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beelsnack · 4 years

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May I request the brothers (or just Lucifer or Satan if you don't accept more than 1) with a MC who is a Valkyrie please? 💚💜

=O Like Norse mythology? Because that shit is my jam and I’m super stoked to write it. (If you meant something different, just let me know and I’ll write you a new one!)

Just in case people aren’t as big of a mythology nerd as I am, Valkyries are female warrior spirits who serve the god Odin and choose the fallen warriors who will be sent to Valhalla where they chill until Ragnarok happens and they fight. In pagan times, they also actually chose which warriors died in battle and were portrayed influencing the events of war so it went how they wanted it to.

I wanted to do all of the brothers for you, Nonnie, but they sounded kind of forced. I did give you both of your faves, though!

My main source of inspiration for this was Sam from the Magnus Chase books, and I feel like it’s obvious, haha.

Disclaimer: I usually use gender-neutral pronouns in my writing, but since Valkyries are female warriors, I’m going to honor these badass ladies and use their proper pronouns.

Lucifer: At first, he thought this was another one of Diavolo’s stupid jokes.

He had met his fair share of Valkyries, as they often passed through the Devildom on their way to Valhalla instead of dealing with Yggdrasil. They were typically cut from the same cloth - tall, with elegant features, eyes as cold and sharp as a raven’s and a sadistic streak long enough to rival his own.

She…was not.

She looked every inch the average young woman, with her hair pulled back in a ponytail and the sweatshirt she had stolen from Belphegor tied around her waist. She was on the hunt for a specific book that Satan had recommended her, and as she neared her fourth lap around the library, she puffed her cheeks out in annoyance.

Not exactly a Chooser of the Slain.

But, the more he watched her, the more he noticed. The way her wide, expressive eyes would scan her surroundings, the muscles in her legs and arms as she stretched. One time, he had seen her whip a pen at Mammon with such deadly accuracy that it could only be attributed to her being a Valkyrie.

“A-ha! There you are!”

Target acquired.

He knew she had sensed his entrance to the library by now, but she was so focused on her task that she had chosen to ignore him. His pride stung at that, admittedly. He had been entertaining the fantasy that she would beg him for help with such a minor task, but never let it be said that his Valkyrie wasn’t an independent spirit. She did what she wanted, regardless of expectations or protocol.

Speaking of…

“Please don’t climb the bookshelves.”

Now she turned to look at him, but it was only to send him a scowl as she grabbed the book she had been looking for. “How else am I supposed to get it?”

“There’s a ladder about ten feet to your left.”

She shrugged, dropping the fairly sized distance between her and the floor. The book had been on one of the higher shelves. “This was quicker.”

Immediately, the urge to scold her for acting recklessly and putting herself in danger threatened to overwhelm him. Just because she looked like a regular human didn’t make her any less of a warrior, one with Celestial blood in her at that. Not only was treating her like a porcelain doll unnecessary, but he would likely find himself on the business end of her spear if he did so.

So, instead, he smirked down at her. “Why not call your noble flying steed to help you, then?”

“I told you, she gets skittish in the Devildom!”

Satan: “…and then the guy asked for my number! As I was dropping off his soul!”

It was a strange image that she presented. An average-looking human, walking down the streets of the Devildom hand in hand with one of the Lords of Hell, regaling him with tales of her more memorable missions as a Valkyrie. He was half expecting her spear to materialize in the hand that he wasn’t holding.

“...I tried to be nice, but he was a persistent little bastard. Eventually I was like ‘Valhalla has really shitty service,’ and flew off.”

Satan snorted. “Does it really?”

“No, it’s pretty good, I’ve made calls to the Human Realm from there before.” she laughed. “That was a fun one.”

“Do I want to know?” Satan shook his head as they entered the cafe, holding the door open for her.

“It’s funny, I promise!” the two of them got in line to order, the Valkyrie still chatting away amicably. For all of her cheer and giggles, it was hard to reconcile her image with that of most Valkyries. Although he was curious to see how she looked in that armor…

“So my mom called me while I was in Valhalla, and some of the einherjar walked into the lounge while I was talking to her. These fucking jerkwads start yelling ‘Pass the mead!’ like two year olds, and I couldn’t decide if I wanted to explain to my mother that her daughter was part of an ancient order of Norse warrior spirits that transported the honorable dead to their afterlife or if I just wanted her to think I had friends who liked to yell obscene things when someone was on the phone with their parents.”

Satan had to compose himself so he didn’t giggle through his order. When their drinks were ready, they made their way to a window seat. “So what did you decide on?”

“Hm?” she took a drink of her iced latte. “Oh. Neither, I think? I just kind of flubbed along until my mom hung up.”

“Why don’t you just tell her that you’re a Valkyrie?” Satan asked. He knew that humans largely thought that all things magical were fake, but surely she could prove herself. “Get Odin to sign an affidavit or something.”

“The same reason I don’t tell her that I’m in the Devildom. She’s Catholic.”

“Ah.”

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ar-jae-spn · 4 years

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Okay okay, let's talk Dean and Jack's reLAtIonShIP - season by season.

(I'll take you through four stages! Prevention, elimination, realization, and solution.)

Season 12:

Okay, obviously we don't see a lot in this season, but Dean still has an opinion on Jack, who he is, and what he'll become.

When they first figure it out, there's an immediate action - find Kelly and her "lucifer love child" and figure it out from there. They don't really go into specifics yet, because they have no clue what it is that they're going to do. They're focused on sending Lucifer back to the cage, leaving Kelly in Cas's care. As we know, she quickly gets away, and they go back to trying to find her.

Here - Dean is in the mindset of prevention. Prevent the bad thing from happening, before it happens. He thinks something is coming, something bad, because when has the name "Lucifer" ever been a good thing.

Lucifer dragged his brother to hell. Lucifer drove Sam to the edge of death. Lucifer is bad news, and Dean's been wanting to stab that angelic arse since season 5. (This becomes so much clearer at the end of season 13, when they finally kill Lucifer. The relief is so clear when they beat him.)

So, what does "prevention" mean. Well, to Dean it means stopping the birth of Lucifer Jr. by any means necessary. This is SO IMPORTANT TO NOTE. Sam is the idealist - he believes that they make the world a better place. He believes in them! He believes that there is always, ALWAYS another way, because he has too. This because Dean is the cynic. He believes they're saving people, but making the world a better place? He's not so sure. He relys on anger and trauma in order to keep going, because he believes the only thing waiting for him is death (which actually becomes quite literal in seasons 14 and 15). He doubts whether everything is worthwhile. He doubts his decisions, and it makes him a mess. That's why he's so good at hunting. It's an absolute for him. You see something bad, you kill it. No second-guessing, no doubts.

So, any means necessary. That includes death. He doesn't want to kill Kelly, but if he believes the single touch of this baby corrupts, what's to say she's not brainwashed? What if she's evil too? Are they willing to take that chance? But when Sam finds a way to save them both, Kelly and her child, he gets on board immediately. He's for it, because if there is a way you can save this mother and her child, and the world while you're at it, he'll go for it. He'll go for it because he believes in Sam.

But then this child takes Cas, and Dean is lost in what to believe again. He's scared - for Cas, and even possibly of Cas. The way he burned Dagon to a crisp? That's power we haven't seen from Cas since the fall. That's scary. He's scary. And his best friend just went off the grid. What if he's hurt? What if he's gone?

And then we get that final showdown. Lucifer is coming, and he's pissed, and we don't have time to argue anymore. This baby is coming, and it's coming now. We get the door to another world, the disappearance of Mary, and Cas's and Kelly's death. In return, Dean and Sam get Jack. How can a creature who caused so much death, who has so much power, possibly be good?

Season 13:

Okay, this is the beginning of the end.

Obviously, Dean's pretty angry at, well, everything. This child is alive, has been born, and the prevention stage has gone out the window.

It's elimination time.

Dean's immediate reaction? Climb the stairs and put a bullet in Lucifer Jr. Sam tries to stop him, but the bullet goes off and Jack's powers are activated. Pure PURE instinct. He hasn't learned enough yet. He doesn't KNOW enough yet. He's just been born for Chuck's sake. And why did Dean act so recklessly? Because he's pissed. He immediately blames the death of Cas, Kelly, and Mary on Jack, because who the hell else is there left to blame? (Also, that moment where Dean calls upon God with no reply, will also start the lead in to "the end".)

Now they're on a chase, a chase for the son of Lucifer. They find him, Sam gets that little moment with Jack saying "will you tell them I'm sorry", and now it's about convincing Dean that Jack is good. But yeah, that doesn't go over well because Dean lost Cas and he blames Jack and Sam blames Lucifer, because Lucifer stabbed Cas. (These boys I swear.)

And then what happens? Cas comes back, and it's because of Jack. This is so so SO important, because this is the moment that Dean starts to ease up on Jack. He respects Cas, he loves him, and Cas's return also proves that Cas and Sam were right. This kid CAN do good.

So then he goes off to save Mary. Dean is surprised, but pleasantly, and they let him do what he has to do. We get that any means necessary vibe from him again, except now it's about saving Mary and protecting Sam. (Threatening Kaia/keeping Sam at the bunker.) Jack goes to Apocalypse World and Sam and Dean go to the bad place. They get back (via the amazing team of wayward women) and get they're spell on.

And, you know, Sam dies...

And then Lucifer is back - again - and Dean gets defensive, because that's his kid and his kid's mentally abusive father just came popping back in on them bearing the single gift that Dean can't refuse (Sam's life). Jack immediately connects this with his own experience. (Oh! I brought Cas back and now Dean thinks I'm good! Bringing loved ones back from the dead is good. i.e. Lucifer must be good.) Because he's a kid, barely a year old, and that's what kids do.

And Jack doesn't want to hurt anyone, driving him to join his father "in the stars" to protect Sam and Dean. Again, final showdown, Jack's grace is taken, Lucifer dies, and Dean disappears.

Season 14:

Moving on to the third stage ~ realization.

Okay so, season 14. I want to start off by mentioning that scene where Jack is determined to kill Michael even if it means sacrificing Dean because it's "what he would want". He's okay with sacrificing one life to save a million, even if it is Dean. Cas is obviously taken a back by this - clearly seeing that Apocalypse World shaped Jack in a way that the Winchester's hadn't. (I also want to quickly mention that this is the same mindset that Jack has now in season 15. His singular life over the world? No contest.) Here he still has his soul, yet the audience is meant to be offended by his proclamation. we've been considering Jack to be a kid who looks up to his father's but obviously it's more than that. He's was weapon of mass destruction, and now he's helpless. He's running out of options and his mortality is crashing down on him.

Then Jack takes ill, and Dean is thrown into a position that he's never been in before. He's about to lose a kid, someone he has treated as a monster since birth until he was able to prove his worth, and he's taking it REALLY hard. He feels guilty and he's totally unprepared to lose child. He failed with Jack in the same (but less extreme) way John failed with the brothers. And he's starting to realize that Jack has always just been a kid.

So they bring him back. Jack has soul, but it's limited now, and he has powers, but he can't use them. But that same feeling of helplessness will come into play when Jack ends up using his powers to save Cas and to save Sam and Dean. He burns out his soul, get his(?) grace back, and saves the world from hyped up monsters in exchange for his morality.

And then he kills Mary. (Personally I never liked Mary's character, but that's for a different post.)

It was an accident! He said stop, used his power, and she disintegrated. I mean if the soulless being, who maybe has too much power and just fried another human being tells you to stop, you should probably do it. I found the way Mary died to be very... stupid? I don't know. Personally I think she should've been smarter than that (but again, another post).

And now Dean is pissed. Because of course he's pissed. His mom just died by the hands of a kid that they helped take care of. I mean, the betrayal he must have felt in that moment is just astronomical. Not to mention Jack just saved Sam's life??? And then goes off and kills his mom??? Like how are you supposed to feel about that? He ends up quickly taking a step back into the elimination stage of our story, as "needing revenge" is the Dean Winchester way.

Then, obviously, we get the show down with God, the "equalizer", and Dean's apparent resistance to follow through with Chuck's "story" (probably because of Sam and Cas, thanks boys). But then Jack dies because Chuck kills him, and that would seem to be the end of the story.

Season 15:

Haha you thought-

Anyways, this is when Jack became the solution.

I just quickly want to mention the scene in the car where Balthagor asks Dean "who was he anyway?" and Dean replies "he was our kid, kind of." Clearly Dean still saw Jack as "their kid" even after everything that happened. He even has trouble replying to the question and then quickly changes the subject.

And then Jack comes back.

At first, Dean seems troubled that Jack has returned, but once Jack fills him in about Billie's plan to kill God, he seems on board, because of course he's on board to take down Chuck. Even so, there's still that mild skepticism about Billie, her plan, and Jack's involvement in it. None of them seem to like where this is headed, and Dean even says that they're being kept in the dark on purpose. They're even more concerned because he doesn't have a soul. Yet, he still volunteers to help save Kaia because it was "his fault". He's trying to right his wrongs because he remembers (logically) what she felt, and he wants to help her. He even says "I owe it to her" and "it's the right thing to do" because he's in her debt. They end up saving her, but get a face full of Billie's wrath in the process. They're clearly scared of her, and they should be.

I feel this is substantial, as Billie has taken a special liking to Dean, and Dean obviously respects her (as he did as the og Death as well as Reaper Billie). He's ten steps ahead in this plan, already thinking about killing Amara too. He's down with clearing the board of cosmic entities.

In "Destiny's Child," when Jack goes to the garden, Dean seems genuinely concerned about him, but taken their given situation and this new plan, it could easily have been mistook for distress over loosing they're last hope at victory. (Then again, when Jack comes back from the garden Dean makes extra sure that he's "okay", asking multiple times.) This is then followed up by the realization that Jack has his soul back and his teary plea for the brothers' forgiveness.

When the season ended here back in March, I thought for sure that Dean and Sam would forgive Jack. It seems so obvious to me that he felt guilty about it. I mean, the boy's literally crying!!! Not only that, but Dean and Sam have made plenty of mistakes in the past, some of which include beating or even trying to murder each other. With that in mind, I just thought they would forgive Jack for what happened to Mary considering he was soulless. I didn't expect Dean to forgive Jack right away, but I didn't expect him to be so reluctant about it either. I think he was really caught off guard when Jack asked for his forgiveness and I think he's still has a long way to go considering the betrayal. (I mean, clearly Dean doesn't forgive things easily. Even when it came to Sam, Sam struggled constantly to gain Dean's trust again until "Sacrifice".)

Then we got "Last Holiday" where we can clearly see Dean being conflicted over his relationship with Jack. He's not ready to forgive him but he doesn't inherently want him to die. He still has a protective instinct over Jack, and he doesn't really want anything to happen to him.

But when Cas tells Dean that Jack is going to be a bomb to blow up Chuck and Amara, Dean's first instinct is to protect Sam from this news. He truly believes that this plan, Billie's plan, is the only way that they're going to win. He blatantly says "You don't have a choice. We don't have a choice." This dialogue can easily be taken as aggressive and selfish, but Dean often hides his hurt with anger. He's pissed at Chuck, he's pissed at Amara, and yeah, he's still angry with Jack. But I have a feeling of Cas is able to find a way to save Jack, he'll be on board with it. There's nothing more important to Dean than Sam, and to just think that he's going to forget that Sam cares deeply about Jack is out of the question. Obviously, Sam has a strong connection with Jack (a profound bond you might say) and Dean didn't want to tell him because, once again, Sam is the only person in the world who could possibly talk Dean out of Billie's plan.

I think Dean is trying to take his anger and hurt from when Mary died and that sense of betrayal and turn it into a defense to cope with the loss of Jack. Jack is going to die, and Dean is certain of this, but he still doesn't like it. Even while he's talking to Billie at the diner, he mentions Jack's inevitable death disdainfully to her. She even has to ask if he's still on board, if they have a problem. He says no, but it's because he doesn't feel like they have another option. Chuck is coming and this is the only play they have right now.

Final comments on 15x16:

Dean doesn't believe they have a choice anymore, which is strange because the whole reason they're fighting in the first place is so that they can have a choice. The poetic irony of this is really in your face and kind of annoying. I think the writers could have done a better job with "Drag me away", especially with dialogue between Sam and Dean. The ending in the car was gold, and they definitely should have built up more dialogue and tension between them before that final scene. A lot of this episode was also emphasizing the fact that Dean would do anything for Sam (as if we already didn't know). But besides that, I thought it was a decent episode. I think it's weird that this episode came this late in the season, but I'm hoping it will tie in nicely in the end. Anyways, this was my analysis of Dean and Jack's relationship and I hope you enjoyed! Feel free to leave comments or things I might have missed. Stay safe out there!

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hartlessfiction · 6 years

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can you rec me some good stuff??

Oh boy! I’m not sure what you’re looking for when you say ‘good stuff’ but I’ll do my best!

Supernatural- Destiel

Anna’s Dad by @mscaptainwinchester

Raiting: E - Word Count: 35,000When Charlie talked him into joining the prom committee, Dean was not happy about it. He’s not even interested in going to prom, let alone planning it. But a meeting at committee chairman Anna Novak’s house changes all that. When Dean meets her smoking hot dad, a punk gothic god covered in the most alluring tattoos, it alters his entire perspective. Now he’s hanging out with Anna all the time and finding every excuse to flirt with her gorgeous dad.Castiel Novak swore off romantic relationships when his mate died a decade ago. Now he writes novels, throws lavish Halloween parties, and drinks with his fuck-buddy, Meg. When he meets Anna’s stunning friend, Dean, all his determination to keep emotions out of the equation goes flying out the window. Now it’s all he can do to keep his hands to himself in the face of relentless temptation.Will Dean ever get to see how far down Mr. Novak’s tattoos go? Will Castiel get over his hang-ups and let Dean in? Or will they both go their separate ways without ever knowing if their explosive chemistry could be more than just a tryst behind the pool shed? Featuring sexist classmates, a champion robot named Leia, growly alphas, and a prom theme from Hell (er… Hogwarts).

One Thousand and Ninety-four Days Verse by @envydeanwrites

Rating: E - Word Count 3,313 - Series w/ 3 fic’s still growingIn which Dean and Cas are in prison. Castiel Novak, murderer, cell mate and servicer. He doesn’t do it because he has to, he does it because he loves it. Nobody makes Castiel Novak do anything. Not in this joint.

Queer Eye for the “Straight” Guy by JessJesstheBest

Rating: G - Word Count: 6,945“Hi, and welcome to Queer Eye for the Straight Guy: celebrity edition. Where instead of the Fab Five, who are all experts in their fields, you have me, Dean Winchester, a bisexual hockey player who is slightly above average at these things.”

“Today’s victim is Castiel Novak: world renowned etymologist specializing in honey bees. His latest research publication is receiving all kinds of awards so he’s going to have a little celebration tonight. That’s where I’m here to help.”

Good Hands by aileenrose

Rating M - Word Count: 13,238Cas is the owner of a failing—and falling apart—B&B.

Dean might be able to help with that. Dean’s good with his hands.

Unexpected by @bloodandcream

Rating E - Word Count: 3192Grunting, Castiel squirmed, pulling at the handcuffs until they hurt. Flinched as Dean stroked a hand gently down his thigh, took him into that lying mouth, soft heat and wonderful pressure as he sucked down, down.

Somehow, this was the most unexpected turn of the night yet.

In It For The Long Haul by @ltleflrt

Rating: E - Word Count: 25,495Long haul trucking can be a lonely business. Sure, Dean can chat up other drivers on the CB, and when Sam’s not in class or drowning in homework he’ll let Dean talk his ear off on the phone. But it’s still hours and hours of staring at the road and scanning the radio dial for local stations because he’s too lazy to upgrade the truck to satellite radio. And then a flirty waiter in a 24 hour truck stop restaurant sits down with him to chat while he eats his dinner, and suddenly his life no longer feels quite so empty.

Photography doesn’t pay much, and insomnia is a bastard. Which is why Castiel accepts his cousin’s offer of employment at the truck stop restaurant. The graveyard shift is perfect for his fucked up sleep schedule, and Gabriel doesn’t mind if he sneaks a free meal now and then. Besides, all the most interesting people come into the restaurant in the middle of the night. Including the gorgeous man with the sad green eyes that makes Castiel want to pull out all the stops to make him smile.

The Dic Pic Verse by @dangerousnotbroken

Rating: E - Word Count: 67,550 -Multi Fic Verse CompleteIn which Dean Winchester gets an unsolicited dick pic from an unknown sender which is both totally not disappointing in that it’s a really nice dick pic, and incredibly disappointing in that it’s clearly a downloaded picture of his favorite porn star.

There’s absolutely no way it’s actually this porn star sending it to him, right?

Right?

A Flash of Black and Gold by @osirisapollo

Rating: G - Word Count: 2,094Gabriel is acting very strange when Castiel gets to the Great Hall for breakfast. It’s easy enough to ignore, until Dean Winchester starts acting strange as well.

Wisteria by @unforth-ninawaters

Rating E - Word Count 3,379Tumblr ficlet written in response to the prompt: So what about witch or mage dean who accidentally enchants his plants in a spell gone twisted. So what about witch or mage dean who accidentally enchants his plants in a spell gone twisted. The kinkier the better.

The Guy by @mscaptainwinchester

Rating: E - Word Count 2,803Castiel’s boss is convinced that he would be perfect for her son, and is determined to get him to come to the Christmas party so they can meet. Castiel is still hung-up on his first and only one-night-stand. Or more specifically his dick.

The Unspoken Rule by @spnhell

Rating E - Word Count 14,205Dean’s just a boy the first time he travels, wrenched through time and space only to be found by a strange man, one that never seems to age no matter how many years pass. He grows up with Cas, with their snatched moments in the spiral of time, and what starts as friendship eventually starts to grow into something more.

Revealed by Valinde (Valyria)

Rating: E - Word Count 10,822When a ritual backfires and Dean ends up with wings, they reveal things that he’d much rather keep hidden. Prompt fill.

And Cause After putting this whole list together I’d like to think you’d want to read my fic’s too… so:

Magical Misconceptions by @hartlessfiction

Rating: G - Word Count: 7,991This came about from the following prompt on Discord, which was then playfully dubbed the ‘NotAWitch!Cas’ Verse: “Me, in my cottage, in front of the wood stove, sipping tea. Looking outside, my bees are pollinating my expansive garden. My goats and chickens and cows are happy and safe. I feel content with my choices and my future. I unconditionally and recklessly love myself. The local children believe I am a witch" The prompt is in first person POV but the fic is not written in the first person, it’s from Cas’s pov. I hope you enjoy this warm and fuzzy holiday season themed fic with so much beautiful art by FoxyMoley.

That’s Why I’m Your Sweetheart by @hartlessfiction

Rating: T - Word Count: 2,839Dean didn’t think his life could get any better. He had the mate of his dreams, a really nice apartment in the heart of the city, and a comfortable position at one of the leading architectural firms. At least that’s what he thought when he stepped off the elevator after a long, late shift at the office. The smell of cookies baking is supposed to make a man feel happy and hungry, but to Dean’s sensitive nose it sparks a warning bell. There’s no other explanation for it, Cas is stress baking.

The Battle by @hartlessfiction

Rating G - Word Count: 770The silence should have been Gabriel’s first sign that something was off. When you have two six-year-old boys in the house, it should never, ever, not even for one moment, be quiet.

Teen Wolf -Sterek

(only cause i’ve been really into this recently)

Parallels by inatshej

Rating: E - Word Count: 21,299Stiles slowly pulls in a mouthful of curly fries, dumbly focused on the task.’'It’s weirdly homoerotic how you do this,” muses Derek, eyeing him.Stiles chokes and Derek’s lips curl up into an almost smile. It’s so easy to get the reaction he wants from Stiles.“Yeah, it’s disgusting, Stilinski,” says Jackson, looking at the boy with distaste.Derek turns to him, letting his eyebrows rise. “And who asked you, Whittemore?”Jackson glances at him, surprised. “I’ve just agreed with y-”“No one cares,” Derek interrupts him. “Fuck off.”

Love Runs Wild by DevilDoll

Rating: E - Word Count: 9,494“You’ve got a hickey on the back of your neck!” A Neckz 'n Throats story.Or the one where Stiles shows up fro work as a model for Neckz ‘n Throats with a hickey on his neck and Derek doesn’t take it well.

Free Consultation by DevilDoll

Rating E - Word Count: 12,691Stiles Stilinski, professional knotting surrogate. Derek Hale, lonely Alpha.

Hunger by DiscontentedWinter

Rating: M - Word Count: 55,382Beacon Hills.Two lost souls.A homeless boy, a lone wolf, and people who will stop at nothing to destroy them both.

Do Not Go Gentle by MojoFlower

Rating: E - Word Count: 195,867Derek Hale, Beacon Hills Alpha and Dom, wakes up in a dark cell already housing another captive – a mute, traumatized sub with a cruel collar around his neck. His only goal is to get them both free of their brutal circumstances; but even as he tries to get his young companion home, a bond between them grows. Nothing comes easily: danger and harrowing echoes of their ordeal shadow every step they take.

Red Witch by rootbeer

Rating T - Word Count: 34,271The red hair of a banshee. The red eyes of an alpha. The red hoodie of a mage. The red of fire burning.Derek Hale has been a prisoner to the hunters since they burned his family alive. But now someone has come to save him: skinny, defenseless Stiles–147 lbs of skin and fragile bones. Turns out, sarcasm isn’t his only weapon.

The One with the Mail-Order Brides and A/B/O Dynamics by Stoney

Rating: E - Word Count: 16,149Wolves aren’t meant to be alone. Laura tells Derek this repeatedly. Which… is why Derek knows he’s losing his mind, as Laura has been dead for more than six years. Wolves aren’t meant to be alone.And so he sends away for a companion. JUST for a companion, not for a mate. The universe, however, has a different plan in store for him.

Ok Nonny, I hope that tides you over for a while….

slinks off back into the bowels of the internet.

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supernatural-squadd · 7 years

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Open Heart & Sealed Lips

Dean x Reader

Warnings: Feels, language

A/n: This fic is based off the song Soap by Melanie Martinez. Go listen to it dudes.

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“I love you.” The words came out in a rage of unsure confidence. “And I think we should be together.”

You played a childish smile on your lips, trying to act like the adult version of yourself you desperately needed.

“Jesus, what am I? Twelve?” In a simple scoff and turn, you directed your irritated body away from the mirror.

Truth be told, your been practicing how you were supposed to tell Dean you loved him. Lets just say it wasn’t working out.

Your played through an endless amount of scenarios in your mind. Sending him a text. A middle school note with a “check yes or no” theme. Just walking up and kissing him. But all the ideas were deemed too corny in your mind. Too childish. Or both. Even if by some miracle you gathered up the courage to express your true feelings, it wouldn’t work.

Dean was a closed off type of guy when it came to relationships. He wasn’t the type to stick around long term. No matter how much you wanted that to be untrue. In all honesty, you didn’t have the courage or the time to sit here and day dream about any of this. It could be any second the boys would come waltzing back into the hotel room.

Sam was out on a coffee run, while Dean was in charge of breakfast. Of course he wouldn’t come back with anything but greasy or unhealthy food choices, but you weren’t complaining. Both places were in walking distance of each other, so either brat brother could make it back sooner than the other.

“Deans not back yet?” Sam cane in the front door, claiming the prize of first brother back.

“Nope. He’s been gone for over an hour.” With a sigh you reached down and grabbed your jacket. Slipping it on with ease.

Sam did almost the same, setting down the coffee in realization that the two of you were walking to the diner to make sure his knuckle headed brother hadn’t gotten himself into any trouble. But when the two of you approached the clear glass doors, you noticed he wasn’t in any trouble. Just with a random girl he no doubt met in the diner. The takeout food he had ordered sat recklessly on the floor in a giant plastic bag.

“You’d better hope my food isn’t cold Winchester.” You approached wanting to tell this bimbo to move and hit the pavement. But decided that wouldn’t be the best approach.

“Oh, I’m sorry. I didn’t realize he was with somebody.” The woman immediately got up, grabbing her purse and giving you an apologetic look.

Dean held a look of confusion as he stood up to no doubt explain to the lady how you two weren’t infant together by any means. Only you spoke before he could.

“No harm, no foul. Thank you for understanding.” Once more you looked at the woman, forcing a smile to come to your lips that only wanted to frown.

Finally your eyes met Deans. He was at a loss for words. Showing confusion and anger in his clear yet foggy eyes and mind. You wasted no time turning away from him and walking out the door with food. Not out of anger. Out of fear for the words that threatened to come out of your throat.

“What the hell was that?” He caught up to you, grabbing your arm and making you turn around to face him.

Of course he expected to see a fight burning in your eyes, but instead he found tears forming to fall.

“Look, I’m sorry I did that. I don’t know what made me do it.” With an unwanted sniffle you turned once again to head back to the room.

“Bullshit.” He reached out again, causing you to stop. “You know exactly why you did it. So stop lying to me.”

Downside to being best friends with Dean Winchester? He knew you too well. Maybe not well enough to know you were in love with him, but he knew something was off.

“We’re family. You’re supposed to be able to tell me things.” He added in unattended irony. All Winchesters did was hide things and avoid truth at most times. He was preaching to the choir.

Every ounce of your mind tried to swallow the thick coated words that tried to come out of your throat. But your heart had a mind of its own in that moment.

“For fucks sake…” you whispered under your breath. “I don’t want to be just your best friend. Or somebody you see as a sister. I-” your mind snapped out of this hazy trace of forbidden feelings. “I just want to go back to the room and eat my probably cold food.”

You tried your best to laugh it off, but his eyes reflected the pain you felt inside. Dean couldn’t have felt anything for you, no fucking way. Maybe he felt sympathy for the broken love lust girl before him. Maybe that was what you saw in his eyes.

Now your feelings were out in the open. Now began the never ending process of avoiding that one conversation he would no doubt be seeking. Now in that moment, you regretted letting those words slip from your mind and pour out your lips.

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