glare in the direction of the mounting madness before crossing his arms. The older wolf let out a sigh.
"Sh-Sheriff Hunter!" Damon sputtered, scurrying his way to the wolf. "I-I'm so sorry to h-"
"It's fine Damon." The wolf said gruffly, silencing the ram instantly. Ruddy gave a meek and uneasy nod.
The wolf twisted his head around, giving the shrinking mob an appraising sweep with his glare. The older wolf let out a snort before turning back to the family stand. Dorian placed his paws on his hips.
"We'll go."
Vernon wasn't surprised to hear that from his Father, he had expected as much. The rest of the family seemingly hadn't though, as the other assembled Hunters erupted into cries of shock and dismay.
"DORI!" Audrey cried, pain evident in her voice.
"Sir!?" Came a confused reply from Vanna.
Xavier took a step back, eyeing Dorian in disbelief.
"We're leavin'. Pack up." Dorian said, gesturing to Audrey.
"D-Dad, how can you agree to such a-"
"It ain't a matter of agreeing with nobody." Dorian cut Xavier off. "It's a matter of keeping the peace."
With that the white wolf turned to face the crowd. Dorian cleared his throat before raising his hands to gain their attention. A useless gesture thought Vernon, as it was clear he already had it the moment he entered the scene.
"I want everyone here to disperse." Dorian stated. "This matter is handled, and you can all go back to your buisness."
"BACK TO BUISNESS?!" Now Xavier was shouting. "Not without leaving their names and-"
"Son, you ain't suin' these folks." Dorian turned back to Xavier.
"I most certainly am! I am not going to stand by an-"
"Most of these mammals ain't got much to their name son. Suin' 'em ain't gonna do anything more than take food out of their kids mouths."
"B-But you, I-" Xavier sputtered, clearly infuriated.
"And it ain't exactly going to endear them to what yer defendin' is it?"
Vernon could see the red emanating from under Xavier's fur as he stood with his mouth agape. It was clear the wolf wanted to argue, to say something. But the rather erudite wolf was evidently at a loss. After making several faces the beleaguered wolf finally let out an irritated huff.
"A-alright fine, I won't involve the towns people in the case. But I will still be seeking action against Mr. Ruddy and Mr. Loupon for their part in today's little-"
"Xavier, stand down." Dorian said tersely. "That ain't how we do things in the North Meadowlands."
"AIN'T HOW WE-AIN'T HOW-" The exasperated wolf sputtered before his face suddenly fell. An almost vile and disgusted sneer flashed on to his face as he processed Dorian's actions.
"Y-You're protecting them?" Xavier said weakly, almost surprised by his own words. "You actually agree with-"
"I said I ain't agreeing with nobody." Dorian asserted as he made his way past the wolf. The white wolf coolly strode toward the district representatives, tipping his hat as he came to a stop in front of them.
"My wife and Son-in-law will be back to run the stand tomorrow." Dorian said firmly.
"Just the two of 'em, and no one else." Dorian continued. "That is if those nobodies are smart they won't." With that, Dorian threw a cold glance in Vernon's direction. Vernon met his glance with a sneer, a low growl emanating from his throat. But he stopped as he felt Dawn ball into his side again. Looking down he could see the ewe had buried her face completely into his torso, her ears as flat against her head as they could possibly be. At that moment, he felt pure hatred for his Father. His mind swam with a variety of curses and slurs that were screaming for Vernon to start slinging them at his Father, but the bile in his throat stung so sharply that all he could muster was to start another growl. He glared back at his Father, but by now Dorian had turned his attention back to his associates.
"My family paid for that stall, and for the license to run it. And we ain't lettin' it go to waste." Dorian continued.
"But Sheriff Hunter, I-"
"No buts." Dorian cut the little ram off. "You know you ain't got no legal right to chase my family out of here over gossip." Dorian replied, leaning a paw against his holster.
"But the fair-goers!" Ruddy protested.
"They don't have to shop at our stall if they don't want. They got the freedom to turn their nose up at us. But we have the freedom to sell our wares."
"I-I." Ruddy stammered, swabbing his forehead with his napkin. "I suppose you're right." The ram gave a nervous glance toward the glowering she-wolf behind the counter of the stall. "Perhaps I was a b-bit hasty with-"
"A BIT HASTY!?" Audrey cried. "A BI-"
"Audrey." Dorian said sternly.
The wolfess stopped speaking, but she turned to staring daggers at her husband.
"WELL SHE ASSAULTED ME! SHE HIT ME RIGHT IN THE FACE!" Ana bolted to the Sheriff's side, stabbing a finger wildly at Ada's direction.
Dorian removed his hat, letting out an annoyed sigh.
"Ada, did you really hit Miss Windpaw?" The Sheriff asked.
Ada grinned widely. "I ain't gonna deny it." Ada said, swelling her chest out proudly as she strutted toward Dorian. As she approached, Ana shifted to a position behind the white wolf, almost using him as a shield from the large canine. "I'm proud of it." Ada cackled.
Dorian let off an irritated groan.
"Alright, well I suppose you wanna press charges then Miss Windpaw?" Dorian glanced over his shoulder at the cowering red wolf.
"YES! YES!" The red wolf pleaded, clutching Dorian's coat as she eyed Ada warily. "I want that BRUTE to pay for touching me!"
Dorian placed a paw to his head, closing his eyes as he rubbed his forehead.
"Ada." Dorian sighed. "I suppose ya'll know the drill?"
Ada placed a paw on her shoulder, spinning her other arm in an effort to stretch out her muscles. "Eh, c'mon Papa Hunta, if youse gotta take me in at least let me get a few more licks in there! At least make it woith da charge!" Ada reeled back her fist, causing Ana to let out another yelp as she slipped further behind Dorian.
"Ada." Dorian said firmly.
"Tch, fine." The Hyeness let out a defeated grunt as she extended her paws toward the white wolf, holding them tightly together. "Slap da cuffs on me Papa Coppa."
Dorian let out another irritated grumble as he reached for his belt. As the wolf brought his cuffs out, another voice rose over the scene.
"ADA, WHAT DID YOU DO NOW!?" Came Yuri's cry as he made his way through the disseminating crowd. A good bulk of the fair goers had already moved on by the time the wolf made his appearance, and the numbers continued to dwindle as the black wolf stopped by the side of his mate. Ada flashed Yuri a wide grin.
"Justa little playful rough-housin'." She chuckled.
"Yer mate slugged this she-wolf here." Dorian bobbed his head toward the red wolf behind him.
"What!? Why!?" Yuri sputtered, glaring at his mate.
"Cause she's got a big mouth!" Ada shrugged. "Why else?"
"No, not-" Yuri paused as he glanced back toward Dorian. "Wait, is that Ana Windpaw?" Yuri asked. "Ain't that-"
Slowly Yuri turned his head in Vernon's direction, his already soured face developing an even deeper sneer as he glared at him.
"Oh, I should have realized that 'Vermin' had something to do with this." The wolf hissed.
Vernon glared back, but he didn't linger long as he felt Dawn still pressing her head deeper into his side. He could feel slight moisture from the ewe's tears beginning to soak through the thread of his shirt. Vernon placed his paw on her back and began to rub it reassuringly.
"YURI! Watch yer mouth!" Dorian snapped. "We got rodent families around, they don't need to be hearin' that kinda talk!"
Yuri crossed his arms. "Why is it you always have to drag the rest of us into your personal problems Runt?"
"Put a muzzle on it Yuri!" Audrey snapped, glaring back at the dark furred wolf.
Yuri opened his mouth again, but Ada cut him off.
"Aw stop whinin'!" Ada snorted as Dorian snapped the cuffs in place. "You ain't the one in cuffs iz ya?"
Yuri let out a derisive snort.
"Alright, well Miss Windpaw, you'll have to accompany us down to the station to file a report." Dorian sighed. The Sheriff gave the cuffs a shake to make sure they were firmly in place before signaling Ada to lower her paws. "And you're probably going to need some bail money Ada."
"Ah, I got enough, and old grumpus over here can help me with da extra." Ada said, elbowing Yuri. Yuri let out an annoyed grumble.
"We're going to be down there for hours!" Yuri hissed.
"Well that all depends on how far Miss Windpaw wants to press the issue." Dorian replied.
"Oh I want to see justice done!" Ana said firmly, strutting over to Loupon. "We'll pursue this to the fullest extent! I want maximum damages for what she did to me! To us!" Ana wrapped her paws around Loupon's arm. "Isn't that right Ken?"
Much to Vernon's surprise, the large wolf responded to Ana's action with a glare so sharp the she-wolf immediately withdrew her paws.
"You can do whatever you want Ana, but I'm considering this matter dealt with."
"What!?" Ana whimpered, the she-wolf stammered, gesturing over to Ada weakly. Ana's eyes were large and pleading, simply begging for Loupon to back her up.
"You've already put me in a terrible position as it is." The wolf's voice dropped as he continued to glower at her. "All you have done is drag me from one scandal to another the entire day. The wolf let out in a whispered hiss. " You're fighting this one alone my Dear."
The crowd had mostly dissipated now, leaving just a few stragglers who had been slow to heed Dorian's orders. Ken turned away from Ana, taking a few steps away only for the she-wolf to chase him.
"B-But Ken!" Ana protested.
"When you are done at the station my limo will pick you up." Kendrick added, his back remaining turned away from the wolfess. "And when you get home we are going to have a long discussion about the nature of our relationship."
With that Loupon joined the rest of the dying mob in their journey away from the scene of the standoff. The wolf didn't look back as Ana dropped to her knees, crumpled and dejected. For a few moments she simply stood motionless, watching the large wolf disappear into the throngs of fair-goers until he was out of sight. It was only when Dorian grabbed her attention again did the wolf move at all.
"Miss Windpaw, we should probably get moving." Dorian said.
Vernon watched the wolfess slowly rise to her feet. She took slow deliberate steps toward the white wolf, her head remaining downturned the entire time. Once at his side, the she-wolf remained silent, still looking at the dirt below her feet.
"W-Well....I.." Ruddy piped up. "I-It seems like y-you have everything under c-control here Sheriff Hunter."
The stout ram turned his attention back to the family food stall. He looked disappointed, as far as Vernon could tell. Vernon's Mother was already in the midst of packing up various implements in preparations for leaving the stall. The she-wolf gathered a clump of spoons and pie spreaders before slamming them into the nearest box without care. It was clear in her actions that the wolfess was broiling under the surface. Most mammals would have known better than to try to talk to Audrey when she was like that, but apparently Ruddy wasn't one of them. The little Ram cleared his throat in a deliberate attempt to draw her attention. After the first try failed, he tried again only to receive a glare from the wolfess. Still he pressed on.
"M-Mrs. Hunter..." He stuttered. "I a-am terribly s-so-"
The she wolf let out a snarl as she stared the little ram down, causing him to once again shrink into his suit.
"I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT DAMON!" Audrey growled.
"B-Bu-Bu" Ruddy protested weakly.
Audrey stabbed a claw at the diminutive ram. "Damon, If I don't ever see ya'll again until next years fair it'll be to soon! GET ME!?"
The look on the ram's face was one of sullen resignation, mixed with deep shame. Vernon watched the ram deflate as he turned to walk away from the stand. He had only made it three or four steps away in his miserable trudge before glancing back and the fuming she-wolf. "I-I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive m-me one day Misses Hunter."
With that, the ram turned his back toward his exit. As he neared Dorian, the larger wolf stopped him with a paw, drawing his attetnion upward.
"Officer?" He asked in a bleak tone.
"Damon, next time a situation like this comes up, let me handle it alright?" Dorian asked. "Last thing we need is you makin' a situation worse by trying to handle it yerself. Ya nearly caused a damn riot!"
The ram gave a weak nod, shame still lacing his features.
"Yes Dorian, I'm so sorry for this...for everything." The ram sighed.
Dorian removed his paw, and the defeated ram continued his trudge away from the stand. It was a slow, methodical walk of shame that kept the ram lingering in sight. All the while Audrey continued to glare at the pathetic mammal, and when he was finally gone the livid she-wolf only turned the focus of her ire to the other source.
"AND YOU DORI!" Audrey sneered. "WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!? HUH!?"
The Sheriff let out annoyed grumble.
"I'm doin' my job." He replied.
"If you was doin' yer job you would have NEVER let somethin' like what just went on STAND!" Audrey persisted. "Y-You woulda-!"
"WHAT would I have done AUDDY!?" Dorian snapped back. "Just LET ya'll carry on making a scene like ya'll were!? Let ya make it WORSE!?" Dorian hissed.
"Oh please!" Xavier interjected. "You could have just as easily calmed everyone down and done the right thing Dad!"
"YA'LL ARE ACTING LIKE THIS IS MY FAULT!" Dorian growled. All the other Hunter's eyes were on him now.
"I didn't stir that mob up!" Dorian protested. "I didn't bring 'em over here!" He continued. "And I certainly wasn't the REASON they showed up!" As the wolf huffed, he glared at Vernon again, making it clear to the wolf that his Father's last statement was directed at him. Vernon growled as he continued to comfort his Honey Lamb.
"I'm only tryin' to keep the peace here! To salvage what I can of this mess ya'll made!" Dorian huffed. "Is this the hill ya'll are willin' to die on!? To risk our livelihoods fer!?"
Vernon could see a mix of emotions on the faces of the other members of the Hunter brood. Anger, disgust, disappointment, everyone aside from Yuri wore faces of shame. One by one, Vernon watched his family turn away from Dorian. It started with Audrey, then Malcolm, Qali, and so on, until they had all refused to look at the wolf. Vernon however, kept his eyes fixed on his Father, watching the white wolf grow increasingly incised.
"Ya'll are actin' ridiculous!" Dorian hissed. "I warned ya'll! I TOLD ya'll what was gonna happen! But naw, It's MY fault!" The wolf stamped a paw hard against the earth, letting out a snarl. Vernon watched the wolf huff and puff, trying to calm himself from the frenzy he had whipped himself into. After a few moments of heavy breathing, the wolf let out a disgruntled sigh.
"Alright fine." Dorian muttered, turning his attention to Zach and Vanna who had yet to turn their backs to him. "I'll need ya'll to ride down to the station with me. It'd be faster if-"
"We're off duty Mr. Hunter." Vanna said, crossing her arms.
"You can handle it by yourself Pa." Added Zach with disdain.
Dorian grit his teeth sharply, glaring at the pair.
"Alright..." he muttered, taking off his hat and wiping his forehead before placing it back on. "ALRIGHT FINE!" He yelled.
"DIE on that hill fer all I care!" He hissed. Placing a paw on Ada's shoulder, he began to guide her in the direction of the parking lot, Yuri and Ana close behind.
"Making mountains o' molehills I swear." Vernon could hear him grumble as he passed.
Reaching the edge of the of the path encircling the stall, Dorian turned once more to the Hunter's standing by the stand.
"I'm stayin' out of this from here on out, ya'll got that!?" Dorian hissed. "It's clear I ain't exactly welcome at the reunion anyway. So I might as well stay out of it. Handle everything the way ya'll want, and don't come crying to me when things go wrong next time!" Dorian turned his back to the rest of the Hunters.
"I'll be spendin' the rest of the reunion in my office. So ya'll won't have to be saddled with my presence. I hope ya'll have a fine time." With that, the white wolf continued to guide Ada forward, with Ana and Yuri tailing until they were out of sight.
With the scene dispersed and the mob cleared, an uncomfortable silence hung over the Hunter stall. Vernon traded disappointed glances with the rest of his family members as they slowly broke away one by one, making their way to the back of the stall to help his Mother and Malcolm close up. Xavier, Zach, and Vanna however, approached the wolf and his whimpering lamb.
"You two alright?" Zach asked.
Vernon glanced down at the ewe still weeping quietly into his side, giving her a gentle jostle.
"Mutton Chop?" Vernon cooed.
Dawn pulled her face free from his torso, and Vernon could see the redness around her eyes. The ewe aggressively wiped at the stray tears as if she were trying to hide them.
"I-I'm okay." Dawn stuttered between harsh breaths.
"You ain't okay Darl-."
"I am." Dawn protested, taking a hard sniffle, clearly trying to draw back the tears.
"I-I'm sorry Honey L-"
"No I'm sorry." Dawn replied. The ewe turned her attention to the others now hovering over the pair.
"I'm sorry to everyone, for all of th-"
"Nonsense Darlin'." Audrey tutted from behind the stall. The she-wolf was still packing away supplies. " This one is on Dori and Ruddy, no-one else." The wolfess concluded.
"Bu-."
"Dad was completely in the wrong." Xavier added. "I didn't even think Dad would defend such a thing! I mean look at our family!" Xavier gestured to the mammals around them. "Taking such a stance is a slap in the face to all of us, especially Vanna, Ada, and Qali. I can't believe him!"
Vernon shook his head. "I'm just sorry for dragging all of you into our-"
"Oh don't you dare let Yuri's stupid statements get to you Vernon." Xavier interjected.
"Yeah, you know we don't feel that way about you alright?" Zach added. "You're my brother, our brother." Zach placed a paw on Vernon's shoulder. "And we look out for each other."
"And that goes for our sisters too." Vanna added, flashing Dawn a wide grin. Vernon watched as a weak smile formed on Dawn's muzzle as she let out another sniffle.
"T-thank you all." Dawn said with a whimper." Thank you so much."
"No need to thank us." Audrey added. "We're family, and that's what we do."
Vernon could feel a smile of his own start to form. Watching his family stand up for the couple was enough to make his heart swell with pride and warmth. Even Zach, despite his flub earlier in the morning had stood against Dorian for their sake. They had truly meant what they said, and put themselves on the line for the pair. And for that Vernon felt eternally grateful.
Yet the looming specter of his Father's words hung over his mind. They still had to leave, the entire family, because of himself and his mate. Dorian had ultimately proved to be right, and therefore the wolf could now more firmly believe whatever other assertions he had about Dawn were in the right as well. The possibility of swaying him into favoring Dawn now seemed to be impossible. A goal far beyond Vernon's reach regardless of how much of the family was willing to help. Vernon's smile slowly slunk back into a grimace as the looming hopelessness of the entire situation became more and more apparent.
"Vernon?" Dawn asked. Looking down he could see the concern lacing the ewe's features. "Your ears are all droopy. Are you-?"
"We should probably start packing up." Vernon grumbled, rising to his feet. He wasn't ready to talk, not till they were alone again.
"B-but Puppy-"
Vernon let out a sigh as he crouched back to Dawn's level, wrapping his arms tightly around the ewe as he brought her in for a hug. The wolf squeezed firmly, placing as much reassurance into the gesture as possible. At this point, he needed to hold on just as much as she did.
"I'll talk about it at the picnic okay Darlin'. I promise, I'll tell ya everything." The wolf replied before reluctantly releasing his grip on the lamb.
Dawn gave a meek nod, although he could still sense her worry. He knew that it wasn't going anywhere until he finally spilled his guts about the whole situation. It was time for the wolf to tell her what was really going on in his head, and the plans he had made for the weekend. The time had come to let it all out, to admit defeat and throw in the towel. The weekend was mostly a failure, and the time had come to accept it. Now the wolf only wanted to get through it as quickly as possible, and hope that by some twist of luck or fate, that it really didn't have to come down to his most drastic option. After so many of his family members were willing to embrace Dawn as one of their own, it would be a shame to have to turn his back on all of it.
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weneedtherooks · 7 years
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Bastard (Part 5)
*slams fists on table*
IT. IS. DONE.
Valentin paced restlessly through the apartment. “Babe, you’re gonna walk right through the floor. Just come over here and sit down.” “How am I supposed to sit still at a time like this?” “At the very least, please stop chewing on your thumb nail. You’ll make it bleed.” Val looked down at his thumb, grumbling a little at himself. Guess I’ve got one short nail again…
Hannah was due to arrive any moment, and Valentin wasn’t sure if he wanted to run or get violently sick. He was tempted to stick his head out of the front window, but didn’t want to risk actually puking on someone below. “I think I’ll go in the art room a bit. Call me when she’s here?” Noell nodded. “Behave while you’re in there.” Valentin nodded quickly, nearly running into the other room.
“Behave?” Beverly questioned. “Does he usually do questionable things in there when he’s nervous?” Noell smiled a little. “No, but he does have a tantalus in there. He isn’t much of a drinker, but I didn’t want him getting any ideas. We’ll be lucky if he doesn’t lock himself in there for good.” Beverly nodded, concern in her eyes. She looked up at Bernard, who simply smiled at her. “Tell us more about Valentin,” he asked, leaning against the chaise. “His personality, hobbies, etc.” “Anything specific in mind?” she inquired. Bernard shook his head. “Let me see…” she said, as she looked out the window. “Generally, he’s always in a fair mood. Easily excited, impulsive at times. Tends to struggle with staying on task. Sometimes he gets so hyperfocused on his art that you have to physically pull him away from it!” Noell giggled, making Beverly smile slightly. “As for any hobbies...well, one you already know of. The other is collecting pens, curiously enough.” “Pens? Seems a rather odd thing to collect.” Noell grinned, shrugging her shoulders. “To each their own, I suppose. And he really likes hairless cats, for some reason. Also, if he had his way, he’d eat panna cotta all the time. I don’t know why he loves it so much, but it’s practically all he eats some days. I’ve had to sit him down in front of actual food once or twice. He doesn’t fuss too much about it, thankfully.” Bernard nodded, a look is contemplation on his face. “He seems like a handful. How long have you two been married?” “He can be a challenge sometimes, yes. And we've been married for a year now.”
Their conversion was interrupted by a knock at the door. “Oh! Hello again, Miss Noell!” Hannah beamed, skipping through the front door. Another woman followed behind her; she seemed to be in her forties, and judging by Hannah’s familiarity with her, she could have been either her nanny or her chaperone. Noell wasn’t keen on the way she seemed to look down her upright little nose at her surroundings. “I apologize, Edith, for asking you to bring her here on such short notice.” So that’s the stiff’s name. “Yes, thank you for bringing her. By the way,” Noell started to ask, getting down on her knees to meet Hannah at eye level, “did you bring your little art book?” She nodded. “Yes...it’s nothing special though...just little drawings…” “May I look at them?” “Ummm…” she mumbled, holding her small portfolio closer to her chest. Beverly’s eyebrows knit together. “Is there something you don’t want us to see, darling?” No answer. “Hey, I have an idea! Why don’t we go show Mister Valentin? I’m sure he’d love to see your other drawings!” Hannah looked around at her parents before returning her gaze to the floor. After a second, she looked up at Noell, giving her a nod. “Okay! He’s just in that room over there. Why don’t you go knock on the door and see if he’s not busy?”
Valentin jumped a little at the quiet knock on his door. “One moment!” he called, setting down the piece of charcoal he was using. He looked down at his pants, grumbling at himself once more. Dammit, I got charcoal all over my pant leg again…He checked his shirt in the nearby mirror to make sure at least that looked decent. He let himself get so absorbed in his artwork again that he’d forgotten to grab a rag for his leg; he was so used to just simply wiping his hands off on his pants, anyhow. Walking over to the door, he stopped as he grabbed the handle, taking a deep breath. Well...here we go. “Well, hello Hannah!” She giggled. “Hi again, Mister Valentin!” He scrunched his nose up. “Oh, please, don’t call me ‘Mister’.” He leaned closer to her to whisper. “Makes me feel old, and such.” She grinned, partially hiding her face behind her little portfolio. Valentin pointed at it. “Is this yours?” “Uh-huh!” “Wow, you’re very own portfolio! Must be some important stuff in there, madam.” A nod. “May I look?” She opened her mouth to answer, but closed it. She shook her head a little. “Well, that’s alright,” he commented, stepping aside. “You want to come in? I can show you mine.” She immediately looked up. I see that caught her interest. “What kind of stuff are you doing right now?” “Not stuff for your eyes,” he answered, chuckling a little. “Well, not unless one of your parents says otherwise.” “And what reason would they have to say yes?” replied a different voice. She seemed a bit uptight and full of herself. Nothing Val wasn’t used to by now, when it came to the subject of his questionable art. “My mother was...an entertainer, of sorts, and rather than be repulsed by her work, I was intrigued. I was curious as to what attracted the human mind, so she spoke with some of her ‘coworkers’ and they sat for me.” “Good gracious. And how old were you?” “Oh lord, younger than her. Eight, I believe.” Val kept from chuckling at her surprised gasp. “My mother wasn’t wholly concerned with it...affecting me, I suppose. She was just grateful that I seemed to pick up a hobby. I had been drawing since I was seven, but never any specific subject. I believe she was doing what she thought was best. I’m thankful for that.” “And she believed that nudity was an acceptable hobby?” “Ma’am, if you haven’t noticed by now, I’m not exactly what one would consider ‘normal’. I didn’t have many friends thanks to my questionable birth, and I didn’t really have any hobbies to speak of, so when I picked up drawing and chose to draw from life...she made a choice to encourage me. That is what matters.” She gave him a disgusted little scoff. “Mr. Easton, please, this indulgence has gone too far.” “If only it were indulgence,” he muttered, stifling his annoyance as best he could. “Do you have anything that’s a little more age appropriate, Mr. Fischer?” “That I do! Just give me one moment, okay?” he asked over his shoulder. He flung a sheet over the easel he was just at, covering the current drawing. Walking over to a bookshelf across the room, he motioned for Hannah to come in. He clicked his tongue a little as he pondered which folder to give her. “Ah! This one!” He took it off the shelf, blowing on the cover a little. He handed it to her, holding out his hand to take her portfolio. “I won’t open it, don’t worry.” She paused for a moment before handing it over. As she opened it, her face changed from mildly curious to wonderment. Val couldn’t help but smile. “The drawings you’re looking at are ones I did when I was your age. A good portion of them are people, but just different parts and coverings.” He pointed at the page she currently had open. “See, this one is just a bust, but I had her wear only a shawl.” “Why just a shawl?” “Fabric tension,” he answered, a playful scowl on his face at the look Beverly gave him. “It was a silk shawl, and I’d never worked with said fabric before.” And she wasn’t nude, anyway… “And what about these?” Hannah asked, pointing at a new page. “These are all eyes and noses.” “Yes they are. Most of them are comparison drawings of parents and their children.”
Suddenly, it dawned on the whole room. Hannah looked up at him, an almost guilty curiosity painted on her face. “Of...parents and their children…?” Valentine nodded. He crouched down in front of her. “See...I didn’t know who my father was. My mother had a photograph, one photograph, of him. I used to spend hours sitting in front of that mirror,” he pointed at the mirror on the opposite wall, “drawing out the different similarities between the two of us. The way our hair sat against our brow, how his lip curved when he smirked...our eyes,” he said, emphasizing the last one. He held out her portfolio, hoping that she would open it herself. She set his down, taking hers back. Staring at it for a bit, she finally spoke. “I...don’t understand.” “Because I was just like you. I didn’t know who he was for a very long time...but, unlike you...I never met the man until a few years ago. I only had that picture. What do you have…?”
Another pause. Hesitantly, she opened the portfolio. Inside were two pictures. One of herself, and the other of him from 10 years ago...and a lot of small comparison sketches.
“Mama never told me...and I didn’t ask her. If we hadn’t both been at the park…” “You would have never known…” Beverly finished, sadness and shame in her words. Valentin looked up at her. “You don’t need to feel guilty about that, Bev. I wouldn’t have blamed you.” “It wasn’t that I didn’t want to say, exactly...I just wasn’t sure how I would…Oh, I feel like a fool.” “I don’t think there’s a need for that.” Bernard commented, stepping into the room now. He also crouched by Hannah. “Darling, where did you find that photo of your mother? You aren’t in trouble, don’t worry.” “Um...I found it in an old trunk. It had a box full of different pictures. This is the only one of its kind.” Bernard looked at Val. “No, that would make sense. I have them all, save for the one. I had wondered where it went.”
An idea popped into his head. “Wait! Let me grab something for you!” He got up, walking quickly to his room to grab his own box of photos. When he came back, he was rummaging through the box, until… “There!” He handed Hannah the picture in question. Her little jaw dropped. “Is...is this you?” He smiled. “Yes, that’s me. When I was 10. Pretty incredible, if you ask me.” “You look like me! And why is your hair long?” Valentin laughed. “I, uh, didn’t care too much about the length of my hair then. I didn’t cut it until the year after, and only at my mother’s request.” Hannah looked at the photo warmly, like she’d just discovered a piece to herself. “May I...may I have this? For a little while? For practice is all.” “Oh, of course. For practice.” She giggled, sticking the picture in her portfolio. Now Bernard was smiling as well. “Actually, about that...I want to ask you something, if you don’t mind. In private.” Valentin raised an eyebrow, giving Beverly a questioning look. She shrugged, looking confused herself. “Should I leave the room, or…?” “No, Beverly, this involves you as well. And Noell, if that’s alright.” “Oh. Of course. Um, Abby, would you mind entertaining for a bit?” Abigail shook her head. “Not a problem.”
About two hours went by before the art room door opened up again. Tony watched as Valentin was the first to step out, excitement radiating off of him. “Well? Is everything okay?” he asked. Valentin grinned. “Yes, but I need to ask Hannah something first!” He strode over to his daughter, sitting down next to her on the sofa. “Hey! So, your mother and I were talking about something.” “Okay…? What about?” He tapped her nose. “You!” “What about me?” “If you’d like to stay here with me for a little while.” Hannah’s face went blank for a moment as she looked over at her mother. Tony saw the smile and the nod. Hannah’s face split with a huge grin. “Really?! I get to stay?!” When all parties involved nodded, she squealed. “Yes! Yes yes yes! I’d love to!” She threw her little arms around Valentin, hugging him tight. He returned the hug, laughing at her antics. Tony wasn’t sure who was happier, Valentin or Hannah! “Well, now that we’ve settled that...why don’t we go find you some things for your room?”
“Yes, please!”
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imaginebeatles · 7 years
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Poetry Nights | Chapter 1: In which an art student meets a poet
Pairing: John/Paul
Rating: PG-13
Set in: Modern AU
Summary: 21-year-old Paul McCartney, who has recovered from a breakdown due to stress and his mother’s unexpected death, has recently moved to London where he now rents a cheap flat with his friend George. Having needed to give up his medicine studies, he has decided to start over and go to art college instead where he meets the rude and troublesome John Lennon, a young poet, who, much to Paul’s dismay, also happens to be his neighbour.
Disclaimer: I do not own The Beatles and this is fictional. I do not make money off this.
Author’s note: First part of my entry for the McLennon Big Bang! It’s kind of late, but well... it’s here. Before anyone’s going to ask, I’ll be posting A&O every Monday as well, so don’t worry. There is no fixed schedule for this one. I’ll just post a chapter whenever it’s finished. I’m probably not going to be able to finish this on time (there will be seven chapter), but we’ll deal with that when we come it. Also, look at this gorgeous moodboard @fabpaul made for this fic! 
Author’s note 2: It’s been a while since I lasted posted something, and I’m really nervous about this. I hope you guys are going to like this. Like I said, there are going to be 7 chapter in total. Please let me know what you think! You can also read it on AO3.
Although he had not initially intended to spend his first weeks as an art student at the library, it was where he most often found himself after his classes and during his free mornings and afternoons. Because the semester had only just started, the library was practically empty most of the time, save for the occasional over-enthusiastic, over-ambitious student who was already cramming for tests that were still weeks if not months away, and writing essays about topics that had not even been properly discussed yet in class, sitting with their noses buried in books with such flimsy paper, that it looked like it would tear if handled in any way but with the utmost care. There was something “uncool about spending all your days at the university library, making time-tables, revising notes, studying texts, writing essays, and cramming for exams, that made most people want to stay away from such places as much as possible, not wanting to be considered “one of those people”. Paul would have done the same, that is, if he had cared at all about what was and was not considered “cool”, which obviously he didn’t. Not one bit. At all.
Truth be told, he enjoyed the library. It was quiet, peaceful, filled up to the ceiling with books containing fascinating information about curious topics and ideas he did not yet know about, there was free Wi-Fi, plenty of spots to plug in your phone or computer when needed, and, most importantly, no one to bother you by asking annoying questions or playing Guitar Hero at an ungodly volume, while stuffing their face full with potato crisps and diet coke, wearing nothing but a pair of plain, light blue boxers that looked suspiciously similar to a pair you owned yourself and would burn the next time you saw them. On the second floor they had opened a coffee corner where you could grab a cup of tea, coffee, or hot chocolate, along with some (cheap!) sandwiches, cookies, and other snacks (they even had vegan options), of which Paul took full advantage. They had also put down a couple of old battered couches for people to sit on, and honestly Paul could not imagine why anyone would want to spend their days anywhere else, except when they did have normal roommates with at least a sense of common decency.
At the moment he was sitting at a table on the third floor, rearranging his time-schedule in order to fit in his morning classes as well as his first assignments and regular homework, while still leaving him time to go on a forty-minute run every morning through the park that was not even five minutes away from the flat he and George shared. He had his new MacBook Air – a present from his father – open in front of him and had his wireless earphones – sadly not a present, but an expensive impulse buy he had yet to regret – planted firmly in his ears in the hope to block out all the outside noise as he listened to The Kinks singing Strangers directly into his ear, a memento from his and George’s first traditional movie night that would happen every Friday evening for the coming three years that they would be living together. They had watched The Darjeeling Limited, the perfect combination of comedy and drama with a nice aesthetic and good music, and just weird enough to be highly enjoyable and intriguing. It had been George’s pick, which meant Paul was allowed to choose the next one, which just had to be The Dead Poets Society – he was already looking forward to it – after which he was going to make George watch The Graduate because he hadn’t seen it and that, in Paul’s eyes, was a cultural sin if there ever was one.
A couple of rapid taps on his arm alerted him of his neighbour, who was sitting opposite him, drinking tea and stealing some of his veggie crisps as she revised her class notes on the fundamentals of dramatic text. She was a great girl, really. Stunning, with fair skin, long copper hair that cascaded down over her narrow shoulders – a shade that matched the colour of her painted lips – and kind blue eyes that shone brightly beneath her fringe that was bordering on the edge of being too long. But she was clever and funny too, with a mouth that was fouler than what he had initially expected, and a confidence that would have made Paul believe she was a professor rather than a first-year student, if it wasn’t for the fact that she was far too young to be one, being not yet nineteen. She was a great friend.
“I’m going out for a smoke and get myself another cup of tea. D’you want anything?” she asked as she stood up from her seat, fumbling around in her bag in search for her phone, cigarettes and lighter, and cursing at herself when she couldn’t find the latter. Paul, realising he had been staring, declined and offered her his own lighter, which he took from the pocket of his denim jacket.
“Thanks. I’ll be right back. Mind my bag, yeah?” She didn’t wait for Paul to nod or reply, and turned around and started heading towards the stairs, her heels clacking rhythmically on the synthetic floor as she went. Sighing, Paul reached for his own phone and checked his messages. Apart from a text from George asking him if he could swing by the store for some milk before he went home – they had run out again – there was nothing. It wasn’t so much that he was expecting something, but he had hoped to see at least one message from Dot, not having heard from her for a few days. The number of messages that normally went between them had started to decrease more and more over the last couple of weeks, especially since he had moved to London for his studies, which would usually warrant more messages. The thing was, though, that he wasn’t sure if he truly missed her. George said they needed some time to work it out, but lately he was feeling less and less certain of that, which made him feel even worse for not talking to her more often like he should.
Putting away his phone, he turned back to his time schedule and made some minor changes to is as he finished his tea, before he decided to do some reading for the following week, hoping that if he could get most of it done today, he would have the weekend off to relax and do something fun. George wanted to go out and live the student life like it was supposed to be lived according to every single movie in existence; so, naturally, Paul hadn’t been able to say no to that, being in the mood for getting drunk and enjoying the tantalising sight of hot boys and girls in sexy, tight outfits, even if he could not touch. Some harmless flirting was always fun.
He had barely gotten through the first two sections, however, or the peace and quiet that surrounded him was rudely broken by some loud shouts and laughter, which he could hear even through the music that was still blasting in his ears. Annoyed, he took out his earphones and glanced up to see a skinny lad – a little older than himself, but shorter and more fragile-looking – being slammed into a wall, laughing loudly as he struggled to hold onto a stack of papers he was holding in his arms. Some of the papers slipped from his grip anyway, despite the boy’s best efforts, and landed scattered on the floor. He shouted something at where he had emerged from, and knelt down to pick up the papers again as he wiped some tears from his eyes, which were covered by a pair of tinted sunglasses.
Not long after a second guy appeared from that same direction. He was taller and tough-looking, wearing a pair of tight black jeans, the ends of which he had flipped over once, a green plaid shirt with a leather jacket – faux leather, Paul hoped – and brown boots. He had a pair of glasses on his nose that reminded Paul of those Buddy Holly used to wear, and his brown hair had been styled into a tousled quiff, both of which, under any other circumstance but this one, he would have found incredibly attractive. He was laughing loudly as well and pushed at the smaller lad’s shoulder, causing him to lose his balance and fall down again, the paper slipping from his fingers once more.
Rolling his eyes at them, he turned up the volume on his computer and went back to work, but found it had become increasingly more difficult to concentrate on the words he was supposed to be reading, the sentences being too long and containing too many complex words, that he found his thoughts drifting away and his eyes towards the two men who were still causing trouble on the other side of the room. He considered telling them to be quiet, but decided not to, knowing these types of guys from when he had still been a teenager in Liverpool, where he had had to deal with guys like this on a regular basis in school. They thought they were too cool for anything and better than everyone else, and there was nothing you could say or do that would not end with either you running away or being punched in the eye. Being bisexual hadn’t much helped in school either, and he preferred to stay away from them now, not wanting a repeat of last time.
The curious thing was, though, that rather than being disruptive for the sake of being disruptive, these guys did seem to be doing something, namely bothering people and handing them those papers the lad with the sunglasses was holding in his arms, most of which were rather creased at this point, but neither of them seemed to care. They also laid some of the sheets on empty tables and in stacks between books on the bookshelves, which made Paul curious to know what they said. The two guys, on the other hand, did not seem to take any note of him, so Paul kept to watching them silently, hoping they would not spot him. Especially the taller guy, who had a pair of thighs that made it extremely difficult not to stare at him. He shouldn’t. He had a girlfriend.
“Chocolate cookies were twenty percent off, so I got you one as well,” a voice suddenly spoke next to him, making him jump in his seat and quickly look away from the two guys who were bothering a couple of girls a few tables away from him, and glanced up, only to be hit in the face by said chocolate cookie that had been thrown his way.
“Thanks…” he muttered in reply, half annoyed, half grateful, “you could’ve just given it to me, though, Jane, but injuring me works fine too, I guess.”
“Don’t be such a baby and accept the free food, will you,” she replied and sat back down on the chair opposite him. She smirked when Paul did as she had said without another word and began to eagerly take it out of the packaging; he harboured a deep love for anything chocolate that was too strong to be denied.
“Jane?” he asked after a few seconds, pausing from munching on his chocolate cookie, “do you know those guys?” He pointed at the two men who were still talking to the same two girls, one of whom looked intrigued, while her friend had turned away to try to read her book again. She couldn’t, however, as the taller lad with the quiff was now poking her book, while the other chuckled, but tried to get him to stop. Jane groaned in annoyance as she caught sight of them.  
“You know them?”
She moaned, but nodded. “You get to know them soon enough. They’re kind of hard to ignore. Well, John is. Stuart – the one with the sunglasses – he isn’t that bad, really. He’s quite sweet when you catch him alone, artistically talented too, and his girlfriend, Astrid her name is, is a nice enough girl, but when he’s with John…” She shook her head and turned to glance over her shoulder to look at them. “I don’t even know what they’re doing here! Probably just trying to cause trouble again as always – John! Leave them girls alone!” She shouted that last directly at the two men, who looked up in confusion before a flicker of recognition flashed across the taller guy’s – John, Paul now knew – face and a grin spread across his lips.
“Miss Asher! My beautiful water nymph! What are you in the library for? Classes have barely even started yet!” he cried out, in a tone that was a little too melodramatic to be truly funny, but Paul could not help the grin that involuntarily appeared on his own lips. The guy jumped off from the table he had been sitting on and nudged his friend to tell him to follow him, that same mischievous grin still on his lips.
“Don’t bother with the niceties, Lennon. They won’t work, as you well know. And some of us do actually work hard, in case you didn’t know. Which begs the question what you are doing here,” Jane called back at him, as she watched them come over.
“Ah! That’s where you are mistaken, my dear. I value my studies highly. Just not in Nerd Central,” John replied with a charming wink when he was close enough and turned to look at Paul, who was watching him with interest, wondering where Jane would know a guy like him from. He did not appear to be anyone whom Jane or her friends would be acquaintances with. And what was this “water nymph” business? “But never mind that,” John continued after a brief moment of silence, “who is this handsome guy you’ve brought along, eh? New boyfriend?”
“I’m Paul. And we’re just good friends,” he quickly brought in before Jane could answer for him. He really was handsome, though, with almond-shaped eyes that shone darkly from under his thick-rimmed glasses, a strong jaw, and an aquiline nose. His hair, Paul now saw, was more auburn than brown and had a reddish shine to it as the light hit it, making it hard for him to look away.
“Good. I’m John. This is Stu,” he nodded at his friend and paused for a moment as he took a second to look his new acquaintance up and down, as if unsure how to place him. “You look familiar. Those eyes… they’re quite distinct.”
“Impossible. I just moved here a few weeks ago. I’m a first year.”
“You don’t look like a first year. Couldn’t you find the door or something?” John said with a jeering laugh, but Paul wasn’t so easily intimidated and cocked his head at him as he leaned back in his chair, trying to assert some dominance, which made the other’s eyes flash dangerously.
“Studied medicine before this, actually,” he explained calmly, “back in Liverpool. I quit during my first year, took a gap year afterwards, and now here I am.”
“Why? Subject too hard for you, pretty boy?”
“No. I found out that if I became a doctor, I’d be bound by oath to help stupid pricks like yourself as well, and thought I’d do more good for this world if I didn’t.”
“Oh, kitty’s got claws, doesn’t she?” John crooned and Paul started at his words, feeling a flush creep up to his cheeks, which he fought to repress. Before he could come up with a good comeback, however, Jane had mingled between them again.
“Do you want anything, Lennon? If not you might as well just leave,” she said, and John tutted at her in disapproval, but kept his eyes firmly onto Paul’s, looking at him with a gaze so intense, it made Paul squirm in his seat. He refused, however, to look away.
“Don’t worry, Miss Asher. We don’t plan on staying. Me and Stu here were simply giving out some flyers to advertise our monthly poetry night. You two want to come?” As he said this, reached for the stack of papers in his friend’s arms and laid two of them down on the table for them. Curious, Paul took one, while Jane ignored hers.
“You already know my answer, Lennon,” she said and John nodded with another one of his dramatic sighs.
“And it will not be the same without you, my dear, as you well know. How about you then, Doctor Big Eyes?” he asked, turning once more to Paul, who had been reading the flyer.
“You’re a poet?” he asked instead of answering, ignoring the uncreative insult. John nodded as he bowed to him.
“John Winston Lennon, your most humble and ingenious juggler of words, at your service,” he said in a not-so-humble tone of voice. Paul ignored him and looked back at the flyer in his hand. Although the design was rather cliché, with a vintage mic on the front and a red theatre curtain in the background and the usual cursive font, it looked pretty well-made. At the bottom of the flyer he could see John’s and Stuart’s names in bold cursive letters, as well as two others he had never heard of.
“You don’t look like a poet,” he remarked, throwing the man’s own words back at him, as he glanced up at him and awaited his reaction. Sure enough, his lips twitched in annoyance and his hands bawled up into fists, but he failed to look truly intimidating.
“Well? Are you coming or not?” John asked through gritted teeth, clearly ticked off by his talking back at him. “It’s this coming Thursday evening from 8 till 11 at the café next door to here. You can either listen or perform your own stuff, if you even have any. There’s cheap booze as well.”
Paul shrugged as he offered him his flyer back. “Couldn’t even if I wanted to,” he said as if that explained everything, and turned back to his book which still lay open in front of him, hoping the guy would leave. It was probably for the best the guy proved to be a total dick, though it would have been nice to meet a hot guy who didn’t act like a jerk of once. He supposed George was right, his taste in men was despicable, and he shouldn’t make that same mistake again. To his luck, John did as he had hoped and snatched the flyer from his hand, before turning around to leave, grabbing his friend by his wrist to drag him with him.
“Think it over sometime, Paul. Maybe you’ll change your mind. See you around, Miss Asher,” John grumbled bitterly and with that, the two men left, heading straight towards the stairs, which they hurriedly descended.
“Is he always like that?” Paul asked once he was certain the two men were out of earshot, keeping his eyes on them for a second longer, before he turned to Jane who was looking at him thoughtfully, one eyebrow raised.
“No,” she said after a moment of consideration, “normally he’s worse.”
                     The troublesome poet remained on his mind for the rest of the afternoon, despite Paul’s best efforts to forget about him and do his reading like he was supposed to. The thought of him even followed him into the supermarket and onto the bus home, leaving him restless. He didn’t know why but for some reason he was doomed to only find guys attractive who were total assholes, and John Lennon was one of them, it seemed. He was terribly good-looking, and Paul could always appreciate a guy who wrote poetry or did anything artistic like that – he wrote songs himself, which he considered a type of poetry in itself, so it would have been great to have someone with whom he could share that passion – but, of course, the guy had to be an utter douchebag. It was a curse and terribly unfair.
As he mulled over his tragic fate in his mind, he climbed up the stairs to the fourth floor where his and George’s flat was situated, the lift being out of order again, as it always seemed to be. The shopping bag felt heavy in his hand, having bought not only the requested milk (two cartons, mind you), but also some frozen veggies, a couple of bagels, and two bottles of apple cider, as well as a package of jelly beans for George, having figured he might as well, and he felt a great sense of relief once he finally reached the right floor. Taking his keys out of his schoolbag, he momentarily put both bags down and opened the door to his flat, where he was greeted by the unpleasant smell of old pizza and beer, as well as some loud and obscene curses, which told Paul the gaming tournament hadn’t yet ended. Sighing, he heaved the bags inside and kicked the door shut before making his way into the living room where his suspicions were confirmed as he saw George and his friend Ringo sit on the edge of the couch, playing Mario Cart. At least now they were dressed, which Paul considered a blessing. Ringo appeared to be winning, having a smug and relaxed grin on his face, his bright blue eyes twinkling in delight, while George only cursed at the screen and called out various colourful profanities as he once again drove over a banana peel.
“I see you guys are having fun,” Paul muttered as he put his schoolbag down on the floor and reached into the shopping bag to get out the jelly beans which he threw into his friend’s lap, who cried out in joy.  
“Jelly Beans! Thanks, Paul! You’re the best- Oh fuck!” Hastily, he turned back to the race, where he had just knocked into a wall, causing Ringo to burst out laughing as he easily manoeuvred past the last of the obstacles and crossed the finish line first, much to George’s frustration, who looked like he was about ready to throw his controller out of the window.
“I hate you!” he grumbled at Ringo, and punched him in the stomach in revenge, causing the poor man to double over, though he kept on laughing, seeming okay.
“Rematch? I’ll even let you pick the track,” Ringo suggested, and George narrowed his eyes at him, but gave in anyway and ripped the package of jelly beans open. He muttered something about needing something extra to help him along, and stuffed a couple into his mouth.
“Don’t eat too many, Geo! I’ll be making dinner soon! Richie, you’re having dinner with us, right?” Paul warned as he began to kick off his shoes while checking his phone for any messages from Dot, but when George grumbled something inaudible back, he knew it was already too late.
“Don’t worry, Paul. I don’t think you can overeat when your stomach has been replaced by a black hole,” Ringo said, laughing, which he quickly regretted when George hit him again. He, once again, doubled over again and gripped his stomach, while George continued to munch on his jelly beans. “I was going to let you win, you git, but now you can go fuck yourself for all I care. I’ll come help you later, Paul. First, I need to ride George off the fucking Rainbow Road.”
“What?! You said I could choose! I suck at Rainbow Road!”
“Exactly,” he concluded and with that he selected said track, just to spite him. Paul chuckled at their bickering, and, shaking his head, grabbed the groceries and started to make his way to the kitchen to prepare dinner. He was in the need for some good food, which at the moment meant some simple pasta with tomato sauce, because it was easy and quick to make and not too expensive, which were the three crucial ingredients of good food when you were a poor student living away from home, who spend way too much money on other things, such as clothes and pretty editions of books and LPs. Besides, pasta was simply delicious and no one could tell him otherwise.
Once he had put the groceries away, washed his hands and got some water boiling for the pasta – a mixture of penne and fusilli because they didn’t have enough of one kind – Ringo, who had once again been victorious, judging by the angry shouts coming from the living room, came into the kitchen to help. Paul made him cut up the onions, tomatoes and other veggies, while he himself made the sauce and grated some cheese to go on top. They had almost finished when George came in, a couple of jelly beans stuffed in his mouth and a piece of paper in his hand.
“Macca? What’s this?” he asked, waving it around above his head to catch his attention. Paul frowned when his eyes landed on the flyer, recognising it immediately.
“How did you get that?”
“It was sticking out of your bag. I’ve heard about these poetry nights. They’re pretty good, or so they say. Are you going?”
“No. Some asshole gave me one, which I handed back, damn him! He must have secretly put it in my bag when I didn’t notice. Ugh!” Paul took the flyer from his friend, which he crumpled up and unceremoniously threw into the bin.
“But I thought you liked pretentious shit like this. You know, listening to snobby, edgy, emo kids reciting their amateur existentialist poetry and all that. If you don’t have anyone to bring along…” George offered, staring at his friend, as if unable to belief he would say ‘no’ to anything like this.
“It’s not always like that, George. There’s some stuff that’s really good! And it’d be fun to go, but not if it means running into that guy again. You wouldn’t say this if you had been there, you know. The guy was a real asshole and I already told him I wouldn’t come, so who knows what he’d think or say when I’d show up anyway! He’s bound to be there…”
“Who cares!”
“Well, I’m not going to let him have that satisfaction!”
“You’re seriously going to let this guy ruin a fun evening for you? That doesn’t sound like you. So what if he’s there?! You don’t have to talk to him, do you? And if he does start bothering you, just tell him to stuff it! Besides, it’d be good for you to do something fun and relaxing and go out for once. Even Dr Collins told you so, remember?”
“I don’t need some shrink to tell me when I should and shouldn’t be having fun, Geo. Besides, Dot and I always meet on skype Thursday evening, so I couldn’t go even if I wanted to. Let’s just forget about it, okay. Dinner is ready,” Paul concluded and with that the conversation had ended. The three of them all got their food and George made sure to grab them all something to drink, before they headed back into the living room and took a seat on the couch. Ringo let George pick something for them all to watch, which Paul supposed was reconciliation for having beaten him so often at Mario Kart and whatever other games they had played that day, and soon they were watching telly and having their dinner while George and Ringo spoke about all sorts of things, such as George’s new super-hot girlfriend, Pattie.
Paul mostly kept out of the conversation and sat quietly on the other side of the couch, staring at his food as he ate, not feeling in the mood for any social interaction all of a sudden, which happened from time to time. The telly was loud, but he ignored it, and thought about Dot. What was she doing? Why wasn’t she texting him? Did she still look as pretty as she had done when she had wished him goodbye at the train station? Was she happy? Was she waiting for a message as well? Should he text her? Or was she busy with other things? Did she have someone else? Shaking the thought of her from his mind, he instead forced himself to talk to his friends, needing the distraction.
“Hey, Geo? Did you manage to talk to our neighbour yet?” he asked once George and Ringo stopped talking for a moment. He couldn’t have chosen a better topic, for as soon as the word ‘neighbour’ passed his lips, George sat up and went off into a tantrum, that made Paul grin in amusement.
“No! The bastard has been out all day! Or he won’t open up, which would make it even worse! Like, I’m starting to doubt there’s even anyone living there, to be honest. Who is out that many times a day?! It’s ridiculous! But of course, for some reason he does manage to find the time to steal from us! Fucking bastard,” he grumbled, and angrily pricked some pasta onto his fork to get some of that frustration out of his system, which made Paul feel somewhat relieved their neighbour wasn’t home right now with his friend being in a mood like this.
“Wait someone has been stealing for you guys?” Ringo asked, eyes wide in surprise. Paul opened his mouth to explain, but before he could, George had thrown down his fork and was already talking at a speed that made it hard for the other two of follow what he was talking about.
“Yes! Someone has been stealing our internet. I am certain of it, because our connection has been incredibly slow lately and when I looked at the device list of our router, I saw some unknown device on it – dirty name, of course. Me and Paul have been asking people about it for over a week now, and we still haven’t found the guy! The only person left is our neighbour, but he never seems to be home, which I think is highly suspicious!”
“He is like a ghost. All we hear is music coming through the walls at ungodly hours. A bang or two is usually enough to get him to shut up, though, but he never answers the door. George sees that as an admittance of guilt,” Paul brought in with some intense nodding on George’s part. Ringo, however, didn’t seem to impressed by the serious crime that was being committed right under their noses.
“So? Just change your password,” he suggested and Paul grinned at him as he shook his head.
“We’ve tried that.”
“Multiple times,” George added, “it’s like he can read my mind or something!”
“Well? Who is your neighbour?” Ringo asked and both Paul and George shrugged.
“We’ve never seen him. According to the neighbours it’s a guy, but they’ve never spoken to him. Descriptions don’t go much further than that. They’ve only even seen him in the dark when he comes home.”
“We might need to call the landlord if he hasn’t been seen by the end of the week. Before something starts to smell, you know,” Paul suggested and George agreed with a voice that sounded a little too excited about the prospect, while Ringo only chuckled, muttering something about them having wild imaginations, which Paul couldn’t deny.
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The Ballad
Here goes my first Witcher fanfiction! It happens before games but it’s somehow connected with them since Priscilla appears in it.
Well, no matter. Also, the ballads’ lyrics are kinda important, so if you don’t know them, here you go: Wolven Storm | Maids from Vicovaro | Stars Above the Path | Winter | Elusive
Enjoy!
[wersja PL]
A little room was almost completely dark. The only source of light was a candle standing on a desk, which illuminated the room really poorly, so the man poring over papers was in the penumbra. His fair hair was reflecting the flame, becoming somehow goldish itself. A woman who entered the room smiled with amusement, seeing this, and approached the desk gracefully.
“Master Dandelion, right?” she asked. The poet turned his head, scared a bit.
“Indeed. And you…” he started and gazed at her attentively. She had long, canary hair and sky blue eyes and was in an adorned dress. But what gave the game away was her voice, beautiful and melodious, albeit vague. “Must be Priscilla, if I’m not mistaken.”
She giggled and took a step towards the desk.
“Exactly. I wanted to wish you good luck before the contest, because I assure you, you’ll need it.”
Dandelion chuckled.
“Most appreciated, my dear,” he said, furling the papers carelessly.
Priscilla took one of them nonchalantly and looked at it. The poet didn’t mind for as long as he didn’t notice which piece of paper she had taken.
“You shouldn’t look at this one,” he said with artificial amusement. His voice was trembling. “I consider it my worst ballad which shouldn’t actually be here.
Priscilla snorted.
“I hope so, because, I have to admit I expected more after the famous master Dandelion. A worthy challenger at least. But let’s talk after the contest. We both have to practice after all. Although I think one of us has more to improve on,” she added with a significant tone.
Dandelion laughed constrainedly.
“I wish you good luck as well, my dear Callonetta,” he said, making Priscilla giggle.
“Well, at least you’re right as amorous as you’re said to be,” she said merrily and left.
Dandelion didn’t even think for a while how she got to know which room was his and why she decided to show up out of nowhere. As soon as she left, the poet took a piece of paper she had grabbed and looked at it.
I promise thee we’ll see this starry sky once more Sitting by the fire, watching sparks that soar And once more we will quarrel like we used to do In lieu of pouring blood, we’ll be pouring booze
 I wish, like the old days, we’d meet there anew Making sure this time we’ll never say adieu Though we sure deserve a rest after all the pain Without a doubt I’d die to venture out again
 As time keep passing by I’m less and less carefree Because, my dear friends, I deeply yearn for thee But it is all no use which now I clearly see Since all of thou art there, awaiting but for me
He hated this ballad. He wanted to hate it for being so poor, so obvious. Because it was. But the reasoning behind was much smoother. It brought way too many memories.
It reminded him of the day when Geralt got a contract for some monster, which Dandelion had certainly forgotten ages ago. But whatever it was, the witcher chose to go for it during their journey, because it seemed to be absolutely banal. Just a way to earn some extra money while on the trail when there was a spare moment. Because it was supposed to take no more than that. And once again, Dandelion had no idea what made the contract not all so banal.
Luckily, the poet was wandering around, searching for some inspiration, when he bumped into Geralt, hurt and unconscious. On his first impulse, he went for Regis. When they got back to the witcher, the vampire said he didn’t expect him to be that bad, so he left to get more herbs which he was lacking.
Dandelion, obviously, panicked. He started being afraid about exactly everything, starting with Regis coming too late, ending with almost certainty that what Geralt had fought will be back soon. The best way to get rid of panic, of course, is to play lute. So Dandelion started playing. Partly to add himself some courage, partly to keep the witcher alive. Despite knowing it would not work that way, he wanted to do anything. But there was nothing he could.
“Fuck,” he heard suddenly and turned away with relief.
His friend was awake after all. He stopped playing and said with delight:
“Geralt! Everything alright?”
The witcher groaned with pain and asked:
“Does it look like it?”
Dandelion clucked his tongue with concern but beamed. It couldn’t have been any worse by now.
“I’ll sing you something! Would you rather hear “The Stars Above the Path” or…
“For fuck’s sake, Dandelion,” he interrupted him growlingly. “Call Regis instead of talking.”
“I already did,” said the poet proudly. “He needed some herbs so he went back to the camp. But he’ll be here shortly. But until then… oh, maybe “Ettariel the Beautiful”?
The witcher sighed with tiredness and laid his head on the ground.
“Save it, Dandelion,” he said.
The poet bridled but put his lute back. Geralt looked at him then, noticing grudge on his face.
“The Wolven Storm?” he murmured after a while.
Dandelion suddenly brightened up and took his instrument, playing the first notes of the ballad.
It reminded him of the evening when Angoûleme brought a bottle of cherry spirit cordial. A really excellent one. Even though it was quite hard to be checked because the girl didn’t want to share with anyone. She was drinking delightfully, tasting every sip for as long as it was possible.
Naturally, this provocation wasn’t really successful. On anyone but Dandelion who almost instantly sat next to her, as if unaware, and asked:
“Wouldn’t you share with a friend?”
The girl laughed happily, glad that her plan was effective after all.
“No, I wouldn’t. I stole it, I drink it.”
“Angoûleme, you know you shouldn’t steal only to brag about the alcohol no matter how good it is?” asked Regis, looking sideways at her.
“I shouldn’t do many things,” she said insolently. “It fucking includes swearing. And fighting. And sitting here with you and risking my life for some girl I don’t even know.”
Everyone went quiet. Everything suddenly became way more serious. No one looked at anyone, avoiding eye contact at all. Expect for Dandelion certainly, who asked after a short while:
“So what about this cordial?”
Milva and Cahir snorted with amusement and Angoûleme grinned.
“Right, right. Have it your way. But play us something. The bawdier, the better, because you can fucking cut the tension with a knife here. Maybe “Maids from Vicovaro”, with the thought of the Nilfgaardian.
“I’m not…” Cahir started and everyone, including Geralt, burst into laugh.
It reminded him of the night, when Dandelion sat on the log next to Milva. What the poet recalled vividly was her relishing fresh bread and persistently refusing any booze.
“Milva, you look so beautiful tonight,” said Dandelion amorously, looking at her gingerly.
Like never before he’d noticed her shapely, deft body, charm given by her short hair and depth in her insane eyes. He’d seen her feminine figure and natural grace, learnt under dryads’ care.
“And you stink, Dandelion,” she said with disgust. “You’ve had too much alcohol.”
Having said that, she gazed back at the fire, crossing legs. The poet laughed warmly and glanced at her.
“I’ve drunk no more than half a bottle,” he said and when Milva looked at him with disbelief, he giggled. “Well, maybe a full one. But I assure you that I’m fully sober. And I just realised that your skin reflects the fire’s glamor astonishingly. That you, as simple as it is, look astonishing, my dear.”
The woman snorted and looked up straight into the starry sky.
“You could shut up once in a while, Dandelion.”
“But it is all true. And your eyes, Milva. They always remind me of inextinguishable sparks.”
The woman shook delicately. The poet gazed at her and murmured something inquiringly.
“He also said it, Dandelion,” she started with her voice shaky. “The elf I slept with. He also compared my eyes to sparks. He also said I looked beautiful,” she kept speaking faster and faster, less and less sure. “He also…”
“Milva,” said the poet, and she immediately stopped talking. Her eyes were a little glazed, but neither did she cry nor wept. “I’m sorry. You were right, I shouldn’t have gone overboard with this alcohol. I didn’t know that… well, I just didn’t think a lot.”
The woman sighed, still looking at the sky. The poet took his lute and started playing the melody of “The Stars Above The Path”. He didn’t sing, so Milva didn’t understand. How could she? She simply snorted with amusement and said:
“It is probably unusual for you, apologising to a woman, isn’t it?” Before the poet managed to say a word, she added “Thanks, Dandelion. Most appreciated.”
It reminded him of the morning, when the poet woke up unusually early. The sun was raising shyly, covering all the surroundings with a golden shine. Everyone was still asleep. Dandelion unconsciously lifted up a little and looked over his companions. And with certain apprehension he noticed there was someone missing.
He wiped his eyes and looked more attentively. Regis wasn’t there. Anxious about him, he stood up quickly, getting rid of his fatigue all at once. Despite that, he decided not to wake the others up. He was probably hoping it was nothing important. The barber might have wanted to take a walk. Geralt opened his eyes, though, and looked at Dandelion. Having not noticed anything troubling, he fell asleep again.
In the meanwhile the poet moved ahead, badly suffering from his lack of the witcher’s tracking skills. He looked up, highly doubtful about his plan. After a while of contemplation, he decided to enter the hut they were passing by. After all, the previous day Regis had met there a herbalist selling mandrake. Suddenly Dandelion brightened up, inspired by a new idea. Regis must have wanted to buy some herbs to make his moonshine.
The poet’s pace became much brisker as he was going towards the hut which was actually very close to their camp. He didn’t expect a single bad event until he heard a shrill. He suddenly sped up his pace and burst into the hut. At the first glimpse he didn’t notice anything frightening – only Regis and the herbalist, with the latter being absolutely terrified. Upon hearing such a loud scream, Dandelion was surprised – he expected at least a ghoul or an armed bandit. What actually made his entry even more incomprehensible. He wouldn’t have helped a bit after all. But he was somehow worried about Regis. He didn’t even take into consideration that a barber alone would have performed much better.
“Save yourself, man!” he heard a fearful voice belonging to the herbalist.
And that was when he put it all together. There was no ghoul in the hut. Oh no, there was a monster far more dangerous. A vampire, and not just a usual one. It was a higher vampire from whom the herbalist tried to protect, using some garlic, held in his shaking hand. The barber sighed dauntingly and turned back, even though he didn’t have to. He could sense Dandelion’s smell, no matter how scary it sounded, and the poet knew it well.
“Dandelion,” he said almost warmly, but still so ice cold for his usual self that the poet shuddered.
“Regis,” he answered bluntly with his heart pounding like a hammer.
He wouldn’t have been afraid of him in any other circumstances. All in all, he trusted him so much he could have entrusted him with his life. And yet the herbalist was so afraid that Dandelion couldn’t stop all the worst thoughts flowing in his mind. Because how else could this man get to know Regis’s identity if not by the vampire attacking him?
“Let’s go. Everyone will be awake soon,” said the poet, overpowering his fear.
“Man, he’s a…!” started the herbalist with a shaking voice. Regis turned back his head onto him for a while and the villager stopped talking all at once.
“You’re right, Dandelion. Let’s leave before this mortal starts smelling too tasty.”
The poet glanced at the man they had left behind who was now looking with dread at both of them, apparently not knowing who of them should have been feared more. And maybe Dandelion would have found it funny if it wasn’t for Regis’s words which really did scare him. They left the hut, observed carefully by the villager. As soon as they did, before the poet even managed to ask, vampire said:
“He noticed I lacked a shadow. And considered it highly suspicious. I’d say so highly suspicious that he even took out some garlic to be protected.”
There was something else to his voice right then. It wasn’t as cold as a while ago. There was more pain to it, which Dandelion heard clearly.
“You are no monster, Regis,” he said surely, despite his heart was still beating anxiously.
“I am and it is beyond any doubt,” he said with stoic calm. “I appear as a monster in your tomes and so I’m seen by the herbalist, by me, by Geralt and by you. Believe me, I can feel your fear. And you feared me, Dandelion.       Feared as hell.”
“I feared indeed,” he confirmed. “For you as well.”
Regis looked at him with an enigmatic gaze.
“I… did you really?” he asked being uncertain for once during their acquaintance. “I’m glad to hear that. Even though there was no reason to feel so.”
“No, there wasn’t,” said Dandelion, taking his lute out. The barber smiled with amusement. He must have felt that the poet’s heart was back to normal as he started playing the first notes of “Winter”.
It reminded him of the afternoon when Geralt got into a fierce debate with Regis about vampires’ habits while Milva and Angoûleme rode several dozen foots ahead of the rest of their companions, absolutely not letting anyone get closer of the reasons known only for them. Dandelion was riding next to Cahir, making up lyrics of his latest ballad, which had been circling his head for a few days now. In the meantime the knight was looking ahead almost relentlessly. Almost, because he kept glimpsing at the poet, who noticed it right away. He even sighed once, but didn’t say a word eventually.
“Is something troubling you?” asked Dandelion at last, making Cahir smile.
“Well, yes, indeed,” started the knight doubtfully. “You see, there is something I wanted to ask you about… Falling in love it is, to be precise. Because you have fallen in love, even more than once, right, Dandelion?”
“I have,” said the poet, slightly amused. “And now, Cahir Mawr Dyffryn aep Ceallach, would you be so kind and make it to the point?”
The knight sighed.
“You see, I’ve fallen in love, I’m afraid. Or actually, I’m not sure about it. And I wouldn’t like to risk…”
Dandelion burst into laugh and before he managed to say a thing, Cahir bridled.
“You don’t risk while falling in love,” explained the poet. “You have to do everything in your power to do it, because only when you do, you can feel it was worth it. Because it always is.”
“Aren’t you that person many lords wish had been hanged for sleeping with their women?” asked Cahir uncertainly.
“Indeed, I am.” Dandelion was more and more amused with every sentence of the conversation. “And that’s how I know I’ve never risked. At least emotionally and that’s what matters most.”
Cahir murmured something with approval.
“And how do I know if this is the person I’m in love with?”
“You do, Cahir. I can hear it in your every word. You are just damn overthinking it. But if it is Milva,” he started in a conspiratorial whisper, “I’d be somehow careful with…”
“Ciri,” the knight interrupted him. The poet looked at him surprised. “Yes, Ciri. And you’re right, Dandelion. I do know it. Even though I feel I won’t see her ever again.”
“You’re dramatizing,” said the poet gaily. “We’re going directly to get her. And we can’t fail with such a company.” Cahir smiled and Dandelion added “Even though I’m afraid Ciri isn’t fond of Nilfgaardians.”
“I’m no Nilfgaardian,” said the knight, bridled again, still smiling. The poet grinned as he started humming “Elusive”. He noticed a quick glimpse Cahir gave him, full of understanding. They exchanged smiles when the knight accompanied Dandelion singing in a low voice.
Dandelion looked at the piece of paper once again and scrunched it up. He tried to sing the ballad. It was written for ages now, just like its music. Despite that it wasn’t performed even once.
It was bad after all.
His voice cracked after the first verse when the script was sprinkled by countless tears.
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Adrift |A Short Story|
A short story I wrote a few years back. I posted and deleted on a few sights since then. I’m actually really proud of it despite deleting it all the time. 
Oliver had a special nickname for his wife. It wasn’t a term of endearment; if anything it was the opposite. Rather, it was a description of what she was; the noise she made when she spoke—an auditory observation.
“Oliver. Where are you—get in here right now. Oliver!”
Shrill. Oliver called her Shrill.
Never to her face of course. He was smart enough to do that much. He had a different nickname he used when he spoke to Shrill.
“Yes, honey?” Oliver said as he got up from the ugly leather chair in his study.
This pusedo-nickname didn’t suit her at all—honey is sweet; Oliver’s wife was not. Perhaps a better nickname would have been “Arsenic” or “Cyanide”, those were the things Oliver would have a craving for whenever he spoke with Shrill.
Oliver entered the living room to see Shrill in her usual stance: arms crossed, eyes narrowed, foot tapping furiously against the hard wood floor.
“I told you, I don’t like coming home to a dirty house. But just look.” She made a sweeping gesture across the entire living room. She was right, it wasn’t neat. The carpet needed to be vacuumed, a thin layer of dust needed to be removed from the T.V stand and bookshelf, and the pile of magazines (that no one ever read) on the coffee table need to be rearranged.
“This is an absolute pigsty! I can’t believe this. I ask you to do one thing while I’m at work and you can’t even do that.”
Oliver took a deep breath, “I’m sorry honey. But you need to understand that I just got back from work too. I’m tired, I was going to—”
Shrill cut Oliver off, she rarely let him finish speaking. 
“Oh, you were going to? Yeah well, you’re going to clean this mess up right now.”
“Yeah, okay.”
Shrill uncrossed her arms if only to undo the bun her hair was in.
“After you’re done get started on dinner.”
“But—”
“But what?”
“It’s just that this morning you said you didn’t want me to—never mind.”
Shrill huffed and walked passed Oliver, the room felt significantly warmer when she left.
Oliver picked up the pile of magazines tapped them against the coffee table and set them down again. 
“Done.” he said flatly.
Oliver walked to the kitchen and made the only think he knew how to cook to Shrill’s gourmet standards: spaghetti in meat sauce. Once he finished he set three places at the table and went upstairs to call his family to dinner.
He started with his son, Oliver liked to call him Grumpy. It wasn’t a very nice nickname, but Oliver thought it was fair. After all Grumpy called him:
“What do you want, Lazy-ass?” Grumpy said as Oliver opened his door.
“Is that any way to talk to the man who puts food on the table?” 
“Mom puts food on the table.” 
Sure she does.
Oliver looked at Grumpy. He was wearing his pyjamas.
‘Did—did you go to school today?”
“What do you care, Lazy-ass?”
Guess I don’t. Oliver thought. He sighed. “Dinner’s ready.”
He walked next door to his daughter's room, Sleepy he called her. Sleepy was the nicest person in Oliver’s family, which is no better than being the smartest shmuck. Sleepy’s tongue wasn’t as sharp as Grumpy and Shrill’s, all she did was agree with whatever her mother and brother said about Oliver; even though she knew full well none of it was ever true.
Oliver knocked on Sleepy’s door.
“Dinner’s ready.” He said.
“Coming.” Is what Sleepy would have said, but all that came out of her mouth was a long yawn.
He opened the door a crack. “Call your mother too.”
Oliver went back downstairs and contemplated whether he wanted to eat dinner with his family that night. He took a taste of the spaghetti, it was a bit too soft. Shrill wouldn’t like that. He grabbed a plate from the cabinet.
“I’ll eat in my study.”
Oliver worked one of those generic white collar jobs. The kind that where everybody works at a desk with a computer and nobody's really sure what anybody else is doing. All they know is the work the person next to them was doing—whatever it was—involved sitting at a desk with a computer.
Oliver never liked his job. Not because his chair was uncomfortable, and his computer was slow, or because his taskmaster of boss took sadistic pleasure in working him like a dog. Not even because he seemed to be paid in stress rather than money. 
Oliver hated his job because it was inside.
He especially hated how the view from his window allowed him to see a glittering pool of blue in the distance—the ocean. Oliver loved the ocean. There wasn’t a second in his day where he wasn’t imagining he was breathing in moist salty sea air rather than dry, sweaty air in the office, or stale air freshener at home.
He first fell in love with the sea when he was a little boy and his father took him for an afternoon boat ride. The gentle breeze in his hair, the smell of salt water a cool sea spray on his face, to Oliver those were the things that embodied freedom. 
“I’d kill for a boat.” Oliver sighed. He let his head rest at an awkward angle; the most comfortable way to sit in his chair.
He sat up. 
Maybe I don’t have to. He thought.
Because I think I might already have one.
Oliver lifted the garage door. He’d hadn’t been in the garage since they bought the house fifteen years ago when Grumpy was born. If he remembered correctly there might  be something inside the garage collecting dust under a tarp—something that wasn’t a 2005 Chevy Cruise.
 Oliver looked inside and saw—a 2005 Chevy Cruise(it was actually very good shape mind you.) and what he was hoping to find: a small sailboat, big enough to comfortably fit one person. It was also in surprisingly good shape—although a fresh coat of paint wouldn’t hurt. 
Oliver walked over to the boat and ran his hands along the side of it. 
“How could I have forgotten about you?” He asked.
The boat, of course, gave no answer. 
The boat was an impulse buy, from an old man by the harbour who’s sole wish was to be rid of it. Oliver had wanted to take it for a sail right away, but at Grumpy and Sleepy were still quite young at that time and Shrill had insisted that if she couldn’t take a break he couldn’t either. 
“They’re grown now,” Oliver said wiping the dust off the stern.
“This weekend I’ll. No tomorrow. I’ll take it out tomorrow.”
The sky was the colour of blood the morning Oliver left. He had made sure to leave early in the morning five or five thirty; the time where fishermen get up and his family would still be fast asleep.
Of course, he wasn’t the type of man to leave without saying anything. He left a note. He also left his phone at home so Shrill couldn’t bother him.
A light breeze picked up, filled the boat’s sails with air, and pushed it forward in a neat line, as though someone had drawn its course with a ruler. Oliver adjusted the sails and sat back down in time to watch the sunrise. Oliver was an avid admirer of art, of beauty in general, but the sunrise he saw that day far surpassed the work of any artist past present, and yet to come.
The sky turned from red to orange as a large yellow ball of light rose out from the water. The waves become a display case for thousands of red, orange and yellow diamonds. The breath the sunrise stole from Oliver was recycled into the wind to propel his boat even farther into the horizon.
“This was worth taking a day off work, taking a day off life rather.”
Just then staying up late preparing his boat for sea, waking up at fishermen’s time, and the sound of the waves gently crashing into one another become a melodious lullaby. Eventually, Oliver laid back in his boat and fell asleep.
WOOSH! CRASH! SPLASH! 
Oliver awoke to the sound of wind screaming, and waves beating against the hull. He found that most of his face except for his nose and mouth were submerged in water. The boat had sprung a leak. Oliver stood up, only to rip and smack his face on the mast. The fracture he sustained in his tooth wasn’t vain. He found what he was looking for floating around the mast that injured him: 
Duct tape.
He located the leak and patched it up as best he could. He reached up to close the sails, but:
RIIIP!
The wind tore the sails open like paper or stretched out silk. All Oliver could think to do then was deal with the water that was already in the boat. He had brought a bucket along for that very reason. Oliver located the bucket floating about the boat and used it to remove the water.
By the time Oliver had finished the waves died down and the wind quieted. He sighed and said back down, his shorts making a soft squishing sound as he did so.
“Survey the damage.” He said. 
He looked around.
“Everything is wet.”
Oliver removed his shirt and shorts and hung them on the mast to dry. The sun and wind speed up the process.
Oliver looked around as he redressed: all his saw was water, no land, no boats, no swimmers; just water. His boat no longer moved in a perfectly straight line, instead, it drifted aimlessly across the azure waves.
Oliver laid back down resting his head against the mast. Somehow it was a lot more comfortable than his chair at work. He stared up at the sky and it stared back him with the same listless gaze.
Oliver spoke to a cloud: “Right about now, I’d be at work. Making spreadsheets, crunching numbers. Then I’d go home, enjoy a few moments rest. Before Shrill comes home and screams at me: “Oliver the living room’s a mess!” even though we both know it’s not that bad.
“Then Grumpy would come home. Not from school, from somewhere. I’d ask him how his day was he’d day: “Don’t talk to me Lazy-ass.” Then I’d eat some dinner I don’t like, go to my study contemplate suicide, and then go to bed.” 
A warm sea breeze blew by.
“But this. Floating around in the middle of the ocean, with nowhere to go. This is a lot better than any of that.”
Oliver sighed. It wasn’t a sigh of exasperation or exhaustion. Rather, it was a sigh of contentment.
 “The only thing that could make this better,” Oliver said.
“Was if I ended up on that island in the painting in my study. I imagine it’s some kind of paradise. I bet there’s a woman on that island. Would she be nice? Of course, she would.”
Oliver turned to his side to take a nap and noticed a small black object. He picked it up. It was a radio. Oliver reached for on switch. He didn’t expect it to work. After all, it was submerged in water for how long?
Oliver turned the radio on and fiddled with the dials. He heard static on some frequencies and broken voices on others. 
“It works.”
“I can call for help!”
Oliver hung his head. 
“I can call for help.”
He turned over to his back again and spoke with his cloud.
“So I have two options: I can die here. Or I can call for help and go back to my job, Shrill, and Grumpy. What would be the difference exactly? You can’t really call that living. Hating every second of every day from the moment you wake up to the moment you go to bed at night. If anything it’s worse than dying”
Oliver sat up.
“I hate my life. There’s no sugar coating it. Even so, as long as I live my awful life I’ll get to come back here.” 
Oliver looked over at the sun setting on the horizon. He reached for the radio. 
“Maybe it’s not so bad if I think about it that way.”
Shrill made Oliver get rid of the sail boat when he got back. It was a shame, it could have been repaired. For weeks Oliver quenched his thirst for the sea by going down to the beach after work. Walking along the shore wasn’t quite the same as drifting across the ocean, but he made do.
While walking barefoot along the shore, Oliver noticed a man carrying a small fishing boat. Oliver asked the man if he was planning on going fishing.
The man shook his head. “This boat’s no good for fishing. I’m getting rid of it.”
“Since you’re going to throw it away, mind if I take it?”
The man placed the boat down.
“Are you sure you want it? The only thing it’s good for is floating around.”
Oliver picked the boat up and smiled.
“That’s exactly what I need it for.” he said. 
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