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phoward89 · 3 months

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Based on this ask

I'm sorry in advance for murdering your feels with this sad, angsty, heartbreaking story.

Anyways....have fun reading

Heartless

Pt 1

You loved your boyfriend, Coriolanus. Maybe you even loved him too much. So when you discovered the truth about him…

Well…it devastated you.

It broke your heart into a million pieces.

On the day that you made a life changing discovery, one that was supposed to be happy, you got a reality check that gave you whiplash so hard that you didn't know what was what anymore.

After your doctor's appointment you went home to the penthouse that you shared with Coriolanus and his grandmother, Grandma’am. His cousin, Tigris, had moved out a little while back; she lives in a condo above her boutique now.

When you entered the penthouse, you saw that Ma Plinth was sitting, waiting for you, with a little platter of ginger cookies on the glass coffee table. “How was your appointment? I hope you're feeling better.” The mother of your late friend, Sejanus, warmly remarked.

“My appointment went well; I'm feeling better now too.” You kindly smiled at the middle-aged woman who reminded you so much of her son with her kind smile. “Thank you for watching Grandma’am. Coriolanus doesn't like her to be alone too much and I just had to get to my appointment.” You gratefully told her while making your way over to the coffee table to grab a cookie.

Ma Plinth stood up, only to gesture to a brown paper wrapped package on the table. “A package arrived while you were gone.”

You grabbed a cookie.l, taking a small nibble off it. “Oh, thank you for bringing it in. I'll put it in Coryo's study for him.”

“Oh, Y/N, it's not for him. It's addressed to you.” The dark-haired woman informed you before waving goodbye and showing herself out.

You had a package?That's odd. You never get packages or mail in general.

Everything gets sent to Coriolanus since he has all the bills and the house registered under his name.

You were curious about the package, so you put your cookie down on the tray and picked up the brown parcel.

You read your name and address on the package, but the space for a return address was left blank. You thought that was odd, but shrugged it off.

Curiosity got the better of you; you opened the parcel only to find a letter and a tape. An audio tape.

You unfolded the letter and read it.

Miss Halvir,

I'm writing you this letter because your dear Mr. Snow is not the man you believe him to be.

He is not a man that takes his…say…oaths and promises seriously. He is a heartless man incapable of feelings.

Most of all love. I know you believe him to love you, but listen to me when I say, my dear, that he does not in fact love you.

Coriolanus Snow is cut from the same cloth as his father. A cold, callous man that sees order as a way to balance the wildness of the world.

He sees all the world as an arena with two types of people in it.

Victors and the unfortunate souls that are not strong enough to survive and become a victor.

You, girl, are no victor, but he is.

Coriolanus Snow is.

And he will do anything to get ahead in this world. Including selling out his only friend. His best friend. One Sejanus Plinth.

In this package I have placed a copy of the recording that was played during Private Plinth’s date with the noose. Please listen to it in private.

It will shed some light on the man you falsely believe to love you.

I would hate for something to happen to you, like it did poor Sejanus Plinth, because of misplaced trust in one Coriolanus Snow.

Your hands shook as you put the letter down.

I'mYou couldn't believe what you just read.

It couldn't be true. It just couldn't be.

You worried your bottom lip, turning the small audio tape over and over in your hand. You were scared to hear what was on it.

But you knew that you had to listen to it. So, you went over to the stereo, but it in, and pressed play.

What you heard on that tape made your heart stop. Every word exchanged between Sejanus and Coryo made you sick. The dead boy trusted the blonde, only to be secretly recorded and betrayed by him.

It was too much to handle.

If Coriolanus could do that to sweet Sejanus then what could he do to you?

You knew what you had to do. You couldn't stay with him; you had to pack your bags and go back to your mother's apartment. At least you'd be safe back home with your mother; safety's all that matters right now.

You can ignore that shattering pain of your heart breaking as long as your safe.

“Darling, I made reservations for dinner tonight at the Capitol Grille for 7.” You heard Coriolanus call out to you from the foyer as you finished packing the last of your things in your bags.

Well, the Capitol Grille was a very high end steak house where the menus didn't have price tags printed on them. It was also a place that you needed to put in a reservation ahead of time; somebody just couldn't walk in or call same day to get a table.

People waited weeks, sometimes even months for a table. Hmph, and knowing that Coryo's using Strabo Plinth’s money to snag a table and eat a 3 course meal that cost more then most people's pay in the districts disgusted you.

Oh god. The way he got the Plinths family fortune made you want to run away from him and never look back.

Main reason why you were zipping up your bag whenever Coriolanus entered you- no his bedroom.

“Darling why don't you wear-” He began to say, only to stop mid sentence and ask, “Going somewhere?”

“Yea.” You nodded. “I'm moving back in with my mother.” You looked up from your bag, only to see the platinum blonde arching a puzzled brow at you.

“Why're you going down to the 8th floor? Is she sick” Coriolanus couldn't help, but think that all your mother's chain smoking had finally gotten to her.

Yes, Coriolanus smokes socially; even has cigars with the high power playing politicians during certain events and dinners, but it wasn't anything that's damaging to his health.

Hell, he thinks breathing in all the chemicals in Dr. Gual’s lab’ll destroy his lungs first.

“I can't be with you anymore, Coriolanus. I'm breaking up with you; moving back home.”

“WHAT?!” The platinum blondr shouted so loud that you thought your eardrums busted.

Slinging you duffel over your shoulder and grabbing the handle to your rolling suitcase, you simply told him, “You heard me. I’m leaving you.”

His icy blue eyes flashed with anger and a hint of something else as he stormed over to you. “You're not going anywhere, Y/N.” He ordered, grabbing your suitcase out of your hand.

You yanked your suitcase, trying to snatch it away from him. “Give it back, Coriolanus. I need it “

“You don't need it because you're not leaving.” The cold hearted man that you once believed was capable of loving you said while slinging your suitcase across the room. “Now behave and get dressed. I got reservations for us at-” began pulling the strap of your duffel off of your shoulder l, only for you to snatch the bag back and interrupt him with, “I'm not going to dinner with you tonight or any other night. Not anymore, Coriolanus.” Feeling yourself ready to cry, you started walking away from him.

As long as you didn't look at him you'd be fine.

“We're done. Just go find something else you can pretend to love.” You remarked, walking out of the bedroom.

You made it roughly 3 feet down the hall, only to hear the heavy footfalls of your ex’s black floor shines echoing against the marble floor. Coriolanus stopped you dead in your tracks when he grabbed your upper arm. Spinning you around to look at him, he made to sell you the charming lie of, “Y/N, after being together since our Academy day, I'm not pretending to love you. I do love you.”

Shaking your head, you let out a tiny cackle of, “You're so full of shit. You know that?” You snapped your arm, causing his hold on it to break. Your fingers tightly clutched the strap of your duffel bag as you revealed, ‘I know what you did to sweet Sejanus and how you're exhorting his wall meaning parents.”

His baby blues turned into saucers. For once, the stoic and well masked man looked like he was frazzled.

Looks like you caught him off guard; you confronted him with truths he didn't want to share with you.

Coriolanus reached out for you, but you took two large steps back. Running a hand thru his hair, the platinum blonde looked at you as if you chucked his car out of the penthouse window. “I don't know what you think I did, darling, but let me explain everything.” His tone was dripping with a fake promise.

You knew that he wouldn't tell you the truth. He'd just tell you another one of his lies.

Heartless bastard.

And to think that you wasted nearly 5 years with his ass. You've been by his side since you were 16 years old, only to find out now that everything was a lie.

He never loved you. He never cared.

Hell, the only reason Coriolanus is with you is because the songbird went missing.

Yea…

Now you're thinking that the friendly act he was putting on with his tribute, Lucy Gray, wasn't an act at all. Now you realize he was cheating on you with her and you were too damn stupid to see it.

And to think that you faithfully wrote him and called him when he was a peacekeeper stationed in 12.

You should've listened to your mother and gone out with Sejanus instead. Maybe if you would've accepted his advance he'd still be alive..your friend wouldn't have followed the devil out to District 12 only to be betrayed and sent to the noose.

Too late now. What's done’s done.

But you do wish that you didn't fall in love with somebody who can never love you. Someone so evil.

So heartless.

“Nothing you say to me’s going to make me stay with you, Coriolanus.”

“Can you stop calling me Coriolanus and call me Coryo, like you always do?” Coriolanus asked with a pitiful look in his eyes. You're positive it's fake since he's incapable of feeling anything, other than hate and greed.

“I got a package in the mail today addressed to me; inside was the tape that you recorded of Sejanus. The one that got him hanged.”

Coriolanus' breath caught in his throat and his palms began to sweat. How did somebody send you the copy? He thought that only Dr. Gual has access to that.

She wouldn't send it to you. In fact, she keeps her records well under lock and key; would never part with them.

Looks like one of the interns he replaced in Dr. Gaul's lab is out to make his life hell because he took their coveted internship.

Coriolanus know that he had to calm you down; get you to put your bag down and get changed into a nice dress so he could take you out for dinner.

Damnit, he had something special planned, even got permission from Dr. Gaul to leave the lab early, so you needed to stop looking at him like a monster. He needed you to look at him with love again and quick, otherwise his dinner plans are going to go up in smoke.

“Y/N, I know you think that I betrayed Sejanus, but I didn't. I meant for the tape to reach Strabo, so that he could buy Sejanus an honorable discharge, but it didn't happen that way. The tape was never given to Strabo, it was used as evidence against our friend instead.” Coriolanus told you, foolishly thinking that you'd believe his twisted half truth. Well, they say the best lies are half truths.

Your nostrils flared angrily at hearing the snake in front of you call Sejanus his friend. Sejanus was your friend, not his. Coriolanus wasn't able to have real friends because he couldn't love anything.

Well the only things he loved were money and power, but that didn't count because those aren't people. Those are objects; possessions.

Before you could blink, you slapped Coriolanus across his smooth shaven cheek. “You don't get to call him your friend. Not after you got him killed.”

“You think I'm not haunted by that? That I don't have nightmares of Sejanus screaming out for his Ma; the mockingjays perched on the hanging tree repeating his frightened last cries before flying away?” Coriolanus rhetorically asked, only to give the false confession of, “I broke down crying at my bunk after helplessly watching my brother die, so don't stand here and tell me that I'm not sorry or that I killed my best friend on purpose because I didn't.”

“Oh, Coriolanus l, don't go there. I know for a fact you sleep like a baby every night.” You scoffed.

Shaking your head, you spun round and stormed down the hall.

Coriolanus was hot on your heels. His velvety words of, “Please, darling, don't be rash. Don't throw away 5 years over a tape you received in the mail.”

“I'm not throwing anything away, Coriolanus. As it turns out, those 5 years were all an act for you.” You stormed right into the main room and over to the foyer. Looking at him from over your shoulder as you reached the door, you gave him the famous last words of, “I’m glad I found out you’re heartless; will never love me before when there's still time to get away from you.”

Coriolanus just stared at the door after you slammed it shut. His anger was festering in his chest; he wanted to kill whoever sent you that tape.

Damnit!

There goes his plans for tonight.

He better call the restaurant and cancel the reservation; call up Tigris and let her know that he doesn't need her to stay with Grandma’am tonight because he's not taking Y/N out for dinner anymore.

Looks like he's stuck ordering something in for him and Grandma'am. He wonders if he should give her back that heirloom ring of hers or if he should just keep it; shove it to the back of his sock drawer.

Grandma’am is old and her memory’s started to fade; if he tries to give her the ring back it might put her into one of her nonsense ramblings.

No, he'll keep the ring.

He'll give you some time to cool off; then he'll shower you with jewelry and roses to soften you up.

Once you were softened up, he'd talk some sense into you. Get you to come home.

If you thought that breaking up with Coriolanus Snow would be easy, well, you were wrong. It was the hardest thing you did in your entire life.

And you know why?

Because he wouldn't leave you alone.

Well, he left you alone for the first couple of days, but after that he started sending flowers and gifts. No, not flowers and gifts. Roses and jewelry.

You never accepted them. You always tossed the roses in the trash and gave the packages of jewelry to the desk clerk with the instructions to give them to Coriolanus Snow.

You'd think he'd get the hint and stop.

Well, he didn't.

Instead, the floral arranged for larger and the jewelry kept coming back. Hell, he even went so far as giving you a copy of an ancient Pre-Panem book. A book from an ancient author that you loved.

Jane Austen.

You mother told you to burn the book, but you couldn't do that. It's be a sin to destroy such a work of art.

So, that was the only gift you kept.

But in doing so, you opened the Pandora’s box that was Coriolanus Snow's delusions. He thought that you were ready to see him again because you accepted a book, so he would come by your mother's every night looking to see you.

You always hid in your old child bedroom while your mother showed him away.

After 4 weeks of this insane behavior, your mother told you that she was concerned for your safety. That she felt you never to leave the Capitol for a while. Stay with your brother Rein, who was a peacekeeper that just received an officer’s commission in District 12.

Honestly, you didn't want to leave the Capitol. The Capitol was your home, but you knew that if you stayed then things would get ugly for you. Especially when it concerns Coriolanus.

You knew that Coriolanus would never look for you in District 12. He'd just write you off as a girl he lost control of and just find himself another Capitol bimbo to manipulate and control with false words of love.

So, that's why you were currently stepping off of the train in District 12.

Your brother was standing on the platform, eager awaiting your arrival in his officer’s uniform. When he spotted you, he quickly made his way over to your side and greeted you with a hug.

Reaching for your suitcase, he chuckled, “Let me take that for you, sis.”

“I see becoming an officer's turned you into a gentleman.” You teased Rein as he room your suitcase from you; leading you away from the platform.

“Mother told me your ex is stalking you with roses and jewelry.” Of course she did. Looking between you and a Jeep in the distance, your brother asked, “Does he know about the baby?”

“No.” And you're glad you received that tape after you came home from your doctor's appointment, confirming your suspicions. If not then you'd be trapped with that heartless monster.

“He’s just been sending me that stuff in an attempt to manipulate me back into his arms.

“I'm sorry things didn't work out, but you're more then welcome to stay with me in my apartment on base for as long as you need to.”

Your brother's words meant a lot to you. At least you had somebody to protect you from your ex.

Protect the both of you since you were going to become a mother in nearly 7 months.

Coriolanus walked into Dr. Gaul’s lab with a dead look in his icy blue eyes. It made Dr. Gaul gleeful. It was better then the cold look he had when he returned from his summer vacation as a peacekeeper.

Oh, this time the look in his eyes held so much hate that she doubts anything could ever soften his irises. It was marvelous, really, how the mad scientist molded her protege into a hateful man. Into, well, her best experiment.

But Dr. Gaul knew that there was a chance all of her hard work turning Snow as cold as his namesake could be ruined by you. Well, not you per say, but the creature you were incubating.

Coriolanus Snow wasn't old enough, cold enough, and calloused enough yet to enter fatherhood. He was too young and might grow soft at becoming a father.

A year under her tutelage wasn't long enough to ensure that he wouldn't slip back into a weaker mindset once a crying, shriveling, pink creature that was half him and half you popped into the world.

Dr. Gaul knew that she had to break every part of Coriolanus in order to piece him together into the war mongrel leader she wanted to run the country. You were that small shred of good that latched onto him, kept him from fully drowning in the darkness. A child, your child, might make Coriolanus see the world through a different lense.

Now, she couldn't have that. That would ruin everything.

So, when her contacts at the OBGYN office told her about your appointment and your condition, she sent you a little care package.

Her star student never figured out.that she sent it, instead he blamed the intern who lost his spot to him. The mad scientist even helped Coriolanus test a deadly mutt of the innocent soul who he thought did him wrong. All because Coriolanus’ proposal plans where ruined.

Oops…

Dr. Gaul grinned evilly as she read the latest report from her spies. You were now in District 12 living with your brother on the Peacekeeper base.

Well, looks like it's time for a new game change when it comes to the Hunger Games.

Dr. Gaul decided that even children born on peacekeeper bases would be considered district citizens and would be legally obligated to enter their names into the game's lotto style drawing.

Unless a child between the ages of 12 and 18 is a Capitol citizen living in the Capitol, they will be registered for the games. Living on a Peacekeeper’s.base will not over safety to any child I'm the districts.

Not anymore.

Hopefully your child, fathered by Coriolanus, will never have their name picked for the games.

But as long as Dr. Gaul's alive, shaping Coriolanus like a potter shapes clay, anything's possible.

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hypnoneghoul · 2 months

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may i please request a cumulus and mountain? i dont see enough of them.

(also love your writing mwah 💋 /p)

630 words, puppy play, teeny tiny bit of objectification blink and you'll miss it, cumulus calls herself mommy once

“What was that, baby?” Cumulus cooed, running her fingers through Mountain’s sweat-tangled hair. He was settled on his knees between her own as she was busy with something on her phone, one hand on it and the other on the earth ghoul. Delicate chain of a leash loosely wrapped around her wrist.

He’s been down there for a while, cock rock hard and leaking and his brain turned off. Cumulus told him to wait so wait he would, but it didn’t mean he’d be quite alright with that. Mountain whined loudly again and batted his eyelashes up at Cumulus, licking his lips.

“You want something, pup?” she asked and he nodded so fast he nearly gave himself whiplash. “And what would that be, hm?”

The problem was there were no words in Mountain’s fuzzy head. He opened his mouth and let his tongue loll out and nuzzled sweetly against the soft skin of Cumulus’ thigh, as close to the apex of her legs as he’d dare.

“Oh, you want a treat. Is that right, pup? Want to taste me?” The earth ghoul shuddered and nodded again with another whimper falling out of his mouth. “Well, I suppose you’ve been good for me today. You deserved it.”

Mountain could hear his own tail thumping against the floor repetitively as he brought up his hands and pawed desperately at the air ghoulette’s legs, too blissed out to be able to get her shorts down on his own.

“Oh, I don’t have to do that,” Cumulus laughed. “You’re a smart puppy, you’ll get there.”

Mountain frowned and whined at the lack of help. He leaned in to the strings of the ghoulette’s shorts and took them into his mouth, starting to chew aggressively as if they offended him. “Hey, Mountain, no! Bad puppy, no! No chewing!”

The earth ghoul recoiled with another sad whimper at that, feeling desperate and helpless. He slumped back on the floor and stared at Cumulus with big, pitiful eyes.

“Don’t you look at me like that,” the air ghoulette sighed. “You know I can’t say no to you like that, evil little thing. You’re too cute for your own good.”

She reached out again to scratch behind his horn as she put her phone down and used her free hand to move the crotch of her shorts to the side. She spread her legs some more before grabbing Mountain’s antler and pulling him in. “Here, have your treat.”

He didn’t need any more encouragement, immediately diving in with a happy chirp on his lips. Cumulus was already wet and soon enough his drool made her cunt truly dripping and there wasn’t enough brain in Mountain to do anything more than lick at her sloppily. After all it was his treat and he just wanted to feast, making Cumulus cum wasn’t exactly his priority in such a state.

She would cum, of course, Mountain all desperate and needy for her turned her on impossibly. It was adorable and a little fun how he went on about the act—just shoving his face in between her legs and licking all over.

“Yes, that’s it. That’s it, good boy– oh, yes, pup. Lick away.” She tangled her fingers in his long amber hair and scratched at his scalp some more. It was for his enjoyment, but her motives were a bit impure–

“Oh,” she moaned loudly when her ministrations made Mountain kick up a loud, rumbly purr, that in turn made him whole vibrate. Especially his mouth. “Yes, pup, that’s good. My lovely little vibe, aren’t you?”

He chirped at the praise. Cumulus was getting close and so she decided to give Mountain some more incentive. “Make mommy cum and I’ll let you get off on my tits.”

#hypnone writes #the band ghost #nameless ghouls #mountain ghoul #cumulus ghoulette

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coff33notforme · 2 years

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Alright here's a Rise request for you! (Bc I also am hyperfixating rn lol)

So movie Casey is from the future right? How would the turtles/April react to him revealing that reader (their crush who they haven't confessed to yet) is their spouse in the future? (also slight angst bc reader is most likely gone which Casey might reveal later)

A/n: You guys are coming up with such great prompts! And I will get to all of them this just took so long for me to write because I kinda procrastinated.

I also couldn't think of anything for April so I skipped her but I'll add her in once I think of something so don't worry.

Genre: One-shots, Fluff, A tiny bit of crack

The air seemed tense, nobody moved from their spots in the tank, nobody dared to speak. Your gaze was fixated on the road ahead, Krang tentacles had been wrapped around any possible surface, there was no place safe, everything had been overtaken. You felt yourself slowly begin to loosen your muscles, taking in a deep breath as you realized you’d been holding your breath through the whole drive.

No doubt there was worry clouding everyone's mind, leaving a tense feeling of bitterness. You didn’t blame them at all. But still it was so strange seeing all of them so upset, scared, and even angry. You wanted to do something for them, just to get their minds off everything. There was no harm in trying to lighten the mood a bit right? Well at least what you decided

You thought for a moment, could you say? You didn’t want to come off as insensitive, like you weren’t taking the situation seriously. What was something that would distract them for a couple of seconds? Then it came to you, you smiled as you began to speak up.

“So Casey, you're from the future right?” you asked the grin still present on your face.

Casey turned to you his focused expression shifted to one of confusion as he quirked an eyebrow at you not really sure where you were taking this.

“Well I was just curious. Could you tell me a little bit about the future?” you asked, glancing at Casey. This didn’t seem to spark too much curiosity amoungst the brothers though, much to your dismay. That was until Casey started speaking.

Leo

“Well after you get married to Master Leo…”

Your eyes grow wide, you nearly gave yourself whiplash from how fast you turned to face the black haired male beside you. “What?” you said with a slight bit of urgency.

“When do we get married?” Leo pipes up from the back genuinely curious.

“I didn’t actually get to ask, before well…” Casey trails off his face contouring into a sour expression as he shifts his gaze back to the road ahead of him.

The tank goes silent for a moment before Casey speaks up again.

“Well, I can still tell you what he did tell me.” Casey grins.

“Master Leo used to always gush about you whenever he had the chance, talking about how sweet you were. Especially how cute you were.” Casey added

Leo feels his face begin to heat up as a dorky smile spreads across his face. You and him? Married? Sure he’d flirt with you here and then but he never thought he’d actually ever have the chance to ask you out.

You giggled as you could hear Donnie groaning in the backseat as Mikey began to coo at Leo lightly teasing him.

You looked back and for a split second you’d looked Leo in the eyes. You immediately looked away feeling extremely embarrassed considering everything that Casey had just told you. The tank suddenly came to a stop, and everyone went silent.

One by one everyone began exiting the tank. You took a deep breath as you began to walk out, that was before a firm hand on your shoulder pulled you back causing you to let out a quiet yelp.

You were suddenly turned around to meet Leo’s uncharacteristically stern gaze. “Is something wrong?” you ask immediately concerned for the blue clad turtle.

Leo's head dropped for a second before he sighed, bringing it back up to look at you with his signature smile on his face. “I don’t know what’s going to happen out there but I want you to stay safe.” he said his voice firm as he spoke. Suddenly you felt yourself being pulled into Leo as your lips were met with his cold ones.

Your eyes widened for a moment before you closed them leaning into Leo's embrace. Before he pulled away. Offering you his trademark smile before walking out of the tank. Leaving you there face bright red.

Donnie

“Once you guys got married…” Casey was cut off as Leo spoke up from the back.

“Wait wait, hold up. You're telling me, my baby brother Donnie.”

“We’re the same age Nardo…” Leo clasped a hand over Donnie's mouth to silence his protest as Leo continued his teasing as Donnie pushed his blue brother off of him.

“Actually managed to ask someone out? I didn’t know you had any sort of romantic charm.” Leo grinned as he continued pestering his already humiliated brother.

Casey spoke up.“He actually ends up being the one flustered by his S/o.” Casey states bluntly. Leo bursts out laughing, deciding to take another jab at his twin as Mikey jumps in too, teaming up against his purple brother. Much to Donnie's dismay. “Aw, come one Leo cut Donnie some slack.” Raph said

This was not how he planned to confess to you at all. Shrinked up, in the back of a hot smelly tank surrounded by his ignorant brothers. He was imagining something more romantic.

You and him, sitting on a rooftop looking down at all of the lights and people. And then Donnie would confess to you. Not like this, nothing like this.

Meanwhile you were still struggling to grasp Casey's blunt response. Sure Donnie had always treated you with a special kindness he didn’t treat anyone else with, and yeah sure he would ask you to stay with him at night to keep him company while he worked on something, it didn’t really mean anything when he would constantly compliment you on your skills and talents. Oh. Oh.

How could you be so dense? All of the signs were pointing to the fact that Donnie had a crush on you, how could you not see it?

You spoke over Leo and Mikeys teasing remarks. Hoping to comfort Donnie just a little bit.

“Well I think it’s sweet Donnie.” you spoke sincerely as the purple turtle felt himself wanting to shrink away from all of this tournament. You let a stupid grin spread across your face as your mind drifts to a domestic future with Donnie. As you shifted into living out this sudden fantasy.

Your daydream was broken as the breaks of the tank were slammed on. “We're here.” Casey said, opening the door to the tank. As he and his brothers began to walk out Donnie called to you.

You turned around now facing Donnie as he continued to desperately avoid your gaze. You smiled at him.

“Yeah Donnie?” you asked as Donnie took a deep breath in before speaking.

“I wanted to apologize on behalf of my brothers.” he spoke firmly as he finally gained the courage to meet your gaze. You smiled leaning up to peck him on the cheek as you took his hand leading him out of the tank. “Come on, we're going to fall behind the others!” you said dragging the flustered brother behind you.

Mikey

“Well, You and Mikey get married a couple years after all of this happens.” Casey says with ease. You can hear Mikey gasp from the back. As his face lights up with joy.

Leaning over to Casey with a glimmer in his eyes as he begins to shower poor Casey questions.

“Really?! Me and Y/n?” he exclaims happily not even trying to hide the fact this new revelation has the orange turtle captivated.

Casey chuckles as he takes a glance at Mikey before continuing.

“Yeah, you and Y/n.” he states again as Mikeys face lights up with joy you can’t help but beam with excitement as well.

“When do we get married?” you asked curiously, Casey turns to face you humming in thought before he answers your question.

“I think in the middle of October,” he says. Mikey hasn’t finished his celebration as he continued to dance around in the back.

You laugh at his antics before he turns to you, pulling you up from your seat to dance with him. He takes your hands in his and with a laugh he spins you around pretending to dip you as he pulls you back up. You giggled as he struggled to pull you back up.

Donnie pretends to gag from behind you as Leo rolls his eyes playfully, as he watches you two dance happily.

“Can you believe we're going to get married?!” Mikey exclaimed his smile growing as he spoke

You shook your head playfully. You hear Raph chuckle at his little brother as he walks out of the tank.

“Alright lover boy, time to go.” Donnie said, pushing past you as he exited the tank.

“You're just jealous Dee!” Mikey retorted, sticking his tongue out as he rested his hands on his hips.

“Yeah yeah.” Leo says walking out as Casey follows. You smile as Mikey takes your hand confidently as he turns to you grinning.

“Come on! Future spouse.” you chuckled following him out of the tank.

Raph

“You and Raph get married a little after…all of this.” he pauses before continuing waving his hand around to emphasize what he was talking about. Your eyes widened at the mention of Ralph's name. You hear Raph cough awkwardly from the back, before he speaks up shyly.

“Me and Y/n?” he asks, unsure of what he had just heard.

Casey nodded in reply. You could feel yourself trying to avoid Raphs gaze as you fixated your vision on the road outside. It was obvious you and Raph were very shy about this new information. You hear Leo whisper something to Raph before Raph's face was covered in a crimson red, his mask practically disappearing on his face before he turned to his brother quietly scolding him.

“Oh Y/n, There's something Raphs been dying to tell you.” Leo cooed from the back seat as you turned around in confusion. Raph turned to Leo again, his brows furrowed together.

“Shut up Leo!” said hitting his brother lightly as the blue turtle continued to laugh.

“Oh come on Raph you know you want to.” Mikey jumped in teasing his brother as Raph's face grew red again in embarrassment.

“Not you too Mikey!” he groaned, putting his head in his hands. You giggled softly at the sight.

Raph was always so sweet to you, always treating you with kindness and respect, you're sure that if he had something to tell you it wouldn’t be as big a deal as Mikey and Leo were making it out to be.

You walked back to Raph crouching down as you softly removed his hands from his face.

“Raph, you can tell me anything, I won’t freak out I promise.” you smiled reassuringly as he looked away embarrassed. Raph sighed.

“Okay here it goes. Y/n will you go out with me?” now it was your turn to be embarrassed you looked away. Before nodding softly, turning back to Raph with a shaky smile.

“I’d love to.” Raph’s eyes widened as Leo and Mikey cheered in the background.

“Can I kiss you?” Raph asked meekly, avoiding your eyes. You nodded shyly.

Raph gently cupped your face before giving you a quick peck on the lips. Leaving you both embarrassed as hell.

As the tank came to a stop Raph rose up offering you a hand which you gladly took.

“Alright guys let's go.” Raph said as a confident smiled spread across his face

#rottmnt raph x reader #rottmnt donnie x reader #rottmnt leo x reader #rottmnt mikey x reader #rottmnt x reader #tmnt x reader #rise of the tmnt #fluff #rottmnt fluff

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rans-baby · 2 years

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when they see you in someone else's jacket

pt. 2 (mikey, kokonoi, wakasa)

RAN:

ran would say he's a pretty confident guy, ask anyone around him

his consistently relaxed demeanor exuded authority to the people around him

but that doesn't mean he doesn't have his insecurities

for example: he's constantly worried about his hair, what his fit for the day should be, whether his shoes were still dirty from the blood from the fight he had the night before, ya know the important things in life

he didn't realize how insecure he was about his relationship with you until he saw you in that oversized jacket when you knocked on his door

as you were about to come in, he made you stop

"what the fuck is THAT?"

needless to say you were confused as to what he was referring to

"why is my baby in that monstrosity??"

that's when it clicked in your head

"it was cold in the classroom and a classmate lended me his jacket! isn't that sweet? :)"

he was flabbergasted, appalled, shocked, outraged, sickened

"it's getting kinda cold out here can i.... come in?"

however, his thoughts were racing "is she moving on? does she think I can't provide for her? would she be better off without me?"

but right when those thoughts threatened to overwhelm him, you took the jacket off grabbed his face

"babe if you literally ever came to school, i would've asked you" "fair point"

he finally let you in when he felt you shivering, but insisted that you take a shower

"you reek of another man, do you want me to lose it princess?"

and honestly, maybe you did just a little

when you came back, the jacket was gone and all you could hear him saying was, "had kill it with FIRE"

honestly, you shouldn't have been surprised when the next day, your classmate had transferred out of your school

RINDOU:

now rin was more open with his insecurities

he liked to communicate them with you to avoid any unnecessary arguments and that worked about 90% of the time

the one insecurity he couldn't get over though was the thought that you might leave him for his big brother one day

he's constantly been living in his shadow, and honestly, he didn't mind because at the end of the day he had you

but he couldn't stop those thoughts when he saw you wearing ran's jacket one day

you were out on a date when he went in for a hug and realized that you didn't smell like... you

he knew that scent all too well and when he abruptly pulled back, you couldn't help but be a little hurt

"angel, whose is that?" already knowing the answer and ready to hear the words he's been dreading since the beginning of your relationship

you didn't understand why he was questioning you since he'd never told you about his deep seated worry that constantly plagued his mind

"'s ran's! he lent it to me the other day when it was raining and i haven't been able to give it back since then so i wore it to remember to return it! you think you can give it back to him?"

but that did little to ease his mind

"what were you guys... doing together?"

cue your nervous face

"i knew it, you've finally decided he's better than me too huh?"

the confusion that swept across your face made him do a double take

"what are you talking about darling?"

"you're leaving me for him aren't you? it's okay i get it."

as he began to walk away, you grabbed his arm with a strength he didn't know you had

tears began to fill your eyes

"darling, we were planning a surprise for your birthday, didn't mean to hurt your feelings"

all he felt in that moment was relief

he turned his body around so fast it almost gave him whiplash as he gathered you in his arms

"promise me you won't ever leave me, can't live without you"

"pinky promise, he's too high maintenance for me anyways"

SANZU:

haru haru haru

his world revolves around your happiness; as long as you're happy so is he!

but he would be lying when he said the world may have stopped for a moment when he saw you in takeomi's jacket, smiling and laughing with him

most people would call him unhinged, crazy, but you knew better

you knew about the side he'd never shown anyone, the inner child that was still hurt by his brother's treatment of him so honestly you should've known better

but you never had any ill intentions you swear!

when you saw a familiar pink ponytail moving in the corner of your eye, you immediately threw the jacket at takeomi's face "hey! rude!"

but honestly, you couldn't care less

you chased after him (she's a runner she's a trackstar)

as you grabbed him arm to make him turn to face you, your heart broke when you saw tears in his eyes

"so you wanna go be someone else's whore? that's fine, but you really do have shit taste"

his rough words did little to phase you because you knew where they were coming from

"honey, he was showing me baby pictures of you and i saw the one of you washing your hands in the toilet like menace i know you are ♡. it got a lil cold so he offered me his jacket. i've been trying to build a relationship with him so that i could get his approval one day"

"his approval for what? his approval doesn't mean shit to me"

you knew better, you knew deep inside that he still cared for his siblings

"was tryna pick out a ring for you, for us"

his head was spinning and you could see the moment when he finally realized what you meant

you reached up for his face and did the thing that you knew would calm him down

you scratched the back of his ear and he couldn't help but release a purr at the feeling

"that's right kitten, 's always going to be you in every lifetime"

dedicating rindou for @megumi-divine and haru for @bxnten ♡

#tokyo revengers #tokyo revengers x reader #sanzu x reader #ran x reader #rindou x reader #ran haitani x reader #rindou haitani x reader #bonten x reader

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goldennikko · 1 year

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LEAD ME — nicha yontararak

summary : it's been months since you started dating, and her members are wondering if you've ever kissed.

pairing : minnie x reader

tags : f!reader ; shy!minnie ; soft make out session ; a tiny bit suggestive (?)

requested: ✔

word count : 2.9k

"have you and y/n unnie kissed?"

minnie was startled by the maknae's question, and her entire body jerked in embarrassment, spilling the drink in her hand. fortunately, her quick but clumsy reflexes saved her as she moved the cup away from her, but a little more spilled onto the table and the floor.

"shuhua!" minnie scolded, a flush spreading across the thai's cheeks.

she got up from her seat and quickly went to get a towel to clean up the mess, using it as an excuse to avoid answering the question.

"what? i'm just saying!" shuhua yelled after the older girl, as yuqi joined them with a loud laugh that echoed throughout the dorm.

"no, but shuhua's right, unnie." yuqi agreed, watching minnie clean up and taking the towel from the tai when she was done. "you talk about anything and everything about your relationship, but we haven't heard a single kiss."

minnie averted her gaze, embarrassed to be having this conversation with the maknaes. miyeon and soyeon would have been more tolerable to talk to about this issue that has been bothering her for a long time.

however, she was trapped with the maknaes and there was no one to save her. she knew she couldn't even if she tried because we're talking about yuqi and shuhua here.

they are extremely persuasive.

"we do kiss." minnie admitted and the maknaes could hear the hesitance in her voice, causing shuhua to raise her brow.

"is y/n unnie a bad kisser?"

yuqi cackled again at the question, and minnie gave herself whiplash with how quickly she turned around and reached over to smack shuhua. the youngest tried to flee, but when minnie's palm met her arm, she let out a dramatic pained sound.

"what are you on about?! i'm sure she's a good kisser!"

that got yuqi to stop as they both stared at minnie in disbelief, trying to process what minnie had just said. the thai blushed and turned away, finding the black television screen more interesting.

"you haven't kissed?!" yuqi's voice boomed, too shocked to control her volume.

"are cheek kisses acceptable?" minnie inquired.

yuqi shook her head quickly. "no way. you can kiss everyone on the cheek. what are you and unnie? friends?"

minnie pondered her statement, grimacing at the last word, which she did not like at all. "well, the extent is cheek and forehead kisses."

shuhua's mouth dropped open. "you've been together for what, three months?!"

minnie buried her face in her hands, becoming irritated at the thought. "i'm not sure if she wants to kiss me."

yuqi and shuhua looked at each other in disbelief, both thinking their unnie was so blind and oblivious. they've seen you staring at minnie, adoration in your eyes; even miyeon and siyeon were witnesses to it all the time, and if they were here, they'd back the maknaes up.

not only that, but they had noticed how your gaze flitted down to her lips every now and then. if your simple admiration wasn't enough evidence that you wanted to kiss her, that action was.

however, you couldn't blame minnie for not noticing because she'd be so embarrassed by your gaze that her eyes would wander elsewhere. don't get her wrong, she enjoyed your attention; she was just extremely shy. so she didn't know how to talk to you about the kiss or how to act on her desires for your lovely lips.

"you're an idiot for thinking that, unnie." shuhua shook her head, making a face.

minnie took a peek at her. "what do you mean?"

"unnie, everyone would love to kiss you." yuqi emphasized, causing minnie to grimace and visibly shiver at the thought of someone else giving her a kiss.

"no, thank you. i'm fine."

minnie didn't want them. she wanted you.

"wait!" shuhua yelled, realization dawning at her. "if you haven't shared a lips-to-lips kiss, you haven't had s—?!"

realizing what shuhua was talking about, minnie's face burned as if it were on fire, and she jumped on the maknae, gripping her collar and shaking her back and forth to keep her from finishing her sentence.

"yeh shuhua, don't you dare!"

later that day, just before dinner, you stopped by the dorm to pick up your thai girlfriend. minnie ran out when she heard your car's familiar beep to escape the teasing from all of her members. yes, all of them, miyeon and soyeon had been dragged into the conversation once they arrived home.

minnie bolted out the door, her face lit up when she saw you standing next to the car in your work clothes.

you look hot.

when you saw minnie's reddened face up close, you were confused yet amused, but you didn't question it and simply hugged her tightly. minnie was relieved you didn't notice, or so she thought, because the cause of her red face was not just the girls' teasing, but your current outfit and overall appearance.

"hello, baby." you said, planting a small kiss on her head, which the girls saw just as they were leaving the dorm.

"hi, love. i missed you today." minnie murmured against your shoulder, but couldn't help but find the head kiss insufficient.

and your outfit was definitely not helping.

it was taking her mind elsewhere, so she buried herself in your embrace to get rid of it. meanwhile, you looked at the girls and waved, which they enthusiastically returned while also giving minnie a teasing look. you wonder what they were talking about that caused minnie to turn this color.

"take care, you two." soyeon said.

you gave her a small salute. "will do, soyeon-ah. see you soon!"

"bye, y/n unnie! minnie unnie!"

with one last goodbye wave, you assisted minnie inside the car before rounding the vehicle to take the driver's seat. minnie waved to the girls outside the window as you pulled out of the driveway, smiling as she sat back down in her seat.

"you're too cute, min. i missed you, too." you said, your gaze fixed on the road, so you didn't notice minnie's light blush, but you did hear her silent words of gratitude as she reached for your hand on the console.

you smiled and intertwined your fingers, your thumb brushing across the back of her hand. you noticed her staring at your intertwined hands, but she didn't seem bothered by it. she just looked out of it, lost in thought.

so you let it slide, deciding to inquire about it later at home.

the rest of the drive home was quiet, but not tense or unpleasant. minnie would shift now and then, squeezing your hand for reassurance, which you would return, but nothing more.

when you arrived, you assisted her out of the car and into the safety of your shared home, while holding the bag of food in your other hand.

"do i need to fight anyone, my love?"

minnie turned to face you, taken aback by your sudden question, but the reassuring words were stuck in her throat as she was transfixed by what you were doing.

you were worriedly looking at her, one hand reaching down to place the bag of food on the coffee table, the other arm slipping out of the coat you were wearing. when she just stood there, staring at you, frozen in place, your brow furrowed even more.

so you left the coat on the couch, leaving you in a white long sleeve before approaching the thai. you gently held her face, minnie leaning into your hand as she stared back at you.

"hey? you okay? is it the so-called fans? the hate? are they throwing hate at you or the other girls? tell me the names, i'll go fight them now."

minnie just watched your lips open and close, letting out reassuring words as you rambled on and on.

the way you looked at her, the way you were willing to fight for her members, the way your seemingly soft lips moved, the way you held her face and waist, the way you drew her closer.

everything.

minnie has fallen even deeper in love with you, and she finally let out a laugh while patting your upper arm.

"don't worry, we're not fighting anyone." minnie assured.

you sighed and nodded. "okay, good."

minnie opened her mouth, but quickly closed it again. she didn't know how to tell you. she wanted to, but her negative thoughts were taking over. what if you didn't want to kiss her? minnie looked like a fish to you as she opened her mouth only to close it again, her brow furrowed.

you waited patiently, coaxing her through it with your thumb caressing her cheek and your other hand running up and down her side, squeezing now and then.

"min-ah, it's just me. you can tell me anything, you know that right?" you whispered softly.

minnie gulped. "i know. i just…"

"here, come here."

you escorted minnie to the couch and assisted her in sitting. as you adjusted the plush pillows behind her, your hand rested on her thigh, caressing the skin. minnie was watching you nervously.

you were close.

she had you this close before, but her internal conflict caused her to panic. she could smell your familiar comforting perfume, as well as the shampoo you used this morning, and your face was focused as you fixed everything so she could feel the most comfort she deserved and needed.

suddenly, her hand shot out to grab your hand, causing you to come to a halt. because you were leaning over her to reach the pillows, she was now staring up at you.

"yes?"

"i…"

you sat back down, noticing minnie's shoulders sag or the look of disappointment on her face. you frowned and took the hand that was holding your wrist.

"i'm worried, minnie. what's the matter, baby?"

minnie took a breath and looked you in the eyes again, but this time there was determination and courage. the next few words she said had your eyes widening in surprise and a pink tint covering your cheeks.

"the girls were... asking as to whether or not we had kissed."

you panicked. what if the girls stopped liking you for their thai member? what if they get mad if you try to kiss her?

of course you wanted to kiss her; she was your girlfriend, nicha yontararak.

but what if—

minnie, seeing your shaky gaze, quickly tugged on your hand, forcing you to focus on her face. she, too, was blushing because the impending confrontation was embarrassing for her.

"calm down. the girls love you to death."

that made you inhale a large amount of air, which made minnie laugh. at first, there was silence as you stared at each other. while you waited for your girlfriend to tell you more, minnie was waiting for you to realize what she meant.

she didn't want to say it out loud, and she knew you were smart enough, but it was taking you a while because you were just staring at her. your mind processed the information slowly as you gazed at minnie's pretty face, which she blushed at because it was painfully obvious.

thankfully, you realized a solid minute later and your eyes widened, the pink across your cheeks becoming more prominent.

"you… want to kiss me?" you queried carefully.

minnie nodded, smiling shyly. "yes, i do. do you? it's okay if you don't want to—"

"are you crazy?!" you accidentally yelled and minnie stared at you, wide-eyed. you cleared your throat, squeezing her hand in assurance. "sorry. i mean, i do. i want to kiss you."

relief flooded through minnie and she finally let out a breath. "then why haven't you?"

you glanced elsewhere. "i'm… not sure if you want me to."

minnie chuckled. "you're crazy, too."

"i guess we both are."

you already knew why minnie hadn't kissed you yet; she was too shy. you knew this confrontation required a great deal of courage, so you were proud of her for telling you. then you remembered her red face and the girls' teasing grins back in the dorms. so that's why, you thought.

even so, there was still a nagging doubt in the back of your mind.

you shared a laugh and there was a pause before you managed to convince yourself to lean in. minnie held her breath as your face came to a halt an inch ahead of hers. she glanced down at your lips, gulping nervously, before her eyes bounced back to your eyes.

"may i?"

minnie's heart fluttered when you asked for her consent again, even though she had just told you about it. you always asked for it and she knew you'd never get tired inquiring about it, and minnie would also never stop giving you a 'yes.'

when she gave you a firm nod, you bridged the gap.

the kiss was hesitant at first because you were still figuring out what minnie liked and disliked. minnie's face was flushed as her lips moved slowly in sync with yours, eyes shut at the foreign yet comforting sensation. she couldn't focus on anything but your lips as the zoo in both of your stomachs were celebrating loudly.

they were as soft as she had imagined.

you had kissed her, of course. on the cheeks, forehead, nose, hair, hand, and shoulders. but it was still strange in a good way and very different having your lips softly dance with hers.

minnie let you lead her, placing her hand on your nape as you pulled her closer. she felt your nose brush against hers as you tilted your hide to the other side, and the kiss went from hesitant to soft.

you were getting addicted. you were obsessed. but you wanted to make sure minnie was at ease and that this was going to be her best first kiss ever.

your lungs screamed for air, so you reluctantly pulled away from your girlfriend, the thai immediately chasing after your lips and stopping when you laughed quietly. your eyes were half-lidded as you watched minnie pant heavily, eyes closed and lips slightly ajar.

"so?" you whispered.

minnie opened her eyes and hummed, still in a daze, glancing at your grinning lips. "good, amazing. i love it."

"i love you." you whispered, taking her hand from your nape and bringing it to your lips.

"i love you, too." minnie replied.

waiting for minnie to catch her breath after the soft kiss, you gingerly pressed kisses across her hand while minnie watched you quietly. her heart was beating so hard and so fast in her chest that she was afraid you'd hear it or that it would jump out of her chest from giddiness.

as a way of comforting her, the hand placed on her thigh tapped continuously on her skin. minnie placed one hand on it, causing you to pause your ministrations and look at her. you smiled and drew her close. minnie followed your lead hesitantly, but stopped when she realized you were bringing her to your lap.

"are you sure?" minnie asked, blushing slightly.

you laughed. "as long as you don't mind, baby."

she sat down on your lap, and your hands were quick to grab her by the waist. your head rested on the couch as you gazed up at your beautiful thai girlfriend above you.

minnie, as shy as ever, hid her face behind one hand while holding onto your shoulder with the other, the blush on her face intensifying. with the way her entire body was heating up, she knew her neck was visibly red as well.

you raised one hand and wrapped your fingers around her wrist, pulling it away from her face and leading her down to your lips. you made her pause in front of you as your gaze swept across her face, memorizing her features and moles.

"may i?"

"please."

this time, minnie was the one to close the agonizing gap, but you were still the one leading the kiss. you let go of her wrist, returning your hand to her thigh while the other slid beneath her shirt to caress her skin. minnie jerked in response to your cold fingertips tentatively touching her skin, but she tilted her head to the side to assure you that everything was fine.

with minnie on top of you and the thai girl quickly becoming addicted to the taste of your lips, it was impossible for the kiss not to escalate.

the living room felt like it was hell because it was starting to get a bit too hot, with your skin heating up due to minnie's hesitant, slow, shy touches. minnie felt the same way, her mind racing from your tongue prodding at her lips and your cold fingertips dancing across her skin sending shivers up her spine.

she made a small sound of pleasure against your lips as your teeth sunk into her bottom lip, her grip tightening on your shoulders, her nails digging into your skin, leaving marks even through your clothes. you took pride in the noise, smirking in the kiss, before finally succumbing to your thoughts.

minnie felt you tug on her shirt and she pulled away, causing you to worry if you crossed the line, but the dazed look she gave you was more than enough to reassure you.

"lead me. please."

nikko note: hi, everyone! so i tried my best here? i am exploring, feedbacks are appreciated. anyway, i hope you liked this! thank you for reading!

#nikko reqs!#nikko works!#gidle #gidle reactions #gidle imagines #gidle x reader #nicha yontararak #minnie #minnie x reader

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mossy-opal · 1 year

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To Lay Beneath

Succubus! Shigaraki x Reader

Warnings: SMUT!!!!! HEAVY SMUT!!!! Heavy Sub and Dom Tones, Anal Fingering, Anal Sex, Safe Word Usage (we believe in safe sex here)

Did I get really into this and write a 2,800 word fic?.... No. You're seeing things.

Males were rare. They weren’t often produced, and if they were, they were oftentimes seen as… Weak. Usually, males were Incubi, and females were Succubi. For a male to be born a Succubus, it just made things harder on them. Humans were far too inferior to really understand, as humans were often too picky. Unfortunately, that led to many nights Shigaraki went hungry. This often led to him being snippy, and angry, and that made it even harder for him to find someone, anyone, to feed off of…

It was just stupid, being constantly teased by others of his kind, and being constantly rejected by those of a lesser species. It was ridiculous!

Making his way down the street, he moved through the crowds looking for someone who would satisfy him, looking for anyone who seemed just as desperate as he was.

Everything was just so annoying…

He bumped into someone, that just made him hiss.

“Hey! Watch it!”

Dammit, they were pretty too- “Ah, I’m sorry sweetie, I wasn’t looking where I was going..!”

Wait.

What?

Sweetie!?

He could already feel his face flush as he sputtered out an “it’s fine”, and you didn’t make it any better by smiling at him, and gently laughing. What was so funny!?

“You’re pretty cute y’know that? Here, let me make it up to you, let me get you a coffee?”

Your consistent compliments didn’t help him any, “Sure, fine, whatever…”

You were silent for most of the time you two sat together, Tomura was poking at his drink with his straw, and staring at the food you bought him. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to eat it, it just wouldn’t be what he really needed, and it’d probably only make him feel worse.

“What’s your name, cutie?”

He clicked his tongue, “Shigaraki…”

“Got a first name?”

He was silent for a moment, and you took that chance to introduce yourself. You seemed confident, as if you knew what you wanted. He felt like he was a piece of meat, and for some reason, he liked it.

“Well, that first name?”

“Tomura…. Tomura Shigaraki…”

“Thank you! So…”

And thus, you started small talk. You told him a little bit about yourself, he told you some things about himself in return, and at the end of it, you gave him your number.

This was not how he planned his day to go.

But it was better than nothing. He got free coffee, and a hot person's number. This was probably the best day of his life, though he’d never say it aloud. He even got real food at the end of the night, some desperate girl trying to get back at her man after she caught him cheating- He didn’t catch her name, he didn’t care to. All he wanted was her pleasure, her lust, hell even her sadness would feed him for now.

He took as much as he could.

He didn’t get around to texting you until about a day later, sending just his name. He jumped when his phone went off almost immediately.

[Hey! It’s nice to hear from you! Thought I’d never get another date! How does Friday sound? I wanna go see a new movie, and would hate to go alone!]

You had to be kidding.

How should he respond? He’s never made plans like this before- He had no clue how to handle this-

[[Sure.]]

[Awesome! See ya then cutie!]

He hoped some day you’d stop calling him that… Though he doubted it…

•

He was right. The more you two hung out, the more you used those nicknames for him. The more you two got to know each other, the more flirtatious you got. Hell, you even showed him off to people, telling them you were best friends, and the wedding was in spring… It was like whiplash with you. He didn’t know how to handle it, but at the same time, he felt very different about you.

He couldn’t explain it very well, and he didn’t know if he should. He liked how it made him feel… Full. He would rather die than admit it, but you made him happy. He was less snippy, and you teased him about how he’s warmed up to you, and he denies it, but he knows it’s true.

He likes you a lot more than he’s supposed to like his food.

But you were kind to him, you made him feel special. You spoiled him with nothing but friendship and care, and you never asked for anything in return. Maybe a shoulder to cry on every now and then, but other than that he was just your friend.

Why is it that when he told himself that, his chest hurt…?

Things seemed stagnant at that point… Until one night…

•

“Tomura…”

He grunted in response, he was playing a game while you were reading, your legs over his thighs.

“Tomura~”

“What..!?”

You giggled, “Tomu-sweetie, I have a question~”

He groaned, “What is it? I’m in the middle of a-”

“Do you like me?”

His grip on the controller tightened, but he stayed silent. His mouth was open and he swiftly shut it. He was happy the lights were off, or else you’d see his face was flushed.

“Tomura, answer me~” He could practically hear your teasing smirk.

“Why?”

“Because it’s rude to keep someone on the edge..” He could hear the pout in your voice.

“No, I don’t like you.” You laughed.

“It’s also rude to lie~”

He paused his game, glaring at you. You had a smile on your face, as if you hadn’t just teased him about how he felt. What was your end game? What did it matter to you?

“What if I do, huh? What, are we gonna stop being friends? I expected it to happen at some point, why not rip the bandaid off now-”

He was silenced when you moved.

You were straddling him.

His eyes widened and he opened his mouth to talk again, but you put a finger to his lips.

“Ah ah ah, no. You spoke enough, sweetie. It’s my turn now, okay~?”

He gulped, but nodded. What was even happening right now?

“Good boy… Now, do me a favour and be honest, okay~? Do. You. Like. Me~?”

He shuddered, “Y-yes….”

“See how hard that was? Now, if you couldn’t tell, I like you too…”

“S…. S-so…?”

You chuckled, and if it didn’t send shivers up his spine he’d be even more of a liar.

“I think you know. Follow me.”

You got off of him, and he was quick to get to his feet, almost tripping over the controller cord, his game forgotten on the TV. He watched you walk in front of him, leading him to your room. You led him to the edge of the bed, and sat down. You pat the spot next to you, and he sat, being sure to put his hands in his lap.

“We’re going to go over some rules, okay?”

“O-okay…”

“I want you, Tomura. Do you want me?”

He nodded and you scolded him, “No, I need words.”

“Y-yes, I… I want you…”

He saw you smirk out of the corner of his eye.

“Good. Now, red means stop, yellow means slow down, or go slow, and green means go. Does that work for you?”

“U-uh, sure, y-yea… Uhm…”

You got up, taking your shirt off. He averted his eyes. He had to tell you, he had to before this got too serious, he could hurt you-

“Hey, Tomura, what’s wrong?”

You were kneeling in front of him, and the sight took the wind out of his lungs. You were gorgeous…

“I-I’m a Succubus…”

Your eyes widened, and you choked out a laugh, “Ha- w-what..?”

“It’s not a joke, I’m serious, we can’t have sex because I’m a Succubus, I could hurt you or-”

“Tomura-”

“I’m being serious!”

At that exclamation, his horns sprouted from behind his long hair, his tail waved behind him, and his wings spread out. You could even see the change in his teeth, now they looked like fangs. Your eyes widened as you fell back on your ass, landing with a small “oof”. You looked him up and down, and you sighed.

“Tomura I…. That’s… Quite amazing, if you ask me…”

He was shocked you were even still here. “What…? You don’t think I’m dangerous? I could kill you-”

“So why haven’t you?”

He was silenced at that. You… Had a point. You had been kind to him, given him multiple chances to take advantage of you, to kill you and take what he needed from you, and yet he didn’t. If anything, he had been exceptionally nice to you. He didn’t even notice how you took off your pants and underwear, before you straddled him yet again.

“So, still worried you’ll hurt me~?”

He was speechless again, “Because I can make it easy for you, if you’re still worried~”

He blinked, leaning back a bit. “... How…?”

You leaned into him, kissing him gently, making him jump. He kissed back with a push, and you giggled into it, keeping your hands on his shoulders as his tail flicked impatiently. You grind your hips against his, making him shudder into your mouth. He could feel your smirk widen at that.

Pulling back, you sat on him fully, making him whine.

“Oooh, sooo cute… Do me a favour sweetie, take off your clothes, yeah~?”

He shuddered again and let out a small “yes”, as he stripped, he could hear you rustling around near him, probably in your closet-

“Why aren’t you naked yet?”

He jumped a little, his shirt was still on, as were his boxers. “A-ah- I was distracted-”

“Well chop chop cutie, get to it~!”

Your enthusiasm made him turn an even deeper shade of red.

Quickly, he got the rest of his clothes off, now standing fully naked in front of you. He was pale, and from what his kind has told him, he’s not all that appealing. Covered in scars, his wings couldn’t carry him due to holes, he would often scratch at his skin due to the stress of everything, and with your staring it made him want to itch now-

“You’re so pretty… Come here~”

You were sat on your bed, leaning back against your pillows. You opened your arms to him, and he whined as he crawled over your bed to you, leaning in to kiss you himself, slowly. You moaned softly against him, wrapping your arms around him. He was much warmer than you were, but you couldn’t complain.

Separating from him, you pushed him back a bit to adjust yourselves, having him lay beneath you, your pillows and your scent surrounding him. Your hands were all over his body, making him whine and moan as you groped him wherever you wanted. You were so… Gentle with him, as if you could hurt him, treating him as if he was glass. He almost yipped when you spread his ass.

“W-what’re you-”

“Colour?”

His face was bright red, his eyes wide. He’d never- “Tomura baby, I need a colour~”

… Despite his inexperience, your calm demeanour was certainly aiding him. He shuddered as you toyed with his hole, gasping as you played with him. He… He trusted you…

“Y-yellow…”

“You got it sweetie…”

You pulled away from him, grabbing a bottle of lube that was on your bedside table. Slowly, you applied lube to your hand, and to his hole. The coldness of the lube made him jump again, and you shushed him with sweet whispers as you kissed his neck, your fingers gently touching him, before ever so slowly you pushed one finger in. He shuddered a moan at the feeling, moaning more when he felt you moving in and out of him. You kept talking to him, talking him through it, and it made him feel even better.

“A-ah… Mm…. M-mooraa….”

“Hmmm….? What is it baby~?”

“M… M-more… P-please….”

You hummed, “Alright… One more, okay, baby~?”

“Y-yes- please- fuck…”

Slowly, you did as he asked and pushed another finger into him, making him cry out in pleasure, his wings fluttering beneath him as he gripped your arm that held you up. Slowly, you started fingering him more, scissoring him carefully too. You loved how he writhed beneath you, whining and begging you to keep going… It was almost like you were the demon, and you fucking loved it.

“Want another one baby~?”

“Ah-! Y-yea- p-p-please- please more-aah~”

You chuckled darkly, kissing along his jawline. “Coloooouuur~”

“Aaaaha~! Greeeen! Green green p-please plea-aaah~!”

He didn’t have to beg you much more, as you did as he asked, pushing another finger in and fucking him with your hand. You kept kissing his neck, licking and nipping at every bit of exposed skin you could get your teeth on. You moaned, whispering in his ear, “You’re so good for me baby, do you want more than just my fingers~?”

He gave a confused whine at that, and you couldn’t help but giggle.

“I have a toy for you baby, but I need a colour before I give it to you~”

You lifted yourself off of him, keeping your hand busy in him while reaching for your strap-on. It wasn’t too big, only about 5 inches from base to tip, but as you pulled it out and Shigaraki laid eyes on it, he couldn’t help but clench around you and whine a bit.

“A-ah- d-do you think that’ll f-fuu-fit..?”

You chuckled again, pulling your fingers out of him slowly, “Sweetie with how I’ve prepped you, I’m sure it will. Not only that, I’ll be using plenty of lube. So-”

“Green.”

He wanted to hit himself for how fucking eager he was- But all you did was smile.

“Okay baby, give me a minute~”

Putting it on carefully, you put some lube on it, gently stroking it before lining it up with him. He whined again, wiggling his hips, his tail wrapping around your waist, trying to pull you closer. You carefully pushed in, making him moan sinfully.

“I want you to relax darling, can you do that for me~?”

“Aaah-y-yeaaah~”

“Good boy~”

Ugh, when you called him that it made him weak. He did as you asked though, breathing carefully as you allowed him plenty of time to adjust. When you were all the way in, he took in a few shaky breaths, allowing himself to get used to you, he wiggled his hips slowly. Gently, you gripped his hips, helping him get some friction so he could get used to it.

“A-agh.. G-green…”

“Hm..? What was that baby~?”

“G-green… P-please m-m-move…”

You cooed at him, but didn’t tease him anymore than you had, slowly moving your hips. Your first thrust made him whimper, and the next only fuelled your need to make him cry out for you. As for Tomura, he’d never expect to be in this situation, much less with someone like you. You were well far out of his league, and yet here you were, being intimate with him more than anyone ever had been. No one he had been with had ever taken such care of him, much less fucked him like you did. Your constant thrusting made him arch his back against you, his moaning only getting higher in pitch as he begged you to let him cum.

And you did.

He had never felt more full, fed completely, and he didn’t even do anything to you. You smiled down at him, and you just looked… So happy to see him so fucked out. He was breathing heavily, looking down at himself, seeing the mess he made on his stomach, and he didn’t even touch himself.

“Feeling better, my little demon~?”

He huffed, moaning as you pulled out of him, but he nodded, “Haa… Yeah I’m… Fuck…”

You laughed, moving to the other room, before coming back with a warm wash-cloth, and you started cleaning him up.

“W-wait, you, how do you feel..? I was feeding off of you the whole time I-”

You shushed him, before kissing him deeply.

“I feel fine honey, is that not normal for you…?”

He shook his head, “No, usually if I feed off of someone they die… Since I actually like you, I’d get kinda bummed out if you died…”

You smiled, “Well, maybe that’s the difference. You like me.”

Hearing it said out loud made him blush again, “That’s good, because it’d be real awkward otherwise. I like you too sweetie~”

He blushed even more, “G-good…”

“Oh and by the way, I think your tail is super cute~”

He curled into himself, “Mhmm…”

You crawled up to him, kissing his cheek before laying beside him, pulling him down to you.

“Goodnight~”

“Wait, what about you?”

“Worry about it in the morning, unless you wanna go again~?”

He flushed again, “You’re insatiable…”

“You’re one to talk, demon~”

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born to be world tour: seoul

— if you thought a little extreme physical exhaustion was gonna stop her from performing with her members, you were wrong

— but she also rested the entire week except for practices (she only did one music show perf for until spring on mucore)

— she didn’t use as much energy as usual just because her health rn is 👎🏾👎🏾👎🏾 but best assured she is a performer

— mr. vampire is HER song guys, like, the babygirl that she is OMG😩

— and then the little break before the solo stages

— when i tell you this girl was snacking backstage during chaeryeong’s performance (after changing into her outfit ofc)

— granted her snacks were to ensure she’d have enough energy, but miss girl was swinging her feet and twirling her hair as she ate her snacks

— she’s no fucking angel, she’s no fucking goddess‼️‼️

— nobody thought she was gonna swear but she did

— and the choreo *chef’s kiss*

— then back to backstage to change and rest some more

— she almost took a power nap, but all her naps turn into 4 hours of unconsciousness

— listen she’s a dynamite truther so you know she slayed during that performance

— and she’s also a not shy girlie so… the dance was dancing

— time for ments

— nabi: honestly, the number one song i was looking forward to performing was icy. i was looking forward to performing it, but it isn’t on the tracklist 😔 it breaks my heart, but at least not shy is here 😕

— during the more freestyle stages (no choreo just fun) the members checked on nabi’s condition

— at some point ryujin pulled her to sit down together and just vibe

— during the encore stage, her and yuna swapped mics so they could hear each other in their in-ears

— and it was chaos😭😭😭

— nabi’s voice is naturally a bit loud so yuna was suffering (one reblog is one prayer for yuna 🙏🏾)

— day 2 let’s go!

— since it was the second day she was better at controlling her energy

— you can say many things about nabi, but you cant say she isnt a performer

— bcs how the hell did she turn born to be into a babygirl anthem 😭😭

— the transition from the other members being girl crush personified to her smiling so big and being so cute gave everybody whiplash

— but then she started being on her hot girl shit immediately after

— and second day of no angels and no goddesses

— dynamite was made for her

— perfect balance between girl crush and cutie girl galore

— and psychic lover her beloved

— nabi singing love is to yeji with the biggest smile the world has ever seen

— ment time lets go!!!

— “the members are very… i’m very grateful to have them in my life. i hope we stay together for a long time and continue to love each other the way we do now. thank you for allowing me to be in your lives and to cry with you, laugh with you, sing with you… thank you for everything. crazy things are going to happen this year, but all six of us will get through it together”

— and she started tearing up as she was speaking🥺🥺 but she couldn’t handle the attention so “that’s all i have to say, stop looking at me”

— then she made eye contact with lia in the crowd and started crying

— nabi: and you havent *sobs* even been *sobs* to *sobs* my apartment yet *sobs*

— then it turned into yuna and nabi hugging each other while crying

— yuna: unnie *sobs* said if lia unnie doesn’t *sobs* like her *sobs* apartment *sobs* then she’ll move out

— then you’ve got ryujin “but when we sent jisu unnie the photos, she said it was cute”

— nabi: THAT DOESN’T MEAN SHE LIKED IT *sobs*

— it was just crying and crying

— yeji, ryujin, and chaeryeong trying to get the oldest and youngest to stop crying

— chaeryeong: unnie, your parents are telling you to wipe your tears and stop crying

— “my parents are here😭😭? do you WaNt Me To CrY a RiVeR??”

— somebody please get this girl tissues bcs it was getting ugly atp😭😭😭

— and midzys are watching all of this happen mind you

— tuna crying and holding onto each other went viral and you know it!

— but then they both calmed down

— nabi: i need to take a nap

— and lets go home everybody!

tagging: @seolboba // @ateezivy // @ateezjuliet // @cafemilk-tea // @smh-anon // @alixnsuperstxr // @cosmicwintr // @girlzwfun // @txt-yaomi // @moongrlz // @novwonia

©️ kim nabi

#ficnetfairy #itzy 6th member #itzy sixth member #itzy oc #itzy addition #itzy added member #itzy extra member #itzy member au #itzy imagines #kpop oc #kpop addition #kpop added member #kpop extra member #kpop imagines #kpop au #nabi :: btbwt

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Just got out of my first viewing (spoilers so tag accordingly)

Yeah that was the most ridiculous shit ive ever seen and i had a blast lmfao.

To get the few negatives out of the way: Syclla and Tiamat got COOKED. That's crazy. Especially Tiamat. I had no idea she was in the movie and like choked on popcorn when they said her name. First onscreen appearance and she dies in like 3 seconds... sucks to be her. But honestly... this is probably one of those moments where Fan Content messes with the perception of a canon thing, at least for me. It hurts a lot more because of the emotional attachment from stuff like Ozymandias's story, Shamhat, and other adjacent stuff. If I had never seen those and watched her die I'd probably think "oh she had a cool design, but whatever". But yeah, my only serious complaint is her being shafted and I don't even really think I can call it objective because there was definitely an attachment there.

Ok besides that this might be my new personal favorite Monsterverse. Could be recency bias but I don't think so. Every human is at the very least entertaining. Everything Trapper did in this movie made me crack up, hearing Bernie say the words 'Discord chat' and 'Ghidorahstan64' (i stg this was a callout of some kind) onscreen gave me terminal whiplash, and although Jia and Andrew's story was sorta surface level, it was still endearing. I'd rather have a good human storyline, sure, but if we can't have that I'll settle for entertaining.

Here I thought Suko was gonna be an annoying marketing ploy to sell toys... I physically snorted in the theatre when Kong slammed him into that one ape. MVP of the film lmao. Mothra was... also there. Yeah, it really shows that she was a last minute addition. But DAMN she sent Godzilla ROLLING with a single attack. Speaking of, I don't think the Tia-Zilla form was as underutilized as I've heard people say it was. Especially that new Atomic Breath effect. Holy eargasm.

Oh man though, Shimo and Skar are fantastic. Skar hits the same beat as like a Celestial Dragon or Vladimir Harkonnen with way more grace than I would've expected from a big monkey. They go shockingly dark with his treatment of the ape-slaves and Shimo... especially with that female ape insinuation.

Holy shit poor Shimo, man. I honestly thought the Skar controlling her aspect would be kinda downplayed and just regular mind control, not genuine torture of some kind. I love that they let her have characterization by resisting him at every chance she gets, and that the pain control isn't always active (i'm assuming that's the insinuation of keeping her all chained and behind magma, it depowers and restrains her when Skar's not actively using her), further insinuating she gets merciful breaks from hellish enslavement only to be yanked back into it whenever Skar needs something turned into a popsicle. I think my favorite moment in the film is right after Suko shatters the crystal and the light blue luminescence fades to reveal her actual eyes for the first time. Eyes are used throughout the film to show subtle humanizing features, like Godzilla falling asleep in Rome, Kong's wide eyes when he sees his kin, and shock when Shimo realizes she's free. Having her eyes glowing the whole film makes her seem way more monstrous and inhuman, so when that suddenly goes away she starts getting framed as just an animal. Also her eyes are pretty. Also, I lied, that wasn't my favorite part of the film. My favorite part was Kong giving her chin scratches and that cute half-hug. This needs to be normalized. He needs to hug Godzilla next film. I will pay someone a king's ransom for this to happen. Final little detail, I like that Kong doesn't do his final roar from on her back but standing next to her, on the same level as all the other apes. He doesn't look to elevate himself over her or everyone else like Skar did, which is a great touch.

Also also also: Think it's time for a Doug solo film where he tries to steal all the Titans' food. Make it happen Legendary.

Much agreement here! I'd love for a solo Mothra MonsterVerse film to really capitalize on her lore and give her stuff to do (without dying at the end preferably); maybe establish some connection between the Chen family and Jia. Also, I need a little shot of Mothra going to visit Godzilla while he's sleeping in the Colosseum and just cuddle up to the big lug.

Andrews and Jia were a welcome breath of fresh air after GvK reversed Mark's characterization and Madison became... that. There was still some slight tension between Jia not feeling like she belongs and Andrews wanting to do right by her, even if it means possibly giving her up, only for Jia to go "you're my mom, you're my home, stop being dramatic". You love to see it.

Adding to the Doug solo film idea... Shimo adopts him because he's cute and she thinks his shenanigans are hilarious. Let us have fun wholesome times!

#tosho89 #frostbite814 #godzilla x kong: the new empire #gxk spoilers

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photogirl894 · 1 year

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Hello! I was wondering I could request 4, 8, 23 and 24 with Crosshair x fem!reader? like Crosshair and the reader have crushes on eachother and reader knows her feelings but Crosshair doesn't and he's just so new to physical affection and he's like "what is this? Am I sick?"

Hey there, friend! Aw man, that's such a cute concept and I love it! I hope you like this one!

"Lovesick"

4. A hug after not seeing someone for a long time

8. Brushing hands by accident

23. A hug that some might consider as "too long"

24. Confusing a handshake for a fist bump

Pairing: Crosshair x fem reader

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Crosshair wasn't certain when he suddenly found himself attracted to you...and it was making him question things about himself.

Had it started when you had first met the Bad Batch after being assigned to them as their medic? When Hunter made him be polite and offer a handshake in greeting and instead, you'd given him a fist bump to try and catch him off guard? That first day, the squad learned pretty quickly that you were a quirky, bubbly, optimistic woman; a kind of person they were certainly not used to. Though, the others had seemed to warm up to you pretty quickly. It was still taking Crosshair a little bit to get used to you, though.

Or had it started when you both had reached for a bacta patch in the med bay one day when you were attending to him and your hands had accidentally brushed together? He swore there had been a light electric shock sent through him upon feeling your skin in such a gentle way. It felt smooth and pleasant to the touch, though he would never say that out loud.

However, recently, you had been temporarily reassigned to another Clone squad who had lost their medic and needed a substitute medic until they were given a new one. You'd been gone for a few weeks now and Clone Force 99 was starting to miss you. Even Crosshair found he was missing you...and it was messing with his head something fierce.

There was just something about you that made it so he couldn't get you off his mind. Was he going soft? No, that wasn't possible. He was a soldier, there was no way he could go soft, especially not over a woman. Perhaps there was something wrong with him. Maybe he was sick or something. That was the only way to explain why you were the only thing he could think about and focus on.

One day, he snuck Tech's datapad away from his brother and snuck out into the cockpit of the Marauder. He tried using it to scan his temperature and bodily functions to see if he was sick in some way. Though, every time he looked, things looked normal. That couldn't be right.

"Worthless thing," he muttered, smacking the side of it with his hand.

"What are you doing?" he then heard Tech's voice ask and when he turned, he saw both Tech and Echo standing just a few feet away.

"Your datapad is broken," Crosshair replied.

"That is impossible. I calibrated it myself," Tech stated. "Perhaps it is user error."

Crosshair just sneered at him before tossing the datapad back to him.

"Why were you scanning yourself?" inquired Echo.

"I thought I was sick or something, but it doesn't matter," said Crosshair, folding his arms across his chest.

"It has to do with (Y/N), doesn't it?"

Crosshair's head whipped around so quickly, he almost gave himself whiplash, his eyes flashing with irritated shock.

"It wasn't that hard to figure out. You've been different; more distracted since she left," Echo clarified. Then a slight grin crossed his face. "You're not sick, Crosshair...you're just lovesick."

"Stow it, I am not," Crosshair shot back.

"Then perhaps it will please you to know that she sent word that she will be returning to us and will meet us when we arrive on Coruscant," Tech then said.

Despite his best efforts, Crosshair couldn't fully hide the delight in his eyes upon hearing you'd be coming back and both Echo and Tech exchanged knowing glances.

Before long, they reached Coruscant and saw you were already on the landing platform waiting for them. You ran to each member of the Bad Batch and gave each of them a quick hug, exclaiming "I'm so glad to see you guys again!" as you did so.

When you reached Crosshair, he tried to refuse and resist your advance, but you weren't going to let the grumpy Clone off that easy. You wrapped your arms around his slender waist and hugged him the tightest, having admittedly missed him the most in your time away. Crosshair stood there awkwardly with his arms out, wondering what he should even do. He expected the hug to be quick like it had been with the others, but you weren't letting go yet. He had to do something instead of standing there like an idiot. Gradually, his arms came down and barely touched your shoulders as if touching you was going to harm him. However, as he looked down on you, he felt his entire body beginning to warm up at your embrace; a warmth that felt different than anything else he'd experienced before. All of a sudden, his arms enfolded you into him and he hugged you back just as closely.

Your absence had seemingly left a hole inside him he hadn't realized had been there until this moment. Your presence in his life, even if you were a bit too enthusiastic at times for his liking, was something he found he needed and never wanted to lose. He supposed he was more used to you than he initially thought. Your hug was lasting longer than he expected, but deep down, he never wanted it to end, feeling as though he could hold you for forever. You were too precious to him...and he was glad to finally understand why he'd been feeling so off in recent weeks.

"Don't ever leave me for that long again, do you hear me?" he whispered into your ear, only realizing too late he had said "me" instead of "us".

You chuckled, a sound that was music to his ears. "I won't leave you, Crosshair, I promise," you said quietly back. Your arms tightened around him. "I missed you most of all."

"I--I missed you, too," he said.

Crosshair supposed Echo had been right: he was lovesick...and you were his only cure.

Physical Affection prompts

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red-airhead · 10 months

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𝓙𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓦𝓪𝔂 𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓐𝓻𝓮 | 𝓢𝓮𝓸 𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓰𝓫𝓲𝓷 |

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word count - 2,348

genre - fluff, romance

warnings - idol!changbin, he goes all out, afab! reader, feminine terms, changbin is emotional, reader is emotional, mf sings a song for you, use of pet names (baby, darling, love, muse), lmk if i missed anything.

the ring

the dress he picked out

“There’s a very pretty girl in the crowd! Can we get her up here?”

It made your heart pound for a second. You were so surprised by Changbin’s words as he stared at you, pointing you out.

You were at a fan meet for your boyfriend of 4 years, and while it was hard to be in a relationship with him as an idol and it being public, you never let it stop you from loving him unconditionally.

Everyone in the crowd already seemed to know who they were talking about as they all squealed, and the two fans beside you shook your shoulders and squealed about it.

Your ears felt like they were ringing from it, but you couldn’t help but smile shyly from all the attention. It makes you nervous to know what he had planned, but not even most of the members knew what he was doing so it surprised them as well.

-flashback-

“Darling, you’re coming to the fan meet right?” Changbin had asked you from the kitchen. You were sitting on the couch, setting up the snacks on the table that was set out for movie night.

“Yeah! Why are you asking?”

“I just wanted to make sure.” He replied, walking out with the freshly made hot chocolate you loved so dearly.

“Well, it’s good that you were confirming, because if you left without me I would’ve been more than concerned.” You teased, watching him set down the cups of hot chocolate, just before pressing a gentle kiss on your lips.

He sat down next to you and got bundled up in the blankets with you, starting whatever action movie you had put in. You had a little jar with popsicle sticks that had different genres of movies, and it was his turn to pick so he got lucky and got action.

You rested against Changbin’s chest as you watched the movie, occasionally shifting to take a sip of your hot chocolate or to get some of the snacks that were set out, Changbin would also ask you to feed him or hand him his cup of hot chocolate.

Hearing his phone go off, Changbin sat up as he checked his messages. You saw the contact name but not what it had said. It was from Felix, which isn’t out of the ordinary, but he seemed to be smiling at his phone excitedly before shooting a text back and setting his phone face down.

“What was that about?”

“Oh! He just had something to confirm with me.”

“And you smiled because..?”

“He worded it weirdly, it was hard to understand it for a second.”

He then pulled you into his arms, squeezing you lightly as you got comfortable again.

“Are you gonna dress all pretty for me for the fan meet?” He asked after 20 minutes of silence, he usually never asked what you were wearing so it made you a little confused.

“I’m not sure yet.. You wanna forget this movie and figure something out?” You suggested, looking up at Changbin with an excited expression. He quickly smiled at you and nodded, sitting up and pausing the movie, taking another sip of his hot chocolate as he stood up and stretched.

“C’mon, muse, we don’t got all night!” He hummed excitedly, quickly helping you up. You were amused with his excitement, and you certainly didn’t mind how happy he was acting too.

“You’re more excited than ever, aren’t you baby?”

“Well yeah! I get to pick your outfit this time!” He responded so quickly that it almost gave you whiplash as you walked to your shared bedroom.

The next 15 minutes were him going through an abundance of your dresses. He’d have you try them on and then he’d say no to almost every single one, until you got to a specific floral print light pink dress. The moment he saw it on you he fawned and quickly said yes to it.

“Yes to the dress?”

“Yes to the fucking dress!”

-end of flashback-

You sat at your chair in the room as he began walking towards you. You stared at him with the biggest smile on your face.

This wasn’t the first time he’s done this, but it felt different this time, like there was a bigger meaning behind this.

“Will you take my hand and follow me please?” He said into the mic, holding out his free hand, in which you gently nodded and took that hand, standing up carefully as you fixed your dress after sitting for so long.

So many fans squealed and started taking pictures of the two of you. You knew that it would be all over the internet by the end of the fan meet but you didn’t mind. The fans seemed to love you.

With his mic down, you looked at him as he walked back to the mini stage where the long table was, “Binnie what are you doing?”

“It’s a surprise, love. You’ll see.” He whispered to you, standing off to the side with an arm now around your waist, holding you close.

While it was a strange thing for Changbin to ask you to come up, it wasn’t unusual, so the other members just went about goofing off. He often walked away to join the others just before going back to press a kiss on your cheek or forehead.

You watched the others in amusement, seeing how they seemed so energetic and happy.

Deciding to check your phone for a little while, you were now distracted, so that meant it was almost time. Changbin had left your side to whisper to Felix, in which Felix nodded and whispered to Jeongin, who the smiled and nodded excitedly and told Minho, Chan, and Hyunjin, who all three then turned to Han, whispering to him to get the staff to change the music in a few minutes.

Han then ran off to the back to go inform staff about the plan, who seemed to be in it as well.

You really must’ve been drowned into your phone because you didn’t even notice Felix coming up to you to talk to you.

“Y/N! It's so nice to finally see you again. I was gonna come over earlier but I got distracted.” He explained, in which you put your phone away and nodded quickly.

“Oh no, it’s okay! I get that you’re probably having fun so I don’t mind. How have you been?” You had asked, your attention now turned to Felix.

Changbin was with the others, basically huddled. Felix was your distraction now, because Changbin was getting the ring ready along with humming the words to the song he was getting ready to sing.

Originally he asked Han and Jeongin, but he felt like this was something that he needed to sing.

Han showed up after 10 minutes and quickly went to Changbin.

“It’s all set up, so whenever you’re ready.” He whispered, in which Changbin nodded and cleared his throat.

While you were so immersed in the conversation you were having with Felix, You couldn’t help but turn your attention to Changbin who seemed to have a giddy and nervous smile on his face.

You slowly stopped in the middle of your sentence as you smiled at him. He looked so cute to you that you couldn’t help but smile, and especially when he was getting ready to speak.

“So as you all know, Y/N has been my muse for about 4 years now, and you all have been nothing but supportive to the two of us.” He started, him signaling Felix to start nudging you towards the center, and while you complied, you were still so confused. Changbin met you there, pressing a kiss to your nose.

“You also all know how happy I am with her, and with how much I talk about her on bubble I think that's pretty noticeable.” He stood facing you, watching you smile at him and look at him with those eyes he loved so much. He watched as you looked at him with such love and admiration that he was so excited now.

“I have a little song to sing to the love of my life, and I hope that you’ll enjoy it. I hope that she will enjoy it too.” He added, and it caused you to giggle. Is this what felt different?

He then looked over to a staff member who then changed the song… Just The Way You Are, your guys’ song.

He began to sing the song with the confidence you loved so much. You watched as he moved around and sang. He watched you giggle and watch with excitement.

Your cheeks had started to get red as he performed. Fans were recording and watching in awe. Of course none of them knew what was going on, so they all thought you two were just being your usual couple self.

Through the whole song, you didn’t even notice the guys all watching with admiration, seeing how healthy and adorable you both looked together.

It was so hard not to look away from Changbin, and he knew you enjoyed every bit of what was happening, but one thing he was nervous about was the official proposal.

How would you react? He knew you’d be happy but how happy would you be?

After a few seconds, he had finished the song. He let the fans cheer as he held your hand gently, staring back at you with just as much admiration and love.

He tilted the mic to you a little after the fans finished.

“Thank you Binnie, it was such a beautiful performance.” You said gently into the mic, in which all the fans awed at you.

He turned the mic back to him, Felix then speaking up, “While it was a beautiful performance, there’s just one more thing that he has for you.” He smiled at you, in which you were now confused. It wasn’t just a performance.

And with a shaky sigh, Changbin began his little speech.

“Y/N-” He paused for a moment, thinking about the words he had just looked over, “I’ve been,, nothing but happy these past 4 years with you.” He smiled as he spoke, and you smiled in return.

You squeezed his hand with reassurance, and that helped him relax.

“The members can vouch for it, the fans can too. They all see how happy I’ve been ever since I decided to ask you to be my girlfriend. Every moment with you has been such a memorable moment.” He took a deep breath, shifting his grip on the mic he held in his hand.

“I tell you every morning that you look beautiful, even if you haven’t gotten out of bed. I tell you every evening that you look just as beautiful as you did that morning, and I want to keep reminding you that you’re everything to me. I’ve seen you, the real you, and you’re perfect.”

You mouthed a little thank you to his sweet compliment, heart fluttering at the words falling from his lips.

“You showed me what it’s like to love so hard you forget everything, You’ve given me everything I could’ve ever asked for from a person, and you’ve done so much for me that it’s so hard not to give back.” He let go of your hand to reach for the velvet box in his back pocket.

“I’ve been thinking about these,, moments in our lives. The moment when we grow old and look back, or when we get married, have kids, and tell our kids all about the life we had together.” He was stalling, he was so nervous and you could tell.

He cleared his throat as he held the velvet box in his hand, “But that’s not what I want to think about.. What I want to think about is.. What will you say.” He shifted, carefully getting on one knee and looking up at you.

Oh how badly did you want to start crying. Your heart raced, tears threatening from your eyes.

Was this really happening?

Changbin kept quiet for a moment, letting the fans squealing die down. The fans were so excited for this, and it was shown from the amount of squealing and cheers for Changbin to go on.

“I love you, Just the way you are.. You’re amazing and I want you to remember that when you look at this ring.. Darling you have been nothing but good to me, and I want to be just as good to you..” He could feel tears brimming at his eyes as he sniffled, a couple of tears falling. That made you start crying as your hands covered your mouth.

“Y/N, I really want to be just as happy as I am with us being boyfriend and girlfriend.. I want to be even happier as Husband and Wife,, if you’d let me?” He swallowed thickly, opening the box to reveal such a beautiful ring.

“Will you marry me, my muse?” He said shakily, setting down the mic on the floor just after turning it off.

You cried for a little while longer as everyone got ready for your answer.

You couldn’t even form words, and when you tried to speak you stammered and hiccuped.

“Ch-Chang— Changbin..”

He waited anxiously, but patiently.

You sobbed gently, and while you wanted to say it in words, you just couldn’t.

So you nodded. You nodded frantically and quickly.

Fans screamed and cheered at this, in which he quickly took the ring out of the box and slipped it on your left ring finger. He was about to stand up but your knees had given out and you came crashing down. He sat on the floor as he pulled you into a warm embrace for a short moment before pulling you into a loving kiss. The first one you’d share in front of fans.

His touch was so gentle, and you had practically drowned out all the cheering.

This was definitely going to be all over the internet.

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ruedavis · 2 years

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𝑚𝑎𝑦𝑏𝑒 𝑖𝑡𝑠 𝑎 𝑏𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑛 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑔𝑢𝑖𝑠𝑒.

pairing: jacob custos x fem!reader

warnings: strong language

song inspiration: only by RY X

word count: 836

jacob walks off angrily after cussing out nick for kissing emma. she looks pretty smug with herself, what an ass.

“that was such a dick thing to do! you know how he feels about you,” she opens her mouth to retaliate. the others sitting - watching you both in awkward silence.

“and i swear to god if hear ‘summer fling’ come out of your mouth again next time it will be your teeth,” with that said you make your way to search for jacob.

you would say that you can’t imagine how he feels but in a way you can. you have been feeling that way since you started out as a councillor this summer, ever since you got here you fell hard for someone who barely even acknowledges your existence.

not because he was rude - no! it was quite the opposite actually.

you’d seen him follow her around like he was damn lost puppy whenever your eyes were to drift over to him.

you have mixed emotions though. as much as you see him with her, you’d also catch him looking at you occasionally. it’s always down to coincidence though.

as you were singing camp songs with the kids and you would see him in the near distance watching over you, smiling. you’d bring your attention back to the children, an embarrassed blush spreading across your cheeks.

your two groups would accidentally bump into each other’s sometimes as you took them out to teach them about the wilderness, the small people would giggle and whisper amongst themselves as they’d watch you try and very badly fail to not make a fool of yourself in front of him.

before they left, a girl with pigtails and a cheeky smile gave you a note, they all got on the bus and left, after they did you opened up the piece of paper - it was a list, they made it based on all of the councillors who they’d put together and they put yours and jacob’s initials together.

you laughed it off thinking nothing of it, folding it up then putting it into your jacket pocket.

cut back to now. you had finally found jacob sat at the end of the wooden bridge just above the lake water. you quietly walk over and sat down beside him. looking over in his direction to see tears running down his cheeks.

“i know you probably don’t wanna talk about it, but i just want to say what emma did back there was out of order,” your eyes skimmed over the water - you could feel his eyes on you, still you stayed as you were.

glancing over to him with a soft smile, “you deserve better than that.” he smiles back then wipes away his tears and sniffles.

“it’s so dumb, i agreed that it was just a fling, i agreed on this, but why does this have to hurt so much?” your eyes scanned over him - that felt a little too close to home.

“we accept the love we think we deserve, and you definitely deserve everything but this!” he laughs whilst playfully nudges you with his shoulder.

“oh also, if it’s any constellation look at what one of the kids gave me before they left,” you reached into your pocket and pulled out the list.

you waited for his reaction, it wasn’t what you expected, you were expecting some sort of ‘ha-ha yeah right!’ or like he’d fall over laughing from how ridiculous it sounds.

except that never came. the comfortable silence laid thick between the two of you.

“i think they’re kinda right, ya know?” you nearly got whiplash from how fast you turned towards him, your words came out stuttered, your mouth went dry too. it couldn’t be right?

“w-what do y-you mean?”

“you and me? i think we’d be smoking hot.” jacob’s words echoed in your head. that’s when you finally realise, he was looking at your lips and started to lean into you.

your eyes widen, pressing your index finger to his lips “slow your role, loverboy.” his expression turned back to hurt as he looked away from you obviously embarrassed and started apologising profusely.

realising your accidental fuck up, “nonono! i completely agree, dude i’ve literally been crushing on you the whole of summer! i’m just not gonna be a rebound, okay?” he nods in agreement.

to break the awkward silence, you abruptly stood up and stole the brunette’s fitted cap and put it in on yourself instead, then started to fake model with it, he soon realises what you’re doing and pretends to snap pictures of you.

“miss, miss! over here! can you tell me what you’re wearing?”

you both continue to joke around before you get up and start making your back to the others. there’s nothing but banter between the pair of you and the air has definitely been cleared for now.

“it’s kinda disappointing that you look so good in my hat what the fuck bro.”

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Call Me Cinnamon

Chapter 1: Testing. Testing. Can You Hear Me?

There was a loud clap of thunder, and Shawn woke up with a startle. He could’ve sworn he’d just gotten into a- but no, he just had a really bad dream. He was here, safe in his bed. In his apartment. It was just a nightmare. That’s all. But… damn, it had felt so real. He could still recall the feeling of getting thrown through the windshield, hitting his head, and the blackness that came quickly after.

He looked outside, expecting it to be dark and cloudy. After all, it was thunder that woke him up. But it wasn't raining, much less storming. In fact, there wasn't even a cloud in the night sky. The stars were clearly visible, twinkling like glitter. And the moon was full, filling the room with a soft, white light. A short glance at his alarm clock told him it was midnight.

He was just about to fall back asleep when he heard something.

“Where the hell am I?”

Great, now he was hearing voices. "I really need to stop taking so much melatonin before bed."

“Who said that?”

That got him to sit up.

“Why does the voice in my head sound like some sorority girl from the Midwest?”

“Sorry? Wait- do I actually sound like a fucking- what??”

Shawn raised his eyebrows at that, a slight panic starting to set in him. These definitely weren’t his thoughts.

“Uhhmm, what the hell’s going on?”

He jumped out of bed, and practically sprints to the bathroom.

“Ow, what the f- almost gave me whiplash, holy shit.”

Flicking on the light switch, Shawn rushes to the sink and turns the tap on, splashing water on his face. But, something wasn’t right.

“Oh. My. God. No fucking way.”

Shawn slowly raises his eyes to look back at the mirror. What he sees makes him stumble back, colliding slightly with the wall. He looks at the mirror, but it’s not his reflection that looks back at him.

It was a… girl? Honestly, if it hadn’t been for the feminine voice, he would’ve had trouble trying to tell if she was a she or a he. And currently, her reaction was the polar opposite of his. She was standing still, mouth slightly open in shock, but the corners tilted slightly upwards in a lopsided open-mouth smile. Her hands were slightly shaking, and moving around, like she couldn't decide what to do with them.

“I’m dreaming. That’s it, it’s just another really freaky, really realistic dream.”

“Well, if this is a dream, then I sure as hell never want to wake up.” She slowly started leaning in, and tapped the glass of the mirror. “This is wack, man.”

"Who even are you? Please don't say you're the ghost of the owner's daughter I'm renting this place from and now you're here to haunt me."

That got her to laugh. “PAHAHAHA, nice. Love the reference. And no, not that I'm aware of. I just, kinda woke up here. And my name?” She thought for a minute. “Hmmm. I guess just call me Cinnamon. Or Cin. Or Cinny. Or Toast.”

"Cinnamon Toast? What, is your last name Crunch?"

“Pfftt, noo. My full name is Cinnamon Buttered Toast. I came up with it myself.”

She started looking a little bit more around the bathroom, taking in all of the details.

“So like, what year is it? What was your last case?”

“Why is that so important?”

Cinnamon raised an eyebrow. “So I know when I am? I mean, I don’t want to not know, you know?”

He shook his head a bit. “No, I don’t know.”

“Can you just- just tell me? Come on, man. I need to get my bearings. I need to know what to expect.”

“Fine! We just finished a case a few days ago. Uhh, Gus' buddy had died trying to bust a drug deal-”

She interrupted him. “Oohhh right right right. The- the one where Gus was like, part of a group, uhhh… Blackapella? Yeah, that’s right. And Diddle was murdered because he caught the- secretary? The woman across his cubicle? I don’t know. But anyway, he caught some lady at his office snitching where drugs were to people who like, sold drugs and stuff. And then when it was over, you were added as an honorary member, and you tried to convince the others to rename the group quarter-black.” She started slowly nodding to herself, and then stopped. Her expression soured a bit. “Wait, then that means… awww, man! I missed like, so much stuff! God dammit.”

Shawn froze, confused. “Okay, first of all: we had a vote, three to four. It was pretty unanimous. Second of all: what?? Third of all: ... What?!” He seriously doubts the story had already made it in the paper. And besides, she was saying stuff that was most definitely not going to become public knowledge.

“Oh, I know everything about you. To some extent, of course.”

The silence was so thick you could cut it with a knife, before Shawn broke it with a short, disbelieving snort of laughter. “You- eheh. You know everything about me? That’s a good one.”

“Are you kidding? Your whole life is practically ingrained into my psyche!” She stops, and giggles to herself. “Hehehe. Psych-e. HA!”

“Oh yeah? Prove it.”

“Prove it?”

"Yes!"

"Okay then." She thought for a few seconds and took a deep breath. "Your first case was about a kidnapping that had turned into murder. When you were a kid your dad would constantly train your eidetic memory for when you grew up to be a detective. You constantly break into people's houses just to look for clues which you pass off to the police as visions. You and Gus once went digging for oil in your backyard as kids and got caught by your dad when a pipe burst-"

“Okay, enough!”

She stopped.

He started pacing the tiny bathroom, thinking to himself.

“Okay, you know everything about me. That’s great… How do you know it, though?

“I-” Cinnamon stopped, and thought for a minute. Not much longer after, she donned a big Cheshire grin.

“…What? What- what’s that mean?”

“Well, I could tell you how I know-”

“Then tell me!”

“Mmmm yeah, but like. That’s no fun.”

Shawn bluescreened. “Not fun?”

“Yeah! It's a little more interesting if I just keep it to myself. To me it is, at least. Kind of like in a ‘Gaslight gatekeep girlboss’ way.”

"What-"

"Anyway! Where's Abigail? Aren't you guys at that stage where she has like, stuff here for when she spends the night?" She pointed at the sink, where there was in fact an extra toothbrush.

"That's even creepier, that you know about my relationship with Abigail. And she's at her house, something about wanting to stay in her own bed every once in a while."

"Ahh, makes sense. I'd do the same thing."

Then Shawn thought of a question, a very important one.

“How are you even here?”

That made her pause. “That is a very good question. I mean, I’m pretty sure I died in a car wreck.”

“Pretty sure you- wait, so that nightmare of me dying in a car crash was actually you?”

“You had a nightmare about my death?”

“Pretty sure, yeah.”

“… Okay, I’m starting to think that the headcannon of you being actually psychic might be a possibility.”

"Can you start saying words in a way that makes sense?"

"Nope. I think I'll just start saying things that make less sense, actually."

Shawn just puts his head in his hands and gives a deep sigh. "I'm too tired for this."

"Look, dude. I know you've got like, a million more questions. But this isn't gonna go anywhere. We could stay up all night, and you wouldn't get a single word out of me... Well, actually, I'd still talk. Just like, not about where I'm from, or how I know all this stuff. I like talking."

"And what? Just- just go to bed? Pretend like this is all fine and okay?"

Cinnamon shrugged. "I mean, yeah, if you want to keep your sanity. If you keep asking questions you won't get answers to you'll just lose your mind. So just... don't think too hard about it and you'll be fine. Maybe."

"What do you mean, maybe?"

"Well, I haven't exactly done this before! But I have read enough books that the best thing you can do is simply accept this."

"Okay then, fine. I guess I'm going to bed."

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My boss was feeling sick today so she let me have the day off, and you can bet that I took advantage of that and worked on finishing this chapter. Anywayyy... Okay, for those of you who don't understand: Basically, Cinnamon died (obviously) and somehow her soul has merged into Shawn's, so now they share a body. Basically, their situation is a little bit like Mark and Steven's from 'Moonknight'. If you haven't seen it, then it's like this: we can still have our own private thoughts, and the only way she can communicate with him is when there is a reflective surface nearby. And when she does talk, only Shawn can hear it. The reason she could communicate with him in the beginning was because the moon provided enough light so that any reflective surface was usable for her. But if he moves to a separate room or somewhere else and out of the original reflection, she’s immediately dragged to wherever he's gone.

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bratshaws · 1 year

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through the hourglass 112. brb x oc

a/n: hey yo. I'm not the greatest still but I couldn't help myself...idk what it says about me when I feel like I write better when im sad. l ol

pairing: plus size!oc x rooster

warnings: none. ROOSTER IS THE BEST HUSBAND

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She turned in front of the mirror so many times it gave her whiplash. Since tonight she came home early from the bar, it gave her enough time to get ready and dress up in a way it’d be…good for the event.

Nicole was with her parents already, their little girl was so used to this that she just hugged her mother and waved at them. Meanwhile Beatrice had to be dragged by Rooster back into the car, feeling like she was ready to cry because she’d never see her daughter.

Again, overreacting.

Now she was kneeling in front of their sink, her makeup all thrown over the marble and the dress she wore pulled up to her upper thighs. Her head was being held by her hands and she didn’t know what she could do, because she feared this wasn’t good enough. The dress, obviously was, but the makeup? It wasn’t that fancy, the dress was a light pink peasant sleeve dress with details in gold in the seams.

It was simple but it was obviously Marcus’ style. Beatrice inhales, fixing her low braid every now and again, only to flap her hands because she couldn’t tug on it any longer, “Damn it, okay,okay.” she breathes out, standing to her feet and patting her knees, only to pace around in the bathroom, “I’m okay, everything is okay. I’m okay!”

“Bea?”

“I’m okay!”

The sudden yelp leaves her husband silent for a few seconds, possibly because of shock, but she hears his voice again after a few seconds, “Baby…I just wanted to check on you…are you sure you are okay?”

“I…yes.--no.I’m so nervous.”

“Are you dressed?”

“Just need to put on my shoes…Rooster.I-I’m scared.”

She hears him shuffling outside, getting closer to the door and gently parting it just enough for his voice to come clearer, “Can I come in?” she hums positively, stepping back to give him enough room once he got inside. Bradley opened the door fully, his eyes immediately dragging down her body, appreciating how that fabric hugged her curves and stopped a few inches above her knees.

He licks his lips, still holding onto the door handle, mainly to keep himself upright, “...damn.”

“Roos.”

“I’m sorry gorgeous,I’m…” he drops his gaze again, “Admiring…fuck you look so good.”

“I do?”

He just gives her a confused look, snorting a laugh, ‘Hell yeah, you do.” he gets closer after shutting the door, still dragging his eyes up and down her body, “Give me a full view.” and he spins his index finger, the request is enough to make her laugh a bit, complying after a few seconds. She’s…very nervous, and clutching her hands together, she looks absolutely stunning but clearly felt out of her own space.

Beatrice chews her lower lip, gesturing to her face, “And my makeup?”

‘It’s perfect.”

‘Is it too much?”

“No, course not.” he smiles,gently brushing his thumb over the light blush on her cheeks. This one was artificial but it worked just as well as her actual one, “You look beautiful. You always look beautiful.”

Beatrice’s eyebrows lowered and her smile widened, the little spark of courage shining in her eyes after he said that was enough to make him lean down and kiss her forehead, “You look like a fairy.” she laughs softly, the sound light and almost relieved, “Listen…I know neither of us are part of shit like this, we aren’t high society…but you worked with Marcus, he invited us. He wants us there.”

“I know…”

Rooster takes hold of her small hands and brings them to his lips, kissing her knuckles, “Gorgeous, come on.” he shakes her hands a bit to get a response out of her, ‘You know you can do this.” she drops her gaze to the ground, chewing the inside of her lip, “You did it before, you had your face on a billboard. In the middle of the street…for four months.”

She gives him a small side smile, “I appreciate your support,Roos…it really…I…I just get so nervous with social stuff like this. I’m used to the bar, hell even the reunion was bad but I managed it…but this? I’ll see famous brand designers from all around the world and what am I going to do?”

“You’ll be there,” he drops her hands only to place his on the flare of her hips, ‘With me,” he brings her closer, “Looking absolutely beautiful, making everyone wonder how the hell is someone like you real…and I’ll be there holding your hand, your waist or your ass if you need any more support.” that sneaks a chortle out of her, one she tries to hide by pressing her face to his chest, “You’ll do so great,gorgeous.”

Beatrice peeks at him through her lashes, chewing the side of her mouth for a few seconds before inhaling shakily, for courage, “Yeah, you are right…it’ll be great.”

“It will.”

“...just…if I feel too overwhelmed-”

“We’ll get out of there before anyone notices us.”

Beatrice’s smile softened over his response, standing on her tiptoes to kiss his lips, ‘Thank you.” she says, running her hands down the fabric of his shirt - he looked so good in dark blue it should be illegal. Marcus knew that too, or else why would he send Rooster this outfit? - “I’m going to put my shoes on and then we can go.”

He stays there for a few more minutes, then kisses the top of her head, “Okay.” he whispers, “I love you.”

“I love you too.”

Beatrice slowly breaks free of the hold he had on her hand, dropping her own to her side when Rooster leaves the bathroom. She stood there, one hand on top of her heart and a thankful smile on her face…sometimes she wondered if he ever imagined he’d join a fashion launch when he was younger.

Or even when he was older.

His line of work was so specific after all.

But Beatrice didn’t have time to think about that now, she was already anxious, the last thing she needed was worry even more, adding his own thoughts to the mix. She quickly slip on the beige high heel sandals she had, wincing when the strap slapped against the back of her ankle in her hurry.

She walks out to see him sitting on the bed, hands clasped between his legs and his smile widening when he saw her, “Ready?” she only nodded in silence, grabbing her clutch and shuffling over to him, immediately grabbing his hand, “You’ll be okay.”

“Hrrm!” was her disgruntled response, “I don’t feel like throwing up yet, so that’s good. The nerves could be calming down.”

“It’ll be fine…do you know where this will be?”

“At Marcus’ house, it’s…on the hills.” she mutters, “You know, the place where neither of us would ever dream of stepping on.”

“Until now.”

He was doing a great job in pushing her pessimistic thoughts aside, Bea could even think clearer with him speaking to her. She hoped it’d stay during the night, “Yeah…until now.” she lets him lead her down the stairs, the dogs circling them as they walked to the front door, Beatrice could just barely pet them before they left, her hand felt…sweaty and gross, almost felt wrong to give their dogs parting caresses.

She flexes her fingers with a grunt,”I’m sweating like a sinner in church.”

Rooster looks down at her hand, seeing that she pulled out some hand wipes from inside her clutch to rub them almost obsessively. The sound of the moist tissue rubbing against her skin was a repetitive squeak that she didn’t seem to notice.

Rooster just watched, his hands on his hips and head partially tilted, hoping that she’d notice his eyes on her and finally remember that everything was going to be okay. Beatrice does so, slowly, her hand wet because of the lavender scented wipes, eyes wide and worried much like before, “Sorry.” she says sheepishly, quickly tossing the used wipes in their trash can, “I’m okay.”

“You sure?”

“Mhm…I better get in the car before I chicken out,Roos.”

He opens the passenger door for her, smiling sweetly because even when she’s nervous she’s the cutest being on this planet, almost sinking into the seat and keeping her knees up to her chest, sandals abandoned on the floor as she hugs her legs.

As soon as he enters himself, he gives her one last look as he turns the car on. She’s still hugging her legs, still looking worried and she has a little pout that only appears cuter because of the red lip tint on her lips, “Baby.” he calls once, gently plucking one of her hands from her legs, “You’ll do great. You’ll be great.” she barely nods at him and he knows she’s mentally preparing herself for whatever it was that the night was going to bring.

He wasn’t upset by her silence, because he did see the smallest lift of her lips when she heard his voice, so he just kissed the back of her knuckles and kept her free hand interlaced with his, driving one handed to the address that Marcus gave them.

He had to admit it was quite a distance from their house, in fact from…a lot of places they knew. They neared a part of San Diego that smelled rich, it looked rich and well, it was pretty rich.

“This is the place where the Oda clientele live.” Beatrice tries to joke as soon as they are allowed to enter the gated community after the guy in front let them pass. Rooster chuckled softly, agreeing with her and both tried to contain their surprised stares when they rolled inside…because those houses were huge.

Beatrice leans closer to his shoulder when they drive past another one, “I think Meryl Streep owns this house.”

“Wouldn’t she live in LA?”

“I mean,I heard she had several properties…even in New York.” she muttered, propping her chin on his shoulder, “Do you think any of the Kardashians will be at this launch?”

“Maybe.” he says, “Does Marcus even like them?”

“...I don’t know,maybe.”

Rooster smiles back at her, gently rubbing the pad of his thumb on her jawline, “You’ll be okay.”

Beatrice makes a little noise on his shoulder, but her smile widens and he feels her thumb gently brushing against his knuckles. She nods, but then slowly lifts her head when she sees the immense line of cars leading up to a dark colored house with thick coconut trees surrounding it. She could see Hangman’s car, so that meant Evelyn was there too…and she also felt a shiver dart up her spine.

“Oh God…this is happening.” she whispers, “This is really happening,Roos.”

“It is gorgeous.”

"There 's no…turning back.”

Rooster feels her body straight as a rod against her seat, her eyes wide and brows furrowed as she quickly slips the sandals back on, “Baby.” she isn’t listening to him, she’s back in her focused state and he could only chuckle quietly as he rolls to a park, not so far from the entrance. He waits a bit with his hands on his thighs for Beatrice to say something, his wife instead lifts her hands in front of her body and he could see the slight tremble.

“...I’m shaking.’ she says, clenching her hands into fists, curling into herself on the seat, her forehead touching her knees and hair covering her face, “I feel like I’m going to throw up.” his large warm hand touches the bare part of her back, rubbing it in soothing circles and dragging his fingers up and down her spine, “Rooster….Is there anyone outside?”

Rooster tilts his head to the entrance, “A few, mainly security.” he mutters, “No one famous that I know of.”

‘Do you think we can get out?”

“I think so…do you feel ready to?”

She lifts her torso to give him a worried look, “I don’t think I have a choice anymore.” and she laughs nervously, her smile immediately disappearing into a blank look, “What am I doing?” she groans, sinking even more, almost hiding herself into the seat, her hands on her temples, “Jesus Christ,Rooster. What am I doing? I-I…this…I don’t–”

“Baby, baby listen.” he holds her hands,kissing her knuckles, “You are about to hyperventilate. It’s okay,I’m with you. We’ll go in there, keep to ourselves and leave if you feel too overwhelmed.” her lower lip wobbles a bit, “Hey, baby, pretty girl. Look at me.” he has to cup her chin to physically turn her head towards his, “You’ll be okay.”

“This isn’t my world, Roos.” she whispers, “I don’t know if I should be here.”

Her self doubt was screaming and he could see it. He was sure that she’s been triggered ever since early morning but now it was getting too hard to handle, “Baby, you deserve to be here…hell, you worked with Marcus, he likes you and is so thankful for you.” he sees her eyes flick to a group of skinny women walking past the car, their dresses beautiful and flowing with the wind, “...you are gorgeous, you are beautiful and you are deserving to be here.”

Beatrice looked so scared she couldn’t even reply, she just held her hands tight, knuckles going white with how strong her grip was, “I…” she looked back at the people, then towards Rooster, “I…okay…”

“Okay?” she nods quietly, not humming nor saying anything, mostly because she felt ready to cry at any second. He kisses her hand, then her forehead, keeping his lips there for a few seconds just so she could relax before he walks out of the car to open the door for her. He waits for Beatrice to take his hand, she hesitates, looking from him to the house then back at him, “You can do it.” he whispers, spreading his fingers as his hand got closer to her face, “You can do it, gorgeous. You did it this far.”

Beatrice chews her lower lip, eventually dropping her shaking hand to his and letting him pull her up. She tries to not bury herself into his chest when he does so, choosing to stay partially behind him with her eyes squinting because of the wind as he locks the door.

My my my, what are you doing here?

Oh no.

Wrong party, wrong place, wrong time. What do you think? That you are special?

She tries to ignore the goblin voice by rubbing her arms, creating an invisible shield around herself only to see more skinny models making their way to the house.

If you hurry, you can run off. No one will miss you, maybe not even Rooster.

She clenches her eyes, bouncing on the spot for a few seconds with her heels clicking on the ground. She then leans forward a bit, holding herself up by placing her hands on her thighs, smell the flower, blow the candle. Rooster stays in front of her, looking around like the watchful husband he was, glaring at anyone who seemed to stare at his wife for too long. His hand returns to her upper back, gently rubbing the skin “Come on,gorgeous.” he whispers, the cold of his wedding ring soothing her nervous and hot skin, “You can do it, just for a little while.”

“J-Just for a little while.”

He hated seeing her like this, but he was serious. They’d stay a little while, hell,even less if she got worse, “Yeah,gorgeous. Just for a little while. Can you do that?” Beatrice nods, slowly standing straight and sniffling a bit. She teared up just enough to form tiny splotches of eyeliner on the corner of her eyes, he wasted no time in gently wiping it away, “There you go, fucking beautiful.” she gave him a weak smile, “Okay…hold onto me.” she already clasped his hand, “Give me the invitations, you won’t have to do anything you don’t want to.”

He knew she was too anxious to talk to anyone now, so she just opened her clutch to pull the light green papers out, “Thank you.”

“Anything for you,gorgeous.” she laughs softly when he says that, waiting for him to close the door and dropping the hand from hers towards her waist, bringing her closer to his side as they walk up to the entrance of that enormous house. It was beautiful, with several plants around the front, four large security guards that just looked around ominously to everyone that walked in, a teal colored light illuminated the inside.

Amazingly neither of them could hear anything from the inside, no music, no voices, just a subtle vibration of what could only be assumed was a beat. Beatrice looked at the ‘WELCOME’ mat below her feet as Rooster talked to the security guards outside, choosing to focus on how the letters curved up instead of anything else.

As the doors opened however, they were faced with a long illuminated hallway and the vibration only getting louder, with the distant echo of a song being played. Beatrice looked around the hallway, following the trail of lights that disappeared behind dark doors, doors that had doorhandles with golden ‘MB’ engraved into it.

Before either of them could open it however, they parted automatically and they were hit the music. It wasn’t that loud that’d break their eardrums but it was enough to vibrate on the floor. Beatrice however, stood still once she noticed the amount of people in there, her fingers digging in her clutch so hard she could hear the fake leather creaking, “Hrn..” was her disgruntled noise, shuffling almost behind Rooster, “T-There’s a lot of people.”

There wasn’t, but in her mind, it was enough.

“A few.” Rooster said, hugging her close to his side, his eyes moving around a bit until he noticed two people in the crowd, “I see Evelyn and Jake.”

She perked up, “Really?”

‘Yeah…think you can go there?”

Beatrice looked over to where he gestured and nodded silently, “Yes,I think so.” she whispers, “I don’t see Marcus anywhere.”

“He’s probably mingling, it is his launch party after all.” Rooster comments, slowly walking forward with Beatrice glued to him.

Run, you should run. Before the doors close. Can you run that fast? Of course not, you’ll mess up Beatrice. You know you will.

She hated that this stupid voice returned now, right now when she was trying her best to get better. All it needed was a bigger social gathering than her reunion to make itself known again.

Run,run,run, that’s all you can do…that is, if you could do it.

“Shut up.”

“Huh?”

Beatrice’s head snap up towards Rooster, her husband giving her a worried look, ‘Oh,um…nothing just–”she gestures to her head with an awkward laugh, “It’s um…um…kinda messing with me.” and of course Rooster’s brows lowered because he knew how hard she’s being with herself.

She was going to have a good time, he was sure of it. And he was going to help.

“It’s okay, gorgeous. Is it quiet now?” he asks as he leads them through the sea of people to where their friends were.

“Kind of.”

“Just let me know if it gets worse.” he murmurs, kissing the top of her head and then her forehead, “I’ll snatch you away in a second.” and her little smile was enough for him to smile back, gently brushing his thumb over her lower lip.

Evelyn was the first one who noticed them, slowly standing to her feet - Jake’s hands hovering by her sides and back - with a small grin, “You two got here fashionably late.” she said, her eyes immediately dropping to Beatrice’s deer in the headlights expression, it was obvious her anxiety acted up by the way she was looking around. She greets Bradley first, then immediately turns to Beatrice once he talks to Jake, “Are you okay?”

She gets a weak and shaky thumbs up from her friend.

“Are you sure?”

“Y-Yeah.I…I am just,” she turns her head when she sees someone walking by,”Is that Gigi Hadid?”

Evelyn looks up, “No she’s not here yet.”

“Yet??” Beatrice looks ready to pass out, her smile going from kind to nervous, “Oh…ahaha, she-she’s coming then.” she feels like her legs are wobbling so she holds onto Rooster to remain standing, “Oh that’s…that’s nice.”

Rooster stops the conversation to look at her, “You okay?”

“Gigi Hadid is coming.” she says, “To the party.”

“Really?” Beatrice holds onto his arm for dear life, “...you’ll be okay,gorgeous. You won’t be alone.”

Beatrice’s little laugh is the only thing he gets, followed by a squeeze to his arm. “Maybe I should get drunk- no that’s a bad idea.” she mutters, both Evelyn and Jake looking over at her, “It’s a bad idea. No I’m just…going to stay in this very spot. With you, not moving until the party is over.”

“I mean,” Evelyn comments, “We’ll still have to watch the launch,so…”

Beatrice’s face got even more desperate and she only clung to her husband tighter, “You know what, maybe I should get drunk.”

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