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dodgebolts · 1 year
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I like that everyone’s been talking about dnn/dnf dinner dates and then like half the time manager ken is probably just. Sitting next to Dream watching the whole thing go down poor fucking guy
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sxcret-garden · 13 days
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Aspects of Desire ღ Masterlist [M]
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ღ Ateez Jongho x fem!reader ღ feat.: other members in some chapters ღ words: ~28k (current wc) ღ genre: established relationship, college AU, fluff, some humor, slice of life, smut (dom!Jongho, mostly sub!reader, BDSM, red-yellow-green used as safe words, choking, spanking, masturbation, punishment, orgasm denial, reader being tied up, strength kink, body worship, teasing, degradation, begging, hair-pulling, pain kink, reader going into subspace, dacryphilia, thigh riding, fingering, handjobs, oral, unprotected sex,... they have a few starting difficulties because reader has some misconceptions, he's veryvery careful at first - more will be added and I'm pretty sure I forgot smth, so detailed smut descriptions can be found in the respective chapters~) ღ warnings: heavy dom-sub dynamic, reader has a bit of a difficult relationship with her family, which is mentioned in some chapters, (descriptions of him picking reader up & touching her hair)
Desc.: When one day you reveal something to your boyfriend that you've been hiding, but unable to stop thinking about, the two of you decide to take your relationship - and especially your sex life - into a new direction. You begin to establish a dynamic that you both soon want to explore more of, diving into the depths of both your own and your partner's unknown desires.
If you want to be added to my taglist for this fic, please send me an ask about it <3
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1st Desire ღ Testing Limits (5.9k) Desc.: You and your boyfriend decide to take a step towards a new chapter in your relationship when a secret desire of yours finally slips through. What you didn’t know until now is that he’s more experienced than you thought he was, and that you’re not the only one who’s been dying to spice up your sex life.
2nd Desire ღ Tie Me Down (5.1k) Desc.: Lost in your excitement over the recent development in your relationship with your boyfriend Jongho, you try to tickle more of his dominant side out of him. When he shuts down that attempt with only the best of intentions, he makes sure you won’t stay flustered by your miscalculation for long.
3rd Desire ღ A Little Jealousy (4.7k) - release: April 28th Desc.: When you’re meeting up with your classmate and friend Yeosang in order to finally finish that dreaded uni project that’s been keeping you on edge for the past weeks, you don’t expect him to bring along his flirtatious friend Wooyoung. What you also don’t expect is said friend knowingly attempting to flirt with you in front of your boyfriend, who just can’t help but let the hint of jealousy it makes him feel influence his actions once you’re in the comfort of your own home.
4th Desire ღ Hush, My Dear (5.8k) - release: May 12th Desc.: Dinner with your family goes about as you expected - you’re slightly uncomfortable because of their choices in conversation topics and very much bored. Luckily, your boyfriend tagged along and knows just how to make you feel better, and in the process he too seems to be able to finally let go of his worries.
5th Desire ღ Dress (6.7k) - release: May 19th Desc.: Your mother is trying to get you to wear a dress she picked out for you for your cousin’s upcoming wedding. At times like these you are especially thankful to have your boyfriend Jongho right by your side to help convince her to let you wear clothes you’re actually comfortable in. However, little do you know that despite having your back, he’s secretly smitten with the image of you in that dress.
6th Desire ღ ...
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Author's note: I think it's been about 3 years since I first had a vague idea about wanting to write a fic like this, which started out as merely a cute slice of life fic (without all the filth y'all are about to witness lol), went through many different changes and was abandoned as many times, until through lots of inspiration and ideas it finally took on the form it has now. And I'm really happy that I was finally able to turn it into an actual fic and not just a few unfinished drafts! I hope you guys have fun with this and enjoy~
(more chapters will be added as they're ready - and i have a lot of ideas...)
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bleachbleachbleach · 11 months
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12th Division Chair Count
I love learning more about the different rooms that are available in each division--like the 2nd Division Shihouin Receiving Room (Oomaeda Filler Episode), and the second-floor 4th Division Map Room (Bount Arc), and the 6th Division Panopticon Hallway (Zanpakutou Rebellion Arc), and the 10th Division Room That is Not the Office with Exactly One Small Table In It (Soul Society Arc denouement). We also know that the 10th has a courtyard that is apparently better-suited to hosting large outdoor events than other places (Beast Swords Arc).
But I’m pretty sure the 12th has everyone beat for furniture procurement orders. They have so many different seating areas???????? Like, okay, there’s the lab, and then there’s the office. But also like...
The Lab
Here’s Byakuya trying his best to make contact with as little of the 12th’s weird yellow chairs as is physically possible. The camera is bolted to the ceiling and even from here you can tell how much he hates that chair. Look at him:
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The Office
There’s also this office receiving area, which looks a lot more like a dental office than a dank basement where chairs go to die:
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It even has plants! (There are cubicles on the other side of that white partition, where some of the 12th Division members are working.)
And you’d think that, okay, it makes sense that there’d be two seating areas and two primary work nodes in this place. But then there’s also... this seating area?
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Which I took notice of because the plants are different, and I was curious about whether it was a different location or whether the plants in the previous shot had already died and been replanted with something new. But my co-blogger thinks it’s an entirely different seating area, because it looks like Kyouraku is sitting on a second couch in this one, as opposed to the two chairs. And there’s another white partition on the right/a suggestion of additional depth over there that the window(?) in the first shot doesn’t have.
I don’t know what’s going on with that window, but based on the color alone I’m assuming that there’s a full dress rehearsal of “The Dark of the Bleeding Moon” number from the Bleach Rock Musicals going on next door.
So the office has a least two different receiving areas for guests of the 12th. Understandable, since they have more reasons to have guests than any other division outside the 4th. But I’m still impressed that these rooms exist and seem to accept and invite the idea that they will have guests. They could just make everyone stand around like the impositions to the Work that they are, LOL.
And then there’s THIS ROOM. Which is also in the 12th, and looks like it could be the receiving area in the above shot, except there’s clearly more room behind Ukitake, not just wall, and this couch set-up has TWO planters, bookending either couch!
In the scene, Kyouraku and Ukitake are looking at secret Dangai archives, so maybe this is part of some kind of secret Dangai archives reading room, rather than the main office.
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THERE ARE SO MANY OF THESE.
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Ooooh Shinee world is a mess today and for once it's not taemints fault 🥲
An article about fans asking for a Taemin would tour and "shawols" in the quotes going "no shinee" "shinee first" "wait until Jinki comes back so shinee can have a world first"
Like, I too would love a Shinee world tour, I want all of them both solo and as a group to go everywhere(in particular where I am but I won't hold my breath) but that wasn't what it was about. It was fans of Taemin's solo music asking for a tour.
It baffles me cause you never see this kind of thing with the other members. No ot5 shawol will ever expect another member to put their work on hold but, when it comes to Taemin it's like some people can't stand to see him spread his wings.
People never expect Key to put his variety work second, or for Minho to not take acting job, shawols have actively gotten mad if they think Minho had to turn down acting stuff due to his schedule. All Taemin does is music. That is his thing but some fans just cannot seem to respect his career. And all the baby talking in the quotes "we love our cutsey wootsy little taeminnie *but*..."
It's getting really irritating. I used to think some of what taemints say is exaggerated and I still believe that a bit. People were getting angry that the Shinee account didn't post Taemin's hanteo artist of the year nomination and only posted Shinee's, but it makes sense to me. They don't want to split votes and a win for Shinee is a win for all of them. But at the same time some of the disrespect I've seen towards him from supposedly ot5 shawols has been eye-opening.
I dunno, this fandom has been a mess lately and it's only the 4th. 2024 is off the quite the start.
Lol, I sort of find it funny when it's not Taemin fans being the mess-makers. Like they are the worst-behaved, though I would say each solo fandom has their unique flavor. But, what you're highlighting is the biggest open secret in shawol-dom.
Let's have sexy photos in this post for no reason.
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Like, shawols are for the most part chill. I've been around these parts for a long time, and a bad day in shinee world is miles and miles better than a bad day in BTS fandom and similar. There isn't violent language or a huge level of harassment. I just want to acknowledge that because the complaints I'll make next are from the privileged shinee world perspective where there is a higher behavior standard. That is the case, even when Taemin fans are being stupid. Like, not once did I see the Golden Disc Awards violently harassed.
So, the open secret: it's all yay Taemin until he gets too much attention. And you noticed it's still very much "our baby taemin" even tho man's been out there trying to fuck the stage for a decade, lol. I see these as two sides of the same coin. They want him in his place as perpetual baby to uwu over, and daring solo work is fine as long as it doesn't outshine everything.
I think with Key it's easier for people to compartmentalise because he's super super successful outside of SHINee when it comes to TV and sponsorships (istg he IS Olive Young, lol; his face was all over Seoul), but those things don't directly compete with SHINee's work. These are complementary endeavours. Key's solo work is now having its career high since Bad Love, and it's only growing, so this condescending solo situation may repeat itself. But, Key's also not the group's little baby. I can't see him being treated the same. The fandom's most egregious behavior towards him has always been rooted in stereotypes. I mean, look how quickly and comfortably people slotted him into this squabbling "marriage" dynamic with Minho. Their arguing is funny, despite how played up for the camera it can be, but I see a lot of "iykyk" weird posts about him and Minho. Anyway, I'm getting sidetracked.
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There is always going to be an element of competition when it comes to solo work. Onew's Circle just got named Billboard's #1 kpop album of 2023. Guilty didn't even make their best of list. Now, I think Guilty was overlooked but Onew deserved #1. It's an extraordinary album. Minho is cultivating this very sexy and mature solo repertoire. This competition will grow, but I think Taemin will always be the target of condescension, minimizing and infantilizing.
He's the perpetual baby who will be put in the obedient baby box. And those fans will be incised when/if Taemin gets to do something they find meaningful before SHINee, even if it's a clear matter of logistics. There is a definite attitude present, and you might notice there is a certain superiority fans have over his solo work. I've been in situations where people have quite literally said they think X member's solo concerts are better than Taemin's with their whole chests. Everyone is entitled to an opinion, but when it comes to him, people are wayyyyy to comfortable putting him down.
Anyway, it will always be a bigger "but not him" with Taemin because he was given solo first and has built this legacy of work and has a lot of influence within the industry. Stolid group fans take pride in that when it suits them, but want him to be sidelined when it interferes with their desires.
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Gentaro Yumeno Chart Compatibility
Here’s part two to that first post! It’s the relationship analysis this time!
If you haven’t read the first post, I highly recommend that you do that before reading this one! It will make a lot more sense :)
(*NOTE I edited one thing in Ramuda and Gentaro’s section because I misread the chart! The notion still stands though. Not much changed)
Again, under the cut for the sake of time:
FLING POSSE IN GENERAL:
There was one really important aspect I wanted to touch on that all three members of Fling Posse have!! This placement is Pluto in Scorpio. Pluto is the planet of power dynamics (i.e. where you feel powerful and powerless), secrets, and spiritual death/rebirth. It can represent the start of a difficult journey that changes you as a person, or a big life lesson that needs to be learned. All three of Fling Posse’s members have this placement, so I like to imagine it represents their journey from self-serving, secretive individuals to loyal, trusting friends. It also indicates that the three of them have Big Secrets that they don’t want people to know about (LOL). Of course, they each have this placement in different areas of their lives: Gentaro has his Pluto in the 3rd house (The house of communication and siblings). Dice has his in the 4th house (The house of family matters, especially those relating to the mother), and Ramuda has his in the 8th house (The house of the taboo and dark secrets). The 8th house placement actually strengthens the energy of this placement, which is why Ramuda is the most paranoid about his secret out of the three of them.
Also worth noting that Ramuda and Gentaro’s Pluto in Scorpio are literally on the EXACT same degree in their synastry chart, so they really do share the exact same brand in terms of secretiveness huh. 
RAMUDA AND GENTARO:
First of all, it’s worth noting that Ramuda and Gentaro share quite a few placements. Both of them have Mercury in Pisces which, as stated in the last post, helps them to express themselves in a creative way. They also share Aries in Venus, which means they’re both quite passionate when it comes to sharing love and affection. However, Ramuda’s Venus is in his 1st house (self and self-image) so his expressions of affections directly relate to the person he wants to be, whereas Gentaro’s Venus is directly connected to his ‘hidden’ Sun sign. They also have the same Chiron placement. Chiron is essentially the “wounded healer” of the zodiac. It determines how you take your trauma and use it to help others. Both Gentaro and Ramuda have theirs in Leo, which suggests that both of them use their careers in entertainment to work through their trauma. If Leo in this case basically represents, Chuuoku, that’s QUITE the parallel.
Also, e n t i r e l y coincidentally, Dice’s moon and rising are both in Leo. Hmm.
Ramuda and Gentaro also both have water sign moons (Cancer for Gentaro and Scorpio for Ramuda), which means that they naturally emotionally understand each other. This would be extremely cute if it weren’t for all their other placements that make them both extremely secretive. What actually ends up happening is that both of them take one look at each other upon meeting and seem to understand that there is some self recognition through the other (derogatory) happening, and then they play mind chess to see who will unmask who first.
Of course, as they become actual friends, this takes a backseat to actual friendship and understanding of one another, especially on Gentaro’s part.
Sun and Moon Placements:
Gentaro’s Moon in Ramuda’s 5th house: The 5th house represents creative and pleasurable aspects of life, so Gentaro is emotionally stimulated by the idea of doing something pleasurable and creative with Ramuda (like idk… literally joining Fling Posse? Or any of the many adventures that Ramuda seems to drag him on). And on the flip side, Ramuda finds Gentaro’s deeper, emotional self to be fun to try and tap into. (Of course, you can argue in this case that Ramuda might not take Gentaro’s feeling as seriously as he ought to, but we’ll discuss that in this own chart). This placement also indicates that their partnership is very fun and that they genuinely enjoy each other’s company.
Gentaro’s Sun in Ramuda’s 3rd house & Ramuda’s Moon in Gentaro’s 3rd house: I’m putting these here together because they’re both really important placements. Ramuda’s Moon and Gentaro’s Sun are both in their individual 8th houses (house of secrets). The 3rd house is the house of communication. So the crossover of 8th and 3rd house energies here indicates that each of them know exactly what to do to draw the other out of hiding. We can see this when Gentaro instigates to see more of Ramuda’s true self (which is successful, but to Gentaro’s detriment) or when Ramuda correctly assumes that Gentaro is kind upon their first meeting. 
Ramuda’s Sun in Gentaro’s 6th house: The 6th house is the house regarding physical health, services, and daily work. What this means is that Gentaro feels a natural inclination to take care of Ramuda, physically. This inclination only gets stronger from Loneliness, Tears, and Hopes of a Puppet onward.
DICE AND GENTARO:
Unlike Ramuda and Gentaro, who have a lot of similarities in their charts — Gentaro and Dice share almost no placements in common (LMAO).
Something that’s interesting (see also: absolutely fucks me up) is that Dice and Gentaro’s moons (their deeper, emotional selves) are literally just adjacent of each other in their charts. Because they’re so close to each other, their moons will always exist in the same house together. Like, Gentaro’s moon lives in the 11th house, and Dice’s moon lives in Gentaro’s 11th house as well. Dice’s moon lives in his 12th house, and Gentaro’s moon lives in Dice’s 12th house too. Their hearts are ALWAYS housed together. That’s so gay. Big soulmate energy, honestly.
Their Venus signs (love and affection) also form a trine with each other (easy flowing energy), so they’re really romantically compatible too! And their Venus signs are both fire signs (Aries for Gentaro and Leo for Dice) so it’s a pretty spontaneous and passionate partnership. Of course, because of what I discussed in Gentaro’s chart previously, he is less likely to express the needs of his Venus because that’s a s e c r e t. Dice of course has his Venus conjunct with his moon, which essentially means that he leads with his heart when it comes to love and affection.
Another thing to note is that Dice’s Sun and Gentaro’s moon are in the same sign (Cancer). I feel like this really reflects their kind of Sun-and-Moon relationship. Cancer is generally a very kind sign because its very emotionally astute. Because Dice’s Sun is in Cancer, he wears his kindness on his sleeve. The first time we ever see him win a big sum of money, he almost immediately gives it all away to a friend who’s having a rougher go of it than he is. When Gentaro gets upset because Hifumi makes fun of his clothes, Dice stands up for him without a second thought. At his core, Dice is just naturally a considerate guy. On the other hand, Gentaro’s kindness is much more vulnerable and tends to remain hidden. However, what this means for Gentaro is that Dice often gives him the courage to state his true feelings by making the first move. Dice usually says something similar to what Gentaro happens to be feeling anyway, especially when it comes to matters of friendship.
ALSO Dice’s mercury (planet of communication) is also in Cancer, so Dice’s style of communication literally speaks directly to Gentaro’s emotions.
Sun and Moon Placements:
Gentaro’s Moon in Dice’s 12th house: Usually the moon in a partner’s 12th house isn’t always a great placement? The 12th house represents self-destruction, sacrifice, and the deep unconscious. As a result, a partner’s moon falling in this house can be indicative of one partner being alluring but ultimately Bad For You. However, I think because Gentaro and Dice’s moons are so close to each other, these red flags are actually kind of necessary for them to understand each other? They have to see the worst parts of each other in order for their bond to be as strong as it can be. Gentaro might actually be a little overwhelmed in the 12th house because Dice is likely to subconsciously draw out Gentaro’s emotions. On the other side, Gentaro might have to put in some genuine effort to try and move Dice away from the gambling a little bit, because that’s where he feels most comfortable. Basically, they’d need to agree to work together on their deep-seated issues in order to fully connect. Can they do that? Who knows! Only time will tell.
Gentaro’s Sun in Dice’s 9th house: The 9th house represents purpose and philosophies of life. I looked this one up cause I wasn’t entirely sure about it, and supposedly a person’s Sun sign being in the other person’s 9th house means that you have similar world views and that you teach each other to be more culturally aware? Cool!
Dice’s Sun AND Moon in Gentaro’s 11th house: This is a particularly important placement. Not one, but two of the celestial bodies that make up the most central parts of Dice’s personality are within the friendship and community part of Gentaro’s chart. It makes for a really, really good partnership, because it’s extremely non-judgmental. They’re also like, literally surrounding Gentaro’s moon, so Gentaro likely feels comforted by Dice’s presence. This placement is also partially why Dice feels like he doesn’t need to understand exactly what’s going on in order to know that Gentaro is his friend — he just knows, and he’ll tell Gentaro as much too. The shared 11th house placements between these two also means that they share a really strong friendship, whether it’s romantic or platonic. 
OTHER CHARTS (FUN FACTS):
True to being his foil, Hifumi’s chart actually parallels/contrasts Gentaro’s in a few ways! He has an earth sign rising, just like Gentaro does. Hifumi’s moon is also in his 5th house, which is the exact opposite side of the chart from the 11th house, where Gentaro’s moon is. Both of them also have a lot of mercury energy (see also: talks a lot) in their charts? But Gentaro’s is more Virgo-based, and therefore more reserved, and Hifumi’s is more Gemini-based, and therefore more extraverted. Food for thought!
Gentaro and Jakurai share a moon sign hahahaha but Jakurai’s is so much more developed than Gentaro’s is. I have a lot to say about Jakurai’s chart too, I just thought the parallels were funny.
Okay, I think that’s all I wanted to cover here! Let me know if you wanted to see any other compatibility analyses with Gentaro! Next I’m probably going to do Ramuda and I’d also like to do a deeper reading of Dice! And then I’ll probably move onto Matenrou bc I lowkey have their charts already made hahaha
Thanks for stickin’ with me! I’m having a lot of fun doing these! :) I hope you all like them too!
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nightswithkookmin · 4 years
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JIKOOK AND THEIR SHENANIGANS-pt1
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Disclaimer:
This is my opinion and perspective of Jikook. I do not intend nor imply malice by my choice of words or by my interpretations of BTS' contents. Nor do I intend to be disrespectful of any member herein mentioned.
Do not take my words out of context in furtherance of your own agenda. You are the author of your own intentions and interpretations. If you do hold yourself accountable first.
PREFACE
I am done with with Jikook. Lol
I swear to God by the time they officially come out as a couple, if they ever do, I'm going to be left with severe PTSD.
Pray for me.
A lot has happened with Jikook these past few weeks. A devastating lot. Everything was going great and smooth and boom- we were hit with yet another anomaly in their dynamics. It was usual given us most of the things that had happened were entirely new to their dynamics yet not at all surprising in the grand scheme of things simply because unpredictability is Jikook's schtik and as I've come to terms with, part of their dynamics- you'll get used to it if you are new. Welcome to the club. Lol
I have shared snippets of my thoughts here and there on this whole development as and when it unfolded and said I wasn't going to deliver a comprehensive commentary until later so here it is- grab a glass of wine or coffee. It's gonna be long. Bless.
WHY I WAS HOLDING BACK
Contrary to what some people say and assume about me, I don't pull my opinions on Jikook from my ass- a dollar to the jar. Lol. I don't base my perspective on Jikook's relationship and dynamics on puff and nada. Where is the fun in that? I may be delusional about somethings but... Anywho.
I have said time and again how when it comes to Jikook moments there's always context and subtexts we are missing- it's a challenge trying to fill in the gaps. Probably part of the reason I'm obsessed with their dynamics. Lol.
Most of the theories I share with you on here are based on my observations of Jikooks interactions over a period of time. My objective has always been to try and understand the motivations (context) behind their moments and interactions, some of which I find fit a pattern while others- I never want to tackle or even think about without several pain killers and depressants until years later when a piece of content is released to provide better insights into their dynamics.
Jimin's birthday is one such moment for me. While I understood and even predicted JM's use of 5/8 in May this year was going to be a substitute for May 13 because I felt Jikook were not in a good place, were under heavy scrutiny in SK within that time period- starting with that March 30th VLive which I believe had led to a ban on Jikook using the platform on their own(especially Jimin- JK was already under ban but we will get into it later) given as BTS's content had changed drastically with heavy VLive supervision and the pg 13 contents they were made to make post that JM's VLive; then there was rumors of Dispatch's alleged conflict with BigHit, BigHit's IPO, Jungkook's Itaewon scandal- which of course were all confirmed later on that month, I felt the prospect wasn't looking good for Jikook to Jikook as wildly and as openly as they did.
Now you all know about my wild assumption about JM taking space out of their relationship due to JK coming on strong around that time so I'll spare the details.
Contrastingly, post BigHit's IPO, post Soop since Stay Gold era I felt things were looking great for Jikook. They were back to Jikooking. I felt they weren't being monitored as much by their bandmates and had a new found freedom within BigHit to do their own things as it appeared BigHit had begun 'managing' and presenting them as a brand- which I have written dissertations upon dissertations on so I won't get into.
JK and JM had started their online flirty banter thingy, even Dispatch seemed good with Bighit posting BTS official photos etc. Jimin too posted for JK on his birthday, JK came out on social media to gear up for JM's birthday and then puff- ashes. We hit a wall.
Now I know some people are speculating there was too much attention on Jikook within this time frame which is why JK didn't post- uhhmm, I don't buy it that view. There's always attention on Jikook. It's usually the negative attention like around March-June that holds them back from Jikooking. In opinion. I wouldn't call the attention they are or were getting within that time period negative.
Then there were some who speculated JK wasn't going to post because he hadn't posted for any of the members since Jin's birthday last year which again I didn't buy into. Jk is fearless and doesn't shy aware from making bold expressions of his love for Jimin. Him posting for Jimin would have been a bold move but nothing exactly new.
We've seen his GCFs. Enough said.
Personally, I felt he had showed up on social media a few days to JM's birthday to promote his music but to also prepare the grounds for when he posts on Jimin's birthday.
I genuinely felt he was gonna 'out' Jimin with that post and have people raising all kinds of brows like they did with GCF Tokyo, Saipan and Helsinki. Lol
Why did I think he was going to do this?
DECEMBER 4TH 2019
Jin's birthday. Now I have given y'all the back ground to this timeline and so I will just hit the highlights- Rosebowl, New Jersey VLive, JK getting drunk on his Jun VLive which I felt led to a ban on him from making solo live on VApp since 2019 to date- his recent Solo live was on YouTube mind you.
Prior to this I felt he and JM had earned a ban from making a VLive together until their 2020 VLive which was heavily monitored as I have speculated in past posts- again this is just my opinion.
JK, I felt, was being 'reckless' within this period. He was making bold moves and pushing the boundaries of his relationship with Jimin and even teasing the gates of the glass closet they are in. It certainly didn't help that the You too movement in S.K and the whole Idol sex abuse scandals in Kpop was on going as I've mentioned before-which had led to August's issues. Again you know my theory on the whole tattoo girl scandal so skipping.
October we had the whole cancel Jikook hashtag trending after Jikook's performance of I still want you and the whole you are me, I am you schtick.
In all of this I felt Jikook were fine.
November is when I noticed Jikook having 'issues' in their relationship (rolling my eyes at Silver) lol. Now again I won't go into all of that but you can check the real time contents/ behind scenes content on BTS around the time period and draw your own conclusions on that.
Then came the December ups and downs, JM flinching and dropping his face when JK went to sit by him in Jin's VLive- JK's awkwardness around Jimim. Now I know some people interpret this Live as that they were fighting? I won't call it fight fight perse. Lol. Issues, perhaps?Just seemed to me JM wanted to keep a low profile because again they were under heavy public scrutiny around the time which was what I feel was causing RM to keep an eye on them throughout that period- by keeping an eye on them I mean he was invoking the spirit of Jesus between them Pentecostal style. Bless him.
But seems JK wasn't having none of that, clearly. Lmho. There were already alot of restrictions on him since June in the way he used social media(Vapp) he and JM were not allowed to VLive together, he couldn't solo Vlive no more and now he couldn't even sit right with his man- I approve of the frying pans Jk. I APPROVE. Lol.
All this is my opinion of course.
But I think that is what he meant when he kept saying it's been a while he did a solo live and didn't even know how to do one anymore in his recent YouTube live- Jk can be passive aggressive in that way but we will get into that YouTube live in a bit. Hang in there.
So with all this going on I felt I understood him when he missed Jin's birthday on Twitter. Felt like a silent protest to me. But then again I thought perhaps it was just an impulsive act on his part.
Then he missed Tae's Birthday too and I thought hold on- this man is up to something. He was gonna a statement with that in retaliation to all the ban and sanctions and interferences with his personal life.
I was just following this whole drama with anxious glee towards a big reveal and then- cricket's ass ass deadass. Chilee. This man is cruel! Lol. I'm gonna need therapy to process this one on god! Lol JK!
My Right brain said perhaps, others had been right after all and he hadn't done all of that missed birthdays on purpose at all but had only acted impulsively in the heat of the moment given everything that had been going on with the group in around Jin's birthday- Mama 2019, we all know what had happened.
I felt perhaps, the moment he missed Jin's then he had to miss everyone's because if he wished any other person a happy birthday people were going to ask questions. People were going to assume he hated whoever he didn't wish a happy birthday.
But then my left brain- the crazy delulu side, also thought otherwise. I had a funny feeling that JK really intended to post only for Jimin on his birthday since he had been gearing up for it and that the only reason he wouldn't go through with it was if JM had asked him not to.
Why would JM do that? Because he enjoys the glass closet- he loves to flex his bond with JK, tease their relationship, claim his man, he wants people to know JK is his man because he is happy with him and proud of the man that he is but that doesn't mean he is ready to come out as LGBTQ plus. In my opinion.
JK I feel was done hiding the moment he posted GCF in Saipan- he gets right with us. Bless him.
JK often weaponizes their 'secret' against Jimin and hold's it over his head sometimes- so often when Jimin is on his Kumbaya agenda with the group taking their sides on things relating to their relationship JK switches on him and tries to expose Jimin- if you're just gonna help them burn us, I'm just gonna blow the whole operation out in the open and we are all going down. Chilee!
God, I felt Jk was going to expose Jikook for real! 🤣 Don't mess with JK and his Jimin- even Jimin himself gets burns sometimes.
Remember when JK threatened to expose a picture of himself with a hickey if JM didn't stay and do a VLive with him? Remember that? JK scares me for real when he is on his Jikook agenda! Lol
I felt he knew exactly what he was doing just as he knew exactly what he was doing with Saipan and editing of Helsinki. He just reiterated it in his recent live- which we will get into soon. He pointed out how he had gone to ask the members to describe the feelings they wanted to express through the MV he directed.
He admitted yet again in that live how he expresses his feelings, HIS FEELINGS, through his art and music- for all those who keep saying you can't tell JK loves JM just because he doesn't do the things JM does. Lmho.
And so I was heavily confused by these two conflicting theories in my brain. Which is why I kept saying I didn't want to jump into conclusions, that I was going to need more content yadda yadda yadda.
Which brings me to my resolution for JM's birthday saga.
POST JIMIN'S BIRTHDAY
Jimin enjoys been treated special. It's part of his love language. Jk has always treated him like he is special to him. And I know people claim it's just a birthday post- sure. But I understand also that Jimin doesn't Joke with his birthday. His father doesn't Joke with his birthday and clearly neither does JK- given as even before they all started the exchanging of gifts culture that he was giving presents to JM and JM alone within the group.
Besides, he's said he reads the members birthday messages to him on social media and have gone ahead to read some of them on his birthday Vlives in the past. So I can't say JK not posting was nothing.
My resolution was simple. I was going to examine their interactions post Jimin's birthday to see if their dynamics had flipped to see if JK not posting for JM's birthday had in anyway affected their relationship.
If JM's birthday meant something to him. Jk was going to make it up to him- openly. Deadass but in my opinion. Lol.
That's one aspect of Jikook's dynamics you can always count on- hopefully. Lol.
They have a way of reassuring eachother of their love and affection. And I don't know what happened to put the fear of God in both of them but lord are they both scared of pissing the other off! Jesus! Not sure if it's the whippery but damn- they are both crazy for that.
For instance, take JinMin's VLive right before the New Jersey Vlive. JM posted immediately after their live had ended to say he is sorry and loves JK on Twitter. And y'all saw him when JK panned to him on the bed? I've never seen a man so terrified of another man in my entire shipping life- Manila must have put the fear of JK in him, which THANK GOD! lol. Jimin plays too much. Lmho.
Never knew a hyung needed permission from a dongsaeng to leave a room until that day. Chileee! Jin had pulled a prank on JK too but I didn't see him wetting his pants and blowing kithes to JK- come at me with Jinkook is real, see what happens. Lol
Then GCF in Tokyo! I know to some it seemed like a random act of confession on JK's part but boy did he have motivation! He don stressed JM out to the ends of the world with those weird ass rumors (again not gonna mention it because it's very controversial 'saesangs' nature) if you know good for you but chilee you didn't hear it here. Lol
Then there was that whole photoshoot and JM looking like he wanted to kill JK lol right around August 2017. Which I have discussed in one of my blog posts. I think it's in a lot of jeonlous. I'll link it later- if I find it.
Then the almighty 2019 Tattoo Girl scandal, I'm not talking about the August scandal. I'm talking about the one on JM's birthday last year which launched the severe 'I am sorry' hashtags in JK's post on JM's birthday. In my opinion definitely.
The Tattoo girl's shop had wanted until Jimin's birthday, almost a month after the incident, to release a statement which blew up the incident again and almost overshadowed JM's birthday.
Chilee, the delulu in me felt that was intentional. They just wanted to hurt JK by ruining his man's birthday for him- never let him forget. Lol. These evil masterminds. Chilee!
In my opinion. Please.
My point is, JM and JK do make out in efforts to fix their relationship. And usually, I find whoever is in the wrong takes the most initiatives- not to say all the GCFs was because of a fight. Personally I take Saipan and Helsinki more seriously than Tokyo. Just saying.
And of course we all saw JM fly all the way from Paris on JK's birthday- talk of grand gestures and extending Olive branches. Chilee, I'm single!
I was going to wait till I could see who was reassuring who after JM's birthday to see who was in the 'wrong' know what I mean? Like who is putting in more effort to let us know they are a thing?
After their March/May shenanigans that was JK with the thirst traps and shit on Weverse, which brought JM around and he started opening up taking initiatives of his own like in the Dynamite MV reaction VLive.
Afterwards it all seemed pretty mutual to me and they were vibing. Jikook was a Vibe. Sigh.
THE PHOTOSHOOT SAGA
Now I know some people assert they don't see the 'tensions' in that behind the scenes photoshoot but we would have to agree to disagree on that because I saw that as tension between Jikook as I explained in my last post.
Jk walked right past and around Jimin without a word- chileee. JM was 'extroverted' with everyone but Jk- chilee chileee. This is weird as fuck. Lmho.
Prior to this shoot I had my eyes on Tae, RM Jk due to the Twitter war that I felt was going on between them in the days leading up to the concert. If they had anything to do with JK not posting on JM's birthday it was gonna leave trails.
Jk loves everyone but fuck with his relationship with his man and you're- poor Namjoon. Lol.
I refrained from discussing the photoshoot video or conceptualizing a theory around it because for the love of me I couldn't tell who was mad at who in that footage.
They all seemed equally mad to me. Jk had his usual don't fuck with my man mood on with that glare he gave RM causing RM to back away from JM and that attitude he gave Jin right after- which I have already speculated on in my last post.
The stare down contest between him and JM was equally nerve wracking and reminded me of that interview stare down contest between Jikook around Manila.
And I know I mentioned the 'elite' squad backing up Jimin in that moment. Chilee, I was too tired to explain that term because I had been writing for a whole day nonstop but that is the term I give to RM, Hobi, Jin as the hyungs/ elders who enable JM's shenanigans most often in the group.
JK usually pans them down when he and JM are going at it.
I feel Tae, JK, Suga are the ones that stay on JM's neck and calls his bull the most out of all the boys- Y'all don't wanna know what I call them. Lol. Perhaps, I should call them Silver? Chilee, girl don stayed my neck, put the fear of Moses in me! Lol
It felt as if, whatever the problem was, they both had an interest at stake in that moment in my opinion and they were battling it out. Besides, 5 days had gone by and for the love of me I had no idea why that mood was still persisting especially if it had anything to do with Jimin's birthday.
But I understand JM had been away with his family after the concert and had spent his birthday with his family so perhaps they couldn't resolve things within that time period. And JK it seemed had also thrown himself into work from what he said on his YouTube Live, filming and directing and shit- good for him. JM's wedding suit won't buy itself. Lol
So now the Jikook Solo lives.
JIKOOK SOLO LIVES
Now y'all know I was waiting for this one. I told y'all I was waiting to see how BTS interacted with the VApp post Soop. Y'all know my conspiracy theory on this- the whole Jikook were banned from using it, JK was banned after his last VLive in June last year and how JM was banned in March this year after JK intercepted Jin's call and asked him on a date and said the whole I love you kithes thingy- they are trouble.
Then I talked about how JK had been trying to rebel in retaliation, the whole team up with Tae to expose BigHit on Weverse after their live.
I don't think much has changed in that regard. He still didn't do his Live on the VApp and through out his YouTube live he kept hinting at how BigHit had sabotaged his passion- he claimed he had lost his passion for GCF( at least that's how I took it) and that GCF felt more like work than something he did out of passion.
He threw jabs here and there at BigHit complaining about how he didn't even know how to do them Live logs anymore because it had been a while he did them- the lies Jeon Jungkook ne spilling! You was on a live with RM not too long ago what do you mean it's been long! *smirk.
Jimin did the same thing too but in a more subtle way I feel. He kept saying how he didn't know his way around the app, how the staff had set it up for him and JK said the same thing-but more aggressively. Lol.
It seems JK was just going to turn on the Live, keep it business and yeet himself out of there- just like people want him to do(to be professional and not expose his relationship- chileee, JK is that too much to ask? Sigh.
JK is really passive aggressive like the Silver Squad- see what I did there? Lol. Tae and Suga have taught him well. It's that control thingy, I feel. He hates it. He hates when he is controlled by anyone- except Jimin apparently.
He really enjoys and wants the freedom to do what he wants- rather dead than cool. Chilee! It's how he was raised I believe. He is a very independent free spirited individual, I keep saying.
All that, "it's awkward' 'it's been awhile I did this' yea he ain't slick. *smirk.
Another interesting thing I noticed is how both him and JM tried to keep the other's name out of their mouths- well Jimin tried. Dude couldn't help himself bless him.
I just think they have been cautioned to keep a really low profile on the app especially in regards to how they use the app, what they share on the app- no eye fucking, no weird tensions staring into eachother's souls, no I love you's in the background and certainly NO BONERS!
All in all, my impression of those two Lives was that- Jimin had baited BigHit when he posted that 'see you soon on VApp.' In my opinion.
I think he did that to force BigHit's hands. Jk did the same with his 'I can't do live logs on my own now' statement.
Jimin had put BigHit in a tight corner when he read that 'I miss Jungkook' comment. And the way he kept it pushing afterwards- the next day BigHit was like, y'all this is Simba. Hair slicked back and all. Take him. Lol.
I keep saying the one thing BigHit is scared of is a scandal. They really don't want people asking certain questions that's going to make them look bad especially towards their artists- in my opinion. BigHit please it's my opinion. Let the records show. Lol.
And as I keep saying, BTS and even Jikook have a way of weaponizing their social media Influence against BigHit- that nearly 9 million viewers Jimin read out on his VLive certainly gave BigHit a push to call out JK. Lol.
Personally, I was curious as I said earlier as to how that VLive was going to be live. Whether it was going to be monitored heavily like their lives were after the March 30th incident.
I was curious to see if he would appear on YouTube or VApp. As it stands, it seems whatever ban was placed on JM from having Solo Lives on the App has been lifted
And it seems he was fighting for his man too in the most kumbaya way possible- Jimin! Lolololol. He is hilarious. Bless him
I just hope JK doesn't call in on JM's future VLives again to ask him on a date- again cos damn that would chaotic. Lol.
It's crazy to me how people still look at JK and ask if he loves JM at all- damn if he isn't carrying their relationship on his back!
It seems for now he still isn't allowed a solo VLive on the App and from the Way he kept saying he couldn't do a log alone it seems he is pushing to have that freedom to have a VLive with JM again- I don't know. I might be delulu. Lol
As to whether JK was the wrong party for not posting on JM's birthday I still don't know. Would have to observe their interactions a bit more.
So far from their lives the only one who was making efforts to feed us was Jimin with the whole 10/13 Mickey Mouse thingy which we all know is reference to Jikook.
If my hypothesis is right, JM would be coming out here with heart eyes, clinging to JK, making all the efforts while JK has the mood he had during the On era again- acting like he not whipped but he whipped- bless him.
Sigh.
All that being said, this is just my opinion. I'm just sharing my thoughts and observations. I am not calling anyone to action. I am not instructing anyone on what to do with my opinion, to hate on BigHit, or any of the members mentioned in here.
If you are not an adult, and can't reason like an adult do not sit at the adult table. Immaturity is not a bar to freedom of expression.
CONCLUSION
When it comes to Jikook, I always feel JK has put in so much effort into his relationship with Jimin to squander all that effort over something as silly as a birthday post.
Jikook have both worked through a lot, come a long way in their love journey to let petty issues undo all the efforts they've both put into eachother.
If JM's birthday is an issue for JM, JK would have made it right by now. All it takes it one simple post to fix it. And he has taken much bolder steps in the past to chicken out now.
And if Jimin is the one holding JK then- dude better prepare another Paris trip to placate his man because JK about to pout him to death. Lol.
As I said I have a feeling things are good between them now. I just want to see more of their interactions.
Keep supporting Jikook.
Signed,
GOLDY
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would you mind doing a description of each member of nct dream? you don’t have to cuz that’s lowkey a lot BUT i figured i’d ask since i’m trying to write something and get their personalities right. i really admire your work!! have a nice day, babes!!!
yes, of course, lovebug 💕 I’ll be rewording the analyses from the asks about my ideal type and adding to them, so it might be a bit familiar! I could’ve written more, but I had to stop because I reached max length for each paragraph 😅 I hope these are helpful to you, and thank you so much for liking my work, honey bee!!! 💛 best of luck with your writing, and I hope you have a good day, too! 🌼 also, I’m on mobile and I’m so sorry for all the scrolling! I’ll add a read more when I get on my laptop ✨ edit: the read more has been added :’)
MARK :: oh, where do i start with mister absolutely fully capable? mark is the definition of adorkable. if you look up that word in the dictionary, you’re gonna see his picture pasted right under it. he’s endearing and awkward, and he tries his best in everything and puts his best foot forward, giving 110% in whatever he does. he’s a hard worker and a good boy. he laughs at that’s what she said jokes, and he’s the type of person to think of a funny joke from three days ago and start laughing at the most inappropriate time, like in the middle of standard testing. he’ll say things he thinks are funny, like “five guys hello guys” or that long sentence about possibilities and immediately look to you with those wide doe eyes, seeking a positive reaction from you and hoping you’ll laugh. he’ll try to wink at you randomly sometimes, but he always fails and just ends up blinking, which will make you laugh and call him cute and have him scrunching up his nose because that’s not what he intended to happen and he’ll be really flustered at the compliment. he’s really sweet, and I think taeil called him the most romantic? however, I feel like having a relationship isn’t a high priority for him right now. he seems to have workaholic tendencies, which could frustrate his s/o. he would need to have someone that understands his work and music is the most important to him, and he might unintentionally neglect checking up with his s/o at times. he’s a little shy and introverted, so it might be hard for him to make a first move if you aren’t friends at first. he’ll write dozens upon dozens of songs about you. that’s the way he’ll express his affection because he’s too shy to in the beginning and music is what he’s good at. there will be lots of late nights with him strumming his guitar and you sitting next to him, reading a book or playing a game on your phone, and he’ll call your name and you look up before he nervously starts to play a new song that he’s written for you. and at the end of the song, he’ll glance up at you really quickly before looking back down at his guitar, and you’re going to have to go over to him and take his face into your hands softly and tell him his song was amazing and you love it as much as you love him. and he’ll smile so big as his glasses slide down his nose before he quickly leans up and presses the softest kiss against your mouth to show you his appreciation before he loses courage to do so. sometimes you steal those round rimmed glasses of his and try them on yourself, and mark has to cover his face and look away and wring his hands and he makes those little oi mark noises because you look so cute and he doesn’t know what to do with himself. on the other hand, mark is also very stubborn. it may not look like that, but if you notice the relationship between him and hyuck, hyuck is always the one giving in at the end. mark will absolutely not do something if he doesn’t want to do it. I do think he will go after something if he wants it, but he will hesitate slightly at first. he follows the rules a bit too much. he doesn’t seem to be the most fun person to party with either unless you get him to drink a beer because he’s a lightweight, but that also means you have to take care of him afterwards. also, he said in an interview that he doesn’t like rollercoasters or fast rides, but he enjoys the cotton candy at amusement parks lol but he did go on those rides in the end, but his head was down the entire time rip. mark gets easily embarrassed. it’s like in that video where they read tweets aloud and mark got super embarrassed when jaehyun read this tweet that gushed about his laugh, and mark just curled up into himself and couldn’t lift his head up and awkwardly laughed. he’s adorkable. please tease him and hype him up in this very same way just to get this cute reaction out of him.
RENJUN :: renjun is the one you can call when you have a body to bury and he’ll show up with the shovel. he’ll call you a stupid idiot, but he’ll still show up to help you. he’s the type that would come over at 3 a.m. if there’s a bug in your apartment and squash it for you after much complaining and telling you that he won’t do it. he’s fiercely loyal and caring. he took care of chenle when chenle wasn’t as proficient with korean and made sure he was doing ok and was always ready to translate for him whenever. he puts up a tough, ready to fight front, but he’s a scaredy cat and if you pretend to be a ghost (read: jisung), he’ll be scared shitless. you can see him get scared and hide behind jeno and hug him so hard when the zombie jumped out in one of those save dream interactive videos. he’s the person you can banter with and he understands dry humor and sarcasm, and I think he’s best for e2l story plot lines because of this lmao but he also fits the best friend role well. he will roast anyone with no mercy with just a few words. he’s artistic. he’s super good at art and has shared several of his beautiful digital drawings before. he’s the person to go to when you want to have long, serious talks at 4 in the morning, and as seen through his radio show, he will try his best to give you advice, even if he may not be experienced enough, but he is trying his hardest to help. if you read some of the advice he gives on his radio show, you can get a better sense of who he is as a person. he’s really insightful and puts a lot of effort into giving the best answer he can. also, he really reminds me of a little brother or someone I want to be best friends with because we can roast people together or talk about paranormal stuff. he just seems really fun to mess around with because he gives funny reactions. he gives off that younger sibling vibe where only your big sister can make fun of you, but once she sees someone else doing it, it’s not ok and she’s gonna go after that person for making her lil bro cry. in a relationship, he wants someone he can trust with his thoughts and interests, such as aliens, and while his s/o may not believe in them, he wants them to genuinely listen to him and not just brush it off. however, he will still roast his s/o into oblivion. it’s how he shows his affection lol. he’ll call you an idiot and cute all in the same sentence. but he’s really a soft and sensitive boy underneath his snappy, sarcastic exterior. he cried when they won first place for the first time. i’m sure he cried when ridin’ reached number one on the charts. he’s attentive and likes affection even though he tries to say he doesn’t. in that one weekly idol dreamie episode, hyuck listed who hated affection, and he wasn’t one of them. he’s a good boy, and underneath all his snarky comments, he wants to be loved and cared for. you can see how he got a lil huffy when jisung chose chenle as his favorite hyung lol he doesn’t express his feelings outwardly as much, but if you’re his s/o, he will quietly adore you in his own way while outwardly being that one snarky couple who banters all the time. he’ll draw pictures of you, secretly have you as his homescreen, or have a secret photo album on his phone of just pictures of you. he’ll complain if you get him a couple item, like a bracelet, but he’ll wear it 24/7 and refuse to give it back to you. he will absolutely lose his shit if he misplaces it. he’ll cook for you if you ask, but he’ll make a big show about fake complaining about it beforehand. I think he’s okay with hand holding and kisses here and there, but he won’t do grand gestures of pda because he thinks those should be more private and between the two of you. he thinks pet names are sappy as heck, and he’ll get terribly embarrassed if you call him one but he’d be like “that’s so gross and corny... but call me that again.” honestly, just tell him ily and his cheeks will turn so red and he’ll bury his face in his hands but he’ll say it back in the quietest voice and he truly does mean it with his whole chest.
JENO :: jeno is someone who fits in so many roles. his character is versatile in a sense. you can make him into a bad boy, the boy next door, your best friend, anybody. his humor is underrated, and he makes funny puns. he’s good at sarcasm and wit, like when he asked jisung if he thought jaemin’s iq was single digits or when the instructor complimented him and said his rap sounded like mark and he was like “oh.... that’s not good.” he worries about being funny. he mentioned losing sleep over it in weekly idol, so please tell him he’s funny and laugh at his jokes ): he really is funny, and i love his humor. jeno is really smart. he managed to rank 4th or something I believe in his school after cram studying the day before. he’s really self-assured and confident in himself, but he doesn’t show off or act cocky, yet you can sense the quiet confidence in him. he’s humble and works hard and deserves more credit than he’s given. he possesses leadership qualities and is a source of strength for other members. i think they said he was one of the cleaner members and when he’s drunk, he cleans LMAO he is into sports and gymming, especially biking. hyuck said that jeno’s bedroom has his and jaemin’s bikes hanging on the walls lol he also is really competitive, but not a sore loser type. jeno doesn’t strike me as the type who needs his s/o around 24/7 and prefers to have hobbies and space separate from his s/o. he’s laid back, but at the same time, still energetic and fun to be around. he’s still weird, but not over the top weird. jeno is insightful and kind, and he has stated that he’s very shy and timid before. doyoung likes him the most because he’s kind and respectful and takes into account other people’s feelings and listens well. he’s a good boy. he’s also really playful and teasing and plays well with others, like jisung jokes around with him all the time. I feel like jisung jokes around with him the most out of all his hyungs aside from chenle because jeno doesn’t get mad. i believe the members say he’s the only one aside from chenle who doesn’t get mad when someone messes up in dance practices. he cries when he gets angry. jeno is also really affectionate. he enjoys cuddling and holding hands and back hugs and whatnot, but he doesn’t overdo it. it takes a long time for him to trust and open up to someone, and you’re a very lucky person if he lets you see this side of him. he won’t force you to do anything you’re uncomfortable with. If something is bothering you, he won’t pry at first if you refuse to talk about it, but I do think he will eventually make you talk if he feels something is terribly wrong or if it’s affecting the relationship. jeno is driven and knows what he wants. he’ll give you space, but if you’re not what he’s looking for or if you don’t put the effort in as well and won’t open up to him, I do think he will move on. he might bottle up his emotions at first, but as the relationship progresses, he’ll be fully open to you and tell you everything. I don’t think he’ll be terribly affected if he’s rejected because he is confident in himself and able to brush it off. he knows his self-worth. oh, and he loves animals. obviously, jeno loves his cats because he has them even when he’s allergic. he’s the type of s/o who, if you mention you’re walking back to your dorm late at night after staying in the art building to finish your painting, he’ll show up with messy hair and his glasses in his sweats with a hoodie thrown on haphazardly and walk you back safely even without you asking. kiss him on his nose at random times just because you love him, and he’ll make that jeno trademark noise of confusion before giving you the prettiest eye smile that makes the moon dim in shame and nuzzling his face into your shoulder shyly. call him jeno darling or jeno love if you want to see the same reaction as before. it’s gonna be a total KO to his heart if you call him that and boop him on the nose with the softest kiss. anyway, jeno is the bestest boy in the entire universe, and give him all your love, please and thank you.
HAECHAN :: hyuck is so fucking talented. he’s good at everything: singing, dancing, rapping, variety shows, you name it. he was born to be an idol. he’s the golden one and excels at everything. he’s an ace, and he knows it. yeah, he’s cocky and brags about everything he does, but he actually has evidence and proof to back it up. plus, no one can stay mad at him for very long because have you seen how cute he is?? he’s a brat, but you still love him anyway. he’s good at sweet talking and getting what he wants. he plays a push and pull game, and you end up falling for him in the end. i know in fics on here, you often see jaemin in the playboy/fuckboy persona, but I think hyuck absolutely exudes this persona. he is able to read the room or a person and knows the exact way to act in order to get the reaction he wants. it’s hyuck’s world, and we’re all just living in it. he can have all of us eating out of the palm of his hand if he desires. i think he truly embodies the traits of a slytherin: ambitious and cunning. it’s every man for himself, and he’ll do whatever it takes to get what he believes he deserves and plays by his own rules. hyuck is so smart and intelligent, both in terms of brains and emotion. he’s absolutely brilliant, and he’s the type of person to ace an exam without even studying for it. I think he did very well in school, and he also beat doyoung in mental maths when they had a competition on weekly idol lol and he’s also street smart. there’s a reason why doyoung and taeil are scared of him and why they prefer to be on his team than against him lmao. I think hyuck is also a people pleaser though. he wants to be liked, and it’ll drive him crazy if someone calls him boring or shows no interest towards him. I think he’ll want a s/o who plays the push and pull game with him. he’ll playfully tease them a lot, and they’ll have to be interesting and able to dazzle him with their own wit and sarcasm. he, like renjun, is snarky and sarcastic. he likes to make people laugh and enjoys being the center of attention. he is super affectionate and rivals jaemin in this aspect. he thrives off of physical touches, hugs, cuddles, etc. he likes to cuddle when he sleeps, and I feel like he enjoys being the little spoon. he isn’t afraid of pda and will show off his s/o to the world with a loud kiss or back hug anywhere. he’s the type who would do that back pocket spin peter does to lara jean lmao. the two of you can laze around at home, while he plays video games on his computer and you can sit in his lap and he’ll do that thing where his arms are around you and his chin is on your shoulder. he’s a good cook, and he’ll cook for you, but he expects you to pay him back in kisses. his s/o might think he doesn’t pay attention to what they’re saying to him, but he does. he absolutely adores his s/o and remembers everything about them. he’s the type to surprise his s/o with their favorite flowers on a random day, and his s/o would’ve thought he wasn’t paying attention when they told him their favorite flower months ago. and please, please, please surprise him with flowers too because that will catch him off guard and you’ll see him blush and get flustered for once. it’s like when the dreamies first debuted, and chenle said hyuck was the best singer and he wanted to be like hyuck, and hyuck got really quiet and shy and flustered about it. however, he’d get really shy around his crush if they weren’t friends first. there’s that video of him returning something that twice’s mono dropped I think and he was so nervous before and afterwards. or there’s that time when he handed flowers to seungwoo and got so flustered as the dreamies teased him afterwards. also, I feel like sometimes people forget that so much hard work goes into what he does because he makes it look so effortless. hyuck works so hard in everything and puts his all into what he does. anyway, please appreciate hyuck and love him lots. he deserves to be showered in love and affection.
JAEMIN :: jaemin is like jeno in the sense that his character is also super versatile. you can make him fit any type of persona for your fic. jaemin is a sweetheart. his entire existence is love. hyuck said that he treats his members the same way he treats his fans in an episode of weekly idol before. he’s a really affectionate person as seen in the way he showers jisung with affection. he eats, sleeps, and breathes aegyo. you’re going to experience his aegyo a lot if you’re his s/o, so brace yourself. he even managed to make hyuck flustered when he kissed him in that recent reload era game video. he has a lot of love to give out, but he also wants the same amount of love in return. you can see how he craves for love from jisung in return and the way he gets a little upset when he doesn’t get it, like when jisung didn’t call him his favorite hyung. his s/o needs to be okay with being showered with affection and love, and they have to do the same for him. call him cute pet names, give him random kisses throughout the day, back hug him while he’s cooking, he will just absolutely glow and bask in your love. jaemin is good at cooking. he will cook for you, and if you cook, he’ll eat what you make with no complaints. it’s like that meme where person A gives person B a drink with salt in it, and person B drinks it all, and when person A asks why they did that even though it was salty, person B says it’s because they didn’t want to hurt person A’s feelings. jaemin is person B. he’ll also make you model for him and pose literally everywhere so he can take pictures of you because you’re the prettiest person in the entire world to him. he’ll make you his lockscreen, homescreen, hang up pictures of you in his room, all that jazz. he’s the one who buys couple items or outfits and makes you wear them with them. his entire Instagram account will be pictures of you or with you. however, he’s also petty af and nags a lot lmao. he complained to jeno when jisung said he wanted to eat bread at 3 a.m. and how he couldn’t go out to buy him any. he also nagged renjun in one of those dream vs dream videos for not having any questions about him, while all his questions were about renjun. or when he was sulking about jeno not knowing his favorite cartoon character. I believe he mentioned having extreme mood swings too where he’s either too quiet or too loud and out there, and as a s/o, you’d have to cater to both sides of him. jaemin is also an introvert. he’s very quiet and shy around strangers, but he’ll unleash his inner weirdness and loudness when he feels comfortable around you, and you’re in for a wild, fun ride. in that video where he and jeno were making cakes, he seems really hyper and wild. same goes for that video where they went out to eat, and jaemin was pouring soda into a glass dramatically. or when they played that dance game where you have to add onto the dance and copy the previous dances, and he added some random flailing motion and complained when someone did it wrong. or when he and renjun were paired up for that guessing game when they both had headphones on, and he started flailing everywhere and getting kinda frustrated at renjun for getting zero right. he’s a bit weird lmao. as his s/o, i hope you go along with his weird antics and have fun with him too! you also have to remind him to take care of himself. make sure he doesn’t drink that ungodly coffee drink of his or eat too much sugar. take care of him, love him, cherish him, and jaemin will be the best boyfriend ever. he might even set up a whole led light display for you at night declaring his love like he did for jeno. actually, no, he definitely will. he’ll do big grand gestures to show his love for you. he’ll fill your house with roses and press kisses to each of your fingertips with a different reason for why he loves you. he’ll continue to list the reasons for why he loves you for every star he sees until he runs out of stars, but he’ll never run out of reasons for loving you.
CHENLE :: chenle was born to be a star. he is so incredibly talented and picks up skills so quickly. it’s evident because he managed to debut after two months of training and he became fluent in korean quickly. he’s humble and gracious, and he’s the embodiment of that miss universe song: he’s beauty, he’s grace. he doesn’t flaunt his wealth, in fact, it only ever comes up because others bring it up. or he accidentally shows it off when he asks what rent means or when he tries to innocently rectify the situation, like when jaemin was like “oh his parents held a concert for him for his bday” and chenle was like “noooo no it was just to make a memory” on idol room lmao. the way he expresses his love is through gift giving. it shows in the way he told mark he’ll buy him anything he wants for his bday or when he gave apple watches to the 00 liners or when he immediately agreed to buy jeno a plane ticket to china to show him around his home. but he’s not trying to flaunt his wealth. this is simply how he shows his love. chenle is laidback and easygoing. he doesn’t care about jisung using honorifics with him, and he’ll go along with whatever’s happening. there’s that one video during mfal era where hyuck and chenle won the prize and hyuck was like “hey I’ll take the prize ok?” and chenle just immediately agrees and doesn’t care at all. but don’t get me wrong, chenle is super competitive. he wants to win, but it’s more about that feeling you get when you’re the winner, rather than the actual prize for him. he’s really into sports, specifically basketball, so i feel like he’d enjoy it if his s/o expressed some sort of interest in it with him. they don’t have to play basketball with him, but he’d appreciate it greatly if they listened to him talk about stephen curry or cheer him on from the sidelines. he’s affectionate. if you read my renjun description, chenle is the other one that hyuck said doesn’t mind affection from the other members on weekly idol. I don’t see him showing affection blatantly as much like hyuck and jaemin, but I think he loves receiving it. chenle obviously receives so much love from his family and is super close to them. he will love his s/o with his whole heart, and I hope his s/o will love him back just as much. also, I’m pretty sure he’ll love his s/o acting cute because his heart rate spiked up when jisung did aegyo on idol room lmao. I think he’s the only other extrovert in the dreamies, besides hyuck. I believe someone asked jaemin or skz hyunjin if they got close after the collab stage, and they said that they were really awkward with each other. however, skz felix and chenle became good friends! chenle is friendly and a people person. he thrives in social settings, and he’s a social butterfly. he’ll help people out of their shells and make sure to include them in conversations. he’s the type of person who would clear his throat and be like “hey y/n has something to say” if you tried to say something in a group convo and weren’t heard. he’s fine with being the center of attention, but he doesn’t actively seek out that position, like hyuck does. unlike hyuck, he’s not a people pleaser. I think he’s confident in himself, and he’s self assured and satisfied with who he is, so he doesn’t really care what others think of him. chenle is really playful. he likes to tease the other members and wreak harmless havoc lol you can see how he plays around with the other members, like in nct life where he just throws snow at jisung or scares jisung with a rubber chicken when they went to an amusement park in shanghai. he’s a thrill seeker. he loves roller coasters, shooting games, laser tag, etc. he gets excited over the littlest things, and he’s a naturally cheerful person who lights up the room and just naturally has people gravitate towards him. however, he has his serious moments too, and I can see him sitting next to his s/o behind the piano and playing something for them. but then, he’ll probably ruin the soft moment by slamming his hands down on the keys and scaring them at the end.
JISUNG :: jisung reminds me of high school puppy love. he’s curious about the world and introspective. he asked the fans to send him pictures of the moon because he couldn’t see it himself. I think he has a lot of deep thoughts and keeps them to himself because he’s introverted and nervous about sharing them aloud in case he’s not taken seriously as the youngest. he’s inquisitive and sweet, and he’s the culmination of everything good in the universe. he’s the one whom renjun talks to about aliens and paranormal things, and I believe he’ll want a s/o who will take him seriously on these things and listens to his concerns without teasing or making fun of him for believing in them. jisung is shy and gets embarrassed when he’s given compliments. there’s this video where the dreamies read compliments from fans aloud, and you can see how flustered and shy he gets as he ducks his head, has to pause and cover his face before playing with his hair as he reads through the compliments with the biggest smile peeking on his face. I think this is the cutest thing ever, and at the beginning of the relationship, if his s/o compliments him or does something cute, he’s going to react exactly like that. tell him his dancing is amazing, watch his fancams around him, tell him his face is nice to look at, etc. and you’ll see him get reduced to a flustered, blushing mess. the first time he sees you wearing one of his sweaters with the sleeves covering your hands and giving you sweater paws, he will combust and stutter and not be able to look at you as his cheeks turn red. he might just suffer a heart attack if you decide to casually call him a cute pet name one day. additionally, jisung is at that age where he wants to know what others think of him and he wants to be liked. I think this is the reason why he’s more hesitant about speaking up or voicing himself in an unfamiliar environment because he doesn’t want to give off a negative image. he’s also painfully shy, but he wants to make friends, which he explains on dancing high. because of this, he truly cherishes any friendship or relationship he has because it’s seen as something incredibly special to him. as his s/o, you’re gonna mean the world to him and he will value your opinion greatly. once he’s comfortable around you, he’ll be loud and talkative. jeno says that jisung talks the most at the dorm and he’s never quiet. jisung is also a lil shit lol, and he knows how to get out of things, like cleaning up after dinner by locking himself in the bathroom. he’s also a little lazy and probably not the cleanest tbh. he sleeps in jaemin’s bed or in the living room because he’s too lazy to go to his top bunk. he doesn’t listen to his hyungs and talks down to them in a playful way because he knows they’re whipped for him lmao. when the relationship progresses, jisung is going to act in the same, exact way with you. he’s a savage, and he will roast you in the same way he roasts his hyungs, like when hyuck wanted to go to LA with him for why not the dancer and he was like “you have to be good at dancing to go” (which btw, fight me, jisung, hyuck is literally the best dancer). he’ll tease you, hide items on the tallest shelf just so that you’ll call him for help, and smush your cheeks and call you cute. he’ll ruffle your hair and run up behind you and sweep you off your feet princess style just to scare you before carefully placing you back down or tossing you into the pool lol he may have complained about carrying renjun in that reload era game video, but he’ll give you piggy backs when you’re tired or carry you around if you asked. he likes playing video games and those block breaker game apps and when he loses, he’ll sit there and pout without realizing it. he does that little nose scrunch unknowingly, and it’s the cutest. he’ll like dates at home the best. he sucks at cooking, but he’ll try to do it for you. but it’ll end up with you cooking while he back hugs you, and you have to walk around the kitchen with him being a koala attached to you as you feed him bits of the food being made.
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nct dream’s hogwarts house analysis
I decided to make this because I’ve had opinions on their houses for years and there are some specific moments that I’ve had in mind for my reasoning, so I thought this would be a great opportunity to spill my two cents with links when necessary! In this essay I will discuss from my point of view what things they’ve done/parts of their personalities that place them in their specific hogwarts house. this is based off of my observations and opinions, but feel free to hit up my ask box to talk about it!
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MARK — GRYFFINDOR
this shouldn’t really surprise anyone, should it? Mark has been in the spotlight of nct for a long time: nct 127, nct u, nct dream, super m—he’s an ace.
And though sometimes he may act shy or serious, overall he’s very confident, esp. in himself. That self-assurance is what places him in Gryffindor. Yes, he’s also hardworking and ambitious and smart, but when you look at him, you can’t help but be charmed by his confidence in his own skin; even if he’s awkward or nervous, it’s what shines through the most.
On stage when he’s performing, he’s very focused and honestly just feeling himself; his fortitude is admirable for the simple fact that he doesn’t seem bothered to have all eyes on him, but this self-confidence is intrinsic, for the most part. Remember that one time backstage he said “don’t be nervous” to the camera? He’s incredibly self-reliant and doesn’t need a lot of outside assurance. (x) (x)
He’s also a very chivalrous kind of guy who looks out for his members and is very open and friendly, like a Gryffindor. They’re the kind of people to stick up for others, which I personally believe mark wouldn’t hesitate to do. (He’s also a Christian which I want to suggest that, since he’s strong in his faith, he probably also tries to follow the word of the Bible on being a good person. Just a thought). (x)
Other than that, he’s also just a very outgoing person and I think his overall demeanor fits Gryffindor rather well. He’d probably laugh loudly in the dining hall with his friends, help the first years around (mostly likely a Perfect), and he’d stick up for the quieter kids, no matter their house. He gives me Harry Potter + Oliver Wood vibes.
RENJUN — RAVENCLAW
this was kind of close not going to lie; he was almost Slytherin. But even though he can be rather snarky with good comebacks, a Ravenclaw can do the same. After all, Ravenclaws are known for their wit and Renjun has many many funny comments and witty banter. (x)
ultimately I put Renjun in Ravenclaw because he is very very wise. He’s had that “pure boy” imagine clouding him but underneath, he is young, yes, but he has a lot of knowledge. He gives good advice, is very talented on many things (possibly due to research), and actually makes for a good mentor sometimes.
I want to talk about the wisdom thing very quickly though. There’s one reply to a fan he did where he made amazing comparisons and addressed the issue very thoughtfully; when someone is willing to take the time to think about an issue very seriously to give the best advice possible, I can only imagine him as a Ravenclaw. (x)
He is also very independent and self-assured like Mark, but there is a difference: I believe Mark’s stems from natural confidence while Renjun’s stems from introspection. Do you remember when asked which idol he wanted to be, and he said he wanted to be himself with his own path? That was, again, a very thoughtful response, and a very wise and intelligent thing to say which rounds out my upper two points. I think everyone really admired him for saying that after. (x 4th pic)
Renjun is also a very creative and artsy/crafty person (likes to paint) which places him in Ravenclaw as well. I can see Renjun sketching away during class, doing well when debating with students (who may have just wanted to mock him), and being professors’ favorite because of his wit/wisdom and good grades. (x)
JENO — HUFFLEPUFF
Again this shouldn’t be a surprise. I think Jeno fits everything Hufflepuffs stand for: honestly, kindness, fairness, loyalty, patience, and hard work. He is legit an angel.
To start it off, Jeno is very patient. Though he teases the other members sometimes, he take a good brunt of their jokes. He took being called “no fun/nojam” in stride and went along with it, and even with his asmr videos, plenty of the members would be very loud to mess with him. You could tell by his face he wasn’t too pleased, but he smiled through it and didn’t get very mad at them. (x) (x)
Jeno is also a very welcoming, open, and kind individual. He cares for his friends a lot and tries very hard to make sure they’re comfortable, even if it ends up putting himself at a disadvantage. Esp with his “angelic” persona, he just makes a very good, loyal friend.
Jeno is very hard working and talented as well. He does other dance videos, an asmr channel/videos, and acts as a host for shows. Even though these may be solo activities/work, he has consistently been cheery and patient and attentive for each and all. (x) (x) (x)
Last of all, have you seen this man smile? He can warm the darkest of days? He instantly brightens a room and I’m sure at hogwarts he would be a school favorite, kind to everyone, help out in the library or cleaning classrooms, and having the strongest plants in herbology class because of how much care he gave them. Jeno belongs in Hufflepuff.
DONGHYUCK — SLYTHERIN
This also shouldn’t be nothing new lol! I think Hyuck is a great example of a Slytherin tbh, in a more...immature way? Like not demeaning towards others, but his way of acting and treating others has a flair of drama, if that makes sense? Not necessarily in a bad way, but he is considered more “high maintenance” because he himself said he can be clingy/annoying to the other members. (x)
Haechan is “full-sun” because he’s funny, loud, bright, playful, and as I said he’s more dramatic/extra and makes a show of pouting and being (mock)petty. I think the way he treats his friends is peak Slytherin behavior because if you remember how he mocked mark on dream vs dream saying mark didn’t care about him/he didn’t care about mark? That kind of “self-centered” humor seems very Slytherin. (x) (x)
Esp in terms of purebloods, Slytherins are very sure of themselves and Hyuck is no exception to being cocky. He thinks he’s hot shit sometimes, whether he thinks he’s looking hot or dancing well and he doesn’t disguise his expressions. Even during dance practices, he makes sure to smirk at the camera and his movements/expressions practically scream that he’s feeling himself. And, quite honestly, it’s part of his charm, and it makes him hard to resist. (x) (x)
Hyuck is very clever, and even when he loses he doesn’t seem to think he did, or he doesn’t count it as a loss. As a Slytherin, his self-confidence is very high like a Gryffindor, but it’s more proud and sly. Hyuck isn’t afraid to cheat/bend the rules (which Slytherins are known to do) and, since Slytherins are self-preserving, he’s very cunning and careful in how he acts/play his cards to get what he wants, such as pretending to cry as he went to Johnny on weekly idol. (x)
Even with these attributes, Haechan is still a good, caring, loyal individual and he isn’t a stranger to doubt or sensitivity, that’s not what I’m saying through this. His “Slytherin” traits aren’t all he is/defining, but they are strong enough to classify him. At hogwarts, I can imagine Hyuck sneaking through the secret passageways after curfew to snack on the every-flavor-jellybeans, he’d play light pranks on the other dreamies, and he’d be a jokingly arrogant quidditch player.
JAEMIN — SLYTHERIN
I feel like this is potentially controversial because I personally can see Jaemin in every house because he has a shifting persona and vibe depending on the circumstances, and no one part of him sticks too much.
Firstly I’d like to say that I don’t think Jaemin is an extrovert, so I wouldn’t say Gryffindor or Hufflepuff as my first choice since one of their main points is to help others/socialize/be outgoing. Not to say he couldn’t be in these houses, but he would definitely need to recharge. My point being is that Jaemin is a very cute, funny, caring individual and is sometimes very loud/energetic—we’ve seen how he interacts with the members. But he’s said himself he needs to recharge, he tends to stick in his room a lot/get serious at the dorms, and I think it’s because he exerts so much energy to uphold a persona for the camera, and I’ve always thought this. You can tell in vlives or interviews too that he gets quiet and contemplative, which has me think Slytherin (or Ravenclaw) for his maturity and seriousness when allowed to be himself. Not to say that Jaemin isn’t happy or naturally funny/caring, but I think he exaggerates a lot for the fans and he burns out quickly. (x)
We know that Jaemin thinks about quitting school to be an idol a lot, and by choosing sm he was ambitious in his pursuit of singing. Yes, every nct dream member had to give it up, but from how much he talks about it, I think it still bothers him. But by pushing through to be an idol, we can see his goal-oriented choices and dedication poke through, making him a Slytherin, even though it cost him potential friendships and a normal life. This also adds into the Slytherin self-preservation because he weighed his options to determine the best outcome for himself (also goes with hesitation=introversion). (x)
We know Jaemin is caring and can become very energetic/cute (for the camera) such as performing aegyo or teasing the members, but I feel like he’s very resourceful and sneaky about the way he does it? He seems to know exactly what will embarrass the members and uses it to his advantage, without any sense of doubt or bashfulness. He is also similar to Hyuck, in that regard, about being clingy/cute/annoying to the other members (when he is feeling energetic) and he also can be jokingly petty/complaining to the members and I think he takes pride/joy from embarrassing/annoying the members too, which is more of a Slytherin-friendship thing than any other house imo. (x)
I think if Jaemin went to Hogwarts, he’d be quite popular and well-liked but I always imagined him as not having many close friends and sometimes even being in the background even though he’s so well-known. I think he’d like and need a lot of alone time in the library/astronomy tower/owl sanctuary, but he’d have a lot of situational/class friends. Like Chenle too, I think he would also aid in changing the stereotype that Slytherins are all mean. I actually always wanted to write a long fic for him because he kind of gives me Draco vibes, but we’ll have to see. (And I can elaborate more on the Draco/Jaemin thing if you’d like to send an ask!)
CHENLE — SLYTHERIN
I already know some people are going to fight me on this, but hear me out!! Yes, Chenle is a very kind, bright, helpful person, but that doesn’t strictly place him in Hufflepuff: those personality traits aren’t necessarily only one house. So Chenle can be a bright and bubbly person in Slytherin just as well.
So first of all, Chenle is highly ambitious. He likes to win, he likes to progress, he likes to do well, and he’s not afraid to cheat or bend the rules to get his way (which is very un-Hufflepuff who believe in fairness even though his hard work/determination is (because it’s misplaced)). In one interview, all of the members ratted Chenle out for not accepting defeat by refusing to agree when he lost/said it wasn’t fair. And in dream v. dream with Jaemin, he made the game unfair because he asked a question he didn’t even know the answer to (not maliciously, I’m sure, but still unfair). (x) (x)
If you also remember the game nct played where if you smiled you lost, Chenle was very happy to be winning and was cunning like a Slytherin to get there. Though it was cute and fun, it didn’t change the fact that Chenle wanted to “advance” and was focused on the prize much like a Slytherin would. (x)
On top of that, we have to remember that Chenle has been in the entertainer game the longest. From a very young age, he’s sung and played instruments and been the object of media’s attention. This gives me “pureblood” vibes because he’s almost an old-money who is used to the amount of attention. Also please just assess his vibes when he’s not smiling. (x) (x)
Again, I would just like to reiterate that Chenle is a very bright and kind and funny person so it makes sense based on those traits to put him in Hufflepuff, but it’s his goal-oriented actions that place him in Slytherin, and his house shouldn’t impact his personality. I think it’d be cool to see a bright Slytherin walking down the hall and greeting other houses with a smile, playing games with the Gryffindors, studying on the hill with Hufflepuffs, and overall destroying the stereotype that Slytherins are all evil.
JISUNG — GRYFFINDOR
I was also considering Hufflepuff because Jisung is so sweet and hardworking, but I ultimately chose Gryffindor because he had a lot of potential to be an ace like Mark. He has a natural kind of charisma, though it takes him longer to warm up.
is not super loud or confident, but neither was Neville, was he? Jisung can still be “awkward” but so can anyone, and it seems to only be with strangers. He has a sense of humor and charm to him, and he had a willingness to be outgoing once he’s comfortable. (x)
I’d like to point off his stage presence and confidence when performing real quick. When Jisung is dancing, he gets in the zone and when he focuses, nothing can stop him. That kind of self-assurance and determination places him in Gryffindor. Even when he did the “Lemon” dance, it took bravery to create the video and post it. He just seems to be a little shyer with recognition. (x) (x)
There’s also something about dorky behavior that seems so Gryffindor? Jisung constantly does different hand motions, gen z vibes, cute smiles—it seems so make him charming and it really makes someone stick out and seem true to themselves (which takes confidence). (x)
So overall I can see Jisung as a Gryffindor or Hufflepuff but I settled on the former because of his vibes and potential! He’d be the type to play with the mythical creatures after class, to hide out in the back of the library (to study and snack), and for older classmates to be unable to resist messing up his hair (bc he’s so genuine and wholesome). I really think he’d grow a lot while in Gryffindor.
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Survey #277
“i think we could reach heaven if we go through hell”
What are you currently listening to? "Heaven" by Solence. Has your father met the boy you currently love? I don’t love a guy, just his memory. I don’t think it’s accurate to say “yeah I love him” when I haven’t spoken to/associated with him since one talk in 2017. Are you closer with your siblings or cousins? My sisters. I barely ever see/talk to my cousins at all. How many people have you really fallen for? Two. Next event you’ll wear a dress to: Probably not ‘til my sister’s wedding next year. Why did you last cry? Oh god it’s so cheesy but it was during the Unus Annus video where Mark, Ethan, and Amy were out in the desert watching Neowise and just talking about life and shit. I legit sat in silence just thinking for a while after I finished it. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? Shit, not even 10 minutes. Sometimes not even five. I don’t do anything special at all, just get dressed, brush teeth, and comb my hair. Would you ever take back someone after they cheated? Nnnnope. How many arguments have you had with the last person you dated? Well considering we jumped back and forth from hating each other to being friends like five times as kids,,,, lmao. But on a serious note, it’s rare now. I don’t exactly count arguments tho. Do you want to see somebody right now? I wanna hang with Sara so bad mayn. Do you get distracted easily? YEAH. Do you think that someone has feelings for you? Yeah. Do you still talk to the person that you last kissed? On the daily. Are you easy to get along with? I think so. I’m chill with such a variety of people that you know you can be free of judgment. The only thing you’d have to understand is how quiet I am and that it does not equate to me being disinterested in you or anything, as people have apparently thought. Have you ever had a pet goldfish? As a kid. Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes? Yeah. Are you short? I’m of an average height for someone my gender, age, and nationality or whatever it’s called. Is there anything stressing you out currently? bruuuuuhhhhh I am ALWAYS stressed about something. What’s something that you cannot wait for? This fucking pandemic to end. Just wear your goddamn masks and stay in your fucking houses ‘n shit and maybe we’ll move forward. What was your favorite grade? So it’s super ironic: 7th. Which is when my depression manifested. I just have a lot of good memories with excellent teachers and friends. Are you afraid of shots? “Fear” is the wrong word for it, but there’s certainly a tense feeling before you get one. It’s not the needle that really hurts, it’s whatever medicine is being injected. Always stings. Were you an adorable baby? I was tbh, but I had nothing on my little sister. Nicole was so fucking cute. Are you happy with who you’re becoming? No. Do you want children? No. Do you change your phone background a lot? Not “a lot,” no. Would you rather take a relationship really slow or really fast? Definitely really slow. Really fast is nooot my style. I mean, neither is very slow, but I’d definitely prefer it and feel more secure in it. When applying eyeliner, which eye do you do first? Uhhh I think left? I do this so rarely that I don’t really know lol. How many exes have you talked to today? One. Are you tan? lol hell no. I never have been. Do you use any acne medication? I use a facial scrub to exfoliate and prevent acne, does that count? Is anybody in your family schizophrenic? If so, what is their life like? My half-sister I’ve never met. I know almost nothing about her so can’t answer the second question. Are you likely to crack under peer pressure? Not really, no. Are you emotional or very stoic? I’m emotional as hell. How many states have you lived in? North Carolina has kept me hostage my whole life. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? Yeah. Who did you last say “I love you” to? Me mum. How do you want to die? Eek, idk man. Part of me says fast as to avoid pain or a gradual, torturous decline in health, but at the same time I want my life to conclude after like… accepting it and not taking my last days for granted. I also don’t want the sudden surprise on my loved ones. Are you scared of spiders? Okay, so this is very situational. If a spider surprises me, I’m most likely going to gasp/scream/curse and try to get away. However, I find them very, very fascinating to watch and are beautiful and some even cute in their own right. I respect their existence and position in the ecosystem. I’ve held a tarantula before and even want two (… or ten) as a pet, so I can’t be THAT scared of them. Oh, and I’m much more likely to be spooked by ones with long legs and particularly small bodies. Idk, it’s weird. Do you have trust issues? fuck YES I do. Who/what was your last dream about? I know Jason was in it, but that’s no surprise. I remember someone randomly trying to kill me again lmao. Who was the last person you cried in front of? I’m sure it was Mom. Who was your last text from? Sara. Do you usually sleep with your closet door open or closed? The fuck is wrong with you if you sleep with it open?????????????? Have you ever "done it" in a hotel room? No. I don’t think we were ever in a hotel together, and besides, it’s p gross imho. I can’t say for sure I wouldn’t lmao but I hope I wouldn’t. Have you ever stolen a street sign before? No, that’s never made sense to me? My sister stole a traffic cone once tho lmao. She legit just wanted to do something sketchy. Highkey badass, amirite. Are you reading any books right now? I’m very slowly reading Wings of Fire: The Dark Secret by Tui T. Sutherland. I’m going through one of my junctures of little reading again, even though I’m enjoying the book as I do with the series. Who was the last person to send you a friend request on Facebook? Some dude I had no mutual friends with or anything. How recently did you wash your hands? Last time I went to the bathroom. Did the last person you kissed have facial hair? No. Who is the most intelligent person you know? Girt. Do you have younger siblings? If you do, are you protective of them? I have one sister younger by two years, and I’d kill for her even if we’re not all that close. What are the other members of your household doing at this moment? I’ve actually been home alone for around two weeks now and am MIRACULOUSLY doing totally fine. My mom had to take an urgent flight to NY because her mom is dying. Sadly much slower than they expected. She’s not in pain due to medicine, but nevertheless, it’s torture for her. She can't do anything. Do you have any neighbors that you don't get along with? Not really, but there is someone to our right that constantly has music playing outside, and sometimes it’s annoying. In the past week, have you slept past midday? No. I can’t remember the last time I did that. Name the last song that made you cry. “Lovely” by Billie Eilish, I think. It reminded me of Jason. Do you use Twitter? Not really, no. I only ever check it to look at Mark’s lmao what a shocker. The last time something scared you, what was it? One of my nightmares last night. A huge spider was hurrying towards my face from the wall and I actually scrambled out of bed irl, therefore nearly passing out bc I can't get up fast w/o getting extremely dizzy, oof. Who was your first best friend? Brianna. Are you still friends anymore? On Facebook, anyway. We haven’t talk-talked in many years. Who is your best friend right now? Sara. How old were you when you found out what sex was? I was in the 4th or 5th grade, whatever age you are then. I definitely learned later than most, it seems. Had no idea until sex ed in school. Name one quirk you have that drives people crazy? I pace badly, and I’ve been told by numerous people it makes them anxious. Who is your favorite Disney villain? Probably Scar. You gotta admit his scheme was pretty clever, and he had a BUMPIN song. Would you have children if a surrogate could carry it for you? No, I still wouldn’t. Do you have an account for any social platform that you rarely/never use? Yeah, like Twitter. What do you most frequently take photos of? Nature. Do you ever wear hats? What does your favorite hat look like? No. Have you tried any foods or drinks for the first time today? Which? No. Does anyone close to you smoke cigarettes? My dad. What was the last song you heard, that made you feel nostalgic? Motionless In White recently covered "Somebody Told Me" by The Killers. Is it awkward when you run into your ex? I don’t run into any of them. Do you prefer pasta, salad, or coleslaw? Oh, totally pasta. Coleslaw is fucking disgusting. Do you think any of your exes will eventually want to be with you again? I hope. Would you rather pierce your tongue or lip? I have a vertical labret and did have snake eyes, and I adore(d) both; however, I prefer my lip ring. It’s like, a part of my identity by now lmao. Last time you were attacked by an animal? I don’t think an animal has ever seriously hurt me, instead only through playing too rough. I get scratches from Roman every now and again from it. How many times have you been engaged (if any at all)? Never. Have you ever been called something and you didn’t know what it meant? So one of the most embarrassing things I’ve ever done is accidentally agree to being a martyr, because at the time, I thought it only meant like, you’d die for what you stand for, which in most serious cases, I would. I didn’t know that wasn’t the kind he meant; he meant I was trying to make shit all about me and throw a pity party about the breakup. I didn’t learn that was the “common day” definition until a long time after when I was no longer in contact with this person. Are your eyes sensitive to sunlight? VERY VERY VERY. Have you ever been busted for underage drinking? No. Do you have a picture of you and your lover kissing? I don’t have a “lover.” Have you witnessed a fight at school? So shortly after returning to class in the 10th grade, a girl deadass got stabbed in the neck during a fight nearby my classroom. I (nor my classmates) actually saw it, just heard. Safe to say the assailant was expelled, and the other girl was lucky to have her throat missed, though that was apparently what the other girl was aiming for. She went to the hospital of course, and that’s all I know. Who did you last get into a big argument with? Probably Mom. Do you drink lots of water? Sigh, no. What was the worst feeling you last felt? Before my last period I had a day of such bad cramping that I decided to go back on birth control. I originally started it for that but stopped to see how it would affect my mood, and now I absolutely need it back. Interested in anyone at the moment? Yeah. Do you know people with your last name that you aren't related to? Besides historical people, no. Are you guilty of texting while driving? ”I don’t drive, but I am so against doing that. Please don’t. It only takes a second of distraction for something to go wrong. Keep your eyes on the damn road.” <<<< This right fuckin here. Have you ever caused a lot of noise in a library? No. What was the last thing that completely took your breath away? I don’t know. When playing rock, paper, scissors which do you usually pick? Uhhh I think scissors? Have you ever tried to write a book? Yes, but they’re all projects I abandoned. Have you ever been hit by a chunk of hail? Not that I recall, no. Do you have high standards? Honestly yes when it comes to relationships (which is what I assume you’re talking about). Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle? Yeah. Do you know how to snap your fingers? Uh, yeah. Do you plan your outfits for the next day or just randomly choose? I choose on the spot, usually. Are you a bossy person? Definitely not. Is it true that if you don’t love yourself, you can’t love another? I fucking hate that statement. It’s absolute bullshit.
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Episode 3: "This is a lying game. You have to be good at lying." - Michael
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It’s sad bitch hours with your boy skinny penis!!!!!!!! Uhm I’m not in a good position I don’t think KSKSKSKSKSKSK Alex told me he, Caeleb, Evan, Jules, and JJ all have a 5 person alliance possibly forming,,, and if you do the math that’s 3/4 of the brigade,,,,, yk,, the one with Jules, JJ, Alex and some irrelevant bitch named ME!!!! Alex is reassuring me saying it’s all for the brigade, but I’m waiting for Jules or JJ to say something about it, or else I’m not gonna feel so good yk??? Like if it’s for the brigade then you should feel comfortable w telling me about it,, like basically all this is telling me is that I’m the most expendable member of the alliance but I die gress,,,,,, Speaking of the brigade idk how I feel about the brigade strategy ? I just feel like there are a lot of moving parts to it, and it lowkey feels like a selfish excuse to have more allies for yourself JSJDJSJSJJSSKS like,,, idk, plus I feel like there are more chances for flipping and I’m like blehhhhh. It’s dumb. Everything’s dumb. I’m dumb. I flopped in the bridge. I’m soooo dumb. Pls destroy me. I’m probs fonna throw this immunity to JJ bc WHILE I LOVE alex’s joking remark about blindsiding him at 18th, I feel like if I try and set it up for a JJ win then it’ll seem like he’s good w everyone and put a target on his back,,, idk!!! Idk. I just want some form of power. I’m hungry. Gimme gimme.
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Omg me and Ali are SOOO close to the idol....!!!! unless its already been taken ugh but I was like almost there today but fell at 90 so he will prob get it which is cool better than anyone else !! altho would still be nice to have it hehe . tho knowing my idol history of wasting and being blindsided with it.. .maybe its for the best not for me to have it LOL
So its kinda awk last round I voted Noah I think most people did so now idek what to say to him ahhh . and now its a double tribal soo hopefully its just a repeat but. after this its prob a swap which is scary but I hope I atleast end up with ali or mitch or even jared, and from the other side my queen willow
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omg Reuben "sandwich" Studdard, american idol season two WINNER helped me get that IDOL
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We shockingly won immunity wow!! That at least saved us from going to tribal and kinda spared Noah if everyone was telling the truth to me before the results.
Then here comes double tribal and first of, it’s good we won immunity on the previous round because the double tribal is screaming a swap next and all tribes will probs be equal in og tribe member numbers. Secondly, if everyone is still in the same page then the target is still Noah.
Honestly tho, I kinda want to target Michael just cuz he threw my name out to Julia. But it’s difficult to go against the consensus even more so because of this twist.
Right now, I’m in an alliance with Jason and Julia which I’m gonna be loyal to. I’ve also got this thing going with Jared where we share information and I think he has something going with Michael? I’m also working my relationship with Ali and Benj, so I’m gonna keep them in my back pocket for now. I’m also a bit close with Mitch. That only leaves Michael and Noah as the people I haven’t really connected with. I mean did talk with Michael about academic and stuff but it’s still hard talking to him hahahaha. Talking to Noah is fine but like from what I’m getting he is the next to go, mainly because Jared and Michael were I think the ones who threw his name out among the others including to me, so it’s hard to become invested to talking to him :((
I’m trying to cover all my bases here, and not be a so oblivious on what’s happening in my tribe. Nicole G is my spirit animal!
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me: I should at least try and keep this idol a secret
benj:
benj:
Me: OKAY I FOUND THE IDOL WOO
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okay so.... its paranoia o'clock and julia is who the clock struck on.
"i think a couple others might put me as 1"
this is what she said when i told her i was putting her top of my list. this is freaking me out, because a) this means others think she is their top ally b) its just.... what? like... julia is obviously connected and this freaks me out.
in other news, my list for the challenge is probs gonna be this: julia > jared > ian > benj > mitch > jason > michael > noah
julia because she is my ally, jared/benj in 2nd and 4th because that is our plan, ian high because king, mitch/jason middle because kings, and then michael and noah because they are my biggest worries.
i think some shenanigans could happen with this challenge and a twist or something, i don't really know what to think. i don't think i want to win, i feel like i've already got a lot of attention from doing good in challenges, if i win this one thats going to get me even more unwanted attention.
but ya, so otherwise... benj is such a king, he is playing the kind of game (at least I think) that i always want to... just super social and nice, and like lowkey strategic. i think earlier on, i made jason my winner pick, i think he might be a lil' bit too inactive, i think i'm feeling ian or benj as a winner pick now. its defo not gonna be me, have you ever SEEN me play, i'm a whole mess.
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okay so... nancy drew hat is on and i'm onto the biggest threat on our tribe. its Ian.
here is the evidence, it comes from two people who freak me out on this tribe. julia and jared.
STAGE 1: Jared sending his list (a choice...?)
This is apparently Jared's list. 1. Ian 2. Ben 3. Jason 4. Ali 5. Michael 6. Julia 7. Mitch 8. Noah
Couple of interesting things here. Jason is high, Ian is VERY high and Julia is low. Already my radar is ping-ping-pinging about Ian being high, because he has been on my radar before, he hasn't got far in games before by fluke, he is smart. Also, I've been feeling for a while (and have been talking to Benj about this), that Jared has other allies, other people he is working with (he is evidently playing multiple sides, but he is obvious so i'm not as fussed). Anyway, so Jared I've felt has been playing other angles, and now Ian is his top choice!
I think I did a smart today too. My 2nd/4th strategy. What it was, was for me/Benj/Jared to put each other 2nd and 4th on our lists, to not sabotage each others' chances of winning, but also not give away our alliance. It had two additional purposes, to allow me to put someone else 1st to build trust, and to see who they put first. Jared put Ian. which... is very interesting. very very interesting. This ties into theory #2
STAGE 2: Julia says Mitch is targeting her....
"Hello!!" - from Ian, at 00:41 "ummm mitch is throwing my name out" - from Julia, at 00:47
okay so this solidifies to me that Ian is defo playing SO smart. When I told Julia she was top of my list, she was.. notably quiet about where I am on hers. And like... i dont care jkalsfda, i don't want to win. But it means, in the very least someone else is first. So with that said, the question is a) who is top b) who told her about mitch. Now I had no idea Mitch was targetting Julia, I think its a dumb, dumb move, since his name has already been thrown out there versus Noah, so he needs to... play a whole lot smarter. But... someone obviously told Julia, and I know it wasn't me, it wasn't Benj (he likes Mitch). I am just now realising as I type this that Jared had Julia about Mitch on his list, so he couldve told her, but I am thinking it was Ian.
I was talking to Julia before her saying Mitch was targeting her. Its only when Ian came online that she knows this? I think Ian is working with everyone, playing it super super smart. I think he is playing all sides, but less blatantly than Jared.
STAGE 3: What the frick-a-frack do I do about this?
Okay so.... an important preface is that... I could be totally, totally misreading the situation. But I have felt since the start that Ian is a better player than he was letting on. But what do I do about it?  Well for starters, I need to look at numbers I know I have. Benj/Jared/Mitch I think are all in my corner, Michael/Jason I could hopefully swing, and Julia is tight with me, Noah.... Noah is tough because he trusts me but also... we like all voted him out last round so we will see what to do about that pickle. So I don't think Ian can make a move on me if he wanted to, and I can't make a move on him.
so we wait. I'm keeping Ian 3rd on my list, because I really really want to keep an eye on him, and wanna get in close. keep your friends close (benj/julia) and your enemies closer (ian). I love Ian, he is a real king, but I'm onto his winner shenanigans, and is he going to march to the end unopposed? Well...
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okay hey freaks. my tribe? decided to all snort from the collective crack pile in the middle and lose their HEADS and its unacceptable. UNACCEPTABLE.
first off, my cracked tin foil ian conspiracy? was CORRECT. benj also trusts ian! ian is playing EVERYONE, I'm on to him and I hope this challenge exposes him! I am ONTO YOU IAN! YOUR TRICKS HAVE BEEN OBSERVED.
in other news? budva tribe has lost their ENTIRE minds, and if we go to a double tribal with durmitor? we are going to fracture faster than you can say '18' (coincidentally also the placement i'm getting).
Here is the break down. Noah told Julia that Mitch threw her under the bus, and Noah wants to work with me & Julia. WHICH CRAP, I do not wanna work with Noah because I already voted for him. And in the grand scheme of things, having voted them out is an exceptionally poor foundation for an alliance.
If Mitch seriously threw out Julia's name to Noah, he is exceptionally foolish. WHY. he has already almost been the vote twice, he needs to just NOT AJKLDFASF. i just.... my tribe is driving me absolutely insane. Jared actually is like... back on this planet and being less scary, but Michael is off recharging in his robo-station and GONE, mitch/noah are losing their minds, Julia is leading charges and Ian is playing TOO WELL.
honeslee if its a combined tribal, budva is going to literally explode. explode.
i want to work with noah if he wants to work with me.... but i literally voted for him, how do I get back from that JKLASD. I also want to work with Mitch but he NEEDS to control his mouth, its causing problems. i just want everyone out except benj/jared/julia/jason, the other 4 can go BYEBYE.
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So apparently Mitch leaked the vote to Noah and was attempting  to vote out Julia. So I talked to Ali, benj, Ian, and Noah about it and we are all voting Mitch. Depending on what happens at immunity 
(Continued) Mich and Michael were gunning for me??! RED ALERTT RED ALERT WEEEEE WOOOOOO WEEE WOOOOOOOO. Luckly I gathered the forces and we had the majority to vote Mitch. I might have managed to convince Michael to vote Mitch (maybe not? We will see tomorrow) but he doesn't trust me. Womp womp. I mean Michael was not in my immediate line of threats so I don't know why he wouldn't trust me. I guess we don't talk much but it seems like I always have to talk him, it's not reciprocal. 
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Okay so it has honestly been a roller coaster.
Following Madeleine's vote I thought that I was going to be in a FABULOUS position, but that was not the case.
Most of the tribe went fucking silent on me. That round brought me to a whole new level of frustration that I can't even DESCRIBE. I was freaking out because I genuinely felt like I was just getting iced out and was going to be eliminated.
As soon as that round from Hell was over, I felt the need to act quickly and harshly to try to improve my position in the game. I took a major gamble by creating 100% false rumor (there wasn't even the slightest bit of truth to it), and took it to Julia. I told her that Mitch had been talking about targeting her to me. Now this was a huge risk because she could've sniffed me out right away, but luckily for me she's kind of nutty and bought it.
With that lie I essentially destroyed whatever alliance Julia and Mitch had. In the process I managed to A) Make Julia feel like she can really trust me to have her back, and B) Increased Mitch's already sizable target to decrease the odds of people coming after me.
I further pushed Mitch's game down the drain by stroking Jared's paranoia that Mitch is plotting against him, but in this case I was actually telling the truth because the truth could be used to my benefit.
So I really have two major goals that I would like to complete within the next 24 hours; 1) Solidify a F3 alliance with Julia & Ali. 2) Send Mitch home.
I suspect that we're going to see a tribe swap after this vote, but just in case we don't swap that soon, I'm already planting VERY subtle, small seeds in people's heads that Matthew should be the next one to go following Mitch.
Overall, the twists being thrown at us early on this season have really forced me to take a much more aggressive, offensive battle strategy. I've essentially found myself in a position where the best way for me to ensure my own survival is to jump on any opportunity to turn my tribemates against eachother.
My hope is that if there IS a tribe swap, it'll benefit me and put me in a more comfortable position where I can lower my profile a bit and stay more under the radar. Obviously it's great to make moves and have some control in the game, but I also know from experience that playing too aggressively for too long is the best way to set myself up to crash and burn.
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Literally people are telling me they’re putting me first on their list ahsjdjsjs ok folks assuming y’all aren’t lying immunity could work!!
The scoop that just came in this morning is apparently Mitch is being one hot mess? Julia told us that Mitch threw her name as a target and then Jared told me Mitch leaked to Noah that he was getting wacked had we lose the puzzles challenge. Naturally this made things quite difficult because Noah was obviously the easy vote but here comes Mitch making a mess out of things.
This morning made me realize that Jared is dangerous. He is calling the shots and I won’t be surprised if he actually faked all this information about Mitch being a mess because he did wanted to go after Mitch the previous round before we all decided with Noah. My alliance with Jason and Julia better keep an eye on him. As much as dangerous Jared is, he still trusts me with information so I ain’t getting rid of him yet, contrary to what our friendly neighbourhood robot/Michael is concocting. Jason told us that Michael wants to make a move against Jared now, and uh no I don’t take orders from a robot and he would just replace Jared with himself as the so called king pin of Budva. I’m gonna relay this info of Michael targeting Jared on the wraps until the time to take out Michael presents itself because bringing my name up will get ur ass burnt!! Assuming there ain’t a swap incoming which the likelihood of a swap occurring is VERY.
Julia told me and Jason she’s already in the 60’s on the bridge and me and Jason are here in the 20’s like ok.
I’m also becoming very close with Ali and Benj. right they’re my back up if we do swap and I’m separated from Julia and Jason.
So in summary of this little rant, the targets are Mitch and Noah. Mitch is the more likely to being the one getting whacked and although I do like the guy, him being messy and with the potential of going rogue is a big liability. Although Noah can also go rouge but at least he ain’t messy!!
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okay so confession time, since its looking like the vote is kind of finalising.
its looking like mitch, and he is such a king, but he also like... kind of did this to himself? i can kind of understand why he did, like he was the Plan B for both of our previous tribals (even though he was never in jeopardy), but like... particularly since i think its kind of obvious we are swapping after this double tribal, he only needed to ride out one more tribal.
but he just did so so much, like first he threw Julia under the bus to Noah and then with Michael started targeting Jared. Like that just isn't smart, like going to the person who was the other potential vote, to throw people under the bus. Noah I'm sure wants to elevate his own standing, and Mitch literally gave him the ammunition to do so?
also like Jared and Julia are maybe two of the louder personalities on our tribe? Like if he wants an easy target to divert attention off himself, Julia apparently isn't great socially, but also like.. its obvious she was going to be able to rally support for herself, as is Jared?!? Like I get Jared is a threat, he is doing a lot and very clearly at that, but a big move like this while maybe justifiable at merge, is just way too early.
so yeah, at the moment I think Mitch will go 7-2, because I could see at least one of Benj or Michael throwing him a pity vote. I really wanted to work with Mitch, but he would just do... too much, like people were mad at him for his weird feud with Madeline, and like... he just needed to take it easy.
for the swap, i'd like to swap onto a tribe with jules, because LEGEND LOVE THEM. i really hope the swap situation is not 4vs4, i want to build trust with the other tribe going into merge. I really hope Thomas doesn't make merge, he makes me SOOOOO nervous.
also idk if i ever confessed about this, but rip david robb. to reuse an emathia joke (a season he will not remember), david robb-ed.
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I’m voting for Willow, and I feel awful because she’s a really sweet girl. But the brigade has to stick to its guns. Willow is the only person excluded from our brigade plan, and especially with a supposed tribe swap coming soon, we need to keep the eight of us as tight as we can be.
Sorry Willow!
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so this round has been an absolute cluster fuck and im really emotionally drained because of it. mitch first of all fuck you, you stupid lying ass bitch. you wanted to throw my name under the fucking bus are you fucking kidding me you idiot??? I HAVE BETTER SOCIAL CONNECTIONS RN. I don't even want the damn thought of me leaving rn as an option like are you serious. fuck you!!!! second of all jared is now a target and i'm literally so stressed I cant think straight. but my goal to get mitch out is hopefully gonna work.
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As far as the rest of the game goes, I’m kinda scared and kinda excited by the prospect of being so beloved by everyone in the game. I was talking with Alex, and apparently everyone that he’s talked to in this game has mentioned how much they love me when asked about how they feel about the tribe. While it’s a big change from being voted out 9-1 for being “Hostile and unapproachable”, it’s scary. What if that makes me a big threat? I hope not. My fate in this game most likely rests on loyalty, which isn’t a great standpoint to have in a game like survivor.
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I’m mitch saying he hasn’t heard anything and Then suddenly saying he’s hearing Jared
Boi what should have been an easy vote for Noah has now become a mess of a vote and your probably gonna be the one hit in the crossfire. Assuming the people who I’ve talked to are being truthful.
Meanwhile Julia, Jason and I have more or less come to a consensus to end Mitch with Julia probably earning Michael’s supposed allegiance since I think Michael is pissed that Mitch had become messy so the robot is now prolly voting mitch and Michael is always talking with Julia?? Idk mess
On a different note, I’m really liking Ali. He’s got a great insight on the status of the game rn and he HAS A DOG!!
Wow at me doing more the 2 confessionals
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Shit literally hits the fan when you’re eating breakfast yeah?
Julia crossed the idol bridge only to discover the idol has been found!! Kudos to whoever did that, I only got to 25. Right now everyone is panicking, mitch could have the idol idk Michael could have idol idk
Right now the plan needs to split the vote between Michael and Mitch. I assume none of them won immunity but the idol is still in question. The potential people to be caught in this mess of crossfire will be either mitch, Michael or Jared. It could also be me or it could also be anyone!! Who knows let’s see if I live to tell the tale!!
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this vote is a mess, and... i am the cause of it KJLSADFAF.
so julia has learnt that the idol has been found, she told jared, who told... literally everyone JKNLASDFASF. but i have the idol, but people are kind of assuming either Michael or Mitch does which... works for me KLSDAF.
But of course people (especially Jared) want to split the votes. Which YIKES, the Budva tribe is dead six feet under after this for sure EEEK. Like literally... we as a tribe voted Noah OUT, and he is gonna be so comfortable after this vote he DID THAT WHAT A KING.
but yes I think Budva tribe is not going to be able to stick together long term. Like after this vote, Michael and Jared are gonna be out for blood. Noah can sense sharks in the water after last tribal. I'm also now really hoping for a swap, people want Jared out, and if we don't swap, Jared has DIRT on me and benj which could be really problematic aklsdfa.
yeah i think tonight the plan is to split the votes between michael and mitch to save jared? who people literally want OUT this is such, SUCH a mess. we are about to swap and everything is literally going to explode oh god.
in other news, i still have the idol so woo! I APOLOGISE TO MY ENTIRE TRIBE FOR WHEN YOU READ THIS, YOU WILL ALL HATE ME FOR KEEPING THIS A SECRET IM SO SO SO SORRY.
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omg imagine if noah made up all that stuff mitch apparently told him and he caused all this chaos (well except for the idol, that was defo me KALSDFSA). his MIND, noah is flexing that big brain on us lesser mortals.
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my game is over. jared is going and i want to vote him, but also he will just expose our alliance and idk what we do about that EEEEEEEK.
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I swear this is my fucking last confessional for this round. So jared’s messy ass finally caught up to him and now me and my golden girls are flipping the script! If everything goes accordingly jared’s going?? And Noah is the only left out of the loop probs
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okay i'm going to confess as much as i can, as quick as i can. the vote is now jared and benj & i have a really cracked scheme to make sure he doesn't expose us. noah is being left out of the vote. benj is voting mitch too, so it looks like jared has two votes alongside him and thus he doesn't expose me and benj?
ITS CRACKED AND A MESS. also jared going and the mess is good, it made me look like a REAL follower which is good news i think.. i was worried about looking threatening.
honeslee cut to jared winning immunity and this mess being... even messier KASLFSADF like honestly i'm just. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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also michael truly terrifies me. i'm freaking out about the vote, and he pops in being like 'hear jason out'. LIKE SIRI I KNOW YOU WANT YOUR CHUM MITCH TO STAY, but its VERY unhelpful to just pop in and make it REALLY clear i'm on the outs K;JLSDFA.
i just am so tired. Julia/Benj/Ian are the only ones I trust, Jason too kinda but he defo runs the show. Michael is just confusing and Mitch/Noah are both not gonna trust me after this vote. I'm so getting screwed over in this swap KLASDFSAF I HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
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YOI x Star Wars AU!
A sudden wild, unplanned AU appears! Happy Star Wars Day, or May the 4th!
Thought about doing this last year, brain was like Nah, thought about it this year, brain was like YAH!
For those of you who didn’t know, Star Wars was my main fandom pre-YOI, so of course I was going to bring them together eventually ^ ^;
As usual, way too much thinking, so story Headcanons beneath cut!
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Headcanons beneath cut! V V V V V
WARNINGS: major character death (or at least assumed), minor character death, Dark!Victor, Dark!Yurio, prisoner!Yuuri, Victor aged up, non-graphic genocide, u know the general star wars stuff LOL
Really just editing and slapping together elements of SW as I see fit ^ ^;; Mostly set in the prequel era, bc that's my home LOL. I have not a CLUE how many of you are actually familiar with the Star Wars universe, so I'll try to add simple explanations when I remember ^ ^;
Explicitly mentioned ships are Victor x Yuuri and Yurio x Yuuri. But my brain always tends to default Everyone x Yuuri ^ ^;;;
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HEADCANONS:
Victor - a powerful Jedi Master once believed to be the Chosen One, but Nothing Happened! so people just sorta let him be. A maverick who completely does his own thing and orders from the Council are "suggestions," but well, he gets results. Takes on Yuuri as a Padawan, and becomes super, SUPER attached, increasingly in ways that are forbidden by the Code...
Yuuri - As a child, almost lost his chance to become a Jedi when no one chose him to be their Padawan, until one day Victor sees him practicing one of his saber routines. Yuuri is more than delighted to be chosen as apprentice by the legendary Jedi Master who also happens to be his not-so-secret idol. They spend many years together and become the perfect team, though Yuuri is completely oblivious to his Master's growing internal struggles with attachment.
Then, Victor is killed by a Sith.
With his dying words, Victor makes Yuuri promise to take Yurio as his own apprentice. Yuuri is heartbroken and an emotional wreck, but does the best he can for Yurio, and slowly comes to be as close to him as he was to Victor. Still, the years take their toll, and Yuuri becomes more worn as they enter war. The ghost of Victor seems to forever haunt him.
Yurio - A former slave boy who was picked up from a frozen planet by Yuuri and Victor, the latter who claimed that Yurio was the second Chosen One. While Victor originally planned to train him, after his death, Yuuri becomes Yurio's Master in his place. At first Yurio has no patience for his Master's lack of confidence and constant tears, but he also knows what Yuuri's capable of and refuses to take any other Master.
They slowly become close and a team with a bond to rival the one Yuuri had with Victor. Yurio knows Yuuri loves him dearly, but only as a student. But his own feelings are rapidly spiraling into something else. Yurio has always questioned and rebelled against the Code and is reluctant to deny his own feelings, but keeps them hidden for fear of hurting Yuuri, even if the secrecy threatens to distance them.
Then, Yurio starts having nightmares that come true. He finds that his grandfather, left as a slave on his home planet, was murdered. He barely manages to save Yuuri from multiple near-death experiences. After each one, he senses a dark presence that Yuuri claims he can't (or at least, refuses to acknowledge).
Yurio one day manages to corner the presence, and is shocked to find that it's Victor. Visibly, he hasn't aged a day, but there's something off and Dark about him. Victor warns Yurio that the end of the Republic and the Jedi is coming, and that soon he'll have to make some choices if he wants to save Yuuri from a horrible fate.
The nightmares continue, the encounters with Victor continue in secret to Yuuri, and Yurio eventually realizes that Victor now serves a Sith Lord (and is likely one himself), fulfilling his role in the prophecy as the Chosen One. Yurio knows he should tell Yuuri and the Council, but at this point he's also become ensnared in their trap, and convinced that the only way to save Yuuri is to betray the Jedi.
Yurio helps Victor massacre the Jedi, and the two of them take Yuuri alive. The galaxy burns around them.
When Yuuri wakes up, he is shocked to see Victor alive, but also horrified at what he and Yurio have become. Yurio ignores Yuuri, and demands that he and Yuuri be let go, as promised.
Turns out, Victor's main motivation for aiding the Sith was to get Yuuri. He "died" as a Jedi regretting having never been able to tell Yuuri how much he loved him. As a Sith, those feelings have warped into an obsessive desire to possess Yuuri in every way imaginable.
Yurio is not happy with this. This isn't what he signed up for.
Yuuri, locked away on some isolated planet with Force restraining cuffs and collar wonders how it came to this. As two Sith fight over him, he tries to find a way to save them both, while also praying someone's still out there left alive...
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Other characters:
Phichit - Yuuri's best friend and an influential Senator. He knows everyone, and is the People's champion. While Yuuri and the other Jedi fight in the field, Phichit seeks to end war with politics. When the Republic falls, Phichit immediately moves to rally and lead the Rebellion. Through his vast network, he manages to catch a rumor that Yuuri is still alive, and desperately clings to that hope as he sends rescue mission after attempted rescue mission...
Chris - Victor's best friend while he was a Jedi, and a former Jedi Master himself. He did his best to look out for Yuuri and Yurio after his friend's death, acting as their mentor and supporter even when the other Jedi turned their backs. After the Jedi fall, he goes into hiding, completely ditching his identity as a Jedi but still helping the Rebellion when he can. When Phichit tells him a rumor that Victor may be behind Yuuri's kidnapping, Chris finds himself reluctantly dragged in...
Minami - A Jedi who was one of Yurio's age mates, he idolized Yuuri and was jealous that Yurio got to be his apprentice. Still, he worked hard to become a Jedi worthy of Yuuri's respect. When Phichit finds a rumor that Yuuri's still alive, Minami's the first who jumps to find him. One of the few surviving Jedi who still swings his lightsaber, he's determined to rescue Yuuri, even if it means having to take down Yurio. Also a master pilot.
Otabek - A bounty hunter who befriended Yurio during one of his missions as a Padawan, and they kept in touch over the years ever since. Otabek was Yurio's only friend outside of the Jedi, and as such was a consultant for many things he could not share with his Master, including his developing feelings. Otabek tried to warn Yurio against making any brash decisions, but was still unable to stop his Fall, and the subsequent destruction of the Republic. Now, he's the only one who knows where Yurio took Yuuri, and while he's reluctant to betray his friend to the rebels, he's also beginning to feel that the only way to save him may be to bring him down...
JJ - A former Jedi and rival of Yurio, he's now abandoned his identity and leads and protects a massive refugee settlement. He's a core member of the Rebellion and works closely with Phichit, but is wary of Chris and Minami's insistence on wasting vital time and resources on a single Jedi who may or may not be alive, and following the words of a bounty hunter. He feels that protecting the survivors and saving as many lives as they can needs to be their priority.
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Aaaaare the headcanons I have for now ^ ^; How will it end? Will Victor and Yurio be turned to the light? Or will it have a bad end? (but then again, "good end" in Star Wars sometimes means all happy dead ghosts so...) WHO KNOWS!
Thanks for reading!
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[TRANSLATION] haru ✿ hana vol.30 May 2015 issue x GOT7
Translated BY: @fuckboytuan
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Q: GOT7’s second single that has been receiving a lot of attention; “Love Train” has a strong summer concept!
JS: It’s a really charming summer song!
JB: The rhythm of the song is good and the dance is intense~ also please remember to keep a look out for our facial expressions at the end (laughs)
Junior: Some parts of the choreography were suggested by Yugyeom. One example would be the chorus
YG: Even though I came out with a lot of suggestions, not everything is done by me~ (shy). I did it with the other members and our dancer teacher who came together to discuss it together before incorporating them.
BB:  Without Yugyeom we would not have this choreography! ~
YG: Thank you. There’s a part in the choreography in which we are running; portraying a moving train and us showing our love to Igot7. The choreography also includes a lot of jumping and moving.
YJ: There’s a key point in the dance. Forming an L shape with your hands while dancing which is very simple to learn. We hope everyone would do it together with us
Mark: There’s a scene in the MV that I really like –the one where we form a train. All I need to do is to stand at the back, it’s very relaxing (laughs)
BB: Everyone who watched the MV said that part left the biggest impression. It’s very cute
Junior: The beginning of song is like a movie as it starts off with the “Bang Bang” sound. Some people might pass it off as nothing but after watching the MV they would realise it’s not merely a song if you take all the aspects of the MV like the dance and the clothes – if you could look at it as a work like that, I would be very happy
Q: Has the performance reached the stage of perfection?
Mark: Of course
JB: We would be with the fans when we are performing on stage so I would work ever harder to make sure I don’t make any mistakes (laugh)
Q: On the topic “Love Train”, please talk about some of your experience.
BB: I only took the train twice so I don’t have much experience to share.
JS: I do! I took the train to school a lot back in Hong Kong. I was able to recognise everyone who took the train after a year because it was always the same few people. I wanted to ask about their day so I sat beside them and asked “Hi, How have you been?” but got ignored instead (laugh)
All: LOL
JS: I had a very formal hairstyle during that time. Thinking about it today, I want to know the reaction of the old uncle and this student who looked like the same age as me who I always met on the train. I encourage everyone to take the initiative to say hi even if we get ignored, it would still be a good memory. After that incident, I never took the train at that timing again (laugh)
Q: That’s really sad… Moving on, the next question is lyrics related. The lyrics is very direct in showing interest in the girl that you like. Are any of you the same as the guy in the lyrics?
YG: I would be very direct and tell the girl “I like you” if I like her
YJ: Woah Woah~ Yugyeom is very amazing~ I would not confess my feelings to her unless she does it first
Junior: I won’t confess to her first because I want to treasure the “heart-pounding” moments
Q: Talking about the lyrics “like an electric current bzz bzz*”, have you had any “love at first sight” or related experience recently?
Mark: Er, I can’t think of any…
BB: Recently at the filming set I placed my cup noodles on the table. At the exact moment when I was going to eat the noodles someone said to me “Ok, let’s continue~”. I felt a current flow through me. I didn’t get to eat the noodles in the end (laugh) < (wtf bam?)
JB: For me it’s water. Although it’s not love at first sight, I have been drinking water a lot due to my throat condition
JS: Lying on bed after a fresh warm shower “Ah~”, that feeling.
Junior: Japan’s milk coffee
YJ: Same for me! The mix of the two has an exquisite taste.
YG: For me it’s Japans Lemon Tea. The packaging for it is something that can’t be found in Korea. After coming to Japan, lemon tea has replaced water for me
Q: what about things that you can’t stop doing once you start?
YJ: Game! (Laugh)  I like RPG games! I would only play after I’m done with the schedule for the day.
Mark: For me it’s also game. But I don’t play it anymore because we have to sleep at night
JS: Eating! Especially when I’m on diet, I can’t stop eating once I start
BB: For me it’s Coke. I would drink a cup when I wake up even though I know I should stop. There were days where all I drank was coke.
YG: For me, once I rest, I wouldn’t want to work again. Sleeping, watching TV and snacking at the dorm, I like to be idle (laughs)
Junior: I like to be by myself. Although it can be lonely to be the only one at the dorm, I like it. I like to read and watch movies and think about everything
JB: for me I like to “think about things”. I like to think about the future before I sleep and once I start, it’s hard for me to stop myself.
Q: Has there been any “Heartbeat can’t stop racing” moments?
YG: There’s a song that I listened to a lot during my middle school days - Busker Busker’s Cherry Blossom Ending. Recently I’ve started listening to it again. It reminds me of my middle school days, the image of the flowers blooming and the wind blowing against the petals that make it look like they’re dancing.
YJ: When I defeat the boss in game (laughs)
Mark: when I manage to upgrade my items in game (laughs)
JB: For me it’s when I’m studying.
Junior: When I’m filming for my drama, my heart beats very fast because I’m nervous
Jackson: When we’re standing on stage and listening to the cheers from the fans. Recently the impact is stronger
BB: During the Thai Fan meeting when we revealed our bodies, the reaction from the fans was very intense (laughs)
JB: it wasn't trained it was performed using special skill (laughs)
BB: he used the easy sly way, he applied oil (laughs)
Q: Got7 will hold a fan meeting during June.
YG: The last time we met the fans was during Christmas~ I’m very excited to see them again!
Junior: Communicating with fans is very important as it is going to be a fan meeting. Hence we are working very hard to learn Japanese to communicate with our fans
JB: I’m more curious about how everyone would react to “Love Train”. Besides that, I’m also looking forward to how the fans will think about the special performance we have prepared for them.
BB: I’m very excited thinking about spending time with the fans as we have not seen them in a long time! The special performance is still a secret
GOT7 Psychology Test Check!
Q: You and a certain member are sitting on a train. Assuming the train is empty, what’s the sitting arrangement? Please fill in the answers for 1~4 with a member’s name.
1.    The one sitting on your left
2.    The one sitting on your right
3.    The one standing in front of you when you’re sitting alone
4.    The one you would stand together with
Answers:
1.    You are leading this person
2.    This person is more dominant. This person’s leadership is very strong and you like this person a lot and will do everything you can to help this person.
3.    There’s a very strong between the both of you two. Can be said that you two rely on each other a lot
4.    There’s a mutual understanding and respect between each other. The both of you will continue to support each other in the future
JB: The 7 of us has mutual understanding and respect for each other
1/2/3: No one
4: BB, Jackson, Mark, Junior, Youngjae, Yugyeom
His answer was for all member to stand together. “Everyone has a different view but we would still respect each other’s views”, as expected of the leader!
Mark: I will not be guided by Jackson
1: Yugyeom
2: Jackson
3: Junior, JB
4: Bambam, Youngjae
Bambam described Mark as the one that “leads the other members because he is the oldest”. It does not seem like it from the test results!?
Jackson: I didn’t forget to answer~ they are my original answers
1: JB
2: Bambam
3: Yugyeom
4: Junior, Mark
5: Youngjae
JS: “must we write down the names of all members…?” Jackson wrote down all the names in a rush and forgot to include Youngjae. According to him, number 5 is someone you have a special connection with!
Junior: Woah~ the results for this aren’t that bad! Is this accurate?
1: Jackson
2: JB, Yugyeom
3: Mark, Bambam
4: Youngjae
Junior answered this using a drawing. “There is no such relationship (being leaded/ being the leader) like this among us”
Youngjae: Jackson hyung, you’re really mean~
1: JB, Mark
2: Yugyeom
3: Jackson, Bambam
4: Junior
When writing down the answers for the people you trust, Jackson hyung didn’t even write my name! – Angry Youngjae
Bambam: It seems like I’m leading Yugyeom (laughs)
1: Yugyeom, Mark
2: Jackson, Youngjae
3: Myself
4: JB, Junior
JB hyung and Junior hyung will stand together on the train is the answer given by Bambam “Because the both of them know each other the longest, they will continue to support each other in the future”
Yugyeom: I decide where I sit
1: No one
2: Mark, Bambam, Junior, Youngjae, JB, Jackson
3: No one
4: No one
Although this is a psychology test, Yugyeom wrote all the members as sitting at the right side because he likes to sit at the left side. However he is the maknae, so this result is considered accurate?
Q: Someone who doesn’t take the train at all!? Jackson’s answer made everyone laughed
JB: Let’s reveal our answers, starting with Bambam
BB: Sitting on my left is Yugyeom and Mark. Does this mean I’m leading Yugyeom? (laughs) Sitting on my right is Jackson and Youngjae
YJ: Oh Oh!
BB: I guess they’re leading me since they are hyungs. 3rd question… Since the answer is myself, I guess that means I have trust issues (laughs). 4th question is JB hyung and Junior hyung. The both of them have already been together when I arrived in Korea. Because they know each other for the longest time, it’s confirmed that they will continue to support each other in the future
JS: Sitting on my left is JB hyung
JB: I’m being leaded by Jackson!?
JS: In my opinion, this has no scientific basis at all. I feel like it isn’t accurate
JB: I also feel the same way (laughs)
YJ: Ah! Why isn’t my name there!
JS: Ah…! ////writes down a name in a rush/// Number 5 is my creation. It means my most treasured brother
All: //laughs
YJ: you’re lying~!! (laughs)
Q: The real leader of the group is…?
Mark: I also feel that this test isn’t accurate…
JS: I’m not the one leading Mark hyung. Mark hyung is the one leading me. I’ve always been listening to him (laughs)
YG: Mark hyung is the one leading me, this one is accurate right?
Mark: Is it true?
BB: Mat hyung Mark hyung is the one that leads us
All: //laughs//
Junior: I’m more of a “my pace”, I won’t lead anyone and they won’t lead me. We all have mutual trust and understanding among all of us. It seems like this test isn’t accurate
JB: I chose everyone to be at number 4. Although all members have different opinions, we try our best to compromise for each other. I guess the part where they said we have mutual respect for each other is accurate
YJ: I wrote JB hyung and Mark hyung for 1st question. Am I leading the both of them? And I’m also being led by Yugyeom? (Laughs)
YG: HAHAHAHAHAHHA
YJ: I wrote Junior hyung for the 4th question. The both of us wrote the same answer for this question! For the person that I rely on – question 3- I wrote Jackson hyung but he didn’t even write my name down. How lonely… (Laughs)
JS: Number 5 is special!
YG: I wrote everyone’s name down for question 2. Everyone is leading me~
JB: this is accurate. Everyone is leading Yugyeom (Laughs)
YG: It’s only because I want to sit on the left side that’s why I wrote my answers like that!
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Got7 Twitter Q&A
Haru Hana collected questions from twitter for the members to answer!
Q: having debut at such a young age, there are bound so be some difficulties. How does got7 overcome them?
JS: I will talk to others about my problem
JB: I'll settle my problems by myself
Mark: I'm the same as JB, I'll settle my problems by myself
JB: when the members face similar difficulties, we will come together to solve it. However if it's a personal problem, I'll solve it by myself
JS: even if it's a personal problem, I'll discuss it with the other members. I'll tell the members about my personal questions and everyone will share.
JB:  even though I will find the others to discuss about problems, I am the leader after all. Hence I would not tell others about my problems easily
Q: What did you guys do on breaks during tour?
YJ: Firstly, It's eating. I ate too much by accident because the food in Japan is really delicious. I'll chat with the members when we are eating. An hour before the performance, we will do throat exercises
Junior: I'll do throat exercise and practice our songs
Mark: if you watched GOT7 ATW DVD you would know (laughs)
JB: if you say it like this then I have nothing to say~
Mark: everyone please check from the DVD~
Q: Favorite song by got7?
YJ: I like GGG. I like hip hop songs and I like the rhythm of it too
Junior: for me it's SSI. Out of all the songs by JYPE this is my favorite. The instruments used to produce the "Hajima~" part is very addictive; it keeps ringing in my ear
JS: For me it's "Love Train" La la la la love train ~
JB: I like "Forever Young"
YG: I like SSI as well but choosing from all our songs, I'll choose Stay
Q: what's the funniest thing that happened among the 7 of you?
YJ: Recently, Jackson hyung jokingly said he's Michael Jordan
YG: There was once where Jackson hyung, Bambam and I were having fun playing at my house with all the lights off with the music playing from the TV. Jackson hyung was singing while making scary faces his face was really funny! After that, Youngjae hyung joined in as well! 😂
Q: Where would you choose to go on a vacation with the members?
BB: Maldives!
Junior: I want to go to Bambam's house in Thailand!
YJ & YG: Me too!!!
YG: I want to go to Jackson hyung and Mark hyung's house!
BB: I want to go on a vacation in Japan with the members
Junior: I don't want to go on a vacation with the others! I want to travel alone!
YG: How mean~!!
JB: I want to go and have fun at an island!
JS: I want everyone to rest at the dorm then meet iGot7
Mark: I want to go home! America!
Q: please talk about the habits of other members
BB: when Yugyeom brushes his teeth he will strongly shake his head
YG: Bam likes to wrap his face
BB: //while demonstrating// Jackson hyung has his own special way of wearing his cap
YG: Jackson hyung eyes will become very small when he is looking at something. JB Hyung has a pet-phrase! He always says "Kuregajigon". Mark hyung likes to pout a lot. Junior hyung eyes will become very large when he touches some stuff
Q: which member is best at cooking?
YG: I think Bambam. None of us are good at cooking but I think the best among us is Bambam  
BB: I know how to make omelette, tuna wrap and Thai stir fried noodles. My mum will send the ingredients from Thai. I also know how to make samgyeopsal
YG: I don't think that's counted as cooking 😂😂
FAN RELATED QUESTIONS:
Q: Where would you choose to go on a vacation with your fans? Why?
YG: If it’s within Japan I would choose Universal Studios because I have not been there before
YJ: I would like to bring our fans to my home town, Mokpo to see the sea
Junior:  An island. I want to go to a remote island that’s difficult to be found because I don’t want to let our fans go (Laughs)
Jackson: The Great Wall of China. I want to spend time walking together with all fans and walk to the peak of the Great Wall
Mark: I want to go around the world. Every single place on the globe. Around The World!
Q: When do you think iGot7 are the cutest?
YG: I think they are very cute when they get shy even before we have eye contact. At that moment, I will tell them “Its ok~, don’t be nervous, just say what you want to say”
Junior: When our fans get excited just because our hands touched during Hi-5 //Does the action of two hands lightly touching//
JS: They always are! But if I had to choose, it would be during performances~ they are very cute when they are cheering for us
JB: When we stand on stage and look at how our fans are very engrossed in watching our performance, I find their enthusiasm very cute
YJ: When fans say we are cute. It’s obviously our fans who are cuter than us yet they always insist we are cuter. I find that very cute
Q: What Korean phrase do you want your Japanese fans to learn? It could also be in English, Chinese or Thai ^0^
YJ: Saranghae~ it’s a phrase that makes a person heart race
Junior: It doesn’t really mean anything but everyone can use Oppa~ even if our fans are older than us, its ok for them to use it!
Jackson: For my hands, I hope they call me baby or honey or any related words. I hope they can add the word “baby” behind my name
Japan Related Questions
Q: One thing that scared you in Japan?
YG: The night shops in Japan close earlier than Korea
BB: Automated toilets. The toilet lid would close by itself! I got a shock
Q: Favorite Japanese snack?
BB: Japanese pudding is very delicious!
YG: I don’t really eat snacks but I do like chocolate ice cream! I love ice cream the most, I eat it everyday
JS: I like everything~ Japanese soft candies are very delicious especially the grape flavoured ones!
Mark: Sour flavoured soft candies
JB: Tokyo Banana! Isn’t that everyone’s favourite?
Junior: Dried sweet potato~ they even sell it in convenience stores
YG: I like everything chocolate related
Q: GOT7 will hold a fan meeting in Maihama. When you think of Maihama, it’s definitely Disneyland!! (Laughs) What do you want to do if you managed to go? Mention your favorite Disney characters
YG: I want to see the fireworks at night! I like bears
BB: I want to go there as I’ve never been there before. My favorite Disney character is Mickey and Minnie Mouse. They’re very cute
Q: If you had a day off in Japan, where would you go?
Mark: Shopping
JS: I want to go shopping but I want to see iGot7s as well
JB: For me it’s also shopping but meeting with the fans isn’t bad too. I want to buy shoes and clothes
BB: I want to go Shibuya if we have time
YG: Hot Spring! I want to go to the one with monkeys
YJ: I want visit the villas beside Fuji-Q Highland. I mentioned it before in our DVD, it’s great
BB: I want to eat and shop at the same time
Junior: Shopping for me as well! When we came to Japan in January, I brought a lot of things. I want to visit the places that I didn’t get to the last time
BB: Bring me along with you to shop~ we have similar taste
Junior: Because you’re copying me
YJ: Exactly!
BB: I didn’t~!
Junior: You already copied everything about me until there’s nothing left to copy isn’t it?
Questions Related to Living
Q: GOT7 doesn’t have much chance to eat home cooked food right… What’s your favorite dish cooked by your mother? You can mention any~ for me its tofu beef stew
YJ: Beef stew!!! My mom’s beef stew is No.1 in the world
YG: Omurice!
Junior: I like the side dishes made by my mother. Anything that is handmade is my favorite
Mark: It’s the same for me! I especially like the chicken soup made by my mum
JB: Anything cooked by my mum is delicious~ my dad is good at cooking too~ Sometimes he would cook braised beef. It’s very yummy
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【Let me tell you my favorites!!! MY TYPE SELECTION】
Getting to know the members favorite by choosing between two options!
JB: I want to go for a walk with my date. I will not hide my feelings and express them openly
Mark: If a girl cries, I will quietly comfort her. I hope she make sandwiches for me
JS: I want to make a lunchbox for my date. I like surprises the most!
Junior: If it’s with a member, a ring isn’t bad. I will settle my troubles by myself
YJ: I may not be able to openly confess my feelings because I’m not very brave. I would go shopping with my date
BB: We will discuss our problems together because we are a team. There’s always someone in our group that’s borrowing my clothes
YG: I want to prepare a surprise even for hyungs. I’m not scared of haunted houses
【Choose between the two】
Q: Accessory or Phone Case?
JB: Phone case! I will choose accessories based on my mood on that day so things that I can carry around with me easily is better!
Mark: Accessory. I like accessories.
JS: Phone case because I carry my phone with me everywhere!
Junior: Accessory. A ring probably because it could represent friendship
YJ: Accessory. I think rings aren’t bad. I feel like I can connect with everyone whenever I wear it
BB: Accessory because others will notice it
YG: Accessory because it has more meaning
【If a member is late】
Q: Punish him by making him do aegyeo or get him to buy food?
JB: Get him to buy good. He’s not going to get away just by doing aegyeo so getting him to buy food is better
Mark: Get him to buy food. I see the others do aegyeo often enough already
JS: Get him to buy good. I see the members do aegyeo every day so I don’t really want to see it anymore
Junior: Punish him by making him do aegyeo. I don’t want to use my own money to buy snacks
YJ: Neither. Punish by hitting their butt. That’s how we do it normally (Laughs)
BB: Get him to buy good. I don’t want to see the other members do aegyeo. Plus all of us like to eat
YG: Punish him by making him do aegyeo because I don’t really eat snacks
【Travelling with the members】
Q: exercise or games?
JB: Exercise. Its good bonding for our group and it’s also good for the body
Mark: Games. I have been addicted to games recently!
JS: Exercise. I love exercising the most
Junior: Exercise. GOT7 is a group filled with energy (Laughs)
YJ: Games. Almost all of us like to play games
BB: Games. I always play games with Jackson hyung (Laughs)
YG: Exercise. I don’t really play games
【Surprise event for the members】
Q: Prepare event of Receive event?
JB: Preparing event. I’ve never been surprised before so I think preparing an event would be more enjoyable
Mark: Prepare event. I don’t like surprises
JS: Prepare event. I like surprises the most!
Junior: Prepare event. I like the thought of keeping a secret from a member
YJ: Receive event. I think the one receiving the surprise is happier
BB: Receive event. I’m always preparing events so I want to be the one receiving the surprise once in a while
YG: Prepare event. I think it’s more interesting
【Borrowing/Exchanging clothes with members】
Q: Yes or No?
JB: No. There’s not much chance for me to lend my clothes to others
Mark: Yes. I always lend Bambam my clothes
JS: Yes. I always borrow clothes from Mark and Junior
Junior: Yes because we are a team!
YJ: Yes. I don’t mind lending clothes to others
BB: Yes. I’m always borrowing clothes from the others
YG: Yes. I usually borrow clothes from Bambam
【Theme park or Shopping】
Q: Theme park or Shopping?
JB: Theme park. I want to have fun with the members
Mark: Theme park. I feel like we will all have fun
JS: Theme park and Shopping. I like both!
Junior: Shopping. I like clothes
YJ: Shopping. I think I’ll have more fun shopping
BB: Theme park. I prefer to shop alone
YG: Theme park. It’s more interesting than going to the movie
【What do you want your date to do for you】
Q: Seaweed Roll or Sandwich?
JB: Sandwich. It’s very troublesome to make seaweed roll I don’t want to trouble my date too much
Mark: Sandwich. I like to each sandwiches
JS: Sandwich. But rather than my date making it for me, I want to make it for her
Junior: Seaweed roll. Humans need rice to live! (Jokingly)
YJ: Seaweed roll because I like it
BB: Seaweed roll because it’s more convenient to eat
YG: Seaweed roll. I don’t really eat sandwich
【Towards the person you like】
Q: Confessor or be confessed to?
JB: Confessor. I want to express my feelings openly there is nothing to hide
Mark: Confessor. Man should always be the one who confess first
JS: Confessor. I want to be the one who confess
Junior: Confessor. Because I’m a guy?
YJ: Be confessed to. I’m a bit of a coward regarding things like this… (Laughs)
BB: Confessor. I must be the one who confess first! Because I’m the guy!
YG: Confessor. I’m the type who dares to do anything so I think I’ll be the one who confess
【I’ll talk to the members when I have troubles】
Q: Yes or No?
JB: No. I’m the type to solve problems by myself. I don’t want to burden others with my problems.
Mark: Yes. Recently, I’m starting to talk to the other members about my problems
JS: Yes. GOT7 will always come together to solve my problems
Junior: No. I’ll try my best to solve my problems by myself
YJ: No. I don’t to affect everyone’s mood because of my problems
BB: Yes. Because we are a team, I will find a member to discuss my problem with
YG: Yes. The others might have a better solution than me.
【Going to Haunted House with your date】
Q: Get scared together or Pretend not to be scared?
JB: Get scared together. Even if I’m not scared I would pretend to be scared to scare her
Mark: Get scared together because I will get scared too (Laughs)
JS: Get scared together. I will get scared too
Junior: Get scared together. I want to create happy memories together
YJ: Get scared together. Honestly, I will be scared too
BB: Pretend not to be scared. Even if I’m scared I have to pretend that I’m not
YG: Pretend not to be scared. I’m not scared of haunted house
【When a girl cries】
Q: Make her smile or Comfort her quietly?
JB: Comfort her quietly. Trying to make her smile might have a reverse effect sometimes.
Mark: Comfort her quietly as it’s more like me to do this
JS: Make her smile. I’ll comfort her and make her smile at the same time
Junior: Make her smile. I want to encourage her by telling her not to fret over small stuff
YJ: Both. Assuming she cries, I would wipe her tears first
BB: Comfort her quietly. Trying to make her smile might make her angry instead
YG: Both. If you can succeed doing both it would be very cool!
【Differences in preference for food】
Q: Eat what you want or Suit others?
JB: Eat what I want. When we can’t decide what to eat we would just eat what we want.
Mark: Eat what I want. I’ll buy what I want to eat by myself.
JS: Suit others. I’ve always been very accommodating to others (Laugh)
Junior: Suit others because we are a team!
YJ: Eat what I want. I think it’s good to have a variety of items to choose from (he means for the members to share food)
BB: Eat what I want. I think it’s better for us to eat what we want.
YG: Eat what I want. It’s best for us to eat what we want (Laughs)
【Sport event】
Q: Soccer or Baseball?
JB: Baseball. I know soccer is very interesting but I would like to know more about baseball
Mark: Soccer. I prefer soccer compared to baseball as there’s more action
JS: Soccer. I like it even though I’m not very good at it!
Junior: Soccer. I really like soccer
BB: Soccer because I don’t know how baseball works
YG: Soccer because it’s more interesting
【What do you wish for your date to wear】
Q: Dress or Skinny Jeans?
JB: Dress. Because it looks cute and lovely during spring
Mark: Skinny Jeans. As compared to dress, I think skinny jeans is better
JS: Skinny Jeans. I like my date to wear something more vibrant/energetic
Junior: Dress. It looks very pure
YJ: Dress. I think a girl looks prettier in a dress
BB: Skinny Jeans. Wearing skinny jeans looks healthier I like it
YG: Both. It doesn’t matter what she wears as long as I like her
HIGHLIGHT:
When answering about the member’s habits, Bambam and Yugyeom begin to imitate the member’s actions. The both of them were very focused on doing it and the hyungs said “We can see what you’re doing~!” when they appeared. The Maknaes immediately stopped and said “Oh nothing~!” (Laughs)
V: 百度林在范吧
Translated by: @fuckboytuan
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2020 Most Anticipated Releases... So Far!
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I know this week was supposed to be dedicated to TIP and Tricks but last week was a shit show for my family. Sometime in the early morning of the 20th, my mom’s sister passed away in her home then this past Saturday our only means of transportation stopped working and there’s nothing we can do to get it working again. So I needed something easy to post about. So here are my 2020 most anticipated releases thus far lol. I only put thus far because I don’t know EVERY book coming out in a given year so these are the ones I know about.
*NOTE if it is a sequel I won’t give a synopsis but each book is linked to Goodreads
My number 1 most anticipated may not be coming out this year but if it is it’s The Savior's Sister by Jenna Moreci
Come Tumbling Down (Wayward Children, #5) January 7th 2020 by Seanan McGuire
The Memory of Souls (A Chorus of Dragons, #3) August 25th 2020 by Jenn Lyons
The Unspoken Name (The Serpent Gates, #1) February 11th 2020 by A. K. Larkwood
What if you knew how and when you will die?
Csorwe does — she will climb the mountain, enter the Shrine of the Unspoken, and gain the most honored title: sacrifice.
But on the day of her foretold death, a powerful mage offers her a new fate. Leave with him, and live. Turn away from her destiny and her god to become a thief, a spy, an assassin—the wizard's loyal sword. Topple an empire, and help him reclaim his seat of power.
But Csorwe will soon learn – gods remember, and if you live long enough, all debts come due.
The Shadows Between Us February 25th 2020 by Tricia Levenseller
Alessandra is tired of being overlooked, but she has a plan to gain power:
1) Woo the Shadow King. 2) Marry him. 3) Kill him and take his kingdom for herself.
No one knows the extent of the freshly crowned Shadow King’s power. Some say he can command the shadows that swirl around him to do his bidding. Others say they speak to him, whispering the thoughts of his enemies. Regardless, Alessandra knows what she deserves, and she’s going to do everything within her power to get it.
But Alessandra’s not the only one trying to kill the king. As attempts on his life are made, she finds herself trying to keep him alive long enough for him to make her his queen—all while struggling not to lose her heart. After all, who better for a Shadow King than a cunning, villainous queen?
The Gilded Ones (Deathless #1) May 26th 2020 by Namina Forna
Sixteen-year-old Deka lives in fear and anticipation of the blood ceremony that will determine whether she will become a member of her village. Already different from everyone else because of her unnatural intuition, Deka prays for red blood so she can finally feel like she belongs.
But on the day of the ceremony, her blood runs gold, the color of impurity--and Deka knows she will face a consequence worse than death.
Then a mysterious woman comes to her with a choice: stay in the village and submit to her fate, or leave to fight for the emperor in an army of girls just like her. They are called alaki--near-immortals with rare gifts. And they are the only ones who can stop the empire's greatest threat.
Knowing the dangers that lie ahead yet yearning for acceptance, Deka decides to leave the only life she's ever known. But as she journeys to the capital to train for the biggest battle of her life, she will discover that the great walled city holds many surprises. Nothing and no one are quite what they seem to be--not even Deka herself.
Scavenge the Stars (Scavenge the Stars #1)  January 7th 2020 by Tara Sim
When Amaya rescues a mysterious stranger from drowning, she fears her rash actions have earned her a longer sentence on the debtor ship where she’s been held captive for years. Instead, the man she saved offers her unimaginable riches and a new identity, setting Amaya on a perilous course through the coastal city-state of Moray, where old-world opulence and desperate gamblers collide.
Amaya wants one thing: revenge against the man who ruined her family and stole the life she once had. But the more entangled she becomes in this game of deception—and as her path intertwines with the son of the man she’s plotting to bring down—the more she uncovers about the truth of her past. And the more she realizes she must trust no one…
Where Dreams Descend (Kingdom of Cards #1) June 2nd 2020 by Janella Angeles
In a city covered in ice and ruin, a group of magicians face off in a daring game of magical feats to find the next headliner of the Conquering Circus, only to find themselves under the threat of an unseen danger striking behind the scenes.
As each act becomes more and more risky and the number of missing magicians piles up, three are forced to reckon with their secrets before the darkness comes for them next.
The Star: Kallia, a powerful showgirl out to prove she’s the best no matter the cost
The Master: Jack, the enigmatic keeper of the club, and more than one lie told
The Magician: Demarco, the brooding judge with a dark past he can no longer hide
Where Dreams Descend is the startling and romantic first book in Janella Angeles’ debut Kingdom of Cards fantasy duology where magic is both celebrated and feared, and no heart is left unscathed.
The Kingdom of Back March 3rd 2020 by Marie Lu
Two siblings. Two brilliant talents. But only one Mozart.
Born with a gift for music, Nannerl Mozart has just one wish—to be remembered forever. But even as she delights audiences with her masterful playing, she has little hope she'll ever become the acclaimed composer she longs to be. She is a young woman in 18th century Europe, and that means composing is forbidden to her. She will perform only until she reaches a marriageable age—her tyrannical father has made that much clear.
And as Nannerl's hope grows dimmer with each passing year, the talents of her beloved younger brother, Wolfgang, only seem to shine brighter. His brilliance begins to eclipse her own, until one day a mysterious stranger from a magical land appears with an irresistible offer. He has the power to make her wish come true—but his help may cost her everything.
Set Fire to the Gods (Set Fire to the Gods #1) August 4th 2020 by Sara Raasch
Ash is descended from a long line of gladiators, and she knows the brutal nature of war firsthand. But after her mother dies in an arena, she vows to avenge her by overthrowing her fire god, whose temper has stripped her country of its resources.
Madoc grew up fighting on the streets to pay his family's taxes. But he hides a dangerous secret: he doesn't have the earth god’s powers like his opponents. His elemental gift is something else—something that hasn't been seen in centuries.
When an attempted revenge plot goes dangerously wrong, Ash inadvertently throws the fire and earth gods into a conflict that can only be settled by deadly, lavish gladiator games. The fights put Madoc in Ash's path, and she realizes that his powers are the weapon her rebellion needs—but Madoc won’t jeopardize his family, regardless of how intrigued he is by the beautiful warrior.
But when the gods force Madoc’s hand, he and Ash uncover an ancient war that will threaten more than one immortal—it will unravel the world.
Goddess in the Machine (Goddess in the Machine #1) June 30th 2020 by Lora Beth Johnson
When Andra wakes up, she’s drowning.
Not only that, but she’s in a hot, dirty cave, it’s the year 3102, and everyone keeps calling her Goddess. When Andra went into a cryonic sleep for a trip across the galaxy, she expected to wake up in a hundred years, not a thousand. Worst of all, the rest of the colonists–including her family and friends–are dead. They died centuries ago, and for some reason, their descendants think Andra’s a deity. She knows she’s nothing special, but she’ll play along if it means she can figure out why she was left in stasis and how to get back to Earth.
Zhade, the exiled bastard prince of Eerensed, has other plans. Four years ago, the sleeping Goddess’s glass coffin disappeared from the palace, and Zhade devoted himself to finding it. Now he’s hoping the Goddess will be the key to taking his rightful place on the throne–if he can get her to play her part, that is. Because if his people realize she doesn’t actually have the power to save their dying planet, they’ll kill her.
With a vicious monarch on the throne and a city tearing apart at the seams, Zhade and Andra might never be able to unlock the mystery of her fate, let alone find a way to unseat the king, especially since Zhade hasn’t exactly been forthcoming with Andra. And a thousand years from home, is there any way of knowing that Earth is better than the planet she’s woken to?
Incendiary (Hollow Crown #1) April 28th 2020 by Zoraida Córdova
Renata Convida was only a child when she was kidnapped by the King's Justice and brought to the luxurious palace of Andalucia. As a Robari, the rarest and most feared of the magical Moria, Renata's ability to steal memories from royal enemies enabled the King's Wrath, a siege that resulted in the deaths of thousands of her own people.
Now Renata is one of the Whispers, rebel spies working against the crown and helping the remaining Moria escape the kingdom bent on their destruction. The Whispers may have rescued Renata from the palace years ago, but she cannot escape their mistrust and hatred--or the overpowering memories of the hundreds of souls she turned "hollow" during her time in the palace.
When Dez, the commander of her unit, is taken captive by the notorious Sangrado Prince, Renata will do anything to save the boy whose love makes her place among the Whispers bearable. But a disastrous rescue attempt means Renata must return to the palace under cover and complete Dez's top secret mission. Can Renata convince her former captors that she remains loyal, even as she burns for vengeance against the brutal, enigmatic prince? Her life and the fate of the Moria depend on it.
But returning to the palace stirs childhood memories long locked away. As Renata grows more deeply embedded in the politics of the royal court, she uncovers a secret in her past that could change the entire fate of the kingdom--and end the war that has cost her everything.
Red Hood February 25th 2020 by Elana K. Arnold
You are alone in the woods, seen only by the unblinking yellow moon. Your hands are empty. You are nearly naked.
And the wolf is angry.
Since her grandmother became her caretaker when she was four years old, Bisou Martel has lived a quiet life in a little house in Seattle. She’s kept mostly to herself. She’s been good. But then comes the night of homecoming, when she finds herself running for her life over roots and between trees, a fury of claws and teeth behind her. A wolf attacks. Bisou fights back. A new moon rises. And with it, questions. About the blood in Bisou’s past and on her hands as she stumbles home. About broken boys and vicious wolves. About girls lost in the woods—frightened, but not alone.
A Song of Wraiths and Ruin (A Song of Wraiths and Ruin #1) June 2nd 2020 by Roseanne A. Brown
The first in an immersive fantasy duology inspired by West African folklore in which a grieving crown princess and a desperate refugee find themselves on a collision course to murder each other despite their growing attraction—from debut author Roseanne A. Brown. Perfect for fans of Tomi Adeyemi, Renée Ahdieh, and Sabaa Tahir.
For Malik, the Solstasia festival is a chance to escape his war-stricken home and start a new life with his sisters in the prosperous desert city of Ziran. But when a vengeful spirit abducts Malik’s younger sister, Nadia, as payment into the city, Malik strikes a fatal deal—kill Karina, Crown Princess of Ziran, for Nadia’s freedom.
But Karina has deadly aspirations of her own. Her mother, the Sultana, has been assassinated; her court threatens mutiny; and Solstasia looms like a knife over her neck. Grief-stricken, Karina decides to resurrect her mother through ancient magic . . . requiring the beating heart of a king. And she knows just how to obtain one: by offering her hand in marriage to the victor of the Solstasia competition.
When Malik rigs his way into the contest, they are set on a heart-pounding course to destroy each other. But as attraction flares between them and ancient evils stir, will they be able to see their tasks to the death?
The Queen's Assassin (Queen's Secret #1) February 4th 2020 by Melissa de la Cruz
Caledon Holt is the Kingdom of Renovia's deadliest weapon. No one alive can best him in brawn or brains, which is why he's the Guild's most dangerous member and the Queen's one and only assassin. He's also bound to the Queen by an impossible vow--to find the missing Deian Scrolls, the fount of all magical history and knowledge, stolen years ago by a nefarious sect called the Aphrasians.
Shadow has been training all her life to follow in the footsteps of her mother and aunts--to become skilled enough to join the ranks of the Guild. Though magic has been forbidden since the Aphrasian uprising, Shadow has been learning to control her powers in secret, hoping that one day she'll become an assassin as feared and revered as Caledon Holt.
When a surprise attack brings Shadow and Cal together, they're forced to team up as assassin and apprentice to hunt down a new sinister threat to Renovia. But as Cal and Shadow grow closer, they'll uncover a shocking web of lies and secrets that may destroy everything they hold dear. With war on the horizon and true love at risk, they'll stop at nothing to protect each other and their kingdom in this stunning first novel in the Queen's Secret series.
Witches of Ash and Ruin March 3rd 2020 by E. Latimer
Seventeen-year-old Dayna Walsh is struggling to cope with her somatic OCD; the aftermath of being outed as bisexual in her conservative Irish town; and the return of her long-absent mother, who barely seems like a parent. But all that really matters to her is ascending and finally, finally becoming a full witch-plans that are complicated when another coven, rumored to have a sordid history with black magic, arrives in town with premonitions of death. Dayna immediately finds herself at odds with the bewitchingly frustrating Meiner King, the granddaughter of their coven leader.
And then a witch turns up murdered at a local sacred site, along with the blood symbol of the Butcher of Manchester-an infamous serial killer whose trail has long gone cold. The killer's motives are enmeshed in a complex web of witches and gods, and Dayna and Meiner soon find themselves at the center of it all. If they don't stop the Butcher, one of them will be next.
With razor-sharp prose and achingly real characters, E. Latimer crafts a sweeping, mesmerizing story of dark magic and brutal mythology set against a backdrop of contemporary Ireland that's impossible to put down.
All These Monsters (Monsters #1) July 7th 2020 by Amy Tintera
Seventeen-year-old Clara is ready to fight back. Fight back against her abusive father, fight back against the only life she’s ever known, and most of all, fight back against scrabs, the earth-dwelling monsters that are currently ravaging the world. So when an opportunity arises for Clara to join an international monster-fighting squad, she jumps at the chance.
When Clara starts training with her teammates, however, she realizes what fighting monsters really means: sore muscles, exhaustion, and worst of all, death. Scrabs are unpredictable, violent, and terrifying. But as Clara gains confidence in her battle skills, she starts to realize scrabs might not be the biggest evil. The true monsters are the ones you least expect.
Ghost Wood Song July 21st 2020 by Erica Waters
If I could have a fiddle made of Daddy’s bones, I’d play it. I’d learn all the secrets he kept.
Shady Grove inherited her father’s ability to call ghosts from the grave with his fiddle, but she also knows the fiddle’s tunes bring nothing but trouble and darkness.
But when her brother is accused of murder, she can’t let the dead keep their secrets.
In order to clear his name, she’s going to have to make those ghosts sing.
Family secrets, a gorgeously resonant LGBTQ love triangle, and just the right amount of creepiness make this young adult debut a haunting and hopeful story about facing everything that haunts us in the dark.
Cemetery Boys June 9th 2020 by Aiden Thomas
Yadriel has summoned a ghost, and now he can’t get rid of him.
When his traditional Latinx family has problems accepting his gender, Yadriel becomes determined to prove himself a real brujo. With the help of his cousin and best friend Maritza, he performs the ritual himself, and then sets out to find the ghost of his murdered cousin and set it free.
However, the ghost he summons is actually Julian Diaz, the school’s resident bad boy, and Julian is not about to go quietly into death. He’s determined to find out what happened and tie up some loose ends before he leaves. Left with no choice, Yadriel agrees to help Julian, so that they can both get what they want. But the longer Yadriel spends with Julian, the less he wants to let him leave.
The Princess Will Save You (The Princess Will Save You #1) July 7th 2020 by Sarah Henning
A PRINCESS A STABLE BOY A QUEST
When her father dies, Princess Amarande is given an ultimatum: Marry the leader of one of the four neighboring kingdoms, or lose her crown—and possibly her life. And to force her hand, her beloved, the stable boy Luca, is kidnapped.
But Amarande was raised to be a warrior, not a sacrifice.
And nothing will stop her from saving her true love and rescuing her kingdom.
The acclaimed author of Sea Witch turns the classic damsel-in-distress tale on its head with this story of adventure, identity, and love.
House of Dragons (House of Dragons #1) May 12th 2020 by Jessica Cluess
Five royal houses will hear the call to compete in the Trial for the dragon throne. A liar, a soldier, a servant, a thief, and a murderer will answer it. Who will win? Think THREE DARK CROWNS meets THE BREAKFAST CLUB with DRAGONS.
When the Emperor dies, the five royal houses of Etrusia attend the Call, where one of their own will be selected to compete for the throne. It is always the oldest child, the one who has been preparing for years to compete in the Trial. But this year is different. This year, these five outcasts will answer the call....
THE LIAR: Emilia must hide her dark magic or be put to death.
THE SOLDIER: Lucian is a warrior who has sworn to never lift a sword again.
THE SERVANT: Vespir is a dragon trainer whose skills alone will keep her in the game.
THE THIEF: Ajax knows that nothing is free--he must take what he wants.
THE MURDERER: Hyperia was born to rule and will stop at nothing to take her throne.
Cinderella Is Dead July 7th 2020 by Kalynn Bayron
It’s 200 years after Cinderella found her prince, but the fairy tale is over. Teen girls are now required to appear at the Annual Ball, where the men of the kingdom select wives based on a girl’s display of finery. If a suitable match is not found, the girls not chosen are never heard from again.
Sixteen-year-old Sophia would much rather marry Erin, her childhood best friend, than parade in front of suitors. At the ball, Sophia makes the desperate decision to flee, and finds herself hiding in Cinderella’s mausoleum. There, she meets Constance, the last known descendant of Cinderella and her step sisters. Together they vow to bring down the king once and for all–and in the process, they learn that there’s more to Cinderella’s story than they ever knew . . .
This fresh take on a classic story will make readers question the tales they’ve been told, and root for girls to break down the constructs of the world around them.
Shielded (Shielded #1) July 21st 2020 by KayLynn Flanders
The kingdom of Hálendi is in trouble. It's losing the war at its borders, and rumors of a new, deadlier threat on the horizon have surfaced. Princess Jennesara knows her skills on the battlefield would make her an asset and wants to help, but her father has other plans.
As the second-born heir to the throne, Jenna lacks the firstborn's--her brother's--magical abilities, so the king promises her hand in marriage to the prince of neighboring Turia in exchange for resources Hálendi needs. Jenna must leave behind everything she has ever known if she is to give her people a chance at peace.
Only, on the journey to reach her betrothed and new home, the royal caravan is ambushed, and Jenna realizes the rumors were wrong--the new threat is worse than anyone imagined. Now Jenna must decide if revealing a dangerous secret is worth the cost before it's too late--for her and for her entire kingdom.
The Seventh Sun (The Age of the Seventh Sun #1) February 18th 2020 by Lani Forbes
Thrust into leadership upon the death of his emperor father, young Prince Ahkin feels completely unready for his new position. Though his royal blood controls the power of the sun, he's now responsible for the lives of all the Chicome people. And despite all Ahkin's efforts, the sun is fading--and the end of the world may be at hand.
For Mayana, the only daughter of the Chicome family whose blood controls the power of water, the old emperor's death may mean that she is next. Prince Ahkin must be married before he can ascend the throne, and Mayana is one of six noble daughters presented to him as a possible wife. Those who are not chosen will be sacrificed to the gods.
Only one girl can become Ahkin's bride. Mayana and Ahkin feel an immediate connection, but the gods themselves may be against them. Both recognize that the ancient rites of blood that keep the gods appeased may be harming the Chicome more than they help. As a bloodred comet and the fading sun bring a growing sense of dread, only two young people may hope to change their world.
Rich in imagination and romance, and based on the legends and history of the Aztec and Maya people, The Seventh Sun brings to vivid life a world on the edge of apocalyptic disaster.
Of Silver and Shadow May 26th 2020 by Jennifer Gruenke
Ren Kolins is a silver wielder—a dangerous thing to be in the kingdom of Erdis, where magic has been outlawed for a century. Ren is just trying to survive, sticking to a life of petty thievery, card games, and pit fighting to get by. But when a wealthy rebel leader discovers her secret, he offers her a fortune to join his revolution. The caveat: she won’t see a single coin until they overthrow the King.
Behind the castle walls, a brutal group of warriors known as the King’s Children is engaged in a competition: the first to find the rebel leader will be made King’s Fang, the right hand of the King of Erdis. And Adley Farre is hunting down the rebels one by one, torturing her way to Ren and the rebel leader, and the coveted King’s Fang title.
But time is running out for all of them, including the youngest Prince of Erdis, who finds himself pulled into the rebellion. Political tensions have reached a boiling point, and Ren and the rebels must take the throne before war breaks out.
Kingdom of the Wicked (Kingdom of the Wicked #1) September 15th 2020 by Kerri Maniscalco
Emilia and her twin sister Victoria are strega - witches who live secretly among humans, avoiding notice and persecution. One night, Victoria misses dinner service at the family's renowned Sicilian restaurant. Emilia soon finds the body of her beloved twin...desecrated beyond belief. Devastated, Emilia sets out to discover who did this, and to seek vengeance at any cost—even if it means using dark magic that’s been long forbidden.
Then Emilia meets Wrath, the outlier among the seven demon brethren, always choosing duty over pleasure. He’s been tasked by his master with investigating a series of women’s murders on the island. When Emilia and Wrath’s fates collide, it’s clear this disturbing mystery will take a bewitching turn...
The Frost Eater (The Magic Eaters Trilogy #1) January 28th 2020 by Carol Beth Anderson
A lonely princess. A flying teen. A kidnapped girl who only remembers what happens at night.
Seventeen-year-old Princess Nora is a frost eater who creates magical ice. Her royal life is luxurious but stifling.
Krey West has a rare magical talent: when he eats feathers, he can fly. His one goal is to find his missing girlfriend, Zeisha. He thinks someone in power abducted her.
Krey’s daring feats of magic earn him an invitation to the palace. Craving adventure and friendship, Nora offers to help him find Zeisha. He’s desperate enough to accept—though he hates the monarchy.
The truth is more terrible than they could imagine.
Every night, Zeisha wakes in a dark room full of sleeping people, unable to remember what she did in the light. Her dreams provide violent glimpses into her forgotten days.
If Krey and Nora can’t save her, Zeisha may lose herself forever.
A Wicked Magic  July 28th 2020 by Sasha Laurens
Dan and Liss are witches. The Black Book granted them that power. Harnessing that power feels good, especially when everything in their lives makes them feel powerless.
During a spell gone wrong, Liss's boyfriend is snatched away by an evil entity and presumed dead. Dan and Liss's friendship dies that night, too. How can they practice magic after the darkness that they conjured?
Months later, Liss discovers that her boyfriend is alive, trapped underground in the grips of an ancient force. She must save him, and she needs Dan and the power of The Black Book to do so. Dan is quickly sucked back into Liss's orbit and pushes away her best friend, Alexa. But Alexa has some big secrets she's hiding and her own unique magical disaster to deal with.
When another teenager disappears, the girls know it's no coincidence. What greedy magic have they awakened? And what does it want with these teens it has stolen?
Set in the atmospheric wilds of California's northern coast, Sasha Laurens's thrilling debut novel is about the complications of friendship, how to take back power, and how to embrace the darkness that lives within us all.
Ink in the Blood (Ink in The Blood #1) February 11th 2020 by Kim Smejkal
Celia Sand and her best friend, Anya Burtoni, are inklings for the esteemed religion of Profeta. Using magic, they tattoo followers with beautiful images that represent the Divine’s will and guide the actions of the recipients. It’s considered a noble calling, but ten years into their servitude Celia and Anya know the truth: Profeta is built on lies, the tattooed orders strip away freedom, and the revered temple is actually a brutal, torturous prison.
Their opportunity to escape arrives with the Rabble Mob, a traveling theater troupe. Using their inkling abilities for performance instead of propaganda, Celia and Anya are content for the first time . . . until they realize who followed them. The Divine they never believed in is very real, very angry, and determined to use Celia, Anya, and the Rabble Mob’s now-infamous stage to spread her deceitful influence even further.
To protect their new family from the wrath of a malicious deity and the zealots who work in her name, Celia and Anya must unmask the biggest lie of all—Profeta itself.
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hyolosupport · 7 years
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Hyoyeon @ KBS SuJu Shindong’s Podcast
translated by  @ch0sshi
- They talked about how snsd used to have a fixed concept for each member, instead of being more fluid with roles in the group. hyoyeon said that was better off during their rookie days bc it was easier to memorize things. but as time goes on, that becomes so solidified that it doesn't seem that great. like, all trainees learn to sing/dance/act. but when she's constantly set as the dancer of the group, it kind of made her think like, 'I can only dance. I must be bad at singing.' She said it has its pros and cons.
-  I guess they were told hyoyeon's specialties are dance and speaking Chinese.. hyo: these talents are kind of old. lol
-  Shindong said when they were trainees, hyoyeon and choi siwon went to china to study abroad.  Lee sooman always said that china would be like an important place for advancements(?) early on, so he made everyone study chinese.  They'd even have Chinese song singing contests, and if you won, youd get to go and study in China for 2~3 weeks.
-They mentioned how hyo's blood type is AB. She said people usually think she's either type O or B, and they get surprised when she says she's AB.
-  Hyo kinda likes childish jokes, & she said fans call her kim choding, kim yeolsal/10-years-old. other nicknames like [snsd's] dancing queen.  One nickname that is a bit more familiar is kim choding. She said kim yeolsal makes it seem like she's really ten, lol.
-  Shindong asked what hyo's nickname was as a kid, she said she was really well-behaved. she said kids used to call her 'trainee'.  Asked hyoyeon how kids at school reacted since, time-wise, she debuted while she would've been in school. but she didn't really get to  experience that bc she went to study abroad when she was in middle school. so she came back to korea and took a qualification exam.
-  Hyoyeon said she's kinda homely..she's really neat, well-organized, and tidies up well.   Shindong: what about cooking? Hyo: I'm..gonna do that slowly. I'm gonna start with getting organized.  Said she's also good at taking care of others.
-  Hyoyeon said she started properly dancing after joining sm and learning. the first time she saw herself dancing was in sm's I AM movie.  She said whe watched thinking, 'so thats how I danced for my audition'. She hadn't learned to dance at the time of that audition.  When she was in like elementary school, she just enjoyed copying dances. She only officially started learning to dance after joining sm.  So that dance team hyoyeon was in and when she danced with min, it was all after she had joined sm.  She wasn't that into dancing, but an instructor saw her popping, and told her to learn it properly. so she just went there for like 2 years.  Even shindong said he assumed she was at that dance team first and then got cast in sm.
-  Something else surprising she said is that her dad wanted her to be in this line of work, so he sent a photo he took of hyoyeon around roses in a park to sm. said she was too timid atm to do something like that herself
-  All those dance competitions that hyoyeon got recognized participating in when she was younger..she went without telling sm.  Shindong said those things used to release on vhs bc the internet wasn't that huge..but later, those clips started getting shared online.  The other dj dude said he watched her dancing online.. Hyoyeon: I watched them online too
-  They named her schools and gave exactly how long she trained at sm.. Hyo: you guys are really detailed here. lol
- Hyoyeon said she really likes ddeokbokki, could eat it for all three meals of her day. and while she's promoting all the staff will probably have to eat nothing but ddeokbokki bc of her lol
-  Hyoyeon said she likes spicy foods. she said she only eats one brand of ddeokbokki, sinjeon. shindong said laboum is their cf model.  Hyo: they have a cf model?; Shindong: laboum is doing it.; Hyo: oh, congratulations.. lmao
- Hyoyeon said it's been a while since she weighed herself. she said she uses her jeans as a way of being conscious of her weight.  She said she even washes her jeans all at the same time since they can stretch/shrink.
- Hyoyeon wrote her height really accurately: 160.45 cm xD
- Hyoyeon's alcohol tolerance: it's gradually increasing.
-  Shindong said once Hyoyeon was walking up the street like, in the middle of the night..he said she must have been really drunk bc she didn't even recognize him. Said she was walking alone, Hyo said she's usually not alone...so she must have really been drunk.  He even called out to her, but she just kept walking past him lol. said she doesn't really like the taste of alcohol.  Shindong said that one time was the first and last time he saw her drunk. 
- Hyoyeon said when she drinks champagne, she loses her voice.
- A 'body secret' she has is her stomach fat..said there's a connection, since she's been drinking a little more.
-   Hyo's favorite song when she goes to karaoke: Jessica h.o's 인생은 즐거워/life is good
-  Hyo's hobby: playstation. she likes playing rayman. didn't really like gaming, usually only played things like tetris or mahjong, lol  She said she got into super mario, and then got introduced to to the playstation and said rayman was similar.  Said she could lose sleep to play it, and she always has to get the gold medal.
-  She said she recently went to a pc bang, and had fun. Overwatch gave her motion sickness. she said she's going to put that sticker  behind her ear to help with that next time she goes lol. she said she just played the game adults like....go-stop. lmao
-  Hyoyeon said she relieves stress by having a drink with (non-celeb) friends..she said she never had any interest in like meeting  friends/having a drink early on bc they were so busy anyway..but now it becomes like a time of healing.
- Hyo's role model: Rihanna. 
- Hyo's goal/dream: perfection, like, self-contentment
-  Asked what her goal for this promotion is. said there's a picture she has drawn out, so she hopes that transfers onto the stage.
-  Hyo's ideal type: Yoo Ah-In. for his looks/style, and like his voice.
-  Hyo's motto: no matter what you do, become an honest person who does your best. she said this is something her dad made  her and her little brother memorize since they were little.
-  She said she got in a lot of trouble by her dad when she dyed her hair and got her ears pierced...yet he got her into sm, lol
-  Words that supported hyo: think positive things.
-  'if i got 24 hours to myself without a manager'- i think she wrote it happens often, lol.
-  She said compared to the number of members, the amount of managers they have isn't that large. hyo said she's a bit impatient and doesn't really like waiting around once things end. she said it's not good to do, but sometimes she'll just leave first after they get done with things. she said it could be a good thing for managers, having one less person to take care of.
-  If hyoyeon got 100,000 won out of nowhere, she'd go and eat yukhoe/beef tartare with friends. said she really likes it.
-  If she didn't become a celebrity, hyo said either dancing in the US/japan, or study and become a fashion designer.
-  Said she used to have an interest in fashion design. but now, she said the more you think about it, the more you realize how difficult it is. She said there are those times where you think your style is the best and you know everything, but you really don't, lol.
-  After doing shows regarding fashion, she said she realized 'there's a reason why there are specialists [in these fields]'
-  Shindong asked if dance is naturally acquired..she said the groove/soul you have with dance is something you're kind of born with.  But she said it's something you can overcome with effort/hard work.
-  Hyo said Shindong to her is just an oppa she's known for a long time. shindong said that is true, bc they don't share any memorable moments.  Hyoyeon said there are some oppas that she's awkward with, even if she's known them for a while. but that's not the case with shindong. 
-  Asking her what like a special skill she has [like something to show on a variety show] hyoyeon's response: sorry. lol  If she goes on variety shows, bc there were so many members, there'd be fixed questions for each of them..and she usually just danced lol  Hyoyeon: whether it rained or snowed, i just danced. lmao
-  They played just the first 10s of 'wannabe', so it was just the instrumental/her voice didn't even come on.  hyoyeon: is this bc of copyrights or are you just teasing me? lol. they said it's to give people just a taste/they're going to play more
-  Asked when the album comes out for their anniversary..she said since it's their 10th anniversary, there should be a meaningful present..?  The other dj said he recently interviewed yoona, and she said an album comes out this year. hyo: did she say it? oh, she said it. lmao  the dj dude went on saying yoona said they'll be releasing something in the summer, hyoyeon seeming unaware that she said these things.. Shindong said she can just continue to act like she doesn't know anything..hyo: are they releasing something without me? xD  dudes: you're not really unaware are you? hyo: i've been getting my news through articles. lmao
-  Hyoyeon said seohyun has become a bit more chill and whatnot than before..got influenced by her unnies lol
-  Hyoyeon said she used to do track in school. she was good at long-distance running and even went out as her school representative  for schools in incheon. she was so unaware of things like having the proper shoes for running. so she took her lightest pair: ballet shoes.  In the qualifying round, she got 4th place. but at the finals, she was so nervous that she got an upset stomach and didn't do as great.
-  Said how she wants to get married early and have about 5 kids. said she really likes kids. in the past, she always said  her dream was to become a good wife, without really knowing wtf that was. lol  now, she said she just wants to keep working hard while she can lmao.
-  Asked if she still wants to have a lot of kids, and she said she thinks it would be good to have more. other dj: you should rethink that..xD  hyoyeon: i think i'm saying this bc i haven't had any kids yet dj: yeah, i'm currently doing that [has a kid]..
-  hyoyeon said now that the podcast is coming to an end, she's getting kind of scared bc it feels like she talked without much filter lol
-  shindong's scenario: you get an offer to become a cf model for yupki ddeokbokki..you can eat other brands, but just have to film their cf.  asked if she would do it. hyo: of course. other dj: what if you can only eat yupki ddeokbokki? hyo: then i'd order it [secretly]... xD
-  They asked hyo which sinjeon ddeokbokki location she usually orders from, and she said she pretty much knows where they all are  bc she'll order it when she's in like a broadcast station's waiting room and stuff. she'll order through apps, or go there herself.
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sebuckyverse · 7 years
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The 4 of Us
Summary: It’s you and Bucky’s 5 year anniversary! Bucky decides to get you a puppy, but you have a surprise for him as well! | Bucky x Reader Warnings: a lil swearing, pregnancy? lol Word count: 2,3 k A/N: ALL THE FEELSSS
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Bucky woke up that morning more excited than ever. Today was your 5 year anniversary and he had a special day planned. He looked over his shoulder where you were still sleeping, resting on your stomach, one leg dangling off the bed. He placed a tender kiss to your bare shoulder, remembering the activities of last night – something you two were definitely repeating tonight. Bucky strolled to the dresser to slip on a fresh pair of boxers and simple grey sweatpants.
As he searched the fridge for some eggs, he thought about his plans once more. Make breakfast, go to the grocery store, come back home, order some pizza, then cuddle on the couch while watching your favourite movies and then he would have to go out again to go get your present. Bucky knew you’d scold him about it, because you didn’t want any presents or fancy dinners, thus why for the 4th year now you always stayed at home and did cozy stuff, it’s just the way you liked it. But this year, Bucky couldn’t help himself. He saw the way you always longingly look at the pet shop when you pass it. You were a huge animal lover, dogs being your favourite. He didn’t know if you had a favourite breed, so when he stepped in the pet shop the other day to look at a potential new family member his eyes immediately fell to a tiny Pug puppy padding around. The pup was a little boy already named Charlie. His curled up tail and squashed face made his heart melt and Bucky knew he had found the one. So when he was frying eggs and bacon he couldn’t wait to go pick up the little pup later. Bucky smiled to himself as he felt your arms snake around his waist.
„Well good morning.“ He chirped.
„Hmmm, morning.“ You replied and pressed your lips against his bare back.
„How’d you sleep?“
„You tired me out pretty good last night, so..“ you smirked, earning a chuckle from your man. You excused yourself and strolled to the bathroom to wash your face and brush your teeth. You knew Bucky must’ve had a surprise for you based on his weird and secretive behaviour recently, but what he didn’t know is that this time you had one for him too. You couldn’t help but smile at the fact that there was another human being living inside of you, something you and Bucky created together. You were about 6 weeks along now and it took everything out of you to keep this a secret as you wanted to tell him today, on your anniversary. You finished up in the bathroom and went back to the bedroom to fetch the positive pregnancy test from the dresser drawer where you’d hid it.
„Hey, breakfast is ready,“ your boyfriend popped his head in the bedroom, making you gasp and shut the drawer in a rush.
„Okay.“
„What are you doing?“ he asked with a knit brow.
„Nothing. Let’s go,“ you pushed him back out the door and you both sat down at the kitchen table. Bucky had made you eggs, bacon and scrambled eggs with a glass of orange juice on the side. You usually loved all of those things but your pregnancy kicked in today of all days and the smell of eggs made your stomach turn upside down. Not wanting Bucky to grow curious you swallowed down your sickness and took a bite of the bacon lying on the plate. It was beautifully cooked, crunching under your teeth but the taste to you was revolting. You took a large gulp of your juice to wash the food down.
„Babe, you okay?“ Bucky looked at you with a worried look and a forkful of eggs halfway to his mouth.
You forced a smile on your face and nodded your head as you kept poking at your food. Your throat was dry and your head was spinning. You decided to take a small sip of more juice and saw your hands shake as you tried to keep from throwing up. But unfortunately, that taste of orange juice was the last drop as you gasped and slapped a hand over your mouth, running to the bathroom to empty your stomach. You instantly felt more relaxed but panicked when you heard Bucky’s footsteps near the bathroom.
„Y/N, honey, are you okay? Was it the food?“ his voice was full of concern as he rubbed your back.
„No, no.“ You croaked. „The food was great, Bucky. I just.. I think I’m sick.“
Bucky helped you up and stood by your side as you washed your mouth again. He walked you to the living room and layed you down on the couch, covering you with a comforter.  
„Better?“ he asked.
„Yes, thank you. I’m sorry I’ve ruined your plans.“
„What plans?“ he scoffed, pretending like he didn’t know what you were talking about.
„James Buchanan Barnes, how long have we been together? I know you.“ You chuckled.
„Fine,“ he rolled his eyes, causing you to giggle. „But you haven’t ruined it. How about I run to the store and get you some yoghurt and camomile tea and-„ The sound of camomile tea made you scrunch your nose in disgust – you hated camomile, you thought it tasted like cardboard. „And if you’re a good girl and drink it you’ll get your present.“
You pretended to consider his offer before sighing dramatically and agreeing to his terms. Even though you always told Bucky not to get you any presents, deep down you loved being spoiled. Thankfully, Bucky knew it, which is why he ditched the camomile tea this time and instead bought your favourite, peppermint. After paying the cashier, he headed to the pet store to bring home little Charlie. The little pup was ecstatic to see him, licking his face with his tiny tongue and wiggling his butt. Bucky got all the necessary things any dog would need – a bed, food, toys abd loaded them all in the car before settling Charlie down in the little cage he bought for car rides. Charlie wasn’t too pleased with being locked away, looking up at Bucky with the saddest eyes he’d ever seen.
„Aw come on, don’t be like that, boy. It’s for your own safety.“
When Bucky got back to the house he picked Charlie up and opened the glove box, reaching for the red ribbon he’d bought. He did his best to tie it around Charlie’s belly, but the boy’s jumping around made it difficult. Once he was happy with the results he smiled to himself and pecked Charlie on his head.
„Okay, boy. Let’s do this.“
When Bucky entered the house he could still hear the TV you were watching earlier, but nothing else. He rounded the corner to see you still lying on the couch, your eyes closed, a hand resting on your belly. Bucky hoped you didn’t have one of those stomach flus that have been going around lately. One of his coworkers, Sam, already has it. Bucky stepped closer to the couch and kneeled in front of it, putting Charlie down next to you. The pup immediately pounced on you, licking and nudging your face. Bucky thought the sight was hilarious and incredibly adorable at the same time so he pulled his phone out of his pocket and started taking photos and videos.
You felt something wet tickle your face and heard some ragged breathing above you. You opened your eyes to see a puppy inches from your face, a red ribbon tied around his belly. Your jaw fell open as you saw Bucky kneeling next to you with his phone pointed at you.
„Oh my God, James. W-what is this?“
’’This is Charlie. He’s gonna be staying with us now.’’ He replied, setting his phone down.
You couldn’t believe it. All those times you walked by that pet shop, hoping one day you’d actually walk in there... You never mentioned it to Bucky, afraid he’d say no to owning a pet. You weren’t even sure if he liked dogs, or cats.. or any type of pets at all. But this was something you’d never expected. Your boyfriend had brought home a sweet little boy who seemed just as excited to meet you as you felt. You felt tears of joy in your eyes as you smooched the pup.
’’Oh, Bucky! How did you even know?’’
’’Well I know you.’’ He pointed a finger between the two of you.
You were so happy at that excact moment you almost forgot that you were pregnant. You wiped the salty streams from your face and sniffed your nose, pushing yourself up from the couch and holding little Charlie close to your chest. ’’Actually, I have something for you, too.’’
Bucky stood up with you and started to follow you to the bedroom, but you pressed a hand to his chest and stopped him. ’’No, wait right here.’’
You rushed to the bedroom and took out a slim rectangular box from the dresser. You thought about buying two boxes, one pink and the other one blue, so you could make a unisex one, with a pink lid and a blue bottom, but after careful consideration you thought it to be a bit too cheesy, so you settled on simply white. When you got back to the living area, you handed it to Bucky, who looked confused.
’’What’s this?’’ he asked.
’’Just open it.’’ You watched as he removed the lid, your stomach doing flips again, but this time it was in a good way, a nervous way. You hadn’t really discussed having a child, but you both wanted kids. You weren’t really planning it either, you’ve been one the pill for quite a while, so to be honest, your pregnancy shocked the shit out of you at first. But then you remembered – you were staying at your parent’s house one weekend and forgot to take your pills with you. Bucky couldn’t keep his hands off you, of course, and one thing led to another. You didn’t tell this to Bucky, thinking he’d freak out, but you didn’t think much of it. This has happened a couple of times before, and never did you fall pregnant. But third time’s a charm, you guessed.
Bucky didn’t say anything for a while. He kept staring at the two stripes in front of him, not even bothering to open his mouth, he wasn’t an idiot, he knew what they meant. He just couldn’t believe it. He made a this, you made this. A new life, a precious seed growing in your belly. Now it all made sense. Why you could barely eat at breakfast, why you threw up. How you held your belly when you were sleeping, it was instinct. Bucky had never been so happy in his life before, he’d never felt so.. proud and accomplished before. He’s gonna be a dad, to a sweet boy or a beautiful girl. His mind was already racing – he’d buy you everything, those pregnancy pillows that you could lay on, he’d clean out his office and start building a nursery tomorrow.. fuck it, today. He’d have to run to the store a-
’’Bucky?’’ you asked when he didn’t say anything. You started to fear this isn’t what he wanted, how could you be so stupid to think this is what he would want. You weren’t even married, for christ’s sake. But then he looked up at you and all your worries were washed away when you saw tears brim in his eyes. Those blue eyes that held nothing but pure adoration and happiness. Bucky set the box down on the coffee table before rushing to you and engulfing you and Charlie in a big hug.
’’Y/N, baby, this is amazing.’’ Bucky pecked your lips multiple times, before moving on to kiss your nose, cheeks, chin, everything he could reach.
’’Buckyyy..’’ You giggled, trying to push him away. He stopped and rested his forehead against yours.
’’How, though? I thought you were on the pill.’’
’’I was,’’ you sniffed. ’’But remember the weekend at my parents’ house last month?’’
’’Mmhmm..’’
’’I kinda forgot the pills at home. I called my doctor and told her about this, but she said it shouldn’t work that easily. Then about a week ago, I started to feel sick in the mornings but I just brushed it off, but I remembered the weekend so I bought a pregnancy test, and here we are.’’ You admitted, licking you lips.
’’Oh, Y/N. This is the best gift I could’ve ever asked for. ’’
’’Really?’’ You looked up at Bucky. ’’I thought you’d freak, because of your work and we’re not even married and I just.. Oh, I don’t know.’’
Bucky shushed you, soothing you as he ran his hands up and down your back. ’’Hey, hey. My work is pointless, I don’t care about that. I’ve saved enough money for us,’’ he brought his hands around to tenderly hold your belly ’’that I could quit right now.’’
Bucky gave you a quick kiss one again and sank down to his knees. He lifted up your shirt and kissed your still pretty flat stomach. You sighed and soothed his hair with one hand, holding Charlie up against your chest with the other as the pup was already falling asleep in your arms.
’’Marry me,’’ Bucky mumbled against your belly.
’’W-what?’’ You blinked away the tears. He didn’t just say what you thought he said, right?
’’Marry me, Y/N.’’ He repeated, this time loud and clear, looking up at you with his big ocean coloured eyes.
’’Yes, James. I’ll marry you.’’
Bucky smiled and kissed your tummy a few more times, before standing up and picking you up, bridal style. You gasped and made sure not to drop Charlie. Bucky placed you both back on to the couch before settling in behind you and draping the comforter on all of you. You settled in his arms and held Charlie in your arms, who was already snoozing and occasionally snoring, while Bucky snaked his arms to softly caress your belly. You sighed and closed your eyes, falling asleep to the rhythm of Bucky’s heartbeat against your back.
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Wow Donato is super fast. (and his Kagune has cross patterns lol) Wonder if it's some kind of detachable kagune like nutcracker’s? I’m very concerned about Urie and his sanity. He might break... Can Hige regrow his body parts? (assuming he somehow survives) So Donato had gone through this kind of mental torture himself huh? Who hurt you bro? Does he know what happened to Amon on Rue island? I love Kaneki's and Tsukiyama's teamwork!!! When Kaneki called him and he showed him this watch while kicking ass - that was so smooth. Is it just me or do the V guys all look similar? Actually, thank you for cutting off the eyepatch. Kaneki has such beautiful eyes indeed. The V members are quite strong but also not that strong I guess? I remember how Eto just wrecked them like nothing... And how much do they know about Furuta? Some of them helped him kill Tsuneyoshi and co but he also wanted to get rid of them when he faced off Eto. Anyways, their existence won't be so super secret after this and they seem to be ok with that (unless they plan to get rid off all eyewitnesses afterwards) I HOPE THE GARDEN KIDS WEREN'T SUPPOSED TO BE TRAINED TO BECOME LIKE THOSE CREEPY HEARTLESS V MEMEMBERS. (Hirako's looking fune btw) HANDS OFF MY BOYS HOW DARE YOU i wish someone would wipe the floor with that smug face of furuta (even tho i really love him as the antagonist) That was such an important lesson for Kaneki. He always does things on his own, back in the days and also when he was with the Qs. even though he's got many people around him, ultimately he'd always end up fighting his own fight bc he still thinks he has to shoulder it all. He can't keep doing this, it's not gonna end well and it's important that he's got people around him who point out his flaws to him!!!!!!!!! Nishiki also calling him 'king'^^ and Tsukiyama is like his right hand man now and I love it. (also, it took me a moment but I think Naki really just meant Tsukiyama when he went 'Yamada' lol.) Still loving the 0 kids and still need to know their names Lol that clock sure reminds me of Noro. Ayato's looking fine even without his white suit (did he take it off bc of Touka's mocking xD) I think I'm not the only one who has a feeling that Kaneki won't make it in time and then so many things will go wrong in the lab and- Urie doesn't look too good. Someone help him or he'll have to help himself by breaking the 4th frame or something. it's bad, either way. (Is Hige still alive?) (finally had time to sit down and read the chapter thoroughly and write a short review. great chapter and shit starts hitting the fan quickly.)
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