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princessmarigolds · 2 years

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i’m literally just bitchless taylor swift

#i have all of the love #but they’re like #all one sided #i have never dated anyone #but i have so many damn crushes #if taylor swift was just #yearning #taylor swift

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grassbreads · 9 months

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On a scale of Chang Geng to Luo Binghe, how well does your teenage protagonist cope with the realization that he has a massive thing for the guy that's basically raising him?

#15 year old Chang Geng losing his mind fuming alone in his room listening to steampunk wuxia linkin park #while 15 year old Binghe is in the next room over cheerfully updating his teacher crush blog #like yeah teen Binghe is the amount of embarrassed and shy about his feelings that you'd expect from any crush #and he absolutely does have SO many self-hatred issues #especially post demon reveal and abyss-kicking when he's older #but the whole teacher-student/age gap aspect is the one thing about his relationship with sqq that never seems to be a problem for Binghe #meanwhile I just finished spl volume 1 #and at this point I'm pretty sure Chang Geng would sooner kill himself and/or whoever he was talking to #before he'd admit that he has a thing for his godfather #which like. yeah man. I probably wouldn't admit that either lmao #but damn is that poor kid going through it #spl #sha po lang #stars of chaos #chang geng #svsss #luo binghe #the scum villain's self-saving system #ren zha fanpai zijiu xitong #andie reads spl #ID in alt text

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escaping-peril12 · 2 months

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《 My Hero Academia Manga SPOILERS‼️❗️》

oh. my...I literally have so many emotions going through my head right now. I finally got volume 37 in the mail today...and I read it WAY to fast. I'M GOING TO CRY 😭😭

I might post some manga panels in the volume later if I'm feeling up to it. 🫡🫡

#DUDE I HAVE NO WORDS I HAVE TOO MANY EMOTIONS #EVERYTHING ABT THIS VOLUME IS SO AMAZING AND HEART CRUSHING AT THE SAME TIME #I FEEL BAD FOR EVERYONE SUFFERING IN THIS DAMN WAR #mha manga spoilers #my hero academia #mha #boku no hero academia #bnha #mha bkdk #bnha bkdk #bkdk #class 1a #ua #mha heroes #hero #izuku midoriya #katsuki bakugou #POOR THEM :(

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magistralucis · 14 days

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A princeling fair to see, the pearl of minstrelsy [Oltyx/Yenekh snippet]

(I started scribbling this after seeing @eleooooooo's take on necrontyr Yenekh a few days ago, holy hell that boy is fine. And such a fine boy deserved another. IDK if I'm going to make this a full thing, but it's been a long time without any content from my end... and we could all do with something sweet, always 👍)

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On the day Kynazh Oltyx's statue was unveiled on Sedh Yenekh recognized the sweetbitter inkling of his fate.

News seldom came so fast in fringeworlds such as theirs. The young prince had recently returned from war, and the dynast Unnas in his pride had commissioned for him this statue, a copy of which was to be instilled in every world held by Ithakas. As Yenekh made his way to the central square, it seemed that over half the planet had joined him to bear witness. Patriot champion, the whole city whispered, a fine lad and a strong warrior, a true leader to his men. And since the lot of everybody on Sedh was tied to the mercy of their high command, they were very interested to know what this one promised, and were all in all pleasantly surprised.

Yenekh had never seen anything like it. Royalty for him had always been stoic. Aloof and distant, most of the time, crushingly immediate when they deigned to gaze upon Sedh. That was how Unnas was depicted, indeed all the kings of Ithakas before him, towering over the people in their bold-faced majesty. That was how Kynazh Djoseras was depicted, the elder prince who'd drawn similar crowds some years before, his slim face uncannily stern as he stared straight ahead of him. (Unlike his father he was only ever shown alone, and only as a side profile, though his judging gaze was felt by all who saw him.)

But there was no precedent for Oltyx's statue, not among royalty, nemesors or overlords. His was a full-body sculpture, unlike his father and his brother carved in friezes. It was of realistic size too; the statue was set on a high plinth, the bodily proportions slightly magnified to account for perspective, but otherwise one could almost believe it was the real kynazh standing up there. Already that was too down to earth to be the norm, but what really shocked the denizens of Sedh was the expression - for yes, Kynazh Oltyx had an expression, a genuine marker of personality. The fair prince stood with glaive in one hand, the other held palm-up as if in hail, and he was smiling.

It was not a vivid smile, nor a triumphant smile. They would have understood that, although privately, they might've thought it uncouth to show that much emotion when a stoic stare would have done just as well. No, his was a demure smile, so subtle that it seemed a sculptor's secret grace: the prince's eyes were slightly downcast, hooded as if he were sharing sweet mysteries, and the curve of his mouth rose so delicately one might think it a trick of the light. His raised arm seemed almost inviting, as if to swear oaths to a lover, or to clasp his admirers in an embrace.

It was a sight to take Yenekh's breath away. Indeed, it was the closest thing to benevolence any of them had ever seen from the heart of Antikef. It was so unusual, so unlike royalty, that as Yenekh stood there starstruck his elders began debating whether this was a serious depiction of the prince or not.

Though, well, surely it was. Like Yenekh and the other warriors of his ilk Kynazh Oltyx had come of age during wartime. This was the first time his image had been presented all over the Ithakan kemmeht, the royal court had to get it right. The dominant consensus was that the sculpture would not have been approved, neither by his older brother nor his father, if it hadn't reflected something about the prince's reality - a point which Yenekh's father considered paramount, and took great care to impress upon his son.

"After all, you are soon to present yourself at the royal court," he said, resting a warm hand on Yenekh's shoulder. "The war is over - the body politic, within and out of Antikef, must resume its role - you are the next branch of Sedh's nobility, and among our finest, and it won't be long before the future of this world rests on your shoulders. Go, see if you might seek the younger prince's favour. I daresay we'd flourish somewhat if he were to look kindly upon Sedh, even if it were he alone who did so."

Back then nothing was more important to Yenekh than the will of his father. "I will." He said, and prepared to present his home in the best light, though he didn't seriously think anything would come of it at the time. Yenekh's father had once heard the same words from his father. His father's father, too, and that father's brother all the way up the House of Aetis, and little had changed for their pains.

It was not for lack of faith in Sedh. Yenekh loved Sedh, thought the world of it even, but they were just too far away from the crownworld to merit royal attention. That was not for lack of faith in Antikef, either, the distance was not negotiable. From the royal court's perspective Sedh was not even in the provinces, they were beyond the provinces, where the kemmeht was stretched so thin that one might peer through it like a veil. The lords of Sedh were not weak - they'd defended the border for uncountable generations, they had strength, they had pride - but there were a million things they could beg of royalty, while royalty required nothing from Sedh other than its continued obedience. If its lords did not plead for grace they wouldn't see any at all.

How could Yenekh alone possibly change this state of affairs?

Yes, he supposed the young prince was wondrous fair. (Yenekh began to dream of him often from the day he laid eyes on the statue.) Perhaps he might even be kind. That wasn't a good reason to tie an entire world's hopes on one person, not that it'd stopped them doing it to Yenekh. Such is the kinship of youth, the warrior thought wryly, and he kept all this in mind until his first official engagement came around.

He was among innumerable youths from the kemmeht. All were sturdy and bright-eyed. All had favours to seek. Much to Yenekh's surprise, those were the only correct predictions he'd made about his lot. It was his first time encountering the royal court, but it wasn't at Antikef; no, it was with the Nihilakh, at Gheden's famous Lantern Festival to hail the new year. He did not blend in as thoroughly as he'd expected, though it wasn't in a bad way; for the first time in his life Yenekh was made to understand he was beautiful, though no one at Sedh had ever remarked on it. (Compared to the lords of the inner worlds he'd thought he was so plain, but his white-and-blue robes accentuated his form gracefully, his silver belt and collar shining bright.) And although he could never have hoped for a prince to look directly upon him, that was exactly what Kynazh Oltyx did on the day they met, the central square teeming with the lords of a hundred dynasties.

Yenekh knew the prince at once, at the faintest snatch of his rich warm voice. He moved carefully past the youths of Ithakas - the kynazh was turning his head, just as Yenekh reached the front of the group - as Oltyx looked upon the darkest and faintest star of his high kingdom, his brown eyes widened, and he smiled that same gentle smile Yenekh had admired upon the plinth.

"Gosh." He said. "You're pretty."

In that instant Yenekh was consumed by love's first flame, and he yielded to it as he’d never yielded before.

#warhammer 40k #wh40k #the twice dead king #oltyx #yenekh #necrons #necron #snippet #fanfiction #it made sense that oltyx would be damnatio memoriae'd after his exile #but man was it sad to read there hadn't been all that many depictions of him at antikef to begin with anyway 😭#i wanted to imagine there had been at least one beautiful thing of him scattered around the ithakan kemmeht #so that all would bear witness to his bold and compassionate self #and i want to believe yenekh had a huge fucking crush on him even from their necrontyr days... i mean dude WAS a whole god damn prince!!!#he was swole as fuck and a war hero how could they not have revered him........ ghghhghg 😳🥴🙃

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thenwethrowitonthefire · 27 days

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Shout-out to everyone who survived a "fun" easter with the family

#fucking hell #it started with finding out my dad smoked in my car when I picked up my sister #who was equally dreading the day #my mum turns into the world's tensest and judgemental presence. worsened by my aunt #then hell for autistic people (of which there are multiple present)#multiple deaf people means one uninspired conversation that isn't interesting in any way.#combinations of passive aggressiveness and people not saying a thing because they can't participate. voice volumes too damn high #weirdass food situations. Very full table. so many smells.#this goes on for over an hour. wishing for literally anything but being there. soul crushing.#then you still have to sit in that room for 2.5 hours. it just goes on and on.#my autistic deaf dad physically looks like how I feel. my mum and aunt keep piling on top of him to demand his mental presence #i leave the room once (to get my phone to show pictures to my uncle) and am immediately followed upstairs by my mum #who demands I don't leave the room (What's next. following me when I need the toilet?)#me and my sister are so bored we start throwing paper planes and fake fighting.#Which amuses the bored and the deaf #but of course my mum and aunt have opinions and this is not allowed. only soul crushing boredom allowed #they complain to each other over it while aggressively doing dishes #finally it ends because my mum and aunt start insisting my dad should go to bed if he's 'that tired'. *sprinkle on some additional ableism*#still sitting through a conversation about allergies one of my sister's friends has. my mum preaching that people should take that seriously #(meanwhile i had to cook for myself for 9 years because when my allergies were really bad no one bothered to check if i could eat something)#me and my sister go sit upstairs to discover our mum has made things we care about vanish in her room #and made things appear that should not be there #I've washed the interior of my car and hope the smell will go #you think it's over after that. but woke up with the realisation that even more things have disappeared from my sister's room.#i can't remember a time when things left outside of my room didn't disappear #I don't know why we do these family gatherings at all. no one has fun on days like that.#the housing crisis isn't making these things easy. my sister is losing her place to live again as well #she'll go hiking for a month and then work on a campsite over the summer #maybe I'll go house sitting again. idk.#can't make commitments a few months in advance like that because I'll cancel everything the second Sparks announces anything important

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6ebe · 30 days

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NIKKY GALITZINE WENT TO DULWICH COLLEGE I WILL KMS

#how did I miss this on my last trawl of his Wikipedia page #sorry I um. how do I say this #I know many alumni. they are all cunts #I also lived very nearby for like 5 years #my primary school crush rejected me horribly then went to Dulwich college 💀🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣#if I have my years right he would have been still at Dulwich college when I lived there? damn #I acc have so much beef with so many Dulwich college guys this is dire #the trifecta of worst public school boys goes eton Dulwich college Westminster

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patchodraws · 2 months

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uh oh guys, it’s bad (has come up with a new paper girls fic idea)

#paper girls #i wish i could churn out fics like i used to but damn am i so busy #and is it so hard to write sometimes #i could make this fic like. just a really long one shot instead of multichap #but also that would still take time #and i also already have so many wips to work on 😣#anyways the girls go to kj’s family’s beach house one summer as teens #shenanigans ensue #mac avoids drinking for once and they’re all freaking out as to why #erin crushes hard on a neighbour boy who keeps seeing them at the beach #tiff has a panic attack about how next year is senior year or junior year or whatever #and she’s scared she won’t get into college #kj is determined to come out to the rest of the girls this go around #it could be like the beach in avatar #excellent episode #everyone deserves a beach episode that changes their life

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dank-meme-legend · 1 year

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The sillys <3

#dear evan hansen #dear evan hansen edit #kliensen #i love kliensen <<33 #evan x jared #I forgot that I liked this ship for a sec oopsies 🤭🤭#payton and river are silly in a serious way #evan and jared are silly in a silly goofy goofy childhood friends to lovers way #yeah yeah I know the audio got a lil funky at the beginning but I’m not perfect dangit #this song is so them fr fr #they are autism and adhd (real) /hj #the edit ends so abruptly because I couldn’t find many clips of them together on YouTube lmao #I think I have a Ship Type for Autistic Ben Platt Character and his Boyfriend #I know damn well Jared was crushing on Evan at least a LITTLE BIT #Like yeahhh I know about the ‘family friends’ BS #but do y’all remember how SAD (jealous maybe?) he looked during Only Us when Evan danced with Zoe??#jared is canonically gay in the movie and Bi Evan™️ has just been INGRAINED into this fandom for so long that I didn’t want to mess with it #movie evan hansen #movie jared klienman

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lyxchen · 7 months

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Still can't believe that my dance teacher was my gay awakening

#okay look #i didn't have like a moment of 'oh shit i'm gay'#but the first time that i was like 'oh she's pretty but not in the straight way'#that was because of my dance teacher #and that confused and threw me off So Much #cause i was like wtf wtf wtf what is this huhh??#and then i felt a little weird about her for a few months #and then at some point it was fine too like it was never an actual crush i just thought she was pretty but damn #that was A Moment for little me #and then after like 2 years of thinking about it and looking at many pretty women i was like 'i think i'm bi'#and then came the strugge of 'am i actually into men??' and now i'm a lesbian :3 #so thank you to my dance teacher for doing that one random dance move which looked like Really Good and also threw me off for the rest of #that day #(cause i had like a little art ehibition thing from my school after my dance class and i could not concentrate on it because internally i #was like wtf wtf wtf what was that??? the whole time)#*exhibition #anyways #idk why i felt the need to tell this story now but i do think it's really funny in hindsight #lea's random thoughts #lesbian

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ricky-olson · 2 years

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I’ll say it once and I’ll say it again: if you attack grace for liking eddie and chrissy together then keep the same energy for joseph who has said he likes them together too

#I’m literally so tired #of seeing this actress who is proud of her role and wants to have fun #being attacked #so many of you would attack any woman in this damn fandom #I’ll never forget how y’all treat Mille and natalia #y’all are sick #y’all ignore joseph saying in an interview he believes eddie’s motivation is for chrissy #and how he thinks eddie had a crush on her #but once grace gets all happy about fanart or anything #y’all think it’s free range #idc if I lose followers or get hate y’all are insane #angel talks 💕

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spicy-gf-archive · 8 months

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i don’t know shit about to.on to.wn of the co.rpor.ate cl.ash kind, but…mis.ty mo.nsoon is really, really cute…

#CREATOR BE DAMNED. why am i having so many crushes recently…#🏠#♥️

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t-t-p-d · 9 months

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#talking about my ex crush with my friend (who didn’t know they were my crush btw we were just talking about them)#brought up so many past memories about them #like i’m fully over them don’t get me wrong #but damn idk i miss having feelings like that lol even if it wasn’t reciprocated #i just searched up the old playlist i made for them and literally just seeing the songs in it brought up so many emotions #like seeing the dates i added the songs too 💀 damn #okay that’s the end of ny story goodbye 💀#text

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