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Women can't show shoulders but men can do this and that's somehow legit.
#transgender#trans#sexism#terfs#radfems#honestly#are you for real?#a woman isnt allowed any one this#but somehow this doesnt give you dysphoria
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Hello!! This is my first ever request so sorry if it’s a bit weird or to doesn’t make sense, could u do little headcannons of negan, glenn, rick, and carl dating a trans ftm reader? Tysm!!
this aint weird at all😭😭😭
anywho these guys along with owen
keep in mind. Im not ftm😭😭
THIS IS A NWLNW BLOG!! WOMEN DNI
Rick Grimes
He was an Atlanta cop. Give him a bit to be more open minded ok
Once he understands he will be fine with it
Will help you shave if youre one T
If you aren't then he'll help with periods, dysphoria, ect
His clothes might be big on you. Goes on runs with you to find clothes and stuff
Literally hes trying but hes ass at it but its funny ngl💀💀
"Gonna go on a run ask Y/n what him wants"
If you have a binder then he makes sure to watch over you especially in the HOT AS BALLS SUMMER
Glenn Rhee
Since he's one of the younger adults here he's probably one of the best people to come out to ngl
Like he probably will end up. Questioning his sexuality a bit
But other than that he understands and is very supportive!!
Please dont overwork yourself in a binder if you have one
He will go on runs with you to get new clothes. Or give you his.
He cant cut hair. He cant just not him💀💀
He'll ask someone else in the group tho
Will shave your face for you if youre on T
Carl Grimes
Supporter (doesn't know what being trans means)
Like just explain and he'll be like "Ooohhh alright"
He's probably trans idk
Take his clothes sure!!
He'll get Jessie or Maggie to cut your hair if you want
If yall manage to acquire a binder somehow then he makes sure you dont overwork yourself
like istg if you end up hurting yourself he'll die
Doesnt understand dysphoria. Mainly because he never like. Thought about gender at all since its the apocalypse
So like seeing you struggle with this he's just like. There.
HE DOESNT KNOW HOW TO VERBALLY COMFORT PEOPLE OK
"How do you feel??" "Lowkey wanna throw my organs into a highway" "Ok?"
If anyone purposely misgenders you he'll literally start a fight (or you can depending on who you are)
Negan
He does not give a shit man is inlove with you💀💀
Hes like trying. If youre like pre transition just realizing he will be like "Her pronouns are he/him"
If you been using he/him it wont change toooo much
But this for you pre trans fellars ig
He is going to acquire T for you dont matter who he gotta fight for it
Has someone cut your hair for you
Struggling with your period?? Punch him in the gut and he'll hunch over next to you so yall got the sameish pain
You and him or you and simon go out to find new clothes
You wanna dress like a badass?? Heres a leather jacket like his
Wanna dress feminine still? Here have a nice dress he stole from Alexandria
Owen
He cares he does. Hes just horrible at showing
"Owen I'm trans" "Ok 😐"
He doesnt give a fuck what you do unless it's actively involves him
Like yea bro will use the right pronouns but still
Will try to help cut your hair but ends up just having someone else in the group doing it for you. Much to his dismay (he hates other ppl touching you)
Or grow it out if you want yall can match
Stealing shit from mfs he kills. Hes just like that
Kills anyone who says shit
#twd x reader#twd x male reader#rick grimes x male reader#rick grimes x reader#negan smith x male reader#negan x reader#negan x male reader#glenn rhee x male reader#glenn rhee x reader#owen twd#the wolf twd#wolf twd#carl grimes x male reader#carl grimes x reader
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Give me LONG and DEEP answers 🙂 The more interesting and deep the answer, the longer this game will be.
21- Is there anything you would change of your body? Why? Why not?
22- Is there anything you would change about your personality? Why? Why not?
23- Is there a moment in your life that has deeply marked you? Describe it and explain why.
24- Have you ever wondered what your life would be like if it hadn't happened?
25- Have you ever committed SH? If so, why?
Also, I don't believe hate is something inherent to human nature. There's a song that says "tell me now, who taught you how you hate? Cause' it isn't in your blood; it's not a part of what you're made". What makes you hate something or someone?
- ⚜️
21. yea..,., i want transition so bad but alas. illegal 😔 also i want deer horns and cat ears&tail and look like a shadow person & have fluffy wings. i do like how my body looks but dysphoria is evil........... also i would make it so my body doesnt hurt 👍
22. i would probably make myself less irritable? its annoying (the irony). i dont wanna snap at people just because they want to talk with me about something</3
23. finding out my parents have read my private twitter through my phone lmao. gave me paranoia and trust issues👍 also i dont leave my things around them anymore.
24. yeah.... i think if that didnt happen i would still trust them and i wouldn't be afraid of talking about my real feelings anywhere where someone except me can see somehow. and i wouldn't have spent months doubting my friends wether they somehow told my parents about stuff ive written.
25. sorry, i prefer not to talk about this topic!!
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Do you think Shiro will ever meet the Funky Guys?? What would their reaction towards each other would be?
oh, they definetly meet eachother! i have a few ideas on how this happens(some more serious than others), but it definetly happens after the war is over(im not sure how excatly stuff goes down but galra lost and allura lives... and haggar is alive too cause Buddy and the others deserve to yell at her)
first im gonna quickly explain how they get off that planet: so basically Eenek(the galran kid)'s parent(dad?) thought they died in a "terrible accident" years ago, but after the war ended he went there in hopes he'll recover the body. he WAS NOT expecting to find his child alive and taken care of by a bunch of strange people who look susiciously like that black paladin guy.... but he agrees to take them all out of here and lets them live on his ship!(im skipping over so much stuff here) he knows who they are and doesnt give a shit cause they saved Eenek.
when Shiro and The Guys meet, theyve been living a relatively normal life for like a year or two already, hiding their origins and trying to assimilate into society. theyre doing great! ....... shiro isnt.
he feels out of place, hes been trough hell and really didnt expect to live trough it all, but he did and he has a long life ahead of him, so he should be happy, right? everyone else is moving on, his friends all have someone to lean on, but adam's dead and we never see shiros family(maybe they appear in the last two seasons? i havent watched them), so hes alone. hes stuck in the past, hes stuck as The Black Paladin Of Voltron, but no one needs voltron anymore except for parades and signing autographs.
and then, somehow, shiro meets these other versions of him, and they all moved on and made a new life for themselves..... he envies them, but he also wants to learn how they did it. he knows theyre not really him, and hes happy for them, he really is, they achieved something he cant - but its definetly bittersweet.
they all react diffrently to meeting shiro(oh god this is gonna be so long)
tashi feels like hes not living up to shiros greatness. he saved the universe, for fucks sake! if they have the same genes, then why cant he be such a good leader? what is wrong with him? is he broken?(he isnt!!! hes just fucking stupid sometimes) but he also sees how much shiro struggles and wants to help(maybe he sees him as family?)..... even if its awkward
soup knows exactly what shit shiro's been trough and she has a lot of respect for him. she treats him a bit like an old friend. shiro was a bit weary of her at first beacuse she can be very menacing, but its really comforting to both of them to finally have someone whos been trough the same hell. and of course she showed him her rock collection
buddy wants to hate shiro. he(they? ive been playing w/ the idea of buddy using they/he) spent years distancing themself from voltron as a whole and painstakingly building a new life, and now the manifestation of their past is just standing there- buddy doesnt really see shiro as a person(oh, the irony), just as a ghost, a shadow of what they used to be, and it feels awful.
i havent really talked about pal(placeholder name why is naming characters so hard) yet but he i think he feels similiar to both soup and buddy, since he remembers a lot from his time with the galra but also was an early 'prototype', so seeing the thing he was supposed to be makes him uneasy. hes overall shy and nervous so i think in the beggining he just silently stared at shiro for a really long time.
the fact taks(placeholder name, goddamnit) is trans makes her very uncomfortable with shiro. hes nice and friendly, especially to her and the other kids(taka, eenek and to a lesser extent pal, who is a lot younger than the other adults), but he is who she thought she was for a while(like buddy!) and its not great for her gender dysphoria. also, seeing someone so similiar to her family and yet so other doesnt help
taka(placeholder name-) grew up listening to buddys stories about voltron and he heavily idolises shiro. for him being a clone is cool - who wouldnt want to be related to the great Takashi Shirogane? shiro sees this 11 year old kid who has his whole life ahead of him and it reminds him why he became a paladin in the first place - so kids like taka will have happier lives, so they dont have to go trough what he had to. i think its safe to say taka aquired a cool new uncle that day
jesus fuck this was a lot, and im pretty sure theres more somewhere in my brain, but thats enough for now
thanks for the ask! you really opened pandora's box with this one!
#ask#my funky guys#pal my sweet boy im sorry i havent talked about you yet#or eenek#buddy and shiro very slowly growing to respect and even like eachother#theyre like...... estranged cousins#if that makes sense#also have i mentioned buddy(maybe) becomes the red paladin?#yeahhhh dont worry about it#thats a story for another day#tashis name was a placeholder too but it fits well narratively#he feels like a copy#a bit like buddy but not really#its complicated
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random little (very long) vent thing lamaoo
my birthday is soon and im like. IDK ive just been incredibly fucked up recently with like. anti trans legislation and general negativity, so ive been trying to keep away from twitter since thats where i see most of it
last year, my mother had me come get my cake with her and to my surprise it said "happy birthday dominic" and i couldve cried, like i was wearing my face mask cuz it helps my dysphoria but holy shit i was smiling so hard
she said dominic when she sang my bday song with my siblings and it made me really happy
she hasnt called me dominic since, and whatever im like. im not really over it but i will say and act like i am because it prevents me from dwelling on unnecessary pain yknow?
i guess recently she's had a change of heart, cuz she told my sibling that she wants to start calling me by dom and that she doesnt want me to hide who i am from her, and i know what she means definitely
ive been very like.. closed off? especially since her bf came back (he fucking sucks i hate him) i just havent spent time with her or anything unless hes gone cuz i definitely dont feel comfortable being myself around him
anyways this is pretty cool all things considered. i have told her before that i knew she wasnt gonna be part of my journey and ive accepted that, and usually i say shit and she just ignores it but maybe she actually heard that and listened
so, dominic is having his 4th bday soon and im happy about that, but like.. we're gonna go do mini golf for my bday which is a surprise! because i mean. if you know me, i dont really like to leave the house, like at all. i guess thats kinda how covid affected me? theres no reason to leave the house anymore so i guess i wont (and i guess it worked cuz i havent gotten it) but it was like. so horrible for my mental health
like i always said "oh, yeah, i dont mind being inside id prefer to not go outside anyways" and thats true but its like. doubled my social anxiety somehow. im normal in public until theres people around me or god forbid interacting with me 💀💀 the way i act when i have to buy my own shit is awful, i get sweaty and i stutter and i shake, i need to take a long breath after it fucking sucks it feels awful. JUST TO LIKE. PUT SOMETHING AT THE CASH REGISTER AND AHVE THEM ASK IF I WANT A REWARDS CARD OR WHATEVER THATS ITTT it sucks
so yeah im surprised i agreed to it, but its glow in the dark minigolf and one thing about me is i love minigolf and i love glow in the dark im gonna have a five nights at freddy moment (which means i gotta wear my shirt like i just gotta) and im sure itll be great fun (pleased about glow in the dark cuz im sure itll be. DARK in there and i dont have to worry so much about people seeing me)
my problem is that im hanging out with my aunt as well and i love my aunt!! everyone on my dads side except for my dad is amazing i love them, but i dont know how she would be yknow? idk if my mom has spilled the tea about it and told her or if theyre gonna just put my deadname on shit this year again like. i dont know
what if it did say dominic? how would my aunt react? its scary to think about, im so scared to LOSE more of my family
i havent even technically lost my moms side, its just that theyre a bunch of racist queerphobic losers and i know if they knew me, they wouldnt want me anymore
yeah im just stressed about it, all this shit is starting to pile up inside of me and i feel like ill explode and jsut say fuck everyone im ME and i dont give a fuck what you think, cuz no, i dont
my immediate family that i live with knows, my grandma knows, thats all that really matters. the only benefits to knowing my great grandparents is they give me money on my birthday, and that might sound hollow or whatever but its true, they fucking suck
just gettin tired of this sht yknow? even now, there is a hostile on the farm!! my moms bf is so homophobic, most likely transphobic too
hes SPECIFICALLY annoying, all the shit i order comes under dominic and hes brought me my things multiple times so he knows, but he'll still say shit like "thats how females are" or "hello girls" and to me its honestly like
its FUNNY because its like the only thing he knows about me is that to him, im a girl SKFJS like genuinely. i dont share anything with him because i fucking hate him, hes the absolute worst. the fact that theyre married and hes my stepdad technically is something i just deny, im never calling that man my dad lol
anyways im thinking about getting a hip binder? i realize thats one of the things im insecure about, is my fat is at my hip and even when i bind it gives me a feminine sort of shape so a hip binder would be great
i realize that i actually dont care so much if im plus size, i just care if my body looks feminine or not
i will absolutely be your fat guy friend with no hesitation okay like that shit? yes im so content for now like that is acceptable, but yknow fat distributes differently so its either baggy ass clothes orr stay inside SKJF
okay im done talking thanks for coming to my ted talk you are safe (for now)
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Aight I'm here ofmg (first time introducing my OC's (besides on my selfship blog help))
So I have 3 Dragon OC's and I'll introduce them in the order of who I like the most out of them (although I adore them all!! <3 rip to Kaliya the 4th dragon oc who I abandoned cuz I wasn't satisfied with how she turned out (but if you want I can tell u also some stuff about her so you can see why I abandoned her didbwkjwbak)) (also bear with me for the weird names but I like giving them names with a meaning which is a part of their character ykw I mean?)
3. Conflagrate
He is half Dragon and half human - but the dragon DNA is more dominant in his case (he also has a little sister (another oc of mine) whereas her human DNA is more dominant). Conflagrate is a part of the Vagary (ppl who are protecting the nations from threats (this explanation is so wonky pls or else it would be a whole ass paragraph)), because (in short) his sister got cursed when he wasn't able to be there for her. He trained really hard to be accepted into the Vagary and being able to protect his sister from now on and also other ppl (and mayhaps get the revenge for his sister heh-;;). Personality wise, he is very caring, very gentle, soft but also has a rough and bestial side. He is more introverted lmao <3 Conflagrate is like always in a half-dragon form where he lets his tail out and wings. Under his clothes there are also some scalps from his full dragon form then ❤️ he has light orange eyes and dark red hair - his dragon form is also more on the red side. <3 (btw this dude is hella gay cuz I said so.)
2. Amnevar
Look he doesn't have that much of a personality and I explain why. Amnevar is a bone dragon, like literally a dragon only made out of bones. But he wasn't always like that, even he was a human once but due to a deal his wife (another oc of mine) made when he died, he got revived again but trapped in this form forever.. well, not forever cuz part of the deal was also that his wife and he basically share their lives. If his wife dies, he dies too. If he dies, his wife dies too. But they did the deal nonetheless because they love each other <33 (also; Amnevar and his wife are both part of the Dysphoria (in short: an organization who wants to kill Guardians and God's - here also a very VERY wonky explanation cuz they have sm lore like dosbsksjsbjaja). Appearance as I said basically bones and personality well.. he is always by the side of his wife and protects her at all costs - he always has his guard up and gets very mad if someone gets a bit too close to his wife. (As you can see, he is pretty hetero)
1. Kasimir
Kasimir is also part of the Dysphoria (yes he works together with Amnevar and his wife then). His backstory is really involved in world lore so I try to cut myself short somehow. Kasimir lived in Vesperitalis, and Vesperitalis is a Nation which has many wars going on but also a Nation ruled by a God. Both of his parents died in said war when Kasimir was still 6 years old, and since this day he swore he will get his revenge for his parents -> cuz of that he joined the Dysphoria cuz they want to kill all Gods (why is every explanation so wonky omfg). The reason why Kasimir is 1st place out of these 3 is cuz I had a huge crush when I first made him (I made the first Version of him like.. 2 years ago? Then I abandoned this version cuz I didn't like it and remade him some months ago lmao;;). He has bright red hair and nightblue eyes. Kasimir is quite introverted and also very mean towards everyone. He thinks relationships are useless and doesnt intend to have friends or a partner or some, he also doesn't enjoy working with others together that much but as long as he gets his revenge it's fine. Everytime this dude talks it's either him roasting anyone or saying "shut up" 😭 but nonetheless there are some in the Dysphoria who like him <3 (he is aroace 🫶)
As you can see I love representation <3 I guess I have all sexualities by now? Well I think so-;;
Pls it got so long even when I cut myself short 😭 I'm so sorry and if ya have any questions then feel free to ask them <3 pls if you want me to explain anything further then feel free to ask, I really explained everything quite wonky-;; sorry bout that <//3
And I get that you got some ocs too? I already saw Brighella (I think that was their name? The one ya made a drawing of) and they look really pretty, can't wait for the coloring!❤️ Who exactly is she if I may ask? 💞
And thank u for letting me ramble fisbsosbsj <33
Hope ya have a great day / night ahead 💞
Conflagrate :(( IM SO SAD UEUUE HIS SISTEERRR and ooo what's his wife like? and UAHGHGHG I FUCKING LOVE GNTLE CHARACTERS!! queston wuestion how does him having more dragon genetics change stuff? is it more of a physical manifestataion or more prevelant in their personality n insticts
amnevar sounds so cool tho?? AND PLS THE WAY BOTH OF EM HAVE WIVES i like how loyal he is tho n dedicated
Kasimir has RED HAIR?? i have such a thing for red hair it's sooo cool AND THEY'RE AROACE?? JUST LIKE ME FRRR but omg u gotta tell me about the the the world bc it sounds super interesting!!!
and my oc brighella is a guy huhu he/him!! i kinda made him based on a black widow!! i made him for genshin but i'm making like a backstory that isn't genhsin related too huhu like like aus n stuff!! he's ver aloof n cunning :>> AND THANK U FOR LIKING LIKE ART AGHHG
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Me: writes a viscerally uncomfortable description of gender dysphoria and internalized transphobia through the viewpoint of Ryouta.
Also me: Haha I don't protect my issues onto birds, why would I do that?
#all my hatoful fics are somehow 99% more personal than any of my actual writing#my one about hitoris birthday being about giving up celebrating birthdays because you feel undeserving...#the short ryouta dysphoria fic that i only write when i feel like shit...#lost among the stars (if i ever get past ch 2) being about isolation#and distraction from mental health issues that never actually works#and feeling like you dont actually suffer enough to deserve help#and the desperate desire for care that you dont think you'll ever actually get because you cant believe that any of it is real#... hmmm....#maybe that fic is just a lot and thats why im still only on chapter 2....#something about birds just breaks down my mental walls apparently#anyway this post doesnt really have a point its just 1 am and im emotional#echos personal rambles#huh i should probably tag this as something considering i just sort of went off about my own painful wriginv in the tags#mental health tw
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Yo! Anon with dysphoria bc I can't move well on all fours here! I'm back a few months later with exciting news. I had thought up a new type of hand stilt back then, but it would take materials that I can't work with to make, and I never finalized the designs. Well, yesterday I couldn't sleep, so I figured out a much simpler design made of wood. Now, wood is heavy, but it's material I can get and work with. Today I bought wood and started with the pieces (and also made it in 3d beforehand). 1/3
The bolts I bought were too short (guess who forgot to factor in the fact that things have 3 dimensions?), so tomorrow I'm gonna go buy some longer ones. After that I should be able to see if my design acually holds water or not. Before I modeled it in 3d I had a puppeteering thing in mind, which would allow your fingers to in a way "feel" the ground through your "paws". But I passed on it for the "paw" to be able to bend like a real one at the wrist. 2/3
If it works well I might try to create a second version with the "fingers". Something that doesnt bend towards the stomach at the wrist should also be sturdier for running. When I'm done I'm gonna post some pics and the measurements, in case others want to try and make some :D 3/3
That's so cool!! If you want to create a digitigrade effect, you might wanna look into how prosthetic knees work. It's complex and it wouldn't work with wood, but I'm sure it could somehow be adapted to work as an animal wrist https://www.amputee-coalition.org/resources/prosthetic-knee-systems/
For the paw effect, instead of actually making the paw move, you could give it the illusion of movement by giving it a plush cover that sits at an angle instead of being level with the ground, like with the Toothless quadsuit: https://youtu.be/cpmvHADqLIY?t=48
I don't know what kind of hand support you'd planned, but you should probably model them after something that's already made to be used for prolonged periods of time. Something like crutches.
In any cases I'd love to see photos!!
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sing and yut lung for the character thingy???
Sing!!
Sexuality Headcanon: disaster bisexual. he has a crush on everyone at all times and he’s dying. ash gives an inspiring Leader Speech and sing hears wedding bells. eiji smiles at him and he pines for weeks. cain has Buff Arms and sing has to actively try not to stare. he sees a cute girl on the street and wonders if she’d play pokemon with him. he plays it as cool as he can but on the inside he is dying. please send help
Gender Headcanon: this is one (1) trans boy. i hc sing has Strong dysphoria that is a Bitch so he gets on puberty blockers and eventually t pretty young, comparatively.
A ship I have with said character: nnnnahokooooo... i just think they are cute... ;w;
A BROTP I have with said character: yut-lung! shorter! ash! eiji! nadia! NADIA! NA D I A A A A A
A NOTP I have with said character: shorter. theyre fambly (like... ik theyre not related but theyre fambly ok.) dont do that.
A random headcanon: he gets really into acnh postcanon. he doesnt tell his gang at first bc he thinks its embarrassing but then they all want houses on his island.
General Opinion over said character: SUNSHINE BABY BOY I LOVE HIM SO DEARLY. he’s like. one of two characters with brain cells. (the other is cain, for the record.)
Yut-Lung!!
Sexuality Headcanon: this bitch? gay. but also? aromantic.
Gender Headcanon: what the fuck is a gender. how dare you ask him this. (agender/genderfluid and gives literally 0 fucks about pronouns. uses he/him bc he’s used to it, but anyone could call him they/them or she/her and he’s like yup thats me!)
A ship I have with said character: none!! i hc him as romance-repulsed. he just has no idea that he is romance-repulsed for a hot fucking minute.
A BROTP I have with said character: sing!!! i think theyre Important to each other and god knows yue needs someone like sing in his life.
A NOTP I have with said character: blanca. dude is like 40+ and projects his dead wife onto kids around him. he has no business here go away big stinky
A random headcanon: after a year or two of therapy, he genuinely apologizes to nadia for his role in shorter’s death. it is quite possibly the hardest thing he’s ever done in his life. somehow, it leaves him feeling better.
General Opinion over said character: stinky little snake boy. little bastard man. i have love for him in my heart but he is SUCH a stinky little bastard who needs so much help so he can understand that he needs to stop committing bastard crimes. very fun to write, though. i do love a salty bitch.
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non passing trans men dont have male privilege take it from me- a trans man who only passes like 40% of the time. i am /not/ treated like other cis men at my job or at my school, constantly infantized/disrespected by other men AND cis women. like- even if im not treated like a Woman doesnt mean im treated like A Man. at best im treated like A Boy which is degrading considering im an adult man
2/2 - im also gonna make the argument that "Alex - he/him" online isnt even going to experience male privilege most of the time, because simply having pronouns in bio often opens people up to transphobic harassment (which is so stupid but it does happen)
idk enough about your situation to speak to the specifics, although im sorry you get treated that way.
i have some thoughts abt whether people can pass online that i wont go too deeply into here. generally the more anonymous an online interaction, the more likely that a given trans man could conditionally have male privilege regardless of how well he can pass IRL. reddit and tumblr are more anonymous than facebook and twitter, but even those sites are more anonymous than linkedin or the office gchat. he/him alex might be able to wield male privilege if he spends a lot of time going on incel subreddits talking about ‘femoids,’ but lbr.... his boss isnt giving him a promotion over his coworker who’s a woman just bc he adds ‘he/him’ to his name tag.
honestly this shit gets pretty abstract the further we go from ‘how are people treated.’ im not a gender sociologist but i think that in order to have male privilege, you have to have two things: society at large has to view you as a man, and you have to identify as a man as well. without those two things, the term “male privilege” doesn’t make any sense.
i think the reason this convo sucks so much is bc ppl feel the need to decide which group has male privilege: pre-HRT trans women or pre-HRT trans men. the correct answer, imo, is that neither of them can meaningfully be said to have male privilege. trans women dont have male privilege; they’re women. even if she/her sam gets deferential treatment irl bc she doesnt pass, thats a nightmare situation for her. dysphoria-inducing and awful. she doesnt have male privilege. trans men tend to have male privilege when they start passing - its not a hard and fast line, but ppl have to agree that youre a man in order to treat you preferentially for being a man.
i just refuse to agree that theres somehow a law of equivalent exchange in place, where some pre-HRT trans person has to have male privilege bc .... reasons. in reality trans people will always have a relationship to gender that’s more complicated solely bc of our transness. u cant just copy and paste ‘shit that’s tru abt cis men’ onto trans men (or onto trans women, if you’re a transphobe.) there’s differences. there’s nuance. done.
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here's a pride post for you
was with a friend and was casually talking about things and an ex friend of mine came up in conversation. I mentioned that the ex friend always made me feel ... violated? about my sexuality? like asking intrusive, probing, questions almost like she was disgusted or disapproving? and my friend who was present was like "what do you mean?" and I was like "well, she knew I was bi" and my friend goes "oh, I didnt know you were bi. if I had known, I would have kept the flirting and jokes to a minimum...."
what
what the
what the fuck
what the fickety fucking fuck you are bi too, and you legit just announced it flat out to your mom in her living room as if it was a known fact to her as well last week, and just bc friends make flirty jokes doesnt mean.... WHAT
bro I AM SO CONFUSED BY PEOPLE. this friend BASICALLY REACTED THE SAME WAY MY EX FRIEND DID. WHY Y'ALL GOT INTERNALIZED HOMOPHOBIA. STOP HATING YOURSELVES.
I had to fuckin.... defend myself almost? i was like uuuhhhh.... I'm in a relationship and i am not one to step out on a relationship and ~flirting is flirting and i know you are just joking? like? why are you looking at me like I'm a sexual fucking predator.
fuck this shit Haha, I literally cant. she also thinks nonbinary people are "r*t×rds looking for attention" but is somehow okay with trans people bc they have a "medical need" aka gender dysphoria (NONBINARY PEOPLE CAN HAVE GENDER DYSPHORIA TOO). so yeah, she's a fuckin mess of a transmed. she also had brain surgery and is disabled, so its wonderful she uses the R word as well. love that ableism. I only JUST found this shit out tho and we have been friends for years and she .... has lost two close people recently plus her dog AND she is recovering from cancer so HAHA fuck.
happy pride! I'm proud of MYself :) dont give a shit what anyone else thinks of me
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Uhh warning VENT!!! Talks about self harm and shit... also religious bullshit and gender bullshit??? Like I'm really trans and also Catholicism really fucked me up so if ur uncomfy with that just... skip this post. Also if ur Christian and can't handle seeing ur shit defaced then skip this post. Also if ur gonna clown on this post as "cringe atheism" then fuck you because I'm literally coping with pain lol
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Anways now that the disclaimer is over... here comes the real shit.
I... have been going through a LOT lately, jesus christ. I was HAPPY today, yknow? I thought I was gonna be happy the whole day.
I was dancing today. That's how happy I was. For the first time in like... a whole year... I was really so happy. I thought I was gonna cry. But then I got home. And well,,,, I did cry. But not from happiness. I just got my math grade back. A fucking 49 percent. MY AVERAGE RIGHT NOW IS A 57 PERCENT. I MIGHT FAIL MATH 20. I MIGHT HAVE TO RETAKE IT. oh my god I'm such a failure I cant do anything ever i try SO fucking hard but honestly??? I cant fucking do this. I can't, I'm not mentally capable. "Just work harder"... BITCH I AM WORKING AS HARD AS I CAN. I AM SPENDING HOURS AND HOURS OF MY LIFE STUDYING AND PRACTICING. I'm starting to think that how hard i try doesn't even fucking matter because I'm STUPID and all i know how to do is PAINT SHIT!!!! NOBODY CARES ABOUT ART!!!! IF I FAIL THIS CLASS I MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO HAVE A HOUSE IN THE FUTURE!!!! A HOUSE!!!!!
I dont even want to be a fucking orthodontist. Okay??? I wanna do what I love: painting. But NOOOO. I have to get a "respectable" job that will "pay me enough money to live". WHY SHOULD I HAVE TO MAKE MONEY TO LIVE??? WTF??? THATS LITERALLY SO FUCKED UP. everyone deserves to live (unless they like murdered someone? I guess? Idk) BUT LIKE I DIDNT KILL NO ONE SO WHATS ALL THIS BS ABOUT WORKING TO LIVE???? WTF??? I rly gotta do all this shit I hate, all this shit I'm mentally incapable of doing... so i can have a house. Fuck this. Yknow with my average at a 57... I might fail this class even if I get a really good grade on my next quiz. Can you fucking believe it??? I'm literally so fucking stupid I cant even pass a dumb fucking math class god i hate myself. I cant fail this class. I've NEVER failed a class. Almost failed... but never HAD TO RETAKE A CLASS. that's the ultimate failure. I think my parents would hate me if I failed this.
And on top of that... I'm really struggling with uhhh, dysphoria and body image... and it's so fucking horrible man I want to rip all my skin off I want to suffocate god I want to KILL him I want to MAKE HIM SUFFER. I want to gouge his eyes out and force him to eat them. WHY WOULD HE MAKE ME LIKE THIS????? WHY????? WHATS THE POINT IN MAKING A CHILD SUFFER SO MUCH???
What did I ever do that was so wrong I deserved all this punishment???
Well FUCK YOU and fuck your stupid book and FUCK THESE STUPID FUCKING SAINTS. WASNT THERE SUPPOSED TO BE A WHOLEASS ANGEL WATCHING OVER ME?? PROTECTING ME??? WHERE THE FUCK IS THAT BITCH NOW?? WHERE WAS THAT BITCH WHEN... when I was being bullied? When I literally wanted to kill myself?
Where was that guardian angel when I kept making THE SAME MISTAKE over and over again and I KNEW it was wrong but I kept doing it anyways because it was the only way I could feel like soemone cared about me????
I bet that angel motherufcker KNEW they didnt care. DID THE ANGEL EVER ONCE HELP ME??? NOOOO. all those times I was bruised and broken... all those times...
Man, I was just a kid. I was SO fucking young. And I would come like a lamb to the slaughter and kneel. I would pray... ask for guidance. I would pray the rosary too, I would read the bible and try my very best to understand it, I would go to church and volunteer at church and do my best to be a Good Boy and never sin. I did EVERYTHING right. I literally fasted at some point, like a religious fast. I was devoted...
Honestly though? I think it was the same mistake I make over and over again, except not with a real person.
And you have me NOTHING. GO GIRL, GIVE US NOTHING!!!!!!! I literally used to self-punish for the sins I couldnt bring myself to confess. At my communion, there was one sin I didn't tell because I knew it was unforgivable. I still hate myself for that. But man, I used to try and do all sorts of things to somehow cleanse myself of it. I figured THAT whole ordeal was why I was constantly being tortured.
But I was stupid and I am stupid and that makes NO SENSE because if the thing I'm being punished for happened when I was a child, WHY DID THE PUNISHMENT BEGIN AT MY BIRTH????
They used to tell me that god handcrafted every part of me specifically for some sort of grand reason.
Why.
Really? This bitch really "handcrafted" me just so I could cry and cut myself nearly every night??? Fuck that. Like why would you make me this way. It hurts more than you can IMAGINE. The only reason I'm not dead yet is because of ME, MY strength, not any of the bullshit YOU gave me. I hate when people say "oh, god made u so hardworking" or "oh, god made you so passionate/hopeful/full of love/fiery/whatever" LIKE STFU BITCH THAT WAS NOT SKYDADDY THAT WAS ME!!!
you wanna know what he made me?
dysphoric, ugly af, yeah.... but the worst part?
He made me feel.
That doesn't sound bad, right? Well it's the worst thing on the list. It is my downfall, my Achilles heel or whatever. This emotions shit??? It RUINED my life. My whole life I was cursed with a fucking monster inside me. I kept trying to tell everyone that it wasnt me!!! I kept telling them that it felt like I was being possessed. But adults are SHIT. I hate adults. I want to kill them all. They failed me and their god failed me. None of them every listened to me. All they knew how to do was punish, punish, punish.
It's like giving an allergic kid some peanuts and then getting angry at them for going into anaphylactic shock or whatever. Nobody ever thought "hey, why don't we stop giving the kid peanuts?"
ALL THE ADULTS AROUND ME ACT LIKE CHILDREN AND THEY ALWAYS HAVE ACTED LIKE CHILDREN FUCK ADULTS
Anwyays that's how I ended up with all these unresolved issues,.... emotion is a tough one, like I literally dont have the ability to control my emotions at all, I can try and like, repress them but I cant make myself actually feel less.
My emotion hurts more than anyone else's and nobody ever understood that. I would tell them that it hurts, it PHYSICALLY HURTS, and they would say I just wanted attention. I would tell them I literally couldnt control what my body said and did, I would tell them I felt like A PUPPET ON STRINGS and no one believed me. Fuck them.
Healthy coping mechanisms? I literally self ship with Snape to cope. I literally self ship with characters my brain made up and put in my dreams to cope. I used to hurt myself so much trying to feel loved and cared about irl. Fiction is so much better. I sound like a loser but its TRUE. The sort of thing I need, the sort of love I need is like... a parent. You can't go looking for a parent in a romantic partner, it fucks everything up and you end up... well, let's just say it proabbly wasnt the most legal thing, but I wasnt thinking strisght at all I mean dude I was So fucked in my head when I did all that...whatever...anyways so thank u for fiction!!! I love fiction. Want to kill someone? Draw it. Then you'll feel much better!!! And you dont go to jail!!!
Well the pics here... idk, it was really calming to do this. It's new, painting over religious shit. I was gonna do the whole bible but I already burnt that shit so.... and I was going to cut but I'm trying really hard to stay clean... like really hard. It's so weird and like, addicting, once I hit styro I don't want to stop, but also it kinda transfers the emotional pain to physical pain, making it way easier to deal with. I just can't keep doing that because I KNOW it's bad and look I thoguht I was clean for a whole year but then I fucked up and WOW, GUESS WHAT MADE ME RELAPSE??? MATH CLASS!!!!
Whatever anyways here are my wonderful works of art I made while crying and cursing god (like I'm so pissed at all this catholic bs I believed in him again just to swear at him lol)
.... but imagine for a moment, a better world. One in whcih these saints whose images I've defaced are actually good people... a world in which they SEE ME AND THEY HEAR ME... and I go unpunished.... and I am embraced by someone who UNDERSTANDS.
I think I would cry.
Too bad that world doesnt exist and I just made it up to try and feel a bit better. Whatever, whatever. I painted the things, they're gonna dry. I work hard, I'm gonna do good on my quiz, I hope. I just have to be making it through, that's all it is, work work work without a break but I can proabbly do it. I'm really slipping I admit like the mental health is slipping it's getting worse like I havent had a "fuck I am afab" moment in such a long time so yeah...
Anwyays I feel so much better now that I did my little art project yknow???
#ughhh#parent your fucking kids#religious bullshit#adults dont fuck up the children you are in charge of challenge#religion don't fuck up trans kids challenge#good dick really breaks a motherfucker#vent
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ig i just dont understand ur post bc like if a “cis” woman wants to transition to look more masculine and has dysphoria about being a woman and wants to become more like a traditional man isnt that just being a trans dude? and like if cis women start transitioning while still calling themselves women wouldnt they be misgendering themselves? also wouldnt us calling them women after transitioning just give more excuses to transphobes to misgender trans men?
the thing about that is like, if they dont identify as trans men then they're not trans men! the reason these labels exist isnt to categorize people based on how we see their experience, its for people to have the language to describe themselves!
i think a lot of yall get stuck on the idea of dysphoria being something that makes someone transgender, but thats not something i believe, so thats a large part of why an argument based in transmedicalism would fall flat on this subject... people have the right to self-identify, just like how there are trans people who dont medically transition, there are also cis people who do, and you cant force them to identify as transgender if thats not how they feel!
its def important that ppl within our community learn that as trans ppl we arent the only ppl who can have a complicated relationship with gender. i've mentioned it a couple times before, but there are a lot of factors at play with regard to someones gender + presentation + dysphoria + decision to medically transition! race, sexuality, and things of that nature can play a part in the way someone experiences these things... for ref, this post puts it well; even a cishet person of color can have a more complex relationship with gender than a white lgbt person, and some further explanation on that in a post here as well! like, for example, historically (yes, even within lgbt spaces and relationships) black women have been and continue to be treated as though they are more masculine than white women because of their race, and although that isnt exactly what you asked, thats why i say that peoples experiences in a gendered society vary, that can cause someone to have a different relationship with gender, something you or i may not be able to relate to
and really anyone can feel alienated from belonging to their assigned gender with those factors at play to influence it, and that doesnt always cause them to feel like they belong to another gender either. there are many lesbians who feel that their only ties to womanhood are through their sexuality and love of other women, its not uncommon for them to use pronouns other than she/her, or to go on testosterone, or to get top surgery, but at the end of the day they can still tell you explicitly that they do not identify as trans men, and it wouldnt make sense for someone to assign them that label.
you didnt mention it here, but to get it outta the way: the last thing i've seen argued is that women are using up & taking spots in line for life-saving resources that transmeds believe trans men should be entitled to... honestly i think its kind of batshit how the ppl saying this don't realize how stupid they sound by advocating for the medicalization of transness, having to jump through all these hoops for these treatments, then somehow placing the blame on other people looking for treatment. like, if you were a cancer patient needing chemo you wouldn't go around blaming other cancer patients as the reason you arent getting treatment, right? it makes no sense, and we should be talking about the issues with the way access to hrt and affirming surgeries are set up rather than prying into the personal lives of others to see who "really" needs it the most, yknow
anyway this got long as hell, my bad, dm me if u have anymore questions or w/e
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I am so fucking tired
A mutual on twitter was trying to talk about how nbs can't be comfy in our bodies without some binary trans person coming for us. and how we are just trying to fucking vibe and live our lives in the bodies we have
and another trans person came in and was basically saying 'if I don't get bottom surgery I'm going to kms and you're telling me to just try hard and my dysphoria will go away? that's terfy you're hurting me'
and me and several other ppl including OP were like ??? No?? Nowhere in the tweet did it say 'you should X,' it was PERSONAL. And NOWHERE did it say that OP didn't have dysphoria (they do!!! It's not fucking gone just for trying!). We kept pointing out A LOT of nb folks will ALSO probably die if we don't get to transition IN SPITE OF TRYING to love ourselves. and that's WHY we are trying to be positive about OUR OWN PERSONAL BODIES WHICH WE WILL HAVE FOR LIFE. Some of us want very much to live even if we can't transition! I may not have the WILL to live if I don't transition, but that doesn't mean I shouldn't be trying! It's a very real possibility I may not get to transition and resigning myself to fucking suicide is not a valid option!!!!!
the tweet was literally saying 'I hate it when binary trans people get weird about nb people being comfortable in our bodies.' and this person WAS AFFRONTED bc the concept that an nb person CAN LIVE with dysphoria somehow means that she, a person the tweet is not about, should try and will her dysphoria away and she shouldn't need medical transition. ???????? COPING WITH DYSPHORIA DOESNT MEAN DYSPHORIA DOESNT EXIST. You can and should find other ways of coping. Transition IS an ultimatum for a lot of us but that doesn't mean you should fucking encourage that. That isn't what makes you trans.
this was a personal account of personal experiences that happen to tons of nb people. we were talking about how nb folks can't have a discussion amongst ourselves w/o someone coming in and screaming that we're being trans wrong or making the community look bad to cishets, and lo and fucking behold.
other people being ok in their bodies and loving themsleves for 5 minutes should not be triggering to you. like I'm sorry other people give you dysphoria but that's a very personal fucking problem. derailing a conversation that doesn't apply to you isn't going to make cishets take us more seriously either. It's not gonna increase your access to transition. It's not gonna further the wider discussion of trans rights. It is JUST fighting other trans people bc they aren't acting how you think they should. which is the actual cishet/terf thing to do here. there is no right or wrong way to experience being trans, dysphoria, transitioning, or anything else about being a living being.
i s2g this person sounded like "if you wouldn't immediately kys on being denied medical transition then cis people will think I don't need it." Like, "if you don't hate yourself to the point of it killing you you aren't really trans." Like, "I'm mad because YOU aren't displaying enough self hatred and dysphoria." And nothing we said to her changed it. She was just pissed at nbs being nb on main. I don't think she was TRYING to imply this stuff, but her carelessness with her words was astounding, esp considering that was, ostensibly, her issue with op. that the wording didn't clarify "trying to be comfy in my body doesn't mean I don't have dysphoria or that other ppl don't have it or that they don't need to-" wtf make your own thread
Idk I think trying to make sure other ppl are as miserable as you are isn't good for trans rights either. don't harass other trans ppl because we are transitioning differently from you????? and if you are that triggered by other people's bodies, that is a very personal problem and you need to work thru that yourself or with the help of a trusted friend or advisor and not by yelling at those trans people.
#me#i was trying to be nice to her at first bc she ws clearly upset#but by the end i was just fucking shaking#and we kept being like. this isnt about you it clearly doesnt apply#but she is trans so i guess that means she gets to tell other trans ppl how to live and feel and she IS included actually 🙄
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Okay so Ive been on a bit of à harry potter fan theory bender.
Now I'm considering an alternate version of the story that's a lot more queer.
-The youngest Weasley brother who opened the chamber of secrets in their first year (Harry's second) and was sorted into Slytherin comes out as trans and places a Fidelius charm on her deadname / the fact she isn't a cis girl (this is Ginny)
-at some point she chooses to dispel that Fidelius charm because she doesn't feel like it's genuine to hide her transness
-thus genuinely confusing some ppl when it is dispelled
-also Molly is still fiercely Molly and is totally onboard with the trans thing
-Arthur and maybe one or two of the eldest brothers try but don't quite get it, but they really do try
-Harry is bi or pan (not decided, maybe he never labels it in the series)
-Ron is straight, still
-Draco asks Ron to the yule ball in year 4
-Ron refuses because (in order) 1 it's Malfoy, 2 he asked pretty early and ron is certain he can find a girl to go with.
-the pavarti twins are both gay in this version so Harry and Ron end up going together (Ron's idea so he doesn't have to go alone but like he's not gay so it doesnt lead anywhere but harry is left wondering)
-malfoy ends up with Longbottom, because of course
-theres more clear corruption at the ministry because people bring up the fact that they should be using veritaserum and/or something like the pensieve to see the truth.
-theres more than just the book 3 use of time turners because that's such an interesting mechanic to destroy, especially since the whole 'if you go back you've already been back and any repercussions are already being felt' so you can't actually change the past
-dont forget Ginny experimenting with polyjuice to try to fight dysphoria
-oh and Cho has a different name and is less problematically written (for starters there's more diversity than just the 1 Asian kid who's in the smarty pants house)
-ron still ends up with Hermione but idk for some reason it's not weird because harry falling for a Slytherin seems so much more compelling
-plus it can't just be Malfoy BC 1 there's already a lot of that content out there and 2 putting Ginny in Slytherin just seems fitting for more than just harry marrying her. She's the outcast Weasley (as trans and as only girl and as Slytherin), the outcast Slytherin (Weasley, being the only Slytherin we as readers know of who isn't considered a bad guy at any point in the story, maybe being trans but I want that to be a non-issue tbh), has this connection to Voldy's diary which would be easier for the gang to miss if she wasn't sharing a dorm with them
-Trelawney isn't framed like such an idiot because genuinely all her prophecies (not just the ones where she goes all weird and doesn't remember them) come true (this is true in the original material but it's hard to notice)
-at first she is because she makes prediction about the Weasley sister who noone believes to exist BC Ginny hasn't come out yet but once that's a thing people start realizing Trelawny actually knows what she's doing mostly?
-Snape being at the resurrection stone thing where harry talked to Sirius and his parents and Lupin.
Also putting Fred there.
Actually maybe Snape survives somehow and thus can have a reunion with potter after the Battle of Hogwarts
-The 7 potters plan having even more potters because time turners? This is kinda shaky
-some reason why the ministry didn't or couldn't protect against polyjuice when the trio broke in
-an explanation or demonstration of why potion masters aren't constantly trying to brew like 9000 batches of liquid luck
-at least one of Dumbledore's Army become unregistered animagi (I wanna say either Ginny or Harry if not both, maybe they get more screentime together this way)
-Why was none of Harry's classmates (Hermione, who researched the crap out of Hogwarts, Ron who is like the 9474th in his direct family to come through the school) as first years aware of the sorting hat ahead of time but harry could tell his kid before he got sorted? Explanation! Fidelius charm, broken during the battle of Hogwarts.
-more talk about Muggle technology (this time Harry's first year is around 2010) and muggleborns like Hermione encouraging the use of it (instead of using ministry trackable means of communication, just send texts)
-also some demonstration of wireless tech not working properly at super magical places such as Hogwarts or the quidditch world cup or the ministry of magic, places with antimuggle charms on them. Not getting service at the Weasley's place.
-Oh and we really need some neurodiversity in there. Maybe Harry with some ADHD stuff?
-Neville definitely autistic I mean he already comes across as not doing well in school other than his special interest in herbology, despite later turning out to be a really good wizard.
-And let's give some background characters stuff too. McGonagall casting charms on a wheelchair so a student can levitate it up the staircases and get to classes
-A deaf or mute character struggling in class until they get the hang of silent casting like more powerful casters are able to
-Changing Witch and Wizard from being a gender thing to more of fields of study. Using a wand? That's wizardry. Not using a wand? Now it's witchcraft.
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Main 6 with a Trans MC
(I’m nonbinary and I know my experiences aren’t universal, but I’m gonna try to cover a wide range of possible experiences)
content warning for misgendering/dysphoria
Asra
-Same hat? SAME HAT
-May I interest you in my fic about genital illusion magic
-Theres spells for every voice change/hair growth desire you could possibly want
-Religiously reminds you to take a deep breath and stretch if you wear a binder (you do have to talk faust out of volunteering to be a Living Binder though)
-Will literally get the softest material available from Nadia and lovingly hand sew you breastforms.
-Someone misgenders you?? He’s IN THEIR FACE and ready to FIGHT.
-Will properly gender you LOUDER.
-If you come out to him after you’ve been together a while you here him in the back room with the tarot deck all spread out and hes literally talking to it to tell them the news and threatening the arcana to not misgender you, (if thats even possible? he doesnt know but hes gonna tell them anyway)
-Name change? He heals over your deadname in the tree if you want and carves your new name in. The magic radiating from it is different but still full of love.
-Extremely respectful if you get dysphoric and as much as he loves relaxed carefree cuddling, it always takes a backseat to your desire for certain for certain parts of your body to not be touched and hes extremely mindful.
Nadia
-Nadia is definitely trans herself dont @me. (all of nadia’s siblings are also trans and they all came out at the same time im very attached to this headcanon)
-If you come out after you’ve been together a while? A new wardrobe to your preferences appears literally the next day.
-The softest binders in all of vesuvia.
-The Best voice trainers if you desire them, the most prestigious doctors if you desire hormones.
-Someone misgenders you? Her scowl is enough to ruin their entire life. If they keep trying? they’re never allowed in the palace again.
-Always showing you off, wants to have a big ball in your honor after you come out.
-Gives the guards and servants pronoun badges to help normalize being cognizant of pronoun usage.
-Literally just imagine being curled up against nadia while she plays with your hair and you tell her your gender feelings and she gets that really big smile of hers and tells you that she appreciates you telling her and she loves you thanks im crying.
Julian
-Has definitely encountered the concept of trans people in his travels but needs a refresher and then he says “Oh just like _______” and then hes fine
-Extremely nervous about messing up your name or pronouns and asks before touching you even more than he already does because he really doesnt want to hurt you or make you upset.
-Hormone leeches? Hormone leeches.
-He pins a very confused leech dealer up against the wall of the red market and says not to come back until theyve found hormone providing leeches.
-He talks to Mazelinka about it and shes like “gods Ilya you shouldve come to me first” and she has a MILLION different soups for hair growth or stopping hair growth and voice changes.
-Also very good at reminding you to stretch and take deep breaths if you wear a binder.
-Has gotten into bar fights because people misgender you
-Has gotten into bar fights because he loves you so much hes just gotta go jump into the middle of an unrelated bar fight.
-If the community theatre ever tries to use the man in a dress trope as a Joke ever again he raises all hell.
Muriel
-Not super emotional in any direction when you come out.
-Immediately switches name and pronoun use though if thats something you want.
-Protection from transphobes charms
-Literally the only time he’ll talk to julian is to ask about medical stuff for you.
-Honestly i think muriel and mazelinka would get along famously and she would still have great stuff for you.
-Totally gets not wanting to be touched sometimes and is extremely respectful of that.
-If someone misgenders you in public he gets really angry for a second and then very sad and pulls you into an alleyway and hugs you
-I feel like Muriel, growing up with asra “gender is fake” alnazar probably only has a loose grasp on gender himself
-Is much more responsive to your social dysphoria than anyone else.
-Smiles more often though when he sees you feeling good in your gender presentation.
Portia
- Portia needs a trans 101 but shes EXTREMELY receptive and gets really excited afterwards that you felt okay to tell her about your feelings.
-Has a million questions and gets a little invasive but IMMEDIATELY puts the brakes on when she sees you getting uncomfortable.
-Is much more mindful from now on.
-Holds a family meeting with maz and julian to ask their advice on how to best support you
-She asks nadia for new clothes for you.
-Practices pronoun usage on Pepi to make sure she absolutely gets it right.
-Can, will, has punched people who misgender you.
-Uses her secret passages to eavesdrop on EVERYONE to make sure no one is fucking up your name or pronouns.
Lucio
-Listen kids he thinks hes great at this gender stuff and that he knows what hes doing but he fucks up every 5 minutes
-Its the first time hes ever actually tried in his whole goat damned life though which is kinda nice.
-New wardrobe? Done
-Magical fully functioning packer? Done
-Doctors? Voice Coaches? Done and Done
-Threatens to put anyone who misgenders you in the dungeon (or worse) (definitely usually “or worse”)
- Somehow finds a way to make it about himself.
-”If youre a ___ now, does that mean I finally get to ___?”
-In his defense he doesnt really understand being in touch with your feelings as a concept.
-He DOES understand not feeling at home in his appearance though and is EXTREMELY on top of that and making you feel as physically comfortable in your presentation and body as possible.
-Definitely has a lower back tattoo of your name and complains about having to get it covered up, but does it anyway because he loves you.
#asra#asra alnazar#asra the magician#asra the arcana#the arcana#thearcana#the arcana game#thearcanagame#the arcana asra#muriel#muriel the arcana#the arcana muriel#portia devorak#portia#portia the arcana#the arcana portia#nadia#nadia satrinavana#countess nadia#nadia the arcana#the arcana nadia#lucio#count lucio#lucio morgasson#montag morgasson#lucio the arcana#the arcana lucio#julian devorak#julian#julian the arcana
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