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demonbunnii · 3 months

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i really gotta stop doomscrolling and sleeping until 11 am and eating late at night

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leitnerpiper420 · 1 month

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the way misty is looking at nat in this scene is so reverent. like we know that she was spending time with lottie and being that this was after lottie declared her queen you could assume that she does believe in the power of the wilderness but i truly think she didnt believe in it and instead she is practically worshipping nat because its natalie, not because she's queen

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shark-usha · 8 months

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#artists on tumblr #art #au #onceler #fanart #greedler #oncie #onceler au #onceler fanart #i have a little au about them #They're brothers #but its so hard #lorax fanart #lorax au #lorax 2012 #the lorax #lorax fandom

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cozmos-talkin · 1 month

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I’ve been rewatching the Legend of Korea with an older relative, and I would like to proudly say that the minute Asami started teaching Korra to drive, my relative clocked that they were very very gay for each other.

He was like, “Oh, they’re lesbians right? They're gay for each other? I mean look at them!”

And I was forced to say “mmm idk you’ll have to see,” but internally I was like YES THEY ARE FALLING IN LOVE COOL FOR YOU TO NOTICE.

#asami #korra #legend of korra #I’m trying to avoid spoiling it #BUT ITS SO HARD

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madame-mongoose · 2 years

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Quick girlboss doodle

#i just need to get the vibes of her hair right #but its so HARD #im trying #zekira #oc stuff #my art

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theb0nesofmymind · 9 months

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Learning that setting boundaries is actually easy but committing to them is a whole different beast

#Remember folks setting boundaries without any consequences when they are crossed solves nothing #dare I say makes a relationship even more toxic #BUT ITS SO HARD #thebonesofmymind

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soulmvtes · 1 year

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me when i cry to the last two minutes of scott street...

#been thinking alot about people who arent in my life anymore #and how short life is #trying to be okay w the way human relationships work in that they arent forever etc #but its so hard #i don't want to be a stranger after everything #diary #DO YOU FEEL ASHAMED WHEN YOU HEAR MY NAME #ANYWAY DONT BE A STRANGER

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hearts4juzi · 6 months

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does anyone wanna explain the twisted ones to me so i can skip it and read the fourth closet

#fnaf #im trying so hard to get myself to ACTUALLY read the tse trilogy #but its so hard #idk i got like two pages into the twisted ones before i started skimming it IM SORRYYYY #but lizzie... i like lizzie and even if im not a fan of her design in tse #i still wanna read it for her #tzu rambles

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iheartmoons · 1 year

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my life consists of re-downloading tiktok every couple of weeks, immediately seeing a marauders tiktok that makes me want to bash my head in and then coming here to pointedly complain about the fandom <3

#love the characters #but the fandom often angers me #idk why it just #god #its so aggrevating #i shouldnt let it get to me #but its SO HARD #i wish we could all shut up and gush over the characters w/o being so annoying #wolfstar #the marauders

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hellboyyy25 · 26 days

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This still doesn't feel real to me.

#ugh #idk what to do anymore #i just feel sick every day #trying to hold onto any hooe i possibly can #but its so hard #and im trying to find a therapist in my area that takes me insurance but i don even understand what im looking for #or how exactly to find these resources #i have no family to help #the one person who cared about me doesnt anymore.#this is all so much

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silverbladexyz · 1 year

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Started playing Genshin and safe to say I am on the verge of making my character jump off a cliff /j

#silverbladexyz #but its so hard #i swear i suck at aiming #lost one of my characters due to falling too much before realising all I had to do was shoot that thing to make a wind blast #and I mistook the sprint button for the jump button so many times #how do people even do this #or maybe im too dumb #yeah im just dumb #idek how to cook #;-;#struggles of playing genshin #how do I even revive a character #how do I even cook and get food #someone help #silver's struggles with genshin 101 #genshin impact

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panpercyjackson · 2 months

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I'm </3

#can't stop crying #i hate my body #i hate my face #i hate myself #i just want to feel pretty #but its so hard

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flowers-that-sing · 10 months

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didnt think id cry over a fanfiction in which eddie munson has BPD, and steve knows this, and literally outright says that he knows eddie could split over him and say or do or feel very hurtful things, but it doesn’t matter to him and he loves him anyway. fucking God damn

because as much as people have claimed to “not care” that i have BPD, they also make it clear that any symptoms are too much and they can’t handle it. and like, i get that. i do. i know. most people just can’t handle someone like me. i’m probably doomed to be mostly-alone and only have surface-level friendships, barring stitch, for the rest of my life if i don’t get better at hiding it. i’m so fucking lucky to even have stitch. like, even my own parents can’t handle me. i am so grateful for my best friend.

the idea that someone could know exactly what BPD entails, could know what splitting is, could know what it could mean, and instead of running for the hills because im toxic they would actually stay, and love me anyway, the knowledge that it’s possible, that i’m not abusive and evil in the eyes of every person ever on this earth and someone on this planet is capable of loving me anyway even if i never meet them, it’s. oh my God. so many fucking feelings. i wasnt expecting that.

#bobbi babbling #warning i vented in the tags you can ignore em #i have lost so many friends becauuse of my BPD #and i know it’s ny fault #as much as i wanna pretend it isnt it is my fault #its all always been my fault #and i try and i try to be a good person and act better and hide it better and get better at hiding instead of facing people #but its so hard #i hate being alone #but i hate hurting people more #i scare myself and i scare people who get close to me #and the only ways i know how to cope with really bad episodes without hurting others #is eith vigorous self harm; breaking shit; doing stupid things; screaming…#locking nyself up in closets until i hyperventilate so bad i faint #and tire myself out #and its fucking scary #i dont wanna live likr this anymore #i wish people could love me #but they cant #god this turned into a vent.#sorry.

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escmemesandstuff · 3 months

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How do I even choose a favorite Luke Black song ugghhh

#at the moment it is holding on to love #but its so hard #lol see what i did there #luke black

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fittoniapearcei · 9 months

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Moving out of an abusive household is so stressful omfg

#personal #i didnt want it to happen like this #but it is #and i just have to get through it #but its so hard

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voicesandthoughts · 1 year

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How can you love someone that hurt you

How can I be so afraid of letting go

but for abuse, there is no true afterglow

these new supports you've built will never hold up

saying it's all in my head, but it crumbles down every time

pretend it's not real time and time again

but I can feel it every time I go to bed and haunting everywhere I've ever been

rage builds out of sorrow and I can't see why I'm the only one who mourns that little girl

the schoolgirl that knew she deserved to be treated like a pearl

that was before she knew, and before your hand on her grew

the rag her mind became was soaked in tears and drains out twisted years

She should have been so, so, much, but I'm collecting evidence for a police report instead

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